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Real sex.

Real passion.

Real orgasms.

Sweetheart video.

She's really excited.

Oh yes, she can't wait to meet you either, Mom.

No, she's not a vegan.

You can cook whatever you'd like.

She's got a very adventurous palate.

Thinking mid-afternoon if traffic's not a fucking nightmare.

Oh, she is?

Alright, well, great.

Great.

How is she feeling?

Is she doing okay?

Oh, okay.

Alright, so, from Europe.

Okay, so she had a great trip there?

Yep, awesome.

Yep, no worries, Mom.

Okay.

You bet, yep.

I'll see you soon, Mom.

That was Mom.

Seemed to be your mom, too.

I love how fashion you are.

She can't wait to meet you.

She's pulling out her old chicken marsala recipe.

She wanted to know if you were vegan.

Well, these days you do have to ask.

Let's see.

Celine's gonna be there, too.

Your sister?

Oh.

Yeah, she just got back from Europe.

She's out there doing whatever it is she does.

Smoking cigarettes in French cafes.

Affecting a rehearsed indifference.

Right.

Who provides the money for all of these fantasy excursions of hers, anyway?

I mean, do you have to work?

Your mom has to work.

How does your unemployed sister get to jet-set around the world

like some international woman of mystery?

Well, if she told us, it wouldn't be a mystery, would it?

Do you think they'll like me?

Your mom and your sister?

They will love you.

Trust me, you have nothing to worry about.

Barry!

Hi.

Oh, good to see you.

Must be Julia.

Hi, Erin.

How are you?

Oh, I'm so happy to meet you.

I've heard so much about you.

Same, I've heard so much about you.

It's really nice to meet you.

You're gorgeous.

Come on in.

That was easy.

The house looks great.

Oh, thanks, sweetheart.

But I think it's pretty much the same as it was the last time you saw it, isn't it?

Yeah, but I see the old iron collection is increasing.

I collect antique irons.

Yes, if you haven't figured it out, you're marrying into a family of eccentrics.

It is a lovely house.

Thank you, sweetheart.

Okay, now, I want to hear all about your wedding plans,

and how I can be involved, and how I can help, and all that other great stuff.

Well, we were thinking the end of summer, maybe mid-September.

Okay.

Yeah, that's when tickets are cheapest for Italy.

You know, she's Italian, she's never been to Italy.

So I think it's time to rectify that.

That's wonderful, Liam.

You know, he's always been so thoughtful.

He was brought up by a bunch of neurotic women, so I think it's kind of a survival skill.

So I guess somebody has to be easygoing in this family.

Yeah, that's me, low-maintenance.

I know. I'm actually the high-maintenance person in this relationship

for the first time in my life.

Compared to Liam, I'm a drama queen.

No, you're not a drama queen.

Compared to Liam, everyone is high-maintenance.

Well, sleeping beauty emerges.

You know what, I'm sure she'll be back to say hi.

She just takes a few minutes to wake up.

Yeah, Celine doesn't really follow our earthly customs.

Well, Celine marches to her own drummer, it's true.

And she's wonderful, and we love her for it.

Yeah, I get it.

Her own drummer thing.

Hey, you look great, Mom. Have you been working out?

No, I'm serious.

I'm working out, yeah.

Guns.

Yeah, the irons.

That's it, that's it. You look good too, sweetie.

You've been eating well.

Do you need me to come and move?

No, this is like the weirdest thing to ask you and everything, but we're...

The whole marriage kind of came out of the blue and I'm so excited about it and everything,

but there's not like a reason for all this.

No, come on.

No, there's no shotgun wedding.

Okay, I was just curious.

We might have shotgun themed weddings.

I'm not that I wouldn't mind a grandbaby.

You guys are always welcome.

We'll try the being married thing out for a while and see how it goes.

I think it's going to be a little bit...

Oh my God, I can't believe it.

I'm like the worst hostess.

May I bring you someone?

I picked it up at the market this afternoon.

That would be great.

Is Prit okay?

Oh, honey.

I miss you.

She loves you.

I told you she had nothing to worry about.

Here we are.

Make a mess of this.

Cheers.

Come on.

Oh my God.

It's wonderful to meet you.

I'm so happy you're home.

Hey.

Hey, darling.

Looks like you started the party without us.

Sorry, we fell asleep.

Like, you know, international fights.

Really kicks your ass, right, baby?

I wouldn't know about that, but sure.

So, where were you staying in Europe?

