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I have no memory of my time in high school

between the summer of my second year and the spring of my third year.

Even if I try to remember, my memories are so foggy.

The time I spent...

The things that happened...

What I thought I then...

I can't remember any of it.

I disappeared one day

and the next thing I knew, I was in the corner of a classroom

gazing out the window.

It was already spring

and the cherry blossoms were withering.

I don't remember what I had been doing until then.

Before I knew it, it was my last year of high school.

At first, I couldn't get used to it, and I was in a daze.

But gradually, it started to sink in that I really existed,

and I started to live a normal life.

I could talk and laugh with my friends, and study for exams.

I could even answer the doctor's questions at the hospital.

ANGEL'S BODY TEMPERATURE

Thank you.

Harumi Fujishima.

Harumi is written as "the lake in spring. "

I was born in the spring

and you could see a lake outside the window.

You don't like happy sounding names, do you?

What do you do for work?

What?

Hey.

Don't worry about the video.

Just tell the truth.

Harumi Fujishima.

Harumi.

Sometimes your bodies just fit together.

For sure.

But physical compatibility is different from liking someone.

But if you like someone and your bodies are compatible,

you're destined for each other.

But then so many people would be destined for you.

The present is what's important.

Have you met someone special?

I just want to get married soon.

Marriage?

Don't you want to get married?

I don't know...

Do you think I could get married?

Hey, Sugiyama.

Marriage... well I want to see what my kids will look like.

Me too.

Listen, listen.

I hear that she's really falling for some guy lately.

And she's saying she wants to get married.

"Just want to get married already."

Don't you all want to?

You didn't want to before!

When you meet the right person, you change your mind.

Do you have a photo of him?

Not my business what people do behind closed doors.

We're all the same.

That's not true at all.

My heart is pure.

I'll wear a pure white wedding dress.

People who say that are suspicious.

What do you mean?

Now you're acting all lonely.

I'll get married at 41.

Why?

It turns out, he was married.

I mean, I knew about that...

And they were like, "Keep quiet about this."

So you're queer, Sugiyama?

No, no.

I wonder if you'll actually get married.

I will. I definitely will.

When I think about how I was fooled for six months by a married guy...

Sorry I'm late.

Cheers!

See you later!

I'm heading out.

I'm going home too.

It would be fun to be together.

You good?

Sugiyama...

Sugiyama, I love you.

Let's go.

I'm going to walk around for a bit.

Coming.

Aketo?

Can I stay over tonight?

What's your name again?

- Huh? - Your name.

- Nao. - Nao?

Nao-chan?

Nao-chan.

You're eighteen?

I love you, Nao-chan.

Do you like that?

Hello?

Where are you now?

Okay.

I can get there in half an hour.

I'll call when I get there.

See you soon.

I saw some guys here giving each other blowjobs.

They were old guys, too.

Adult movie "Woman on the Ferry"

Is it always like this?

Yes, hello.

Hello?

It's been a while.

Where are you?

Hey, A-chan?

It's me.

How's it going?

I'm good. It's been a while.

I was wondering, can I come by tomorrow?

Aketo?

I'm coming in!

Good morning.

Good morning!

Show me your tongue.

Stick it all the way out.

How is it?

Did it come out?

Yeah?

Use both hands so I can see.

Spit it out.

Right there.

Spit it out so I can see.

Show me your mouth.

Show me inside your mouth.

What does it taste like?

Bitter.

Do you always come home late like today?

Yeah, pretty late.

I come home and go straight to bed.

I just watch some TV, take a shower, and go to bed.

Sure, it's interesting work...

But that bald guy pisses me off.

Is that right...

But it seems pretty fun.

I wish I could tug on his toupee, that's how much I hate him.

I've been working nonstop since I moved to the city,

and I don't know what I'm doing, or what I even came here to do.

I just mindlessly wake up and go to work every day.

I've lost track of what I want to do.

Tokyo's not so great after all.

I think I like Osaka better.

You're sleeping this way, right?

Will you be hot with this blanket?

It might be a little warm.

I'll get you a different one.

I told you, this is too hot.

- This one's better. - No it's not.

Ouch!

I'm really so thankful.

What would I do without you!

Okay, you can treat me some time. That's what friends are for.

I'm late for work.

I need to hurry.

Hello?

Oh really?

Okay, okay.

Yes, yes. Bye.

A guy...

Excuse me, are you...

Yes.

Did you wait long?

No, not at all.

Shall we, then?

Was it a case of mistaken identity?

It seems like it.

I got so many messages.

Look.

"I'm an 18-year-old virgin."

"Please be my first girl."

Wow... I wonder who sent you that.

Thanks for having me.

What a great room.

But don't you think...

friendship is nothing compared to love.

I wouldn't know where I'd be sleeping tonight if I hadn't met you, Aketo.

So, thanks for that.

It's nothing.

So who's this?

Someone I'm seeing.

Your boyfriend?

What is this?

What does he do?

A clothing store in Kyoto?

I don't really get it.

You've never asked him?

We don't really talk about that.

Then you can't really know who he is.

Maybe he has a boyfriend back home.

I don't care.

What if he has a girlfriend?

The food's ready!

Yay! Food!

It's delicious.

Actually, I used to be bulimic.

It was terrible.

I'd keep thinking about food even after I'd just eaten.

So it's true that some gay lovers die together.

Is that unrequited love?

I don't think so.

Harumi, you're a romantic.

I mean, that's fine.

Sex with Hiroshi is a little sad at times.

Hiroshi is so kind during sex, and I feel very loved.

But I also sense a distance.

It's not just the fact that Hiroshi has to go back to Kyoto.

