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Do it!

It'll be like you're flying!

Do it, Rose!

Don't worry, I'll catch you!

Do it!

Go, Rose!

Come on, you can do it.

You're doing it, Rose!

Yes!

You're flying!

Hey, watch out!

- You okay?
- Watch yourself, asshole!

Me?

Look at you, what
are you talking about?

I'll slap you right now.

You assholes, serious?!

Turn that off!

Let's finish this shit
and go, please.

Clap, bro.

All right.
You're fucking with me.

Stupid, who bought you
this jacket?

Yeah, fuck you.

You okay?

Dad said
it's a better life here.

Not even a block, Rose.

And it stinks like shit.

Like shit and rotten eggs, Rose.

Just gross.

Hey, Uncle Nick!

Hope my bike is on
that stupid truck.

Guys, guys, come on.

You dealing with this, kid?

Just go get these in the house,
or you can go.

Leave that, sweetie.

Boys' job.

Guys, let's go!

Allie, what'd I say?

Be a good kid,
help your cousins.

I got it!

Wanna see a trick first?

Hmmm?

Whoa.

It's a beauty, right?

Not more beautiful
than my two girls.

Joe, gonna get Linda
and the kids.

So cool, Dad,
but you don't even know.

Rose almost got taken out.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

And you're dressing
like that butanna, again?

It's Madonna.

Trust me, she's no Madonna.

Anyways, Mover Guy
almost ended Rose,

but I kicked him so hard.

Look, I even took one
to the face.

Some car, must be nice.

The Jerk wasn't even
much where he was going.

He could've crushed Rose,
he could've crushed me.

What's this?

Cool, Uncle Joe.

You coming to my
birthday party next week?

He just dropped some boxes.
I took care of it.

No, you didn't.

I did.

Of course,
I wouldn't miss it.

Let me get that off your hands.

Let me tell you, he's supposed
to be watching shit.

He's too busy
doing his magic tricks.

- Take a walk.
- Idiot.

Nah, nah, it's okay.

He's such a moron.

What'd I do?

Take it easy.

Girls, go inside,
get your mother.

Hey, Madonna.

Do me a favor,
go through the rest of this box,

take all the pictures and put it
on that table over there.

How many design books
can Aunt Fran have?

Rose, go get Ma.

Ma, I really gotta
get back to the baby.

I know, I know, we're going.

All right.

Hey Sweet Pea, come here.

Say goodbye.

Listen.

I'm right across the bridge.

We're still gonna go
on our walks

and buy rainbow cookies, okay?

And have our little talks.

Mom, let's go, now.

Allie, hey, what happened?

His head is up his ass,
that's what happened.

Let's go,
leave him to their house.

Okay, look, tell your mother

I left food
in the refrigerator, okay?

Maybe get him some more
of that magician shit.

I'm going to pull a rabbit
out of his ass, I'm in the car!

Oh, shit.

-Christ.
-Tell me about scaring people.

It's a good bathroom, huh?

Look at this, it's nice.

Your dad here?

Oh, no, no, no, stay,
let him wait, let him wait.

Be good, give me my mascara.

Thank you.

He uprooted us, he can wait.

What happened to Aunt Chris?

She leave?

Baby, I thought
you were excited about the move.

Listen to your mother,

you got
a whole new neighborhood,

a whole bunch of nice kids...

a private yard,

we don't have to see into
the nasty neighbor's yards

where the mothers don't invite
you girls in the pool.

The nerve,

you know, you just gotta talk
a little, right, baby?

Okay.

It's gonna be good,
it's gonna be good.

There were some good people
in Brooklyn though,

you and Chris, cousins.

You know Streisand
was from Brooklyn?

Yeah, some voice.

But that nose.

Huh, right?

Baby, trade-offs, trust me,
trust your mother, trade-offs.

We say thank God
for our blessing.

You guys doing makeup crap?

Dad wants you.

Excuse me, we're fixing
things, Connie,

thank you very much.

Bullshit.

Come here, she's fine.

My girl, it's gonna be
good here, I promise.

How could it not with this face?

Look at that face.

You can go anywhere in the world
you want, Rose, with that face.

You just make sure you take
your mom with you when you go.

Ooh.

Go tell them I'm coming.

Rose, come see this,
I'm in the garage.

Boo!

Come on, don't tell dad.
Come on, let's get in here.

Let's go, come on.

What are you saying?

He's your brother-in-law...

Look, this is the key
to that trouble.

Let's jump on three.
One, two--

When I give you boxes,

why the fuck would you put it
in here,

where my family is?

Where'd you want me to put it?

I need this
the fuck out of here.

This is Nick's responsibility.

How many times are you gonna
clean up after this moron?

It's your brother-in-law,
your family.

He's taking advantage
of the relationship.

- Yeah, my family.
- This isn't on me.

All right, do me a favor,

just get it the
fuck out of here.

It's last time, Joe.

Come here, baby.

- Come here.
- No!

- Just let me do it.
- No!

Well, I mean, seriously,
where was Nick?

Okay, dad,

so if we don't live
on a block anymore

like we did in Brooklyn,
how do we have block parties?

Street parties, wise guy.

- Come here, Connie.
- No!

Connie,
we're starting a new school

looking like we beat you.

It's not cute.

You are his daughter,
not his son.

Remember that.

And you want to tell me
what you two were doing

in the garage?

I heard something going on.

-Just tell me.
-You were in the garage.

Oh, Con-- Connie,
I don't like the lying.

Hmmm

Fran, they weren't in there.

It was me, I was
talking to Nello.

Garage door's all messed up,
it's gotta get fixed.

Nello was here?

Yeah, lives next door.

You would know that
if you came and said hello.

I mean, seriously.

I mean, I heard
that the dump smells worse

at certain times of day,
but this is disgusting.

Nasty.

Ugh.

- I don't smell nothing.
- Of course.

Of course.

What's the shake for?

I didn't know
Nello lived next door.

All right, so now you know.

It's instant friends
for the girls.

Isn't that what we wanted?

Kids were bothering them
on the old block.

So this is no good either.

No block parties, it smells.

Anything else?

No.

This family's what matters.

Everything I do is
for the betterment of my girls.

Don't you know that?

Don't you trust that?

Don't you trust me?

Do you trust me
to drive this plane?

All right, buckle up.

Shh, breaker, breaker, one nine.

Do we have clearance
for takeoff?

This only works
in the car, Joe.

Copilot, I repeat, do we
have clearance for takeoff?

