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But where would be
a good place to start?
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For you?
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- Yes, for me.
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The Law of Moses?
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The prophecies of Isaiah?
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The wisdom of Solomon?
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- Mm.
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For you, I think
Psalms of David.
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A good start.
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- I'm ready.
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- For example,
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"To the choirmaster,
a psalm of David.
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"If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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If I make my bed in the depths,
you are there."
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- And...?
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- Just that.
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Just a few more minutes.
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Thank you for your patience,
folks, thank you.
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- But I'm not planning on
ascending to heaven
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or making my bed
deep in the depths.
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-You asked for a passage.
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- Yes, but one that could
help me understand how
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you and everyone else
knows more.
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- That's what I know,
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and what you must
come to believe
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if you want to make
any meaningful study of Torah.
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- I don't understand.
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Excuse me.
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Can you tell me
what happened with Jesus.
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He healed me!
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- Healed you of what?
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EMOTIONAL WOMAN Epilepsy!
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- Yes, and how long have...
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- Say it back to me.
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- "If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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"If I make my bed
deep in the depths,
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you are there."
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- There's nowhere you can go,
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no heights you can climb to
in your intellectual mind,
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no depths you can reach
in your soul,
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where God is not with you.
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Do you get it?
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- I think so.
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- No amount of learning
can bring you closer to God,
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or you make you more or less
precious to Him.
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He's always right here,
right now,
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with you, and for you.
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- But I don't feel it.
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- The feeling doesn't
always come first.
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Sometimes you have
to believe first.
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- Believing a thing
does not make it true.
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- That is wisdom.
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But these aren't
not just any words.
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They are David's, in Scripture.
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- But how do you know
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whether David was only
talking about himself,
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and not about everyone else?
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He did say, “If I ascend”
not “If people ascend.”
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- It almost sounds like
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you don't want it to be true.
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- Excuse me,
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can you please tell me
what happened with Jesus?
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Are you with Him?
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- Yes, yes, we are His students.
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- Oh, thank you!!
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- Are you okay?
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I'm fine.
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So, with the passage
from David...
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I'm just trying to understand.
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The trying is the thing.
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Meditate on it for a few days
and come back to me.
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You're always
writing things down.
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Try writing it down
several times.
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Something about writing it down
that goes a long way.
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- That's what I say, too.
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- Matthew, I think we've
only just begun to know
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all you can do.
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I've been
healed, I've been healed!!
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Thaddeus, Little James,
you're up!
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I've been healed!!
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- How's the line?
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- It's getting longer.
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I'll come back out soon
and help you,
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I won't take my full break.
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- Where's Nathanael?
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It's my turn to replace him.
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- Said he's staying through,
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doesn't want to stop his shift.
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- Philip, take my place,
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see if you can make
some headway,
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he's scary good.
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- There have been
over 60 people already,
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with 50 waiting
in line currently,
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not including lepers
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and others
who are still in line.
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- Did you say over 50
in the line right now?
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- Yes.
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- How long
is this going to last?
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- Well, it depends
on each encounter you have...
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- Never mind, I get it.
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- Matthew.
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- Yes.
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- Did you get some ideas
from Philip?
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- Yes,
from the songs of David...
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the passage to study
before we learn more.
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- "If I ascend to heaven,
you are there.
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"If I make my bed
deep in the depths,
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you are there..."
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- It's still bleeding.
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- What?
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Is that from the firewood
from before?
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- Yes, and then,
when I pushed back the man
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that was rushing the line,
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I cut it more on his bag.
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Hand me that rag.
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That same man you speak of
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bumped into me on his way out,
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after Jesus healed his wife.
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I believe he's one of the men
who arrived here last night.
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Almost
a four-hour walk this morning
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and we didn't even have
a moment to settle in.
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I mean, it's great
what He's doing, obviously,
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but I wish it would have
happened tomorrow.
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- What is happening?
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What are we part of?
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- Is it wrong to say
I have no idea?
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- No, it makes me feel better.
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- I think that I haven't
had time to think about it.
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All this time my parents,
I just know, hate it.
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Other than that,
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I figured Thomas and I
would get our answers
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from the rest of you.
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- The word is already
spreading so fast.
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I didn't think about that.
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Have you thought about the fame
from all of this?
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- I wouldn't mind being famous.
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- Ha!
I'm not surprised.
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It's not as fun
as you might think.
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- I cannot remember a time
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I did not think
about the Messiah
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at least once a week.
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My whole life
I prayed and prayed
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that He would come
during this time,
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and I just hoped that I would
at least get to see Him.
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But to be close to Him,
like this?
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A nobody like me, I...
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What's not fun about that?
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- You call today fun?
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- Maybe not fun, but good.
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But with this fame
comes enemies.
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You will be hated, too.
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I'm used to that.
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- Well, you were protected.
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And your enemies
weren't powerful.
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- Speaking of enemies...
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if someone had told you
growing up,
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that you would be
a student of the Messiah.
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You.
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You would be close to Him,
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and you will help Him
in His mission,
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what would you have thought?
