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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:27,070 --> 00:00:30,460 [soft piano music playing] 2 00:00:46,610 --> 00:00:48,880 [Daniel] In Herman Williams' seminal work on the joys 3 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:53,270 of being a model train hobbyist, he writes, 4 00:00:53,470 --> 00:00:55,320 "Many an hour have I spent 5 00:00:55,520 --> 00:00:59,180 "blissfully lost in a world of my own creation. 6 00:01:00,750 --> 00:01:02,980 "For the model train enthusiast, 7 00:01:03,180 --> 00:01:07,590 "there exists a secret world of order and symmetry. 8 00:01:07,790 --> 00:01:11,420 "Nestled into the corners of our basements and attics, 9 00:01:11,620 --> 00:01:13,250 "we lord over a world 10 00:01:13,450 --> 00:01:16,810 "where the hobbyist plays omnipotent creator. 11 00:01:18,330 --> 00:01:21,610 "There, in 1:87 scale, 12 00:01:21,810 --> 00:01:24,260 "the neighbors are always kind, 13 00:01:24,460 --> 00:01:27,310 "the lovers always end up together, 14 00:01:27,510 --> 00:01:31,530 "and the trains always take you to the far-off places 15 00:01:31,730 --> 00:01:34,090 "you always swore you'd go." 16 00:01:35,660 --> 00:01:37,930 In life, of course, 17 00:01:38,130 --> 00:01:42,370 nothing is nearly as neat and tidy. 18 00:01:42,570 --> 00:01:46,240 [woman singing] ♪ Well, if you close the door ♪ 19 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:47,550 [piano music playing] 20 00:01:47,750 --> 00:01:51,460 ♪ The night could last forever ♪ 21 00:01:51,660 --> 00:01:56,250 ♪ And keep the sunshine out ♪ 22 00:01:56,450 --> 00:02:00,040 ♪ And say hello to never ♪ 23 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:02,390 ♪ 'Cause all the people are dancing ♪ 24 00:02:02,590 --> 00:02:04,780 ♪ And they're having such fun ♪ 25 00:02:04,980 --> 00:02:09,700 ♪ I wish it could happen to me ♪ 26 00:02:09,900 --> 00:02:12,270 - [piano music pauses] - [cheering, laughing] 27 00:02:12,470 --> 00:02:17,320 - ♪ So baby close that door ♪ - [piano music resumes] 28 00:02:17,510 --> 00:02:20,580 ♪ And never have to see the day again ♪ 29 00:02:20,780 --> 00:02:21,840 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 30 00:02:22,040 --> 00:02:24,890 ♪ I'd never have to see the day again ♪ 31 00:02:25,090 --> 00:02:26,370 ♪ That's right ♪ Sing! 32 00:02:26,570 --> 00:02:29,190 ♪ I'd never have to see the day again ♪ 33 00:02:30,010 --> 00:02:32,070 [all whooping and cheering] 34 00:02:32,270 --> 00:02:34,550 - [plays glissando] - Encore, Allie! 35 00:02:34,750 --> 00:02:36,160 - No! - [others groan] 36 00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:37,600 I am way too drunk 37 00:02:37,800 --> 00:02:39,120 to be singing in front of people. 38 00:02:39,320 --> 00:02:41,430 Aw, but we love you! Come on! 39 00:02:41,630 --> 00:02:43,210 And I wanna keep it that way. 40 00:02:43,410 --> 00:02:47,560 Um, okay. That was for my beautiful, sweet, 41 00:02:47,760 --> 00:02:49,860 darling fiance, Nathan. 42 00:02:50,770 --> 00:02:51,740 [laughter] 43 00:02:51,940 --> 00:02:53,730 Who loves that song very much. 44 00:02:54,650 --> 00:02:56,700 Bubba, you wanna come up here? 45 00:02:56,900 --> 00:02:58,920 - No. [chuckles] - [all laughing] 46 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:01,400 [Allison] Come on! It's our engagement party. 47 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:03,190 He's very shy! 48 00:03:03,390 --> 00:03:06,230 [all chanting] Nathan! Nathan! Nathan! 49 00:03:06,430 --> 00:03:09,850 Nathan! Nathan! Nathan! Nathan! 50 00:03:10,050 --> 00:03:11,660 [whooping] 51 00:03:12,270 --> 00:03:14,890 [guests] Mm! Ah! Mm! 52 00:03:15,090 --> 00:03:16,810 - Did you like it? - It was amazing. 53 00:03:17,010 --> 00:03:18,420 [Nathan inhales deeply] 54 00:03:18,620 --> 00:03:20,940 - Hey, y'all... - [laughter] 55 00:03:21,140 --> 00:03:25,030 Um, I'll just briefly say that she played that song for me 56 00:03:25,230 --> 00:03:26,650 on our very first date 57 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:28,730 on a beautiful, old piano she found 58 00:03:28,930 --> 00:03:30,340 at the back of an empty bar. 59 00:03:30,540 --> 00:03:32,610 - Well, you better go, girl! - Come on. Come on! 60 00:03:32,810 --> 00:03:35,130 - Always be closing. - [Molly] Absolutely! 61 00:03:35,330 --> 00:03:37,180 Welcome to the family! 62 00:03:37,380 --> 00:03:39,870 - Allison... [chuckles] - Yes... [chuckles] 63 00:03:41,430 --> 00:03:46,140 Every memory I cherish in my life has you in it. 64 00:03:46,340 --> 00:03:48,530 Some of them are just tiny seconds. 65 00:03:49,750 --> 00:03:51,240 The way you close one eye 66 00:03:51,430 --> 00:03:53,670 when you really wanna focus on tasting something. 67 00:03:53,870 --> 00:03:56,150 - [guests laugh] - I do that. I do that. 68 00:03:56,350 --> 00:03:57,420 I go, like... 69 00:03:57,610 --> 00:03:59,770 [guests laughing] 70 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:01,890 [laughing] 71 00:04:04,330 --> 00:04:05,950 I can't believe this is real. 72 00:04:06,140 --> 00:04:07,250 It's real, baby. 73 00:04:07,450 --> 00:04:08,600 - Thank God. - [Allison] Mm. 74 00:04:08,800 --> 00:04:10,170 - I love you. - I love you. 75 00:04:10,370 --> 00:04:12,170 [all] Aw. 76 00:04:12,370 --> 00:04:13,730 - Okay. - Hey... 77 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:19,920 - Um... Drink, smoke, be merry. - [man] Yeah. 78 00:04:20,120 --> 00:04:21,660 And if you choose to sleep with Chip, 79 00:04:21,860 --> 00:04:24,490 make sure he wears, like, 11 condoms. 80 00:04:24,690 --> 00:04:26,230 [all exclaiming] 81 00:04:26,430 --> 00:04:28,140 I'm, like, literally a virgin. 82 00:04:28,340 --> 00:04:31,320 - [others laughing] - He's kidding. He's kidding. 83 00:04:31,520 --> 00:04:34,880 - ["Time" playing] - ♪ Time keeps on coming ♪ 84 00:04:36,010 --> 00:04:37,320 ♪ I've been all around ♪ 85 00:04:37,520 --> 00:04:39,450 [lighter clicking] 86 00:04:43,670 --> 00:04:46,420 ♪ I'll keep on loving... ♪ 87 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:48,030 No! No, no, no. 88 00:04:48,230 --> 00:04:50,290 - No. Come on, baby. No phone. - Oh. 89 00:04:50,490 --> 00:04:51,860 When we get married, we have to make rules 90 00:04:52,060 --> 00:04:54,390 - about phones in the bed. - [scoffs] 91 00:04:54,580 --> 00:04:55,950 Oh, shut up. 92 00:04:56,150 --> 00:04:59,170 You are on your phone, like, ten times more than me, 93 00:04:59,370 --> 00:05:01,780 looking up rusty old trucks. 94 00:05:01,980 --> 00:05:05,790 Uh, a '67 cloth top Bronco 95 00:05:05,990 --> 00:05:08,620 is a work of art, baby. It's not a truck. 96 00:05:08,820 --> 00:05:10,620 - I'm looking at art. - Yeah. Oh. 97 00:05:10,820 --> 00:05:13,530 - Like this butt. - [Allison laughing] 98 00:05:13,730 --> 00:05:16,230 I am so high from that gummy you gave me. 99 00:05:16,430 --> 00:05:18,060 - What the fuck was that? - [Nathan chuckling] 100 00:05:18,260 --> 00:05:20,020 I still can't feel my ankles. 101 00:05:20,220 --> 00:05:21,980 You don't need your ankles right now. 102 00:05:22,180 --> 00:05:25,630 Yeah, but I would still like to feel my ankles. 103 00:05:25,830 --> 00:05:27,240 Hey, come kiss me. 104 00:05:27,440 --> 00:05:28,720 - Hey, babe? - Yeah? 105 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:30,640 This creepy doctor from my sales list 106 00:05:30,840 --> 00:05:32,730 is really trying to flirt with me on Instagram. 107 00:05:32,930 --> 00:05:35,340 [inhales sharply] Maybe you gave him the wrong impression. 108 00:05:35,540 --> 00:05:36,510 What? 109 00:05:36,710 --> 00:05:37,860 Come on! As if! 110 00:05:38,060 --> 00:05:40,040 I go in there, and I'm, like, 111 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:42,260 waving my engagement ring around. 112 00:05:42,460 --> 00:05:44,780 You always say, "Flirting is a part of the job." 113 00:05:44,980 --> 00:05:46,690 Someone's bound to get the wrong impression. 114 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:48,920 It's very light flirting. 115 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:50,960 - Ah, okay. [laughs] - It is! 116 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:52,620 It's like... It's just... 117 00:05:52,820 --> 00:05:55,320 It's sushi with a smile, 118 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:57,700 so that he can write the fucking prescription, 119 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:00,400 and I can get a fat bonus, 120 00:06:00,790 --> 00:06:01,970 and then 121 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:06,630 you and I can maybe one day 122 00:06:06,830 --> 00:06:08,070 move to the city. 123 00:06:08,270 --> 00:06:09,940 If we don't go to hell first. 124 00:06:10,140 --> 00:06:12,590 Oh! Why would you say that? 125 00:06:12,790 --> 00:06:14,900 - Come on! - I'm sorry. 126 00:06:15,100 --> 00:06:18,340 I'm only pushing HUMIRA, like, 127 00:06:18,540 --> 00:06:22,860 I won't go to hell for moderate to severe psoriasis. 128 00:06:23,060 --> 00:06:25,870 Come on. That would be so unfair. 129 00:06:26,070 --> 00:06:27,260 Yeah, yeah. 130 00:06:27,460 --> 00:06:28,700 Shut up. 131 00:06:28,900 --> 00:06:30,310 - Okay. Hey. - Mmm. 132 00:06:30,510 --> 00:06:31,480 It's just a stepping stone, baby. 133 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:32,920 I know. 134 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:35,360 Do you think it's too late for astronaut school? 135 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:37,530 - [laughing] - What? 136 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:39,050 - What? - Nothing. 137 00:06:39,250 --> 00:06:41,190 I could be a professional dancer. 138 00:06:41,390 --> 00:06:43,020 - Oh, word? - Yeah. Yeah. 139 00:06:43,210 --> 00:06:45,230 - You got them moves? - Ooh. 140 00:06:45,430 --> 00:06:46,710 - [laughs] - Wait, let me stand up. 141 00:06:46,910 --> 00:06:48,540 I'm way better when I stand up. 142 00:06:48,740 --> 00:06:49,850 - Okay. - It's so much better 143 00:06:50,050 --> 00:06:51,590 when I stand up. 144 00:06:51,790 --> 00:06:53,320 - Are you ready? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 145 00:06:55,450 --> 00:06:57,510 - Whoa. - What genre is this? 146 00:06:57,710 --> 00:06:59,160 I don't know, but my body just goes... 147 00:06:59,360 --> 00:07:00,250 [Nathan] Go. 148 00:07:00,450 --> 00:07:02,340 Is this modern, right? [laughs] 149 00:07:02,540 --> 00:07:04,170 - This is professional. - Wow. 150 00:07:04,370 --> 00:07:05,250 So I would appreciate it 151 00:07:05,450 --> 00:07:06,560 if you took me seriously right now. 152 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:08,000 I'm taking you very seriously. 153 00:07:08,200 --> 00:07:11,440 And then, we'll finish with something like this. 154 00:07:11,630 --> 00:07:13,920 - [Allison humming] - [laughs] 155 00:07:14,120 --> 00:07:15,440 But I'm not gonna show you anymore, 156 00:07:15,640 --> 00:07:17,310 because it's a work-in-progress. 157 00:07:17,510 --> 00:07:19,530 And the professional is tired, 158 00:07:19,730 --> 00:07:22,010 and I wanna cuddle. 159 00:07:22,210 --> 00:07:24,750 ♪ Came into this life on my own ♪ 160 00:07:24,950 --> 00:07:27,580 ♪And I'll try Yes I'll try ♪ 161 00:07:27,780 --> 00:07:29,800 ♪ Hope for love turn out the light ♪ 162 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:33,270 ♪ And I gave my own life My own life, my own life ♪ 163 00:07:39,850 --> 00:07:41,860 [truck horn blaring] 164 00:07:42,060 --> 00:07:43,890 [Allison] Oh, calm the fuck down. 165 00:07:45,420 --> 00:07:47,080 I swear, this road has been under construction 166 00:07:47,280 --> 00:07:48,820 my entire life. 167 00:07:49,020 --> 00:07:50,650 When will New Jersey be done? 168 00:07:50,850 --> 00:07:52,000 - She's a work-in-progress. - Never. 169 00:07:52,200 --> 00:07:54,260 [chuckles] Oh, by the way, how's Ryan doing? 170 00:07:54,460 --> 00:07:56,440 Oh, you mean your future niece? 171 00:07:56,640 --> 00:07:59,180 [gasps] Oh, my goodness. She's so pretty! 172 00:07:59,380 --> 00:08:01,220 Yeah, the varsity coach said she might start next year. 173 00:08:01,420 --> 00:08:02,310 - Oh, yeah? - [Jesse] Mmm-hmm. 174 00:08:02,510 --> 00:08:04,620 She scored 19 goals last season! 175 00:08:04,820 --> 00:08:05,880 - Tell her. Tell her. - Wow! 176 00:08:06,080 --> 00:08:08,320 Oh, my God. You must be so proud of her. 177 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:09,450 I can't believe I haven't met her. 178 00:08:09,650 --> 00:08:10,620 I'm so sorry Nathan and I 179 00:08:10,820 --> 00:08:11,970 haven't made it down there yet. 180 00:08:12,170 --> 00:08:13,450 Don't worry about it. I mean, it's far. 181 00:08:13,650 --> 00:08:14,670 We're gonna try to come up more often 182 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:15,980 now that our dad's getting older. 183 00:08:16,180 --> 00:08:17,760 [Allison] Yeah. 184 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:21,160 Well, I've only met your dad a few times, 185 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:23,540 but that we can't blame on distance. [chuckles] 186 00:08:25,370 --> 00:08:27,380 This is fucking nuts. I'm sorry. 187 00:08:27,580 --> 00:08:28,560 Wait, so tell us about 188 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:30,250 these wedding dresses we're seeing. 189 00:08:30,450 --> 00:08:31,990 Yes, please. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about it. 190 00:08:32,190 --> 00:08:34,340 - [laughs] Shut up! - You are such a good sport. 191 00:08:34,540 --> 00:08:37,130 No, he isn't. He just thinks that after we see dresses, 192 00:08:37,330 --> 00:08:38,480 - we're going to go... - Yeah? 193 00:08:38,680 --> 00:08:39,650 - ...on a pub crawl. - [Jesse] Mmm-hmm. 194 00:08:39,850 --> 00:08:41,090 But actually we're going to see a play. 195 00:08:41,290 --> 00:08:42,530 - You are? - No, we're not. 196 00:08:42,730 --> 00:08:44,090 You said that we'd have to get tickets already. 197 00:08:44,290 --> 00:08:46,140 No. We just gotta see some shit nobody else wants to see. 198 00:08:46,340 --> 00:08:47,530 - [laughing] - Oh, great. That's awesome. 199 00:08:47,730 --> 00:08:48,920 - Yeah, right? - Great. Great. 200 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:50,930 Hey, look, it's finally opening up. 201 00:08:51,130 --> 00:08:53,360 All right, so I think it might be a little tight 202 00:08:53,560 --> 00:08:54,890 getting you to a play, 203 00:08:55,090 --> 00:08:58,490 but, um, let me just check... 204 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:02,890 - Okay, so now it's saying... - [back-up alarm bleeping] 205 00:09:03,090 --> 00:09:04,160 Allie! 206 00:09:04,360 --> 00:09:05,410 - [Jesse] Look out! - [tires screech] 207 00:09:19,250 --> 00:09:20,560 [device chimes] 208 00:09:20,760 --> 00:09:22,040 Here we are. 209 00:09:22,240 --> 00:09:24,440 You got me here so early. 210 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:26,570 Yeah, well, it's 211 00:09:26,770 --> 00:09:29,010 better to be a half-hour early 212 00:09:29,210 --> 00:09:30,570 than one minute late. 213 00:09:30,770 --> 00:09:32,400 [chuckles] 214 00:09:32,600 --> 00:09:34,450 Grandpa, have you ever played any video games? 215 00:09:34,650 --> 00:09:36,310 - No. [scoffs] - [chuckles] 216 00:09:37,660 --> 00:09:39,840 You've got that perfect little brain up there 217 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:42,530 and you're just melting it away with that crap. 218 00:09:43,010 --> 00:09:44,500 Okay. 219 00:09:44,700 --> 00:09:45,720 - [automated voice] Nathan. - [cell phone ringing] 220 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:47,020 [Ryan] It's Uncle Nathan. Answer it. 221 00:09:47,890 --> 00:09:49,370 Why would he be calling me? 222 00:09:50,760 --> 00:09:51,800 Pick it up. 223 00:09:56,420 --> 00:09:59,520 [sighs] Thought we weren't talking anymore. 224 00:09:59,720 --> 00:10:01,600 [video game sound effects playing] 225 00:10:10,740 --> 00:10:13,700 Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Nathan. Nathan. 226 00:10:13,900 --> 00:10:16,180 I've... I've got Ryan here in the car. 227 00:10:16,380 --> 00:10:17,970 I'm just dropping her off at school. 228 00:10:18,170 --> 00:10:19,400 I'll call you right back. 229 00:10:21,700 --> 00:10:24,850 Yes, I heard what you said. I'm headed right there. 230 00:10:25,050 --> 00:10:26,840 I just gotta drop her off, okay? 231 00:10:29,620 --> 00:10:31,850 See, that wasn't so bad. 232 00:10:32,050 --> 00:10:34,410 Mom says she wishes you guys could find a way to get along. 233 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,950 I... I've... I've got to leave, sweetie. 234 00:10:38,150 --> 00:10:40,030 But I look like a dork being here this early. 235 00:10:40,230 --> 00:10:41,550 I'm sorry. 236 00:10:42,460 --> 00:10:43,460 I'll, uh... 237 00:10:44,290 --> 00:10:46,170 I'll be picking you up today. 238 00:10:46,370 --> 00:10:47,690 Why can't Mom? 239 00:10:47,890 --> 00:10:49,170 She said they'd be back from the city today, right? 240 00:10:50,380 --> 00:10:51,520 Well... 241 00:10:53,560 --> 00:10:55,050 - she can't. - [sighing] Okay. 242 00:10:55,250 --> 00:10:56,220 I'll text her. 243 00:10:56,420 --> 00:10:57,530 [Daniel] Okay. 244 00:10:57,730 --> 00:10:59,090 Okay. Bye. 245 00:10:59,920 --> 00:11:01,260 Tell me you love me. 246 00:11:02,660 --> 00:11:04,540 I love you, Grandpa. 247 00:11:04,740 --> 00:11:05,970 I love you too. 248 00:11:06,170 --> 00:11:07,400 [chuckles] 249 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:10,100 - Bye. - Bye. 250 00:11:11,540 --> 00:11:13,540 [somber music playing] 251 00:11:16,190 --> 00:11:17,150 [car door closes] 252 00:11:23,030 --> 00:11:24,030 [sighs] 253 00:11:29,070 --> 00:11:31,390 [machine beeping] 254 00:11:31,590 --> 00:11:34,390 [Allison weakly] Mom, my head hurts so much. 255 00:11:34,590 --> 00:11:37,790 I can't even explain how much pain my head's in. 256 00:11:37,990 --> 00:11:39,310 [Diane] Can you click on the morphine again? 257 00:11:39,510 --> 00:11:40,750 I've been clicking on it. 258 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:42,920 I'm clicking on it, and nothing is happening. 259 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:44,230 Oh, shoot, you're right. It is empty. 260 00:11:44,430 --> 00:11:45,580 We gotta get more. 261 00:11:45,780 --> 00:11:46,880 We'll have to get the nurse to get us more. 262 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:48,180 Nathan, why are you looking at me like that? 263 00:11:48,660 --> 00:11:50,280 Like what? 264 00:11:50,480 --> 00:11:52,240 Is it bad? Do I look that bad? 265 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:53,590 No, he's just upset, sweetheart. 266 00:11:53,790 --> 00:11:55,070 He's upset 'cause we've been 267 00:11:55,270 --> 00:11:56,550 - so worried all night long. - [Allison] Okay. Okay. 268 00:11:56,750 --> 00:11:58,640 This backhoe thing just reversed 269 00:11:58,830 --> 00:12:00,510 into the middle of the street. 270 00:12:00,710 --> 00:12:01,640 [Diane] I know, I know. 271 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:03,290 [Allison] I didn't know what to do. 272 00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:04,550 I know, but you don't have to worry about that right now. 273 00:12:04,750 --> 00:12:06,080 - Right, Nathan? - Yeah. 274 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:07,600 No, you just need to focus on getting better. 275 00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:08,690 That's all you need to think about, okay? 276 00:12:08,890 --> 00:12:10,340 - [Allison] Okay. - Right, Nathan? 277 00:12:10,540 --> 00:12:12,000 - Yeah. - [Nurse] Sorry to interrupt, 278 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:13,650 but the police are here to collect a blood sample. 279 00:12:13,850 --> 00:12:15,000 Oh, no. Absolutely not. 280 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:16,650 Now is not a good time. She is in a lot of pain. 281 00:12:16,850 --> 00:12:18,220 - You have to come back. - No. 282 00:12:18,420 --> 00:12:20,000 - [Nathan] She just woke up. - Why are the police here? 283 00:12:20,200 --> 00:12:21,610 Unfortunately, I can't. 284 00:12:21,810 --> 00:12:23,960 Legally, the sample has to be drawn as soon as possible. 285 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:25,400 We waited for her to stabilize, 286 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:26,490 but with an accident like this, 287 00:12:26,690 --> 00:12:27,880 it's imperative we test... 288 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:29,620 What is he talking about? It wasn't my fault. 