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[Meredith] Every cell
in the human body

regenerates, on average,

every seven years.

Like snakes...

... in our own way,
we shed our skin.

Biologically,
we're brand-new people.

Are you visiting Seattle
for the first time?

Oh, no, no.
I live in Seattle.

I just went home
for a month.

I took my son
to see my parents.

Oh. What do you do in Seattle?

Uh, I'm a surgeon.

Uh, uh, did you know
any of those doctors...

[lowered voice]
...from that shooting?

[Meredith] We may look the same.
We probably do.

The change isn't visible...

... at least not in most of us.

But we're all changed...

... completely...

... forever.

But that's normal.

I mean, it's a biological
imperative, change.

So the shooting changed me.
I'm changed.

But I'm also ready
to get back to work.

I mean, as ready
as any of us are.

Sitting around the house,

waiting...

I just spend my time worrying.

Your husband was shot.
That's a lot to worry about.

I'm worried about Cristina.

She's getting married,
and that's just...

Well, I had to cut her out
of her last wedding dress

with scissors, so...

You watched your husband get shot.

He's fine. He's coming back
to work today, actually.

- [screams inaudibly]
- [shell casing clatters]

[Monitor emitting continuous tone]

We're all fine.

- [Monitor alarm blares]
- [Pager beeps]

- Uh, ex... Excuse me.
- [Beeping]

[Scoffs]

Is everything OK, Dr. Grey?

Yes. Yes. Everything's fine.

[Cell door clatters]

[Bangs]

[Man] Opening two.

- [Buzzer sounds]
- It doesn't look too bad.

You just gotta keep an eye on it,
make sure it doesn't get any bigger.

But if it changes color,
you should see a doctor.

Dr. Shepherd.

- Your lady looks pissed.
- [Buzzer sounds]

Again, Derek?

[Cell door clangs]

Whew.

- [Sighs]
- [Elevator bell dings]

What?

Nothin' Just... you're awesome.

[Indistinct conversations]

Chief.

Oh, Dr. Bailey. Welcome back.

- Thank you, sir.
- We missed you here.

The place isn't the... same.

Did you get cleared for surgery?

What do you mean, " cleared for
surgery"? Who has to clear me?

Well, the next time,
I'll leave you there.

- You said that already.
- Oh, Derek got arrested again.

- Meredith...
- Reckless endangerment.

...please.
- Did he lose his license yet?

Oh, no, because they don't charge him,
because the cops worship him.

Because I saved some of their lives.

- What are we picking?
- Dress color. I'm not wearing white.

It's sexist and... vaguely racist.

No white, no veil, no rice.

- Well, what will your mother say?
- No mother.

I didn't get cleared for surgery,
and I'm pretty sure it's your fault.

Meredith, I am the chief.
I can overrule the counselor.

You can?

- [Chuckles] Yes.
- I love the blue.

- Chief Shepherd, you're back.
- Good morning.

I found a giant skull base chordoma.

- Biggest one I've ever seen.
- Really?

Kid came in to the E.R.
With trouble breathing.

You got cleared for surgery?

- I did.
- Bitch.

- I like the brown, too.
- I know it looks inoperable.

I mean,
I would've said it was inoperable,

- but you're back and you're you.
- Right.

Hey, uh, yes, good morning.
Thank you. Thank you very much.

[Staff cheers]

Good. Thank you.
Thank you very much.

It's, uh, it's great
to be back. First of all,

I'd like to thank Dr. Webber
for stepping up in my absence.

Thank you.

I'm grateful for all of you,
for all of your support

during my recovery. Thank you.

Uh, it's just, uh,
so great to be back as chief.

I'm grateful for the, uh...

[inhales sharply]

I'm sorry. That's a lie.

That's what people say,
and, uh, the truth is...

[man clears throat]

...I hate being chief. I hate it.

[Staff murmuring]

Chief Webber...

[murmuring continues]

Chief Webber is our chief.

Um...

...and I'm sorry, but this giant...

Sorry, I gotta go
look at this chordoma.

