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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:56,167 --> 00:00:58,125 [Silence] 2 00:01:04,750 --> 00:01:07,917 [Music plays faintly - "I Love Music" by Ahmad Jamal] 3 00:01:10,625 --> 00:01:13,083 [Faint, bustling conversation; Music continues] 4 00:01:26,542 --> 00:01:29,500 [Bustling conversation; Music continues] 5 00:01:39,625 --> 00:01:42,583 [Vehicle approaches, recedes; Music continues] 6 00:01:47,708 --> 00:01:49,667 [She sighs] 7 00:01:53,750 --> 00:01:56,708 [Music, conversation fade] 8 00:02:02,875 --> 00:02:04,833 [Seagull caws in distance] 9 00:02:07,375 --> 00:02:08,583 [She exhales] 10 00:02:10,667 --> 00:02:14,333 THE WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD 11 00:02:14,958 --> 00:02:18,583 A FILM IN 12 CHAPTERS, A PROLOGUE AND AN EPILOGUE 12 00:02:19,708 --> 00:02:22,667 [Indistinct, bustling conversation] 13 00:02:24,542 --> 00:02:26,792 [Light electronic music] 14 00:02:26,792 --> 00:02:31,167 [Lecturer] You've been through the epidermis, derma and muscles. 15 00:02:31,167 --> 00:02:33,042 This week we'll focus... 16 00:02:33,042 --> 00:02:36,458 [Narrator] Julie disappointed herself. This used to be easy. 17 00:02:36,458 --> 00:02:40,542 - [Music continues] - She was still among the top students, 18 00:02:40,542 --> 00:02:43,125 - but there were too many interruptions... - [Phone vibrates] 19 00:02:43,125 --> 00:02:48,042 ..updates, feeds, unsolvable global problems. 20 00:02:48,042 --> 00:02:49,625 [Music continues] 21 00:02:49,625 --> 00:02:52,417 She sensed... 22 00:02:52,417 --> 00:02:55,625 a gnawing unease she had tried to suppress by cramming, 23 00:02:55,625 --> 00:02:58,792 by drowning it in digital interference. 24 00:02:58,792 --> 00:03:01,208 [Music continues] 25 00:03:01,208 --> 00:03:03,500 This was wrong. This wasn't her. 26 00:03:03,500 --> 00:03:04,792 [Music continues] 27 00:03:04,792 --> 00:03:06,375 She'd chosen medicine 28 00:03:06,375 --> 00:03:10,583 because it was so hard to gain admission. 29 00:03:10,583 --> 00:03:13,625 Where her excellent grades actually meant something. 30 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:17,958 [Music continues] 31 00:03:20,042 --> 00:03:22,458 But then she had a revelation. 32 00:03:22,458 --> 00:03:25,042 Her passion had always been the soul. 33 00:03:25,042 --> 00:03:27,083 The mind, not the body. 34 00:03:27,083 --> 00:03:30,458 Surgery is, like, so concrete. 35 00:03:30,458 --> 00:03:34,292 It's almost like being a carpenter. 36 00:03:34,292 --> 00:03:35,625 [Narrator] But now... 37 00:03:35,625 --> 00:03:38,917 My passion has always been what goes on inside, 38 00:03:38,917 --> 00:03:40,625 thoughts and feelings. 39 00:03:40,625 --> 00:03:42,792 [Narrator]..it was like a window had opened. 40 00:03:42,792 --> 00:03:44,083 Not anatomy. 41 00:03:44,083 --> 00:03:48,708 If psychology will make you happy, then do it. 42 00:03:48,708 --> 00:03:52,167 I think you're really brave. 43 00:03:52,167 --> 00:03:55,375 I can't take it any more. I don't want to. 44 00:03:55,375 --> 00:03:58,000 [Narrator] She left him. 45 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,958 Though he was devastated, he had to respect 46 00:04:00,958 --> 00:04:03,625 the way she took control of her life. 47 00:04:03,625 --> 00:04:07,583 [Music - "Bad Feeling" by Cobra Man] 48 00:04:17,458 --> 00:04:19,417 [Music continues] 49 00:04:28,250 --> 00:04:30,750 [Narrator] She observed her fellow students. 50 00:04:30,750 --> 00:04:33,083 Norway's future spiritual advisers. 51 00:04:33,083 --> 00:04:36,333 Mostly girls with borderline eating disorders. 52 00:04:36,333 --> 00:04:38,583 - [Music continues] - [Lecturer] Say you're at a party. 53 00:04:38,583 --> 00:04:41,292 [Narrator] Julie still felt trapped in the role of model student. 54 00:04:41,292 --> 00:04:44,458 All this cramming. When was life supposed to start? 55 00:04:44,458 --> 00:04:45,500 What's your name? 56 00:04:45,500 --> 00:04:47,458 [Music continues] 57 00:04:48,667 --> 00:04:49,708 Er, Julie. 58 00:04:49,708 --> 00:04:52,667 Julie. The person's name is Julie. 59 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:55,958 Let's say Julie and I meet at a party 60 00:04:55,958 --> 00:05:00,208 and we feel a mutual attraction. 61 00:05:00,208 --> 00:05:01,625 Hypothetically. 62 00:05:01,625 --> 00:05:03,583 [Music continues] 63 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:13,292 [Music stops] 64 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:16,833 [Narrator] Actually, she was a visual person. 65 00:05:17,958 --> 00:05:20,500 Now I know. 66 00:05:20,500 --> 00:05:22,667 I want to be a photographer. 67 00:05:22,667 --> 00:05:24,250 - A photographer? - Mm. 68 00:05:24,250 --> 00:05:25,542 I see. 69 00:05:25,542 --> 00:05:29,167 [Narrator] Julie spent her student loan on cameras and lenses. 70 00:05:29,167 --> 00:05:31,083 As long as you're serious about it. 71 00:05:31,083 --> 00:05:34,042 [Narrator] No safety net. No holding back. 72 00:05:34,042 --> 00:05:35,375 Need help? 73 00:05:35,375 --> 00:05:37,167 [Narrator] She took a temp job in a book store. 74 00:05:38,417 --> 00:05:40,583 Started a photography course. 75 00:05:40,583 --> 00:05:42,167 Super! 76 00:05:42,167 --> 00:05:45,375 [Narrator] She made new friends. It felt like coming home. 77 00:05:45,375 --> 00:05:49,167 [Music - "Ride Like The Wind" by Christopher Cross] 78 00:05:49,167 --> 00:05:52,000 [Narrator] Suddenly Oslo was a different city. 79 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:54,250 New places. New faces. 80 00:05:54,250 --> 00:05:56,292 - Hi. Aksel. - Right... 81 00:05:56,292 --> 00:05:58,375 You're the comic book artist? 82 00:05:58,375 --> 00:06:00,708 [Narrator] She'd heard he was the creator of Bobcat. 83 00:06:03,083 --> 00:06:06,458 [Music - "Naked Eye" by Amulet] 84 00:06:08,208 --> 00:06:09,833 SORRY, I'M A WILD ANIMAL. 85 00:06:09,833 --> 00:06:11,917 - ['Ride Like The Wind" resumes] - Have you read it? 86 00:06:11,917 --> 00:06:14,042 - Yeah. - So? 87 00:06:14,042 --> 00:06:16,833 [Narrator] She pretended she'd read it. 88 00:06:16,833 --> 00:06:21,917 She only remembered one strip she'd found vaguely sexist. 89 00:06:21,917 --> 00:06:24,417 [Music obscures speech] 90 00:06:24,417 --> 00:06:27,500 ♪ To make it to the border of Mexico 91 00:06:27,500 --> 00:06:31,250 & So I'll ride like the wind 92 00:06:35,208 --> 00:06:36,458 ♪ I was born the son... ♪ 93 00:06:36,458 --> 00:06:38,875 - [Music stops, resonates] - [Aksel] I know what you mean. 94 00:06:38,875 --> 00:06:40,583 Nothing's ever good enough. 95 00:06:40,583 --> 00:06:43,667 The only thing worse than all the idiots is yourself. 96 00:06:43,667 --> 00:06:45,208 But... 97 00:06:45,208 --> 00:06:49,625 If we go on, I'll fall in love with you. Then it'll be too late. 98 00:06:51,042 --> 00:06:52,792 Maybe we should agree to... 99 00:06:54,167 --> 00:06:55,750 ..stop seeing each other. 100 00:06:58,958 --> 00:07:02,708 - Okay. - The problem is our age difference. 101 00:07:02,708 --> 00:07:06,292 I'm just afraid we'll fall into a vicious circle. 102 00:07:06,292 --> 00:07:08,250 You're much younger than I am. 103 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:12,125 You'll start to question who you are. 104 00:07:13,375 --> 00:07:16,542 I'm past 40. I've entered a new phase. 105 00:07:16,542 --> 00:07:20,292 Whereas you still need time to find yourself. 106 00:07:20,292 --> 00:07:22,792 You don't need me waiting. 107 00:07:22,792 --> 00:07:26,375 You need to be completely free. 108 00:07:26,375 --> 00:07:28,708 I'm just afraid we'll hurt each other. 109 00:07:36,750 --> 00:07:39,458 [Narrator] Later, she said that was the precise moment 110 00:07:39,458 --> 00:07:41,500 she fell in love with him. 111 00:07:41,500 --> 00:07:42,458 [Knock on door] 112 00:07:44,500 --> 00:07:48,458 [Music - "The Way You Look Tonight" by Billie Holiday] 113 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:53,958 [Music continues] 114 00:07:55,083 --> 00:07:57,375 Oh! Yes, please. 115 00:08:01,083 --> 00:08:03,875 Shall I put your bag in the bedroom? 116 00:08:03,875 --> 00:08:05,208 Yes, please. 117 00:08:07,750 --> 00:08:09,708 [Music continues] 118 00:08:16,042 --> 00:08:18,375 I have two copies of a book! 119 00:08:18,375 --> 00:08:21,000 - [Aksel] Huh? - Yeah. 120 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:22,500 I'll throw one away. 121 00:08:22,500 --> 00:08:25,333 Can I have two shelves? 122 00:08:25,333 --> 00:08:27,625 [Music continues] 123 00:08:27,625 --> 00:08:29,750 [Aksel] How many closets do you need? 124 00:08:30,875 --> 00:08:32,833 Hm. How many can I have? 125 00:08:32,833 --> 00:08:35,917 - [Aksel] No, that's not how it works. - [She chuckles] 126 00:08:35,917 --> 00:08:39,333 This is antique glass. All wavy and stuff. 127 00:08:39,333 --> 00:08:42,500 No, don't do that. Not like that. 128 00:08:42,500 --> 00:08:44,083 No! 129 00:08:44,083 --> 00:08:46,125 Lift this catch here. 130 00:08:46,125 --> 00:08:48,083 I'm terrified it'll break. 131 00:08:48,083 --> 00:08:49,958 I gaze out this window. 132 00:08:49,958 --> 00:08:52,042 - No way! - I'm not kidding. 133 00:08:52,042 --> 00:08:54,958 Hey, that's how relationships work. 134 00:08:56,167 --> 00:08:59,500 She's a bit frosty towards me. That's new. 135 00:08:59,500 --> 00:09:00,833 [Music continues] 136 00:09:00,833 --> 00:09:03,542 Yeah? Why do you think that is? 137 00:09:03,542 --> 00:09:05,750 [Julie] It's embarrassing to say. 138 00:09:05,750 --> 00:09:08,833 We've been single together. 139 00:09:08,833 --> 00:09:11,000 Lived that life. 140 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:14,292 Then, suddenly, I move in with you. 141 00:09:14,292 --> 00:09:16,667 - And you're happy? - Yeah. 142 00:09:16,667 --> 00:09:19,417 - [Music continues] - No, no, no... 143 00:09:19,417 --> 00:09:21,625 Did you date this guy? 144 00:09:21,625 --> 00:09:23,417 Yeah, just a fling. 145 00:09:23,417 --> 00:09:24,667 Okay. 146 00:09:24,667 --> 00:09:26,208 One... 147 00:09:26,208 --> 00:09:27,500 Stop! 148 00:09:27,500 --> 00:09:30,583 [Music continues, Aksel chuckles] 149 00:09:30,583 --> 00:09:33,375 - You're so predictable! - Let's just fuck. 150 00:09:36,292 --> 00:09:38,583 ♪ Someday 151 00:09:38,583 --> 00:09:42,083 Js When I'm awfully low 152 00:09:42,083 --> 00:09:44,917 ♪ When the world is cold 153 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:47,417 ♪ 1 will feel a glow 154 00:09:47,417 --> 00:09:50,708 ♪ Just thinking of you 155 00:09:50,708 --> 00:09:54,417 - & And the way you look tonight... ♪ - Hello! 156 00:09:54,417 --> 00:09:56,667 - CHAPTER 1. THE OTHERS - Aksel! 157 00:09:56,667 --> 00:09:58,542 - CHAPTER 1. THE OTHERS - Hi, Anna. 158 00:09:58,542 --> 00:10:00,792 [Music fades] 159 00:10:00,792 --> 00:10:03,208 - Happy to see you! - Me too. 160 00:10:03,208 --> 00:10:04,625 - Doing good? - Yeah. 161 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:08,208 - Hi, Martin. - Welcome. 162 00:10:08,208 --> 00:10:10,292 Thanks for coming. 163 00:10:10,292 --> 00:10:12,208 Hi. 164 00:10:12,208 --> 00:10:14,583 [Tone] Dad designed it. 165 00:10:14,583 --> 00:10:18,750 We should renovate, but don't want to change anything. 166 00:10:18,750 --> 00:10:20,958 It's beautiful. 167 00:10:20,958 --> 00:10:24,333 [Tone] Yeah, but there's stuff like that. Damp. 168 00:10:30,667 --> 00:10:33,083 [Door closes] 169 00:10:33,083 --> 00:10:36,625 We get this room because we're childless. 170 00:10:36,625 --> 00:10:37,958 Dibs on the top bunk. 171 00:10:39,333 --> 00:10:42,250 [She whispers] I always feel that Tone doesn't like me. 172 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:43,833 [Aksel] She's just shy. 173 00:10:44,958 --> 00:10:46,167 [She sighs] 174 00:10:46,167 --> 00:10:49,292 That's what you say about boring people. 175 00:10:49,292 --> 00:10:51,417 - It's my turn now! - Okay. 176 00:10:54,333 --> 00:10:56,083 Thank you. 177 00:10:56,083 --> 00:10:58,875 [Kristoffer] Vin? Vin de blanc? 178 00:10:58,875 --> 00:11:00,792 - [In English] Thank you. - [Kristoffer] Top up? 179 00:11:02,625 --> 00:11:06,542 [In Norwegian] Do you have any friends with kids yet? 180 00:11:08,083 --> 00:11:10,208 No. Only one. 181 00:11:10,208 --> 00:11:13,708 - I guess this feels unfamiliar. - [They chuckle] 182 00:11:13,708 --> 00:11:17,000 - They're very sweet. - Thanks. 183 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:19,417 So, what are you doing now, Julie? 184 00:11:19,417 --> 00:11:22,750 Aksel says you've started writing? 185 00:11:22,750 --> 00:11:26,792 Well, I wouldn't exactly call it writing. 186 00:11:26,792 --> 00:11:30,083 - Being modest? - No. 187 00:11:30,083 --> 00:11:31,500 Seems so. 188 00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:36,250 Is there anything you'd like to do, 189 00:11:36,250 --> 00:11:38,333 as a career? 190 00:11:38,333 --> 00:11:40,417 Questions, questions, Karianne. 191 00:11:40,417 --> 00:11:43,333 That question was vulgar when we were students. 192 00:11:43,333 --> 00:11:45,792 - Lucky you! - Yeah, we were. 193 00:11:45,792 --> 00:11:48,250 - True, we had a lot of freedom. - [Languid piano jazz] 194 00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:50,375 Being young today is different. 195 00:11:50,375 --> 00:11:52,958 The pressure is heart-breaking. 196 00:11:52,958 --> 00:11:55,333 There's no time to think. 197 00:11:55,333 --> 00:11:57,292 Always something on the screen. 198 00:11:57,292 --> 00:11:59,333 Take William. 199 00:11:59,333 --> 00:12:03,458 If we don't set limits, he spends his life on screens. 200 00:12:03,458 --> 00:12:06,417 [Music continues; Indistinct chatter] 201 00:12:07,750 --> 00:12:09,458 Nice try. 202 00:12:09,458 --> 00:12:11,042 Okay. 203 00:12:11,042 --> 00:12:12,583 No, it's not your turn. 204 00:12:12,583 --> 00:12:14,875 It's Martin's turn. 205 00:12:14,875 --> 00:12:17,750 Julie's still the closest. 