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I have a clear limit in my head.

- Shit, how high are we going?
- Up to 150.

Shit, we're out now.

Well, you can't overthink it.
You must stay in the moment.

Did we get it?

- We've got one already!
- We've got one.

I wasn't planning to buy several cars.
I just went for the Ferrari.

And now I want the Bronco!

But Bill had other plans.

I hope we get it, man!

Bill loves the Ford Bronco so much

that I get the sense he has no limit.

Clear limit. 200…

- …50.
- …40.

David told us not to get emotional
and not to bid more than that.

But I've fallen in love with this car.

I want it now, of course I'm emotional.

Oh, my God, I'm so excited!

I can already picture myself
driving around LA in it.

Two hundred. Do it.

I wanted that car at any cost.

Two hundred and thirty. Wait.

Bill nods really fast, you can't keep up.

Like this, "Yes. Yes."

Very politely. No more.

Come on. Another 10,000!

Don't do it.

And I was like, "Wait a minute."

Woah, woah, woah, Mouse.
It's okay to slow down a bit.

He thinks,
"Who knows what tomorrow will bring."

It was worth it.
We've got to make the trip memorable.

We got a real bargain.

- They'll be here next week.
- Yeah, awesome.

They say anything's possible in America.
From rags to riches.

- That's the motto.
- Yes.

But is it true?

In our case, yes.

ONE WEEK LATER

How does it fit in there?

I never would've expected them
to fit in there.

The cars are arriving today.
That was quick.

I don't have to drive it out,
he'll do it, right?

We drive them out.

No, that's not for me.
I'll have a panic attack.

- Stop it.
- I'll panic.

Then you drive it out.

- You drive it out.
- See?

I get anxious
when driving in narrow spaces. Awful.

I didn't test drive the car.
Neither of us did.

Let's see how this goes.

It won't make it up my hill, Tom.

Look how low it is.
Just a couple of centimeters.

It is low, yes.
It's like this, everywhere.

You won't be able to go anywhere
with that.

We'll drive it up now. Then we'll see.

Tight call.

I need another mirror here, Daniel. Here.

This needs to be polished.

You can put a mirror there.
Then you can see yourself.

Look at yourself the whole time.

It's really low, isn't it? It's crazy.

Carpe Diem.

Live the moment.

Awesome!

It constantly scrapes the ground.
Damn speed bumps.

- Is it a powerful engine?
- Totally.

You could do
cross-country driving with it.

It's like driving a tractor.

Arizona must have fewer speed bumps.

Those damn things.

Such a good purchase. Awesome!

And the last one… This one's higher.

Made it.

My car drives really well.
It's perfect for LA.

Alfia can see out the back.
I think it's perfect.

So nice!

Great.

Here comes the Ferrari.

No. I wouldn't say it was a bad purchase.
I can handle it.

But we'll have to see
if Henry can handle it.

Honestly, the Ferrari
is pretty shit for LA roads.

Made it.

Let's run lines.

- For what?
- For the murder mystery dinner.

We're taking part in an experiment on TV.

I have the most important role.
I'm the party planner.

It's a live murder mystery dinner.
It's live on TV.

Someone gets murdered.

- Breathe!
- Let me try.

And the others have to guess
who the murderer is.

I can't wait to do it.
They're all very established actors.

Six suspects. Six motives.

I found it interesting that I was invited.

I'm not an actor,
let alone a live TV actor.

They asked me if I wanted a part.
I said I did.

On condition that they added
a zero to your fee.

- So what part are you playing?
- I'm Death.

- Death?
- I play the dead person.

- What does that look like?
- You look the part.

No make-up, wrinkles…

- Why are you so negative?
- It's true.

- It's not very nice.
- That's why they thought of him.

If he were a fresh, young guy like me,
it wouldn't work.

Just look at your organs on the MRI
and be quiet.

I'm expecting a great performance.

I'm also very curious to see
how many lines he'll have.

Will he even have any?

Look, it says "no lines" everywhere here.
Oh, here I am. Here.

"Collect." That's my line.

- "Collect"?
- "Collect."

So is "collect" a sentence or a word?

- A word.
- Okay.

- There's an exclamation mark. "Collect!"
- Okay.

Then they ask,
"Collect? We didn't order anything."

"For security reasons,
please leave the premises."

