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Maybe I'm not being clear enough.
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Maybe I need to be honest with you
and tell you what I want.
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What is it that you want?
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I want your soul
to open up for me.
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Frustration or unhappiness are caused by
the unrealized potential in a person.
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Cyrenaic hedonism
supported immediate gratification.
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Even fleeting desires were encouraged
regardless of the pain or expense to others.
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- Can I bum a cigarette?
- Yeah.
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I don't see you in any of the
other philosophy lectures.
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Ethics fulfills one of my requirements.
I'm actually a filmmaker.
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Are you the real deal or someone
who thinks he's the next Scorsese
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because he spent his Friday nights
at the multiplex instead of getting laid?
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I'm definitely not
the next Scorsese,
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and I wasn't getting laid
on Friday nights
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for reasons far more humiliating
than being at the movies.
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- Quaid.
- Stephen Grace.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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The philosophy major here
is shit anyways.
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What we should be doing is flirting with
the subject of any worthwhile philosophy.
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You know, the things we don't understand,
the things we fear,
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because if we don't, then we risk...
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Doesn't matter.
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We risk what?
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If you don't go out
and find the beast,
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sooner or later,
the beast will come and find you.
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Well, I really don't think
I have fears that justify a two-hour lecture.
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No? What's the worst thing
that's ever happened to you?
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My brother, my older brother,
he died when I was 15.
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How did he...
How did he die?
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A car accident.
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He was drunk.
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Losing an older sibling
must have given your life a sense of frailty.
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Come on.
No fear of your own mortality?
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No, there's not fear.
It was anger, and it was sadness.
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Not fear.
Fear would've been selfish.
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I'm telling you,
I lead a pretty dull life.
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Fear doesn't cross my path
very often.
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- Okay, I'll drop it.
- Thank you.
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That's me missing my train.
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That's like the 10th time
that alarm's gone off since I've met you.
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- I'm just being practical. I...
- Maybe you're afraid to live.
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Hey, wake up, honey. We're home.
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You tired, baby?
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What storybook do you want tonight?
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Can I help you?
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I was in an accident,
and I need to use your phone.
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I'm sorry. My phone is not working.
You'll have to go somewhere else.
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Sarah! Sarah!
Get out of the house!
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Please!
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Mama.
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This is your mother,
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your father.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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I didn't sleep well.
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Calculus or ethics?
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I went out.
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- You don't go out when I ask.
- I didn't plan it.
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Just... just kind of happened.
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Stephen, there's a police officer here.
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He asked me if I knew
where you were last night.
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- So much for the golden future, son.
- That's funny.
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What are you doing here?
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I want you to come by
my place tonight.
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- Is that everything?
- Yeah.
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For what?
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I want to talk to you about something.
Proposition.
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- What, why don't you just tell me now?
- No, I can't. I gotta go.
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Come after work. 64 Pilgrim Street.
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- Change.
- Thanks.
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Nice to meet you.
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Cool birthmark, by the way.
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That's it for today.
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It's good.
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The painting? It's a hobby.
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- You have any others?
- No.
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I trash them when I'm done.
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I can't stand
all these eyes staring at me.
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Let me change.
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So... so, I've been thinking
about something.
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So, you've heard of Kinsey, right?
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Yeah.
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- The guy who did the sex studies.
- Yeah. What if we did a fear study?
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Compile a survey on people's fears
and what causes them.
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You have access to equipment
through the film program, right?
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- And you need a project for your thesis.
- Yeah.
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Call it an experiment in catharsis.
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To live another's dread vicariously,
that's the...
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That's the safest way
to touch the beast.
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Yeah. See, I don't think I really want to
touch the beast that you're talking about.
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Well, then, let's just do it
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because it will be fucking fun
to do something worthwhile.
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Well, since you put it that way.
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Yeah, that summer my brother died
he bought this old beater of a car.
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It was really cool, though.
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It was a 1965,
eye-shadow blue Mustang.
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We drove around all summer
in that thing.
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I didn't want to admit it that night,
but you're right.
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When my brother died,
the first thought that came to mind
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was that I could've easily been
in the car with him,
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that at 15 I could've died.
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So, you're in?
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Yeah. I'm in.
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Good. Let's celebrate.
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- Hey, this is Samantha.
- Hi.
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00:13:27,784 --> 00:13:30,996
- And this is Zooey, right?
- Yeah.
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It's a really cool name.
Have you ever seen the film Killing Zoe?
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What?
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I said I like your name.
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You shit.
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Don't we use computers
for that now?
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Don't you know only pricks and terrorists
wear sunglasses indoors?
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00:15:01,295 --> 00:15:06,383
So, I need an editor for my thesis.
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00:15:07,342 --> 00:15:12,014
- What do you think about partnering?
- What would be the topic?
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Dread.
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We're gonna chase the beast,
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discover the origins
of people's deepest fears.
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Reveal the dark behind the door.
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Okay, I'm in.
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How old were you
when you had your first nightmare?
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The first nightmare
I really remember...
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I hate moisture.
The worst is when you spill a drink
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and your napkin gets all wet
like a fleshy mass.
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00:16:08,153 --> 00:16:10,531
- Have you ever been mugged?
- Do you believe in the devil?
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00:16:10,656 --> 00:16:12,407
Have you ever been harmed
by a family member?
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00:16:12,533 --> 00:16:14,243
Have you ever seen a person die?
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What's your strongest memory
of feeling fear?
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Fuck. Fuck.
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00:16:24,044 --> 00:16:28,590
- At first it started like a fungus...
- I don't believe in anything.
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...but then there was
this discharge.
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God is man,
and man thinks he's God.
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00:16:33,929 --> 00:16:39,393
When my baby sister was born, my
mother's vagina ripped, like, three inches.
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They had to sew her up
with frigging twine.
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I was 10. On that day,
I vowed to never have kids.
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Can we stop?
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00:16:50,779 --> 00:16:54,199
It turned out there was a worm,
and it had crawled up there
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when I was swimming in the lake
by my grandparents' house.