Yes, we have clearance
for takeoff.

What happened to that first?

Shhh...
We have clearance for takeoff.

Folks, I'm sorry.

Once again, our copilot
is out to lunch.

Oh, ha, ha.

So just buckle up,

and we're gonna get this show
on the road.

Right now, it's gonna be a
little turbulent, all right?

Shh...

Boom. Shhhhh....

Dad said
there were two kinds of people

in Staten Island.

You're in the crosswalk.

I'm walking with kids here.

Pussies and wise guys.

They look like pussies.

Oh, Connie,
that Catholic school uniform's

gonna burst into flames soon.

-Come here, let me do this.
-You did this already.

I'm doing it again!

Of course.

Turn your head!

It's turned!

At least let them think
we're not animals.

Baby, that's medicinal.
It's not for you.

What the hell's
medicinal anyways?

It means not for you.

-Come here, one more time. Come.
-We don't have time.

Don't make me stretch.

You ladies wanna tell me
what happened

in the garage yesterday?

Mm.

Your mother's not an idiot.

Um, we gotta go.

Come on, Rose.

No kiss? All right.

No kiss mom.

Goodbye, Connie.

Bye.

Rose, you know your mother's
your best friend, right?

I wish you'd talked to me.

Go! She's coming!

I don't wanna be late.

She's-- hey, wanna go
get a McMuffin instead?

Rosie, I always
have something for you.

Listen to your mother.

Your dad laughs
at my decorating, but I'm good.

I know I'm good.

Never getting through
all these clothes.

Oh, my God,

would you look at this?

Ugh, I remember this night
like it was yesterday.

Oh, my God.

So I used to love to dance,

and I used to go
to these nightclubs,

but I would sneak
out of the house,

'cause your grandmother
would kill me,

and I bought this outfit
on my own, right?

And this man in this gorgeous
suit comes up to me,

and he says, "Here's my card.

I wanna take your pictures,
'cause I think you're a star."

Oh, my God.

It was so exciting.

Your aunt found out
what happened,

and she told your grandmother,
and they threw away the card.

But your mom was smart.

I already memorized the number.

Yeah.

I think I still know it.

You wanna call?

You wanna call?
We should call, right?

Let's call! Right?

Why not?

We could be the dynamic duo.

We can be
the dynamic modeling duo.

Okay, wait, wait,
let me think, let me think.

It's, uh, 212-212-777--

Wait, baby, wait. Um, uh...

Hi, hello.

No, I'm not out of breath.

Well, no, I took--
I was defrosting.

It-- it won't be ech--
yeah, well, then.

Yeah, um, no,
I'll order something.

Okay.

Yeah. Goodbye.

Can't get a word in.

Dad wants to eat early.

He has some business
take care of tonight, so...

Donahue's almost on.

Put that away.
Who wants to hear 'em?

Marlo Thomas stars in "Thieves"
for Paramount Pictures,

and we hope
that you have a nice day.

Goodbye, everybody.

Thanks.

You wanna be
the good church girl

because she want everybody
to like you.

That is such a burden for--
the women have, you know?

Yeah.

You were
desperate for attention.

Cause you felt
you weren't pretty.

I remember once
when my mom was gone,

and I was home, um...

and the shame that
I felt was so great.

And I felt like I had been such
a disappointment to my parents,

and to, you know,
I felt like I had ruined

everybody's life involved.

All right, I gotta go.

Wait, no, no.

Take your fortune cookie.

You like Chinese food. Come on.

Original.

All right, girls. I love you.

-Bye.
-Bye.

It's everywhere!

You think I'm a fucking idiot!

It's two o'clock in
the fucking morning!

What are you washing, huh?

What are you washing at two
in the goddamn morning!

- Not to touch my stuff!
- Hey, I shut the water.

Calm the fuck down,
Fran, right?

No, no, because
it's one fucking weak.

I ask one thing.
I ask one thing.

I ask, don't touch
my fucking stuff!

Everything's broken!

Girls, go to bed.
Everything's okay.

No, it's not okay, girls.

It's not okay!

One week, we're here.

It's just a fucking
washing machine!

Were here one fucking
week, nothing's better.

Alright!

Get the fuck off the floor
and go to bed!

Same damn shit.

Girls,
it's just a washing machine.

- Same damn shit.
- Go to bed. Go to bed now.

Nothing's changed!

I'm getting us out of here!

Calm the fuck down.

Stop!

Want to make a fort?

Mr. Lion's the shit, Rose.

Nothing happens
when he's around.

Mom!

I got you.

I'll be right back.

The phone is ringing again!

Hello?

Oh, hey, Aunt Chris.

Yeah.

Someone ate all the
icing off the cake.

Hey, Chris, I'm sorry...

Yeah, I called you back, yeah.

Chris, no, I'm sure
he's gonna turn up.

Just, just, you just need
to calm down.

Just take a deep breath.

Joe, Joe was-- Joe was here.

Okay, okay.

Yeah, no, we'll be there.

Okay, okay, bye.

Peace be with you.

I said peace be with you.

Rose.

Oh, sorry.

Come on, let's go.
Peace be with you.

Let's go.

There's my girl.

- Frankie!
- Hi, baby!

You got no business
looking that good in church.

Hey baby.

Hey, you know what.

Speak to you later
when I come home for dessert.

Yeah, what you want to eat?

Fran's gonna cut it off for ya.

Oh, yeah? Okay, sure.
Enjoy your coal.

- Merry Christmas, douchebag.
- I love you, babe.

-Hey, be nice!

- Yeah, yeah bye.
- Bye, baby.

That guy's so fucking cute.

Whoa, I can be romantic
too, right, you guys.

Oh, look at what it is.

That's for you, my love.

What is that, Bobby?

What do you mean,
"What is that?"

It's a poinsett...
a beautiful flower.

Ro, let me see that.

Let me see.

What are they? Fake flowers?

Oh my God!

Can you try a little harder
for my sister, please?

It's the about thought
that counts, Connie.

Okay.

Hey, hey, you remember
that creepy lady

-that was shaking Rosa's hand?
-Yeah.

- The Geraldi lady.
- Uh-huh.

Whole family blew up
in their own deli.

- What?
- Swear to God.

- No way.
- Swear to God.

Yeah, we went to school
with their kids.

What deli?

Come on, let's go eat.

Oh, don't you worry, Rose.

Christmas won't start
without you, puddin.

That's right.
No, but I'll be your Santa

any day of the fucking week,
even if it's not Christmas.

