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That's just how it is. Family.

Tom gets frustrated easily

and says, "That's crazy" and walks off.

I just think that sucks.

Okay. I'm wrong again…

It's my fault I'm single.
It's my fault I'm alone at the wedding.

I did everything wrong again. As always.

Sometimes I think,
"Just do the speech alone."

I mean, the speech was basically ready.

"Georg, you used to be like a hurricane.
Always drunk."

- No, that doesn't work either.
- We can't use that.

I'm still thinking about the speech.

I don't know if I'll do it with Tom.

"But you know what?"

"Today, everything is forgiven
and forgotten."

If we speak separately,
everyone will know that we had a fight.

It'll be embarrassing.

He knows me so well
that he knows exactly how to hurt me.

It could just be a look.

- Can't we let it go?
- Yes, let's let it go.

- Can't we draw a line under this?
- Yes, let's. Great.

It's Susi and Georg's wedding.

We can pick up where we left later,
but for now, let's set it aside.

They are our close friends.

It will make them happy
if we did the speech together.

- As we agreed.
- They'd be so happy.

He was so angry.

I didn't expect that.

As his soulmate, I didn't see that coming.

Everyone always picks on me.

Bill, I wasn't there.

- You treat me like shit too.
- They all love you.

This argument is a new… How can I put it?
A new low point in our relationship.

- We've reached rock bottom.
- Yeah.

Nice.

Which one is our table?

I was hoping the weekend
would be all about love.

All about harmony,
taking it easy, no drama.

Everyone in a good mood, celebrating.

Well, it wasn't.

Switch seats with me?

I'm enemy number one for him.
I can't seem to do anything right.

I mean, I'm the devil to him.

To be honest, yes.

I tried to keep Heidi out of it.

I also tried to keep
the other guests out of it.

I had no idea what else to do
to make things right.

A little empathy would've been good.

Just saying, "You know what? I'm sorry,"

giving me a hug, and going, "Shit."
That's all.

What are you reading?
Is there something inside?

Everyone got a letter.

Susi wrote each guest
a personal bespoke letter.

In the letter, she summed up
our relationship and the past.

And that was a big part
of why people got so emotional.

- So lovely.
- Yes, so lovely!

Everybody really appreciated it.
You could tell.

Bill wasn't the only one crying.
Everybody was.

We needed something to lift the mood.
I know I needed some fresh air.

There they are. Up there, look.
Such cute mice.

Thank God!

Who's going to dance?

I can't! I've… I've forgotten everything.

Will you dance the foxtrot with me?

- I can't dance to this.
- Yes, you can.

Heidi's very disappointed in my dancing.

I think it's funny
that Heidi is disappointed.

- You keep missing the beat.
- Come on, darling!

It's slowly going
from disappointment to anger.

Everyone's basically mad at me.

Honey, we weren't dancing
like country bumpkins.

"Step, step, together" is the rumba.

- Wow.
- My darling.

He would not let it go.

Hey, assholes. Did you make up already?

- Yeah. Everything's fine.
- No. Nope.

- Shut up. No one's talking to you.
- Tom and I have divorced.

I was talking to Heidi and Tom.

I couldn't do anything.

If I looked at him,
he'd be like, "What are you looking at?"

I'd be like…

"Okay, I'll just look down at my plate."

They took secret dance lessons.

Susi was ready to show everyone
what a real dancer looks like.

I mean, a whole choreography, like…

What's that movie called? Dirty Dancing.

They were spinning, round and round again…

Gazing at each other,
it was emotional, playful, passionate…

It was so good. Everyone was blown away.

Oh! Oh, no!

Well…

I don't think they could've imagined this
in their worst nightmares.

Well…

I saw it coming.

The performance
was full of passion and energy.

He was lying on the floor
and still held his Susi in his arms.

I thought that was so sweet.

I'm fine.

In a situation like that,
you can't overreact.

- Are you okay?
- Yes.

A lot of people smiled or laughed.

I didn't laugh.

It was really awkward.

Heidi laughed? Really?

I was dying inside.

- Sorry.
- Nothing happened. It didn't happen.

- As long as you didn't hurt yourself.
- No. Did you?

Yeah, my knee, I think.

Those are the memorable moments.

Honestly, I'm sure one day
they'll look back on it fondly.

- This is from us both.
- You guys.

- Open it.
- Wow.

It's so beautiful.

- Congratulations again.
- Thanks.

Ignoring Bill

and pretending nothing happened
helped a little.

