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Am I seriously the only one that's bored of this?

What have we done for the last two weeks, really?

- Wolfie, come on. - -Sid, everyone's come back for you,

- so surely we can be doing-- -Now, hold on. - Where-- where is all this coming from?

Diggs, you've not let Sid out the house for last two months,

preparing him for this big summer!

-Well, I'm taking care of him. -No, no, mate!

You're just sheltering him from his own life.

This is the first summer we've all been back together since, what, school?

- Yeah. - -It's probably gonna be our last summer together.

-Why aren't we doing more? -Please stop.

Please pull over now. Please.

Sid, tell me you don't want more.

Dribble, just stop the car!

Sid!

Sid!

Sid!

Sid, mate, I--

I didn't-- I didn't mean to upset you.

I just-- I just feel like we could be doing more, you know?

I just don't wanna waste this time.

Mmm.

I, um...

-What are you doing? -You missed it!

-Jess came in and Dribs melted! -What?

Have you not even spoken to her yet?

That was horrible.

Mate, you-- you shouldn't.

Hey, do you have an off switch?

What you should be saying is, "Sid, it's nice to drink with you again."

- Eh? Cheers! - Cheers, boys.

- Cheers. - Yeah.

Well, I wanted this summer to be remembered.

Next Friday will be three years since...

...well, since they told me that they didn't think

I'd make it more than three years. So, cheers.

Cheers.

Well, that's it, then. We're celebrating that.

Sid, let me come up with something for us to do.

Something we'll all remember. Just say you're up for it.

Maybe.

- Yeah? - Yeah, that could be good.

Yeah, mate. Yeah.

All he needed was a cheeky beer. See that?

- Are you serious? - -We're having a moment here, Plod.

They're calling about tonight!

Sid, just take it easy, man.

Oh, no, no.

-Sid, mate. What's wrong? -Get me home. Get me home.

How many drinks did he have?

I don't know.

-I told you, Wolfie. -Sid-- Okay--

- Get me home, Diggs. - Yeah, mate, we've got you.

Sid, wave goodbye.

For one night only,

Sid grew his balls back to drink like a man!

Wolfie!

That's it. Come on.

- Hang on. - Shh.

Sid, act cool.

Oh, you've gotta be joking.

You're the one who's meant to be looking after him.

Cheers.

-Dribs. Dribs. Help. Please. -What?

I did bad.

What have you done?

It just got so stiff.

This better not be superglue. I swear.

Nah. It's just PVA.

I've got to go to work like this.

Yeah, well, you cracked my phone screen!

That's material, mate!

This is my essence. We're not equal.

I mean, you could just call in sick.

Or quit.

And pay my rent with what?

I mean, the offer's always there if you wanna stay at mine.

I'm not a charity.

Hello, my boy.

As this song is being released today,

I thought I'd make you this special little video.

I guess it's for, um,

whenever you're feeling sad.

Every word was written with you in mind.

- Morning, Dad. - Morning.

Hi there. Evan here.

Leave me a message.

Hey, Dad. Um, it's me again.

Just give us a call when you get this, yeah?

You say no, but then you do this.

Which is, you know, not what we agreed.

And you. We've entrusted you

to look after our son, your friend.

No drinking. Home by 10:00.

Can you do that?

The atmosphere of our planet Earth is formed of many...

- Did you know Wolfie had work this morning?

He's a machine, isn't he?

Mmm. Tell me about it.

By this point, his blood's made of beer.

You know he'll try and make this thing next Friday his.

Do you think I should talk to him?

If it's important to you.

I feel like it should be your thing.

I can't believe you found this.

- Wow! - Oh, mate.

Master collection you've got here.

Wolfie--

He's, like, 7'5".

He's so big, compared to everyone at the party's, like, this big, and Wolfie's huge.

I think this is the one where Plod got pushed into the pond.

"My Precious," that's the one where your mum's

- singing as a tree. - As a tree.

Ah, this one's my favorite. "Helm's Deep."

I mean, that was the first one we did, I'm pretty sure.

Yeah.

- Are you sure you don't need any-- - No.

I'll be all right, mate. Please?

It's not here, Judith.

-The black one. -It's not-- That's not it.

- Oh, well, keep looking.

- Wolfie. - Yeah, mate.

-Did it come? -Yeah. It's under the desk.

I'm guessing Diggs don't know.

- No. - To the right?

Has the doctor just stopped giving it to you?

-Just not enough. -Ah.

Listen, I wanted to talk to you about this thing next Friday.