- Please?
- Oh, Merry Christmas, Danielle.

Hi, Merry Christmas.

Hi, Merry Christmas.

Hi. Are you good now?

I'm telling you, your boyfriend,
he's a liar.

My cousin just fucking got here.

No, no, I know that's
why I wanted to come and talk.

We could straightened
things out, you know?

I mean, I don't even know you.

- Hi.
- Hi.

What's your name?

Connie.

Listen, what-- nothing happened.

Why can't we just--

Okay, well,
that's your boyfriend, not mine.

Can I get to know her
for a second, please?

- Of course.
- Let's take a walk.

- Oh, shit!
- Oh, God!

Fuck, Connie!

What are you doing?

Get the fuck off my cousin!

Connie, stop!

Oh, you got another one!

You fucking bitch!

Get out of here!

Yeah, get back on
the fucking walk!

I'm not the fucking man!
You pay!

You're gonna pay
for this, you fucking bitch!

Holy shit, she ain't getting up!

You fucking psycho.

That's what happens.
All right, let's go.

Now, get the fuck out of here!

Merry Christmas!

No one want's to fucking talk
to you, you piece of shit.

Yeah, go!

That's right!

She went down like dirt!
Because that's what she gets!

That's exactly right!

That's what she deserves!

At the end of the day,

at the end of the day,
she ends up on the deep...

Connie wait.

Merry Christmas, my love.

- Merry Christmas!
- I love you.

My brother's got it
so bad for you Rose--

Merry Christmas!

Come on, my bro.
Merry Christmas!

You too, Connie.

Hey, why would you, Connie?

Jesus!

What are you do--

Go, let's go!

Take it, you already
started it, eat it then.

What is wrong with you?

Give her the--
take away the wine.

Alright, everybody.

Merry Christmas, everyone.

Merry Christmas.

To my beautiful girls.

Yeah, Connie!

To my beautiful girls.

She's on the phone
with the Frankie kid again.

No, I know, sorry.

You don't have girls.

I have nothing to worry about.

Don't worry, because
you have to get a date first.

Oh, you're a comedian.

What happened to you then,
Connie?

Nothing.
What happened to your face?

What happened?

Nothing.

-Show me.
-I fell.

All right, all right.
To my beautiful girls.

The light of my life.

To our families.

The ones that are here.
The ones that are in heaven.

Our newcomers.

Salud, everybody.

Salud.

It's good to be here, Joe.

- Merry Christmas.
- Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas.

Love you all.

Okay. All right. That's right.

Oh, no way.

I walked away
literally one minute.

You're-- you're holding.

I'm not holding, Rosie.
Mama needs a new pair of shoes.

So think some poor child's
gonna call this one mom.

I love you too.

Come here, you crazy.

You know
who would have beaten you?

Grandma.

Oh, forget it.
If Grandma was here.

She would kill you.

She was the original
going to Atlantic City.

She went every, every weekend.

Every weekend.

She would have taken you down.

- My father did a lot of things.
- Oh, come on.

No, Jennifer should be
here with the babies.

All right, well,
she was here two years in a row.

Now she's at the Anthony's.

It's their turn,
and they don't want to go.

Anyway, it's gonna be only
a few years before these

two have little babies.

Yeah.

I don't even know
if I want to have kids.

It's awful.

It's really awful, Rose.

Why would you say
something like that?

Try losing a kid and then see
you say something like that.

Mom, mom, mom.

No, that's so disrespectful.

That's disrespectful.

- All right.
- It's a gift from God.

She didn't mean it like that.

She didn't mean it
like that, though.

That's it.
That conversation's over.

We need to sing carols
anyway, right, Joe?

-Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Hold on a second.

I think we should have Allie
do some magic tricks.

Why you gotta-- stop?
I'm not gonna fucking laugh.

And besides, he was good.

You're never gonna let me down.

If he means
not making fun of him--

I'll make the money disappear.

There you go.
How about that?

All right, you know
what we're gonna do? Hey, hey.

All right, what are
we gonna sing here?

Not you, Fran.

Hey, I'm good.

Don't-- don't even.

She has a beautiful voice.

Yeah, I've had
a lot of opportunities.

Don't forget it.
I got scouted by that--

Big photographer guy.

-How can we forget?
-All comedians.

You're all comedians.

Yeah, but you know,
you tell that story.

You always miss the
best part of it.

- You tell it, Dad.
- All right.

So this big photographer guy

who tells your mother
she's gonna be a superstar,

also tells all the other girls
in the neighborhood.

Now, he's collecting money
left and right.

This one goes upstairs and robs
money underneath the mattress

- of your grandmother.
- Ooh.

All hell breaks loose.

Now, even I was scared of her.

Now, she's chasing her
up and down the street.

- With a slipper.
- A slipper.

A famous slipper.

Now, I got to calm her down.

I'm like, "Okay,
don't worry about it.

I'll try to find this guy.

I'll get the money back."

I finally find him.

He's in a studio, his apartment,
laying on the couch,

dressed in ladies' underwear.

So what?

Stan, I'm telling you,
this guy was a nut job.

Don't knock it
till you try it.

Yeah, it sounds like Stan.

Shut up. That's right.

Hold on. Hold on. Be quiet.
What is that?

- What?
- Be quiet.

Joe, what?

-Joe?
-I hear something. Sit down.

-No--
-Sit down.

Oh, we're not going to fall
for that again.

-There's no Santa on--
-Be quiet.

Connie.

What?

Connie, come here.

- What is that?
- Come here.

What is this?

What did you do, Connie?

What is that thing
over there?

- The car?
- Yeah.

I don't know whose car is that.

It's your car.

-What?
-Yeah.

- Oh.
- No!

You better be careful.

-No! No! No!
-Stop.

You bought me a car?

Yeah, great.

Just what this world needed.

- I got a car!
- What?

My God, my nerves.

Here you go.

You know, it's a lot easier
to just burn your money.

Thank you, dad.

I love you.

They need change.
They need change.

Oh, my God.

Enough.

Look, this is,
I got the black leather seats.

All right, already.

You do not
use this change.

This is important.
It is bad luck.

And you cannot drive
until your birthday.

Come on. Come on.

Let's go inside.
Let's go inside.

Hey, come on.

I don't want to go.
I want to stay in my new car.

Come on.

Who is this?

Merry Christmas.

What is--

-Don't Uncle Joe, don't fuck--
-That's yours.

- What?
- Is he being serious?

Look at the fucking way--
Uncle Joe, are you serious?

