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[Diana] Last night was fucked up.

We don't have to be friends for me to make sure you're okay.

You're not the kind of girl who goes and checks on other girls.

You're kind of brutal with other girls.

Pippa! Out of the line!

I didn't know that the team was doing that,

and I shoulda said something, but I didn't.

- So I'm sorry. - Thank you.

- Bree broke up with me. - Oh, my God.

- What? Why? - Because I cheated on her.

Who's the girl?

I don't know, just some random girl. I was drunk.

[Oliver] I love my wife, and I'm not gonna leave her.

We can't do this if it's gonna hurt you.

You can't talk to anyone else about us.

[heavy breathing]

- Is this okay? - Yes.

[Leo] I get really angry sometimes,

and I don't want it to keep on happening.

So, if I keep hanging out with you, you're not gonna, like,

- be awful to me, are you? - No, I'm not.

[Diana's dad] Everyone at the firm had positive feedback,

but none of that matters unless you ace the LSAT.

Stephen was in the car with Macy when she died.

You don't believe me.

- [horn blares] - Watch out!

- [Macy screams] - [gasps]

[♪ "Ms. Jackson" by Outkast playing]

♪ Yeah, this one right here goes out ♪

♪ To all the baby's mamas, mamas ♪

♪ I'm sorry, Ms. Jackson, ooh! ♪

♪ I am for real ♪

♪ Never meant to make your daughter cry ♪

♪ I apologize a trillion times ♪

- [Wrigley] Stephen. - ♪ Sorry, Ms. Jackson, ooh! ♪

- Stephen! - ♪ I am for real ♪

Yes or no?

You wanna drive to Five Guys before we head back to campus?

How are you still hungry? You ate everything in my fridge.

I have eaten Five Guys every day this week.

I don't wanna break my winning streak.

- That's not good. - I need to get back to campus, okay?

I have my seminar, and I need to get some studying in before... before that.

Be quiet.

♪ Private school, daycare, shit medical bills, I pay that ♪

I got less than 48 hours before the rest of my life is decided, okay?

[Wrigley] I cannot wait for you to get

these fucking LSATs over with. You're making everyone less fun.

LSAT. It's LSAT, not plural.

And if I don't get above a 170,

I might as well not even come back next semester, so.

[Evan] Dude, you'll be fine.

I can take it at this point as much as you talk about it.

I'm kind of wantin' you to fail.

Can you imagine how annoying he'll be if he actually gets into Yale?

[both laugh]

- [Stephen] Oh, my God! - [horn blaring]

- [tires screech] - Fuck!

[dirt scraping]

[laughs]

[Evan] Stephen, you okay?

- [shifting gear] - Yeah, fine, fine.

Fuckin' guy's an idiot, man.

♪

[professor] I want you to think about the worst thing you've ever done.

Raise your hand if you know what that is.

Mm.

Great.

Raise your hand if you want to be remembered forever

for who you were on that day.

Hm... The 8th Amendment.

It's in place to protect criminal defendants

from unduly harsh sentencing,

but what about after the sentence is served?

Where does constitutional clemency play into the fact

that a guilty sentence is never really gone?

It stays with convicted criminals for the rest of their lives.

At every turn,

the mark is there. Indelible.

You okay?

Yeah. LSAT's in two days.

I feel like anything besides studying is a waste of time.

So, you really don't know the worst thing you've ever done?

You didn't raise your hand.

I guess the worst thing I've ever done is cheat on you.

And I would never do anything to hurt you like that again.

You really feel like that was your biggest mistake?

You tell me. You know me better than anyone.

I guess that's true.

[♪ music building]

♪

[heavy breathing]

- I want you so bad. - [Lucy] I know.

You really don't mind waiting?

[Leo] Stop worrying.

[panting]

I'm loving this.

[Lucy moans]

[moans]

Does that feel good?

Oh, yeah.

[♪ soft music playing]

[panting]

I like these freckles.

They're in their own little pattern.

I think of them more as sun damage.

[both laugh]

Nope. No, these are definitely freckles.

What's the difference?

Mm, freckles are cuter.

[sighs]

- No, no, no, no, no. - [groans, giggles]

[sighs]

[giggles]

I thought you said you had to get going?

I do. I just never get enough of you.

Mmm...

[sniffles, sighs]

What's it like having this much power over someone?

Yeah, right. I don't have power over anyone.

You have a grown man risking his entire life just to be close to you.

