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"This is such a love."

"That no one understands me."

"Those who do not believe in love."

"Do not know the heart's trouble."

"Come, fall in love my friend."

"Those who love are happy."

"The hearts of those."

"Who love each other are happy."

What are you doing? We almost crashed!

-You just gotta wait. -Why do I gotta wait?

-I had the right of way. -Incredible!

-Hold on! -Come on!

Why do you drive so fast?

-We almost crashed! -You blind?

You're such a pain.

Damn it.

Madam!

Madam!

I can't believe it. Wake up, Uzer!

-Get up! -What happened?

Mom's here. I'm sure she saw us.

Stupid me, why did I do that?

It was wrong. Get dressed.

Hurry, come on.

This will never happen again, Uzer.

-What? -Don't say anything.

-Say you got it. -I got it.

Okay, I'll leave now.

Stay here, okay?

Don't come out.

Okay.

Mom!

Mom!

-How old is that kid? -Mom.

You're going to end your marriage for him?

You gonna divorce Emir and marry him?

Will you have a child too?

Of course you will, and then you raise them both.

I don't understand what's gotten into you.

You're too comfortable. You have a lovely husband.

Smart, intelligent, successful, talented, hardworking.

I don't understand what wasn't enough for you.

You have a good life.

Mom, it's not like that.

You have a beautiful house, a job.

But that's not enough for my daughter. You've become an alcoholic too?

-Mom, what's this about? -Of course you have!

You have zero worries.

No worrying about the future. Let mommy pay for stuff.

The husband can run the restaurant.

So that my daughter can hang out with teenagers.

What will he do when he finds out? Of course he'll leave!

And you've piled your stuff here.

Where did I go wrong?

I couldn't teach this girl anything, but it's my fault.

This is my punishment.

My daughter's fooling around with teenagers...

Mom, enough!

I'm the one who walked in on Emir. He was making love.

They were making love in the restaurant kitchen.

Do you know what it's like? Seeing them like that.

Your husband on top of a woman?

And that guy had no shame. Can you understand that?

He didn't bother apologizing.

He accused me!

Looking me in the eyes!

Mother Selma.

Welcome, Emir.

Take a seat.

Thank you for coming.

Excuse me, can we have some tea please?

So, how are you?

All good.

Nice to have you here.

But I don't find it nice, Emir.

What's going on with you guys?

Reyan must have told you.

Yes, she did.

You hurt her.

You upset Reyan so much.

-And she's right. -What should I say, Mom?

These things happen in marriages.

You get bored, overwhelmed.

I know my daughter.

She's really good at overwhelming people.

But these are all passing fads.

-Is it true? -Kind of.

Look, you made it here.

Your home, your restaurant.

You've been very successful.

Now you're going to throw all this success away on a whim?

-No, of course not. -But you are, Emir.

You're throwing away everything you've worked for.

Reyan and I talked about it. This restaurant won't work without me.

But it does, Emir.

It's packed.

Someone is already taking over your success.

Enjoy.

Thank you.

What if you get divorced tomorrow?

Reyan will keep the restaurant.

I know my daughter. She's like her father.

Stubborn. He'll never give it to you.

I have a right to that restaurant.

Sure, but only as long as you're married.

Then what? Same things, same efforts. Why?

To get to what you already have.

You need to talk about something else.

Family, children, you need to talk about these things.

-You're right, of course, but... -Of course, I'm right.

You've hurt your wife a lot.

And she'll lick her wounds with someone else.

-Perhaps right now. -Wait a minute.

-How? With whom? -It doesn't matter with whom.

You need to think about these things.

Marriage makes you forget some things.

And you've forgotten the beauty of my daughter.

Look, if you know something, tell me.

I'm telling you what's going to happen, Emir.

Every second you lose from now on is working against you.

This girl won't wait any longer.

Nobody will.

There is such a thing as a biological clock.

I think you should think about what I said.

Whether is it worth it or not?

You decide among yourselves.

I'm not available.

It's me Reyan.

Is it something important, Uzer?

Yeah, we need to talk.

About what you said earlier.

I really need to work. Can we talk later?

I'm not okay.

Come in.

Uzer, look, I meant what I said.

-I saw you didn't. -How?

-Are you alright? -No, I'm not.

