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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:19,269 --> 00:00:21,431 Alright. 2 00:00:25,192 --> 00:00:28,310 You ready for one more? 3 00:01:06,984 --> 00:01:10,398 ♪ I got a girlfriend 4 00:01:10,571 --> 00:01:13,939 ♪ She said she loves me 5 00:01:14,116 --> 00:01:17,575 ♪ She likes to hold me 6 00:01:17,744 --> 00:01:20,612 ♪ She once told me... ♪ 7 00:01:20,789 --> 00:01:24,658 ♪ 'Cause she don't mind 8 00:01:24,835 --> 00:01:27,578 ♪ Nothing, nothing 9 00:01:27,754 --> 00:01:31,668 ♪ Yeah, she don't mind 10 00:01:31,842 --> 00:01:34,835 ♪ Nothing, nothing... ♪ 11 00:01:48,066 --> 00:01:51,025 - With the band? - No, record label. 12 00:01:51,194 --> 00:01:53,436 You'd better put that on. 13 00:01:53,614 --> 00:01:55,150 Yes, sir. 14 00:02:05,334 --> 00:02:06,825 Whoa! 15 00:02:10,922 --> 00:02:12,629 Guys, clean-up on aisle seven. 16 00:02:12,799 --> 00:02:14,586 What's up, man? 17 00:02:22,100 --> 00:02:25,764 Hi, Leo. Keep playing with that thing, you're gonna go blind. 18 00:02:25,937 --> 00:02:28,020 Matt, where are we on that sit-down with Elijah? 19 00:02:28,190 --> 00:02:30,682 - I told you, talk to Zeke. - Yeah. Zeke said talk to you. 20 00:02:30,859 --> 00:02:32,395 We want the cover. 21 00:02:32,569 --> 00:02:35,027 Jeff won't come in until he sees the article. 22 00:02:35,197 --> 00:02:37,029 But it's a definite possibility. 23 00:02:37,199 --> 00:02:39,407 - It's alright. - I gotta go, Leo. 24 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:41,488 Come on, Matt. Is he gonna do it or not? 25 00:02:41,662 --> 00:02:43,995 It's a 'definite possibility'. 26 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:54,997 We love you, New York! 27 00:02:56,218 --> 00:02:58,710 - How's it going, man? - We'll see you soon! 28 00:03:00,305 --> 00:03:01,796 What's up? 29 00:03:05,435 --> 00:03:07,142 What's up, man? 30 00:03:30,544 --> 00:03:32,251 Elijah! 31 00:03:32,421 --> 00:03:34,378 Got a visitor. 32 00:03:35,716 --> 00:03:37,082 Hi. 33 00:03:37,259 --> 00:03:39,717 - Hey. - Great set, man. 34 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:41,422 - Thank you. - Yeah. 35 00:03:42,889 --> 00:03:44,425 - Did you talk to him? - Not yet. 36 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:47,262 - Would you talk to him? - Talk to me about what? 37 00:03:51,273 --> 00:03:52,935 Talk to me about what? 38 00:03:55,277 --> 00:03:57,234 Elijah just signed with Interscope. 39 00:03:58,613 --> 00:04:00,104 What?! 40 00:04:01,116 --> 00:04:02,732 Are you fucking joking? 41 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:04,741 What's going on? 42 00:04:04,911 --> 00:04:06,948 You're just slow, man. 43 00:04:07,122 --> 00:04:09,535 I'm slow? What do you mean, I'm slow? 44 00:04:09,708 --> 00:04:11,394 - He doesn't mean slow. - Wait. He said slow. 45 00:04:11,418 --> 00:04:13,205 Just shut up, OK? What do you mean, slow? 46 00:04:13,378 --> 00:04:15,165 I haven't had a record out in a year. 47 00:04:15,338 --> 00:04:18,206 You're getting ready to cut an album. We just booked a studio. 48 00:04:18,383 --> 00:04:20,796 Look, Interscope's got two songs ready to go. 49 00:04:20,969 --> 00:04:22,380 And they're fucking good. 50 00:04:22,554 --> 00:04:24,341 OK. But they're not yours. 51 00:04:24,514 --> 00:04:26,176 I thought you wanted to do your own stuff. 52 00:04:26,349 --> 00:04:28,762 We've been telling you for a while that we need a new single. 53 00:04:28,935 --> 00:04:29,935 OK? 54 00:04:32,147 --> 00:04:34,104 Jesus. Elijah. Come on, man. 55 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:37,017 I got nothing but love for you, man. Really. 56 00:04:37,194 --> 00:04:38,651 It's not personal. 57 00:04:41,823 --> 00:04:43,314 Yeah. 58 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:46,067 Here. 59 00:05:04,054 --> 00:05:05,511 Morning, Eve. 60 00:05:06,890 --> 00:05:09,007 - Morning, Matt. - Hi. 61 00:05:09,184 --> 00:05:12,097 - Does she know about, um... - Everyone knows. 62 00:05:14,689 --> 00:05:17,102 Hey, can you pull me Elijah's sheet when you have a chance? 63 00:05:17,275 --> 00:05:18,686 Thanks. 64 00:05:18,860 --> 00:05:20,522 Matt Ryder's office. This is Kim. 65 00:05:20,695 --> 00:05:22,527 I'm sorry. Mr Ryder is in a meeting right now. 66 00:05:22,697 --> 00:05:24,029 Can you return? Great. Thank you. 67 00:05:24,199 --> 00:05:25,799 Shit! This is how much we're holding too. 68 00:05:25,826 --> 00:05:27,192 Rob Marker's office. This is Kim. 69 00:05:27,369 --> 00:05:28,729 - Rob Marker's office? - I'm sorry. 70 00:05:28,870 --> 00:05:30,550 I don't have him right now. Can you return? 71 00:05:30,664 --> 00:05:32,371 Great. Thank you. 72 00:05:32,541 --> 00:05:33,952 What the hell's that? 73 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:36,993 - Marker's been promoted. - Really? Hm. 74 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:39,878 And Mr Lepselter actually wants to see you right now. 75 00:05:42,551 --> 00:05:44,258 Sit down. 76 00:05:48,139 --> 00:05:49,596 Am I about to get fired? 77 00:05:49,766 --> 00:05:51,223 Sit down. 78 00:05:53,478 --> 00:05:54,935 Come on, I've been working for you 79 00:05:55,105 --> 00:05:57,347 since before you could make payroll - 10 years. 80 00:05:57,524 --> 00:05:59,766 And I've kept you on at a loss for the last few. 81 00:05:59,943 --> 00:06:02,151 A loss? Really? OK. 82 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:05,188 You know, I brought you a Coldplay demo in '99. 83 00:06:05,365 --> 00:06:08,153 You didn't even listen to it. Arcade Fire in 2003. 84 00:06:08,326 --> 00:06:10,263 A bootleg, and you were like, "Yeah. Great in concert. 85 00:06:10,287 --> 00:06:11,994 "Won't translate to the airwaves." 86 00:06:12,163 --> 00:06:14,701 Three years ago, I had the Spare Sevens, here, in the room, 87 00:06:14,875 --> 00:06:16,207 in the fucking room, but then... 88 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:18,163 I blew a few good calls for you. So what? 89 00:06:18,336 --> 00:06:20,189 You've been cashing that chit in for years, Matt. 90 00:06:20,213 --> 00:06:22,191 I know music better than anybody else in this fucking office. 91 00:06:22,215 --> 00:06:23,877 Yeah. You've got a great ear. 92 00:06:24,050 --> 00:06:25,970 And that would've made you irreplaceable in 1998. 93 00:06:26,052 --> 00:06:28,465 - Bullshit. It still matters. - Music is a commodity. 94 00:06:28,638 --> 00:06:30,254 And it's airborne. You can't protect it. 95 00:06:30,432 --> 00:06:32,072 And you can't sell what you can't protect. 96 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,140 The only thing you can sell, Matt, is the artist, 97 00:06:34,311 --> 00:06:36,122 and you haven't been signing any, and last night, 98 00:06:36,146 --> 00:06:38,479 you let your meal ticket walk out that door. 99 00:06:39,941 --> 00:06:41,432 Yeah. 100 00:06:41,610 --> 00:06:43,021 Yeah, well... 101 00:06:43,194 --> 00:06:45,277 I'm still working 'em. 102 00:06:45,447 --> 00:06:48,030 - Working who? - The Spare Sevens. 103 00:06:48,199 --> 00:06:50,065 - Spare Sevens? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 104 00:06:50,243 --> 00:06:52,906 - Right. - Hey. I'm not joking. 105 00:06:53,079 --> 00:06:54,974 No, no, no. They're... They're not happy at Sony. 106 00:06:54,998 --> 00:06:57,786 The label rushed their last album. They're pissed. 107 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,951 The Spare Sevens are about to pop globally. 108 00:07:00,128 --> 00:07:02,008 If they're not happy, Sony will make them happy. 109 00:07:02,130 --> 00:07:03,496 No. These guys aren't like Elijah. 110 00:07:03,673 --> 00:07:05,633 They actually want to take the time to make music, 111 00:07:05,717 --> 00:07:07,583 the way real bands used to make it. 112 00:07:07,761 --> 00:07:11,380 I've talked to their manager, Dan, at PMO. 113 00:07:11,556 --> 00:07:14,720 - You have a sit-down? - I will. 114 00:07:19,522 --> 00:07:20,933 I'll give you two weeks. 115 00:07:21,107 --> 00:07:22,439 Not because I owe it to you 116 00:07:22,609 --> 00:07:24,646 but because I want the Spare Sevens. 117 00:07:38,833 --> 00:07:40,324 Hello. 118 00:07:42,504 --> 00:07:44,621 You have no pictures. 119 00:07:44,798 --> 00:07:47,165 Like, on your walls and your... your desk. 120 00:07:47,342 --> 00:07:50,176 You don't have any photos. Who doesn't hang up a picture? 121 00:07:50,345 --> 00:07:52,698 No, that's a good question. Here's another one. Who are you? 122 00:07:52,722 --> 00:07:55,082 Most people in their office, they have photos of their wife, 123 00:07:55,225 --> 00:07:57,933 girlfriend, dog - something. 124 00:07:58,103 --> 00:08:01,437 Hm. Yeah, well, my wife left me. Don't have a girlfriend. 125 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:03,584 And I'm afraid of dogs. Sorry to disappoint. Excuse me. 126 00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:05,895 Yes. 127 00:08:06,069 --> 00:08:09,403 Hi. Yeah, there is a... strange woman standing in my office. 128 00:08:09,572 --> 00:08:11,689 - On my way. - I'm not strange. 129 00:08:11,866 --> 00:08:14,074 - You're a little strange. - I work for Ben. 130 00:08:14,244 --> 00:08:16,611 Oh! Oh, you work for Ben. 131 00:08:16,788 --> 00:08:19,576 Oh, OK. Well, that's great. I don't know who that is. 132 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:22,492 Benjamin Asher Ryder. Your father. 133 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:26,746 Sorry. I'm, um... I'm Zooey Kern. 134 00:08:26,923 --> 00:08:29,961 I'm Ben's nurse/personal assistant. 135 00:08:30,135 --> 00:08:32,127 Uh, listen, Miss Kern, 136 00:08:32,303 --> 00:08:34,183 this has already been a monumentally shitty day, 137 00:08:34,305 --> 00:08:36,283 and I haven't even started dealing with the West Coast yet. 138 00:08:36,307 --> 00:08:38,299 So... Hey, Kim! 139 00:08:38,476 --> 00:08:39,912 Not exactly sure what you're doing here, 140 00:08:39,936 --> 00:08:41,427 and, honestly, I don't care, so... 141 00:08:41,604 --> 00:08:43,220 Ben's dying. 142 00:08:49,571 --> 00:08:52,188 Right. See, I thought I covered that with "I don't care". 143 00:08:53,408 --> 00:08:55,821 - He has liver cancer. - Uh-huh. 144 00:08:55,994 --> 00:08:59,783 And he's got three months left, maybe four. 145 00:08:59,956 --> 00:09:01,822 Sorry, Matt. I was in with Marker. 146 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,411 Miss, do you have an appointment? 147 00:09:03,585 --> 00:09:05,305 Wouldn't you know if she had an appointment? 148 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:07,040 - It was rhetorical. - Listen. 149 00:09:07,213 --> 00:09:08,954 I need you to show this woman out, OK? 150 00:09:09,132 --> 00:09:11,402 Then I need you to get a hold of Dan Summers at PMO Talent. 151 00:09:11,426 --> 00:09:13,463 Let him know I want to talk about the Spare Sevens. 152 00:09:13,636 --> 00:09:15,316 No. Actually, just... say that it's urgent. 153 00:09:15,388 --> 00:09:17,801 - Rob Marker's office... - Are you kidding me?! 154 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:24,362 Alright. I'll just call security myself, then. 155 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:26,317 I don't think you actually have security, do you? 156 00:09:26,357 --> 00:09:28,599 No. No, we don't. 157 00:09:28,777 --> 00:09:30,217 So, are you familiar with Kodachrome? 158 00:09:30,278 --> 00:09:33,066 Yes. 159 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:34,919 Paul Simon, 1973. What do you want to know? 160 00:09:35,075 --> 00:09:36,691 Yeah, not that. Kodachrome film. 161 00:09:36,868 --> 00:09:38,596 Your father always shoots his series on Kodachrome 162 00:09:38,620 --> 00:09:40,473 because he prefers his pictures to be projected... 163 00:09:40,497 --> 00:09:41,783 With light, rather than printed. 164 00:09:41,956 --> 00:09:43,322 Yeah, no, I know his whole spiel. 165 00:09:43,500 --> 00:09:45,116 There's only one place left in the world 166 00:09:45,293 --> 00:09:46,784 that processes Kodachrome, 167 00:09:46,961 --> 00:09:48,606 and that's Dwayne's Photo in Parsons, Kansas. 168 00:09:48,630 --> 00:09:51,213 But Kodak has decided to stop manufacturing the dyes, 169 00:09:51,382 --> 00:09:52,668 so after next week, 170 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:54,445 it will be impossible to develop Kodachrome film. 171 00:09:54,469 --> 00:09:55,585 Amazing. 172 00:09:55,762 --> 00:09:56,923 Your father found four rolls 173 00:09:57,097 --> 00:09:58,429 he shot a really long time ago 174 00:09:58,598 --> 00:09:59,930 and he never got them developed 175 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,780 and it woke something up in him, so he's... 176 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,847 He's decided that he's gonna have one last show. 177 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:05,636 How about that? Good for him. OK. 178 00:10:05,814 --> 00:10:08,056 This has been very, very, um... annoying. 179 00:10:08,233 --> 00:10:10,395 - Here. Let me show you out. - Can I ju... 180 00:10:10,568 --> 00:10:12,730 Ben needs to get these rolls to Kansas 181 00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:14,691 and he can't fly, not in his condition. 182 00:10:14,864 --> 00:10:17,134 If only there was a service that delivered packages overnight. 183 00:10:17,158 --> 00:10:19,901 - Yeah. He doesn't trust FedEx. - Of course not. 184 00:10:20,078 --> 00:10:23,071 Well, you're his nurse/assistant/whatever. 185 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:24,568 Don't you have a driver's licence? 