What is that if not power?

Now, what is your ex again? 22?

- 21. [giggles] - [Oliver] Oof.

Poor guy.

No, he definitely had the power.

I mean, I had to wait, like, four months for him to even notice me.

I doubt that's true.

He didn't.

My friends had to intervene finally.

We were playing this drinking game,

and they knew I had a crush on him, so they kept changing the rules,

so I had to keep kissing him all night.

In front of everyone.

That's a bit fucked up, isn't it?

I mean, yeah, it was annoying, but they were trying to be helpful.

By forcing him to make a move he wouldn't have made on his own?

That's kinda setting you up for disappointment.

I never thought about it that way.

I guess you're right.

I kind of...

tricked him into liking me.

I think

growing up, I got used to not feeling wanted.

You...

are very wanted.

You... have made that clear.

Good.

You're also too tolerant.

What do you mean?

S-Some of the stories you've told me.

Your ex-boyfriend, your friends.

It just sounds like you put up with a lot.

I'm guessing you're normally the one biting your tongue,

trying to keep the peace.

I am.

Well, you know it's okay to tell people to fuck off once in a while.

Including your friends.

[♪ gentle music playing]

[both laugh]

Wrigley! Hey!

- Oh. Hey. - [laugh, pats back]

- Hey, Raul. Uh, good to see you. - Good to see you.

Uh, sounds like you've been working hard.

Yeah yeah, m-my dad... my dad was, uh, really bummed

that you couldn't make it to the breakfast this morning,

but I told him how busy you were...

Uh, oh! Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Uh, I'm so sorry, you know. It's, uh, been, uh,

- super busy. - [Raul] It's okay.

Yeah, Dad, we should probably get going 'cause I have class...

So, uh, wh-what are you thinking for next year? Any plans?

Um...

Uh, yeah, I'm gonna, um, study for the LSAT.

You know, I'm thinking law school next year.

Uh...

Gonna be a-a lawyer. A student. Gonna go to,

- you know, go to law school. - Wow!

- Good for you! - Wow.

- Well, I should hit the road. - Okay, alright. Oh...

Hey. Take care of this one for me, okay?

Hopefully, I'll see you over the holidays.

Hope so.

- Bye. Bye. - Bye.

[Pippa] Thank you so much.

- I'm so, so sorry. - What just happened?

I just couldn't tell him we broke up.

I...

He's always so worried about me,

and he really liked that I was dating somebody like you.

- Someone like me? - Yeah, you know, like...

captain of the football team and...

Yeah, I know this is really weird of me, but, um, don't worry.

I will tell him... Okay.

Hey, no. It's fine.

I don't wanna break the guy's heart. I love Raul.

[scoffs] Okay...

Alright, well, I have class, so...

Yeah, but thank you.

♪

[soft laughter]

- Alright. - [Lucy giggles]

Are you sure you don't wanna go for breakfast?

No, I have to wash my hair before class because this is...

- Mm-mmm. - You can wear a hat.

Or shave your head.

Oh, so you admit that there's a problem?

Yeah, it's a mess.

But the good news is it's attached to all this.

Stop... Well, I don't have a hat, so.

Do you have a razor?

[laughs]

- Bye. - Bye.

[Marianne] So, the writer isn't relying on definitions.

She uses th-the phonetic, the sound to guide her meaning

when she slips into another language.

Do any examples stand out?

- Yes, Caitie? - [Caitie] On page seven.

Frystingu.

It feels like it means cold, shivering.

Exactly. So the sound of a word can transport us

just by being there,

and it's true of all languages.

For instance, if I say in Italian...

[sighs] Testa di cazzo!

Right? You don't need to look it up to know

that I'm not paying anyone a compliment.

Does anyone know what it means?

No?

- It means dickhead. Roughly. - [laughs]

Well, I can see the suspense is killing you,

so I have your papers.

- Really good job, Lucy. - Thank you.

This felt a little bit undercooked, Bree.

- [knocking on door] - Yeah?

Hey, sorry to interrupt.

Hey, honey.

This is my husband, Oliver,

for those of you who didn't meet him at the reading.

[laughs] It's very, very nice to meet you all.

I look forward to my wife talking about you behind your backs.

- I've gotta go, I'm late. - Okay. Oh, wait.

- Okay. - [laughs]

Well, I guess that's all for today and I'll see you on Monday.

Have a great weekend.