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- I would have said,
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“Sorry, I'm a girl,
ask my brother.”
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Fair enough.
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But, really, Thomas...
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- Hmm?
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What would you have thought?
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- I would have thought,
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“I don't have
military training.”
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That's still a problem,
actually.
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- Exactly.
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When I was a child,
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I used to think how amazing
it would be to see Messiah
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kill all the Romans
on my street.
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And I wanted to help Him.
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I trained every day
with a wooden sword.
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- Yes, and I have this scar that
proves he was pretty good.
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- I used to imagine
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that the Romans would
break into our home,
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and I would be hiding
under the bed with a knife.
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And just when
they came to get me,
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Messiah would rescue me
at the last moment.
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- I didn't think we'd be
spending our time healing...
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Well, watching Him heal.
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And they'll never stop.
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The people come
the more they hear about it,
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and we're just going to be
doing this the next five years
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and we'll never get
to the fighting part.
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Eager to bring out that
wooden sword of yours, are you?
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- Do you honestly not know
what I'm talking about?
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- I guess I haven't
had any expectations,
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that's probably why
it's a little easier for me.
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I can remember as a little girl
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hearing about how someone
would save us someday,
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but I don't remember
much about it.
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Why is it you expect a warrior?
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- Zechariah.
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“For I will gather all
the nations against Jerusalem
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"to battle,
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"and the city will be captured.
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"Then the Lord will go forth
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"and fight against
those nations,
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"as when He fights
on a day of battle.
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"On that day His feet will stand
on the Mount of Olives,
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which is in front of Jerusalem
on the east..."
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- Yes, yes, yes,
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the Mount of Olives
will be split in two
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from east to west,
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and half of it will move,
all this craziness,
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but we don't even know
when this is going to be,
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if it's even in this lifetime.
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Here's what I also
do not understand.
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Isn't the Messiah
supposed to come
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at a time when all is holy?
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That's at least
what you've been telling me.
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What is that from?
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- Even a prophetic poem
from the rabbis
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not so long ago.
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“And there shall be no
unrighteousness in them
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"on his day,
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"for they shall all be holy
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and their king
shall be the Lord Messiah.”
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- I guess that's why
the Pharisees
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do not think
He is the one, Mary.
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You have to help clean out
the Red Quarter first.
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- I don't think He's waiting
for us to be holy.
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I think He's here because
we can't be holy without Him.
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- Whoa...
that's good.
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The Baptizer
will want to use that.
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Big James,
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they need you to help
with crowd control...
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people were bickering,
and getting physical,
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and I can't help much
in that department.
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- Bickering?
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- Are you serious?
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- Yes.
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I'm going to use
my sword on them
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before the Romans.
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- So...
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Let's see here,
how are we doing?
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Well, how do I put this?
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Ehh...
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- What?
Are you serious?
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I'm worse off than I was!
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- Yes, yes, you are.
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- I thought you said
you were good at this.
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- I thought I was.
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- I can't get out of this now.
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- Sorry, James.
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- Ugh.
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So, what was everyone
talking about?
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- Eh, not much,
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just prophecy, our growing fame,
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the Messiah healing disease
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instead of overthrowing
the Romans,
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small topics like that.
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- Well, I'm not sorry
I missed it.
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I'm ready for this day
to be over.
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- What about out there?
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Anything happen
in your short shift?
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-No, it's the same as all day.
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One thing that is
annoying me, though,
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00:11:12,670 --> 00:11:15,500
is these people,
they are believing in Him,
264
00:11:15,590 --> 00:11:16,760
and praising Him...
265
00:11:16,840 --> 00:11:19,720
And don't get me wrong,
that's great...
266
00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:22,800
But it's because
He's healing them.
267
00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:23,890
The Samaritans.
268
00:11:23,970 --> 00:11:26,850
Yeah, it was pretty much
what He said.
269
00:11:26,930 --> 00:11:27,850
That's all they needed.
270
00:11:27,930 --> 00:11:29,810
- I know.
271
00:11:29,890 --> 00:11:31,230
I just don't know
how many of them
272
00:11:31,310 --> 00:11:33,650
would believe in Him
if He wasn't healing them.
273
00:11:37,190 --> 00:11:39,950
- So, I have to ask...
274
00:11:40,030 --> 00:11:42,740
I think I can guess.
275
00:11:42,820 --> 00:11:44,450
- I have two questions.
276
00:11:44,530 --> 00:11:48,200
Forgive me, but I speak plainly.
277
00:11:48,290 --> 00:11:50,870
What is your malady?
278
00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:52,540
Forgive me,
I don't mean to offend.
279
00:11:52,630 --> 00:11:53,670
- It's fine.
280
00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:56,340
It's a form of paralysis,
281
00:11:56,420 --> 00:11:57,800
it's caused problems
since birth.
282
00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:00,970
It's almost
time for evening meal.
283
00:12:01,050 --> 00:12:02,130
Are you hungry?
284
00:12:04,800 --> 00:12:07,680
- So then why...