206 00:12:17,750 --> 00:12:19,708 [Music, chatter continue] 207 00:12:24,583 --> 00:12:26,250 [Music fades] 208 00:12:26,250 --> 00:12:27,417 Bedtime. 209 00:12:30,333 --> 00:12:32,042 - [Karianne] She's exhausted. - [Eva] No! 210 00:12:32,042 --> 00:12:33,083 No! 211 00:12:33,083 --> 00:12:34,458 - Yes! - No! 212 00:12:34,458 --> 00:12:37,667 I don't want to go to bed! 213 00:12:37,667 --> 00:12:40,042 I don't want to! 214 00:12:40,042 --> 00:12:43,542 Eva, don't make another scene. Come here! 215 00:12:43,542 --> 00:12:45,958 No! I don't want to! 216 00:12:51,042 --> 00:12:52,167 [Karianne] Let go! 217 00:12:53,333 --> 00:12:56,333 - You silly girl! - I don't want to! 218 00:12:56,333 --> 00:12:58,000 But I want you to! 219 00:12:58,000 --> 00:12:59,542 [Eva] I don't want to! 220 00:12:59,542 --> 00:13:01,833 [Eva exclaims] 221 00:13:06,875 --> 00:13:08,417 Kids can be intense. 222 00:13:08,417 --> 00:13:10,375 Well, it's okay. 223 00:13:12,458 --> 00:13:14,250 - [Kristoffer] Fun with kids. - Yeah. 224 00:13:16,833 --> 00:13:18,792 [Aksel] Can't we just enjoy it? 225 00:13:18,792 --> 00:13:21,500 Please! No fights. 226 00:13:21,500 --> 00:13:24,500 [Aksel] There are kids here, and it's chaos. 227 00:13:24,500 --> 00:13:25,792 Just try. 228 00:13:25,792 --> 00:13:28,625 Try playing with them or something, okay? 229 00:13:29,792 --> 00:13:32,542 Please. Spare me the kid talk. 230 00:13:32,542 --> 00:13:35,667 Sorry, but I wasn't the one who started. 231 00:13:37,417 --> 00:13:41,542 [Julie] You're with someone who's younger than you. There's a gap. 232 00:13:41,542 --> 00:13:45,500 You're almost 30. Not a bad age to have kids. 233 00:13:47,333 --> 00:13:50,667 I'm 44. I want to go to the next level. With you. 234 00:13:50,667 --> 00:13:54,625 It has nothing to do with my friends. 235 00:13:54,625 --> 00:13:59,250 You seem to be waiting for something. I don't know what. 236 00:13:59,250 --> 00:14:02,583 - Hello? - Jeez! 237 00:14:02,583 --> 00:14:05,042 I didn't want to get into this. 238 00:14:05,042 --> 00:14:06,625 Really not. 239 00:14:07,750 --> 00:14:09,417 And... 240 00:14:09,417 --> 00:14:12,333 everything's on your terms. 241 00:14:12,333 --> 00:14:14,792 You have time off, so we're on holiday. 242 00:14:14,792 --> 00:14:16,250 You agreed. 243 00:14:16,250 --> 00:14:20,458 After you publish, you get bored and start talking about kids. 244 00:14:20,458 --> 00:14:23,667 - [Aksel] No, that is completely... - The others here have kids, 245 00:14:23,667 --> 00:14:25,208 so it's an issue. 246 00:14:25,208 --> 00:14:26,750 Not true. 247 00:14:26,750 --> 00:14:28,375 It is true. 248 00:14:29,500 --> 00:14:30,958 And, then... 249 00:14:30,958 --> 00:14:32,875 you get a new idea at some point, 250 00:14:32,875 --> 00:14:35,750 and disappear into your drawing board. 251 00:14:35,750 --> 00:14:37,625 What are you saying? 252 00:14:37,625 --> 00:14:40,042 Don't start. It's not cool. 253 00:14:40,042 --> 00:14:41,667 Shut up. Please. 254 00:14:41,667 --> 00:14:44,958 Of course I'd be there if we had kids. 255 00:14:44,958 --> 00:14:48,125 You know that. You know I want children. 256 00:14:48,125 --> 00:14:52,125 Sure, and I'll also want kids at some point. 257 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,708 But I don't know... 258 00:14:53,708 --> 00:14:56,542 I have no maternal instinct, right? 259 00:14:56,542 --> 00:15:00,542 [Aksel] No, you'd make a great mum. 260 00:15:00,542 --> 00:15:03,917 - I'm sure of it. - I want to have children too. 261 00:15:05,042 --> 00:15:06,375 At some point. 262 00:15:06,375 --> 00:15:10,125 So, what are we waiting for? What has to happen first? 263 00:15:11,792 --> 00:15:14,458 I don't know what exactly. 264 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,583 I just want to do more first. 265 00:15:19,583 --> 00:15:22,125 [Aksel] Okay, like what? 266 00:15:22,125 --> 00:15:23,583 What's the obstacle? 267 00:15:23,583 --> 00:15:26,250 I don't know! Why do you ask? 268 00:15:26,250 --> 00:15:29,292 Your concept is flawed. 269 00:15:29,292 --> 00:15:33,375 Most people have kids without sorting out their life first. 270 00:15:33,375 --> 00:15:36,000 - They figure it out. - "Flawed"? 271 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:38,542 That's how most people do it. 272 00:15:38,542 --> 00:15:43,208 But I don't want everything to happen on your terms, 273 00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:45,917 - based on what you want. - Fine. I got it. 274 00:15:45,917 --> 00:15:47,458 But what do you want? 275 00:15:47,458 --> 00:15:50,542 - Oh, please! We have to stop. - [Aksel] Okay. 276 00:15:52,500 --> 00:15:55,500 I need sleep to put up with those people. 277 00:16:05,458 --> 00:16:07,292 [Indistinct chatter] 278 00:16:08,833 --> 00:16:11,625 [Water splashes] 279 00:16:27,292 --> 00:16:32,083 I know a guy who has a theory about that. 280 00:16:33,250 --> 00:16:36,000 He says we have a limited number of sperm. 281 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:39,375 Say...three trillion in your lifetime. 282 00:16:39,375 --> 00:16:43,375 Jerk off too much and you run out. Could be true. 283 00:16:43,375 --> 00:16:45,625 Easy now, Portnoy. 284 00:16:45,625 --> 00:16:47,083 How fascinating. 285 00:16:47,083 --> 00:16:49,417 Personally, I feel like 286 00:16:49,417 --> 00:16:52,583 I know everything about male problems. 287 00:16:52,583 --> 00:16:57,667 Erectile dysfunction, morning wood, infatuation with young women... 288 00:16:57,667 --> 00:17:00,000 premature ejaculation... 289 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:03,167 - Nice work, Aksel. - [Laughter] 290 00:17:03,167 --> 00:17:05,208 It's in all the books and movies. 291 00:17:05,208 --> 00:17:08,083 Where's the menstrual period? 292 00:17:08,083 --> 00:17:10,917 Female orgasm and desire? Where? 293 00:17:10,917 --> 00:17:13,167 [Kristoffer] Good question. Tell us. 294 00:17:13,167 --> 00:17:15,458 - In juicy detail. - No, the point is 295 00:17:15,458 --> 00:17:17,917 it shouldn't be taboo. 296 00:17:17,917 --> 00:17:22,000 If men had periods, that's all we'd hear about. 297 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:24,875 [He sniggers; Chuckling, groaning] 298 00:17:24,875 --> 00:17:28,292 Can you womansplain it a bit better? 299 00:17:28,292 --> 00:17:29,792 What do you mean? 300 00:17:29,792 --> 00:17:34,250 Like mansplaining, but womansplaining. 301 00:17:34,250 --> 00:17:36,708 - What? - Mansplaining is... 302 00:17:38,375 --> 00:17:42,000 ..when a 45-year-old man explains 303 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:44,542 how things really are to a younger woman. 304 00:17:44,542 --> 00:17:46,333 Nice demonstration! 305 00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:48,167 - My pleasure. - [Laughter] 306 00:17:48,167 --> 00:17:49,875 Ding! Great! 307 00:17:49,875 --> 00:17:50,917 Whisky, anyone? 308 00:17:50,917 --> 00:17:53,875 [Music plays - "1 Thing" by Amerie] 309 00:17:56,042 --> 00:17:59,000 [Indistinct dialogue, music continues] 310 00:18:01,458 --> 00:18:04,792 How's the senior citizen club doing? 311 00:18:08,833 --> 00:18:09,833 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na, oh 312 00:18:11,167 --> 00:18:13,042 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na, oh 313 00:18:14,167 --> 00:18:15,542 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na, oh 314 00:18:16,667 --> 00:18:17,708 ♪ Na-na-na-na-na 315 00:18:17,708 --> 00:18:20,375 ♪ Oh, been frying to let it go 316 00:18:20,375 --> 00:18:23,083 ♪ Trying to keep my eyes closed. ♪ 317 00:18:23,083 --> 00:18:25,125 [Music - "Bra" by Cymande] 318 00:18:25,125 --> 00:18:26,875 [In English] Hey, baby! 319 00:18:39,417 --> 00:18:42,792 - Come on. - [Indistinct dialogue, music continues] 320 00:18:43,917 --> 00:18:47,208 ♪ Time has been lost for trying 321 00:18:47,208 --> 00:18:50,750 5 We have been left outside 322 00:18:51,875 --> 00:18:55,750 ♪ Looking at passions dying 323 00:18:55,750 --> 00:18:58,167 ♪ Emotions grow strong all the time 324 00:18:59,417 --> 00:19:02,542 ♪ But it's all right 325 00:19:02,542 --> 00:19:04,667 ♪ We can still go on 326 00:19:07,375 --> 00:19:09,417 ♪ But it's all right 327 00:19:10,542 --> 00:19:12,542 ♪ We can still go on... ♪ 328 00:19:14,875 --> 00:19:17,833 - Look who's here! - ♪ But it's all right 329 00:19:17,833 --> 00:19:20,375 ♪ We can still go on... ♪ 330 00:19:22,250 --> 00:19:25,208 [Music continues, faintly] 331 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:30,125 [Music continues] 332 00:19:37,667 --> 00:19:40,750 [Karianne screams] 333 00:19:40,750 --> 00:19:42,083 Are you okay? 334 00:19:42,083 --> 00:19:43,750 - Not really. - [Music stops] 335 00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:45,917 Show me. 336 00:19:45,917 --> 00:19:47,292 [She exclaims] 337 00:19:47,292 --> 00:19:49,917 - No! - Let me see... 338 00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:54,333 [Karianne exclaims] 339 00:19:54,333 --> 00:19:58,375 [Aksel] We'll laugh about it later. It's just a scratch. 340 00:19:58,375 --> 00:20:00,667 Karianne's such a drama queen. 341 00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,417 It's my fault. 342 00:20:02,417 --> 00:20:05,333 [Aksel] Not at all, Julie. 343 00:20:05,333 --> 00:20:08,875 It is. I always overdo it. 344 00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:13,167 [Aksel] I know being here isn't easy for you. 345 00:20:13,167 --> 00:20:17,792 I'm not into this whole "happy family" thing either. 346 00:20:19,042 --> 00:20:21,667 I'm glad it turned into a party tonight. 347 00:20:21,667 --> 00:20:23,542 [Muffled argument] 348 00:20:23,542 --> 00:20:25,292 [Karianne] I hope you had fun! 349 00:20:25,292 --> 00:20:27,542 [Ole] What the hell's wrong with you? 350 00:20:28,792 --> 00:20:32,042 What's wrong with having a little fun? 351 00:20:32,042 --> 00:20:34,125 [Karianne] I didn't have any fun! 352 00:20:34,125 --> 00:20:35,958 [Ole] Sorry that happened. 353 00:20:35,958 --> 00:20:40,083 [Karianne] You don't care! 354 00:20:40,083 --> 00:20:42,875 [Ole] Shut up! Just shut up! 355 00:20:42,875 --> 00:20:45,583 [Karianne] You don't give a shit about me! 356 00:20:45,583 --> 00:20:50,000 [Music - "Healing, Pt. 1" by Todd Rundgren] 357 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:51,917 Shall we make a baby? 358 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:54,167 [He sighs] 359 00:20:54,167 --> 00:20:55,250 Fuck you. 360 00:20:55,250 --> 00:20:57,208 [Music continues] 361 00:21:08,750 --> 00:21:10,250 - Hi. - Good morning. 362 00:21:10,250 --> 00:21:12,458 There's coffee. And cups. 363 00:21:12,458 --> 00:21:14,417 [Music continues] 364 00:21:19,250 --> 00:21:21,208 ♪ Listen 365 00:21:23,375 --> 00:21:24,708 ♪ Listen 366 00:21:26,667 --> 00:21:29,375 ♪ Listen to the voice 367 00:21:30,542 --> 00:21:32,958 ♪ The voice is an illusion 368 00:21:35,042 --> 00:21:38,917 ♪ Listen to the voice 369 00:21:38,917 --> 00:21:42,000 ♪ Don't let the words confuse you 370 00:21:43,792 --> 00:21:48,042 ♪ ‘Cause you need something to concentrate on 371 00:21:48,042 --> 00:21:50,167 ♪ Concentrate on me 372 00:21:52,083 --> 00:21:56,000 ♪ You need something to meditate on 373 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:59,000 ♪ Meditate on me 374 00:22:01,583 --> 00:22:02,542 ♪ Listen 375 00:22:05,083 --> 00:22:06,333 ♪ Listen 376 00:22:08,667 --> 00:22:11,792 ♪ Listen to your heart 377 00:22:12,917 --> 00:22:15,167 ♪ Tune into the rhythm 378 00:22:16,792 --> 00:22:19,708 ♪ Listen to your heart 379 00:22:20,958 --> 00:22:23,750 ♪ Beating with precision... ♪ 380 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,958 [Music continues] 381 00:22:30,625 --> 00:22:33,583 [Music fades, indistinct dialogue] 382 00:22:40,667 --> 00:22:42,292 [Vehicle approaches, recedes] 383 00:22:42,292 --> 00:22:45,667 CHAPTER 2. CHEATING 384 00:22:47,333 --> 00:22:49,292 [Man] Sorry, I forgot, 385 00:22:49,292 --> 00:22:51,750 what's your line of work? 386 00:22:51,750 --> 00:22:53,958 I work in a book store. 387 00:22:53,958 --> 00:22:55,625 [Woman] Which one? 388 00:22:56,750 --> 00:22:59,833 Norli, by the university. 389 00:22:59,833 --> 00:23:03,250 Could you excuse me for a moment? 390 00:23:04,958 --> 00:23:06,000 Hi. 391 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:09,458 - Could you sign? - Sure, I'll just finish this. 392 00:23:09,458 --> 00:23:12,542 Any new Bobcat in the pipeline? 393 00:23:12,542 --> 00:23:14,167 I've moved on. 394 00:23:14,167 --> 00:23:17,042 Do you work full-time there, 395 00:23:17,042 --> 00:23:20,042 or are you just temping on weekends? 396 00:23:20,042 --> 00:23:23,083 [Music plays faintly - "I Love Music" by Ahmad Jamal] 397 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:26,042 [Bustling, indistinct conversation] 398 00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:40,042 - Sorry. - Bye. 399 00:23:41,333 --> 00:23:44,333 Hey, I think I'll head home. 400 00:23:44,333 --> 00:23:46,042 Okay. 401 00:23:46,042 --> 00:23:47,375 - You good? - Yeah. 402 00:23:47,375 --> 00:23:49,667 - Sure? - Yeah, I'm fine. 403 00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:52,708 - I can stay if you like. - It's okay. 404 00:23:52,708 --> 00:23:56,000 - But I have to stay a bit longer. - Of course. 405 00:23:57,167 --> 00:23:59,625 Okay. See you at home. 406 00:23:59,625 --> 00:24:02,583 [Birdsong, distant traffic] 407 00:24:34,875 --> 00:24:37,833 [Seagull caws in distance] 408 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:05,458 [Delicate, reverberant instrumental music] 409 00:25:27,208 --> 00:25:29,167 [Music continues] 410 00:25:50,417 --> 00:25:53,375 [Music continues; Indistinct conversation] 411 00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:58,333 [Dance music plays, faintly] 412 00:26:02,500 --> 00:26:04,542 [Birdsong] 413 00:26:04,542 --> 00:26:08,500 [Music plays - "Booth Love" by Umphrey's McGee] 414 00:26:16,750 --> 00:26:19,708 [Music continues, lively chatter] 415 00:26:21,333 --> 00:26:23,333 Hi. Can I have a smoke? 