France, mostly.

Then Italy.

I was going to go to Sweden, but I decided to come back and help mom out.

We're planning to go to Italy for our honeymoon.

Where did you stay?

Do you have any recommendations?

Well, I stayed mostly with friends.

So, yeah, I don't really have any recommendations.

I mainly just hang out at the museums.

I really love art.

I love to see the art.

It's so beautiful.

I can't wait to go to the museums.

I can't wait to see everything.

Yeah, museums and all the restaurants and stuff.

Restaurants, yeah.

Do you have any recommendations?

I didn't eat out at all while I was there.

The place I was staying was actually a farm.

So, they didn't really go out much.

We would just get our food there.

We would go out in the morning and get eggs from the chickens.

We had chickens.

We milked our own cows there.

We'd milk our own cows and get our own milk in the morning and stuff.

It was really cool.

Going out to restaurants and stuff was against their religion.

It was just...

Against their religion?

I think it's a poetic license.

Not really against your religion.

It's more like...

You know.

Okay.

Speaking of dinner and food, are we going to eat?

Because I'm starving.

Yeah, Mom.

Sorry.

Are we going to go out?

Are you kidding me?

We're not going out.

Me miss a chance to fix my famous chicken marsala.

No way.

Let me get you girls a glass.

Okay.

All right.

I think we should have a toast to Julia.

To Julia.

Welcome to the family.

To Julia.

Good luck with all of us.

That's not a drill, though.

That's good.

Good wine, yeah.

Lucky today.

Did I tell you guys about the place that I stayed in Italy?

The farm that I was at?

Yeah, a little bit.

Sounds cool.

Well, what was really cool was that the people that lived there were actually from France.

It's like a family of scientists.

Really cool, really cool people.

Well, we're glad you're back.

I haven't seen you forever.

I couldn't stay there forever.

They're trying to create this sort of utopia.

It's like their special name for this kind of society.

It's like they get rid of all kinds of currency.

Everything's just based on trade.

It's really cool, but it can get a little intense.

They wrote a book about it, and it's about how in all communes everything just essentially breaks down over jealousy.

I'm just glad you're here.

Isn't it nice for us to all be together?

Yeah, it's been a while.

It's nice to see you, Liam. It's been a while.

Always good to have friends.

Cheers to friends.

Also, yes.

Cheers.

Sisters.

Didn't Julia?

No.

So where have you been?

Have you traveled anywhere?

I actually haven't done much traveling.

I really stuck around town.

Kept myself busy.

I'd like to, though.

You know, my friends in Italy said that your life never really starts until you've had an adventure.

It's like a real adventure.

You know, I mean, the interesting thing about the past is that people used to actually have adventures.

There are a lot of stories of people that, 12 years old, left home, became cabin boys on ships, sailed around the world.

Makes you feel kind of stupid when you haven't done anything, you know?

Well, people do different things at different times.

It's either with money and situations, circumstances, not everybody.

I just know if I had been free to do whatever I wanted from the time I was young, I probably would have done a lot more, you know?

That's great.

People don't have obstacles and hurdles in their way.

I think that's great for you.

And here you are.

You have traveled quite a bit, apparently.

Yeah, I have.

That's great.

Well, tell them where you're going to go for your honeymoon.

Well, I think I told you we were going to Italy.

What's intriguing about Italy?

It's like everyone kind of wants to go to Italy, you know?

It's just like...

It was Liam's idea.

So she could go to her homeland.

I think it's so sweet.

Her homeland.

So how many generations ago did your family come over?

My parents.

They speak Italian?

Yes, they did.

Do you?

Of course.

Why didn't you ever learn?

Oh, I spoke it when I was younger.

Did you say you were going to live after you got married?

Did you say it?

Well, no, I didn't really...

I don't know, I thought that far ahead.

Liam was just saying he was thinking about going back here.

Well, yeah, just...

Be supportive and hang out.

Close enough, yeah, to hang out.

Interesting stories.

Yeah, she's always been the storyteller in the family.

She's very expressive.

Are they true?

I mean, the story about the family on the farm

figuring out the secrets of the universe.

She hangs with some interesting people.

So, who knows?

The world's a strange place.

Yeah.

Yeah, it is.

You're always coming up with these bullshit.

I'm always coming up with bullshit.

You're just a jealous child.

What's the meaning of this?

You're always coming up with these bullshit.

I'm always coming up with bullshit.

What's the meaning of this?