289 00:12:29,820 --> 00:12:31,930 - Officer, she doesn't know. - It wasn't her fault. 290 00:12:32,130 --> 00:12:33,230 With an accident of this magnitude 291 00:12:33,430 --> 00:12:34,670 involving fatalities, we're required... 292 00:12:34,870 --> 00:12:36,410 - She hasn't been told. - Fatalities? 293 00:12:36,610 --> 00:12:37,720 She hasn't been told, 294 00:12:37,920 --> 00:12:39,110 - you fucking asshole! - [whispers] Fuck. 295 00:12:39,310 --> 00:12:40,980 - [Diane] She didn't know. - Mama, what's going on? 296 00:12:41,180 --> 00:12:42,240 - I'm so sorry, honey. - What is he talking about? 297 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:43,380 I'm so sorry. 298 00:12:43,570 --> 00:12:45,120 [Allison] Nathan? 299 00:12:45,320 --> 00:12:46,800 Nathan, what's going on? 300 00:12:50,680 --> 00:12:51,940 They're gone. 301 00:12:54,120 --> 00:12:55,600 They're both gone. 302 00:12:56,120 --> 00:12:57,130 Who's gone? 303 00:12:57,330 --> 00:12:58,420 [Diane] Honey... 304 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:04,870 [melancholy music playing] 305 00:13:14,050 --> 00:13:16,620 [sighs] No, Mom. 306 00:13:17,360 --> 00:13:18,800 [gasping] 307 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:20,760 [voice breaking] Why, Mom? 308 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:22,930 [Diane] I'm so sorry, honey. 309 00:13:31,020 --> 00:13:33,370 [melancholy music continues] 310 00:13:44,990 --> 00:13:47,260 ["Wake Up With The Sun" playing] 311 00:13:51,780 --> 00:13:54,490 ♪ Wake up with the sun in morning ♪ 312 00:13:54,690 --> 00:13:57,410 ♪ Go to sleep with the moon at night... ♪ 313 00:13:57,610 --> 00:13:58,890 [on speaker] Hey, guys! Bella here. 314 00:13:59,090 --> 00:14:00,370 Welcome to my bathroom! 315 00:14:00,560 --> 00:14:03,320 Today, we're gonna learn to cut our own hair. 316 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:04,760 So let's jump in. 317 00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:08,190 To get started, we grab this first front layer 318 00:14:08,930 --> 00:14:10,330 just like this. 319 00:14:10,530 --> 00:14:13,940 And put your scissors at, like, a slight angle. 320 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:18,640 Okay, it's now or never. [chuckles] 321 00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:19,990 Go for it! 322 00:14:20,190 --> 00:14:21,910 ♪ What their purpose is on earth ♪ 323 00:14:22,110 --> 00:14:24,690 ♪ To love and be loved in return... ♪ 324 00:14:24,890 --> 00:14:25,780 Fuck. 325 00:14:25,980 --> 00:14:27,170 [Bella] You nailed it! 326 00:14:27,370 --> 00:14:29,660 You're officially a stylist just like me! 327 00:14:29,850 --> 00:14:31,050 Now, go ahead 328 00:14:31,250 --> 00:14:33,750 and grab the same layer on the other side. 329 00:14:33,950 --> 00:14:35,790 And just go for it! 330 00:14:35,990 --> 00:14:38,140 Okay. [sighs] 331 00:14:38,340 --> 00:14:40,970 ♪ Happiness comes from inside ♪ 332 00:14:41,170 --> 00:14:43,360 ♪ At the center of your mind... ♪ 333 00:14:43,560 --> 00:14:44,450 Fuck. 334 00:14:44,650 --> 00:14:45,880 [Bella] Does it look even? 335 00:14:46,270 --> 00:14:47,800 Uh... 336 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:49,590 Not exactly. No. 337 00:14:49,790 --> 00:14:52,150 Good job. You look amazing! 338 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:55,070 Thank you. 339 00:14:55,270 --> 00:14:57,680 ♪ You can change the darkest day ♪ 340 00:14:57,880 --> 00:15:00,680 ♪ Simply by the things you say... ♪ 341 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:03,210 Wow... 342 00:15:03,410 --> 00:15:06,340 ♪ Oooh oooh ooh ♪ 343 00:15:07,900 --> 00:15:09,520 I love it. 344 00:15:09,720 --> 00:15:11,080 [indistinct tv chatter] 345 00:15:12,820 --> 00:15:16,180 Oh, my God. Allie, what the hell is all this? 346 00:15:16,380 --> 00:15:20,000 You have got to stop buying all this crap. 347 00:15:21,650 --> 00:15:25,100 Yeah, well, one of them is an acrylic nail set 348 00:15:25,300 --> 00:15:27,500 that I know you'll appreciate more than I will. 349 00:15:27,700 --> 00:15:28,890 And the others are ankle weights. 350 00:15:29,090 --> 00:15:30,970 Remember? We said we were gonna get in shape? 351 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:33,370 Oh, my God. 352 00:15:33,570 --> 00:15:36,420 Allie, what the hell did you do to your hair? 353 00:15:36,620 --> 00:15:37,900 What? It's makeover Monday. 354 00:15:38,100 --> 00:15:40,900 - It's Friday. - Oh. 355 00:15:41,100 --> 00:15:42,950 - It's so dark in here. - No, please, don't open that. 356 00:15:43,150 --> 00:15:44,340 Mama, that is so bright! 357 00:15:44,540 --> 00:15:46,380 [Diane] Did you go to physical therapy today? 358 00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:48,340 Um, well, I tried to, 359 00:15:48,540 --> 00:15:50,390 - but I overslept. - Allie... 360 00:15:50,590 --> 00:15:52,780 What? I don't need PT. I don't. 361 00:15:52,980 --> 00:15:54,250 Allie, your hair. 362 00:15:55,040 --> 00:15:56,520 You don't like it? 363 00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:58,660 I just don't understand why you would cut your own hair. 364 00:15:58,860 --> 00:16:01,010 Well, the girl said it was easy, and it was not. 365 00:16:01,210 --> 00:16:02,400 What girl? 366 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:05,790 This girl on the Internet. She's an influencer. 367 00:16:05,990 --> 00:16:07,620 She influenced me. 368 00:16:07,820 --> 00:16:11,980 Such a pigsty in here. I am not happy about this. 369 00:16:12,170 --> 00:16:13,800 Hey, Mama, can you tell me where my pills are? 370 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:16,280 Which ones? 371 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:19,940 We said we were going to wean off of them. Remember? 372 00:16:20,140 --> 00:16:21,900 - Did we? - Yes. 373 00:16:22,100 --> 00:16:24,640 Because "we" are in pain 374 00:16:24,840 --> 00:16:26,510 and "we" need more. 375 00:16:26,710 --> 00:16:27,860 They're not gonna give you more, Allie. 376 00:16:28,060 --> 00:16:29,300 - They have to! - No, they don't. 377 00:16:29,500 --> 00:16:30,820 I need them! 378 00:16:31,020 --> 00:16:32,430 Listen to me. 379 00:16:32,630 --> 00:16:34,560 You're not in physical pain anymore. 380 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:36,700 Have you been doing the tapping thing 381 00:16:36,890 --> 00:16:38,090 that that one shrink taught you? 382 00:16:38,290 --> 00:16:40,310 Remember? For anxiety and stress, 383 00:16:40,510 --> 00:16:42,140 and it calms you down on the... 384 00:16:42,340 --> 00:16:43,830 - eyes, and then the lips. - Mom! 385 00:16:44,030 --> 00:16:45,530 [Diane] Or play your piano. That always cheers you up. 386 00:16:45,730 --> 00:16:46,880 I don't wanna talk about this, please. 387 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:49,710 I have the worst headache! Can you just stop? 388 00:16:49,910 --> 00:16:52,620 Can you call the doctors and help me, please? 389 00:16:52,820 --> 00:16:54,410 Which one? Patel? He said no more. 390 00:16:54,610 --> 00:16:56,760 Okay, well, fuck Patel. Fuck Patel! 391 00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:58,540 How about Goldberg, or... 392 00:16:58,740 --> 00:17:00,410 or Fong? 393 00:17:00,610 --> 00:17:02,030 - Allie... - Please, Mom. 394 00:17:02,220 --> 00:17:03,200 - Just call 'em. Just help me. - You're being a little... 395 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:04,590 - No. - Just help me, please. 396 00:17:04,790 --> 00:17:06,200 Guess what? They all said "no." 397 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:08,250 Patel. Goldberg. Fong. Rosenberg. 398 00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,160 Okay, well, I'll try Vromen. He loves me. 399 00:17:10,360 --> 00:17:12,080 Vromen is an orthodontist. 400 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:13,560 Yeah, but he used to flirt with me 401 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:15,650 when his fingers were really deep inside my mouth, 402 00:17:15,850 --> 00:17:18,170 and it was very inappropriate, and so, he really owes me one. 403 00:17:18,370 --> 00:17:20,040 Allie, I don't like how you're acting. 404 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:21,260 You know what? Enough is enough. 405 00:17:21,460 --> 00:17:23,050 You gotta get out of this living room, 406 00:17:23,250 --> 00:17:24,660 take off your pajamas, 407 00:17:24,860 --> 00:17:26,570 and get your ass, and go get a job. 408 00:17:26,770 --> 00:17:27,700 I'm sick of this crap. 409 00:17:27,900 --> 00:17:30,010 As if you have any right 410 00:17:30,210 --> 00:17:32,100 lecturing me on medicating myself. 411 00:17:32,300 --> 00:17:33,490 What is that supposed to mean? 412 00:17:33,690 --> 00:17:36,670 It means, Mom, you're such a fucking hypocrite! 413 00:17:36,870 --> 00:17:39,500 You don't think that I clock how many Xanax you take? 414 00:17:39,700 --> 00:17:41,670 Or how many glasses of wine you drink? 415 00:17:41,870 --> 00:17:43,680 You think I'm just a zombie that doesn't notice anything, 416 00:17:43,870 --> 00:17:46,370 but I notice fucking everything! I see you. 417 00:17:46,570 --> 00:17:49,990 So, can I have my pills, please? 418 00:17:50,190 --> 00:17:52,210 You're not listening. There's no more. 419 00:17:52,410 --> 00:17:53,810 [breathes heavily] 420 00:17:59,510 --> 00:18:01,350 [Diane] You get right back here, 421 00:18:01,540 --> 00:18:02,960 - you little brat! - No! 422 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:05,390 What in the hell do you think you are doing? 423 00:18:05,590 --> 00:18:06,650 Get out of there! 424 00:18:06,850 --> 00:18:07,830 - Get out of there! - [Allison] Get off me! 425 00:18:08,030 --> 00:18:09,310 - No! Get out of there! - Let go! 426 00:18:09,510 --> 00:18:11,570 - [Diane] What are you doing? - No! Are they in here? 427 00:18:11,770 --> 00:18:14,360 - [Diane] Get back! Cut it out! - You are hurting me! 428 00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:15,710 [Diane] Stop it! 429 00:18:15,910 --> 00:18:17,570 - Stop it! Put that back! - [grunts] Mom! 430 00:18:18,660 --> 00:18:19,620 No. 431 00:18:19,820 --> 00:18:21,060 - Open the door. - No. 432 00:18:21,260 --> 00:18:22,670 - Open the fucking door! - Stop it! Stop it. 433 00:18:22,870 --> 00:18:24,020 - Mom, let me out. - No. 434 00:18:24,220 --> 00:18:26,200 Let me out. Let me out! 435 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:27,460 Mama! 436 00:18:27,660 --> 00:18:29,240 - No! Stop it! - Give me those... Ow. 437 00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:31,420 - Stop it! - [Diane] Ow! Ow, ow, ow, ow. 438 00:18:31,620 --> 00:18:33,630 - You fucking crazy little brat. - [Allison] No! 439 00:18:34,540 --> 00:18:35,760 [groans] 440 00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:38,120 Shit! 441 00:18:38,320 --> 00:18:40,430 No, no, no, no, no, no. 442 00:18:40,630 --> 00:18:42,510 Mama, no! Please. No! 443 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:46,650 Why the fuck did you do that? 444 00:18:46,850 --> 00:18:47,830 I'm in pain! 445 00:18:48,030 --> 00:18:48,960 I don't give a shit! 446 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:50,440 Your daughter is in actual pain! 447 00:18:50,640 --> 00:18:51,870 I don't give a shit! 448 00:18:52,070 --> 00:18:55,440 I fucking hate you so much! 449 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:57,100 [Diane] You're bleeding! 450 00:18:57,300 --> 00:18:59,350 [panting] 451 00:19:01,350 --> 00:19:02,620 You get back here right now. 452 00:19:02,820 --> 00:19:04,060 - ALLISON: Leave me alone. - You come back here. 453 00:19:04,260 --> 00:19:05,150 - ALLISON: Leave me alone. - I'm gonna grab your... 454 00:19:05,350 --> 00:19:06,450 [arguing continues] 455 00:19:06,650 --> 00:19:07,800 [Allison] Leave me the fuck alone! 456 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:08,980 [Diane] I'm not gonna leave you the fuck alone, 457 00:19:09,180 --> 00:19:10,230 - you little brat. - Ugh! 458 00:19:11,970 --> 00:19:14,020 [mellow music playing] 459 00:19:15,930 --> 00:19:17,200 Allison! 460 00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:19,340 - Leave me alone! - [Diane] Where are you going? 461 00:19:19,540 --> 00:19:21,290 Leave me alone! 462 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:25,380 [panting] 463 00:19:30,690 --> 00:19:32,440 [crowd applauding and cheering] 464 00:19:32,640 --> 00:19:34,300 [Daniel] Let's go, Ryan! 465 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:37,430 Attagirl! Attagirl! 466 00:19:41,650 --> 00:19:42,790 [crowd groans] 467 00:19:44,090 --> 00:19:46,010 Fuck! [sighs] 468 00:19:46,210 --> 00:19:47,760 So you're the Ryan that's been talking to Damien? 469 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,020 Get the fuck outta my face. 470 00:19:49,220 --> 00:19:50,240 See, you talk to people like that, bitch, 471 00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:51,760 that's why you have no fucking friends. 472 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:52,930 Why are you hitting on me, huh? 473 00:19:53,130 --> 00:19:54,410 Uh, I'm not the one named "Ryan." 474 00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:56,160 It's a fucking dyke's name. You a dyke? 475 00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:59,150 - Only when I fuck your mother. - Oh, at least I have a mother. 476 00:20:02,590 --> 00:20:04,150 What the fuck did you just say to me? 477 00:20:04,890 --> 00:20:06,080 Hey! 478 00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:09,420 Stay away from Damien, you fucking whore. 479 00:20:10,380 --> 00:20:11,340 Hey! 480 00:20:11,540 --> 00:20:13,300 Break that up, Ref! 481 00:20:13,500 --> 00:20:14,700 - [Ryan grunts] - [whistle blowing] 482 00:20:14,900 --> 00:20:15,860 [referee] Break it up. Break it up! 483 00:20:16,170 --> 00:20:17,210 Hey! 484 00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:19,740 [whistle continues blowing] 485 00:20:19,940 --> 00:20:22,790 [referee] Hey! That's it! You're both out. Red card. 486 00:20:22,990 --> 00:20:24,180 [Daniel] Ryan, what the hell was that? 487 00:20:24,380 --> 00:20:25,660 [huffs] I quit. 488 00:20:25,860 --> 00:20:27,970 [tearfully] I quit. I hate this fucking game. 489 00:20:28,170 --> 00:20:30,020 Why? Because you got in a fight? 490 00:20:30,210 --> 00:20:32,060 Come on, that's not you. 491 00:20:32,260 --> 00:20:34,190 You're tough. You're not a quitter. 492 00:20:34,390 --> 00:20:37,240 - She made fun of Mom. - What? 493 00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:39,490 She said, "At least I have a mom." 494 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:43,850 Well, fuck her. 495 00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:48,630 Well... 496 00:20:49,980 --> 00:20:52,340 And what kind of a punch was that? 497 00:20:52,540 --> 00:20:54,610 You throw this hard right hook 498 00:20:54,800 --> 00:20:57,340 and then you leave yourself wide open for the jab. 499 00:20:58,430 --> 00:21:00,120 We're gonna have to work on that. 500 00:21:01,730 --> 00:21:03,740 [mellow music playing] 501 00:21:11,130 --> 00:21:13,140 [breathing heavily] 502 00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:18,930 Hi. 503 00:21:19,130 --> 00:21:21,500 I'm here to get a prescription refilled. 504 00:21:21,700 --> 00:21:24,330 Last name, Johnson. Birthday, August 24th. 505 00:21:24,530 --> 00:21:26,290 Okay. For which medication? 506 00:21:26,490 --> 00:21:29,420 Uh... The Oxy. OxyContin. 507 00:21:29,620 --> 00:21:31,600 It says here you are out of refills. 508 00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:34,210 I see you've been on them for over a year now. 509 00:21:34,410 --> 00:21:36,300 Your doctor's probably trying to wean you off of them. 510 00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,690 As I'm sure you know, they can be very addictive. 511 00:21:38,890 --> 00:21:40,640 Oh, really? I hadn't fucking heard that. 512 00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:43,570 Sorry. 513 00:21:43,770 --> 00:21:45,390 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 514 00:21:46,130 --> 00:21:48,220 Listen... 515 00:21:48,420 --> 00:21:50,140 I was in a really bad car accident, 516 00:21:50,340 --> 00:21:53,230 and I need them, because I'm in a lot of pain. 517 00:21:53,430 --> 00:21:54,350 Just now? 518 00:21:55,570 --> 00:21:56,620 What? No. 519 00:21:56,820 --> 00:21:59,190 Your elbow is bleeding. 520 00:21:59,390 --> 00:22:00,980 Oh, shit. Look, it's fine. 521 00:22:01,180 --> 00:22:02,500 Let me go get you a bandage. 522 00:22:02,700 --> 00:22:04,450 I don't need a fucking bandage. It's fine. 523 00:22:08,710 --> 00:22:09,800 Then take this. 524 00:22:12,630 --> 00:22:14,810 Oh, my goodness. Thank you so much. Thank you. 525 00:22:17,110 --> 00:22:19,770 I feel so much better now. Thank you. 526 00:22:20,290 --> 00:22:21,640 Fucking bitch. 527 00:22:27,210 --> 00:22:29,210 [hip-hop song playing] 528 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:34,790 [instructor on speaker] Burn, but guess what that burn is? 529 00:22:34,990 --> 00:22:37,880 That burn is in your soul. It is lifting you up. 530 00:22:38,080 --> 00:22:39,320 You are climbing that mountain 531 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,230 and you are reaching higher heights 532 00:22:41,430 --> 00:22:42,890 than you ever have before. 533 00:22:43,090 --> 00:22:44,310 Keep pedaling. 534 00:22:49,190 --> 00:22:51,540 [breathing heavily] 535 00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:02,900 [unnerving music playing] 536 00:23:13,780 --> 00:23:15,780 [inhales sharply] 537 00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:22,530 [sniffles] 538 00:23:30,320 --> 00:23:31,710 [gurgles] 539 00:23:32,450 --> 00:23:33,800 [swallows] 540 00:23:34,500 --> 00:23:35,930 [exhales sharply] 541 00:23:37,190 --> 00:23:38,760 [whimpers] 542 00:23:42,850 --> 00:23:44,640 [panting] 543 00:23:48,860 --> 00:23:51,960 [back-up alarm beeping] 544 00:23:52,160 --> 00:23:54,170 [horn blaring] 545 00:23:57,210 --> 00:23:59,260 [gasping] 546 00:24:01,350 --> 00:24:03,350 [panting] 547 00:24:12,270 --> 00:24:14,400 [mellow music playing] 548 00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:22,330 - [gasps] Hi. - Hi! 549 00:24:22,530 --> 00:24:24,240 - Hey! - Hi! 550 00:24:25,370 --> 00:24:26,430 - [giggles] - [Allison] Hi. 551 00:24:26,630 --> 00:24:29,040 Oh, my God. I love your hair! 552 00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:32,690 - It is so chic. Who did it? - Ah, thank you! Um... 553 00:24:32,890 --> 00:24:35,300 I, uh, got a new gal. 554 00:24:35,500 --> 00:24:37,870 Well, I gotta get her number. [laughs] 555 00:24:38,070 --> 00:24:39,310 Okay. 556 00:24:39,510 --> 00:24:42,270 Oh, I was so happy that you reached out. 557 00:24:42,470 --> 00:24:45,230 Because you weren't responding to any of my texts. 558 00:24:45,430 --> 00:24:47,100 Of course, I wanted to give you your space, 559 00:24:47,300 --> 00:24:48,800 but I was worried. 560 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:50,280 - [waiter] Hi, good morning. - Hey! 561 00:24:50,470 --> 00:24:51,580 Can I get you anything? 562 00:24:51,780 --> 00:24:54,530 Uh, yeah. Can I please get a Jack and Coke? 563 00:24:55,050 --> 00:24:56,980 Uh... 564 00:24:57,180 --> 00:24:59,420 Sorry, our bar doesn't actually open until 11:00. 565 00:24:59,610 --> 00:25:00,760 Oh. 566 00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:04,250 Uh, okay. In that case, I'll get a black coffee. 567 00:25:04,450 --> 00:25:06,110 - Oat milk latte. - You got it. 568 00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:11,730 So, how's, how's work? 569 00:25:11,930 --> 00:25:12,910 You're still at Purdue, right? 570 00:25:13,110 --> 00:25:14,470 - Still repping Purdue. - Yeah. 571 00:25:14,670 --> 00:25:15,870 You'd think it would've been a shit show 572 00:25:16,070 --> 00:25:17,690 because of the bankruptcy and all the lawsuits. 573 00:25:17,890 --> 00:25:19,570 - Mm. - But, between you and me, 574 00:25:19,770 --> 00:25:21,440 my numbers have actually increased. 575 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:22,700 Wow. 576 00:25:22,900 --> 00:25:26,050 My bonus last quarter was insane. 577 00:25:26,250 --> 00:25:28,230 - It sells itself. [chuckles] - Yeah. 578 00:25:28,430 --> 00:25:29,450 Karl Marx was wrong. 