I feel the distance even when I am sleeping next to him.

I realized this last night.

Hiroshi... I wish I could see you.

I miss you.

Don't see hitchhikers often these days.

Yes, indeed...

What's your name?

You should tell me yours before you ask for mine.

Sorry. I'm Aketo.

Nice name.

You think so?

Can I ask your name?

Sure, now I'll tell you.

My name is Sachiko... I'm not fond of it.

According to fortune telling it's an unlucky name.

They're right!

Um... Are you going to Kyoto for work?

No, I'm going to see my kid.

Once a month.

Aketo, right?

Yes

How old are you, Aketo?

I just turned twenty the other day.

I see, finally joining the grown ups.

My child, she's in the fifth grade now.

She's so cute.

I wish I could see her more.

I'm so busy with work,

so I can't see her often, but today I finally can.

You live alone here in the city?

Yeah.

I see.

How often do you see her each month?

I want to meet her as much as possible.

But for now, I can only manage to see her once or twice.

I wish I could live with her.

Well, you know... I got married, then I had a kid.

And we broke up soon after.

So my kid lives with my parents now.

Kids are so interesting.

They quickly adapt to their environment.

My kid has started speaking in a Kyoto dialect.

I mean, I was born in Kyoto,

but I've lived over here for so long...

I've forgotten.

But when I see her...

she's speaks with that dialect even though she doesn't know it.

"Hey, it's mom!"

"What's going on? How're you?"

All with an accent.

Do your mom and dad know?

That you're gay?

I don't know.

They haven't said, but I think they're aware.

But they haven't said a thing.

Actually...

I think my dad's gay.

He married really late.

But I don't think he's ever slept with a man.

Will he die having never done it?

How do you know that?

I just know.

Please put air in my asshole

Air

"I'm drinking with my coworkers at Suishin."

Suishin...

Oh, the restaurant he took me to.

Hello? Harumi?

I'm in Kyoto now.

Will you help me?

Okay. See you.

18 years old.

Excuse me, I responded to your message.

What is this place?

I'm renting it.

Look.

Wow. It's beautiful.

So, are you really eighteen?

Yes, I am.

Although people say I don't look it.

Do I look older?

No, you look your age.

This here...

What is this?

Well, it's a...

I want you to use these.

Would you do it harder? I don't mind.

A little harder, please.

Please.

Pig

What do I do?

I don't know what to say.

I just saw him, right?

Well, yeah.

Why don't you call him?

I can talk to him if you want.

Why don't you do that?

You should've told me you were coming.

You wouldn't believe me if I said she's my sister.

Don't violate me.

You get it, don't you?

I...

Aketo, I...

What is it? What about me?

Say it clearly.

I like you.

Aketo, I like you.

Sorry, I have to leave.

I don't need it.

I'll pay for the hotel at least.

She paid for it.

She did?

She slapped me.

That's right.

I'm getting married.

She's pregnant.

This is our honeymoon.

Tomorrow, I'll meet her grandfather.

I had no idea.

Well, I didn't tell you.

I thought you'd hate me for it.

What about our relationship?

It'll probably stay the same.

Harumi knows anyway.

Take this... I'm going.

I'll be in touch.

Hello? Harumi?

I'm done here.

Shall we get a bite to eat?

Why'd you say I could come over?

Why'd you ask me to come?

I wanted you to come over.

You said we'd make a video.

A video.

A video?

Actually...

I'm married and I have a husband.

My husband...

He's really easy to be around.

A long time ago, I became bulimic and anorexic.

I went to a psychiatrist...

and got addicted to sleeping pills.

Then alcohol...

I got drunk every day.

When I ran out, I'd run to the convenience store.

I couldn't feel safe without a bottle.

When I woke up in the morning...

there were meat and potatoes on the floor.

I thought it was puke.

I was a mess.

But...

when I met my husband,

I was cured.

I thought it was a miracle.

But...

the stability...

started to make me feel uneasy.

Look at me.

The making of a young man.

Young men are boys...

They're great.

This boy said he was going to make a movie.

All he did was watch movies.

He worked part-time.

He was poor and had no confidence.

But when I was with him...

I really felt like I was needed.

My husband...

He directs pornos.

But he isn't famous at all.

I was in one of his amateur videos.

He seduced me at first.

Harumi Fujishima.

Written like "the lake in spring."

I was born in the spring

and you could see a lake outside the window.

You don't like happy sounding names, do you?

I'm going to head home.

Where to?

To my husband's.

He needs me.

We've been messaging each other.

I need him too.

I see.

What will you do, Aketo?

I'll go home. I have school, after all.

What about your boyfriend?

Things will stay the same.

Are you okay with that?

What will you say when you get home?

I'll say I was out dancing.

That's what I said when I left.

STARRING: Akira Kuroiwa

STARRING: Hiroki Tsuchimoto

STARRING: Yûko Hosoe I have no memory of my time in high school

STARRING: Yumiko Chiba & Kazuhiko Sugiyama between the summer of my second and the spring of my third year.

STARRING: Toshie Miyagi & Gô Shibata Even if I try to remember, my memories are so foggy.

The time I spent,

the things that happened,

what I thought I then...

I can't remember any of it.

I disappeared one day

and the next thing I knew, I was in the corner of a classroom

gazing out the window.

It was already spring outside

and the cherry blossoms were withering.

I don't remember what I had been doing until then.

Before I knew it, it was my last year of high school.

At first, I couldn't get used to it, and I was in a daze.

But gradually, it started to sink in that I really existed,

and I started to live a normal life.

I could talk and laugh with my friends, and study for exams.

I could even answer the doctor's questions at the hospital.