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And my pubes,
they started to grow this cheese.
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00:17:06,670 --> 00:17:10,007
I think we have
everything we need.
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00:17:14,970 --> 00:17:19,433
You know we've had
five classes together. Five.
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And this is the first meal
we've ever shared.
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Well, it's not really a meal.
That's more like a botanical garden.
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I'm sorry if I offend you with my roughage,
Mr. Triple Bypass.
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- So good.
- I just don't like meat.
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Your burger
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makes me want to vomit.
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Gross. That's lovely.
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First meal. Two years.
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To be honest, you know, you're probably
one of the people I talk to the most.
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Wow. You're such a loser.
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What's up?
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It's not good enough.
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It's a start.
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But, "I'm scared of spiders,"
"I'm scared of clowns,"
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"I'm scared of Mickey fucking Mouse."
Who cares?
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Relax.
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I don't believe in anything.
What is there to believe in?
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Do you set that thing
to tell you when to take a shit?
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- Give me the fucking thing.
- No.
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...been like ghosts.
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Give me the fucking watch, Stephen.
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- I'm not...
- Give me the watch.
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- Wait.
- God. What up, you two? Come on.
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You fucking asshole.
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Stop!
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Interview me.
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What?
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I want to sit.
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00:19:25,559 --> 00:19:29,438
I grew up in a small town
in upstate New York.
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My mom worked at the local supermarket,
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and my dad...
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And my dad worked at the...
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At a meat-packing plant
about 20 miles outside of town.
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They'd slaughter cattle there
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and supply our markets
with corn-fed organic beef.
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And he'd work late.
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And by the time he'd get home,
my mom would always be asleep.
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I'd lay there on my pillow
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and listen to the sound of his boots
walk to my bedroom door.
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I don't know if my mother
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just pretended not to know
what the fuck was going on
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or if she was just too weak.
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You don't...
You don't need to do this.
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But...
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What I remember the most about it
was the way...
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The way his flesh smelled
when he'd come home from work.
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This heavy, metallic smell
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that would follow him home
from the plant,
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like warm blood on the grass,
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cold fat in the freezers.
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I can hardly stand to look
at a piece of meat now,
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let alone think about eating it.
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Looks like I'll be taking iron supplements
for the rest of my life?
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That's what I'm talking about,
some fucking, honest-to-God trauma!
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Yeah? I showed you mine,
now you show me yours.
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Come on, Quaid.
How'd your parents fuck you up?
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I just don't want...
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I'm gonna go ahead
and stay the night.
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I've already missed the last train.
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Wake up.
Stephen, he's in the house!
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00:24:58,642 --> 00:25:02,938
Quaid, Quaid, Quaid, what is it?
What is it? You okay?
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00:25:04,147 --> 00:25:06,608
Hey, what is it?
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Just a dream.
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That didn't sound
like just a dream.
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00:25:18,287 --> 00:25:22,791
No, it was nothing.
Just go back to bed.
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No.
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00:25:26,795 --> 00:25:30,465
You practically know
my whole life story.
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00:25:30,757 --> 00:25:35,179
Yeah, but when it comes to you,
I don't know much at all.
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00:25:53,739 --> 00:25:58,202
My parents were killed
when I was six years old, Stephen.
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00:25:58,952 --> 00:26:03,665
They were murdered
right in front of my eyes.
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Killed with the axe
from my father's tool shed.
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Never caught the man that did it.
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00:26:20,933 --> 00:26:27,439
I don't know how I got away, but I did.
I ran and I ran,
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and I've never really stopped.
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Don't tell anyone, Stephen.
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- Promise me.
- I promise.
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00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:07,187
Well, hello, creepy.
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00:27:08,438 --> 00:27:11,400
Quaid came in
looking for you yesterday.
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00:27:11,525 --> 00:27:14,903
- Yeah, what'd he want?
- Don't know.
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00:27:16,572 --> 00:27:20,033
But he asked me
if I'd model for him.
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00:27:20,576 --> 00:27:24,746
- What did you say?
- I said, "Fuck, no."
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Politely, of course.
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00:27:27,791 --> 00:27:30,627
But for a while,
I thought he might actually convince me.
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- Can I pay for this?
- Yeah, sorry.
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00:27:43,098 --> 00:27:46,310
- Hey.
- What's this?
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00:27:46,894 --> 00:27:49,229
It's therapy.
226
00:27:50,439 --> 00:27:53,817
1,200 bucks on Craigslist.
227
00:28:03,452 --> 00:28:08,749
- Why do you have this?
- You know why I got it. It's for you.
228
00:28:09,875 --> 00:28:14,504
Find the beast. Drive it when you're ready,
not a moment sooner.
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00:28:14,630 --> 00:28:18,300
Come up.
I think we got a good one today.
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00:28:19,843 --> 00:28:25,557
Joshua, what is your strongest memory
of feeling fear?
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When I was six years old,
I was hit by a car,
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and the concussion left me deaf
for three years.
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So, I went from being, you know,
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a normal kid to being
completely cut off from the world.
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When it got really bad, I had a prayer.
My mom taught it to me.
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It's, "Gentle Jesus..."
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Something...
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"Look upon this
little child and..."
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You know, it was...
It was that sort of thing, you know.
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I can't remember it anymore.
Haven't needed it in a while.
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00:29:15,148 --> 00:29:19,736
Then one day,
my hearing came back.
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I mean, you know, I...
Still, you know,
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I hear any volume of sound,
and the ringing comes back, and...
244
00:29:32,082 --> 00:29:36,169
Even talking about it,
245
00:29:37,045 --> 00:29:39,923
you know, it brings back
246
00:29:40,465 --> 00:29:44,052
a feeling of dread.
247
00:29:47,723 --> 00:29:51,602
I mean, I suppose
that is the worst part of it all.
248
00:29:51,727 --> 00:29:53,145
You live with the notion
249
00:29:53,270 --> 00:29:58,317
that the thing that causes you
the most terror
250
00:29:58,567 --> 00:30:01,904
could come back at any time.