- This is mine?
- That's yours.

You're crazy.

Thank you. Thank you.

- Get in.
- Oh, shit.

Hey, Connie,
your 15 seconds is up.

Hey!

Look at this fucking thing.

Oh, shit.

Where does a girl who wears
no underwear and pantyhose live?

Flat bush.

Hey, Gloria,
don't forget to confess

that you're a slut rag.

Miss Pompeo,
this is God's house.

Pray!

It's never you.

You'd run naked down the aisle
and not get in trouble.

My dad needs to start
paying off the school.

My mom said
he's not an honest man.

It's why you think
who you are sometimes.

I can't.
I still love you, though.

Ooh, Rosie's
rolling her skirt.

Miss Larusso,
you're a smart girl.

You should choose
better friends.

And you, unroll that skirt,
you little minx.

Get in here.

Six Hail Marys.

Everyone was looking at me
like they all knew something

I didn't understand.

Sister Fuckface better
not touch you.

If your friend is mad
about that,

then she's not your friend.

She's not your people.

Who are my people then?

Who's car is that?

Okay, okay.

Alright. Yeah.

Alright.

I can't tell him.

Mm-hmm.

I don't know
what smells worse,

the dump or the water.

What is this place?

I don't know.

I just drive
until I reach the end.

This is the end. Yeah.

You don't believe Mom, do you?

That we were robbed?

And Dad's in AC for work?

But I think she'd tell us
if he wasn't okay though, right?

He's okay, Rose.

The city looks so close
from here.

I know.

I feel like I could just swim
all the way across.

So beautiful.

Is that why you come here?

We should move there.

To the city.

What?

- To the city.
- Fuck you.

Why not?

You used to love it
when we'd go Christmas

- and see the tree and--
- Yeah.

Fight over who'd find
the tallest buildings

and try to count all the people,
but we couldn't count that high.

Dad would play airplane
in the car.

Mom would fuck it up
every single time.

Every time.

They'd make us count the lights
in the tunnel to get us

to shut up 'cause we were
so fucking loud.

Something like
100 lights in that tunnel.

We'd get so dizzy.

You remember when I wore
those hats all the time?

And I thought that dad loved it
'cause it was like a little boy.

And mom fucking hated it.

And I would hide my hair in it

and she would fucking grab
the hats.

And you'd take little bangs
down too,

so it looked like
you had like boy hair.

I liked it.

I liked it too, always
putting me fucking down.

I wanted to have my hair back.

Kids do such weird shit.

Con?

Yeah.

Is dad an honest man?

What?

An honest man.

Where did you get
that from Rose?

Did your friend ask you that?

What'd you say?

You stood up for him, right?

A man that gives you everything,
you stood up for him.

You said something, right?

You didn't just stand there
and let some scum say shit

about your own family?

Of course, if they're saying
shit about him then they're

saying shit about all of us.

You understand that, right?

So you did that.

Jesus, Rose, speak up.

You did that, right?

Hello?

Get out. Get out.

Get out, get out,
walk home, get out.

You think I'm fucking
joking, get out.

Connie, what? Stop.

- Get out.
- Connie!

Connie, stop it!

You wanna know
who your fucking people are?

I am, Rose.

I'm your fucking people.

Dad's your fucking people,

your family
is your fucking people.

Step up and realize that
or you won't fucking have one.

Do you understand
what I'm saying?

Do you hear me?

I'm done with you.

I got up, it was me and Allie.

I got up, my fucking
head started.

I'm holding that shit,
it hurts so fucking bad.

Who's this man?

Bobby, where the fuck
you going? I wanna--

Fuck off.

He is so out to lunch.

Come out of the car.

Girl, hang out,
I don't know why you're just

being weird sitting in the car.
Please.

Bobby, leave her alone.

Please, I can't hang out
with these assholes anymore.

I'll do anything for you to get
out of the car right now.

Bobby!

Bobby, get off of my car.

What's up, Bobby,
were you fucking--

Get off of my--
get off of my car.

Leave her alone,
she doesn't want to get out.

I think you'd have more fun
out here than inside the car.

Show some fucking respect.

Me and Allie, he comes out
of nowhere and grabs a bat.

I swear to God, he grabs a bat.

Bashes is the guy's
fucking head in.

Bah, bah, bah.

What's up my man?

Why do you hang out
with these animals, Connie?

Where you going?

Fuck off, Allie.

Fuckin' who?

Hey, that's my girl,
you're talking about, alright.

She's a little crazy,
I might be crazy too.

Take it easy.

Oh, is that you're fucking head?

All right, hot shot.

Fuckin' ass.

Finally, hi.

Where'd she go?

She went to take a piss.

You fucking bitch,
you like that? Do you?

Connie!

Fuck! Connie!

You're disgusting.
That's who you are.

Word on the street
is daddy got arrested today.

Get the fuck off of her.

What you gonna do
if Daddy's locked up? Huh?

Danielle, stop!

You fucking piece of shit.

You fucking loser trash.

You joke.

You little joke.

You beat the shit
out of her, Rose.

That's my fucking sister.

And just like
that...

Fucking pussy!

Piece of shit, fuck you.

Get off of me.

Stop, stop, stop!

I'm done, I'm done,
I'm done, I'm done.

- What happened?
- Calm down.

What happened?

Don't tell me to calm down,
look at their faces.

Look at their faces.

Who fucking did this?

It was Danielle Deleo
and her little cousin.

I'll take care of it, Aunt Fran,
don't worry about it.

Danielle Deleo--

You fucking asshole.

What, you're friends
with this kid?

That's your friend?!

That's your friend,
she was at this fucking house.

Our families are friends,
Connie.

Over what?

Over that fucking kid.

Over the kid?

Yes, the fucking kid.

Was it over that fucking kid?

I wanna say
something right now,

I feel like you know
what I wanna say, Mom, come on.

You stupid girl.

I'm being stupid?

Me?

Connie.

- What is this--
- Over the kid?

What-- what the fuck
is wrong with you?

What's wrong with me?

What's wrong with you?

I'm trying
to fucking protect you.

And you, you let her do this,
do you?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I can't do this right now.

It's the mother's
worst nightmare,

to see her babies hurt.

You know, we do everything
to protect them, but...

They're so much alike.

Your mother and Connie.

Fighters.

With a fire
that just does not go out.

And it just gets bigger, bigger.

Takes up the whole world.

And there's no space
for anything else.

I know.

I dragged her out
of a lot of situations.

