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Hey, Murph.

How about some breakfast? I'm good.

Funeral starts in a couple hours.

You might want to eat something.

No, I said I'm good. I don't want anything.

Come on, you haven't had any food in days.

Will you just take one bite for me, please?

I'm not hungry, Felix.

Murph...

It's gonna get easier.

You're going to find a reason to live again.

I can't imagine how you must feel,

but I promise you'll get through this.

And...

I know it feels like there's no point of anything.

Of living, even. But...

...what you've been going through...

Let's just take it day by day, all right?

Hang on. Just gi-give me a minute.

Oh, my God, I'm so hot.

Yeah, it's finally warming up, huh?

You okay?

No, I'm not.

On my way here, I'm just thinking about how, like...

...nothing changes.

The people are still getting their coffee,

and texting their dumb friends, and sitting in traffic and...

The world doesn't even stop for, like, a second,

like, or one minute so I can breathe.

Hello, Murphy.

What are you doing here?

Thought I'd come by and pay my respects.

How you holding up?

Just walk away, Josh.

Darnell, he's not worth it, man.

I'll see you in there.

Don't let him get to you, Murphy.

Just ignore him.

We should go inside.

Yeah, let's...

You ready?

Um...

I'm not good at these things, at-at, uh...

I'm not good at...

talking about my feelings to, uh, a bunch of people.

I'm not even good at talking about my feelings to...

like, one person. Um...

That was the thing about Max.

He somehow, like...

...pulled my emotions out of me.

I-I was kicking and screaming, but he still did it.

And he called me stubborn.

Um, I remember one time...

...Max was lying next to me he was, he-he was sleeping.

And...

And-and he laughed.

He-he laughed while he was sleeping.

I mean, he had every reason to be self-loathing

and-and feel sorry for himself,

for the hand he was dealt, but he-he didn't.

He laughed in his sleep.

He gave me happiness.

I didn't even think that was possible, like...

...to actually be happy,

but he-he gave...

he gave me that.

And I will miss him every single second

of every single day.

For the rest of my life.

People-people keep saying to me,

"Oh, uh...

God called him home."

Well...

...God had nothing to do with this,

and I'm pretty sure that if God does exist,

he has enough people to hang out with.

He did not need Max, too. I needed him.

And the reason Max isn't here...

is because of another human being.

There is a person out there

that took the love of my life

away from me.

I was just told

that I need to find a reason for living,

I need to find a purpose.

Well, I found one.

I have one.

I am going to find the person that did this.

And I am going to make them pay

for what they've done!

You know, I feel like I have to say for the record,

um, that's not really what I meant.

No, I know, but I have to do this.

Okay, so...

what's your big plan...

You gonna break into prison

and cut off Jimmy McKay's ding-dong or...

No, I don't care about Jimmy.

He's gonna rot in prison.

I'm after whoever tipped him off.

Whoever called him, that...

Whoever wanted everything to get messed up...

That's the person that is responsible for Max's death.

Jimmy's just the one who pulled the trigger.

Murphy?

Hey, Chloe.

Hey, Chlo.

I'll give you two a minute.

You came.

I heard what happened about Max.

And I don't know all the details,

but...

I know it had something to do

with that stupid pill I took.

No, Chloe. No.

It has nothing to do with you.

I don't want you feeling guilty for one second.

Okay.

Well...

I still wanted to come and say I'm sorry.

I'm really happy you're here.

It's nice to see her smile, though.

Okay, but you did tell her she can't do

whatever it is she's planning on doing, right?

No, I'm just...

Gonna give her a little bit of time.Felix.

What? She... This is how she copes.

She needs to focus on something. I don't know.

I mean, at least she's off the couch, right?

Whatever. Let's just hope

she doesn't find whoever this person is.

How would she do that?

You know, when I saw your name on the visitor's log,

I have to admit I was surprised.

Yeah, well, I just came to ask who called you that night.

I'm sorry? Someone called you

to tell you we were setting you up. Who was it?

I have no idea what you're talking about.

You know, the prosecution is going to call me as a witness.

I know you're claiming self-defense,

that Max attacked you.

And I was planning on telling the truth, but...

...I'm willing to go along with your little story.