285
00:12:07,770 --> 00:12:12,900
- I mean...
- why hasn't He healed you?
286
00:12:12,980 --> 00:12:15,060
How do you watch
all these healings today?
287
00:12:15,150 --> 00:12:16,190
Does it bother you?
288
00:12:17,530 --> 00:12:21,780
- Whew!
Fair questions.
289
00:12:21,860 --> 00:12:24,870
Um...
I'm still trying to figure out
290
00:12:24,950 --> 00:12:27,620
how I feel about all of this.
291
00:12:27,700 --> 00:12:31,870
I mean, I suppose one big thing
is that I haven't asked.
292
00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,000
- Why not?
293
00:12:35,130 --> 00:12:36,500
- I don't know.
294
00:12:39,710 --> 00:12:44,430
- If I had your...
struggle,
295
00:12:44,510 --> 00:12:47,680
and I was watching
what was happening today,
296
00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,810
I'd demand it.
297
00:12:49,890 --> 00:12:51,770
- I don't know if I should.
298
00:12:51,850 --> 00:12:53,890
It just doesn't feel right.
299
00:12:53,980 --> 00:12:55,576
You know, and I suppose
I've just been grateful
300
00:12:55,600 --> 00:12:58,480
that He called me to follow Him
in spite of it, but...
301
00:12:58,570 --> 00:13:00,990
It's never come up,
not even once.
302
00:13:01,070 --> 00:13:02,790
I'm just afraid that
if I mention it to Him,
303
00:13:02,860 --> 00:13:08,530
it will make Him change
His mind about me, or something.
304
00:13:11,870 --> 00:13:15,290
- I'm pretty sure
He knows your situation.
305
00:13:15,370 --> 00:13:16,686
It's not like
if you point it out,
306
00:13:16,710 --> 00:13:17,540
He'd be surprised.
307
00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:18,630
- That's true.
308
00:13:19,420 --> 00:13:20,840
Mary!
309
00:13:20,920 --> 00:13:22,210
- Let's go.
310
00:13:23,720 --> 00:13:25,380
So good to see you!
311
00:13:25,470 --> 00:13:27,760
So good to see you!
312
00:13:27,850 --> 00:13:29,100
So glad to be here.
313
00:13:29,180 --> 00:13:31,220
We thought
you were coming tomorrow.
314
00:13:31,310 --> 00:13:32,310
Well, some friends
315
00:13:32,390 --> 00:13:35,600
were able to come
with me earlier,
316
00:13:35,690 --> 00:13:37,270
so they dropped me off today
317
00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:39,770
and they are seeing
some family in the area.
318
00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:42,480
- You'll be with us
for a little while, yes?
319
00:13:42,570 --> 00:13:45,070
- Through the Feast,
and then we'll see.
320
00:13:45,150 --> 00:13:47,570
Oh, Philip, shalom!
321
00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:48,700
What are you doing here?!
322
00:13:48,780 --> 00:13:50,450
- I'm with your Son now.
323
00:13:50,530 --> 00:13:51,870
- Is John all right?
324
00:13:51,950 --> 00:13:53,790
I haven't spoken to him
in a while.
325
00:13:53,870 --> 00:13:54,750
- John is fine,
326
00:13:54,830 --> 00:13:55,936
but he said the time was now,
327
00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,540
so here I am, trying
to make myself useful.
328
00:13:58,630 --> 00:13:59,540
Uh-huh.
329
00:13:59,630 --> 00:14:01,090
Mary, this is Matthew,
330
00:14:01,170 --> 00:14:02,710
he wasn't with us
at the wedding.
331
00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:05,670
Oh, shalom, Matthew, welcome.
332
00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:09,140
Oh, look, that's fine clothing.
333
00:14:09,220 --> 00:14:10,220
- Thank you.
334
00:14:10,300 --> 00:14:11,680
What do you do?
335
00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:12,760
- I don't, I was...
336
00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:15,390
- He's a new student;
Jesus called him.
337
00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:17,350
- Ah, lovely.
338
00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:19,480
Well, I'm sure
you're someone special.
339
00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:22,320
So, was today a very long day?
340
00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:24,490
I saw a lot of people,
341
00:14:24,570 --> 00:14:26,150
Simon told me to come back here.
342
00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:28,700
Do we know when Jesus
will be finished?
343
00:14:28,780 --> 00:14:30,780
- We walked from Philippi
this morning,
344
00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:32,990
and He hasn't stopped
since then.
345
00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:34,240
- Hmm.
346
00:14:34,330 --> 00:14:35,500
He has always been a worker.
347
00:14:35,580 --> 00:14:37,790
He gets that from his father...
348
00:14:37,870 --> 00:14:40,250
both of them, I suppose, hm.
349
00:14:40,330 --> 00:14:44,210
Speaking of work,
I see the food.
350
00:14:44,300 --> 00:14:45,420
You all look exhausted.
351
00:14:45,510 --> 00:14:46,720
I'm here to help.
352
00:14:46,800 --> 00:14:48,800
We'll have it ready
very, very soon.