Uh, Lucy? I have some more pages

for you to type up if you wanna grab them later.

- Yeah, yeah, of course. - Okay. Bon weekend.

[grabs keys]

Hey! Hey, Bree.

Bree, hey.

Oh, hey.

Sorry, I-I...

I didn't see you.

Oh, yeah, no, that's cool. Um...

How have you been? I haven't seen you around.

I-I've been busy.

Right. Okay, yeah. Uh, well, I'll...

- S-See you around. - [footsteps departing]

Hey, what's the deal with Marianne?

What do you mean?

I mean, you think so highly of her. I'm just wondering why.

[Lucy] I don't know. She's so...

sure of herself, and she's really smart.

She also looks like a Bond girl, so that doesn't hurt. [laughs]

Is she a good writer?

Yeah, she's really talented.

Surprised she gave me a B.

Bree, that's not bad.

I just wonder what she didn't like about it.

I really wouldn't take any of it personally.

I'm not.

You should just meet with her one-on-one, ask to talk through your work.

I'm sure she'd appreciate the extra effort.

That's a good idea.

- Yeah. - [Pippa] Hello!

- [Lucy] Hey. - What's up?

- How was your dad? - He was good. He was fine.

Um, how was your date with Leo?

It was cute. Yeah, we had a little sleepover.

- Didn't fuck him. - Still? Why are you torturing him?

I don't know. I just... I don't feel ready.

I, like, I wanna have sex with him so badly.

Like, so badly. I just...

I am not ready for that chemical

to infiltrate my brain and make me fucking crazy.

I acted so stupid last time it happened, so...

It's funny, though. I, like, really like sleeping next to him.

Like, I literally sleep better.

That must mean something.

[Pippa] Yeah.

I know what you mean.

I told him I make every guy wait this long.

- [laughs] - You're such a lying slut.

That's what you are. It's the only word for it.

- But... - It's true!

Look at us virgins. Not a single one of us is getting laid.

Leo and I do other stuff.

- Ew. [laughs] - Ew.

That reminds me of high school. "Everything but."

There is no way you did "everything but" in high school.

I mean, there's no way you even touched a dick before you got to this campus.

Tell me I'm lying.

You don't always have to have an opinion about everyone, Pippa.

I d... I don't. I...

[Bree sighs]

♪

[Stephen] If both J and N are increased,

which one of the following is a pair of areas,

neither of which could be increased?

So, A: BH; B: HL; C: BL...

BL.

I-I wasn't even done reading the options.

How are you so good at logic games?

- [giggles] Do you want me to quiz you? - In a little bit.

I wanna go over the arguments and explanations right now.

Okay. [sighs]

Hey, man. Can I ask your opinion about something?

Sure, yeah.

After I graduate,

what do you think I should do?

Uh, well, that's kind of a big question.

Yeah, I'm realizing I might not have thought about it enough.

Well, you are definitely a people person.

Mm.

There's lots of jobs in, uh, sales? Guys like you do great.

How do I get one of those jobs?

- Do you have a resumé? - [footsteps approach]

Bree wishes I was fuckin' dead.

I ran into her, and she looked right through me.

And you know what? It's bullshit!

I'm not excusing what I did,

but it was one bad thing.

Right? So, because I have one fuck-up,

all of a sudden, I'm unforgivable?

I mean, look at Stephen. How many times has Stephen fucked up?

[scoffs]

How dare you speak ill of this pristine member of society?

But she looked good, man.

I mean, hateful

- but good. - [Wrigley] Mm.

Mm, I miss her.

Evan, you can do so much better than her. Everyone knows it.

Yeah, yeah. You know, Bree is not...

a very good person.

Hm?

Diana! A little input here.

Well, I think Bree is fine

but I'd rather not talk about anything adjacent

to that group of girls and their psychotic blonde leader.

Who is, uh, who is their psychotic leader?

- Is it... Is it, uh, Lucy? - Yes.

You know what? I think you need to, uh...

fuck someone new.

And you should take him out...

tonight.

[Wrigley] No, I-I'm not gonna go out tonight.

I think I'm gonna...

stay in and work on my, uh, resumé.

[laughs] Your resumé?

A-Are you okay?

Come on, help him out! Come on!

Well...

Wrigley.

Well, I guess you do need...

the hunt.

Yeah. Yeah, you're right, I do.

I do need the hunt.

The hunt has called us!

And no man can refuse the call!

