All language subtitles for E.La.Chiamano.Estate.2012.iTALiAN.BluRay.720p

Anna, my love,

I won't leave
until I've finished writing you,

even then, l may no longer
be abie to iook into your eyes.

At times l feel a trembling inside

although it's not cold
and outside it's still summer.

The man before you is just
the shadow ofwhat you imagine.

He's not what you think,

there's nothing behind him,
nor in front.

You won't make him better
than what he is.

He'll never stand by you
as you hoped.

Hi.

lt's good !

FeeI the heat today ? It's airless.

How do I Iook ?

WonderfuI.

With these ?

WonderfuI.

Dino and Anna have aIways
seemed like a perfect coupIe.

Anna met Dino with me
at a beach party,

back then she was with AIessandro.

At that party
she and Dino started dancing,

at a certain point I Ieft them alone
and joined other friends.

l thought she'd leave with him,

instead, when the party was over,
she was at the car,

alone, waiting for me.

She had a strange expression,

l didn't ask her anything,

but it was the first time
l'd seen her reaIIy in love.

There are vacant rooms,

come with us ?

Why not ?

l had a strange dream yesterday.

We were aIone in the desert,
waIking aIong...

Then we take an eIevator,

it stops suddenly
but we aren't afraid.

And then ?

We manage to get out,

an oId man heIps us,
you say he's your father,

but you're not so sure.

And then ?

Then he Ieaves on a tiny bicycIe,

and I reaIize l'm naked,

you caress my head
and say I have beautifuI hair.

And then...

did we make Iove ?

No.

Now, don't think about anything,

reIax.

CIose your eyes.

Count with me:

five...

four...

three...

two...

one.

You bit my Iips.

You're a bitch,
you shouldn't kiss your customers.

Are you alone ?

Any brothers ?

No, and you ?

Yes, one.

What's his name ?

What do you care about his name ?

When will I see you again ?

l don't know.

lt's Iess noticeabIe, see ?

Let go... stop it !

κeep the change.

How can you teII if l Iie to you ?

We took these pictures in Rome,
she looks happy here.

She suddenIy said one day, "You don't
give me room to Iove you..."

She said she'd fiIIed
all the spaces in her life,

she had nothing eIse,
just my suffocating Iove.

She'd met Dino
at a beach party with a friend.

He came looking for me months ago
at my cIub,

he said we'd met on the street,
with Anna.

He was reaIIy unpIeasant,
with aII those questions.

l thought he was jealous, but no...

that wasn't it.

Excuse me,

you're AIessandro, aren't you ?

- Yes, why ?
- I'm Dino, remember me ?

We met one evening some months ago.

No, I'm sorry.

l was with Anna,

you stopped us on the street,
you wanted to say heIIo.

Yes, I'm sorry.

May l sit down ?

PIease do.

May l offer you something ?

Coffee, thank you.

PaoIo, two coffees.

l heard you manage this cIub,

it's nice.

Your father is the president, right ?

What do you do ?

l'm an anesthesioIogist.

- A job with great responsibiIity.
- I know.

You and Anna were together
almost three years.

Three and a haIf years.

That's a Iong time.

l'm not sure it's Iong, depends.

Why do you ask ?

Simple curiosity.

l didn't mean to be indiscreet.

We've been together
for aImost a year.

l know.

l know when you met,

Anna told me almost right away.

What did she say about me ?

Nothing.

l didn't even know your name.

Did she ever Iook you up again ?

No, and neither did I
if you reaIIy want to know.

Maybe she needed someone Iike you.

How do you know what l'm Iike ?

l don't.

Do you stiII think about her ?

Listen...

the evening we met on the street
was pure chance, it ends there.

Excuse me, l have to go.

l think Anna has never forgotten you.

You shouId Iook her up, caII her.

You have my permission.

You're crazy.

No,

l'm sincere.

Does she know
you came Iooking for me ?

No, and she never wiII,

l love her too much.

A man in Iove doesn't taIk like you.

l'd like to see her happy.

Actually not, l wish she'd dump me,
it wouId aII be different.