353
00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:38,520
Andrew, I need a mental break.
354
00:15:39,560 --> 00:15:42,270
Do one of your
“meaningless question” games.
355
00:15:42,350 --> 00:15:45,940
- They're not meaningless...
they're interesting.
356
00:15:47,740 --> 00:15:50,700
And I've got one I've been
thinking about lately.
357
00:15:50,780 --> 00:15:53,530
What would you do
for unlimited money?
358
00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:56,240
Or what would you give up
359
00:15:56,330 --> 00:15:58,870
to have all the money
you could ever want,
360
00:15:58,950 --> 00:16:00,290
for the rest of your life?
361
00:16:00,370 --> 00:16:01,370
Meaning...
362
00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:03,080
would I do something painful?
363
00:16:03,170 --> 00:16:05,590
- Yes, or crazy.
364
00:16:05,670 --> 00:16:08,170
Would you run through
the marketplace
365
00:16:08,260 --> 00:16:09,970
with no clothes on, screaming?
366
00:16:10,050 --> 00:16:11,930
Of course not,
367
00:16:12,010 --> 00:16:13,300
I'd be killed by a soldier.
368
00:16:13,390 --> 00:16:15,930
- Plus, it would be immodest,
it would be a sin.
369
00:16:16,010 --> 00:16:19,390
- Fine, something
that wasn't a sin.
370
00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:21,230
Would you give up your left hand
371
00:16:21,310 --> 00:16:23,400
if you would be rich
the rest of your life?
372
00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:27,230
- Maybe not a full hand,
but a couple fingers, sure.
373
00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:28,320
- What about love?
374
00:16:30,150 --> 00:16:32,490
Would you give up
ever getting married?
375
00:16:32,570 --> 00:16:34,200
- I don't know...
376
00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:36,700
Simon, is it worth it?
377
00:16:36,780 --> 00:16:37,950
- Absolutely,
378
00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:40,950
but you'll never be so lucky
to find someone like Eden,
379
00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:43,670
so...
take the money.
380
00:16:45,130 --> 00:16:47,290
- I have never had much money
my whole life,
381
00:16:47,380 --> 00:16:49,300
and I've been happy.
382
00:16:49,380 --> 00:16:50,486
I don't expect
we'll have much money
383
00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:52,470
for as long
as we're following Him.
384
00:16:52,550 --> 00:16:56,850
- But you had some money
before, yes?
385
00:16:56,930 --> 00:17:00,020
Are you happier now or then?
386
00:17:00,100 --> 00:17:02,390
- Ask Matthew.
387
00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:04,350
- John.
388
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:05,350
- What?
389
00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:07,110
That was a bad question?
390
00:17:07,190 --> 00:17:08,070
You brought up money.
391
00:17:08,150 --> 00:17:10,730
Matthew's had it;
we have not.
392
00:17:10,820 --> 00:17:12,820
- I feel better now,
393
00:17:12,900 --> 00:17:15,280
I don't know
if that means happy.
394
00:17:15,360 --> 00:17:17,700
- It's not polite
to talk about personal money.
395
00:17:17,780 --> 00:17:18,780
Just a question.
396
00:17:23,330 --> 00:17:25,500
I think about it sometimes...
397
00:17:27,630 --> 00:17:29,920
and then I feel guilty.
398
00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:32,800
- For what?
399
00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:36,590
- For thinking about things
I shouldn't,
400
00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:38,890
for wanting things
I shouldn't care so much about.
401
00:17:45,020 --> 00:17:49,060
Sometimes, I feel like...
402
00:17:49,150 --> 00:17:53,610
like I'm living
someone else's life.
403
00:17:53,690 --> 00:17:55,610
Like...
404
00:17:57,990 --> 00:17:59,780
when I look at myself
from the outside...
405
00:18:02,540 --> 00:18:04,500
it doesn't always feel like me.
406
00:18:06,710 --> 00:18:09,500
It feels like someone who's...
407
00:18:09,590 --> 00:18:12,170
trying to live up to
the heroes of our history,
408
00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:16,550
like, I have to do
something great,
409
00:18:19,510 --> 00:18:20,930
but I know I'm not great.
410
00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:26,440
Know it even more now,
being with Him.
411
00:18:28,310 --> 00:18:29,730
- I understand.
412
00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:34,480
I feel like I need to not
make anymore mistakes.
413
00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:37,240
How do you think I felt?
414
00:18:38,740 --> 00:18:41,700
- You must feel that
every day, no?
415
00:18:41,780 --> 00:18:43,790
- Not anymore.
416
00:18:43,870 --> 00:18:45,660
He always reassured me,
417
00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:47,410
and God always made me feel like
418
00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:49,330
I shouldn't be burdened.
419
00:18:51,290 --> 00:18:54,590
- So how did you feel
when it happened?
420
00:18:54,670 --> 00:18:56,210
- When what happened?
421
00:18:56,300 --> 00:18:58,470
- His birth.
422
00:18:58,550 --> 00:19:01,350
Even before that.
