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-[theme music]
-[static on TV]
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♪
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♪
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[theme music concludes]
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I, Katie, take thee, Norman,
to be my wedded husband,
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to have and to hold,
from this day forward,
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in sickness and in health,
for better, for worse,
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to love and to cherish,
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till death do us part.
[chuckles]
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-PRIEST: You may kiss the bride.
-[chuckles]
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[crowd applauding]
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[both laugh]
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[Norman] We did it!
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[soft music]
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♪
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[door creaks]
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[chuckles]
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[exhales, laughs excitedly]
Oh, my...
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Oh, my goodness, Norman!
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This house is beautiful!
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It's our house now.
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Your parents are too generous.
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I cannot believe
that they gave us
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your grandparents' house.
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This is everything
I could have ever asked for.
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Hasn't changed a bit, honestly.
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[chuckles] Come on!
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[ethereal, mysterious music]
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♪
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[both chuckling]
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-[sighs]
-NORMAN: You like it?
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I can just picture it now.
We'll put...
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we'll put the crib here, and...
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and the rocking chair
right by the window.
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We can do whatever you choose.
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[breathes heavily]
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[breathes heavily]
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[soft music]
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♪
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[both giggling]
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Whoops, sorry.
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[exhales]
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-Great. This should come off.
-[both chuckle]
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[breathes heavily]
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I've been waiting for this day.
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[breathes heavily]
I stayed pure for you.
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[both breathing heavily]
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[indistinct chatter]
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-Go see Anna for some food.
-Here, have some of these.
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-Thank you so much.
-[indistinct chatter]
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KATIE: Just fill it up
with some diapers, some snacks.
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How many toys do we have?
We have toys...
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[muffled organ music]
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♪
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[whispers] Can you...
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It can seem hard,
doing on your own,
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but I think we focus
on the negative so much
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that we miss the miracle
that's right in front of us.
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You've been blessed
with this life-changing gift.
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I was in your very shoes
a few short years ago,
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and I know
it can feel overwhelming
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at times, but I can't imagine
a life without my Kyle now.
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And you're not as alone
as you think.
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-Mm-hmm.
-We are your community.
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We are here to support
your best interests.
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[stomach growling]
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Excuse me. Okay.
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[vomiting]
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Norman?
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-Norman?
-NORMAN: Yeah?
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-Norman, come, come look.
-What?
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[gasps, sighs]
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I'm gonna be a father?
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-[giggles] Yeah!
-[chuckles]
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-Oh!
-[both breathe heavily]
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Our prayers have been answered.
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-[breathes heavily]
-[chuckling]
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Do you want a boy or a girl?
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I... I don't care,
as long as they're healthy!
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-I love you so much.
-[giggles]
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[exhales]
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[breathing deeply]
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[soft, intriguing music]
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♪
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[heart beating]
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[heartbeat intensifying]
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If it's a girl, I...
I like the name Violet.
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NORMAN: That's a pretty name.
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Or Veronica?
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I don't know, I'm drawn
to the letter V...
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[chuckles]
...for some reason. [sighs]
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NORMAN:
What about if it's a boy?
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I like the name David.
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Very strong.
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Tough.
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[indistinct chatter
over television]
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-[unsettling music]
-Oh!
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-Ow. [winces]
-NORMAN: Katie? You okay?
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-[unsettling, intriguing music]
-[groans]
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-Ow! [groans]
-NORMAN: Katie? You okay?
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-Baby? Talk to me.
-[breathes heavily]
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-NORMAN: What's goin' on, honey?
-[groans]
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-[whimpering]
-NORMAN: Katie?
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-Ow! [GROANS]
-NORMAN: Katie, you okay?
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-Katie...
-[groans]
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What happened?
What happened? What happened?
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-Ow! [groans]
-What's happening?
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What's happening?
What's happening?
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-[groans]
-Katie, Katie! No, no, no,
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no, no, it's okay, it's okay!
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[Katie inhales sharply, exhales]
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[heart beating]
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[breathes heavily]
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[heart beating]
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[breathes shakily]
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Please wait a minute. [sighs]
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What's going on?
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The doctor
will be with you shortly.
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[breathes heavily]
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[door opens]
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I'm afraid
I have some bad news.
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The fetus has anencephaly,
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which is
a severe congenital condition
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where a large part
of the skull is absent,
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along with a part of the brain.
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I'm very sorry,
but it is a fatal condition.