Typical Tom.
He acts like nothing happened.

Just sweep it under the carpet,
and everything's fine.

Well?

They expected Bill and me
to give a speech.

You have to be mature enough to say,
"This isn't about us."

"This is about Susi and Georg."

- Hello.
- Hello, hello?

One, two, three, hello. Finally!

We're live!

We wanted to tell Susi and Georg,
we are so, so happy for you both.

I want to share a little anecdote.

We were at home,
and we were having dinner with the kids.

And Lou said,
"Georg is a lucky man. Susi is so pretty."

Pull yourself together and follow through
for Susi and Georg.

- It'd be weird if we didn't.
- Yes. We're professionals.

And best friends above it all.

So, their… You mean, their best friends?

Okay. Right.
I thought we were best friends.

No, we're brothers. Duh.

Georg was a little rascal.

He'd hide his cigarillos
among his stuffed animals.

Your place was a crack den.

No.

Bill annoyed me during the speech.

I'm the one
who gives really emotional speeches.

Georg kept
all his stuffed animals upstairs.

He even had an aggressive turtle.

He kept interrupting,

and I thought, "How do I get back
to the emotional part?"

When Georg told us, excitedly,
"Hey, guys, I have someone in my life."

- I remember that. It was bad at the start.
- We knew it was serious.

I don't think anyone could tell that we…

Not really "we,"
he would've loved to kill me that night.

We were happy for you right from the start
and knew that this was something special.

And we still feel that way today.

You're just perfect for each other.

- Truly.
- Yes.

And we are family.

I was there
at both of your bachelor parties.

That was so nice.

I'm so happy
that I was able to do that. It was wild.

- It was wild.
- Yes, it was wild.

And it was wild.
I was barely able to get back up.

And we wish you a lifetime of happiness.

- It was the most beautiful wedding.
- It was such a beautiful wedding. And…

It was so beautiful.

To love! To Susi and Georg.

- Hear, hear.
- We love you.

For the record, in the end,
I gave most of the speech.

But he stood beside me.

And he was in a good enough frame of mind
to unveil the ice sculpture.

We were looking forward
to the ice sculpture.

We have a little surprise.

The little surprise ended up being big.

It's not exactly what we had in mind.

But it's for Georg,
and it'll make Georg feel better.

Let's say, it's Georg's face and my body.

But it's Georg…
It's Georg the way he'd like to look.

Drop the curtain!

Unfortunately, the ice sculpture
didn't turn out the way we'd imagined.

Oh, tell me, is it bigger, Georg?

The brief was, we want Georg naked
with an angelic, little body.

With a tiny little wiener.
But the sculpture was the total opposite.

Tequila comes out of it.

A huge horse cock.

Yes. Come get some.

Everyone's thinking,

"Okay, are we supposed to drink tequila
out of that penis?"

I wanted Susi to go first, but…

Sorry, Susi, I beat you to it.

Go on then, hurry up.

Yes!

It always depends on
your point of reference.

I mean, compared to Bill
and his everyday life,

probably everyone else
on this planet is a square.

Oh, yes!

It was so epic.

When someone went to the oversized penis
to drink a tequila shot,

the bartender poured
the tequila into the ass from the back.

THE DAY AFTER THE WEDDING

Oh, Tom. Tom!

Everyone's having a good time,
letting their hair down.

But somebody
has to hold everything together.

As usual, that's me.

- Bonjour.
- Bonjour.

You're welcome.

I had a hangover too.

I wasn't feeling too great,
because I partied hard.

But I did as I was told.

- Found the shoes!
- Yay!

I love these shoes.
You can't get them anymore.

Here they are.

- To… Tom!
- I'm here. Coming.

You only have, like,
three hairs on your head. Where…?

What? You're really…

Honestly,
there's not much to work with there.

Oh, hang on.

You okay, Mouse? Let's have a smoke.

I drank a lot.

That's why my nerves were,
let's say, frayed.

But perhaps you…

One less glass of champagne
would've done me good.

But I still stand by what I said.

I can't… I mean… My legs are sore.

When you argue, overdrink, dance…
It piles up.

By day three, the facade starts to crack.

The mood isn't completely back to normal,

but it's better.

Isn't it a beautiful garden?

It's beautiful, right?

Hello?

- Is it a beautiful garden?
- It's a beautiful garden.

You said I made myself the center
of attention, it was all about me.

Just the fact that I got ready
in Susi's room, you said,

"What's with that monkey?" Yes.