All you have to do is tell me who called you that night.

And if you don't...

...I'll bury you.

Oh, relax. Just relax.

He said he was with Chicago PD.

He had a British accent.

Was his name Josh Wallace?

Yeah. Yeah, that was it.

Josh? Yep. I know.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

I want to kill Josh. Serious.

You're not gonna kill anyone. Yeah, I am.

Murph, you're not just gonna kill someone.

Yeah, I am. It's not just someone.

It's Josh.

And he loved that this happened. He went to the funeral to gloat.

He's-he's a psychopath.

He's psychotic.

Murph.

I'm just asking you to take a beat, please.

I'm taking a beat. What do you think this is?

This is beat to figure out

how to kill Josh without getting caught.

Oh, my God. That's my beat.

Okay, look.

I know we've done some...

very bad things.

Okay? In our lives,

And I know you've-you've seen more death than,

you know, the average joe.

But you've never...

you've never actually killed anyone.

Murphy...

Max loved you, okay?

He loved you so much.

And he would not want you to spend the rest of your life

behind bars on his account.

He would want you to live your life.

That's what he would want.

So, please.

Just... drop this.

For his sake.

Yeah.

You're right. I'm just...

I'm just being stupid.

It's okay.

I love you.

Pretzel, come on.

Let's go.

Stay.

Stay.

Josh.

Josh!

Josh!

Josh!

Pretzel, get out. Go, go.

Is-is anyone in there?

Hello?

What the hell are you doing in here? Aah!

What the hell are you doing here?

You followed me? I woke up and I saw you weren't there.

What... I don't...

Please tell me you didn't...

Oh, my God. No!

He's not even home. Thank God.

What the hell, Murphy?

I thought you said you were good.

I am good. Really?

I am. I-I...

I didn't come here...

I swear. I didn't come here to do anything.

Oh, okay.

So you just broke into his house for a cup of tea?

I just needed to talk to him. Talk to him.

Yes.

Okay? I listened to everything you said.

And I... I really think I need...

I need to confront Josh, I need closure.

That's how I'm gonna move on.

And I was afraid you wouldn't believe me,

so I took the bus.

Closure? Yes.

Closure.

But he's not even here, so I'm just gonna wait for him.

You can go.

Well, you know, it is 4:00 in the morning.

Did you think maybe he's not coming home tonight?

Where would he be? I don't know.

His dog isn't here.

All of his clothes are gone.

He left town. Well,

after what you said at Max's funeral,

I don't blame him.

Coward.

Well, what if he...

He could have gone back to London.

What if he went... what if he went home?

What if he... He could be gone for years.

What if he doesn't come back?

What if he never comes back here? Okay, okay.

What if I don't get to see him

and talk to him? Okay.

What if I never see him? Shh. Take a breath.

Maybe we can both find out where he went together.

Okay?

Any clue what his password is?

No.

Great.

Okay, well, then...

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hang on a second.

Looks like he printed this out before he left.

What is it?

Okay, here we go.

Vacation rental house in Branson, Missouri.

We can go to this address and see if he's there.

You don't have to drive me, though.

Yeah, I'll just let you hitchhike.

Of course I'm gonna drive you.

I'm gonna be with you every step of every way

in full support,

'cause I think this could actually be a good idea.

Mm-hmm. Talking to Josh.

Talking to Josh.

Okay.

Are we there yet?

Are we there yet? Are we there yet?

Like a five-year-old.

Well, are we? No, we are not there yet.

If we were there, the car would not be moving.

Five minutes.

This is the road.

Max would be proud of you, you know?

Yeah.

I'm sorry, I... It's okay.

Text Erika dog sitter. "Just arrived.

How's Oliver doing?"

Cellular service not available.

Great.

We're here.

Okay, wait, I think I should go in alone.

What?

Yeah, I appreciate you...

you know, wanting to be here for me,

but I-I don't need, like, a guy

to support me, so...

I-I got-I got it.

Okay.Okay.

I'll be here. All right.

Where's the... Which way is the house?

It's just, uh, about 30 feet to your left.

Okay.

Thank you.

Why are you bringing your backpack?

I always take my backpack with me.

