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♪ Young woman Share your fire with me ♪

♪ My heart is cold My soul is free ♪

♪ I am a stranger In your land ♪

♪ A wandering man Call me "sand" ♪

♪ Oh, sir My fire is very small ♪

♪ It will not warm Thy heart at all ♪

Hannah?

Hi, Carol. We need a place to stay.

And I need you to not ask any questions.

Not now.

All right then.

Welcome to Arizona.

Can I say something?

Is it about my mother?

I'm sorry. She's just not how I pictured her.

Do you want to shower first or should I?

- I'll go first. - Okay.

What the fuck? You said it was tonight.

Listen to me.

I don't like all these changes, okay?

Tomorrow then.

Okay. 9:30.

Look, I gotta go. Okay.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Hey. I-I didn't know you were here.

Yeah. I just, uh, had to grab some stuff, uh...

Everything okay?

Larry and I were gonna reach out, um...

Yeah, just... It's fine.

- I'm fine, honestly. - Okay. We'll see you around?

Uh, yeah. Uh...

Do me a favor, just keep this between us.

Keep what between us?

You know, just... You didn't see me, okay?

Uh, sure.

Thanks.

Yeah.

- It's like a banshee on crack. - Yeah.

How often does that happen?

Often enough.

And, for a while, I hated it.

I mean, the whole reason I came out here was for the quiet.

But now it's just part of the rhythm.

Oh.

- No. No, thanks. - Suit yourself.

May I sit?

It's your porch.

Never thought I'd get you out here.

I needed some place I had no discernible connection to.

Ah.

You expecting company?

I'd rather not get into it.

Well, this has been a nice catch-up.

Uh...

This is full of pennies.

If the coyotes get too bold, you just give it a shake.

He might be coming, I...

I don't know.

I just don't want you to be surprised.

You're sitting on my porch.

Your daughter's sleeping in my house.

About the only thing that could surprise me now

is if your father came back from the dead and joined us for breakfast.

God forbid.

Don't wait up all night.

You followed the locket.

I gave it to you just in case.

In case things got out of hand?

I'm sure this has all been...

pretty upsetting.

Yeah...

you could say that.

Hannah...

I'm sorry... I...

I need a minute.

It's just... It's late. We need to sleep.

Let's go inside.

- Is Bailey... - Sleeping.

I... I wasn't sure, so I didn't tell her about the locket.

I got it.

So this is your mother's house?

Yeah.

She's got the same taste as you.

Seriously?

'Cause you're welcome to go right back to where you came from.

Sorry.

I really am sorry, you know?

Let me get you a blanket.

She's got a lot of questions.

- Hey. - Morning.

You didn't sleep?

A little.

What?

What is it?

You must be Carol?

Must be.

I've heard a lot about you.

Only good things I hope.

I'm fucking with you.

I know exactly what you've heard.

Can you grab me some beans out of that front canister?

Uh... Maybe the back one.

Bails.

What? What? What?

What is that?

I set up motion sensors on the road in.

Thank the Lord.

I've been hollering at those guys

to come out here for over a month.

It seems that the desert electrical grid

is just not sophisticated enough for my new coffee grinder.

So that's scheduled maintenance?

Well, after a dozen angry phone calls, yeah,

I guess you could call it scheduled.

Where is he?

The last five years, I've been laying low.

I was nervous about the deal you made with Nicholas,

but you were okay, didn't wanna interfere.

Then a little over a year ago, things changed.

Nicholas's first heart attack.

So this is when you reached out to Grady?

- Yeah. Did he... - You were trying to build a case

that would take down the Campanos.

They own a shipping company

moving drugs for a narcotics syndicate.

I just got the documents that prove it.

By breaking into Grandpa's office.

Grandpa?

He was her grandfather.

Nice to see you two getting along.

You were right. She's the best.

And she's been here.

So you got the documents, and now you need...

We need to prove that Frank and Teddy

are knowingly shipping contraband.

Now, Grady says he's got an informant to help us with that.

- And you trust him? - Yes.

Grady was pretty off, Owen.

He took a swing at someone.

I trust him. And this should happen soon.