Never come here again.

l wonder what wouId be of us
if we'd done Iike those who Iove,

if I could bite your Iips,

kiss your neck,

stretch out under you,
feeI your sex,

it wouId take aII of me,
even my souI.

Maybe it wouId be aII the same,
or aII different, l don't know.

Maybe l wouIdn't feeI you
as cIose to me as I do now.

l'd like to stay here forever,

forget everything,

even you.

l love you, Anna.

lt was the first evening
of ourjourney,

we'd met a short whiIe before,

it was Iove at first sight.

"I never knew love before I met you",

that was his declaration of Iove.

l didn't beIieve one word,
but I feIt he was sincere.

l feIt it from his eyes.

We spent five days together,
without ever making Iove.

One morning I went down to the beach,
and was aIone for a few hours,

not seeing him arrive,
l went back to the room,

he wasn't there.

A short note was on the bed:

"Don't Iook for me, forget me,

l'd just hurt you".

Now, don't think about anything,

reIax.

CIose your eyes.

Count with me:

five...

You're both still dressed !

Pull it out for him, Emma.

Like that...

Now lick his baIIs.

Great...

shove it right down your throat.

Like that...

Drive him crazy,

drive him crazy, come on.

Come to me, Emma,

come to me...

The next time
we'll see the footage together.

Who says there'II be a next time !

There will be.

l know you Iiked it,
and so did my wife.

l have your number,
so tiII next time.

Next time you can bring a woman
if you have one.

No, I'm aIone,

if I'm enough, okay,
if not, forget it.

AIright, good night.

l was waIking in a park,

he was on a bench,

stretched out, Iike a hobo.

He was sIeeping in broad daylight.

Some kids threw a baII at him
but he didn't move,

he stayed there even when
it started raining and everyone Ieft.

l didn't go up to him,
l didn't have the nerve,

l left without turning back.

lt's such a vivid dream,
maybe it reaIIy happened.

Mr. Laudani !

Yes ?

ls it for the technicaI fiIes ?

No, I'm Dino, I called you yesterday,
you said to come by.

l thought l'd never seen you.

l hesitated to caII,
l didn't know your reaction.

Actually, you were
a IittIe vague on the phone,

anyway, if I can help...

Not everyone wants to taIk
with their ex's companion.

Why not ?

lf I'd wanted to avoid you,
why wouId I have said to come ?

Come with me, I Ieft my jacket
and cell phone down there.

Are there many buiIding sites here ?

Too many, I'd say.

AII these buiIdings
have altered the wind direction.

How long till it's aII finished ?

Two months,
but I'll be at another site by then.

That's how it aIways is,
others wiII enjoy the best moment.

You said you were thinking

of buying an apartment...

l'm not sure,

l'd like some advice.

This is a pIace for families,

but it depends on your needs,

yours and Anna's.

Want one ?

No, thank you.

You haven't even asked how she is.

That's true,

but I suppose she's fine.

- Is she stiII in the tourist fieId ?
- No.

That's what l thought.

Has it been Iong
since you've seen her ?

Years, actually l'm surprised
she stiII has my number.

She didn't give it to me,
l looked it up myseIf.

l'II give you the buiIder's name,

use my name,
expIain everything to him.

lf you like,
l have the bIueprints in the car.

So, you never tried
to get in touch with her ?

- Who ?
- Anna.

Why shouId l ?

lt's normal, isn't it ?
Even if a reIationship ends

there's aIways a need to...

you keep thinking about it.

l think Anna has never forgotten you.

You think wrong, l assure you.

Anna is one of the few women
who left me no memories.

Let's go down,
l'II get the bIueprints.

This was his brother Gianni.

He was a year oIder than Dino,
many thought they were twins.

They were very fond of each other,
Dino modeIed after him.

Gianni was a promising lawyer.

l remember that Sunday very weII,

we'd fooled around all day
with Dino and him,

and we'd organized
an evening soccer game.

Before he Ieft us, Gianni said:
"See you Iater".

lt was Dino who broke down the door
and found that scene.

The autopsy confirmed

he'd taken a large dose of BZD
before he hanged himseIf.

Hi.

You don't know me, but I know you.

What ?

l was often tempted
to go into the shop,

pretending to be a customer,
but I never got the nerve.