But it takes a toll.

You know?

You know, for years
she blamed herself.

And she miscarried your brother.

She thought God punished her.

What was she so angry about?

Mmmm.

You know, just...

You get to...

a certain point in your life,
and you gotta accept

that things aren't really
gonna work out...

the way you dreamt they were.

You've accepted it?

Life...

Uncle Nick.

Uncle Nick.

Uncle Nick killed himself.

Which was very selfish.

Yeah, I mean,
what choice did I have?

But, you never wanted
to know why.

No.

No.

Some questions are just...

Better left unanswered.

Hey, call me
if you need anything.

Well...

You're...

That's all I can say.

What do you think?

Bit too tight
and a bit too short.

Come on, baby. It's okay.

Take half...

I'm your mother.
Would I hurt you?

It's just a half
of my tranquilizer.

Go ahead.

There you go, Rose.

Giving you kids drugs now.

Nice job, Mom.

Can I have some?

You're a wise-ass, Connie.

My nerves are shot, okay?

And so is your sister's.

She's not going anywhere,

and neither should you
right now.

I'm fine.

Rose, come on.

It's much scarier in that bed
with her, trust me.

Connie, just stay.

Unreal.

Okay, I don't give a shit.

Mom, don't you think
he's kind of weird?

Dad hasn't called
from his business trip.

All this going on,
maybe something happened.

I just feel like it's weird
that he hasn't called.

She hates me so much.

All I can do is pray
at this point, you know?

I don't want you
making the same mistakes I did.

I just want you happy,
you know that, Rose?

No, look at this shit.

You know, I put some money away
for you.

Just in case.

Communion money, birthday money,
confirmation money.

It's all in there.
Your mother finally got smart.

And just maybe we'll take it
one day and go on a trip.

Where should we go?

Hm, wanna go to Italy?

You're asleep, my girl.

Sleep.

You'll feel better
when you wake up.

99 pounds,
she still have the knee problem.

The knees have nothing to do
with the weight.

The weight can be lost
if she would work at it,

if she works at it, she may not
have the problem with the knees.

Sally,
I've lost 25 pounds.

We're going to meet them,

and we're gonna meet the girl
who mom blames

for turning her daughter
into a little tramp

when we come back.

Ever since I can remember,
I've enjoyed doing my family

and my friends here, and it's
something I do very well.

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If you've lasted with us,

then we know
you're on our side.

You're one of our team.

Thanks to my kids for this idea,
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and thank all of you
for watching.

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in New York City.

Residents and city officials

say dozens of birds have been

falling from the sky, flailing
on the ground, and dying

on the streets surrounding
the fresh-kills landfill

on Staten Island.

This is the largest
dumping ground in the city.

Come on, we gotta go.

Throw some blush on you.

You'll look pale in church.

Something tells me you're next.

Okay. Hello, okay.

Grab the bouquet.
Get in there. Come on.

Okay, let's make some
room for the single ladies.

- Allie! Allie!
- Bouquet toss!

Ohh, you're running
from the toss?

Oh, no, no.
Where's your sister?

- I love you so much.
- Oh, bathroom.

-Okay, alright.
-Allie, you wanna dance with me?

Hanging out with me.

My daddy spent
a lot on this dress.

-Come on.
-Okay, now dance with me, Allie.

Yoe said you would.

Oh, you want me to dance
with you now?

-Is that what it is?
-Yeah.

First, I gotta thank
my parents.

Mom, Dad, thank you
for this amazing day.

I love you so, so much.

My husband, Sal, and my...

Good, you caught it?

Did Lily go
into the bathroom with you?

No, I hope not.

She's with Mom. What?

She's covering for you,
you dumbass.

What does she need
to cover for me for?

What are you doing
in the bathroom?

What did you forget
that you're married

-It's none of your business--
-to one of my guys?

It's none of your business
what I was doing

-in the bathroom, Allie.
-Alright. Hey, hey, hey!

So then who is the slob
you're fuckin--

Hey, hey! Would you calm down.

-Allie!
-Don't create a scene.

Yeah, how about you
listen to your mother, Allie?

How about you try
being a mother, Connie?

Try being a mother?
I'm a fucking great mother.

- Are you kidding me?
- Allie, stop it!

We'll cut it out for two of you.

We're a fucking family, okay?

This is like a happy moment.
Happy.

Can you please
get up here already?

I hear your mouth
from over there.

What?

Your baby's with Jennifer
eating all the cake.

Having a piece of cake.
It's fine, we're at a wedding.

All right, I'm the fool.

I-- I fell for her
the moment she moved next door,

and I've loved her ever since.

My pops, Big Nello, I love you,
and thank you, Joe,

for your approval.

I'll take care of her.

Or it's my balls. I know.

My sister for sharing
her day, and Rose?

Will you marry me?

Rose?

My baby!

Yeah!

Congratulations
to my little brother,

Bobby and Rosie!

Oh, she's pretty.

She has hair just like you.

She's got your hair.

Yeah, and hair
just like your mama, huh?

Why is she naked?

I don't know.

Oh, do you know who this is?

Oh, just the best of all time.

Okay, you know
he has superpowers, right?

Yeah.

Okay, what kind of superpowers
do you think he has?

Strongest.

Strongest, because he's a lion?

Yeah.

Okay, you want to take care
of him then?

Yeah.

You can be strong
and take care of you.

Yeah.

And then I can
just take this one.

You don't need this one.

- No!
- What, I can't have it?

No, it's not you.

What emergency
did Angela have again?

That your sister's out
all night and half the day.

She thinks we're idiots.

She made her choices.

Now she's got to live with them.

It's called life.

She thinks
we're the babysitters.

Look how she leaves this closet.

What does she care
if she don't live here anymore?

Look, they shouldn't be
in there. Come on, baby.

Go watch cartoons in my room.

Yeah, go on.

What's your problem?

Why have you been moping around
for days?

Don't look at me like that.

Why, is it the wedding thing?

Because if you're mad at me,
you know what, Rose?

I really don't deserve it.

I really don't.

You should be happy
you have a man

that gets up in front
of an entire room of people

and declares his love for you.

Believe me.

You're just standing there.

I mean,
you're embarrassing everyone.

You-- you're gonna say no?

Look, you want to say no,
say no, but not like that.

You've been with a guy
for years.

But hey, it's not my decision.

But--

Listen, you can stay here
for the rest of your life.

Believe me,
I'd like nothing more.

Why are those my only
two options, though?

