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Hi.
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You didn't tell me they built
an Apple store next door.
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Yeah, there's practically
one on every corner.
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Don’t tell me that it
actually threw you.
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I thought that, that
was just your schtick.
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It's not schtick.
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Okay, well, if you could just
smile, because you're so pretty.
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No, I really don't want to
do this right now.
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Please, please, please,
please, please.
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No, no, I just need to focus.
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Thank you.
- Smile.
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Oh my God! No, so cute-
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Hi everybody.
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Uh...
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Good evening.
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My name is Claudia Lerner.
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Um...
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Silicon Valley is exciting,
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but it can also be
pretty suffocating.
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It hasn't always been that way.
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Some places are
more than a place.
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They can hold power.
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They can change you.
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You're probably asking yourself,
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who is this young female
author standing at the podium?
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And I wish I asked myself that
same question a lot sooner.
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So without further ado,
this is the Book of Jobs.
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♪ 3, 2, 1, you're so fun
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♪ The best thing
underneath the sun ♪
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It was 1998.
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Here in my own private paradise,
I felt completely safe.
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♪ But I’m the one to
be your man ♪
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♪ And you’re the one who
understands alright ♪
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♪ You’re the good kind ♪
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♪ Think I love you
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♪ Such a good...
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My parents had
planted us smack dab
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in the center of Silicon Valley.
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♪ Just adore you
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My dad preached the
possibility of this place.
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It was my Garden of Eden.
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My oldest memories
are of these giants.
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I remember searching
for where the trees
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ended and the sky began.
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California became my religion,
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and there was a messiah here.
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All right.
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♪ You’re the good kind ♪
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♪ Think I love you
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My little
hands grabbed hold
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of the apple and bit down.
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Hard.
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♪ Just adore you
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People were
running
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and someone was shouting,
something hit the building,
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something hit the building.
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Well,
we saw just moments ago,
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we saw in our studio here,
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a plane,
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crashed into the south tower
of the World Trade Center,
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that was the second plane.
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So, two planes have
now crashed, uh,
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each into one of the
World Trade Center towers.
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What we can only
surmise at this point...
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Thank you for showing
me what a loving home
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I have to return to after
a 14-hour day at work.
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I don't have
any other time
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to talk to you
about these things.
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You're never here and when
you are it's no different from
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when you're not.
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What do you
want me to say?
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I work my fucking
ass off for our family.
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Bullshit! This isn't for
us, it's your ego, you never
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outgrew that shit.
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We had an agreement,
now you're unhappy with it.
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We had a partnership.
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It's not working,
this isn't working.
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That's why I think we
need to be realistic
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and actually talk about it.
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This is not talking.
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I just... I'm
trying to tell you
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how it feels on our end.
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This isn't Boo's door.
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Boo? What's Boo?
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That's what I decided to
call her, is there a problem?
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Sully, you're not
supposed to name it.
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Once you name it, you start
getting attached to it.
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Now put that thing back where
it came from, or so help me!
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Oh, hey!
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We're rehearsing a scene
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for the upcoming company
play called, uh,
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Put That Thing Back Where
it Came From or So Help Me.
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It's a musical.
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Put that thing back where
it came from, or so help me.
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It was sensational,
I can't even describe it.
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Listen, Sweetie.
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Who follows up a run like
that with something even better?
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I mean, he does Toy Story,
A Bug's life,
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Toy Story 2, and now this.
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Buddy, we need to
discuss something.
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And that ending, even the
adults teared up, honest to God.
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- This is really important.
- I can't believe
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I've been twice now and you
still haven't seen this.
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How about we go next Friday?
I say we beat the rush-
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We're getting a divorce.
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Nice one.
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What was I supposed to do?
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Honey, I know this
is gonna be difficult
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so if you want to talk
about anything,
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we can discuss anything.
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Get down, get down!
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Earthquakes were
an inevitability
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of living on the
San Andreas fault.
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I just didn't expect
one in my own home.
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I found comfort in the
fact that Jobs was born
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into a broken family.
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Have a great first day.
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Thanks, Mom.
