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Grandpa?

I thought you were dead.

I'm here.

But how?

Where were you? You're fine, right? Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I'll tell you everything once I take my meds. Okay, dear?

You don't need meds anymore!

I don't take them either. Grandpa!

Grandpa.

You okay?

I had a nightmare.

What did Miraç want from Davut?

Miraç was a good Mar.

He worked for us for years.

We later found out

that he was a rebel.

He no longer believed in Shahmaran.

If your grandpa is alive, I promise to find him.

But we need to go through those doors first.

Don't worry. They can't touch you.

I'll be right back.

You're free to choose your side. I won't pressure you.

But you won't be free

once you disrupt the peace in this neighborhood or touch my Mars.

Spread my word.

What is it?

The men?

Did they see it?

We'll see who is free.

Okay.

What are we still waiting for? Huh?

And to think they are scared of the torment I'll create.

As if they are not living in torment.

I can't take it anymore.

I'll kill that guy.

I'll kill him.

I've spent centuries in a pit.

Wanna know how I held on?

Imagine being blind.

And deaf.

Also, unable to move.

But also, unable to die.

Imagine almost losing your mind.

How did you hold on?

I waited.

Over time, my eyes adjusted to the darkness.

My ears started to hear.

My nose smelled it. My tongue tasted it.

I realized I started to swallow the darkness.

Patience is not waiting, Cihan.

It's about what you nurture inside you as you wait.

Do you get angrier as you wait?

Do you feel hate?

Then that's not what patience is.

Don't touch Maran or Shahsu.

Not yet.

Can I trust you?

Good.

Because they are starting.

SHAHMARAN

The first one is the Door of Life.

"This door holds Shahmaran's power of healing."

"You'll get the power once you go through it."

"But to go through the door, you need to bring someone to life."

"Bring someone to life"?

What?

You'll bring someone, for whom you have no love, to life.

Meaning a Mar who took a loved one from you.

I can't.

What? What's that about?

Why would I...

Is Miraç sick, anyway?

I'll find Miraç.

I'll let you know.

Okay.

I'll visit the uni to say goodbye to the kids.

Be careful.

Maran killed Lakmu.

Won't we respond?

I want to get to know people.

What do they eat? What do they drink?

How do they live?

He intimidated and threatened our guys in the neighborhood.

You mentioned a place.

The club.

Fine, but Shahsu...

We have found Miraç.

Let go! We don't need any help coming from you.

What's going on?

Are there no police around?

Call the police. I don't have my phone.

This is how it is from now on!

The hell you looking at?

Hey! Watch where you're going, boy!

-Get out! Get the hell out! -Are you insane? What's going on?

What the hell are you doing? Are you insane?

You fucker!

Snake!

I don't like milk.

Or honey.

But the snake inside you does.

I've found Miraç.

Wanna go?

Let's go.

Come here.

Join me.

Join you? I'm here, can't you see?

-Dance. -No. Nope.

Come on.

More!

More!

-More! -Enough!

I'm a Mar, dammit! Not a toy!

Did we wait for you all those years just for this? Huh?

Cihan.

Shame on you.

Your dad's body is not even cold yet, for fuck's sake. Huh?

Look at yourself.

Come with me.

Oh, fuck! Run!

Throw him somewhere.

This way.

Well, well, well!

Would you look at that!

-Cihan? -Haven't you learned your lesson?

I have.

Wanna see it?

-Cihan. -Shahsu.

He won't hurt me.

-It's me, Cihan. -Shahsu.

He is my friend.

-I'm not. -You are.

I only have love for you in my heart.

It's just not the kind of love you expect.

Does that make me a bad person?

But where you stand makes you a bad person, Cihan.

I'm bad.

That guy with you is good.

Is that so?

Ask him, then.

Why did he kill my dad?

Is he telling the truth, Maran?

He killed my dad with his bare hands.

So you must know what I'm capable of, right?

Come here.

Nice to meet you, Shahsu.

I'm Abra.

You can open your eyes.

Don't look.

Don't, Cihan.

Be patient.

Come here.

Maran.

Your face is bleeding.

Never mind. We can't save him if he turns.

-Your face is bleeding. -It'll be fine.

Could you stop?

-We need to hurry. Miraç... -I said stop!

You're angry.

You killed someone, Maran.

What are you doing? What are we doing?

We throw around big words.

"Evil is coming. We need to stop it," or whatever.

Is this how we stop it?

How are you any different from them?

You think it's easy for me?

And I didn't question it?

I resisted, I refused, I ran away. What happened?

My dad died. My sisters died.

They all died.

They can't die for nothing.

I'll end this war.

No matter what it takes.

You coaxed me.

I could have killed him.

I don't understand why you help them.

You passed a big test today.

Come.

I killed your grandpa.

He came alive. I killed him again.

-Shut up. -He came alive. I killed him again.

Again and again and again!

Okay.

The kid's lungs are completely destroyed, Miraç.

It's heavy metal poisoning.

Why didn't you bring him in earlier?

Our house was foreclosed.

I had a lot of debt.

He said he went to school, but he went to work at the factory.

Where are you going, leaving him? Where are you going?

I'm alone, I have nobody else. Where are you going?

Please don't leave me here.

Our lives mean nothing compared to our Shah's life.

She should come back already. It's okay if I die.

Don't worry.

None of it is your fault.

Your son is no longer in pain.

Baldibi.

He is in Baldibi.

I thought about you a lot.

I've asked myself for centuries.

What's there to love about you?

Camsap...

Shahmaran didn't love you.

She loved your mortality.

Sir?

What happened to you? Are you okay?

-Mom! -That's what Shahmaran wanted.

By loving you, she wanted to learn what it is like to be human.

But we paid the price.

You are responsible for everything, Camsap.

But I'm in no rush.

I'll let you go for now.

And finally, you'll pay for it.