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[dramatic music]
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[Andrew]
I just got fully turned around.
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♪ ♪
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How is that even possible?
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It's getting tougher.
The weather's getting tougher.
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Oh, [bleep].
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It's a massive challenge
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to keep myself mentally
and physically healthy.
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What the [bleep]?
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- We got another bunny.
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Oh, got another one.
[chuckles]
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Here's another bunny.
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This is going to be a wild day.
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Brings us to 51 bunnies.
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Can't see me
losing this game.
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- There's a little bit
of smoke buildup in my shelter.
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But the worst is not the smoke.
It's actually the steam.
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And as the temperature drops,
the steam is getting worse.
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There's just no way I'm going
to be able to [bleep] last
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with this [bleep] shelter.
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[Ziga]
Oh, [bleep].
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If this chimney would crack
or collapse,
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I would really have
serious problem.
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Chimney, [bleep] you.
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♪ ♪
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- Oh, my.
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I've been so grateful
for the food
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that I've already got
these past 50 days.
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♪ ♪
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Let's go!
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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[Jacks] This morning, we're
going to check our trap lines.
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♪ You gotta believe,
you gotta believe ♪
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♪ You gotta believe ♪
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♪ You gotta believe there's
a fish in your trout line ♪
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♪ You gotta believe
there's a hare in your snare ♪
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♪ You gotta believe there's a
squirrel hanging from a pole ♪
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♪ And a moose is
taken with your bow ♪
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Come on, everybody.
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♪ You gotta believe, you gotta
believe, you gotta believe ♪
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♪ You gotta believe your hair
isn't just one knot ♪
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♪ You gotta believe
your bad guts will go away ♪
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♪ You gotta believe
you won't be alone forever ♪
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♪ You gotta believe you can
make it one more night ♪
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♪ You gotta believe
you can lean into the fight ♪
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♪ One more day alone
is enough ♪
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[gasps]
Oh!
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We got a hare.
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We're back, baby.
We're back.
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♪ ♪
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Hold on.
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I'm going to keep you there
because you're literally,
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I don't know,
right next to my camp.
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Hare, camp.
Hare, camp.
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We're going to go check
the other traps.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, wow. OK, well,
that was a nice little treat.
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And the thing that I keep
thinking about the most
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these past couple weeks
are how I feel like
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I have changed out here.
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Like, I almost don't
even recognize myself.
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I walk through life normally
with my chin up
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and my shoulders back
with this identity
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of being strong and secure
and confident.
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And out here,
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I just feel like I've been
vulnerable and teary-eyed.
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And I wouldn't say weak,
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I'm just leaning
a very different presence.
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♪ ♪
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Shut the [bleep] up.
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Oof, sorry.
Excuse my French.
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I got another hare.
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♪ ♪
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Wow, two hares today.
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Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.
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Oh, my God.
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Yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes, yes, yes.
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Wow, OK.
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This is amazing.
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I always have
leaned into emotions.
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♪ ♪
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You know, I do believe
to feel is to exist.
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I'd rather feel truly, madly,
deeply than to not at all.
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I want to go through the pain,
I want to be sad,
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because on the other side
of that is love and happiness.
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I can't believe that.
Oh, thank God.
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We have food.
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♪ ♪
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You have to go through
ebbs and flows.
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And I know that everything
is a journey out here.
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But my identity, like
who I feel at my core,
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feels very different.
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You know,
very convenient bag.
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♪ ♪
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[sighs and sniffs]
Keep getting a whiff of fire.
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I mean, in fairness,
it's probably me.
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[chuckles]
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But anyway, we're going to eat
some rabbit, so let's do that.
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It's really interesting
to see who you become
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without having
to put on a mask,
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without having
to be around people.
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You become who you are,
the essence of your core.
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And it's like, are you
becoming a new person
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or are you saying hello
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to the person you've been
this whole time?
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- Oh, see, this is
what I'm talking about.
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Everything I do
causes blindness.
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[fire crackling]
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[sighs]
Even eating.
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♪ ♪
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[breathes deeply]
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♪ ♪
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[sniffles and groans]
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♪ ♪
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God, I feel like this steam
is worse than the smoke.
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♪ ♪
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It is getting
pretty warm in here.
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I'll tell you that, though.
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♪ ♪
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[sighs] Smoke, though,
we gotta figure it out.
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♪ ♪
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I am having some regrets
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about having a central fire
in my shelter.
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The steam was not something
that I predicted.
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And what's happening is,
because the roof is so low,
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the steam is becoming
a cloud cover for the smoke.
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And the smoke
is not able to exit
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in the way
that I had planned.
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♪ ♪
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I can't even eat this
'cause of the [bleep] steam!
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Ugh!
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♪ ♪
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It's getting in my [bleep] eyes
and my eyes are burning.
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♪ ♪
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Ow.
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♪ ♪
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This is so much steam.
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♪ ♪
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I can't see.
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♪ ♪
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Wow.
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I gotta figure out
a solution to this fire.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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[Aaron]
It's cold, man.
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And I don't know
how cold it is,
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but...
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[birds singing]
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These bunnies are frozen.
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Can't even peel
her [bleep] legs.
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That guy's legs
just snapped off.
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♪ ♪
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Weather's gotten chilly.
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Some mornings I'm like,
oh, it feels like minus 10,
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but then it's like
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I'm getting frost
on my beard really quick.
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I'm like, this isn't normal
for minus 5 to 10,
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so maybe it's 10 to 20.
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Holy [bleep].
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♪ ♪
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But my hands and my toes
can bug me.
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My hands are really bad.
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♪ ♪
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Not fun doing
these guys frozen.
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But if I have a fire, I can
do whatever I need to do.
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And then I just go to
the fire and warm up.
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That's three bunnies.
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♪ ♪
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As long as I have fire,
I'm fine.
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And I'll get this guy cooked.
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♪ ♪
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Hopefully it lights,
'cause I'm frozen.
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[ferro rod scraping]
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♪ ♪
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Put the ferro rod away.
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♪ ♪
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I haven't had a fire
in the shelter yet.
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We're not burning
our sleeping bag.
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We're not getting
smoke asphyxiation.
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We just gotta play
the smart game.
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♪ ♪
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Getting to the point wherever
only the strong will be here.
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It's getting chilly.
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[squirrel chittering]
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♪ ♪
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I think we ought to try to
get him because it's fish bait.
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♪ ♪
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I don't need to eat him, but
I know the fish like squirrel.
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I'm definitely desperate
to get something fatty.
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Can't just be eating rabbits.
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♪ ♪
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[thud]
[bleep].
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♪ ♪
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[thud]
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[bleep].
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Oh, my God.
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♪ ♪
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[snow crunching]
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♪ ♪
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He's sure--
holy [bleep].
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♪ ♪
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Oh, no.
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[wind howling]
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[tense music]
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- Oh, [bleep].
Oh, no.
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♪ ♪
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[bleep].
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♪ ♪
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That is not good.
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♪ ♪
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These are the mistakes
you don't make, guys.
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And I'm making 'em.
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♪ ♪
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I cannot believe
I just did that.
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♪ ♪
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What a dumb [bleep] idiot.
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♪ ♪
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Guess this will just
be my fire-tending glove.
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Got the other gloves.
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I just got to be
super smart with them
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'cause they're rubber.
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[soft suspenseful music]
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This could be over in two days
or a month and a half.
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We don't know,
so we gotta play smart.
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No hovering over the fire.
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No doing stupid sh--
stuff like that.
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Putting on winter bibs,
keeping the winter jacket on.
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I don't need to get sick.
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♪ ♪
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[sighs]
[bleep].
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♪ ♪
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Seems as I get deeper
into this competition
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and the weather
gets colder and nastier,
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my mental and
emotional stability
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has been going up and down.
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I'm having more frequently
bad days.
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♪ ♪
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I think I might have
a fire tonight.
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♪ ♪
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Doing like
the next hour just so
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if it doesn't work out
that good,
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we can open the door,
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fix what we have to.
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♪ ♪
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I don't want
to build a fire inside
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because I don't want the
possibility of sheltered fire.
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But I'm coming to
the realization
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the weather is garbage.
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My hands are freezing.
