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FOURTH OF JULY

"What you feel for your family
it's complicated".

-the old
from "My Poor Little Angel"

I know, Mom.
I'm sorry.

You are not right.

You're right.

It's very frustrating.

no she shouldn't
talk to you like that

Good.

No, I know.
I already know how he is.

Good.

I?
Yes I'm fine.

Well, the other night, I...

Good.

No, yeah, that makes sense.

Already. Bye bye.
See you soon.

Damn!

Damn!

Hello?

Again he gave me what I thought
that I ran over a guy.

Did you run over a guy?

No.

I say, I don't know.

I felt like yes.
And I saw it.

You saw it?

No. I heard a noise
and I felt something.

I saw it in my mind
As clear as water.

have you had this thought
spam four times

since we started meeting.

What are the odds

that you have run over
four people with your car

that later they escaped
and hid from you?

What are the odds
in real life

what happened to you
four times?

Don't know,
but maybe this time.

I mean...

It could happen, and people
he runs over others with his car.

And I was on the phone
and I know it's bad.

I should not do it.

Who were you talking to?

My mother.

What did your mom say?

I do not want to talk about that.

Then we should talk.

How about we solve
the other problems

and ignore my mother?

Clear. Or we could talk
of your mother.

and then the other things
they would sort themselves out.

Damn.

How bad are you.

-You are the worst therapist.
-Probably yes.

I'm suffering.

Maybe it's not enough.

Why do you say that?
What does it mean?

If you felt more pain,
if it were enough,

would you look for a solution
really.

This is how some see it.

-But I `m here.
-Naps.

I am looking for a solution.
I come here to talk to you.

-Our time is over.
-Good.

Happens.

I'm sorry to tell you this,
but I don't see anything here.

Shit.
You're sure?

Yes look.

Is the problem on the side
left of your face?

Yes, over here.

-That's here.
-Clear.

And it looks great.

- I already examined you.
-But what is this?

This right here?
You see it?

That?

It's your jaw.

And it looks great.
It looks fantastic.

maybe you have to do
x-rays

from a different angle,
because I think --

jeff we made you
two x-rays

in almost three weeks.

It would almost be negligence.1

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FOURTH OF JULY

"What you feel for your family
it's complicated".

-the old
from "My Poor Little Angel"

I know, Mom.
I'm sorry.

You are not right.

You're right.

It's very frustrating.

no she shouldn't
talk to you like that

Good.

No, I know.
I already know how he is.

Good.

I?
Yes I'm fine.

Well, the other night, I...

Good.

No, yeah, that makes sense.

Already. Bye bye.
See you soon.

Damn!

Damn!

Hello?

Again he gave me what I thought
that I ran over a guy.

Did you run over a guy?

No.

I say, I don't know.

I felt like yes.
And I saw it.

You saw it?

No. I heard a noise
and I felt something.

I saw it in my mind
As clear as water.

have you had this thought
spam four times

since we started meeting.

What are the odds

that you have run over
four people with your car

that later they escaped
and hid from you?

What are the odds
in real life

what happened to you
four times?

Don't know,
but maybe this time.

I mean...

It could happen, and people
he runs over others with his car.

And I was on the phone
and I know it's bad.

I should not do it.

Who were you talking to?

My mother.

What did your mom say?

I do not want to talk about that.

Then we should talk.

How about we solve
the other problems

and ignore my mother?

Clear. Or we could talk
of your mother.

and then the other things
they would sort themselves out.

Damn.

How bad are you.

-You are the worst therapist.
-Probably yes.

I'm suffering.

Maybe it's not enough.

Why do you say that?
What does it mean?

If you felt more pain,
if it were enough,

would you look for a solution
really.

This is how some see it.

-But I `m here.
-Naps.

I am looking for a solution.
I come here to talk to you.

-Our time is over.
-Good.

Happens.

I'm sorry to tell you this,
but I don't see anything here.

Shit.
You're sure?

Yes look.

Is the problem on the side
left of your face?

Yes, over here.

-That's here.
-Clear.

And it looks great.

- I already examined you.
-But what is this?

This right here?
You see it?

That?

It's your jaw.

And it looks great.
It looks fantastic.

maybe you have to do
x-rays

from a different angle,
because I think --

jeff we made you
two x-rays

in almost three weeks.

It would almost be negligence.

How about an MRI?

MRI?

Yes, it's a very strange feeling
all over this side, and...

It hurts?

No, it doesn't hurt.

It's frightening.

And I know something is wrong.

Do you want something to be wrong?

-Bill.
-Invisible Man.

I know.
I'm sorry.

Alright.

I do not have much time.

Shit.
Very sorry.

It's just -- I'm never late.

-Hey, you're here.
-Good.

Are you going to eat?

-No, just coffee.
-Do you mind if I eat?

-Because I'm starving.
-No. Alright.

Sorry.

I'll order eggs.

Lots of scrambled eggs.

Like four, cheddar cheese
and white toast.

-Understood.
-Lots of eggs.

-Understood.
-Yeah. Thank you.

Very sorry.
Isn't it weird if I eat?

-Just eat.
-Good.

But you are not going to eat.

How's it going?
I have not heard from you.

I'm fine.
And you what about?

Wife. Teenage son.
Yankees.

Did you go to your session today?

Yes, I went to the one on Third.

I know her.
Good session.

Yeah.
They are a good group.

There is one type
that despairs me

He always says, "Definitely.
I'm an alcoholic",

as if we were not alcoholics.

It really drives me crazy.

In my home group there was a guy

that said: "I'm Martin,
the alcoholic".

Clear.
He is like a superhero.

Yes. But that's
what should be said.

They say it so they can hear it
themselves.

Clear.
Makes sense.

Then good?