251
00:30:43,445 --> 00:30:45,364
Yeah? Hi.
252
00:30:45,489 --> 00:30:47,616
This way.
253
00:30:55,290 --> 00:31:00,462
Hey. Will you sit for me tomorrow?
Same price as usual.
254
00:31:00,587 --> 00:31:03,215
I can't. I have plans.
255
00:31:03,507 --> 00:31:06,718
Just ask one of the other girls.
256
00:32:12,201 --> 00:32:15,287
This is your mother.
257
00:32:19,291 --> 00:32:21,543
Your mother.
258
00:32:50,072 --> 00:32:52,741
So, I have a surprise for you.
259
00:32:52,866 --> 00:32:55,994
- A gift?
- A necessity.
260
00:33:00,999 --> 00:33:05,796
- Awesome.
- It's virtually indestructible.
261
00:33:05,921 --> 00:33:10,384
At least shatter-resistant
and possibly waterproof.
262
00:33:11,969 --> 00:33:14,513
Thank you, Cheryl.
263
00:33:16,932 --> 00:33:18,600
So, I was thinking
264
00:33:18,725 --> 00:33:23,522
that if you ever wanted me to interview
for the fear study, I could.
265
00:33:23,647 --> 00:33:26,608
Yeah? Okay.
266
00:33:27,359 --> 00:33:30,863
I'll talk to the guys,
and we can set something up.
267
00:33:30,988 --> 00:33:34,992
I was kind of hoping
you would just do it.
268
00:33:35,117 --> 00:33:38,996
- I'd feel more comfortable.
- Sure.
269
00:33:40,664 --> 00:33:45,460
- I can come by tonight after class.
- Great.
270
00:33:51,091 --> 00:33:53,969
- Is this your family?
- Yeah.
271
00:33:54,094 --> 00:33:56,638
My mom and my two older sisters.
272
00:33:56,763 --> 00:34:00,434
- They're pretty?
- Yeah, they're pretty,
273
00:34:00,559 --> 00:34:02,936
just like their sister.
274
00:34:11,486 --> 00:34:14,239
Should we get started?
275
00:34:17,492 --> 00:34:21,997
You know, I can vividly remember
my first day at kindergarten.
276
00:34:22,122 --> 00:34:25,417
I was wearing a light blue dress,
277
00:34:25,876 --> 00:34:28,253
and I was there no more
than 10 minutes
278
00:34:28,378 --> 00:34:32,633
before some boy asked me
what was wrong with my face.
279
00:34:34,259 --> 00:34:38,222
That was the first time I realized
I had something to be ashamed of.
280
00:34:38,347 --> 00:34:41,391
You have nothing to be ashamed of.
281
00:34:41,517 --> 00:34:45,938
Stephen, you're supposed
to be impartial, remember?
282
00:34:47,147 --> 00:34:48,982
Yeah.
283
00:34:50,526 --> 00:34:54,821
Listen, I could have a lot worse
than a birthmark covering my body.
284
00:34:57,533 --> 00:35:03,372
But that's kind of hard to swallow whenever
I have to look in the mirror to fix my hair.
285
00:35:03,997 --> 00:35:07,084
Or when I look at my sisters.
286
00:35:08,377 --> 00:35:10,963
What that boy asked me
when I was five years old
287
00:35:11,088 --> 00:35:15,175
is what people want to ask me
every day of my life.
288
00:35:17,135 --> 00:35:20,472
And every time I have to meet someone
for the first time,
289
00:35:20,597 --> 00:35:24,476
I'll always be that
5-year-old girl again.
290
00:35:30,274 --> 00:35:34,152
I'm so sorry
you have to go through that, Abby.
291
00:35:41,535 --> 00:35:44,371
Can I show you something?
292
00:35:44,496 --> 00:35:48,417
Something that
it takes a lot for me to do.
293
00:35:49,251 --> 00:35:52,880
Something that I
don't show many people.
294
00:36:57,027 --> 00:36:58,987
Abby.
295
00:37:05,661 --> 00:37:09,957
Abby, I can't.
296
00:37:10,999 --> 00:37:12,960
Why?
297
00:37:16,505 --> 00:37:19,842
My heart is
somewhere else right now.
298
00:37:23,637 --> 00:37:26,557
What does that even mean?
299
00:37:28,267 --> 00:37:30,269
Abby.
300
00:37:32,312 --> 00:37:33,647
Just go.
301
00:37:33,772 --> 00:37:36,650
- Abby...
- Please, just go.
302
00:37:47,578 --> 00:37:52,583
Will you just go pick up the camera?
You don't need to talk to her.
303
00:37:55,419 --> 00:38:00,382
- Why didn't you just fuck her?
- Because I don't feel that way about her.
304
00:38:00,507 --> 00:38:03,719
You're afraid Cheryl will find out.
305
00:38:03,844 --> 00:38:08,765
- That has nothing to do with it.
- So, I can show her the tape?
306
00:38:11,727 --> 00:38:14,688
Can you just cut me a break?
307
00:38:16,398 --> 00:38:18,400
Look,
308
00:38:19,359 --> 00:38:25,699
Cheryl carries a lot of baggage,
and I don't wanna see you get hurt,
309
00:38:28,285 --> 00:38:30,954
not to mention I don't like you
pissing in the well, but...
310
00:38:31,079 --> 00:38:36,251
Quaid, it's a school project, okay?
It's not like we're curing cancer.
311
00:38:40,756 --> 00:38:45,052
Is that all this is to you, Stephen,
a school project?
312
00:38:46,011 --> 00:38:48,722
You know what I mean.
313
00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:01,151
- We're friends, right?
- Right.
314
00:39:01,276 --> 00:39:04,988
Right, so,
of course I'm going to help you.
315
00:39:05,948 --> 00:39:08,659
I'll get the camera,
I'll toss the tape,
316
00:39:08,784 --> 00:39:11,995
- after I've watched it.
- Thank you.
317
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:15,666
- Anything else?
- Yeah.
318
00:39:16,917 --> 00:39:21,839
- I'm taking the car tomorrow.
