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(air whooshing)

(thunder rumbles)

- [Alex] The corona virus pandemic

sparked extraordinary levels of stress amongst us all.

Now, imagine what it's like

for those who are already struggling with PTSD

long before this began.

Providing health to our veterans, this is Inside the Issues.

Welcome to Inside the Issues, I'm Alex Cohen

coming to you from my home.

- [Speaker] It just brought back horrible memories

of the day that I found out that my son Eric was murdered.

I can feel their pain.

I know what they're going through.

- [Interviewer] You said you can't bring yourself

to watch the video of George Floyd.

- [Speaker] No, I can't.

- [Interviewer] And yet it's the video

that has opened a lot of other people's eyes.

- [Speaker] Yes.

11 times he's repeated, I can't breathe,

but the disconcerned officers,

- I can't fucking breathe.

- [Speaker] They paid no attention to his cries.

They continued murdering him.

And this is just like the sentiments of this young man

who was killed the other day.

The man was trying to only breathe.

- [Alex] Now an outspoken activist,

to bring justice for so many who have been hurt.

- [Speaker] I don't want any other mother to suffer.

(melancholy music plays)

♪ My love is gone ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

♪ I'm traveling light ♪

♪ He said goodnight then he walked away ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

♪ I'm traveling light ♪

♪ I'm traveling light ♪

♪ My love is gone ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

♪ I'm traveling alone ♪

♪ Said goodnight then he walked away ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

♪ I'm traveling alone ♪

♪ Nobody's here ♪

♪ I fly away ♪

♪ My memories ♪

♪ No death tonight ♪

♪ Death again ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

♪ Good night ♪

(car beeps)

♪ Love is here ♪

♪ I see ♪

♪ I fly and never never leave ♪

(car engine starts)

(tires screeching)

♪ I'm on my own ♪

(tense melancholy music)

(man humming)

- And with that sound, we hear infinity

and we hear the vibrations of our universe.

And you know that all will come, the final end.

- Yeah.

- And all will come down pressure when a child.

(child laughing)

- Yes.

This is contemplation,

even the most beautiful mathematical form,

even if it's true will not be able to be contemplated.

That's contemplate.

And in meditation,

all is just thoughts amongst right.

Soar, like a mythical animal.

Feel our galaxy flushing into that dark hole.

I'm getting rid of all of your illnesses,

all of your misdeeds.

All of your dirty thoughts.

- I'm here.

(Harry snapping)

- Do you feel lighter?

Of course you do.

I am here cure me, Johan.

(birds chirping)

Feel the breeze through the windows, wherever you are,

go out, be touched by the sun today.

And know that you're protected by Harry.

Well, that was today's meditation.

You know where to reach me.

- Fuck.

(woman exhaling)

That's it?

That's all he is gonna do today?

- This guy's amazing.

(man exhales)

- I feel light, I feel lightheaded.

- Well, honey, you were just meditating.

Of course you feel light.

- No, it's something else.

You can't meditate that fast.

It's something. He's channeling something.

- He is.

- I feel, I can feel something

and I don't believe in this shit.

He knows something.

He's unlocked something.

You need anything honey?

- [Reporter] Floyd was declared dead at a local hospital.

- [Caddy] So fucking tired.

- [Reporter On radio] The incident, have been fired.

The city today,

releasing the disgraced officer's names, Derek Chauvin,

Thomas Lane, Tou Thao, and J Alexander Kueng.

Chauvin is the officer with his knee on Floyd.

Thao is the officer standing.

Minneapolis mayor Jacob Frey

calling for him to be charged with a crime.

- [Man On radio] If you had done it.

- You okay.

- [Man On radio] Or if I had done it.

- Yep.

- [Man On Radio] We would be behind bars, right?

- I just wanted to give you this.

- You couldn't bring it out, huh?

- I'm sorry.

At least, at least I'm giving you this, right?

- I know.

- Thank you.

- And I appreciate it all time.

- I hope you do.

- So how are you doing?

- I'm okay. Have you heard anything?

Have you heard anything from Cecil?

- No.

- Okay.

- No. You know,

he was on the street for seven years before we got him.

He wants to be free.

You know?

He's like Cecil the lion.

Only they killed him, but we're not gonna,

they're not gonna kill Cecil.

- Right. You take care of yourself.

Don't compromise anything.

- Okay.

- Thank you for this. Okay.

No, no, no it's mine now.

- I just wanna touch it. Just wanna touch it.

- But you gave it to me.

- I know I gave it to you,

but you understand what all of this means?

- What does it mean?

- These are all feathers for freedom

and this is the whole land, earth, and sky.

- Okay.

- I never had a chance to tell you about that.

- Well, I felt the magic of it immediately.

And I'm gonna search the land, the sky,

the sun and the moon to find this boy.

- I know you will.

- Okay. You're happy?

- I'm happy.

- Okay. Okay. I gotta go.

- Okay.

- Thank you.

- Take care.

Wait a minute. Don't move.

- No, I wouldn't do that.

That's a nice rollater.

Did I pay for that?

- Yeah. I like that.

- Yeah.

- I like it better than the other one.

- Yeah.

- Okay.

- Thank you.

- Call me later.

- Maybe.

Okay.

Who's gonna take care of me.

Who the fuck is gonna take care of me.

(birds chirping)

- Do you know who's gonna be there tonight?

- Just a few.

- The same people on the listening to lecture.

(child whining)

- Yes.

- That's enough. Maybe.

- It's good for her.

It awakens her spirit.

- Maybe I should come with you this evening?

- I think it's probably better not.

- There's a tennis lesson today.

- Huh? Well enjoy it.

- So what is your name? Caddy?

- Caddy is all you need to know.

- Caddy, can I ask you a question please?