Yeah! I've actually got a lot of ideas.

There's this new mountain bike trail opening up--

-No, it's my thing, Wolfie. -What?

- Leave it to me. - What do you mean?

-But I still need help looking for my book. -Yeah. Chill!

I need this, man.

- Yeah? -I don't want you boys to have a shit summer.

Just... leave it to me, yeah?

-Okay. -Thank you for this.

-I mean, the best books are over there, though-- -Wolfie. My thing.

Your thing. Mad!

What are you doing? You're gonna hurt yourself.

Right. Oh, yeah, we'll do it together. Yeah?

That's gotta be the biggest book in this place.

Um, I--

I feel like I recognize you from somewhere.

I don't think so.

Okay. Well, I'm gonna join you,

'cause I can't find anything good.

I'm Lily.

Um... I'm Sid.

Okay, Sid.

Let's see what could be in this ridiculously heavy book.

The Earth's Atmosphere.

Why?

Uh... it's interesting.

I used to think it was just kind of...

you know, gases and stuff that just made up the atmosphere.

But it's-- I mean, it's actually everything.

Our breath. Skin.

Yeah, I mean, pretty much everything that burns has to go somewhere, so...

So, like, my grandad was cremated recently.

Yeah. Exactly. So, he's--

Yeah, essentially still here, in-- in a way.

So, are you studying this?

Um, I couldn't do the uni thing.

I had to stay around here instead.

Family stuff.

Yeah, I don't really feel like I needed uni either.

My family run the Mill Hill Antiques.

So I, like, work there sometimes, making jewelry.

-Oh, nice. -Necklaces.

-Oh, that's cool. -Mmm.

Yeah, I didn't really think, you know,

I needed any more than that.

What are the wings for?

Ah! That's for this band that I've become, like, obsessed with recently.

I'm going to see them next month. Uh...

There you go. Here, listen.

They're playing next month.

What, you wanna do that instead of next Friday?

-No. -You're already stretching it with next Friday, mate.

-Who would you leave your ticket to? -I was just saying.

- Oh, yours looks nice. - -Stop it.

Your mum told us about your results, Diggs.

You do know that your dad would be so proud, don't ya?

- Results were today? - Thanks.

I got a first.

- So what's your plans? -Don't know yet.

Think I'll just use the next year to figure it out.

I can speed things up my end if that's helpful.

- Here, let me help. Was that out of line?

Yeah, it was a little bit.

No.

How good is she?

How'd you do that?

That's gonna be you and me soon, mate.

Out late with the rods.

No, it won't.

- We agreed on everything. - Yeah.

- What did we agree on? - -Well, everything.

Don't worry, mate. Just leave it till 10:00. She'll be sound asleep later.

-We'll sneak out. -You've got to be joking. Are you joking?

-I am. -Why do you always do this?

-I am joking. I'm sorry. -Why do you always make me feel like the bad one?

-I don't-- I'm sorry! -He and I agree on everything until

- he's in the room with you. - No, it's my fault.

- I didn't mean it! - Look, Mum--

Mum!

Don't understand why you don't wanna look after yourself.

- Come on, please! - You're so ill. These are such small sacrifices,

and might mean we could have you around for longer--

Do you know if he's asked about next Friday yet?

You know she's only looking out for him, don't ya?

I know. He knows.

You know, I was thinking about Friday. Maybe...

you know, I could make myself available.

Do whatever you-- whatever you might need me to do, eh?

Yeah.

I know. I know, Mum.

Well, this is what...

Where's Diggs?

-Shit! -I'm sorry.

And I'm sorry about what I--

-what I said earlier. -It's-- it's fine.

Um, I think Diggs is outside, on the phone to his mum.

Do you think she gets lonely with him being here all the time?

I don't know, Mum. Uh, he never says.

I think I'd get really lonely.

Mum, um... I'm just feeling pretty tired.

-You okay? -Yeah. I'm just tired.

Okay. Love you.

Love you.

-Night. -Night.

Do you come here a lot?

I have done this summer, yeah.

All of my group has, like, gone off traveling, so...

I stayed to work.

-Or I had to stay to work. -Mmm.

What about you? Have you traveled much?

No. Maybe one day.

Where would you go?

I kind of like the idea of New Zealand.

-Mm-hmm. -Lord of the Rings territory.

- Yes! - -You know, climb Mount Doom.

Good accent as well.

Thank you.

You know, I think, like, the good thing about,

you know, everyone going off, is it's given me time to think about what I wanna do,

like, with uni and stuff, you know?

