Original subtitles

(You ruined my life)

What...

did I do?

What did I do...

that become like this...

Sub by: yase_lin

(Episode 09 - I Was Wounded, Paradise Lost)

What are you doing here?

What?

Get out.

Why?

You shouldn't be doing this here.

Who says I shouldn't?

Come here.

Why?

Tell me why I shouldn't.

Stand here.

It's five meters exactly.

Keep out of this area.

I'll stay here, then. It's still five meters.

No, you can't.

Stay here, instead.

Fine, I get it. I'll stay here.

This is the termination of contract of the four members.

This is the file on Heimdal.

I gave out a thesis yesterday.

A thesis on Clarson's project about the research of acquisition.

Have you read it?

Of course, you haven't, I guess.

Well, I didn't expect you to read it though.

Still, you'd come to the following conclusion.

if you have read it.

Class dismissed.

What do you want for lunch?

Should we go out?

Whatever you want.

How about tteobokki?

You like spicy food.

Let's watch a movie after lunch.

Hey!

Did the world end?

Why are you so sad?

Because you're moving out of there?

Because you're not going to live with your boyfriend anymore?

What is it?

Hey!

Seeing you so sad makes me feel sad too.

Your new roommate had this?

Yes.

She could have written it.

No.

There's nothing that connect us.

That wouldn't make sense.

And it make sense that

she moved in for this letter?

Anyway,

it's not her.

Who wrote it?

It's strange.

Are you sure this letter was for you?

The address is here

but it doesn't specify the recipient.

It could be for your other roommates.

If it's not for me, then for who?

I received the text

and the letter.

It's for me.

So, what are you going to do?

I have no choice.

I'll report it to the police.

How are you going to say to your mom?

Who is it?

What?

Think again about reporting it to the police.

I don't think they'll be able to help you with just this.

I guess.

Ye-eun lost more weight.

I don't think she's eating anything.

We should have brought her something.

We came empty-handed.

Should we come back and take her some porridge?

I don't think she'll feel like eating anything.

You think so?

I don't think she'll be able to come to class either.

What time is your class tomorrow?

At 11:00. And you?

Mine is at 9:00 a.m.

What's that box?

Are you packing?

Yes.

Really?

When will you enlist in the army?

On October 23.

Good luck and be safe.

Are you really moving out?

Hi, Ji-won.

You're early.

Where's Ji-won?

Not here yet.

You're sweating.

Thanks.

You're sweating a lot.

Did you come here running?

Why did Ji-won call us?

I don't know.

She only asked me to meet her here at 5:00.

Hey, guys.

Let's go.

Where?

To the secondhand bookstore.

The place where you found the letter.

Can we walk from here?

Yes, but it's a little far.

I found it somewhere around here.

Why did you choose this book?

It just fell before me by chance.

Excuse me. Last July...

What date of July?

The 18th.

She bought this book on July 18.

Do you have any record on the person who sold it?

What's the problem?

We found a letter inside the book.

We read it and it looked like it's important.

We want to return it.

Oh, I see.

I know personal information is confidential.

It must be protected but...

Hold on.

We bought this book this year in June.

June 9.

We'll find the contact number of the person that sold it

if we find the receipt.

Thank you.

I'm taking this.

Just a minute. They came first.

Sorry.

Is it a love letter?

What?

The letter that you found inside the book.

It's a love letter, right?

A love letter from an old first love.

Written in a pink paper with a fountain pen.

Yes, it's a pink letter. Right?

See? I kew it.

That's so romantic.

Here it is.

Kim Yeong-soo, the name is too common.

Excuse me.

Just a minute.

It's out of service.

What? Really?

That's strange but it happens.

Some people write a fake number and name.

47 dollars. How many books did the person sell?

Thirty seven books. All at once.

Can I keep the list of these books?

No problem.

I'm Jo Seung-hyun from Strategic Management.

Heimdal...

I'll call you by your real name. Lee Jin-kwang.

It's hot outside, isn't it?

It's fresh in here. Sit on this side.

Have some drink.

Iced coffee? Lemonade?

Okay. No, I mean... Iced coffee, please.

It's more than 30,000 dollars.