Do you mind? Sometimes it's hard for me to breathe.

Do you? You've got on your mask.

Do you mind if I take off mine and I'm sorry.

- You know that when you,

when people spray spittle that it stays in the air.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I know.

- For fucking eight minutes. Did you know that?

- I won't do that. I promise.

Just I'm sorry, but, but promise.

- Don't, don't.

- I promise.

- Don't push my buttons.

Wait a minute. What?

I'm sorry. Ma'am do you, do you listen to what

I've done this.

- And I'm okay. By the way, I've been tested.

Okay.

- I don't really give a damn.

- I'm wait, listen.

I'm sorry. Listen.

I don't wanna offend.

- Yeah. Well, you, you kind of trivializing something

that's very fucking important.

- Yes sir.

Yes, sir.

I get it.

But you're healthy, right?

You're totally healthy.

- You see this?

This is my bag of Juju. Ain't nothing going to happen to me.

Okay.

I got people that love me.

I got holy water.

I got spill catches.

I got rosary beads.

- So when was the last time that you were down here?

Do you, do you drive through here a lot?

- I drive here a lot.

- Have you ever had like any issues with people?

- You know what?

I lost a son. Okay.

And my son is on the street,

on the street now for two years.

And every now and then I'll drive

to a different homeless area to see if I can see him.

- Do, do you know that you just ran a red light?

- I don't give a shit.

- Dude. You're gonna be okay.

- Yeah. I'm okay.

What hurts me, you can't heal.

(upbeat music plays)

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart. ♪

♪ It's never true. Never, never be with you ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart. ♪

♪ You were so never true. Never, never be with you. ♪

♪ Oh baby, I need time ♪

♪ It's gotta be very long. ♪

♪ But I'll be ♪

♪ Be my arctic start but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Don't take my heart ♪

♪ Don't take my heart ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Don't take my heart. ♪

♪ Don't take my heart ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Be my arctic star but don't take my heart ♪

♪ Don't take my heart ♪

♪ Don't take my heart ♪

- Oh hey, I brought you a gift.

- Really?

- Yeah.

- Thank you. Some kind of crystal, or.

- I knew you had a, an accident with a motorcycle.

- What's it mean?

- It's, it opens up your heart power.

- Thank you. You want the, the bag back?

Oh.

- No. That's that's for you.

- Thank you very much.

It's great.

All right. Shall we?

- Does Mary play tennis?

- Not really. No.

I don't know where Mary is actually.

- Huh?

- She was out for a walk earlier.

Huh.

- What is that?

- Eh, it just fell from a tree.

- It's a little blessing.

Sound.

- Coming from Harry.

- Probably.

- I played with a good buddy of mine,

McEnroe here the other day.

An old friend of mine. Guy's still a maniac.

I never quite got that far, but he was a big teacher.

It's, supporter.

- Like, you could be in a prison where ever you are.

- Step into it.

Connect with that ball.

Follow through.

All right. Follow through.

Beautiful.

You got it.

You're looking good.

All right, let's try hitting this.

- So great.

(piano playing)

- Forehand.

- Ah.

- Forehand.

- Maybe it's just not your game.

I gotta be honest.

And look, it's gonna take some time.

Yeah.

- Will you help me out.

- But yeah. I mean, look, today is a hard day.

I gotta get to the event and you know,

Mary's at home, but yeah,

we should play doubles sometime all of us.

- So those are the tame ones.

I just wanted to get a little bit more into it.

- Yes. Oh, let's see that.

- Right.

So then this is the first one.

- Don't be a Dick. Wear a mask.

Oh, I think that, you know.

- Is this, is this being racially insensitive?

- Why? Because it's a long Dick?

- Because it's black.

- No, I have to say it didn't cross my mind.

What crossed my mind initially

was just a picture of a penis, which seems, I mean,

if somebody's wheeling their four year old around here

and the four year old says, mommy what's that?

- If the four year old can read, I mean, come on.

Then they're learning how to read.

I think it's, I think it's great.

We need to be doing something.

I just don't have anything else to do.

I just think that we need to be wearing our mask.

'Cause we need to be doing our part.

And every time I see somebody without a mask,

I wanna be like, Hey you motherfucker,

why aren't you wearing a mask?

♪ I'm walking down a lonely road ♪

♪ I'm looking for a precious rose ♪

♪ I'm looking for the hero. ♪

♪ That I will grow ♪

♪ I'm walking down a lonely road ♪

♪ I'm looking for a face in the store ♪

♪ I'm looking for the hero ♪

♪ That I can grow ♪

- This is Cecil, I was trying to tell you about.

- He does look a lot like you.

- Yeah. He's got that happy smile.

This is during his,

this is just the day I took him to get a haircut.

(man laughing)

I shave and a haircut, okay.

Which he stood for,

but he wasn't happy about it.

He's got my eyes.

All right, should we say hello? Or should we just go?

- He's ready.

- Okay.

Let's go.

My son, my son I've been missing for a few years.

He goes by Cecil.

- Cecil?

- Here.

- Yeah.

- You have?

- Yeah. over in Pico union.

- Pico union.

- Yeah. Like on Broadway.

- So Alvarado.

- Olympic and Alvarado. And.

- Oh, you know, that makes sense.

'Cause he used to stay at a halfway house.

You've definitely seen his face before?

- Yes.

- Next time you see him tell him his dad is looking for him.

I'm not mad at him. I just want to help him.

- Okay.

If I.

- If I see him I will.

- We just got offered that motel three month program thing.

- Yeah.

We had people come today that I have their number

and all that.

They, they want, they want us to like immediately jump up

and we wanted to salvage stuff.

- You guys do that. Right?

- They were gonna pick you.

They wanna take you right then and there,

they had a room key.

And you guys didn't go?

- Um, yeah.