I, um, I'm sorry, but...
[chuckles]

- I quit.
- [Staff murmuring]

- Let's go, Kepner. Come on.
- Oh, sorry. OK.

[Laughing]
He just quit.

[Continues laughing]

He was supposed to
clear me for surgery.

[Murmuring continues]

[Exhales] Yeah.

The bullet's at the surface.

That's good.
I can take it out now.

Nah. I mean, if it's not
infected, I'm gonna keep it.

It's my war wound.
[Chuckles]

Besides... chicks dig that crap.

[Door opens]

[Beeps]

[Callie sighs]
Oh, my God.

- [Derek] Mm-hmm.
- Wow. You weren't kidding.

The last surgeon broke the dura,

which enabled the tumor
to mushroom into the brain

- and down into the spine.
- It's wrapped around his brain stem.

Whatever we do,
we need to do it quickly.

The size of this thing...

Normally, I open up the sinuses
or the hard palate.

Well, now you have to open up both.

You want me to split
his whole face open?

Sinuses, hard palate,
tongue, jaw...

A broken jaw is excruciating,
let alone the rest of it.

Does this kid know
what he's in for?

He wants to live. I don't think
he's concerned about the pain.

Well, but you don't know
how enmeshed the tumor is.

You don't even know
if you can get it all.

Thank you, Dr. Grey.

[Mark] You want to try this thing,

Torres and I are gonna
need to coordinate.

- What are we thinking, a week?
- No later.

I'll clear my schedule.

- Welcome back, Dr. Shepherd.
- Thank you, Dr. Torres.

You're not even cleared
for surgery yet.

I'll get cleared.
[Clears throat]

Hey, hey, hey.

[Record needle scratches,
music stops]

Uh, Dr. Grey. [chuckles]

Chief Webber.

- Yeah, a little... little exercise.
- OK.

Mm. Something I can do for you?

Yeah. Um,
that stupid counselor Perkins,

he won't clear me for surgery.

- So I was just wondering...
- No.

- But he cleared...
- I'm... I'm sorry. I am.

But we brought in the best,

and when Andrew Perkins
says you're not cleared,

then it's him
you need to talk to.

[Sighs]

[Sighs]

Yeah, yeah.

Did you hear that Dr. Yang
and Dr. Hunt are getting married?

- I did.
- It's pretty great, huh?

It's almost like a silver lining.

You know, I...
I've read a lot about trauma

and how, uh, sometimes people
just up and change their lives.

They say that the trauma

was the best thing
that could've happened to them.

You know, like Dr. Shepherd
this morning.

Did you hear that
he's not chief anymore?

And how have you been, Dr. Grey?

You've been through a lot
since I last saw you.

[Gunshot]

[Andrew] Does, uh, anyone
have anything to say?

I know that, uh, a lot of you

are only here because
this has been mandated.

So let's talk.

Anything at all?

I ate a really good taco

from one of those trucks
by the side of the road.

- When?
- Last night. You were asleep.

- Which truck? The one on 7th?
- I want to go. I like tacos.

- Me, too.
- [Lexie] I read a book...

...about the history of
mass murders in the U.S.

That's... that's the actual name
of what happened to us.

It was a mass murder. You can't
call it a terrorist attack,

because the murders
weren't political in nature.

And we weren't the victims
of a serial killer,

because Mr. Clark would've
had to murder several people

over a period longer than
30 days in order to qualify

as a serial killer. We could
call it a spree killing...

[gunfire]

...which is defined as killings
at two or more locations

with no break or pause in between,

because Mr. Clark shot that guy
in his car before he got here.

But I'm not sure that that
counts as a true second location

since it was so close
to the hospital,

which means that we were
a mass murder,

because it happened
at one place, by one person,

and more than four people
were killed.

[Object rattles]

[Taps fingers on table]

Oh, that was quite a show
this morning.

I didn't plan it.

[Chuckles] Made it better.
Any regrets?

No. Any regrets about
proposing to Cristina?

None.