579 00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,580 Turns out the opiate of the masses 580 00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:32,670 is opium. 581 00:25:32,870 --> 00:25:34,530 [both chuckle] 582 00:25:37,490 --> 00:25:38,580 Anyway. 583 00:25:38,780 --> 00:25:39,850 How are you doing? 584 00:25:40,050 --> 00:25:41,370 When are you going back to work? 585 00:25:41,570 --> 00:25:42,720 [smacks lips] Listen, I'm just gonna cut right to it 586 00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:43,810 because you're my friend 587 00:25:44,010 --> 00:25:45,810 and I know you're gonna understand. 588 00:25:46,010 --> 00:25:47,060 Um... 589 00:25:48,190 --> 00:25:50,730 I'm still in a lot of pain. 590 00:25:50,930 --> 00:25:52,250 Oh, Allie... 591 00:25:52,450 --> 00:25:56,380 I know, and my docs are cutting my Oxy scripts 592 00:25:56,580 --> 00:25:58,650 because everyone's really freaked out 593 00:25:58,850 --> 00:26:00,130 about addiction these days. 594 00:26:00,330 --> 00:26:01,960 Uh... [hesitates] 595 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:04,650 So, I was wondering if it would be possible... 596 00:26:04,850 --> 00:26:06,530 Allie, please tell me you didn't invite me 597 00:26:06,730 --> 00:26:08,870 to breakfast to hit me up for pills. 598 00:26:09,260 --> 00:26:10,310 No. 599 00:26:10,510 --> 00:26:12,310 - No, no, no, no, no. - [sighs] 600 00:26:12,510 --> 00:26:14,530 It's just until I can get in, and see my docs. 601 00:26:14,730 --> 00:26:16,710 Um, because my fucking mother, 602 00:26:16,910 --> 00:26:19,570 she threw my last refill into the toilet, so... 603 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:21,540 No way. 604 00:26:21,740 --> 00:26:23,240 Are you fucking with me right now? 605 00:26:23,440 --> 00:26:24,720 No. 606 00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:26,720 If you have a problem, you need to get some help. 607 00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:29,160 I can help you find the right rehab. 608 00:26:29,360 --> 00:26:31,200 Please don't hand me a pamphlet. 609 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:32,730 I already have one. 610 00:26:32,930 --> 00:26:35,030 Well, then find them on the street if you have to. 611 00:26:35,230 --> 00:26:37,080 Every dive bar in this town's got a guy 612 00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:39,250 with a pharmacy in his front pocket. 613 00:26:39,450 --> 00:26:41,200 You know, Becka, 614 00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:44,550 I really didn't want to do this. 615 00:26:46,340 --> 00:26:47,430 But... 616 00:26:49,390 --> 00:26:50,740 there's a handful of things 617 00:26:50,940 --> 00:26:54,010 that happened at your bachelorette party 618 00:26:54,210 --> 00:26:57,580 that I'm pretty sure you want to be kept private. 619 00:26:57,780 --> 00:27:01,230 Allison, are you trying to blackmail me for OxyContin? 620 00:27:01,430 --> 00:27:03,140 I'm just asking you for help. 621 00:27:04,270 --> 00:27:06,490 Like, as a friend. 622 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,490 But you did blow that dancer. [chuckles] 623 00:27:11,450 --> 00:27:12,640 It happened for a second. 624 00:27:12,830 --> 00:27:15,850 I know, I know. But you did it, and I saw. 625 00:27:16,850 --> 00:27:17,860 It never went in my mouth. 626 00:27:18,060 --> 00:27:19,560 It was in your mouth. 627 00:27:19,750 --> 00:27:21,430 It was in your mouth. 628 00:27:21,630 --> 00:27:22,770 Past the tip. 629 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,250 Past the fucking tip. 630 00:27:27,290 --> 00:27:28,640 Allie, you need help. 631 00:27:29,820 --> 00:27:31,390 Destroy my life if you have to. 632 00:27:31,590 --> 00:27:35,010 But for the love of God, get some fucking help! 633 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:36,480 Okay, bye. Fuck you. 634 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:38,000 Fuck you! 635 00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:43,840 [grunts] 636 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,150 Uh... I don't... Oh, fuck. 637 00:27:46,350 --> 00:27:48,540 [sighs] 638 00:27:48,740 --> 00:27:50,240 I don't have any money. I'm really sorry. 639 00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:51,590 I can't pay for those. 640 00:27:51,790 --> 00:27:54,070 That's okay. Take it. 641 00:27:54,270 --> 00:27:56,060 I mixed in a little tequila for you. 642 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:01,940 [slurps] 643 00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:06,030 That's disgusting. 644 00:28:07,550 --> 00:28:08,550 Thank you. 645 00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:14,350 [woman] Mr. Adams, we really wanna do 646 00:28:14,550 --> 00:28:16,600 everything we can to help Ryan. 647 00:28:18,870 --> 00:28:20,400 But she needs to take some responsibility 648 00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,400 for her behavior. 649 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,570 That girl does not listen to a thing I say. 650 00:28:27,220 --> 00:28:28,620 To be honest, 651 00:28:28,820 --> 00:28:30,360 I was hoping you were calling me in here 652 00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:32,140 to give me some advice. 653 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:35,630 I need help. 654 00:28:35,830 --> 00:28:37,630 [man] It's just that we're a public school. 655 00:28:37,830 --> 00:28:40,550 We have 2,000 kids to look after. 656 00:28:40,750 --> 00:28:42,120 We don't have the bandwidth 657 00:28:42,320 --> 00:28:44,770 to micromanage her in ways that she deserves and needs. 658 00:28:44,970 --> 00:28:46,590 So, what are you saying? 659 00:28:47,590 --> 00:28:49,210 I will give her an extra strike 660 00:28:49,410 --> 00:28:51,650 because of the circumstances. 661 00:28:51,850 --> 00:28:53,300 But if she doesn't tone down her language 662 00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:54,950 with her teachers 663 00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:56,900 and gets into one more fight, 664 00:28:57,860 --> 00:28:59,210 we'll have to expel her. 665 00:29:18,490 --> 00:29:19,670 [chair scraps] 666 00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:23,760 Hi, can I get a double tequila, please? 667 00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:32,720 Allison. 668 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,770 Yo, I know you. 669 00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:37,900 It's Mark. 670 00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:39,960 Yeah, hey. 671 00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:41,830 Yeah. 672 00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:44,480 I haven't seen you since high school. 673 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,920 This is Diego. You remember Diego? 674 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:48,170 - Hey. - [Diego] Hey. 675 00:29:49,220 --> 00:29:50,920 You just having a little breakfast? 676 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:53,790 Uh... Um... I just... 677 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,230 I just needed to get out of the house. 678 00:29:57,430 --> 00:29:59,320 [chuckles] Yeah, I feel that. 679 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:01,760 I heard what happened to you. The accident. 680 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:02,940 Saw it in the Star Ledger. Sorry. 681 00:30:03,140 --> 00:30:04,370 What happened? 682 00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:05,590 [Diego] She was in that accident on the turnpike. 683 00:30:05,790 --> 00:30:07,160 Two people died. 684 00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:08,800 Holy shit. 685 00:30:09,850 --> 00:30:11,240 That was you. 686 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:14,120 Oh, bro. 687 00:30:14,320 --> 00:30:16,080 That would've fucked me up. 688 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:17,300 It wasn't my fault. 689 00:30:17,500 --> 00:30:19,990 Yeah, I'm sure. But, like, still... 690 00:30:25,860 --> 00:30:26,820 [Mark] Damn. 691 00:30:30,260 --> 00:30:33,260 [exhales sharply] Hey, can I have another one, please? 692 00:30:34,570 --> 00:30:35,740 You having a tough day? 693 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,310 Just a day. 694 00:30:39,750 --> 00:30:41,930 I just wanna get as far away from here as possible. 695 00:30:42,130 --> 00:30:43,280 Yo, there's this app, 696 00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:44,670 it tells you the exact opposite 697 00:30:44,870 --> 00:30:46,590 of where you are on the globe is. 698 00:30:46,790 --> 00:30:48,680 That's where you should go. I'll look it up for you. 699 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:51,240 [Mark] Yo, that's how I feel every fuckin' day of my life. 700 00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:53,680 I can't seem to escape this town. 701 00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:55,340 It's like there's a force field around it 702 00:30:55,540 --> 00:30:56,990 or something. 703 00:30:57,190 --> 00:30:59,690 Like, some people know how to get outta here. 704 00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,210 But the rest of us, 705 00:31:01,410 --> 00:31:02,950 we just keep banging our heads up against the glass. 706 00:31:03,150 --> 00:31:05,130 It's Perth. That's the city 707 00:31:05,330 --> 00:31:07,000 on the other side of the globe from here. 708 00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:08,870 You should go to Perth. 709 00:31:09,070 --> 00:31:11,440 I don't have enough money to get to Perth, 710 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:12,920 but thank you. 711 00:31:13,120 --> 00:31:14,960 Aren't you engaged to Nathan Adams? 712 00:31:16,170 --> 00:31:18,050 I was, yeah. 713 00:31:18,250 --> 00:31:20,620 He was an amazing running back in high school. 714 00:31:20,820 --> 00:31:21,800 He used to run every fucking play. 715 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:22,930 - You remember him, Mark? - [Mark] Yeah. 716 00:31:23,130 --> 00:31:24,060 [Diego] Every fucking play, 717 00:31:24,260 --> 00:31:25,670 they'd come on the PA system like, 718 00:31:25,870 --> 00:31:27,630 "Nathan Adams, the ball carrier. 719 00:31:27,830 --> 00:31:29,280 "Nathan Adams, the ball carrier." 720 00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:31,240 He was the whole fucking team. You remember him, Mark? 721 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:33,110 Yeah, I remember him. 722 00:31:33,310 --> 00:31:34,680 Isn't he deaf? 723 00:31:34,880 --> 00:31:38,070 Uh... In one ear. Since birth. 724 00:31:38,270 --> 00:31:39,380 Wow, that's impressive 725 00:31:39,580 --> 00:31:40,990 that he could be, like, that good, you know? 726 00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:42,640 And half deaf. 727 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:43,950 So you're, like, single? 728 00:31:44,150 --> 00:31:47,000 [Mark chuckles] Yo. Shut the fuck up, Diego. 729 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:49,430 What? You think she's gonna date you? 730 00:31:49,630 --> 00:31:51,130 Where are you gonna take her? You live with your mom. 731 00:31:51,330 --> 00:31:53,960 [chuckles] God damn. 732 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:55,180 Allison, I'm sorry. 733 00:31:55,380 --> 00:31:58,270 My fucking friend has no tact at all. 734 00:31:58,470 --> 00:32:01,010 [chuckles] We're not used to having 735 00:32:01,210 --> 00:32:03,660 pretty girls such as yourself come in here. 736 00:32:03,860 --> 00:32:05,410 So, you gotta excuse his 737 00:32:05,610 --> 00:32:07,220 lack of decor. 738 00:32:09,490 --> 00:32:10,710 Decorum. 739 00:32:11,530 --> 00:32:12,620 What? 740 00:32:13,750 --> 00:32:15,940 "Decor" is 741 00:32:16,140 --> 00:32:20,110 the Bud Light lamp above my head. 742 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:23,850 "Decorum" is his behavior. 743 00:32:25,460 --> 00:32:27,770 Neither is currently ideal. 744 00:32:29,070 --> 00:32:31,160 [men cheering] 745 00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:34,300 Hey, can I ask you something, like, 746 00:32:35,380 --> 00:32:37,000 between us old friends? 747 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,270 You weren't our friend. You were popular. 748 00:32:39,470 --> 00:32:41,520 - You were a bitch, actually. - All right. Diego. 749 00:32:43,260 --> 00:32:45,970 That's old shit. Right, Allison? 750 00:32:46,170 --> 00:32:48,450 We're past that. We're grown-ups. 751 00:32:48,650 --> 00:32:51,360 Those of us stuck behind this force field, 752 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,320 - we gotta stick together. - [Allison] Yeah. 753 00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:58,550 Um, do you know where I could get some Oxy? 754 00:32:58,750 --> 00:33:00,070 [chuckling] God damn, girl. 755 00:33:00,270 --> 00:33:02,250 No foreplay. No nothing. 756 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:05,470 No "How are you? How's your family?" 757 00:33:05,670 --> 00:33:06,980 No, we don't fuck with pills. 758 00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:09,080 I remember in high school 759 00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:11,070 you were the guys that could, like, 760 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,130 get anything. 761 00:33:13,330 --> 00:33:15,160 And now you're just buttering us up. 762 00:33:16,770 --> 00:33:18,780 I don't have any money. 763 00:33:18,980 --> 00:33:21,220 How are you gonna pay for that tequila? 764 00:33:21,420 --> 00:33:23,920 I hadn't got that far yet. [sighs] 765 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:25,910 - Is that Rolex real? - Wait a second. 766 00:33:26,610 --> 00:33:28,530 Wait. Allie Johnson. 767 00:33:28,730 --> 00:33:31,570 Miss lovely Allie Johnson. [grunts] 768 00:33:32,700 --> 00:33:34,760 You just stroll in here. 769 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:36,670 [chuckling] You got no money. 770 00:33:36,870 --> 00:33:39,150 And you expect us to get you Oxy? 771 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:41,930 For free, and then you want us to pay for your drink. 772 00:33:43,450 --> 00:33:44,930 Why the fuck would we do that? 773 00:33:46,410 --> 00:33:47,850 Nostalgia? 774 00:33:48,890 --> 00:33:50,250 Old friends? 775 00:33:50,450 --> 00:33:51,860 You thought you were such hot shit in high school. 776 00:33:52,060 --> 00:33:53,040 You're no fucking different now. 777 00:33:53,230 --> 00:33:54,590 All right. Shut up. 778 00:33:54,980 --> 00:33:56,340 Sorry. 779 00:33:56,540 --> 00:33:59,690 This guy. No decorum. 780 00:33:59,890 --> 00:34:00,950 No, he's right. 781 00:34:02,340 --> 00:34:04,910 I didn't think I was better than you. I knew it. 782 00:34:05,950 --> 00:34:07,610 I looked down on guys like you. 783 00:34:09,090 --> 00:34:11,920 I thought you were Jersey trash 784 00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:14,610 that would never be able to make it out of town. 785 00:34:15,530 --> 00:34:17,050 [snorts, laughs] 786 00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,410 Fucking bitch. 787 00:34:19,610 --> 00:34:21,320 But now you're sitting here 788 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:23,630 right beside us 789 00:34:23,830 --> 00:34:26,290 and you're looking for a fix. 790 00:34:26,490 --> 00:34:27,850 A favor. 791 00:34:28,050 --> 00:34:30,150 The favor is a fix. 792 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,900 - You're a fucking junkie now. - No, I'm not. 793 00:34:34,100 --> 00:34:35,990 - You're a fucking junkie. - No. 794 00:34:36,190 --> 00:34:37,080 - [Mark] Yeah, you are. - Yeah, you are. 795 00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:38,470 Come on. You're a fuckin' junkie. 796 00:34:38,670 --> 00:34:39,780 No. I'm not like you. 797 00:34:39,980 --> 00:34:41,210 Allie Johnson, 798 00:34:41,410 --> 00:34:43,610 you're so much more like who you think we are 799 00:34:43,810 --> 00:34:45,210 than we actually are. 800 00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,400 Come on. Say it, say it, say it. 801 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,180 "I'm a fucking junkie." You might like it. 802 00:34:51,380 --> 00:34:53,010 Fuck you. It's a pill. 803 00:34:53,210 --> 00:34:56,140 It's heroin in a pretty little dress. 804 00:34:56,340 --> 00:34:57,920 I thought you were the nice one. 805 00:34:59,270 --> 00:35:01,880 Why don't you say it? Say... Say, 806 00:35:02,750 --> 00:35:05,060 "I'm a fucking junkie," 807 00:35:05,260 --> 00:35:07,710 and then I'll get you whatever you want. Anything. 808 00:35:09,230 --> 00:35:12,420 Say it. Just, like, just come out with it. 809 00:35:12,620 --> 00:35:13,590 I'm currently reliant... 810 00:35:13,790 --> 00:35:17,120 No, that's not what I fucking said. 811 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:19,990 You sneaky little bitch. That's not what I fucking said. 812 00:35:20,190 --> 00:35:21,250 - Is that what I said? - No. 813 00:35:21,450 --> 00:35:23,160 That is not what I said. 814 00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:27,430 Say you're a fuckin' junkie. Look at me. 815 00:35:27,630 --> 00:35:28,690 Look at me! 816 00:35:29,690 --> 00:35:32,440 Look me in the eyes, and say, 817 00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:35,660 "I'm a fucking junkie." 818 00:35:35,860 --> 00:35:37,130 Say it! 819 00:35:41,220 --> 00:35:42,920 I'm a fucking junkie. 820 00:35:47,100 --> 00:35:48,140 Good girl. 821 00:35:50,670 --> 00:35:52,100 Beth, I got these tequilas. 822 00:35:53,410 --> 00:35:55,640 I'm sorry for raising my voice. 823 00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:56,890 We're just catching up. 824 00:35:57,500 --> 00:35:59,070 Allie, this is Beth. 825 00:35:59,270 --> 00:36:01,120 She's divine. She's the best. 826 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:03,420 [soft music playing] 827 00:36:08,600 --> 00:36:09,950 That's not Oxy. 828 00:36:10,690 --> 00:36:11,900 Same shit. 829 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,960 [coughs hoarsely] 830 00:36:27,830 --> 00:36:28,830 [inhales sharply] 831 00:36:31,140 --> 00:36:32,190 [exhales] 832 00:36:32,390 --> 00:36:34,320 [breathing heavily] 833 00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:38,770 [vomits] 834 00:36:38,970 --> 00:36:40,320 [groaning] 835 00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:52,340 Thank you. Ooh, she just walked in. 836 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,040 Oh, my God. I was so worried about you. 837 00:36:55,240 --> 00:36:56,130 Where were you? 838 00:36:56,330 --> 00:36:59,130 - I'm so sorry. - Oh, babe, oh. 839 00:36:59,330 --> 00:37:01,050 - I'm sorry. - Uh-huh. No... 840 00:37:01,250 --> 00:37:02,750 I need help. 841 00:37:02,950 --> 00:37:04,100 I know. I never should have 842 00:37:04,300 --> 00:37:05,580 flushed those pills down the toilet. 843 00:37:05,770 --> 00:37:08,100 I had no right. I'm so sorry. I was just so worried. 844 00:37:08,300 --> 00:37:09,320 Can you help me, please, Mama? 845 00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:11,100 Yes, yes, I already did. 846 00:37:11,300 --> 00:37:13,150 Here, I got these from Linda. 847 00:37:13,350 --> 00:37:14,760 She's the woman who works next to me 848 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,410 in the toy kiosk at the mall. 849 00:37:16,610 --> 00:37:17,890 Her doctor gave them to her 850 00:37:18,090 --> 00:37:19,680 after she got punched in the face by a shoplifter, 851 00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:20,890 but she said she didn't need them. 852 00:37:21,090 --> 00:37:22,200 She swore by the neck brace. 853 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:23,980 But you need 'em, honey. So here. 854 00:37:24,180 --> 00:37:26,640 That right there is a gift from Linda, okay? 855 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:28,210 And we can worry about kicking it later. 856 00:37:28,410 --> 00:37:29,640 Let's not rush things. 