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Here, let me help.
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Thanks.
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First day of middle school and
my backpack breaks, go figure.
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Well, you shoved enough books
in here to build a library.
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How many classes are you taking?
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Eight.
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Hey, look! We both have
art elective after lunch.
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Awesome! You know,
Steve Jobs is an artist.
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That's how he came up with such
beautiful designs for Apple,
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and that's why I
signed up for art.
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Are you any good at drawing?
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If you are, maybe you could
design computers one day, too.
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I just get excited about things.
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I'm Lucy.
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Claudia.
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Let's go.
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How does someone
become your best friend?
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I was careful.
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She was carefree.
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But Lucy always
told me the truth.
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Sunflower G4?
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Nice.
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You're kind of
weird about computers.
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I'll be just like him.
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Who?
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I'm going to be Steve
Jobs, but a girl, of course.
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You know, you're
completely nuts.
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Don't you have an iPod?
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Look.
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You just connect it
to your computer,
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and can have all the songs
you want right in your hand.
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Cool.
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♪ Win, win, win yeah
that's my motto ♪
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♪ That's so, so cold like
a cup of gelato ♪
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♪ I'm a trendsetter so
they all gonna follow ♪
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♪ Yeah, they all gonna follow
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♪ Me to the beat, 'cause
the beat they feelin' ♪
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♪ One step ahead I
ain't got no ceiling ♪
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♪ Take a look at
what I've got ♪
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♪ I got everything I need
and get everything I want ♪
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ It's unde-unde-un
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Who's that?
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♪ Undeniable
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It's my dad.
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♪ Undeniable
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♪ Run, run, run gotta
make it happen ♪
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♪ Everybody's side stage,
I can hear 'em clapping ♪
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♪ All this money stacked
up, I can't even count it ♪
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♪ I'm a star
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Don't be sad.
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It will get better.
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How can you say that?
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Because it has to.
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Oh, what do you want
to listen to next?
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I don't really want to
listen to music anymore.
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Just try to think positive,
visualize what you want.
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What if that doesn't work?
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We should make a pact.
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We promise to stay best
friends no matter what
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for our whole lives.
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You're kind of insane.
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We'll start by
sticking together through
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high school, then we'll
go to the same college.
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Where do you want to go?
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Stanford, obviously.
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I'll study computers
like Steve Jobs,
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and you can...
- Be a painter,
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or a veterinarian.
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Maybe an archaeologist.
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You like that color, huh?
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It's called Macintosh.
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Like the computer and the logo.
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Yeah, I get it.
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Hey, hey, wait, wait, can I,
can I talk to you for a second?
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There's something I
wanted to tell you.
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You know how I've been going
to the doctor a lot recently?
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Yes.
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Well, they've been trying
to figure some things out.
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And, it turns out that...
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I have cancer.
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But, I am optimistic.
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They are catching it very early.
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On the outside,
I was silent.
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Inside, every corner of my brain
was firing on a loop siren.
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She will not die.
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She will not die.
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She will not die.
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And the doctors
have a whole plan.
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I'm starting
treatment next week.
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- At Stanford?
- Yeah.
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How lucky are we?
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W-what do you mean?
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To have revolutionary
research being done right
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here in our own backyard.
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Those doctors will have
everything you need.
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Yeah, Stanford
Hospital is wonderful.
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It's all because of Jobs.
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They just blow all the
other hospitals
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right out of the water.
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He's made them totally
raise their game.
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Did you join some kind
of cult or something?
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People must travel from
all over to get treated here.
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You know Stanford's been
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around a lot longer
than Steve Jobs?
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This is the gold
standard, the Emerald City.
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If you've got cancer,
Stanford's the place to be.
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- Yes.
- You're going to get the best
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treatment in the world
because Steve Jobs represents
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the best in the world
and wouldn't live
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anywhere else.
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You're going to beat this.
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Well, that is the plan.
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And I am gonna fight so hard.
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But just in case this
treatment doesn't work out,
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you know, there's trials
all over the country.
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You've got this, Mom.
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Huh!
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Huh!