-In that aspect?
-Yeah.

are they going to be
two years and a half?

Yeah.
Three in November.

-Don't fuck.
-Yeah.

-Motherfucker.
-Yeah.

-It feels good.
-Well done.

-I'm proud of you.
Thanks, Bill.

He wouldn't have done it without you
so...

Maybe. I found you someone
who to sponsor

for now i believe
that would be too much.

Are you ready.

It's not about being ready.

It's just that today was too much.

-He's a drummer.
-He is a drummer. What fun.

He is a drummer
you too.

You are my drummer.
You're a drunk, so is he.

we'll see it tonight
after the bolus

I feel like he's too much now.

Will we do it, yes or yes?

No, yes we will.
We will do it.

I think I'm a little dazed
now.

I'm busy.

and sponsor someone
it would be a bit...

I have a wife younger than me.

I have a teenage son.

I have two adult children
three cats

and sponsored six people.

Not including you.

-You understand?
-Yeah.

You're late.

I have not heard from you.
You are unstable.

Look at me.

or you move on
and you climb another step,

or you fall backwards
by the stairs.

No, that makes sense.

Hey, I know that's enough.

Sponsoring is not easy.

In fact, it's a nuisance.

-I know.
-Like now.

-Sorry I'm late.
-Don't worry.

They are not eggs.
We have to fix it.

-No. Alright. Alright.
-Sure?

Looks great.
This is better.

I have to go, boy.

I'll see you tonight.

Good.

Thanks Bill.

Just take the next step.

-Already. Perfect.
-And call me less than ever.

I'll do that. Thank you.

I better take it.
Alright?

You can see it well,
but something came up.

Thank you.

I know what I'll order. You bring me
four scrambled eggs

soft, scrambled,
with cheddar cheese,

And white toast, please.

Thank you.

When are we going to Maine?

We will stay
two whole weeks?

Because, I mean...
it is enough time.

I know.
I'm sorry. They are brutal.

Well, I don't know what they think of me.

And your mom never leaves
to help her in the kitchen.

and your aunts think
I never want to help.

And then there's Kevin.

I know. That's how it is.
Kevin is the worst.

He is like...

He is a tyrant.
I'm sorry.

But I do not know.

Maybe we shouldn't go.
fuck it

Let's not go this year.
We'll skip it.

Let's just go for a week.

I say we don't go
not at all.

We are not going.
fuck it

Jeff, we have to go.
Is your family.

It's every 4th of July.

I know.
We will go.

We'll go.
We will go for a week.

we will sleep
in the tiny room.

we will have sex
in the tiny bed.

We'll take care of Kevin
when we arrive.

It doesn't matter.
He'll be fine.

I hate myself.
My father hates me.

My mother hates you.
She will be great.

Does your mom hate me?

How are you?

-It was good, wasn't it?
-Yeah.

It's good to hear them talk
of things.

Completely. It's crucial.
How do you feel?

-Right now I feel good.
-Well great.

I worry about tomorrow
when you leave.

Clear.
See you.

how am i supposed to do this
forever?

You do not have
to do it forever.

Just hold out until tomorrow.

You can't do 10 years
in a day.

My friend was given 10 years
in a minute.

He is still serving his sentence
at Rikers.

See, that reminds you
it could be worse.

It was a joke.
He was joking.

well i'm just saying

show gratitude
in your attitude

When will I get to that point?

I have been sober
like three years.

No, I mean being able to talk
with cheesy phrases.

Be nice.

Very good.
Thanks Bill.

Hey.

I don't know you.
We just met today.

I mean, they are a bit silly.

They are very corny
I admit it,

but there is much wisdom
in those sentences.

So until we have
a connection,

I'll say that nonsense

but they have a lot of wisdom.

I just want to help you.
It is useful to help you.

-Makes sense?
-Yeah. I'm sorry.

-No.
-I understand.

Alright.

Thank you.

Yes you're welcome.
Thank you.

How do you do this?
What do we do?

TRUE. we will exchange
our contact details.

I'll give you my number and all that.

And call me when you have
want to drink

What, are we going to drink together?

It's a joke? No.
I am your godfather.

If you feel like drinking
call me and I will help you.

-Good. Oh my God.
-Yeah?

Very good, yes.

I like you.
Do you want a ride or...?

-Yeah. Do you drive?
-Yeah. I have car.

-I agree.
-Come on.

-Come on, friend.
-And all this?

We are the last to go.

Take what you want.
Oh really.

To hell with the banana.

-I love you.
-I love you too.

I can't believe you live here.
-That's how it is.

And you're in bed with me.

Yeah.

And will we make love?

Yeah.

And I will have an orgasm.

-Yeah.
And maybe you too.

-We'll see.
-It's great.

-It's great.
-Yeah.

Hey buddy.

Happens.

Good.

You're watching the game?

Yeah.
I was watching it.

My mom was overweight.

As?

Hello.

We weren't doing anything.

Alright.

-Beth, this is Bobby.
-Hello.

We went to high school together.

That?

How about your run?

-He was fine.
-Good.

Well, I'm leaving.

-Okay, Bob.
-See you.

I'll call you later.

-Clear.
-Very good. Brilliant.

"Is it one of your...?"
-Yeah.

He is crazy.

It's good that you help him.

Yeah.
I don't know.

Probably not, honestly
but I try.

Do you know when we're going to Maine?

because there are things
that I have earrings

I say let's not go.

I say we don't go to Maine
absolutely.

I mean, I'm not saying we're not going.

I say I'm excited.

Unless you don't want to go.
I don't know.

I'm going to have a bath.

Yeah.
Excellent.

Do you already know what plans you have?

I'm not sure when
Let's go. Or if we go

Are you OK?

That?

I saw you text Leah.

Did you read my texts?