You should call some of your hot friends and set him up with someone.

Which one of my friends specifically do you find so hot?

No, just, I don't want the sophomore girls hanging around again.

Well, Stephen and I have to stay in,

but I know some of my friends

are going to McKinley's tonight.

[♪ sings operatic note]

We're going to McKinley's! And the hunt is on!

Hi.

Bree.

I was wondering if you had time to discuss my paper.

Uh, sure. Not now.

Um... come on in, Bree.

[sighs] Just take a look at my schedule here.

Uh...

Let's see.

- [flipping pages] - What about on Monday?

- Monday? - Yeah.

I could do after 4 p.m.

I could do sooner, though.

[laughs] It's Friday afternoon.

I don't do office hours on the weekend.

[sighs] Right, sorry.

Listen, Bree, you don't really have to worry about the paper.

Those writing assignments are just a portion of your grade.

Well, I know,

but I need to keep my GPA up.

I'm on scholarship.

And, regardless, I think it would be helpful

for me to understand why you thought it only deserved a B.

Sure.

We can definitely discuss it on Monday.

- 4:30 will work? - That works.

Where in Italy are you from?

[inhales]

I'm from Rome.

Wow.

- Where are you from? - New Jersey.

- It's not as fancy. - [soft laugh]

Not all of Rome is fancy.

[soft laugh] Right.

Are you enjoying my class?

I am, yeah.

You hesitated.

What parts don't you enjoy?

Well, sometimes it seems like people are using it

as their own personal therapy.

Some do.

Is that a bad thing?

It's not bad. It's just...

most of them haven't had anything happen to them

outside of their families being slightly dysfunctional,

and I just think

anyone going home to someone who really cares about them

shouldn't have much to complain about.

[soft laugh] So you are bothered by self-indulgence.

I'm bothered by people who don't know how good they have it.

You never really know someone else's life, Bree.

I mean, I can look at you and see

a beautiful young girl who's so young

she doesn't even know how lucky she is to be young.

And I could assume you...

you've been blissfully ignorant

about everything really painful,

simply because of how many years you've been on the planet.

But I would be wrong in those assumptions, wouldn't I?

Yes.

So, you might be wrong about other people, too.

[♪ gentle music playing]

You shouldn't let your misfortunes compromise your compassion, Bree.

I'll see you on Monday.

And by the way,

after we go through your paper together,

we can think how to change your grade.

[sighs]

I really don't want you to stress over this, okay?

Thank you. That's...

That's really nice of you.

- [pool hall chatter] - [Lucy laughs]

You are not helping me at all.

- I know. I'm terrible at pool. - At all! [giggles]

- [♪ quiet rock music playing] - [both laugh]

Oh, Ev! Evan!

- That was weird, huh? - Wait, help me... help me aim again.

- Oh, you want me to help you? - I need an excuse to rub my ass on you.

Leo? Hey.

Hey.

How are you?

Good. We're having a fundraiser at the house tomorrow,

- if you're free. - Uh, yeah, sure.

Maybe. Thanks.

Alright.

Who was that?

- Uh, that's Becca. She's in my year. - Mm.

We dated for a minute in our sophomore year, but nothing serious.

Oh. [giggles]

Why didn't you introduce me?

It was like a 10-second interaction. Awkward.

- I-I don't know. - Yeah.

- What? - Wh-What?

- You have exes! - I know.

- Okay. Mm-hmm. - I do.

- So, do you wanna dry hump me again? - [laughs]

Hey.

Can you take me home?

Sure.

Uh, five shots of Patrón.

Summon the hounds, single Evan! Summon the hounds!

So, do we like these girls?

Does it matter? You gotta rebound sometime.

I actually had a weird run-in with Pippa today. It was kind of funny.

No, we're not talking about exes. Rebounding?

I mean, I've been rebounding every weekend since June,

so we're not really in the same boat, but okay.

Are you okay though?

I guess, yeah.

Alright, let's do this.

Hey, you ever try Patrón?

Do you only date freshmen?

It was one freshman, alright? Once.

Never again.

To those of legal drinking age!

- Here, here. - [Evan] Here, here.

[snorts, spits]

Oh, my God, did that just come through your nose?

Fuck! Fuck, it hurt.

C-Can we have another water, please?

- There you go. - Thank you.

I hope we can look past this unfortunate incident.

Yeah, well, it was extremely cute.

You definitely need another one.