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If it is born,
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it will die within
a few hours or days
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or, at the most, weeks.
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[ambient melancholic music]
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We should probably begin
discussions around termination.
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What did you say?
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Our front desk handles
the scheduling.
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I think it's likely best
we get something
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on the calendar soon.
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-You want to abort our baby?
-[high-pitched ringing]
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Sir, the fetus is not viable.
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You cannot force me
to commit a sin!
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It is in the best interest
of your wife.
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If she carries
that child to term,
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she could die.
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Her health
is very much at risk here.
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[muffled] I understand
the emotions around this,
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but there is
a very real danger here
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that I would beg you
to consider.
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You want
to condone murder, huh?
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[breathing heavily]
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DOCTOR: I know
that this is very difficult,
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and a lot to take in,
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so I will leave you both
for now.
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If you need anything,
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Nurse Cora here
will take care of you.
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Is it a boy or a girl?
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I need to know,
is it a son or a daughter?
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I have a right to know
this information!
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[high-pitched ringing continues]
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[breathes shakily]
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How are you doing, hon?
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[high-pitched ringing fades]
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Do you believe in God?
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I do.
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What would God do
in a moment like this?
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My God is a forgiving one.
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He values all lives,
not just the new ones.
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[breathes deeply]
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I'd like to book
that appointment.
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[sobs]
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Oh, my God!
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[eerie music]
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♪
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[sighs]
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[whimpers]
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[whimpers, sobs]
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[unsettling music]
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♪
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[sighs]
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[whimpers]
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Oh.
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[hammer banging]
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[grunts softly]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging]
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[floor creaking]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging]
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[hammer banging loudly]
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Norman?
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-[Norman exhales sharply]
-What are you doing?
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[hammer banging]
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[exhales] Oh, I'm sorry.
Did I wake you up?
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[breathes heavily]
I just couldn't wait.
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[exhales] I'll try to be
a bit more quiet.
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-[panting]
-Uh, are you sure that...
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we should be...
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We have a lot of work to do
to prepare for our son.
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[pants]
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Son?
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[pants]
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The Lord gave us a son.
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A son! [exhales]
He's definitely my boy.
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He's got
those strong cheekbones.
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Norman...
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Okay, okay, I admit,
I prayed for a son,
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but we can pray
for a daughter next.
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But... but they said
that it... [exhales sharply]
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...that it's not gonna...
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God will take care of us
and our baby.
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Don't you have faith?
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[baby crying]
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-[baby cries echo]
-[ominous music]
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-[hammer banging]
-[floorboards creaking]
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[Norman breathing heavily]
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-[hammer banging]
-[Norman groaning]
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[hammer banging]
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Too bad I sold
all my maternity clothes.
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I would have let you have them.
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KATIE: Well, Norman's parents
are so supportive.
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They're taking care
of everything.
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Oh, my goodness, Katie,
you have to see this one!
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Anna, can I ask you something?
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Of course, anything.
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KATIE: Do you think...
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there are any exceptions
to the Church's teachings?
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You're the one that taught me
that even if you can't see it,
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the Lord has a plan for you.
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[high-pitched ringing]
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[grunts]
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God's a provider, and...
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Kyle is the best gift
I've ever received.
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[eerie music]
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[whimpers]
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What are you
actually asking about?
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[squelching]
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Nothing.
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N... nothing.
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[car brakes screech]
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[car engine stops]
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[ethereal, mysterious music]
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♪
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Lord of the Nations,
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you display your power
in all the world.
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You made the lame walk,
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you healed the sick,
and you raised the dead.
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You... you conquered death
in your own resurrection.
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[door creaking]
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[sighs] Lord, bless me
and keep me.
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Make your faith shine upon me.
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Turn your face towards me
and give me peace.
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Through Jesus Christ,
our Lord. Amen.
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[baby cooing in distance]
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[eerie music]
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[gasps]
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[baby crying]
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-PRIEST: Katie?
-[Katie gasps]
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-Is everything all right?
-[breathes shakily]
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Hey, why don't you just...
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come join me over here
for a minute?
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[prayer beads rattling]
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KATIE: How do we know
that the things...
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that we do are just?
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It's...
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not so easy to see
the right path.
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And what does
your heart tell you?
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[sighs]
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Just... just know
that whatever you choose
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has implications
beyond just yourself.
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Some sins cannot be forgiven.