857 00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:31,860 What matters the most is that you're home safe. 858 00:37:32,060 --> 00:37:35,120 Oh, babe. [kisses] Oh, my baby. 859 00:37:39,730 --> 00:37:41,180 Hey, Ry? 860 00:37:41,380 --> 00:37:42,790 [muffled music playing on speaker] 861 00:37:42,990 --> 00:37:44,780 Got Chinese food! 862 00:37:45,690 --> 00:37:48,140 I got sweet and sour chicken, 863 00:37:48,340 --> 00:37:51,000 beef with broccoli, steamed rice. 864 00:37:51,740 --> 00:37:52,700 Where are ya? 865 00:37:53,350 --> 00:37:54,660 Hey, Ry? 866 00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:56,970 Ryan! 867 00:37:57,170 --> 00:37:58,630 [hip-hop music playing on speaker] 868 00:37:58,830 --> 00:38:01,070 [gasps] What the... Daniel, get out! 869 00:38:01,260 --> 00:38:02,370 - [boy whimpering] - Hey. Hey! 870 00:38:02,570 --> 00:38:04,070 [boy] Okay. Whoa, whoa! Okay. 871 00:38:04,270 --> 00:38:06,160 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Calm down! It's not what you think. 872 00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:08,420 I'm pretty sure it is what I think. How old are you? 873 00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:09,600 Daniel! Get off of him. 874 00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:10,940 Shut up! 875 00:38:11,140 --> 00:38:12,560 I asked you a question, boy. How old are you? 876 00:38:12,750 --> 00:38:14,910 - I'm 20. - She's 16, and I'm an ex-cop. 877 00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:16,470 Looks like you picked the wrong girl. 878 00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:17,690 You're choking him! 879 00:38:17,890 --> 00:38:19,520 She said she was 18 online. 880 00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:22,220 If I ever catch you near my granddaughter again, 881 00:38:22,420 --> 00:38:23,870 I'm gonna rip your fucking dick off 882 00:38:24,070 --> 00:38:25,480 and shove it down your throat. You feel me? 883 00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:27,130 [gasping] Yes, sir. Yes. 884 00:38:27,330 --> 00:38:28,920 Get the fuck out of here. 885 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:31,360 Yes, sir. Uh, I need my clothes. 886 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:34,050 They're in my house. They're my clothes now. 887 00:38:34,250 --> 00:38:35,310 Run away! 888 00:38:37,700 --> 00:38:38,760 [Ryan] Daniel! 889 00:38:38,950 --> 00:38:40,800 Get out of my fucking room! 890 00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:42,150 What the fuck? 891 00:38:42,350 --> 00:38:44,150 [loudly] Hey, look, everybody! 892 00:38:44,350 --> 00:38:46,630 Statutory rapist from Williamsburg! 893 00:38:46,830 --> 00:38:47,850 I need my keys! 894 00:38:48,050 --> 00:38:51,200 Oh, his keys! His keys! Look at him! 895 00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:54,550 He's scrambling to his car! Statutory rapist! 896 00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:55,770 Hey, Belinda, 897 00:38:55,970 --> 00:38:58,300 I found this fool in bed with my Ryan. 898 00:38:58,500 --> 00:39:00,170 She said... She said she was 18 online. 899 00:39:00,370 --> 00:39:01,600 You're a fuckboy. 900 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:03,870 He's a fuckboy! That's what the kids call them! 901 00:39:04,070 --> 00:39:06,440 Get out of our neighborhood, fuckboy! 902 00:39:06,630 --> 00:39:08,000 [grunting] Okay. Okay! 903 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:09,090 [Belinda] Get out of here, fuckboy! 904 00:39:09,290 --> 00:39:10,180 All right! All right! 905 00:39:10,380 --> 00:39:11,440 Right fucking now! 906 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:13,530 - Wet, flaccid fuckboy! - [boy] Okay, okay! 907 00:39:13,730 --> 00:39:14,700 Okay! 908 00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:19,880 I cannot believe you just did that! 909 00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:21,050 Give me your phone. 910 00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:24,140 Give me the fucking phone right now! 911 00:39:29,190 --> 00:39:30,590 You're grounded. 912 00:39:30,790 --> 00:39:33,850 You hear me? You're grounded until... 913 00:39:34,050 --> 00:39:36,990 Shit, I can't think of when you won't be grounded. 914 00:39:37,190 --> 00:39:38,820 You can't just lock me up, Daniel. 915 00:39:39,010 --> 00:39:41,770 For the last fucking time, Ryan, 916 00:39:41,970 --> 00:39:43,820 you call me "Grandpa." 917 00:39:44,020 --> 00:39:44,900 [door slams] 918 00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:50,350 [Ryan crying] I hate you! I fucking hate you! 919 00:39:50,550 --> 00:39:52,690 [unnerving music playing] 920 00:39:58,780 --> 00:40:00,390 [breathing shakily] 921 00:41:00,060 --> 00:41:02,800 ["To the Mountains" playing] 922 00:41:06,110 --> 00:41:09,940 ♪ Oh, I'm headed to the mountains ♪ 923 00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:15,690 ♪ I'll be back in a week or two ♪ 924 00:41:17,510 --> 00:41:19,700 ♪ Don't you try to reach me ♪ 925 00:41:19,900 --> 00:41:22,520 ♪ 'Cause I won't pick up for you ♪ 926 00:41:25,780 --> 00:41:28,440 ♪ I've got some things I neeed to do ♪ 927 00:41:43,710 --> 00:41:47,940 ♪ Oh, I'm headed to the mountains ♪ 928 00:41:49,940 --> 00:41:52,900 ♪ The only place I feel at peace ♪ 929 00:41:55,510 --> 00:41:57,910 ♪ And I knew you'd come after me ♪ 930 00:41:58,110 --> 00:41:59,090 ♪ So I threw away your keys... ♪ 931 00:41:59,290 --> 00:42:00,730 [indistinct chatter] 932 00:42:02,430 --> 00:42:08,830 ♪ But I know you'd never go when I say leave ♪ 933 00:42:09,030 --> 00:42:13,970 ♪ I'm headed to the mountains don't wait up for me ♪ 934 00:42:14,170 --> 00:42:16,490 [Allison breathing heavily] 935 00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:25,540 Allison, don't go. 936 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:30,510 - This was a mistake. - No. No, it isn't. 937 00:42:30,710 --> 00:42:34,510 Trust me, I know how hard it is to get here. 938 00:42:34,710 --> 00:42:37,470 It's damn near impossible, and you did it. 939 00:42:37,670 --> 00:42:39,600 Don't run away now because of me. 940 00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:40,870 There are thousands of meetings. 941 00:42:41,070 --> 00:42:42,480 - I'll find another one. - Well, yeah, 942 00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:44,220 but this one has the best snacks. 943 00:42:44,420 --> 00:42:45,870 - I wanna go. - No. 944 00:42:46,070 --> 00:42:48,400 No, no. You've made it this far, and I wouldn't. 945 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:50,570 I don't wanna be here. 946 00:42:50,770 --> 00:42:52,140 Nobody does in the beginning. 947 00:42:52,340 --> 00:42:54,580 [tearfully] I don't wanna be anywhere. 948 00:42:54,780 --> 00:42:57,310 Then you are definitely in the right spot. 949 00:42:58,400 --> 00:42:59,750 I thought you were sober. 950 00:43:00,530 --> 00:43:01,840 Ten years. 951 00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,590 I kinda slacked off coming to regular meetings, 952 00:43:05,790 --> 00:43:07,410 and then lately, I... 953 00:43:08,450 --> 00:43:10,450 I realized I need the support. 954 00:43:11,450 --> 00:43:12,590 Because of what happened? 955 00:43:12,790 --> 00:43:15,730 No, no, no! No, it's... 956 00:43:15,930 --> 00:43:17,290 Is the accident the reason why you came back? 957 00:43:17,490 --> 00:43:18,730 No, I just feel that... 958 00:43:18,930 --> 00:43:20,470 Daniel, am I the reason why you're back here? 959 00:43:20,670 --> 00:43:21,680 Yes! 960 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:26,990 Yes, of course. 961 00:43:29,040 --> 00:43:30,560 What the hell do you want me to say? 962 00:43:31,430 --> 00:43:33,270 - I'm sorry. - No. 963 00:43:33,470 --> 00:43:35,180 Look. 964 00:43:35,380 --> 00:43:39,620 I got ten years, and lately, I've been feeling 965 00:43:39,820 --> 00:43:43,220 like I really, really want a drink. 966 00:43:45,050 --> 00:43:46,400 This works. 967 00:43:48,660 --> 00:43:49,670 Thank you. 968 00:43:49,870 --> 00:43:52,720 Um, I'm gonna find somewhere else. 969 00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:54,510 There are thousands of these meetings. 970 00:43:54,710 --> 00:43:57,850 Yeah, but somehow you found your way to this one. 971 00:43:59,460 --> 00:44:00,850 Now isn't that something? 972 00:44:03,770 --> 00:44:05,380 All right, come on. 973 00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:11,120 Come on. 974 00:44:13,210 --> 00:44:14,260 Okay. 975 00:44:15,820 --> 00:44:17,750 [woman] Everybody, welcome. 976 00:44:17,950 --> 00:44:19,270 This is the regular meeting 977 00:44:19,470 --> 00:44:21,970 of the Live and Let Live group of Alcoholics Anonymous. 978 00:44:22,170 --> 00:44:23,270 My name is Simone, 979 00:44:23,470 --> 00:44:26,060 and I'm an alcoholic, and your secretary. 980 00:44:26,260 --> 00:44:29,050 Let us open the meeting with the Serenity Prayer. 981 00:44:31,230 --> 00:44:32,280 God... 982 00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:33,460 [all] ...grant me the serenity 983 00:44:33,660 --> 00:44:35,980 to accept the things I cannot change, 984 00:44:36,180 --> 00:44:38,640 the courage to change the things I can, 985 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,760 and the wisdom to know the difference. 986 00:44:47,550 --> 00:44:51,130 Hey, you got up awfully early this morning. 987 00:44:51,330 --> 00:44:53,130 I went to an NA meeting. 988 00:44:53,330 --> 00:44:55,870 - [gasps] What? You did? - Mmm-hmm. Mmm-hmm. 989 00:44:56,070 --> 00:44:59,610 Oh, Allie. I'm so happy to hear that. 990 00:44:59,810 --> 00:45:01,960 [Allison] Well, I'm not saying I'm gonna go again. 991 00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:04,270 Well, you gotta start somewhere, 992 00:45:04,470 --> 00:45:05,840 and sounds like you did. 993 00:45:06,040 --> 00:45:07,400 - Mm-hmm. - So that's good. 994 00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:12,020 I don't know if I'll be able to just quit, though, Mom. 995 00:45:12,220 --> 00:45:14,110 I think I need real help, 996 00:45:14,310 --> 00:45:16,720 like an in-patient program or something. 997 00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:18,590 Well, honey, neither of us has insurance, 998 00:45:18,790 --> 00:45:21,290 so how the hell are we supposed to pay for that? 999 00:45:21,490 --> 00:45:22,850 I mean, you gotta get a job. 1000 00:45:23,050 --> 00:45:25,640 Mom, who's gonna hire me like this? 1001 00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:27,730 - Come on. - Like, no... 1002 00:45:27,930 --> 00:45:28,900 What do you mean? 1003 00:45:29,100 --> 00:45:30,600 You're a beautiful 26-year-old woman. 1004 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:33,300 - You're smart, you're funny... - No, I'm not. No, I'm not. 1005 00:45:33,500 --> 00:45:35,040 - Yes, you are. - No, I'm not. 1006 00:45:35,240 --> 00:45:36,780 That's the old me you're describing. 1007 00:45:36,980 --> 00:45:37,870 You're still you. 1008 00:45:38,070 --> 00:45:40,830 No, I'm not! I'm... 1009 00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:43,210 [sighs] I'm something else. 1010 00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:46,170 I'm something... 1011 00:45:47,220 --> 00:45:48,740 Ugh. Um... 1012 00:45:54,180 --> 00:45:56,230 I was thinking, um... 1013 00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:03,370 You know how Dad was probably gonna get me a wedding gift, 1014 00:46:03,570 --> 00:46:05,680 or, well, at least he was gonna come, right? 1015 00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:07,550 Maybe instead of whatever it was 1016 00:46:07,750 --> 00:46:09,460 that he was gonna give me, 1017 00:46:10,980 --> 00:46:15,250 maybe he could help pay for me to get help. 1018 00:46:15,450 --> 00:46:17,770 And so, I was wondering if you 1019 00:46:18,470 --> 00:46:20,000 would call him for me. 1020 00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:23,310 Allie, I will never speak to that man as long as I live. 1021 00:46:23,510 --> 00:46:24,790 Do you know what he did? 1022 00:46:24,990 --> 00:46:27,440 He packed his car up, and he left us with nothing. 1023 00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:29,440 But it is what it is, okay? 1024 00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:32,960 So, you gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps, now. 1025 00:46:34,570 --> 00:46:35,710 Thanks, Mom. 1026 00:46:35,910 --> 00:46:37,490 Yeah, I'm sorry I can't get over this 1027 00:46:37,690 --> 00:46:39,320 as fast as you want me to. 1028 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:41,010 - Allie... - Nah. 1029 00:46:42,060 --> 00:46:44,320 [somber music playing] 1030 00:46:52,150 --> 00:46:53,810 [Daniel] Well, look who it is. 1031 00:46:54,550 --> 00:46:56,770 Hi, Dad. 1032 00:46:56,970 --> 00:46:59,950 What brings you to the less glamorous side of the river? 1033 00:47:00,150 --> 00:47:02,350 Ryan asked me to come see her. 1034 00:47:02,540 --> 00:47:05,000 Turns out, she really wanted me to talk to you. 1035 00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,350 - Oh? - She's worried about you. 1036 00:47:07,550 --> 00:47:09,130 She's worried about me? 1037 00:47:10,130 --> 00:47:11,920 That girl's crazy. 1038 00:47:12,120 --> 00:47:14,840 She says she thinks you need a friend. 1039 00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:16,620 Hell, I don't need a friend. 1040 00:47:16,820 --> 00:47:18,870 I need a dog crate the size of a teenager. 1041 00:47:22,310 --> 00:47:24,370 Look, Nathan, I understand your need 1042 00:47:24,570 --> 00:47:26,400 to move on after the breakup... 1043 00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:29,810 but, hell, I never imagined 1044 00:47:30,010 --> 00:47:32,720 I'd be doing this all by myself. 1045 00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:34,380 You raised two kids. 1046 00:47:34,580 --> 00:47:35,720 I had your mother. 1047 00:47:37,550 --> 00:47:40,160 And you and your sister were much better behaved than Ry. 1048 00:47:40,770 --> 00:47:41,770 [Nathan scoffs] 1049 00:47:42,900 --> 00:47:45,260 What? Come on. Speak your mind, son. 1050 00:47:45,460 --> 00:47:48,250 We were good because we were terrified of you. 1051 00:47:49,950 --> 00:47:51,660 So, I'm not surprised 1052 00:47:51,850 --> 00:47:53,090 you don't have any tools in your arsenal 1053 00:47:53,290 --> 00:47:55,310 since you lost the only one that you had. 1054 00:47:55,510 --> 00:47:56,870 Fear. 1055 00:47:59,870 --> 00:48:05,440 I have apologized 100 times to you for the way I was. 1056 00:48:07,970 --> 00:48:11,410 Your sister found a way to give me another chance. 1057 00:48:11,610 --> 00:48:13,070 How come you can't? 1058 00:48:13,270 --> 00:48:16,550 'Cause Molly never really got the brunt of it, did she? 1059 00:48:16,750 --> 00:48:19,600 I guarantee you that if she was standing here now, 1060 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:22,210 she would be begging you to drop this shit, 1061 00:48:22,410 --> 00:48:23,770 and help me raise her child. 1062 00:48:23,970 --> 00:48:25,380 Well, she isn't. 1063 00:48:27,290 --> 00:48:28,770 No, she's not. 1064 00:48:32,820 --> 00:48:34,560 I have to catch the train. 1065 00:48:35,730 --> 00:48:37,170 I saw Allison. 1066 00:48:41,650 --> 00:48:42,710 Where? 1067 00:48:42,910 --> 00:48:44,870 Not supposed to say. 1068 00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:47,450 AA? 1069 00:48:47,650 --> 00:48:48,670 Not supposed to say. 1070 00:48:48,870 --> 00:48:50,020 What the hell does she need AA for? 1071 00:48:50,220 --> 00:48:51,880 - I'm not supposed to... - To say. 1072 00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:55,360 I got it. 1073 00:48:57,100 --> 00:48:59,380 Of all the meetings, she ends up at yours? 1074 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:01,900 She saw me, she tried to run away, 1075 00:49:02,100 --> 00:49:04,120 but I pulled her back. 1076 00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:05,420 Why? 1077 00:49:06,590 --> 00:49:07,810 She's suffering, Nathan. 1078 00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:10,420 Broken. 1079 00:49:11,290 --> 00:49:12,300 Lost. 1080 00:49:12,500 --> 00:49:14,770 You're the one who blamed her! 1081 00:49:15,900 --> 00:49:17,220 I stood by her! 1082 00:49:17,420 --> 00:49:20,480 Yeah, until she left your ass. 1083 00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:23,970 Sorry. Sorry, that came out harsher than I meant. 1084 00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:26,010 I have to catch the train. 1085 00:49:26,210 --> 00:49:27,440 [Daniel] Please, Nathan. 1086 00:49:28,260 --> 00:49:30,360 I need help. 1087 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:33,230 Ryan asked me to come by and say "hi" to you. 1088 00:49:34,270 --> 00:49:35,530 And I did. 1089 00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:37,880 Okay. 1090 00:49:40,580 --> 00:49:41,670 Hi. 1091 00:49:53,510 --> 00:49:55,680 [playing classical music] 1092 00:50:00,820 --> 00:50:03,430 - Best first date ever. - I heard that. 1093 00:50:09,740 --> 00:50:11,000 [Allison laughing] 1094 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:20,320 [Daniel] I used to drink whiskey until I blacked out. 1095 00:50:21,750 --> 00:50:23,840 Wake up the next morning to find out 1096 00:50:25,020 --> 00:50:27,280 what I had done, who I had been. 1097 00:50:29,850 --> 00:50:30,940 [chuckles] 1098 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:34,980 My father was a drunk. 1099 00:50:37,900 --> 00:50:42,030 He beat me right up to the day he died. 1100 00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:48,040 And I vowed I would never lay a hand on my children. 1101 00:50:50,350 --> 00:50:51,700 And I didn't... 1102 00:50:53,740 --> 00:50:55,260 while I was sober. 1103 00:50:58,180 --> 00:50:59,790 But in the blackness... 1104 00:51:03,580 --> 00:51:07,320 I always denied because I really couldn't remember. 1105 00:51:09,060 --> 00:51:10,890 Sometimes there'd be a bruise. 1106 00:51:12,980 --> 00:51:16,290 "Oh, you must have fallen down. 1107 00:51:16,490 --> 00:51:18,460 "I'm your daddy. I would never hurt you." 1108 00:51:20,030 --> 00:51:22,550 August 11th, '99... 1109 00:51:25,860 --> 00:51:30,300 I woke up on my front porch to the sound of church bells... 1110 00:51:33,220 --> 00:51:34,910 and an ice cream truck. 1111 00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:37,970 So, I knew it was Sunday. 1112 00:51:38,170 --> 00:51:42,220 First thing I saw was my captain 1113 00:51:43,490 --> 00:51:45,930 standing over me, 1114 00:51:46,130 --> 00:51:48,620 poking me in the ribs with his nightstick. 1115 00:51:51,930 --> 00:51:53,280 An ambulance. 1116 00:51:55,110 --> 00:51:58,850 My son, Nathan, sitting in the back, 1117 00:52:00,240 --> 00:52:01,680 bleeding from the head. 1118 00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:05,730 Medics had bought him a popsicle. 1119 00:52:08,030 --> 00:52:09,900 Turns out that... [sighs] 1120 00:52:11,910 --> 00:52:13,730 in the blackness... 1121 00:52:17,300 --> 00:52:20,360 I had beat him so bad 1122 00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:23,580 that he lost the hearing in his right ear. 1123 00:52:23,780 --> 00:52:24,750 Forever. 1124 00:52:26,180 --> 00:52:29,410 And to this day, every time I see him, 1125 00:52:29,610 --> 00:52:33,010 I beg for his forgiveness. 1126 00:52:34,450 --> 00:52:36,500 It's just a little dance we do. 1127 00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:39,410 A mere formality. 1128 00:52:41,410 --> 00:52:43,020 Because we both know... 1129 00:52:45,850 --> 00:52:48,380 that there are some things that are just 1130 00:52:50,030 --> 00:52:51,990 impossible to forgive. 1131 00:52:56,210 --> 00:53:01,220 I do believe even God knows that. 1132 00:53:08,570 --> 00:53:11,010 When I was a cop, I used to eat here every day. 1133 00:53:11,970 --> 00:53:13,660 Free coffee refills. 1134 00:53:16,490 --> 00:53:17,490 You hungry? 1135 00:53:19,190 --> 00:53:20,190 No. 1136 00:53:20,930 --> 00:53:21,930 [Daniel] Hmm. 1137 00:53:24,410 --> 00:53:26,630 Funny, the things we stop caring about. 1138 00:53:28,720 --> 00:53:30,420 I used to want to travel. 1139 00:53:32,070 --> 00:53:34,220 I would leaf through National Geographic 1140 00:53:34,410 --> 00:53:36,220 and dog-ear all of the exotic places 1141 00:53:36,420 --> 00:53:38,600 I would visit once I retired. 1142 00:53:41,390 --> 00:53:43,310 Never do that now. 1143 00:53:43,510 --> 00:53:46,130 - You still could. - No, no. I couldn't. 1144 00:53:51,220 --> 00:53:56,880 I wasn't drunk, or on anything, by the way. 1145 00:53:57,660 --> 00:53:58,670 What? 1146 00:53:59,930 --> 00:54:02,360 When I saw you the other day at the meeting, 1147 00:54:04,060 --> 00:54:08,120 I instantly got worried that you may have thought 1148 00:54:08,320 --> 00:54:11,300 that I was drinking or on drugs 1149 00:54:11,500 --> 00:54:12,990 on the day of the accident, and I wasn't. 1150 00:54:13,190 --> 00:54:15,510 I was sober. It wasn't my fault. 