What?

Dorm rent, car, food,

skin care, physical training.

Please have it.

You wanted to release an album.

Do you know how much it costs to release an album?

Composing, writing, studio rent, shooting a music video.

Photo shoot for the jacket. It costs at least one million dollars.

That much?

And that's just minimum.

The quality of our album didn't seem to cost so much.

That's strange.

And we were told that dorm rent wasn't very expensive.

And we usually ate at home.

Look. Numbers don't lie.

Artists don't know how much we invest in them.

They don't think that keeping them costs money.

Like what you said...

Let's say we keep you for two more years.

Who would be happy about that?

The members? They gave up already.

They're looking for another company or career.

You're the only one that keeps insisting.

Listen.

Must we spend 300,000 dollars every year just on you?

I'll be honest with you. The business isn't good.

They say we make profit and our stock price went up

but that's just an exaggeration.

Because we need investment to run the business.

Nobody wants to invest in a bad business.

Lee Jin-kwang, do you know how many families depend on this company?

Of course...

we want to do as the contract says.

But think about our situation.

You've been part of the Oh & Park family

for the past seven years.

Family?

Yes. Help us, please.

And this is what you do to your family?

What?

You disown a family member if he's not successful?

If we terminated the contract when we were enjoying success,

would you accept it?

Talking about ifs now, isn't...

You'll sue us and do all nasty things you can.

You're firing us because we're not successful.

Then, I can do something about it too. Am I wrong?

What do you gain by creating problem here?

I don't know.

Honestly,

is it our fault that Asgard didn't succeed?

We'd be successful by now if you gave us support.

If you gave us half of what you gave to The Fifth Column...

It was a beat-up car already.

You didn't have what needed and you blame us now?

Everyone that fails blames others for it.

I'd quit if I were you, out of embarrassment.

Then why did you hire us in the first place?

Why did you make us sweat for nothing?

We thought you'd make it then.

So you made the wrong decision.

Apologize for that first!

Okay, we made a wrong decision.

Yes, we made a mistake. i'm sorry.

So let's terminate it here.

No!

What the...

Darn. That lunatic.

Mister. Mister.

What's that?

Mister? Call me oppa.

Who are you?

Are you a celebrity?

Asgard.

What's that?

No need to repeat what's obvious

It's written all over your face

Why upset over it?

You're so lovely.

Do you know this song?

No, it's mine.

I have only one left.

That person sold all these books?

Yes.

They're many.

The owner of the bookstore said

there are three reasons why someone would sell so many books at once.

First, when you move out.

Second, when you graduate or find a job and things change.

Third, when they sell the belongings of the deceased.

What are you looking for?

A note or a receipt or photo.

Anything that could tell us about the owner of the books.

Empathetic people blame themselves

when someone becomes aggressive.

Selfish people would never blame themselves for anything.

What does this mean?

This person must have the habit of underlining favorite parts.

It's more miserable to live here that to die here.

Depression isn't a mental disorder.

It's a disorder of the whole body.

So moving the body can alleviate the symptoms.

I underline parts of the book sometimes too.

Parts that I agree with.

If this person did the same,

that person is probably dark.

Someone bright wouldn't write a letter like that.

How do you calculate rent if someone moves out?

I came on the 20th.

Do I have to pay a month's rent or...

Are you moving out?

I should.

Why?

What do you mean why?

After this happened, I have to.

Right. You said you moved in because of that letter.

But do you have to move out so quickly?

Rent is always on a monthly basis, so regardless of when you leave,

you have to pay a month's rent.

Then, stay for the month. Leave on the 20th.

Can I do that?

Of course, you can. You paid for it.

No, I mean can I stay?

That's up to you.

Are you moving out because you feel guilty about it?

Well...

The reason that I moved in and...

I lied to you too.

Doesn't that disturb you?

Not really.

Do we have to feel bad about it?

But Ye-eun...

Had I told her beforehand, she wouldn't be like that.

When scientists make an experiment,

they choose bacteria or rats

and put them in a certain environment.

Then, they compare them to another group

in a natural environment.

This second group is called control group.

There was no control group in human history.