You were gone for six months.

So what, dude?

I hear from other people that things are happening

and you're fucking lying.

They're lying, they're lying.

Really.

Like you've never lied to me.

How dare you talk about that shit here?

What's that whole story?

You're so looking at the same thing.

Liam, what you are, girl,

how could you do that to me?

So I have to cheat on you, okay?

You did. I knew you did.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Aah.

Mm.

Mm.

Aaah.

Damn it.

Oooh.

Mm.

Mmm.

Mmm.

Mmm.

Uh...

Mmm.

Mmm.

Mmm.

So pretty.

That's really good.

That's really good.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

You're so pretty when you come.

You're so pretty when you come.

Yeah.

Yeah, baby.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh...

Mm.

Mm.

Oh!

Mm.

Mm.

Ah!

Uh...

Mm.

Mm.

Mm.

Uh.

Uh.

Oh

Oh

Oh

Hey, I'm gonna go for a run, okay

That looks good

What you're cooking

It's just a little omelet. I

Love omelets

Do you do you want one I can make you one?

No, thanks

You're looking at me like this girl's crazy, and she's telling me she's fasting she's sitting here eating

Okay, I was gonna say

Where's my brother?

He's out for a run

Mm-hmm ever the health nut he has his

Beer and potato chip moment. I know I grew up with him

Right, of course

Did you sleep well last night?

Me yeah, the beds very comfortable. I

Hope we didn't wake you up

Hmm

Charlie and me

We got in a fight last night right outside your window. I'd hate to think we disturbed you

No, no, it was fine

Good

So, I don't know how serious it is, so but I'm gonna get down there right now

Yeah, yeah, she's one who called the ambulance she followed her down there she called me well, we'll take you

I just gotta get Julia

You know what? We just met the girl. You don't have to bring her down to the hospital

It's just not fair to drag her into the middle of our family shit

So well my grandmom probably had a stroke today

So we have to get mom down there my mother. It's my mom

No

So we're just gonna go down to the hospital and I don't know we'll probably be there overnight

Well, I I can come with you guys

You know, maybe that might not be such a bad idea, you know

If she if she goes with her because we could be sitting there all night

I don't know what's going on, huh? I don't know how long we're gonna have to be there. I don't even know what's going on

Well, I mean, do you want to stay here with Celine well, well I don't I'm coming with you no

No, I I wanted to stay here. I'll take care of her while you guys go see grandma. Okay

well

Okay. Thanks Celine. All right, um, listen, we better hit the road

I want to get there before the rush hour traffic starts. Yeah, that's fine. Okay, bye. Hey, thanks. Um, I'll call you in the morning

Okay

Good luck

So

Invited a few friends over it's gonna have a party tonight

a party

What for?

Well, I mean we have the place alone all to ourselves all night. What do you want to do? Just sit around do nothing

It just seems a little strange to have a party when your grandma's in the hospital. It's not like we're celebrating that

Look one thing has nothing to do with the other grandma's old old people have strokes

Well, who would you invite I won't know anyone

Well, you know me

We're gonna be sisters. Remember

Did you bring any hot little dresses or did you need to borrow one from me? I?

Have something yeah good gonna have some fun

They're here

My turn

She's like

Yeah, you can't play truth or dare

Oh

My god

Okay, fine there. I'm kind of scared of what you're gonna come up with though. Okay, I dare you

To put some of that lipstick on me

And then let me put it on you great idea. I'm a little buzzed. So if I mess up, I'm sorry

Romantic

There we go

Yeah, your lips are a lot fuller than him. Go. Yeah

Okay, I'm ready

Sure, you know, I'm gonna kiss her too right

Oh

Hey, I thought we were playing a game here

So this jinx want to turn

Getting excited

We're looking at while you're getting excited

What oh my god, oh come on guys

Yes

I want to watch this

I hope they're really gonna do it. It's gonna stop any second watch them

Oh

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Hi

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Do you really love my brother

Yeah, of course

He's great

Yeah, he is

He's dependable

One of those people you can really depend on

Dependable Liam

Dependable Liam

But you need more than that

I don't know what I need

Everything's turned upside down in my mind right now

Everything

That means you're alive

I just slept with my future sister in law

I felt connected to you the minute I saw you

Didn't you feel it?

Yes

Mm-hmm

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Talking

Hi

Hey, I tried to call you last night

Did you clock out early?

Yeah, yeah, I clocked out early

How's your mom?