1151 00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:19,430 I have every report ever written 1152 00:54:19,630 --> 00:54:21,300 committed to memory. 1153 00:54:21,950 --> 00:54:23,040 Right. 1154 00:54:25,340 --> 00:54:26,530 So, you know that it was 1155 00:54:26,730 --> 00:54:28,270 the backhoe guy's fault, Alvarez. 1156 00:54:28,470 --> 00:54:29,970 I don't wanna get into that all right now. 1157 00:54:30,170 --> 00:54:31,570 Okay, yeah, you're right. 1158 00:54:36,530 --> 00:54:39,230 Nathan said that he was deaf since birth. 1159 00:54:40,580 --> 00:54:41,930 He never told you? 1160 00:54:43,320 --> 00:54:45,490 Maybe he wanted me to like you. 1161 00:54:47,060 --> 00:54:48,720 I doubt that. 1162 00:54:52,370 --> 00:54:56,380 I thought that raising Ryan would offer me the chance 1163 00:54:56,580 --> 00:54:59,120 to be a better father than I ever was. 1164 00:54:59,990 --> 00:55:01,650 Shit. 1165 00:55:01,850 --> 00:55:04,610 I'm in way over my head. 1166 00:55:04,810 --> 00:55:07,870 I got one of those audiobooks from the library. 1167 00:55:08,070 --> 00:55:09,140 How to Talk to a Teen. 1168 00:55:09,340 --> 00:55:11,090 [chuckles] Oh, yeah? 1169 00:55:11,290 --> 00:55:12,750 How's that working out? 1170 00:55:12,950 --> 00:55:15,360 - Well, it's from the '80s... - [laughs] 1171 00:55:15,560 --> 00:55:16,710 It's on a cassette. 1172 00:55:16,910 --> 00:55:17,800 Right. 1173 00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,490 Its advice is, 1174 00:55:20,830 --> 00:55:22,310 "Chaperone a dance." 1175 00:55:22,790 --> 00:55:24,450 [laughs] 1176 00:55:26,060 --> 00:55:28,240 "Chaperone a dance." 1177 00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:30,160 I just caught her having sex 1178 00:55:30,360 --> 00:55:32,500 with a boy who looked like a man. 1179 00:55:34,890 --> 00:55:36,760 A dance would be delightful. 1180 00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:40,110 Can I give you some advice 1181 00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:43,120 from a former teenage girl? 1182 00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:46,380 She's gonna have sex. 1183 00:55:47,820 --> 00:55:50,780 And nothing you say is gonna change that. 1184 00:55:53,260 --> 00:55:55,360 Just make sure she's on birth control. 1185 00:55:55,560 --> 00:55:56,570 - Birth control? - Yeah. 1186 00:55:56,770 --> 00:55:59,010 She's 16! 1187 00:55:59,210 --> 00:56:01,310 No, we'll be going the abstinence route. 1188 00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:03,630 No offense, Daniel, 1189 00:56:03,820 --> 00:56:06,490 but, uh, there's a knot in your logic. 1190 00:56:07,970 --> 00:56:09,280 You're trying to solve a problem 1191 00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:11,190 by looking in the other direction. 1192 00:56:14,630 --> 00:56:16,510 I could talk to her if you want me to. 1193 00:56:16,710 --> 00:56:18,470 Oh, well, no thanks. 1194 00:56:18,670 --> 00:56:20,080 - It's okay. Of course. - That's not appropriate. 1195 00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:21,510 I don't even know why I just said that. 1196 00:56:21,710 --> 00:56:22,770 - I'm sorry. - No, it's okay. 1197 00:56:22,970 --> 00:56:24,300 It's just that I don't think that it's... 1198 00:56:24,500 --> 00:56:25,940 I just felt the need, 1199 00:56:27,420 --> 00:56:30,380 um, the instinct to help in some way. 1200 00:56:31,340 --> 00:56:32,860 It's the least I could do. 1201 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:42,350 I don't know how to do this. 1202 00:56:43,350 --> 00:56:44,310 What? 1203 00:56:44,830 --> 00:56:46,350 Start all over. 1204 00:56:48,140 --> 00:56:49,490 How do you do it? 1205 00:56:50,750 --> 00:56:52,140 [Daniel] Takes work. 1206 00:56:55,150 --> 00:56:58,110 - Can I tell you a secret? - Sure. 1207 00:57:03,110 --> 00:57:05,330 I'm not sure I have the will. 1208 00:57:27,480 --> 00:57:30,010 What does "amor fati" mean? 1209 00:57:31,570 --> 00:57:32,660 [Daniel sighs] 1210 00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:35,530 Certain things are private. 1211 00:57:36,710 --> 00:57:38,540 Do you think I'm fucked up? 1212 00:57:39,970 --> 00:57:42,020 Are you high right now? 1213 00:57:43,320 --> 00:57:44,460 No. 1214 00:57:45,850 --> 00:57:47,770 I was a cop for 40 years. 1215 00:57:47,970 --> 00:57:49,550 I was an addict for 50. 1216 00:57:51,070 --> 00:57:53,160 So, I'm gonna ask you again. 1217 00:57:54,380 --> 00:57:55,900 Are you high right now? 1218 00:57:56,900 --> 00:57:58,120 Well, I... 1219 00:57:59,950 --> 00:58:01,530 I broke a pill in half. 1220 00:58:01,730 --> 00:58:03,040 So, half. 1221 00:58:04,870 --> 00:58:07,300 Yes, I think you're fucked up, Allison. 1222 00:58:10,220 --> 00:58:11,530 Not half. 1223 00:58:12,400 --> 00:58:14,190 All fucked up. 1224 00:58:14,390 --> 00:58:16,180 Do you think I'll ever pull out of this? 1225 00:58:18,010 --> 00:58:23,320 I mean, like, maybe one day I might be the kind of person 1226 00:58:24,760 --> 00:58:26,160 that people want their granddaughter 1227 00:58:26,360 --> 00:58:28,200 to hang out with? 1228 00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:29,980 I have no idea. 1229 00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:33,030 Me neither. 1230 00:58:35,860 --> 00:58:38,210 [soft country music playing] 1231 00:58:48,350 --> 00:58:51,270 Can I have my phone back, please? 1232 00:58:51,470 --> 00:58:54,180 I'm running out of ideas on how to handle you, Ryan. 1233 00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:56,750 Grandpa, everybody at my age has sex. 1234 00:58:56,950 --> 00:58:58,630 It's, like, not a big deal. 1235 00:58:58,830 --> 00:59:00,020 I know it was different when you were younger, 1236 00:59:00,220 --> 00:59:02,930 but that's just, like, not how it is anymore. 1237 00:59:06,890 --> 00:59:09,240 [smacks lips] Well, let me ask you something. 1238 00:59:15,460 --> 00:59:16,500 Are you... 1239 00:59:19,030 --> 00:59:21,070 Are you using 1240 00:59:21,900 --> 00:59:24,130 any protection? 1241 00:59:24,330 --> 00:59:25,740 Oh, my God! 1242 00:59:25,940 --> 00:59:28,440 I am so not gonna talk about this with my grandfather. 1243 00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:30,520 How the hell do you think I feel? 1244 00:59:32,830 --> 00:59:34,490 [both sigh] 1245 00:59:34,690 --> 00:59:37,010 - I know you're upset. - I'm not upset. 1246 00:59:37,210 --> 00:59:38,350 Maybe you should go back 1247 00:59:39,220 --> 00:59:40,670 and see that therapist again. 1248 00:59:40,870 --> 00:59:42,050 No. I just 1249 00:59:43,180 --> 00:59:45,760 want my phone back. 1250 00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:48,980 I don't have any friends at Columbia 1251 00:59:49,180 --> 00:59:51,290 and I want to 1252 00:59:51,490 --> 00:59:54,020 hang onto the few I still have on Long Beach Island. 1253 00:59:55,370 --> 00:59:56,990 How come you can't make friends? 1254 00:59:57,190 --> 00:59:58,720 I've been through a lot this year. 1255 00:59:59,240 --> 01:00:00,500 [Daniel] Hmm. 1256 01:00:01,460 --> 01:00:03,940 And nobody really understands. 1257 01:00:05,160 --> 01:00:07,600 They try. Some, but... 1258 01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:10,090 I mean, it's fake. 1259 01:00:10,290 --> 01:00:11,990 Don't you think most people are so fake? 1260 01:00:13,430 --> 01:00:16,040 I would probably say "duplicitous." 1261 01:00:17,040 --> 01:00:18,130 What does that mean? 1262 01:00:18,960 --> 01:00:20,400 Fake. 1263 01:00:20,600 --> 01:00:21,610 [chuckles] 1264 01:00:23,570 --> 01:00:24,920 I'm on your side. 1265 01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:27,920 I know. 1266 01:00:28,580 --> 01:00:30,150 Tell you what. 1267 01:00:30,350 --> 01:00:33,020 You can have your phone back 1268 01:00:33,220 --> 01:00:36,900 if you promise to start taking birth control pills. 1269 01:00:37,100 --> 01:00:38,900 Ugh! Oh, my God! Daniel! 1270 01:00:39,100 --> 01:00:40,110 Grandpa! 1271 01:00:40,980 --> 01:00:41,980 [sighs] 1272 01:00:42,940 --> 01:00:44,030 Grandpa. 1273 01:00:45,460 --> 01:00:48,340 Is it a deal? I'll make the appointment. 1274 01:00:49,990 --> 01:00:52,170 Fine. Fine. 1275 01:00:52,370 --> 01:00:53,650 I just 1276 01:00:53,850 --> 01:00:56,780 never want to talk to you about sex ever again. 1277 01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:00,130 Oh, really? 1278 01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:02,780 'Cause I just love this shit. 1279 01:01:09,700 --> 01:01:11,450 Have you ever been on campus before? 1280 01:01:11,650 --> 01:01:13,150 Not since I was a kid. 1281 01:01:13,350 --> 01:01:14,810 I used to do swim meets here. 1282 01:01:15,010 --> 01:01:16,110 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1283 01:01:16,310 --> 01:01:18,110 - You were a swimmer? - [chuckling] Uh, yeah. 1284 01:01:18,310 --> 01:01:20,640 Well, I was 12, but yeah, I was pretty good. 1285 01:01:20,840 --> 01:01:22,770 I still have all the trophies and the ribbons. 1286 01:01:22,970 --> 01:01:24,730 - That's cool. - Mmm. 1287 01:01:24,930 --> 01:01:27,680 - What stroke? - Mostly freestyle. 1288 01:01:29,070 --> 01:01:30,330 Why'd you stop? 1289 01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:34,350 Um, my dad left. 1290 01:01:34,550 --> 01:01:37,180 Yeah, it was kinda the thing that we used to do together. 1291 01:01:37,380 --> 01:01:39,610 He would cheer so loud I could hear him underwater. 1292 01:01:39,810 --> 01:01:40,960 [chuckles] 1293 01:01:41,160 --> 01:01:43,040 Seemed kind of pointless to do it without him. 1294 01:01:44,390 --> 01:01:46,790 - Where'd he go? - Ohio. 1295 01:01:48,130 --> 01:01:49,620 Started a whole new family in Ohio. 1296 01:01:49,820 --> 01:01:51,190 Wow. 1297 01:01:51,390 --> 01:01:53,930 He has 10-year-old twins. Yeah. 1298 01:01:54,130 --> 01:01:56,020 I don't know if they swim or not, though. 1299 01:01:56,220 --> 01:01:58,590 Oh, man. I am always just amazed at people 1300 01:01:58,790 --> 01:02:01,160 who can, like, up and leave their kids like that. 1301 01:02:01,360 --> 01:02:02,290 [Allison] Mmm. 1302 01:02:02,490 --> 01:02:03,640 I just don't know how you could, 1303 01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:06,730 like, fucking sleep at night. 1304 01:02:06,930 --> 01:02:10,820 For so long, I thought that I'd done something wrong. 1305 01:02:11,020 --> 01:02:14,330 Like, it was my fault, or I'd let him down. 1306 01:02:15,510 --> 01:02:18,300 And then I just realized, 1307 01:02:18,500 --> 01:02:21,610 I don't know, maybe some people just aren't good. 1308 01:02:21,810 --> 01:02:22,820 [Simone] Hmm. 1309 01:02:24,340 --> 01:02:26,570 It's kinda like he, like, restarted a level 1310 01:02:26,770 --> 01:02:29,010 in a video game with a fresh life. 1311 01:02:29,210 --> 01:02:31,530 - [both laugh] - That's exactly what he did! 1312 01:02:31,730 --> 01:02:35,540 He packed up the car, and left his Rolex 1313 01:02:35,740 --> 01:02:38,190 in the attic of my dollhouse, 1314 01:02:38,390 --> 01:02:39,840 and he drove away. 1315 01:02:43,670 --> 01:02:44,630 Hey, let's sit for a second, okay? 1316 01:02:44,830 --> 01:02:46,500 - Yeah, yeah. - [clears throat] 1317 01:02:48,150 --> 01:02:51,690 Uh... So, I'll sponsor you. 1318 01:02:51,880 --> 01:02:54,820 - Okay. - But, um, 1319 01:02:55,020 --> 01:02:56,810 you gotta start taking this shit seriously. 1320 01:02:58,290 --> 01:03:00,650 You can't keep coming to meetings high. 1321 01:03:00,850 --> 01:03:02,160 What? [chuckles] 1322 01:03:04,990 --> 01:03:06,660 How did you know? 1323 01:03:06,860 --> 01:03:08,010 [laughs] 1324 01:03:08,210 --> 01:03:10,790 Uh, because I was you. 1325 01:03:10,990 --> 01:03:13,790 And I've helped dozens of women who were you. 1326 01:03:15,220 --> 01:03:19,010 And some beat it, and some are dead. 1327 01:03:21,840 --> 01:03:23,100 But, you know, 1328 01:03:24,270 --> 01:03:26,630 if you want my time, you gotta commit. 1329 01:03:26,830 --> 01:03:27,940 Because I have a toddler so I just 1330 01:03:28,140 --> 01:03:29,240 - don't have time for bullshit. - Yeah. 1331 01:03:29,440 --> 01:03:32,990 No, I do. I... I... I really wanna beat it. 1332 01:03:33,190 --> 01:03:35,770 Then I want you to do 90 meetings in 90 days. 1333 01:03:35,970 --> 01:03:37,340 - Wow. - Yeah. 1334 01:03:37,540 --> 01:03:40,250 And, um, we're gonna get you started on step one. 1335 01:03:41,330 --> 01:03:42,290 Okay. 1336 01:03:43,550 --> 01:03:44,610 Okay. 1337 01:03:44,810 --> 01:03:48,390 Also, enough hiding out, man. 1338 01:03:48,590 --> 01:03:49,730 It's time you shared with the group. 1339 01:03:51,820 --> 01:03:53,830 - All right. - Uh... 1340 01:03:56,440 --> 01:04:02,490 [nervously] Hi, I'm Allison, and I'm addicted to, uh, 1341 01:04:03,880 --> 01:04:05,320 pills. 1342 01:04:05,520 --> 01:04:07,500 [group] Hi, Allison. 1343 01:04:07,700 --> 01:04:08,710 [Allison] Uh... 1344 01:04:10,190 --> 01:04:12,290 Sorry. Can I start again? 1345 01:04:12,490 --> 01:04:14,510 I've never done this before, and I'm nervous. 1346 01:04:14,710 --> 01:04:15,720 You got it. 1347 01:04:16,890 --> 01:04:18,550 [breathes deeply] 1348 01:04:20,370 --> 01:04:25,340 Hi, I'm Allison, and I'm an addict. 1349 01:04:25,540 --> 01:04:27,290 [group] Hi, Allison. 1350 01:04:30,470 --> 01:04:31,650 I... 1351 01:04:33,910 --> 01:04:34,870 Um... 1352 01:04:38,040 --> 01:04:39,650 I was the driver 1353 01:04:41,090 --> 01:04:43,010 of a car 1354 01:04:43,210 --> 01:04:44,920 that was in a really bad accident. 1355 01:04:48,180 --> 01:04:49,580 Two people died. 1356 01:04:53,190 --> 01:04:54,490 The woman was... 1357 01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:01,680 The woman was about to be my sister-in-law. 1358 01:05:05,640 --> 01:05:08,250 We were on our way to try on my wedding dresses. 1359 01:05:10,950 --> 01:05:12,520 [shudders] 1360 01:05:12,720 --> 01:05:13,730 And then we weren't. 1361 01:05:15,210 --> 01:05:16,470 It wasn't my fault. [sighs] 1362 01:05:18,130 --> 01:05:21,610 I wasn't on drugs or booze, or drunk, or anything. 1363 01:05:23,700 --> 01:05:24,870 But, uh... 1364 01:05:35,270 --> 01:05:39,020 [voice breaking] Surviving that day was, is... 1365 01:05:42,370 --> 01:05:44,210 the most painful thing 1366 01:05:44,400 --> 01:05:46,150 I will ever have to live through. 1367 01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,030 [sniffles] I got hurt, too. 1368 01:05:52,030 --> 01:05:53,770 They put a hole in my head. 1369 01:05:54,820 --> 01:05:56,780 And, um, [sniffles] 1370 01:05:56,980 --> 01:05:58,440 that helped because at least I had something 1371 01:05:58,640 --> 01:05:59,910 I could blame the pain on. 1372 01:06:02,650 --> 01:06:03,910 But then that healed... 1373 01:06:06,780 --> 01:06:08,220 and I was still hurting. 1374 01:06:10,180 --> 01:06:11,360 And I guess that's why I didn't realize 1375 01:06:11,560 --> 01:06:13,410 how bad it was because to me... 1376 01:06:13,610 --> 01:06:15,760 [breathes shakily] 1377 01:06:15,960 --> 01:06:17,460 I was still in so much pain. 1378 01:06:17,660 --> 01:06:20,450 - [shuddering] - [rubbing stomach] 1379 01:06:27,590 --> 01:06:30,770 I was, um, prescribed them for physical pain, 1380 01:06:30,970 --> 01:06:32,980 and they really helped with that. They really did. 1381 01:06:37,380 --> 01:06:39,900 But they made me numb. Blissfully numb. 1382 01:06:45,470 --> 01:06:47,090 Without them I want to die. 1383 01:06:48,740 --> 01:06:50,350 [sniffles] Every day. 1384 01:06:54,090 --> 01:06:56,880 I've never said that out loud before. [sobs] 1385 01:07:00,050 --> 01:07:01,010 Um... 1386 01:07:03,010 --> 01:07:05,800 I've never really faced reality without them. 1387 01:07:06,580 --> 01:07:08,070 [sniffling] 1388 01:07:08,270 --> 01:07:10,290 And I don't know if I'll be able to handle what I see, 1389 01:07:10,490 --> 01:07:13,720 but I'm here to try. 1390 01:07:18,510 --> 01:07:19,900 Okay. That's it. [sniffles] 1391 01:07:21,380 --> 01:07:23,690 That's it. [sighing heavily] 1392 01:07:27,430 --> 01:07:28,600 What happens now? 1393 01:07:30,040 --> 01:07:34,260 [breathing heavily] 1394 01:07:37,090 --> 01:07:39,790 [toy train horn tooting] 1395 01:07:44,930 --> 01:07:46,100 You made all of this? 1396 01:07:47,620 --> 01:07:51,250 Uh, I assembled it and designed it. 1397 01:07:51,440 --> 01:07:52,990 Yeah. 1398 01:07:53,190 --> 01:07:56,900 You see, the houses come as a kit. 1399 01:07:57,100 --> 01:07:59,860 You just assemble them and paint them... 1400 01:08:00,060 --> 01:08:02,380 Schoolhouse, I built from scratch. 1401 01:08:06,820 --> 01:08:10,130 Hey, there are two kids making out back here. 1402 01:08:10,330 --> 01:08:11,820 - That's me. - [chuckles] 1403 01:08:12,950 --> 01:08:14,820 - You were handsome. - [laughs] 1404 01:08:15,260 --> 01:08:16,300 And tiny. 1405 01:08:17,830 --> 01:08:21,480 Yeah, my very first kiss behind the schoolhouse. 1406 01:08:23,140 --> 01:08:24,620 Olivia Williams. 1407 01:08:26,490 --> 01:08:28,850 It was fall. Tip of her nose was cold. 1408 01:08:29,050 --> 01:08:30,110 [chuckles] 1409 01:08:30,310 --> 01:08:32,070 Little runny. 1410 01:08:32,270 --> 01:08:35,410 She stood on tiptoe. Tasted like bubble gum. 1411 01:08:36,630 --> 01:08:37,510 [Allison] Is that who you married? 1412 01:08:37,710 --> 01:08:39,510 No! No, no. 1413 01:08:39,710 --> 01:08:43,340 No, she dumped me the next day for Charlie Cook. 1414 01:08:43,540 --> 01:08:46,650 - Oh. - He smoked Camels. 1415 01:08:46,850 --> 01:08:50,260 And drove a Buick Riviera Roadmaster. 1416 01:08:50,460 --> 01:08:52,510 So, is this all inspired by your life? 1417 01:08:53,300 --> 01:08:54,300 Kinda. 1418 01:08:55,520 --> 01:08:57,130 Supposed to be South Orange. 1419 01:08:58,480 --> 01:08:59,520 I grew up here. 1420 01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:02,610 I was a cop in Newark. 1421 01:09:03,660 --> 01:09:05,010 I've always lived here. 1422 01:09:07,180 --> 01:09:08,180 Who's the soldier? 1423 01:09:09,010 --> 01:09:10,320 [Daniel] That's me. 1424 01:09:10,520 --> 01:09:12,750 Day I got home from Vietnam. 1425 01:09:14,100 --> 01:09:16,500 That other little figure there is my father. 1426 01:09:16,700 --> 01:09:19,900 He came down to the station to pick me up. 1427 01:09:20,100 --> 01:09:21,940 - This is incredible. - Mm. 1428 01:09:23,500 --> 01:09:25,170 How long did it take you? 1429 01:09:25,360 --> 01:09:27,170 Years. 1430 01:09:27,370 --> 01:09:29,420 I started with a single figure-eight 1431 01:09:30,200 --> 01:09:32,080 and a two-car train. 1432 01:09:32,900 --> 01:09:34,510 I work on it when I can. 1433 01:09:35,560 --> 01:09:37,600 Got more time now that I've retired. 1434 01:09:38,560 --> 01:09:40,350 My wife passed. 1435 01:09:40,550 --> 01:09:42,740 Ryan used to hang out with me down here. 1436 01:09:44,040 --> 01:09:46,880 She liked the whistle and the microphone. 1437 01:09:47,080 --> 01:09:48,230 There's a microphone? 1438 01:09:48,430 --> 01:09:49,670 Right over there. 1439 01:09:49,870 --> 01:09:51,280 How else you gonna tell your passengers 1440 01:09:51,480 --> 01:09:53,050 - that the train's coming? - [laughs] 1441 01:09:57,670 --> 01:09:59,460 [toy train horn tooting] 1442 01:09:59,660 --> 01:10:01,580 [chuckles] 1443 01:10:07,630 --> 01:10:09,120 [Allison singing "Take The Last Train to Clarksville"] 1444 01:10:09,320 --> 01:10:12,560 ♪ Take the last train to Clarksville ♪ 1445 01:10:12,760 --> 01:10:15,610 ♪ And I'll meet you at the station ♪ 1446 01:10:15,810 --> 01:10:18,480 ♪ You can be there by 4:30 ♪ 1447 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:20,570 ♪ 'Cause I booked your reservation♪ 1448 01:10:20,770 --> 01:10:22,400 ♪ Don't be slow ♪ 1449 01:10:22,600 --> 01:10:24,530 [both singing] ♪ Oh no no no♪ 1450 01:10:24,730 --> 01:10:26,920 ♪ Oh no no no ♪ 1451 01:10:27,120 --> 01:10:29,230 ♪ And I don't know if I'm ever♪ 1452 01:10:29,430 --> 01:10:30,930 [both sing] ♪ Coming home ♪ 1453 01:10:31,130 --> 01:10:32,320 [Daniel laughs] 1454 01:10:32,520 --> 01:10:34,710 That was just a little serenade for your people 1455 01:10:34,910 --> 01:10:36,280 from the heavens above. 1456 01:10:36,480 --> 01:10:39,500 Think that's one of the reasons I enjoy it so much. 1457 01:10:39,700 --> 01:10:42,200 Why? 'Cause you get to play God? 1458 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,890 Well, so much of my life has been outta control. 