416 00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:24,583 Of course. 417 00:26:41,542 --> 00:26:43,500 [Music continues] 418 00:27:13,042 --> 00:27:16,625 [Woman] I had my second child ten years later. 419 00:27:16,625 --> 00:27:20,750 Now we're supposed to introduce solids at four months. 420 00:27:20,750 --> 00:27:25,542 What made the paediatricians change their minds? 421 00:27:25,542 --> 00:27:29,125 - Do you cuddle your kids? - [Woman] Sure, a lot. 422 00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:30,917 They'll be drug addicts. 423 00:27:30,917 --> 00:27:33,000 [Dance music plays, faintly] 424 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:35,500 They'll be addicts because I cuddle them? 425 00:27:35,500 --> 00:27:38,625 Yeah, according to new research. 426 00:27:38,625 --> 00:27:42,667 [Woman] New research says you shouldn't cuddle your kids? 427 00:27:42,667 --> 00:27:47,292 I realise it must be counter-intuitive for a mother, 428 00:27:47,292 --> 00:27:49,958 but motherhood upsets your limbic system. 429 00:27:49,958 --> 00:27:53,000 So, my kids are going to be drug addicts? 430 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:55,250 That's ridiculous. Do you have children? 431 00:27:55,250 --> 00:27:59,708 No, but I'm a doctor. I have a medical perspective. 432 00:27:59,708 --> 00:28:04,125 [Woman] Babies express themselves by crying. 433 00:28:04,125 --> 00:28:08,750 It's normal for a mother or a father to comfort them. 434 00:28:08,750 --> 00:28:12,417 [Pop dance music plays] 435 00:28:21,417 --> 00:28:25,375 [Music plays - "Boogie Butt" by Skylite] 436 00:28:34,917 --> 00:28:36,875 [Music continues, faintly] 437 00:28:44,167 --> 00:28:46,125 - Hi. - Hi. 438 00:28:49,208 --> 00:28:52,417 Not asking me the usual questions? 439 00:28:52,417 --> 00:28:54,750 - Which ones? - Who I am, what I do. 440 00:28:55,875 --> 00:28:57,875 Who are you? What do you do? 441 00:28:57,875 --> 00:29:00,458 I hate those questions. 442 00:29:00,458 --> 00:29:03,875 They're especially bad when you're a doctor. 443 00:29:03,875 --> 00:29:05,708 Are you a doctor? 444 00:29:05,708 --> 00:29:07,083 No, you are. 445 00:29:07,083 --> 00:29:09,042 [She chuckles] 446 00:29:16,708 --> 00:29:18,750 Which questions should I ask? 447 00:29:24,583 --> 00:29:28,000 Ask me who I know here. 448 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,542 - Who do you know here? - Nobody. 449 00:29:31,792 --> 00:29:33,958 I crashed the party. 450 00:29:33,958 --> 00:29:35,667 You just waltzed in? 451 00:29:37,875 --> 00:29:39,042 Okay. 452 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:43,958 [Music continues; Indistinct chatter] 453 00:29:49,542 --> 00:29:52,500 [Wistful, reverberant music] 454 00:29:58,083 --> 00:30:01,042 [No audible dialogue; Music continues] 455 00:30:02,875 --> 00:30:04,667 Nothing's gonna happen. 456 00:30:04,667 --> 00:30:06,000 Of course not. 457 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,833 - I'm with someone I love. - Me too. 458 00:30:08,833 --> 00:30:13,333 And I can't stand cheating. I've been there. Never again. 459 00:30:13,333 --> 00:30:16,083 - Right, cheating is... - No good. 460 00:30:16,083 --> 00:30:19,042 [R&B music plays] 461 00:30:24,417 --> 00:30:26,375 But where do you draw the line? 462 00:30:26,375 --> 00:30:28,333 [He chuckles] 463 00:30:29,542 --> 00:30:31,167 You can feel it. 464 00:30:31,167 --> 00:30:32,500 If I do this... 465 00:30:37,458 --> 00:30:39,958 - Is that cheating? - No. 466 00:30:44,208 --> 00:30:45,917 What about this? 467 00:30:52,458 --> 00:30:54,792 - No, that's permissible. - sit? 468 00:31:01,875 --> 00:31:04,458 And hurting someone who's not your partner? 469 00:31:04,458 --> 00:31:06,833 - You hurt your partner? - Is that cheating? 470 00:31:08,042 --> 00:31:10,125 [She exclaims, chuckles] 471 00:31:10,125 --> 00:31:11,250 Did that hurt? 472 00:31:14,833 --> 00:31:15,792 Did it? 473 00:31:18,583 --> 00:31:21,542 [Hip-hop dance music plays] 474 00:31:26,250 --> 00:31:28,250 - Feel good? - Yeah, it did. 475 00:31:28,250 --> 00:31:30,458 - [She chuckles] - Okay. 476 00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:34,000 Let me smell your sweat. 477 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,333 - No. - Yes. 478 00:31:36,958 --> 00:31:39,500 - Seriously? - Yes, that's allowed. 479 00:31:45,542 --> 00:31:47,292 [He laughs] 480 00:31:47,292 --> 00:31:49,542 - It stinks! - Yes. 481 00:31:49,542 --> 00:31:52,542 The kind of smell you never forget. 482 00:31:53,833 --> 00:31:56,458 [Man] My turn to smell you. 483 00:31:58,375 --> 00:32:00,708 No, please. I regret it now. 484 00:32:00,708 --> 00:32:02,083 Let me smell. 485 00:32:10,542 --> 00:32:12,375 I think you smell nice. 486 00:32:30,417 --> 00:32:31,917 I don't know if... 487 00:32:37,708 --> 00:32:40,125 ..this is permissible. 488 00:32:45,042 --> 00:32:46,500 Go ahead. 489 00:32:46,500 --> 00:32:49,458 - Okay. - You start, then I'll go next. 490 00:32:50,792 --> 00:32:55,208 I actually think sex is best 491 00:32:55,208 --> 00:32:57,667 when the dick isn't too hard. 492 00:32:57,667 --> 00:32:59,792 [He chuckles] 493 00:32:59,792 --> 00:33:01,625 Because... 494 00:33:01,625 --> 00:33:05,333 in a way, then I'm the one... 495 00:33:05,333 --> 00:33:09,125 who makes it hard, you know? 496 00:33:12,083 --> 00:33:14,625 My secret will be dumb now. 497 00:33:14,625 --> 00:33:17,083 I guess I misunderstood. 498 00:33:19,250 --> 00:33:21,625 I was going to say I like the Barcode Project. 499 00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:23,792 Ha! 500 00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:26,500 It looks pretty from the bridge when I go to work. 501 00:33:26,500 --> 00:33:29,542 I expose my darkest secrets, and you... 502 00:33:29,542 --> 00:33:32,375 You said "secrets", not "darkest". 503 00:33:32,375 --> 00:33:36,833 - So, why is that a secret? - Because everyone thinks it's ugly. 504 00:33:36,833 --> 00:33:40,792 [Music plays - "Stay With Me" by Glamour Hammer] 505 00:33:46,125 --> 00:33:47,750 Sorry, we're... 506 00:33:53,917 --> 00:33:56,500 [Door closes; Music continues, faintly] 507 00:33:56,500 --> 00:33:58,000 um... 508 00:33:59,583 --> 00:34:01,667 [He chuckles] 509 00:34:01,667 --> 00:34:02,750 Okay. 510 00:34:07,875 --> 00:34:10,000 - Can I whisper it? - Okay. 511 00:34:17,125 --> 00:34:18,125 Okay... 512 00:34:21,958 --> 00:34:24,917 [No audible dialogue; Music continues] 513 00:34:28,083 --> 00:34:31,083 [She chuckles] 514 00:34:31,083 --> 00:34:32,833 [Man] What? 515 00:34:32,833 --> 00:34:34,792 [Door opens] 516 00:34:36,667 --> 00:34:41,125 Sorry, I seem to be sitting on everything. 517 00:34:41,125 --> 00:34:42,333 My bad. 518 00:34:44,667 --> 00:34:46,625 [Door closes] 519 00:34:48,083 --> 00:34:49,917 [They clear throats] 520 00:34:55,458 --> 00:34:59,208 [Delicate reverberant music] 521 00:35:04,375 --> 00:35:06,583 [Music continues] 522 00:35:06,583 --> 00:35:08,542 [He urinates] 523 00:35:10,042 --> 00:35:13,250 - There's nothing sexual about that. - Not at all. 524 00:35:18,417 --> 00:35:21,083 Although you do like soft dicks. 525 00:35:21,083 --> 00:35:23,000 Yeah. 526 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:24,042 Okay. Your turn. 527 00:35:24,042 --> 00:35:26,000 [Music continues] 528 00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:29,958 [He chuckles] 529 00:35:39,583 --> 00:35:40,875 I can't pee. 530 00:35:40,875 --> 00:35:42,792 Just relax. 531 00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:50,083 [She urinates; Music continues] 532 00:36:03,167 --> 00:36:06,000 [She farts, they laugh] 533 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:11,083 [Music continues] 534 00:36:21,167 --> 00:36:24,125 [Music fades, they inhale deeply] 535 00:36:26,792 --> 00:36:32,167 [Slow, reverberant breath] 536 00:36:32,167 --> 00:36:34,125 [Music resumes] 537 00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:44,625 [Music continues] 538 00:36:44,625 --> 00:36:46,583 [She clears throat] 539 00:36:53,625 --> 00:36:55,583 I'm going this way. 540 00:36:58,500 --> 00:36:59,625 Okay. 541 00:37:01,958 --> 00:37:04,792 [Music fades, birdsong] 542 00:37:07,042 --> 00:37:08,208 What's your name? 543 00:37:09,375 --> 00:37:10,542 Julie. 544 00:37:10,542 --> 00:37:12,167 - I'm Eivind. Eivind... - Don't say it. 545 00:37:13,667 --> 00:37:14,833 Why not? 546 00:37:14,833 --> 00:37:18,042 - I'll find you on Facebook, and... - [Eivind] Yeah, yeah. 547 00:37:18,042 --> 00:37:19,250 Good thinking. 548 00:37:21,083 --> 00:37:22,667 - Okay? - Okay. 549 00:37:22,667 --> 00:37:24,250 - Bye. - Bye. 550 00:37:25,750 --> 00:37:27,708 - We didn't cheat. - No. 551 00:37:27,708 --> 00:37:29,208 - Not at all. - No. 552 00:37:29,208 --> 00:37:30,208 - Bye. - Bye. 553 00:37:47,708 --> 00:37:50,042 [Silence] 554 00:37:57,792 --> 00:38:03,208 CHAPTER 3. ORAL SEX IN THE AGE OF #METOO 555 00:38:04,083 --> 00:38:06,042 [Scribbling] 556 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,208 [She clears throat] 557 00:38:15,208 --> 00:38:17,167 [Scribbling continues] 558 00:38:27,167 --> 00:38:29,708 [Music plays faintly] 559 00:38:29,708 --> 00:38:30,792 Aksel? 560 00:38:33,583 --> 00:38:35,833 Aksel, I need to tell you something. 561 00:38:35,833 --> 00:38:36,792 Aksel? 562 00:39:03,625 --> 00:39:06,792 [Julie] "A friend told me she had sex with a man 563 00:39:06,792 --> 00:39:11,292 "who pumped his dick into her mouth while he held her head." 564 00:39:11,292 --> 00:39:15,000 "She was confused, because she enjoyed it. 565 00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,583 "It really turned her on. 566 00:39:17,583 --> 00:39:22,458 "Can you be a feminist and still enjoy being mouth-fucked? 567 00:39:22,458 --> 00:39:25,833 "Most women I know are ambivalent about performing oral sex. 568 00:39:25,833 --> 00:39:31,000 "They must act as if they like... the pathetic expectation 569 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:34,292 "that it'll turn them on... 570 00:39:34,292 --> 00:39:36,167 "I like it flaccid. 571 00:39:36,167 --> 00:39:37,958 "So I create the stiffness 572 00:39:37,958 --> 00:39:41,167 "instead of having it thrust upon me." 573 00:39:41,167 --> 00:39:44,125 [Children play nearby] 574 00:40:05,875 --> 00:40:08,083 This is good. 575 00:40:08,083 --> 00:40:09,833 - [Julie] Yeah? - It's over the top. 576 00:40:09,833 --> 00:40:14,375 I don't agree with everything, but it's very well written. 577 00:40:14,375 --> 00:40:16,875 Original. Very good. 578 00:40:16,875 --> 00:40:19,250 What will you do with it? 579 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:20,542 I don't know. 580 00:40:20,542 --> 00:40:23,625 [Delicate piano music] 581 00:40:23,625 --> 00:40:25,417 You really think it's good? 582 00:40:25,417 --> 00:40:27,833 Yeah. Absolutely. 583 00:40:27,833 --> 00:40:29,167 You sure? 584 00:40:29,167 --> 00:40:31,833 - Yeah, I'm not lying. - No? 585 00:40:31,833 --> 00:40:34,583 [They chuckle] 586 00:40:38,875 --> 00:40:40,167 Are you sure? 587 00:40:40,167 --> 00:40:42,542 Don't you dare doubt it. 588 00:40:42,542 --> 00:40:43,708 [He laughs] 589 00:40:43,708 --> 00:40:46,792 - [Music continues] - It's pretty cerebral. 590 00:40:46,792 --> 00:40:50,250 But it turns me on too. 591 00:40:50,250 --> 00:40:52,417 - Right? - Kinda. 592 00:40:52,417 --> 00:40:53,875 Is that why you wrote it? 593 00:40:53,875 --> 00:40:56,167 Intellectual Viagra? 594 00:40:56,167 --> 00:40:58,500 - Yeah. - It works. 595 00:40:59,625 --> 00:41:01,958 [Narrator] Her piece "Oral Sex in the Age of #MeToo" 596 00:41:01,958 --> 00:41:04,625 was published on jubel.no. 597 00:41:04,625 --> 00:41:08,333 It was widely shared and set off a lively Facebook debate. 598 00:41:09,792 --> 00:41:12,792 [Silence] 599 00:41:12,792 --> 00:41:15,750 [Man, on phone] With the strong painkillers I'm on, 600 00:41:15,750 --> 00:41:17,000 I can't drive. 601 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:20,750 - CHAPTER 4. OUR OWN FAMILY - No. Pfft. Poor you. 602 00:41:20,750 --> 00:41:24,208 [Man, on phone] I hoped I could come, but... 603 00:41:25,417 --> 00:41:28,750 ..I can't spend an hour on a bus with this back. 604 00:41:28,750 --> 00:41:31,833 Don't worry about it. 605 00:41:31,833 --> 00:41:35,375 [Man, on phone] Could you come to Honefoss next weekend? 606 00:41:35,375 --> 00:41:37,833 So we can celebrate together. 607 00:41:37,833 --> 00:41:40,000 Nathalie says happy birthday too. 608 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,458 [Julie] Say hello from me. 609 00:41:44,458 --> 00:41:46,792 How nice to see you. 610 00:41:46,792 --> 00:41:48,917 - It's been too long. - Way too long. 611 00:41:48,917 --> 00:41:52,042 [Man, on phone]Anyway, have a nice birthday. 612 00:41:52,042 --> 00:41:53,333 Thanks. 613 00:41:53,333 --> 00:41:54,917 Okay. 614 00:41:54,917 --> 00:41:56,625 I'm too skinny? 615 00:41:56,625 --> 00:41:58,750 - You work too much. - True. 616 00:41:58,750 --> 00:42:00,625 [Julie] We'll talk later. 617 00:42:01,750 --> 00:42:04,333 Hi! Happy birthday! 618 00:42:06,583 --> 00:42:09,708 - Why do I always have to go see him? - He's not coming? 619 00:42:09,708 --> 00:42:11,375 No. 620 00:42:11,375 --> 00:42:13,625 Well, he's got a backache. 621 00:42:13,625 --> 00:42:17,167 There's always something wrong with him. 622 00:42:17,167 --> 00:42:18,125 Hello! 623 00:42:19,250 --> 00:42:21,500 So, he's not coming. 624 00:42:21,500 --> 00:42:23,083 That's not nice. 625 00:42:23,083 --> 00:42:25,458 [Julie] He wanted to, but he has a backache. 626 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:30,500 Does he realise how it makes you feel? 627 00:42:30,500 --> 00:42:33,250 - He's... - It's a backache, Mum. Relax. 628 00:42:34,792 --> 00:42:36,167 Sorry. 629 00:42:36,167 --> 00:42:37,375 Please help yourself. 630 00:42:37,375 --> 00:42:40,333 Thank you. It looks delicious. 