Like, maybe I'll go through clearing.

-I don't know. -What would you look at doing?

Um, English. Maybe history.

Something like that. Or maybe you could teach me about the atmosphere.

-What, like astronomy? -Yeah!

Was that your friend that was working there the other day?

Is he the reason you asked to see me?

No.

-No, I'm with someone, actually. -Ah.

He's one of the ones that are off traveling.

Oh, well, yeah.

That's my mate Wolfie.

- Wolfie? - Yeah.

It's just childhood nicknames.

Here, look, I'll show you.

-Show? -I've got a picture.

-Oh! That's cute. -Here you go.

What, you just keep that with you all the time?

For the past few years, yeah.

-Oh, that's Wolfie? -Yeah, yeah.

-So who's that? -That's Diggs.

-Yeah, I've known him since we were, like, little. -Mm-hmm.

His dad was my mum's manager before he passed away.

And then Plod, the one on the right there.

Yeah. He had, um, a pretty bad home life,

so, you know, we were encouraged by our parents

to hang out with him, which I'm glad we were.

-Yeah. -Now, Plod always used to come along with

this really shy younger kid, which is Dribble.

-Aw, he looks sweet. -Yeah, he's great.

I mean, they're all great.

A lot's changed since then.

Can you give me a hand with this?

Yeah.

Go on then.

My God!

Hey.

Hey, where's Diggs?

I asked him not to stay tonight.

- Ah, there it is. - Shall we leave?

No. Come sit down.

Plod and I got you these today.

We thought it was really cool, that band you showed us the other day.

It's in five weeks, but the tickets were quite expensive,

so I hope you can make it.

Ow!

No, thank you. This is really--

this is really cool.

We thought it'd be a nice way to

round off the summer,

before we go back to uni or whatever.

Yeah.

Is it still cool if I stay over tonight?

Mind what you say in front of Sid.

What'd I do?

"I think you're gonna make it, man"?

-I was being nice. He gets that. -He gets you!

Whoa!

Sid's fine, man. Stop stressing.

Look, he's not fine.

I think you're the only one who's not realizing how serious this is.

I'm dealing with it my way. You deal with it yours.

I've thought of a way to exist...

forever.

-What? -All right.

There are five of us,

and there are five things that have made my life so good.

Love, home,

friends, family,

and call it location or-- or place, but here.

Right, take something from there.

Drib. And then pass that to Plod.

Diggs.

Right, so I've-- I've got "location."

- Perfect. - Mmm.

- Drib? - "Family."

"Home."

"Friends."

Which leaves me with "love."

Right. Now, the plan is,

each of you has to go out and find an item that connects

you, me, and the word on that piece of paper.

Then on Friday,

we'll come back here and we'll burn the items.

"When something is burnt,

its particles are released into the atmosphere

to last on forever."

Perfect. Right.

So this week, we're gonna build the biggest fire that we possibly can.

On Friday, we'll light it,

and we'll burn the items that we collect, like Vikings.

And in doing so,

I'll live on.

So what do you say?

It's not enough to finish it, but it's a start.

Good start. Like the...

-What is wrong with you? -Me?

This isn't exactly the big idea we were all waiting for, is it?

-Well, that you were waiting for. -So, like crates, doors...

-They're happy. -...things like this.

They're idiots, mate.

Don't be involved, then, dickhead.

How are we gonna carry this all?

We're gonna go see what's down the road.

Gonna see what's down the road.

Oh, fuck's sa-- Fine, yeah, I'm coming!

Gotta get the best thing now, ain't I?

- Didn't you, Plod? - No, I didn't!

- So we're chilling at this party-- - Get off.

What? And I'm chilling with the girl whose party it is.

-Course you were. -And we find Plod, smashed out his face, on his own.

He's trying to say he stole a keg of beer and necked half of it.

-He then stripped down to his pants... -Get off.

...and decreed he was gonna climb the poor girl's house.

-You told me to! -So what if I told you to? You still did it.

-Hey, anyway-- -Did you do it? Did he do it?

Mate, he scaled the whole thing to the roof!

I go back inside to find the keg, 'cause I want what he's having.

I find it... and it's non-alcoholic.

-No way. -Not a drop of alcohol.

How have they never heard this? Huh?

- Leave him alone. - He placebo-ed himself.

That's the power of the mind.

I love it when that happens.

Dribs, Jess is coming.

- Oh, oh! - Dribble!

What'd you do that for?

- Hey! - Hello, boys.

- How's it going? - Good. How's it going?