271
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And God's justice is perfect.
272
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He has all the answers.
273
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You just need to know
which questions to ask.
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PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Shame on you!
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Shame on you! Shame on you!
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Shame on you!
Shame on you! Shame on you!
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Shame on you! Shame on you!
Shame on you! Shame on you!
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PROTESTOR 1: Murderer!
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PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Shame on you!
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Shame on you!
Shame on you! Shame on you!
281
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PROTESTOR 2: Murderer!
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PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Shame on you! Shame on you!
283
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PROTESTOR 3: [chanting]
Pro-choice, that's a lie!
284
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PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Babies never choose to die!
285
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PROTESTOR 3: [chanting]
Pro-choice, that's a lie!
286
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PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Babies never choose to die!
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-[breathes heavily]
-[car engine revving]
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[dishes clatter]
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00:20:51,950 --> 00:20:54,419
[Norman slurps, gulps]
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Don't forget
to take your prenatals!
291
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[pills clattering]
292
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[slurps, gulps]
293
00:21:13,372 --> 00:21:15,040
NORMAN:
See you tonight, my love.
294
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[footsteps receding]
295
00:21:22,180 --> 00:21:24,116
KATIE:
And forgive us our trespasses,
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as we forgive those
who trespass against us,
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and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil,
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for thine is the kingdom,
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the power, and the glory,
forever and ever. Amen.
300
00:21:37,396 --> 00:21:38,997
[crucifix thuds loudly]
301
00:21:45,203 --> 00:21:46,438
[Katie groaning softly]
302
00:22:00,185 --> 00:22:01,420
[grunts softly]
303
00:22:05,857 --> 00:22:07,459
[groans]
304
00:22:10,562 --> 00:22:12,964
[baby crying in distance]
305
00:22:12,964 --> 00:22:16,501
[eerie, suspenseful music]
306
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[baby crying in distance]
307
00:22:19,771 --> 00:22:22,708
♪
308
00:22:29,047 --> 00:22:32,617
[crying continues]
309
00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:48,567
[crying continues]
310
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[music intensifies]
311
00:23:15,994 --> 00:23:19,631
[baby crying]
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[whimpers]
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[groans]
Norman, Norman, Norman...
314
00:23:38,683 --> 00:23:40,819
Norman, I... I don't want it.
315
00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:42,721
Don't want what?
316
00:23:43,855 --> 00:23:44,856
I don't want this.
317
00:23:46,091 --> 00:23:47,325
Its brain is leaking.
318
00:23:47,559 --> 00:23:49,995
And it doesn't have a skull.
319
00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:53,598
-Please?
-Katie...
320
00:23:55,167 --> 00:23:56,501
I thought you loved me.
321
00:23:57,803 --> 00:23:59,971
Of course I love you, but I...
322
00:24:00,639 --> 00:24:02,674
I'm... [breathes deeply]
323
00:24:03,241 --> 00:24:06,278
...I'm really, really scared.
324
00:24:07,012 --> 00:24:08,780
What would your family
think of you?
325
00:24:10,682 --> 00:24:13,018
-KATIE: But...
-Your friends? Huh?
326
00:24:14,586 --> 00:24:16,555
But, what about me?
327
00:24:17,989 --> 00:24:19,991
It is a mortal sin.
328
00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:24,196
A sin that will damn you
to the pits of hell.
329
00:24:26,198 --> 00:24:27,966
And what about me, huh?
330
00:24:30,101 --> 00:24:32,537
I'm really, really scared.
331
00:24:33,638 --> 00:24:35,273
So you wanna kill our baby?
332
00:24:36,107 --> 00:24:38,076
-KATIE: What?
-Is that what you're saying?
333
00:24:38,076 --> 00:24:39,277
KATIE: I don't know.
334
00:24:39,277 --> 00:24:40,412
NORMAN: You wanna kill our baby?
335
00:24:40,412 --> 00:24:41,580
I... I don't know.
336
00:24:41,580 --> 00:24:43,582
NORMAN:
You wanna hurt our beautiful,
337
00:24:43,582 --> 00:24:45,250
-little baby boy, huh?
-I can't, I can't!
338
00:24:45,250 --> 00:24:47,152
You wanna kill our baby?!
339
00:24:47,152 --> 00:24:51,389
[whimpers, sobs]
340
00:24:51,590 --> 00:24:55,393
I'm sorry, Norman.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
341
00:24:55,694 --> 00:24:57,362
-I'm sorry.