My feet are cold.
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This is the only thing
I can do.
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♪ ♪
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Just a little fire
to take the chill away.
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♪ ♪
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Trying to be happy, positive.
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And we need to turn
a bad situation into a win.
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[wind howling]
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What's going on, guys?
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Um, got the fireplace working.
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There's a little bit
of precipitation
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that I don't like in here.
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You can see my breath and stuff
'cause of the cold air higher.
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Lower air is hot.
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♪ ♪
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But it's working.
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So it's just
a waiting game now
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until Melissa comes
and gets me.
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This moisture is insane,
though.
269
00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:53,160
I don't like that.
270
00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:55,160
A lot of it is the mud.
271
00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:58,720
So once that dries out,
man, I'm telling you,
272
00:13:58,800 --> 00:14:00,320
I think I got it.
273
00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:03,200
♪ ♪
274
00:14:03,280 --> 00:14:06,000
I just have to clean the camera
every 30 seconds.
275
00:14:06,080 --> 00:14:07,800
♪ ♪
276
00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:11,480
There's like a film
on my sleeping bag, even.
277
00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:14,320
But, yeah, it's too hard
to film right now.
278
00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:15,760
Have a good night.
279
00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:18,760
[dramatic music]
280
00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:25,840
♪ ♪
281
00:14:40,160 --> 00:14:42,480
[Ziga] Things are getting
very difficult now
282
00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:44,120
with this chimney.
Oh, man.
283
00:14:44,200 --> 00:14:45,960
And if you look down the base,
284
00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:48,760
it's not completely dry
at some part.
285
00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:50,760
So where I want to put clay?
286
00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:53,320
So one, it's here.
287
00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:54,840
Then it's--
288
00:14:54,920 --> 00:14:58,120
yeah, I realized, I mean, here
is where I burned my gloves.
289
00:14:58,200 --> 00:15:01,560
Another place where
I want to put more clay,
290
00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:05,520
see, this part dried faster
than this part.
291
00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,600
And here is one huge crack.
292
00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:10,120
And I want to make this thicker
293
00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:15,160
just to avoid any breaking
I'm getting there.
294
00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:18,120
So I mean, I think that
when I have these doors
295
00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:20,520
and extra insulation,
I will be fine.
296
00:15:20,600 --> 00:15:24,840
But for now with this moisture,
I have to keep the fire going
297
00:15:24,920 --> 00:15:27,000
at least for
a couple of days now.
298
00:15:27,080 --> 00:15:31,680
♪ ♪
299
00:15:31,760 --> 00:15:33,360
First thing
I really need to do
300
00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:38,000
is doors and insulation
are needed.
301
00:15:38,080 --> 00:15:41,280
Then clay work these
final small cracks
302
00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:45,360
that no smoke gets out
and stuff like that.
303
00:15:45,440 --> 00:15:49,080
OK, I think
it's time for doors.
304
00:15:49,160 --> 00:15:51,320
♪ ♪
305
00:15:51,400 --> 00:15:52,560
Hey, birdy.
306
00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:55,320
♪ ♪
307
00:15:55,400 --> 00:15:59,320
I feel that
I'm in quite good position
308
00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:03,280
even for winning
this competition.
309
00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:04,440
Quite cool.
310
00:16:04,520 --> 00:16:06,280
♪ ♪
311
00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:08,720
If I want to keep on going,
312
00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:12,200
I have to eat a lot,
and very caloric food.
313
00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:13,480
♪ ♪
314
00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:17,560
And also a lot of projects
because each day,
315
00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:21,200
the time of sunlight is
getting shorter and shorter,
316
00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:23,560
and it will disappear
at some point.
317
00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:24,800
♪ ♪
318
00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:28,920
Well, I think
that's good enough.
319
00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:30,880
Especially towards the end,
320
00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:35,440
it might become more
mental game than hunger game.
321
00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:39,880
I will now try
to fill as much
322
00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:43,720
of these doors with moss
323
00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:46,120
as much as possible.
324
00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:48,440
So this is why
it's very important
325
00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:52,280
to keep your mind occupied
with projects.
326
00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:56,320
Man, this shelter
is becoming so cozy.
327
00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:58,040
It's also fun to do them.
328
00:16:58,120 --> 00:17:01,640
And there are many
never-ending projects
329
00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:02,640
like shelter.
330
00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:04,360
♪ ♪
331
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:07,480
The doors are filled with moss.
332
00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:08,600
♪ ♪
333
00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:12,440
Let's check it out.
Check it out.
334
00:17:12,520 --> 00:17:15,600
So that's it.
Doors are done.
335
00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:20,000
OK, chimney.
I have to fill this with clay.
336
00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:21,760
Holy crap.
337
00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:25,160
♪ ♪
338
00:17:25,240 --> 00:17:28,400
Holy, holy, holy, holy crap.
339
00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:31,600
♪ ♪
340
00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:55,040
♪ ♪
341
00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:05,800
OK, very quick,
fixing with clay.
342
00:18:05,880 --> 00:18:08,400
♪ ♪
343
00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:11,600
[gasps]
No.
344
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,320
[dramatic music]
345
00:18:16,400 --> 00:18:17,680
[Ziga]
Damn it.
346
00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:24,760
♪ ♪
347
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,920
OK. [bleep].
[bleep], [bleep].
348
00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:31,320
[bleep], [bleep], [bleep],
[bleep], [bleep], [bleep].
349
00:18:31,400 --> 00:18:32,560
♪ ♪
350
00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:36,200
OK.
That's very bad now.
351
00:18:36,280 --> 00:18:37,680
♪ ♪
352
00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:40,400
What I was afraid
actually happened.
353
00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:44,360
♪ ♪
354
00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:46,320
Yeah, I shouldn't
have done it this way.
355
00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,720
I knew from the beginning,
but--
356
00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:50,960
OK.
357
00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:53,160
♪ ♪
358
00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:56,320
Time to think what to do.
[sighs]
359
00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:01,160
[sighs]
360
00:19:01,920 --> 00:19:05,280
So one option would be--
361
00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:08,840
and probably the best one,
to cut this straight
362
00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:12,640
and cut this straight
and put one on each other.
363
00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:17,000
So then I can
just join them together.
364
00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:19,160
And it would
give stability
365
00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:21,960
just by standing
one on each other.
366
00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:27,320
OK, [bleep].
That's not a good day.
367
00:19:27,400 --> 00:19:28,720
[tense music]
368
00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:30,920
I definitely feel overwhelmed.
369
00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:33,800
I have to find a solution
quite quick.
370
00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:36,280
First, I'm going
to cut the chimney
371
00:19:36,360 --> 00:19:39,600
so the lower part doesn't have
a slope, but it's straight.
372
00:19:44,120 --> 00:19:45,400
OK.
373
00:19:45,480 --> 00:19:47,480
♪ ♪
374
00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:00,480
I never thought
about chimney might break
375
00:20:00,560 --> 00:20:01,680
or stuff like that.
376
00:20:01,760 --> 00:20:04,120
But now I really
have to be prepared.
377
00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:05,760
♪ ♪
378
00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:07,480
OK, now it's horizontal,
379
00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:11,520
but I'm really afraid that
I will break more than needed.
380
00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:15,040
♪ ♪
381
00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:19,320
So in the morning,
I had fire and chimney.
382
00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:22,320
Now I don't have fire
nor chimney.
383
00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:25,400
♪ ♪
384
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:28,760
OK.
385
00:20:28,840 --> 00:20:30,960
Here is the plan.
386
00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:34,400
I will cut also this one
approximately straight.
387
00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:39,240
♪ ♪
388
00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:05,120
Ah, [bleep].
389
00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:07,200
♪ ♪
390
00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:11,920
And I don't have fire.
391
00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:15,440
So it's a--
392
00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,840
it is a challenging day.
393
00:21:17,920 --> 00:21:21,240
That's going to be
the final hole.
394
00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:25,480
I just can't get out of
this loop of chimney repairing.
395
00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:28,560
Seems like
a never-ending story.
396
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:31,600
[groans]
Yeah, damn it.
397
00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:38,640
♪ ♪
398
00:21:54,320 --> 00:21:56,320
[Andrew]
Check this out.