186 00:10:24,707 --> 00:10:26,039 - Yeah, I do. - There you go. 187 00:10:26,209 --> 00:10:27,825 Uh, but... 188 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:30,244 Ben wants you to drive him. 189 00:10:31,422 --> 00:10:33,414 Hm. You know what? 190 00:10:33,591 --> 00:10:35,986 I'm gonna try to explain this as clearly as possible, alright? 191 00:10:36,010 --> 00:10:38,798 I have not spoken to the man in over a decade. 192 00:10:38,972 --> 00:10:41,214 And there's no way in hell I'm going to Kansas with him. 193 00:10:41,391 --> 00:10:42,598 Or anywhere. You got it? 194 00:10:42,767 --> 00:10:44,167 Come to dinner at the house tonight. 195 00:10:44,269 --> 00:10:46,101 I know I'm talking 'cause I can hear my voice. 196 00:10:46,271 --> 00:10:47,387 Matt! 197 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,731 He's dying. 198 00:10:52,819 --> 00:10:55,357 You should go see him one last time. 199 00:11:03,454 --> 00:11:06,413 There'll be a car waiting for you downstairs. 200 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:39,070 Hey, Matt. 201 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:41,357 Larry Holt. Ben's manager. 202 00:11:41,534 --> 00:11:43,196 Yeah. I remember you. 203 00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:46,487 Oh, the last time I saw you, you were still a teenager. 204 00:11:47,874 --> 00:11:49,536 That's great. 205 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:52,873 Well, maybe we should get inside. 206 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:13,180 He's in there. 207 00:12:20,949 --> 00:12:22,941 ♪ You're so good for me 208 00:12:24,118 --> 00:12:26,735 ♪ You can be mine 209 00:12:27,914 --> 00:12:29,246 ♪ Hey! 210 00:12:29,415 --> 00:12:31,077 ♪ You're so good for me 211 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:35,419 ♪ You're so good for me 212 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:39,673 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! ♪ 213 00:12:54,649 --> 00:12:57,232 I didn't think you'd come. 214 00:13:01,739 --> 00:13:03,025 Those look familiar. 215 00:13:03,199 --> 00:13:06,283 Well, they should. They're yours. 216 00:13:06,452 --> 00:13:08,409 You want to bang around a little? 217 00:13:09,539 --> 00:13:12,156 - No, I don't play anymore. - Well, that's too bad. 218 00:13:13,459 --> 00:13:15,792 You used to be pretty good. 219 00:13:35,857 --> 00:13:37,849 I'm sorry for the smell. 220 00:13:38,860 --> 00:13:40,647 You know, the meds, they give me... 221 00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:42,311 They give me gas. 222 00:14:11,601 --> 00:14:13,183 So, Matt... 223 00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:15,094 Larry tells me things haven't been 224 00:14:15,271 --> 00:14:17,137 going so well for you at the record label. 225 00:14:17,315 --> 00:14:20,183 I was... I was telling Ben that the record labels 226 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:23,023 can't seem to find a sustainable business model. 227 00:14:23,196 --> 00:14:26,109 You told me he was gonna be out on his ass any day now. 228 00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:28,444 - Jesus, Ben. - Well, where'd you hear that? 229 00:14:28,618 --> 00:14:31,201 - Larry knows everything. - Behave. 230 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:32,953 I'm dying. I don't have time to behave. 231 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:35,455 Oh, come on. That's bullshit. 232 00:14:35,625 --> 00:14:37,662 You were a prick long before you had the cancer. 233 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:40,077 That's true enough. 234 00:14:41,422 --> 00:14:43,254 At least you two are talking. 235 00:14:43,424 --> 00:14:45,165 This is good. 236 00:14:48,388 --> 00:14:50,220 So, how much time you got left? 237 00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:55,175 It depends on which doctor you talk to. 238 00:14:55,353 --> 00:14:57,720 I'm betting tits up by New Year's. 239 00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:00,764 Why did you get divorced? 240 00:15:00,942 --> 00:15:03,650 She catch you in flagrante with some other babe? 241 00:15:04,987 --> 00:15:07,187 - You'd like that, wouldn't you? - Or did you catch her? 242 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:08,800 Just because you fucked around on my mom 243 00:15:08,825 --> 00:15:10,260 all the time doesn't mean everyone does. 244 00:15:10,284 --> 00:15:11,866 You guys may want to pace yourselves. 245 00:15:12,036 --> 00:15:14,098 Your mother and I had a very complicated relationship. 246 00:15:14,122 --> 00:15:15,522 Complicated by you putting your dick 247 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:16,909 in every woman you met, right? 248 00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,745 Your mother forgave me. 249 00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:20,955 Yeah. Well, she died alone, Ben. 250 00:15:21,129 --> 00:15:23,667 - So will I. - Yeah, but you deserve to. 251 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:24,956 Hey! 252 00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:31,970 It's OK. We're just... We're just catching up here. 253 00:15:32,140 --> 00:15:35,008 - People change. - No, they don't. 254 00:15:36,227 --> 00:15:38,219 Why don't we talk about the trip? 255 00:15:38,396 --> 00:15:40,479 Well, I can save us all a lot of trouble here. 256 00:15:40,648 --> 00:15:42,981 I'm not going on any trip. 257 00:15:45,987 --> 00:15:48,354 You are a desperate old man, 258 00:15:48,531 --> 00:15:52,195 trying to, what, manufacture some bullshit redemption? 259 00:15:52,368 --> 00:15:54,360 Why? 260 00:15:54,537 --> 00:15:56,199 So you can pretend that your... 261 00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:58,204 ..empty, selfish life 262 00:15:58,374 --> 00:16:00,286 was anything but meaningless? 263 00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,918 Thanks but no, thanks. 264 00:16:04,088 --> 00:16:06,580 And just so you know, when you are dead, 265 00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:09,295 no-one's even gonna care that you're gone. 266 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:12,553 I mean, maybe these two, but you pay for them. 267 00:16:42,752 --> 00:16:44,038 Hello? 268 00:16:44,212 --> 00:16:46,169 - Matt. Larry Holt. - Hey, Larry. 269 00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:48,046 I want to discuss... 270 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,387 Come on, man. 271 00:17:01,395 --> 00:17:03,635 - Matt, don't hang up. - Not gonna change my mind. 272 00:17:03,731 --> 00:17:05,563 I know. So I'm gonna change it for you. 273 00:17:05,733 --> 00:17:07,973 Oh, you are? Really? OK. Well, how are you gonna do that? 274 00:17:08,110 --> 00:17:11,069 The Spare Sevens. I can get you a sit-down. 275 00:17:12,907 --> 00:17:14,239 Go on. 276 00:17:14,408 --> 00:17:16,320 Their manager used to work for me. 277 00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:19,237 He says you've been calling all day. 278 00:17:19,413 --> 00:17:21,746 They're gonna be playing in Chicago in a few days. 279 00:17:21,916 --> 00:17:25,080 Some radio station thing. You can swing by on your way. 280 00:17:25,253 --> 00:17:28,041 Wait. Hold on. What do you mean, "on my way"? 281 00:17:28,214 --> 00:17:30,171 You talking about Kansas, yeah? 282 00:17:30,341 --> 00:17:32,821 Look, man, I don't know how to make this any more clear to you, 283 00:17:32,927 --> 00:17:34,463 but that's just not gonna happen. 284 00:17:34,637 --> 00:17:36,219 Look. 285 00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:38,346 Ben needs the show and you need that meeting. 286 00:17:38,516 --> 00:17:40,052 And trust me... 287 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:42,183 ..this is the only way you'll get it. 288 00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:47,894 I'm not gonna go with him, Larry. 289 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:50,059 It's not happening. 290 00:17:50,236 --> 00:17:52,353 Please, don't call back. 291 00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:14,628 Fuck! 292 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:36,571 Good morning, Matthew. Glad you reconsidered. 293 00:18:36,741 --> 00:18:38,903 So, what's up with the Sevens? 294 00:18:39,076 --> 00:18:40,988 The show's Saturday. 295 00:18:41,162 --> 00:18:43,654 I'll make arrangements for a meeting afterwards. 296 00:18:43,831 --> 00:18:45,288 Mm-hm. 297 00:18:47,668 --> 00:18:50,331 Still drive that, huh? Did you fix the roof yet? 298 00:18:50,504 --> 00:18:52,587 I'm sorry. Would you like to take your car? 299 00:18:52,757 --> 00:18:54,373 I don't have a car. 300 00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:56,007 Then that settles that, doesn't it? 301 00:18:56,177 --> 00:18:57,884 The car runs fine, Matt. 302 00:18:58,054 --> 00:19:00,341 Oh, what? You're going too, huh? 303 00:19:00,514 --> 00:19:02,221 Unless you want to give me my shots. 304 00:19:02,391 --> 00:19:05,680 - Is that OK with you? - Fine with me. 305 00:19:07,188 --> 00:19:09,180 - Alright, then. - Let's go! 306 00:19:09,357 --> 00:19:11,519 We're burning daylight. 307 00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:15,985 In two miles, merge onto I-80 west. 308 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,987 Could you not text and drive, please? 309 00:19:18,157 --> 00:19:20,945 I'm not texting. I'm looking at texts. There's a difference. 310 00:19:21,118 --> 00:19:22,950 Hey, this car doesn't have 311 00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:25,077 an iPhone jack or anything like that, does it? 312 00:19:25,247 --> 00:19:27,409 We're strictly analog here. 313 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:29,916 Some cassettes in the glove compartment. 314 00:19:30,086 --> 00:19:34,251 In 1.5 miles, stay to the right to merge onto... 315 00:19:34,423 --> 00:19:35,914 - Zooey. - Mm-hm? 316 00:19:36,092 --> 00:19:37,532 Hand me that thing for a second. 317 00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:39,213 Yeah. 318 00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:44,927 What the hell are you doing?! 319 00:19:45,101 --> 00:19:47,013 Like I said, strictly analog. 320 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,143 We gotta drive halfway across the country, man. 321 00:19:49,313 --> 00:19:51,500 Yeah, that's right, and I'm not gonna have some robot bitch 322 00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,060 whining in my ear all the way there, 323 00:19:53,234 --> 00:19:55,442 sending me on some sterile Interstates. 324 00:19:55,611 --> 00:19:57,443 We have a week to get to Kansas. 325 00:19:57,613 --> 00:20:00,026 We're taking the scenic route. 326 00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:02,111 We're gonna use this map here. 327 00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:03,820 You remember what a map is? 328 00:20:03,994 --> 00:20:05,826 Yeah. I know what a map is. 329 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:10,602 - Turn that up, will you, Zo? - Yep. 330 00:20:10,626 --> 00:20:12,037 I love this song. 331 00:20:18,926 --> 00:20:20,792 What are you doing? 332 00:20:20,970 --> 00:20:22,427 Nothing. 333 00:20:48,706 --> 00:20:50,743 Ben, you're here. 334 00:20:59,508 --> 00:21:01,194 Hey, there's a diner across the street. 335 00:21:01,218 --> 00:21:03,175 We should meet up later and grab dinner. 336 00:21:03,345 --> 00:21:05,507 That sounds like a plan. 337 00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:07,764 Yeah, you guys go ahead. 338 00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:09,674 I'm just gonna get in a quick work-out, 339 00:21:09,852 --> 00:21:11,434 make it an early night. 340 00:21:22,156 --> 00:21:23,397 Hey. 341 00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:27,530 - Don't give me that look. - Oh, OK. 342 00:21:27,703 --> 00:21:30,787 You know what? You need to let your guard down. 343 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:33,619 - Excuse me? - Yeah. 344 00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:35,204 - I know you're scared. - Scared? 345 00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:36,993 - Yeah. - What am I scared of exactly? 346 00:21:37,171 --> 00:21:38,833 You're scared to open yourself up to him. 347 00:21:39,006 --> 00:21:41,214 You're scared to let yourself love him again. 348 00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:44,509 - Wow. - Don't. 349 00:21:44,678 --> 00:21:47,136 - Wow. That's amazing. - Yeah. Mm-hm. 350 00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:48,797 I mean, forget therapy 351 00:21:48,974 --> 00:21:50,574 or the facts of my relationship with him. 352 00:21:50,684 --> 00:21:52,516 You spend, what, six hours in a car with me 353 00:21:52,686 --> 00:21:54,706 and you've already cracked the code - that's amazing. 354 00:21:54,730 --> 00:21:57,347 - Don't be such a dick about it. - I don't need to be a dick. 355 00:21:57,525 --> 00:22:00,359 I need to be... less scared to let him in. 356 00:22:00,528 --> 00:22:02,019 Or let him into... Um... 357 00:22:02,196 --> 00:22:03,858 - I'm just saying... - I'll mull it over. 358 00:22:04,031 --> 00:22:05,884 But I know it's something to do with me being scared. 359 00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:08,116 You made the effort to come, so you may as well try 360 00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:09,696 and get to know him a little bit. 361 00:22:09,870 --> 00:22:11,202 Watch your fingers. 