- Good for you.
319
00:39:23,465 --> 00:39:28,178
Look, I know you thought it was gonna be
some great cathartic challenge for me,
320
00:39:28,303 --> 00:39:31,473
but it is just a car, Quaid.
321
00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:38,021
Yeah, I know. It's just a car,
322
00:39:38,313 --> 00:39:40,858
when you're trying
to get into a girl's pants.
323
00:39:40,983 --> 00:39:43,485
Shut the fuck up.
324
00:40:12,681 --> 00:40:17,060
- Do you want the tape?
- No.
325
00:40:24,693 --> 00:40:28,947
- You are sexy, you know.
- No, I'm not.
326
00:40:32,367 --> 00:40:34,328
Why?
327
00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:42,294
Sexy is all kinds of things. It's...
328
00:40:42,878 --> 00:40:46,131
It's short dress and high heels.
329
00:40:46,715 --> 00:40:51,011
It's... it's morning breath
and messy hair.
330
00:40:52,387 --> 00:40:58,060
It's covered in dirt
from cleaning out the garage all day. It's...
331
00:40:58,769 --> 00:41:02,856
It's a winter coat
that hides everything but this.
332
00:41:03,565 --> 00:41:05,984
Sexy is unique.
333
00:41:14,076 --> 00:41:15,953
So,
334
00:41:18,705 --> 00:41:22,501
you wanna stop
feeling sorry for yourself?
335
00:41:36,890 --> 00:41:40,602
Will you paint me?
Will you paint me normal?
336
00:42:10,799 --> 00:42:12,759
Hey.
337
00:42:16,221 --> 00:42:18,807
- You're a fucking psycho.
- No, you!
338
00:43:12,402 --> 00:43:16,198
Go down on me. Please.
339
00:43:59,741 --> 00:44:03,287
What's wrong?
Did you have a nightmare?
340
00:44:06,540 --> 00:44:10,377
What is your strongest memory
of feeling fear?
341
00:44:11,461 --> 00:44:14,256
My life is a labyrinth.
342
00:44:15,841 --> 00:44:22,181
A map of its complexities is etched
on my face in 1,000 tiny expressions.
343
00:44:22,639 --> 00:44:24,558
Waking up at night...
344
00:44:24,683 --> 00:44:26,643
Thank you.
345
00:44:26,768 --> 00:44:29,646
What's your strongest memory?
346
00:44:29,771 --> 00:44:32,774
There is an answer
in what we're doing,
347
00:44:32,900 --> 00:44:36,486
a remedy that
no fucking medication
348
00:44:36,612 --> 00:44:41,575
or quack therapy
could ever compete with.
349
00:44:42,242 --> 00:44:45,287
Potentially losing my mother.
350
00:44:46,121 --> 00:44:47,706
Sometimes I get discouraged.
351
00:44:47,831 --> 00:44:50,751
- That's bad.
- See, everybody's like that.
352
00:44:51,126 --> 00:44:54,463
Maybe I'm not being clear enough.
353
00:44:55,631 --> 00:45:00,427
Maybe I need to be honest with you
and tell you what I want.
354
00:45:01,803 --> 00:45:04,681
What is it that you want?
355
00:45:07,309 --> 00:45:10,812
I want your soul
to open up for me.
356
00:45:12,481 --> 00:45:18,195
Spread-eagled like a split beaver
so that I can gaze into its secrets.
357
00:45:40,676 --> 00:45:42,928
Last one.
I got some beer and shit,
358
00:45:43,053 --> 00:45:45,848
but we really gotta cram the night
if we wanna get everything done.
359
00:45:45,973 --> 00:45:48,058
- How many did you get?
- Six-pack.
360
00:45:48,183 --> 00:45:51,520
You can't really have one.
They're all six for me.
361
00:45:51,645 --> 00:45:53,689
Come on, give me a beer.
362
00:45:53,814 --> 00:45:56,984
I'll be downstairs.
I'm gonna get set up, all right?
363
00:46:01,071 --> 00:46:04,950
I was confined to a house
for the better part of 20 years.
364
00:46:05,075 --> 00:46:07,494
It was my mother's house.
365
00:46:07,619 --> 00:46:11,665
I was professionally diagnosed
with agoraphobia.
366
00:46:12,207 --> 00:46:15,627
So, you would
never leave the house.
367
00:46:16,003 --> 00:46:20,382
How did you do anything
like get food or toilet paper?
368
00:46:20,507 --> 00:46:23,760
Well, I was completely dependent
on my mother,
369
00:46:23,886 --> 00:46:27,264
and I had developed
a severe hatred for her.
370
00:46:28,515 --> 00:46:32,728
She was the cause
of everything horrible in my life,
371
00:46:33,729 --> 00:46:36,481
but she was my only friend.
372
00:46:39,234 --> 00:46:43,697
She died when I was 21.
Heart attack.
373
00:46:45,699 --> 00:46:48,327
I never told anyone.
374
00:46:48,660 --> 00:46:52,915
I didn't call anyone.
I never had. I couldn't.
375
00:46:53,999 --> 00:46:57,544
About three weeks later,
the neighbors noticed the smell, I guess,
376
00:46:57,669 --> 00:47:00,756
and they came over
and called an ambulance.
377
00:47:00,881 --> 00:47:04,426
After that, they came
and checked on me quite frequently.
378
00:47:04,551 --> 00:47:05,469
It's a good thing they did, too,
379
00:47:05,594 --> 00:47:10,516
because the day I tried to commit suicide
they found me.
380
00:47:14,394 --> 00:47:17,731
Would you mind talking about that?
381
00:47:26,073 --> 00:47:29,159
I cut my throat with a razor.
382
00:47:33,914 --> 00:47:36,917
I was dead for five minutes.
383
00:47:40,587 --> 00:47:43,257
But that's why I'm here.
384
00:47:43,966 --> 00:47:48,095
Three years ago,
I could not step out of my house.