Since I first saw you,
all I do is think of you,

what you do, how you Iive, if every
morning some Iucky man wakes up...

Don't foIIow me anymore.

ReIax.

Count with me:

five...

Hi.

l thought you were sIeeping.

- What time is it ?
- AImost five o'cIock.

l did the night shift,

l substituted a coIIeague,
he'd asked a favor.

At a certain point

l thought of you,

l wanted to caII you.

Don't expIain, there's no need.

Are you tired ?

You have no idea how tired I am.

Come here.

You're so good...

You pretend this is enough,

our bodies cIose,
those innocent caresses.

You'lI end up hating me someday.

Anna...

get yourseIf a lover.

l'm pleading,

get yourseIf a lover.

You're all I want.

lf I cIose my eyes, aII I see is you.

At times l feel a trembling inside,

although it's not cold
and outside it's still summer.

The man before you is just
the shadow ofwhat you imagine.

He's not what you think,

there's nothing behind him,
nor in front.

You won't make him better
than what he is.

He'll never stand by you
as you hoped.

He'll go on like this,
doing what he's always done.

My words might seem
ridiculous and senseless

when I say I love you
more than anything in the world.

Hi,

l'm not working today.

C'mon, Iet me in.

- I'II have a drink and Ieave.
- Come in.

Don't worry, he's a friend.

Who are you ?
l've never seen you before.

She's my guardian angel.

l was right to teII him, wasn't I ?
Fuck off, you and that dog.

Where's your brain ?

l knew a girI who waIked the streets
with a German shepherd.

For defense, she said.

What shit are you taking ?

Want some ?

No, I want to drink.

AII I have is beer,

but you'll have to go in a minute.

Why ?

We want to be aIone.

For what ? To Iick your pussies ?
l aIready know how it ends up.

Send him away.

Get out.

No, I'm staying.

Take this.

Take aII I have,

but I'm staying here,

to screw you untiI your bellies
have nothing more to give anyone.

Then give me your watch too.

Dino's father died two months ago

in a cIinic for Alzheimer's.

His mother's stiII alive,
she's been in Australia for 20 years.

When her son Gianni died
she wanted to go back there,

she shut out the worId,
never asking about her husband,

not even when he feII iII.

At first she'd call Dino,
then Iess and Iess.

l think no one's toId her
about Dino yet.

Why did I accept it ?

Because l loved him.

Even if he never screwed me,
l aIways felt l was his,

totally.

Even when I discovered aII his smut,

l feIt I was the onIy one

at the center of his thoughts,
Iike he's aIways been in mine.

l've never feIt so aIive
as with Dino.

l was in his Iife,
more than I could imagine.

His desperation made me feeI unique,

Ioved.

l'm not the reason
he did what he did,

l've toId myseIf
every day these months.

Now I don't need to.

Why not ?

l don't know.

l can't stand this, I want to Ieave.

Hi.

What's the matter ?

The man before you is just
the shadow ofwhat you imagine.

He's not what you think,

there's nothing behind him,
nor in front.

You won't make him better
than what he is.

He'll never stand by you
as you hoped.

He'll go on like this,
doing what he's always done.

My words might seem
ridiculous and senseless

when I say I love you
more than anything in the world.

You're so beautiful...

too beautiful for me.

HeIIo.

l'm very surprised
you decided to come back.

The work we were doing takes courage,

but you were frightened.

You have to have faith
in our work, Dino,

faith in yourseIf.

Why do you think you're worthIess ?

Why do you hate yourseIf so ?

Piss in my face.

Why did I accept it ?

Because l loved him.

Even if he never screwed me,
l aIways felt l was his,

totally.

Even when I discovered aII his smut,

l feIt I was the onIy one

at the center of his thoughts,
as he's aIways been in mine.

l've never feIt so aIive
as with Dino.

Hi, Dino.

- How are you ?
- Fine, you're Iooking good.

Are you alone ?

Anna's not with me,

l was around here for a conference
so l called.

Let's go inside.

- You've met Teresa, haven't you ?
- A year ago at the airport.

Of course.

Anna ?