What do you want to do then?

Why don't you figure it out
before you think you're better

than the rest of us, huh?

Why did he want to see me?

I told you, I don't know.

So right there, Mom?

I'm nauseous, actually.

Hey, speaking of Mom.

Speaking of nauseous.

Con, Mom's asking questions.

And Allie called.

Fuck Allie!

And Mom needs to get a life.

I have to keep vows to a guy
I'm married to for a week

before they lock
his stupid ass up.

I'm living my life
and I'm the problem.

At least I got this ring,
though.

Well, I mean, you think
Frankie's ever signed the

divorce papers?

He's not signing shit.

Even if he did, I have his kid.

Where am I going?

Fuckin' kills me,
Allie walking free.

Dad saves that douchebag
every single time.

Allie can bite me.

Watch me all you want.

Watch this, Allie!

Yeah, you like that!

Come on, Rose.
What's he gonna do?

Nothing!

Fuckin' nothing.

We need to get you laid already.

Stop!

Don't worry, we're all
going to hell anyway.

It looks closed, Connie.

They're closing.

Welcome.

My sweets bakery.

- Hi.
- My two sweets.

It's good, right?

What?

This is yours.

This is all yours.

Something for my kids to own.

Something for you to do.

- What?
- Yeah.

You got us a bakery?

This is all yours.

Are you kidding me?
You got us a bakery?

All the cookies,
all the cakes, everything.

Oh, my goodness!

Oh, my God!

Thank you!

Oh, my God!

- Rose!
- This is yours.

I got my own key, too.

Rose. Let me introduce
you to Vincent.

Come on.

Rose, come on.

Connie, Rose.

He doesn't speak
English that good.

But he's a master baker.

He bakes, you guys
run the place.

-That's amazing.
-Okay.

A little smile, Rose.

We didn't know nothing
about running a bakery or...

Rose!

We'll handle whatever you need.

Good girl.

All right, Vincent's wife
is in the front.

-She'll show you the counter.
-Okay.

And Allie's gonna be
downstairs.

He's gonna run the office.

Okay? Good.

Vincenne, I'll see you.

Wait, I...

I thought that you said
that this was for your kids.

- Do I look like an idiot?
- No, of course not

- I'm just saying that--
- Okay, stop saying.

Don't you think
that Allie's a bit of a mess.

What? Why are you saying?

No, of course I am.

This is to keep--

This is to keep you outta
trouble.

Okay.

- I'll be in the car.
- All right.

-A little gratitude.
-I'm grateful.

Oh, look at my partners.

Allie, make sure you
fix that office door.

- I got you.
- All right.

Ciao, everybody.

Play nice.

Hey, Allie.
We're just leaving.

Oh yeah well...

We're gonna be seeing each
other a whole lot more

now that we work together,
right, guys?

You're a fucking
embarrassment, cuz.

My father only did this
to keep your pathetic ass

out of trouble, you dumb fuck.

So why is he doing it for you,
Con?

It's 'cause you're a fucking
hard worker?

You think Frankie's
the only one that needs me

to keep an eye on you?

- Uh.
- Yeah.

Yeah, I'm the fucking idiot.

Sell your fucking cookies.

Can you take me to the city
on Tuesday?

Can we talk, please?

Bobby, I want to talk.

-What's the problem?
-I told you I want to talk.

Okay, but we did it once
already.

I said I want to talk to you.

-Okay, so talk.
-Okay.

Bobby, stop!

Maybe I don't want to
be engaged just yet.

I mean,

come on, I don't know,
I mean like, can we just...

Take a minute?

I mean, we haven't even
talked about anything.

Talk about, what do you want
to talk about, Rose?

There's nothing to talk about.

I want all of it.
Like, I don't know.

Where we would live,
what we would do.

What we would do?
We're gonna be husband and wife.

That's what.
We're gonna have kids.

Your father's getting us
the house,

like he did for Connie, so--

No, maybe I don't want a house
from my father.

Maybe I don't even
want to live here.

You're fucked up.

You know that?

Where do you want to go?

Don't say the fucking city
again, because we're not.

Alright, alright, alright.

-Why not.
-You're fucking crazy.

Your whole family is here,
and you want to leave them

so you can go live around
a bunch of spics and freaks?

You can't even drive in alone,
'cause you're so nervous.

You want to go live there?

This back-and-forth shit

you've been doing to me
for years, I'm not...

I'm not some fucking pussy,
okay, Rose?

You think you can do better
than me?

Go ahead.
I want to see you try.

Do it!

Your whole life is here, Rose.

You're crazy.

I mean real crazy.

Look, we don't have
to live here, okay?

Alright?

We can just go live on the other
side of the island, right?

Fun night?

I told Bobby I don't want
to be engaged.

He said that we can move
if I wanted to.

He also said that I was crazy.

And I don't understand
why I'm crazy

for just wanting to be something
more than just a wife.

I could do something.

The Sally Jessie show,

they're looking
for a guest host,

I'm thinking
about trying out.

And if that doesn't work out,

then maybe I go
to beauty school

because I know
that there's one.

It's called Wilfred
and I could go.

I mean I could even pay for it
myself with that money

that you put in the account
for me,

because you said that I could

do anything I wanted to,
right Mom?

So you wouldn't have
to do anything.

What do you think?

I think you have it all
figured out.

Okay, I think we're good.

Thank you so much
for helping me close Vera.

Yeah.

And I'll show Connie everything.

She just--
she had something today.

Hey!

Lily, I told you
that was your last one.

- Jesus--
- Find me.

Alright Lily, let's go baby.

Lily, no hide and seek.
Let's go.

Lily?

Come find me.

Lily, we're not supposed
to be down here.

Lily?

Lily, where are you?

Where are you baby? Lily!

Boo!

Lily, Aunt Ro is not happy
right now.

What are you doing in the couch?

Money.

Can I keep it?

Drop the money.

Baby, give me your hands.

Baby, give me your hands.

Baby, give me your hands.

You want to go
see Nana Franny?

Yeah, you want to go
see Nana Franny?

Okay.

Okay, let's go baby.

Oh, you want to hold
on to Mr. Lion for me?

Thank you.

Hey, let's go.

Can you just wait
there for one second?

Just one second.

Promise, just one second.

Come on baby.

- What's this?
- Jesus Christ.

What's going on in my office.

You scared me, I thought
I was locking up.

Hello Lily Bean.

Yeah, your niece was playing
hide and seek.