It's, well, it's not great

It's not as bad as it could be

But it's not great

It was a stroke

But no major nerve damage

So she's gonna be in there for a week or two

God, never a dull moment around here, huh?

God

What next, huh?

I made you your favorite broccoli, Rich

Mm-hmm

Yeah, thank you

Oh, God, I hope Mom's doing okay tonight, you know?

I got a call from my nurse and they said that

It hasn't gotten any worse, you know, so

I hope, I hope, I hope she gets better

I guess it's just time

Time

Everything needs time, right?

Everything needs time to get better

I'm sorry, I'm not really feeling very well

I think I'm gonna go lay down

It's lovely, thank you so much

I'm so sorry, honey

It's anything I can get you, let me know

Well, I've gotta be on the horn with New York

Tuesday morning, so if we're out of here tomorrow night

We can just cruise right through, I figure

The trip will be just as fast as it was on the way here, you know?

Julia?

Do you want to tell me what's going on?

What do you mean?

You have been acting really weird since me and Mom got back from the hospital

Did something happen while we were gone?

Did, I don't know, did Celine say anything weird to you?

I'm just a little confused right now, that's all

Confused about what?

I don't know, different things

I just, I need to think

What did Celine say to you?

Did she say some things about our family that upset you?

No, she didn't say anything bad

It's just that we spent some time together, talking

There's some things that came up

There's some things that came up that were kind of

Well, she sort of made me think about things that I've never really thought about before

Julia, there's something you should know about my sister

I just, I don't feel good

I don't want to take it, I can't feel anything when I take it, but I don't feel good

I don't know how I feel

No one knows how I feel

She's fucking in there, she's laughing at me

She's going back to the hospital

Her doctor's on his way

Back to the hospital?

That's where she was the last six months

Not in Europe

I'm sorry

My mom didn't want to embarrass her, so

We just said

Mom didn't expect her to be home this soon, but they released her and they said she was okay

What's wrong with her?

Where do I begin?

Is she, so she's crazy?

She's got some challenges

My poor mom, what a weekend

Liam, the doctor said to bring her in, can you help me get Selene into the car?

I know, then what did you think when you, what did you think when you heard that you would be doing your scene with Katsuni?

Did you just find that out today?

No, remember you called me

Oh that's right, that's right

You went over to Katsuni and I said well of course, you know, yeah

But like I didn't know her at all, you know, obviously that happens all the time

You meet somebody for the first time

But I didn't know what to expect, you know, at all

Right

And like I knew, it's gonna sound pretty gross, but I knew she was like a contract from before and all that stuff

So like it's a little intimidating, I gotta say

Obviously she's like beautiful

I know, like physically perfect, yeah

But then like once we, we did the sextal

And we were like connecting during the sextal beforehand

And I was just like, okay, I'm ready for the scene

I know, we made you wait for a little while

I know, and then like, so but then like when we came over and we started making out

And then they had to get the shots of like everybody else

And I was just like, when we were over here and still kissing and like touching

I know, I secretly got some footage of that

It was, it was really hot, it was hot

Because for me, it's like, I mean a lot of girls, you know, I'm not gonna say a lot or however many

But sometimes, you know, you'll work with girls and they'll just be like, you know

When the scene's on, they're doing the scene and they're with you and they're there

But when the camera's not on them, they're just like, you know

So when somebody's just willing, it's like, come on, we're about to have sex

Like, you know, let's fucking get that flow going

And like it doesn't just have to be when they say action, you know

No, you guys are both sort of the highest caliber of performers

So what did, what did Sin bring out in you, Kat Suni, what did you?

Wow, yeah, I mean, Nika said forget the camera

It wasn't difficult because really you have no choice with the, you know

This is the difference between being in the industry and do scenes

And being a good performer, and I would say even, I mean

There are good performers because they look good on camera and they do the job well

But there is another category of performers for me who are on the top

And there are just a few in this business who are the ones who are real

And she's real, she's real, you see

It's, yeah, it's not so often to have this chance, so thank you

I'm so glad, yeah, I thought you would have great chemistry

But, you know, it was, you know, you never know, right?

But I was sure that, because you're both such good, such strong performers, you know

That I figured it would be great, but I didn't know exactly how it would, you know

What it would bring out in both of you guys, you know

Did you feel like Kat Suni brought out something a little different in you than usual?