I was great last night, better than ever.

But not right now.

-Calm down, Uzer. -I'm not well. I don't know.

-Calm down, Uzer. -I don't know what to do.

-I'm not very well. -Okay.

I know why you don't want to.

First thing your mom asked was my age.

But why does it matter?

You were born before me, so what?

Do they see more things because they've been around longer than me?

Do they read more books? Do they understand better?

Is there a unit of measurement?

I know it's not measured with time, but you should know...

It's not just the age difference, Uzer. There are a lot of other things.

-You don't understand. -I do. You don't understand.

Reyan, look.

You stop the time.

That's exactly the kind of...

It's like not thinking.

Not thinking.

Like silence.

In that silence...

To hear your heart in that silence.

To be aware of the moment.

That moment...

Without making an effort.

It's just like...

It's like real.

This isn't real, Uzer.

You know what's real?

I'm married.

Your age, the way others look at you.

Not how we see each other, but how they see us.

How my mom sees us, or your mom.

That is what's real.

Unfortunately, what we feel isn't real.

Logic is real.

And we can't be together, Uzer, okay?

You say that you saw I didn't mean what I said.

Stop seeing, Uzer. Don't.

Alright people!

The night is long.

We have customers inside who are about to die of starvation!

Are we going to feed them?

-Yes, Chef! -Well done. Is the sauce ready?

Thirty seconds, Chef.

Seal the meat.

A little salt.

What's wrong? You're sluggish.

I'm fine, Chef.

Two bass soufflés.

Prepare the fish. You got the soufflés, Uzer.

-Me? -The stage is yours. Time to show off!

Isn't that oil hot already? Hurry up!

The oil isn't hot, but I am!

What's taking so long?

Good! I want thinner slices from that onion!

Thinner I said, thinner!

The thinnest. Did you seal the other side of the meat?

Yes, Chef!

Way to go man! You have some solid skills there!

-Yes, I want to hear it, Ozan. -Three minutes, Chef!

Bravo. Will I be proud of you at the end of the night?

-Yes, Chef. -Well done! Keep it up!

Excuse me. We ordered soufflés.

-I'm on it. -Please.

-Excuse me, another bottle please. -Right away.

In the middle. Yes, that's it.

Brother Tumsek. They ask about the soufflés.

What happened to the soufflés, Uzer?

Damn it! Uzer!

-What happened, Uzer? -I've done it right, 180 degrees.

-I know I did it right. -It's okay!

Everything was right.

-I got the recipe right! -Calm down!

I got it right. It should have worked.

Relax. We'll bake again.

-I got it right. -Don't worry.

Let's get him up. Get the stool!

I got the recipe right! I know I did!

Okay, Uzer. Calm down.

We can bake it again.

We'll do it again.

We'll do it better!

-Okay, breathe. -We'll do better.

-We're here for you. -Calm down.

Easy. We'll do it. We'll do better.

-We'll do better. -We're here.

Calm down.

Deniz, I've actually been trying to tell you this for years.

But I couldn't find that opening sentence.

I don't have it now.

But you know...

You said the other day that love is action.

I thought that I shouldn't wait, I should take action.

-I should do something. -What are you doing?

-You talking to yourself? -No, I was singing.

You were saying something about Uzer.

And then...

...I took him outside and he calmed down.

So it's fine, I think he'll come.

That's good, then.

I didn't know what to say when you texted me that we need to talk.

Are you nostalgic?

Yes, but you need to eat first.

This was a great idea by the way. Fine dining can only go so far.

Actually, this was a reference.

What reference?

You know.

We're like lovebirds now...

...sharing a sandwich together.

I've really botched it. I can start now.

Are you okay, Deniz?

It's hot!

Drink some ayran then!

You okay?

No. That wasn't enough.

I'm gonna get another one. It's so hot, dude! Be right back.

It's hot, dude.

Son.

Stargazing?

Remember, we picked stars for the three of you.

Which ones were they?

The bright one is Deniz...

...the one next to her is me...

...and the blinking one is Mete.

You guys are so beautiful.

I'd love to, actually.

What?

I don't know, you being in the same city as Deniz.

Mete?

I would have liked Mete, but his path is clear now...

...he will run his father's business.

I don't think he will leave Izmir.

You talk to me like that.