Then me again,
"I'm here to collect you. All of you."

- All of you.
- That's it? That's ridiculous.

It's about expressions and gestures.

He said he'd only do Gladiator.

Now he settles for one line,
"I'm here to collect you."

Don't be jealous.

I've already received offers for roles.

I'm playing a police officer soon.

It's going to be a disaster anyway.
It's going to suck either way.

They also sent me movie scripts
about race car drivers.

I also got an offer to play a knight.

It was something like,
"The Knight of Cologne."

You know what I'm wondering about Death?
Should I change my voice?

- Like this, "Collect."
- Really deep, "Collect."

I have to ring the doorbell
and knock first, right? Then I do this.

Then you have to look up.

You. I'm here to collect you. All of you.

Like that.

- Have you memorized your line?
- "Col…" How did it go again?

You can't memorize more than that anyway.
They don't think you can do it.

Yeah, Mouse.

The director assigned us our roles
according to our abilities.

You will play yourself,
and I will play Death.

And Death is the final stage.

Death is more demanding, right?

Playing Death? One line? What is it again?

- Nah.
- What do you say?

- I don't remember. Lots of lines.
- Do it again.

COLOGNE

Good morning. Hello.

REHEARSAL FOR THE LIVE SHOW

- Hey! Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you too.

I'm really excited to see
how this will work out.

- Yeah, I…
- We all are.

- All of us?
- We're all very excited.

I fear that they're all overachievers
who will come well-prepared.

I feel a bit like I did back in school.
Unprepared, as usual.

Oh, I hope this
doesn't turn out to be a total disaster.

Where's Tom?
I think Tom comes on in the second act.

Bill has a role
and has to perform it live.

I'm just in a short clip
that we will film beforehand.

I can do it. I don't have many lines.

Say it again.

Collect. You.
I'm here to collect you. All of you.

- Again, but in the voice.
- I can't do it now. I'll do it in a sec.

Tom is going to be a superstar
and an actor.

No. Tom is a superstar.

He's going to be an actor.

I can offer a range of things.
There's forceful Death.

And there's torpid Death.
A bit more like this…

Did you research your character?

- No. But…
- Is this how you always prepare?

Our mother always told Tom
that he was a very talented kid.

He always got the lead role
in the school plays.

But it was always disappointing.

Okay, let's all go
to our starting positions.

We'll start the rehearsal right away.

So far, Bill has only ever played himself.

Now it's Bill Kaulitz as Angel,
the party planner.

Attention, effects. Cake.

Your cue.

Good evening.

I'm the better actor, no question.

Here we go. The scythe.

It's supposed to look this silly, right?

I prepped for a realistic Death.

Let's open the other one.

How do you hold this? Like this?
Over the shoulder?

Or this one.

That one's stupid. It looks like a toy.

- Oh, stop it.
- I thought it was a serious role!

Okay, really bad energy now.
You're Death. Let's go.

"Who demands entry? What does this mean?"

"Why don't you speak?"

"Can you please tell us what you want?"

- Is it my turn already?
- Yes.

One word. One… I read a whole script…

- Wait. Was that… No, wait.
- One word!

"Collect." That's my line.

Memorizing lines
is really difficult for me.

Bill's really good at it, unfortunately.

Someone needs to get started.

No, we're doing the setup shot.

Angel can get into position.

- Are we on?
- I don't think so.

Okay, let's continue.
We'll start with Helene. Bill?

- Yes? No one told me…
- You should be in the other room.

It's not your fault.

Of course it's not my fault.
No one told me.

It was a huge mess.

Everyone was talking at me.
There was no clear direction.

Does that mean I'm still on set or not?

Right.

I'm a very precise actor.

Where do I put this precision?
Where do I put it?

"Why does he have a scythe?"

- Collect.
- "We didn't order anything."

"For security reasons,

I must ask you to get off the drawbridge."

You. I'm here to collect you.

- "He still insists on coming in!"
- Man! Open up already!

We did it, and now I'm dead.

- Well acted.
- Very good.

Another five million richer.

I'm totally overwhelmed.

Alfia! Silence! Hey!

I'm very nervous before the recording.

I feel like we haven't rehearsed.

I feel like nothing worked.

Seven guests.