No.
I didn't read them.

The thing is --
I saw you were texting

and I closed it before reading it.

What did you do?

Do you remember Diane?

Princess Diana?

No.

My girlfriend Diana
from Denver.

the one with the tits
and the mouth.

Clear. Yeah.

Well, once --
I never told you --

but once, she left
her cell phone unlocked.

Then I saw the texts of her,
and I shouldn't have done it

but he was describing me
to her best friend

and she wrote:
jeff is amazing

and he is lovely
and very funny.

It just seems to me
less atractive".

That's terrible.
what a bitch

Thank you.
But...

I suppose that...

when i saw you texting
I remembered that

and I realized that for sure
there are things

what do you text
to your friends about me

what, I don't know,
you would never tell me

I don't want to force you to say

something you don't want to say
but I guess I wonder --

I am not happy
because we never had a baby.

That?

I mean, we're fine.

and you attract me
and you are great.

But I think deep down
or not so deep,

I feel dissatisfied.

I wanted to be a mom.

You don't even talk about it anymore.

I thought you didn't care anymore.

No, I do care.

Because you left
to talk about it?

I mean, you're great
and you are the best

and you are more than I could
ask but...

You are the best husband in the world.
Except that...

wait you didn't quit
to be a mom

you stopped believing
that I can be a dad.

you shouldn't read
people's texts

You shouldn't ask them questions.

What did you say when Beth
she told you that?

I said nothing.

Do you think he's right?

Do you think you can't be a father?

I don't know.

Can you imagine?
Child?

You with a child?

Yes. I mean, it's the idea
to have a child

a child or my little friend,
and he would be ours

and our family.

How does it feel?

It feels good,
and that I want.

I want her to be happy.

I don't know what to do.

I'm not surprised
you fight with it.

Do you consider
have a child

and you are someone's son.

And my mom.
No?

My mom and my dad
and the problems with my parents.

And if I don't face them,
I'll never be happy.

you do not have to do anything
that you can't do, Jeff.

You and Beth are fine.

Within your limits.
Could you --

But I don't want to do that.
I have to...

I have to do it.

I have to face
to my parents

and vent.

I can not live like this.

That?
Don't you think I will?

You said that I did not suffer
enough, right?

Now I do suffer enough.

I want to do something,
then help me.

We have to do something.

We talk about facing
to your parents

three years ago, right?

Every time you go to Maine,
You say you're going to do it.

And when you return,
you always tell me

that you were having such a good time

you didn't want to ruin it.

Don't know.
That's how it went.

-It was like that in the past.
-Clear.

then it would be better
that you accept

that's how you deal with it.

maybe to move on
you should accept it

and not expect that you will.

Don't say you'll do it for later
doom yourself to failure.

You too
you stopped believing in me

everyone in my fucking life
They stopped believing in me.

What would AA say about that?

go to hell

I'm here. I try to help.
I try to do something.

I'm ready to face
to my parents, I want to do it,

And now you won't even help me.

Your time is over.

I have another patient.

I'm going to Maine on Tuesday.

-You're going?
Yes, I'll go alone.

-Are you mad at me.
No, I'm not mad at you.

I love you.
That's why I have to go.

I have to face
to my parents

and tell them
everything I keep inside.

all that shit
that is destroying me

I have to tell him.

-It's time.
Don't you want my support?

No.
I mean, yes. I love you.

But I must go alone

because if you accompany me,
it will be the same.

I will regret.
I know I will.

I have to get out of this cycle.

I'm going,
I will face my parents

I will kill them.

I'll be back.
We will make love.

You will get pregnant
you will have a baby

you will be the happiest woman
from the earth.

And in time I will die.
And then you will die.

And then our silly children
they will die.

-Sounds good.
-Well great.

will you fuck my friends
while I'm gone?

I would
even if you were here

Brilliant.
But no, right?

We use the term "I"
in many ways,

and not all are
illusory.

I imagine myself as a writer
or as a father

or as a store customer.

Nobody is just a human being.

you are a lover
a window cleaner,

a masseuse.

An old woman.
A dead woman. A ghost.

Hello Dad.

Your mom is inside.

Good. Thank you.

How was the trip?

Good.
I took the 91 halfway.

-Thank you.
-Thank you.

-Very good.
-I have to go to the bathroom.

I'll go the other way.

-Tone.
-Needle penis!

Hello Jeffy.

He took the 91 all the way.

Jeffy!

-NY!
- No, Kevin. I'm going to --

How are you? how is the town
fag, fag?

The fagot town is fine,
thank you.

Yeah? What do you think
the Yankees this year?

-I hate the Yankees.
- They stink, damn it!

-Well, they go first--
-That doesn't matter.

Look at this.

25 years.
25 fucking years.

I stole it from uncle.

Grandpa brought it by boat.

It's a family treasure
or something like that.

you and i will finish
with this bottle today.

I don't drink, Kevin.

-Smell it.
-I smell it.

- he is 25 years old!
-I know.

Why Michael Jackson?
Do you like 25 year olds?

I don't know.
Because?

Because there are 20 of them.

5 years.

The bastard fucks children.

those boys knew
what awaited them

Let him rot in hell.

-Already!
-It was the parents!

Everybody outside!
I am going to cook.

We're glad you're here
but get out.

It is a beautiful day.
come out

Hello darling.

Mother.
And dad.

I need to talk to you
this week.

What's happening?

No, not now.

During the week.

Not now?
That?

It's no big deal.

The thing is,
sometime this week

I thought that -- I wanted to talk
of some things.

Good.
What's happening?

Already.
Well, very good.

I've been dealing
with some problems.

Where is Beth?

Beth didn't come this year.

But that's not --
No.

Well. Yeah.

It's clear.