We have a friend over there.

He thinks that that people are being put in quarantine camps

and we're all gonna be like shoved into one little zombie

something or whatever. He just, he's paranoid.

He's very paranoid.

He, some of the things he says make sense,

but he's been in Hollywood.

(loud sounds drowning out radio coverage of George Floyd)

- [Reporter On Radio] The bystander's cell phone

recording Floyd's pleas.

This is the second video of a black man dying

to emerge in less than a month month.

- [Man On Radio] Seeing Ahmaud Arbery killed by citizens

while he's jogging,

watching George Floyd be killed unarmed by police.

All of these incidents mesh to-

(rain sounds drowning out radio)

(humming)

(birds chirping)

- [Man On Radio] But starting a few years ago,

we started giving out medals for de-escalation

for successfully saving lives

to show that that was the highest responsibility

that we had.

Not just saving lives that somebody shooting at strangers.

But a moment when you could take someone's life,

what did you do to make sure that wasn't the end of it.

So sure, here in California, across this nation

there's things to do,

but right now.

- For Harry, right?

- Yeah.

- Bye.

- How's the quarantine treating you?

- Ah, it's okay.

- Like it?

- It's brought peace, spirituality.

It's like the earth needed to breathe,

sort of attack the human lung.

- A little spiritual cleansing huh.

- Yeah.

- To me it all feels like a little racial cleansing.

- Yeah.

(vibration sounds)

I will bless you. Bless you.

And I forgive you. And you shall be forgiven.

(Harry humming)

- Do you think there's gonna be a second wave?

- Yeah. Unfortunately.

I mean, I just don't know.

No sports.

The whole going to the movie thing, you know.

How much further we got now?

- I'm sorry?

- How much further do we got?

- About another couple of miles.

- A couple of miles.

I don't really like being in this neighborhood.

- You don't like it?

- Not really.

- Well, it's up above Olly.

- Yeah. It's a little bit to,

- But the air is clean.

- The air is clean.

Have you ever had a slice of hummingbird cake?

- No.

- It's a Southern thing.

In the middle, there's caramelized butter, nuts.

(Caddy speaking slowly and distorted)

(ominous music plays)

(growling)

(ominous music plays)

(birds chirping)

- Hey.

- Hi there.

- Hey you guys.

- Hey, how are you doing?

- Jack.

- How have you been?

- Can I offer you a light refreshment?

- I would love a drink and I got the real poison here

for later.

Do you mind if I keep it chilled?

- For sure.

- Let me just put it in the fridge.

- Beetle juice.

- Yeah.

(Harry laughing)

- Perfect.

- (indistinct) Please forgive me.

- Honey.

Honey?

Todd.

Yeah.

You're leaving?

- Yeah. Hold on.

I'll be back.

I'm just gonna, I got the text.

I can't.

I gotta go, right?

I know you're upset.

You introduced me to this.

You're a part of this too.

- Yeah, I know.

- Okay.

I'm not dictating all the rules.

I can show you the text.

- I don't need to see the text.

I don't need to see a text.

- It specifically says come alone.

- I don't need to see it.

- You would've received one of these texts.

So I don't want to call.

- It's on you. If it's not what you say.

This is on you.

- Right? Well, before this,

you were trying to get me to even accept this.

And now that I am accepting this

allow me the freedom to go to school.

- I am so glad that you are, please hear me on that.

So glad you are.

Have fun.

Breathe. Don't forget to breathe.

From here.

(Todd mumbling)

- That's right.

- Have you been working pretty steady

during this time or?

- No man, one day I said, hey,

why not put this car to good use?

I wanted to see how people are behaving during this time,

you know.

- Oh. So you've only been driving since the quarantine?

- One day.

- Wow.

- This is the day.

So anyway, if I sit still, you know,

I mean, it's gonna get like suicidal or something.

So I figure if I get.

- What's that?

- Don't worry about me. I'm okay.

You know, times like this,

you go through some fucking weird affirmations.

- I think everybody's going through that brother.

- Well, everybody's lost money, man.

That's what I keep telling people.

I had a guy in my car said, man,

you know how much money I've lost this year?

I said every, it's not, it's not personal, dude.

Everybody's lost something.

Okay. 2020, what the fuck. Sounded so optimistic.

And not only that, some people, but like they're gone.

You know what I mean?

(ominous music plays)

- You know, I found this guy, Harry,

is somebody my wife introduced me onto.

And I gotta say.

- Wait, wait a minute, wait a minute.

Hold on, Harry, Harry.

That was the first guy I drove up here.

Okay, strange guy.

- That's interesting. But my Uber came right through to you.

Right?

- You know what? I, I,

he did something that was involved.

He had just set it all up.

- Let me show you some videos I took this morning.

People are crazy.

Oh no. You don't want to see that.

- Who do you follow on your Instagram.

Are you one of those creepers?

- She's just a friend.

- That like your grandson or something?

- Look, you see, let me step far back. If-

- You, have a mustache!

(woman laughing)

- I had no idea you had a mustache.

- I just, it's funny. I just didn't know

that you had a mustache.

- Well, exactly. People see this, they swipe left,

but they see that they swipe right.

And I actually end up being friends with somebody,

and then we talk and then they, they, they, you know,

we get on and I mean, I don't know.

They may not be who they, who they look like.

All right. I shouldn't have told you anything.

- I mean, you seem to be okay, but.

- Well put it like this.

You're the first person I've found

who actually has a similar mindset.

- I like the mustache. You know, really,

you should just be yourself.

- It's never worked.

- I don't understand why, why?

Like that's, what's wrong with, excuse me.

That's what's wrong with society today

is that people aren't okay with themselves.

And don't don't care about other shit.

Yeah. So if you just cared,

I don't know, about yourself more than other people,

then you wouldn't have to do that.