DEADLY GAME
THE LIVE MURDER MYSTERY DINNER

And, in a few minutes,
one of them will commit a murder.

What is that?

- Oh!
- No!

In hindsight…

I did live improvisation,
the highest form of acting.

I did it right there.

Stay calm.

Oh, no! I wanted to use those
for the finale. Awkward.

He basically played himself,
only with a different name.

Death was more demanding.

Who's asking to be let into the castle?

Hello?

Who is he?

He kind of looks like my brother.

I thought he was in it for longer
than he should have been.

Collect.

- What?
- I'm here to collect you. All of you.

They did a lot of editing.

They gave him
a completely different voice.

They used voice effects.

Goodbye.

We didn't order anything
and don't need anything collected.

I'll tell Mom so that she can tell him,

"Wow, Tommy,
you are such a talented actor."

I got good reviews.

A lot of the headlines read,
"Bill Kaulitz saves murder mystery."

- I had a lot of lines.
- I just had a small guest role.

To be honest,
no one even noticed you were there.

No one noticed.

But I was in the ending credits as Death.

"Other actors: Tom Kaulitz."

OTHER ACTORS
TOM KAULITZ

Hello, Mommy.

Today's the day. A big day.

We should have a glass of champagne.

Today's the day we…

…look at my Vogue photos…

…together!

- Here's to the big moment.
- You don't know if they are any good.

- They are.
- "They are."

Of course they are good. I'm in them.

It was the first time
I'd worked with a magazine

that didn't tell me
what the cover would be.

Vogue was very strict.
It was supposed to be a big surprise.

I wasn't allowed to see any pictures
and had no idea what to expect.

Oh, I look a little weird, don't I?

It was so light up there.

But I love the silver.

And I love the blue.

- I love the outfit.
- It looks great.

The first man on the cover of Vogue!

I'm really happy with the cover.

It's a childhood dream of his.

And to be photographed in our hometown is,
I think, a full-circle moment.

- It's great.
- You think you look hot?

- Mm-hmm. I like it a lot.
- Nice.

The photographer was one-of-a-kind.
She called me Tom a few times.

Because they asked me to do it first.

These are the garages
where we used to buy ecstasy.

- We used to deal drugs there.
- I don't want to hear about it.

Nice!

I'm very happy. And Alfia looks good too.

If I'd known that village kids

were worse than city kids…

I thought you would be more sheltered
in the village.

Sure, but you saw what was going on
with the people there.

- No!
- But you often had to pick us up from the…

- Yes, that's true.
- With the dog and the baseball bat.

There were a few situations
during their school years

when I worried about
how safe the kids were.

How far would things go
if they were attacked?

There were times when I had to pick them
up from the train station after dark

with a baseball bat and a blank pistol
and our dog

because we didn't know who might
get off the train or who we'd run into.

I went through some difficult phases
with both of you,

but you were more problematic.

With your punk friends and those flyers

against child labor
you carried in your backpack.

- It was great.
- They were good causes.

It was great,

yet I was worried
about where it would lead, you know?

Because you were too young for that.

Then there was the question

whether you wanted to move in
with your father, right?

My relationship
with their biological father

didn't work out.

We tried. We really tried because I felt

it was my duty to give them their father.

I really thought
that we could learn to be a family

and raise them together,
but that didn't work out.

Our dad was more of a weekend dad.

The fun dad who rarely came around,
but when he did,

he took us to amusement parks
and on the bumper cars.

He always knew how to make up

for the fact that he wasn't around much,
like bringing us a new pet.

One time, he showed up in Loitsche
with a birthday present.

I think Bill got a rabbit.

Schlappi, floppy.

My dad always did things
my mom didn't want him to do.

I had to figure out
what to do with the rabbit.

As a teenager, as a young adult,
you just want a male role model

who's there for advice and support.

Someone you feel
has accomplished something in life.

And I always missed that, but…

Yeah, now I'm a wise, old man myself.

"At school and in public,
everything was black and white."

"People loved or hated Bill and Tom."

"There was no middle ground."

Yeah, Loitsche was…
It was a prison because…

In Loitsche, freedom meant getting
on the train and going to Magdeburg.

We still managed to make the best of it.

Some cellmates were good,
and some were shitty people,

people you were scared of.

You really can compare it to a prison.