Getting shot turns out to not be
the worst thing after all.

I need a best man.

I... I know... I know we're not
that close, but...

I don't know. You being married
to the other twisted sister,

[chuckles] I...
I just thought it...

It kinda made us like brothers
or something.

- I'd be honored. It's an honor.
- Thank you.

- You need a bachelor party?
- No, no, no.

- Even better.
- [Elevator bell dings]

[Siren wailing]

On the, uh, day of the shooting,

I understand that you had
a particularly difficult day.

On the day I gave birth
to my son,

my husband had a car crash,
and he needed a craniotomy,

and he almost died
on Derek Shepherd's table.

Now that was
a particularly difficult day.

And at the end of that day,
my son was born,

and my husband lived.

But at the end of this day...

...the, uh...

- Unh!
- [shell casing clatters]

[Miranda] No! No!

Um... this day
was the worst day of my life.

[Ben] Miranda.

[Gasps]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...

No, you... you don't
just sneak up on people. OK?

- You don't...
- I got these.

I was, um, I was playing golf.

My phone was off, and I'm...

You know, 18 people got shot,
11 died, one in my arms.

A boy died in my arms,
and you were playing golf.

- OK.
- Bailey...

- We gotta go.
- [Tuck babbles]

- Well, where... where you going?
- Home, uh, to my mom. Right?

Yeah? We're gonna go see Grandma?

- Yeah, Tuck. Here you go.
- When you coming back?

OK, here, here.
Here's your car.

Miranda...
when are you coming back?

[Engine turns over]

OK, OK, OK, OK.

OK, Tuck.

No. No.

M... mom.

You're talking about
slicing his face in half,

breaking his jaw,
cutting his tongue.

- It's just... It just sounds crazy.
- I know.

I wish I could offer
some comfort, but honestly,

there's no comfort that can
be offered in this situation.

Let me just say that...

...every medical advancement
started with the statement,

"That sounds crazy."

Let me try.

Donna, let me help.

OK. Let's try. Let's... OK.

Good. OK.

He could not wake up.

He could... wake up...

...and never be able to move again.

He could go blind.

He could lose his ability
to speak or to eat.

He could require
around-the-clock care

for the rest of his life.

He could be
in a tremendous amount of pain

for the rest of his life.

He could die on the table.

If that doesn't happen,
if none of those things happen,

he's still facing months

of excruciatingly painful
recovery from this surgery.

And before you make a decision,
you need to understand the risks.

You're driving awfully fast,
Dr. Shepherd.

The least you could do
is wear a seat belt.

You've been working.

In the clinic, in the pit.

We haven't been allowed to operate,
which makes zero sense if you ask me.

I'd like to, uh, talk to you
about the incident last week.

She's not my responsibility.

- She was your girlfriend.
- Well, she's not anymore.

[Monitor beeping rhythmically]

[Indistinct conversations]

Karev, give me another suture.

My patient didn't bring her meds.
She doesn't even know their names.

I... if I give her albuterol
and she's on propanolol,

then she'll stop breathing.
Lf... if I give her warfarin

and she's on ibuprofen, then
she'll... then she'll bleed out.

If I give her diphenhydramine
and she's on doxepin,

then she'll die. So do... do... do
you think she wants to die?

- Is she kidding?
- Karev, what's going on over there?

I think that she wants to die.
I think she wants me to kill her.

Do... do you...
do you want me to kill you?

Because you...
you could just get a gun,

- and it would be a lot faster.
- Karev, get her outta here.

You know what? So why doesn't
somebody find a gun...

...and we'll bring her a gun
and just shoot her...

Karev, help her. I can't step away.
Get her out of here!

Help! Somebody find her a gun
'cause she wants to die!

- I got my own stuff to do.
- Somebody find something!

Why did you walk away?

Look, life is too short.

I almost died
trying to stop that guy.

Besides, I mean...

...you know how much tail
you get offered

when you're carrying
a bullet around in your chest?

It's like I'm a legend.

Are you, uh...
always this crass,

or is that
a defense mechanism?