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Booyah!
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Jobs was
infamous
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for his reality
distortion field,
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a phenomenon in which he
would convince himself
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and those around him to
believe almost anything.
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Utilizing a perfect cocktail
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of charisma, hyperbole,
and persistence.
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He thought he could make
the impossible possible,
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I believed I could do the same.
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Oh, how
beautiful is this?
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Mom's getting chemo today.
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Yeah.
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And, I feel...
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I feel terrible about that, but
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we are here.
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In our favorite restaurant,
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having just driven the
most beautiful road
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in the world and...
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Hey,
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remember how much you like
the creme brulee here?
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I do remember.
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I remember because
we've been here
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a hundred times as a family.
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Mom has cancer and we're here
getting caramelized custard.
265
00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:56,200
Why don't we hop in the car
and you can drive us home?
266
00:17:56,590 --> 00:17:59,330
You can go back to being
a good husband and father,
267
00:17:59,380 --> 00:18:00,730
and we can put this
whole thing behind us.
268
00:18:00,770 --> 00:18:01,860
That is enough.
269
00:18:01,900 --> 00:18:03,470
Enough with the
midlife crisis, Dad.
270
00:18:03,510 --> 00:18:05,210
- Okay.
- You're better than that.
271
00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:07,950
This is beyond inappropriate,
Daniella is sitting right here.
272
00:18:07,990 --> 00:18:09,170
You're so right,
I'm sorry.
273
00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:10,910
Daniella, let me ask you.
274
00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:14,310
Do you think my dad should be
dating someone 10 years younger?
275
00:18:14,700 --> 00:18:17,920
Or go back to his sick wife who
needs him and his only daughter?
276
00:18:17,960 --> 00:18:19,750
Claudia, leave
her out of this.
277
00:18:21,530 --> 00:18:24,840
Look, Daniella, you
seem like a nice lady.
278
00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:27,230
I love your hair.
279
00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:29,060
Why don't you tell
us your address,
280
00:18:29,100 --> 00:18:30,800
and we can drop you
off on our way home?
281
00:18:31,580 --> 00:18:33,370
I doubt she wants you
knowing where she lives now.
282
00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:36,850
Claudia, I don't think
I deserve any of this.
283
00:18:36,890 --> 00:18:38,200
You are making her feel awful.
284
00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:39,500
So quick to defend her.
285
00:18:39,810 --> 00:18:41,160
Give us a break.
286
00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,680
What will it take? Huh?
I'll get better grades?
287
00:18:44,070 --> 00:18:45,210
I'll stop being so annoying.
288
00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:46,950
Claudia, contrary
to what you think,
289
00:18:47,210 --> 00:18:49,040
it isn't about you all the time.
290
00:18:50,650 --> 00:18:53,040
I'm not gonna sit here listening
to this petulant shit all day.
291
00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:55,130
I am the parent,
you are the child.
292
00:18:55,170 --> 00:18:56,520
This conversation is over.
293
00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:19,850
Do you want to talk about it?
294
00:19:30,470 --> 00:19:33,560
Before my dad's stroke, my
mom found out he was cheating.
295
00:19:35,300 --> 00:19:36,690
They were gonna get a divorce.
296
00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,960
Now she's stuck
taking care of him.
297
00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:43,960
We can't put our faith in men.
298
00:19:44,310 --> 00:19:46,050
Otherwise, we will
end up like our moms.
299
00:19:46,270 --> 00:19:48,360
I can think of some
great male role models,
300
00:19:48,750 --> 00:19:50,400
like Steve Jobs, for instance.
301
00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:51,970
Jobs had a kid with
his ex-girlfriend
302
00:19:52,270 --> 00:19:54,230
who he rejected for
nearly a decade.
303
00:19:55,970 --> 00:19:57,320
If you think you're
helping, you're not.
304
00:19:58,100 --> 00:19:59,580
Look,
305
00:19:59,630 --> 00:20:02,200
I don't exactly know what went
down with your parents,
306
00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:03,460
and I don't have to.