I'm heading to Austin so that when Grady's got what he needs,

we can take our case to the Feds and...

You're leaving again?

Not like before.

If this thing works,

it would mean we could be together.

All of us.

Motherfucker.

See what I mean?

Well, how long does this normally take...

Oh, couple hours, give or take.

I'll go give those gearheads a piece of my mind,

see if I can't get them to put their back into it.

Have we had any new visitors?

I don't think so.

There's only one road in or out, so...

- Where's Bailey? - She asked for some space.

Knock, knock.

Is it just me,

or does Carol's fancy coffee taste like soap?

It is not just you.

I was worried I was having a psychophysiological response.

Why did she leave you?

I... I th...

I think my dad slept with another woman

at a photography conference and she didn't wanna lose him.

So she just followed him around?

Carol doesn't seem that...

Weak?

I was gonna say romantic.

I guess it's hard to know who someone really is until they're tested.

You okay?

Oh, it's... It's just a lot.

I mean, I've been really angry. And...

...then I saw him. When I...

When I actually saw him right in front of me, I just...

I felt so relieved.

But now I'm...

I don't know. I...

He wants to protect us, but this plan seems crazy.

And why come here?

I mean...

...isn't it safest for us to stay away from him?

You heard what Quinn said.

No one knows he's here.

We have a lot to figure out.

We should probably do it together.

That would be a first for him.

Maybe get some air.

In the desert?

Okay.

Hannah.

Hannah.

- Hey. - Huh, pretty good.

Would be if you stopped coming in here and let me finish it.

How you doing?

I told you, I'm fine.

I didn't even know him, I'm not gonna miss him,

why should I care?

'Cause he was your father.

I said I didn't wanna see her.

- Listen. Hannah. Hannah. - No. I'm out of here.

- I'm taking the truck. - Just...

- I'll be back when she's gone. - Hannah.

Your father was an asshole, okay?

- But now that he's gone... - What?

You don't have to follow him around anymore

so you thought you'd come play house?

He wanted you to have this, and so do I.

I wanna tell you about her.

I wanna tell you the whole story

if you have some time.

I had some time when I was five.

And seven and ten.

- Honey... - No! Get... Get out!

Get out and take your fucking portrait with you!

Go!

What? What did you expect?

You're right. She...

doesn't deserve to be forgiven.

But...

...people make mistakes, Hannah.

Abandoning your child?

Yeah, pretty big mistake.

It is.

It would take a pretty big person to forgive it.

Who is this? What do you want?

Uh... It's-It's me.

Bailey? Sorry.

Someone keeps calling me from a blocked number.

You know how I get about these things.

Yeah, I do.

It's one of your more endearing qualities.

Glad to hear I'm still endearing.

I know I didn't do great with your mom the other night.

No, you did. I've been... We had to...

It's a long story.

...is everything okay?

Yeah. I-I just wanted to let you know that I miss you.

Okay. I miss you too, but now I'm worried.

I can't really talk about it.

Okay, this is getting super weird.

I know. I'm sorry. Um... I have to go.

- What is it? - We picked up a call to the boyfriend's phone.

The girl's burner most likely.

- Did you get a number? - We're trying to nail it down.

Let's do more than try, how about?

Everything good for tonight?

- Yes, sir. - Don't "yes, sir" me.

This is a huge deal.

I want you on it like a bunny on a SoCo Snow Globe.

Do you understand me?

Yes. Yes, I do.

Yeah, thank you.

Well, that was productive.

Used to be men listened when I talked to them, or at least they pretended to.

Course they were all trying to get me into bed, so...

How much longer?

I mean, you're welcome to have a go at it,

you might have better luck than I did.

I'm opening windows.

Probably not a good idea.

They'll be keeping tabs on everyone you know.

Yeah, it's a burner.

Sure, but if they connect you to the number,

they can track it just like any other phone.

I was gonna check in with Charlie.

He said Bailey and I should go to Austin.

The Campanos have eyes all over there.

I know. You're going.

I have to, you don't.

Okay. Well, we can't stay here.

- I get it. I get it. - I cannot stay here.

Grady's meeting his informant and then...

And then you could have a case that might bring down a crime family

that's avoided prosecution for decades.