For a while, whenever I went back,

I felt really tense.
But this time I didn't have…

- Negative feelings?
- No, not really.

For a while, whenever I went back,
I always felt really tense.

Honestly, I'm glad I'm not in Loitsche now

and that I don't have to go back.

Honestly, when I was there,

I thought it would affect me negatively,

but actually, it was kind of…

- You made peace with it.
- Yeah, I mean…

The people there
were actually really nice.

I don't need to go back there
and see it again.

And… Yeah, I just don't feel drawn to it.

For me, LA is home.

- But you…
- I feel the same way.

Tom doesn't realize yet
that it'd be good for him to go back.

But I think it could definitely be
a full-circle moment for him too.

I always reflect when I'm on a plane.

Especially on long trips
between Germany and America.

I told Bill. I was like,

"Don't you think the title
should be something like 'Changes'?"

"Let's write a song about changes."

But sometimes it's not easy
to let things go.

As a child, I had really dark thoughts.

It was an absolute nightmare for me.
I don't like thinking back on that.

There were situations
where people threatened Tom.

"I'll break your hands.
You'll never play guitar again."

It happened several times.

It wasn't just unpleasant
and ugly and dark, it was also…

It was scary.

We work through things in our songs.

And that definitely reflects
our personality

and what's going on inside us.

It's so relatable. "From Paris to LA."

That's how it's done. The way it is.

That's how it's done in real life.

The song is about changes in life

and how sometimes they're scary

and sometimes they're beautiful.

That you have to celebrate them,
and that it's normal for things to change.

Is that how you say it?

Changes can be somewhere else too, right?

Or is that redundant? No.

I've asked myself that before.

No, right? "Changes inside of me."

"Changes inside of me." Yeah.

Even though we wrote a song about change,

we wrote it the old-fashioned
way, stripped down,

like Tom and I used to write songs
in our childhood bedroom.

Just guitar and vocals.
It was just Tom and me in the studio.

It was really nice. A bit like going…

It's funny
because it doesn't match the lyrics.

Because the lyrics are about
how change is always good

and that change also happens inside you.

That it's nice and positive,
and that change isn't a bad thing.

We make changes too.
We've been changing a lot in our lives.

- So back to Karin.
- Back to Karin.

Fresh as a daisy.

I'm looking forward to it.
We've learned a lot.

But we want to see
what other advice Karin has for us.

What has happened since we…?

I'm fully embracing my life as a diva.

- And you went back to our hometown.
- I did.

- Which is interesting.
- Okay.

I went there
and did a photo shoot for Vogue.

It was nice

to go back to my hometown.

- It was healing too.
- Nice.

I thought it was really nice
because I feel like I closed a chapter.

Okay, that's great.

I feel like I made peace with it,

and I don't even…

Now my last memory of it
is actually a good one.

It's funny because we're not really people
who dwell on the past.

But we do look back on that time a lot.

- Yes.
- I'm always a little scared of…

Not of actually having to go back there,
but more…

Yeah. This… Whenever you're in that area,

you get a sense of hopelessness

and this fear of ending up
back there again.

That's why we moved away
in the first place.

I'll always be afraid
of things going wrong.

It sounds like you still have
some unresolved trauma from Loitsche.

- You carry it around with you.
- Yeah. Sure, maybe.

I'm not exactly eager
to go back there, right?

Well, my work is really
about looking forward.

What makes you feel alive.

But sometimes I think it's really good
to clear out the old stuff.

- I think it helps.
- Yeah, maybe.

Because that stuff
is buried somewhere, right?

You forget about it,
but when you go back there,

it all comes back up.

And then you can make peace with it.

- Then you can say, "It's not that bad."
- Exactly.

Otherwise, it'll pop up somewhere else.

And that's not good, right?

I didn't really feel at home there either.

It wasn't the place
I would've chosen for myself as a child.

But looking back,
I'm glad it happened that way.

A lot of things there definitely shaped us

and made us who we are today.

That's why I think
everything happened exactly

the way it was supposed to.

Fact is,
we ran away from it a long time ago.

That's why I think you should be brave

and face your past just a little bit.

Maybe the thought of it
isn't very appealing to you right now,

but just keep an open mind.

It might be different
from what you expect.

I think it would be good for Tom
to go back there.

To take a trip back there.

I led the way.
I was the brave pioneer once again.