- Good. How's uni? - Good.

Drib, you were just talking about Jess.

- Oh, were we? - Well, sort of, yeah.

- Oh. -We was talking about your beautiful smile, Mia, actually.

Yeah, we wanna give your mum and dad a medal.

Oh, wow! How many times have you used that one?

A couple of times. Normally works.

-Has he said it to you before? -Yeah.

-Once or twice. -Wow, look at that. Not very original.

Anyway...

- Okay. See you. - See you later.

- Don't worry about it. - -Are you gonna tell her?

-Dribble, what was that, bro? -I can't talk to her like this.

- I've got beer down me. - And ketchup.

Look, did you not gain any confidence in uni at all?

What are you-- Why you gotta be like that?

He needs some inner belief. Hold this glass up for me, yeah?

-Stare at your reflection. -Yeah.

I want you to say, "I am the mighty I am."

Um, I am the mighty I am.

"I am strong, I am confident,

- I am divine." - That's a lot to remember.

I am strong, I am confident, I am divine.

"I am the consuming flame of my insecurities and fears."

I am-- I am the consuming flame of my insecurity and fears.

- Very good. - Now-- -Where do you get this stuff?

Online. YouTube.

Um, "I am blessed with beautiful friends."

I am blessed with beautiful friends.

"And the most beautiful is Wolfie, of course."

- No. No. Nah. - You're such a troll.

You can all laugh, but one day he's gonna be the king.

- Oh, wow. - Come on, Drib.

-There you go. -There you go, Drib!

Oh, Jesus!

That is actually-- that's dribble.

-Unreal. Absolute mess. -There he goes.

Wait, he's not gonna actually do it, is he?

- Oh, hi! - Hi.

Yeah, once I'd kind of felt it for the first time, I--

I don't know, I got scared.

You know, I'd go back to it every now and again, but I...

- I just didn't know what to do. - Yikes, man.

And what, they were just, like, really hard?

Yeah, man. And I did nothing.

That's when it spreads.

I mean, it should never have been this bad.

My mum was away.

For some reason I-- I felt weird talking to my dad, or...

any of you, like--

You could've always spoken to us.

Yeah.

Yeah, man, I wish you had.

Yeah.

Well, at least now none of you can make the same mistake that I did,

so... there's that.

This fire. How big we talking?

That's up to you.

Okay.

Plod.

Why are you still up?

I'm scared Wolfie's gonna get me back for the glue.

You wanna chill outside for a bit?

Yeah.

Kinda felt like old times again.

Like how Sid used to be.

Yeah, I've missed that.

Me too.

Go on!

Do you feel like you still fit in?

Feels weird being back.

It's hard not to feel inadequate.

Like a kid.

I think we all feel inadequate sometimes.

I know the guys in there...

they wish they had some of your traits.

Probably some of mine, too.

That's just how people are, isn't it?

Boys.

Come on. Let's go inside.

Sorry. I should have made him sleep inside.

Yeah, probably. You were back by 10:00, though.

Don't any of the other boys say anything?

Dribble probably would, but think it would annoy Sid.

Wolfie and Plod just don't want anything to change.

They've not seen the worst of it like us, though, have they?

No.

Well, Diggs has kidnapped Sid again.

Sheesh!

Dribble, this place is huge!

What-- Mate, you do realize this is bigger

- than my entire flat? - Is it?

Yeah. It's grotesque wealth, mate.

Bet it's got an echo. Plod's a twat!

- Plod's a twat! - Ha-ha.

Ooh! Look at this!

I bet your dad thinks he's Gimli.

Be careful with that.

What are you getting, Plod?

- Isn't it obvious? - Not really, no.

Actually, that's a good point. What are you boys thinking item-wise for the fire?

I don't know. I mean, family's such a hard one, isn't it?

- What am I meant to get him? - Don't ask me, mate.

You know, home's all right, to be honest. I've got some sick stuff.

You know you're supposed to get something from Sid's home, right?

- Do you miss it? - What?

- Playing music? - Mmm.

Sometimes, yeah.

Growing up, we were all so jealous that you were Sid's mum.

Watching you on TV,

knowing you'd made us beans on toast the night before.

Well, none of it would've happened without your dad.

-He was always happiest on tour. -That's not true.

When he was with us, all he talked about was you.

It all seems like a bit of a waste now, doesn't it?

Yeah.

You know, maybe I shouldn't say this, but...

your dad's passing taught me a lot.

I know he wished more than anything that he had more time with you.