399
00:21:57,760 --> 00:21:59,760
Solid ice.
400
00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:01,400
Last night was super cold,
401
00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:04,560
as cold as we've had
by a long way.
402
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:06,320
So this is going to
need thawing out.
403
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:07,480
♪ ♪
404
00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:09,680
It's really starting
to get cold now.
405
00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:12,160
In the night,
I can hear strange sounds
406
00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:13,680
as the ice forms on the river.
407
00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:16,440
It's like a creaking sound.
It's quite eerie.
408
00:22:16,520 --> 00:22:17,600
♪ ♪
409
00:22:17,680 --> 00:22:19,400
First of all,
let's check the snares,
410
00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:21,280
see if there's
anything in those.
411
00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:24,240
So I'm heading into
a difficult period where
412
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:26,200
I'm probably days away
from being able
413
00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:28,640
to walk on the ice
and ice fish,
414
00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:32,000
so I'm likely to have to rely
on whatever I can get on land,
415
00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:35,520
so that's most likely
things like varying hare.
416
00:22:35,600 --> 00:22:37,480
I don't want to spend
too much time out today
417
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:39,400
if I can avoid it.
418
00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:42,400
This is a whole different
world from what I'm used to.
419
00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:46,400
I'm seriously going
to need to keep myself
420
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,200
wrapped up as much as I can.
421
00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:50,840
Wales is
a very temperate climate.
422
00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:54,520
It very rarely gets below zero
and we hardly ever get snow.
423
00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:56,200
I've traveled.
424
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:58,280
I've spent a lot of time
in Sweden, Norway, and Canada,
425
00:22:58,360 --> 00:23:00,560
but I've never been
this far north.
426
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:02,960
It's surreal, really.
427
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,440
There's not much new sign.
428
00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:10,560
Looks pretty quiet.
429
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,480
Oh, no.
430
00:23:12,560 --> 00:23:14,640
I spoke too soon.
431
00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:16,120
Got a varying hare.
432
00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:17,360
Wow, wow, wow.
433
00:23:17,440 --> 00:23:18,720
♪ ♪
434
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,600
I would love to have
more things to eat,
435
00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:21,920
but the hares keep coming
436
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:23,680
and I'm going to keep
eating the hares.
437
00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:26,960
And I'm very grateful
for them.
438
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:28,680
And I've just
spotted something.
439
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,240
I've got another hare
caught in a trap.
440
00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:34,120
♪ ♪
441
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:42,800
[soft crack]
OK.
442
00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:47,600
Believe me, I take absolutely
no pleasure from that.
443
00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:50,160
I've got another hare.
444
00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:53,280
Amazing.
Absolutely amazing.
445
00:23:53,360 --> 00:23:58,320
♪ ♪
446
00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,400
Wow.
What a morning.
447
00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:02,360
One hare.
448
00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:04,040
Two hares.
Boom.
449
00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:09,480
We can keep doing this until--
well, until the hares run out.
450
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:13,320
And I'm very acutely aware
of rabbit starvation.
451
00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:15,920
But since it's
the only food I have,
452
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:18,800
I'm just having
to do what I can,
453
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:21,640
which means eating the brains,
which are fatty,
454
00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:23,800
kidneys and liver,
and hoping that
455
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,400
I'm getting enough nutrients
to compensate for the fact
456
00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:29,440
that I'm eating a lot
of very, very lean meat.
457
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:30,920
Whoa.
Right.
458
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,480
I need to get this fire going
and keep it going.
459
00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:34,000
♪ ♪
460
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,200
So I'm going to have some offal
461
00:24:36,280 --> 00:24:39,480
and a little bit
of the meat today.
462
00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:43,960
And then tomorrow,
I'll have another half of one.
463
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:48,760
And that's going good.
Oh.
464
00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:51,560
Ah, [bleep], [bleep],
[bleep], [bleep], [bleep].
465
00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:54,080
[groans]
[bleep].
466
00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:57,120
Ah, [bleep] cramp.
467
00:24:57,200 --> 00:24:58,320
Oh, [bleep].
468
00:24:58,400 --> 00:24:59,800
♪ ♪
469
00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:00,960
Oh, man.
470
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:02,280
♪ ♪
471
00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:03,760
[inhales through teeth]
Oh, man.
472
00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:05,240
I keep getting it now.
473
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:10,000
It's a--a symptom of--
474
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:12,480
[inhales through teeth]
Salt deprivation, I think.
475
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:13,520
[groans]
476
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:15,840
♪ ♪
477
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:19,280
Oh, [bleep].
478
00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:22,800
Oh, man.
Oh.
479
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:26,640
I keep getting it
in my feet and my legs.
480
00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:28,920
I can stretch it out.
481
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:33,400
If I stay in one position
for more than a few minutes,
482
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:34,400
it kicks in.
483
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:35,920
♪ ♪
484
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:36,960
[groans softly]
485
00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:38,280
♪ ♪
486
00:25:38,360 --> 00:25:40,640
Really hoping to keep
the cramp at bay tonight,
487
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:43,240
so I'm going to do
my stretches now.
488
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:44,480
It's definitely something
489
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,760
that seems to be happening
more now.
490
00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:51,280
And I'm pretty sure that's
down to a isotonic imbalance.
491
00:25:51,360 --> 00:25:52,960
So if these cramps
keep getting worse,
492
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:56,360
that's going to be
another headache.
493
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,360
Oh, right.
494
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:01,880
Oh, man.
Feel a bit better for that.
495
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:05,000
Hopefully, that'll stop
the cramp kicking in tonight.
496
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:06,560
♪ ♪
497
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:09,120
Oh, all right.
OK.
498
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:13,720
I'm just taking each day
as it comes at the moment.
499
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,240
It does worry me that
500
00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:18,080
my body's not performing
the way I want it to.
501
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:21,720
So I'm just going
to take it easy today,
502
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:24,160
try and eat something,
keeping myself hydrated.
503
00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:26,240
So I've got my spruce tea,
504
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:29,840
so that's always a good step
in the right direction.
505
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:33,360
And I'm going to be eating
those brains,
506
00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:36,440
eyeballs, you name it.
507
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:38,960
The kidneys,
they are the only thing that
508
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:42,680
has any kind of salty flavor.
509
00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:44,800
And I don't know if they do
contain much salt,
510
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:46,600
but they definitely
taste like they do.
511
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:50,720
So they're, uh, they're
definitely worth seeking out.
512
00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:55,280
So hopefully, I'll--
I won't get any cramp tonight.
513
00:26:55,360 --> 00:26:56,600
We shall see.
514
00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:03,760
♪ ♪
515
00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,200
[tense music]
516
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:20,040
♪ ♪
517
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:26,680
- Holy, I just, uh,
518
00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:28,880
went to go take a pee,
and then my stomach is like--
519
00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:31,080
[imitates gurgling]
I don't know.
520
00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:33,360
Maybe the bunny
I ate yesterday was
521
00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:35,760
a little bit raw or something
or I don't know,
522
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:37,120
my stomach didn't agree
with it.
523
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:38,880
But holy,
524
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:40,520
it's one of those
get your pants off
525
00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:42,960
as fast as you can moments.
526
00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:51,760
Feet feel like they're
going to freeze off.
527
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:54,760
It's that damn fire.
528
00:27:54,840 --> 00:28:00,160
Last night, I had a fire, and
things didn't go very good.
529
00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:05,280
Zero, zero, and zero.
530
00:28:05,360 --> 00:28:07,920
That's not a good start.
531
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,800
I don't like the design
of my shelter.
532
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,560
It's not keeping warm.
533
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,680
I've kind of made
a couple critical errors.
534
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,200
Man, I don't know what to do.
535
00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:21,200
When I built the chimney, I
obviously built it too small.
536
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:22,960
I made it about 8 inches.
537
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:24,640
And then when
I put the mud in,
538
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:27,400
it obviously choked it
too much.
539
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:28,680
♪ ♪
540
00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:30,120
Get rid of it.
541
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:31,600
[suspenseful music]
542
00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:35,480
So I needed to make
the chimney, say, 12 inches,
543
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:37,520
which would have gave me
an 8-inch hole,
544
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:41,000
which would have ventilated
the fire with the smoke.