No, you don't.

Okay. Well, I want it.

Ready, buddy? You're just gonna talk to him?

Yes. What is the big deal?

Can I see the backpack?

No.

Murphy, can I see the backpack? No, Felix.

Stop it!

I said no. Felix!

Stop it. What the hell is this?!

Murphy?

Are you still planning on... Yep.

Okay. Planning on killing him.

Oh, my God. I am going to kill him.

You lied to me. Okay, well...

You manipulated me.

You're the one that showed up to Josh's

and you forced me to let you drive me here.

Yeah, and you're the one who gave me that whole moving thing

about how you need closure!

This is my closure.

Killing Josh is not closure.

Yeah, well, we'll see, okay?

Murphy. Get off.

Get off, Felix.

Murph, I told you.

This is not what Max would have wanted.

Well, Max isn't here.

I am!

So I'm gonna deal with it how I want.

Murphy.

Find inside. Go, go.

You know, I hate-I hate to be that guy here,

but, um, you're blind. Shut up.

So I don't know what you think you're gonna do in there. Shh!

Okay? You're going to get caught! You're the one causing a scene.

Shut up.

You're trespassing. FELIX: Oh, my God.

Okay. He's got a gun.

What are you gonna do?

Are you gonna kill me too?

Just go home!

Or what? JOSH: Or I'll pull the trigger.

Yeah?

Then do it.

Oh!

What's happening?

Felix?

Felix?

Felix, what's happening?

Whoa!

Don't worry. I got the gun!

Are you okay? Where's Josh?

He's in the car.

No, stop him.

Stop him!

Uh...

Hey!

Get out! Get out of the car. Now!

Josh, stop! What are you doing?

Aah! Aah!

What happened?

Get out of the car!

Get out of the car now! Okay!

Okay. Okay.

Don't look at me.

Move it!

God...

Pretzel.

Okay, so Josh is...

tied up. He's not going anywhere.

Um...

Okay, so... I say we call the cops.

No, we're not gonna call the cops.

They'll arrest us. No, they won't.

Because we will tell them that he pulled a gun on us

then stole our car,

then tried to run us over with it.

He'll probably do time in jail.

Isn't that enough revenge?

No.Oh, come on.

Murphy, come on. Please, don't do this.

I have nothing left. You have the rest of your life.

What life?

What life?

He was everything. He was my life.

I know I'm not Max.

But...

...you have me.

I need you.

You're kind of like my everything.

Not like a, you know, just in...

You're my best friend. You're my only friend.

And where's that gotten you?

What?

Where has that gotten you?

Look around, Felix.

Look around.

Look at where you are.

Look at what I've turned you into.

You didn't turn me in anything.Okay.

As a matter of fact,

you have made my life a billion times better.

You have.

Just, you're so... Shut up.

You're so delusional. Just...

Wow. I don't know what you want me to say.

I have to do this. Why?

Because. Why?

Because.

Choose me.Felix...

Choose me.

Murphy.

Oh, my God.

Choose our friendship.

The world sucks. It's falling apart.

You're like my driftwood, you know,

that I desperately cling to in this tsunami of

relentless garbage.

Just really pulling out all the stops here.

I've never actually cared about another person.

I've only cared about myself.

You changed that.

You taught me how to not be such an entitled dick.

Like, how to actually be a friend.

Don't do this.

I need you.

I'm so hungry. Can you see if there's any food in here?

Pizza's disgusting. I know.

Can I, um,

suggest something to you?

Without you killing me too, of course.

I don't know. What is it?

Well...

why don't you try talking to him?

What?

I mean, I know you were lying when you said you wanted

to talk to him to get closure, but...

it's actually not the worst idea. Why would...

why would I possibly do that?

Because, may-maybe he feels bad.

Maybe he knows what he did is really messed-up.

No.Maybe he's... it's eating him alive.

Yeah, he feels zero remorse. None.

Well, can you just try?

Why? Because.

You want me to try something I know is not gonna work?

Yeah.

Fine.

Thank you.

Geez.

Hmm.

Uh... Pretzel looks like

he really has to pee. He's all antsy, eyeing the door.

Do you want to take him out before you talk to Josh?

