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I feel bloody great.

Although my life is in bits.

What about Gracie?

What have I done? Eh?

I can't look at Gracie.

Because, when I do, I just see his face looking back at me.

Don't you want to be free

Surf above all your problems?

Mary!

Maybe it's time you had a little more help.

I could say the same about you. Look at your life - it's in tatters!

Lili, don't start overthinking it.

Yes, but what if...?

For fuck's sakes!

Nobody listens to me!

Nobody listens to me! OK, Paula, come on now.

I'm the only one who's shown her some kindness in her life.

You wouldn't want your wife to find out, would you?

Wil?

You know you don't have any time to waste.

You don't even exist!

He's filling up your head - there's no room for anything else.

We all have to live with our demons.

We don't have a choice.

We try to hide from them.

Drink them out of our minds.

Take anything to keep them quiet.

Pretending that everything's fine.

Everything will be fine.

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you'll soon feel the warm air

on your white naked skin

like some rats

Good boy.

Ready?

Come on.

BARKING

(BARRY) Hey!

Usain Bolt, since when do we go running?

Wil.

It's so nice to see you.

What are you looking for?

Your birth certificate?

..I'd have dropped it off.

I'm not saying you're not welcome - this is your home too.

It's just...

..I've missed you.

Missed you all.

Do something, Jay.

You promised

There are cans of beer in the fridge, if you want one.

Don't just let him go.

Shut up, Barry, shut the fuck up.

Shut up, Barry, shut the fuck up. He's without a dad because of you.

Seriously?

I don't need this shit.

A normal boss doesn't give their staff drugs.

She's dangerous.

If you drop it, it won't be of any use to nobody.

Anne doesn't want you to touch her.

Mary, please!

Mary, haven't you got a hug for Jamie today?

She's stuck.

In here.

The experts at the Repair Shed can help.

They've got a load of gadgets.

They're not touching her!

But maybe you could sort it, Jamie?

No problem.

You don't need to bother, Jamie.

I'm on a night shift tonight - plenty of time to look at it.

Listening to tapes of herself

..is the only thing that calms her these days.

I'll return it in the morning.

I've done the laundry too.

I only brought it over lunchtime.

I only brought it over lunchtime. I'm here, at your service, Melvyn.

KNOCKING

Mary!

Open the door.

A new Jamie.

Keeping busy.

So there won't be room in my mind for any nonsense.

Or any voices.

I can do this.

Yes.

Ah, Jamie, don't forget that I need those reports and paperwork...

..for the last quarter on my desk by the morning.

Of course. No problem.

I've also started rearranging the masters on the shared network.

to find the file I wanted.

Goodnight, everyone.

Goodnight.

Are we allowed to ask what's behind this new Jamie?

I'm after your job.

You'd better watch out.

Or it'll be your balls on the wall.

Discharged.

You see, a bit of tough love works on some people.

Like I said...

..a new Jamie.

God help us all.

Most people hate night shifts.

They mess up the circadian rhythms.

is used as a torture technique.

Stops the subconscious from resetting the brain.

We've all been there.

Full of thoughts in the middle of the night.

Regretting our decisions.

'Is Wil OK?

KNOCKS ON DOOR

Regretting our choices.

When nothing can stop those voices in your head.

And you just want someone to say...

..that things will get better.

And for many people...

What do you want?

Nothing.

A chat, maybe?

Why do you think Wil wanted his birth certificate?

Don't tell me - another headache?

You never learn.

Where are you off to now?

Jamie, are you off your head?

Can I help you?

I was just...

Erm, you'll need a new password...

..for the shared network.

You're in early.

Can't sleep?

No, nightshift.

when you first log in...

..then you can choose the option to change it.

Right, I'll leave you to it.

Right, I'll leave you to it. You don't have to go.

There's a while until the staff

Are you coming?

Nat, listen...

Relax.

What are you doing?

I know what you want.

You want someone to control you.

Mm?

Make your heart beat faster?

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Well...

..I never saw you as a prude.

It's a pity.

I was starting to enjoy our private little meetings.

Oh, well.

Lils.

You're in early.

Lili.

Lili!

If you've logged everything from the shift, go home - you look like hell.

I'm fine, I have a few things to sort...

Go.

Pick up. Pick up. Pick up.

Please leave your message after the tone.

Come on, Lils, please, just answer the phone.

It's not...

..not how it looks.

(BARRY) Yes, it is!

'Lils, just phone me FFS!'

'Oi, are you there????!'

'This is fucked up!'

'Stop playing games, Lils.'

'What is this? Payback?'

'LILI! HELLO????'