362 00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:54,655 ♪ I like to hold your hand... ♪ 363 00:22:55,916 --> 00:22:57,248 Oh! 364 00:22:57,418 --> 00:23:02,584 ♪ But your hand isn't here anymore 365 00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:09,629 ♪ I like to see your eyes 366 00:23:13,100 --> 00:23:18,471 ♪ But your eyes do not see any longer 367 00:23:21,275 --> 00:23:25,770 ♪ I want to walk with you 368 00:23:28,657 --> 00:23:33,777 ♪ But our walks do not exist anymore 369 00:23:36,874 --> 00:23:41,790 ♪ No, your eyes do not see anymore... ♪ 370 00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:45,000 It was 1998 or so and I was in the White House 371 00:23:45,174 --> 00:23:48,463 doing a... a spread on Clinton, at Bill's request. 372 00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:50,673 It was right after the whole, you know, 373 00:23:50,846 --> 00:23:52,303 bullshit impeachment circus 374 00:23:52,473 --> 00:23:53,805 and Bill was trying to prove to... 375 00:23:53,974 --> 00:23:55,493 So you're calling the Lewinsky scandal bullshit 376 00:23:55,517 --> 00:23:57,258 'cause he cheated on his wife 377 00:23:57,436 --> 00:23:59,196 and then lied to the entire country about it? 378 00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:00,707 They all cheat. They all fuck around. 379 00:24:00,731 --> 00:24:02,334 You should know that better than anybody. 380 00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:03,394 - Ben! - What? 381 00:24:03,567 --> 00:24:05,024 After the way your marriage ended... 382 00:24:05,194 --> 00:24:07,652 - Stop it! Stop. - What? 383 00:24:07,821 --> 00:24:10,905 Just because Matt's here? Don't be an idiot. 384 00:24:11,075 --> 00:24:13,067 I mean, if anybody knows about fucking around... 385 00:24:13,243 --> 00:24:15,360 Hey. Hey, hey, hey. You need to stop talking now. 386 00:24:15,537 --> 00:24:18,120 - Leave her alone. Yeah? - It's OK. 387 00:24:20,209 --> 00:24:21,950 I do believe Matt here is defending you. 388 00:24:22,127 --> 00:24:24,289 Look, just go back to telling your bullshit stories 389 00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:26,170 about you and your fancy friends, OK? 390 00:24:26,340 --> 00:24:28,957 What we're seeing here now is jealousy, 391 00:24:29,134 --> 00:24:32,627 envy and resentment of a man living in the shadow 392 00:24:32,805 --> 00:24:34,762 of his father's accomplishments. 393 00:24:34,932 --> 00:24:38,050 Yeah, you've had a great big life. 394 00:24:38,227 --> 00:24:39,593 Yeah. You're damn straight, I did. 395 00:24:39,770 --> 00:24:41,477 Mm-hm. 396 00:24:41,647 --> 00:24:43,764 Where are all those friends now, while you're dying? 397 00:24:43,941 --> 00:24:45,648 - Matt. Stop. - Alone? 398 00:24:45,818 --> 00:24:48,401 My work will live on long after I'm gone. 399 00:24:48,570 --> 00:24:51,153 - Mmm. - What have you done? 400 00:24:57,538 --> 00:24:59,575 Holy shit! Look at that, man. 401 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:01,865 She gotta be 250 pounds or something. 402 00:25:02,042 --> 00:25:04,079 That outfit's beautiful. 403 00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:09,665 Can you just try and take it easy on him? 404 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,834 Me? Are you kidding me? I was defending you. 405 00:25:12,011 --> 00:25:14,594 You know, a month from now, two months... 406 00:25:14,763 --> 00:25:16,004 Mm-hm. 407 00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:18,673 ..he's going to be gone forever. 408 00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:21,389 No, I get it, OK? I understand the concept. 409 00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:24,851 It doesn't give him a free pass to be an asshole to people. 410 00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,983 OK. 411 00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:32,104 I'm gonna go back to the motel. 412 00:25:36,910 --> 00:25:39,573 Fuck. 413 00:25:39,747 --> 00:25:41,488 Here's your check, hon. 414 00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:43,577 Yeah. Thanks. 415 00:25:53,427 --> 00:25:55,293 ♪ Yes, I understand 416 00:25:55,471 --> 00:25:59,681 ♪ That every life must end, uh-huh 417 00:26:02,436 --> 00:26:08,433 ♪ As we sit alone, I know some day we must go, uh-huh... ♪ 418 00:26:11,195 --> 00:26:12,857 ♪ Oh, I'm a lucky man 419 00:26:13,030 --> 00:26:17,775 ♪ To count on both hands the ones I love 420 00:26:19,953 --> 00:26:22,366 ♪ Some folks just have one, yeah 421 00:26:22,539 --> 00:26:26,203 ♪ Others, they got none, uh-huh 422 00:26:29,213 --> 00:26:33,628 ♪ Stay with me, uh 423 00:26:33,801 --> 00:26:37,465 ♪ Let's just breathe 424 00:26:42,059 --> 00:26:46,303 ♪ Ooh, ooh-hoo 425 00:26:47,815 --> 00:26:49,522 ♪ Practised are my sins 426 00:26:49,691 --> 00:26:53,651 ♪ Never gonna let me win, uh-huh 427 00:26:56,573 --> 00:27:00,442 ♪ Under everything, just another human being... ♪ 428 00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:02,656 What? What's funny? 429 00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,663 Uh... 430 00:27:06,750 --> 00:27:10,710 When I was a kid, my mom used to take me up to the Poconos. 431 00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:12,996 - Mm-hm. - For a few weeks every summer. 432 00:27:13,173 --> 00:27:15,210 After we'd pass a few of those deer crossing signs 433 00:27:15,384 --> 00:27:17,125 that just went by... 434 00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:20,094 ..I remember I asked her... 435 00:27:21,098 --> 00:27:22,555 .."Mom... 436 00:27:22,724 --> 00:27:24,181 "..how do the deers know 437 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:26,092 "that's where they're supposed to cross?" 438 00:27:26,270 --> 00:27:29,229 I was being serious. I'm a kid. 439 00:27:29,398 --> 00:27:32,516 But she just... laughed her ass off, 440 00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:34,901 like it was the funniest thing she ever heard. 441 00:27:35,070 --> 00:27:37,483 That felt great, 'cause... 442 00:27:38,782 --> 00:27:40,899 I don't remember her laughing much. 443 00:27:44,872 --> 00:27:46,363 When did she die? 444 00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:50,996 Um... 445 00:27:52,754 --> 00:27:54,461 When I was 13. 446 00:27:57,718 --> 00:27:59,584 I'm so sorry. 447 00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:05,507 Anyway, after that, I moved out of New York, 448 00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:07,892 went to go live with my aunt and uncle in Cleveland. 449 00:28:09,938 --> 00:28:13,522 Ben was... He was working in Africa at the time. 450 00:28:15,485 --> 00:28:17,693 Hell, he didn't even make it back for the funeral. 451 00:28:17,863 --> 00:28:20,651 There was a civil war going on. 452 00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:23,612 - Mm-hm. - I'm not making excuses. 453 00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:25,947 I'm just... saying, 454 00:28:26,121 --> 00:28:29,580 if you think you had it rough, go spend some time in Africa. 455 00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:31,787 I'll remember that. 456 00:28:35,422 --> 00:28:37,288 We should go see him. 457 00:28:37,466 --> 00:28:40,755 - Go see who? - Your Uncle Dean. 458 00:28:40,928 --> 00:28:43,011 Cleveland's only an hour away 459 00:28:43,180 --> 00:28:46,218 and your Spare Sisters thing isn't until tomorrow night. 460 00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:49,555 I wouldn't mind seeing my brother... 461 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:53,096 ..one more time before I leave this planet. 462 00:28:54,149 --> 00:28:55,606 Yeah, but... 463 00:28:55,776 --> 00:28:57,768 Dean hates you. 464 00:28:58,946 --> 00:29:01,814 He doesn't hate me. He's just pissed off at me. 465 00:29:05,285 --> 00:29:09,120 ♪ Nothing you would take 466 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:13,784 ♪ Everything you gave 467 00:29:13,961 --> 00:29:17,705 ♪ Hold me till I die 468 00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:22,842 ♪ Meet you on the other side... ♪ 469 00:29:34,982 --> 00:29:38,146 - I'll be damned. - Hi, Dean. 470 00:29:40,529 --> 00:29:42,942 - You dying? - Is it that obvious? 471 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:44,822 Yeah, well, you're here, aren't you? 472 00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:47,234 Yes, I am. 473 00:29:48,578 --> 00:29:50,285 It's good to see you. 474 00:29:52,165 --> 00:29:53,851 Matt, what... What? What are you doing here? 475 00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:57,289 - Hi. That is a long story. - Yeah. I bet. 476 00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,232 - And who's this? - Hi. Sorry. I'm, um... 477 00:29:59,256 --> 00:30:00,656 - This is Zooey. - Yep, Zooey. 478 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:03,119 - Is that Matty? Oh! - Uncle Dean. Nice to meet you. 479 00:30:03,176 --> 00:30:04,667 - Hi. - Hey. 480 00:30:06,346 --> 00:30:09,134 - Ben. - Hi, Sarah. 481 00:30:09,308 --> 00:30:11,140 He's dying. 482 00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:13,768 Well, not in our driveway, he isn't. Bring him on in! 483 00:30:13,937 --> 00:30:16,805 And you! Why didn't you tell me you were coming? 484 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:18,702 I'm sorry. It was a last-minute thing. 485 00:30:18,859 --> 00:30:20,316 - Hey! Hi! - Hi. 486 00:30:20,485 --> 00:30:23,148 - Yeah. This is, uh, Zooey. - Oh, Matty! 487 00:30:23,322 --> 00:30:25,109 Well, now, she's more like it. I mean... 488 00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:26,944 I told him not to marry the other one. 489 00:30:27,117 --> 00:30:28,574 - No. I, um... - OK. Well, there's... 490 00:30:28,744 --> 00:30:30,110 - Zooey is... is, um... - Yes. 491 00:30:30,287 --> 00:30:32,119 - Ben's nurse. - Yeah. 492 00:30:32,289 --> 00:30:35,032 Oh, because... your auras are conjoined. 493 00:30:35,208 --> 00:30:37,871 - I could see that immediately. - Yeah. Yeah. Um... 494 00:30:38,045 --> 00:30:41,288 - Aunt Sarah here can see auras. - Mm-hm. 495 00:30:41,465 --> 00:30:43,443 - And she can hear sarcasm too. - Of course she can. 496 00:30:43,467 --> 00:30:45,550 Yeah. So you guys are gonna spend the night? Yes? 497 00:30:45,719 --> 00:30:47,085 - If that's OK, yeah. - Great. 498 00:30:47,262 --> 00:30:48,822 Matty, you and Zooey take your old room. 499 00:30:48,972 --> 00:30:51,055 - But we are not together. - Nope. 500 00:31:03,445 --> 00:31:04,856 Hi. 501 00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:06,362 Hey. 502 00:31:06,531 --> 00:31:07,863 - This was your room? - Yeah. 503 00:31:08,033 --> 00:31:10,901 Basically, seventh, eighth grade through high school. 504 00:31:11,078 --> 00:31:14,037 Yeah. You were really into music. 505 00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:19,668 Yep. I'd say it's the... the one thing I inherited from Ben. 506 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,418 Actually, I would say that the, you know... 507 00:31:24,591 --> 00:31:26,753 ..the only memories, or good ones, at least, 508 00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:28,793 that I have of him were, uh... 509 00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:30,302 ..were listening to music. 510 00:31:30,472 --> 00:31:32,304 We had this little den and this... 511 00:31:32,474 --> 00:31:34,181 ..old Fisher stereo. 512 00:31:34,351 --> 00:31:36,183 I mean, it was new at the time, but... 513 00:31:36,353 --> 00:31:37,969 You know, he'd let me play records 514 00:31:38,146 --> 00:31:39,586 when he was going through his slides. 515 00:31:39,648 --> 00:31:40,648 Mm-hm. 516 00:31:40,650 --> 00:31:42,185 So, while most kids had... 517 00:31:42,359 --> 00:31:43,941 ..people singing 'em lullabies to sleep, 518 00:31:44,111 --> 00:31:46,068 I had Graham Nash singing 'Wounded Bird'. 519 00:31:48,115 --> 00:31:50,232 Let's see. What do we have here? 520 00:31:50,409 --> 00:31:52,901 - Ooh! Pearl Jam. - Mm-hm. 521 00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:55,411 Radiohead. Nirvana. 522 00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:57,321 What can I say? I was a moody kid. 523 00:31:57,499 --> 00:31:59,331 Yeah, you can tell a lot about someone's past 524 00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,367 from the music they listened to. 525 00:32:01,545 --> 00:32:03,958 Well, then, I guess you know a lot about my past now. 526 00:32:05,799 --> 00:32:07,586 Well, what do you think I listened to? 527 00:32:10,887 --> 00:32:13,049 That's a very interesting question. OK. 528 00:32:13,223 --> 00:32:15,215 I'll bite. 529 00:32:15,392 --> 00:32:18,055 But in order to do this to the best of my ability, 530 00:32:18,228 --> 00:32:20,686 I have to actually figure out your exact age, so... 531 00:32:20,856 --> 00:32:23,519 Excuse this. This might be a little rude. What are you...? 532 00:32:23,692 --> 00:32:25,900 - 28? - I'm 30. 533 00:32:26,069 --> 00:32:27,401 - You are? - Yeah. 534 00:32:27,571 --> 00:32:28,857 - Hey. Yeah. - Thank you. 535 00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:30,870 Dodged a bullet there. OK. Alright. That was... 536 00:32:30,991 --> 00:32:33,028 OK, so that means you were 537 00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:34,817 a freshman in college, like, in 2000? 538 00:32:34,995 --> 00:32:35,995 - Mm-hm. - Alright. 539 00:32:36,121 --> 00:32:38,408 So, then, you were into... 540 00:32:38,582 --> 00:32:40,995 Sorry to say, but you're a product of your environment. 541 00:32:41,168 --> 00:32:44,081 Top 40- I'm talking Britney, Christina, boy bands, 542 00:32:44,254 --> 00:32:46,086 NSYNC, Backstreet Boys, maybe a little Alanis 543 00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:47,588 when you were feeling dark. 544 00:32:47,757 --> 00:32:49,444 - Oh, please give me some credit. - But then... 545 00:32:49,468 --> 00:32:50,908 But then you started to rebel against 546 00:32:51,011 --> 00:32:52,752 your middle-class suburban values. 