-It's okay.
342
00:24:57,362 --> 00:24:59,531
-It's okay. It's okay.
-I am sorry.
343
00:24:59,865 --> 00:25:02,601
I forgive you,
I forgive you, I forgive you.
344
00:25:03,201 --> 00:25:05,237
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
345
00:25:05,437 --> 00:25:07,172
[Katie sobbing]
346
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,573
It's okay, I forgive you.
347
00:25:08,573 --> 00:25:11,610
[muffled chatter]
348
00:25:11,610 --> 00:25:14,779
[ambient, eerie music]
349
00:25:14,779 --> 00:25:19,818
♪
350
00:25:26,625 --> 00:25:29,394
-Here comes the cake!
-Yay!
351
00:25:29,394 --> 00:25:33,732
[overlapping chatter]
352
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:38,870
[grunts, sighs] Hmm.
353
00:25:40,872 --> 00:25:42,307
[sighs]
354
00:25:44,142 --> 00:25:45,944
[cake squelching]
355
00:25:48,513 --> 00:25:50,549
-[cake oozing]
-[ominous music]
356
00:25:53,118 --> 00:25:54,486
Hmm.
357
00:25:54,486 --> 00:25:57,455
♪
358
00:25:57,656 --> 00:25:59,891
[muffled chatter]
359
00:26:07,632 --> 00:26:11,236
[muffled chatter continues]
360
00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:14,439
[unsettling, dissonant music]
361
00:26:14,439 --> 00:26:17,709
KATIE: Stop! [breathes heavily]
362
00:26:17,709 --> 00:26:19,578
-It's gonna die.
-[indistinct chatter]
363
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,712
Are you okay?
364
00:26:20,712 --> 00:26:22,347
-Get her some water!
-[Katie retching]
365
00:26:22,347 --> 00:26:23,682
[vomits]
366
00:26:23,682 --> 00:26:25,550
Um, call Norman!
Somebody get Norman!
367
00:26:25,550 --> 00:26:26,952
[overlapping chatter]
368
00:26:27,152 --> 00:26:29,554
WOMAN 1: She needs help!
Somebody call 911.
369
00:26:29,554 --> 00:26:31,289
WOMAN 2:
I don't know what to do!
370
00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:40,799
[breathing echoes]
371
00:26:40,799 --> 00:26:42,934
[heart monitor beeping]
372
00:26:47,138 --> 00:26:48,039
David couldn't wait,
373
00:26:48,039 --> 00:26:49,774
so he's just coming
a bit early, okay?
374
00:26:49,774 --> 00:26:51,576
[breathes heavily]
375
00:26:51,576 --> 00:26:53,078
I want it out!
376
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:54,813
NORMAN:
I'm right here for you, baby.
377
00:26:54,813 --> 00:26:57,148
-I'm right here.
-KATIE: No, don't touch me!
378
00:26:58,450 --> 00:27:00,352
Breathe. Push. You can do it.
379
00:27:00,585 --> 00:27:01,987
Get it out of me!
380
00:27:01,987 --> 00:27:04,823
DOCTOR: Just breathe and push.
381
00:27:05,090 --> 00:27:05,924
[groans]
382
00:27:06,157 --> 00:27:07,692
NORMAN: You're doin' great.
You're doin' great.
383
00:27:07,926 --> 00:27:09,928
-DOCTOR: Push! And breathe.
-[Katie groans]
384
00:27:09,928 --> 00:27:11,796
NORMAN: Push.
You can do it, okay?
385
00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:13,798
-DOCTOR: Son's almost here.
-[groans painfully]
386
00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:16,001
Oh, I can't believe
you made me do this!
387
00:27:16,001 --> 00:27:17,802
NORMAN: He's almost here.
He's almost here.
388
00:27:17,802 --> 00:27:20,205
-[Katie groaning]
-DOCTOR: Keep pushing!
389
00:27:20,205 --> 00:27:21,239
[groans painfully]
390
00:27:21,239 --> 00:27:23,274
NORMAN: That's it, baby.
Fight, fight, fight.
391
00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:24,509
Breathe right through it...
392
00:27:24,776 --> 00:27:26,778
PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Shame on you, shame on you!
393
00:27:26,778 --> 00:27:28,113
NORMAN: Breathe and push!
I'm right here!