545
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,080
There's a hole in the side.
546
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:47,000
I'm going to have to
do some patch work.
547
00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:50,440
I think I'll sleep
with my boot liners
548
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:51,720
in the sleeping bag.
549
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:55,840
We're getting past
that threshold now where
550
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:58,880
I need to warm my body up
and then keep it warm.
551
00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:03,360
I just got to play
the smart game.
552
00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:05,520
♪ ♪
553
00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:09,360
The first 30 to 40 days,
I felt unstoppable.
554
00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:12,520
But now that it's getting
colder, it's getting longer,
555
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,320
I'm starting
to see some cracks.
556
00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:16,280
♪ ♪
557
00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:19,320
So you want to be on "Alone,"
do you?
558
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:20,640
[sniffles]
559
00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:22,640
Do you want your feet
to damn near feel like
560
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:23,920
they're going to fall off?
561
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:24,960
♪ ♪
562
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:27,440
Hike miles and miles and miles?
563
00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:28,600
♪ ♪
564
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:31,400
Starve, have no fat
in your diet?
565
00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:32,920
[sniffles]
566
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:36,280
Don't talk to a human
in freaking weeks?
567
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:38,320
♪ ♪
568
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,360
Well, then
you're the right person.
569
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:43,360
'Cause this is
what we do out here.
570
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:49,120
♪ ♪
571
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:54,400
All that hiking for nothing.
Produced diddly squat.
572
00:29:54,480 --> 00:29:56,080
♪ ♪
573
00:29:56,160 --> 00:29:57,880
Think I'm coming down
with something too,
574
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:00,120
like a stomach bug or--
575
00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:01,160
♪ ♪
576
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:03,120
I don't know, man.
577
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:05,520
♪ ♪
578
00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:07,680
[groans]
[bleep].
579
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:14,760
♪ ♪
580
00:30:16,840 --> 00:30:19,800
Oh, I gotta be more careful
on those transitions.
581
00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:21,760
♪ ♪
582
00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:24,080
Damn.
583
00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:27,080
Oh, my mind wants
to go home today, boys.
584
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,760
The demons are battling.
585
00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:36,840
♪ ♪
586
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:46,920
Out here, I feel my emotions
cannot be distracted.
587
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:48,960
♪ ♪
588
00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:52,280
I can't turn on the TV.
I can't play on my phone.
589
00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:59,360
♪ ♪
590
00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:10,000
Pretty, uh, crazy how
I can go from, like,
591
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,920
mentally rock solid,
emotionally rock solid.
592
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,920
And then, like, I would have
paid a lot of money
593
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:17,400
for a couple
phone calls today.
594
00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:18,720
♪ ♪
595
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,400
Been nice to talk to Melissa.
Yeah.
596
00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:23,200
♪ ♪
597
00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:25,520
Man, I miss her so much.
I understand it now.
598
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:26,760
♪ ♪
599
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:29,480
I can see why people tap now.
600
00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:34,320
It's like you want to just
hear their voice so bad.
601
00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:38,600
But it's like, yeah,
I can do that so quickly,
602
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:41,880
but I got to trade my dreams,
603
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:43,400
my aspirations.
604
00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:44,640
♪ ♪
605
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:46,400
So easy sitting on the couch
watching this
606
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:49,040
being like, oh, man,
just suck it up.
607
00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:50,640
I was that guy.
608
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,680
♪ ♪
609
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:54,920
We need to suffer, though.
610
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,200
♪ ♪
611
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,240
This is part of it, man.
612
00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:02,680
It's all sunshine and roses
the first month.
613
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:06,880
Second month gets a bit,
OK, now we're into it.
614
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:10,280
And I have issues
that I need to resolve.
615
00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,520
♪ ♪
616
00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:15,520
Here's a little bit
of a bombshell.
617
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:18,680
Me and Melissa, we've been
separated for two years.
618
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:20,480
♪ ♪
619
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,480
I didn't tell anybody
in the cast or the production.
620
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:27,800
I didn't want it to look like
I had any chinks in my armor.
621
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:31,000
We're pretty much
kinda getting back together.
622
00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:32,600
But it's just we don't know.
623
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:38,960
♪ ♪
624
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,960
It's, uh it's weird how it--
625
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:45,200
this game plays
on your emotions.
626
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:47,080
Let's see if we can rebound,
627
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:49,480
battle through it,
and come back.
628
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:51,440
We're going to have a talk
with ourself tonight,
629
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:56,360
reel it back in, lock in,
and find our groove again.
630
00:32:56,440 --> 00:33:03,520
♪ ♪
631
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:10,120
[dramatic music]
632
00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:17,000
♪ ♪
633
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:24,280
What?
634
00:33:27,040 --> 00:33:28,520
Feel like
I'm back at the clubs.
635
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:32,840
No, I never did that.
[laughs]
636
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:36,280
OK, that's not true.
I did. I did.
637
00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,560
It actually is,
believe it or not,
638
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:41,200
slightly less smoky
than yesterday.
639
00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:45,600
So what I've done is I've
opened the bullboat further.
640
00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:50,120
I mean, I've opened up the
bullboat pretty significantly
641
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,680
to make that smoke escape
a bit better.
642
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,920
I mean, I can breathe.
[sniffles]
643
00:33:57,000 --> 00:34:01,200
It's not as clear as it
should be, but I can breathe.
644
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:04,560
Definitely some steam.
645
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:06,720
And some condensation.
646
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:13,200
But overall, it's actually
not as bad as it has been,
647
00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:14,400
so that's good.
648
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:18,120
I don't want to jinx it,
but it's good.
649
00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:20,440
Well, we're gonna
eat this rabbit.
650
00:34:20,520 --> 00:34:22,680
♪ ♪
651
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:24,200
You know,
I really worry sometimes
652
00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:26,200
about how I'm going
to be portrayed.
653
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:27,200
♪ ♪
654
00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,360
You know, my full-time job is
655
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:31,880
I own my own company where
I teach people skills.
656
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:33,520
♪ ♪
657
00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:37,040
But this is a whole
other arena, what I'm doing.
658
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:38,440
You know?
659
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:41,680
Oh, that's never fun
getting in and out of that.
660
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,400
I teach survival.
661
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:46,040
You know, I teach
emergency preparedness.
662
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:48,800
I teach how to get out
of sticky situations.
663
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:51,000
This is wilderness living.
664
00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:54,520
This is different.
This takes guts.
665
00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:57,640
Today, I'm going
to pluck some spruce boughs
666
00:34:57,720 --> 00:34:59,280
to use for ice fishing.
667
00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:02,480
♪ ♪
668
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:04,760
OK.
669
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:06,080
The spruce boughs,
670
00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:07,480
we're actually going
to go into the hole
671
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:10,000
which we create when
we break through the ice,
672
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:11,240
drop the line in.
673
00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:13,240
So the boughs
will be essentially
674
00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:16,560
a block for the ice
to freeze solid
675
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,600
and that each morning,
I could break the ice
676
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:20,360
with ease to check the lines.
677
00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:24,040
♪ ♪
678
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:27,920
I was very warm last night.
679
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:30,400
So that gave me a lot of hope.
680
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,720
That can push me through
the next three weeks
681
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:34,240
despite the fact that
682
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,240
I'm pretty sure
I cooked my eyeballs.
683
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,000
[chuckles]
684
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,560
I'm starting to notice
that my eyes are becoming
685
00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:43,760
way more sensitive
to the steam and smoke.
686
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:48,000
The recovery time
from the steam exposure
687
00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:49,840
is getting longer.
688
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:52,760
My eyes--
[sniffles]
689
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:55,080
♪ ♪
690
00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:58,800
I wouldn't say they hurt.
They're just really irritated.
691
00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:03,720
♪ ♪
692
00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:05,720
You know,
I have a lot on the line.
693
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:08,440
I travel across the country
teaching people skills.
694
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:11,680
And here I am,
struggling with smoke.
695
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:14,000
♪ ♪
696
00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:15,520
The skills part is easy.
697
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:17,960
But even then,
I've made some mistakes.