547 00:32:52,929 --> 00:32:55,012 - Is that what I was doing? OK. - Mm-hm. Or... 548 00:32:55,182 --> 00:32:56,784 Possibly, more than likely, you ended up meeting 549 00:32:56,808 --> 00:32:58,390 a guy who was into alternative music. 550 00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:01,098 Why do you assume that I changed for a guy? 551 00:33:01,271 --> 00:33:03,433 - Maybe he changed for me. - No, no, no, no. 552 00:33:03,607 --> 00:33:05,727 Guys don't change for girls. Not in college, at least. 553 00:33:05,817 --> 00:33:07,558 Well, when do they change, then? 554 00:33:07,736 --> 00:33:09,272 Much later. 555 00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:12,154 Usually when it's too late. 556 00:33:13,366 --> 00:33:14,698 Anyway, you started listening 557 00:33:14,868 --> 00:33:16,748 to bands that you thought would make you edgier, 558 00:33:16,786 --> 00:33:18,903 but, come on, they're still hopelessly mainstream, 559 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:21,058 and, you know, you're sitting there in your dorm room 560 00:33:21,082 --> 00:33:23,290 and you were listening to... 561 00:33:23,460 --> 00:33:25,201 ..Live. 562 00:33:27,047 --> 00:33:28,834 Like, who live? What live? 563 00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:30,568 No, the band Live. They were called Live. 564 00:33:30,592 --> 00:33:32,424 I don't know of a band called Live. 565 00:33:32,594 --> 00:33:34,927 - Live. You know, like... - ♪ I don't know... ♪ 566 00:33:35,096 --> 00:33:38,385 Actually could not name a single song that the band Live... 567 00:33:38,558 --> 00:33:39,958 I just sang one. Well, what about... 568 00:33:40,060 --> 00:33:41,746 You know 'Lightning Crashes'. Everyone knows that. 569 00:33:41,770 --> 00:33:43,456 That's the... ♪ Her placenta falls to the floor... ♪ 570 00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:44,846 - Oh, my God! - What? 571 00:33:45,023 --> 00:33:46,543 Most people know it because it's one of 572 00:33:46,608 --> 00:33:48,503 the only pop songs with the word 'placenta' in it. 573 00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:52,646 You're really bad at this. I was, like, a weird... sad punk. 574 00:33:52,822 --> 00:33:54,358 It was, like, the Smiths, Pixies... 575 00:33:54,533 --> 00:33:56,240 - But you loved Live. - Yeah, I loved Live. 576 00:33:56,409 --> 00:33:57,887 Biggest fan. You were Live's biggest fan. 577 00:33:57,911 --> 00:33:59,680 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Yeah. No, I'm not wrong. 578 00:33:59,704 --> 00:34:01,411 This isn't bad. 579 00:34:01,581 --> 00:34:02,581 What? 580 00:34:02,707 --> 00:34:04,619 - Galaxie 500. - Oh, yeah. 581 00:34:04,793 --> 00:34:06,125 - Obscure. - Indeed. 582 00:34:06,294 --> 00:34:08,126 Does your record player still work? 583 00:34:08,296 --> 00:34:11,630 - Fucking better. - Let's take it for a spin. 584 00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:13,291 Hm? 585 00:34:18,557 --> 00:34:23,973 ♪ My head will turn to yellow 586 00:34:24,145 --> 00:34:30,608 ♪ My eyes will turn to green 587 00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:35,772 ♪ My voice will turn to mellow 588 00:34:35,949 --> 00:34:41,741 ♪ But still I can't be seen 589 00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:47,333 ♪ Melt away 590 00:34:47,502 --> 00:34:53,419 ♪ I wanna melt away 591 00:34:53,592 --> 00:34:58,633 ♪ Melt away 592 00:34:58,805 --> 00:35:04,676 ♪ I wanna melt away... ♪ 593 00:35:06,271 --> 00:35:08,558 Yeah, yeah. Right? 594 00:35:08,732 --> 00:35:11,725 How's Hank? Is he married? Is Hank married yet? 595 00:35:11,901 --> 00:35:14,018 - Yeah. Yep. - Yep. Couple of years now. 596 00:35:14,195 --> 00:35:17,108 - Have any kids? - Not yet, but, you know. 597 00:35:17,282 --> 00:35:20,241 They're so young. I mean, there's no rush. 598 00:35:20,410 --> 00:35:24,529 So, what's so special about these photographs you need to... 599 00:35:24,706 --> 00:35:27,073 ..drive halfway across the country to get 'em developed? 600 00:35:27,250 --> 00:35:30,709 It is some of my early work, stuff I shot years ago. 601 00:35:30,879 --> 00:35:33,542 So, what happens if you get 'em back and they're garbage? 602 00:35:33,715 --> 00:35:35,547 I mean, how do you even know what's on them? 603 00:35:35,717 --> 00:35:38,255 I remember every shot I've ever taken. 604 00:35:38,428 --> 00:35:41,546 That's, like, hundreds of thousands of photos. 605 00:35:41,723 --> 00:35:44,306 - You remember all of 'em? - Yep. 606 00:35:44,476 --> 00:35:47,014 That's impressive. 607 00:35:48,772 --> 00:35:50,980 When's my birthday? 608 00:35:58,782 --> 00:36:01,741 - February 19. - February 19. 609 00:36:01,910 --> 00:36:03,742 You got it. 610 00:36:03,912 --> 00:36:06,575 Yeah. 611 00:36:15,131 --> 00:36:16,622 Last one. 612 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,086 - Thanks. - Yeah. 613 00:36:18,259 --> 00:36:20,421 It's good to see them together again. 614 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,843 It's good to see you with him. 615 00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:28,475 I don't know. 616 00:36:28,645 --> 00:36:30,056 He left us. 617 00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:32,267 Hell, he left you guys too. 618 00:36:33,358 --> 00:36:35,645 Now he's dying, so he comes back, 619 00:36:35,819 --> 00:36:37,606 and we're just letting him back in. 620 00:36:38,947 --> 00:36:40,984 It's like he's getting away with it or something. 621 00:36:41,157 --> 00:36:42,864 Matty, look at him. 622 00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:45,325 I mean, does that look like a man 623 00:36:45,495 --> 00:36:47,407 who's gotten away with anything? 624 00:36:53,837 --> 00:36:55,920 OK. I'm gonna... 625 00:36:56,089 --> 00:36:57,955 I'm gonna go upstairs. 626 00:36:58,133 --> 00:37:00,500 Try and get a little work done before I pass out. 627 00:37:03,179 --> 00:37:04,761 Can I take this, put wine in it 628 00:37:04,931 --> 00:37:06,763 and bring it upstairs and drink it in my room? 629 00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:08,373 Help yourself, darling. 630 00:37:08,518 --> 00:37:10,225 - Goodnight, sweetheart. - Goodnight. 631 00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:12,387 - I'm so glad you're here. - Me too. 632 00:37:12,564 --> 00:37:14,180 - I love you. - Love you too. 633 00:37:18,611 --> 00:37:21,024 Hey, guys, uh, going to bed. I'll see you in the morning. 634 00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:23,189 - OK. - Goodnight. 635 00:37:29,998 --> 00:37:32,081 - You good? - Yeah. 636 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,866 Yeah, no, I'm just a little tired. 637 00:37:34,043 --> 00:37:36,000 Gonna try and get some work done. 638 00:37:36,171 --> 00:37:38,413 I'm glad you're making this trip. 639 00:37:39,632 --> 00:37:40,964 Oh, a man should know his father, 640 00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:43,000 no matter what kind of bastard he is. 641 00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:49,431 You should come back here more often. 642 00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:51,137 I know. I'm sorry. 643 00:37:51,311 --> 00:37:53,473 It's OK. End of lecture. 644 00:37:53,646 --> 00:37:55,262 - It's good to see you. - Thanks. 645 00:38:07,076 --> 00:38:08,692 Yep. 646 00:38:08,870 --> 00:38:10,862 Hey. Saw... 647 00:38:11,039 --> 00:38:13,031 - Hey. - ..that your light was still on. 648 00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:15,200 Um, I... I got you... got you a glass of water. 649 00:38:15,376 --> 00:38:16,708 - Thanks. - Yeah. 650 00:38:16,878 --> 00:38:18,335 I know those guys can drink, so... 651 00:38:18,505 --> 00:38:20,524 Thought that might help with the cause in the morning. 652 00:38:20,548 --> 00:38:22,790 - How are you? - Good. 653 00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:25,129 Is it hard being here? 654 00:38:27,013 --> 00:38:29,881 - Um... - Sorry, do you want to come in? 655 00:38:30,058 --> 00:38:31,594 Uh, yeah. Um... 656 00:38:31,768 --> 00:38:33,100 No. 657 00:38:33,269 --> 00:38:35,511 I mean, me, no. Uh, no. 658 00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,771 - Um... - Can I sit down? You mind? 659 00:38:37,941 --> 00:38:41,480 - Yeah. - Uh... Not weird for me. 660 00:38:41,653 --> 00:38:43,645 I guess the weird thing would be, uh... 661 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:47,197 ..you know, seeing Ben here. 662 00:38:47,367 --> 00:38:50,326 - Mm-hm. - It's a little, you know, odd. 663 00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:58,579 Oh, um... 664 00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:01,541 Sarah... thinks you're beautiful. 665 00:39:03,967 --> 00:39:05,583 - OK. - Yeah. 666 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:08,298 Cool. 667 00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:11,884 You are, though. 668 00:39:13,935 --> 00:39:15,517 I think you're drunk. 669 00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:17,178 No. 670 00:39:18,523 --> 00:39:20,230 Maybe. 671 00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:22,733 I might be, actually, but I'm not saying this 672 00:39:22,902 --> 00:39:25,189 'cause I'm drunk, and I'm not gonna not say it 673 00:39:25,363 --> 00:39:27,675 just 'cause I think you'll think I'm saying it because I'm drunk. 674 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:29,315 - OK. - OK? 675 00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:31,303 I don't even know what we're talking about anymore. 676 00:39:31,327 --> 00:39:33,114 - Oh, you didn't follow that? - Nuh-uh. 677 00:39:33,288 --> 00:39:35,154 Then maybe I am drunk. 678 00:39:35,331 --> 00:39:36,617 'Cause I followed it perfectly. 679 00:39:36,791 --> 00:39:40,034 Oh... 680 00:39:40,211 --> 00:39:42,874 - This is a bad idea. - What do you mean? 681 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:44,629 - We're just talking. - Yeah. Well... 682 00:39:44,799 --> 00:39:46,711 When you have to talk about the fact that... 683 00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:50,674 ..that you're just talking, then you're not just talking. 684 00:39:50,847 --> 00:39:53,055 - Right. - Mm-hm. 685 00:39:56,853 --> 00:39:59,220 Wait. I'm sorry. I'm con... 686 00:39:59,397 --> 00:40:01,059 - Whoa! Oh! - Oh, my God! 687 00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:03,975 I'm so sorry! 688 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:07,736 - Are you OK? - Yeah, I'm OK. 689 00:40:07,906 --> 00:40:09,238 Guess I deserved that. 690 00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:13,150 Thanks. 691 00:40:13,328 --> 00:40:16,446 Ohh... 692 00:40:16,623 --> 00:40:18,956 Oh! Hey. Close your eyes. 693 00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:20,491 Are you gonna get weird? 694 00:40:20,668 --> 00:40:22,955 No! No. 695 00:40:23,129 --> 00:40:25,337 - Just close 'em. - OK. 696 00:40:25,506 --> 00:40:27,213 - They're closed. - Hold on a sec. 697 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:33,803 OK, you can open 'em now. 698 00:40:35,350 --> 00:40:38,388 Wow! That's really cool. 699 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:42,433 Yeah, my cousin Hank was really into astronomy. 700 00:40:42,607 --> 00:40:45,475 I can tell. 701 00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:53,482 What, um... 702 00:40:53,660 --> 00:40:55,242 - ..Ben was saying... - Mm-hm. 703 00:40:55,411 --> 00:40:57,323 ..last night at the diner, about your... 704 00:40:57,497 --> 00:40:59,079 ..ex-husband. 705 00:40:59,248 --> 00:41:00,705 Mmm. 706 00:41:02,168 --> 00:41:05,002 Is that what happened? He cheated? 707 00:41:08,675 --> 00:41:12,510 Nothing good comes from reliving the past, you know. 708 00:41:14,055 --> 00:41:17,514 You just sound like my ex-wife now. 709 00:41:19,143 --> 00:41:21,851 She used to say that I, uh... 710 00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:24,308 ..I had a tendency to live in the past, 711 00:41:24,482 --> 00:41:27,520 rather than embracing the present. 712 00:41:29,654 --> 00:41:31,566 Is that why she left you? 713 00:41:35,076 --> 00:41:38,160 It's never one thing, though, is it? 714 00:41:39,664 --> 00:41:41,826 - What about you? - I don't know. 715 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,242 It all just happened so fucking fast. 716 00:41:44,419 --> 00:41:48,914 In one moment, we were just... we were cruising, and then... 717 00:41:50,717 --> 00:41:53,130 ..and the next, we're driving off a cliff. 718 00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:57,262 The funny thing is, is I actually... 719 00:41:58,391 --> 00:42:00,724 ..for a moment there, I thought I had it together. 720 00:42:00,893 --> 00:42:02,850 You know? Like... 721 00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:07,018 I thought I was someone to be reckoned with. 722 00:42:25,043 --> 00:42:26,375 Oh, shit! 723 00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:29,036 Oh, my God! Ben! Jesus! 724 00:42:31,716 --> 00:42:34,049 - Oh, God. - Ben, what did you do? 725 00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:35,959 - Are you OK? - Yeah, I was... 726 00:42:36,137 --> 00:42:38,550 - I just... I just... - Oh, my God. OK. 727 00:42:38,723 --> 00:42:40,464 ..got dizzy and I... I tripped over the... 728 00:42:40,641 --> 00:42:42,473 - Hold on. - ..corner over here. 729 00:42:42,643 --> 00:42:45,101 - I was gonna take a shower. - Wait for me before you do that. 730 00:42:45,271 --> 00:42:47,558 Can you feel your... Can you move your fingers, your toes? 731 00:42:47,732 --> 00:42:49,439 - Yeah. - Any dizziness or nausea? 