That's why nobody can say it could have been otherwise.

All we can do is lament that it could have been otherwise.

Even if you told us earlier,

we wouldn't know what could have happened.

It could have been different or not.

You knew everything and didn't say anything but watch.

You said you're my number one fan.

Why didn't you tell me?

Okay? So don't worry about that.

You were moved?

You thought, "Oh, how can she be so nice?"

Right?

Then, cook ramyeon with the affection you felt.

Will one pack do?

I want to eat just half of it.

Then, two packs.

I wanted to have one-and-a-half.

Hey, when you throw away food garbage, be sure you separate it.

Okay.

And remove the plastic.

Okay.

And if you find these scattered outside,

put it in here, even if it's not yours.

You're doing it right.

What's wrong with you?

I'm not moving out.

She's so fickle.

Are you so happy that you're staying with me?

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What is it?

The restroom.

Please use another one.

Oh, come on.

It's not public restroom.

Seriously. That's so cheap.

Now, you won't even let me pee.

Hey!

Hey!

You're here.

Where's Baldr and Ur?

What's this? It's embarrassing.

Just give up. This won't change anything.

Why?

There's the social media.

Once it goes viral...

Oh, please...

Do you even check the internet?

That's strange. A lot of people took photos of me.

Nobody's talking about you.

Oh, there's one person that

says all you want is fame.

Noise marketing.

The company must've blocked it.

Why are you doing this to yourself in this hot weather?

You'll collapse.

And when yo do, only you'll suffer.

Let's go.

Bye.

I think I overexposed myself to air-conditioning.

Why?

Let's talk about what happened so far.

The offender...

The offender...

Okay, let's call it the sender.

The sender wrote this letter around Christmas time.

And this person thinks Ye-eun ruined his or her life.

But that's only what the person thinks.

We don't know what actually happened.

The problem is this address.

I don't think the sender knew your address when writing it.

If they did, they wouldn't have

scribbled it in a hurry at the back if the letter.

So they wrote this letter in December.

And about eight months later, they terrorized her with texts.

Why did they wait eight months to send the texts?

When did your panic attacks got more severe?

Since February this year.

Yes. You took a break from school last year

but that wasn't because of the panic attacks.

It started get serious since this spring.

You couldn't go out or meet people.

You weren't in a condition that the sender could think

you were happy.

And you started getting the texts after the semester began. Right?

The sender's been watching her,

thinking when was happy again and started to send the texts?

Glad to hear that.

They won't send more for a while...

seeing me depressed like this.

What do you think this is?

Soo & Soo.

It could be the membership card of a beauty parlor or cafe/

My mom's a hairdresser and

she orders these at the end of the year and sends it to her customers.

She used to just print and sign them before.

But now, she asks the employees to handwrite it.

I found it.

It's a karaoke.

It;s a different logo.

Where are you going?

What's all this?

Let's go.

Eun Jae, did you win your ex-boyfriend's heart back?

Not really.

I'd like to see who he is.

You said your mom's a hairdresser?

Yes.

Can you ask her the number of the print shop?

Is he handsomer than me?

A person that makes these could recognize it.

Hey, you're wearing matching clothes.

You copied me, didn't you?

What are you talking about?

Just kidding.

Next time, we'll talk about the differences in counseling.

Class dismissed.

Did you start dating?

Who?

Me?

Who said that?

I saw you dating someone.

Yeah.

He's good-looking.

You guys are wearing matching clothes.

You copied me, didn't you?

Excuse me.

Oh!

Who are you?

You're a pervert, aren't you?

What are you?

What are you?

Let me go. Don't!

Who are you?

I'm not a pervert.

You came here knowing girls live here.

Let me go.

Don't move.

I know you took photos.

Give me your phone.

No, let go.

It's not like that.

Ye-eun, I caught a pervert. Call the police.

No, I'm not.

He was peeking at our house and I caught him.

I have to keep him in control so call the police for me.

Don't move!

Hi.

Who is he?

I shouldn't have come but...

I just wanted to see how you were doing.

I told you not to come.

Sorry.

But...

I wished you'd come.

Thanks.

Did you find anything?

Not yet. But I will find out who that sender is.