698
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:20,280
♪ ♪
699
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:22,960
Oh, no.
700
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:24,400
♪ ♪
701
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:25,840
Ugh.
702
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,280
I could have chose
an easier shelter to build.
703
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:32,400
But you know, I didn't
come here to play it safe.
704
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:33,400
♪ ♪
705
00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:34,800
It's definitely a gamble
706
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,480
because I know that
there is a possibility
707
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:40,960
for people to judge
my performance highly.
708
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:43,920
There's this pressure
from my peers
709
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:47,000
and my audience to do well.
710
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,320
But it's well on their terms.
711
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:51,440
♪ ♪
712
00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:53,400
And that's what's
a little frustrating
713
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:57,760
because I get to determine
what doing well means.
714
00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:00,400
People are going to think
whatever they want to think.
715
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:02,840
I'm really doing this for me.
716
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:06,080
And if anybody wants to go out
and judge my experience,
717
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:07,640
you can go get off the couch
718
00:37:07,720 --> 00:37:09,600
and apply to the show
next year and prove me wrong.
719
00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:11,440
♪ ♪
720
00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:15,680
Yeah, I feel like
it's time to get warm.
721
00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:17,760
[chuckles]
722
00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:22,520
[dramatic music]
723
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:29,560
♪ ♪
724
00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:48,640
- Let's go down and check
the gill net and the weir.
725
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:52,240
Bit of a later start today,
but on Nero time.
726
00:37:52,320 --> 00:37:53,920
So start whenever I want.
727
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:55,440
♪ ♪
728
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,440
I've been thinking about my
relationship with my dad
729
00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:01,480
growing up, and just not
a lot of time spent together.
730
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:03,880
He was just working
a lot of the time.
731
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,480
And we'd go through
little bits and pieces,
732
00:38:06,560 --> 00:38:08,640
the stereotypical playing ball
733
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:11,880
or, you know, camping
or hikes or whatever it is.
734
00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:14,320
The one thing that he always
went back to was fishing.
735
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:19,080
♪ ♪
736
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:22,760
Yeah, buddy.
737
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,680
The cold temperatures
have brought
738
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:28,520
another coney into the mix.
739
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:31,640
Yes.
740
00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:33,520
[inhales deeply]
Coney time.
741
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:36,280
Coney time.
Yes.
742
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,560
It's not guaranteed yet,
though.
743
00:38:38,640 --> 00:38:40,600
Gotta get it on shore.
744
00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:43,240
♪ ♪
745
00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:46,360
Oh, it's a good-sized one, too.
746
00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:47,920
All right, come on.
747
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:51,600
[grunts]
Yes.
748
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:52,600
Yes.
749
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:54,520
♪ ♪
750
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,160
[chuckling]
Yes.
751
00:38:57,240 --> 00:39:02,160
Now a good, good size inconnu.
752
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:04,360
Yes.
753
00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:06,120
Gill net has been working,
but you know,
754
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:07,640
I don't just sit back
and do nothing.
755
00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:09,840
It's about still just
trying different means.
756
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,840
And not only is it
calories coming in,
757
00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:16,120
but it's the variety that's
going to prolong my time here.
758
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:18,680
I'm gonna put you back in
the water just for time being.
759
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,440
♪ ♪
760
00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,920
All my life, I've been looking
for external validation
761
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:26,480
because I haven't had
the confidence in who I am.
762
00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:29,640
Oh, let's get you scaled
straight up.
763
00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:32,280
And it's always looking
for something external,
764
00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:34,480
somebody else
to give me reassurance
765
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:36,720
about who I am
and whether I'm loved
766
00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:39,600
or worthy of love
and people's attention.
767
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:42,720
Oh, this guy's pretty tough
on the scales.
768
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:45,840
I felt like just being me
was never enough
769
00:39:45,920 --> 00:39:48,480
because from
my experience growing up,
770
00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:50,400
it was never enough
to get the love
771
00:39:50,480 --> 00:39:51,800
and attention that I wanted.
772
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:53,880
Some of this
straight in the pot.
773
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:56,800
So I feel like I just
needed to push and do more
774
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:59,960
and be more to try
and get what I thought
775
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,680
was missing and what everybody
else seemed to have.
776
00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:05,400
Oh yeah,
it's a good first meal.
777
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:08,640
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
778
00:40:08,720 --> 00:40:11,720
OK, let's get these
gill nets sorted out.
779
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:14,760
♪ ♪
780
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:17,720
And now, I've come to a place
where I have that,
781
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:20,040
that inner resolve
and that inner clarity
782
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:25,320
in knowing not only who I am
but knowing that I am loved
783
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:28,240
and that I am special
and worthy.
784
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:29,600
Thank you, Mr. Inconnu,
785
00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:32,400
for not messing up
my gill net too bad.
786
00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,040
♪ ♪
787
00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:37,680
Last few pike have
been pretty violent.
788
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:39,920
And damn, that placement's
pretty damn good too.
789
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:41,680
Because of this experience,
790
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:43,400
for the first time
in my life,
791
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:48,440
I know and love myself
regardless of anything else.
792
00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:54,680
Oh, [bleep].
793
00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:56,760
[wind howling]
794
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:00,880
[dramatic music]
795
00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:02,280
♪ ♪
796
00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:03,880
- Oh, [bleep].
797
00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:07,080
[bleep], [bleep], [bleep],
[bleep], [bleep].
798
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:08,720
Not good.
799
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:11,360
♪ ♪
800
00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:12,720
Not good.
801
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:15,200
♪ ♪
802
00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:18,280
Wrong step.
Wrong step.
803
00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:19,680
♪ ♪
804
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:22,040
Wrong step.
805
00:41:22,120 --> 00:41:27,040
Gotta get back,
get some firewood in,
806
00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:31,280
and get back and get dry.
807
00:41:31,360 --> 00:41:34,000
Dry, dry, dry.
808
00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:40,400
♪ ♪
809
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:42,480
[groans]
810
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:43,760
That sucked.
811
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:46,400
♪ ♪
812
00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:50,240
That was above-the-knee
submersion.
813
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,400
Then I put my left hand out.
814
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:55,720
♪ ♪
815
00:41:55,800 --> 00:42:01,400
Water went all into
my left mitt as well.
816
00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:03,640
♪ ♪
817
00:42:03,720 --> 00:42:06,840
I've got a fresh change
of thermals.
818
00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:09,360
My pot's full of food.
819
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:11,880
So I can essentially
just bunker down now
820
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:14,200
and just dry out all my stuff.
821
00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:17,080
So in that regards,
really thankful.
822
00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,440
That was a good reminder
I should be smarter
823
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:21,960
and I should clear that
and make sure
824
00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,560
that's all very,
very accurate
825
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:25,080
with where to actually step.
826
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:26,680
♪ ♪
827
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:28,440
Could have been worse.
828
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:29,640
♪ ♪
829
00:42:29,720 --> 00:42:31,320
Let's get yous dry.
830
00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:33,200
♪ ♪
831
00:42:33,280 --> 00:42:34,720
It's not
a straightforward decision
832
00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:36,200
to choose to come on "Alone."
833
00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:37,520
♪ ♪
834
00:42:37,600 --> 00:42:38,800
That's really good.
835
00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:41,480
[sniffles]
Really, really good.
836
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:42,840
There's a lot of risks,
837
00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:45,160
not necessarily to do
with the environment,
838
00:42:45,240 --> 00:42:47,880
all of that, absolutely
is something to consider.
839
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,720
But you're also
putting yourself out there
840
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:54,120
to be seen, to be judged,
841
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:57,280
and there's a lot of things
that are outside your control
842
00:42:57,360 --> 00:43:00,120
that can really impact
and dictate your journey
843
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:02,800
and how your experience
is going to be.
844
00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:05,600
Oh, that's good.
Yeah.
845
00:43:05,680 --> 00:43:10,160
And to do that publicly is--
yeah, it's scary.
846
00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:12,280
That's really nice as well.
847
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:13,880
There's things that
you kind of have in mind
848
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:16,440
how you'd like
your experience to be
849
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:19,880
and the story that
you'd like to share.
850
00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:22,640
But life doesn't play out
that way.