I'm sorry honey.
We knew what would happen.

-Tricia!
"Yes, Shirley?"

Jeff and Beth!

Yeah.

Make sure that son of a bitch
she does not receive a fifth!

Not that...

First, that hurts.

but that's not --
everything is fine with Beth.

So what's up?
Do you have a problem?

Yes. I just want to talk
of some things, yes?

So she speaks.
Here we are.

Already.
Well, in my life --

Darlene!
It's for later.

I thought you wanted
to take it out

I did not tell you that?
return it.

Excuse me, honey.
That?

The thing is --

wanted to talk
that we never show

our feelings
in the family,

and I feel that never
They showed me love.

-That?
-Not well.

I just don't know when it was

the last time we said:
"I love you".

In fact, I think never
we said "I love you".

I don't even remember the last one
time we hugged.

I feel like we never hugged.

At this point in my life,
I --

You need a hug?
Let's see, come

It's not that I need a hug.
-Yeah. Come closer.

Already. Ready.
You feel good?

Yeah.
That -- I feel good.

Thank you.
I'm sorry.

Yeah baby

Yeah.

That?
This cigarette is killing me.

You're smoking it backwards.

What's that? Eraser?

It smells like a burnt tire.

They enlarge with age.

Yeah?

They get longer.

They lengthen.

I love when you're mean.
Come here.

-Perfect spiral.
-Beautiful.

does your sister know
that she copies her technique?

Take.

What the fuck is this?

I thought that was what you wanted.

No, I wanted the long ones
with lumps on top

The crunchy ones.

These are --
Where did you get them from, from BJ's?

The beer has arrived!

-Scratch tickets.
-Santa.

Grab one.
Take.

Here, friend.

This is for you.

No sir.
More for me.

How's New York?

Alright.

How are you doing...?

What is it, shop
plumbing?

No.
That was three jobs ago.

Clear.

I got caught stealing copper

selling it to another store.

-God.
-Rules are meant to be broken.

Yeah.

In fact, I think it is
quite the opposite, but...

-I always get confused.
-Alright.

How much do you earn stealing copper
of a store

and selling it to someone else?

More than you can imagine.
It is raw material.

Price changes every day.

I stole it cheap
and sold it dearly.

-Excellent. Intelligent.
-Yeah.

Well, if you're going to suck something,
make it big

If you don't drink the milk,
you will not have cake.

It takes two penises to
that the whore is horizontal.

-You have a pair of boobs...
-It is necessary...

Shit.
Won.

No, mine is nothing.

-Here comes your cousin Brenda.
-Hello everyone.

-Bren-Bren.
-Hello.

She is Naomi
my friend from work

she will stay with us
this week.

This is my Aunt Tricia.
That's my aunt Darlene.

That's my Uncle Chris.
Shirley, his wife.

It's their party.

That's Tony. He is italian.

Aunt Marion's boyfriend,
that she is dead.

That's grandpa.
This is his house.

And the guys -- Kevin, Mark.

How are you?

Beside him is Jeff,
my cousin.

And there are children out there.
So...

My dad died
and my mom doesn't come anymore.

I brought Naomi
for her to be distracted.

She...

I better say it once.

Her husband died recently.

I thought you were going to say
that she is black.

Shut the fuck up, stupid.

-It's obvious.
-Go to hell.

If you are interested,
I am half black.

Alright.
Kevin is kind of retarded.

Which half is black?

For my father.

You already know what it means.
He has a very big penis.

Welcome to the family, honey.

Yes. Each to his own,
I always say.

Grab a plate.

Come on, everyone, eat.

To eat.

Time to eat.
Grab a...

Come on.
Where are the cutlery?

Bring me a hamburger.
Don't go grabbing...

-Thank you.
-There are also hot dogs.

I only need one.

Can you give me a plate?

Looks great.

Jeff, this way.

Next to Naomi.

jeff is married
But not for much longer.

You must go out
again.

Her husband is dead.

I'm happily married,
by the way.

yes i just lost my husband
six months ago.

I'm not, you know...

Good. I'm sorry.
Sorry for them too.

- Can you pass me that?
-Yes, totally.

-Yeah.
-Thank you so much.

I appreciate it.

-Pass me the ketchup.
- Do you want more chips?

More chips, please.

Yes, do you want more?
Very good dear.

Why did the loaves run out?

Thank you.

Grandfather.

I have to go to the bathroom.

Do it around the edge.

There is the water.

It's okay, I'll wait.

Damn lucky.

Thank you.

How did it go?

Two sunburns.
No fish.

Yeah?

Is it almost dinner?

Almost.

He loves that story.
Tell it again.

Yes, the mother dropped it.

She broke like a Hummel.

Please!

Yes, when Mark worked
in the mines,

there were two black guys.

I'm sorry Naomi.

And to Mark and to them
they were caught swimming

in underwear
during work.

fagots.

No, but one of them was.

Mark, didn't you say that your clothes
inside felt weird

because one of the black
was he gay?

Excuse me, Naomi.

It's okay if the guys
they were black.

You see?
I told you she was cool.

Do you want to hear a joke?

-No, not really.
-It's a good joke.

-Do you have one for me?
Yes, I brought you one.

i thought you said
that you were sober

Sober, smoking cigars.

you will have drinks
in a few minutes.

How about this?

Jeff came up today,
he told dad and me,

"Hey ma', can we talk?

I don't feel like you love me.
I have problems.

we never show
our feelings.

You do not love me".

It's for New York.

It's the New York
that it carries inside

"You never hug me," he tells me.

I said, "I'm your mother.
I do not like you?"

I washed your clothes for 18 years.

That's how it is.

I washed your dishes.

I removed the stains
to your underwear.

She urinated in her pants.