423
00:19:01,430 --> 00:19:04,390
How did you know,
when did you know who He was?
424
00:19:06,770 --> 00:19:09,140
- Oh, I don't know.
425
00:19:09,230 --> 00:19:10,230
We're all tired,
426
00:19:10,270 --> 00:19:11,940
do you really
want to hear all that?
427
00:19:12,020 --> 00:19:14,270
Yes!!
428
00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,240
Oh.
429
00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:19,240
Uh, hmm.
430
00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:22,490
Well...
431
00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:24,280
nothing about it was easy,
432
00:19:24,370 --> 00:19:26,790
I can tell you that.
433
00:19:26,870 --> 00:19:29,540
It wasn't in my hometown,
434
00:19:29,620 --> 00:19:31,750
my mother wasn't there,
435
00:19:31,830 --> 00:19:34,250
we had no midwife.
436
00:19:34,340 --> 00:19:37,170
I don't know if I'm ready
to give all the details,
437
00:19:37,260 --> 00:19:39,800
maybe some other time.
438
00:19:39,880 --> 00:19:42,930
But I do remember this...
439
00:19:43,010 --> 00:19:45,510
When Joseph handed Him to me,
440
00:19:47,140 --> 00:19:49,480
it was like nothing I expected.
441
00:19:51,140 --> 00:19:54,270
It was like everything
I'd heard about having a baby,
442
00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:58,990
but I thought this would be
completely different.
443
00:19:59,070 --> 00:20:01,110
- What do you mean?
444
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:04,160
- I had to clean Him off.
445
00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:06,120
He was covered in, um...
446
00:20:08,450 --> 00:20:12,420
I will be polite;
He needed to be cleaned.
447
00:20:16,250 --> 00:20:22,680
And He was cold,
and He was crying.
448
00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:28,310
And...
He needed my help.
449
00:20:28,390 --> 00:20:30,430
My help...
450
00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:32,100
a teenager from Nazareth.
451
00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:40,110
It actually made me think
for just one moment,
452
00:20:41,860 --> 00:20:43,740
“Is this really
the Son of God?”
453
00:20:46,950 --> 00:20:48,080
And Joseph later told me
454
00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:50,160
he briefly thought
the same thing.
455
00:20:54,370 --> 00:20:56,540
But we knew He was.
456
00:21:00,090 --> 00:21:01,970
I don't know what I expected...
457
00:21:05,220 --> 00:21:07,600
but He was crying
and He needed me.
458
00:21:09,850 --> 00:21:11,810
And I wondered how long
that would last.
459
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,480
He doesn't need me anymore...
460
00:21:19,570 --> 00:21:22,240
not since we taught Him
how to walk and eat.
461
00:21:24,570 --> 00:21:27,160
He hasn't needed me
for a long time, I suppose.
462
00:21:30,490 --> 00:21:35,170
And after Joseph passed...
May he rest in peace...
463
00:21:35,250 --> 00:21:38,500
He grew up even quicker.
464
00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:41,340
And I wish I could say
that made me happy.
465
00:21:41,420 --> 00:21:42,630
Of course, as a Jew,
466
00:21:42,710 --> 00:21:45,220
I'm excited to see everything
He does for our people,
467
00:21:45,300 --> 00:21:47,140
and I'm proud of Him.
468
00:21:50,310 --> 00:21:54,390
But...
as a mom,
469
00:21:58,270 --> 00:22:00,150
it makes me a little sad
sometimes.
470
00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:09,700
So, it's good to be
with all of you for a bit,
471
00:22:09,780 --> 00:22:12,700
I can find ways to help.
472
00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:14,660
- We'll take it.
473
00:22:19,420 --> 00:22:21,590
- Simon, when you were
just with Him,
474
00:22:21,670 --> 00:22:24,550
did it seem it would go
for very long?
475
00:22:24,630 --> 00:22:26,550
- It's tough to tell.
476
00:22:26,630 --> 00:22:29,970
The line was dying down, but...
477
00:22:30,050 --> 00:22:33,640
He won't send anyone
away anyway, so...
478
00:22:34,930 --> 00:22:36,180
we'll see.
479
00:22:38,690 --> 00:22:39,940
- I'll go check on them.
480
00:22:46,990 --> 00:22:48,740
Can I take your plate?
481
00:22:48,820 --> 00:22:50,030
- Yes, thank you.
482
00:23:01,330 --> 00:23:03,130
- I didn't know
He lost His Father.
483
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,800
I lost mine several years ago,
484
00:23:09,380 --> 00:23:11,050
I'll have to ask Him about that.
485
00:23:15,680 --> 00:23:17,230
Has anyone else lost a parent?
486
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:20,730
- Mm-hmm.
487
00:23:22,650 --> 00:23:23,900
- I'm sorry.
488
00:23:25,230 --> 00:23:26,940
Was it recent?
489
00:23:27,030 --> 00:23:30,910
- No, no, it was when
I was a little girl.
490
00:23:30,990 --> 00:23:34,780
- It's painful, I'm sorry.