Yeah, I mean, usually I like to control the scene with girls

When I am with girls, and I like to be dominant

And with her, it's very different

Because, hey, that's very strange

I never had this feeling before

She's fine, right?

No, I'm not so easy

Got a cheeky ass dinner

There is a part of yourself which is very masculine

And it turns me on, it's really, I had no idea

I mean, I never had that before, but the way you dress and the way you talk

I think it's very charming, it's very exciting

Because you are very sexy

You are very sexy and you have this masculine personality

And so you have something very powerful, very sexual

Wow

I follow you

It's true

It's true

Wow, that means a lot to me

Yeah, that's new for me

Because you usually behave like girls

Yeah

So, I mean, that's nice, I love girls, but it's very different

Yeah, that whole girly thing, I've never done that

That's not me

So it's funny, when I work with girls, I just take over

It's true

And there's only ever been, really, off the top of my head

I can only think of one person who flipped it around on me

But everyone else is just like, but I like that

You know what I mean? I want it to be that way

And I like to feel that masculine energy

I like to be, you know, I like to feel like the dude

Yeah, it was an interesting interplay

Because Ketsune was also kind of taking control at times

And then you were going back and forth a little bit

It was really pretty amazing

Your fucking fingernails are like, oh my god

When you're scratching my back

But all the times that you scratched my back, I was just like, I feel so good

I think that's what I like

We should do a full movie together

That's a good idea

Yeah

Ketsune loves me

That's a good title

That's a good title

Well, thank you both so much

Thank you to you

I love working for you, you know

Good, I'm glad all the waiting around pays off in the end, right?

Let's walk

That's good

Let's walk

Tripping is short for trivading

Yes, and have you, was this sort of your whole first experience with that concept or?

No, I've tripped before in my private life

Oh

But I mean, I think it was probably more like

I think that was the first time I was like, oh, I have to do this slightly differently than I would

Like just in my bedroom

I mean, it was pretty much the same, but it was a little bit more like

Yeah

You know, like

It's like I was like the guy, it was kind of cool

Were you the top?

Yeah, I was the top, so it made me feel, you know

I was like, oh, this is what, oh

This is what guys feel like, kind of different from each other

I'm usually the bottom with girls

Really?

Total role reversal for both

Yeah

Because you're usually the top

Yeah, yeah

So I was like, oh

This is why a guy always wants the girl to ride him

Because it's hard

Because it's hard

It just takes energy

You're like, oh

I was like, oh, I got it

But how, so how is that like when you have to play a role

I mean, I know you guys are both sort of relatively new and you mostly just work for us, but

You know, how is that when you have to sort of play a role in a sex scene?

You know, because usually we don't ask you to stay in character

But to sort of play on the dynamic at least of what the relationship is

So how is that for you when you have to kind of go out of your comfort zone that way?

For me, it was kind of fun

Because I can, I just like in a sex scene

I just imagine that I am like another person

Like I imagine I'm like some, you know, like in that scene

I'm like, oh, I'm like an 80s like heartthrob surfer in some like 80s movie, you know

Like I just like I put myself in the headspace of what I think fits that scene, you know

And then I just, I am that person while I'm doing it

And so I kind of am able to abandon like my own everything

And just be like, I just feel like I'm that person

I'm like, yeah, this looks great

This feels great

This is awesome

And like she really likes this

I'm like, whatever is in my mind

I'm like, yeah, like that's, you know, it's like maybe pivotal scenes or characters

That you have in your own mind from your own life or whatever

Like movies or books you've read

And you just kind of said like, I'm that person right now

Like I'm, you know

And so I just imagine myself in the character of someone from like The Lost Boys or something

Like I'm Kiefer Sutherland, you know

And I'm going to come in with all my swagger and like be the guy

You know

Even that's not normally the role I would play

Like I just imagine like I'm physically that person

Interesting

Well, I mean, you're a very talented actress, I have to say

And I think your acting chops are going to be very evident in this movie

So have you like trained as an actress or is it pretty much all natural?

It comes naturally to you

What's the story with that?

Because I mean, you're really pretty extraordinary

I was a ballerina, that's it

That's your only performing?