732 00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:52,192 Do you have any pain? 733 00:42:52,361 --> 00:42:55,229 - No. - Bend your leg for me. 734 00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:57,193 OK. Bend your leg for me. 735 00:42:57,366 --> 00:43:00,950 Stop groping me, for Jesus Christ. What are you doing? 736 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:03,203 I need to make sure you don't have any broken bones. 737 00:43:03,372 --> 00:43:05,113 - Help me up. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got you. 738 00:43:05,291 --> 00:43:08,204 - I got you. Here you go. - Oh, God! 739 00:43:08,377 --> 00:43:11,040 - Jesus Christ! - You don't feel pain anywhere? 740 00:43:11,214 --> 00:43:12,625 - No. - Are you sure? 741 00:43:12,799 --> 00:43:14,415 - Yeah. - Oh, my God. 742 00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:16,128 I'm alright. 743 00:43:18,054 --> 00:43:22,139 I'm fine. I just need to... sit here for a couple of minutes. 744 00:43:22,308 --> 00:43:25,051 - OK. - Yeah. Thanks, baby. 745 00:43:25,228 --> 00:43:27,936 Oh, my God. Gave me a heart attack. 746 00:43:40,201 --> 00:43:42,318 - Hot coffee? - Yes, please. Thank you. 747 00:43:42,495 --> 00:43:45,408 We should be able to get to Chicago by late afternoon, 748 00:43:45,581 --> 00:43:47,072 at the latest, yeah? 749 00:43:47,250 --> 00:43:49,207 Altogether, it's, like, five days, I guess, 750 00:43:49,377 --> 00:43:50,993 to get to Kansas before the lab closes. 751 00:43:51,170 --> 00:43:52,877 Mm-hm. 752 00:43:53,047 --> 00:43:55,664 So you two are screwing now? 753 00:43:57,718 --> 00:43:59,254 I mean, it makes sense. 754 00:43:59,428 --> 00:44:02,136 You're low-hanging fruit, sexually speaking. 755 00:44:02,306 --> 00:44:05,014 I mean, you haven't been laid in, what, three years? 756 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:06,971 Why don't we shut up now, OK? 757 00:44:07,145 --> 00:44:08,602 You like your women damaged, I guess. 758 00:44:08,771 --> 00:44:11,104 - And you like to damage yours. - OK. That's enough. 759 00:44:11,274 --> 00:44:12,731 Both of you. 760 00:44:17,947 --> 00:44:20,530 I didn't damage you, did I, Sarah? 761 00:44:25,079 --> 00:44:26,411 What's he talking about? 762 00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:27,992 Ben... 763 00:44:29,584 --> 00:44:32,327 Sarah, what's he talking about? 764 00:44:32,503 --> 00:44:34,916 Nothing. A million years ago. 765 00:44:35,089 --> 00:44:37,581 Before we even went on our first date. Nothing. 766 00:44:37,758 --> 00:44:40,546 What, did Sarah never mention that? 767 00:44:40,720 --> 00:44:42,632 I can understand why. 768 00:44:42,805 --> 00:44:45,548 It wasn't really very memorable. 769 00:44:45,725 --> 00:44:47,717 Mostly just a lot of dry humping. 770 00:44:47,894 --> 00:44:50,557 I had a couple of drinks. I couldn't get it all the way up. 771 00:44:50,730 --> 00:44:53,598 - Shut your mouth, Ben. - Though, God knows, she... 772 00:44:53,774 --> 00:44:55,481 She tried every trick in the book. 773 00:44:55,651 --> 00:44:57,017 - Shut up! - Dean! 774 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,278 What are you gonna do, Dean? Huh? 775 00:44:59,447 --> 00:45:02,406 What are you gonna do? You gonna come over here and hit me? 776 00:45:06,078 --> 00:45:08,115 There's nothing left to hit. 777 00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:26,867 - What is your fucking problem? - Why don't we all calm down...? 778 00:45:26,891 --> 00:45:28,427 No, I'm not gonna calm down! 779 00:45:28,601 --> 00:45:30,882 Can't just sit here and watch him shit all over my family. 780 00:45:30,937 --> 00:45:33,771 I'm just busting his balls, for God's sake. He's my kid brother. 781 00:45:35,358 --> 00:45:37,816 He was more of a father to me than you ever were. 782 00:45:47,662 --> 00:45:49,949 I was just busting his balls. 783 00:45:52,208 --> 00:45:53,619 Drama. 784 00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:41,205 I mean, doesn't anyone else see how ridiculous it is? 785 00:46:42,758 --> 00:46:44,670 I mean... Don't get me wrong. 786 00:46:44,844 --> 00:46:46,822 You're a... you're a really good-looking girl, Zooey. 787 00:46:46,846 --> 00:46:49,088 You're even sexy in a sloppy kind of way. 788 00:46:49,265 --> 00:46:52,429 You've got full lips, nice skin, you've got great legs. 789 00:46:52,601 --> 00:46:56,265 And I guess, you know, Matt's in decent enough shape. 790 00:46:56,439 --> 00:46:59,056 He's got no glaringly bad features. 791 00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:00,815 Judging by my own modest dimensions, 792 00:47:00,985 --> 00:47:02,692 I doubt he's packing a python in his pants, 793 00:47:02,862 --> 00:47:06,196 but I'm sure it's a perfectly adequate cock in a pinch, and... 794 00:47:06,365 --> 00:47:08,527 You're thrown together by circumstance. 795 00:47:08,701 --> 00:47:10,693 Neither one of you has demonstrated any ability 796 00:47:10,870 --> 00:47:13,078 to sustain any kind of meaningful relationship. 797 00:47:13,247 --> 00:47:14,863 I mean, to the contrary. 798 00:47:15,041 --> 00:47:18,284 You're both especially dysfunctional in that regard. 799 00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:23,923 It's gonna become very awkward when this situation goes south. 800 00:47:24,091 --> 00:47:25,707 And it will. 801 00:47:25,885 --> 00:47:27,922 - I mean, look at you. - Shut up. 802 00:47:28,929 --> 00:47:30,966 Yeah? Just shut up. 803 00:47:31,140 --> 00:47:33,257 Nothing happened. 804 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:36,684 - Nothing happened? - Nothing! 805 00:47:36,854 --> 00:47:38,561 The two of you were alone in a room. 806 00:47:38,731 --> 00:47:40,063 - She's drunk. - I wasn't drunk. 807 00:47:40,232 --> 00:47:41,877 - She's coming on to you. - No, she wasn't. 808 00:47:41,901 --> 00:47:44,063 Every star in the sexual galaxy is lined up 809 00:47:44,236 --> 00:47:45,568 and you couldn't seal the deal? 810 00:47:45,738 --> 00:47:47,445 I mean, what... What do you need? 811 00:47:47,615 --> 00:47:49,231 Landing lights between her legs? 812 00:47:49,408 --> 00:47:50,740 - Thanks for that. - Huh? 813 00:47:50,910 --> 00:47:52,697 - Thanks for that. - Well... 814 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,361 No offence, um... It's just... 815 00:47:54,538 --> 00:47:56,905 It's just disappointing. That's all. 816 00:47:57,917 --> 00:48:00,409 I'm really sorry to disappoint you. 817 00:48:00,586 --> 00:48:02,669 Are you ever happy, Ben? 818 00:48:02,838 --> 00:48:05,922 Let me tell you something. Happiness is bullshit. 819 00:48:06,092 --> 00:48:08,209 It's the great myth of the late 20th century. 820 00:48:08,386 --> 00:48:10,298 You think Picasso was happy? 821 00:48:10,471 --> 00:48:12,588 You think Hemingway was? 822 00:48:12,765 --> 00:48:15,223 Hendrix? They were miserable shits. 823 00:48:15,393 --> 00:48:17,931 No art worth a damn was ever created out of happiness. 824 00:48:18,104 --> 00:48:20,187 I can tell you that much. 825 00:48:20,356 --> 00:48:24,851 Ambition, narcissism, sex, rage - 826 00:48:25,027 --> 00:48:27,360 those are the engines that drive every great artist, 827 00:48:27,530 --> 00:48:29,317 every great man. 828 00:48:31,367 --> 00:48:33,950 A hole that can't be filled. 829 00:48:36,497 --> 00:48:38,830 That's why we're all such miserable assholes. 830 00:48:38,999 --> 00:48:41,958 So you KNOW you're a miserable asshole. 831 00:48:42,128 --> 00:48:45,292 What, you think I'm an idiot? Of course I know. 832 00:48:48,801 --> 00:48:50,417 Of course I know. 833 00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:02,266 ♪ Come 834 00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:05,649 ♪ Husk your limbs 835 00:49:05,818 --> 00:49:08,026 ♪ To my floor 836 00:49:12,283 --> 00:49:14,115 ♪ Bones 837 00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:16,948 ♪ Sucking stones 838 00:49:17,121 --> 00:49:19,659 ♪ Her coming storm 839 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:25,873 ♪ Under the lights you went 840 00:49:26,046 --> 00:49:30,632 ♪ Chemical ashes head down 841 00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:37,096 ♪ Heart on a diamond thread 842 00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:41,977 ♪ Fennel and lashes wet down 843 00:49:46,150 --> 00:49:48,984 ♪ Ooh 844 00:49:49,153 --> 00:49:54,524 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, mmm-mmm 845 00:49:57,578 --> 00:50:06,078 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, mmm-mmm... ♪ 846 00:50:44,416 --> 00:50:46,499 Yeah, you would have saved us all a lot of trouble 847 00:50:46,669 --> 00:50:48,626 if you shot digital. 848 00:50:50,673 --> 00:50:53,211 You ever hold a pair of fake tits in your hands? 849 00:50:53,384 --> 00:50:54,795 What? 850 00:50:54,969 --> 00:50:57,302 No matter how good something looks... 851 00:50:58,472 --> 00:51:00,088 ..it can't beat the real thing. 852 00:51:00,266 --> 00:51:01,598 Mm-hm. 853 00:51:01,767 --> 00:51:03,508 People are taking more pictures now 854 00:51:03,686 --> 00:51:05,348 than ever before. 855 00:51:05,521 --> 00:51:09,640 Billions of 'em. But there's no slides, no prints. 856 00:51:09,817 --> 00:51:11,524 They're just data. 857 00:51:11,694 --> 00:51:13,811 Electronic dust. 858 00:51:13,988 --> 00:51:16,105 And years from now, when they dig us up, 859 00:51:16,282 --> 00:51:18,399 there won't be any pictures to find. 860 00:51:20,202 --> 00:51:23,946 No record of who we were, how we lived. 861 00:51:24,123 --> 00:51:26,456 Well, what's the point of having an artefact 862 00:51:26,625 --> 00:51:28,787 if you never see it with your own eyes, though? 863 00:51:31,463 --> 00:51:33,580 You still talking about film? 864 00:51:36,552 --> 00:51:38,418 Never mind. 865 00:51:38,596 --> 00:51:40,462 Matt. Matt. 866 00:51:43,559 --> 00:51:47,929 I don't kid myself that I was any kind of husband or father. 867 00:51:49,315 --> 00:51:51,398 It's not about that. 868 00:51:54,403 --> 00:51:56,065 You just never saw me. 869 00:51:59,241 --> 00:52:00,777 Not once, Ben. 870 00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:04,410 I see for a living, Matt. 871 00:52:04,580 --> 00:52:06,663 It's what I do. 872 00:52:13,464 --> 00:52:14,955 We'd better get going. 873 00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:48,447 Hey, we just got to the hotel in Chicago. 874 00:52:48,624 --> 00:52:50,240 Thanks for the passes for tonight. 875 00:52:50,417 --> 00:52:52,033 Great. 876 00:52:52,211 --> 00:52:53,971 I have you booked in St Louis tomorrow night, 877 00:52:54,088 --> 00:52:55,768 then Kansas City, then Parsons for Tuesday. 878 00:52:55,881 --> 00:52:57,497 OK. 879 00:52:57,675 --> 00:53:00,634 That gives you two extra days before the lab closes. 880 00:53:00,803 --> 00:53:02,419 Look, Larry, 881 00:53:02,596 --> 00:53:04,676 I'd rather just go straight from St Louis to Parsons. 882 00:53:04,723 --> 00:53:07,431 I just want to drop off this film and get back to my life. 883 00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:09,321 - If that's alright. - Suit yourself. 884 00:53:09,395 --> 00:53:11,728 - You ready for tonight? - Yeah, I'm ready. 885 00:53:11,897 --> 00:53:14,480 - Don't worry about me, Larry. - Good luck, anyway. 886 00:53:14,650 --> 00:53:16,642 Thanks, I guess. 887 00:53:40,259 --> 00:53:41,875 Uh-oh. 888 00:53:42,052 --> 00:53:44,795 OK. Thanks, nurse. 889 00:53:44,972 --> 00:53:47,510 - Go, Zooey. - Yes! 890 00:53:51,186 --> 00:53:53,018 Oh. Hey. 891 00:53:54,022 --> 00:53:57,561 Before I forget, this is your pass for tonight. 892 00:53:57,735 --> 00:53:59,351 This is the band you're pitching? 893 00:53:59,528 --> 00:54:01,895 Yeah, yeah, that's them. 894 00:54:02,906 --> 00:54:05,899 Why don't you try running your spiel by me? 895 00:54:06,076 --> 00:54:08,864 You know, kick the tyres a little bit. 896 00:54:09,872 --> 00:54:12,114 No. No, I'm OK. Thanks, though. 897 00:54:12,291 --> 00:54:14,203 Come on, I mean, you're asking a successful band 898 00:54:14,376 --> 00:54:17,790 to leave a major label and trust you at a boutique. 899 00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:19,829 Let's hear it. 900 00:54:21,341 --> 00:54:23,003 Come on, just give me your pitch. 901 00:54:23,177 --> 00:54:24,918 It's good practice. 902 00:54:25,095 --> 00:54:27,587 I mean, your career depends on it, right? 903 00:54:30,559 --> 00:54:32,346 OK. 904 00:54:33,395 --> 00:54:35,057 We're not corporate. 905 00:54:35,230 --> 00:54:36,870 We're not part of some global conglomerate 906 00:54:37,024 --> 00:54:38,640 that only worries about the bottom line. 907 00:54:38,817 --> 00:54:40,433 We actually are a company 908 00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:42,568 that still believes the artist is a visionary, 909 00:54:42,738 --> 00:54:44,354 not just a product. 910 00:54:44,531 --> 00:54:47,774 Yeah. Don't say any of that. You sound like a pussy. 911 00:54:47,951 --> 00:54:49,567 Never mind. Bad idea. 912 00:54:49,745 --> 00:54:51,862 You were always a little timid, even as a kid. 913 00:54:52,039 --> 00:54:53,999 Do you have any idea how condescending you can be? 914 00:54:54,124 --> 00:54:55,740 Just listen to me for a minute. 915 00:54:55,918 --> 00:54:57,625 These guys, they're surrounded by people 916 00:54:57,795 --> 00:54:59,627 telling them how great they are all the time. 917 00:54:59,797 --> 00:55:02,255 You know, they need that because they're artists. 918 00:55:02,424 --> 00:55:04,541 We're all just a bunch of insecure bastards. 