I went to Loitsche, and…

- You were the brave pioneer, as always.
- I was the brave pioneer.

Now you must follow my lead.

Yeah, I'll think about it. We'll see.

MUNICH

We're at the Bambi Awards.

We've been invited to perform
our new song "Changes"

live on TV for the first time.

We're opening the Bambi Awards.
And then there's a dinner.

Do you think they're crazy enough
to serve venison at the Bambi Awards?

We've been nominated for…

What are we nominated for again? I thi…

For the best cu… um, best cultu…
ugh, cultural award, um…

Tom and I were nominated
for Best Podcast, right?

Culture. And we were nominated
in the podcast category.

Right?

CULTURE

It's almost a tradition now.

It's also a bit nostalgic
because we won one many years ago.

In the "National Pop" category,
here is Tokio Hotel.

Exactly 20 years ago.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

And it was one of the first awards
we ever received as a band.

Back when we were in our rehearsal room
working on our album,

we dreamt that one day
everyone would sing along to our songs.

And that's exactly
what happened this year.

- We're incredibly grateful. Thank you.
- Tokio Hotel!

It's about time we get another Bambi.

Hello! Hi!

- Look at that.
- Oh, wow, that's a nice tattoo.

There he is,
the guest we've all been waiting for!

I'm really happy Giovanni's here today.

Giovanni still has to make good
on our bet.

Let's make a deal.

If you win, you can tattoo me.

- Yes.
- Yes.

He said that in front of the cameras.

He bit off more than he could chew.

And of course he lost.

- Oh, shit.
- We're already drunk.

No. Shit!

MUSICIAN & LOSER OF THE VOICE

Why didn't I just keep my mouth shut?

Yeah, you got cocky again.

Yeah, I thought,
"The boys aren't gonna win."

It's going to be a big one.

No! Stop!

I've done a few tattoos before,
but I was always drunk

and someone else had everything set up.

And the big needles,
in case we want to do some shading.

He thought we were kidding,

that we'd just use a temporary tattoo.

- I think this is really gonna hurt.
- Me too!

- Did it go in?
- Shit, it sure did.

- Are you going over it a few more times?
- Okay.

- I need some ink!
- Ink, hey… Oh, shit!

Tattooing someone is kind of gross.

- But I'm doing a great job.
- Okay.

Exciting!

You can feel the flesh giving way.

- Yes.
- Okay.

- Oh, that's big!
- It's huge! It's way too big!

TEAM AWESOME

That was the joke. We can't tattoo.
That's what made the bet funny.

It's huge.

- Shit, that really is big.
- Yeah.

- I wouldn't let Giovanni tattoo me.
- No way. I wouldn't have made that bet.

- I'll send the next one in, okay?
- Yeah, send the next one in.

If you want to be on Kaulitz & Kaulitz,
you gotta suffer.

Yes.

It'll look even worse
once it's fully healed.

Then you'll really see every single line.

The Bambi is a world premiere for us.

We'll be performing our new song "Changes"
for the very first time.

- Unrehearsed, mind you.
- Unrehearsed.

We've never played it live
together as a band.

It's the live premiere.

- We're all playing it for the first time.
- Yes.

MUNICH

If it goes well,
maybe we'll play it on tour.

We'll just say,
"See you onstage on opening night."

We wrote the song.

- I feel like I wrote most of it.
- The lyrics? No, you didn't.

All the good ideas
in our career were mine.

That's nonsense.

"Changes" was obviously my idea.

Maybe he played the riff. But nobody goes,
"Wow, what a guitar riff!"

People always sing the melody
the singer sings.

So, yeah, I wrote the song.

Everything's changing anyway.
It's weird we're all flying in

from different places
and will only meet on stage.

I already heard from Georg.

You could kind of see it coming
with Buddy, right?

You think that's why he stayed home?

Buddy's not doing well, Alfia.

He stayed home, and it's possible that…

He's coming now,
but he might be worse tomorrow.

Georg is not coming.

His little, old dog is sick at home.

He's really worried.
Which I totally understand, of course.

Georg said he can't come,

he's gonna miss soundcheck.

He can't make it… That's pretty heavy.

I don't think that's ever happened
in the last 20 years.

- He's now…
- A grandpa.

He's a grandpa.
Anything can happen, you know?