- Hannah... - I'm just saying

this isn't exactly a layup, Owen.

And relying on Grady, I don't think you understand.

He's one of the most loyal people I know.

I know it's hard to trust me,

but I've spent the last year thinking through the options.

This is our best shot.

Well, I'm glad you're convinced.

About fucking time.

It's going down at 8:00.

Frank Campano is confirmed?

Teddy. Couldn't get his old man.

And Tomas Perec for the syndicate.

Look, meet me at Canal and Brea at 7:00. I'll get you wired up.

I'll get you wired up.

I'll be with Perec at that point.

Have to be 6:00.

Okay, whatever.

What we need is a verbal from Teddy Campano

that Rafina Imports is a willing partner

in the movement of syndicate product.

- Okay? - I think that will be clear.

We good?

What, you got a fucking dinner party?

No, I just prefer not to be seen with you in public

- if I can help it. - Hey, don't fuck with me, okay?

I'm your only way out of this.

Just get me what I need tonight.

♪ Helplessly hoping ♪

♪ Her harlequin hovers nearby ♪

What did he do to her?

It's a long story.

Is it?

He lied.

And he left.

Yeah, I can't imagine that played well with her.

It's complicated.

Yeah, it always is when you sit in someone else's reality.

♪ Wordlessly watching ♪

♪ He waits by the window And wonders ♪

We should have an answer tonight.

Hannah.

How could you not have told me?

- About the plan? - No, before. In the beginning.

- In New York. In Sausalito. - I... I wanted to.

Just before we got married.

I didn't think it was fair not to tell you. But...

It would have been putting you at risk.

Shouldn't that have been my choice?

The less you knew, the safer you'd be if they ever came after me.

And I... And I... I never thought you'd go to Austin.

You left me a two-word note.

You didn't think I would try to

- do something to find you? - I didn't have time to think.

I needed to keep my face off the news

until things at The Shop blew over,

and then I was coming back.

- I thought I was coming back. - If you'd just told me...

I was trying to keep you safe.

How'd that work out?

But...

If you thought it was too risky to tell me the truth,

why did you marry me in the first place?

I thought about that, but I couldn't leave you.

The walls radiate heat.

It's bad for the emulsion.

That's your main concern right now?

Well, I like a good steam, but my prints don't.

So yeah, that's my main concern right now.

Just 'cause you don't appreciate the work, doesn't mean it's not art.

I didn't say I don't appreciate it.

Good. Then you can help me with the rest of them.

Can I join you?

Yeah.

Yeah, that house is a hellhole.

Because it's hot or because it's Carol's?

I-I kind of like her.

Some things are hard to forgive.

Like abandoning a child?

You know...

I was outside the stadium the day you graduated high school.

Really?

Listening to that... that song you sang at the end of the ceremony...

I was so proud.

And then... ...I knew I had to go,

but... ...my feet wouldn't move.

It was like I was stuck in cement.

I never abandoned you, Bails.

I've been with you since the day you were born,

and I'll always be here one way or another.

Eleanor.

My favorite.

I remember.

What do you think? As an artist.

Um, maybe if I saw it in a gallery

and didn't know my father took it.

Yeah, he didn't.

You took this?

I was the better photographer.

He had the technical skills, sure,

but I had the eye.

And sometimes, with the right person...

I could get this.

It was really the only way that I could connect with someone.

So you've been spending time in Austin?

Christmases and, uh,

Grandpa's birthday.

Charlie took me around UT last summer.

I know what Grandpa... what Nicholas did.

So I get why you wanted to take me away from him.

But, I mean, why couldn't you tell me Mom's name,

or... or show me a photo?

It was safer that way.

There are worse things than not being safe.

Not when it comes to your child.

Did you forget, like-like, with my name?

Did you sometimes forget and call me Kristin?

At first, yeah.

But... Bailey fit.

Maybe even better.

It was your mom's first choice.

She thought it was original, specific, like you.

I thought it sounded like a last name. I vetoed it.

But she was right.

She was always right.

You coulda told me that story when all the first graders were making fun of my name.

I did.

I told you a version of it.