385
00:47:49,805 --> 00:47:54,893
And now the world is at my feet,
and it's because when I came back,
386
00:47:56,395 --> 00:47:59,606
I came back completely fearless.
387
00:48:00,023 --> 00:48:01,108
You're a fucking liar.
388
00:48:01,233 --> 00:48:02,442
- Quaid.
- Excuse me?
389
00:48:02,568 --> 00:48:06,321
You don't come in here and lie to me
and tell me you're fucking fearless!
390
00:48:06,446 --> 00:48:08,031
- Quaid, stop!
- Hey, what are you doing?
391
00:48:08,156 --> 00:48:09,658
- Quaid!
- Quaid, what the fuck?
392
00:48:09,783 --> 00:48:13,662
- Get off of me.
- It's fucking makeup.
393
00:48:18,041 --> 00:48:20,127
You asshole.
394
00:48:21,545 --> 00:48:22,629
I thought it'd be good
for my reel.
395
00:48:22,754 --> 00:48:25,382
This isn't reality television!
Get the fuck out of here!
396
00:48:25,507 --> 00:48:26,717
- Fuck you!
- Fuck you!
397
00:48:26,842 --> 00:48:29,011
Fuck you!
398
00:48:36,852 --> 00:48:39,438
Have you completely lost
your fucking mind?
399
00:48:39,563 --> 00:48:43,066
You can't just attack
someone like that.
400
00:48:43,192 --> 00:48:47,237
- I was right, wasn't I?
- Who cares?
401
00:48:48,530 --> 00:48:50,365
What's it to us?
402
00:48:50,490 --> 00:48:54,328
I don't feel like
getting arrested for assault.
403
00:48:54,578 --> 00:48:56,747
"Who cares?"
404
00:48:57,915 --> 00:48:59,750
"Who cares?"
405
00:48:59,875 --> 00:49:05,464
- This is just a school project, right?
- Yeah, exactly.
406
00:49:05,589 --> 00:49:08,175
- Quaid, what the fuck?
- Quaid!
407
00:49:08,300 --> 00:49:14,806
This was never about a school assignment!
I could give a fuck about your thesis!
408
00:49:21,396 --> 00:49:24,358
Quaid. Quaid, please stop.
409
00:49:26,235 --> 00:49:28,487
No. No!
410
00:49:28,904 --> 00:49:32,533
No! No! No!
411
00:49:58,725 --> 00:50:01,436
- Cheryl.
- Just leave me alone.
412
00:50:01,562 --> 00:50:03,814
Cheryl, I...
413
00:50:12,406 --> 00:50:16,159
Did you ever fuck her or what?
414
00:50:17,536 --> 00:50:18,912
What does she sound like
when she comes?
415
00:50:19,037 --> 00:50:22,958
- That's enough.
- She's a quiet one, I bet.
416
00:50:23,083 --> 00:50:26,378
Lets it build up in her cunt.
417
00:50:26,670 --> 00:50:28,839
What you just did...
418
00:50:28,964 --> 00:50:32,593
See, you don't even give a shit!
419
00:50:35,512 --> 00:50:39,850
It's a good thing
I didn't try to take your watch.
420
00:51:17,471 --> 00:51:19,389
Hey, Cheryl. This is Stephen.
421
00:51:19,515 --> 00:51:22,476
Look, I'll pay for
the damaged equipment.
422
00:51:22,601 --> 00:51:25,145
Just call me back.
423
00:51:39,076 --> 00:51:44,373
Good job, Grace. Fucking B+.
Kessler kicked my ass.
424
00:51:44,498 --> 00:51:49,336
- What do you... what do you mean?
- The grades are out, for the thesis.
425
00:52:16,321 --> 00:52:18,699
Hey, I'm sorry.
426
00:52:19,366 --> 00:52:24,580
I fucked up.
I'm fucked up, I know.
427
00:52:26,623 --> 00:52:29,084
Why did you turn in the film?
428
00:52:29,209 --> 00:52:31,461
I couldn't let you fail.
429
00:52:31,587 --> 00:52:37,718
I had backups on an external. It was...
It was missing the last interview, of course.
430
00:52:39,845 --> 00:52:41,305
I'll give you the money
for the equipment.
431
00:52:41,430 --> 00:52:44,558
- I'll pay for everything.
- Yeah.
432
00:52:44,725 --> 00:52:47,936
- That's right. You will.
- I will.
433
00:52:49,771 --> 00:52:54,359
Now get in and let me apologize
for being such an asshole.
434
00:53:30,354 --> 00:53:36,401
Stephen, I want us to...
I want us to finish our fear study.
435
00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:43,492
What are you talking about? It's finished.
You... you turned it in.
436
00:53:44,451 --> 00:53:49,456
No, it's not about what we've already done.
It's about what we still need to do.
437
00:53:49,581 --> 00:53:54,837
Yeah, I can do this alone,
but I don't want to.
438
00:53:55,754 --> 00:53:59,508
Quaid, the assignment's done.
I'm done.
439
00:53:59,633 --> 00:54:02,719
All right, if you want to continue it,
then continue it.
440
00:54:02,845 --> 00:54:06,014
The study was your idea anyway.
441
00:54:07,850 --> 00:54:10,477
So, where we going?
442
00:54:10,978 --> 00:54:13,313
To the limits.
443
00:54:17,150 --> 00:54:20,946
Wow. This is some great apology.
Pull the car over.
444
00:54:21,071 --> 00:54:25,450
- Drink it.
- No, I'm not drinking it. Pull the car over.
445
00:54:30,706 --> 00:54:34,543
- Okay, what is this, some sick game?
- It's not a game, Stephen, okay?
446
00:54:34,668 --> 00:54:38,338
It's life, you know.
It's you facing your fears and fucking living.
447
00:54:38,463 --> 00:54:40,465
Haven't you ever wondered
what it was like for your brother
448
00:54:40,591 --> 00:54:43,010
those final few moments
before he crashed his car?
449
00:54:43,135 --> 00:54:47,264
- Before he completely lost control?
- No, Quaid, I don't.