My little Kappa died
a couple of years ago.

It was a really hard time for me.

I was devastated

and felt like canceling a few things.

I can understand Georg's decision.

Things aren't easy
with my Mr. Lucky right now.

He's on a lot of painkillers,
cortisone, antibiotics…

We're more of a dog… A dog band.

You really miss that dog energy
when it's gone.

The house feels empty,

it's quiet,
you don't feel that love anymore.

Our house was really quiet

because we lost Anton
and we lost my Kappa.

And then there was Stitch, my bulldog.

Unfortunately, we lost all of them
in the space of a week.

It almost felt like
they were somehow connected

and all decided to go together.

It was really sad.

Then life just isn't as good anymore.

The four of us had each other,

but dogs just love you unconditionally.

It was always nice

not having to go back
to the hotel room alone,

not having to sleep alone on the tour bus

and having a really loyal companion.

It will be okay
if he comes tomorrow, right?

- I don't think it's that bad.
- There's no other option.

He didn't talk to anyone.

Nobody knows what's going to happen
to Buddy. Will he get better?

Could he die during the night?

We really don't know
whether Georg will perform tomorrow.

Hello, snuggle-bug! Hi!

Where was she? Hello, little lady!
Hello, snuggly! Hi!

- Hello.
- Hello, Mouse!

- How are you?
- Hey!

How's everything?

Mouse! Let me give you a hug!

Rough, huh? You poor thing.

Did you get any bad news, or…

It was just a short night.

Hey.

And now we have to do
this stupid Bambi thing.

It's okay.

None of us guys are really big criers.

We're not that emotional.

The fact that Georg
broke down crying right away

just showed me how much he needed a hug.

Oh, man. Now I'm gonna cry too.

I know that feeling.

Our dog is still with us.

He's a little fighter.

But, yeah, I could just…

You're flying tomorrow.…
Tonight's not an option, right?

- You can't fly tonight, right?
- No.

- Early tomorrow?
- At 5 p.m.

Okay.

Buddy has always been
a very sensitive subject for us because…

He's our child.

We've been together for almost 18 years,

and Buddy has been with us
for 16 of those years.

And right now it's very hard

because at 16, he's reached an age

where he's very sick.

And… he's struggling,
and we're struggling too.

Yeah.

At 5:00 p.m.? Can't you fly out earlier?

We can do the radio show
without you, right?

Does Georg need to be there?

- No, he doesn't need to.
- It's up to him.

In theory, you could leave earlier.

We can handle the radio stuff ourselves.

It's great that the guys are supporting me

and are understanding
and are working around this.

I'm very grateful for that.

That's just how it is.

You can't let it show.

Nobody knows what's going on at home.

I can totally understand
how it eats away at you

and how hard it is to put on a brave face.

- Do we need the butt cheeks?
- Yes.

- You brought the fake butt, right?
- Yes.

Everything you see on stage is fake.

It's not what you get in real life.

Honestly, it'd be nice
if I could work out enough

and make enough changes in my life
so I wouldn't need them anymore.

But until then, the silicone pads help.

- Those are actually boobs, right?
- No, they're butt cheeks.

- Really?
- Here are the briefs.

Well, let's put it this way.
I prefer this over…

What's the other one called?
A Brazilian Butt Lift?

The one where people inject concrete
into their butt.

- That's a very cheeky butt now.
- Right?

- I mean, that's very cheeky.
- Very cheeky.

Just some butt prosthetics and a corset,

and his dress fits him perfectly.

And now, Inés, good luck with the zip.

Yup.

These are like cheat changes, right?

- It looks really natural, right, Mousey?
- Looks good, right?

Well, if "changes" is the new motto,
then anything goes.

Any kind of change.

Hello!

- Perfect.
- I'm looking forward to the red carpet.

I like it.
You don't see it that often anymore.

Come on, we have to hurry, Mouse.

Once again, I drew the lucky straw,

and I get to do my favorite thing,
which is walking the red carpet.

- Great.
- Give interviews.

- How often do you listen to our podcast?
- Never.

Smile for the cameras.

And today, I get to do that
not just once, but twice.

It takes Heidi ages
to walk the red carpet.

Heidi!

Heidi!

Heidi!

When Heidi walks the red carpet alone,
it takes a good hour or two.