♪

- [♪ vocalizing] - [heavy breathing]

I don't wanna wait anymore.

- You sure? - Yeah.

[heavy breathing]

You know I'm on the pill, right?

Mm-hmm. Yeah, I think you mentioned it.

[heavy breathing]

So are you sleeping with other people?

What?

It's fine.

It... Y-You just wouldn't be getting a condom

if you weren't fucking other people.

I-I'm getting it because it's our first time

and I didn't wanna make you tell me to go put one one.

Yeah, no, w-we don't... we don't have to talk about it.

We haven't had that talk yet.

You're not... You're not breaking any rules.

Am I fucking other people? When would I even be doing that?

I see you every day.

So you just don't have time to fuck other people.

[sighs] Well, that's not what I said.

Look, I-I know how guys are. It's okay.

No, d-don't do that.

- Do what? - D-Don't...

Don't lump me in with other guys.

Leo, you have a collection of condoms by your bed,

and you were just really weird in front of your ex tonight.

And you've never mentioned her to me.

Because she's not important.

Okay.

It's not because you're just trying to keep your options open?

What the fuck? What are you talking about?

I have not even thought about Becca

in over a year.

Okay, okay.

[Leo] She fucked someone else when we were dating,

and so we broke up.

There, that's it. That's the, uh, that's the story.

- She cheated on you? - Who cares? It was ages ago.

You said that I'm being weird?

You're the one that's being weird right now.

Are you actually mad at me right now?

Hey.

It's okay to be mad.

You don't have to be so nice.

[panting]

Wait, what?

I'm just saying angry sex is okay.

W-Wait, are you getting turned on by this?

Are you starting a fight with me to, what?

What? No. No, that's not... that's...

You made such a huge deal about waiting until it felt right.

I was just trying to make things better.

I'm sor... [scoffs] I just, I'm not, like,

- turned on by drama. - Neither am I!

Okay. D-Do you want me to go?

[Leo] No.

I just don't think the first time that we have sex, we should be fighting.

I'm gonna... I'm just gonna go.

No, you don't have to leave.

It's fine. I-I, uh...

just wanna sleep in my own bed, I think.

Alright.

[♪ soft R&B music playing]

Oh, and just for the record, I don't want you to go.

[Lucy] I know.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

[♪ soft vocalizing]

You know, I think it's crazy.

We've never talked, but we've known each other since freshman year.

You always had a girlfriend.

- Are we being drunk honest? - [Evan] Yeah.

Yeah, let's be drunk honest.

I... I thought you were cute since sophomore year,

but now you're finally single,

and I shot out tequila through my nose.

[Evan laughs]

[♪ indistinct singing]

If I go home with you tonight,

you're not gonna, like,

disappear on me, right?

No. I'm not like that.

Close the tab.

[sniffs, sighs]

[Evan] Hey, can I, uh, can I get the tab, please?

[♪ "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by The Postal Service playing]

♪ Smeared black ink ♪

♪ Your palms are sweaty ♪

♪ And I'm barely listening ♪

♪ To last demands ♪

♪ I'm staring at the asphalt wondering ♪

♪ What's buried underneath ♪

♪ Where I am ♪

[phone dings]

♪ Where I am ♪

♪ Wear my badge ♪

[Pippa] Hey, are you sure that Stephen's not coming back tonight?

Yeah, he's staying at Diana's.

Okay.

You want a fun pill? Doctor gave me Infinity for my knee.

Yeah, no, th... [laughs] that's okay.

[♪ song continues on radio]

[sighs]

Hey, um, I-I'm sorry again about my teammates being...

- dicks to you. I told them to stop. - Oh.

Thanks.

Diana kinda told me off for letting them act like that.

- Diana did? - Yeah.

[scoffs]

Okay, uh, wh... uh, um, you... when... [laughs]

When you were talking to my dad earlier, um...

- law school. - [Wrigley laughs]

[laughs] Yeah! Oh, yeah. Uh...

Well, you know, I don't wanna disappoint Raul.

Want him to think that his daughter's boyfriend has plans.

[weak laugh]

Hey, this is, um,

not a booty call, right?

- No. No. - [Pippa] Okay.

'Cause i-it's just, like, I'm not feeling...

- very sexual lately. - [Wrigley] Pippa,

I have way less complicated booty calls I can make.

Right. [laughs] Of course.

[soft laugh]

Okay.