919 00:55:04,718 --> 00:55:07,301 So you don't tell them how great they are, 920 00:55:07,471 --> 00:55:09,303 you tell them what you don't like about them. 921 00:55:09,473 --> 00:55:11,214 You speak with authority, 922 00:55:11,391 --> 00:55:13,132 not only will they respect you, 923 00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:15,643 but they'll believe you're the only guy who can fix it. 924 00:55:22,736 --> 00:55:24,477 Why'd you come on this trip? 925 00:55:24,655 --> 00:55:26,442 - What? - Don't tell me 926 00:55:26,615 --> 00:55:28,802 it was about this Seven Sisters, whoever these people are. 927 00:55:28,826 --> 00:55:31,660 Spare Sevens. Yeah, no, that's... That's why. 928 00:55:37,125 --> 00:55:39,663 And I guess there's part of me 929 00:55:39,837 --> 00:55:41,637 that figured this was the last chance I'd have 930 00:55:41,797 --> 00:55:44,164 to see how you measure up 931 00:55:44,341 --> 00:55:47,379 against the colossal bastard I've hated all those years. 932 00:55:48,387 --> 00:55:50,253 How am I doing? 933 00:55:51,306 --> 00:55:53,172 You're holding your own. 934 00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:57,760 You want to know the sad part? 935 00:55:59,231 --> 00:56:01,894 I've actually been trying. 936 00:56:07,906 --> 00:56:13,652 ♪ Sing your last hallelujah 937 00:56:13,829 --> 00:56:19,996 ♪ Fight with the kid delusion 938 00:56:20,168 --> 00:56:22,831 ♪ Wake up 939 00:56:23,005 --> 00:56:28,046 ♪ Come on, take me home... ♪ 940 00:56:28,218 --> 00:56:30,505 What do you think? 941 00:56:30,679 --> 00:56:32,716 - I think they're good! - What? 942 00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:34,597 I think they're good. 943 00:56:34,766 --> 00:56:36,598 They could use a new record label, though. 944 00:56:36,768 --> 00:56:38,350 I agree. 945 00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:42,230 ♪..the kid delusion 946 00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:44,812 ♪ Wake up 947 00:56:44,985 --> 00:56:49,730 ♪ Come on, take me home. ♪ 948 00:56:57,205 --> 00:56:59,037 So, what I was talking about... 949 00:57:01,001 --> 00:57:02,617 Exactly, but... 950 00:57:02,794 --> 00:57:04,674 Sorry, Matt, Matt, what were you saying? 951 00:57:04,796 --> 00:57:06,287 What we're talking about 952 00:57:06,465 --> 00:57:08,127 is a level of creative control and support 953 00:57:08,300 --> 00:57:10,087 that you're not gonna find anywhere else, OK? 954 00:57:10,260 --> 00:57:12,739 I don't think you guys should be singing for your supper anymore. 955 00:57:12,763 --> 00:57:15,005 And we want to give you the space 956 00:57:15,182 --> 00:57:18,471 to record the album that the whole world is waiting for. 957 00:57:19,478 --> 00:57:21,390 - Yeah. - Yeah. 958 00:57:21,563 --> 00:57:23,600 Um... 959 00:57:24,608 --> 00:57:29,854 I'm gonna do that no matter where I am, aren't I? 960 00:57:30,030 --> 00:57:34,274 Yes, no, of course, but what we're offering is... 961 00:57:34,451 --> 00:57:36,443 I mean, Matt, 962 00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:39,328 you've worked with some serious bands, man. 963 00:57:39,498 --> 00:57:41,581 And some shit bands, if I'm being honest. 964 00:57:41,750 --> 00:57:45,460 Bit of this, bit of that. 965 00:57:45,629 --> 00:57:48,292 We're on a streak now. 966 00:57:48,465 --> 00:57:51,299 Selling out shows, heavy rotation. 967 00:57:53,303 --> 00:57:56,887 If it ain't broke and all that, right? 968 00:57:57,057 --> 00:57:58,798 Yeah, no, I, um... 969 00:57:58,976 --> 00:58:01,514 I-I hear what you're saying. 970 00:58:03,981 --> 00:58:05,847 Matt. 971 00:58:10,112 --> 00:58:13,230 But it is broke, Jasper. 972 00:58:13,407 --> 00:58:15,239 You just don't know it yet. 973 00:58:16,618 --> 00:58:19,452 Or my hunch is that maybe you do. 974 00:58:19,621 --> 00:58:22,489 I mean, you did agree to meet with me tonight, right? 975 00:58:22,666 --> 00:58:25,374 - Yes or no? - Yes, that's right, yeah. 976 00:58:25,544 --> 00:58:27,251 - Yeah. - Well done. 977 00:58:27,421 --> 00:58:30,789 So you were honest with me, so I'm gonna be honest with you. 978 00:58:30,966 --> 00:58:33,049 I loved your guys' first record. 979 00:58:33,218 --> 00:58:34,675 It was amazing. 980 00:58:34,845 --> 00:58:37,383 Deserves every bit of recognition that it got. 981 00:58:37,556 --> 00:58:40,014 I worked out to it. I fucked to it. 982 00:58:40,183 --> 00:58:42,675 It helped me get through my divorce. 983 00:58:42,853 --> 00:58:45,061 Seriously, it was one of those. 984 00:58:45,230 --> 00:58:47,438 It was incredible. 'Cause it had balls. 985 00:58:47,607 --> 00:58:50,441 It was unique, it was original, it was yours. 986 00:58:51,653 --> 00:58:54,566 Your second album, however, 'Alibi'... 987 00:58:55,574 --> 00:58:57,315 Ironically named, if you ask me, 988 00:58:57,492 --> 00:59:00,860 because that thing isn't anything like your first album. 989 00:59:01,038 --> 00:59:03,075 It is at best forgettable. 990 00:59:04,082 --> 00:59:07,826 Teenagers can make that music with a fucking laptop. 991 00:59:08,003 --> 00:59:09,289 They do. 992 00:59:09,463 --> 00:59:11,546 I don't know whose idea it was 993 00:59:11,715 --> 00:59:13,377 to put that dance track on there, 994 00:59:13,550 --> 00:59:15,257 but I bet it wasn't any of you guys. 995 00:59:15,427 --> 00:59:17,214 Am I wrong? 996 00:59:17,387 --> 00:59:19,627 You don't look at each other when you play the new songs. 997 00:59:19,681 --> 00:59:21,343 You just look out straight forward. 998 00:59:21,516 --> 00:59:23,508 That's when you're scanning the crowd for girls. 999 00:59:23,685 --> 00:59:25,426 You're embarrassed. 1000 00:59:25,604 --> 00:59:27,687 - I don't blame you. - What's your point? 1001 00:59:27,856 --> 00:59:30,084 I think you're better than that, that's all that I'm saying. 1002 00:59:30,108 --> 00:59:32,316 You're an actual fucking rock band. 1003 00:59:32,486 --> 00:59:36,105 Drums, guitar, bass, vocals. 1004 00:59:36,281 --> 00:59:38,614 And then you add all this other shit you don't need. 1005 00:59:38,784 --> 00:59:41,242 Yeah, you're selling albums, but to who? 1006 00:59:41,411 --> 00:59:43,903 People who pay attention to fucking commercials. 1007 00:59:45,415 --> 00:59:48,749 I want you guys to get back to what you do, 1008 00:59:48,919 --> 00:59:51,457 to reclaim what made the Spare Sevens the Spare Sevens. 1009 00:59:51,630 --> 00:59:53,212 'Cause if you don't, 1010 00:59:53,381 --> 00:59:55,443 you're just gonna be another casualty of the machine. 1011 00:59:55,467 --> 00:59:57,834 If I didn't believe this and if I didn't believe in you, 1012 00:59:58,011 --> 01:00:00,128 I wouldn't be here. 1013 01:00:01,139 --> 01:00:04,473 You have no fucking idea what it took for me to get here. 1014 01:00:14,277 --> 01:00:16,394 Fuck. 1015 01:00:16,571 --> 01:00:18,358 Fuck, man. 1016 01:00:23,495 --> 01:00:26,283 You've got a massive pair of balls on you, don't you? 1017 01:00:27,290 --> 01:00:31,079 Yeah. They make my dick look really small. 1018 01:00:38,176 --> 01:00:39,758 OK, Matt. 1019 01:00:42,764 --> 01:00:44,505 OK. 1020 01:00:44,683 --> 01:00:46,675 How do you see this working? 1021 01:00:47,686 --> 01:00:49,393 I'm glad you asked. 1022 01:00:49,563 --> 01:00:51,225 First, I have to look at your contract. 1023 01:00:51,398 --> 01:00:53,856 This geezer pissed himself. 1024 01:00:54,025 --> 01:00:56,688 Geezer pissed his pants! 1025 01:00:58,822 --> 01:01:01,986 Get the codger a nappy. 1026 01:01:02,159 --> 01:01:04,651 A diaper. Get him a diaper. 1027 01:01:04,828 --> 01:01:06,569 Oh, shit! 1028 01:01:06,746 --> 01:01:09,830 Fucking hope not! 1029 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:12,083 Let's get him out. Come on. 1030 01:01:12,252 --> 01:01:15,040 I don't even know what happened. 1031 01:01:15,213 --> 01:01:18,627 Sorry. Sorry, Matt. 1032 01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:20,632 What were you saying? 1033 01:01:22,429 --> 01:01:24,045 Matt? 1034 01:01:24,222 --> 01:01:26,134 Um... 1035 01:01:27,142 --> 01:01:29,885 You guys are newly famous, 1036 01:01:30,061 --> 01:01:32,428 so by default you're gonna be assholes. 1037 01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:34,438 What? 1038 01:01:34,608 --> 01:01:36,520 Yet the sad thing is there's a big part of me 1039 01:01:36,693 --> 01:01:38,525 that would still love to sign you. 1040 01:01:41,281 --> 01:01:44,365 But I can't even pretend 1041 01:01:44,534 --> 01:01:47,618 I have anywhere close 1042 01:01:47,787 --> 01:01:49,949 to some type of respect for any of you. 1043 01:01:51,166 --> 01:01:53,032 Um... 1044 01:01:54,377 --> 01:01:57,495 You know what? Thank you for the beer. 1045 01:01:57,672 --> 01:02:00,039 And good luck. 1046 01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:02,129 Matt... 1047 01:02:41,216 --> 01:02:43,003 I got it. 1048 01:02:44,177 --> 01:02:46,669 Here, keep the change. 1049 01:02:47,681 --> 01:02:49,092 You're welcome. 1050 01:02:51,810 --> 01:02:53,972 Hey, I'll see you guys in a little bit, alright? 1051 01:02:54,145 --> 01:02:55,761 Where are you going? 1052 01:02:55,939 --> 01:02:59,148 Just gonna take a few moments to collect my thoughts. 1053 01:02:59,317 --> 01:03:03,152 And by that I mean I'm gonna get fucked up across the street. 1054 01:03:05,323 --> 01:03:07,155 Well, that was something, huh? 1055 01:03:07,325 --> 01:03:09,567 It was stupid. 1056 01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:12,862 What? He should have closed the deal. 1057 01:03:13,039 --> 01:03:15,622 He was defending you. 1058 01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:17,203 It wasn't my fault. 1059 01:03:17,377 --> 01:03:18,868 - That's not the point. - No? 1060 01:03:19,045 --> 01:03:20,832 Well, I'm standing here in my own piss, 1061 01:03:21,006 --> 01:03:22,984 so maybe you could try to get to the goddamn point. 1062 01:03:23,008 --> 01:03:24,840 The point is you're gonna thank him tonight. 1063 01:03:25,010 --> 01:03:27,127 - And you're gonna mean it. - Uh-huh. 1064 01:03:27,304 --> 01:03:29,512 Ben. Ben! 1065 01:03:32,392 --> 01:03:35,851 I... I can't do this anymore. 1066 01:03:38,189 --> 01:03:40,852 I love you and you know that, but... 1067 01:03:41,860 --> 01:03:43,271 ..you don't make it easy. 1068 01:03:43,445 --> 01:03:45,061 You make it virtually impossible. 1069 01:03:45,238 --> 01:03:46,854 But Matt, he's here for you, 1070 01:03:47,032 --> 01:03:48,694 and it doesn't matter what he says. 1071 01:03:48,867 --> 01:03:52,486 He... He came on this trip for you. 1072 01:03:52,662 --> 01:03:55,279 And you have done nothing to earn his love. 1073 01:03:55,457 --> 01:03:57,449 But tonight he just gave it to you anyway. 1074 01:03:57,625 --> 01:03:59,457 And he did that for you. 1075 01:03:59,627 --> 01:04:02,870 And if you can't find it in yourself... 1076 01:04:03,048 --> 01:04:05,836 ..to show your son just, like, an ounce of kindness, 1077 01:04:06,009 --> 01:04:08,376 then I-I... I can't... 1078 01:04:08,553 --> 01:04:10,715 I'm done defending you. I can't be your nurse. 1079 01:04:10,889 --> 01:04:12,755 I... 1080 01:04:12,932 --> 01:04:14,924 I don't know how to help you. 1081 01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:20,058 Are you done? 1082 01:04:21,691 --> 01:04:23,432 Yeah. 1083 01:04:25,070 --> 01:04:26,902 OK. 1084 01:04:29,616 --> 01:04:31,858 What does that mean, 'OK'? 1085 01:04:32,035 --> 01:04:33,867 You're fired. 1086 01:04:54,474 --> 01:04:56,431 Someone sitting here? 1087 01:05:00,438 --> 01:05:01,929 No. 1088 01:05:06,653 --> 01:05:08,485 How's he doing? 1089 01:05:08,655 --> 01:05:11,773 He's overcome with gratitude. 1090 01:05:11,950 --> 01:05:13,862 Really? 1091 01:05:14,035 --> 01:05:16,493 No. Uh-uh. Nope. 1092 01:05:16,663 --> 01:05:17,995 Need a drink. 1093 01:05:18,164 --> 01:05:20,781 Hey, can, um... 1094 01:05:20,959 --> 01:05:22,825 Can I please get, like, 1095 01:05:23,002 --> 01:05:25,915 any semi-decent reposado on ice, please? 1096 01:05:26,089 --> 01:05:28,172 Let me ask you something. 1097 01:05:28,341 --> 01:05:29,877 - You were there. - Mm-hm. 1098 01:05:30,051 --> 01:05:31,883 It was happening, right? 1099 01:05:32,053 --> 01:05:34,591 Like, before I had my little freak-out, I had 'em, yeah? 1100 01:05:34,764 --> 01:05:36,972 Yeah, you did. 1101 01:05:38,893 --> 01:05:40,885 So I really screwed myself. OK. 1102 01:05:41,062 --> 01:05:43,179 That's not how I see it. 1103 01:05:44,190 --> 01:05:45,897 I appreciate that. 1104 01:05:46,067 --> 01:05:48,059 I don't know if you realise 1105 01:05:48,236 --> 01:05:50,102 what kind of opportunities are out there 1106 01:05:50,280 --> 01:05:52,146 for a guy like me at this point. 1107 01:05:52,323 --> 01:05:53,859 Like, a handful? 1108 01:05:54,033 --> 01:05:57,743 Mm. 'Zero' is the right answer. 1109 01:05:57,912 --> 01:06:00,575 And then, once word of this gets out, 1110 01:06:00,748 --> 01:06:02,535 it's gonna be even less, so... 1111 01:06:05,753 --> 01:06:07,494 Word is officially out. 1112 01:06:07,672 --> 01:06:10,915 - Are you fired? - Uh, no. Not quite. 1113 01:06:11,092 --> 01:06:13,254 Apparently, I'm fried. 1114 01:06:13,428 --> 01:06:15,260 Now I'm fired. There we go. 1115 01:06:15,430 --> 01:06:17,046 Good. 1116 01:06:17,223 --> 01:06:19,385 Don't laugh at me. At least you got a job. 1117 01:06:19,559 --> 01:06:21,676 No. I was actually just fired too. 1118 01:06:22,812 --> 01:06:24,553 - You're joking? - No. I'm not. I mean... 1119 01:06:24,731 --> 01:06:26,347 - What? Why? - It's fine. 1120 01:06:26,524 --> 01:06:30,313 He does it a lot, actually. 1121 01:06:31,321 --> 01:06:33,688 - So cheers to that. - Cheers. 1122 01:06:33,865 --> 01:06:35,356 - Cheers. - Cheers. Here we go. 1123 01:06:35,533 --> 01:06:38,571 Mm. Mm. 1124 01:06:38,745 --> 01:06:40,327 - Ah! Whoo! - Want another one? 1125 01:06:40,497 --> 01:06:42,204 No. God, if had any more, I'd get surly. 1126 01:06:42,373 --> 01:06:43,989 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1127 01:06:44,167 --> 01:06:45,829 I'd pay to see that. Are you sure? 1128 01:06:46,002 --> 01:06:47,618 That would be your funeral, buddy. 