491
00:23:34,870 --> 00:23:36,450
- Thank you, it was.
492
00:23:39,210 --> 00:23:41,750
I didn't fully
understand it right away.
493
00:23:41,830 --> 00:23:48,970
But, eventually,
it made me really angry,
494
00:23:49,050 --> 00:23:54,720
and... I left
when I was young.
495
00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:55,800
- Left home?
496
00:23:55,850 --> 00:23:58,600
Left everything.
497
00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:01,310
Everything.
498
00:24:01,390 --> 00:24:08,320
I, uh... I tried to stop
acting like a Jew,
499
00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,860
I tried to stop being myself.
500
00:24:12,950 --> 00:24:18,450
And then, later, as some
of the people from our town,
501
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:23,040
including some of you,
knew about,
502
00:24:23,120 --> 00:24:24,790
worse things happened.
503
00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:31,300
Most of it is a blur,
504
00:24:31,380 --> 00:24:33,430
but I forgot so much
of everything I learned
505
00:24:33,510 --> 00:24:34,680
as a little girl.
506
00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:38,810
- But now you can catch up.
507
00:24:42,980 --> 00:24:44,020
- Yes.
508
00:24:45,610 --> 00:24:46,610
I hope.
509
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:49,440
With Matthew and Ramah.
510
00:24:51,610 --> 00:24:54,160
You all are so far ahead,
511
00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:56,490
and you're so good
at all of this.
512
00:24:56,570 --> 00:24:58,330
We're not as good as you think.
513
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:01,790
- Yeah, most of us,
514
00:25:01,870 --> 00:25:03,846
but you were the one
with your nose in the writings.
515
00:25:03,870 --> 00:25:04,790
Still are.
516
00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:08,750
- Ah, a little;
not as good as others.
517
00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,170
- Oh, come on,
518
00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:12,970
you can recite half of Torah,
if you had to.
519
00:25:13,050 --> 00:25:13,840
- Maybe.
520
00:25:13,930 --> 00:25:15,760
- Maybe, yeah, maybe.
521
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,010
Still going.
522
00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:20,180
I couldn't do anymore,
523
00:25:20,270 --> 00:25:21,980
but they said they've got it.
524
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,940
- I really want to be
a good student.
525
00:25:28,020 --> 00:25:29,980
- I don't think any of us
went to bet midrash
526
00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:33,490
or did much study after school.
527
00:25:33,570 --> 00:25:36,200
That's what's so surprising
about all this.
528
00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:38,160
Thomas, did you?
529
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,830
- No, I was in
the family business
530
00:25:39,910 --> 00:25:42,620
the day after I graduated.
531
00:25:42,700 --> 00:25:43,830
Thirteen years old,
532
00:25:43,910 --> 00:25:47,170
and I was preparing
and serving food at weddings,
533
00:25:47,250 --> 00:25:49,920
I was not a student at all,
believe me.
534
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,960
- I wasn't even good at praying
until recently,
535
00:25:53,050 --> 00:25:54,630
I would get bored with it.
536
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,640
You know, the same thing
over and over.
537
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,560
I learned to love it
as I got older.
538
00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:02,770
- I wasn't great at any of it
when I was a student.
539
00:26:02,850 --> 00:26:05,810
- I wasn't, either,
I didn't like all the rules.
540
00:26:05,890 --> 00:26:08,060
- I never struggled with it.
541
00:26:08,150 --> 00:26:09,190
I do what I'm told.
542
00:26:09,270 --> 00:26:11,360
- Yes, I'm the same,
543
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,780
I've always been
a rule follower.
544
00:26:13,860 --> 00:26:16,490
- I've always loved
the history, the stories,
545
00:26:16,570 --> 00:26:18,780
so I've always loved
the rules, too.
546
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:24,120
- Simon?
547
00:26:26,830 --> 00:26:27,920
- I've had my moments.
548
00:26:32,500 --> 00:26:36,300
- One time when my parents
were asleep,
549
00:26:36,380 --> 00:26:41,220
I had meat with cheese,
just to see what I was missing.
550
00:26:41,300 --> 00:26:42,310
Have you ever done that?
551
00:26:42,390 --> 00:26:44,430
- No, I'd feel too guilty.
552
00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,230
- You feel guilty
about everything.
553
00:26:46,310 --> 00:26:47,350
Right after you were born,
554
00:26:47,390 --> 00:26:50,020
you said sorry to Eema
for causing her pain.
555
00:26:50,110 --> 00:26:51,730
Forget the guilt,
556
00:26:51,820 --> 00:26:53,440
I was sick for days.
557
00:26:53,530 --> 00:26:55,900
I haven't violated
a single food rule since.
558
00:26:55,990 --> 00:26:57,700
- I tried pork once.
559
00:26:57,780 --> 00:26:58,990
- How?
560
00:26:59,070 --> 00:27:02,080
- We were traveling and we were
in a Gentile marketplace,
561
00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,080
and I just grabbed a piece.
562
00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:05,500
- Really.