- What? What are you talking about?
- Yes.

- You're crazy, Mouse.
- No. It's true.

- You're slowly going crazy.
- No.

It's true.

Who are you waving at?

I heard he has a beautiful dick.
It's well circumcised.

Everyone wave.

At the wedding, I realized once again

how much he seems to want a partner
in his life.

- Oh, I look better than I thought.
- Yes.

In terms of looks,
it gets harder for him every year.

Okay, what's the name of this flower here?

- This one?
- Now. One…

Wait.

No scent.

You can't tell what it is
by looking at it?

No. Peppermint?

- No, it's lavender.
- Oh.

Lavender? Who knew.

- Good morning.
- Morning. Hi.

- Hi. Did you sleep well?
- Hi.

Yes, and you? Did you…?

- I see water over there.
- Consummate the marriage?

- So? Did you consummate the marriage?
- The…

For the first time in 17 years?

That's gonna stay between us.

- Oh, mine's a bit spicy.
- That means no.

- That means what?
- That means no.

No, we… I'm going to dip my…

- What?
- My…

- …noodle into the water.
- …pasty…

- My pasty legs in the water.
- I'm gonna dip my noodle in the water.

It sounds weird, but in all honesty,

those were
the best three days of our lives.

It was much better
than we could have imagined.

Granted, a few things
didn't go as planned,

but in the end, that didn't matter at all.

It had all the ingredients
for a good wedding.

Unpleasant guests.

That's crazy.

Great dancing.

Fun surprises.

Great speeches.

Your place was a crack den.

A minor accident.

Personally, I would have preferred
a little less drama.

It was a complete success.

- All your weddings were beautiful.
- Yeah.

- Each one…
- All very different too.

Yeah. It would suck
if the wedding sucked, man.

Well, it's lovely that you're all married.

- Well, Mouse.
- You're next.

We'll find you someone.

We'll watch some reality TV.

We'll probably find you someone
on Ex on the Beach.

I'm in touch with a few people
from Love is Blind.

ZIMBABWE

We're off to Zimbabwe
for a good cause and for the animals.

We usually campaign for ocean life.

And now, for the first time, Zimbabwe.

It's also a bit of a bonding trip
for us brothers.

Our schedule is absolutely packed.
IFAW wants to show us everything.

We'll feed elephants.

We're going to the Victoria Falls.

Then we'll be introduced
to anti-poacher trainers.

We're going to see hippos in the water.

Yes. Lots going on.

After such a big fight,

it's nice to do something together
that takes our minds off things.

Because talking
isn't getting us anywhere right now.

We have to put our resentment
and arguing aside for now.

We have a shared mission.

PANDA MASUIE RESERVE
ELEPHANT REHABILITATION CENTER

This is the elephant sanctuary.

Or rather the reserve
where they're not only rescued,

but also released back into the wild.

- I'm looking forward to it.
- We're very excited. Me too.

I got such a fright.

It's really moving to see
how strong the family bonds are,

how they look after each other,

and how a baby is taken in by a new herd.

That's so sweet. That's April's stepmom.
And she looks after her. So cute.

It's so sweet that they took her in.

One of them chooses them and says,
"This is my child now."

She can take it…

I'm lactating.

I immediately think,
"Aw, such a small baby."

Of course you get, well…

those nurturing, tender feelings
for this small baby elephant.

He said that some of them
die of a broken heart.

Yes.

I could imagine that happening to me.

I might die of a broken heart
at some point.

By now, you're a hardened…

If you keep being so mean to me…

A hardened slut.

- April's cute, right?
- Yes.

It's amazing to think
that they could decide to leave any day.

- Look how they're striding along.
- Cute.

I find it sad.
You nurse them back to health,

and then they might simply not return
from their morning walk.

I'd like to start
by having you introduce yourselves again.

There are so many important causes
you can support in the world.

Bill and I
have always been drawn to animals.

Elephant poop!

- We're gonna clean up some elephant poop.
- Yes.

We're gonna clean up elephant poop.

- Give me some of that stinky gold.
- The stinky gold?

Yeah.

They wanted to show us
what it takes to run this place,

and that includes shoveling poop.

I feel like I'm in Farmer Wants a Wife.

Oh, no, this is too heavy for me.
I don't want to get cranky.

It's not heavy.

The problem with Bill
is that he doesn't like to carry things.

So a couple of kilos of elephant poop
is not for Bill.