450
00:54:47,389 --> 00:54:52,644
I avoid having to think about those
moments like any rational person would.
451
00:54:52,769 --> 00:54:55,898
What are you trying to do?
You gonna drive us into a brick wall?
452
00:54:56,023 --> 00:54:59,359
- Is that gonna teach me some life lesson?
- Hey, you never know, Stephen.
453
00:54:59,484 --> 00:55:03,780
There could be a solution
in those final moments, you know.
454
00:55:03,906 --> 00:55:07,201
A resolution. A way out.
455
00:55:08,076 --> 00:55:11,413
- A way out of what?
- Of your dread.
456
00:55:15,167 --> 00:55:17,920
Come on, let it take you, Stephen.
457
00:55:20,422 --> 00:55:22,716
- You can't always have control.
- Yes, I can!
458
00:55:22,841 --> 00:55:25,594
- No, you can't!
- Pull the car over!
459
00:55:53,580 --> 00:55:56,458
Hey, Stephen, man. Come on.
460
00:55:57,793 --> 00:56:02,631
Hey, look, I'm sorry, okay?
I'm... I'm drunk.
461
00:56:04,132 --> 00:56:08,095
Please, come on.
Just get in and drive me home.
462
00:56:10,848 --> 00:56:13,100
Fuck off.
463
00:56:20,607 --> 00:56:24,152
I need help.
Stephen, I need...
464
00:56:27,155 --> 00:56:29,449
I need help.
465
00:56:48,677 --> 00:56:50,637
Shit.
466
00:59:24,416 --> 00:59:27,252
What are you doing here?
467
00:59:29,296 --> 00:59:34,718
I came to try and salvage
some of the hard drive.
468
00:59:38,388 --> 00:59:40,599
Down here?
469
00:59:42,476 --> 00:59:45,646
I was looking
for a light bulb and...
470
00:59:55,364 --> 00:59:59,117
If it looks like madness,
it must be, right?
471
00:59:59,368 --> 01:00:02,496
Is that what you're thinking?
472
01:00:08,252 --> 01:00:11,338
I don't know what I'm thinking.
473
01:00:17,052 --> 01:00:21,139
- I'm gonna go.
- Ask me what I want.
474
01:00:27,688 --> 01:00:29,648
No.
475
01:00:29,898 --> 01:00:34,278
Go ahead. Ask me.
476
01:00:37,447 --> 01:00:39,908
What do you want?
477
01:00:40,075 --> 01:00:43,954
I want us to take our study
to the next level.
478
01:01:34,796 --> 01:01:37,716
Can you go and sign me in...
479
01:01:40,469 --> 01:01:42,679
Hey, this is Cheryl.
Leave me a message.
480
01:01:42,804 --> 01:01:46,934
Hey, Cheryl. It's Stephen.
481
01:01:47,392 --> 01:01:51,104
I haven't seen you in,
like, a week and...
482
01:01:52,773 --> 01:01:54,525
Look, I promise
I'm not gonna complicate your life.
483
01:01:54,650 --> 01:01:57,444
I just wanna talk. Okay?
484
01:01:57,569 --> 01:02:01,448
Just call me back. Bye.
485
01:02:16,505 --> 01:02:20,425
- Hey.
- Hey.
486
01:02:21,176 --> 01:02:25,013
I'm going home for break tomorrow,
and we didn't say goodbye.
487
01:02:27,015 --> 01:02:30,769
And I didn't want to leave things
how we left them.
488
01:02:44,366 --> 01:02:46,660
What's this?
489
01:02:50,038 --> 01:02:51,748
...that's kind of hard
to swallow whenever...
490
01:02:51,874 --> 01:02:53,292
- What's going on?
- Hey.
491
01:02:53,417 --> 01:02:57,713
This weird video started playing
on the campus channel.
492
01:03:01,758 --> 01:03:04,094
...a light blue dress,
493
01:03:04,219 --> 01:03:07,389
and I was there
no more than 10 minutes...
494
01:03:11,393 --> 01:03:13,645
This is on every TV
across campus right now.
495
01:03:13,770 --> 01:03:16,190
I'll always be that 5-year-old girl.
You know, I can vividly remember
496
01:03:16,315 --> 01:03:17,608
my first day at kindergarten.
497
01:03:17,733 --> 01:03:19,693
...covering my body.
I had something to be ashamed of.
498
01:03:19,818 --> 01:03:24,114
...every day of my life...
What was wrong with my face.
499
01:03:24,239 --> 01:03:28,368
What was wrong with my face.
What was wrong with my face.
500
01:03:43,091 --> 01:03:45,511
- Abby.
- Hey, watch it!
501
01:03:47,930 --> 01:03:50,015
Abby?
502
01:03:51,600 --> 01:03:53,894
Abby!
503
01:04:29,137 --> 01:04:31,390
You made it.
504
01:04:33,892 --> 01:04:35,394
- Thanks for coming.
- That's all right.
505
01:04:35,519 --> 01:04:37,354
When I... when I was
reviewing your tape,
506
01:04:37,479 --> 01:04:40,858
I realized there were a few more questions
we should have asked you.
507
01:04:40,983 --> 01:04:46,280
Your interview was so compelling
I didn't wanna leave any stone unturned.
508
01:04:47,823 --> 01:04:51,034
- Stephen and Cheryl not here?
- No, they couldn't make it tonight.
509
01:04:51,160 --> 01:04:53,871
- Can I get you a drink?
- Yeah.
510
01:04:53,996 --> 01:04:56,874
- Jack and Coke?
- Sure.
511
01:05:14,641 --> 01:05:17,561
- You want ice, right?
- Yeah.
512
01:05:17,769 --> 01:05:23,901
You have a really cool collection. I mean,
you have Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre.
513
01:05:24,234 --> 01:05:28,238
I've read No Exit,
but I always heard this was better.
514
01:05:38,916 --> 01:05:42,002
Good. You're awake.
515
01:05:42,377 --> 01:05:45,088
I was getting tired of waiting.
516
01:05:49,092 --> 01:05:51,553
Can you hear me?