How?

I swear on my grandpa's honor.

Didn't you say he lost his house in gambling?

Then, I swear on my other grandpa's honor.

(Delayed Justice)

What did your roommate say? Anyone she's suspicious of?

No one.

How is that possible?

That's what I say.

I don't think that letter was meant for her.

Then, who?

Me?

I was born to be loved.

Yeah, you keep that up. Lightheartedly.

He's here!

He's out!

Be careful.

Sorry.

Ah, seriously.

This won't change anything.

Why do you care?

You must want something for this.

So if you keep the contract for two more years...

how is that good for you?

I'll make it big.

How could that be possible when you couldn't in five years?

Miracles always happen at the very last moment.

To those who don't give up!

Some spend 10 years being a nobody before they make it big.

A song is played in the radio and it suddenly becomes popular.

You never know.

Psy wasn't a world star when he started.

Luck and miracle combined.

Why do you think that miracle will happen to you?

Because I work hard!

Miracles don't happen to everyone that works hard.

Okay, you're so smart.

But I'm not giving up!

I will succeed! So stop minding!

Think about it seriously.

Will this change anything?

Six of the seven members of Asgard agreed to disband.

Six of seven thought it was useless to try anymore.

You're the only one that can't accept it.

Do you really think you have what it takes?

Yes.

Not something you're just good at but something that impresses everyone!

Yes, I have the talent! I have what it takes!

You don't know anything.

You studied as you were told,

and went to college everyone wanted to go.

You lived your whole life not knowing what you really wanted.

So worry about yourself.

You have no idea about what doing what you want so bad

and sweating blood to make that happens means!

You don't have right to talk about my life.

Oh yeah?

It must've been hard to sit at your desk to study.

You're incredible.

Yes, I'm better than you.

Far better than you who only blame others,

without thinking how much loser he is.

You would've survived if you had what they wanted.

But you don't have talent.

You don't want to agree

but you were the leftover of the leftovers.

Do you even know...

Are you okay?

What's wrong with him?

Your bag.

Thank you.

Be careful.

You would've survived if you had what they wanted.

But you don't have talent.

You don't want to agree

but you were the leftover of the leftovers.

I'm off.

What is it now?

Did you send another message to your ex?

He sent me a text

asking if I was sleeping.

(Are you sleeping?)

(Yoon Jong-yeol)

Jong-yeol, eat!

I'm not eating!

Of course, you won't after you got so drunk.

You should still eat!

Be as happy as you want.

Don't mind me.

No.

What's your secret?

What made him come back?

Acting cute?

Sexy?

No.

Jealousy.

I think he saw me walking with Jang-hoon.

The day you were wearing matching clothes?

Yes.

Yeah, you looked like a couple that day.

You should rather date him.

Jang-hoon's a nice guy.

What? No.

He's a little too cheesy.

I'm fine.

Eat!

You need to eat to regain energy,

Okay.

I sent it to the wrong person.

Yes, I know.

Anyway... Sorry.

Yes.

- Hi. - Hi.

You have such a long face.

I've always noticed that but it looks longer today.

Does your face keep growing?

This jerk. Seriously.

Sorry.

Yoon Jin-myeong.

Yes?

I heard you hurt your wrist because of Heimdal.

It's nothing serious.

Why didn't you tell me?

Go to see a doctor now.

It's really nothing.

You got hurt working.

You should see a doctor.

Get it scanned and checked, then bring the receipts.

What are you doing? Go.

Yes.

There.

Thank you.

There.

(Woorim Press)

(Sambo Press)

Hello.

I don't know. You can find this everywhere.

Thank you.

I guess it's not like in "Master of Living."

By the texture of the paper, I can tell it was made

in Changwon, South Gyeongsang Province in 2015.

Only three print shops use this paper.

Let's just get something to eat.

It's her!

Hey.

How did it go?

It went like that. Show him around.

Go to the places where Jong-yeol frequents

and walk arm in arm.

Seriously.

You didn't even ask me.

Forget it. Bye.

Did Ji-won lie?

- Yes. - Why would she lie?

That's...

What?

Surprising, right?