Maybe all that with Natalie didn't really happen?

I'm imagining things.

MOBILE

And you know what? You fucking deserved it.

Just let me go.

Don't tempt me!

Help him, Jay. Save him!

Save him!

Your dad's a piece of shit, Wil.

Help him, Jay!

Save him.

Save him. He's not worth saving.

Save him!

No! Dad!

Dad!

KNOCKING

Hey.

Are you OK?

Come in.

No, I can't, you know the rules.

Rod's OK, actually.

I don't want to get a record for stalking, or get you into trouble.

I'm just here to get Sherbert back.

Sherbert!

Oh, Sherbert!

Let's go home.

I've cooked you a batch of biscuits. Yes, I have!

Thanks for looking after him. I don't know what I would have done.

You can't just take him like that.

I'll bring him over in a couple of

I'm OK.

Sherbert is my dog.

Find your own dog!

Jams!

I didn't want to disturb your beauty sleep...

..but did you have any luck with the cassette player?

In work.

Give me an hour, Melvyn.

Oh, no, come on, Mary.

ENGINE FAILS TO START

Top-speck stuff.

ENGINE STARTS

This is the main office.

Lili.

Sorry, Jay, paperwork.

just have a simple chat?

And say what?

She's going to chew you up and spit you out.

And Janette's here.

Oh, my God, I feel sick.

You persuading me to apply for this job was the worst thing ever!

What are you doing here?

Cleaning.

Just a few hours here and there.

Every penny helps.

Well, this is cosy.

Perhaps you could finish the guided tour, Jamie.

I'll let you two catch up.

I don't play games.

It's not a cushy job, you know.

Especially with the stuff we have to wash off the walls.

I've heard enough stories over the years. I'll be fine.

It's nice to think I'll see you...

Jamie...

Wil called over.

Wanted his birth certificate. Do you know why?

He wants to enlist with the army.

I thought you'd be happy about it.

Isn't that what you and Barry wanted to do?

Stop him!

He's too brainy to join the army, he can't.

I can't think straight when you're talking shit in my ear, non-stop!

Please just leave me alone, Barry, I beg you.

Once and for all.

He'll ignore you.

What fucking right do you have to tell him?

You can't not tell him.

Maybe he'll punch you.

If you feel strongly, you have to say something.

Maybe he'll talk to you,

He's not going to listen, you can't not tell him.

Wil, you can't enlist.

Do you want to see friends dying in your arms, in bits?

Relive that trauma for ever?

Like your dad?

No, it happens every night, every night you shut your eyes.

Every night your dad shut his eyes, he saw the crash.

Saw your mother.

Do you want a life like that?

What are you doing to him?

And then what?

You'll sneak off again like a snake in the grass? Jamie!

Jamie?

Jamie? Well, you don't act like a dad.

You don't want to talk to me, but to Wil...

the words in the world, ironically!

Yeah, go on then, what's the excuse this time?

Work? Melvyn next door? An alien invasion?

You know what?

I don't need you.

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You know what? I don't need you.

Dad!

Jamie!

Jamie!

Jamie!

Jamie! Jamie!

Huw, I've just been

I'll be there in ten.

How could you?

She's in OT discussing anxiety attacks...

..and considering going on meds.

Bullying other members of staff to keep your dirty little secrets...

I've saved your arse too many times.

I'm not going to doing it any more.

A word of advice...

..don't get dragged into her little game.

She is dangerous.

Everybody knows.

Everyone knows, laughing at me.

Just look busy.

Fucking Huw Donald. I can't cope with this. Cool head, come on.

Cool down.

Where's that bloody cassette player?

I'm sure I left it here.

Oh, God,

Mary will go apeshit.

LAUGHTER

No, this reads incredibly well.

I can see why Dr Janus is so impressed by you.

I clearly offered her the correct name.

What the fuck?

Ignore her!

Jamie?

Erm, right...

I had a chat with Wil about the army. I think it sunk in.

That the army is a risk.

The fact that Barry suffered from PTSD and stuff.

Gwenno, I have spoken to him.

OK for us to go round this afternoon?

Yes, it's fine. No problem.

Thank you.

Do you think you'll be able to fix it?

This is tiny.

Brexit?

Can I have a couple then?

Steady on, Grancha!

Next time, yeah.

Oi! Is this cut with anything else?

Check the ingredients list.

Twat.

You don't need this.

You don't need it.

But it'll take away the pain. You don't need it.

You don't need it.

Take away the pain.

Away. Away.

Gwens? What the fuck is she doing here?

And Jan.

They both looked

They don't know each other.

OK.