[Panting]

I've had too much crazy
for one lifetime.

[Mark] You cleared Lexie Grey
for surgery?

Dr. Sloan, I'm in...
I'm in session.

I had to check her into psych
last week.

I had to commit her
against her will!

And you just clear her
for surgery?

What the hell
kind of doctor are you?

It's OK.
You can talk to him.

- I'll come back.
- [Mark] Yeah, walk away.

You're good at that.

She got snowed.

Psych put her on heavy doses
of antipsychotics and benzos.

And then she slept
for almost 50 hours straight.

When she woke up, she was
no longer a risk to herself or others.

I mean, she has P.T.S.D.
Most of you do.

For her, it caused
severe sleep deprivation

and led to a breakdown.

All she needed was sleep.

So protocol is
that she goes back to work.

See?

I'm OK.

Really. I'm back.

Clamp.

So how are you?
I hear there's a guy.

- Yeah, there's a guy.
- Mm. That good?

- [Laughs] Shut up.
- [Laughs]

I need another clamp.

So... you're getting married.

I am. I am getting married.

I'm happy for you.

I am, really.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- Thank you. [laughs]
- Good.

I dig weddings.
I do a mean chicken dance.

Oh, there will be
no chicken dance.

And if you start a conga line,
I will physically throw you out.

- [Snickers]
- I just went to the cafeteria,

and some nurse called me Reed
and then said, "I thought you died."

Yeah, you don't go
to the cafeteria for lunch.

- They just point and stare.
- Is that why you dyed your hair?

They stare because
we should've died.

Pack a lunch.
Keep it in your locker.

- [Laughs]
- [Meredith] You are kidding me.

- You got cleared?
- [Laughs] It's down to you and Yang.

- That is not funny.
- [Cristina] Well, Perkins is no dummy.

He can see the crazy right under
the Meredith Grey surface.

Again, Cristina, it's not funny
because you're not

gonna get cleared either,
and the two of us

are gonna be serving slushies
at the multiplex.

Really? I'd choose
dermatology over multiplex.

No, I'd go gynecology
over dermatology.

Oh, of course you would. Perv.

I think I'd go with psych.

That was a joke.

- [Forced laughter]
- That was good.

- Ha ha.
- [April] That was good.

[Meredith] Anyway, I don't know
what Perkins' problem is with me.

- Maybe he saw your file.
- Maybe he knew your mother.

Maybe he heard how you told
the shooter to shoot you.

- Not funny.
- Not a joke.

[Meredith stammers]

- Dr. Bailey.
- Welcome back.

You OK?

I'm happy to see you all.

Karev, there's a patient in 23-04
that needs an endoscopy.

Grey and Yang, surely
your paycheck covers more than

stuffing your face in the basement.
Get to the clinic now.

And, you two...

...l'm awful sorry about
the loss of your friends.

- Thank you.
- So are we.

22-13 has a bowel impaction,

and I'm sure as hell not about
to stick my hands in there.

You, uh, quit
your job this morning.

Should I be worried
about impulsivity?

[Laughs]

I didn't quit my job.
Being chief wasn't my job.

I'm a surgeon.

That's what I do.
That is who I am.

But before you got shot...

Oh, I wanted to quit that job
every day before I got shot,

I just didn't have
the guts to do it.

After I got shot, I, uh...

[gasps]

Life is short.

So now I think less and...

...just do.

So... for you,
the shooting was clarifying?

A... a lot of people died
in that shooting.

I'm saying,
in your life today.

A lot of people died.

[Derek] Oh.

Um...

Meredith went to get
something to eat.

[Voice echoes]
She should be back soon.

[Normal voice] Um...
I'm sorry I got you shot.

By coming out of the office...

I didn't listen,
and then you got shot.

I... I got you shot, and I
just need to say, I am so...

- April...
- So sorry.

Gary Clark came here for me.

I gave the order
to pull the plug on his wife.

I got everyone shot.

[Semi horns honking]

So... Oh!

Is this what I need to do
to get cleared?