-And I don't want it?
-What a shame.

That's how they are now.

They don't appreciate.
There is no tradition.

They get sober
homosexuals.

sober.

a man should drink
with his family and friends.

He makes love to a woman.
The woman gives him a son.

She loves that child.
The child loves his mother.

It wont be necesary
more fucking therapy.

Nothing is decent anymore.
Fucking New York.

It's true.

the question is not
if your mother loves you

you can't even ask that
scientifically.

The question is:

Do you honor your mother?

Do you honor your father?

For the love of God.

My son knows that I love him.

Just as I know that my father
he wants me.

I told them everything
just when i arrived.

But it was...

Was it unsatisfactory?

Quite.
They didn't listen to me.

They ignored him as if he had
Said there was no butter.

and they finished
the conversation.

I don't know what to do.

Hey,
I'm at home right now.

Already.

-Yeah.
-I'm sorry.

Don't worry.
We'll talk when you get back.

Yes ok. I'm sorry.
Thank you.

Boy, how about Maine?
Have you caught a lobster yet?

Hello Bill. No, from the kick.
I do not want to be here.

It's the same shit.
Nothing changes.

They are drunks
some bastards.

I can not believe
that I am part of this family,

except Mark.

Yes. Do you feel like you're going to drink?

No not at all.

Already.
So do what you can.

Do what we talked about.

Call me if you have problems.

Good. Yeah.
Thank you.

and when you feel
what do you want to drink,

pick up the phone, like now,
and call a newbie.

He calls the one you sponsor.

Stay firm.

Yes of course.
Thank you.

How nice.

Thank you.
Yes it's cute.

Do you always play in the morning?

Here yes.
Everybody's sleeping.

drunk.

You do not want
that they hear you play?

They don't want to hear me play.

I'm sure you would like
hear you.

I don't think so.

They don't like the piano.

Drop that shit.
Damn jazz. Gross.

Jazz.
It's more like jizz.

Coffee. Damn coffee.

-Naomi?
-No, thanks.

You see?.
The critics arrived.

You really want to play.

Yeah.
That's what I do.

Here, friend.

-Thank you, Uncle Marky.
-No problem.

How are you his uncle?
Is it like a nickname?

They look the same age.

No, I'm his real uncle.

It was a mistake.

This is my father.

His grandfather.

And your mother?

She's the one here.

Yeah.
But she is dead.

well dead

It's already a skeleton.

Maybe a little dusty.
Worms.

Is that your mother?

I didn't know her.
She died when I was 3 years old.

Jezebel!

Jeff's dad, Chris --

he is my older brother.

Way to old.

He raised me, actually
next to this crap

we were drinking buddies
since we were 10 and 12 years old.

But he gave up.

-Yeah.
-No sir.

It's triple-A or whatever.
It's better that way.

I say to you,
yes this son of a bitch

he kept drinking
he would be dead.

Oh really?

Probably.

This guy
he crossed the line.

He was a fucking psycho
when he drank

He drank a quarter of rum,
a case of beers

Once,
we were in harvard square

teasing some fat girls.

jeff saw a truck
from Boston Globe --

one of the rectangular

he climbed back
as a garbage collector,

Screaming.

what were you yelling?

Something like: "Extra, extra.
Find out."

But he did not tell the story well.
It wasn't like that.

The fat girls were chasing us

because I stole from them
a backpack.

why did you steal
their backpacks?

Do you want to know the story or not?

They were fat from Harvard.
We were bothering them.

They said: "They are
damn drunks.

They're so stupid."

Jeff told them:

"Go to hell.
I also go to Harvard.

See my books in my backpack."

And Jeff ran off.

They chased us.

They were fast for being fat.

-They were fast.
-Fast and fat.

They ran like Babe Ruth.

jeff got on
to the Globe truck.

"Extra extra.
find out.

Four fat girls from Harvard
They lost a backpack."

the truck advances
towards traffic.

I ran and tried to climb like
destitute to a freight train.

the fucking truck
continue onto Storrow Drive.

-I jumped.
-You got hurt?

Yeah.
Quite.

was in the hospital
for a month.

was that when
did you stop drinking?

That's when I started
to take pills

Yeah.
Do you remember the other time?

When the taxi driver gave us
Bruins game tickets?

-The taxi driver with tickets.
-Yeah.

We were going to Faneuil Hall, right?

And the guy said:
"I have two tickets that..."

you interfere in my life
all the time, Darlene.

you are a damn
ungrateful

You don't get anything courtesy.

You know what, Darlene? Lament
that your husband has died.

And I'm sorry that my husband
be stronger

and may he continue with me until today.

And I'm sorry that Jerome
couldn't hold the liquor

-and she gave up.
-How dare you?!

maybe if you had been
best wife, right?

The only difference
between you and me

is that Kevin inherited money
and Jerome had to work.

What money?

Let go.

You spent it all
and is it our fault?

-I only wanted to help you.
-Do not talk to me.

I was just trying to help you.

You do not help.
You are a fucking nosy.

-I'm not!
-Yeah. You are nosy.

-But I love you.
-I don't want your damn love.

-Please.
-Oh my God!

Honey, are you ok?

I'm fucking ready.

Enough.

No, it's 2021!

I will hit a woman.

I'll hit a fucking woman.

-Stop!
-Don't think that-

I don't mess with my sister-in-law,

but her mother is a pig.

Come on guys.
to have breakfast

At last.

Don't put the damn post in so much,

but the network
won't be that high!

It has to be firm.

It has to be adjusted more
Or it will be very low.

yes but you adjust it
to the other side,

damn son of a bitch

Shut the fuck up.
I know what I do.

Already.

Listen, to avoid
more discussion,

I will choose the teams
Alright?

Darlene, honey, you're with me.

