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(Episode 18)

He's really a bad person.

How can he give up on his life?

I emptied my emotions to come here...

but how can he make feel this pathetic?

What are we going to do?

What are we going to do with Lee Soo Hwan?

This is the end for you.

It's enough now.

Are you Lee Soo Hwan's family?

- Yes. - Let's have a talk.

I wasn't able to cure him but he won't be able...

to last a minute in this current condition.

If he gets surgery,

at least we can prolong his life.

The family members should try to convince him.

(Kang Joo Ran)

Talk now.

What did he say?

Did you go to him?

I did but he's not there.

If he's not there shouldn't you find him...

and make him get surgery?

Kang Joo Ran.

Why are you doing this to me?

What relationship do I have with him?

Stop doing this to me.

I told you before...

that you have responsibility now.

Isn't it time for that to end?

Why should I...

feel responsible for his death?

You convince him. Convince him...

to get surgery...

or you won't be able to live.

- Stop it, please. - I can't stop it.

You'll be able to get rid of the guilt...

by meeting him...

when you save him.

Go save Lee Soo Hwan.

What did the doctor say?

Even with surgery,

he doesn't have much time.

But he still has to have it.

I'll convince him to get the surgery.

Give me my phone.

The phone is turned off so you're being directed to voice mail.

Lee Soo Hwan, where are you? Meet me...

Why are you pleading with him?

Why are you acting like you're guilty?

I told you I would convince him to have the surgery.

Don't concern yourself with his matters.

I'll take care of it.

Let's go.

Yong Gi.

Yong Gi.

How can I ignore the fact that someone is dying?

You know that I don't feel calm about this.

Yong Gi, I'll find him and talk to him.

Yes,

I understand what you're feeling.

I understand.

But,

do you understand me?

Do you know how I feel right now?

You know what the hardest thing for me is?

You.

The look on your face.

That's why...

I'm not going to make things difficult for you.

I'm not going...

to watch you have a hard time.

So from this point on,

erase yourself of Lee Soo Hwan.

Have some drink with me.

Let In Jung do what she wants to do.

I know...

this is about a man's pride.

You must be frustrated watching the woman you love...

be stressed over...

by her dying ex-boyfriend.

But Yong Gi,

that person is dying.

You have to let them go with a clear conscience.

That's how the living won't regret.

Let those two clear it out.

That's how In Jung will be more peaceful.

I don't know...

what's the best for In Jung.

Even if I hate him,

it's good that he'll be alive.

Even if we don't keep in touch,

if we don't meet,

he has to be alive so I can talk badly about him.

Come here, Mi So.

Why does you keep waking up in midnight?

I dreamt of father.

In my dream, we held hands and went running.

Is that so?

I'm disappointed with father.

We miss him so much...

but he must not miss us.

That's not true. Your father calls...

and says he misses you.

It just that he always calls when you're sleeping.

Then, you should wake me!

Next time, I'll wake you.

Then, since we're awake.

Let's call him.

The phone is turned off, you're being transferred to voice mail.

He must be sleeping now.

Mi So,

go sleep in your grandmother's room.

Uncle,

my mother was crying because she misses my father.

I miss him a lot too.

- Mi So, go to your grandmother's room now. - Okay.

Come and sit down.

Let's talk.

Stop talking about the same thing.

Get out.

Listen to me.

- Get out! - I can't get out!

You think I want to talk about the same thing again?

You think my pride isn't hurt over this?

She's the only one who can convince him.

That's why I put out everything and asked her.

I'll make sure...

he gets the surgery.

How will you get him to get the surgery?

Even as he's dying, he was calling In Jung.

- How will you? - I will do it!

Stop bothering In Jung, understand?

I'll never do that, never!

Stop being stubborn.

Please stop being selfish!

Stop harassing her...

over Lee Soo Hwan's surgery.

The reason he doesn't love you...

is your fault.