394
00:27:28,113 --> 00:27:30,115
KATIE:
I, Katie, take thee, Norman...
395
00:27:30,115 --> 00:27:32,684
ANNA: Even if you can't see it,
the Lord has a plan for you.
396
00:27:32,884 --> 00:27:34,753
PRIEST:
God's justice is perfect.
397
00:27:34,753 --> 00:27:37,656
NORMAN: That will damn you
to the pits of hell.
398
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:39,457
DOCTOR: If she carries
that child to term,
399
00:27:39,457 --> 00:27:40,792
she could die.
400
00:27:40,792 --> 00:27:43,094
NORMAN:
You wanna kill our baby?
401
00:27:43,094 --> 00:27:44,396
[screams]
402
00:27:44,396 --> 00:27:46,998
PROTESTORS: [chanting]
Shame on you! Shame on you!
403
00:27:46,998 --> 00:27:49,100
[heart monitor beeping rapidly]
404
00:27:50,435 --> 00:27:54,806
-[heart monitor flatlining]
-[breathing heavily]
405
00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:04,182
[grunts]
406
00:28:12,924 --> 00:28:16,795
[Norman humming lullaby]
407
00:28:17,662 --> 00:28:22,167
[continues humming]
408
00:28:25,737 --> 00:28:30,241
[continues humming]
409
00:28:37,315 --> 00:28:40,185
[continues humming]
410
00:28:46,791 --> 00:28:48,893
[eerie music]
411
00:28:49,094 --> 00:28:53,031
♪
412
00:28:56,167 --> 00:28:58,069
[static on TV]
413
00:29:09,981 --> 00:29:11,716
DAVID: Welcome back
from The Void.
414
00:29:11,716 --> 00:29:13,017
Thanks for watching.
415
00:29:13,017 --> 00:29:14,185
I'm David Cummings,
416
00:29:14,185 --> 00:29:16,821
the host and creator
of The NoSleep Podcast.
417
00:29:17,222 --> 00:29:20,024
Today, we're joined
by author Grayson Grume,
418
00:29:20,024 --> 00:29:22,727
writer of the NoSleep story,
Pro-Life,
419
00:29:22,994 --> 00:29:26,431
which we adapted into
the episode titled "Carry."
420
00:29:27,031 --> 00:29:29,567
Welcome, Grayson.
Thanks for joining us today.
421
00:29:29,801 --> 00:29:31,102
[chuckles] Hello, David!
422
00:29:31,102 --> 00:29:34,339
[chuckles] What is it about
the NoSleep community
423
00:29:34,339 --> 00:29:37,375
that appealed to you
in terms of the interaction
424
00:29:37,375 --> 00:29:38,877
that you have there?
425
00:29:38,877 --> 00:29:40,745
We all know
the internet can be--
426
00:29:40,745 --> 00:29:43,748
There's a lot of people
with negative criticism
427
00:29:43,748 --> 00:29:45,884
and NoSleep seems to be a place
428
00:29:45,884 --> 00:29:48,453
where there's some positivity
to encourage writing.
429
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:49,754
Is that something that you found
430
00:29:49,754 --> 00:29:51,189
when you were
submitting stories?
431
00:29:51,890 --> 00:29:53,758
Um, absolutely.
432
00:29:53,758 --> 00:29:57,262
Uh, the audience buy-in is,
in my opinion,
433
00:29:57,262 --> 00:30:00,532
what makes NoSleep
truly special.
434
00:30:00,932 --> 00:30:02,567
Uh, it's, it's,
435
00:30:02,867 --> 00:30:05,403
treating each story
as if it were true,
436
00:30:05,403 --> 00:30:08,439
as this sort of beautiful,
new dimension.
437
00:30:08,673 --> 00:30:10,208
You know it is fiction,
438
00:30:10,208 --> 00:30:15,513
but treating it as if it wasn't
is this exercise in immersion.
439
00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:20,618
Um, and it adds
this emergent element
440
00:30:20,618 --> 00:30:24,022
to the stories where
the comments of the audience
441
00:30:24,022 --> 00:30:27,992
are then layered and added in
to the original work.
442
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:30,895
It's a very unique medium
443
00:30:30,895 --> 00:30:32,430
for sharing
these types of stories.
444
00:30:32,430 --> 00:30:36,367
Mm. Now, your story
that we have adapted
445
00:30:36,367 --> 00:30:37,836
is called Pro-Life.