517
01:05:53,722 --> 01:05:56,642
Can you hear me?
518
01:05:56,767 --> 01:05:59,853
What? No.
519
01:06:04,024 --> 01:06:07,110
I think you can still hear me.
520
01:06:08,320 --> 01:06:12,741
Please. Okay, you've proved your point.
I'm scared.
521
01:06:12,866 --> 01:06:15,536
I'm scared. Please.
522
01:06:17,746 --> 01:06:20,207
Let me go.
523
01:06:22,251 --> 01:06:26,380
Take this fucking thing
off my head, please.
524
01:06:26,755 --> 01:06:32,052
Well, you look like a goddamn fool.
Fucking spaceman.
525
01:06:34,513 --> 01:06:37,766
I don't know
what I was thinking.
526
01:06:46,191 --> 01:06:49,111
Thank you. I'm sorry.
527
01:06:55,742 --> 01:06:58,662
Fuck, no, please.
528
01:06:58,787 --> 01:07:02,583
I'm sorry. What have I done?
What have I done?
529
01:07:03,083 --> 01:07:06,295
I'm sorry. I'm...
Don't shoot me.
530
01:07:07,421 --> 01:07:10,257
No. No. No!
531
01:07:10,382 --> 01:07:13,260
No! Fuck!
532
01:07:25,564 --> 01:07:27,691
Mommy!
533
01:07:32,070 --> 01:07:34,948
Mommy!
534
01:07:35,657 --> 01:07:39,786
Oh, God!
535
01:07:39,912 --> 01:07:44,291
Mommy! Mommy!
536
01:08:20,285 --> 01:08:25,666
Hey. Take solace in this.
537
01:08:25,833 --> 01:08:30,379
You faced the beast.
The beast won.
538
01:08:58,073 --> 01:09:02,077
- Hello?
- Stephen.
539
01:09:02,202 --> 01:09:06,999
Abby. Where are you?
540
01:09:07,583 --> 01:09:13,463
Would you like me if I was pretty?
Perfect like my sisters?
541
01:09:14,923 --> 01:09:17,593
What are you talking about?
542
01:09:17,718 --> 01:09:19,887
Abby.
543
01:09:21,013 --> 01:09:23,307
Tell me where you are.
544
01:09:23,432 --> 01:09:27,769
Where are you? Abby?
545
01:10:53,564 --> 01:10:57,276
Oh, Christ. Oh, shit.
546
01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:01,613
Abby. Abby, Abby.
Someone call an ambulance!
547
01:11:01,738 --> 01:11:06,535
Abby. Abby, Abby.
Oh, my God. Abby!
548
01:11:06,660 --> 01:11:11,248
Call a fucking ambulance, somebody!
Help me!
549
01:11:13,375 --> 01:11:17,379
"Gentle Jesus, meek and mild
550
01:11:17,504 --> 01:11:22,676
"Look upon this little child
Pity my simplicity
551
01:11:23,177 --> 01:11:27,973
"Suffer me to come to thee"
That would make it all better.
552
01:11:48,911 --> 01:11:50,954
What's John Doe's story?
553
01:11:51,079 --> 01:11:54,124
Still no news from the officer
who dropped him off.
554
01:11:54,249 --> 01:11:57,127
What seems to be the problem?
555
01:11:57,336 --> 01:12:00,172
Doesn't respond
to the doctors at all.
556
01:13:00,691 --> 01:13:02,651
All set.
557
01:13:03,485 --> 01:13:08,240
Joshua, what is your strongest memory
of feeling fear?
558
01:14:54,263 --> 01:14:56,431
Quaid!
559
01:14:57,599 --> 01:15:01,562
Face the beast!
You did that to her!
560
01:15:02,312 --> 01:15:07,401
Come on out! Get out here!
I won't let you get away with that!
561
01:15:09,194 --> 01:15:11,655
You wanna face the beast?
562
01:15:11,780 --> 01:15:13,240
This is your mother...
563
01:15:13,365 --> 01:15:15,576
Face me!
564
01:15:15,701 --> 01:15:18,120
...and your father.
565
01:15:29,798 --> 01:15:33,260
Abby's in the
fucking emergency room.
566
01:15:35,304 --> 01:15:38,682
She's in the fucking
emergency room, Quaid!
567
01:15:38,807 --> 01:15:41,476
All because of you.
568
01:15:44,646 --> 01:15:48,650
Get the fuck out here! Now!
569
01:16:10,464 --> 01:16:12,049
You think you can
fucking scare me?
570
01:16:12,174 --> 01:16:16,470
You think you can scare me, Stephen?
Toss the axe!
571
01:16:17,346 --> 01:16:20,098
Down on your knees.
572
01:16:41,036 --> 01:16:42,996
Hey.
573
01:16:43,664 --> 01:16:45,916
Got something to show you.
574
01:16:46,041 --> 01:16:51,171
Results from this
school project of ours.
575
01:16:51,380 --> 01:16:55,133
They've been much more rewarding
as of late.
576
01:16:56,385 --> 01:17:00,222
It's beef.
Slightly salted, well-cooked.
577
01:17:00,848 --> 01:17:03,684
What the fuck did you do?
578
01:17:06,395 --> 01:17:08,397
Cheryl.
579
01:17:10,941 --> 01:17:13,360
Help!
580
01:17:14,695 --> 01:17:18,115
Cheryl! Cheryl! Cheryl!
581
01:17:18,240 --> 01:17:20,909
She's not here, Stephen.
I've already let her go.
582
01:17:21,034 --> 01:17:24,163
- I don't believe you.
- I swear she's not here.
583
01:17:24,288 --> 01:17:27,541
I just wanted you to see
the next phase of my study.
584
01:17:27,666 --> 01:17:30,252
I'm beginning to get
the results I need.
585
01:17:30,377 --> 01:17:33,797
It's starting to make me feel
a little fucking better, you know?
586
01:17:33,922 --> 01:17:36,842
My nightmares have stopped cold.
587
01:17:38,719 --> 01:17:42,389
I think she believed
she could outwait me.