563
00:27:05,580 --> 00:27:06,870
- Ah, it was marvelous.
564
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,580
- One time, on the boats,
565
00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:13,170
we were approaching
a Shabbat sunset.
566
00:27:13,250 --> 00:27:15,800
Abba and John had
finished their tasks,
567
00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:18,430
and I still had to put
my fish in the barrels
568
00:27:18,510 --> 00:27:19,590
because I had so many.
569
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:21,590
- No, it was because
you were going too slow,
570
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:22,696
because you're too careful.
571
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:24,640
- No, it was because
I had so many...
572
00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:26,060
- Okay.
573
00:27:26,140 --> 00:27:29,020
- So, you have to
put them away, obviously,
574
00:27:29,100 --> 00:27:30,100
before the sun sets,
575
00:27:30,190 --> 00:27:31,400
or they'll rot the next day,
576
00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:32,900
and you can't clean them
during Shabbat.
577
00:27:32,900 --> 00:27:34,940
So, I started yelling
to the others,
578
00:27:35,020 --> 00:27:37,740
"Hey, come on,
help me."
579
00:27:37,820 --> 00:27:38,950
No.
580
00:27:39,030 --> 00:27:41,610
They just laughed at me
and walked home.
581
00:27:41,700 --> 00:27:44,330
And I had to work
so hard and so fast,
582
00:27:44,410 --> 00:27:45,990
I ended up spilling
some of the fish
583
00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:47,160
back in the water.
584
00:27:47,250 --> 00:27:51,330
But I finished, just in time.
585
00:27:51,420 --> 00:27:55,550
And I was breathing so hard,
I vomited on the shore.
586
00:27:55,630 --> 00:27:56,840
He had to wait two whole days
587
00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,090
to clean it up.
588
00:27:59,550 --> 00:28:00,760
Oh, um, sorry.
589
00:28:02,890 --> 00:28:05,050
- I've grown to love
being Jewish,
590
00:28:05,140 --> 00:28:07,270
and I've grown to love
following the Law,
591
00:28:07,350 --> 00:28:09,730
but it can be exhausting.
592
00:28:09,810 --> 00:28:11,440
- Following the Law
or being Jewish?
593
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:12,980
Both.
594
00:28:13,060 --> 00:28:14,980
It always has been.
595
00:28:15,060 --> 00:28:17,400
Even before the occupation.
596
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:20,610
Yes, but
aren't we used to it by now?
597
00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:22,240
Hasn't it made us stronger?
598
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:25,870
I don't get it, if I'm honest.
599
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:30,460
I don't know why God
has allowed the occupation.
600
00:28:33,330 --> 00:28:36,590
I'll have to ask Him
more about that...
601
00:28:36,670 --> 00:28:39,050
why this has been allowed
for so long.
602
00:28:43,380 --> 00:28:46,140
It's hard to feel like
"the chosen people."
603
00:28:46,220 --> 00:28:48,060
- I've been there.
604
00:28:48,140 --> 00:28:50,640
- But it's all
worth it now, yes?
605
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:53,390
The wait is over.
606
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:08,200
- What about you?
607
00:29:10,830 --> 00:29:12,660
- What do you mean?
608
00:29:12,750 --> 00:29:16,460
- Has it been difficult for you
all this time?
609
00:29:16,540 --> 00:29:19,590
The occupation,
following Jewish Law?
610
00:29:19,670 --> 00:29:23,010
- My life has not been easy.
611
00:29:23,090 --> 00:29:24,880
Oh, it hasn't?
612
00:29:24,970 --> 00:29:27,760
What was more painful for you:
613
00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:30,310
escaping Roman persecution
by working for them,
614
00:29:30,390 --> 00:29:33,640
or escaping your guilt
with all the money?
615
00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:36,100
And now you're catching up
on Torah
616
00:29:36,190 --> 00:29:37,900
and wanting to follow the Law?
617
00:29:37,980 --> 00:29:39,320
Why now, all of a sudden?
618
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:41,530
Why not all the other times
you had the chance?
619
00:29:41,610 --> 00:29:42,490
- Simon.
620
00:29:42,570 --> 00:29:44,070
- No, no, John, I want to know.
621
00:29:44,150 --> 00:29:45,780
Mary had horrible trauma,
622
00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:48,950
she didn't choose
all that happened to her.
623
00:29:49,030 --> 00:29:50,240
What's your excuse?
624
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,790
- What do you want me to say?
625
00:29:53,870 --> 00:29:55,960
I don't know
what you want from me.
626
00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:57,500
- An apology.
627
00:29:57,580 --> 00:29:58,960
- What?
628
00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:02,170
- Simon's not wrong.
629
00:30:02,260 --> 00:30:06,380
He could be more...
delicate about it, but...
630
00:30:06,470 --> 00:30:09,850
you did choose to work for them,
631
00:30:09,930 --> 00:30:13,140
and you made my life even
harder than it already was,
632
00:30:13,220 --> 00:30:14,730
and you haven't apologized.