I guess something was missing.

So these are all...

- Mine. - ...yours.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

I've been selling his for years.

But, um, I can't sell these.

They're a part of me.

The world was not built for a woman to have it all back when you were born.

I made a choice.

I wanted to choose you.

But I was so young, and I had all these big dreams,

so I went back out to join your dad.

And in the time that I had been home,

he'd made a name for himself.

My prints, under his name, were worth more.

And when your art starts to get noticed...

even if it's under someone else's name...

I'm sorry.

I wish that made it better.

Hannah.

What happened?

Nothing.

It's just a lot being here.

Yeah.

Did you and your dad talk?

Kind of. It's hard.

Do you wanna tell me about it?

Maybe not right now.

Took us a minute, but we got the number.

Her location?

Traced it to Arizona.

Outside Kingman.

You want us to go?

I'm not paying you to sit on your ass.

Copy that.

Can I give you a hand?

Ugh. Avoiding everyone?

Just my dad for now.

Oh, I know that move.

I was thinking that we could hang this to shade the house.

Hannah seems like a good mom.

She's the best.

Well, I bet you didn't always think that.

I mean, she can be a little tough, right?

She's a responsible person.

If that's what you mean.

What I mean is sometimes

you have to make the best choice for your kid

even though you know they'll hate you for it.

I could never stomach that part of the job.

Good thing you didn't stick around then.

Yeah. Me and your dad have that in common.

All due respect,

you have nothing in common with my father.

Also, your coffee tastes like soap.

You are gonna be fine. Just fine, kid.

Think you have enough onions there?

Hey, smart ass. You wanna help?

What's our plan?

Honestly, I was just thinking if we could sit down

and share a meal like a normal family,

maybe we could figure it out after.

A normal family?

Unless you have a better idea.

No, a meal sounds good.

And, uh, for what it's worth, in terms of a plan,

I'll do whatever you think is best.

Bails, I saw you with a notebook.

What are you writing?

Oh, it's not that interesting, really.

Oh, that can't be true.

It's a play.

- About a dysfunctional family. - Mmm.

- What would she know about that? - Hey, come on.

Oh, says the man whose idea of romancing his wife

is showing up unannounced

at her estranged mother's house.

Okay. That's enough.

Mmm.

The pasta is delicious.

Oh, if you're gonna lie, can you just do it better?

It'd make me feel less silly.

I thought you said that was enough?

And I thought you removed yourself from my life 40 years ago.

Should we just go to a motel or something, before y'all melt?

- There are none. - Too risky.

How are you feeling about us going with you to Austin?

I just don't think it's a good idea.

Well, you don't really have a say in it,

'cause they have their own damn car.

- Carol. - She's not wrong.

I can't focus on what has to be done

unless you're out of harm's way.

- What the fuck? - Shit. The heat.

Ceiling...

- Owen? - Where is he going?

Oh. I guess he's gonna go have a word with them.

- Man to man. - Will that do any good?

No, probably not.

But it's the thought that counts.

- Oh. Wow. - Thank God.

Fucking men.

Let's go, baba.

I'm sorry, Mr. Perec. It'll be a few more minutes.

That's okay. I'm fine.

Uh, sorry, I just, um...

I-I didn't mean to...

Oh, no, no. I'm good.

I just want a place to sit and write.

Well, this is a good one.

Who are the...

Well, this is me and my mom.

- And this is... - Oh. That's you and Hannah.

Yeah.

Your mom must've loved that photo.

Uh, my mom had a bad heart.

She died when I was six.

I'm sorry.

Yeah. Me too.

Some folks say it's hard growing up without a mother,

but, I don't know,

I learned stuff.

Grew up fast.

I knew who I was, what I wanted, what I didn't.

Course, I had some blind spots.

My mom died when I was young too.

Too young for me to really remember her.

It's been bugging me a lot lately.

I wish I knew who she was.

That's the hard part.

Can I ask you something?

How did Hannah know what to do?

She certainly didn't have a role model.

So how did she know

how to be there for you?

Uh... She really didn't.

Not at first.

She was really pretty annoying.

But...

...she kept trying.

Yeah.

I know you want things to go back the way they were.