"Mom, what am I going to do alone? Blah, blah..."

If you had Deniz with you...

...you'd never feel lonely, you know?

And I won't be worried so much about you.

Never mind, it's nice to dream.

Come on, don't be late.

Go on, don't keep them waiting.

My darling.

Come on.

Here he comes.

Hey, buddy, welcome!

-Hi. -Hello.

Calm down, Uzer.

They're waiting for me at home, but this guy's not well.

He's not.

You shouldn't leave him alone.

See you, buddy.

I'll pick you up tomorrow.

Come on.

What's all this in the middle of the night?

Chef, these are the cold starters of the night.

I plan to kiss you as an appetizer.

Dessert is served later in the night.

What did you do today?

Nothing.

That's really a cold start.

You were gonna see the real estate agent for the restaurant.

I went there but I couldn't find a place that suited me.

Really?

So what will we do?

We'll see, don't worry about it. It'll work out somehow.

Okay, love, if you say so.

-What did you do? -I was at the market all day.

Emir, I found some mushroom.

-Chanterelle mushroom. -Really?

It's incredible.

In fact, you must try this.

Let's see what you think.

Wow.

That's pretty good.

-It's amazing. -Whose Sous-Chef am I?

Absolutely. Let me see.

Awesome.

Nice. We'll move on to the appetizers, then.

Don't beat yourself up.

And I'm sure you'll do much better next time.

You're okay, right?

Yeah, I'm okay.

Whoa! Remember this place?

Of course you do!

Uzer.

We should've put a date. We were idiots.

Saturday, June 14, 2015.

3:47 PM.

That bracelet.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015. 2:23 PM.

You knitted it in crafting class.

Of course you remember it.

What's going on inside this?

You don't want to know.

I want it the most.

METE MOBILE

You're in love with someone else.

-Hello? -My Viking girl! What're you up to?

Mom is here, Seda. She knows I'm getting divorced.

Are we surprised? No.

-Forget about it. -She saw us in bed.

What? And?

You can still talk. So you're alive.

Aunt Selma didn't kill you.

No, she doesn't kill right away.

You've made everything right.

Don't let her get into your mind.

Everything is a mess, Seda.

What mess? What do you want?

Tell me. What do you want?

Is there anything more important than that?

Mrs. Reyan.

Mrs. Reyan.

Mrs. Reyan.

I have to go, Seda. Okay.

-Sorry. -No, I'll take care of it.

No, I'll help you.

My life is messed up right now, this feels good.

Excuse my language.

My life is pretty much the same.

Let's go.

-But we have work to do? -I'm the boss.

Take the glasses, follow me.

He dances in front of me like a fool.

I finally had enough. "Can you just f... off, please?"

You're such a funny girl.

It's because I'm in pain.

How do you mean?

That's Mete's answer.

That's what he says when we tell him that he's funny.

He says he's in pain.

What's your pain?

My pain is just one second.

One second?

One second.

It takes a second to understand something.

First, you don't understand for years.

Then in that one second, everything makes sense.

You make love to the man you've been in love with for years.

You've been waiting for that moment.

It finally happens.

And a second later you realize he's in love with someone else.

There is still someone else inside him when he is inside you.

You know it.

You can't get mad either.

I mean...

He's someone...

...who has always acted with patterns.

But you know that he has a heart.

How can you be angry with a man like that?

Well, that's how it is.

It's messed up.

I have to go.

You can hang out here.

We'll talk later, okay?

What do you want, Emir?

-Don't worry. -Why are you here?

I came to see you.

What do you want from me?

You know what I want, Reyan.

You're not getting the Ru.

Come, sit down for a second.

-Just a second please. -Why now?

Can you please sit down for a minute, Reyan?

It's not just the Ru that I want.

There are other things.

-Yes. -What?

You.

Really? Since when do you want me?

Did you want me that night while doing Melis in the kitchen?

Melis means nothing to me, Reyan.

She does to me.

You want an apology?

-Look, I told your mom. -You saw my mom?

Yes. She's still my mother too.

-What did you talk? -We talked about stuff.

But we agreed on something.

We can go back to our old life, Reyan.

Like nothing happened.

If you're in agreement, then fine.

Wait for me here, we'll be back when I'm done.