631 00:42:40,333 --> 00:42:42,542 I hope you like it. 632 00:42:42,542 --> 00:42:44,667 [He plays jaunty tune] 633 00:42:44,667 --> 00:42:47,583 ♪ Hurray and happy birthday today! 634 00:42:47,583 --> 00:42:51,250 ♪ It's time to celebrate you! ♪ 635 00:42:51,250 --> 00:42:56,208 [Narrator] At 30, Julie's mum, Eva, had been divorced for two years. 636 00:42:56,208 --> 00:42:59,875 A single mum and accountant in a publishing house. 637 00:42:59,875 --> 00:43:02,833 ♪ Let us dance, hop, jump and turn 638 00:43:02,833 --> 00:43:04,917 ♪ Wishing you the very happiest returns 639 00:43:04,917 --> 00:43:09,125 ♪ For now it's time for celebration! 640 00:43:09,125 --> 00:43:11,792 ♪ Congratulations! ♪ 641 00:43:17,625 --> 00:43:19,375 Thanks. 642 00:43:19,375 --> 00:43:22,083 [Aksel] Have you read Julie's article? 643 00:43:22,083 --> 00:43:23,125 [Mum] Of course. 644 00:43:23,125 --> 00:43:24,542 - [Aksel] And? - [Mum] It's great. 645 00:43:24,542 --> 00:43:26,375 Have you read it, Mum? 646 00:43:26,375 --> 00:43:28,792 No. What are you talking about? 647 00:43:28,792 --> 00:43:31,417 [Mum] Julie's article. It's excellent. 648 00:43:32,542 --> 00:43:36,125 [Narrator] At 30, Julie's grandmother had three children. 649 00:43:36,125 --> 00:43:39,000 She played Rebecca West in Rosmersholm at the National Theatre. 650 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:41,167 [Purposeful instrumental music] 651 00:43:41,167 --> 00:43:44,667 At 30, Julie's great-grandmother, Astrid, 652 00:43:44,667 --> 00:43:47,833 was a widow, alone with four children. 653 00:43:47,833 --> 00:43:51,667 Julie's great-great-grandmother had seven children. 654 00:43:51,667 --> 00:43:54,333 Two died of tuberculosis. 655 00:43:54,333 --> 00:43:59,042 Julie's great-great-great-grandmother, Herta, was a merchant's wife, 656 00:43:59,042 --> 00:44:02,542 with six children in a loveless marriage. 657 00:44:02,542 --> 00:44:07,125 Julie's great-great-great-great- grandmother never turned 30. 658 00:44:07,125 --> 00:44:11,000 The life expectancy for women at the time was 35 years. 659 00:44:12,125 --> 00:44:16,875 I don't want to bother you with it, but... 660 00:44:19,375 --> 00:44:23,958 ..it's getting harder and harder to pee. 661 00:44:23,958 --> 00:44:28,625 I was scared it was prostate cancer, 662 00:44:28,625 --> 00:44:30,208 but it wasn't. 663 00:44:30,208 --> 00:44:32,250 - Well, that's good. - Yeah. 664 00:44:33,375 --> 00:44:34,583 Still... 665 00:44:36,417 --> 00:44:38,375 I go to the toilet all the time. 666 00:44:38,375 --> 00:44:39,875 And... 667 00:44:39,875 --> 00:44:41,000 there's leakage. 668 00:44:43,875 --> 00:44:46,500 Thanks for the cool jacket. Good timing. 669 00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:49,458 I want to get into hiking. 670 00:44:49,458 --> 00:44:51,167 - Hi! - Hi. 671 00:44:51,167 --> 00:44:53,042 - Hey! - Hi. 672 00:44:53,042 --> 00:44:55,833 Hi! Sorry we're late. 673 00:44:55,833 --> 00:44:57,333 - Hi. - Hi. 674 00:44:57,333 --> 00:44:59,208 Hi. 675 00:44:59,208 --> 00:45:01,625 You didn't make them coffee? 676 00:45:01,625 --> 00:45:03,542 [Aksel] It's okay. 677 00:45:03,542 --> 00:45:05,208 I'll fix something. 678 00:45:05,208 --> 00:45:07,083 - How'd it go? - Great. 679 00:45:07,083 --> 00:45:10,125 - How many saves? - Lots. 680 00:45:10,125 --> 00:45:13,083 - Good job. - Happy belated birthday. 681 00:45:13,083 --> 00:45:15,833 30 is pretty major. 682 00:45:15,833 --> 00:45:18,000 Too bad we missed it. 683 00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:20,042 The tournament lasted all day. 684 00:45:20,042 --> 00:45:22,042 So we couldn't come. 685 00:45:22,042 --> 00:45:24,958 No problem. That's okay. 686 00:45:24,958 --> 00:45:28,083 She's the goalkeeper. You should see her play. 687 00:45:28,083 --> 00:45:30,708 No, she doesn't have to. 688 00:45:31,875 --> 00:45:33,917 She's awesome. 689 00:45:33,917 --> 00:45:35,875 I'll let you know next time. 690 00:45:35,875 --> 00:45:37,458 Yeah, please do. 691 00:45:38,625 --> 00:45:39,917 Cool. 692 00:45:42,542 --> 00:45:44,833 Did you get the article I sent you? 693 00:45:46,042 --> 00:45:50,542 Yeah, I was about to ask you. I couldn't get the link to work. 694 00:45:50,542 --> 00:45:53,167 My PC acts up. 695 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:56,792 Know anything about computers? 696 00:45:56,792 --> 00:46:00,000 I can take a look. 697 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:03,042 But can't she just resend the e-mail? 698 00:46:03,042 --> 00:46:04,792 Wasn't there a... 699 00:46:04,792 --> 00:46:06,667 Did she send it in an e-mail? 700 00:46:06,667 --> 00:46:09,583 [Aksel] An attachment to an email. 701 00:46:09,583 --> 00:46:13,458 [Dad] No, I pressed the button on the mouse. 702 00:46:13,458 --> 00:46:16,792 Then I put the arrow on the square. 703 00:46:16,792 --> 00:46:20,042 I tried twice, then it vanished. 704 00:46:20,042 --> 00:46:25,792 It could be my fault. Maybe I sent the wrong version. 705 00:46:25,792 --> 00:46:29,750 We'll fix it. You have to read that article. 706 00:46:29,750 --> 00:46:32,000 It's really good. 707 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,583 Very... 708 00:46:33,583 --> 00:46:37,042 Very well written, and... 709 00:46:37,042 --> 00:46:39,000 Clever girl. 710 00:46:41,750 --> 00:46:45,708 When are you coming to see us, Per Harald? 711 00:46:45,708 --> 00:46:49,167 We'd love it. Come see where your daughter lives. 712 00:46:49,167 --> 00:46:51,500 Sure, of course. 713 00:46:51,500 --> 00:46:54,792 But it's hard to park in Central Oslo. 714 00:46:54,792 --> 00:46:57,875 - Ah. - [Dad] They've got that... 715 00:46:57,875 --> 00:47:00,042 resident... 716 00:47:00,042 --> 00:47:02,667 resident parking there. 717 00:47:02,667 --> 00:47:04,583 Yeah. 718 00:47:04,583 --> 00:47:07,458 It's made it much easier to find a space. 719 00:47:07,458 --> 00:47:09,458 You just have to pay. 720 00:47:09,458 --> 00:47:13,833 - [Dad] And move the car every half hour? - [Dad laughs] 721 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:19,125 Is that the reason you don't come to see us? 722 00:47:19,125 --> 00:47:22,333 - Aksel. - Because it's hard to drive in town? 723 00:47:22,333 --> 00:47:25,000 - [Dad] That's not it. - [Aksel] Then what is it? 724 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:28,042 [Dad] Well, you know... 725 00:47:28,042 --> 00:47:31,833 with my painkillers, I'm not allowed to drive. 726 00:47:31,833 --> 00:47:34,042 There's that too. 727 00:47:40,583 --> 00:47:43,542 The good thing is, he's open about it. 728 00:47:43,542 --> 00:47:46,708 His pains. His prostate. 729 00:47:55,417 --> 00:47:57,750 You have to make your own family. 730 00:48:05,125 --> 00:48:07,583 [Silence] 731 00:48:08,375 --> 00:48:15,042 CHAPTER 5. BAD TIMING 732 00:48:51,917 --> 00:48:54,125 - [Woman] Excuse me? - Hi. 733 00:48:54,125 --> 00:48:56,583 - [Woman] Do you have Green Yoga? - Uh... 734 00:48:59,542 --> 00:49:01,500 Let me check. 735 00:49:01,500 --> 00:49:03,958 - Which book again? - Green Yoga. 736 00:49:03,958 --> 00:49:05,792 Published last year. 737 00:49:05,792 --> 00:49:07,833 [She types] 738 00:49:07,833 --> 00:49:08,958 Uh... 739 00:49:08,958 --> 00:49:13,667 No, I'll have to order it. It's not in stock. 740 00:49:13,667 --> 00:49:15,500 How long will it take? 741 00:49:15,500 --> 00:49:17,542 Two weeks. 742 00:49:17,542 --> 00:49:21,042 [Woman] Okay. No, thanks. 743 00:49:21,042 --> 00:49:24,208 - They don't have it either. - Okay. 744 00:49:24,208 --> 00:49:26,875 We can try at Ark. 745 00:49:26,875 --> 00:49:27,917 Thank you. 746 00:49:30,208 --> 00:49:32,167 - Hi. - Hi. 747 00:49:53,875 --> 00:49:57,125 I told her I forgot my sunglasses. I just had to say... 748 00:49:58,250 --> 00:50:00,167 ..that I know what we said, 749 00:50:00,167 --> 00:50:02,167 but I think about you a lot. 750 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,792 And... 751 00:50:04,792 --> 00:50:08,375 I don't want to bug you, if you're happy. 752 00:50:08,375 --> 00:50:09,917 - Are you? - [She scoffs] 753 00:50:12,042 --> 00:50:15,167 - I don't know what to say. - Say nothing. 754 00:50:15,167 --> 00:50:18,083 I'd like to see you again. Just to talk. 755 00:50:19,708 --> 00:50:22,125 I mean, I'm not going to... 756 00:50:23,250 --> 00:50:28,542 But I'd like to see you again. Just to... 757 00:50:28,542 --> 00:50:32,792 I'm at Apent Bakeri in Barcode nearly every day. 758 00:50:32,792 --> 00:50:33,833 I work there, I mean. 759 00:50:33,833 --> 00:50:35,417 - Okay. - If you want to. 760 00:50:35,417 --> 00:50:37,042 [They laugh] 761 00:50:37,042 --> 00:50:38,125 Okay. 762 00:50:38,125 --> 00:50:39,833 So... 763 00:50:41,708 --> 00:50:42,917 [Julie] Okay. 764 00:50:42,917 --> 00:50:44,708 - Eivind? - Yes. 765 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:47,417 - Your glasses. - Oh, right. Fuck. 766 00:50:48,583 --> 00:50:50,417 - Okay. - Okay. 767 00:50:55,500 --> 00:50:57,458 [She chuckles] 768 00:51:01,750 --> 00:51:06,208 [Aksel] Language opens the door to the subconscious. 769 00:51:06,208 --> 00:51:07,958 Freud was a great writer. 770 00:51:07,958 --> 00:51:11,208 He could be self-critical. 771 00:51:11,208 --> 00:51:14,458 He never hesitated to revise his theories. 772 00:51:14,458 --> 00:51:18,792 He viewed each individual patient as a research subject. 773 00:51:18,792 --> 00:51:22,375 Freud didn't distinguish between therapy and research. 774 00:51:22,375 --> 00:51:25,708 I find that very compelling. 775 00:51:25,708 --> 00:51:29,458 Especially these days, 776 00:51:29,458 --> 00:51:33,417 when scientific methodology is applied 777 00:51:33,417 --> 00:51:35,792 even in the humanities. 778 00:51:35,792 --> 00:51:39,125 Enough about Freud. How's the movie coming along? 779 00:51:39,125 --> 00:51:41,625 Isn't it almost done? 780 00:51:41,625 --> 00:51:43,417 Yeah, I've seen it, but... 781 00:51:43,417 --> 00:51:45,042 - [Ole] You have? - Yes. 782 00:51:45,042 --> 00:51:47,292 It's no longer mine at all. 783 00:51:47,292 --> 00:51:49,750 [Ole] Is it as bad as you feared? 784 00:51:49,750 --> 00:51:53,667 [Aksel] The worst thing is how they've house-trained Bobcat. 785 00:51:53,667 --> 00:51:57,375 It's all very sanitised and safe. 786 00:51:57,375 --> 00:51:58,667 I'll show you something. 787 00:52:00,375 --> 00:52:04,417 A mock-up of the movie poster. 788 00:52:04,417 --> 00:52:06,542 - [Ole] Okay. - I have to admit... 789 00:52:06,542 --> 00:52:10,208 I'm embarrassed my name's on it. 790 00:52:10,208 --> 00:52:12,125 [Karianne] Shit. No! Seriously? 791 00:52:12,125 --> 00:52:14,667 You must be kidding. No way. 792 00:52:14,667 --> 00:52:17,583 [Aksel] That's the poster. For real. 793 00:52:18,708 --> 00:52:20,250 [Ole] Let's see. 794 00:52:20,250 --> 00:52:22,125 Looks like Chip and Dale. 795 00:52:22,125 --> 00:52:23,208 [Karianne] Holy shit. 796 00:52:23,208 --> 00:52:26,000 [Aksel] Should I laugh or cry? 797 00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:30,042 Everything was butchered. The story. All the details. 798 00:52:30,042 --> 00:52:32,833 They removed the starfish. 799 00:52:32,833 --> 00:52:34,792 Sorry, I'm lost. 800 00:52:34,792 --> 00:52:36,250 What starfish? 801 00:52:36,250 --> 00:52:38,292 It's, you know... 802 00:52:38,292 --> 00:52:40,083 the butthole. The anus. 803 00:52:40,083 --> 00:52:42,333 His butt is smooth in the movie. 804 00:52:42,333 --> 00:52:45,542 This thing is gone. 805 00:52:45,542 --> 00:52:47,875 That's bad, in my book. 806 00:52:47,875 --> 00:52:50,292 In underground comics, you shit, 807 00:52:50,292 --> 00:52:53,917 you puke, you fuck and all that stuff. 808 00:52:53,917 --> 00:52:59,292 Bobcat is a wild cat in a world of domestic cats. 809 00:52:59,292 --> 00:53:01,792 He's a rebel against the bourgeoisie. 810 00:53:01,792 --> 00:53:04,583 [Ole] One of the most iconic buttholes ever. 811 00:53:06,292 --> 00:53:10,250 [Delicate, reverberant instrumental music] 812 00:53:17,875 --> 00:53:19,833 [Music continues] 813 00:53:32,083 --> 00:53:34,042 [Music continues] 814 00:53:41,333 --> 00:53:43,417 [Music fades] 815 00:53:43,417 --> 00:53:44,583 Coffee? 816 00:53:44,583 --> 00:53:45,958 Yeah. 817 00:53:55,792 --> 00:53:57,750 [Music resumes] 818 00:54:09,750 --> 00:54:11,792 [Music builds; Running footsteps] 819 00:54:11,792 --> 00:54:13,208 [Door opens] 820 00:54:13,208 --> 00:54:15,167 [Music continues] 821 00:54:20,417 --> 00:54:22,375 [Music continues] 822 00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:45,125 [Music continues, builds] 823 00:54:55,708 --> 00:54:57,667 [Music continues] 824 00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:11,333 [Music continues] 825 00:55:11,333 --> 00:55:13,167 [Music subsides, continues] 826 00:55:29,042 --> 00:55:30,292 [Machinery thrums, clicks] 827 00:55:30,292 --> 00:55:32,292 [Music halts, resonates] 828 00:55:41,917 --> 00:55:43,875 [Music resumes] 829 00:55:57,458 --> 00:56:00,417 [Music swells] 830 00:56:04,292 --> 00:56:06,250 [Music continues] 831 00:56:08,375 --> 00:56:12,333 [Music continues; They converse indistinctly] 832 00:56:25,083 --> 00:56:27,042 [Music swells] 833 00:56:29,417 --> 00:56:31,375 [Music subsides, continues] 834 00:56:57,792 --> 00:57:00,750 [Music continues; They converse indistinctly] 835 00:57:04,292 --> 00:57:06,250 [Music continues] 836 00:57:15,875 --> 00:57:17,750 [Thunder rumbles, music continues] 837 00:57:17,750 --> 00:57:19,792 I don't know what we should do. 838 00:57:22,792 --> 00:57:24,750 [Music continues] 839 00:57:31,500 --> 00:57:33,458 [Music continues] 840 00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:46,667 [Music continues] 841 00:57:53,083 --> 00:57:54,708 I have to go. 842 00:58:14,125 --> 00:58:16,083 [Music halts, resonates] 843 00:58:17,792 --> 00:58:19,750 [She chuckles] 844 00:58:26,458 --> 00:58:28,417 [Music resumes] 845 00:58:47,833 --> 00:58:49,792 [Music continues] 846 00:58:55,042 --> 00:58:57,083 [Music halts, resonates] 847 00:58:57,083 --> 00:58:59,042 [She pants] 848 00:59:10,458 --> 00:59:12,875 Aksel, we need to talk. 849 00:59:15,167 --> 00:59:16,750 Yeah, of course. 