She's in Bari,

l was in the area for work
and I thought I'd drop by.

Come, sit down.

- It's loveIy here, my compliments.
- Thank you.

- Did you take the upper road ?
- Yes.

lt's a beautiful road,

takes Ionger, but it's worth it.

- When's the conference over ?
- Today.

Then sIeep here, Ieave tomorrow.

Thank you,
but I'd rather travel at night.

- Where are you two going ?
- In the garden.

- Say heIIo to Daddy's friend ?
- Hi.

Hi, I'm Dino.

- I'm Aurora.
- I'm Nina.

Two earthquakes.

l didn't mean to bother you.

What bother ?
We Iike having visitors.

Since we moved here
we have fewer visits,

but at least we can breathe.

The city's cIose,
we did it for the girIs,

in fact, they're growing
Iike two primitives.

ls everything alright ?

l'm just a Iittle coId,
this shirt is aII I came with.

Carlo, lend him a sweater.

C'mon, I'II show you
the rest of the house.

There are several families around,

and what I did in the city,
l can do here.

No regrets ?

No.

- Here.
- Thank you.

What about Anna ?

How is she ?

l often wonder the same thing.

l think you both work too hard.

You shouId take
some time for yourselves,

why don't the two of you
come here for a few days ?

This is the girIs' room.

Doesn't Anna want a child ?

We've never taIked about it.

She's over forty, it would be normal,
you should think about it too.

lt's a huge responsibiIity.

l said that too, it turned out to be
the best thing I ever did.

Why didn't you want kids with Anna ?

She was very young,
l had to finish coIIege.

- It was far from my mind.
- It wouId be different today.

l don't know,

my wife changed my Iife.

Why aII these questions ?

You were her first Iove,
an important person.

You're the only one she taIks about.

You know women:

they talk about others to make you
jeaIous, but it's you they want.

Anna says
you're a soIid, concrete man.

You'd do anything for her.

TeII me, reaIIy anything ?

l'd do everything within reason.

Would you screw her
as a favor to her ?

- What ? Are you crazy ?
- Why not ?

No one shouId be denied a screw,
especially an ex.

Stop it, pIease.

Your wife would never know,
she trusts you.

l'm a nothing.

You could continue
as a good father to the famiIy.

You don't know
what you're saying, stop it.

What's wrong ?
Would you rather a bIow job ?

Sorry.

l'm destroying
the only beautifuI thing in my Iife.

l can't bear it anymore.

l'm going crazy,
l'm disgusted by what I do.

When she Iooks at me,
it's like she knows.

HeIp me, pIease !

Someone has to heIp me !

Go downstairs, girIs.

l'II be right aIong.

We'd both better caIm down.

Go into the bathroom, wash your face,

meanwhiIe l'II go downstairs,

then we'll eat.

Who knows why this picture
was in the phone memory.

l shouId have reported him when he
beat me up that night, the bastard.

l learned from the papers
about his end,

l must say,
it didn't surprise me at aII.

- Nice evening, isn't it ?
- Yes.

Want one ?

We're hosting a coupIe from MiIan
for the weekend.

We'd Iike to organize a surprise,

just seIected people.

lf you like, you're weIcome.

- You'll come alone, won't you ?
- Yes.

Why don't you trust us ?

Don't make that face...

l saw you both,
at the bar near the station.

lt must be about a week ago.

l'd seen her before,
she works there ?

She was at the bar, you came in
and kissed her in a way...

l knew right off she was your woman.

l foIIowed you, I was curious.

You hugged as you waIked, hoIding her
tight under the umbreIIa... nice.

l got your picture with my phone,

l'II show you next time if you Iike.

Anyway, I thought:

"Look what a gem that son-of-a-bitch
is hiding from us".

lt's not right.

EarIier, as you were working
that whore,

l thought for a moment
she was your woman

and I got a hard-on like a rock.

l thought: "He finaIIy brought her",
but when she turned around...

Piece of shit !

lf it had been up to me,
l'd have stayed with him forever,

Iocked in that house, in that room.

Where he went and what he did
didn't matter.

He was everything,

imagining him was enough for me.

He got me to think just of him,

he made me think just of him.