Naomi, you are with me.
We need a boy.

Tony, you're with us.

You have to separate Jeff and Mark

for Mark to play
with us.

On Jeff's team,
Kevin and the girls, okay?

Tricia, Brenda.

Very good.
Play nice, everyone.

Throw it to Darlene.

Kevin, shut the fuck up.

-What did I say?
-Leave her alone.

Zero.

When does the other team arrive?

I have it.
That.

Sure you would like
I broke my ankle.

Now you will have problems.

Come on Tony.

- Hit the damn ball.
-That. Good.

-That.
-Yeah!

Perfect.

That.

I'm on your team.

yes but it was
an important point.

Do not play.
Yeah, play.

I have not lost any points.

-Spot.
-Yeah!

-He's out!
-We're back!

The losing team.
Loser.

Bow down.

Fucking idiot.

Oh my God.

- It hurts, dammit.
-Just kidding.

Come on, Bren.

Go ahead.

I have it.

Shit.

What the fuck?
Hey!

What the fuck are you doing?

Oh my God.
You are a piece of shit.

Fucking idiot.

-What the hell? Just relax.
-What are you doing?

Yes, a sex crime
it is funny.

Have a drink so you have
goddamn sense of humor...

-Forget it.
-Are you OK.

No, I am not ok.

-He's a son of a bitch.
-Where are you going?

- I'm done, damn it.
-It's the first tiebreaker.

What tiebreaker?
It is the first game.

It's a saying.

go to hell

Make him a Scotch.

You went over the board.

Be quiet.
Nobody asked you.

-I give up.
-How do you give up?

The teams are already even.
We can keep playing.

-We have just started.
-I need a beer.

Good.
Who wants one on one?

Can you bring me a beer?

Go away.

I did not do anything.

Or are they clumsy?
Or is it because of the alcohol?

but no one hits the ball
more than twice.

It's called volleyball.
You have to...

Well, we always win.
That's not the point.

I want a challenge.

Stop playing that shit.

We try to talk.

Do you want a challenge?

at least play a song
or something.

touch something enough with that
Liberace's sissy.

Oh my God.
Yes, Jeff, come on.

Play something we like.
You have to sing together.

-Yeah!
-Let's sing together!

Pianist.

Yeah!
Begin.

What the hell is wrong with him?

It's because you hit him
on the penis.

Fuck off.

Who?

All of you.

Fuck everyone in this room
including me.

Fuck 'cause I can't --

And me too because not even
I can --

I hate being here.
Fuck this.

Who the fuck fucked you over?

-Fuck you, Kevin.
-I told you it was you.

Fuck you, Tony.
Fuck you and so do you.

And fuck you, Brenda.

And fuck you, Dad.

Be careful, Jeffrey.

Fuck you, Mom!

Better apologize.
You said fuck your mother.

Shut up, Darlene.

Excuse me, but close
the fucking mouth

What are you doing here?
Where are your children?

Where are they
all your fucking kids?

And where were you?
What kind of people are they?

What kind of people are we?
I am like you.

I fucking hate myself too.
That's why I didn't have children.

I don't want to bring the world
to a son

and expose him to what I went through.

Maybe I have a son
but I won't bring it here.

You are
Some fucking drunks.

Yes, because you're from New York
and you're in AA,

now you are better than us.

Yeah!

I'm better than you
which sucks.

You embarrass me, Kevin.

I wish it weren't so.
You are my uncle.

You must be better than me.

And you are my father.

And you are my mother.

What kind of mother are you?

you're like a fucking spider
that keeps everyone here

entangled so that they come to you,

and you give them drinks,

so that they are the worst
version of themselves.

everyone is miserable
and they don't even realize it.

they are very drunk
to notice it.

That's why I'm miserable.

That's why I didn't bring Beth.

I don't want to expose her to this

Cause she deserves better
and you don't deserve Beth.

i thought she came

to ask you to love me
like a mother should.

I think she came to tell you
fuck you

I'm sorry.

Call me soon. Thank you.
I love you. Bye bye.

Hello.
What's happening?

-Nothing. I did it.
-What did you do?

I told them everything.

I went crazy.
I lost my mind

I said that she was miserable.
and that she hated this.

I said "fuck you" to my mom.

Did you say "fuck you"
to your mom?

Yes. It was so amazing.
I wish you would have seen it.

What did she say?

I don't know.
Does matters?

Do you know what she means?
I am a new man.

I'll get home
I'll have to shave more.

Maybe he'll start hitting you.
I am already a man.

I'm the man of the family
our family.

Good. I love you.

You better fucking.

I must cut. But I love you,
and we'll talk soon.

Bill.

Friend, are you okay?

Yes actually,
I feel great.

come home sober
it's always hard.

They will make you angry easier.

They know how to do it.

Only remember
rule number one:

"Say what you think,
But don't say it meanly."

Clear.

-Good morning.
-Hello.

You feel good?

I'm fine.
I feel good.

It was crazy yesterday.

Which part?

Everything you said.

He was incredibly brave.

I had never seen anyone
talk to his mother like that.

well all that
had accumulated

and he had to say it.

Sorry you did...

It does not scare you?

-What are you talking about?
-I don't know.

They were pretty drunk.
I don't...

I doubt they remember.

It was quite dramatic.

Good morning.

Julie, honey.

Go out into the yard.

Go.

So...

You said several things last night.

Now we have something to say.

You told me that word
to your mother.

And you accused me.
You said I'm a spider.

then the spider
he said to the fly.

Now you are going to listen to me.

you left this family

to follow your dreams
children in New York.

You abandoned us.
You went.

however we receive you
with open arms,

even to that woman you bring,

that she has never trusted me
nor does she show who she really is.

However
we receive you with love.