(bells chiming)

(knocking)

- Hello?

I'm Todd.

- Bless you.

Today, when I woke up, I noticed this nest,

outside my kitchen door

and I've been watching birds fearlessness

over the last couple of weeks.

And I heard all the little birds cheeping

with joy and happiness that obviously just broken free

from the egg and walked away.

And then I heard a real kerfuffle

and it was a blue Jay

and the blue Jay had gone into the nest

and killed all the new little baby birds.

He ripped them apart, feathers were moving everywhere.

Parts of the nest were destroyed

and the mother and the father were looking on.

I wouldn't say horror, because nature is a certain way.

They were looking on in panic, in despair.

And the blue Jay was happy

and the blue jay ate the birds and flew away.

Let's join the cosmic dance of destruction.

(everyone laughing)

- Now we'll have a little elixir.

- What's in that Harry?

'Cause my son's gonna do it.

- Oh, your two sons.

- Yeah. Well, he's done it before.

He's the younger.

- I ask for forgiveness and gift giveness.

I ask for forgiveness and gift giveness.

I ask for forgiveness and gift giveness.

I ask for forgiveness and gift giveness.

Return your glasses.

- Siri,

can you please text Harry and ask him,

what time should I be there?

- [Siri] It's time for you to leave.

Your car is here.

(upbeat music plays)

♪ I'm here not because I love you ♪

♪ But because I want you ♪

♪ But I want to use you ♪

♪ Slide slide slide ♪

♪ Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom ♪

♪ Ba-Boom ba-boom ba-boom ♪

♪ Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom ♪

- Hello, I'm waiting.

♪ I'm here not because I love you. ♪

♪ But because I ♪

- Yeah, right. Yeah. Yeah.

How you doing?

- Fine and you. You get confused?

- Yeah.

Keep trying it.

Thank you.

- Do you mind stopping by like a 711 gas station?

(loud banging)

- Ah shit.

- I just need to get some cigarettes.

Be really quick.

- Did I get a fucking flat.

♪ You hold me at night losing my mind. ♪

♪ I'm losing my mind ♪

♪ Only you can heat the goose ♪

♪ Only you can make me sea sick ♪

- Nice.

- Very good.

- Very good. Okay, yeah.

- Yeah. I'm open to the adventure.

This is.

- Are you, are you faithful?

- To my wife?

- Yeah.

- I try to be.

- Do any of you feel the elixir?

- What was, what was in that?

(man laughing)

(Harry shouting)

What is it in there Harry?

Come on. Just tell me.

Just tell me what's in there Harry.

Just, fucking come on man.

Whoa.

- Magic. They're subatomic Particles.

We're vibrating.

It's a celestial magic.

- Hey.

(Harry snapping)

(vibration sounds)

(birds chirping)

(bells chiming)

- It's not a 711. But.

- As long as they have smokes I'm happy.

- Oh, you're a smoker, huh?

- Not really.

I just smoke to look hot

and I'm going to the kind of event I want to look hot.

- Oh, you know what?

I don't even know what this event is.

I've talked a few people somewhere.

Everybody seems to be going somewhere.

You know, isn't everybody supposed to stay inside right now.

- Yeah, I know.

- Okay. And not, it's not about you getting infected,

it's about you infecting other people.

- All right. Thank you.

I appreciate your wisdom.

- I just had to tell you that. Okay.

- Yeah. Thanks.

I'll be right back.

If I leave my stuff here, please don't leave.

- Do I look like the type of guys that would take your shit?

- Well, I'm just happy you were connected to my Uber app.

- Like meaning what?

(man laughing)

(Harry howling)

(others howling with Harry)

(bells chiming)

(Caddy coughing)

- Why are you coughing? Are you okay?

- I'm choking on my own spittle.

- Take exit 4B.

- If you want, you can the mask for a second.

I'll just put mine on.

- All right.

- In two miles, use the right two lanes.

- No don't do this. The tire, baby.

- Take the downtown west exit.

(man laughing)

- In a quarter mile merge onto US101 north.

- Wow.

- I mean you might wanna be careful

'cause I don't know if you can merge like that.

- What are you talking about?

- No. No, I'm just making sure we're safe.

- We're safe. Are you?

You want to get out?

- No, not.

- Let you out right here.

- I'm fine. I'm really good.

- Okay.

'Cause I don't like criticism.

(background humming)

- Ah. They're not social distancing.

- What do you want, man?

- We're not asking for our picture to be taken.

Can you put the camera down.

- Oh of course.

I'm so, so sorry.

- Stop.

- Yes, absolutely.

There.

See. All right then. So, I'll see you around.

- What are you gonna do with that?

- Oh, nothing.

- What the fuck?

- I don't know.

Hey man.

- Are you posting about us?

- No, of course I am not posting.

- Give me that phone.

- But I will if you don't keep your distance please.

- Come here.

Hey man. Give me the phone.

- No, no, no, no, no, no.

Please keep your distance.

- Give it back.

- No.

- Hey, come here.

I'll catch you fatty.

- No, no.

Stay back.

- Give me the phone.

- Just stay back. Please.

I'll delete it.

I'll delete it.

Okay?

- Let me see it then.

- Just stay there.

- Let me see it.

- Here I'm showing it to you right now.

Let me go back.

You play this. Whoa.

Let me play it.

I'm trying to be reasonable.

- Give me your phone.

- Do you understand that?

You silly thing.

- Did you just call him silly?

- No. I'm, I don't mean.

Hold still.

Hold still.

See, look there it is.

There.

- You work in like law enforcement or something?

- No, of course not.

No. I work in insurance.

Well I used to. I'm retired now.

All right then. Good day.

Thank you.

- Here let me have that phone.

- No, no. It's okay.