1459 01:10:48,060 --> 01:10:50,160 Down here, 1460 01:10:50,360 --> 01:10:53,160 I get to decide if Olivia chooses me. 1461 01:10:55,070 --> 01:10:57,040 I get to decide if my father comes 1462 01:10:57,240 --> 01:10:59,420 to pick me up at the station when I get home. 1463 01:11:00,560 --> 01:11:01,780 Did he? 1464 01:11:01,980 --> 01:11:02,950 No. 1465 01:11:05,210 --> 01:11:08,080 He was passed out drunk in our backyard. 1466 01:11:10,780 --> 01:11:13,390 He'd lain face down so long, 1467 01:11:14,740 --> 01:11:17,310 an inch of snow had gathered on his back. 1468 01:11:21,400 --> 01:11:23,970 Next morning at breakfast, he offered me a beer, 1469 01:11:25,620 --> 01:11:26,670 so... 1470 01:11:28,370 --> 01:11:30,590 I had a beer with him at breakfast, 1471 01:11:32,940 --> 01:11:34,290 and I never stopped. 1472 01:11:39,730 --> 01:11:41,550 When did you last talk to Nathan? 1473 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:48,130 Daniel, this is God. 1474 01:11:48,330 --> 01:11:51,430 Allison would like you to change the conversation now. 1475 01:11:52,910 --> 01:11:54,790 - I'll bet she would. - [chuckles] 1476 01:11:54,990 --> 01:11:57,310 All right. Let's get outta here. 1477 01:11:58,220 --> 01:11:59,270 [switch clicks] 1478 01:12:03,140 --> 01:12:05,320 [music playing on headphones] 1479 01:12:08,880 --> 01:12:10,070 [Daniel] Ryan? 1480 01:12:10,270 --> 01:12:12,420 It's only one o'clock. Why are you home? 1481 01:12:12,620 --> 01:12:14,900 We had a half-day for the active shooter drill. 1482 01:12:15,100 --> 01:12:17,080 - I told you this morning. - [Daniel sighs] 1483 01:12:17,280 --> 01:12:20,170 Well, this is a friend of mine from the program. 1484 01:12:20,370 --> 01:12:21,160 Hi. 1485 01:12:22,420 --> 01:12:23,950 Hi. 1486 01:12:24,150 --> 01:12:25,870 - You should probably get going. - Yeah. Yeah. 1487 01:12:26,070 --> 01:12:27,740 I'm gonna go. 1488 01:12:27,940 --> 01:12:30,130 Wait, I know you from somewhere. 1489 01:12:30,330 --> 01:12:31,300 No, you don't. 1490 01:12:31,730 --> 01:12:32,610 You do? 1491 01:12:32,810 --> 01:12:33,650 How do I know you? 1492 01:12:34,300 --> 01:12:36,270 Uh... My... I'm... 1493 01:12:36,470 --> 01:12:37,710 I'm Allison. 1494 01:12:37,900 --> 01:12:39,360 Yeah, I've seen you before. 1495 01:12:39,560 --> 01:12:41,670 I thought you said the active shooter drill ended at 2:00. 1496 01:12:41,870 --> 01:12:43,890 Yeah, that's when the pretend shooter fights back. 1497 01:12:44,080 --> 01:12:45,970 Today, he shot himself, so we got out early. 1498 01:12:47,580 --> 01:12:48,670 Why do I know you? 1499 01:12:48,870 --> 01:12:50,410 I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say. 1500 01:12:50,610 --> 01:12:52,550 - You were Nathan's fiancee. - No. 1501 01:12:52,750 --> 01:12:54,200 - You were in the car. - No. 1502 01:12:54,400 --> 01:12:56,460 - I was, yeah. - Weren't you driving? 1503 01:12:56,660 --> 01:12:57,460 Wasn't she driving? 1504 01:12:57,660 --> 01:12:58,940 We're in the program together. 1505 01:12:59,140 --> 01:13:01,080 - But I thought you said it was her fault. - What? 1506 01:13:01,280 --> 01:13:03,340 How could you bring her into our house? 1507 01:13:03,540 --> 01:13:04,910 Get out of our fucking house! 1508 01:13:05,110 --> 01:13:06,820 - Okay. It's okay. - [Daniel] I'm sorry. I... 1509 01:13:07,020 --> 01:13:09,520 I'm so sorry. I thought you were in school. 1510 01:13:09,720 --> 01:13:10,960 You ruined my fucking life! 1511 01:13:11,160 --> 01:13:14,220 I know, I know, I know. I'm... I'm really sorry. 1512 01:13:14,420 --> 01:13:17,530 [crying] You shouldn't be here! This is our house! 1513 01:13:17,730 --> 01:13:18,790 My mom grew up in here! 1514 01:13:18,990 --> 01:13:21,010 I sleep in her bedroom. I use her sheets! 1515 01:13:21,210 --> 01:13:23,050 [Daniel] All right. All right. She's leaving. 1516 01:13:23,250 --> 01:13:25,270 Uh, just in case this is the last time 1517 01:13:25,470 --> 01:13:27,440 I ever get to talk to you, please know, 1518 01:13:29,180 --> 01:13:31,660 I also wish it was me. 1519 01:13:32,490 --> 01:13:33,750 Okay? I do. 1520 01:13:35,010 --> 01:13:36,240 I'm gonna go. 1521 01:13:36,440 --> 01:13:38,190 [voice breaking] I never got to say goodbye. 1522 01:13:39,410 --> 01:13:42,110 [Allison sighs] I know. 1523 01:13:45,420 --> 01:13:48,680 They were going to see a play. 1524 01:13:54,340 --> 01:13:55,470 I know. 1525 01:13:57,120 --> 01:13:58,570 She wanted to see a musical, 1526 01:13:58,770 --> 01:14:00,910 because she loved all the fancy costumes. 1527 01:14:06,050 --> 01:14:07,450 I didn't know that. 1528 01:14:07,650 --> 01:14:10,410 She said you made Nate really happy. 1529 01:14:10,610 --> 01:14:12,440 That you were the best thing that ever happened to him. 1530 01:14:13,790 --> 01:14:15,320 He made me happy, too. 1531 01:14:20,150 --> 01:14:22,240 [softly] Okay, I'm gonna go. 1532 01:14:23,190 --> 01:14:24,410 - [door opens] - Allison. 1533 01:14:27,150 --> 01:14:28,150 Yeah. 1534 01:14:29,590 --> 01:14:31,030 Would you like to stay for dinner? 1535 01:14:31,900 --> 01:14:33,160 What? 1536 01:14:34,900 --> 01:14:35,730 Uh... 1537 01:14:45,780 --> 01:14:49,050 So, you're an alcoholic, too? 1538 01:14:49,250 --> 01:14:50,400 [chidingly] Ryan. 1539 01:14:50,600 --> 01:14:51,570 Uh, no. 1540 01:14:53,010 --> 01:14:55,670 Alcohol's not exactly my problem. 1541 01:14:55,870 --> 01:14:57,540 - What is? Meth? - [Allison snorts] 1542 01:14:57,740 --> 01:14:58,850 Ryan. 1543 01:14:59,050 --> 01:15:02,100 No. Not meth. Um... 1544 01:15:05,190 --> 01:15:07,280 [smacks lips] Prescription painkillers. 1545 01:15:08,020 --> 01:15:09,120 Oxy. 1546 01:15:09,320 --> 01:15:10,770 How do you know about Oxy? 1547 01:15:10,970 --> 01:15:12,470 Kids at my school snort it. 1548 01:15:12,670 --> 01:15:13,600 It's heroin! 1549 01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:14,950 No, it's not. 1550 01:15:15,150 --> 01:15:16,340 I could get it easier than I could get a beer. 1551 01:15:16,540 --> 01:15:17,730 They sell it at Rite Aid. 1552 01:15:18,290 --> 01:15:19,430 [Daniel scoffs] 1553 01:15:19,630 --> 01:15:21,260 - So why'd you dump Uncle Nate? - Ryan. 1554 01:15:21,460 --> 01:15:22,650 [Ryan] He said you ghosted him. 1555 01:15:22,850 --> 01:15:23,960 It's not your business. 1556 01:15:24,160 --> 01:15:26,830 I just don't understand how 1557 01:15:27,030 --> 01:15:28,620 if he was gonna stay with you, 1558 01:15:28,810 --> 01:15:30,700 even after everything that happened, 1559 01:15:30,900 --> 01:15:31,780 why'd you dump him? 1560 01:15:33,130 --> 01:15:34,350 I was upset. 1561 01:15:38,400 --> 01:15:40,060 And so I ran. 1562 01:15:40,260 --> 01:15:41,760 - Like you, quitting soccer. - [curtly] Shut up! 1563 01:15:41,960 --> 01:15:43,590 You don't say "shut up" to me! 1564 01:15:43,790 --> 01:15:44,970 Ever again! 1565 01:15:47,890 --> 01:15:49,550 Why'd you quit soccer? 1566 01:15:49,750 --> 01:15:51,070 - She got into a fight. - 'Cause I hate every girl on the team. 1567 01:15:51,270 --> 01:15:52,190 Oh. 1568 01:15:53,890 --> 01:15:55,940 Your parents were telling me how amazing you were. 1569 01:15:57,500 --> 01:15:59,210 - They were? - [Allison] Mm-hmm. 1570 01:15:59,410 --> 01:16:01,170 Your dad actually was saying 1571 01:16:01,370 --> 01:16:03,120 how you were definitely gonna get a scholarship. 1572 01:16:04,990 --> 01:16:06,560 I wanna go to Stanford. 1573 01:16:07,170 --> 01:16:08,830 [Daniel laughing] 1574 01:16:09,030 --> 01:16:10,430 Why are you laughing? 1575 01:16:12,520 --> 01:16:16,140 You quit the team, you're mouthing off in school, 1576 01:16:16,340 --> 01:16:17,490 and you're not doing your homework. 1577 01:16:17,690 --> 01:16:19,270 You're gonna get into Stanford? 1578 01:16:19,470 --> 01:16:20,930 I didn't say I quit the team permanently. 1579 01:16:21,130 --> 01:16:22,890 I said I wanted to take a break. 1580 01:16:23,090 --> 01:16:24,280 And I had a 4.0 down the shore. 1581 01:16:24,480 --> 01:16:26,410 I could get it back in a second if I cared. 1582 01:16:26,610 --> 01:16:27,670 Why don't you care? 1583 01:16:27,870 --> 01:16:28,620 Why, do you think? 1584 01:16:30,450 --> 01:16:31,590 - [Daniel] Shit. - [Allison] Okay. 1585 01:16:31,790 --> 01:16:32,850 Why don't we just call it a night, okay? 1586 01:16:33,050 --> 01:16:34,240 [Allison] Yeah, I'm gonna go home. 1587 01:16:39,200 --> 01:16:40,510 Hey, um... 1588 01:16:40,710 --> 01:16:41,770 [tears off page] 1589 01:16:44,030 --> 01:16:47,080 Um, just in case you, I don't know, 1590 01:16:49,030 --> 01:16:50,470 wanna talk, need to talk... 1591 01:16:51,910 --> 01:16:52,920 This is me. 1592 01:16:53,120 --> 01:16:55,040 And it's up to you, but I'm here. 1593 01:16:56,350 --> 01:16:57,480 Okay. 1594 01:16:58,090 --> 01:16:59,610 [receding footsteps] 1595 01:17:01,870 --> 01:17:03,540 [Daniel] I'm sorry about all that. 1596 01:17:03,740 --> 01:17:04,830 [Allison] Uh, it's fine. 1597 01:17:06,660 --> 01:17:08,450 You see what I'm dealing with. 1598 01:17:08,650 --> 01:17:10,060 Honestly, it's okay. 1599 01:17:11,190 --> 01:17:12,410 Look. [sighs] 1600 01:17:13,540 --> 01:17:15,450 She's a very fragile kid. 1601 01:17:16,760 --> 01:17:20,980 So, I'd appreciate it if you didn't contact her. 1602 01:17:22,890 --> 01:17:23,940 Oh. 1603 01:17:24,590 --> 01:17:25,590 Okay. 1604 01:17:27,120 --> 01:17:29,390 Yeah, I just... 1605 01:17:29,590 --> 01:17:32,610 [stuttering] I just wanted her to know that I was available 1606 01:17:32,810 --> 01:17:35,090 if she wanted to talk or anything. 1607 01:17:35,290 --> 01:17:37,300 I'm just asking if you will 1608 01:17:38,260 --> 01:17:39,740 please just let her be. 1609 01:17:40,610 --> 01:17:41,750 Scout's honor. 1610 01:17:41,950 --> 01:17:44,620 No, that's Spock's "Live long and prosper." 1611 01:17:44,820 --> 01:17:46,270 We Boy Scouts do this. 1612 01:17:46,470 --> 01:17:48,480 Oh. I prefer Spock. 1613 01:17:49,400 --> 01:17:51,320 Live long and prosper, Daniel. 1614 01:17:51,520 --> 01:17:52,490 - [Daniel] Good night. - Thank you. 1615 01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:02,370 [piano keyboard playing] 1616 01:18:08,420 --> 01:18:09,420 Mmm. 1617 01:18:13,470 --> 01:18:16,300 [humming] 1618 01:18:30,440 --> 01:18:32,890 [resumes playing keyboard] 1619 01:18:33,090 --> 01:18:36,410 [plays descending notes] 1620 01:18:36,610 --> 01:18:37,800 [keys clang] 1621 01:18:50,550 --> 01:18:51,680 [cell phone chimes] 1622 01:18:59,600 --> 01:19:01,430 [indistinct background chatter] 1623 01:19:22,620 --> 01:19:23,670 [chuckles] 1624 01:19:32,850 --> 01:19:34,030 [chuckling] 1625 01:19:42,560 --> 01:19:44,170 [crowd cheering and applauding] 1626 01:19:45,860 --> 01:19:47,830 Go, baby! Go, go, go! 1627 01:19:48,030 --> 01:19:49,220 [quietly] Come on, come on, come on. 1628 01:19:49,420 --> 01:19:50,620 [woman] Come on! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! 1629 01:19:50,820 --> 01:19:52,440 - Yeah! - [crowd cheers] 1630 01:19:52,640 --> 01:19:53,700 Attagirl! 1631 01:19:54,700 --> 01:19:56,180 Attagirl! 1632 01:19:57,700 --> 01:19:59,530 [cheering continues] 1633 01:20:00,660 --> 01:20:01,790 [mouthing] Thank you. 1634 01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:08,620 [somber music playing] 1635 01:20:14,070 --> 01:20:15,730 [bed creaking] 1636 01:20:15,930 --> 01:20:17,810 [heart beating] 1637 01:20:20,290 --> 01:20:21,810 [breathes heavily] 1638 01:20:24,470 --> 01:20:26,030 [fan creaking softly] 1639 01:20:30,650 --> 01:20:31,870 [cell phone chimes] 1640 01:20:43,920 --> 01:20:45,310 [Ryan] Why do you ride your bike everywhere? 1641 01:20:45,920 --> 01:20:46,970 Um... 1642 01:20:48,450 --> 01:20:50,490 I haven't been in a car since the accident. 1643 01:20:51,280 --> 01:20:52,840 'Cause you feel guilty? 1644 01:20:55,320 --> 01:20:56,460 Uh, no. 1645 01:20:57,150 --> 01:21:00,640 Because I feel... scared. 1646 01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:02,240 Daniel says you were using your phone. 1647 01:21:04,550 --> 01:21:06,470 [Allison] Uh, I was using Maps. 1648 01:21:07,770 --> 01:21:08,780 Everyone uses Maps. 1649 01:21:08,980 --> 01:21:10,650 Yeah, well, he has all the reports. 1650 01:21:10,850 --> 01:21:11,950 He's memorized them. 1651 01:21:13,170 --> 01:21:15,220 He stares at them at night. It's weird. 1652 01:21:15,420 --> 01:21:18,230 Okay, well, I was there. 1653 01:21:18,420 --> 01:21:23,010 And the person who wrote those reports wasn't, so... 1654 01:21:23,210 --> 01:21:25,450 [Ryan] Tell me why you ended it with Nate. 1655 01:21:25,650 --> 01:21:27,400 My mom would want you guys to be together still. 1656 01:21:28,620 --> 01:21:30,710 Ryan, I don't even know what to say to that. 1657 01:21:31,710 --> 01:21:33,620 My mom used to really, um... 1658 01:21:35,890 --> 01:21:38,800 just, like, look out for him and stuff, you know? Um... 1659 01:21:39,760 --> 01:21:40,800 And... 1660 01:21:42,200 --> 01:21:44,900 I've been thinking maybe now I'm supposed to. 1661 01:21:45,770 --> 01:21:46,900 Because she can't. 1662 01:21:48,460 --> 01:21:50,870 I bet that would make her really proud. 1663 01:21:51,070 --> 01:21:52,130 I could tell you about what's happening 1664 01:21:52,330 --> 01:21:53,170 - with him if you want. - No, that's okay. 1665 01:21:53,370 --> 01:21:54,520 Thank you, though. 1666 01:21:54,720 --> 01:21:55,920 I've tried really hard to avoid all of that... 1667 01:21:56,110 --> 01:21:57,130 He moved to Tribeca. 1668 01:21:57,330 --> 01:21:58,210 Wow. 1669 01:21:59,300 --> 01:22:01,180 Yeah. He has a dog. 1670 01:22:01,380 --> 01:22:02,840 - A dog? - Mm-hmm. 1671 01:22:03,030 --> 01:22:05,580 A French Bulldog named Jasper. 1672 01:22:05,780 --> 01:22:07,400 He never really struck me as a Frenchie type, 1673 01:22:07,600 --> 01:22:09,230 but okay. [chuckles] 1674 01:22:09,430 --> 01:22:10,570 It's his girlfriend's. 1675 01:22:15,190 --> 01:22:16,190 Oh. 1676 01:22:17,320 --> 01:22:18,410 [Ryan softly] Yeah. 1677 01:22:19,890 --> 01:22:21,980 I... I don't need to hear this. 1678 01:22:23,190 --> 01:22:24,850 - Are you okay? - Mm-hmm. 1679 01:22:26,810 --> 01:22:28,900 How long have they been going out? 1680 01:22:29,100 --> 01:22:31,850 I don't know. Like, four months, I think. 1681 01:22:32,640 --> 01:22:33,470 Wow. 1682 01:22:33,670 --> 01:22:36,900 Yeah. She's a paralegal. 1683 01:22:37,950 --> 01:22:39,050 I don't even know what that is. 1684 01:22:39,240 --> 01:22:40,860 Is that, like, a good thing? 1685 01:22:42,130 --> 01:22:43,960 [voice breaking] Yeah. Wow. 1686 01:22:44,160 --> 01:22:46,100 - You just keep saying, "Wow." - Yeah. 1687 01:22:46,300 --> 01:22:47,610 It's just a lot to take in. 1688 01:22:49,390 --> 01:22:50,800 Um... 1689 01:22:51,000 --> 01:22:53,360 I'm really happy for him. I am. 1690 01:22:53,560 --> 01:22:55,050 He really deserves to be happy. 1691 01:22:55,920 --> 01:22:57,370 I... 1692 01:22:57,570 --> 01:22:59,410 - I shouldn't have told you. - No, no, no. It's fine. 1693 01:22:59,610 --> 01:23:01,500 But you're upset. 1694 01:23:01,700 --> 01:23:03,630 We went through so much together. 1695 01:23:05,800 --> 01:23:08,940 I really want good things to happen to him. 1696 01:23:09,810 --> 01:23:11,080 I'm really sorry 1697 01:23:11,280 --> 01:23:12,340 - I made you upset. - [Allison] It's okay. 1698 01:23:12,540 --> 01:23:13,510 - I'm gonna go to the bathroom. - I really 1699 01:23:13,710 --> 01:23:14,910 meant for this to be friendly. 1700 01:23:15,110 --> 01:23:16,910 Yeah. I'll see you in a second. 1701 01:23:17,110 --> 01:23:19,640 [breathing heavily] 1702 01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:23,170 [door slams] 1703 01:23:27,780 --> 01:23:30,230 [brooding music playing] 1704 01:23:30,430 --> 01:23:32,180 [crying softly] 1705 01:23:39,660 --> 01:23:40,660 [phone camera clicking] 1706 01:23:42,100 --> 01:23:43,670 [sobbing] 1707 01:23:52,110 --> 01:23:54,110 [continues sobbing] 1708 01:23:59,990 --> 01:24:00,990 [sniffles] 1709 01:24:08,170 --> 01:24:09,570 Hey. 1710 01:24:09,770 --> 01:24:11,050 Is something wrong? 1711 01:24:11,250 --> 01:24:13,400 I, um... I forgot I have a job interview. 1712 01:24:13,600 --> 01:24:16,100 So, I'm gonna go. [sniffles] 1713 01:24:16,300 --> 01:24:17,480 - You sick? - [sniffles] 1714 01:24:18,090 --> 01:24:19,010 [voice breaks] Yeah. 1715 01:24:19,210 --> 01:24:21,360 - Withdrawal? - I'm trying. 1716 01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:23,310 All right. Look, don't stop. 1717 01:24:24,230 --> 01:24:25,230 - Okay? - Okay. 1718 01:24:26,840 --> 01:24:27,800 Don't use. 1719 01:24:29,540 --> 01:24:30,630 Okay. 1720 01:24:30,830 --> 01:24:32,030 Don't stay home tonight. Do something. 1721 01:24:32,230 --> 01:24:34,060 - Okay. Okay. - All right? Okay. 1722 01:24:35,280 --> 01:24:36,150 You need a hug? 1723 01:24:38,070 --> 01:24:38,990 [voice breaking] Um, if I hug you, 1724 01:24:39,190 --> 01:24:40,780 I'm gonna sob, so no. 1725 01:24:40,970 --> 01:24:42,300 Well, I can handle that. 1726 01:24:42,500 --> 01:24:44,340 No, I shouldn't. Not in front of Ryan. [sniffles] 1727 01:24:44,540 --> 01:24:45,870 Okay. 1728 01:24:46,070 --> 01:24:47,820 Well, I'm hugging you with my eyes. 1729 01:24:48,250 --> 01:24:49,210 Thank you. 1730 01:24:50,470 --> 01:24:51,860 - Be careful. - Okay. 1731 01:24:56,040 --> 01:24:58,780 [Allison] I have to go. So, I'll see you another time. 1732 01:24:59,130 --> 01:24:59,960 Bye. 1733 01:25:02,440 --> 01:25:03,570 [whispers] Fuck me. 1734 01:25:04,010 --> 01:25:04,960 Hey. 1735 01:25:05,360 --> 01:25:06,370 Let's go. 1736 01:25:06,570 --> 01:25:07,890 This asshole charged me six buck 1737 01:25:08,090 --> 01:25:09,010 for a cup of coffee. Come on. 1738 01:25:11,230 --> 01:25:13,900 Okay. 1739 01:25:14,090 --> 01:25:17,070 ["A Love Song Seven Ways" playing] ♪ It starts so early now ♪ 1740 01:25:17,270 --> 01:25:20,820 ♪ The sun has gone to Birkenau ♪ 1741 01:25:21,010 --> 01:25:24,430 ♪ As shadows creep across your brow ♪ 1742 01:25:24,630 --> 01:25:26,770 ♪ I love you just the same ♪ 1743 01:25:28,290 --> 01:25:29,480 [breathing heavily] Fuck! 1744 01:25:29,680 --> 01:25:31,570 ♪ These freakish holidays ♪ 1745 01:25:31,760 --> 01:25:35,480 ♪ That make us act like renegades ♪ 1746 01:25:35,680 --> 01:25:39,090 ♪ A blood bath at the Ice Capades ♪ 1747 01:25:39,290 --> 01:25:41,360 ♪ Just makes me love you ♪ 1748 01:25:41,560 --> 01:25:47,190 ♪ More than I should ever have been allowed ♪ 1749 01:25:47,390 --> 01:25:50,410 ♪ In a world of candy guns ♪ 1750 01:25:50,610 --> 01:25:55,940 ♪ Sweet as demons in the candy apple sun ♪ 1751 01:25:56,140 --> 01:26:02,030 ♪ Think it quiet but then don't sing it loud ♪ 1752 01:26:02,230 --> 01:26:05,160 ♪ Through a world of number ones ♪ 1753 01:26:05,360 --> 01:26:07,950 ♪ Pointed skyward at the... ♪ 1754 01:26:08,150 --> 01:26:09,080 Look at me! 1755 01:26:09,280 --> 01:26:10,200 [glass shattering] 1756 01:26:11,770 --> 01:26:12,950 [plays chord] 1757 01:26:13,150 --> 01:26:15,440 ♪ ...here like Buffalo ♪ 1758 01:26:15,630 --> 01:26:18,830 ♪ Now it feels like Bamako ♪ 1759 01:26:19,030 --> 01:26:22,080 ♪ I love you seven ways ♪ 1760 01:26:23,560 --> 01:26:26,220 ♪ You wear those baby tees ♪ 1761 01:26:26,920 --> 01:26:28,190 [knocking on door] 1762 01:26:28,390 --> 01:26:29,880 [Diane] Allie! 1763 01:26:30,080 --> 01:26:32,490 - [knocking continues] - [in sing-song voice] Allie! 1764 01:26:34,010 --> 01:26:34,980 Allie? 1765 01:26:35,180 --> 01:26:36,840 Did you job hunt today? 1766 01:26:40,970 --> 01:26:42,370 Please leave me alone. 1767 01:26:43,110 --> 01:26:45,380 I was looking on Etsy. 1768 01:26:45,580 --> 01:26:47,470 And I was thinking it would be so cute 1769 01:26:47,670 --> 01:26:49,300 if we found, like, a craft that we like. 1770 01:26:49,490 --> 01:26:51,590 And maybe we could make a little money. What do you think? 1771 01:26:52,990 --> 01:26:54,560 [groans] 1772 01:26:54,760 --> 01:26:56,080 [cell phone chimes and vibrates] 1773 01:27:08,310 --> 01:27:09,620 [Diane] I was thinking it'd be so cute 1774 01:27:09,820 --> 01:27:11,490 if it was like something fun that we could sell. 1775 01:27:11,690 --> 01:27:15,410 Like little bibs for babies that catch their food, 1776 01:27:15,610 --> 01:27:18,020 or salad dressing. 1777 01:27:18,220 --> 01:27:20,330 Or you know, just... 1778 01:27:20,530 --> 01:27:21,980 [gasps] 1779 01:27:22,180 --> 01:27:23,240 And you know what? 1780 01:27:23,440 --> 01:27:25,110 We could be on Shark Tank! 1781 01:27:25,310 --> 01:27:26,980 Can you imagine, Allie? 1782 01:27:27,180 --> 01:27:28,200 And I know you're like, 1783 01:27:28,400 --> 01:27:30,510 "Oh, shut up, Mom! You're drunk again." 1784 01:27:30,710 --> 01:27:31,720 But listen... 