850 00:59:18,042 --> 00:59:19,958 - What's wrong? -Um... 851 00:59:19,958 --> 00:59:22,750 [Narrator] Julie said she'd been thinking. 852 00:59:22,750 --> 00:59:26,167 It wasn't his fault. Nothing he could have changed. 853 00:59:26,167 --> 00:59:28,792 It's not anything you've done. 854 00:59:28,792 --> 00:59:31,833 It's not your fault. But I feel... 855 00:59:31,833 --> 00:59:34,958 [Narrator] /t was about all their old arguments. 856 00:59:34,958 --> 00:59:36,542 Things they both knew. 857 00:59:36,542 --> 00:59:38,167 It was bad timing. 858 00:59:38,167 --> 00:59:41,333 They'd met in different phases of life. 859 00:59:41,333 --> 00:59:43,458 They wanted different things. 860 00:59:43,458 --> 00:59:45,708 We want different things. 861 00:59:52,333 --> 00:59:55,000 Are you leaving me? 862 00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:56,917 [Julie] Yeah. 863 00:59:58,750 --> 01:00:00,917 I want it to be over. 864 01:00:07,833 --> 01:00:09,000 Okay. 865 01:00:16,542 --> 01:00:17,500 Okay. 866 01:00:27,417 --> 01:00:31,417 Are you sure you're yourself right now? 867 01:00:31,417 --> 01:00:35,083 - What do you mean? - Do you realise... 868 01:00:36,208 --> 01:00:39,417 Do you realise what you're doing? 869 01:00:39,417 --> 01:00:41,292 What you're destroying? 870 01:00:41,292 --> 01:00:42,917 Yes, of course. 871 01:00:44,042 --> 01:00:46,125 That's why it's so hard. 872 01:00:53,667 --> 01:00:54,917 Where will you live? 873 01:00:56,583 --> 01:00:58,083 I don't know. 874 01:00:58,083 --> 01:01:00,000 You don't know? 875 01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:01,083 No. With Mum. 876 01:01:06,083 --> 01:01:07,250 Move home to Mum? 877 01:01:08,375 --> 01:01:10,208 Yeah. Until I find a place. 878 01:01:12,792 --> 01:01:14,208 Okay. 879 01:01:19,625 --> 01:01:21,625 No, come on... 880 01:01:24,042 --> 01:01:26,375 It's over. 881 01:01:26,375 --> 01:01:30,083 I've had it. What else can I say? 882 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:34,042 Is something else bothering you and you're venting on me? 883 01:01:34,042 --> 01:01:35,083 No. 884 01:01:35,083 --> 01:01:37,958 I've thought about it for a long time. 885 01:01:37,958 --> 01:01:39,917 It feels right. 886 01:01:41,042 --> 01:01:44,083 [Music resumes, faintly] 887 01:01:44,083 --> 01:01:46,250 Have you met someone? 888 01:01:46,250 --> 01:01:47,542 No. 889 01:01:53,792 --> 01:01:57,167 I'm so sick of all this, Julie. Dammit. 890 01:01:57,167 --> 01:01:58,708 Sick to death of it. 891 01:02:01,500 --> 01:02:04,042 But, okay. 892 01:02:04,042 --> 01:02:06,208 Just leave. If that's what you want. 893 01:02:07,875 --> 01:02:09,083 [He sighs] 894 01:02:09,083 --> 01:02:11,792 I'll take a walk while you pack. 895 01:02:24,875 --> 01:02:26,833 [Music continues] 896 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:43,375 [Narrator] Julie said he deserved a more grounded woman. 897 01:02:43,375 --> 01:02:45,375 Ready for children. 898 01:02:45,375 --> 01:02:49,458 Who was dependable, stable, didn't flake out every six months. 899 01:02:52,250 --> 01:02:55,042 But I like you flaky. 900 01:02:55,042 --> 01:02:57,167 [Narrator] Aksel said he liked her flaky. 901 01:02:57,167 --> 01:03:00,792 That he needed someone like that. 902 01:03:00,792 --> 01:03:03,417 Who could draw him out of his drawing board. 903 01:03:04,542 --> 01:03:06,833 And as for having kids... 904 01:03:09,833 --> 01:03:12,583 [Narrator] He said he'd rather be childless with her 905 01:03:12,583 --> 01:03:15,208 than have kids with anyone else. 906 01:03:15,208 --> 01:03:18,042 You know that's not the only problem. 907 01:03:18,042 --> 01:03:19,750 So, what is the problem? 908 01:03:21,500 --> 01:03:26,042 It's a combination of things, not just that. 909 01:03:26,042 --> 01:03:30,000 I can see you're in a crisis right now. 910 01:03:30,000 --> 01:03:32,458 I can understand that. 911 01:03:32,458 --> 01:03:35,208 But if you love me... 912 01:03:36,333 --> 01:03:38,042 ..we'll sort it all out. 913 01:03:38,042 --> 01:03:40,375 Yes, I do love you. 914 01:03:40,375 --> 01:03:42,875 And I don't love you. 915 01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:45,583 [Narrator] Julie felt that this sentence, 916 01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:47,417 the way she said it, 917 01:03:47,417 --> 01:03:49,292 her emphasis on certain words, 918 01:03:49,292 --> 01:03:51,875 summed up the impossibility of it all. 919 01:03:51,875 --> 01:03:54,667 I feel like a spectator in my own life. 920 01:03:56,583 --> 01:03:59,750 Like I'm playing a supporting role in my own life. 921 01:04:05,958 --> 01:04:08,208 I get that you feel stuck. 922 01:04:08,208 --> 01:04:11,125 You need a change. 923 01:04:11,125 --> 01:04:13,833 But is this the solution? 924 01:04:13,833 --> 01:04:17,042 This is exactly my point. 925 01:04:17,042 --> 01:04:21,250 I'm trying to tell you how I feel, 926 01:04:21,250 --> 01:04:22,750 and you're defining my feelings. 927 01:04:22,750 --> 01:04:25,792 I see what you're doing. 928 01:04:25,792 --> 01:04:29,417 What am I doing? Tell me what I'm doing. 929 01:04:29,417 --> 01:04:31,708 - Shut up, and I'll tell you! - [Music fades] 930 01:04:31,708 --> 01:04:36,292 You're acting out the confrontation you never dared have with your father. 931 01:04:36,292 --> 01:04:40,958 - You're taking it out on me. - Is that so? 932 01:04:40,958 --> 01:04:43,417 What do you know about it? 933 01:04:43,417 --> 01:04:46,792 This is the crux of our relationship. 934 01:04:46,792 --> 01:04:50,250 Everything we feel, we have to put into words. 935 01:04:50,250 --> 01:04:53,500 Sometimes, I just want to feel things. 936 01:04:53,500 --> 01:04:57,125 You insist on being so damn strong all the time. 937 01:04:57,125 --> 01:05:00,875 For you, being strong 938 01:05:00,875 --> 01:05:03,042 is about formulating things. 939 01:05:03,042 --> 01:05:05,292 If you analyse things 940 01:05:05,292 --> 01:05:07,833 at every psychological level, 941 01:05:07,833 --> 01:05:09,750 you think you're strong. 942 01:05:09,750 --> 01:05:13,042 Because I'm less analytical, you think I'm weaker. 943 01:05:18,583 --> 01:05:20,958 [Narrator] She said she was terrified of being alone. 944 01:05:20,958 --> 01:05:22,792 Terrified of living without him. 945 01:05:22,792 --> 01:05:24,792 That when she left, 946 01:05:24,792 --> 01:05:27,000 she'd be like Bambi on the ice. 947 01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:28,375 ..Bambi on the ice. 948 01:05:28,375 --> 01:05:32,000 [Narrator] And that was precisely why she had to do it. 949 01:05:33,958 --> 01:05:38,333 Aksel mumbled soothing words she didn't hear. 950 01:05:38,333 --> 01:05:41,083 She was thinking about how, at the age of 30, 951 01:05:41,083 --> 01:05:43,708 she'd just compared herself to Bambi. 952 01:05:45,125 --> 01:05:47,208 Huh? 953 01:05:47,208 --> 01:05:48,250 No. 954 01:05:49,958 --> 01:05:51,583 I'm pathetic. 955 01:05:51,583 --> 01:05:53,500 No, you're not. 956 01:05:53,500 --> 01:05:54,583 A bit? 957 01:06:07,500 --> 01:06:08,458 Aksel... 958 01:06:21,375 --> 01:06:24,333 [She pants] 959 01:06:27,292 --> 01:06:29,250 [They pant] 960 01:06:37,042 --> 01:06:41,250 [She gasps, pants] 961 01:06:41,250 --> 01:06:43,208 [Silence] 962 01:06:50,292 --> 01:06:51,417 Hey... 963 01:06:53,750 --> 01:06:55,667 I didn't mean what I said. 964 01:06:55,667 --> 01:06:56,833 It's okay. 965 01:06:56,833 --> 01:06:58,583 I said plenty of things too. 966 01:07:03,083 --> 01:07:04,292 Stay a little longer. 967 01:07:08,917 --> 01:07:11,333 You'll regret it. 968 01:07:13,208 --> 01:07:14,750 I'm sure I will. 969 01:07:16,208 --> 01:07:17,750 The saddest thing, 970 01:07:17,750 --> 01:07:22,125 is one day, you'll want kids. 971 01:07:22,125 --> 01:07:25,000 In any case, you'll have other relationships. 972 01:07:26,125 --> 01:07:30,125 And you'll realise that what we had was unique. 973 01:07:30,125 --> 01:07:31,458 I Know. 974 01:07:31,458 --> 01:07:34,875 You don't. But I do. I've had many relationships. 975 01:07:34,875 --> 01:07:36,458 I know how hard it is. 976 01:07:37,708 --> 01:07:41,042 Nobody communicates like we do. Laughs like we do. 977 01:07:49,042 --> 01:07:51,000 [Music resumes] 978 01:07:51,000 --> 01:07:53,333 - [She sighs] - Who knows? 979 01:07:53,333 --> 01:07:56,125 Maybe we'll get back together someday. 980 01:07:56,125 --> 01:07:59,208 [Narrator] Then and there, she meant it. 981 01:08:00,417 --> 01:08:01,833 I mean it. 982 01:08:18,833 --> 01:08:20,792 [Silence] 983 01:08:23,208 --> 01:08:26,583 CHAPTER 6. FINNMARK HIGHLANDS 984 01:08:35,375 --> 01:08:36,833 [Wind blows] 985 01:08:36,833 --> 01:08:39,500 - Are you cold? - Yeah. 986 01:08:43,792 --> 01:08:47,792 - It looked easier on YouTube. - I told you we should practice. 987 01:08:51,125 --> 01:08:53,542 Wait. This one first. 988 01:08:53,542 --> 01:08:56,000 - Are you sure? - Yes, this goes on top. 989 01:08:56,000 --> 01:08:58,958 Right, but is it first? 990 01:08:58,958 --> 01:09:01,250 Isn't the other one first? 991 01:09:01,250 --> 01:09:03,458 - No, that's the top. - Okay. 992 01:09:06,375 --> 01:09:09,042 [Sparse reverberant music; She gasps] 993 01:09:15,250 --> 01:09:17,208 [Music continues] 994 01:09:29,917 --> 01:09:33,417 [Delicate, reverberant music] 995 01:09:44,625 --> 01:09:48,042 [Narrator] Eivind turned it into a funny story he told everyone. 996 01:09:49,167 --> 01:09:50,833 But it touched something deeper in her. 997 01:09:52,542 --> 01:09:55,208 Awoke something in her. 998 01:09:55,208 --> 01:09:57,375 She googled her family name. 999 01:09:57,375 --> 01:09:59,458 Her grandfather came from the Far North. 1000 01:09:59,458 --> 01:10:00,500 [Music builds] 1001 01:10:00,500 --> 01:10:05,583 The DNA sample she sent to America confirmed it. 1002 01:10:05,583 --> 01:10:07,583 [Percussive instrumental music] 1003 01:10:10,292 --> 01:10:16,125 [Narrator] Eivind didn't see how her new-found identity as 3.1% Sami 1004 01:10:16,125 --> 01:10:18,542 connected to mind-expanding substances 1005 01:10:18,542 --> 01:10:22,167 and unrelated exotic rituals, but tried to be supportive. 1006 01:10:24,042 --> 01:10:27,875 - [Music continues] - As she became increasingly militant, 1007 01:10:27,875 --> 01:10:31,375 she saw how climate change was hurting indigenous people. 1008 01:10:31,375 --> 01:10:33,417 [Thunder rumbles, music continues] 1009 01:10:33,417 --> 01:10:34,542 Hi. 1010 01:10:34,542 --> 01:10:37,000 - [Music continues] - Hi. 1011 01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:39,167 [Narrator] Inuit starving as seals vanish. 1012 01:10:39,167 --> 01:10:41,750 Melting ice ruining reindeer pastures. 1013 01:10:41,750 --> 01:10:44,500 Aborigines dying of skin cancer 1014 01:10:44,500 --> 01:10:48,000 - from the hole in the ozone. - [Reverberation builds, subsides] 1015 01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:51,500 Eivind could forget about flying to New York. 1016 01:10:51,500 --> 01:10:54,417 [Woman] Breathe in. All the way up. 1017 01:10:54,417 --> 01:10:58,125 [Narrator] She made them live more sustainably. 1018 01:10:58,125 --> 01:11:00,292 [Music continues] 1019 01:11:00,292 --> 01:11:04,375 He could always do better. Study the ingredients more closely. 1020 01:11:04,375 --> 01:11:07,833 Consider the environmental impact of his purchases. 1021 01:11:07,833 --> 01:11:09,750 Plastic is killing the oceans. 1022 01:11:09,750 --> 01:11:13,042 Norwegian cod was ferried to China and back. 1023 01:11:13,042 --> 01:11:15,958 Cobalt mining was destroying the Congo. 1024 01:11:15,958 --> 01:11:18,125 Batteries had blood on their hands. 1025 01:11:18,125 --> 01:11:20,500 [Music stops; Traffic nearby] 1026 01:11:20,500 --> 01:11:24,542 [Narrator] The sum of Western guilt sat beside him on the couch. 1027 01:11:24,542 --> 01:11:27,042 Went to bed with him at night. 1028 01:11:28,958 --> 01:11:31,667 Everything was weighed against the greater cause. 1029 01:11:31,667 --> 01:11:34,500 [Muffled dance music] 1030 01:11:34,500 --> 01:11:36,458 [Music continues] 1031 01:11:43,042 --> 01:11:45,083 [Music halts, resonates] 1032 01:11:45,083 --> 01:11:48,042 [Delicate, reverberant music] 1033 01:11:48,042 --> 01:11:50,375 [Narrator] He felt he was betraying Sunniva. 1034 01:11:50,375 --> 01:11:52,375 Betraying the Sami people. 1035 01:11:52,375 --> 01:11:56,708 [Reverberant music continues; Dance music resumes, fades] 1036 01:11:56,708 --> 01:12:01,500 Felt like the world's worst person, but couldn't resist. 1037 01:12:01,500 --> 01:12:02,833 [Music continues] 1038 01:12:02,833 --> 01:12:06,167 I forgot my sunglasses inside. 1039 01:12:06,167 --> 01:12:07,458 Right. 1040 01:12:07,458 --> 01:12:08,917 Be right back. 1041 01:12:12,000 --> 01:12:14,042 [Silence] 1042 01:12:14,042 --> 01:12:17,250 [Music - "I Said Goodbye to Me" by Harry Nilsson] 1043 01:12:17,250 --> 01:12:19,917 CHAPTER 7. A NEW CHAPTER 1044 01:12:19,917 --> 01:12:24,542 ♪ Then I began to cry 1045 01:12:24,542 --> 01:12:28,000 ♪ I'll leave my things behind for all to see 1046 01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:33,625 ♪ And hope that she will understand why... ♪ 1047 01:12:33,625 --> 01:12:36,417 - I need to pee. I need to pee! - & Ending the game 1048 01:12:36,417 --> 01:12:43,625 J'Is like changing the name of your favourite song 1049 01:12:43,625 --> 01:12:48,125 ♪ Step out of rhyme for the very first time 1050 01:12:48,125 --> 01:12:55,708 ♪ And the song is gone 1051 01:12:55,708 --> 01:12:58,500 ♪ There's nothing left to say 1052 01:12:58,500 --> 01:13:00,792 ♪ I'll pack up my memories 1053 01:13:00,792 --> 01:13:04,667 ♪ Then I'll walk away... ♪ 1054 01:13:05,792 --> 01:13:08,292 [Narrator] Eivind didn't want kids either. 1055 01:13:08,292 --> 01:13:13,458 Climate researchers foresaw hard times for future generations. 