1129 01:06:47,795 --> 01:06:49,661 Whoa. 1130 01:06:49,839 --> 01:06:51,455 Who's this? 1131 01:06:53,551 --> 01:06:56,885 ♪ The angel opens her eyes 1132 01:06:59,557 --> 01:07:01,139 ♪ Pale blue-coloured iris... ♪ 1133 01:07:01,309 --> 01:07:02,925 - Uh, this is Live. - What? 1134 01:07:03,102 --> 01:07:04,764 You're singing Live right now. 1135 01:07:04,938 --> 01:07:06,804 You said you didn't know who the band Live was. 1136 01:07:06,981 --> 01:07:08,347 - And this is Live. - No. 1137 01:07:08,525 --> 01:07:10,085 - I think you're drunk. - I'm not drunk. 1138 01:07:10,235 --> 01:07:11,955 - You're hallucinating. - No, I heard you... 1139 01:07:12,028 --> 01:07:14,486 ♪ Oh, now feel it 1140 01:07:14,656 --> 01:07:17,023 ♪ Coming back again... ♪ 1141 01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:20,864 - Uh-huh. You lied to me. - ♪ Like a rollin' thunder 1142 01:07:21,037 --> 01:07:22,744 ♪ Chasing the wind 1143 01:07:22,914 --> 01:07:25,031 ♪ Forces pullin' 1144 01:07:25,208 --> 01:07:27,996 ♪ From the centre of the earth again 1145 01:07:28,169 --> 01:07:32,664 ♪ I can feel it 1146 01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:37,255 ♪ I can feel it 1147 01:07:37,428 --> 01:07:38,428 ♪ Owwww! ♪ 1148 01:07:45,979 --> 01:07:49,973 ♪ Oh, I 1149 01:07:50,149 --> 01:07:54,644 ♪ Oh, I... 1150 01:07:54,821 --> 01:08:00,237 ♪ Oh, I 1151 01:08:02,870 --> 01:08:04,532 ♪ I can feel it 1152 01:08:04,706 --> 01:08:07,699 ♪ Coming back again 1153 01:08:07,875 --> 01:08:12,870 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind 1154 01:08:13,047 --> 01:08:17,257 ♪ Forces pullin' from the centre of the earth again 1155 01:08:17,427 --> 01:08:19,043 ♪ I can feel it... ♪ 1156 01:08:19,220 --> 01:08:21,052 Well, I-I should probably... 1157 01:08:22,515 --> 01:08:27,806 ♪ I can feel it coming back again 1158 01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:32,474 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind 1159 01:08:32,650 --> 01:08:37,645 ♪ Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again 1160 01:08:37,822 --> 01:08:40,986 ♪ I can feel it 1161 01:08:41,159 --> 01:08:44,402 ♪ Yeah, I can feel it 1162 01:08:44,579 --> 01:08:47,572 ♪ Coming back again 1163 01:08:47,749 --> 01:08:52,460 ♪ Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind 1164 01:08:52,629 --> 01:08:57,090 ♪ Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again 1165 01:08:57,258 --> 01:09:01,423 ♪ I can feel it... ♪ 1166 01:09:14,859 --> 01:09:17,021 Hey. What are you doing? 1167 01:09:17,195 --> 01:09:19,232 I'm going to the airport. 1168 01:09:20,698 --> 01:09:22,314 What? What are you talking about? 1169 01:09:22,492 --> 01:09:24,825 Yeah, this was a mistake. 1170 01:09:26,329 --> 01:09:28,366 - No... No, it wasn't. - Yeah. 1171 01:09:28,539 --> 01:09:30,155 Hey, slow down. 1172 01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:32,950 Uh, I've already called a nurse to replace me, 1173 01:09:33,127 --> 01:09:35,164 and, um, 1174 01:09:35,338 --> 01:09:37,580 she should probably be here by breakfast. 1175 01:09:37,757 --> 01:09:39,293 Hey, Zooey, come on. 1176 01:09:39,467 --> 01:09:41,254 What is this? What's going on here? 1177 01:09:43,096 --> 01:09:45,338 Hey, come on. You can't just leave. 1178 01:09:45,515 --> 01:09:47,472 - What about Ben? - He fired me last night. 1179 01:09:47,642 --> 01:09:49,474 So what? You said he fires you all the time. 1180 01:09:49,644 --> 01:09:51,306 Yeah, well, now I'm taking him up on it. 1181 01:09:51,479 --> 01:09:53,516 OK, but why now, huh? What is going on? 1182 01:09:53,690 --> 01:09:55,306 I can't do this, OK? 1183 01:09:55,483 --> 01:09:57,099 Do what? What are you talking about? 1184 01:09:57,276 --> 01:10:00,394 - I'm not gonna hurt you. - Well, you don't know that. 1185 01:10:00,571 --> 01:10:03,188 Look, I get it, OK? Your husband cheated on you. 1186 01:10:03,366 --> 01:10:05,198 Alright? I'm not him. I'm not... 1187 01:10:05,368 --> 01:10:07,200 OK, well, he didn't cheat on me, OK? 1188 01:10:07,370 --> 01:10:09,282 I cheated on him. 1189 01:10:09,455 --> 01:10:11,617 And I... I couldn't even tell you why. 1190 01:10:11,791 --> 01:10:14,033 I just... I went and fucked someone. 1191 01:10:15,795 --> 01:10:18,754 So what? So what? You made a mistake. 1192 01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:21,290 That was three years ago, OK? He was the wrong guy. 1193 01:10:21,467 --> 01:10:23,584 No, I am the wrong girl. 1194 01:10:24,595 --> 01:10:26,427 Zooey, what about what you said to me, huh? 1195 01:10:26,597 --> 01:10:28,534 Nothing good comes from living in the past, right? 1196 01:10:28,558 --> 01:10:31,392 Yeah, and then you told me I sounded like your ex-wife. 1197 01:11:10,808 --> 01:11:12,515 Ben. 1198 01:11:15,480 --> 01:11:16,971 Hey. 1199 01:11:22,153 --> 01:11:23,439 Hello! 1200 01:11:23,613 --> 01:11:25,320 Thanks, man. 1201 01:11:25,490 --> 01:11:27,607 Appreciate it. It'll just take a second. 1202 01:11:27,784 --> 01:11:29,491 He's probably just in here. 1203 01:11:29,660 --> 01:11:31,447 Hey, Ben. 1204 01:11:32,455 --> 01:11:34,162 Oh, shit! 1205 01:11:34,332 --> 01:11:37,575 Hey, Ben. Ben! Are you OK? 1206 01:11:37,752 --> 01:11:40,210 Sir, sir, go get help, please! 1207 01:11:41,214 --> 01:11:43,251 It's OK. You alright? 1208 01:11:43,424 --> 01:11:45,444 - This is Beta One. Come in. - Go ahead. 1209 01:11:45,468 --> 01:11:47,130 Will you get help, please? 1210 01:11:47,303 --> 01:11:48,919 We have a possible code blue in 428. 1211 01:11:49,096 --> 01:11:51,383 It's OK. 1212 01:12:14,956 --> 01:12:17,573 So, I just checked in with Ben's oncologist in New York 1213 01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:19,491 and shared some blood work with him. 1214 01:12:19,669 --> 01:12:22,377 We can keep him comfortable here, 1215 01:12:22,547 --> 01:12:25,631 but at this stage of his cancer, that's really all we can do. 1216 01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:28,417 Now, we can arrange for his transfer to hospice, 1217 01:12:28,594 --> 01:12:32,087 but I am afraid he will not be able to travel back to New York. 1218 01:12:33,307 --> 01:12:34,923 Oh. 1219 01:12:35,101 --> 01:12:37,468 We were actually on our way to Kansas. 1220 01:12:38,563 --> 01:12:40,680 Oh, that's off the table. 1221 01:12:40,857 --> 01:12:42,598 Matt, your father is very weak, 1222 01:12:42,775 --> 01:12:45,233 and while we can keep him comfortable here, 1223 01:12:45,403 --> 01:12:47,770 he... really doesn't have much longer. 1224 01:12:47,947 --> 01:12:50,189 I'm sorry. 1225 01:12:51,284 --> 01:12:53,150 I'll check back in a little bit. 1226 01:12:55,079 --> 01:12:57,412 - Yeah. Thank you. - You're welcome. 1227 01:13:03,170 --> 01:13:05,537 Dr Richardson to the ICU. 1228 01:13:05,715 --> 01:13:07,547 Dr Richardson, the ICU. 1229 01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:27,559 Coffee smells good. 1230 01:13:29,947 --> 01:13:31,563 Hey. 1231 01:13:31,741 --> 01:13:33,528 You want some? 1232 01:13:59,268 --> 01:14:00,930 How you feeling? 1233 01:14:02,730 --> 01:14:05,689 I'm dying, that's how I'm feeling. 1234 01:14:06,984 --> 01:14:10,148 How long have I been here, Matt? 1235 01:14:12,073 --> 01:14:15,692 Like, a day and a half. You been out. 1236 01:14:17,787 --> 01:14:19,744 Where's Zooey? 1237 01:14:21,290 --> 01:14:24,033 - She left. - She gone? 1238 01:14:24,210 --> 01:14:26,293 I've fired her before. 1239 01:14:26,462 --> 01:14:30,422 It's the first time she ever actually left. 1240 01:14:32,760 --> 01:14:35,468 Do me a favour. Don't tell her I'm here. 1241 01:14:35,638 --> 01:14:37,470 She might blame herself. 1242 01:14:37,640 --> 01:14:39,552 Of course. 1243 01:15:46,709 --> 01:15:48,325 Hey. 1244 01:15:50,713 --> 01:15:52,545 Need help? 1245 01:15:59,055 --> 01:16:01,172 Goes in that little slot there. 1246 01:16:01,348 --> 01:16:02,964 Yeah, I know. I remember. 1247 01:16:03,142 --> 01:16:05,976 Stretch it out, nice and tight. 1248 01:16:06,979 --> 01:16:09,437 Line it up so the teeth will bite. 1249 01:16:09,607 --> 01:16:11,439 And click it twice... 1250 01:16:11,609 --> 01:16:14,818 - And it's right now. - Yep. 1251 01:16:16,322 --> 01:16:17,984 Good job. 1252 01:16:24,789 --> 01:16:26,826 I used to feed you. 1253 01:16:26,999 --> 01:16:28,865 What? 1254 01:16:30,211 --> 01:16:32,419 At night, while your mother slept. 1255 01:16:34,340 --> 01:16:36,548 Give you the bottle. 1256 01:16:39,386 --> 01:16:43,972 We were staying in this crappy little apartment 1257 01:16:44,141 --> 01:16:45,757 on the Lower East Side. 1258 01:16:48,354 --> 01:16:50,016 And afterwards you'd lie, 1259 01:16:50,189 --> 01:16:53,057 you'd just lie there 1260 01:16:53,234 --> 01:16:55,647 with your head on my chest. 1261 01:16:57,154 --> 01:17:01,819 You had this... smell, you know, 1262 01:17:01,992 --> 01:17:04,109 the way babies smell. 1263 01:17:05,121 --> 01:17:07,113 And I'd just... 1264 01:17:07,289 --> 01:17:10,532 I'd just hold you, 1265 01:17:10,709 --> 01:17:13,292 feeling you breathe. 1266 01:17:18,926 --> 01:17:21,543 I would make all these promises to you. 1267 01:17:25,474 --> 01:17:28,467 Tell you that I'd love you forever and... 1268 01:17:29,770 --> 01:17:31,978 ..always keep you safe. 1269 01:17:36,652 --> 01:17:38,860 Never let you feel alone. 1270 01:17:43,742 --> 01:17:46,860 I was just filled with this... 1271 01:17:49,206 --> 01:17:51,698 ..infinite love for you. 1272 01:18:03,846 --> 01:18:05,963 I don't know what happened to me, 1273 01:18:06,140 --> 01:18:08,678 what broke inside of me. 1274 01:18:11,729 --> 01:18:14,346 Maybe I was always broken, I don't know. 1275 01:18:16,609 --> 01:18:18,771 But those nights with you, if I could... 1276 01:18:19,778 --> 01:18:22,737 ..get to choose one time in my life to live in forever, 1277 01:18:22,907 --> 01:18:25,069 that would be it. 1278 01:18:27,119 --> 01:18:29,361 That would be it, and... 1279 01:18:29,538 --> 01:18:31,450 ..I'm not asking you to forgive me. 1280 01:18:31,624 --> 01:18:34,162 I don't deserve it. 1281 01:18:38,964 --> 01:18:40,500 I just... 1282 01:18:46,764 --> 01:18:48,721 I love you. 1283 01:18:49,725 --> 01:18:51,717 I do. I really do. 1284 01:18:54,647 --> 01:18:56,104 And I'm sorry. 1285 01:19:20,714 --> 01:19:22,125 It's OK. 1286 01:19:22,299 --> 01:19:25,758 Gotta go to sleep, OK? I'm tired. 1287 01:19:32,768 --> 01:19:34,350 OK. 1288 01:20:26,822 --> 01:20:28,108 Knock-knock. 1289 01:20:29,533 --> 01:20:31,320 What do you got there? 1290 01:20:31,493 --> 01:20:33,109 It's your getaway vehicle. 1291 01:20:33,287 --> 01:20:35,825 If we're gonna get that film to Dwayne's by tomorrow, 1292 01:20:35,998 --> 01:20:37,976 we're gonna have to drive through the night, right? 1293 01:20:38,000 --> 01:20:40,538 I mean, tomorrow is the last day they're developing Kodachrome. 1294 01:20:40,711 --> 01:20:43,124 Never gonna let you take me out of here. 1295 01:20:43,297 --> 01:20:45,334 I know, that's why I'm not gonna ask. 1296 01:20:51,513 --> 01:20:54,506 Oh, appears I got this tube in my dick. 1297 01:20:54,683 --> 01:20:56,219 Oh, shit! 1298 01:20:56,393 --> 01:20:59,056 No, it's alright, I can get it. 1299 01:20:59,229 --> 01:21:02,017 What do you mean you can get it? No. No, no, no, no. 1300 01:21:02,191 --> 01:21:04,683 Hey, you can't pull out your own catheter! Stop it! 1301 01:21:04,860 --> 01:21:06,351 Stop it, that's... You're crazy! 1302 01:21:06,528 --> 01:21:07,894 Oh, God! 1303 01:21:08,072 --> 01:21:10,064 Dad, don't! 1304 01:21:10,240 --> 01:21:11,947 Oh... 1305 01:21:14,161 --> 01:21:16,153 Fuck you! Get dressed. 1306 01:21:16,330 --> 01:21:19,789 - I got you. - You did get me. Here. 1307 01:21:23,003 --> 01:21:25,746 ♪ Caught in a minute 1308 01:21:25,923 --> 01:21:30,543 ♪ In a dream that I had 1309 01:21:30,719 --> 01:21:32,711 ♪ Everything is perfect 1310 01:21:32,888 --> 01:21:37,883 ♪ They're letting go of the past 1311 01:21:38,060 --> 01:21:40,518 ♪ Stop in the middle 1312 01:21:40,687 --> 01:21:45,273 ♪ With a dream in my head 1313 01:21:45,442 --> 01:21:47,855 ♪ Living the moment 1314 01:21:48,028 --> 01:21:52,443 ♪ Up on the edge 1315 01:21:52,616 --> 01:21:55,575 ♪ Somewhere else 1316 01:21:55,744 --> 01:21:59,158 ♪ But you are somewhere else 1317 01:22:00,290 --> 01:22:02,657 ♪ Somewhere else 1318 01:22:02,835 --> 01:22:06,499 ♪ But you are somewhere else 1319 01:22:07,548 --> 01:22:10,382 ♪ Rocks form the house 1320 01:22:10,551 --> 01:22:14,795 ♪ It is falling apart 1321 01:22:14,972 --> 01:22:18,465 ♪ Everything feels right right here 1322 01:22:18,642 --> 01:22:22,181 ♪ Right from the start 1323 01:22:22,354 --> 01:22:25,938 ♪ Floating in the river, oh-oh 1324 01:22:26,108 --> 01:22:29,476 - ♪ Holding your hand... ♪ - Parsons. 1325 01:22:29,653 --> 01:22:33,146 - ♪ Oh, girl, red blood... ♪ - Parsons. 1326 01:22:33,323 --> 01:22:36,942 ♪ I am your man 1327 01:22:37,119 --> 01:22:39,987 ♪ Somewhere else 1328 01:22:40,164 --> 01:22:43,453 ♪ But you are somewhere else 1329 01:22:44,710 --> 01:22:47,168 ♪ Somewhere else 1330 01:22:47,337 --> 01:22:51,707 ♪ But you are somewhere else 1331 01:22:51,884 --> 01:22:54,501 ♪ Somewhere else 1332 01:22:54,678 --> 01:22:59,048 ♪ But you are somewhere else 1333 01:22:59,224 --> 01:23:01,682 ♪ Somewhere else... ♪ 1334 01:23:01,852 --> 01:23:05,266 It has been this way for the last few months or so. 1335 01:23:05,439 --> 01:23:08,056 People coming in from all over the world, 1336 01:23:08,233 --> 01:23:10,566 all just to develop some film. 1337 01:23:10,736 --> 01:23:12,318 You ask me, 1338 01:23:12,488 --> 01:23:16,277 they should stop making film every year. 1339 01:23:17,743 --> 01:23:20,486 Alright, I've got you in a single king. 1340 01:23:20,662 --> 01:23:22,494 Uh, no. No. 1341 01:23:22,664 --> 01:23:25,498 We had, um, two rooms, separate rooms, reserved. 