1785 01:27:42,430 --> 01:27:44,350 [Diane] Ooh, I just thought of the best idea! 1786 01:27:44,550 --> 01:27:47,430 We could do, um, papier-mache! 1787 01:27:48,260 --> 01:27:49,750 Papier-mache! 1788 01:27:49,950 --> 01:27:51,440 So it would be like, 1789 01:27:51,640 --> 01:27:53,230 do a little dance, a little song. 1790 01:27:53,430 --> 01:27:55,360 "Hey, Sharks! You know how everybody likes papier-mache." 1791 01:27:55,560 --> 01:27:58,800 I would be like, "Hey, Sharks! Hey, Sharks!" 1792 01:27:59,000 --> 01:28:01,280 Hey, Sharks! Oh... Sharks!" 1793 01:28:01,480 --> 01:28:03,720 Wait, that's too hard. We'll be like, 1794 01:28:03,920 --> 01:28:07,500 "I'm Diane. This is my associate, Allison. 1795 01:28:07,700 --> 01:28:12,720 "And this is our... whatever!" You know... 1796 01:28:13,890 --> 01:28:15,640 [softly] You weak piece of fucking shit. 1797 01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:17,770 You couldn't make it go two days. 1798 01:28:19,030 --> 01:28:20,510 I fucking hate you. 1799 01:28:21,330 --> 01:28:24,690 I hate you so much. 1800 01:28:24,890 --> 01:28:27,480 Allie, do you remember when you were in fourth grade, 1801 01:28:27,680 --> 01:28:29,960 you made that giant mitochondria? 1802 01:28:30,160 --> 01:28:34,920 That's something that would sell, I promise you. 1803 01:28:35,120 --> 01:28:37,530 We could be like, "Hey, Sharks!" 1804 01:28:37,730 --> 01:28:40,060 We got them for you! Papier-mache!" 1805 01:28:40,260 --> 01:28:43,710 You know, like all the... 1806 01:28:43,910 --> 01:28:46,620 [Diane's voice becomes muffled and indistinct] 1807 01:28:51,190 --> 01:28:53,930 I knew you would like that idea! I knew it! 1808 01:28:54,720 --> 01:28:56,720 [breathing heavily] 1809 01:28:57,810 --> 01:28:59,500 [pills rattling] 1810 01:29:06,340 --> 01:29:07,640 [bottle cap opening] 1811 01:29:12,820 --> 01:29:15,350 [shuddering] 1812 01:29:25,830 --> 01:29:27,880 [breathing heavily] 1813 01:29:33,840 --> 01:29:35,320 [gasps] 1814 01:29:37,110 --> 01:29:38,930 - [panting] - [faucet running] 1815 01:29:55,040 --> 01:29:56,560 [sniffles] 1816 01:29:57,430 --> 01:29:59,390 [continues panting] 1817 01:30:07,700 --> 01:30:09,750 [train horn toots] 1818 01:30:21,410 --> 01:30:22,330 Yes! 1819 01:30:22,530 --> 01:30:23,540 [laughs] 1820 01:30:24,410 --> 01:30:25,940 You're on the wrong side. 1821 01:30:26,720 --> 01:30:28,590 What? No, I'm not. 1822 01:30:31,730 --> 01:30:33,210 Oh. 1823 01:30:33,410 --> 01:30:34,740 Well, good thing you came! 1824 01:30:34,940 --> 01:30:35,990 Oh, my God! 1825 01:30:36,510 --> 01:30:37,780 Get over here. 1826 01:30:37,980 --> 01:30:39,350 Whoo! Party! 1827 01:30:39,550 --> 01:30:41,210 [train whooshes by] 1828 01:30:48,440 --> 01:30:49,480 [knocking on door] 1829 01:30:58,190 --> 01:30:59,850 - Hello, Diane! - Oh, hey! 1830 01:31:00,050 --> 01:31:01,900 I don't know 1831 01:31:02,090 --> 01:31:04,280 how much Allison has told you. 1832 01:31:05,540 --> 01:31:07,420 But we've been going to the same program. 1833 01:31:07,620 --> 01:31:09,590 Oh, yeah, she said. She told me, yeah. 1834 01:31:10,500 --> 01:31:11,690 My granddaughter, Ryan, 1835 01:31:11,890 --> 01:31:14,690 has taken an interest in Allison and, 1836 01:31:14,890 --> 01:31:16,390 well, now I can't find her. 1837 01:31:16,590 --> 01:31:19,380 So I just thought I'd drop by and see if she might be here. 1838 01:31:20,640 --> 01:31:22,050 I tried texting them, 1839 01:31:22,250 --> 01:31:25,400 but, you know, they all go green. 1840 01:31:25,600 --> 01:31:26,400 Do you know what that means? 1841 01:31:26,600 --> 01:31:27,660 I have no idea. 1842 01:31:27,860 --> 01:31:29,880 I hate when that happens, when they go... 1843 01:31:30,080 --> 01:31:31,320 It's all green 1844 01:31:31,520 --> 01:31:32,880 and you don't know if it's sent. It's so weird. 1845 01:31:33,080 --> 01:31:34,670 - [Daniel] Right. Right. Right. - Drives me crazy. 1846 01:31:34,870 --> 01:31:36,410 You'll have to let me know if you figure that out. 1847 01:31:36,610 --> 01:31:38,410 [both chuckle] 1848 01:31:38,610 --> 01:31:40,060 I'm not tech-y. 1849 01:31:40,260 --> 01:31:43,500 But I actually tonight was trying to find Allison myself. 1850 01:31:43,700 --> 01:31:45,670 But do you really think they're together tonight? 1851 01:31:47,500 --> 01:31:49,370 Both missing at the same time. It... 1852 01:31:50,590 --> 01:31:52,120 seems a little curious. 1853 01:31:52,320 --> 01:31:54,430 [sighs] Seems like no matter how old they get, 1854 01:31:54,630 --> 01:31:56,730 - you never stop worrying. - Yeah. 1855 01:31:56,930 --> 01:31:58,250 But they always seem to turn up. 1856 01:31:59,730 --> 01:32:00,950 Not always. 1857 01:32:02,820 --> 01:32:04,220 Yeah. 1858 01:32:04,420 --> 01:32:07,000 Well, can you let me know if you find them? 1859 01:32:07,200 --> 01:32:08,610 - I will. - Great. 1860 01:32:10,610 --> 01:32:11,520 Thank you. 1861 01:32:12,390 --> 01:32:13,750 What's that? 1862 01:32:13,950 --> 01:32:14,920 Oh, I was just... I... 1863 01:32:15,120 --> 01:32:17,100 I was just saying thank you so much 1864 01:32:17,300 --> 01:32:19,410 for being so kind to Allison. 1865 01:32:19,610 --> 01:32:22,720 She said you've always been so warm to her and you know, 1866 01:32:22,910 --> 01:32:26,070 I... just wanted to say thanks, 'cause, you know, 1867 01:32:26,270 --> 01:32:29,770 like, some people wouldn't be like that, so... 1868 01:32:29,970 --> 01:32:33,510 Well, we're all just trying to move on, I suppose. 1869 01:32:33,710 --> 01:32:34,810 Yeah. 1870 01:32:35,010 --> 01:32:35,950 I don't think Allie and I are doing 1871 01:32:36,150 --> 01:32:37,810 a very good job of that, Daniel. 1872 01:32:39,200 --> 01:32:40,470 You know what they say. 1873 01:32:40,670 --> 01:32:42,260 [Diane] What? 1874 01:32:42,460 --> 01:32:45,000 "Comparison is the thief of joy." 1875 01:32:45,200 --> 01:32:47,430 Oh. I didn't know they said that. 1876 01:32:48,860 --> 01:32:49,910 Well... 1877 01:32:51,080 --> 01:32:52,310 somebody did. 1878 01:32:52,510 --> 01:32:54,350 [laughs] Yeah. 1879 01:32:55,830 --> 01:32:57,360 Well, I best be going then. 1880 01:32:57,560 --> 01:32:58,790 Oh, yeah, of course. 1881 01:32:58,990 --> 01:33:00,270 - [Daniel] Night. - Good night. 1882 01:33:06,790 --> 01:33:08,930 [downtempo music playing] 1883 01:33:14,450 --> 01:33:16,850 [singing "Stardust"] ♪ Stare into space♪ 1884 01:33:18,370 --> 01:33:20,030 ♪ Out in the blue ♪ 1885 01:33:20,230 --> 01:33:21,470 Oh, my God, there he is! 1886 01:33:21,670 --> 01:33:23,290 Look at him! Isn't he so hot? 1887 01:33:25,030 --> 01:33:26,780 Is that a face tattoo? 1888 01:33:26,980 --> 01:33:28,990 - Yeah! - Oh, my God! 1889 01:33:29,950 --> 01:33:32,130 [sighs] I love this song! 1890 01:33:32,330 --> 01:33:33,570 Quinn sent it to me in a playlist. 1891 01:33:33,770 --> 01:33:36,080 He, like, knows so much about music. 1892 01:33:38,130 --> 01:33:39,220 Thank you. 1893 01:33:40,350 --> 01:33:41,610 For getting me to come. 1894 01:33:42,480 --> 01:33:43,570 Yeah. 1895 01:33:44,740 --> 01:33:47,970 [singer] ♪ You're the only thing♪ 1896 01:33:48,170 --> 01:33:49,500 That's the guitarist, Thomas. 1897 01:33:49,700 --> 01:33:52,410 He's staring right at you! 1898 01:33:52,610 --> 01:33:54,760 [Allison] Oh, stop. No, I'm okay. I'm fine. 1899 01:33:54,960 --> 01:33:56,070 I know, you can do so much better. 1900 01:33:56,270 --> 01:33:57,770 - [Allison] What? No. - But he is fucking hot. 1901 01:33:57,970 --> 01:33:59,730 [both laugh] 1902 01:33:59,920 --> 01:34:03,820 Uh... Okay, I, um... I gotta go get someone in. 1903 01:34:04,020 --> 01:34:04,770 But I'll be right back. 1904 01:34:04,970 --> 01:34:06,120 - Should I come with you? - No. 1905 01:34:06,320 --> 01:34:07,820 - Are you sure? - No, I'll be right back. Yeah. 1906 01:34:08,020 --> 01:34:10,030 [singer] ♪ Take a photo♪ 1907 01:34:11,550 --> 01:34:13,640 ♪ Make it real♪ 1908 01:34:15,690 --> 01:34:17,650 ♪ You're the stardust♪ 1909 01:34:23,650 --> 01:34:26,930 ♪ Stardust♪ 1910 01:34:27,130 --> 01:34:30,140 ♪ Lighting the fields♪ 1911 01:34:31,880 --> 01:34:34,270 ♪ Caught in a state♪ 1912 01:34:35,750 --> 01:34:38,320 ♪ Watching it fall♪ 1913 01:34:39,450 --> 01:34:42,020 ♪ Aquarius bloom♪ 1914 01:34:43,460 --> 01:34:45,940 ♪ Just bought a car♪ 1915 01:34:51,940 --> 01:34:53,470 Surprise! 1916 01:34:55,340 --> 01:34:56,690 Nathan? 1917 01:34:57,820 --> 01:34:59,300 - Hi! - [Allison] Hi! 1918 01:35:00,520 --> 01:35:01,740 Ryan? 1919 01:35:01,940 --> 01:35:03,560 - What? - Hi! 1920 01:35:04,740 --> 01:35:06,660 Uh, sorry. 1921 01:35:06,860 --> 01:35:09,920 Allie, uh, this is my girlfriend, Joelle. 1922 01:35:11,000 --> 01:35:13,090 [voice cracking] Hi. I'm sorry. Um... 1923 01:35:13,830 --> 01:35:14,840 Nice to meet you. 1924 01:35:15,040 --> 01:35:16,490 I've heard so much about you. 1925 01:35:17,360 --> 01:35:18,400 Oh. 1926 01:35:19,670 --> 01:35:20,590 Okay. 1927 01:35:20,790 --> 01:35:22,020 I think we're the victims 1928 01:35:22,220 --> 01:35:24,510 of a teenage girl's good intentions. 1929 01:35:24,700 --> 01:35:26,250 - [Allison] What? - I said... 1930 01:35:26,450 --> 01:35:28,850 I said I think she meant well. Ryan. 1931 01:35:31,460 --> 01:35:33,210 [voice breaking] I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go. 1932 01:35:33,410 --> 01:35:34,340 - [Nathan] Are you good? - I'm fine. 1933 01:35:34,540 --> 01:35:35,650 I'm fine. I'm gonna go. 1934 01:35:35,850 --> 01:35:36,860 Allie! 1935 01:35:40,470 --> 01:35:41,910 Ryan. 1936 01:35:42,110 --> 01:35:43,910 What the fuck did you just do that for? 1937 01:35:45,130 --> 01:35:47,140 No offense, but you weren't supposed to come. 1938 01:35:47,340 --> 01:35:49,270 I know being a paralegal is a good job, 1939 01:35:49,470 --> 01:35:50,840 but he's supposed to be with Allie. 1940 01:35:51,040 --> 01:35:53,270 - I'm sorry. - [Nathan] Ryan? 1941 01:35:53,470 --> 01:35:54,960 What the fuck did you just do? 1942 01:35:55,880 --> 01:35:57,320 I'm fixing it. 1943 01:35:57,520 --> 01:35:58,970 For Mom. 1944 01:35:59,170 --> 01:36:01,450 Go find her and then I'm taking you home. 1945 01:36:02,620 --> 01:36:03,580 [Ryan scoffs] 1946 01:36:05,060 --> 01:36:06,450 I am so sorry. 1947 01:36:07,100 --> 01:36:08,850 Serious... This... 1948 01:36:09,050 --> 01:36:10,250 - It's fine. It's okay. - Yeah? 1949 01:36:10,450 --> 01:36:11,510 - Yeah. Yeah. - You good? 1950 01:36:11,710 --> 01:36:12,860 I'm fine. I need a drink. 1951 01:36:13,060 --> 01:36:14,030 - But I'm fine. - Yes. 1952 01:36:14,230 --> 01:36:15,370 Oh, fuck! 1953 01:36:20,200 --> 01:36:21,390 [singer] You guys have been great, 1954 01:36:21,590 --> 01:36:22,560 - thank you so much! - [cheers and applause] 1955 01:36:22,760 --> 01:36:23,960 Allie! 1956 01:36:24,160 --> 01:36:26,350 Why the fuck did you just do that? 1957 01:36:26,550 --> 01:36:28,400 I thought it was gonna make you happy. 1958 01:36:28,590 --> 01:36:31,440 You thought that would make me happy? 1959 01:36:31,640 --> 01:36:33,180 - [Ryan] Yeah! - Are you insane? 1960 01:36:33,380 --> 01:36:35,360 Hi! Can I please get, um... Hey, I'm sorry. 1961 01:36:35,560 --> 01:36:38,060 Could I just get a glass of tequila, please? 1962 01:36:38,260 --> 01:36:39,360 Fuck, I can't breathe. 1963 01:36:39,560 --> 01:36:40,670 - Ryan, I can't fucking breathe! - Calm down. 1964 01:36:40,870 --> 01:36:42,500 Calm down, okay? I'm sorry. 1965 01:36:42,700 --> 01:36:44,630 You fucking did that on purpose! 1966 01:36:44,830 --> 01:36:45,930 You did that to hurt me, right? 1967 01:36:46,130 --> 01:36:47,760 Is that what you did? Yeah, you did. 1968 01:36:47,960 --> 01:36:49,240 - Just admit it. Yes, you did! - No, I didn't! 1969 01:36:49,440 --> 01:36:50,810 - You did that on fucking purpose! - No, I didn't! 1970 01:36:51,010 --> 01:36:53,770 You killed, baby! You killed! 1971 01:36:53,970 --> 01:36:56,210 - That was incredible, man! - [Ryan] Hi! Hi! 1972 01:36:56,410 --> 01:36:58,470 I'm Quinn's friend, Ryan. 1973 01:36:58,670 --> 01:37:00,340 You guys sounded so good! 1974 01:37:00,540 --> 01:37:02,170 You're gonna be so famous! 1975 01:37:02,370 --> 01:37:04,870 I know. I really have to savor my anonymity. 1976 01:37:05,070 --> 01:37:08,610 Hey, we're gonna go to this party over in Williamsburg. 1977 01:37:08,810 --> 01:37:10,210 You guys wanna come? 1978 01:37:11,820 --> 01:37:13,530 [sighs] Fuck, yeah, whatever. Let's go! 1979 01:37:13,730 --> 01:37:14,780 I need to get outta here. 1980 01:37:15,560 --> 01:37:17,440 [whooping] 1981 01:37:21,050 --> 01:37:22,750 Do you have the time? 1982 01:37:22,950 --> 01:37:24,700 - [cell phone chiming] - Yeah. 1983 01:37:28,320 --> 01:37:30,370 Hey, Danny. Everything okay? 1984 01:37:30,570 --> 01:37:34,110 I can't find Ryan. I've tried everything. 1985 01:37:34,310 --> 01:37:38,070 Anyway, my mind can't help but wonder if... 1986 01:37:38,270 --> 01:37:40,340 Well, if you've seen Allison or not. 1987 01:37:40,540 --> 01:37:43,600 Uh, no, I haven't, but I can text her if you want. 1988 01:37:43,800 --> 01:37:44,990 Well, I've tried texting both of them, 1989 01:37:45,190 --> 01:37:46,390 but neither one is answering. 1990 01:37:46,590 --> 01:37:47,600 What's wrong? 1991 01:37:47,800 --> 01:37:49,040 Daniel can't find his granddaughter. 1992 01:37:49,240 --> 01:37:51,430 Um, well, if he pays for the phone, he can just log 1993 01:37:51,630 --> 01:37:53,050 into the account, and use Find My Phone. 1994 01:37:53,240 --> 01:37:55,480 Yeah. Daniel, do you know what Find My Phone is? 1995 01:37:55,680 --> 01:37:56,960 No, what the hell is that? 1996 01:37:57,160 --> 01:37:58,790 [hip-hop music playing on speaker] 1997 01:37:58,990 --> 01:38:01,130 [Ryan] This is amazing! 1998 01:38:01,910 --> 01:38:05,620 Whoa! 1999 01:38:05,820 --> 01:38:07,220 [indistinct chatter] 2000 01:38:20,760 --> 01:38:21,930 [cell phone chiming] 2001 01:38:28,110 --> 01:38:29,120 Fuck! 2002 01:38:30,600 --> 01:38:34,040 Allie, this is Jarvis. He has the stuff you asked for. 2003 01:38:34,240 --> 01:38:35,300 Hey! 2004 01:38:35,500 --> 01:38:37,050 I don't have any thirties, just dope. 2005 01:38:37,250 --> 01:38:40,130 Uh, yeah, okay. Yeah, whatever you have. 2006 01:38:41,950 --> 01:38:43,570 Can you spot me? 2007 01:38:43,770 --> 01:38:45,740 - I'll pay you back, I promise. - Uh, okay, all right. 2008 01:38:52,570 --> 01:38:53,570 Thanks. 2009 01:38:59,320 --> 01:39:00,410 [snorts] 2010 01:39:01,670 --> 01:39:03,240 It's coming. Look like! 2011 01:39:06,590 --> 01:39:07,470 Yeah, here it is. 2012 01:39:07,670 --> 01:39:08,720 Okay, what does it say? 2013 01:39:12,250 --> 01:39:14,340 [muffled music playing] 2014 01:39:14,540 --> 01:39:16,610 [Ryan grunts] 2015 01:39:16,810 --> 01:39:19,380 - [cell phone ringing] - The whole room is spinning. 2016 01:39:21,340 --> 01:39:22,860 Oh, that's my phone. 2017 01:39:24,130 --> 01:39:25,390 Don't worry about it. 2018 01:39:27,260 --> 01:39:29,880 Can we just stop for a second? 2019 01:39:30,080 --> 01:39:31,270 Where is my phone? 2020 01:39:31,470 --> 01:39:33,360 [cell phone continues ringing] 2021 01:39:33,560 --> 01:39:35,050 I think I'm gonna throw up. 2022 01:39:38,010 --> 01:39:39,270 What the fuck! 2023 01:39:40,620 --> 01:39:42,810 She's in the fucking city! 2024 01:39:43,010 --> 01:39:45,030 She's in fucking Williamsburg! 2025 01:39:45,230 --> 01:39:47,120 Okay, Daniel, wait. I'm gonna come pick you up. 2026 01:39:47,320 --> 01:39:49,070 I don't want you to do something you're gonna regret. 2027 01:39:49,270 --> 01:39:50,770 I'm gonna kill that motherfucker. 2028 01:39:50,970 --> 01:39:52,680 Yeah, that's exactly what I'm worried about. I'm on my way. 2029 01:40:06,390 --> 01:40:08,880 - [Allison grunts] - Okay. Easy does it. 2030 01:40:09,080 --> 01:40:10,880 - You're wasted. - No, I'm not. 2031 01:40:11,080 --> 01:40:13,320 [hip-hop music playing on speaker] 2032 01:40:13,520 --> 01:40:14,480 Ryan? 2033 01:40:16,350 --> 01:40:19,010 [breathing heavily] 2034 01:40:39,160 --> 01:40:40,380 Ryan? 2035 01:40:44,600 --> 01:40:46,260 - Ryan, are you in there? - [knocking on door] 2036 01:40:46,460 --> 01:40:48,610 [Quinn] She's fine. Go the fuck away! 2037 01:40:48,810 --> 01:40:49,790 [Allison] Ryan? 2038 01:40:49,990 --> 01:40:52,040 [techno music playing on speaker] 2039 01:40:57,220 --> 01:40:58,190 [knocking on door] 2040 01:40:58,390 --> 01:40:59,350 [Allison] Ryan? 2041 01:41:00,830 --> 01:41:03,050 Can you just open the door, please? 2042 01:41:05,360 --> 01:41:06,280 Ryan. 2043 01:41:06,480 --> 01:41:07,500 [Quinn] Go away! 2044 01:41:07,700 --> 01:41:09,720 [Daniel] Allison? Where's Ryan? 2045 01:41:09,920 --> 01:41:11,200 What're you doing here? 2046 01:41:11,400 --> 01:41:13,460 Where the fuck is Ryan? 2047 01:41:13,660 --> 01:41:15,770 She's in here. I'm trying to... She won't answer. 2048 01:41:15,970 --> 01:41:16,940 - [knocking on door] - Ryan! 2049 01:41:17,890 --> 01:41:18,940 [Daniel] Ryan? 2050 01:41:20,370 --> 01:41:22,070 It's your grandpa, open the door. 2051 01:41:23,290 --> 01:41:24,690 Open the door, baby. 2052 01:41:24,890 --> 01:41:26,080 [Quinn] Fuck off! 2053 01:41:27,080 --> 01:41:28,130 [kicks door] 2054 01:41:28,330 --> 01:41:30,180 - What the fuck! - [Allison] Ryan! 2055 01:41:30,370 --> 01:41:32,830 [Daniel] You again! Get the fuck up! 2056 01:41:33,030 --> 01:41:34,010 - Danny, no, no, no. - Oh, my God! 2057 01:41:34,200 --> 01:41:35,570 - Don't do that! - Nothing happened. 2058 01:41:35,770 --> 01:41:38,140 Tell me why I shouldn't kill you, motherfucker? 2059 01:41:38,340 --> 01:41:39,580 We were just making out. 2060 01:41:39,780 --> 01:41:40,870 You hurt my baby. 2061 01:41:43,530 --> 01:41:45,150 - Now, I'm gonna hurt you. - [gun cocks] 2062 01:41:45,350 --> 01:41:46,660 - No, no, no, no, no. - [Simone] Danny! 2063 01:41:47,620 --> 01:41:48,530 Dad! 2064 01:41:49,050 --> 01:41:50,850 No! 2065 01:41:51,050 --> 01:41:53,370 The hell you're doing here? This is family business. 2066 01:41:53,570 --> 01:41:55,030 Don't do this. 2067 01:41:55,230 --> 01:41:57,030 Go on back to your new life, Nate. 2068 01:41:57,230 --> 01:41:58,680 [Quinn] Put the gun down, please. 2069 01:41:58,880 --> 01:42:00,030 [sobbing] Please, please! 2070 01:42:00,230 --> 01:42:01,420 He's not worth it. 2071 01:42:01,620 --> 01:42:03,690 I got nothing left to lose. 2072 01:42:03,890 --> 01:42:05,070 You got me! 2073 01:42:06,420 --> 01:42:07,510 You got Ryan! 2074 01:42:08,290 --> 01:42:09,610 We need you! 2075 01:42:09,810 --> 01:42:11,950 You do this, it's over! 2076 01:42:14,340 --> 01:42:15,870 We get no more time. 2077 01:42:16,070 --> 01:42:18,080 [Simone] Danny, put the gun down. 2078 01:42:20,260 --> 01:42:21,260 Please. 2079 01:42:26,050 --> 01:42:27,140 [sighs] 2080 01:42:28,570 --> 01:42:29,570 [Quinn] Oh, my... 2081 01:42:31,180 --> 01:42:32,230 That's my niece. 2082 01:42:32,920 --> 01:42:34,360 She's 16 years old. 2083 01:42:34,710 --> 01:42:36,240 [groans] 2084 01:42:36,440 --> 01:42:37,630 [Simone] Oh, my God! All right, we gotta get out of here. 2085 01:42:37,830 --> 01:42:38,770 Hey, Ryan, baby? 2086 01:42:38,960 --> 01:42:40,330 - Please get up. - My fucking nose! 2087 01:42:40,530 --> 01:42:43,340 - [Daniel] Get over here! - [Quinn] My fucking nose! 2088 01:42:43,530 --> 01:42:45,850 [techno music playing on speaker] 2089 01:42:50,720 --> 01:42:51,730 [door creaks] 2090 01:42:53,120 --> 01:42:55,080 [Allison breathing heavily] 2091 01:42:56,640 --> 01:42:58,090 The fuck is the matter with you? 2092 01:42:58,290 --> 01:42:59,530 I was trying to protect her! 2093 01:42:59,720 --> 01:43:00,920 - [Daniel] Protect her? - Yeah! 2094 01:43:01,120 --> 01:43:03,180 I told you to stay away from her! 2095 01:43:03,380 --> 01:43:04,440 Who the fuck are you 2096 01:43:04,640 --> 01:43:05,970 to be talking about protecting somebody? 2097 01:43:06,170 --> 01:43:07,580 - You're a mess. - Dad! 2098 01:43:07,780 --> 01:43:10,010 I was... I was trying to help. 2099 01:43:10,210 --> 01:43:11,620 I was... I was trying to... 2100 01:43:12,440 --> 01:43:13,800 I was trying to make it right. 2101 01:43:14,000 --> 01:43:15,270 Let me tell you something. 2102 01:43:15,970 --> 01:43:17,540 You will never ever 2103 01:43:17,740 --> 01:43:19,750 be able to fix the things you've done to me. 2104 01:43:20,930 --> 01:43:22,020 You hear me? 2105 01:43:22,800 --> 01:43:24,380 I want my life back. 2106 01:43:24,580 --> 01:43:25,720 I want my child back. 2107 01:43:26,850 --> 01:43:29,460 My baby, my... Molly. 2108 01:43:30,810 --> 01:43:32,250 You took my baby away from me! 2109 01:43:32,450 --> 01:43:33,600 Dad! Enough. 2110 01:43:33,800 --> 01:43:34,990 Nah, it's okay. 2111 01:43:36,730 --> 01:43:37,730 Say it. 2112 01:43:39,160 --> 01:43:40,600 Shit, I wanted to hate you. 2113 01:43:41,990 --> 01:43:43,210 But I stopped myself. 