Why don't you tell your loser
or sister to watch her kid

because this is a little
fucking ridiculous, you know?

And tell her to stay away
from my car too, please.

Will you do that?

Tell her I said that.

Money.

Money.

She loves the cash register.

Hey, you haven't fixed
the lock yet.

My Dad called asking about it.

What did you-- what did you say?

I got a million things
going on Rose. Okay?

I didn't fix it,
but I'm going to do it. Right?

It's-- it's done. Just--

What did you say?

Nothing yet.

All right, just tell him
it's fine, all right?

It's gonna be taken care of.

Yeah, of course.

I'm doing the best that I can.

You know that, right?

Yeah.

All right, well...

- We gotta go.
- All right.

Bye, little Lily.

All right.

Say goodnight.

Yeah, no, just be careful,
'cause Allie's not...

Fuck him.

You don't understand.

Allie, he's fucked up.

Keep your voice down!

And-- and the bakery,
and-- and the whole thing,

it's-- it's-- it's not right.

It's not right for you,
it's not right for me,

it's not right for Lily.

Shh! What are you
talking about?

Please.

What, Rose?

I was in the front,
learning the counter.

And Lily ran to the back,

and she went down
into Allie's office,

and I found her in this, like,

compartment or something.

I don't know, in the sofa,
and she was standing in it.

She was standing in--

In guns and drugs.

What?

What are you talking about?

What the fuck are you talking
about, Rose?

Is she okay?

- Yes!
- Is she okay?

Yes. You know
I would never let anything

happen to her.

That fucking derelict
a piece of shit,

I will fucking kill him.

He brings the shit
into our bakery.

-Are you kidding me?
-No, bakery, Connie.

Connie, Dad gave
Allie that office.

- And?
- And what?

And what, Rose?

Don't tell anyone anything
about this, okay?

I'll handle it.
I got it under control.

Okay, well, I'm gonna go.

I've got a thing tomorrow,
and you don't have to take me.

No, I said that
I would take you.

I'm gonna take you.
That was...

Can you believe we both used
to fit in my old bed?

You'd lift the cover so slowly,
thinking that I was asleep?

I knew.

I loved seeing
how long it would take,

before you stopped holding
your breath.

You were so afraid
that if I woke up,

I was gonna kick you out.

I could tell.

I always knew you
were there, Rose.

And I would never
have thrown you out.

I just gotta give something
to my friend real quick.

One sec.

-Ready?
-Mm-hmm.

Okay, I hope
you're all signed in.

Next victims.

Umm, Jamie Mills?

Jamie Mills?

Leslie Joel?

Tina Neal?

Come on, Tina, let's go hustle.

Why are you staring at me?

I think I need to sign in.

Sign in.

Uh, Amy Faris?

What's your name?

- Rose Larusso.
- Rose Larusso.

Jersey, right?

Staten Island.

Staten Island,
yeah, of course.

Of course, Staten Island.

Okay. Zoe Farol.

Let's do a Zoe Farol.

Zoe? Hey Staten Island,
you got a headshot?

Rose Larusso, Rose Larusso,
you got a headshot?

Okay, headshot next time.

I get the message
about how Linda dresses.

Do we wanna meet Linda?

Okay, Linda, come on out.

Okay, next up,
Michelle Lewis.

Natalie Kane?

Breaking news tonight.

The FBI has brought in
suspected mob boss,

Joseph Larusso and associate
Robert Nello...

Kim Daniels.

For
questioning on multiple charges.

My client will be cleared

of all charges once again.

Thank you, no more questions.

Any response, we'll keep it.

No more questions.

An informant
close to the family says

Mr. Larusso is responsible
for the murders

of more than eight people,

including the deadly explosion
of a popular Staten Island deli

and even a family member,
Nick Genarrio.

Larusso has been
questioned before

on drug trafficking
and extortion.

All charges were later dropped.

Amy Farris.

Rose Larusso.

I really need to get out.

I need to get out.

Yeah.

Okay, hm.

Okay.

See you later.

What's happened?

Okay.

You gotta be fucking kidding me.

- Connie, get down.
- Connie.

- Connie, Connie, Connie.
- Calm down.

Connie, Lily's sleeping.

You don't want
her to hear this.

Sit down, sit down.

Stan said they're just saying
somebody's talking

to scare people.

Parading Joe around
in front of the press.

They make people nervous,
people get nervous.

They feel cornered
and they say shit.

I gotta go.
I left the house open.

Chris, come back tomorrow,
all right?

Chris.

Take care of your mother.

She knows this is not true.

She knows.

She's the strongest person
I've ever known.

It's how I met your father.

He was...

so handsome and funny.

He worked so hard.
He worked so hard,

to take care of his family,
took care of our family.

Our families came
here with nothing.

You're led to believe
that things are fair here.

They're not.

He's not the man
they're making him out to be.

He doesn't do things
right all the time,

but he does them
for the right reasons.

He did what he had to do
to survive.

We all did.

I have to pee.

Rose!

Do not move.

You know, Mom said
something to me

that I chose to forget
a while ago.

She said
that she saw you standing

in the middle of the road
looking down the block

one night.

Looking at those assholes
in their car.

Come on.

You'd never do
anything stupid, right?

Are you fucking serious
right now?

Oh yeah, Connie.

Yeah, it's my fault.

-What are you--
-No! No, it's Allie's fault.

Oh, it's everyone's
fucking fault.

Except who's fault it
actually is.

Hit me. Fucking hit me!

Do it! Please!

It won't fucking
change anything!

It is our father's fault,
Connie.

All of it.

Like when we were kids
and they would say, "He is this.

He did this."

Look what he's done
to this fucking family!

To you! Fuck!
You want your daughter to--

Don't you fucking dare!

My daughter will grow up
and not be a judgmental little

bitch like you.

She'll be a fucking coward.

Look at yourself.

What the fuck
is wrong with you?

Who do you think you are?

This is your family!

I know exactly who Dad is.

I always have.

He's my father.

Guess what?

He's your father too.

He paid for the bakery.

Put our names on it,
sweet sister.

So that means you are involved.

You're involved
whether you like it or not.

Do you understand me?

Do you understand me?

You will come with me
and help me get that shit

you found out of there tonight.

You should feel
so fucking lucky right now.

You should feel so lucky, Rose.

I don't like you.

Fuck!

It's something that's very,

very important to do.

We have back again,
you don't have to guess...

Connie's giving Lil a bath.

We're all going to church.

This family needs God.

That money was mine.

Lower your voice!