And it meant that...

when we heard about Sid's illness,

I didn't question it. I just dropped everything to be home with him.

He won't want you to stop forever.

Mmm.

I'm where I need to be right now.

Well, the radio needs you.

They do, don't they?

Are you okay?

Have you started playing again?

It's nice.

I ain't done this for a few years,

but, uh, let's have a go.

- Do it to Diggs. - Watch.

A pack of cards, all shuffled.

I'm nervous now, look. There you go.

There you are.

Take the top card, please, my friend.

On the top. From the top.

Oh, come on, then. Don't cheat me.

I don't know about this one, boy.

And the next card I turn over will be yours.

- Yeah? - -I thought we had you there.

I thought you had me there as well!

Oi-oi! Where's Sid?

I thought he was with you?

- Okay. - Three, two, one...

You didn't jump!

It doesn't look clean, and freezing, it looks freezing!

Yeah, well, it is!

That is the ultimate betrayal.

Although I didn't think that you would jump,

seeing as you're a massive mama's boy.

Mama's boy?

Sorry, I-- I shouldn't have said that.

I don't know. Who even says "mama's boy"?

-Do you pity me? -Pity?

I'm sorry, that was stupid.

I just don't really know what I'm doing here anymore.

Everything seemed so easy back in school.

And then...

everyone went off to uni or they finished uni

or they've started working.

And it's like I'm just...

stuck here.

Jumping into lakes with a boy you've just met.

I just thought everything would be way easier by now.

Yay! You did it!

Okay, I'm coming, I'm coming.

Spinning around like this is fun.

-Whoo! -Watch this, Lily.

It's cold!

Perfect.

Imagine that freedom.

Do you wanna hear something stupid?

Go on.

I genuinely thought, like...

by now, I'd be doing better than everyone that went away.

Like, traveling the world, or...

-I don't know. -That's not stupid.

I didn't think I'd still be here either.

Josh thought it was pretty stupid.

-Okay, let's make a pact. -About what?

That us two are gonna actually do something.

-Okay. -Like, look at uni courses or something like that.

-Really? -Yeah!

-You could do astrology-- -Astronomy.

And I'll do psychology or whatever.

Come on.

"Sid and Lily: The Next Adventure."

Okay. Deal.

Deal.

Okay.

Now do you wanna hear something stupid?

Of course.

When I was 18...

I wanted to get a tattoo of an eagle on my leg.

Why?

Freedom.

I knew that people thought that I wouldn't.

And did you?

Nope.

- Is that a tooth? - Yeah.

Yeah. That's Plod's. There's actually another one around here somewhere.

Ah, I see you copied me!

-With? -With the tickets.

Yes.

-Wait, is that your mum? -Yeah.

Yeah, this used to be her studio.

No way! That's so cool.

What was that, like, massive song that she had?

Depot-Testosterone.

Jesus, Sid, who's getting jacked?

-So is your dad her guitarist? -Uh, no.

Uh, no. My dad was, like, a handyman.

Yeah. My mum's the only real musical one.

You any good?

-On guitar? -Mm-hmm.

Uh, no.

I did learn one of that band's songs for my granddad's funeral.

Where have you been?

I was... ...looking for some wood.

What, like you were meant to do with us?

Oh, man. I genuinely forgot.

I was here. I was helping my dad.

Well, you weren't, because your mum's been calling me.

- Diggs, man. - Who've you been with?

-Who else could I have been with? -Are you stupid?

After everything we talked about, I can't believe you'd be so reckless.

You can't go through my stuff, Mum!

The doctors know exactly what to give you.

You think you know better than them?

No, do you know what? I can't do this.

Is that where you were today? Were you out there getting more?

Sorry.

And you just stand there and say nothing.

For once, can you be the one to go and talk to him?

- Why do I have to? - -He never listens to me.

If you just slowed down with the rules!

You're not even honest with him.

Come on, let's watch TV.

I thought he was with you in the barn!

I'm not doing this again!

Listen, son. That was a stupid move.

- Don't do it again, okay? - Yeah. Sorry, Dad.

Good. How about we get the rods together

and get out the house for a bit, eh?

Uh, um, I can't today, Dad.

What-- what's going on, Sid?

I just want some time to myself, Diggs.

-Who's that? -I need to go.

Who was here earlier?

-What? -It looks great.

Yeah?

What are you thinking?

That I'll be up there one day.

Well, that's it, isn't it? Anything's possible.

Look, if you're gonna do this uni thing...

you just promise me that you're not just gonna do

English or history or whatever.