851
00:43:22,720 --> 00:43:24,000
Life just happens
the way it happens.
852
00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:26,120
And you just need to adjust
853
00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:29,920
and accept
that you're vulnerable.
854
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:31,960
Like, it was never
my intention to come out here
855
00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:35,280
and work on my relationship
with my dad.
856
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:40,400
[sniffles]
857
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:50,840
[sighs]
858
00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:54,640
I was lying in
my sleeping bag.
859
00:43:54,720 --> 00:43:56,880
And--
[sniffles]
860
00:43:56,960 --> 00:43:59,440
I--
861
00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:04,280
I thought about my dad.
862
00:44:04,360 --> 00:44:06,360
And...
863
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:15,320
Internally,
I've been very critical of him.
864
00:44:15,400 --> 00:44:19,360
And resentful because...
865
00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:21,440
♪ ♪
866
00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:24,320
You know, for me, as a child,
867
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:26,720
you know, I just wish
that he was around more.
868
00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:28,760
[sniffles]
869
00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:31,200
And spent more time with him.
870
00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:33,640
♪ ♪
871
00:44:33,720 --> 00:44:37,400
But he just worked a lot.
872
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:41,240
Just like--
873
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:43,160
♪ ♪
874
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:47,280
Just spent so much time,
sacrificed so much of his time
875
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:50,440
and his life working.
876
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:52,520
♪ ♪
877
00:44:52,600 --> 00:44:55,160
To look after us
and to provide for us.
878
00:44:55,240 --> 00:44:57,440
♪ ♪
879
00:44:57,520 --> 00:44:58,880
He'd do anything for us.
880
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,680
He still would
do anything for me.
881
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:03,240
♪ ♪
882
00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:05,160
He would.
883
00:45:05,240 --> 00:45:06,440
If I needed help...
884
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:11,040
♪ ♪
885
00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:14,600
And asked,
at the drop of a hat,
886
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:16,440
he would come and do it.
887
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:19,080
♪ ♪
888
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:20,360
[sniffles]
889
00:45:20,440 --> 00:45:25,360
He's given so much to support.
890
00:45:25,440 --> 00:45:28,520
♪ ♪
891
00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:30,640
And do what
he thought was right.
892
00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:32,880
♪ ♪
893
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:37,200
And here I've been
just resentful.
894
00:45:37,280 --> 00:45:40,080
Holding a grudge.
[sniffles]
895
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:43,640
And he did exactly
what I'd do for my son.
896
00:45:43,720 --> 00:45:45,520
I'd do anything for him.
897
00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:48,760
♪ ♪
898
00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:50,760
I'd go through that for him.
899
00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:53,760
♪ ♪
900
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:57,000
And have I ever really,
truly said thank you?
901
00:45:57,080 --> 00:45:59,360
♪ ♪
902
00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:02,240
And shown my gratitude
to my dad?
903
00:46:02,320 --> 00:46:08,360
♪ ♪
904
00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:09,280
Thank you, Dad.
905
00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:12,160
♪ ♪
906
00:46:12,240 --> 00:46:13,760
I love you.
907
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:19,440
♪ ♪
908
00:46:19,520 --> 00:46:20,960
[sniffles]
909
00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:25,040
[sighs]
910
00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:26,800
And you know,
the thing is...
911
00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:30,560
♪ ♪
912
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:34,200
I came out here
913
00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:36,600
to learn and grow,
914
00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:40,240
to become a better father
for my son.
915
00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:42,600
♪ ♪
916
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:46,640
I didn't realize
917
00:46:46,720 --> 00:46:50,440
what else I needed to do
is come out here to become
918
00:46:50,520 --> 00:46:55,280
a better son for my own dad.
919
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:59,800
You deserve more.
[sniffles]
920
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:04,800
You deserve a better son.
921
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:09,040
When I get back, I want to
spend more time with my dad.
922
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:11,960
[wind howling]
923
00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:21,440
[dramatic music]
924
00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:25,480
♪ ♪
925
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:28,120
- [groans]
Cramp started again.
926
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:29,280
[groans]
927
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:30,480
♪ ♪
928
00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:32,320
[groans]
929
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:33,800
Oh, God.
930
00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:36,800
♪ ♪
931
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:38,880
[groans]
932
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:43,560
Good morning.
933
00:47:43,640 --> 00:47:44,880
Wow, it was a wild one
last night.
934
00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:46,200
It's still a bit wild now.
935
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:49,880
It's, uh,
it's been pretty windy.
936
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:53,440
And the floor of my shelter
937
00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:57,160
is covered with spindrift snow
938
00:47:57,240 --> 00:48:00,480
which has just blown in
through the chimney.
939
00:48:00,560 --> 00:48:04,320
However, my bed is
completely snow-free,
940
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:07,160
so that makes me
a very happy bunny.
941
00:48:07,240 --> 00:48:12,120
Um, right, OK, so this
is the view this morning.
942
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:15,240
There's a fair amount
of extra snow overnight.
943
00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:19,440
Right, let's have a quick check
of the local snares.
944
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:20,960
♪ ♪
945
00:48:21,040 --> 00:48:22,400
Temperature's
dropping quite a lot,
946
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:27,520
so that seems to indicate
that the snow
947
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,360
may be over for a while.
948
00:48:29,440 --> 00:48:34,520
And as tough as it is
to have low temperatures...
949
00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:35,880
♪ ♪
950
00:48:35,960 --> 00:48:39,160
I'm finding the snow
is more difficult to manage.
951
00:48:39,240 --> 00:48:42,600
It sort of covers up
all the tracks.
952
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,480
♪ ♪
953
00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:48,240
No fox tracks, no--
no anything.
954
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:49,880
This is--
it's a worry, really,
955
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:53,120
because if there's no game,
there's no food.
956
00:48:53,200 --> 00:48:54,680
♪ ♪
957
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:58,120
Wow, the snow is deep here.
Look at this.
958
00:48:58,200 --> 00:49:00,080
And I'm wearing these bibs.
959
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:01,680
I'm going to need them.
960
00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:03,560
♪ ♪
961
00:49:03,640 --> 00:49:06,480
This is going to be
slow going today.
962
00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:11,480
♪ ♪
963
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:14,720
It's my first snare here.
There's nothing in that.
964
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:16,600
Let's move that around
a little bit.
965
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:18,480
[sighs]
966
00:49:18,560 --> 00:49:21,080
I've had a pretty good run.
I've had quite a few hares.
967
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:24,280
But the weather became
a lot more unsettled.
968
00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:26,320
The winds can be
pretty strong,
969
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:29,040
and that causes snow drifts.
970
00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:30,880
There's a run through here
as well.
971
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:32,920
I mean, some of the snares
have been completely buried.
972
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:34,560
Nothing in that one.
973
00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:35,600
♪ ♪
974
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:37,760
I'll move that one up a bit.
975
00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,080
Those that aren't
completely covered
976
00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:41,120
are moved out of position.
977
00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:44,040
And as a result,
my ability to catch hares
978
00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,760
has diminished
quite significantly.
979
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:49,360
So it's getting tough,
definitely getting tough.
980
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:51,120
♪ ♪
981
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:54,320
Every step is just
brutal punishment.
982
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:55,880
♪ ♪
983
00:49:55,960 --> 00:49:58,960
And there's got to be an
easier way of getting hares.
984
00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:01,680
Or any kind of food,
for that matter.
985
00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:03,920
[sniffles]
So I shall go back.
986
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,920
I've found myself
in a position where
987
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:09,280
I'm not having
any success fishing.
988
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:11,360
The foraging is not happening
989
00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:12,760
because there's
too much snow out.
990
00:50:12,840 --> 00:50:14,520
All the berries are covered.
991
00:50:14,600 --> 00:50:16,280
And my one source of food,
992
00:50:16,360 --> 00:50:19,080
suddenly now,
I can't catch them.
993
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:21,120
♪ ♪
994
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:25,360
I can't honestly see this
going on another month or more.
995
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:30,280
Just not much prospect of
getting any more food, really.
996
00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:33,400
This is definitely
one of the toughest parts.
997
00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:35,160
You know,
I've had a few periods
998
00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:38,840
of starvation before now
in the early stages.