She's doing it faster for my sake.

- Gotcha. Hey.
- Hello, darling.

At least one award is guaranteed
to come back with us.

Heidi's definitely getting her award.

For promoting diversity.

Which is why I'm happy
it finally worked out.

We snatched the TV award from her.

I'm happy
I get to hear the new song today.

He never plays anything for me.

So today,
I'll hear it for the very first time.

It's always a little surprise.
I'm excited.

Thank you.

- Amazing!
- Hello!

What can we expect
from your performance today?

It's very exciting because we've never
played this song together before.

- So today is a premiere for us too.
- Have fun.

"Changes." What's changing?
Is something changing for you?

Our love of music hasn't changed,
but everything else has.

But we love change.

Change is part of everything,
and we embrace it.

All right, guys.

Let's show them
what we've been practicing.

Let's show them
what we haven't been practicing.

It's important for things to keep moving.

That could be the motto of our life.

Tonight, we celebrate legends,

honor heroes,
and experience spine-tingling moments.

The moment that changed everything.
Tokio Hotel!

For me, this song marks the start
of a new Tokio Hotel era.

We are going through changes.

I feel like a lot is changing.

Our relationship as brothers
is a big issue.

How we are with each other
within the band,

what we can accept and what we can't,

where our limits are.

Our bodies.

All the changes
and the experiences that come with them…

They are beautiful. Even the bad ones.

I have definitely changed.

I'm not so obsessed
with my search anymore.

I still want to get married,

and I'd love to fall in love. Who doesn't?

But now I'm a bit more relaxed about it.

If it doesn't happen, I'll just live alone
in the mountains with my dogs.

Going home or going back to your hometown

and rewriting the past
with new, positive memories

might be a good idea.

To reconcile with your hometown.

Maybe then you can make peace with it,
come to terms, and close that chapter.

You can at least turn the prison
into a beautiful prison.

Everything went smoothly.

- Thank God.
- Thank God.

CULTURE

If we don't win the Bambi,
I'll be a little pissed. You?

- Yes…
- Don't pretend like you wouldn't.

The Bambi for the Culture Podcast category

goes to…

I'm pretty sure we're going to win.

…Ronzheimer.

Not!

I'm out. That's it. Goodbye forever.

- The end, my friend.
- Outrageous!

It's over. The end.

Let's get wasted. Man!

I wore such a great outfit for nothing.

No one saw it.
Oh, well, now I can wear it again.

They lured us in.
They just wanted us to come and perform.

They got what they wanted from us
and then left us out in the cold.

They used us.

- Used. For the fame.
- For the headlines and the fame.

That's how this industry works.
You can't trust anyone.

We flew in from LA for this!

We're never doing that again.

We experienced a defeat. Now we need…
Now we need a win.

- Did we tell you?
- What?

We're running a marathon.

- A kids' marathon maybe.
- A real marathon.

Forty-two?

Dude, it's five.
It's a real marathon. Five kilometers.

I'm doing it for Tom. Is it good for me?

Maybe for the fatty internal organs,
but things in my head will break.

Believe me, it sounds easier than it is.

Right.

We're actually going to work out now.
You'll get a naturally tight butt.

Woo-hoo!

- Time to work out.
- I can't work out.

- Come on, do a jumping jack.
- How?

- I don't know. Just jump.
- How?

- Do it. Just like that. One!
- No, I…

Go! You can do it!

Bill isn't taking this seriously.

Push-ups, come on. Fifty.

- I already want to give up.
- Come on.

I was the kid who hid during gym class.

I'd go for a smoke
and rejoin for the last lap.

That always worked well.

I'm gonna pass out.

Come on, we need to get motivated.

- Otherwise, you can forget it.
- Okay.

Just like in a marriage,
you have to make sure you grow together.

- You need to get fit for the marathon.
- I am.

You can't have one person standing still
while the other…

That's enough.

But we'll do it together.

I'll manage the marathon.

Let's go.

What do I do if Bill is the first to quit?

- Let's go to the back.
- No, here. Right in the middle.

Everybody will pass us.
That's demotivating.

Stop it. We're in the thick of it,
not on the sidelines.

Okay, fine.

Do I keep running?

That's the problem.

Slow down. You're going too fast.

Subtitle translation by: Diana Renker