- What? - Think why he doesn't call your name...

even while he's dying.

If father were alive,

you wouldn't have said...

that last thing, right?

She fainted...

from the shock of being stressed.

She needs to stay stable and calm.

Both of your stubbornness is the same.

Mi So, your mother is okay.

Uncle, is my mother really okay?

You haven't slept yet?

How could you sleep at this point?

Chan Sook.

I emptied my heart and went to find him.

Only you would go.

Who else would go?

It was not...

easy going.

Why?

He won't get surgery?

He disappeared.

What kind of person is that stubborn?

This is his life.

But In Jung,

if there's no hope,

he can be like that.

This isn't just his life.

He shouldn't hurt those who are left.

If he's really felt sorry...

then he shouldn't give up on his life.

It's sad for him too.

You haven't heard from him?

If you hear from him, let me know.

I've already contacted the hospital and hotels...

to do the same.

Do you think you'll be able to find a person who wants to be hidden?

I still need to try.

Okay. You find him.

Find him...

and make him get surgery.

I will.

Where could he be hiding?

I came to bring my grievances to you.

I...

respected you...

and depended on you.

I hated you as well.

I came because I was reminded of you.

They say...

I'm dying.

I never knew...

I'd die this sadly.

Honestly,

I'm scared.

I want to live deeply.

I'm scared.

How big...

How big...

was my sin...

that I have to die like this?

I'm bitter.

I'm so bitter...

and resentful.

I don't want to die like this.

I don't want...

to die like this.

Soo Hwan,

a man should know...

when to let go of what's not going to work out.

Holding on with regrets is something we shouldn't do.

Yes?

He's lost consciousness?

Yes, I understand.

- Are you going out? - Get the car and cancel today's plans.

Yes.

What's going on?

Meetings are starting soon, where are you going?

I canceled them all.

The president hasn't arrived yet?

He did but he left.

Judging from his face,

it looked really urgent.

Yes, it looked really urgent.

Is his condition serious?

I need to go to find out the specifics.

I'll call you when I know what's going on.

Is it really serious?

Did Na In Jung come to work or not?

Why?

Tell her to come to hospital immediately.

You need to recover first.

Where are you going with your body like this?

You're going to faint again.

Joo Ran, are you sick?

Joo Ran!

- Hello? - Wake up!

- Joo Ran - Joo Ran?

- Joo Ran? - Hello?

Things are going complicated for Na In Jung.

In Jung.

In Jung.

In Jung.

Call me when he wakes up.

President,

can't you let him meet Na In Jung at least once?

It's not your concern.

We don't know how many days he has.

Director Lee.

Can you see his dying?

Can't you grant him one last wish?

I'm going to make sure he gets surgery.

Isn't that enough?

Na In Jung,

Joo Ran wanted me to tell you...

that Soo Hwan is in critical condition. Hurry and go there.

If you had any conscience at all, shouldn't you go?

Kang Joo Ran fainted because of you.

How many lives are you trying to ruin?

He's awake now.

My life...

is going a lot longer than I thought.

You don't think you'll have any regrets?

I would have...

to die to know.

Get the surgery.

You have to get the surgery.

I want to choose...

my last path.

Why are you so important...

that you can't throw away your pride even in death?

That's because I'm Lee Soo Hwan.

Yong Gi,

do you want to go night fishing with me?

Hello.

Did you do something wrong?

Why are you avoiding me?

I didn't do anything wrong but something's happened.

Na In Jung is crying.

- Why? - I'm not sure why...

but she almost made me cry.

Where is she?

At the stairs.

Why were you crying?

It's nothing.

Do you feel that badly for her?

You don't even treat me like I'm human.

Shin Young.

It's enough.

- Let's stop now. - No,

it's not enough.

Na In Jung, Lee Soo Hwan and Kang Yong Gi.

The scandal of the president, director...

and secretary.

Isn't this good gossip for the reporters?