[Clears throat]
Dr. Grey, you're early.

- I'll, uh, I'll call you later.
- Yes, please.

Uh...

That was creepy
and inappropriate.

I want a new counselor.

Teddy was never
a... a patient of mine.

She was cleared for surgery
before I got here.

We just met in the cafeteria.

I'm not interested
in your love life.

I don't care how love blooms
over day-old hot dogs.

My husband is about to remove
the largest chordoma on record.

You cleared Lexie Grey last week.

You cleared Alex Karev,
who insists on

running around the hospital
with a bullet in his chest.

I know who I've cleared.

So then why don't you tell me
what you want me to say,

and I'll say it.

Dr. Grey, I don't think
that you're being honest...

...with me or yourself.

And I think that's a potentially
dangerous situation.

So what is it
that you're not saying?

- [Monitor beeping rhythmically]
- Who's with Derek?

Uh, when I left, um,
Mark Sloan was with him.

- And where's Owen?
- Um, I don't know.

I... I... I think he's still
talking to the police.

OK, not a word of this to Derek.

You have to tell Owen
because he knows.

- Not a word.
- OK.

And April Kepner.
She knows, too.

OK.

Well, go... go tell them.

Go... go back to the hospital
and tell them right now.

Don't you want me
to stay for this?

No, I want you to go.

Go and... and make sure
no one says a word to Derek.

OK. OK.

[Monitor beeping rhythmically]

[Sighs]

[Door closes]

[Door opens]

Your friend left?

- You want me to wait or...
- No, just do it.

The D&C's
pretty straightforward.

The fetus was only
at about 5 weeks.

You'll feel some cramping after,
but it shouldn't be too bad.

[Scoffs]

Andrew and I just
got busted by Meredith Grey.

- Callie's watching me sleep.
- What?

She's watching me sleep.

And she only watches me sleep
when something is up,

and I'm afraid
that she's gonna propose

or... start talking about
making babies again,

which I'm... I'm open to, honestly,

just not right now, you know?

And I can feel her watching me,
and it is such hard work

to keep my eyes closed,
but I know that if I open them,

that something loaded is gonna
come out of her beautiful mouth

and pop the pretty pink bubble
that we've been floating in.

- You want to pop the bubble.
- I don't, though.

Believe me. I've been living
in that bubble for years.

Oh, no. Owen and I?
We're just friends, really.

Finally knowing the truth?
I don't regret that.

My bubble is so pink
and so... pretty.

[Taps pen on counter]

Pop the bubble.

[Sighs]

I heard you
were looking for me.

The board officially
reinstated me this morning.

- No more "interim chief."
- Well, I'm glad to hear that.

You sure?
No seller's remorse?

Oh, have you seen the tumor I'm chasing?
No, no seller's remorse.

You feel good about this surgery?

That sounds like
a loaded question.

Look, I know Perkins
cleared you for surgery.

And I know better than to
question your judgment, but...

...I still have nightmares, and I
go to two AA meetings a day.

I'm not all the way back,
and I didn't get shot.

That's what I mean when I say,
do you feel good about it?

I feel adrenaline.

And, yeah...

...the adrenaline feels good.
[Chuckles]

[Buzzing]

I can't believe
I'm not down there.

I can't believe
I'm not down there.

Palate's divided.

- Torres.
- Yeah. OK. We're good.

Here we go.

[Crackles]

You ever see anything like this?

I've seen mortar fire that
didn't do this much damage.

[Mark] All right,
let's bring that microscope in

and get you started.
Everybody ready?

- Let's do it.
- Yeah.

[Monitor beeping rhythmically]

[Derek] OK. There's the tumor.

We're there.
Microdissectors, please.

Get up.

- No.
- Get up.

- Ow! Ow! Ow!
- Let's go.

[Cristina] Sorry, sorry.

What is wrong with you?

Everything is wrong.

Derek is decapitating a teenager,

and April Kepner is assisting,

and you're sitting reading about
lilies of the freakin' valley.