999
00:50:38,920 --> 00:50:40,920
But at this stage,
it's far more serious
1000
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,440
because I just have
no body weight to spare.
1001
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:48,280
So a gap in my ability
to actually trap hares
1002
00:50:48,360 --> 00:50:50,640
suddenly has become
a pretty serious threat
1003
00:50:50,720 --> 00:50:53,200
to my ability to function.
1004
00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:55,120
I hate returning home
empty-handed.
1005
00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:56,840
Oof, wow.
1006
00:50:56,920 --> 00:50:59,160
You would not believe
how hard everything becomes
1007
00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:04,120
when you are
in a calorie deficit.
1008
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:05,920
Oh, my God.
1009
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:12,960
♪ ♪
1010
00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:24,840
Wow, and what a mess.
Look at me. God.
1011
00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:28,040
[sighs]
1012
00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:32,120
Nature and the outdoors
is an unforgiving place.
1013
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:33,440
And today was one of those days
1014
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:36,280
that reminds you of
how unforgiving it can be
1015
00:51:36,360 --> 00:51:40,160
and how poorly
my body is performing
1016
00:51:40,240 --> 00:51:42,240
under the circumstances.
1017
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:43,920
There's a little piece
of me that just
1018
00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:45,320
wants to push that button.
1019
00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:49,560
And I can just sit back,
sip a cup of coffee,
1020
00:51:49,640 --> 00:51:53,640
and I won't have to worry
about the struggle anymore.
1021
00:51:53,720 --> 00:51:56,720
♪ ♪
1022
00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:57,840
There's a lot
of people out here
1023
00:51:57,920 --> 00:51:59,400
that perform
at a very high level
1024
00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:02,280
within the world of
bushcraft and survival skills.
1025
00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:04,600
But this is a massive,
massive challenge
1026
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:07,680
regardless of how skilled
or experienced you are.
1027
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:11,200
Real hardship,
real starvation.
1028
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:13,200
And it's painful.
1029
00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:14,920
[Ziga] That's enough
of monkey business.
1030
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:16,680
[groans]
1031
00:52:16,760 --> 00:52:18,200
[Andrew]
I think as a younger man,
1032
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:20,960
I wouldn't have been able
to tolerate the discomfort
1033
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:23,480
in the same way
that I can now.
1034
00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:26,480
[Jacks]
I can't stand it.
1035
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:29,360
[Andrew] The knocks that life
tends to throw at you...
1036
00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:30,680
♪ ♪
1037
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:33,080
Have an amazing ability
to make you very resilient.
1038
00:52:33,160 --> 00:52:34,400
♪ ♪
1039
00:52:34,480 --> 00:52:36,480
- [sighs]
1040
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:37,640
[Andrew]
It's a fight.
1041
00:52:37,720 --> 00:52:39,800
Every day now is
becoming a fight.
1042
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:41,600
♪ ♪
1043
00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:45,320
Every day is getting harder.
Every day is getting colder.
1044
00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:47,960
Every day,
we're getting skinnier.
1045
00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:52,120
How long I can continue for
is up for question.
1046
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:54,600
♪ ♪
1047
00:52:54,680 --> 00:52:56,400
As tough as it is,
1048
00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:59,880
the more of that school
of hard knocks that you get,
1049
00:52:59,960 --> 00:53:01,520
the more resilient you become.
1050
00:53:01,600 --> 00:53:03,600
♪ ♪
1051
00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:06,200
And that's the reality
of the world we're in.
1052
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:09,080
♪ ♪
1053
00:53:14,240 --> 00:53:17,040
[dramatic music]
1054
00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:23,960
♪ ♪
1055
00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:29,680
- [sighs]
1056
00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:32,360
♪ ♪
1057
00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:34,160
What's up?
1058
00:53:34,240 --> 00:53:36,520
♪ ♪
1059
00:53:36,600 --> 00:53:39,320
Today, I was going to
go work on a trap line.
1060
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:42,000
But with the snow,
1061
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:44,400
that doesn't really
make a lot of sense.
1062
00:53:44,480 --> 00:53:47,520
However, the gill net
needs to be repaired.
1063
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:49,240
♪ ♪
1064
00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:52,080
Ah, [bleep].
1065
00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:53,800
And the good thing is is that
we don't actually have to make
1066
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:58,160
a full net because we're
just repairing some things.
1067
00:53:58,240 --> 00:54:03,600
But I think if I had to guess,
about 4 feet should be plenty.
1068
00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:05,360
♪ ♪
1069
00:54:05,440 --> 00:54:07,760
4 feet is still
a lot to net-make.
1070
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,520
♪ ♪
1071
00:54:09,600 --> 00:54:12,320
The good thing is that
we've got nothing but time.
1072
00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:14,760
[laughs]
1073
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:17,920
I've been having a lot of
really extreme emotions here
1074
00:54:18,000 --> 00:54:20,840
about failure
and image and ego.
1075
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:21,920
♪ ♪
1076
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:23,560
Maybe it's a good thing.
1077
00:54:23,640 --> 00:54:25,440
♪ ♪
1078
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:28,400
Maybe I'm having an ego death.
1079
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:31,960
Even if I just do this
for me and my personal goals,
1080
00:54:32,040 --> 00:54:37,520
it's really easy to say I can
be happy with what I've done.
1081
00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:39,480
Well, it looks like I'm going
to be doing this for a while.
1082
00:54:39,560 --> 00:54:41,760
[laughs]
1083
00:54:41,840 --> 00:54:43,400
Is that right?
1084
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:47,040
But then I think about
the countless young women
1085
00:54:47,120 --> 00:54:52,280
who feel that they can't do
incredible things...
1086
00:54:52,360 --> 00:54:53,920
♪ ♪
1087
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:56,480
Great.
So, yeah, now I can't see.
1088
00:54:56,560 --> 00:54:57,760
[bleep].
1089
00:54:57,840 --> 00:55:02,000
♪ ♪
1090
00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:05,520
Who feel that somebody else
1091
00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:07,320
wrote the script
to their life.
1092
00:55:07,400 --> 00:55:08,760
♪ ♪
1093
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:12,960
My story can show them
that, yeah,
1094
00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:15,520
you can change your narrative.
1095
00:55:15,600 --> 00:55:19,480
My journey has changed my life
1096
00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:21,520
from one of resistance
to reward.
1097
00:55:21,600 --> 00:55:23,600
♪ ♪
1098
00:55:23,680 --> 00:55:25,600
From reaching to releasing,
1099
00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:29,280
and the confidence
to take back the pen
1100
00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:32,120
to writing my own narrative.
1101
00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:35,120
♪ ♪
1102
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:36,960
[groans]
1103
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:40,160
I think I burnt my eyes again.
1104
00:55:40,240 --> 00:55:41,480
[sighs]
1105
00:55:41,560 --> 00:55:44,840
♪ ♪
1106
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:47,440
[groans]
1107
00:55:47,520 --> 00:55:49,280
So you can't tell, I want--
[bleep] hot.
1108
00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:51,640
♪ ♪
1109
00:55:51,720 --> 00:55:54,840
[groans]
Damn it.
1110
00:55:54,920 --> 00:55:58,360
♪ ♪
1111
00:55:58,440 --> 00:55:59,360
[groans]
1112
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:01,360
♪ ♪
1113
00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:03,240
[groans]
1114
00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:06,360
It's too painful.
I can't do it.
1115
00:56:06,440 --> 00:56:08,520
♪ ♪
1116
00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:11,400
I can't [bleep]
do this right now.
1117
00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:13,600
♪ ♪
1118
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:17,160
The smoke is rising and--
1119
00:56:17,240 --> 00:56:19,400
[screams]
1120
00:56:19,480 --> 00:56:21,560
I can't [bleep] see!
1121
00:56:21,640 --> 00:56:24,080
♪ ♪
1122
00:56:24,160 --> 00:56:26,840
[sniffles and groans]
1123
00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:29,880
♪ ♪
1124
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:31,640
I don't know what to do.
1125
00:56:31,720 --> 00:56:33,880
I have to get
this [bleep] net done.
1126
00:56:33,960 --> 00:56:37,160
[sniffles]
I don't know what to do.