Apparently, you can pick up elephant poop
with your bare hands.

Come on, put it in here.

I had no intention
of taking it apart with my hands.

- He puts his bare hands in it.
- Yeah, that's what I thought too.

It was still really moist.

Yeah, it was still really moist.

Alfia's poop smells worse
than elephant poop.

I don't really mind it.
It smells kind of like… nature.

There's a guy with a gun
with us all the time.

- Yes, in case a lion suddenly…
- Yeah.

I'm not really scared out in nature.

Yes, things could happen,
but I don't think they will happen to me.

I've always thought it'd be a cameraman.

They want to say hello, right?

Mom, Tom, and I
are like a small elephant herd.

The bond between us is just like theirs.

Our mom has the same
unconditional love for us as they have.

It's unmovable.

It's the same with Tom,
even when we fight.

Same with elephants.
They can be sassy with each other too.

They squabble for a bit,
take things off each other…

Look at the little elephant baby
following behind.

When you see the way
an elephant herd lives together,

it does make you think.

They accept each other
and support each other

and love each other and help each other.

And it's unconditional. And that's…

That's how you'd like it to be
in your own family too.

- It's so sweet how kind they are.
- They are so kind.

Such good energy.

Oh, look, that's a young male.

You can even see his willy.
Look down there. There, that one.

Yes, 40 kilos.

He's got a 40-kilo penis.

- Great, right?
- So nice.

For me, it's all about these experiences.

- Right?
- Totally.

- The wedding.
- Partied every day.

I went to bed at five, at seven,
when the sun was coming back up.

I'm really beat.

That's why I'm only having water
and mandarins.

It's good for us to leave the stress
of the last few weeks behind us

and be far away from our world

and all the fighting and drama
of the last few days.

- What were we even arguing about?
- Good question.

- I don't know, Mouse.
- Yeah, me neither.

So stop being so mean to me
the whole time.

- You started it.
- Nope.

I keep getting attacked.

What "everything"? It was one instant.

I'm not sensitive. You wouldn't say that…

You're becoming more sensitive.

We're twins. We're rough with each other.

No, that's a Tom feature.

If you don't like that Tom, brush it off.

Right.

I've learned
that I have to hold back sometimes.

Yes, you do sometimes.
But not when I ask you to.

That's cherry-picking.
You have to let me take a step back.

Well, that's being passive-aggressive.

- When you withdr…
- Nah.

"Everything okay?"
"All's fine. I'm just taking a step back."

No, that's not it.
I might have a different view.

Okay, but you can say it differently.
My friends do.

Like Sara or Natascha…
They're like… They'll just say…

Come on, Sara always agrees with you.
That's nonsense.

Yes, that's what a good friend does.

- You could do with some introspection.
- Yes, well, I realized that…

I pretty much do everything right.

It's not good to go through life
thinking you do everything right.

- It takes two to fight.
- I think I'm a good communicator.

I never fight with anyone. Only with you.

I'm not someone who seeks conflict.

You've learned nothing.

- Did you wanna ask me something?
- What have you learned?

That I'm the diva I always thought I was.

Lovely. It's lovely
the way they live here, huh?

My binoculars? I love my binoculars.

I'm glad I brought them.
It's great to look through them.

Very good, Tom.

Tom has a new gadget.
His new best friend, the binoculars.

The zebras are cute.

It's a purchase I recommend to anyone.

They're small.
You can put them in your chest pocket.

That was important.
You can take them anywhere.

What's this in here?

Ah, my plane ticket.

He travels like an old man.

They look so cute.
The little one in front. Oh, man.

I think they're having sex.

Next thing you know,
he'll get an umbrella.

One of those little ones that fold out.

I've been thinking about becoming
one of those birdwatchers…

Those people whose hobby is birds.

Sounds incredibly boring,
but I think it's great.

What, no elephants?

- They were further back.
- At the waterhole, I mean.

I never thought

I would experience
and see animals in the wild.

It really blew me away.

When you're there,

you realize how important it is
to protect their habitat.

RANGER STATION

We were with the rangers,
and they showed us

how to find a poacher trap,
how to track it down,

and what to do with it.

Poaching is a big problem.

Poaching can be about trophies.
That's the worst kind of poaching.

And then there are poachers
who just need food

and go out and kill animals.

- So they put it between two bushes?
- Exactly.

The animal comes this way,
so they place the snare here.

But with the elephants, it's mainly…

- The trunks.
- The trunks get caught.