- Give me some more money.

- No.

Oh god. For fuck's sake.

Okay.

(Harry growling)

- Look at the sun. Close your eyes.

(humming and vibrating)

- What do you folks do up here?

Just like meet up here, what do you drink wine, beer,

craft beer, what? Vodka?

- Hopefully have sex.

- Yeah. What?

- Hopefully they have sex.

- Yeah. You know,

I saw this thing on Portland porn once

where this chick was having dope me parties.

And she would buy like some body weed and massage shit.

People get on the couch and they all wrestled together

and you're supposed to ask permission.

Like, I'm gonna put my hand on your knee. Okay.

I'm gonna touch your shoulder. Okay.

And that goes on and on and playing some tantric jazz shit.

And by the end of the evening, you're all melted together.

Like a, like a tub of butter.

Is that what this is?

- Yep.

- Are you just jogging me off now? You tired of me.

(woman laughing)

- Is that it?

- This is it. The gate's ahead I believe.

Swore I've been before.

- Do you mind pulling up a little higher?

So I don't have to get out by these trash cans

just right up there or anywhere?

- Oh I thought the trash cans would be appropriate, no?

- Leave the lights.

- Screw it.

(dog barking)

- Shit.

- It's okay.

- Ah, what is your name?

- Clara.

- Clara.

- Hi.

(Clara gagging/laughing)

Does it taste good?

- Yeah.

- Fuck.

- I'd do it down, hit me one.

You find a way, anyway.

- Salud boys.

(gong ringing)

(Clara laughing)

(traffic noise)

(humming)

- Caddy?

- Yeah. Caddy.

- Okay.

- How you doing?

Have a good night.

You all right?

- Fuck.

- Um, let's see.

So.

- Some people are just fucking crazy.

- What's the matter?

- So we're going to.

- What?

- Hollywood police.

- Okay.

(tantric vibrating music)

(Harry laughing)

- Let's party.

(people clapping)

(Harry shouting)

- [ Arthur] Irresponsible I thought.

If people could actually think they're doing,

I mean, I don't want humiliate people.

I don't shame them or anything like that.

- No.

- But, but I just think that.

- The detectives-

- They're not taking it seriously.

No, no, no.

I've just been calling over there

and I talk to someone for a while

and they hang up on me 'cause they think, oh, in that case.

Jesus.

- You know this has been a pretty strange day as we.

I think there's some sort of gathering going on.

I mean,

some sort of like hipster or some sort of anti quarantine

fuck everybody else party.

- Oh Caddy. That's a great idea.

I should go there. And if I call the police from there,

- Then you'll have the evidence right behind you.

- Exactly.

- In your state,

I think that's better than trying to barge in there.

I have the last address still on my phone.

'Cause literally I've dropped fucking four people off there.

- I don't want to get you in trouble.

- I don't give a shit. What else I got to do

but live my life.

(upbeat party music playing)

(ominous music playing)

- What is your name?

- Sydney.

- Do you ever go by Arthur ever?

- Do I, do I go by what?

- Arthur?

- No?

- No.

What, what are you talking about?

- Do you know who I am?

- I do now.

- Hey coach.

Harry.

- Mr. Black.

- What an evening, right?

- What was in that drink Harry?

- It's okay. It's good.

You're fine. You're fine.

- No, just because-

(Harry whispering)

- I'll take care of you.

(Harry shushing Todd)

(drumming and gong ringing)

- [Caddy] What's in another man's phone

is none of my business.

- I, I, sorry just because you get old doesn't mean you,

you know?

- Yeah.

At our age, you lucky we get what we get.

As long, as long as they don't have to take their teeth out.

(laughing)

I heard that works too though.

- I have actually dated somebody

who had to take their teeth out.

- There you go. How was it?

- It was laborious. Yeah.

- 'Cause then you had to adjust her hips and knees.

(Arthur laughing)

Shoulder popped out.

(Caddy laughing)

Was that my motherfucking turn.

Ah fucking son of a motherfucker.

- I'll be quiet.

- It's right here.

It's right here.

I've taken it so many times.

I should have know it with the back of my hand.

There it is.

But you be careful. You have a, you got it.

You know, you got anything,

with you to protect yourself at all.

(ominous music playing)

- I just have my phone.

- Okay.

- Hello, Gretchen.

- Oh, Hey Arthur.

- Yes. I'm glad I got you.

- Yeah. Are you alright?

- Nothing's wrong? It's fine.

I just wanted to call and tell you that I,

and I'm.

- What do you mean nothing's wrong?

- I'm fine actually.

But I found a strange party

where seems like a lot of people.

- Oh.

- And I'm going up there, but I wanted to-

- Well, you have to be nice.

- Leave a message with you.

If you don't hear from me again in the next hour or two,

- What?

- I want you to call the police,

- Call the police and give them this dress.

- Wait let me grab a pen.

- 4, 2, 9, 4, 4 29 Mulholland.

- Mulholland.

- And they should look into it. Okay.

I'm gonna speak.

I'm gonna speak reasonably to them. Okay.

- Reasonably.

Yes. Be, be very cautious.

- I will.

- Take care of yourself.

- I will.

- Call me if you need anything.

- Look after yourself.

Bye.

- Bye.

- Thank you.

(knocking)

(dog barking)

- Hello.

- Oh hello.

Welcome to the par-tay.

- Oh, thank you.

- Come in, please. Make yourself at home.

- I'm Arthur.

- Can I get you something to drink?

- Absolutely.

- What would you like?

- Do you have any wine?

- Of course.

(ominous music plays)

- You do realize this is not very safe, don't you?

- Optimism.

- Yes.

- Yes

- Yes.

- Cheers to that.

- Optimism.

- Optimism.

- I'm still a little worried.

- Do you want a hug?