Lee Shin Young,

why do you keep doing this?

It's hard, isn't it?

It is.

I'm sure you'll find out.

Why your life is so difficult?

I don't need time to go by.

I know why.

It's all because of me.

It's not because of anyone else.

That's why even if it's hard, I want to win.

Only if I win...

everyone around me...

will have some peace.

This destroyed youth.

You finally figured out your place in life.

Let's go have dinner.

I have to go fishing.

I promised to go with Lee Soo Hwan.

That's good.

You must be so excited.

You won't be back for a while.

You even got to go on a honeymoon,

so I feel better now.

Okay,

I'll come visit you in Osaka.

- Do you really think you'll be okay? - Stop worrying.

Can't I come with you?

We'll go together next time.

Let's go.

Okay, let's go.

How's your condition?

I'll tell you if I'm tired.

Should I turn it off?

Do whatever you want.

This is awkward for me.

How awkward must this be for you?

Now that I think about it,

this is the first time we've shared our feelings.

We've always lived with our own thoughts,

so we never had the opportunity.

Did you bring the drink?

I'm...

a married man.

Why did you cheat me? Why didn't you say anything?

Why?

I loved you that...

I had to trick you.

I would think "I have to tell her today",

but,

I thought I would miss you the next day and couldn't tell you.

I decide to tell you the next day...

and then...

I couldn't.

We loved each other, didn't we?

We can't break up.

We still love each other like outrageous.

So what?

You want me to throw everything...

to live with you?

Don't you realise I threw you away?

You throw me away like I threw you away.

If we're reborn,

let's not meet each other.

You weren't sleeping.

You wanted to drink and then sleep?

I wasn't going to,

but I think I have to.

Okay, I'm going to have a drink too.

It's ripened well.

In Jung.

You understand what Yong Gi felt, right?

I feel guilty towards him.

From his point of view,

it makes sense that he wouldn't let you go.

He wants to protect the woman he loves.

But from what I see,

I still think there's things...

to work out with him.

Talk to Yong Gi...

and talk to Lee Soo Hwan.

You and him need to have peace...

for you and Yong Gi have a peace.

When did you go fishing?

A long time ago.

I came with your father.

You might have more memories...

with my father than I do.

That's only makes sense.

I was his partner at work.

At home,

I played as the son in your place.

But then I realised,

that I wasn't his son.

But I was playing a part as a son.

When we went fishing,

he'd throw an extra line.

I used to think it was just an extra.

But it wasn't just an extra.

It was in place of you.

After I realised that,

I became sad...

and then turned a bit twisted.

It's enough to get twisted.

I would have been twisted too.

If you were me, you would have stormed out.

Why did you endure it?

Then,

should I have thrown away the father whom I chose?

You feel sorry to me, don't you?

Can I be grateful?

You endured a lot by being with my father...

instead of me.

Then,

can I ask you a favour?

Don't break up.

Hold on to In Jung.

Don't worry.

You must have caught one.

This fish must want to live too.

Give me some drink.

- Try not to. - Let's just have one glass.

How are you going to live from now on?

Are you worried that I'll run the company into the ground?

Of course, I'm worried.

You were born with skill...

but you don't know...

how to hide your true feeling.

Then, teach me.

I want to...

but there's no time.

So, get the surgery.

Get the surgery...

and buy some time and teach me.

You have a lot of things you regret.

You need to fix those first.

The doctor said...

if you get the surgery,

you can buy some time.

Who knows,

it could be one or two years,

maybe 10 years.

It's not like Lee Soo Hwan have to live in...

and out of hospitals.

I know a person can't change their death,

but can't you change your mind?

- Are you really going to give up? - Yong Gi,

there's no one else who wants to live...

- more than I do. - Then, why?

Why are you giving up?

I'm not giving up.

It's just...

I've just accepted it.

Only the person knows their true self.

Living like that isn't living.