307
00:20:05,070 --> 00:20:06,810
I'm just saying, I know what
it feels like to be betrayed.
308
00:20:06,850 --> 00:20:08,940
Has it ever dawned on
you that I'm not like you?
309
00:20:09,200 --> 00:20:10,600
That I'm not like
other girls at all?
310
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,430
I'm a rebel, a misfit,
I see things differently.
311
00:20:14,470 --> 00:20:15,990
You can vilify me-
- Oh, my God.
312
00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:18,600
If you keep quoting a
think different commercial,
313
00:20:18,650 --> 00:20:20,000
I'm actually gonna throw up.
314
00:20:23,610 --> 00:20:24,870
I have to go to the bathroom.
315
00:20:39,320 --> 00:20:40,320
No.
316
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,320
No.
317
00:20:42,370 --> 00:20:43,370
No.
318
00:20:45,060 --> 00:20:46,020
This isn't happening.
319
00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:49,850
What are you doing in there?
320
00:21:01,730 --> 00:21:02,650
What's that?
321
00:21:02,690 --> 00:21:03,690
Nothing.
322
00:21:04,950 --> 00:21:05,780
Why'd you just throw
your underwear away?
323
00:21:05,820 --> 00:21:07,910
I had an accident.
324
00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,520
You're not 4 years old.
325
00:21:10,390 --> 00:21:11,660
Just leave it alone.
326
00:21:12,270 --> 00:21:13,570
What the hell is going on?
327
00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:19,360
I just...
328
00:21:19,660 --> 00:21:22,360
I just got my period, I think.
329
00:21:26,450 --> 00:21:28,280
Impressive, it'll be fine.
330
00:21:28,850 --> 00:21:30,500
First of all, throwing
your underwear away
331
00:21:30,550 --> 00:21:31,890
won't make it go away.
332
00:21:31,940 --> 00:21:33,160
It'll just make it worse.
333
00:21:33,500 --> 00:21:35,110
Look, we'll just get you a pad.
334
00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,340
There's no pads?
Do you have any?
335
00:21:39,640 --> 00:21:41,770
Of course not, you know
I haven't gotten mine yet.
336
00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:43,950
What am I going to do?
337
00:21:43,990 --> 00:21:46,430
I can feel it down there now,
I can't go back outside.
338
00:21:46,820 --> 00:21:50,090
Well, we either ask your
dad's girlfriend for help or...
339
00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,610
But, I haven't gotten
to that chapter in the
340
00:21:54,660 --> 00:21:56,310
American Girl Body Book yet.
341
00:22:24,380 --> 00:22:26,910
Claudia, talk to me.
342
00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:29,210
What's going on in there?
343
00:22:29,260 --> 00:22:30,340
Won't go in.
344
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,260
Luce, I don't think
I can do this.
345
00:22:32,300 --> 00:22:34,870
There's a reason girls don't
use tampons right away.
346
00:22:39,610 --> 00:22:41,220
You need to relax.
347
00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:44,100
Can you change the
angle or something?
348
00:22:44,140 --> 00:22:45,180
To what? This?
349
00:22:45,230 --> 00:22:46,450
- Ouch!
- How about this?
350
00:22:46,490 --> 00:22:48,190
- Lucy!
- Give me some help
351
00:22:48,230 --> 00:22:49,890
on the direction here!
352
00:22:52,020 --> 00:22:54,240
Try changing it 15
degrees clockwise.
353
00:22:54,500 --> 00:22:56,020
I'm not a mathematician.
354
00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:57,810
I'm telling you, I think
there's something wrong.
355
00:22:58,200 --> 00:22:59,720
Maybe my vagina is messed up.
356
00:22:59,980 --> 00:23:02,030
Maybe I have the one vagina
that doesn't work right
357
00:23:02,070 --> 00:23:03,730
and the tampons won't fit.
358
00:23:05,990 --> 00:23:08,250
And as I sat
there in despair, it hit me.
359
00:23:09,470 --> 00:23:11,300
W-W-S-D.
360
00:23:12,340 --> 00:23:13,600
What would Steve do?