- No for god's sake.

- I'm going to give you a hug.

- No, please don't.

- Okay.

All six feet apart then sir.

- Six. If that's okay.

- I can still give you a hug.

- Well, let's do the numbers.

I mean, the statistical possibilities

of me actually catching something.

Versus the statistical possibilities of me getting laid.

I think I might go for the latter at the end of the day.

So, I will give you a hug.

- Cheers to that.

Aw, a little pat on the back. I love that.

Oh I didn't know that.

Oh wow. You just told me something I didn't know.

I might not know.

- Hello.

- Oh gosh. You were the one with the wonderful mask.

- Todd Ackerman.

- Todd Ackerman.

- Todd fucking Ackerman.

- Now wait a minute. That name rings a bell.

That name rings a bell.

Oh my god!

You're Todd Ackerman.

That's Todd Ackerman.

I do apologize, Todd.

It took a moment for me to wrap my head around it.

- Oh no worries.

- Of course.

- No worries.

- You're wonderful.

- Thank you. Thank you Thank you.

Thank you very much.

- Oh my gosh.

- This isn't really very good. Is it?

- Look in the mirror.

Oh, you want kiss me?

I'm so pretty.

- [Harry] Let's experience.

Let's experience this beautiful, beautiful tunnel.

This tunnel of despair, this dark dark hole.

Black hole that we have to go through.

- I've seen you looking at me the whole night.

- Can you pass me that candle?

- [Harry] Come out and floss and float so hard.

- This one?

- Yeah.

- So tell me how long have you two known each other?

I'm just interested.

- Um, well.

- Are you fucking police?

- It's safe to say we're new friends.

(woman laughing)

Or a vogue.

It's a vogue. You know I used it while travel.

- My wife smokes vogues.

- Oh, oh, you have a wife.

- You have a wife.

- He has a wife.

You have a wife.

- Sh, how about a kiss, a kiss again.

- Will you kiss me?

- MM-hm.

- In my world at the moment, people wouldn't be doing that.

- Dancing? Feeling good?

- Hugging.

- Oh, because we're gonna catch a virus.

- Yes.

- What if the virus is not real?

What if there is no virus.

- From where you are? You just, everything is invincible.

There is no way you can be touched.

You're in that beautiful part of life,

which I wish I was still in, but I'm not.

And I never will be again,

but there are people around me who I love.

Who have gone or are going.

- Okay, you're afraid of death.

- Yes.

And I'd be a liar to say that I'm not.

And so would you.

- Did you practice that speech?

- No.

- Good speech.

- In my mind, I prefaced it,

and on my web page I've written it a couple of times.

- Did you get any comments?

- Yes lots of comments.

She doesn't like me.

- Come follow me.

(Harry howling)

- [Radio] Police force.

We are getting some reinforcements in from Ventura county.

The national guard-

- Cecil!

- [Radio] What will really help

is if more people observe the curfew

and get off the streets.

And frankly, if the people who are bent

on doing destruction here,

end up stopping.

(melancholy music playing)

There are legitimate reasons for quarantines

and the grievances and complaints

and just wrongs that need to be addressed.

And what we're seeing here is a tragic result of that.

(sirens wailing)

(vibrating sounds)

- I love this one.

Discover it.

No this room.

- Is that good? Some crazy shit.

This is crazy.

There's.

- Oh.

- How's that?

- Oh.

- Come with me.

- I got you. I got you.

- Oh.

- Ah, fuck me, Jesus.

- Hi Todd.

Hi.

- Hey babe.

- Hi.

- Where's your mask?

- Harry didn't want the mask.

- Harry didn't want a mask?

- No, it's not.

I mean, we were just like chill.

- You're doing yoga.

- I drank lot.

- I'm fine.

- It's okay. We're just friends.

- No, chill, chill.

- What's your name?

- Clara.

- Clara. Clara's your name?

- Yeah.

What's your name? It's very nice to meet you.

- I actually, honey, I was eating this.

- Can you find your mask? And can you put it on?

You don't know her?

I don't know her.

- Babe nobody has a mask on.

- Nobody has a mask on here.

Why does nobody have a mask on here?

Ask Harry you, you're the one that introduced me to him.

- So is he the boss of you?

- You introduced me to him!

- I know I did, but you know what?

There's absolutely no social distancing going on over here.

- Obviously not.

And how did you even find me?

I was invited by Harry, who you introduced me to.

- That has nothing to do with it.

- Cool.

- I showed up. I always know how to find you.

- I'm eating the sandwich.

I'm not fucking, I'm not doing anything.

I'm just, she was giving-

- You're in a closet with a woman with no bra.

- Hey, Hey. Just so you know, if you just give me a second.

- I really have nothing to say to you.

I really need to speak to my husband.

- If you just give me a second and I'll leave. Okay?

I just want to tell you,

that we are here trying to be very nicely lovely,

connected to the higher purpose that we're talking about.

And it's nothing, nothing, nothing sexual at all.

- That's right, why you were on this lap. Anyway.

- Have you ever heard about gymnastics

and stretching your body?

- Yes.

- Babe.

- I do know all about that because I do it every day.

- Not cool that you don't trust me.

- I didn't need to see your text

because I have been trusting you.

But for Christ's sake.

- Babe, I am fucked up and I can't do this right now.

- What are you fucked up on?

- I don't know. Ask fucking Harry.

- Can you just answer your own questions?

Does everything have to filter through Harry?

- We drank something, babe, we're doing our fucking thing.

The thing you taught me.

- What is that fucking thing?

- And I drink this thing and I'm fucked up.

I mean, stop.

Stop.

- Is that why I was-

- Stop!

- Because there's a girl on your lap

and you wanted to have the freedom

to have a girl on your lap.