Fine. Whatever.

Pretzel, come here.

Come on. We're going outside.

See you soon.

Okay, here's the deal.

Here's the deal.

I am literally about to save your life,

but you have to do exactly what I say, okay?

I have convinced Murphy to have a conversation.

You are gonna be remorseful.

I don't care if that's how you actually feel or not,

but you're gonna make it sound like you do.

I don't want her to kill you.

So say you're sorry. You understand?

Fine.

Felix?

Yeah?

Where are you? Oh.

His gag fell off, so I was just, uh...

tightening it.

Why? I thought you were forcing me to talk to him.

Oh, yeah. Stupid. Yeah.

Okay, if you're ready.

And everybody's ready.

Let's do it.

Okay. Well...

here we are.

A lot has happened between the two of you.

But we're all adults here.

So, call me optimistic,

but I think we can come to some sort of truce.

This is so stupid. JOSH: Murphy, wait.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I went insane, okay?

I went insane.

I don't know what came over me.

I don't know what I was thinking.

I...

I-I needed to see you suffer.

Because I was suffering so much.

You killed me.

You destroyed me.

You broke my heart.

And-and now look what you were gonna do.

Look at you were gonna do because...

because your heart is broken too.

Please.

Powerful stuff.

Communicating.

Let's keep it going. It's very good.

Listen.

I can't imagine what you're going through.

And-and if

there's even the slightest of chances

that my dying

will take your pain away...

...then I'll put the knife through my own heart.

A load of crap.

What? You'll put the knife through your own heart?

Shut up.

Oh, good idea, mate.

What did you just say?

Hmm? What did he just say?

Him? He didn't say anything.

Nothing.

Did you put him up to this?

I didn't... I did not put him up to this.

What, are you on his side now? I am not...

The only side I'm on is you not killing anybody. Felix! What are you doing?

Please, Murphy, please. Are you kidding me?

Come on, this is not who you are.

No, stop saying that. This is who I am.

This is who I am. You obviously

don't know me as well you think you do. Yes, I do.

No, you don't.If you cross this line,

you cannot uncross it. I'm doing it.

Do you understand? I'm doing it. I'm doing it, Felix.

I'm doing it. It's what he deserves.

And there's nothing you can say or do to talk me out of it.

So you can sit either here and watch,

or you can get out.

I'm not gonna sit here and watch.

Then get out! Fine!

Sorry I couldn't stop you.

I don't know what else to say.

I'm taking this so at least he can't hurt you.

Felix!

Felix.

Stay.

Just, just, just... please, stay.

Look, all three of us.

All three of us, we c-we can work this out

and we can talk through it.

Just, just, just, please, stay.

Go, Felix. Felix, please.

Just, just stay. Felix! Felix!

Felix, come back!

Felix, come on. Oh, God.

Felix, you know she's gonna kill me!

Felix!

Fe-Felix!

Oh, please.

Feli-Felix.

Felix, let me out!

Felix!

You know what the true irony is here?

You were convinced I was this

deranged...

Murphy.murderer.

A murderer. Please don't do this.

But the truth is... Please, just-just stop.

Just-just...

...I've never actually killed anyone.

This-this is so stupid. Just...

Ever.

Stop! Please.

Until now.

You...

...turned me into the psychopath you thought I was.

You did.

Josh?

Josh?

Josh!

You...

Josh!

Where are you?

Aah!

Come on, come on!

Damn it!

No!

Get you...

No, no, no, no, wait, wait, wait,

Mu-Murphy, Murphy, Murphy, Murphy.

No! No, no, no, no! No!

Please!

Aah!

Here, my Pretzel.

Come here, buddy.

Find outside.

Good boy.

And a pack of cigarettes.

What kind?

Whatever's cheapest.

Call Felix.

Oh, my God.

Hey.

Hey.

Why are you wearing that?

I wanted a souvenir.

Smells like smoke. Are you smoking again?

Maybe. Maybe I have. Yes.Well...

well, it's disgusting.

Just shockingly pungent scent in the car.Okay. Just drive.

Where?

I have no idea. Me neither.

Thank you. For what?

I don't know. Just being my friend.

Mm.

Thank you for being my friend.