And we are patient because
we know, like chicks,

that you will return to the nest.

We know that when your dreams
fools stand you up,

you will need your family.

And you have the nerve to say
that we force you to be here,

What do I weave my net and what do you
I hold as a prisoner?

Well, I'll tell you something.

By the grace of heaven,
you are in this family

And by my wrath, you will be left out.

you blame your father
of your problems

You say that he did not hug you,
as if you were a girl

and what is your fault
what do you have to do

all on all fours
or what the doctor said.

What doctor?

-Let her talk!
-Let her talk. What a shame.

-Stay firm.
-Oh really.

you should thank
to have this family.

There are people who have no family.

you are sitting next to someone
who lost her husband.

How dare you?
You should be ashamed.

What a shame!

Tricia, shut the fuck up.
and get that girl out of here.

Come.

Do you know what you did last night?

you broke his heart
to your father.

You should be ashamed.

- What a shame, for God's sake.
-Mother --

don't you dare apologize
now.

We will not accept it.
You have already been warned.

Nobody needs you here.
You need us.

So it will always be.

We keep the peace.

It is the weekend
of the 4th of July.

Let's celebrate our nation.

You put your things in order.

Now do you need a drink?

Shit.
Oh my God.

I told you.
I told you they didn't forget.

-You didn't tell me.
-You had a good impression.

Good morning.

The mini shops.

They have cameras there,

but it's worse
because they play

scratch off tickets
and money and everything

and they don't clean their hands.

He is wrapped in cellophane.

Then do you buy a sandwich
that kind of tuna?

I? I fucking love it.
Why not?

I assure you that you have eaten
a booger this week.

Well then I like them
the boogers in my tuna.

If available,
obviously i want it.

Play better but...

If any
of both is fine.

Both are great,
but he is better.

So if he's available,
I love you.

I mean, we want
the full sound.

So we'll play with five.
That's fine too.

Shirley.

I tell you that...

Shirley.

-That?
-I'm going to bed.

-Now?
-Yeah.

-Are you OK?
-Yeah.

Good.
I'm coming.

Good night.

Do not put the good dishes
in the dishwasher.

It scratches.

And put away the dishes
after drying them.

I don't want to get up tomorrow
and see

the sideboard full of dishes.

Those girls can't
finish doing it.

There they are on the terrace.

Hang up the pants.

tomorrow's salmon
rotted away

You have to go shopping
pig or something

I...

I believe...

I...

...I feel shame.

-A bit.
-It is not like this.

Lay down.

Yeah.

If I feel bad.

he had no right
to talk to me like that

No.

Believe...

I think I let him down.

AND...

That's worse
because...

To disappoint someone
you have to...

...first of all.

And I think I'm ashamed
of my self.

And I think that...

...It's too late...

...to do something.

It's too late.

As...?

Why do you say that now?

What is that about?

You say I did something?

Are you coming for breakfast?

that stupid park ranger
shitty.

It's not the first time
that we see it

-A few years ago.
-Damn glorified Boy Scout.

I am deaf in the left ear.
Thanks, Tone.

-God.
-I have to go. Permission.

I can't even hear.
He is buzzing.

What the hell is wrong with you?

It's mine

I think it's dying.

How is he dying?
What are you taking about?

-He is dying.
-He's not dying.

Alright. go outside,
and have fun.

Yeah?
Come, honey.

What will we eat?

What am I going to eat,
my hand?

brother, you have
to fix this.

That?

I mean, you already had fun,
but she is your mom.

Everything is fucked up.

Just say you're sorry.

-I do not regret.
-Well, you should be.

I understand
that you fix yours,

but blah blah blah.

Is the family.
Don't fuck this.

Do you think I have nothing?

You think I ain't got shit
to vent,

things to say?

But I'm not saying it here.

It does not belong to them.
It's my own shit.

most likely
let me take it to the grave.

You have to say you're sorry
boy.

I know you know.
Just do it.

Mark, I needed
say what i said

maybe i could
say it better but...

I want an apology from her.

An apology from her?

-Yeah.
-What do you think, Hitler?

Hey.

You know how it is.
you were there

You saw it.

Yeah.
And?

This is life.
Don't get into it.

don't make your mother
she says she regrets it.

Brother what the fuck?

It wasn't so bad for you.
My mother died.

yes i know
the damn story

Yes ok.
Think about it.

Yeah?
Go see her.

Yeah.
Look at her.

she practically is
like catatonic.

Yes and what?
She is a son of a bitch.

But I was lucky to have her.
And you too.

To hell with this shit.

What do you mean,
fuck it?

you can't talk to him like that
tosomeone.

-She's your mother, damn it.
Yes, she is my mother.

would you talk like that to someone
on the street?

No. Someone from the street
would you treat me like this?

Yes. And you said what you think,
now she's a mess.

You're not even related to her.

And? I...

That?

I don't talk like that to anyone.

You showed your feelings.

You're talking to me like that.

But.
Because you told me.

What could I say to you?

Cause she was at the bottom
From the living room

Why did I sing a song?
and you broke out against us?

-Lower your voice.
-Lower your voice.

Very good.

How funny that you say that.

lower your voice?

In the damn house
you were screaming

Did you know? you didn't even come
talk to me later.

No? so i speak
with you now.

I was going to forget about this.
Look good, brother.

I mean, Jeff...

There is no food here.

Everyone is hungry.

Tony is hungry.

I mean, do you want to hear Kevin?

-You know how he gets.
-Good.

-She's having fun.
-I know.

Because he is not related.
He can go now.

I do not have a car.
What will we eat?

-We'll bring pizza.
-That sounds great.

Pizza is great.

-Damn son of a bitch.
-Is something.

just make sure
to bring me pepperoni,

Or I'll go crazy.