1342 01:23:25,667 --> 01:23:27,283 Actually three, but we only need two now. 1343 01:23:27,461 --> 01:23:29,828 Oh, I'm sorry. It's been insane. 1344 01:23:30,005 --> 01:23:32,622 Just... we don't know who's coming and who's going. 1345 01:23:32,799 --> 01:23:35,041 Right now, all I've got is the one room. 1346 01:23:36,678 --> 01:23:37,885 One sec. 1347 01:23:44,186 --> 01:23:45,973 We'll take it. 1348 01:23:46,146 --> 01:23:47,978 Super. 1349 01:23:48,148 --> 01:23:51,232 I should have it ready for you in three or four hours. 1350 01:23:52,236 --> 01:23:54,076 - Super. - Fuck you. That's fucking cra... 1351 01:23:54,238 --> 01:23:56,525 OK. That's great. I mean, that's great. 1352 01:23:57,533 --> 01:23:58,533 Sorry. 1353 01:23:58,700 --> 01:24:00,692 Long drive. That's great. 1354 01:24:02,621 --> 01:24:05,204 Watch your step. Great. 1355 01:24:10,295 --> 01:24:12,207 - Hi. - Hey. 1356 01:24:12,381 --> 01:24:13,792 Um... 1357 01:24:13,966 --> 01:24:15,582 Yeah, excuse me, 1358 01:24:15,759 --> 01:24:19,719 I wanted to give these rolls to Dwayne personally. 1359 01:24:21,515 --> 01:24:23,757 I'm sorry. We stopped taking Kodachrome yesterday. 1360 01:24:23,934 --> 01:24:25,800 You... What? 1361 01:24:25,978 --> 01:24:28,140 No, I called to confirm. We were told Thursday. 1362 01:24:28,313 --> 01:24:31,727 I know, I'm sorry. We ran out of dye sooner than expected. 1363 01:24:31,900 --> 01:24:35,610 Come on, look, we just drove 2,000 miles to get here. 1364 01:24:35,779 --> 01:24:37,645 - I just... - Where's... 1365 01:24:37,823 --> 01:24:39,405 - Where's Dwayne? - Ben Ryder! 1366 01:24:39,575 --> 01:24:41,157 - There he is. - You made it. 1367 01:24:41,326 --> 01:24:43,166 - It's good to see you. - It's good to see you. 1368 01:24:43,328 --> 01:24:44,910 Your assistant here just told me 1369 01:24:45,080 --> 01:24:46,787 you're not processing any more Kodachrome. 1370 01:24:46,957 --> 01:24:50,041 - She's fired. You're fired. - OK, Dad. 1371 01:24:50,210 --> 01:24:53,499 Honey, this is Benjamin Asher Ryder, 1372 01:24:53,672 --> 01:24:56,039 one of the world's greatest living photographers. 1373 01:24:56,216 --> 01:24:58,378 How do you do? This is my son, Matt. 1374 01:24:58,552 --> 01:25:00,464 - Matt, nice to meet you. - You too. 1375 01:25:01,555 --> 01:25:04,423 Well, Ben, I will process these myself. 1376 01:25:04,600 --> 01:25:07,718 I left a little room in the line on the off chance you made it. 1377 01:25:07,894 --> 01:25:10,682 Well, I was counting on that. Appreciate it. 1378 01:25:10,856 --> 01:25:14,020 Well, can you believe it? The end of an era. 1379 01:25:15,402 --> 01:25:18,190 I will have these ready for you to pick up tomorrow. 1380 01:25:18,363 --> 01:25:20,150 OK, thank you. 1381 01:25:20,324 --> 01:25:22,281 OK, you're welcome. 1382 01:25:26,204 --> 01:25:28,446 We could get food. You hungry? 1383 01:25:28,624 --> 01:25:30,331 Yeah, I should put something in my stomach. 1384 01:25:30,500 --> 01:25:32,332 Yeah, same. 1385 01:25:32,502 --> 01:25:35,336 I'm sorry. Aren't you Benjamin Ryder? 1386 01:25:35,505 --> 01:25:37,747 - That's right. - I don't believe it! 1387 01:25:37,924 --> 01:25:39,756 I mean, I should've known you'd been here. 1388 01:25:39,926 --> 01:25:41,758 I was just talking about you to Steve McCurry. 1389 01:25:41,928 --> 01:25:43,794 I figured Steve would be around. 1390 01:25:43,972 --> 01:25:46,055 Ernie Coates from 'National Geographic'. 1391 01:25:46,224 --> 01:25:48,887 Ernie. You did that Uganda thing, didn't you? 1392 01:25:49,061 --> 01:25:51,303 - Yeah, that was great. - Wow. Yeah. 1393 01:25:51,480 --> 01:25:53,346 At the risk of embarrassing you, 1394 01:25:53,523 --> 01:25:56,231 you're the reason I became a photographer. 1395 01:25:57,235 --> 01:25:59,443 Why would that embarrass me? 1396 01:25:59,613 --> 01:26:01,605 Marie, come here. 1397 01:26:04,785 --> 01:26:06,447 This is Benjamin Ryder. 1398 01:26:06,620 --> 01:26:09,078 - Oh, no way! - Yeah, I'm afraid so. 1399 01:26:09,247 --> 01:26:12,206 A bunch of us were just talking about your Afghan series. 1400 01:26:12,376 --> 01:26:14,038 Can you believe they're stopping it? 1401 01:26:14,211 --> 01:26:16,544 - You must have been pissed. - No, not really. 1402 01:26:16,713 --> 01:26:18,420 A little sentimental, I guess, 1403 01:26:18,590 --> 01:26:21,754 but it was a matter of time. 1404 01:26:21,927 --> 01:26:23,543 You know... 1405 01:26:23,720 --> 01:26:25,336 Oh, jeez. We're al... 1406 01:26:25,514 --> 01:26:27,801 We're always so... so frightened by time 1407 01:26:27,974 --> 01:26:30,216 and the way it moves on and the way things disappear, 1408 01:26:30,394 --> 01:26:32,226 but that's why we're photographers. 1409 01:26:33,230 --> 01:26:35,643 We're preservationists by nature. 1410 01:26:35,816 --> 01:26:38,729 We take pictures to stop time. 1411 01:26:39,903 --> 01:26:42,361 To commit moments to eternity. 1412 01:26:44,574 --> 01:26:47,066 Human nature made tangible. 1413 01:26:49,538 --> 01:26:52,201 About as good a definition of art as any, I guess. 1414 01:26:52,374 --> 01:26:55,037 Ben. Rick Corrales. 1415 01:26:55,210 --> 01:26:58,374 We were in Grenada together. I was shooting for Reuters. 1416 01:26:58,547 --> 01:27:01,210 - My God. - Good to see you. 1417 01:27:01,383 --> 01:27:03,124 Good to see you too, man. 1418 01:27:03,301 --> 01:27:05,668 Ben, do you mind if I get a picture with you? 1419 01:27:05,846 --> 01:27:08,088 Would it matter if I did? 1420 01:27:08,265 --> 01:27:11,178 I don't know. I'm sure it's OK. 1421 01:27:15,188 --> 01:27:16,804 - That's great. - There you go. 1422 01:27:16,982 --> 01:27:19,099 - Thank you. - You all be well, now. 1423 01:27:19,276 --> 01:27:21,142 - You too, Ben. - Good to see you. 1424 01:27:55,312 --> 01:27:57,304 You hear that? 1425 01:28:02,152 --> 01:28:04,109 Ungh. Alright. 1426 01:28:05,530 --> 01:28:08,819 What should we do this evening? Huh? 1427 01:28:09,826 --> 01:28:11,442 Shall we go see what Parsons, Kansas 1428 01:28:11,620 --> 01:28:13,577 has in the way of nightlife? 1429 01:28:15,207 --> 01:28:17,494 I could actually eat again. 1430 01:28:17,667 --> 01:28:19,954 I doubt they have room service here. 1431 01:28:20,128 --> 01:28:22,245 Should we get a pizza? 1432 01:28:22,422 --> 01:28:25,165 Go to a restaurant, we could order in... 1433 01:28:25,342 --> 01:28:27,584 Hello! Any thoughts on the matter? 1434 01:28:50,367 --> 01:28:52,154 OK, Dad. 1435 01:28:53,286 --> 01:28:55,152 OK. 1436 01:29:13,682 --> 01:29:16,846 ♪ I've watched you go through changes 1437 01:29:17,018 --> 01:29:20,511 ♪ That no man should face alone 1438 01:29:20,689 --> 01:29:23,272 ♪ Take to heel or tame the horse 1439 01:29:23,441 --> 01:29:27,025 ♪ The choice is still your own 1440 01:29:27,195 --> 01:29:29,812 ♪ But arm yourself against the pain 1441 01:29:29,990 --> 01:29:33,199 ♪ A wounded bird can give 1442 01:29:33,368 --> 01:29:35,906 ♪ And in the end remember 1443 01:29:36,079 --> 01:29:39,823 ♪ It's with you you have to live 1444 01:29:40,000 --> 01:29:42,413 ♪ And in the end remember 1445 01:29:42,586 --> 01:29:46,296 ♪ It's with you you have to live 1446 01:29:51,845 --> 01:29:53,336 ♪ Stand your ground 1447 01:29:53,513 --> 01:29:57,974 ♪ I think you've got the guts it takes to win 1448 01:29:58,143 --> 01:30:01,511 ♪ But you must learn to turn the key 1449 01:30:01,688 --> 01:30:04,101 ♪ Before she'll let you in 1450 01:30:04,274 --> 01:30:07,438 ♪ And understand the problems 1451 01:30:07,611 --> 01:30:10,775 ♪ Of the girl you want so near 1452 01:30:10,947 --> 01:30:14,111 ♪ Or you'll wear the coat of questions 1453 01:30:14,284 --> 01:30:17,448 ♪ Till the answer hat is here 1454 01:30:17,621 --> 01:30:20,284 ♪ You'll wear the coat of questions 1455 01:30:20,457 --> 01:30:23,791 ♪ Till the answer hat is here 1456 01:30:29,174 --> 01:30:31,917 ♪ Serenade your angel 1457 01:30:32,093 --> 01:30:35,006 ♪ With a love song from your eyes 1458 01:30:36,014 --> 01:30:37,846 ♪ Grow a little taller... ♪ 1459 01:30:38,016 --> 01:30:39,552 - Hey. - Hey. 1460 01:30:42,103 --> 01:30:45,267 I'm sorry about Ben, Matt. 1461 01:30:49,486 --> 01:30:51,944 I've been on the phone with the medical examiner's office, 1462 01:30:52,113 --> 01:30:54,355 trying to get the body released. 1463 01:30:55,367 --> 01:30:57,700 Should be good to go shortly. 1464 01:30:58,703 --> 01:31:01,912 - Thanks. - Mr Ryder? 1465 01:31:02,082 --> 01:31:03,698 Dwayne from Dwayne's Photo? 1466 01:31:03,875 --> 01:31:06,413 Yes, hi, yeah, I remember you. 1467 01:31:06,586 --> 01:31:10,079 Um, this is Larry Holt. 1468 01:31:10,256 --> 01:31:12,122 - Sir. - Ben's manager. 1469 01:31:12,300 --> 01:31:14,667 I was very saddened 1470 01:31:14,844 --> 01:31:16,927 to hear about your father, 1471 01:31:17,097 --> 01:31:20,511 and I wanted to deliver these personally. 1472 01:31:20,684 --> 01:31:23,347 I know he was very protective of his work. 1473 01:31:25,355 --> 01:31:28,689 Thank you. Yeah, my... My dad would appreciate that. 1474 01:31:28,858 --> 01:31:32,101 You know, outside a roll I shot myself, 1475 01:31:32,278 --> 01:31:34,736 these are the last rolls of Kodachrome film 1476 01:31:34,906 --> 01:31:36,772 ever to be developed. 1477 01:31:36,950 --> 01:31:40,364 I think he would have liked the symmetry. 1478 01:31:42,539 --> 01:31:44,405 Yeah. 1479 01:31:44,582 --> 01:31:46,244 Take care. 1480 01:31:46,418 --> 01:31:48,205 You too, Dwayne. 1481 01:31:54,509 --> 01:31:56,296 - Here you go. - Oh, no. 1482 01:31:57,595 --> 01:31:59,587 Ben was very direct about it. 1483 01:32:00,598 --> 01:32:02,806 He said you'd curate the show. 1484 01:32:04,811 --> 01:32:06,427 I don't know anything about photography. 1485 01:32:06,604 --> 01:32:08,436 Why would he do that? 1486 01:32:08,606 --> 01:32:11,349 I learned a long time ago never to ask why 1487 01:32:11,526 --> 01:32:13,643 where Ben was concerned. 1488 01:32:18,366 --> 01:32:20,232 Hold on. 1489 01:32:21,995 --> 01:32:23,657 Larry Holt. 1490 01:32:26,875 --> 01:32:28,662 Ladies and gentlemen, 1491 01:32:28,835 --> 01:32:31,498 we're now boarding zone three for flight 164 1492 01:32:31,671 --> 01:32:33,537 to LaGuardia Airport. 1493 01:32:36,593 --> 01:32:38,380 Hi, it's Zooey. 1494 01:32:38,553 --> 01:32:40,510 I'm not here. Please leave me a message. 1495 01:32:40,680 --> 01:32:43,388 Hi. Uh, it's me again. 1496 01:32:45,435 --> 01:32:47,301 Sorry for stalking you. 1497 01:32:49,189 --> 01:32:51,146 I've been thinking about you a lot. 1498 01:32:51,316 --> 01:32:53,524 Um... 1499 01:32:55,403 --> 01:32:57,941 I don't know, I've just been realising 1500 01:32:58,114 --> 01:33:01,778 I've given up on so much stuff in my life. 1501 01:33:03,286 --> 01:33:04,868 Playing music and... 1502 01:33:05,038 --> 01:33:06,825 ..my marriage. 1503 01:33:08,833 --> 01:33:09,914 Ben. 1504 01:33:11,461 --> 01:33:13,748 And I'm tired of doing it. I don't want to do it anymore. 1505 01:33:13,922 --> 01:33:15,709 I'm not gonna, and... 1506 01:33:17,008 --> 01:33:19,125 Well, I wanted you to be... 1507 01:33:21,137 --> 01:33:24,221 I'd love for you to be one of the things I don't give up on. 1508 01:33:28,144 --> 01:33:29,931 Uh, alright, I'll hang up now. 1509 01:33:32,732 --> 01:33:35,520 OK. 'Bye. 1510 01:35:20,673 --> 01:35:23,666 Let's see what all the buzz is about, Ben. 1511 01:37:29,886 --> 01:37:33,470 Hi. Hey. 1512 01:37:35,850 --> 01:37:38,058 Hi. 1513 01:37:40,897 --> 01:37:43,105 How'd you know I'd be here? 1514 01:37:45,068 --> 01:37:46,775 Larry. 1515 01:37:46,944 --> 01:37:49,231 - Oh. - Yeah. 1516 01:37:49,405 --> 01:37:51,738 I guess the guy really does know everything, huh? 1517 01:37:51,908 --> 01:37:53,649 Yeah. 1518 01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:01,532 Are they all like that? 1519 01:38:06,297 --> 01:38:09,961 Yeah. 1520 01:38:13,930 --> 01:38:15,967 Do you want company? 1521 01:38:17,934 --> 01:38:19,015 Yeah. 1522 01:42:01,657 --> 01:42:06,903 ♪ I had an idea 1523 01:42:07,079 --> 01:42:09,992 ♪ I kept my mouth shut 1524 01:42:10,166 --> 01:42:14,661 ♪ I didn't like it at all 1525 01:42:15,671 --> 01:42:21,008 ♪ When I called you sweetheart 1526 01:42:21,177 --> 01:42:24,011 ♪ I said your name first 1527 01:42:24,180 --> 01:42:26,467 ♪ Over your shoulder 1528 01:42:26,641 --> 01:42:31,227 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh 1529 01:42:31,395 --> 01:42:37,437 ♪ Sing your hallelujah 1530 01:42:37,610 --> 01:42:43,652 ♪ Fight with the kid delusion 1531 01:42:43,824 --> 01:42:46,988 ♪ Wake up 1532 01:42:47,161 --> 01:42:52,077 ♪ Come on, take me home 1533 01:42:54,043 --> 01:42:59,505 ♪ I don't wanna wait anymore 1534 01:42:59,674 --> 01:43:04,760 ♪ For you 1535 01:43:04,929 --> 01:43:06,420 ♪ Oh, yeah 1536 01:43:06,597 --> 01:43:11,934 ♪ I don't wanna fight anymore 1537 01:43:12,103 --> 01:43:16,268 ♪ Just come on Come on and take me home 1538 01:43:18,359 --> 01:43:23,900 ♪ By the time I met you 1539 01:43:24,073 --> 01:43:26,690 ♪ I was in shadows 1540 01:43:26,867 --> 01:43:31,077 ♪ I didn't know it at all 1541 01:43:32,331 --> 01:43:37,827 ♪ Pale horse and rider 1542 01:43:38,003 --> 01:43:40,666 ♪ In the White City 1543 01:43:40,840 --> 01:43:45,005 ♪ Saw it in pictures of you 1544 01:43:45,177 --> 01:43:48,045 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh 1545 01:43:48,222 --> 01:43:54,344 ♪ Sing your last hallelujah 1546 01:43:54,520 --> 01:44:00,517 ♪ Fight with the kid delusion 1547 01:44:00,693 --> 01:44:03,481 ♪ Wake up 1548 01:44:03,654 --> 01:44:08,445 ♪ Come on, take me home 1549 01:44:09,910 --> 01:44:16,157 ♪ Sing your last hallelujah 1550 01:44:16,333 --> 01:44:22,375 ♪ Fight with the kid delusion 1551 01:44:22,548 --> 01:44:25,461 ♪ Wake up 1552 01:44:25,634 --> 01:44:30,629 ♪ Come on, take me home. ♪ 112228