- Well, you prefer peonies?
- We are not better.

Cristina, a psychiatrist,
given several opportunities,

- has deemed me unfit to do my job.
- Well, he'll get over it.

Just go back in a couple of days.

You are not better.

Well, in a couple of days,
I'll be better, too.

In a couple of days,
you'll be married.

[Magazine pages rustle]

- Are you trying to talk me out of this?
- Look at me and tell me you're sure.

OK, you know what? No.
You don't get to do this.

OK? All you get to do
is help me break the tie

between the lilies of the valley
and the... and the peonies.

- That's it.
- No, I do get to do this.

I mean, Derek's the love of my
life, but you're my soul mate.

I do get to do this. I mean,
why can't it wait six months?

- Please don't. Don't.
- Your flowers aren't going anywhere.

You broke up with him
because he couldn't choose you.

Don't... don't... don't do this.

- Just why does it have to be right now?
- You know what I think?

I think you should tell Derek
about the miscarriage.

We're talking about you.

We're talking about us not being
"better." Then you need to tell him.

He's not ready.
He's... he's not OK.

Well, you're not OK.
You should tell him.

Well, Dr. Yang, if you don't
feel ready, there's no pressure.

The hospital is prepared
to work with you in whatever way...

What... I'm sorry.
I... I'm getting special treatment?

'Cause I'm the girl who operated
with a gun to her head?

If you don't want
to clear me, don't clear me.

Well, you didn't show up
for your appointment last week.

- You were very late today.
- I'm getting married.

I heard that.
Congratulations.

Can I go now?

[Chair wheels clatter]

When you think about
going into an O.R.,

how does that make you feel?

God, the women
in these magazines...

[pages rustle]

Some of them are
actually brides, you know?

They're not all models.

All smiling.

It's like the only thing
in the world that matters

is that they find the perfect shoe
to match that dress.

[Inhales deeply] God,
you know, I knew these girls.

I... I went to school with them.

It's funny.

I used to feel sorry for them.

They're simple girls.

They just want to find the guy
and get married, you know...

...and live.

[Magazine pages rustle]

I don't know.
I think you're either born simple

or you're born...

...me.

I want to be the person

who gets happy over finding
the perfect dress.

I want to be simple.

'Cause no one holds a gun
to the head of a simple girl.

- Stop fixing him!
- [crying] Owen, help.

- [Bang]
- Who is it?

I... It's me. It's Owen.

- Hey.
- [Chain rattles]

You're late.

I'm sorry.

Hey.

It's not OK.

Cristina, what is this?

[Voice breaks]
I don't want to be alone.

You don't ever
have to be alone again.

I'm not going anywhere, Cristina.

I won't ever leave again.
You hear me?

I am not going anywhere, Cristina...

...if you let me stay.

Thank you.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I was late.

Thank you. Thank you.
[Cries] Thank you.

[Man speaking indistinctly]

Uh...

Miranda, look, um...

Look, um...

I... I was playing golf.

And I... I can't apologize for it

because it wasn't anything
I did on purpose.

I... I was just...

I was playing golf.

I missed you, and I just...

You're... you're a good man.

You are handsome...

...and kind... and smart

and... good.

I mean, you're perfect.

But, um...

I'm... busy

holding myself together
with tape and glue.

And a piece of me wishes that

you hadn't played golf, because...

[voice breaking] then you'd be
all taped and glued, too.

And maybe you'd be where I am.

- Shh.
- I...

[crying] You're...

You're too much for me right now,

'cause I'm busy
with the tape and the glue.

[Whispering] Shh. Shh.
All right, all right. All right.

All right.

You take care of yourself.

You, too.

You were amazing in there.

- Let's make a baby.
- What?

Mm-hmm. Come on.
[Clears throat]

Let's just pull the goalie.
Let's do it. Let's do it right now.

- [Pager beeps]
- Oh, God.

It's Greg. Damn it.

- [Door opens]
- [Sighs]

- [Greg screaming]
- [Monitor beeping erratically]

I... I already gave him 10 of morphine.
He's in too much pain.