Lower your voice!

You run out of this house
at a time like this.

What a self-centered
little bitch I raised.

That money was given to you
like everything else.

And it was gone a long time
ago to help us survive.

You are part of this family,
whether you like it or not,

and you will never outrun
that fact.

Now you will go get dressed.

You will come with us
and you will pray.

And when we come
back, you want to go.

Good luck, but it will be
with no help from the family

you so desperately
want no part of.

Go get dressed!

Chris, more coffee?

No thank you.

Wake up Aunt Ro.

Wake up Aunt Ro.
Wake up Aunt Ro.

Lily, come here!

It's downstairs.

But he might have already
changed the locks.

What?

He could have changed
the locks already.

Of course he didn't.

- God, Such a fuck--
- You motherfucker!

Rose!

I can't breathe.

What the--

Connie get up, get up, get up!

Connie get up.

Sorry, I didn't fucking mean
to shoot you.

I need help.
Connie, you shot her!

I thought it was them.
I changed my fucking mo--

Connie!
We have to help her.

What are you doing here?

Why are you here, Rose?

- I need help her!
- This is what happens!

This is what fucking happens!

No way, because
they took my father, right?

Right?

Now it's even.

You know, you hear--
you hear things, right?

Wait, wait, wait, wait,
let me help her, please, please!

I have to help her!

Who's gonna help?

Who do you fucking
trust now, Rose?

Family?

It's family, right?

It's your family.

What are you talking about?

Did you know, hm?

Did you know?

For fucking years
I've been hearing.

Why is everybody
fucking lying to me?

Why are they lying to me?

Because now I'm a fucking rat!

Now, I'm a fucking pussy rat!

I won't fucking forget that.
I'm fucking dead.

I just wanted to be a good kid.

Do you want to see
a magic trick, Rose.

Please tell my mother I'm sorry.

Honey, let's go home.

I want to go home.

You want to come home?

You can just stay here instead.

No.

Okay?

You can stay?

I really wanna do that.

Mr. Genarrio.

It's Agent Palmero.

- Are you here.
- Oh my God! Oh my God!

Allie?

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

I'm gonna do this.

No! God! No!

Connie, no!

No!

No, no, no, no, no.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to do, Connie.

I can't help.

No, I don't know what to do.

Do it.

Don't be like you're flying.

My client
will be cleared

of all charges once again.

Thank you. No more questions.
No more questions

After serving only two years

for extortion,

alleged mob boss Joe Larusso
will be a free man tomorrow.

All other charges including
murder were dropped.

Oh, my goodness.

You're supposed to go pop,
pop, pop with the blush.

Ha!

You will never do my lipstick.

Here, you want to try this one?

Hi.

You did such a good job.

She just wanted to watch.

Lily come on,
time to get dressed.

All these hands.

What are you doing
with this hand?

You want to get dressed?

We were just playing.

She just was watching.

Stan's gonna be here soon.

Christina decided
not to take the drive.

Probably better off.

You think you could make
something tonight?

I mean, God knows
what he's been eating in there.

It's gonna be good
to have him home.

Rose?

Connie would be really proud
of you the way you're--

you are with her.

This isn't how you do it?

How do you do it?

Like this, no.

You teach me a technique.

Hey Lily, let's go
and get cleaned up, yeah.

Man.

Come on!

Hey, it's Aunt Chris.

You want to go say hi?

Say hi.

Hi, hi.

How big you got?

What, are you 16 now?

No, five.

You're five?

You gonna be a big girl?

Put that in the fridge for me.

Thank you.

Don't flip it over.

Just wanted to make sure
you had something homemade.

You know, your mother.

Thank you.

-Are you gonna stay?
-No.

See, you're a good godmother.

That's a lot of responsibility
being a godmother.

I remember when you were that
age like it was yesterday.

And I was so honored that
you chose to speak to me.

But I...

I gotta tell you
that it was scary.

Because why me?

And...

And I know you trusted me.

You trusted me to-- to--
to-- to-- to guide you.

And to show you.

I didn't know how.

I'm sorry.

I'll tell you something
I did know.

You didn't talk.

Not because you were shy.

Or because you had
nothing to say.

But because you had too much.

You had too much to say.

I know.

I know.

I'm sorry I didn't do more.

I'm sorry.

But I know that you
could do better for Lily.

Goodbye.

Mom tells me
you took good care of them.

Thank you.

Good girl.

Oh, you remember,
Pop Pop, right?

- Right?
- Yeah.

You know me.

I took you to Nellie Bly.

Put you on the big
merry-go-round.

Do you want to give
him the picture?

Wow. You made this?

You know I kept everyone
you made me.

This is great.

Dog driving a plane.

I bet you didn't know
I know how to drive a plane.

- You didn't tell her?
- I didn't.

- Nobody told her?
- No.

What? Okay. Okay.

I'm going to have
to buckle you in.

Oh!

Okay. Let me get this on you.

Okay?

You're good.

You're good.
You're good.

Do you trust me
to drive this plane?

No.

I don't.

I don't trust you.
I'm sorry.

No. I'm not sorry. But what?

We're just going to act
like everything's normal.

What? Like dad's back
from his business trip?

- No.
- Rose.

No. We can't fucking do that.

- Rose.
- We can't fucking do that.

This is not normal.

This life is not
fucking normal.

I mean, tell me.

Is it normal that every day
of my life I'm afraid?

That I can't even feel it
anymore?

All the excuses
and the cover-ups

and the lies I have to tell
myself to make this make sense.

Because you, this is my
fucking family, right?

This is my fucking family.

No, don't speak
to your father that way..

Oh, I know mom, I know. I know.

-Look what you did.
-I know.

I'm supposed to be
the good little girl.

Have respect.

Do as I'm told.

Don't ask questions.

Live by the rules
in this fucking world.

Look at me.

That I did not choose.

And be grateful for every
last piece of it while I'm not.

Where's the respect
for my life?

For-- for Connie's life?

I would give my life
for your sister.

You understand that?

Too late.

I am not responsible
for what happened to her.

Who is?

You may not have pulled
the trigger,

but you killed us
all a long time ago.

Want to hate me?

Huh?

I love you and this family
more than anything.

Did you see me in the garage
that day, Dad?

Just tell me you saw me.

In the garage.

You were talking about
Uncle Nick and me and Connie

were hiding in the car.

I saw you.

I heard you.

I saw you.

And I know you saw me.

I'm not the monster
you make me out to be.

I'm your father.

And who protects us from you?