Something's going on.

Does Jan know about Nat?

Are they working together?

SINGING

I always find that a biscuit and a cup of tea fixes everything.

What's going on?

She's settled now.

The cassette player?

That's what I was trying to tell you earlier.

I turned up to clean when Melvyn rang me from AandE.

Desperate for the cassette recorder.

offered to help me fix it.

I could have fixed it.

I'm sure...

..but Melvyn was desperate, weren't you, Melvyn?

And we've had a chat, haven't we?

I'm going to ring a couple of mates to help.

didn't want anyone visiting.

Gwenno's said we needn't go into any details with anyone.

Between the electrical repairs...

..the meals on wheels...

..and the pills people...

..it'll be like living in the Ritz.

We won.

I think you're right there, Mary, love.

You're like a fairy godmother, Gwenno, honest.

Things should be easier for these two now.

How are these two so pally?

Oh!

I hit it on the car bonnet again.

It's just a little scratch.

Let's hear it then, Mary, love.

Did Gwenno get Janette the job at the office?

I'd better get back to work. Games night tonight?

never wants to join in.

Jay?

Why did Gwenno get you the job?

Gwenno?

At the office...

..you two were so pally.

Nothing to do with Gwenno.

Natalie gave me the job.

Natalie.

And if I take this? What?

Is that her game? Is that what she wants?

Fuck!

Gracie just rang.

Wil's on the roof.

Barry's roof!

Why did he get in touch with Gracie?

Gracie?

Where is he?

The police arrived on the roof but there was no sign of him, Mam.

He's not answering his phone.

This is my fault.

This is my fault. No, it isn't.

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Father, Son and Loyal Friend.

Wil!

Well, this is cosy.

Addams Family reunion!

To Dad.

your head with all that army stuff.

But I know your dad would hate seeing you enlist.

I don't mind.

I can have your bedroom then.

I'm not like Dad.

No need to worry about that now.

It'll be good for me.

There was...

..a darkness...

..in his head.

You don't understand.

He tried to hide it from everyone.

His life was hell.

But I'm not like Dad!

No.

Why don't we all go home?

Yeah?

Get a takeaway?

Yes.

But, erm...

I just need to sort one thing out first.

But you are coming?

But you are coming? Yes.

So what are we doing here?

You're desperate to make sure...

..your dirty little secret with Natalie is safe, aren't you?

Eh?

KNOCKING

Huw.

Sorry for just landing,

Erm...

You've got company?

Well, yes.

Listen, we're in the middle of...

Having a party or what?

No, just the usual games night.

What the fuck's going on, Huw?

You can't just...!

You can't do that.

My friend's a spy.

Did he say something about a spy?

Did he say something about a spy? What the fuck?

Fancy dress, like everyone else.

He can't be here.

Shush! You alright?

Are you OK?

We're right in the middle of it.

It'll be really difficult to explain the game to you now.

Game, my arse.

This is it, you've found HQ.

This is where they control

Natalie's here somewhere, guaranteed.

(HUW) Come on, come and sit down.

Have a drink.

(BARRY) Don't drink it, you don't know what's in it.

You've usually got plenty to say.

Leave him alone.

You're not safe here, Jay.

We're all trying to find out who's stolen the letter.

A letter?

What letter?

Have I seen the letter?

Have I seen the letter?

They're bullshitting you. You're not one of them - shouldn't have come.

They won't let you go now.

They won't let you go now. Come on...

..there are lots of battles in the cards.

Battles!

We have to escape.

Is it a trap?

Yes, there are a few here, in the cards.

Sit down.

We'll have some fun.

No, I'm going to go.

No, don't go.

You wanted something.

Is he pissed?

Is he pissed? Is this...?

Is this a trap?

Is this a trap? Jay?

Are you OK?

Are you OK?

You look a bit odd.

PAULA SCREAMS

PAULA SCREAMS Oh, fuck!

You see, a bit of tough love works on some people.

Paula! Fuck!

Jamie!

I've been so selfish -

She was acting weird when she picked up Sherbert, like she needed help.

They'll lock her up again, Jay.

Shit!

You're the only one who can save her.

You're too late, Jay.

Paula! Paula! Paula! Paula?

What have they done to you?

Fuck.

Oi! Can you give me a hand here?

I'll make sure you're OK.

Well, don't just stand there!

Oh, come on!

Fuck!

Aargh!

There we are, there we are.

OK.

Good girl. It's Jamie.

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When the world is too much...

..we just have to carry on.

Autopilot.

We need an excuse

That this is fine.

Completely fine.

Everything...

..will be...

..fine.

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