1056 01:13:13,458 --> 01:13:16,500 Overpopulation was the reason everything was falling apart. 1057 01:13:16,500 --> 01:13:18,542 [Music continues] 1058 01:13:28,875 --> 01:13:33,958 [Narrator] Julie liked how this pessimism added depth to his cheerful nature. 1059 01:13:35,167 --> 01:13:39,208 But she could tell he had other reasons too. 1060 01:13:39,208 --> 01:13:40,833 ..A bit like that. 1061 01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:42,625 Self-centred. 1062 01:13:42,625 --> 01:13:47,125 [Narrator] Eivind's father, like Julie's, tended to forget birthdays. 1063 01:13:47,125 --> 01:13:50,667 Eivind would often say, "According to my father's calendar..." 1064 01:13:50,667 --> 01:13:53,000 I'm 12 years old. 1065 01:13:53,000 --> 01:13:56,083 - [Music continues] - They're all hard. No ripe ones. 1066 01:13:56,083 --> 01:14:00,625 People die of thirst in Chile because avocados need so much water. 1067 01:14:02,500 --> 01:14:04,458 [Music continues] 1068 01:14:06,417 --> 01:14:08,375 [Music fades] 1069 01:14:15,417 --> 01:14:17,333 [Footsteps approach] 1070 01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,250 Still following Sunniva on Instagram? 1071 01:14:25,000 --> 01:14:28,750 Yeah, she posts interesting links about the environment. 1072 01:14:28,750 --> 01:14:30,750 Hm. 1073 01:14:30,750 --> 01:14:34,708 We don't message or anything. 1074 01:14:34,708 --> 01:14:37,042 She's got over 30,000 followers. 1075 01:14:37,042 --> 01:14:39,417 For showing off her ass? 1076 01:14:40,625 --> 01:14:44,167 She's not showing off her ass, she's doing yoga. 1077 01:14:44,167 --> 01:14:45,458 It's yoga. 1078 01:14:48,208 --> 01:14:49,875 Okay, she shows it off a bit. 1079 01:14:49,875 --> 01:14:53,042 I don't mind you following her. 1080 01:14:53,042 --> 01:14:55,125 It's not a problem, but... 1081 01:14:56,333 --> 01:14:58,958 I don't want to be... 1082 01:14:58,958 --> 01:15:02,583 the sensible choice, while she's the sexy one. 1083 01:15:11,042 --> 01:15:13,708 There's nothing sensible about you. 1084 01:15:13,708 --> 01:15:16,708 - [Julie] I mean... - [Eivind] Yeah. 1085 01:15:16,708 --> 01:15:21,500 - The angle of her pelvis... - It's yoga. 1086 01:15:21,500 --> 01:15:24,417 - That's not yoga. - [Eivind] It is yoga. 1087 01:15:24,417 --> 01:15:26,667 - [She gasps] - You liked it! 1088 01:15:26,667 --> 01:15:28,708 Oh, my God! 1089 01:15:28,708 --> 01:15:32,417 - [Julie] That's not cool! - I had to like it! 1090 01:15:32,417 --> 01:15:34,583 [Silence] 1091 01:15:34,583 --> 01:15:37,625 [Music plays - "Springtime" by Le SuperHomard] 1092 01:15:37,625 --> 01:15:38,708 Oh! 1093 01:15:38,708 --> 01:15:40,542 Shit, you nailed it! 1094 01:15:40,542 --> 01:15:44,375 That's right. 1095 01:15:44,375 --> 01:15:47,333 So, that's why... 1096 01:15:47,333 --> 01:15:49,583 CHAPTER 8. JULIE'S NARCISSISTIC CIRCUS 1097 01:15:49,583 --> 01:15:52,125 I want people to watch me dance. 1098 01:15:52,125 --> 01:15:54,875 It's annoying as hell. 1099 01:15:54,875 --> 01:15:59,500 You can make a fool of yourself on the dance floor and still be cool. 1100 01:16:00,583 --> 01:16:03,083 So true! I've noticed that. 1101 01:16:03,083 --> 01:16:06,250 When we dance, you take up all the space. 1102 01:16:07,875 --> 01:16:09,833 [Music continues, faintly] 1103 01:16:17,375 --> 01:16:18,875 [Julie] Yeah, but it's also like, 1104 01:16:18,875 --> 01:16:22,458 "Everyone look at me! Look at me!" 1105 01:16:22,458 --> 01:16:26,375 [Synne] Yeah, that's my point. You're always so mysterious. 1106 01:16:26,375 --> 01:16:30,208 [Indistinct conversation, music continues] 1107 01:16:30,208 --> 01:16:32,667 You still have your stash? 1108 01:16:34,417 --> 01:16:36,250 [Julie] What's that? 1109 01:16:37,375 --> 01:16:38,708 Bro? 1110 01:16:39,833 --> 01:16:40,917 Where'd you find it? 1111 01:16:42,375 --> 01:16:43,750 [Synne] What is it? 1112 01:16:43,750 --> 01:16:45,833 Magic mushrooms. 1113 01:16:45,833 --> 01:16:47,333 [Synne exclaims] 1114 01:16:51,042 --> 01:16:53,333 [Julie] Ooh! 1115 01:16:53,333 --> 01:16:54,792 Have you tried it? 1116 01:16:56,833 --> 01:16:57,917 Yeah. 1117 01:17:03,417 --> 01:17:04,375 Right. 1118 01:17:06,208 --> 01:17:07,417 Why'd you do that? 1119 01:17:08,875 --> 01:17:11,167 Yuck. Tastes like dirt. 1120 01:17:12,375 --> 01:17:13,542 [In English] Anyone? 1121 01:17:17,750 --> 01:17:19,708 [He sighs] 1122 01:17:21,458 --> 01:17:23,417 [Music stops] 1123 01:17:42,542 --> 01:17:45,875 [Music plays - "Maybe in the Summer" by Sassy 009] 1124 01:17:45,875 --> 01:17:48,458 ♪ Maybe in the summer, ah, I'll be clear 1125 01:17:50,333 --> 01:17:52,167 ♪ Will you be there? ♪ 1126 01:17:53,667 --> 01:17:55,625 [Music continues, faintly] 1127 01:18:07,125 --> 01:18:08,458 [Deep rumbling] 1128 01:18:08,458 --> 01:18:11,917 I don't feel anything. They're probably too old. 1129 01:18:11,917 --> 01:18:12,958 Yeah. 1130 01:18:12,958 --> 01:18:15,042 I gotta go. 1131 01:18:15,042 --> 01:18:17,375 [Eivind] Are you sure? Could be risky. 1132 01:18:17,375 --> 01:18:19,000 Come on, man. 1133 01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:20,542 We've done this before. 1134 01:18:20,542 --> 01:18:22,667 - We'll talk tomorrow. - Call me. 1135 01:18:25,833 --> 01:18:29,625 [Music continues; Reverberant keening tone] 1136 01:18:31,667 --> 01:18:32,958 [Eivind] Adil? 1137 01:18:32,958 --> 01:18:35,917 [Music continues; Deep creaking] 1138 01:18:38,167 --> 01:18:40,750 [Floorboard creaks, reverberates deeply] 1139 01:18:42,792 --> 01:18:44,458 [Eivind] Can you speak? 1140 01:18:48,917 --> 01:18:51,125 [Julie chuckles] 1141 01:18:52,833 --> 01:18:55,417 It's kicking in for him. 1142 01:18:59,458 --> 01:19:00,583 Julie? 1143 01:19:00,583 --> 01:19:02,792 Is it starting to kick in? 1144 01:19:02,792 --> 01:19:04,625 You need water. 1145 01:19:04,625 --> 01:19:06,917 It's important. 1146 01:19:06,917 --> 01:19:09,292 You have to drink lots of water. 1147 01:19:09,292 --> 01:19:10,417 [Water splashes] 1148 01:19:10,417 --> 01:19:12,250 Here. 1149 01:19:12,250 --> 01:19:13,708 Drink it all. 1150 01:19:13,708 --> 01:19:15,708 You'll be okay. 1151 01:19:15,708 --> 01:19:17,833 You know I'm here for you. 1152 01:19:17,833 --> 01:19:19,500 [She exhales] 1153 01:19:19,500 --> 01:19:22,875 [Waves crash] 1154 01:19:22,875 --> 01:19:24,583 [Eivind] Julie? 1155 01:19:24,583 --> 01:19:26,625 Drink the water. 1156 01:19:26,625 --> 01:19:29,292 - Julie? - [Waves crash] 1157 01:19:29,292 --> 01:19:31,333 [Eivind, echoing] I'm here. 1158 01:19:31,333 --> 01:19:33,292 [Deep, reverberant music] 1159 01:19:36,042 --> 01:19:37,792 [Voice echoing] It's okay! I'm here! 1160 01:19:37,792 --> 01:19:39,542 [Music stops] 1161 01:19:39,542 --> 01:19:42,083 [Deep reverberation] 1162 01:19:44,500 --> 01:19:47,458 [She breathes heavily] 1163 01:19:53,792 --> 01:19:56,750 [Reverberant electronic music] 1164 01:20:07,208 --> 01:20:10,417 [Deep reverberations; Music continues] 1165 01:20:31,208 --> 01:20:33,167 [Music continues] 1166 01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:51,333 [Eivind] Julie, are you okay? 1167 01:20:51,333 --> 01:20:54,083 [Music plays - "Sunrise Parable" by Fastback] 1168 01:20:56,167 --> 01:20:58,708 I thought I'd make it. 1169 01:20:58,708 --> 01:20:59,750 Are you okay? 1170 01:21:01,167 --> 01:21:03,667 Julie? Julie? 1171 01:21:05,292 --> 01:21:08,250 [Music continues, builds] 1172 01:21:16,583 --> 01:21:17,625 No, no, no, no. 1173 01:21:19,375 --> 01:21:22,542 [Audience gasps, laughs] 1174 01:21:22,542 --> 01:21:24,500 [Music continues] 1175 01:21:26,458 --> 01:21:28,333 - Wow! - [Audience laugh] 1176 01:21:28,333 --> 01:21:30,917 [Baby coos, music continues] 1177 01:21:30,917 --> 01:21:33,458 [Audience sighs, laughs] 1178 01:21:35,208 --> 01:21:39,500 [Music, laughter continue] 1179 01:21:41,042 --> 01:21:43,542 [Bobcat exclaims, audience laugh] 1180 01:21:43,542 --> 01:21:45,958 [Music continues, baby laughs] 1181 01:21:48,125 --> 01:21:49,750 [Baby squeaks like toy] 1182 01:21:52,083 --> 01:21:53,167 [He burps] 1183 01:21:53,167 --> 01:21:55,208 [Music stops, resonates] 1184 01:21:55,208 --> 01:21:57,167 [Children play nearby] 1185 01:21:58,792 --> 01:22:00,750 [She inhales sharply] 1186 01:22:13,417 --> 01:22:15,958 [She sighs] 1187 01:22:15,958 --> 01:22:18,000 [Door opens] 1188 01:22:18,000 --> 01:22:19,708 [Door closes] 1189 01:22:23,042 --> 01:22:25,125 Thought we could use some coffee. 1190 01:22:25,125 --> 01:22:27,042 Oh! 1191 01:22:28,542 --> 01:22:30,500 [Eivind] We won't be doing that again. 1192 01:22:32,375 --> 01:22:33,417 Mm. 1193 01:22:36,375 --> 01:22:38,750 You should take a shower. 1194 01:22:38,750 --> 01:22:40,292 Do I smell bad? 1195 01:22:40,292 --> 01:22:42,083 Mm... 1196 01:22:42,083 --> 01:22:44,208 - Is that... - Oh, my God. 1197 01:22:45,500 --> 01:22:47,625 Oh, my god. I need to take a shower. 1198 01:22:47,625 --> 01:22:50,167 - Don't worry, it's not urgent. - [He laughs] 1199 01:22:50,167 --> 01:22:52,000 Shall I make breakfast? 1200 01:23:03,542 --> 01:23:06,375 I feel I can be myself with you. 1201 01:23:06,375 --> 01:23:07,792 Completely. 1202 01:23:11,208 --> 01:23:14,083 You weren't yourself before? 1203 01:23:14,083 --> 01:23:17,333 [Julie] I was, but I felt like... I had to be... 1204 01:23:19,167 --> 01:23:20,750 ..a bit... 1205 01:23:20,750 --> 01:23:23,375 like I was when we first met. 1206 01:23:36,958 --> 01:23:39,083 Thanks for putting up with me. 1207 01:23:39,083 --> 01:23:40,500 I love you. 1208 01:24:05,208 --> 01:24:08,167 [Music - "Water, Voices & Snow" by Chassol] 1209 01:24:12,125 --> 01:24:14,083 [Music continues] 1210 01:24:15,583 --> 01:24:17,042 [Music continues] 1211 01:24:17,042 --> 01:24:20,208 CHAPTER 9. BOBCAT WRECKS XMAS 1212 01:24:21,667 --> 01:24:23,958 [Music continues] 1213 01:24:30,375 --> 01:24:32,750 BOBCAT WRECKS XMAS 1214 01:24:36,875 --> 01:24:38,833 [Music continues] 1215 01:24:51,042 --> 01:24:53,292 [Music continues] 1216 01:24:53,292 --> 01:24:58,417 Have you read your old Bobcat comics since you grew up? 1217 01:24:58,417 --> 01:25:01,583 Because, in our day and age, 1218 01:25:01,583 --> 01:25:04,375 they seem so inappropriate and murky 1219 01:25:04,375 --> 01:25:08,000 that we feel almost sick reading them. 1220 01:25:08,000 --> 01:25:11,042 It's unpleasant to realise you created a character 1221 01:25:11,042 --> 01:25:14,292 who gained popularity at the expense of women. 1222 01:25:14,292 --> 01:25:15,542 [Aksel] Okay, I get it. 1223 01:25:15,542 --> 01:25:18,333 You're saying art should be pleasant? 1224 01:25:18,333 --> 01:25:21,458 - [She sighs] - Do you think it's art? 1225 01:25:21,458 --> 01:25:26,042 I brought along some of your early comics. 1226 01:25:26,042 --> 01:25:29,333 Bobcat is one thing, but then there's Dick Wolf Dick, 1227 01:25:29,333 --> 01:25:31,000 Pedo the Parrot... 1228 01:25:31,000 --> 01:25:36,000 Right, I don't really think this is the right medium 1229 01:25:36,000 --> 01:25:38,250 to explain comic-book humour. 1230 01:25:38,250 --> 01:25:42,750 [Woman] Have you ever considered that some of your readers 1231 01:25:42,750 --> 01:25:45,208 may have been victims of incest or rape? 1232 01:25:45,208 --> 01:25:46,292 [Aksel] Jeez. 1233 01:25:46,292 --> 01:25:50,708 Do we stop creating because some people might feel bad? 1234 01:25:50,708 --> 01:25:55,958 Artists get killed for drawing things others find offensive. They're shot. 1235 01:25:55,958 --> 01:25:59,208 Are you comparing Mohammed caricatures 1236 01:25:59,208 --> 01:26:01,417 with drawings of women with big tits? 1237 01:26:01,417 --> 01:26:04,708 Or with incest? What's your point? 1238 01:26:04,708 --> 01:26:08,417 - Well, yes and no. - It's a bit of a cop-out 1239 01:26:08,417 --> 01:26:11,167 to claim freedom of speech when people criticise you. 1240 01:26:11,167 --> 01:26:14,750 We're discussing your work right now, 1241 01:26:14,750 --> 01:26:17,417 So nobody's censoring you. 1242 01:26:17,417 --> 01:26:20,125 As a woman, I'm upset. 1243 01:26:20,125 --> 01:26:23,792 I'm offended, though we're not supposed to say that. 1244 01:26:23,792 --> 01:26:28,000 You have a choice. You don't have to feel offended. 1245 01:26:28,000 --> 01:26:29,583 It's not a choice. 1246 01:26:29,583 --> 01:26:32,708 This is very generational. 1247 01:26:32,708 --> 01:26:36,583 One author cannot be held solely responsible. 1248 01:26:36,583 --> 01:26:40,708 I think art has to be messy and free. 1249 01:26:40,708 --> 01:26:43,375 It has to be a bit dangerous to be fun. 1250 01:26:43,375 --> 01:26:47,250 I want art to be a form of therapy 1251 01:26:47,250 --> 01:26:50,292 where I can express and work through 1252 01:26:50,292 --> 01:26:52,375 all my unacceptable thoughts, 1253 01:26:52,375 --> 01:26:55,792 all my darkest impulses. 1254 01:26:55,792 --> 01:26:59,417 But you're using your male privilege 1255 01:26:59,417 --> 01:27:01,833 to mock people weaker than you. 1256 01:27:01,833 --> 01:27:04,792 It's hardly art or even humour. 1257 01:27:04,792 --> 01:27:07,000 Sorry, it's not smart enough to be satire. 1258 01:27:07,000 --> 01:27:11,500 But this isn't about me. Like... When I create something, 1259 01:27:11,500 --> 01:27:13,833 it's not just me talking. 1260 01:27:13,833 --> 01:27:15,708 - I know that much. - Do you? 1261 01:27:15,708 --> 01:27:20,375 Let's say I draw this interview as a cartoon. 1262 01:27:20,375 --> 01:27:25,000 The comic version of me might call you a whore. 1263 01:27:25,000 --> 01:27:28,000 It doesn't mean I think that. 1264 01:27:28,000 --> 01:27:30,083 It could be... 1265 01:27:30,083 --> 01:27:32,958 a parody of a certain type of insecure male... 1266 01:27:32,958 --> 01:27:35,375 You used the word "whore"? 1267 01:27:35,375 --> 01:27:38,208 Yes, I said "whore". 1268 01:27:38,208 --> 01:27:40,500 You're not interested in what I mean. 1269 01:27:40,500 --> 01:27:43,250 [Woman] Can't you see that's crass sexualisation? 