(Todd shouting)

And that's why you haven't been at home

for the last five fucking nights because of-

(Todd screaming)

- Stop!

- Yes. Stop it because we're not bad people.

We didn't want it.

- He's been sober for a year.

Can you tell me what he's been taking?

- Can I tell you one thing?

- I don't need to talk to you right now.

You have no mask on.

- But you have one on,

don't you think you're hot stuff.

- And there's a fucking pandemic going on for Christ's sake.

- Here's the deal.

I'm changing locations.

I'm going to smoke a cigarette.

You calm down woman.

Never ending shit. Yeah.

Tonight's a night that Harry designed and I came for it.

So just if you want to ask Harry

about his hidden plan for this evening

and why you weren't invited,

we've always been invited to the events before.

Please do.

- You can't even ask him.

- Please ask him.

- This is embarrassing,

- But I can't talk about it now. I love you though.

- There's absolutely no social distancing.

- I'm sorry.

I just wanted to tell you one thing, one thing.

This is my boyfriend Sydney and we love each other very much

and we would never, I would never.

And he knew that we were doing yoga.

- I would love you to talk to Harry who designed this event.

It's not-

- Do you have a drink.

- No, I do not.

- Why won't you have a drink?

You will help relax a little bit.

- Get Harry to fucking give you something to drink.

- You have no idea what the hell you're doing right now.

- If you can relax, right now.

- If you're gonna be here, you're taking the fucking drink.

- Maybe there's a chance-

- I'll have a Vodka Stoli please with cranberries.

You can get it for me, honey.

You can get it for me.

- He wants, he wants, he just wants freedom-

- I don't need you to tell me about what he wants.

Can you, do you have a mask that you could put on

and be responsible?

- May I intervene here.

How are you? How are you?

- You don't know how hard it's been to keep him straight.

It's like-

- He's had a little whiskey.

- where's your wife and your baby Harry?

- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

You're all my wives.

You're all my wives.

Hallelujah.

Hallelujah. I'm gonna take you away.

Yeah.

We're on our way back home.

Oh.

Where's the- Where's the push.

- Harry I don't understand.

It's just like some kind of double standard.

We were meditating to you today in our house in Malibu.

And, and it was so beautiful and there were,

no here, you're missing. You're missing the,

please Harry put the, put it down.

- Yeah. Stay. Drink.

(Harry giggling)

- Drink.

- It's like you're leading a double life. You know?

Where's your wife? Your wife?

- It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

- Who are you?

- It's okay. I'm just playing.

- Hello?

Can I order some food please?

Oh yes. Let me get it.

Four portions of Singapore noodles, some special fried rice,

three portions lemon soup, top top gai soup.

Three of those.

And what are your fish dishes.

Okay. You got two of those and what specials do you have?

No.

Yeah, with tofu,

three of those and yeah like a chicken noodle.

Yeah. Perfect.

Two of those.

And you could deliver it.

Perfect. Perfect.

They're wearing masks I hope and gloves too.

- It's all right.

The night is coming.

I guarantee you that. The night is fucking coming.

(upbeat dance music playing)

- Harry. I never thought of you like this.

This is a revelation for me.

- I'm glad to hear that.

- Well, I it's a numbers game, I suppose,

but I do have to try and cancel something

that I'd set up earlier in trouble.

(Harry laughing)

- Well, I'm not sure how I feel about that.

- Well, I-

- Oh, I think it should be more than the present.

(Harry humming)

- Oh I'm sure I could catch.

(Harry shouting and growling)

- I'm in now.

I was just in the process of calling off a police raid

and I don't

- Fuck you. Fuck you.

- Well, fuck you, silly, man.

- What the fuck is going on?

- You grotesque, horrible vermin.

- Dares, dares, come hear a monster

and do this fucking shit.

(woman laughing)

(drumming)

(Harry humming and chanting)

- Hello? Hello Gretchen.

- Oh, hey.

Hey, how are you?

- It's Arthur?

- Yeah. How are you doing?

- I'm all right. Listen I'm so sorry calling you this late.

Listen. I wonder if you can help me.

Did you, did you actually call,

did you actually call for the police?

- Yeah, I called the police, but they're not coming.

I mean, there's, there's a riot going on.

Are you okay? Like where, where are you?

There's a curfew.

- [Voice On TV] Police department Michael Moore said what

happens tonight really depends on

the citizens of Los Angeles on what we can do

and what we will allow to happen.

His officers, there are 9,000 of them,

but that is not enough to be everywhere.

They literally can't be everywhere.

Half of them are gonna work one shift.

Half of them are gonna work the other 12.

- Oh, we going to be to closing.

- Are you gonna, are you gonna keep the building?

- No, this is not belong to us.

- Oh.

- This is to rent. Yeah.

- Then once everything comes back,

you're gonna have the same setup.

- Yeah. We're gonna have the same setup,

but it might be far away.

Because it's still early, you know?

- They're coming back to soon.

- Yeah. I want make sure that everyone's safe.

That's why, you know, I tell all employee,

you can get the food from here

that you don't have to go out.

- [Speaker On TV] There are legitimate reasons

at the core of this,

there are legitimate grievances.

- Yeah. This is the temple in my hometown

or what my heart had on the qu Camara.

And 12 year I send the money on my part of tip

to the poor kid in my high school.

And my mom's school was 80 scholarship

for money under his name.

Nobody know who send the money until now.

And now the restaurant closed. I don't have money.

The kid, I feel so much.

You know.

- You sure we got the right sauces at the right bag?

- Yeah, it did. The, the, no, not that much.

This one might be.

- That's separate order.

- Yeah. It separate.

Yeah.

- See you next week.

- Yeah. Thank you. Yeah.

Send me the message. Yeah.

- [Speaker On TV] 5:30 in the morning city Metro buses,

county buses were destroyed.