361
00:23:15,130 --> 00:23:18,130
Innovation is saying no
to a thousand things.
362
00:23:18,170 --> 00:23:19,520
Are you quoting Steve Jobs
363
00:23:19,570 --> 00:23:21,790
while you try and put
in a tampon?
364
00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:25,180
I'm just changing the
direction a little bit.
365
00:23:25,220 --> 00:23:27,010
Maybe, if I...
366
00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:28,840
Ah-ha! It's in!
367
00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:30,450
- It's in?
- It's in! Ah!
368
00:23:36,190 --> 00:23:37,590
Some obsessions fade
369
00:23:37,630 --> 00:23:39,760
once high school comes along.
370
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:41,420
Mine just grew stronger.
371
00:23:41,810 --> 00:23:43,980
You have the animal cells, and
the plant cells, the plant cells
372
00:23:44,030 --> 00:23:46,640
are more rigid, they have
a really thick cell wall.
373
00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:50,210
And then the animal cells
have a really good membrane,
374
00:23:50,250 --> 00:23:52,730
so they're more squishier,
and if you just remember that,
375
00:23:52,770 --> 00:23:54,340
Hey, Claudia, sorry.
376
00:23:54,380 --> 00:23:55,470
Can you help me with that?
377
00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:56,870
- There you go.
- Thank you.
378
00:23:56,910 --> 00:23:58,300
And thank you, Lucy.
379
00:24:00,650 --> 00:24:01,870
Thanks, Claudia.
380
00:24:01,910 --> 00:24:05,480
So, a little birdie told
me that, Mr. Dotnick
381
00:24:05,530 --> 00:24:07,140
brought in pie yesterday?
382
00:24:07,700 --> 00:24:09,230
Yeah, that was
because yesterday
383
00:24:09,270 --> 00:24:11,230
was March 14th,
you know.
384
00:24:11,270 --> 00:24:12,710
Pi, 3.14.
385
00:24:13,660 --> 00:24:16,190
Uh-huh, well, March
15th is now Donut Day
386
00:24:16,230 --> 00:24:18,540
because I'm a big zero.
387
00:24:19,540 --> 00:24:20,500
Lame.
388
00:24:21,890 --> 00:24:23,760
- Hi, Claudia.
- Hey, Quentin.
389
00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:26,290
Okay, my lovable zombies,
I have a very special
390
00:24:26,330 --> 00:24:27,770
surprise for you.
391
00:24:27,810 --> 00:24:30,330
We have a guest speaker
today, he should be here...
392
00:24:30,380 --> 00:24:31,510
Oh, there he is right now.
393
00:24:31,550 --> 00:24:33,160
Ladies and gentlemen,
this is Nelson,
394
00:24:33,550 --> 00:24:35,600
and he's here to talk
to us about nutrition.
395
00:24:35,950 --> 00:24:37,510
Okay, ooh, firm grip.
396
00:24:37,990 --> 00:24:39,430
Whenever you're ready.
397
00:24:41,950 --> 00:24:42,950
My name,
398
00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,480
is Nelson Ovadan.
399
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:48,660
I'm certified NCSF,
NASM, and NSCA.
400
00:24:49,660 --> 00:24:53,790
And I'm here today to talk to
you about having a healthy diet.
401
00:24:55,970 --> 00:25:02,100
This, was me just around your
age in my godforsaken excuse
402
00:25:02,150 --> 00:25:06,330
for a body, weighing
in at over 400 pounds.
403
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:12,420
I was a few sausage pizzas away,
from ending up in a body bag.
404
00:25:13,550 --> 00:25:16,250
Or worse, being stuck
in a wheelchair.
405
00:25:16,860 --> 00:25:18,990
Having lost my limbs to
type 2 diabetic shock.
406
00:25:19,030 --> 00:25:20,510
Are you're scared
straight, yet?
407
00:25:20,950 --> 00:25:24,390
Being forced upon a caretaker,
like a cow at the farm.
408
00:25:40,580 --> 00:25:41,840
Meera?
409
00:25:49,370 --> 00:25:50,410
Meera, are you okay?