1270 01:27:43,250 --> 01:27:46,333 I think we're on a slippery slope here. 1271 01:27:46,333 --> 01:27:50,667 All you post-feminists are so fucking self-righteous! 1272 01:27:50,667 --> 01:27:52,833 [They talk over each other] 1273 01:27:52,833 --> 01:27:55,167 [Host] Thank you, Marthe Refstad and Aksel Willmann. 1274 01:27:55,167 --> 01:27:57,708 [Marthe] The term is sex worker now, by the way. 1275 01:27:58,958 --> 01:28:01,917 [Delicate piano music] 1276 01:28:04,250 --> 01:28:07,708 CHAPTER 10. FIRST PERSON SINGULAR 1277 01:28:10,167 --> 01:28:11,958 [Music continues] 1278 01:28:11,958 --> 01:28:14,917 I'M HAPPY TO HELP! 1279 01:28:16,625 --> 01:28:18,583 [Music continues] 1280 01:28:34,333 --> 01:28:35,375 [He chuckles] 1281 01:28:35,375 --> 01:28:37,875 - Hi! - [Ole] Long time no see! 1282 01:28:37,875 --> 01:28:40,417 - Yeah. - How are you? 1283 01:28:40,417 --> 01:28:42,458 Okay. And you? 1284 01:28:42,458 --> 01:28:44,042 I'm good. 1285 01:28:44,042 --> 01:28:45,375 [He chuckles] 1286 01:28:45,375 --> 01:28:48,042 Do you ever talk to Aksel? 1287 01:28:48,042 --> 01:28:49,875 Is he okay? 1288 01:28:49,875 --> 01:28:50,958 Yeah, well... 1289 01:28:50,958 --> 01:28:54,250 I heard the radio interview. 1290 01:28:54,250 --> 01:28:55,833 Yeah. 1291 01:28:55,833 --> 01:28:57,458 He went a bit far. 1292 01:28:57,458 --> 01:28:58,583 Mm. 1293 01:29:03,083 --> 01:29:04,875 He's not doing that well. 1294 01:29:06,083 --> 01:29:08,000 Did you know he's sick? 1295 01:29:09,792 --> 01:29:12,208 - Aksel? - Haven't you heard? 1296 01:29:12,208 --> 01:29:14,583 He has cancer. 1297 01:29:14,583 --> 01:29:16,917 Sorry, I thought you knew. 1298 01:29:18,042 --> 01:29:20,292 It spread quickly. 1299 01:29:20,292 --> 01:29:22,750 They discovered it too late. 1300 01:29:22,750 --> 01:29:23,833 Cancer? 1301 01:29:23,833 --> 01:29:25,667 Pancreatic. 1302 01:29:32,000 --> 01:29:33,500 But... 1303 01:29:37,958 --> 01:29:39,958 How is he coping? 1304 01:29:39,958 --> 01:29:42,792 Pretty well, under the circumstances. 1305 01:29:42,792 --> 01:29:44,667 But it's hard. 1306 01:29:44,667 --> 01:29:46,292 The prognosis... 1307 01:29:47,417 --> 01:29:49,542 ..is not good. 1308 01:29:49,542 --> 01:29:50,875 It's incurable. 1309 01:30:02,708 --> 01:30:05,583 Uh... Thanks for letting me know. 1310 01:30:05,583 --> 01:30:07,833 I thought you knew. 1311 01:30:09,125 --> 01:30:11,542 No, I hadn't heard anything. 1312 01:30:11,542 --> 01:30:13,292 It's just... 1313 01:30:15,167 --> 01:30:17,708 I didn't know. 1314 01:31:00,250 --> 01:31:01,958 When did you write this? 1315 01:31:03,333 --> 01:31:04,667 Have you read it? 1316 01:31:04,667 --> 01:31:07,208 I was moving it to paper recycling. 1317 01:31:08,375 --> 01:31:10,458 It's very good. 1318 01:31:11,792 --> 01:31:15,083 - You think? - Yeah, it sucked me right in. 1319 01:31:15,083 --> 01:31:17,917 It's really, really great. 1320 01:31:17,917 --> 01:31:20,292 I mean... 1321 01:31:21,750 --> 01:31:23,250 .it's like... 1322 01:31:24,833 --> 01:31:27,125 - What? - Well... 1323 01:31:30,833 --> 01:31:32,667 I have to say, 1324 01:31:32,667 --> 01:31:35,000 it's really nice to read about you. 1325 01:31:36,250 --> 01:31:39,125 But it's not about me. 1326 01:31:39,125 --> 01:31:42,708 But the Christmas scene is your family, right? 1327 01:31:44,083 --> 01:31:46,958 Yeah, but it's fiction. You didn't get that? 1328 01:31:46,958 --> 01:31:48,375 I made it up. 1329 01:31:48,375 --> 01:31:50,542 Okay, it's fiction. In any case... 1330 01:31:53,917 --> 01:31:56,458 - It's good. - Because it's me? 1331 01:31:56,458 --> 01:31:59,458 No, because it's nice. 1332 01:31:59,458 --> 01:32:00,583 "Nice"? 1333 01:32:02,750 --> 01:32:05,375 Yeah, nice. Good. Well written. 1334 01:32:05,375 --> 01:32:08,958 The way you write is really great... 1335 01:32:08,958 --> 01:32:11,125 Mm-hm. 1336 01:32:11,125 --> 01:32:12,625 Like here, 1337 01:32:12,625 --> 01:32:17,542 "Too many memories overlapping, blending into a blur." 1338 01:32:17,542 --> 01:32:22,292 That resonates with me. It's well written. Truly good. 1339 01:32:22,292 --> 01:32:24,292 It's not well written. 1340 01:32:26,833 --> 01:32:28,667 What's wrong? 1341 01:32:28,667 --> 01:32:31,250 Suddenly you're into literature? 1342 01:32:31,250 --> 01:32:32,833 [Eivind] Huh? 1343 01:32:32,833 --> 01:32:35,208 What was the last book you read? 1344 01:32:38,167 --> 01:32:40,625 - Are you okay? What's up? - Why? 1345 01:32:40,625 --> 01:32:44,250 You criticise everything I do these days. 1346 01:32:44,250 --> 01:32:47,542 Sorry, but going through my trash is pretty invasive. 1347 01:32:47,542 --> 01:32:49,625 Okay, okay. 1348 01:32:49,625 --> 01:32:52,000 - Can't you see that? - Relax! 1349 01:32:52,000 --> 01:32:53,667 - "Relax?" - Calm down. 1350 01:32:53,667 --> 01:32:55,875 Relaxing is your speciality! 1351 01:32:55,875 --> 01:32:58,792 You don't mind serving coffee till you're 50. 1352 01:32:58,792 --> 01:33:00,167 But I want more! 1353 01:33:09,958 --> 01:33:12,500 That's hurtful. I don't know what to say. 1354 01:33:12,500 --> 01:33:13,458 [Julie] No. 1355 01:33:33,583 --> 01:33:36,375 [Silence] 1356 01:33:36,375 --> 01:33:38,500 [Birdsong] 1357 01:33:38,500 --> 01:33:43,083 CHAPTER 11. POSITIVE 1358 01:33:43,083 --> 01:33:45,042 [Coughing, spluttering] 1359 01:33:55,708 --> 01:33:57,667 [She spits] 1360 01:34:09,708 --> 01:34:11,667 - [Front door opens] - [Eivind] Hello? 1361 01:34:21,083 --> 01:34:23,083 [Eivind] Hey. 1362 01:34:23,083 --> 01:34:25,333 Hey... 1363 01:34:29,458 --> 01:34:30,958 Have you eaten? 1364 01:34:30,958 --> 01:34:33,792 Yeah, but I can make pasta, if you like. 1365 01:34:33,792 --> 01:34:37,208 No, I don't need any, if you've eaten. 1366 01:34:39,792 --> 01:34:42,750 [Delicate, reverberant music] 1367 01:34:53,500 --> 01:34:55,458 [Music continues] 1368 01:35:06,833 --> 01:35:08,792 [Music continues] 1369 01:35:12,583 --> 01:35:14,542 [Music continues] 1370 01:35:20,792 --> 01:35:23,750 [Rock music plays faintly] 1371 01:35:25,625 --> 01:35:29,583 [Music plays, faintly - "Back to Dungaree High" by Turbonegro] 1372 01:35:32,375 --> 01:35:34,667 ♪ Just to get by 1373 01:35:34,667 --> 01:35:36,833 ♪ Back to dungaree high 1374 01:35:36,833 --> 01:35:41,208 ♪ Just a great big boy With a teeny-weeny alibi... ♪ 1375 01:35:41,208 --> 01:35:44,167 [Music continues, volume increases] 1376 01:36:03,583 --> 01:36:04,750 ♪ Woo! 1377 01:36:04,750 --> 01:36:08,833 ♪ It's just a way to stay alive, boy 1378 01:36:10,042 --> 01:36:14,250 ♪ It's such a trip just to survive, boy 1379 01:36:15,917 --> 01:36:18,500 ♪ It's just a way to stay alive... ♪ 1380 01:36:18,500 --> 01:36:19,708 [Music stops] 1381 01:36:19,708 --> 01:36:21,708 Oops, sorry. 1382 01:36:21,708 --> 01:36:23,333 - Hi. - Hi! 1383 01:36:25,708 --> 01:36:27,667 Hi. 1384 01:36:35,875 --> 01:36:38,208 [Aksel] It started with a backache. 1385 01:36:38,208 --> 01:36:42,708 I've had backaches before. I didn't worry. 1386 01:36:42,708 --> 01:36:46,083 Then my skin turned almost golden. 1387 01:36:47,583 --> 01:36:49,667 I thought I looked good. 1388 01:36:51,167 --> 01:36:52,958 It turned out to be jaundice. 1389 01:36:56,250 --> 01:37:00,125 Mum said I was born jaundiced. They put me in a light box. 1390 01:37:01,458 --> 01:37:02,583 Is it painful? 1391 01:37:02,583 --> 01:37:04,875 No, not really. 1392 01:37:04,875 --> 01:37:07,167 It's okay. 1393 01:37:07,167 --> 01:37:11,000 They block selected neural pathways with Botox. 1394 01:37:12,333 --> 01:37:13,417 That's good. 1395 01:37:13,417 --> 01:37:17,333 Yeah, it keeps me from taking too many painkillers. 1396 01:37:23,292 --> 01:37:25,417 How's your family doing? 1397 01:37:25,417 --> 01:37:27,125 Fine, I guess. 1398 01:37:27,125 --> 01:37:28,917 Mum still follows your every move. 1399 01:37:28,917 --> 01:37:31,417 - Oh, yeah? - Mm. 1400 01:37:31,417 --> 01:37:33,333 And your dad? 1401 01:37:33,333 --> 01:37:35,458 Mm... 1402 01:37:35,458 --> 01:37:37,667 I've basically cut him off. 1403 01:37:37,667 --> 01:37:38,667 Good. 1404 01:37:40,042 --> 01:37:42,208 He can chase me, if he likes. 1405 01:37:42,208 --> 01:37:43,458 Does he? 1406 01:37:43,458 --> 01:37:45,417 No, not really. 1407 01:37:45,417 --> 01:37:47,458 - [Woman] Hi! - Two coffees. 1408 01:37:48,583 --> 01:37:51,083 They thought it was hilarious. 1409 01:37:51,083 --> 01:37:53,542 In some circumstances, 1410 01:37:53,542 --> 01:37:56,583 morbid humour can be funny. 1411 01:37:56,583 --> 01:37:59,042 Even anal sex at a Bar Mitzvah? 1412 01:37:59,042 --> 01:38:02,417 It makes me laugh. But I'm an old guy now. 1413 01:38:02,417 --> 01:38:03,750 No. 1414 01:38:03,750 --> 01:38:05,792 Well, you know... 1415 01:38:05,792 --> 01:38:07,625 I kind of expected this. 1416 01:38:07,625 --> 01:38:10,833 I'd given up long before I got sick. 1417 01:38:12,375 --> 01:38:13,583 Really. 1418 01:38:13,583 --> 01:38:17,958 I just watch my favourite old movies over and over. 1419 01:38:17,958 --> 01:38:21,125 Lynch, The Godfather Part II... 1420 01:38:21,125 --> 01:38:25,042 How many times can you watch Dog Day Afternoon? 1421 01:38:25,042 --> 01:38:28,250 - Many times! - Okay. Yeah. 1422 01:38:29,708 --> 01:38:31,167 You should. 1423 01:38:31,167 --> 01:38:33,125 - [She laughs] - Absolutely. 1424 01:38:35,625 --> 01:38:38,667 Sometimes I listen to music... 1425 01:38:38,667 --> 01:38:40,792 I haven't heard before. 1426 01:38:40,792 --> 01:38:43,042 But... 1427 01:38:43,042 --> 01:38:44,750 it's old as well. 1428 01:38:46,250 --> 01:38:49,917 Music I didn't know about, but from when I grew up. 1429 01:38:51,208 --> 01:38:53,958 It felt as though I'd already given up. 1430 01:38:55,833 --> 01:39:00,042 I grew up in an age without Internet and mobile phones. 1431 01:39:02,708 --> 01:39:05,667 - No, but honestly... - [She laughs] 1432 01:39:05,667 --> 01:39:07,250 I sound like an old fart. 1433 01:39:07,250 --> 01:39:09,750 - But I think about it a lot. - Yeah, yeah. 1434 01:39:09,750 --> 01:39:12,792 The world that I knew... 1435 01:39:14,167 --> 01:39:16,125 ..has disappeared. 1436 01:39:16,125 --> 01:39:20,000 For me, it was all about going to stores. 1437 01:39:20,000 --> 01:39:23,167 Record stores. 1438 01:39:25,625 --> 01:39:28,708 I'd take the tram to Voices in Griinerlgkka. 1439 01:39:28,708 --> 01:39:31,542 Leaf through used comics at Pretty Price. 1440 01:39:31,542 --> 01:39:35,583 I can close my eyes and see the aisles at Video Nova in Majorstua. 1441 01:39:37,167 --> 01:39:39,917 I grew up in a time... 1442 01:39:39,917 --> 01:39:43,292 when culture was passed along through objects. 1443 01:39:45,042 --> 01:39:48,000 They were interesting because... 1444 01:39:49,417 --> 01:39:52,250 ..we could live among them. 1445 01:39:52,250 --> 01:39:55,375 We could pick them up. Hold them in our hands. 1446 01:39:55,375 --> 01:39:57,292 Compare them. 1447 01:39:57,292 --> 01:39:58,833 A bit like books? 1448 01:40:00,125 --> 01:40:01,708 Yeah, a bit like books. 1449 01:40:04,875 --> 01:40:09,292 That's all I have. I spent my life doing that. 1450 01:40:11,167 --> 01:40:16,000 Collecting all that stuff, comics, books... 1451 01:40:17,792 --> 01:40:19,083 ..and... 1452 01:40:21,125 --> 01:40:25,125 ..I just continued, even when it stopped giving me... 1453 01:40:26,250 --> 01:40:28,417 ..the powerful emotions 1454 01:40:28,417 --> 01:40:31,417 I felt in my early 20s. 1455 01:40:34,042 --> 01:40:36,417 I continued anyway. 1456 01:40:36,417 --> 01:40:37,417 And... 1457 01:40:38,792 --> 01:40:40,458 ..now it's all I have left. 1458 01:40:40,458 --> 01:40:45,250 Knowledge and memories of stupid, futile things 1459 01:40:45,250 --> 01:40:48,333 nobody cares about. 1460 01:40:48,333 --> 01:40:50,083 [Julie] Don't say that. 1461 01:40:50,083 --> 01:40:52,375 You've got the comics you created. 1462 01:40:52,375 --> 01:40:56,417 I wish I'd had what you had. 1463 01:40:56,417 --> 01:40:58,583 To be able to draw 1464 01:40:58,583 --> 01:41:02,542 without doubting that you're doing what you're supposed to do. 1465 01:41:04,417 --> 01:41:07,583 I really wish I had that. 1466 01:41:07,583 --> 01:41:09,167 Yeah, but... 1467 01:41:09,167 --> 01:41:11,208 I've got cancer. I'm dying. 1468 01:41:11,208 --> 01:41:14,083 - [She laughs] - Of course I'm being retrospective. 1469 01:41:15,333 --> 01:41:18,208 You said you've done that for ages. 1470 01:41:18,208 --> 01:41:20,125 Not for that long. 1471 01:41:21,375 --> 01:41:26,208 In recent years. I reached a point in life when suddenly... 1472 01:41:26,208 --> 01:41:27,792 it just happened. 1473 01:41:29,417 --> 01:41:31,000 When... 1474 01:41:33,833 --> 01:41:36,208 ..I began to worship what had been. 1475 01:41:39,000 --> 01:41:43,083 And now I have nothing else. I have no future. 1476 01:41:45,208 --> 01:41:47,458 I can only look back. 1477 01:41:51,000 --> 01:41:52,667 And... 1478 01:41:52,667 --> 01:41:55,792 it's not even nostalgia, it's... 1479 01:41:55,792 --> 01:41:57,417 fear of death. 1480 01:41:57,417 --> 01:41:59,500 It's because I'm scared. 1481 01:42:06,625 --> 01:42:09,875 It has nothing to do with art. 1482 01:42:09,875 --> 01:42:11,792 I'm just trying to process... 1483 01:42:18,667 --> 01:42:21,792 [Wistful instrumental music] 1484 01:42:23,875 --> 01:42:26,417 I have surgery tomorrow at nine. 1485 01:42:27,833 --> 01:42:31,333 [Julie] I felt I could tell you anything. 1486 01:42:31,333 --> 01:42:34,333 You wouldn't judge me. 1487 01:42:34,333 --> 01:42:37,333 You're the least judgmental person I know. 1488 01:42:40,500 --> 01:42:42,500 I don't have anyone I can talk to... 1489 01:42:43,917 --> 01:42:46,375 ..the way we used to talk. 1490 01:42:46,375 --> 01:42:49,333 [Music fades; Indistinct chatter nearby] 1491 01:42:58,875 --> 01:43:02,833 Can you tell me what you used to tell me? 1492 01:43:02,833 --> 01:43:05,958 I hated hearing it at the time, but can you tell me... 1493 01:43:07,083 --> 01:43:09,208 ..I'll be a good mother? 1494 01:43:12,542 --> 01:43:13,583 Are you pregnant? 1495 01:43:18,917 --> 01:43:20,083 Wow. 1496 01:43:23,125 --> 01:43:24,958 Congratulations? 