633
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:18,270
No, no, don't say it,
634
00:30:18,350 --> 00:30:19,496
I don't want you to apologize,
635
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:20,400
it doesn't matter.
636
00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:21,876
What will hearing him
say "sorry" do?
637
00:30:21,900 --> 00:30:23,030
I won't forgive it anyway.
638
00:30:23,110 --> 00:30:25,450
- What keeps putting you
in authority?
639
00:30:25,530 --> 00:30:27,410
Who are you to forgive
or not to forgive?
640
00:30:27,490 --> 00:30:28,320
- What, you're on his side?
641
00:30:28,410 --> 00:30:29,280
- No, of course not,
642
00:30:29,370 --> 00:30:31,200
but you've had
your problems too!
643
00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:33,660
What about apologizing
for what you almost did to us
644
00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:34,660
with the Romans?
645
00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:36,160
I didn't go through with it!
646
00:30:36,250 --> 00:30:37,960
I was trying to save
my family's life,
647
00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:39,540
and I love you, John,
648
00:30:39,630 --> 00:30:41,510
but that's not something
you have to worry about
649
00:30:41,540 --> 00:30:44,380
when Zeb and Salome
are looking out for you.
650
00:30:44,460 --> 00:30:46,590
But you put me
in a desperate position
651
00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:49,390
where I did things I would
never have done otherwise,
652
00:30:49,470 --> 00:30:50,486
and I've repented for them.
653
00:30:50,510 --> 00:30:52,060
And John and James, I am sorry,
654
00:30:52,140 --> 00:30:53,600
but I didn't go through with it!
655
00:30:55,430 --> 00:30:56,680
What is your excuse?
656
00:30:58,230 --> 00:30:59,480
I was a successful businessman,
657
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:00,770
and yet I was always behind.
658
00:31:00,860 --> 00:31:01,996
He wasn't your tax collector.
659
00:31:02,020 --> 00:31:03,730
Quit defending him;
I want an answer!
660
00:31:03,820 --> 00:31:05,440
- Hey!
You're new.
661
00:31:08,110 --> 00:31:09,570
Do you even know what it's like
662
00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,620
to be Jewish?
663
00:31:11,700 --> 00:31:14,580
To suffer for centuries
and centuries because of it,
664
00:31:14,660 --> 00:31:17,040
but to still commit to it?
665
00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:18,160
To protect our heritage,
666
00:31:18,250 --> 00:31:20,330
even though it never stops
being painful?
667
00:31:20,420 --> 00:31:22,460
Because the one comfort we have
668
00:31:22,540 --> 00:31:24,710
is to know that
we're doing it together,
669
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,960
that we're all
suffering together.
670
00:31:27,050 --> 00:31:29,970
But if we just wait
a little longer,
671
00:31:30,050 --> 00:31:32,050
if we hold tight
just a little more,
672
00:31:32,140 --> 00:31:33,050
we'll have rescue,
673
00:31:33,140 --> 00:31:35,680
because we're chosen, all of us.
674
00:31:35,770 --> 00:31:39,140
And you betrayed that,
and you spit on it!
675
00:31:39,230 --> 00:31:40,230
I can't forgive it!
676
00:31:40,310 --> 00:31:41,310
I'll never forgive it!
677
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:42,860
All right!
678
00:31:42,940 --> 00:31:46,150
You've said
what you needed to say.
679
00:31:46,230 --> 00:31:47,320
Sit down, Simon.
680
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,320
- You sit down first!
681
00:32:13,140 --> 00:32:14,140
Good night.
682
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:38,240
Ugh!
683
00:32:50,420 --> 00:32:52,300
Oh, Eema.
684
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:55,470
Thank you.
685
00:33:43,850 --> 00:33:45,090
You've got blood on your hands.
686
00:33:49,940 --> 00:33:51,610
One more.
687
00:33:51,690 --> 00:33:53,110
There we go.
688
00:33:53,190 --> 00:33:54,190
- I'm a mess.
689
00:33:55,860 --> 00:33:56,660
Good?
690
00:33:56,740 --> 00:33:58,740
- Good.
691
00:33:58,830 --> 00:34:01,410
What would I do
without you, Eema.
692
00:34:03,330 --> 00:34:04,250
- Now, get some sleep.
693
00:34:04,330 --> 00:34:05,750
- Okay.
694
00:34:05,830 --> 00:34:06,960
I'm so tired.
695
00:34:11,130 --> 00:34:14,130
Oh.
696
00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:20,640
Blessed are You, Lord our God,
697
00:34:20,720 --> 00:34:23,060
King of the Universe,
698
00:34:23,140 --> 00:34:25,980
who brings sleep to My eyes,
699
00:34:26,060 --> 00:34:29,190
and slumber to My eyelids.
700
00:34:29,270 --> 00:34:33,150
May it be Your will,
Lord My God,
701
00:34:33,230 --> 00:34:35,780
and God of My ancestors,
702
00:34:35,860 --> 00:34:38,530
that I lie down in peace,
703
00:34:38,610 --> 00:34:40,700
and that I arise in peace.
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