2114 01:43:45,870 --> 01:43:49,130 And when you walked into that meeting, I thought... 2115 01:43:50,130 --> 01:43:52,360 This is God testing me. 2116 01:43:52,560 --> 01:43:56,760 This is proof of a higher power 2117 01:43:56,960 --> 01:43:59,050 testing me in this church. 2118 01:44:00,750 --> 01:44:02,140 Trying to see if he could break me. 2119 01:44:03,230 --> 01:44:04,360 But I'll show him. 2120 01:44:07,060 --> 01:44:08,240 I'm unbreakable. 2121 01:44:09,760 --> 01:44:11,590 I will offer my hand 2122 01:44:12,280 --> 01:44:13,890 to this sorry 2123 01:44:14,720 --> 01:44:18,560 little fucking pill-junkie. 2124 01:44:18,760 --> 01:44:21,820 All I asked you to do was stay away from this child. 2125 01:44:23,300 --> 01:44:24,340 Now look at her. 2126 01:44:25,690 --> 01:44:26,950 She got no mother. 2127 01:44:29,130 --> 01:44:30,130 No father. 2128 01:44:32,220 --> 01:44:34,180 And how many years can I have left? 2129 01:44:36,530 --> 01:44:38,880 What a fucking waste you are. 2130 01:44:39,220 --> 01:44:40,060 Dad! 2131 01:44:40,260 --> 01:44:43,180 What a fucking waste of a soul. 2132 01:44:45,270 --> 01:44:46,460 Of a chance. 2133 01:44:46,660 --> 01:44:48,810 Danny, enough. You've said your piece. 2134 01:44:49,010 --> 01:44:50,800 This isn't how it was supposed to be. 2135 01:44:52,850 --> 01:44:54,020 I'm a good person. 2136 01:44:55,980 --> 01:44:58,160 I never said God has to be fair. 2137 01:44:58,940 --> 01:45:00,070 I just never thought 2138 01:45:01,680 --> 01:45:02,990 he could be this cruel. 2139 01:45:06,600 --> 01:45:07,830 Taxi! 2140 01:45:08,030 --> 01:45:09,260 [Simone] Hold on, Danny, let me take you home. 2141 01:45:09,460 --> 01:45:10,350 [Daniel] No. 2142 01:45:10,550 --> 01:45:13,350 I'll go with him. Hey! Hey, Ryan! 2143 01:45:13,550 --> 01:45:15,870 Come on, wake up. We're taking you home. 2144 01:45:17,390 --> 01:45:18,520 [Ryan grunts] 2145 01:45:29,190 --> 01:45:31,200 You drank! 2146 01:45:31,400 --> 01:45:35,320 You turned your map app back on at 17:36:22. 2147 01:45:36,630 --> 01:45:39,720 Impact was at 17:36:24. 2148 01:45:41,240 --> 01:45:45,200 Skid marks show you lost 30 feet before you swerved. 2149 01:45:46,380 --> 01:45:49,130 You didn't have time to stop 2150 01:45:49,330 --> 01:45:52,040 because you were looking at your fucking phone, Allison. 2151 01:45:53,560 --> 01:45:55,080 Stop blaming Alvarez. 2152 01:45:56,520 --> 01:45:58,480 They're dead because of you. 2153 01:46:08,360 --> 01:46:09,450 [stifles sob] 2154 01:46:09,650 --> 01:46:10,710 [car door closes] 2155 01:46:11,580 --> 01:46:13,360 [sobbing softly] 2156 01:46:17,890 --> 01:46:19,810 All right. All right. It's all right. 2157 01:46:20,010 --> 01:46:21,200 Come here. Come here. 2158 01:46:22,890 --> 01:46:25,070 It's all right. Okay. 2159 01:46:28,200 --> 01:46:29,560 [kid] No, that can't go over there. 2160 01:46:29,760 --> 01:46:31,210 That can't... 2161 01:46:32,210 --> 01:46:34,300 That can't... That can't go... 2162 01:47:05,630 --> 01:47:08,240 [soft music playing] 2163 01:47:30,310 --> 01:47:31,570 Good morning. 2164 01:47:32,310 --> 01:47:33,490 Good morning. 2165 01:47:34,830 --> 01:47:36,400 I made a house. 2166 01:47:38,660 --> 01:47:40,010 Do you have a headache? 2167 01:47:42,540 --> 01:47:43,540 Yeah. 2168 01:47:49,500 --> 01:47:50,900 Hey. 2169 01:47:51,100 --> 01:47:53,030 Can I, uh, sell this, please? 2170 01:48:02,470 --> 01:48:03,560 I'll give you $12,500. 2171 01:48:05,000 --> 01:48:06,390 Yeah. Yeah, okay. Thank you. 2172 01:48:07,130 --> 01:48:08,350 It is a beauty. 2173 01:48:10,520 --> 01:48:12,050 [piano music playing] 2174 01:48:12,250 --> 01:48:15,570 [Allison singing "I Hate Myself"] ♪ I woke up today♪ 2175 01:48:17,310 --> 01:48:20,310 ♪ At least that much is true ♪ 2176 01:48:24,140 --> 01:48:27,280 ♪ I saw what people see ♪ 2177 01:48:29,280 --> 01:48:33,240 ♪ What a year this made of me ♪ 2178 01:48:40,420 --> 01:48:44,520 ♪ I tried a hundred times ♪ 2179 01:48:44,720 --> 01:48:49,080 ♪ But each time I thought of you ♪ 2180 01:48:50,740 --> 01:48:52,490 Thank you. 2181 01:48:52,690 --> 01:48:54,790 ♪ I hate myself ♪ 2182 01:48:54,990 --> 01:48:57,710 ♪ I hate myself ♪ 2183 01:48:57,910 --> 01:49:01,620 ♪ I fuckin' hate myself ♪ 2184 01:49:07,540 --> 01:49:08,500 [crowd cheering] 2185 01:49:08,700 --> 01:49:13,190 ♪ And I ♪ 2186 01:49:15,070 --> 01:49:18,900 ♪ I want days of pain♪ 2187 01:49:21,590 --> 01:49:24,740 ♪ Oh, to feel♪ 2188 01:49:24,940 --> 01:49:28,990 ♪ The things I need♪ 2189 01:49:33,650 --> 01:49:36,050 ♪ To pay off this shame♪ 2190 01:49:36,250 --> 01:49:39,970 ♪ And I know that makes me broken♪ 2191 01:49:40,170 --> 01:49:44,090 ♪ I know that makes me weak♪ 2192 01:49:46,440 --> 01:49:50,670 ♪ I guess I'll put my armor back on now♪ 2193 01:49:52,230 --> 01:49:55,110 ♪ I found a way♪ 2194 01:49:55,310 --> 01:49:58,020 ♪ But I turned around♪ 2195 01:50:00,500 --> 01:50:03,120 ♪ One step to start♪ 2196 01:50:03,320 --> 01:50:07,990 ♪ But I'd rather fall down♪ 2197 01:50:10,900 --> 01:50:13,790 ♪ Too much of a coward♪ 2198 01:50:13,980 --> 01:50:16,960 ♪ To just say I'm wrong♪ 2199 01:50:17,160 --> 01:50:19,090 [Ryan] Grandpa, you are not gonna believe this. 2200 01:50:19,290 --> 01:50:20,270 One of the girls on the team 2201 01:50:20,470 --> 01:50:21,830 invited me to a party this weekend. 2202 01:50:22,180 --> 01:50:23,400 You? 2203 01:50:23,600 --> 01:50:24,870 - Yes, me! - [laughs] 2204 01:50:28,920 --> 01:50:32,580 [Allison continues singing] ♪ Help me, please♪ 2205 01:50:34,190 --> 01:50:37,940 ♪ Try to fix yourself♪ 2206 01:50:38,140 --> 01:50:40,800 ♪ That's all they said to me♪ 2207 01:50:49,730 --> 01:50:52,770 ♪ Try to fix myself♪ 2208 01:50:53,990 --> 01:50:57,340 ♪ To know how hard that would be♪ 2209 01:51:05,520 --> 01:51:07,490 [song ends] 2210 01:51:07,690 --> 01:51:08,480 Hi. 2211 01:51:10,700 --> 01:51:11,700 Hi. 2212 01:51:15,970 --> 01:51:17,490 Thank you so much for coming. 2213 01:51:18,620 --> 01:51:19,540 Sure. 2214 01:51:24,060 --> 01:51:25,670 - You look great. - [both chuckle] 2215 01:51:26,590 --> 01:51:27,770 I nearly put makeup on, 2216 01:51:27,970 --> 01:51:29,980 and then I just laughed at myself. [laughs] 2217 01:51:32,330 --> 01:51:33,380 Do you like my clips? 2218 01:51:34,120 --> 01:51:35,560 Wow, yeah. 2219 01:51:35,760 --> 01:51:37,080 I stole them from a pharmacy. 2220 01:51:37,820 --> 01:51:38,830 - [scoffs] - Not recently. 2221 01:51:39,030 --> 01:51:41,080 - Like, a while back. - [both laugh] 2222 01:51:45,480 --> 01:51:46,660 I don't know where to start. 2223 01:51:46,860 --> 01:51:47,740 That's okay. 2224 01:51:48,310 --> 01:51:49,920 Um, I'll start. 2225 01:51:51,790 --> 01:51:52,830 [smacks lips] 2226 01:51:53,530 --> 01:51:55,310 [breathes deeply] 2227 01:51:57,530 --> 01:51:59,230 Nate, I didn't have... 2228 01:52:01,410 --> 01:52:02,890 the faintest idea 2229 01:52:04,410 --> 01:52:06,370 how to handle my own grief. 2230 01:52:09,810 --> 01:52:12,290 I didn't even know if I was allowed to grieve. 2231 01:52:12,490 --> 01:52:14,650 We were all flailing. 2232 01:52:14,840 --> 01:52:16,900 Yeah, but I abandoned you, 2233 01:52:18,030 --> 01:52:19,680 and that was so selfish. 2234 01:52:22,120 --> 01:52:24,430 I ran as fast as I could away from you. 2235 01:52:25,600 --> 01:52:27,610 I still wanted you to be my wife. 2236 01:52:29,090 --> 01:52:30,130 I know. 2237 01:52:35,050 --> 01:52:37,180 But the truth is, Nate, I... 2238 01:52:39,270 --> 01:52:40,880 I was so sure 2239 01:52:42,360 --> 01:52:43,230 I was gonna... 2240 01:52:47,490 --> 01:52:49,630 - try... - I know. 2241 01:52:51,760 --> 01:52:53,110 And you know I tried. 2242 01:52:55,590 --> 01:52:57,370 I tried, but I couldn't. 2243 01:52:59,900 --> 01:53:01,690 'Cause I didn't wanna hurt you again. 2244 01:53:01,890 --> 01:53:03,480 It wasn't your fault. 2245 01:53:03,680 --> 01:53:04,730 It was. 2246 01:53:06,470 --> 01:53:07,860 Your dad was right. 2247 01:53:09,470 --> 01:53:10,740 If I hadn't been looking at my phone, 2248 01:53:10,940 --> 01:53:12,350 I could have stopped in time. 2249 01:53:16,650 --> 01:53:19,700 You deserve an apology that never came, and I'm so sorry. 2250 01:53:24,360 --> 01:53:25,490 I'm really sorry. 2251 01:53:27,840 --> 01:53:28,940 [sighs] 2252 01:53:29,140 --> 01:53:30,100 [chuckles dryly] 2253 01:53:32,320 --> 01:53:34,160 I've been spending some time with him lately. 2254 01:53:34,360 --> 01:53:35,280 Yeah. 2255 01:53:36,590 --> 01:53:39,110 - Oh, it's a work-in-progress. - [chuckles] 2256 01:53:40,330 --> 01:53:41,330 Good. 2257 01:53:44,730 --> 01:53:46,290 He kept me alive, you know. 2258 01:53:50,340 --> 01:53:51,600 I know about your ear. 2259 01:53:57,560 --> 01:54:02,090 Hey... I need you to be clear on one thing. 2260 01:54:04,880 --> 01:54:06,440 I loved you so much. 2261 01:54:10,190 --> 01:54:11,840 [tearfully] And along with everything else, 2262 01:54:13,320 --> 01:54:14,720 I will forever grieve 2263 01:54:14,920 --> 01:54:17,060 for the life that we might have had. [sniffles] 2264 01:54:19,940 --> 01:54:21,020 Me too. 2265 01:54:24,590 --> 01:54:26,810 - We were a good team. - [both chuckle softly] 2266 01:54:28,200 --> 01:54:30,000 It would be nice 2267 01:54:30,200 --> 01:54:31,910 if we could one day find some way 2268 01:54:32,110 --> 01:54:33,860 to be in each other's lives. 2269 01:54:34,820 --> 01:54:36,310 Maybe that's unrealistic, 2270 01:54:36,510 --> 01:54:37,600 - but... - Maybe. 2271 01:54:38,740 --> 01:54:39,690 [softly] Yeah. 2272 01:54:41,350 --> 01:54:42,520 Maybe. 2273 01:54:53,710 --> 01:54:55,370 I think we can all thank Elaine. 2274 01:54:55,570 --> 01:54:56,980 Thank you so much. 2275 01:54:57,180 --> 01:54:59,240 I really appreciated getting to know you, 2276 01:54:59,440 --> 01:55:01,330 and talking to you. 2277 01:55:01,530 --> 01:55:04,030 Everybody, our deeply inappropriate stories 2278 01:55:04,230 --> 01:55:05,420 - from yesterday... - [all laughing] 2279 01:55:05,620 --> 01:55:08,600 ...have been well in my head. King's laughing. 2280 01:55:08,800 --> 01:55:11,070 Your stories are foul. [laughs] 2281 01:55:12,380 --> 01:55:13,910 Mama, 2282 01:55:14,110 --> 01:55:15,220 I'm so grateful for you. 2283 01:55:15,420 --> 01:55:17,350 Thank you for everything you've done for me. 2284 01:55:17,550 --> 01:55:18,910 And I love you. 2285 01:55:20,470 --> 01:55:22,920 [all applauding] 2286 01:55:23,120 --> 01:55:25,350 [soft piano music playing] 2287 01:55:28,920 --> 01:55:31,840 The food was terrible. Thank you. 2288 01:55:32,040 --> 01:55:33,800 [Allison singing "The Best Part"] ♪ I can't shake you off, dear♪ 2289 01:55:34,000 --> 01:55:37,240 ♪ It's something I have tried to do♪ 2290 01:55:37,440 --> 01:55:41,420 ♪ But I can't shake you off, dear♪ 2291 01:55:41,620 --> 01:55:44,590 ♪ Sit on trains and think of you♪ 2292 01:55:44,790 --> 01:55:46,290 ♪ But I...♪ 2293 01:55:46,490 --> 01:55:50,940 ♪ Oh, I can't tell♪ 2294 01:55:52,030 --> 01:55:58,210 ♪ If it hurts or it helps♪ 2295 01:56:00,430 --> 01:56:06,260 ♪ So breathe me in♪ 2296 01:56:07,300 --> 01:56:11,740 ♪ One last time♪ 2297 01:56:15,050 --> 01:56:17,800 ♪ And we play♪ 2298 01:56:18,000 --> 01:56:23,020 ♪ Our rehearsed♪ 2299 01:56:23,220 --> 01:56:27,190 ♪ Goodbyes♪ 2300 01:56:30,850 --> 01:56:34,600 ♪ I can't shake you off, dear♪ 2301 01:56:34,800 --> 01:56:38,870 ♪ It's something I have tried to do♪ 2302 01:56:39,070 --> 01:56:43,480 ♪ But I can't shake you off, dear♪ 2303 01:56:43,680 --> 01:56:47,390 ♪ I sit on trains and think of you♪ 2304 01:56:48,430 --> 01:56:54,830 ♪ But you are the best part♪ 2305 01:56:56,530 --> 01:57:01,790 ♪ You♪ 2306 01:57:04,620 --> 01:57:05,810 Thank you. 2307 01:57:06,000 --> 01:57:09,330 [scattered applause] 2308 01:57:09,530 --> 01:57:12,860 Um, I recently recorded my first EP, 2309 01:57:13,060 --> 01:57:14,290 and it's at the coat check 2310 01:57:14,490 --> 01:57:16,770 because I'm also the coat check girl. 2311 01:57:16,970 --> 01:57:18,950 Uh, so come buy a CD, 2312 01:57:19,150 --> 01:57:20,470 or I won't give you your coats back. 2313 01:57:20,670 --> 01:57:22,550 [people laughing] 2314 01:57:26,080 --> 01:57:27,510 [cell phone ringing] 2315 01:57:31,870 --> 01:57:33,570 Hi. 2316 01:57:33,770 --> 01:57:35,570 I know you're calling about my one-year clean, 2317 01:57:35,770 --> 01:57:37,830 but I need to tell you what I just did. 2318 01:57:40,570 --> 01:57:42,090 Yeah. No, I can talk. 2319 01:57:43,880 --> 01:57:44,790 Okay. 2320 01:57:54,890 --> 01:57:56,800 [somber music playing] 2321 01:57:57,980 --> 01:57:59,160 Hey, Dwayne. 2322 01:57:59,360 --> 01:58:00,690 Could you take these to the kitchen for me? 2323 01:58:00,890 --> 01:58:02,340 Thank you so much. 2324 01:58:02,540 --> 01:58:05,080 [soft, indistinct chatter] 2325 01:58:05,280 --> 01:58:06,780 [Simone] She'll give it back. Right, Ryan? 2326 01:58:06,980 --> 01:58:08,260 - That's nice. - [Ryan] Thank you. 2327 01:58:08,460 --> 01:58:11,570 Hey. How's it going? Ooh, wait, I have cupcakes. 2328 01:58:11,770 --> 01:58:13,920 - Need any help? - No, no, no. I'm all good. Thank you. 2329 01:58:14,120 --> 01:58:14,870 Actually, we broke up 2330 01:58:15,070 --> 01:58:16,090 - a few months ago. - Yeah... 2331 01:58:16,290 --> 01:58:17,400 - [Allison] Hey, Mama. - Yes? 2332 01:58:17,600 --> 01:58:20,100 Could you go pass these around over there? 2333 01:58:20,300 --> 01:58:21,230 I think they would like some. 2334 01:58:21,430 --> 01:58:22,490 - Sure. - Thank you. 2335 01:58:22,690 --> 01:58:24,740 - Ooh, they smell so good. - They are good. 2336 01:58:45,810 --> 01:58:47,810 [somber music continues] 2337 01:59:01,910 --> 01:59:02,830 [switch clicks] 2338 01:59:38,730 --> 01:59:40,350 [Daniel] Dear Allison. 2339 01:59:40,550 --> 01:59:43,880 Down here in 1:87 scale, 2340 01:59:44,080 --> 01:59:45,520 the lovers always kiss, 2341 01:59:46,390 --> 01:59:49,010 the neighbors are always kind, 2342 01:59:49,210 --> 01:59:52,060 and the trains always take you to the far-off places 2343 01:59:52,260 --> 01:59:54,400 you always swore you'd go. 2344 01:59:56,100 --> 01:59:58,150 In life, of course, 2345 01:59:58,350 --> 02:00:00,490 nothing is nearly as neat and tidy. 2346 02:00:02,230 --> 02:00:05,370 Everything I own has been left to Nathan and Ryan. 2347 02:00:06,370 --> 02:00:08,120 Nathan has agreed to move home 2348 02:00:08,320 --> 02:00:10,980 and be her guardian until she's off to college. 2349 02:00:12,110 --> 02:00:13,240 He'll need help. 2350 02:00:14,250 --> 02:00:16,820 Please help him, Allie. 2351 02:00:17,020 --> 02:00:20,260 Molly always said Nathan was the best version of himself 2352 02:00:20,460 --> 02:00:21,510 when he was with you. 2353 02:00:22,730 --> 02:00:24,310 Who knows, 2354 02:00:24,510 --> 02:00:28,880 maybe you can even get her into Stanford. [chuckles] 2355 02:00:29,080 --> 02:00:30,910 When we first met in that diner, 2356 02:00:31,780 --> 02:00:34,490 you asked what my tattoo meant. 2357 02:00:34,690 --> 02:00:37,450 - Amor fati is Latin. - [typewriter clacking] 2358 02:00:37,650 --> 02:00:39,710 It means "to love one's fate." 2359 02:00:40,920 --> 02:00:44,110 Neither of us chose this fate, Allie. 2360 02:00:44,310 --> 02:00:47,770 But perhaps we can find a way to love it. 2361 02:00:47,970 --> 02:00:51,860 Fate has given me one final year with my son. 2362 02:00:52,060 --> 02:00:54,990 He looks at me differently these days. 2363 02:00:55,190 --> 02:00:58,080 Once in a while I even catch him smiling at me 2364 02:00:58,280 --> 02:01:01,510 with a look that might just even be love. 2365 02:01:02,860 --> 02:01:04,900 Amor fati, Allison. 2366 02:01:06,080 --> 02:01:07,430 Until we meet again, 2367 02:01:08,820 --> 02:01:09,820 Daniel. 2368 02:01:13,350 --> 02:01:14,350 [Ryan] Allie? 2369 02:01:14,960 --> 02:01:16,190 Yeah? 2370 02:01:16,390 --> 02:01:17,350 What are you doing? 2371 02:01:18,790 --> 02:01:19,800 Come on upstairs. 2372 02:01:20,000 --> 02:01:20,830 [Allison] Yeah, okay. 2373 02:01:29,320 --> 02:01:32,450 ["Deep In Love" playing] 2374 02:01:36,460 --> 02:01:37,460 [switch clicks] 2375 02:01:46,470 --> 02:01:51,470 ♪ Down in the valley the first of May ♪ 2376 02:01:52,650 --> 02:01:54,960 [door creaks] 2377 02:01:55,160 --> 02:02:00,660 ♪ Gatherin' flowers both fresh and gay ♪ 2378 02:02:03,750 --> 02:02:10,630 ♪ Gatherin' flowers both red and blue ♪ 2379 02:02:10,830 --> 02:02:12,760 ♪ How little thought of what... ♪ 2380 02:02:12,960 --> 02:02:15,590 [Allison breathes deeply] 2381 02:02:15,790 --> 02:02:18,020 ♪ ...what love could you do ♪ 2382 02:02:19,460 --> 02:02:23,720 ♪ Don't you♪ 2383 02:02:27,340 --> 02:02:31,510 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2384 02:02:36,820 --> 02:02:40,350 ♪ Don't you♪ 2385 02:02:44,660 --> 02:02:48,310 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2386 02:02:55,710 --> 02:03:01,190 ♪ I put my hand in into the bush ♪ 2387 02:03:04,680 --> 02:03:08,680 ♪ Finding the sweetest sweetest rose ♪ 2388 02:03:13,030 --> 02:03:18,950 ♪ I pricked my finger deep to the line ♪ 2389 02:03:20,080 --> 02:03:24,270 ♪ And left the sweetest rose♪ 2390 02:03:24,470 --> 02:03:28,580 ♪ Sweetest rose behind ♪ 2391 02:03:28,780 --> 02:03:32,180 ♪ Don't you ♪ 2392 02:03:36,530 --> 02:03:40,280 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2393 02:03:45,850 --> 02:03:49,770 ♪ Don't you ♪ 2394 02:03:53,680 --> 02:03:58,080 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2395 02:04:37,380 --> 02:04:41,990 ♪ Don't you ♪ 2396 02:04:45,080 --> 02:04:49,000 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2397 02:04:54,530 --> 02:04:59,440 ♪ Don't you ♪ 2398 02:05:02,580 --> 02:05:06,540 ♪ Break my heart ♪ 2399 02:05:13,280 --> 02:05:18,730 ♪ Thousands and thousands all on this Earth ♪ 2400 02:05:18,930 --> 02:05:20,820 [song ends] 2401 02:05:21,020 --> 02:05:22,730 ["On My Mind" playing] 2402 02:05:32,080 --> 02:05:35,530 ♪ Honey you've been on my mind ♪ 2403 02:05:35,730 --> 02:05:39,010 ♪ Like Christmas and birthdays when I was five ♪ 2404 02:05:39,210 --> 02:05:41,190 ♪ Like the ticking clock for racers ♪ 2405 02:05:41,390 --> 02:05:43,320 ♪ And those in the prison line ♪ 2406 02:05:43,520 --> 02:05:47,020 ♪ Like Everest for Mallory and how drinkers know their wine ♪ 2407 02:05:47,220 --> 02:05:50,720 ♪ And the birds and the bees when you hit nine ♪ 2408 02:05:50,920 --> 02:05:54,860 ♪ And pearls for those girls 2409 02:05:55,060 --> 02:05:58,510 ♪ Who always have their hair in pretty curls ♪ 2410 02:05:58,710 --> 02:06:00,690 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2411 02:06:00,890 --> 02:06:02,860 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2412 02:06:03,060 --> 02:06:05,080 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2413 02:06:05,280 --> 02:06:07,740 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2414 02:06:07,940 --> 02:06:11,260 ♪ Honey you've been in my head ♪ 2415 02:06:11,460 --> 02:06:15,220 ♪ Like homework on Sunday when I've been laughing instead ♪ 2416 02:06:15,420 --> 02:06:19,100 ♪ Like cigarettes for the cool kids behind the garden shed ♪ 2417 02:06:19,300 --> 02:06:23,750 ♪ And love for the lovers and the elephant by my bed ♪ 2418 02:06:23,950 --> 02:06:27,800 ♪ And pearls for those girls ♪ 2419 02:06:28,000 --> 02:06:31,760 ♪ Who always have their hair in pretty curls ♪ 2420 02:06:31,960 --> 02:06:35,850 ♪ And football for English boys ♪ 2421 02:06:36,050 --> 02:06:39,600 ♪ Who always have the newest toys ♪ 2422 02:06:39,800 --> 02:06:41,820 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2423 02:06:42,020 --> 02:06:43,950 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2424 02:06:44,150 --> 02:06:46,210 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2425 02:06:46,410 --> 02:06:48,430 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2426 02:06:48,630 --> 02:06:50,030 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2427 02:06:56,730 --> 02:07:03,480 ♪ So don't you go away too long ♪ 2428 02:07:04,920 --> 02:07:11,450 ♪ Oh don't you go away too long ♪ 2429 02:07:11,650 --> 02:07:18,450 ♪ Oh don't you go away too long ♪ 2430 02:07:19,280 --> 02:07:23,380 ♪ Oh don't you go♪ 2431 02:07:23,580 --> 02:07:27,340 ♪ Away too long ♪ 2432 02:07:27,540 --> 02:07:29,730 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2433 02:07:29,930 --> 02:07:31,640 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2434 02:07:32,550 --> 02:07:34,830 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2435 02:07:35,020 --> 02:07:37,480 ♪ You're on my mind ♪ 2436 02:07:37,680 --> 02:07:38,650 [song ends] 171914