I just want to understand what really happened with the letter last year.

If I can... If I can understand it, then maybe I can move on,

so can you just be honest?

'Cause I-I'm tired of being angry at you, you know?

It wasn't me.

Fuck.

But, you know, if that's the kind of person that you think I am,

then there's nothing I can say,

is there?

I mean, do you think that's the kind of person that I am?

[sighs]

Then, like, who was it?

'Cause almost nobody knew what happened with Drew.

Are you really sure you can trust Stephen?

Stephen...

is my best friend.

Do you want me to leave? I can just leave.

No.

♪ Tonight after the bars turn out their lights ♪

Can you just stay a while?

♪ And send the autos swerving ♪

Yeah.

♪ Into the loneliest evening ♪

♪ And I am finally seeing ♪

♪ Why I was the one worth leaving ♪

♪ Why I was the one worth leaving ♪

Hey.

♪ Why I was the one worth leaving ♪

♪ Why I was the one worth leaving ♪

[♪ song fades out]

[Diana] We should sleep.

[laughs]

Stephen! You're ready.

I don't have a backup plan.

[Diana] You won't need one.

But, you've got me, and you've got my dad.

He's always gonna help us.

[phone buzzes]

Oh...

Sounds like Evan and Molly hit it off.

- [Stephen] Oh, good. - [scoffs]

Anything to keep those sophomore girls away.

Let's not talk about that. Sophomore girls.

Not the night before the LSAT.

Yeah, you're right. It's probably bad luck.

[♪ soft music playing]

[light clicks]

[♪ music building]

[birds chirping outside]

I had a good time last night.

Yeah, me, too.

Uh, I'll call you.

Great. I would like that.

You don't have my number.

Right, of course, yeah. Gimme your phone. Sorry.

Uh, would you like to stay for breakfast?

I can cook something.

Yeah.

[sighs]

[knocking on door]

- Hi. - [Lucy] Hey.

Ooh. Are you okay?

Yeah.

I need to tell you something.

Okay.

Before I do, I...

I just need you to promise that you're not gonna judge me, okay?

Just... I really just need you to tell me that it's okay.

Of course, of course.

Oh, God. [sighs]

I'm sleeping with Oliver.

Marianne's husband.

Y-You're what?

- I know. - Bree, s-sleeping like...

- Yes. - ...having sex with him?

I'm having sex with Marianne's husband, Oliver.

Oh, my God, are you serious?

I know.

- You're serious... Okay. - [Bree] Mm-hmm.

- Tell me that it's okay! - It's okay! I-It's okay.

- It's okay. It's okay. - You're okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Are you... Are you okay, though? Did he, like, pressure you or anything?

No, no, nothing like that. It's...

You know, he's amazing.

When did this start?

After my birthday. It...

It just started.

- He makes me feel so good about myself. - [Lucy] Wow.

- Wow. - [sighs]

Um...

What about Marianne?

Honestly, up until I saw them together yesterday,

I could kind of just...

pretend like his life with her wasn't...

real.

I know that sounds bad.

That's why...

That's why you asked me about her.

I just wanted to know what she was like.

And I was hoping that she was terrible.

But she isn't.

Is she?

No. No, she's not.

Do you think I'm awful?

No, Bree, of course not. I-If anybody awful, it's him.

He's the fucking married one.

He's not awful.

I just... I-I really don't want you to get hurt. That's...

I mean, he came into our class yesterday.

H-He didn't know that it was my class.

Still, that's...

I mean, that must fuck with your head. That's crazy.

I know he cares about me.

And right now, this is something I feel like I just have to do.

I can't explain it.

I mean...

Everything that happened with Evan, was so sad, and...

this feels...

special?

I'm not judging you.

- I promise. I promise you. - Thank you.

I mean, he is hot.

He is. Thank you. He really is.

Just please make sure you're taking care of yourself, okay?

That's all. Th-That's literally all I care about.

It feels really good to finally talk about this.

- [sighs] - Good.

I haven't told anyone, though.

Like, Pippa doesn't know, so you can't tell her.

Yeah, I won't.

[♪ somber music playing]

[proctor] The test will begin at 1 p.m.

Do not break the seal on the test until instructed.

Do not write on the test until instructed.

You may begin.

- I think it went really well. - [Stephen] Mm-hmm.

[door shuts]

I need some water.

Okay.

Are you okay? Wh-What's wrong?

Feels, like, d-dehydrated.