I can't live like that.

Let's talk about something else.

We meet again.

It was just the two of us before and again,

it's just the two of us now.

Both of us?

In Jung,

they say there's someone you want to hold while living.

That person must be you.

There's no one else who wants to live more than I do.

I'm not giving up.

It's just...

I've just accepted it.

Only the person knows their true self.

Living like that isn't living.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I had a good dream...

for the first time in a long time.

What did you dream about?

The last dream of what...

I threw away.

Do you miss her?

Thanks for being open minded.

I know what you feel.

No.

You don't know.

Someone is looking...

for the woman I love.

He's calling her name on his deathbed.

Do you think that makes me feel good?

I didn't want to see your face change every time his name was said,

and I didn't want you to have to face him again.

Even as he dies,

I didn't want you to meet him.

So I tried everything to convince him.

But I didn't come for him.

I came for you.

Because this is the only way...

to make you feel...

at peace.

Let's send him off peacefully.

I came here thinking of what to say...

but I don't know.

If there's anything you want to say, say it.

Thank you for coming.

Let's have a seat.

Sit.

In Jung.

We probably...

didn't love each other.

If a love starts out wrong,

they say it's not love.

When I first...

met you,

knowing our love was wrong...

but I continued...

to meet you.

So we didn't...

love each other.

You're right.

By hating you...

was how I lived.

That's when I knew I didn't love you.

When I started to forget...

and start laughing.

Learning what love...

really was.

I did...

a lot of hateful things, didn't I?

Yes, you did.

I really hated you.

Get the surgery.

Get the surgery and live.

I won't hate you now.

And while you're living,

live while smiling.

You have to give your mother time...

to let you go.

You have to give...

your wife time to forgive you.

Let's go.

Stop making those around you cry.

Your life...

isn't just your own.

You tried to fix my hand...

because you felt sorry.

I feel like that now.

That's real.

Don't ignore my feelings.

They said the surgery...

is dangerous,

so don't irritate him.

I don't have any plans to.

What did you tell Mi So?

She's so precocious.

I told her the plain facts.

That young girl...

has no parental luck.

I know.

But after we adopted her,

I used her as an excuse to go traveling.

He was busy...

but he was good to Mi So.

That's right.

I think so too.

He never smiled much...

but he did when he saw her.

Mother, you're not going?

Why would I go and make people feel uncomfortable?

I'm going to go to the temple and pray for him.

Mother,

Yong Gi worked really hard trying to convince him.

He's taking his father places.

I'll call you when the surgery is over.

Mi So.

I'm sick.

I know.

Did you know I'm really sick?

Yes, mother told me...

and so...

she said not to cry in front of you.

Then, why are you crying?

If I try not to,

the tears come even more.

Then, just cry.

You're not dying, right?

Of course not.

Why would I die?

That's a relief.

Then,

after the surgery you're coming home, right?

You're not coming?

You have another business trip?

Then, when are you going to come?

It'll be a while.

So...

you have to listen well to your mother.

If I listen to mother well, will you come home faster?

Promise. I'll listen to mother, so hurry home.

You have to move to the surgery room.

In a minute.

Mi So,

tell your mother to come in.

Mother, he's asking for you.

Think about Mi So...

and don't drink too much.

I won't.

Whether I loved you or not,

I felt secure with you nearby.

But now I have to take care of her.

Do you wish...

I would live?

That's how I won't be bored.

I have...

to bug you, so I can have fun.

I'm sorry...

for saying what I did...

when I was drunk.

I didn't mean it...

when I said for you to die.

I know.

You always say...

what you don't mean.

I...

didn't get to say thank you to you.

If you want to hear me say thank you for living with me,

make sure you live.

Thank you...

for living with a boring me.

We didn't really...

love each other.

Knowing your love is wrong,

means...

it's not really love.

I know you hid your heart...

trying to make me feel better.

Now put away your feelings for me.

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