Well, I'm a writer

So and I think I practice a lot when I'm writing dialogue

Like I sit in my room by myself and I kind of become other people

Like I make sure no one else is around and I like I act it out in my head, you know

And I like because and so I mean, but that's the extent of like acting

But I mean, it's kind of weird when you're doing this kind of work

Because you're not really acting because you're doing something real

You know, the sex is real

So like she's a real person and we're really having sex, you know

And that's a real orgasm

Like all those things are real

So it's kind of like I want to say it's like you're sort of being like super natural or like a super realist

You know, it's sort of like surrealism in the in the true sense of the word

Like it's super real

Like hyper real

It's just hyper reality

So it's kind of different than acting too

Because it's like because something real is happening

It's very easy to act because there is something really physically happening to you

And you don't have to pretend

Yeah, right

Like, you know, so yeah

Yeah, but so um

So yeah

Like but no, just the whole like yeah

Graceful

Who is the actress in that movie

You must physically remind me of her

It was kind of odd that that just popped in

Because that was the thing that you hit on

It just seemed like something, I don't know

Like so for some reason, you know, it's like something's iconic

And it's like oh like who would Celine think she was, you know

Like she would imagine herself as like a misunderstood vampire

You know

Probably, I think that's a good call

She very much is like a misunderstood vampire

Yeah, like she would think of herself as otherworldly and like you know

Like full of that kind of

Have you been through a misunderstood vampire phase yourself, either one of you?