410
00:25:51,150 --> 00:25:53,370
I freaked out.
411
00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:56,680
I just had to get out of there.
412
00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:58,290
Take it easy.
413
00:26:00,420 --> 00:26:02,290
Is this something that's
been going on for a while?
414
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:04,560
No.
415
00:26:06,950 --> 00:26:07,950
Well...
416
00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:09,560
I guess.
417
00:26:10,170 --> 00:26:11,170
Sort of.
418
00:26:12,350 --> 00:26:14,570
It's mostly nothing,
419
00:26:15,130 --> 00:26:18,480
seeing as I've skipped
lunch every day this week.
420
00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:29,890
I mean, I am
completely overwhelmed.
421
00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:39,640
They, they keep telling
us how to be, but
422
00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:44,690
but every version is different,
and you have to make it seem
423
00:26:44,730 --> 00:26:47,120
like you're not even
trying, you know?
424
00:26:53,690 --> 00:26:54,700
I...
425
00:26:55,870 --> 00:26:57,700
finally achieve a thigh gap.
426
00:26:58,090 --> 00:27:02,090
Then, our soccer coach tells
me the team is depending on me,
427
00:27:02,140 --> 00:27:05,490
so I get strong again, but
then I'm overflowing my
428
00:27:05,530 --> 00:27:08,840
skinny jeans, it's
like I can't keep up.
429
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:11,230
And...
430
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:13,670
and I mean, if I get anything
less than an A minus,
431
00:27:13,710 --> 00:27:16,060
I won't get into a great
college and then I won't get a
432
00:27:16,110 --> 00:27:19,630
great job to set me up for my
great career and then there's
433
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:24,120
my parents, they moved here from
India, you know, and there's
434
00:27:24,460 --> 00:27:26,640
a certain way I'm
supposed to be.
435
00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:29,770
I've gotta make them
proud their way but,
436
00:27:30,250 --> 00:27:32,690
but it's not the same
as this way, and I just
437
00:27:32,730 --> 00:27:36,080
feel like I'm getting whiplash,
and, and the worst part about
438
00:27:36,130 --> 00:27:38,040
it all is that I'm
fucking starving.
439
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:47,400
You've got a lot going on.
440
00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:49,660
I mean, we all do.
441
00:27:51,360 --> 00:27:52,540
I'm here for you.
442
00:27:52,970 --> 00:27:54,320
Whatever you need.
443
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:02,460
Ah, you're so...
perfect, all the time.
444
00:28:06,940 --> 00:28:08,810
How are your feet
still on the ground?
445
00:28:11,950 --> 00:28:13,860
I just ask what he would do.
446
00:28:15,690 --> 00:28:16,820
Jesus?
447
00:28:18,390 --> 00:28:20,220
My hero, Steve Jobs.
448
00:28:21,390 --> 00:28:22,700
Oh.
449
00:28:25,180 --> 00:28:28,220
Yeah, I've heard that about you.
450
00:28:30,700 --> 00:28:33,450
What used to feel
like a far-off destiny was now
451
00:28:33,490 --> 00:28:34,710
just around the corner.
452
00:28:34,750 --> 00:28:36,970
It was time to be
proactive about my future.
453
00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:39,500
Steve Jobs didn't
go to Stanford,
454
00:28:39,970 --> 00:28:41,720
but it embodied
everything he stood for.
455
00:29:02,130 --> 00:29:03,740
Shoot.
456
00:29:05,170 --> 00:29:06,350
Come on, Claudia.
457
00:29:07,220 --> 00:29:08,480
Visualize.
458
00:29:12,310 --> 00:29:13,310
And innovate.
459
00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:14,790
Ugh!
460
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:17,450
What did that
thing ever do to you?
461
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:20,800
What are you working on?
462
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:22,150
My coding homework.
463
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:23,710
Oh.
464
00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:25,630
You're exhausted.
465
00:29:27,110 --> 00:29:28,670
Why are you working yourself
to death over this class?
466
00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,590
It's a special
upperclassmen elective.