So that's why there are rangers

who walk many kilometers
to find these traps.

They really wanted us
to practice whistling,

because that's how you…
make yourself heard?

Is that right? Yes.

- I can't whistle.
- I can only go like this.

You're doing it all wrong.

Nothing's coming out.

Oh, I got it today!

Well, that…
What are you doing with your mouth?

- That's how I can do it.
- Well…

Tom does this…

Do it again. Do it for the camera.

I've got too much Botox in my lips.

Wait. There's another turn here.

It's a little bit open.

Don't just follow me.

It's like an evil Easter egg hunt,
isn't it?

Tom, I already found one.
Now it's your turn.

- You didn't find it.
- I found this one.

- You ran into it.
- Nah!

Whistle.

- Do you have a bucket list?
- Yes.

- Yes?
- Things I want to do before I die?

There's a really great selfie spot.
We should go there together.

Bonding as brothers.

There's a world-famous selfie spot
at the Victoria Falls,

where everyone goes to take photos.

You can let your legs
dangle off the Victoria Falls.

I really want to go and see it.

- Why do we have to risk our lives?
- Because then…

- Is it especially… Yes.
- …it's life-changing.

Will we bond more if we risk our lives?

Yes. Of course.

- The things we do…
- I think this is cool.

It is an awesome experience.

When you see the Victoria Falls, it's
the sheer volume of water pouring down.

I can't even imagine.

It'll be nice for Bill and me
to share this experience.

Other things on my bucket list…

Well, there are a few superficial things.

A yacht.

Well, I'd like to…

A Grammy.

Rent the whole Orient Express again.

A house in Italy. A nightclub.

Get married, of course.

Rescue more dogs.

Jump out of a plane.

And I'd like to have a foursome again.

A threesome would be okay too.
I haven't done that.

I've never slept with two men.

At the same time.

Hard to believe, right? No.

Well, how about happiness, for example?

- I said that, get married.
- Peace?

It's a bucket list.

On my bucket list, for example, I have

that I want my brother
to find love and be happy.

But that's not… He doesn't get it…
He didn't understand the question.

Imagine if they tip the boat.

They look so cute with their tiny ears.

The way they peek out of the water.

But they're one of the most
dangerous animals in the world.

I didn't know that.
And they can easily capsize a boat.

Oh, they're so cool. Tom, look.

Look how big they are.

Cool, right?

If you fall in the water,
they'll eat you. Right?

They were looking at us, like,
"What does that boat want from us?"

Oh, that one's getting really close.

It's turning round.

Would they just kill you?
No, they'd eat you.

No, they probably wouldn't eat you.

They'd probably just pull you down
and trample you or something.

- It looks so shallow here.
- Yes.

There was a spot
where you had to be careful

because there's a little dip.

Here we go.

And the boat is so shallow

that if you reach a certain weight,
you'll capsize.

Wow, that's…

Then he'd have to stay there.
Lost. We'd have to leave him behind.

Oh, my God, look.

- The air is good here, isn't it?
- I think so too.

- It's better here.
- Better.

- Be careful!
- Oh, Tom, man.

Don't do that.

Really, Tom, please stop.

Stop messing around.

So you're not that scared after all.

- It doesn't look that great in the photo.
- Yes, it does.

What an asshole. Bill takes photos
and only looks at himself.

We posted a photo where I thought,
"Are you crazy?"

I was like,
"This is the worst photo of me ever."

"I'm here… At Niagara Falls…"

And I'm standing there looking like…
I don't know.

It's a cute photo.

I think he looks wonderful.

I look like Quasimodo.

Well, that's what he looks like.

- We got the selfie. We can leave now.
- No, the actual spot is yet to come.

Oh, right, the…

We're not there yet, Tom.

Pack your swimming trunks,
little sister mine.

Unpack your swimming trunks.

I kind of want to go there,
but maybe not right to the edge.

Hold on to me, Tom.

I figured they knew what they were doing.

Everything's in slow motion.

Suddenly you see everything
drop down into the depths,

and you feel the full power of nature.

You have to be really careful.

My whole body was shaking.

You're so close to death.

You could fall at any moment. In theory.

I'm surprised they allow people here.

- It's crazy.
- It shouldn't be allowed.

Well…

Just like by my pool.

In the end, I think this trip
brought us some much-needed bonding time.

Look at that.

I'm really glad
that I can do this kind of stuff with Tom.

I realize…
I don't even have to think about it.

I love Tom more than anything.