I'm busy but I'm so considerate that I care about her love life.

You won't find anyone like me.

What are you doing?

No, thanks. Enjoy it yourself.

You don't like jjajangmyeon. Then, order something else.

Geez, she's so picky with food.

General Jo!

To look close to you.

Oh, right.

Why laugh?

To look good together.

Oh, right.

They're enjoying it so much.

Eun-jae,

do you like sports?

No.

Do you watch "Knowing Bros"? That show is so funny.

I don't watch TV.

Do you like movies?

Yes, I like horror movies.

Oh, I hate horror movies. So you like horror movies.

Eun also hates horror movies.

Really?

Yes, she hates ghosts or blood. She can't see it.

She looks like she'd eat raw meat watching

a man being murdered with a chain saw.

That's surprising, right?

I know, right? She looks tough on the outside,

but she's not.

She likes cute little things.

She even likes notebooks with cute characters on it.

Yeah, she has a baby-like side.

She gets grumpy if she gets a compliment.

Exactly. I thought she did that because she didn't like it

but it's because she's shy.

She's always like this.

"What?"

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Where were you?

Are you sick?

No.

Then, why didn't you come to class?

Just because...

Are you really okay? You look a little pale.

I'm not sick. I'm a little tired.

Let's go. I'll take you to the bus stop.

Are you all right?

There was another pile of boxes at home.

I couldn't even see the front door.

She should call her husband

to not order stuff from

home-shopping channels.

So ridiculous.

Then, she says she can't get her divorce because of me.

What are they doing?

What the heck.

Hey.

What are you doing?

Do you want to die?

Why do you smile at another girl? You have a girlfriend.

Are you two dating?

No!

He's dating her.

You and you...

You two?

What? What about her?

Hang on.

Hey, let's go.

It's not what you think.

You'd better be careful about what you do.

I'll kill you if you cheat on her!

Let's go.

You fool.

You should have stopped me.

You don't want to see him with another woman.

Why didn't you say it?

It doesn't matter.

What's wrong with your roommates? Why do they ask him to do that for her?

Because they didn't know.

They didn't know?

They don't know you're dating him?

Why? You didn't tell them?

Yeah, it happened.

Why? He doesn't want to make it official?

That jerk.

No, it's not like that.

The bus is coming. Go.

Hey, Jo Eun!

Tell them he's yours as soon as you go home.

So that nobody gets their eyes on him.

You heard me?

Beware of the silent... Of the tall and reticent.

Why didn't you tell us? Since when?

Since when what? It's not like that.

Tell them that we're not dating.

See? She's getting grumpy again.

Yeah.

I'm reporter Song Ji-won for a short interview here.

What did you like about Eun?

The fact that she needlessly tall?

Or because she had her hair cut short?

Or the gap between her front teeth?

Her tone, obviously.

Like this.

"What?"

Hey, I...

I don't like you either.

Hong Ja-eun of Strategic Management.

Yes, sir.

Yes.

Jin-myeong.

Yes?

Go to the meeting room.

Come in.

How is you arm?

Fine.

He insists that he'll only sign if you're present.

It was your job to begin with, so you can wrap it up.

You made the right decision, Jin-kwang.

Where do I sign?

Here.

I didn't mean to hurt you.

Here.

I paid for this sign to autograph my fans.

Here.

It costs me as much as 100 dollars.

Nice sign, right?

But...

you're still my number one fan.

It's all done.

You asked me

why I'm doing this, right?

You said that it's useless.

Yes, I know it's useless...

but I felt it's unfair.

I worked hard since I was in middle school.

I know...

your efforts don't always pay off.

But I worked so hard.

You can't imagine how hard I did.

They told me to quit.

And I'm not ready to suddenly get fired.

Just because you say so.

So I felt that it's unjust and I was angry.

I had to do something,

but I didn't know on whom I should vent my anger.

This is embarrassing.

I'm leaving.

Sorry that I hurt you.

Ye-eun.

Let's go.

Did anything good happen?

Yes, try to guess.

Kyung-ah got a job.

Really?

Congrats! That's great news.

Where?

At the industrial complex in Suwon.

Hey, that's a really nice place.