1497 01:43:27,417 --> 01:43:29,333 How do you feel? Good or bad? 1498 01:43:29,333 --> 01:43:30,583 I don't know. 1499 01:43:32,083 --> 01:43:33,667 I'm not sure. 1500 01:43:35,875 --> 01:43:37,708 It was an accident. 1501 01:43:37,708 --> 01:43:41,000 I must've been careless. I mean, clearly I was. 1502 01:43:56,500 --> 01:43:58,625 Were you really sure? 1503 01:44:00,500 --> 01:44:02,417 Sure you wanted kids? 1504 01:44:08,500 --> 01:44:12,750 I was scared too. I had doubts, of course. 1505 01:44:14,250 --> 01:44:18,208 But I didn't want to show them, to keep you from... 1506 01:44:19,708 --> 01:44:23,708 I never doubted you'd make a good mother. 1507 01:44:23,708 --> 01:44:28,083 I saw that you doubted it. 1508 01:44:28,083 --> 01:44:32,000 If I regret one thing, it's that I never managed... 1509 01:44:34,333 --> 01:44:38,750 ..to make you see how wonderful you are. 1510 01:44:59,458 --> 01:45:01,125 What are you thinking? 1511 01:45:03,958 --> 01:45:06,458 This is hard to hear. 1512 01:45:12,667 --> 01:45:15,375 But...will you keep it? 1513 01:45:17,417 --> 01:45:19,083 I don't know. 1514 01:45:27,750 --> 01:45:31,875 I wasted so much time... 1515 01:45:31,875 --> 01:45:34,000 worrying about what could go wrong. 1516 01:45:34,000 --> 01:45:37,750 But what did go wrong, was never the things I worried about. 1517 01:45:38,875 --> 01:45:40,458 So... 1518 01:45:40,458 --> 01:45:45,083 if he's a kind man, then go for it. 1519 01:45:45,083 --> 01:45:50,125 With a kind father, and you as the mother, 1520 01:45:50,125 --> 01:45:51,667 everything will be fine. 1521 01:46:05,208 --> 01:46:07,833 Your voice has stayed in my head. 1522 01:46:07,833 --> 01:46:11,000 We still have great conversations. 1523 01:46:11,000 --> 01:46:12,083 No way? 1524 01:46:12,083 --> 01:46:13,833 [They chuckle] 1525 01:46:13,833 --> 01:46:15,250 About what? 1526 01:46:16,542 --> 01:46:19,708 - Mostly about comics. - [They laugh] 1527 01:46:21,250 --> 01:46:23,125 Eclectic tastes. 1528 01:46:32,583 --> 01:46:34,250 Same here. 1529 01:46:34,250 --> 01:46:36,458 I have imaginary conversations with you. 1530 01:46:38,625 --> 01:46:39,833 Hm. 1531 01:46:51,333 --> 01:46:56,042 I'm sure I remember things about you that you've forgotten. 1532 01:46:58,042 --> 01:47:00,292 And the other way round. 1533 01:47:00,292 --> 01:47:02,167 Yeah, maybe. 1534 01:47:07,042 --> 01:47:09,667 When I'm gone... 1535 01:47:09,667 --> 01:47:12,250 all that stuff about you will go with me. 1536 01:47:23,667 --> 01:47:25,083 May I ask you a question? 1537 01:47:26,208 --> 01:47:27,333 Mm-hm. 1538 01:47:27,333 --> 01:47:31,500 Had you already met him when you broke up with me? 1539 01:47:37,583 --> 01:47:39,125 Yeah. 1540 01:47:42,083 --> 01:47:43,667 Why didn't you tell me? 1541 01:47:51,750 --> 01:47:53,125 I don't know. 1542 01:47:54,417 --> 01:47:55,833 I didn't dare. 1543 01:48:02,708 --> 01:48:05,667 And now you're breaking up with him? 1544 01:48:05,667 --> 01:48:08,375 No, why do you say that? 1545 01:48:08,375 --> 01:48:12,667 Maybe because you don't seem happy about the baby. 1546 01:48:15,958 --> 01:48:18,792 And that's what you do when things get tough. 1547 01:48:27,208 --> 01:48:29,000 I'm glad I'm pregnant. 1548 01:48:32,333 --> 01:48:33,750 Okay. 1549 01:48:37,250 --> 01:48:38,583 I'm sorry. 1550 01:48:44,750 --> 01:48:46,000 It's all right. 1551 01:49:10,542 --> 01:49:13,250 You were the most important relationship in my life. 1552 01:49:16,333 --> 01:49:18,125 You don't have to say anything. 1553 01:49:19,250 --> 01:49:22,208 I know it's not the same for you. 1554 01:49:23,375 --> 01:49:27,000 That's normal. You have many years left to live. 1555 01:49:29,583 --> 01:49:31,250 But I know, I feel it. 1556 01:49:33,833 --> 01:49:35,792 And I want you to know. 1557 01:49:40,167 --> 01:49:42,667 You were the love of my life. 1558 01:49:58,083 --> 01:50:00,042 You're a damn good person. 1559 01:50:27,375 --> 01:50:29,333 [Clattering nearby] 1560 01:50:39,042 --> 01:50:41,208 I should've told you before. 1561 01:50:41,208 --> 01:50:42,542 But I couldn't. 1562 01:50:44,875 --> 01:50:46,250 I'm pregnant. 1563 01:50:53,417 --> 01:50:55,208 How long have you known? 1564 01:50:56,875 --> 01:50:59,417 I know we don't want kids. 1565 01:50:59,417 --> 01:51:00,708 [Eivind] No. 1566 01:51:00,708 --> 01:51:03,500 I don't know if I do. 1567 01:51:05,708 --> 01:51:09,375 I feel like I never see anything through. 1568 01:51:09,375 --> 01:51:12,958 I go from one thing to another. 1569 01:51:21,542 --> 01:51:24,000 I need time... 1570 01:51:25,083 --> 01:51:27,042 ..to think about all this. 1571 01:51:27,042 --> 01:51:28,500 About us. 1572 01:51:49,375 --> 01:51:50,917 It's okay. 1573 01:51:53,833 --> 01:51:56,750 [Wistful instrumental music] 1574 01:51:56,750 --> 01:51:58,708 [Music continues] 1575 01:52:02,042 --> 01:52:06,500 CHAPTER 12. EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END 1576 01:52:06,500 --> 01:52:08,458 [Music continues] 1577 01:52:17,792 --> 01:52:19,125 That's where I lived. 1578 01:52:22,500 --> 01:52:24,958 We moved there when I was eight. 1579 01:52:26,458 --> 01:52:28,333 Shall we knock? 1580 01:52:28,333 --> 01:52:30,000 No. I don't think so. 1581 01:52:36,708 --> 01:52:38,667 [Music continues] 1582 01:52:56,083 --> 01:52:59,167 [Julie] What do you remember from here? 1583 01:53:04,625 --> 01:53:08,125 [Aksel] Mm... 1584 01:53:08,125 --> 01:53:10,250 I remember these colours. 1585 01:53:16,417 --> 01:53:19,083 They were always my reference 1586 01:53:19,083 --> 01:53:21,292 when I drew my comics. 1587 01:53:21,292 --> 01:53:22,375 These colours. 1588 01:53:29,542 --> 01:53:32,292 [Aksel] And I remember... 1589 01:53:32,292 --> 01:53:35,625 the local drunk, who was super nice. 1590 01:53:47,417 --> 01:53:50,375 [Music subsides, siren in distance] 1591 01:54:20,542 --> 01:54:23,583 I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay. 1592 01:54:35,292 --> 01:54:39,208 It sucks being in so much pain. It sucks. 1593 01:54:39,208 --> 01:54:40,958 Everything sucks. 1594 01:54:43,333 --> 01:54:44,792 And... 1595 01:54:46,500 --> 01:54:49,083 ..I don't want to be a memory for you. 1596 01:54:50,500 --> 01:54:52,708 I don't want to be a voice in your head. 1597 01:54:54,292 --> 01:54:57,292 I don't want to live on through my art. 1598 01:55:04,333 --> 01:55:06,708 I want to live in my flat. 1599 01:55:08,750 --> 01:55:10,292 I want to live... 1600 01:55:14,125 --> 01:55:17,375 I want to live in my flat with you. 1601 01:55:17,375 --> 01:55:19,083 I want to be happy together. 1602 01:55:32,833 --> 01:55:36,292 [Delicate instrumental music] 1603 01:55:36,292 --> 01:55:38,250 [Music continues] 1604 01:55:45,292 --> 01:55:47,833 [Music continues, phone vibrates] 1605 01:55:49,708 --> 01:55:52,667 [Music continues, phone vibrates] 1606 01:55:52,667 --> 01:55:54,417 [Vibrating stops] 1607 01:55:54,417 --> 01:55:56,458 [New message alert; Music continues] 1608 01:55:56,458 --> 01:55:59,542 [Indistinct conversation] 1609 01:55:59,542 --> 01:56:01,500 [Music continues] 1610 01:56:04,875 --> 01:56:07,833 - Bye! - Bye. 1611 01:56:07,833 --> 01:56:09,500 [Ole] Hi, Julie. 1612 01:56:09,500 --> 01:56:13,083 Aksel's condition has suddenly worsened. 1613 01:56:13,083 --> 01:56:16,500 He's too ill for his planned treatment. 1614 01:56:16,500 --> 01:56:20,417 He may not make it through the night. 1615 01:56:20,417 --> 01:56:24,208 His family is with him, but I thought you should know. 1616 01:56:24,208 --> 01:56:26,167 [Music continues] 1617 01:56:30,542 --> 01:56:33,500 [Pedestrian crossing beeps; Music continues] 1618 01:56:42,083 --> 01:56:45,042 [Music continues, traffic nearby] 1619 01:56:54,875 --> 01:56:56,833 [Music continues] 1620 01:57:01,083 --> 01:57:03,042 [Music continues] 1621 01:57:08,583 --> 01:57:10,542 [Music continues] 1622 01:57:11,958 --> 01:57:13,917 [Music continues] 1623 01:57:18,208 --> 01:57:20,167 [Music continues] 1624 01:57:23,875 --> 01:57:25,833 [Music continues] 1625 01:57:29,292 --> 01:57:31,250 [Music continues] 1626 01:57:38,542 --> 01:57:40,500 [Music continues] 1627 01:58:00,000 --> 01:58:01,958 [Music concludes, resonates] 1628 01:58:05,333 --> 01:58:07,292 [She gasps] 1629 01:58:16,708 --> 01:58:18,667 [She exhales] 1630 01:58:47,667 --> 01:58:49,542 [She gasps] 1631 01:58:54,708 --> 01:58:56,667 [She sighs] 1632 01:59:03,417 --> 01:59:07,375 [Music - "I Will Take You There" by Harry Nilsson] 1633 01:59:10,333 --> 01:59:11,417 [Music continues] 1634 01:59:11,417 --> 01:59:15,250 EPILOGUE 1635 01:59:15,250 --> 01:59:17,083 [Man] There's nothing more to say. 1636 01:59:17,083 --> 01:59:21,542 J'If only I could find a place where smiling strangers knew our faces 1637 01:59:21,542 --> 01:59:27,292 ♪ I would take you there 1638 01:59:27,292 --> 01:59:30,083 ♪ A place with constant melody 1639 01:59:30,083 --> 01:59:33,542 ♪ Where you and I could wander free 1640 01:59:33,542 --> 01:59:38,458 ♪ I would take you there... ♪ 1641 01:59:38,458 --> 01:59:40,833 - [Director] Cut! One more. - [Music continues, faintly] 1642 01:59:40,833 --> 01:59:44,000 One more quick take. Slight adjustment. 1643 01:59:44,000 --> 01:59:45,833 Be sadder. 1644 01:59:45,833 --> 01:59:47,083 Okay. 1645 01:59:47,083 --> 01:59:48,917 But he gets up so quickly. 1646 01:59:48,917 --> 01:59:51,167 Hey, hey, hey. 1647 01:59:51,167 --> 01:59:54,208 [Man] Okay, camera ready. 1648 01:59:55,333 --> 01:59:57,708 - [Director] Action! - There's nothing more to say. 1649 01:59:57,708 --> 01:59:59,667 [Music continues, faintly] 1650 02:00:03,042 --> 02:00:05,667 [She sobs] 1651 02:00:05,667 --> 02:00:07,625 [Sobbing continues] 1652 02:00:16,333 --> 02:00:18,917 Cut! Great. 1653 02:00:18,917 --> 02:00:20,250 Let's move on. 1654 02:00:20,250 --> 02:00:22,417 Right, stills. 1655 02:00:26,750 --> 02:00:30,500 Sorry, I need some shots of you. 1656 02:00:30,500 --> 02:00:32,708 - Sure. Here? - Yeah. 1657 02:00:36,583 --> 02:00:37,625 Hi. 1658 02:00:37,625 --> 02:00:39,750 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 1659 02:00:43,042 --> 02:00:45,125 But I think I was pretty terrible. 1660 02:00:46,417 --> 02:00:48,625 [Julie] Then use that. 1661 02:00:48,625 --> 02:00:50,833 - Hold on to that feeling. - Yeah? 1662 02:00:50,833 --> 02:00:53,458 - [Julie] Act like you're looking at him. - Okay. 1663 02:01:06,792 --> 02:01:10,375 [Music - "Waters of March" by Art Garfunkel] 1664 02:01:14,417 --> 02:01:18,750 ♪ A stick, a stone, it's the end of the road 1665 02:01:18,750 --> 02:01:22,667 ♪ It's the rest of a stump, it's a little alone 1666 02:01:22,667 --> 02:01:26,542 ♪ It's a sliver of glass, it is life, it's the sun 1667 02:01:26,542 --> 02:01:31,333 ♪ It is night, it is death, it's a trap, it's a gun 1668 02:01:31,333 --> 02:01:35,333 ♪ The oak when it blooms, a fox in the brush 1669 02:01:35,333 --> 02:01:39,625 ♪ The nod of the wood, the song of a thrush 1670 02:01:39,625 --> 02:01:43,083 ♪ The wood of the wing, a cliff, a fall 1671 02:01:43,083 --> 02:01:46,917 ♪ A scratch, a lump, it is nothing at all 1672 02:01:46,917 --> 02:01:51,167 ♪ It's the wind blowing free, it's the end of a slope 1673 02:01:51,167 --> 02:01:55,167 ♪ It's a bean, it's a void, it's a hunch, it's a hope 1674 02:01:55,167 --> 02:01:59,458 ♪ And the riverbank talks of the Waters of March 1675 02:01:59,458 --> 02:02:03,333 ♪ It's the end of the strain, it's the joy in your heart 1676 02:02:11,167 --> 02:02:15,417 ♪ The foot, the ground, the flesh and the bone 1677 02:02:15,417 --> 02:02:18,958 ♪ The beat of the road, a sling-shot stone 1678 02:02:18,958 --> 02:02:22,750 J'A truckload of bricks in the soft morning light 1679 02:02:22,750 --> 02:02:26,833 ♪ The shot of a gun in the dead of the night 1680 02:02:26,833 --> 02:02:30,917 ♪ A mile, a must, a thrust, a bump 1681 02:02:30,917 --> 02:02:35,000 ♪ It's a girl, it's a rhyme, it's a cold, it's the mumps 1682 02:02:35,000 --> 02:02:39,083 ♪ The plan of the house, the body in bed 1683 02:02:39,083 --> 02:02:43,167 ♪ And the car that got stuck, it's the mud, it's the mud 1684 02:02:43,167 --> 02:02:47,250 ♪ Afloat, adrift, a flight, a wing 1685 02:02:47,250 --> 02:02:51,333 ♪ A cock, a quail, the promise of spring 1686 02:02:51,333 --> 02:02:55,417 ♪ And the riverbank talks of the Waters of March 1687 02:02:55,417 --> 02:02:59,500 J'It's the promise of life, it's the joy in your heart... I 1688 02:02:59,500 --> 02:03:01,458 [Music continues] 1689 02:03:21,125 --> 02:03:24,792 ♪ A point, a grain, a bee, a bite 1690 02:03:24,792 --> 02:03:29,000 JA blink, a buzzard, a sudden stroke of night 1691 02:03:29,000 --> 02:03:32,917 ♪ A pin, a needle, a sting, a pain 1692 02:03:32,917 --> 02:03:36,875 ♪ A snail, a riddle, a wasp, a stain 1693 02:03:36,875 --> 02:03:41,083 ♪ A snake, a stick, it is John, it is Joe 1694 02:03:41,083 --> 02:03:45,125 ♪ A fish, a flash, a silvery glow 1695 02:03:45,125 --> 02:03:48,917 ♪ And the riverbank talks of the Waters of March 1696 02:03:48,917 --> 02:03:52,958 ♪ It's the promise of life in your heart, in your heart 1697 02:03:52,958 --> 02:03:57,000 ♪ A stick, a stone, the end of the load 1698 02:03:57,000 --> 02:04:01,042 ♪ The rest of a stump, a lonesome road 1699 02:04:01,042 --> 02:04:04,875 ♪ A sliver of glass, a life, the sun 1700 02:04:04,875 --> 02:04:08,875 ♪ A night, a death, the end of the run 1701 02:04:08,875 --> 02:04:12,667 ♪ And the riverbank talks of the Waters of March 1702 02:04:12,667 --> 02:04:17,625 ♪ It's the end of all strain, it's the joy in your heart. 1703 02:04:17,625 --> 02:04:19,583 [Music continues] 1704 02:04:32,042 --> 02:04:35,000 [Music concludes, resonates] 1705 02:04:40,167 --> 02:04:44,125 [Delicate instrumental music] 1706 02:05:26,667 --> 02:05:29,625 [Music builds] 1707 02:05:57,917 --> 02:05:59,875 [Music subsides] 1708 02:06:16,125 --> 02:06:19,167 [Music concludes, resonates] 1709 02:06:19,167 --> 02:06:22,125 [Delicate, reverberant music] 1710 02:08:15,500 --> 02:08:18,458 [Music concludes, resonates] 118301