Depends, I mean on what part of my life you're talking about

There's different people in my life that see me

Well, you know, some people

And a lot of times I feel like a misunderstood vampire

Have you ever been like in this character

Like all those monitoring circles I can't hang out with

Have you ever felt like you were like

Julia, like you were like your character

Have you ever had like a time in your life

Yeah

When you were really reserved

Yes, I have definitely felt that way before

It was really difficult for me though

In this

In this movie to be so conservative and quiet

And during our scene

Yeah

Like I am usually kind of a go-getter

And it was fun to be you know so like

Oh my gosh, this is so new

But it was difficult because you know we are having sex

Yeah

So like the real me has to come out

And like attack you and turn you over

But I have to just sort of like lay there

And get done by 2%

But it was great

Everything that comes out too

It's very challenging and I really appreciate that

Like I can appreciate getting out of my comfort zone

And trying to do something different

Otherwise it's just the same old same old

And I feel like

You know I hope I did a good job

You know and really that's basically

It's about

That's what acting is

And I really like what you said about being super real you know

Well I think like for like my role is definitely like more fun

Because I didn't have like you know

Like you don't have to be subtle

Right your character is very histrionic

Yeah I just played a teenager

That's what I did like in my mind I was like

This person is like mentally

You know like not like

Because the character is so self-centered

And over the top

And like oh it's like you know like

When you're younger and you're just like

You just nobody matters

There's no like you know

And you're wild and crazy

And like you know like you're pierced up

With weird hair and you know

Like the world's like a giant tit

I felt like I had to really empty

My cup I had to just empty my cup

And take all of my own

Personality and only bring in

Like the times in my life where I've actually

Felt really uncomfortable

And not

Because I can say a lot and I've actually

Had to be very quiet in this character

Right

Most people can't really get me to shut up

So to just sit back and do a lot

With you know internalize my feelings

And sort of bring it out

In my body language was cool

It was really fun and it was

A learning experience so

And you did a really good job too

You did a great job

I was looking at you like in the dinner table scene

I was like looking at you and I could see

Like there was something going on I was like

She's really uncomfortable like I felt

Like I felt it

Like she started to offend me

But it was like this moment where I was like

Oh like we're really doing something right now

I mean you were like trying to get at me

And I had to sit there and I was like

Normally I would just come back at you

With all these remarks that I had with this

I was like what would a totally quiet person do

What would a really

Proper reserved person who's not going to lash out

Do while maybe they kind of

Bite their lip and look the other way

Or look at their fiancé

Like when are you going to protect

Right

I was like feeling really jealous of you though

Because you're a masochist

I was kind of jealous because like

I love that feeling of tension

Just right there in your body

And I was like seeing it

It was kind of cool because I was like

I'm getting to be the Dom and mentally

Take someone some place

To mentally take someone somewhere

And then it was really interesting to me

I actually like that

It's interesting because in that whole

Dom sub, I really like being a sub

I like someone to get into my skin that way

But in real, outside of that realm

I don't like that

Right, outside

So just one more thing

Let me ask Sovereign

Because we've sort of had the privilege

Of getting her first

Not only popping her cherry

But getting her first three scenes

Two in this movie

Or kind of three

With two with both of you

And also then one scene

In another movie

So like how was each

Like how was it to do it the first time

With Dylan Ryan

In this movie

And then sort of like how do you compare

The scenes to each other

Like what did you discover in each one

Well what I discovered

The first scene

Was I was really excited about

Because I had been

I first encountered Dylan

When I was a model

For like a

A charity calendar

That benefits like sexual positivity

And this kind of stuff

So we were calendar girls

Like together

We didn't know each other

But I had interviewed

Madison Young, who I know has performed for you guys

So I was kind of involved

In the queer porn community

Like very much on the tangent

But I knew of Dylan and I was immediately

Struck by her appearance

You know

She's so exquisite looking

And so

I had always had this like

Oh I would really like to work with her

At the time that I encountered her I had never

Considered making any kind of adult

Movie ever and she did adult work

So it was a little scary to me

Because I was like oh she does like real

Wow you know

And then she was going to work with me

To as like a trade

Shoot because I was an art model

And we were going to do some trades

And then when I

When Nika approached me

She was one of the first things that I threw out there

As far as people that I would want to be partnered with

In a film if it was possible

Just because I don't know

I felt sort of a connection to her

A kinship

So it was really great because it was just like

Like a year later

Finally

And it was great because

She's so

Experienced in

All different kinds of adult work

And kink work

And fetish

She's so experienced in the broad range of it

That it was really cool to go in for a first scene

And just be like

To have someone just holding your hand

Going like what do you want to do

What turns you on

All these things that you just don't really think about

So it was really cool to go into a scene

And really have it be like

She was really all about turning me on

So it was a chance to have a real scene

It was like

She wasn't going through a routine

She really was

Trying to figure out what was going to be

Specific to me

So it was really cool

I had a lot of fun with it

She spanked me

We really just kind of went for it

So she choked me and she spanked me

I was really into that

Let's have a really physical wild first scene

One of my first scenes was like

Let's just make it really wild and fun

And so I was really happy about it

Because we got to do that

The next scene I did was then with Sin

Who

I think

That was just a great scene

I really

Wanted to romance her

Because she is supposed to be

The swaggering guy

So I was like I'm going to romance her

And I'll let people

I don't know if people can watch the scene

And think what they will

I think it was a pretty great scene

Myself

And so

That scene was more

It was kind of like

You're being thrown onto the bus

There's the best

It was my second scene

So I just tried real, real hard

It was great working with Jasmine

Because we

She was one of the first people I met

When I came out here

I knew from the get go

Nika was sending me her photo

This is the girl

So it was kind of like

And I liked Jasmine immediately

And so it was really cool because we were both new

And so I was really fortunate

That we were both doing this movie together

Because

It wasn't her first movie

But we were both new and kind of coming into something

That was really outside

Of the scope of our experience

It wasn't like

We were both doing a lot of porn

This was really

Not only our first

Our first really

First feature

Going into adult work

I've kind of been in the industry

But being in New York City and doing art modeling

Is really different from being out here

And being a porn model

That just started to do film or something

I was doing art modeling

Which kind of

Holds itself a little bit apart

From adult

And so I'd say like why don't do porn

Right

So for me it was like

It was kind of a big deal to come over and do something like this

Because I knew that a lot of my

A lot of my peers have been incredibly supportive

But a lot are kind of like

Why are you crossing that line?

So it's kind of been

So are you happy that you did it?

That you made the leap across the line?

The main thing I learned was that I love it

Like I left my second scene and I was like

I need another scene

I was like

When do I get to do that again?

I didn't expect that

That was really unexpected

It was really cool

That scene was with Sin let's point out

Because she's like

The Mac Daddy

I look forward to it

Oh definitely

That would be a good pairing too

Well I feel like

I would like to give you my off

Because I had to be so reserved

Yeah well we may have to

Redo it

We may have to do another scene and another movie down the line

And let you guys sort of

Switch roles

I think maybe that was the other

Thing that was kind of

Different about the scenes

The scene with Sin was sort of

A one off in something very different

So we had a lot more

There was no

Constraint on what we could

Do

It was just like a different exercise

Because it was more in just like

What do you want to do? I don't know

What should we do?

It was more difficult because you had to

Stay in a really specific mode

It didn't make it any less pleasurable

We were stuck within

A parameter of

A different challenge

Which was great

Well you guys both have

Done a really incredible job in this movie

And everybody really seriously

Needs to see it if they haven't already

I'm not sure if this will be a teaser

Or at the end of the video but

Thank you so much for sharing all your

Thoughts and all your

Amazing

Sexual energy with us

Thank you