1127
00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:40,640
Here is my
1128
00:56:40,720 --> 00:56:42,880
favorite-least-favorite
part of the day.
1129
00:56:42,960 --> 00:56:45,080
It's like, I get to be warm.
1130
00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:46,640
I get to eat.
1131
00:56:46,720 --> 00:56:49,400
But then I have to be tortured
at the same time.
1132
00:56:49,480 --> 00:56:53,240
♪ ♪
1133
00:56:53,320 --> 00:56:55,440
My eyes.
[bleep].
1134
00:56:55,520 --> 00:56:57,840
♪ ♪
1135
00:56:57,920 --> 00:57:00,560
I can't even open them.
[groans]
1136
00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:05,040
It hurts so bad.
It hurts so bad.
1137
00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:08,720
♪ ♪
1138
00:57:08,800 --> 00:57:12,480
I'm not really ready for bed,
but I can't see.
1139
00:57:12,560 --> 00:57:15,280
♪ ♪
1140
00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:19,000
So I can't do anything.
1141
00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:21,760
Oh, my eyes.
1142
00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:24,520
Oh, my God.
My eyes.
1143
00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:31,320
♪ ♪
1144
00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:33,840
[groans]
1145
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:35,840
♪ ♪
1146
00:57:35,920 --> 00:57:39,400
[groans]
1147
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:41,640
♪ ♪
1148
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:44,400
[screams]
1149
00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:51,480
♪ ♪
1150
00:57:55,680 --> 00:57:58,760
I don't know what to do.
1151
00:57:58,840 --> 00:58:01,960
I think I really hurt my eyes.
1152
00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:09,600
It's been 12 hours.
1153
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:14,440
And I can somewhat
open my right one.
1154
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:20,440
Barely my left.
1155
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:24,040
Um, my left one feels like
there's something in it.
1156
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:31,200
Like it's scratchy or it's cut.
1157
00:58:31,280 --> 00:58:34,120
I can't open them for more
than a second or two
1158
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:36,520
without tears
coming to my eyes.
1159
00:58:36,600 --> 00:58:43,600
♪ ♪
1160
00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:50,600
I can't see the screen.
1161
00:58:50,680 --> 00:58:53,760
♪ ♪
1162
00:58:53,840 --> 00:58:55,840
Everything's really blurry.
1163
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:58,240
♪ ♪
1164
00:58:58,320 --> 00:59:02,880
We do have a syringe
in our med kit.
1165
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:05,720
♪ ♪
1166
00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:07,560
And I was thinking about
how I could use that
1167
00:59:07,640 --> 00:59:11,000
maybe to flush my eyes out.
1168
00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:13,880
But I can't safely
disinfect water right now.
1169
00:59:13,960 --> 00:59:17,360
♪ ♪
1170
00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:19,400
I'd have to build a fire.
1171
00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:22,360
♪ ♪
1172
00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:25,960
I didn't foresee this
in any way.
1173
00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:30,160
As someone who is a
professional in this field,
1174
00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:32,680
I am embarrassed,
but things happen.
1175
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:34,160
♪ ♪
1176
00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:37,040
I can't lay here
1177
00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:39,280
all day trying to get warm
1178
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:43,320
and be blind in
an environment like this.
1179
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:44,800
♪ ♪
1180
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:46,840
I can't.
It's not safe.
1181
00:59:46,920 --> 00:59:51,280
It's not smart.
And...
1182
00:59:51,360 --> 00:59:52,800
♪ ♪
1183
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,400
There's nothing more I can do.
1184
00:59:55,480 --> 00:59:58,560
[phone beeping]
1185
00:59:58,640 --> 01:00:02,680
♪ ♪
1186
01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:04,760
[sighs]
1187
01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:07,680
[sighs]
1188
01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:10,040
This is Jacks,
1189
01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:13,040
and I am officially
tapping out.
1190
01:00:13,120 --> 01:00:18,320
♪ ♪
1191
01:00:18,400 --> 01:00:21,840
[helicopter whirring]
1192
01:00:21,920 --> 01:00:27,320
I put some snow in this gauze
for inflammation.
1193
01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:30,280
Maybe it'll melt,
irrigate my eyes a little bit.
1194
01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:36,680
♪ ♪
1195
01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:39,440
[sighs]
1196
01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:41,480
♪ ♪
1197
01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:44,920
This was not an easy decision
for me to make.
1198
01:00:49,560 --> 01:00:53,080
I've always had a problem
with self-care,
1199
01:00:53,160 --> 01:00:57,400
and I think that's because
there is a lack of--
1200
01:00:57,480 --> 01:01:02,360
there is a little bit of a lack
of love there towards the self.
1201
01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:07,160
I know that by leaving here
is protecting myself.
1202
01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:11,240
That is self-care, and it's
the greatest act of self-love.
1203
01:01:14,520 --> 01:01:18,800
I became much more vulnerable,
1204
01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:22,400
but much more authentic
out here.
1205
01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:26,440
And in return, I actually think
I became stronger,
1206
01:01:26,520 --> 01:01:30,520
way more connected
to land and spirit,
1207
01:01:30,600 --> 01:01:33,800
courageous.
1208
01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:38,400
I've never felt more alive...
1209
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:44,960
In my entire life than I have
in the past two months.
1210
01:01:54,480 --> 01:01:56,920
I never thought
I could feel that.
1211
01:01:59,320 --> 01:02:01,000
[inhales deeply]
1212
01:02:01,080 --> 01:02:02,840
♪ ♪
1213
01:02:02,920 --> 01:02:04,840
This is the first time
in my life where
1214
01:02:04,920 --> 01:02:09,120
I've chosen me
1215
01:02:09,200 --> 01:02:12,160
before anything else, really.
1216
01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,640
♪ ♪
1217
01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:18,160
This is the first time
in my life that I chose
1218
01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:20,960
to love my most authentic self
1219
01:02:21,040 --> 01:02:23,440
♪ ♪
1220
01:02:23,520 --> 01:02:25,320
over the armor that I wear.
1221
01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:27,440
♪ ♪
1222
01:02:27,520 --> 01:02:31,280
This is a side of me that I
normally don't let people see.
1223
01:02:31,360 --> 01:02:33,080
My truth is out there.
1224
01:02:33,160 --> 01:02:35,080
Who I really am is out there.
1225
01:02:35,160 --> 01:02:39,640
And now, I'm free.
1226
01:02:39,720 --> 01:02:42,360
I don't need
that armor anymore.
1227
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:45,560
This experience has given me
the best gift possible.
1228
01:02:45,640 --> 01:02:47,320
♪ ♪
1229
01:02:47,400 --> 01:02:51,640
And that is that I can
fully be that person now.
1230
01:02:51,720 --> 01:02:54,600
I get to leave here
1231
01:02:54,680 --> 01:02:57,440
leaning into that person,
1232
01:02:57,520 --> 01:03:00,040
and I get to love
that person now.
1233
01:03:00,120 --> 01:03:03,480
Being here was an opportunity
of a lifetime.
1234
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:07,560
♪ ♪
1235
01:03:07,640 --> 01:03:09,160
But this?
1236
01:03:09,240 --> 01:03:10,800
♪ ♪
1237
01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:12,400
You know, this is forever.
1238
01:03:12,480 --> 01:03:19,280
♪ ♪
1239
01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:36,120
♪ ♪
1240
01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:38,320
[Andrew] Unless ice fishing
starts to produce,
1241
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,120
things are not looking good
for me.
1242
01:03:40,200 --> 01:03:41,800
I've had an idea
1243
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:45,280
that will allow "Hiraeth"
the coracle to rise again.
1244
01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:47,040
♪ ♪
1245
01:03:47,120 --> 01:03:50,280
- Holy crap. What the heck is
happening with the shelter?
1246
01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:52,120
♪ ♪
1247
01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:53,360
[bleep].
1248
01:03:53,440 --> 01:03:55,400
- My family photo.
1249
01:03:55,480 --> 01:03:58,560
Not having my family,
the love, the attention,
1250
01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:01,880
the affection, that's what
slowly wears you down.
1251
01:04:01,960 --> 01:04:04,960
♪ ♪
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