You should treat us a meal.

Sure.

What about you, Yoo-kyung?

You had the same interview too.

I didn't get the job.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I'm fine. I'm glad that Kyung-ah got the job.

One competitor less. Next time, I'll get a job.

That's the spirit.

- Cheers! - Cheers!

- Kyeong Ah, congrats! - congrats!

Thanks.

Today is really a great day.

What's your secret? You both made it to the interview.

Yes, what's your secret?

Tell me so I use it next time.

I have no secret. I was just lucky.

Well,

I'd choose her if I were the interviewer.

She looks so intelligent.

Oh, come on. You'll soon get a job too.

in a better company.

Yeah, I hope so.

I need to go to the toilet.

Yoo-kyung is really a nice person, right?

I wouldn't be able to do that if I were her.

I don't mean that I'm not glad for you.

I think she's more generous.

You look like you didn't get the job.

Enjoy the moment. What else can you do?

Being sad won't help her get a job.

It stopped raining.

What?

Yoo-kyung...

(Die, die, die. Just die.)

Oh, my goodness. No.

I can't take it anymore.

Why me?

It's okay. Don't cry. You'll be fine.

Why?

I can't take this anymore.

It's okay. You'll be fine.

- I'm here. Don't worry. - Just stop it!

Kyung-ah, what's wrong with you? She's going through so much right now.

You didn't do anything right, to be honest.

What did I do?

Do you know her dad had to close his shop?

Kyung-ah, are you drunk? Why do you bring that up?

She applied for seven jobs and she failed seven times.

She didn't even pass the resume screening three times.

Why are you doing this? Why are you talking about that?

You told me you failed twice.

Does she have to tell you?

Even her hair falls out. You should at least ask her what's going on.

You could guess it's hard for her.

You only whine about how hard it's for you.

Yes, but...

Yes, I know It's difficult for you.

I know it's hard

but you're not the only one.

Kyung-ah! Stop it.

We're friends.

So you stop it.

Aren't we friends? Why do you do this to a friend?

Stop what?

What do you mean?

How did you know?

Know what?

The photo in her cabinet.

You took that photo.

Did I?

Why didn't you say anything until now?

I hoped I was wrong.

I didn't want to believe it.

But that letter...

When you saw the text, you didn't even ask

who could have sent it.

But as soon as you saw that letter, you asked who sent it.

Everyone else thought the same person

sent the letter and the text...

but you...

I see.

What am I supposed to do?

Both of you are my friends.

(2014 Food and Nutrition Department's Orientation)

Excuse me.

Is this seat taken?

No, you can sit.

It all started, then.

I'm Han Yoo-kyung.

Song Kyung-ah.

Ye-eun... Jung Ye-eun.

It was by chance.

By chance, we happened to sit at the same place.

We didn't share beliefs or the same hobbies.

We didn't grow up in similar situations.

We just happened to

sit at the same row.

That was all.

We have the same hairstyle.

You're right.

I got a perm as soon as I graduated from high school.

Me too. Me too.

You two were nerds, weren't you?

And that was enough.

That day...

we became friends.

Indo sub by: DSS Indo Trans to Eng with improvements by: yase_lin

Indo sub by: DSS Indo Trans to Eng with improvements by: yase_lin

Indo sub by: DSS Indo Trans to Eng with improvements by: yase_lin

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Mom is here!

Why are you just lying in here?

And you did nothing about it?

It's you, their new roommate.

You're pretty tall.

It depends on who you compare me with.

What's this scary letter?

This.

Soo & Soo?

What's that?

A massage shop.

Does that mean one of the masseuses there is the sender?

Why don't you tell them the truth?

Being misunderstood by others makes you feel bad.

I don't care about it. Do you find it upsetting?

We're not dating.

Right? You don't like me.

It's me. You don't even recognize me

because I touched you slightly.

I found it.

The sender of the pink letter.

Me? Why are you looking for me?

I hear you five came for Joan.

Who is that ruined her?

Please draw yourself.

Draw myself?

Is this some kind of psychological test?

Must I do this?

(Left bottom, just her torso)

(Weak pencil-grabbing, redrawn many times)