446
00:30:37,836 --> 00:30:42,073
It's a fascinating story,
a very creepy story,
447
00:30:42,073 --> 00:30:45,977
and I'm very interested to know
what inspired that.
448
00:30:45,977 --> 00:30:47,679
How did that form in your mind?
449
00:30:48,580 --> 00:30:52,417
This will leave you
scratching your head, David,
450
00:30:52,417 --> 00:30:55,520
but Pro-Life
is not about pregnancy.
451
00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:58,957
Uh, pregnancy is the metaphor,
452
00:30:58,957 --> 00:31:02,293
this foundational
and transitional,
453
00:31:02,293 --> 00:31:05,530
irrevocable decision
that the narrator allowed
454
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,131
to be made for her.
455
00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:08,833
When I wrote the story,
456
00:31:08,833 --> 00:31:11,436
I was in the midst
of this painful,
457
00:31:11,436 --> 00:31:15,039
drawn-out breakup of
my first serious relationship,
458
00:31:15,340 --> 00:31:18,142
just this never-ending,
slow-motion shot
459
00:31:18,142 --> 00:31:21,012
of everything falling apart
around us and neither of us
460
00:31:21,012 --> 00:31:22,914
wanting to put it
out of its misery.
461
00:31:23,348 --> 00:31:26,217
I realized I had
compromised myself,
462
00:31:26,217 --> 00:31:30,121
who I was as a person, um,
because I loved them,
463
00:31:30,121 --> 00:31:33,491
but in giving up these
fundamental parts of myself,
464
00:31:33,491 --> 00:31:36,828
I was breeding this
frightening resentment.
465
00:31:37,228 --> 00:31:40,198
I had made all these
life-changing decisions
466
00:31:40,198 --> 00:31:42,967
about moving and quitting jobs,
and so forth,
467
00:31:43,167 --> 00:31:44,502
and it made it unhappy,
468
00:31:44,502 --> 00:31:46,838
and my unhappiness
made them unhappy.
469
00:31:47,305 --> 00:31:51,542
Uh, pregnancy was a much more
succinct example
470
00:31:51,542 --> 00:31:53,177
of the same concept.
471
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:56,614
Now, you wrote
and posted this story
472
00:31:56,614 --> 00:31:58,016
about ten years ago,
473
00:31:58,516 --> 00:32:01,152
and, at the time,
474
00:32:01,152 --> 00:32:04,022
again, taking it
on a literal level,
475
00:32:04,022 --> 00:32:07,091
you're talking about the idea
476
00:32:07,091 --> 00:32:10,194
of a woman's body autonomy,
477
00:32:10,461 --> 00:32:13,197
the control a woman has
over her own body.
478
00:32:13,531 --> 00:32:18,269
Uh, when you were writing it,
did you think in those terms,
479
00:32:18,269 --> 00:32:21,873
knowing that there was a--
almost a political bent to it?
480
00:32:22,140 --> 00:32:25,476
In truth, when I wrote this
a decade ago,
481
00:32:25,476 --> 00:32:29,013
I wasn't thinking about
socio-political themes at all.
482
00:32:29,347 --> 00:32:31,616
I very naively expected to say,
483
00:32:31,616 --> 00:32:34,886
"This is just a metaphor
for my decaying relationship,"
484
00:32:34,886 --> 00:32:37,555
and everyone would nod
and get it.
485
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:41,025
I realized my mistake
almost instantly.
486
00:32:41,259 --> 00:32:46,197
The story gained some traction
and was exposed to an audience
487
00:32:46,197 --> 00:32:48,900
who didn't understand
the NoSleep context.
488
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:54,639
My inbox was flooded with women
sharing their experiences
489
00:32:54,639 --> 00:32:56,874
with miscarriage, with abortion,
490
00:32:56,874 --> 00:32:59,377
with their regrets
in both directions,
491
00:32:59,644 --> 00:33:02,814
thanking me for bravely
sharing my story.
492
00:33:03,181 --> 00:33:05,616
I realized, I had trespassed
493
00:33:05,616 --> 00:33:08,753
and strongly debated
deleting the story.
494
00:33:09,187 --> 00:33:13,057
But, I'm a gay man
with a religious upbringing.
495
00:33:13,057 --> 00:33:14,625
Believe me when I say,
496
00:33:14,625 --> 00:33:17,495
I sympathize
with compromising yourself
497
00:33:17,495 --> 00:33:21,232
to satisfy the moral norms
of your peers and family.