Wake up, Chiara.

Wake up,

the operation is over,

it aII went weII.

Don't worry...

don't worry.

l was in the water,

it was dark,

it was coId.

lt was just a dream,

it's over,

reIax.

l was going down,

in the sea, down and down.

lf you cry in the water,
you don't feel your tears.

This is his expression,
or at least what l remember.

He had a full Iaugh,
funny and contagious.

He Ioved his work,
for him it was almost a mission.

With us, his colleagues,
he was kind, generous, heIpfuI,

but thinking back,
he never taIked about himseIf.

l was saying, we went out for dinner,

then l took her home.

You have no idea
what l had to invent for my wife !

An amazing prime babe, eighteen.

ln the car she said she Iikes men

with some beard, Iike me.

She caressed my cheek,
and my dick got hard,

it bIew my mind and I dove in.

As soon as I could,
l gave her no time to breathe.

She'd busted my balls

saying she'd never done it...
buIIshit !

She kept saying I was hurting her,
all Iies !

She Ioved it...

The man before you is just
the shadow ofwhat you imagine.

He'll never stand by you
as you hoped.

He'll go on like this,
doing as he's always done.

My words might seem
ridiculous and senseless

when I say I love you
more than anything in the world.

You're so beautiful...

too beautiful for me.

I'm hurting you
and l'll never forgive myself for it.

No one would have been
happier than us

if l were not what l am.

- Hi.
- I thought you were sIeeping.

No.

- What time is it ?
- AImost three.

You didn't go out this evening ?

l heard your message,
l wanted to wait for you here.

How was the dinner ?

A dinner with some girIfriends...

And you ?

l had dinner, watched a fiIm
and fell asIeep.

You're so beautifuI this evening.

Turn off the light, I'm tired.

What's his name ?

Turn out the Iight, pIease.

Dino's in the center of the picture.

We were reaIIy good friends,

then with coIIege, we Iost touch.

l remember he disappeared
during the party, but that was Dino:

when he was having fun,
he'd Ieave at the best part.

l never understood him.

Maybe no one has,

but I was fond of him,

he was aIways there
when you needed him.

Hi.

- Been here Iong ?
- A whiIe.

l caIIed in sick at work.

l wanted to think onIy about you.

l wandered the city doing nothing,

just waiting for this hour,

this moment,

for when you'd waIk in that door,

and aII the things I'd have said.

But now that you're here
l can't think of a thing.

Nothing.

But l want you to Iook into my eyes.

I was literally crazy about her,

nothing like this
had never happened to me.

These are the pictures we took
with my phone at the disco.

She didn't want to come to my house,
so we went to a hotel.

We made a date forthe next evening.

At a certain point the bed was empty,

she was looking out
at the emergency stairs.

"Never show up again,

if I kept seeing you,
l'd feeI even more caged up".

She had no mercy
as she said those words.

Recently I ran into her
on the street,

I looked her straight in the eyes
like I'd never met her.

I think l still hate her.

Because she used me,

because it's women like her
who turn you nasty.

What did you do ?

You shouIdn't have come back.

Hi.

l saw you on the street,
you were Ieaving a shop,

and I foIIowed you.

l was a few meters from you,
but you didn't reaIize it.

l never Iost sight of you, not even
for an instant and I thought:

"I'm the happiest man in the worId,

l have her".

You were so beautiful,

so elegant...

l was crazy with love.

l said to myseIf:
"How can I resist tiII we get home ?

l want her right now,

l want to make Iove here,

in the middIe of the street,
before the whoIe worId".

- I'm crazy in Iove with you.
- TeII me again.

My words might seem
ridiculous and senseless

when I say I love you
more than anything in the world.

You're so beautiful...

too beautiful for me.

I'm hurting you,
and l'll never forgive myself for it.

No one would have been
happier than us,

if l were not what l am.

What can you get from a man like me

who sees only a great void
inside himseIf, and is afraid ?

What can I give you ? l'm nothing,

and l live only for you.

l'm not the reason
Dino did what he did,

l've toId myseIf every day
all these months.

Now I don't need to.

Why ?

l don't know.

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CharIotte Lantery

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