Make sure--

make sure you do something you love.

Otherwise, what's the point?

Sorry.

It's okay.

We've always just been with each other,

which is easy at school,

but then he went to uni...

and just stuck it out with me.

He'd call me before he went on nights out,

and then I'd visit him on weekends.

Yeah, but you don't owe him for that.

I do. Or I feel like I do.

He was just-- you know...

I needed him for when I got lonely here.

Like, he was someone to call.

That's really horrible, isn't it?

No. I think we're all just figuring it out.

Do you need a hand, son?

Yeah. Yeah, thanks, Dad.

So, what time works for you today?

What do you mean?

Well, you said you was gonna make some time

to spend with the old man today.

Ah, Dad, um, another time.

Definitely. Today's about the fire.

Maybe I could help-- help you with that then?

I-- I think it's just gonna be us boys.

All right.

Sid. Sid!

-Yeah. -Can we talk?

We're all here, but it's like you don't have any time for us.

Why are you saying this?

Mate, you don't know what it's like losing someone.

Stop. Stop, that isn't fair.

Look, I know what you all want from me.

But, the fire, this whole ritual...

you'll remember it forever, Diggs.

And what we're doing now...

what we're doing now means that I can be there with you.

-Always. -Yeah, yeah.

I know, I know.

I know I shouldn't be finding this harder than you.

-Yeah. -I'm here now.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

The boys are here.

Have at ya!

Looking nice!

They say a man who plants a tree knowing he won't benefit from its shade

is a wise man.

For hundreds of years, that tree has stood there.

Generation after generation of kids have climbed it.

Well, boys, we are not wise men,

and that tree shall come down!

-Yeah! -Yeah!

-Yeah! -Yes!

Arm yourself, and on my--

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!

And on my command, charge!

It's actually huge.

- Do a smaller tree? Yeah? - Probably for the best.

March!

Hey!

Boys, is that the last pallet? I feel like it could be bigger, though.

-Yeah, it could definitely be bigger. -Don't know.

I feel bad cutting more trees down.

I know, mate, but--

There's a fallen one by the cliff.

I saw it the other day.

But we'd be out past 10:00.

-Shall we ask your mum? -Nah.

Wolfie's right. The fire needs to be bigger.

- All right, let's do it. - Let's go. Come on.

Here, Diggs. Don't worry about it.

Three, two, one.

Slow down.

- Which way is it? - -I saw it here somewhere.

Yeah, don't worry. We'll find it eventually.

We could just go with some branches.

Branches? Plod, we'd be better off

using your slug eyebrows on the fire.

Don't ever mention branches-- Oi, is that the clearing?

- There's the tree! - Let's throw it off the cliff!

- Yeah! - Wait, wait, wait.

We're not just gonna agree with Plod here. I mean, it's a 60-foot drop.

- He's got a point. It could kill someone. - Aw. I was excited.

So are we dropping the logs?

- No, that's good. - Drib, you got it?

- Yeah. - Well... we'll just have to carry it back. Sid?

No, let's stay here for a bit.

I love this place.

- So you're actually meeting up with her?

- Yeah. Next Saturday. - Yes, Dribble!

-Good for you, man. -You know it's because of our pep talk, don't you?

Nah. It's 'cause of this guy.

Seeing him smile at everything that was going on,

and I was struggling just to talk to somebody.

Wait, isn't, uh, Jess's dad that old history teacher?

What's his name?

-Um, Mr. Parker. -Mr. Parker!

- Is that Jess's dad? - Yeah, man, he hated me.

Do you remember when his dog chased you down, Plod?

-Yeah, for, like, two miles. -It wasn't two miles.

It was long enough to be chased by an animal.

It was a Corgi.

A big one. You guys just left me standing there.

We were playing Knock Door Run, you numpty.

You know, I hated all of you that night.

Is it past your bedtime, Plod?

No.

You just always make me the butt of the joke.

-Isn't that how it works? -No!

That's not how it works. Not at uni.

No one treats me like that.

I'm not "Plod" to them.

We love you.

Oi, you know that, don't you?

I know.

-Well, we should get going. -Why?

You know, the more I think about it...

the more I realize that...

moments like today,

tonight...

that's what this was all about.

I don't think this fire needs to be any bigger.

I think we've done what we were supposed to do.

Sid...

are you scared?

I don't think so.

Look, promise me...

that when I'm gone...

you'll all come back here?

You'll all stand together on this cliff.

And you'll look out on the place we built the fire.

The place we grew up.