He's more important to me
than I am to myself. 100%.

I'd jump in front of a bullet
and leap into an abyss to save him.

I would do anything for Tom.

Look. It's so pretty.

Let's wave at the people
over there. Hello!

Hello!

I wonder
if it's just as awesome over there.

A once-in-a-lifetime experience.
An unforgettable trip.

Seeing the animals.

Elephant poop!

Meeting the people.

Seeing this area,

the falls, the most dangerous
selfie spot in the world…

We'll always remember it. We survived.

It was an amazing experience.

It was an amazing experience,
and it put everything into perspective.

It makes you realize
what's really important in life

and how nice our life together is.

- What we have in each other.
- Yes.

And the argument? Let's bury…

- Bury it.
- Bury it. Put it aside.

- You did? For real?
- Yeah.

Hello, hello, hello. Good to see you.

I was excited to see you again.

- Me too.
- Yes, me too.

Tom and I were skeptical

because we don't really believe
in therapy.

We feel like we know
what our problems are

and that we can solve them ourselves.

We were raised
to always work things out by ourselves.

It all cleared up.

Things have been going great
since the wedding, right?

- I gave you a lot of good tips.
- Yes.

Tips for what?

- About how to handle me.
- Yes.

I'm really surprised
about how much Karin is helping us.

There was a big argument,
and everyone was talking at me again.

He stayed out of it and said,
"I'm not going to get involved in this."

In my drunken stupor,
I accidentally included you,

but you weren't there.

- Looking back, I…
- Good.

…realized that he stayed out of it
and said,

"No, I'm not going to get involved."

Learning to give in a little
is a positive communication tool.

- That's where your power comes from.
- Yes.

Because then you're not the one fighting,
you're the solid rock.

"Tom is the solid rock."

I thought… I thought that was very wise.

So what about Tom now?

- About Tom?
- Yes.

- Firstly, I wrote, "time for myself."
- Yes.

And by doing that,
you have created energy.

- Yes.
- Yes, immediately.

Time for myself so that…

Like you don't have time for yourself.

- No.
- Apparently not.

You're pretty demanding.
It's not like I interfere in everything.

You're a demanding… twin mouse.

I'm a twin brother and a husband.

Even when I ride my motorcycle, Lou says,

"Can I come?"
Or, "Can you pick me up from school?"

- "Can you get me a coffee?"
- Exactly.

It has to have a purpose.
Heidi sees it too and says,

"Someone always
wants to spend time with you."

"Either your brother or me or the kids."

"We all like spending time with you."

Okay, but when you talk about it,
you don't project good energy.

- He starts looking ugly.
- No, it gets. It…

Your demeanor turns gray,
and you look older,

as if you're carrying a load. Right?

It's easier for you to give in
and do things for others

than to take time for you.

That. Totally.

I'd like to remove myself
for one day and say,

"I'm going to do this now,
and I don't care how you feel about it."

That's not me, apparently.
I really have to make a point of it.

Your homework is to think every morning
about what Tom wants to do for himself.

- Okay.
- Yeah.

It will be hard for you at first.
Because it's a completely new habit.

"What am I excited about?
What do I want to do today?"

It doesn't matter what it is,
big or small.

I feel like playing golf.

Riding my motorcycle.

I'd like to get my racing license.

Okay.

And notice any resistance that comes up.

"Oh, what's Heidi gonna say?
What's Bill gonna say?"

"And what… But I have to…" Right?

And just say,
"No, have fun, you all do your thing,

and I'll do my thing."

And you can encourage him.
"Tom, just do it."

Well, it's clear to me.
I need a little more me-time now.

And I need to do things just for fun.

With a happy heart and determination.

Yes, I will.

- Racing driver.
- Yes.

- That really lights me up.
- Yes.

That's it? That's ridiculous.

I'm back!

I'm loving my diva life.

I'm so excited!

The first man on the cover of "Vogue."
Awesome!

Not all our memories of Loitsche
are positive.

That school bus was war, people. War.

I'll just stick my middle finger up
in anticipation.

I don't want to go there.

I'm taking care of the things that matter.

What have I gotten myself into again?

My chest hurts when I breathe in.

I'm scared that I'm gonna get sick
or something.

Life and death go hand in hand.

Fuck you all.

The important thing is to keep going.

Of course I'm scared.

No, that's a mix-up.

- Here, a little cool-down.
- That's it. Goodbye.

- Hip, hip!
- Hooray!

Subtitle translation by: Diana Renker