[thuds]

- Stephen! - [labored breathing]

- Stephen? - I can't breathe!

Okay, okay, um, um, I-I'm calling 911.

No ambulance. I just need to go to the hospital.

- Just get me to the hospital. - Okay, okay.

[doctor] Everything looks normal.

Based on your symptoms, all signs point to a panic attack.

N-No, that doesn't, uh, happen to me.

[doctor] Well, these things can happen out of nowhere.

I mean, oftentimes, it's subconscious.

Now, the only unusual thing that came up is this rib right here.

Looks like a previous injury.

A small fracture. Right here, do you know where that's from?

The funny thing about broken bones is sometimes they don't even bruise,

so people don't realize there's a fracture.

It could be from sports, a fall...

a car wreck. Based on the placement,

it could be from the impact of a steering wheel.

No. Nothing like that.

[doctor] You might've had some difficulties

taking deep breaths for a while, but ribs heal on their own,

and your lungs sound fine.

[door opens]

Hey.

- Sorry I'm late. - [puts down keys]

It's fine.

I think you should say sorry.

For what?

Walking into my class.

I hated it.

I had no idea that was your class.

But still, you didn't say sorry.

[Oliver] Okay.

I'm sorry.

And I'm sorry for not apologizing sooner.

But it won't happen again.

I promise.

There's one other thing that I wanna ask you about.

Ask me.

[inhales]

I've never gotten to spend the night with you.

Like, sleep next to you and wake up with you.

Okay.

I'll work on that.

Promise.

[heavy breathing]

Did Marianne say anything?

About what?

Nothing. I just wasn't sure if my face looked super obvious

when you came into class.

You haven't told anyone about this, right?

Of course not.

Because it's a huge risk for me.

I mean, I wanna be here

but if anyone found out, it would derail my life.

I would never say anything.

Swear.

[heavy breathing]

I'm gonna hop in the shower, and then I need to crash.

Okay.

[shower running]

[♪ quiet dramatic music playing]

[♪ dramatic music builds]

♪

[shower continues]

♪

[♪ music fades out]

[sighs]

[sighs]

Thank you for taking care of me today.

I would go fucking insane without you.

You are...

the most important thing in my life.

[whispers] I know.

Is everything okay?

Right?

Yeah.

Everything's okay.

[♪ soft music playing]

[sighs]

[inhales, exhales]

[knocking at door]

[♪ vocalizing]

Hey.

Hi.

I'm, uh,

I'm so sorry for last night. I'm so sorry.

It's fine.

- [shuts door] - It's not. It... It's not fine.

Yeah, no, it was, uh, it was weird.

I know. I-I...

I freaked myself out, I don't know.

I'm not used to...

being with somebody that's not...

lying to me.

[Leo sighs]

I'm not good with all the up-and-down shit.

'Cause that's how it was in my house.

With my dad.

A-And you never...

you never knew when he would... was gonna freak out.

And so, I can't...

You know, I can't do... I can't do that again.

Yeah, I-I don't wanna be like that.

I-I really don't wanna be like that,

and I-I'm so sorry for...

comparing you to other guys. That's not... This is so different.

It's so different with you, and I know that,

and I don't... I don't know what I did. I don't know why I did that.

How could you think I was sleeping with other girls?

Idiot.

[quiet giggle]

[Lucy] You rejected my invitation for angry sex.

- It's so embarrassing. - [laughs]

It's actually so embarrassing.

You know what? There's nothing wrong with angry sex.

It's just I think the first time we have sex,

we could have nice sex.

[Lucy] Hm.

Okay.

We can have nice sex.

[♪ "The Youth" by MGMT playing]

♪ This is a call to arms ♪

♪ To live and love and sleep together ♪

♪ We could flood the streets ♪

♪ With love or light or heat, whatever ♪

♪

♪ Lock the parents out ♪

♪ C ut a rug, twist and shout ♪

♪ Wave your hands, make it rain ♪

♪ The stars will rise again ♪

♪ The youth are starting to change ♪

♪ Are you starting to change? ♪

♪ Are you together, together ♪

♪ Together, together, together, together, together? ♪

♪ The youth are starting to change ♪

♪ Are you starting to change? ♪

♪ Are you together, together, together ♪

♪ Together, together, together? ♪

[♪ song continues]

♪ This is a call to arms ♪

♪ To live and love and sleep together ♪

[♪ song fades out]