Yes, is there a good site?

No, it's awful
but come with me

-That smell.
-Nostalgia?

It is my childhood.

You'll love it when you come
every year.

Oh my God. No.

Hello.

we need pizza
for a big family.

At least six?

Let's order four large cheese.
Everyone loves cheese.

A large pepperoni
a great language.

And do you want something special?

Garlic breads.

-That?
-Garlic bread for the guest.

Very good.

Don't bother contributing.
I have it.

I wasn't going to.

Bobby?

What's up friend?
How are you?

Do you know that guy?

Yes, I know him.

He neither-- Yes.

How curious, isn't it?
How odd.

Good to see you.
I'm Bobby, by the way.

He is my godfather.

We are together
in Alcoholics Anonymous.

We do not --
We don't drink, do we?

Us...

Bob.

-That?
-What are you doing here?

It's okay, Jeff.

I called your wife and asked her
What city were you in?

And she expected to run into you.

You did not call me.
You don't answer the phone.

I'm sorry.

I'm up to the limit
with sobriety, brother.

I need you.

I'm sorry.
I haven't --

I haven't been fair to you
and I'm sorry. Really.

Alright.

Not well.
I'm your godfather, and I...

- I stood you up.
-No.

Not well.

no one has asked me
apologies earlier.

Never.

It's just, I'm dealing
with family problems.

Are you OK?

I say no.

I'm not.
I'm going crazy.

I so want to drink.
Just out of boredom.

I have nothing to do.
I do not have friends.

They all drink.

I'm a fucking failure.

can you imagine how good
What would a drink taste like now?

Only one.
And everything would disappear.

But it would not be so.
And you haven't been drinking, have you?

No.

33 days.

Notice.

You have serious obstacles
and you have not drunk

I'm with my family now
and they all drink.

They try to make him drink.

And it sucks but now I know
how to deal with it.

But it took me two years
get to that point.

and you will have friends
with whom you can count

and some that don't
but fuck them

It gives you something to fight for.

Yeah.

But it sucks, doesn't it?

I don't know. You think?

Do you want it to be like before?

No.
I don't want to go back to that, ever.

This is the question.

you can't think
in the first drink.

Think about the last drink.

how was the last time
what did you drink?

I can not say it
in front of a lady

I mean, do you want to go back to that?

to have nights
that you can't mention

before a good woman?

I understand. Already.
I...

You're right.

Oh my God.

What about your family?

What's going on?

The thing is...

It's my own shit.

Things I have to get over.

Beth and I tried
have a child,

but i have things
what to deal with first.

What things? You do not have children?
Fuck your wife.

That's all.

Don't know.
The thing is...

I don't think I'll be a good dad.

that's the stupidest thing
That I have heard.

That was going to say.

You're crazy?

Look at me.
You would be a great dad.

Absolutely.

I imagine you with a child.

You are already dad.

Without a doubt.
You are dad.

These damn people.

Is that your family?

Yeah.

They look cool.

Incredible.

They are about to enter
like animals so...

- What's up, guys?
-Pizza.

come,
we have enough pies.

I wish there was sausage
and onions.

no pineapple

How without pineapple?
He is rich.

Do you put tomato sauce
to your blueberries?

You must broaden your horizons.

Hey everyone.

He is Bobby.
He is my friend.

-How are they?
-The beer is in the fridge.

-No, thanks.
-This is Uncle Kevin.

-How are you?
'It's his wife, Tricia.

Darlene.

Mark. Brenda.

-Tony. He is italian.
-What's up friend?

Anyway...

Pizza for the 4th of July?

If that...

I thought it would be easy.
Save you the hassle.

Pepperoni for your father?

Yes of course.

One of language

Good.
I will serve her.

Girls, get them out.

Thank God!

-How are you friend?
-I'm a drummer.

-Not jazz.
-No, I hate fucking jazz.

-I don't know.
-Here it was.

Dad.

Did you bring pepperoni?

Yeah.

Clear.

I...

Better answer the call.

Does not answer.
She is your wife.

Good.

Dad.

Thank you.

I have so much to tell you.

Jeff, I went to see the doctor yesterday.

How are you serious about this?

i thought i should
do an analysis.

and basically said
It can not be.

It just can't be?

If it's too late.

My tubes or whatever.

He basically said
that will not be possible.

Wait. How not?

How does a doctor say no?
I mean, there must be something.

Yes, we can do in vitro
or other things.

I don't know Jeff.
Maybe it's too late.

Maybe it's better that way.

I don't know if I could handle this.

Good.
Maybe you are right.

Maybe it's too late
but maybe not.

How about...

...yes when I get home
are we talking about this?

Well.

Sorry.

Sorry?

You do not have to apologize.
Forgive me.

That was there last year.

Yeah, that's on top.

Are you OK?

Do not worry about me.
I'm fine.

I mean, hey,
we don't know what will happen

But I only know one thing.

What thing?

Everything will be fine.

And if it doesn't work out,
Alright.

I love you.

I love you too.

Good.

Anyway, we'll be fine, right?

Yeah.

I promise you.

I see you tomorrow?

Yeah.

You will see me.

I love you.

Pepperoni and black olives.

Can you bring me a beer?

-Pepperoni.
-Pizza.

Nice.

Thank you.
I want a little piece.

Does that count as sausage?

That looks good.

It looks like a tucked in belly button.

-Help me.
Why do you criticize so much?

you eat sandwiches
of gas stations.

Stop getting into what you don't
you care and leave me alone.

He just talked to himself.

Don't hug your mother like that.

I wont allow it.

-Happy 4th of July.
You didn't give me a piece.

You guys will get along.

Take.

they should come
to one of my shows.

-Yeah.
-In New York?

He plays jazz
that sucks.