(sirens wailing)

(Caddy whispering)

(drumming)

- [Harry] Mother, Father, write your own script.

You can write your own way.

You can be the victim.

Or you can be the hero.

You are your own path.

Hey!

What does it mean?

- It means, nothing.

(woman laughing)

(gong ringing)

(fast drumming)

(Harry shouting)

- [Speaker On Radio] There will continue to be

a city wide curfew

in the city of Los Angeles

and also a number of other cities, Pasadena, Santa Monica.

And similar cities that-

- Arthur?

- Yes.

- Yes.

- Oh my God.

Thank you.

- Oh, you're welcome.

- Thank you so much.

I'm so glad you made it.

I worried you wouldn't be able to make it through

with all the riots.

- Yeah.

- Now don't drive too fast please.

- Okay. Are you okay though?

- Yes. I'm fine.

Yes, I'm fine.

- You smell like smoke. Were they smoking?

- Oh, I was only in there for a little while.

Yes they were. They were smoking a lot.

- Who smokes these days. That's so weird.

- They were and they weren't just smoking tobacco.

- Like cigarettes?

Oh, not just tobacco?

- No not just tobacco. They were all over each other.

- Really?

- Yes.

(drumming and music plays)

(Harry shouting)

(Everyone chanting)

(dog barking)

(Harry and everyone chanting)

(gong ringing)

(dog barking)

(bells chiming)

- I'm going to take you home.

- Mm. Thank you.

- Come on let's go.

- Take me home.

- Get in the car.

- Where are your shoes.

- Ah, fuck shoes.

- You're quiet.

- Yeah.

- Well, what are they gonna do without you?

- Oh, they're gonna be fine. They'll sleep.

Sleep and go into that gentle good night.

- I don't know. But that sounds permanent to me.

- It's not all permanence.

(Harry laughing)

- You're kidding?

- No I'm not.

I'm not kidding you.

(melancholy music plays)

- There's no afterlife.

- If there isn't, soon we forget.

- There's no afterlife.

- Our consciousness is dispersed.

- Shared.

- Shared.

- I got, I got a, I got a son that's out here, man.

He's homeless. He's been homeless for a couple years now.

He's a good kid.

He's straight a kid, he's diagnosed with bipolarism

and he's 20.

He's outside. Somewhere, and that kid,

every time I pass a tent I just peek.

Breathe. And-

- You'll find him.

- Yeah., I'll find him.

It's all myself to make sure that he feels secure time.

I did. I did before we used to, you know,

its my first, my son, I only have two kids.

That's Renee, looks just like him.

Well, and I never,

they used to ask me what did you have any sad days.

(Harry laughing)

Some days I'm shaving. I said, I wonder, just be easy.

- Why you stopping here?

I want to go over there.

- I know. I'm just trying to catch my breath.

- Pray for your soul.

- You ready to go home?

- I'm ready to go home. You know why?

Because I love my wife.

- You should.

- I love green.

- You should.

You should love her with all your heart.

- And yeah, I've abused her. I've tortured her.

Done terrible things. I've been unfaithful.

I love her.

- Do you think she knows that?

- I do.

But I want her to know that I love her.

- You just tell her,

You just tell her as soon as you walk in that house.

(Harry coughing)

- My love.

Marshmallows!

I love you.

(guitar strumming)

(music playing)

- What up buddy?

- Hold on. How you guys doing tonight?

- I'm all right.

- Listen.

I need some help.

My son is out there somewhere.

His name is Cecil.

Have you seen him?

- I don't know.

Does he live around here?

- I'm just not sure.

- What do you got man?

- I don't have shit.

I got food. I got shelter.

I got a houses that you can, just trust me.

Trust me, something.

- Nah man. Don't get weird, man.

- You say that one more time

I'm gonna drop you off somewhere, okay.

I Already told you that.

- Hey man. I'm not,

you're the one asking me to get in your car.

- Yeah, I know.

But you keep like you don't trust me.

If you don't trust me, walk away.

(traffic noise)

- I trust him.

- All right. All right. Okay.

- Trust me now?

- Yeah, Yeah.

- You trust me.

At any point you want me to stop,

turn around, you just let me know, okay?

- Okay.

- All right.

I don't know how you guys know it's just the streets.

- How long has your son been on the streets?

- He's been gone,

well, one first time he went, he was gone for six years.

- Oh.

- Then I got him back and went on the program.

One class away from his GED.

I had to go to the hospital for something

and I guess it was too much pressure and, and he went out.

He went away again.

(piano and melancholy music playing)

(birds chirping)

- Check out your new place.

- Thanks.

(dog barking)

- And we got a dog.

- Unbelievable.

Hello.

- Be good to yourselves.

- Okay.

Man.

Hello?

- Look at all this they got food and .

I don't believe it.

Holy shit.

This is like, oh wow.

Look at all this.

(flies buzzing)

(Harry shouting)

(blood trickling)

(tantric music plays)

♪ I'm traveling blind ♪

♪ Seems our love is gone. ♪

♪ I'm on my own. ♪

♪ I'm part blind. ♪

♪ He said goodnight ♪

♪ Then he walked away. ♪

♪ And I know I'm traveling blind. ♪

♪ No one is here. ♪

♪ Now I see ♪

♪ I fly above my memories ♪

♪ No dead from death again ♪

♪ I'm on my own. ♪

♪ I'm gone now ♪

♪ What is here ♪

♪ What I see ♪

♪ I fly above our memories ♪

♪ Now death fly ♪

♪ I'm on my own ♪

(car honking)

(ominous music plays)

(Caddy laughing)

Oh god. Forgive me.

God forgive me.

Can you forgive me.

Can you.

(elevator beeping)

(melancholy music plays)