- I'm gonna start him on propofol.
- [Screaming]

- Greg.
- I never should've let you do this.

I never should've let you.

All right, Greg. It's Dr. Shepherd.
You have to listen to me. Greg. Greg.

Greg, this is the fight.
This is the fight.

It's gonna stop.
We're gonna help you.

But until it does,
this is your fight.

The tumor's not
driving anymore. You are.

You're in the driver's seat.

The life that's in your head,
you get if you fight.

- [Beeping continues]
- You got it?

[Inhales sharply]

[Beeping continues]

Good. Good.
Look, this...

- This pain?
- Yeah.

It's not a dying pain.
It's a healing pain.

- This is a victory pain.
- [Sobs] OK.

You won.

[Monitor beeping rhythmically]

We won.

[Siren wailing]

[Sighs]

- [Buzzer sounds]
- [Man whistles]

Hey. [chuckles]

- [Sighs]
- What? I went out to get some ice.

Oh, don't be mad.
We'll make the wedding.

I'll make the wedding.

Just wanted to see
you were alive for myself.

Meredith. [chuckles]

- Meredith.
- [Cell door closes]

[Playing discordant notes]

[Spoon clatters]

- [Beer bottle top pops]
- You look hot.

The whole, uh, " crazy eyes,
tight dress" thing,

it's, uh, it's working for you,
for whatever it's worth.

[Beer splashes in bottle]

You think that you are
so badass 'cause you lived.

I'm the reason that you lived.

And while you were dying,

you were crying out
for the wife who left you.

So that's the opposite of badass,

for whatever it's worth.

[Door opens and closes]

- I'm jealous.
- [Sighs]

I think I'm jealous
of Hunt and Yang.

You know Derek's
gonna be the best man?

- We hardly even know the guy.
- [Sighs]

I'm gonna do it.

- You're drunk.
- That's why I'm gonna do it.

Lame surgery ran long.
Sorry. What'd I miss?

- I have something... to ask you.
- Oh, no.

I want you to move in with me.
I love you,

and you have a drawer
and a toothbrush,

and I want you
to have a whole dresser

and a whole... blow-dryer

or something...
more romantic than that or...

...something.

You're doing great.
Push through.

[Whispers] OK.

[Indistinct conversations]

[Normal voice] Unless you're
just totally hating the idea,

which... would be OK.

- Is that it?
- Is what it?

You just want me to move in

to a place that I
basically already live?

Mm-hmm.

[Whispers] Thank God.
[Normal voice] Yes, yes.

Calliope, yes. I would love
to have a dresser

and a blow-dryer
or something more romantic.

- Oh. How are you doing? You OK?
- Yeah. I'm OK. Uh, Derek?

Uh, I'm sorry.
He's not coming.

- Um...
- He's my best man.

I know. Do you want
to pick a new one?

- Mark looks great in a suit.
- Derek had the ring.

- I have it.
- Oh, OK.

OK. Are you still good?

- Yeah.
- OK.

She is gonna come down
those stairs, right?

I never gave you any crap
about your Post-it.

You look beautiful.

I know.

How's Owen? Is he good?

Owen's perfect.

He's perfect.

Thank you.

[Meredith] When we say things like,

"People don't change,"

it drives scientists crazy...

... because change is literally

the only constant
in all of science.

Thank you.

Energy.

Matter.

It's always changing...

... morphing...

... merging...

... growing...

... dying.

It's the way people try not to
change that's unnatural.

The way we cling
to what things were

instead of letting them be
what they are.

The way we cling to old memories

instead of forming new ones.

The way we insist on believing...

... despite every scientific
indication...

... that anything
in this lifetime is permanent.

Change is constant.

How we experience change...

... that's up to us.

It can feel like death...

... or it can feel like
a second chance at life.

If we open our fingers,

loosen our grips,

go with it...

... it can feel
like pure adrenaline.

Like at any moment...

... we can have
another chance at life.

Like at any moment...

I do.

... we can be born
all over again.