What are you saying, for God's sake, Emir?

Do you really think we can just go back?

Yes, I do.

We've been together for many years, Reyan.

Look at this place. We built this place together.

The road was not easy, Reyan.

Did you practice with my mom?

I don't need your mom, Reyan.

I know you very well.

-Is that so? -Yes.

I've been thinking a lot.

Let's start again.

It is not late, and we are not young anymore.

I couldn't convince you.

I want a chance to convince you.

You had the best chance, Emir.

It's not like that, Reyan. Forget about the past.

I rented a boat. I just want one day.

Just one day. We'll sail together.

This is not right.

-What? -A moment.

-Mr. Sinan is calling you, Mrs. Reyan. -I'll call him back later.

-Tell him. -Of course.

I told you I didn't want these.

There's been a mistake. Sorry, Mrs. Reyan.

I'll get the right ones.

Why don't you organize properly?

My! Who is this?

-Hello. -Hello.

Will you come here?

You're so beautiful!

Very nice hair! What's your name, young lady?

-Mila. -Mifa.

-Mila. -Mipa.

-Mi. -Mi.

-La. -Na.

-La. -La, excuse me.

Mila.

Sorry, Mrs. Reyan. I couldn't leave her with anyone.

Her father was supposed to be here but...

No problem.

-Mila, come here. -She's so cute.

Thank you.

Excuse me!

Her toy.

What do you think?

I don't know.

One day.

Just one day.

Are you going to cook on the boat?

Yes. Of course! Sure, I'll cook!

I will think about it.

That's a worse answer than a yes, but better than a no.

Fine by me.

Girl, let me tell you. Everyone needs a boss like Reyan.

She drinks with you, and lets you leave early.

You love everyone, Mete.

What's that? I couldn't hear you.

I'm not saying anything. I'm just sitting here.

Whoa! Whoa! You bastard! You a..hole!

-No, he used blinkers. -He? How do you know?

-Maybe it's a she. A..hole! -I don't know.

Everyone thinks they can do whatever they want.

Look, he doesn't even care, insensitive idiot, bastard!

-Aren't you a little... -What, Mete?

What? Stop the car. I'm getting out. I can't deal with you either.

You're backing a guy you don't even know.

-Could be a woman. -Please stop the car, Mete.

-We're almost there! -Stop the car!

Fine, calm down! I'm stopping. Here.

Stop, stop, stop!

Bastard! He won't care if we die!

He won't care if we die!

-Enough! Enough! -Okay, Deniz. Calm down, look at me.

I'm sick of these people.

-Calm down. -Of everything, everyone.

-Easy! -I'm so fed up.

We're fine, look at me, okay?

We're okay. Look at me.

We're fine, okay? We're fine.

I'm not fine, Mete.

You're fine.

You're fine.

Excuse me.

-Where's the Second New One? -Right over there, madam.

Okay, thanks.

Welcome, Reyan.

Am I welcome?

You're very welcome.

I'll get the ropes. We'll sail right away.

Maybe we shouldn't sail now.

Sure, we can wait.

We can sail towards each other.

Come on.

Easy.

Yes.

-Looks nice. -Have a seat, please.

-Okay. -Yes.

I've prepared a marvelous table for you. We have meat on the menu.

I also prepared a mushroom sauce, and it's so tasty!

And of course, I left the choice of wine to you.

Which one?

This one please.

I knew it. The right choice.

Here you go.

Thank you.

Alright.

Here we go.

Come on.

-Welcome. -Thank you.

Nice.

Ozan. Give me a cigarette.

Go.

Come on.

Someone come over here.

Cut the zucchini like this, about half a centimeter.

Yeah.

Time to speed up, people!

Yes, Chef!

Nice. Quickly. Hurry up!

I apologize.

Why?

You know why.

You can't apologize for this.

How did you know?

That I'm in love.

I wasn't born yesterday.

I saw myself in you when we made love.

That's how I used to make love.

With those types, you know.

Mete, does he know?

He doesn't.

Idiot.

You know how he said love is waiting?

The bastard was right.

You said it was like taking action.

Like never stopping.

I said that because I couldn't bring myself to wait.

You know what?

That's the real deal.

To be able to say that love is waiting.

Who are you waiting for?

Tilbe?

No.