498
00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:26,237
This story was affirmation
and validation to women
499
00:33:26,237 --> 00:33:29,540
dealing with these
tremendously complex feelings,
500
00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:32,510
so I left it up,
and here we are today.
501
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:36,748
By way of apology,
it is my sincere hope
502
00:33:36,748 --> 00:33:38,149
that Pro-Life continues
503
00:33:38,149 --> 00:33:41,052
to spark
these internal dialogues.
504
00:33:42,086 --> 00:33:45,089
Grayson, you mentioned,
as you wrote this story,
505
00:33:45,089 --> 00:33:47,625
there was
a really deep personal aspect
506
00:33:47,625 --> 00:33:49,027
of your own life in there,
507
00:33:49,293 --> 00:33:53,064
that you felt that you were
being forced to be something
508
00:33:53,064 --> 00:33:54,999
that wasn't true
to who you were.
509
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:59,737
And as we adapted your story,
that sort of spirit
510
00:33:59,737 --> 00:34:03,207
was very much a part of Katie,
the main character.
511
00:34:03,474 --> 00:34:08,946
And so, I'm curious,
what is it about that sense,
512
00:34:08,946 --> 00:34:12,116
that approach, that...
513
00:34:13,051 --> 00:34:15,420
that you think will resonate
with the audience?
514
00:34:15,953 --> 00:34:18,489
Assuming that they're--
if they could...
515
00:34:19,290 --> 00:34:23,061
turn away and not focus so much
on the hot-button issue
516
00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:24,462
of things like abortion,
517
00:34:24,462 --> 00:34:27,498
but seeing it as more
of a personal choice,
518
00:34:27,498 --> 00:34:31,803
a person's lifestyle,
and how they live,
519
00:34:32,003 --> 00:34:33,905
how do you think
that's gonna impact
520
00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:35,139
the audience?
521
00:34:36,340 --> 00:34:42,080
Um, I hope that the shocking
522
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:47,618
and upsetting portions
of the story... I...
523
00:34:49,187 --> 00:34:54,292
don't take away from
that underlying introspection
524
00:34:54,292 --> 00:34:59,030
of what it means
to pledge yourself to someone,
525
00:34:59,030 --> 00:35:00,832
to be in love,
526
00:35:01,132 --> 00:35:04,836
the transactional nature
of relationships,
527
00:35:04,836 --> 00:35:07,205
that by being with someone,
528
00:35:07,472 --> 00:35:09,373
there are doors
that are closing,
529
00:35:09,373 --> 00:35:11,809
even if both of you
have each other's
530
00:35:11,809 --> 00:35:13,311
best interest in mind.
531
00:35:13,578 --> 00:35:16,080
There's a very real sense
of sacrifice there
532
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:19,117
that the main character
struggles with,
533
00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:21,219
um, for right or for wrong.
534
00:35:22,553 --> 00:35:26,958
And I hope that the audience
is able to see that,
535
00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:30,828
that this isn't
a story about abortion,
536
00:35:30,828 --> 00:35:36,234
this isn't a story
about waggling your finger
537
00:35:36,234 --> 00:35:38,536
at the choices people make,
538
00:35:38,536 --> 00:35:41,839
but about determining
where the edges
539
00:35:41,839 --> 00:35:46,444
of what you are willing
to give to others are,
540
00:35:46,711 --> 00:35:49,313
and how to navigate
those boundaries
541
00:35:49,313 --> 00:35:51,082
without losing who you are.
542
00:35:51,649 --> 00:35:54,051
Grayson, thank you
for joining us today,
543
00:35:54,051 --> 00:35:55,553
for sharing your experience
544
00:35:55,553 --> 00:35:57,488
and your thoughtful writing
with us,
545
00:35:57,488 --> 00:36:00,424
and all the best with
all your future endeavors.
546
00:36:02,026 --> 00:36:04,362
Thank you, David.
It's been a pleasure.
547
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,431
Thanks for watching
Tales from the Void.
548
00:36:07,732 --> 00:36:10,601
We look forward to you
joining us next time.
549
00:36:11,702 --> 00:36:15,706
[closing theme music]
550
00:36:15,706 --> 00:36:20,545
♪
551
00:37:34,118 --> 00:37:38,055
♪
552
00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:40,291
[closing theme music concludes]
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