- Yeah. - Yeah. Of course.

It looks good, doesn't it?

Yeah.

Yeah, it looks amazing.

You should catch up with the others.

Boys?

It's 3:00 in the morning.

I--

- I said we needed to be back-- - By 10:00.

- You needed to be back by 10:00. - Yeah, I know.

I-- I don't--

I don't know what I'm meant to be doing.

None of us do.

Wait...

are you okay?

No.

I'm not okay. I'm not.

I'm so--

He's my best friend as well, you know.

I'm sorry, I didn't know if it was okay to call.

What's happened?

Someone posted a photo of them together.

-Photos don't always-- -I called him.

He barely even apologized.

I mean, it really is his loss.

I'm not even that sad about the fact that he's done that, you know?

It's more like I'm upset that I've,

yet again, wasted my time

on someone.

No.

- Sorry. - Who's she?

- What are you doing here? -Is this the reason you've not been hanging around us?

- No, no, no. - Sid, what's going on?

-Nothing, Lily. -What could you possibly gain out of your time with him?

-What do you mean? -What could you possibly gain?

No. No, stop.

Can someone explain to me what's going on?

Lily, please just-- Diggs, I-- Just give me five minutes.

Oh, brilliant. She doesn't have a clue--

- A clue about what? - Don't say anything. Don't say anyth--

You literally ain't got the balls to tell her.

-What'd you say? -I don't wanna get in the middle--

You're dying and you haven't even told her!

-Sid, what's he talking about? -Nothing.

There are six people way more important to him than you,

and you're taking him from all of us.

I need to go.

Lily. Lily!

Lily!

Why would you do that?

Why would you do that?

All I want is someone to treat me as if I'm a normal person!

That's all I want!

You're always there, Diggs!

I just-- just think about why.

Why?

Maybe it's because you messed up caring for your own dad,

now you're trying to make up for it with me.

That's not how it works, Diggs.

All I wanted to do was be around you.

Like you were there for me.

Well, I don't wanna be around you.

Lily!

Please, wait! Lily!

Was all that true?

It doesn't change anything.

It changes everything!

I like you.

I really like you.

You don't even know me.

Where is he? Where is he?

You knew he wasn't in bed the whole time.

-He-- he snuck out. -You were just with him!

Oh, my God, that's his bike, isn't it? That's his bike.

- He'll be here somewhere. - Okay.

- Can't be, can't-- - I can't think.

Look, relax. It'll be all right.

Pull over.

Pull over.

Oh, my God! Where have you been? Are you all right?

- Where were you? - Yeah.

-Are you okay? -Yes, Mum. I'm fine.

Where have you been?

What happened?

Why's there blood on you?

Plod's not in a good way, man.

- Sid-- - Wolfie, please stop.

- It's tainted now. - I spoke to Plod.

- He wants us to do it without him. - -That's fine,

but you'll be doing it without Diggs, too.

It's all of us or none of us.

Oh, yeah.

Come on. Sid.

We were thinking tomorrow we could light the fire ourselves.

-Just us three. -Hmm.

Look at me, son.

There's nothing that you should have done differently.

But if I had done what you said--

No. No one blames you. Not Plod, not us.

-Diggs does. -No.

I know the way I treat you must be hard.

I wish with everything that I could protect you from everything.

Because when I feel you hurting

or I see you struggling...

I'd reach inside myself

to give you what you need

if I could make it stop.

It's love.

It makes us lunatics.

You're his best friend.

Hey.

I'm sorry about the other night.

I'm sorry, too.

I shouldn't have kept that from you.

I shouldn't have walked away.

I would have wanted to look after you.

I don't want that from you.

What now?

I think that you need to be with your friends and your family.

Yeah, I do.

It's not just that, though.

I need to prioritize myself.

And I'm sorry if that sounds, like, selfish, but--

-No, it isn't. -I, um...

I've waited so long for things to happen,

and now I actually have something I can work towards.

You're doing jewelry.

Lil, this is amazing.

Um, I thought I owed it to the guy

that can't go up there.

I guess you'll be off soon?

Yeah, but I'll come back, though.

Sid, I'm really sorry.

I just wanted you to know what you'd done for me.

I don't want to be forgotten.

No.

No, you won't be forgotten.

I've really loved getting to know you.

I've loved getting to know you, too.

I know you're not sleeping.

Come on.

I've been thinking,

maybe life is too short.

These are yours.

Where are we going?

Where do you think?

Mum's definitely okay with this?

Yeah, it was your mum's idea.