Whatever.

It's none of my business.

But you know what?

It's the first time I see you like this.

You have an heart.

Whoever you're waiting for...

Keep waiting, buddy.

Do the waiting justice.

Thank you.

Enjoy.

Bon Appetit.

Why are you doing this? Why now?

I don't know, maybe now is the right time.

Maybe.

Look, Reyan.

You always say that if there is a wrong, it cannot be one-sided.

Will you blame me again?

No, I won't.

I'm not saying what I did was right. But...

But I felt trapped.

And...

...I looked for a way out.

In the end, we were both unhappy.

I wanted to be happy.

If one makes a mistake it's because he wanted to be happy.

How do you like the mushroom sauce?

It was good.

Just good?

It's fantastic.

I say we put it on the menu.

This will be my new signature dish. What do you think?

-The menu? -Yes.

If we try again, I have one condition, Emir.

I'm ready. Whatever you want.

Okay.

I want to keep the Ru separate from our relationship.

What does that mean?

The Ru will continue as it is with the same Chef, the same team.

What am I supposed to do?

I don't know. What are you doing now?

What do you mean?

I founded the Ru. Me. Alone.

Those a..holes you brought stole my success.

Is that our topic?

It's one of them, isn't it?

Fine, let's be clear. Do you want me or the restaurant?

My God!

I don't understand why I have to make such a choice.

Can't I ask for both of you?

What's my favorite flower?

What?

What's my favorite flower?

Rose.

No?

Where are you going, Reyan?

Reyan!

You've been rubbing that scratch since this morning, buddy.

It's fixed, gone.

-It's gone. -No, not yet. I can see it.

-Look! There's nothing! -No. There's something else.

I can feel it, but...

I can't put my finger on it.

The day that the bracelet went missing, and now this.

Weren't we talking about the scratch? Is that a metaphor?

Look, you're not alright.

Go, talk to that girl, and we can all relax.

I tried talking to her, and she stuffed the words in my mouth.

I got friend zoned on top of it.

I don't understand your language at all.

-What's that? -She sees me as a friend.

Isn't this girl your best friend for years, Mete?

-Yeah, but... -You know what?

What?

Take this girl on a vacation.

You can talk to her there.

Vacation is important.

Look, for instance, today is my day off.

-Are you sure? -Of course!

The sea is on both sides, go far away, okay?

You serious, or you kidding?

You brought me here on my day off because it was an emergency.

You're trying to fix a scratch that isn't there.

Come on.

You donkey.

Where were you last night? Were you with Emir?

How dare you ask me that? Leave, please.

Reyan. Emir doesn't love you. You should know.

He's after you because of the Ru.

Who are you to say these things to me?

I'm Emir's lover.

Wow, his lover. What an accomplishment!

Do you realize we're still married?

You slept with my husband, and hid it from me for months.

You lied to my face every day. And now you're here, questioning me?

What kind of a person are you?

I never wanted it to be like this, Reyan.

I really didn't.

I apologize for everything.

For everything.

Except for one thing.

I won't apologize for falling in love.

Because that's what love is like.

Do you understand?

It burns you, makes you cry, makes you blind.

You can't see anything else.

But you can't do otherwise.

I can't either.

I can't.

I can't think of anything else.

I don't care.

I risked everything, Reyan.

I risked taking on everyone, the whole world.

So, I won't apologize to you.

Because I'm in love.

Melis.

Emir is in love.

But not with you or me.

He's only in love with himself.

Fight for the true love.

You weren't in the kitchen tonight.

I was here.

Why?

I waited for you.

What if I didn't come today, and if I came tomorrow?

It's not like I'll be here every night.

Unfortunately, there is no pattern here for you.

You've gotten really good at making jokes.

Are you okay?

I am not.

What about you?

I am not.

-Should we go for a drink? -Good idea.

-Why don't you come along? -I'm tired, you go.

-I'll answer the phone, be right back. -Sure.

Ru, Urla.

Yes, I remember. I served your table.

A wallet?

I mean, I'd know if it was found, but...

Sure.

I'll check the CCTV footage, and get back to you.

Evening.

Why did you do this to me?

Please try again later.

What do you mean?

My favorite flower.

Poppy.

This.

Why did you do this to me?

Because I...

I see you.