588
01:17:44,349 --> 01:17:47,519
She hated even the smell of it.
589
01:17:47,644 --> 01:17:52,149
And all those memories of her father
are flooding back to her, I'm sure.
590
01:17:52,274 --> 01:17:55,110
Flooding back
as if they were yesterday.
591
01:18:03,702 --> 01:18:06,538
How long did you
keep her in there?
592
01:18:07,789 --> 01:18:10,501
Till the point was proven.
593
01:18:28,685 --> 01:18:30,437
God, she looks sick.
594
01:18:30,562 --> 01:18:35,442
She's hungry, of course.
It's been a day and a half.
595
01:18:48,330 --> 01:18:52,960
This is where the cracks begin to show.
This is where the dread begins.
596
01:18:59,967 --> 01:19:01,552
You motherfucker!
597
01:19:01,677 --> 01:19:03,971
See? She always ended up
cursing me out
598
01:19:04,096 --> 01:19:05,681
whenever she had a confrontation
with the meat.
599
01:19:05,806 --> 01:19:08,559
Go to hell, fuckhead!
600
01:19:08,976 --> 01:19:13,021
Quaid! What are you doing?
601
01:19:13,146 --> 01:19:15,274
Why are you doing this?
602
01:19:15,399 --> 01:19:18,235
I'm not gonna do it.
603
01:19:19,111 --> 01:19:22,906
I'm not gonna give you
what you want.
604
01:19:25,033 --> 01:19:27,703
I'm not even hungry anymore.
605
01:19:27,828 --> 01:19:32,207
I'd rather die
than eat your fucking meat.
606
01:19:35,210 --> 01:19:40,507
About now she began to hallucinate.
Little mental ticks.
607
01:19:43,969 --> 01:19:46,305
She'd think that
she'd felt something in her hair
608
01:19:46,430 --> 01:19:49,892
or something
on the back of her neck.
609
01:19:58,484 --> 01:20:01,612
- God, the meat looks...
- Ripe?
610
01:20:04,323 --> 01:20:07,534
It's warm in her little room.
611
01:20:08,577 --> 01:20:12,456
And there's a few flies
in there with her.
612
01:20:12,581 --> 01:20:16,251
They found the meat
and laid their eggs.
613
01:20:16,460 --> 01:20:21,006
- Was that a part of your plan, too?
- Yes.
614
01:20:22,424 --> 01:20:26,345
Well, that's the crux of her dilemma,
isn't it?
615
01:20:26,470 --> 01:20:29,890
The longer she waits,
the worse it gets.
616
01:20:45,656 --> 01:20:48,158
You're sick.
617
01:20:55,249 --> 01:20:59,002
You're nothing
but a fucking sadist, Quaid.
618
01:21:04,299 --> 01:21:07,344
You motherfucker!
619
01:21:12,891 --> 01:21:14,518
How long now?
620
01:21:14,643 --> 01:21:19,731
- Five days. Six. Six days.
- Six days!
621
01:21:27,865 --> 01:21:30,075
Quaid.
622
01:21:35,497 --> 01:21:37,833
Sorry, Quaid.
623
01:21:40,252 --> 01:21:42,296
Sorry.
624
01:21:44,965 --> 01:21:47,551
Whatever I did,
625
01:21:50,012 --> 01:21:52,181
I'm sorry.
626
01:21:53,015 --> 01:21:55,809
Please just let me out.
627
01:21:56,351 --> 01:21:58,604
Please.
628
01:22:01,356 --> 01:22:03,484
I'm sorry.
629
01:22:50,322 --> 01:22:53,909
It startled me
how suddenly she gave in.
630
01:22:54,076 --> 01:22:56,662
Fuck...
631
01:22:56,787 --> 01:23:00,791
She sat in the middle of the room
and ate the meat down to the bone.
632
01:23:00,916 --> 01:23:03,335
Just like that.
633
01:23:10,509 --> 01:23:13,011
Where did she go?
634
01:23:13,720 --> 01:23:16,181
Well, she wandered downstairs.
She came into the kitchen,
635
01:23:16,306 --> 01:23:18,058
drank several glasses of water.
636
01:23:18,183 --> 01:23:20,644
Then she sat on a chair
for three or four hours,
637
01:23:20,769 --> 01:23:23,480
and then I cooked her something to eat,
potatoes, and then she left.
638
01:23:23,605 --> 01:23:27,025
You're fucking lying. I know it.
Where is she?
639
01:23:27,442 --> 01:23:31,864
Look, if it'll make you feel any better,
check the house.
640
01:23:35,033 --> 01:23:37,411
- Who's with you?
- No one. Cut me... cut me out.
641
01:23:37,536 --> 01:23:40,706
Come on, cut me out, cut me out.
Hurry the fuck up, Quaid.
642
01:26:27,122 --> 01:26:29,666
You motherfucker!
643
01:29:05,489 --> 01:29:11,495
Watching the fear of death,
the pinnacle of all dread approach,
644
01:29:12,246 --> 01:29:14,832
that was the limits.
645
01:29:15,290 --> 01:29:19,169
Someone once wrote that no man
can know his own death.
646
01:29:19,294 --> 01:29:22,589
But to know the death
of others, intimately,
647
01:29:22,714 --> 01:29:28,387
to watch the tricks that the mind would
surely perform to avoid the bitter truth,
648
01:29:28,512 --> 01:29:32,599
that was a clue to
death's nature, wasn't it?
649
01:29:34,142 --> 01:29:38,772
That might, in some small way,
prepare a man for his own death.
650
01:29:53,162 --> 01:29:59,293
To live another's dread vicariously was
the safest, cleverest way to touch the beast.
651
01:30:20,856 --> 01:30:25,068
Steve. No!
652
01:30:25,360 --> 01:30:28,155
No, Steve.
653
01:30:37,706 --> 01:30:41,460
Let's see how hungry you have to be
to get through that.
654
01:30:41,752 --> 01:30:43,587
No.
655
01:30:47,382 --> 01:30:49,635
No!
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