Have you heard from Diggs?

He called yesterday to see if you was okay.

You know, I think it's like Mum says.

Love-- love isn't so straightforward.

'Cause that boy's been a good friend to you

like no other.

I mean, all them boys have, actually.

I just hope that they don't become strangers.

Dad...

I'm...

I feel like

everyone's gonna remember me

for, you know, Plod's accident.

And how it's all been since then.

You couldn't be more wrong, son.

And you couldn't be more wrong

thinking that they'd only remember you for the fire.

You know, when your granddad died,

I tried to think of all of our, you know, the special memories.

But it turns out the main thing I remember him for

is being asleep on the sofa Sunday afternoon.

Me, as a little kid,

just thinking that he was so special.

Who could have planned that, eh?

Do you feel that breeze?

Yeah, it's Granddad.

- Is everything okay? - Yeah.

Mum, I want you to watch something.

Look at the TV.

Every day I consider myself lucky to be your son.

Whenever you're feeling sad,

you can always watch this video and know that I'll always be around.

All right, Mum.

Oh, Jesus.

Why don't you two go 'round the back, and I'll pull the car round.

I'll be two minutes, boys. You two go ahead.

I'll stack them back up a bit.

This is for you and Plod.

I said we weren't doing it.

Well, it's not up to you anymore, mate. He's in charge.

Yeah?

Grab that, boy.

Okay.

Up, there we go.

Give us a hand.

Put that down there. That's it.

What do you want? This one?

All right.

We should never have stayed out that night.

I mean, they'd both be here if--

I'll never forget being up there.

None of us will.

- Have you heard from Diggs? - No, mate.

I've tried to call him, but he won't answer.

Hey, this is Plod's.

-Shall we drop it off to the hospital? -Yeah.

Bet he uses this to practice spelling his name.

Wow!

Did you know he could draw like this?

-Yeah. -Yeah?

He was probably worried what I'd say.

What are you-- what are you looking at?

Hello, mate.

- Sid, I-- - No, no.

I love you.

I'm sorry that I don't say it more.

You know, when I went to see Plod at the hospital, he said that--

he said that tonight should be for...

...just breathing easy and appreciating each other.

And he's right!

I mean, we are five only children

who became five brothers.

Sid, Plod probably never told you,

but, um, he knows what he's gonna wear to your funeral already.

I'm gonna wear mustard!

-Yeah! -Sid, your mum's a legend!

She talked the doctor into letting me out tonight.

-Give us a hand. -What's this?

Well, it's my offering.

Wood?

I-- I sort of forgot about it,

and I dislodged this beam from Sid's barn a minute ago.

It's home, though. Something that connects us all, right?

Yeah, but Plod,

we've been collecting wood all week.

God, mate, I admire you.

Okay, so it begins!

It's great to see you.

Right. Location.

This is a 300-year-old map of the area from the bookshop.

I told them about this, and asked if I could take it.

They said no.

So I quit and took it anyway.

What?

-That is a photocopy. -Oh, shut up.

Yeah, probably gonna have to take you up

on that housing offer, Dribs.

Look. There's Plod's.

There's Diggs' old place.

Dribble's, mine,

and here, where we are right now.

I don't know where you're off next,

but here's a map of home.

Yes, Wolfie.

Mine was family.

Um, so, I went to your parents for this one.

They said it was your granddad's.

Your parents said they wanted to wait

until you turned 25 before they gave this to you.

I guess-- I guess now's a better time than ever, right?

I-- I mean, obviously, if you don't wanna put it on, then--

No, no, it's great.

What did you get, Sid? For love?

I hope you feel like I-- I didn't come up short

or anything like that. I mean, I really did...

you know, think about

what I wanted to burn on the fire.

In the end, I decided on something that I keep with me, always.

I love you all.

The best part of my life has been getting to know all four of you.

Do you know what?

Can I get all of you to sign it before...

- Yeah. - Cool.

Thank you, mate.

Diggs...

Dribble's right.

Um, as an only child,

I found four brothers in you.

The time I realized that was when we were about nine years old,

and I got this video camera for Christmas.

We all came to Sid's and recreated our own version of Helm's Deep.

Friendship was my word.

And, um, this tape has always been my keepsake of that.

And now, I don't want to keep the tape

if I can't keep everyone that's on it.

I don't wanna say goodbye.

I don't want you to go.

- I don't want you to go. - I'm not going anywhere.

Not if you keep me in here.

Come here.

Here he is!

Hey!

-For Sid. -To the boy.