And part of me wants it too,

but we cannot pretend like nothing happened.

I'm not trying to, okay?

Being without you was like I wasn't even alive.

Well, I was.

And I was lonely and I was scared,

and more than that, I was worried about Bailey.

I had to carry that on my own.

I know. I feel terrible.

I wanna fix it.

With both of you.

You should start with her.

I'm Frank's number two.

He sends his apologies, but I assure you I speak for him.

And I speak for myself. Let's get to it, shall we?

We agreed to a 14-day turnaround.

We did.

But respectfully, this was more volume than we agreed to.

My colleagues in Hong Kong are not accustomed to granting extensions.

We're not schoolteachers, Mr. Campano.

Be of no use to me if you were.

Mr. Perec, Tomas...

...we're expanding our operation

to accommodate you in the future.

We'll be able to move three times the volume in a 14-day period.

Of course, we don't expect you to go granting extensions for free.

We're prepared to waive our fee on this shipment

and to turn it around in only an additional seven days.

I'll take that to my colleagues for consideration.

Any plans while you're in Houston?

I was thinking about visiting the waterfront.

That's a good choice.

I never liked the desert...

even the hills.

They remind me of Texas.

That whole time...

it's painful.

I... I tried to... to bury it...

to protect you.

To protect myself too, I guess.

I was wrong.

I'm sorry.

Thanks.

When I was in college, um,

we went to Joshua Tree one year,

just a few friends.

And before that, I-I kinda felt the way you do.

Mmm.

But then I was out there one night and I...

It just hit me that

in the subtraction of everything...

...you could just be.

Were there...

drugs involved?

No.

No. No.

Good.

Not that time, at least.

I'll just pretend I never heard that.

You've put me in a shitty situation here,

Agent Bradford.

I think you did that to yourself.

Why'd you get involved?

This isn't the US Marshal's purview.

You're working with him.

You're working with Ethan Young.

Or Owen Michaels.

Or whatever the fuck he goes by these days.

Where is he, Agent Bradford?

Where is he?

I appreciate your loyalty.

I really do. But let me be clear.

If you wanna walk out of here on your own,

you're gonna tell me where he is.

I do that.

I'm exacting. Just like that.

- I'd imagine you'd have to be. - Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Look, I'm in no position to be giving advice.

No shit.

What I was gonna say is that there are regrets in life.

That's inevitable.

But there's the kind you can live with,

and the kind that you really can't.

Which kind am I?

I think you know the answer to that, darling.

What I know

is that I spent almost every day of my childhood

watching the door for you.

Waiting for you to come back even...

even though I knew you never would.

And...

...I would...

I would like to be the kind of person

who could get over that.

I-I really would.

But I don't... I don't know if I can.

Well,

it's awful big of you to try.

And I'll be here.

Waiting.

Just in case you change your mind.

There's someone inside the outer perimeter.

Did you use that phone?

No, I haven't touched it.

- Isn't it a burner? - It doesn't matter.

Why?

Um, I called Shep yesterday.

- Shep? - Um, my boyfriend.

I-I didn't mean to... I thought if it was a burner...

I-I didn't say where we were.

We have to go. Now.

Okay, where are we going?

We have five, maybe ten minutes.

- Then we need a plan. - I told you,

if I don't know you're safe, I can't do what I...

No. No, this isn't about you. This is about all of us.

You don't get to make these decisions on your own. Not anymore.

No more cryptic notes and bags of cash,

no more "I've got this handled," because you know what?

You don't got it handled.

- Hannah, please. - No. I can't speak for Bailey,

but if you want any kind of relationship with me going forward,

we are gonna do this together.

All of us.

What Hannah said.

Okay, fine. Let's go. But we gotta take both cars.

Dad.

I think we should take both cars...

Okay, fine. See? We're not unreasonable.

Oh, wait. What about Carol?

Don't worry about me. I'll be okay by myself.

Bailey, get your stuff.

- And grab the burner. - Burner. Yeah.

Give me the burner.

You're sure it's the burner they're tracking?

Yeah.

Okay.

What the hell?

It's gonna be okay.

Yeah. Yeah, we have them.