467
00:29:31,290 --> 00:29:33,900
You're only in ninth grade,
why don't you just drop it?
468
00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:35,550
I'm getting a leg
up for Stanford.
469
00:29:35,900 --> 00:29:38,510
Not all incoming college
freshmen have the chance
470
00:29:38,550 --> 00:29:40,470
to take computer
science in high school.
471
00:29:41,300 --> 00:29:45,080
Well, what if you switched
to advanced literature
472
00:29:45,130 --> 00:29:46,210
or creative writing?
473
00:29:46,260 --> 00:29:47,610
It's just a few late nights.
474
00:29:48,350 --> 00:29:49,700
Well, don't go crazy
475
00:29:49,740 --> 00:29:51,130
for something that
makes you so unhappy.
476
00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:52,390
Life is short.
477
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:53,700
Mom, I don't have
time to get into a whole
478
00:29:53,740 --> 00:29:55,400
cancer talk right now, okay?
479
00:29:57,090 --> 00:29:58,400
I have too much to do.
480
00:30:01,970 --> 00:30:03,970
Your hero wasn't an
engineer, you know.
481
00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:05,230
He was the creative.
482
00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:06,500
I can handle it.
483
00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:09,890
Has your school talked to
you guys at all about that
484
00:30:09,930 --> 00:30:12,240
teenager that killed
themselves by the train tracks?
485
00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:13,980
It wasn't an Oaks student.
486
00:30:14,020 --> 00:30:15,900
No, but they went to a
high school down the street.
487
00:30:16,900 --> 00:30:18,380
These things can be contagious.
488
00:30:18,420 --> 00:30:20,510
I just want to make sure Oaks
is talking to you and not
489
00:30:20,550 --> 00:30:22,250
brushing it under the rug.
- Mom.
490
00:30:23,470 --> 00:30:25,470
I'm sorry, but I'm
really busy right now.
491
00:30:25,730 --> 00:30:28,390
Well, do you want me to look?
I pick up things pretty easily.
492
00:30:28,430 --> 00:30:30,430
I need to learn how
to do this on my own.
493
00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:32,910
Hmm.
494
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:35,090
I used to be a pretty good
fucking engineer, you know.
495
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:37,610
Before I married your
dad and had a kid,
496
00:30:37,660 --> 00:30:40,620
but, everyone seems to
have forgotten about that.
497
00:30:47,970 --> 00:30:49,930
Her first memory
was watching the Apollo 17
498
00:30:49,970 --> 00:30:52,410
launch on TV when
she was 4 years old.
499
00:30:53,930 --> 00:30:55,280
Like the fire
beneath the rocket,
500
00:30:55,330 --> 00:30:56,850
it ignited something in her.
501
00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:01,290
It was in an
environmental biology class
502
00:31:01,330 --> 00:31:03,070
where she met my dad.
503
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,340
She went to college to
study aerospace engineering,
504
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,730
the sole female student
in her department.
505
00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:11,690
She, was the trailblazer I
kept telling myself I was.
506
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,260
- Every single year, we go-
- Somewhere along
507
00:31:16,300 --> 00:31:18,610
the way, she figured out that
the thing that she and my dad
508
00:31:18,650 --> 00:31:21,610
bonded over when they were
young was what drove them apart.
509
00:31:21,660 --> 00:31:24,490
...into Pebble Beach as a
group, and I did it one time.
510
00:31:24,530 --> 00:31:26,360
She came to
resent him for the dreams
511
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:28,400
she surrendered even though
she had done so willingly.
512
00:31:28,450 --> 00:31:30,010
We have the money,
doesn't mean that we should
513
00:31:30,060 --> 00:31:31,280
burn it on toys.
514
00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:32,760
I'm not burning it,
it's not burning it.
515
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:34,240
These are not toys.
- I don't know what else to do.
516
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:35,280
We used to be each other's
biggest heroes, we used
517
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:36,590
to be each other's
biggest cheerleaders.
518
00:31:36,630 --> 00:31:37,980
Yeah. I'm trying to tell you
that I'm hurt!
519
00:31:38,020 --> 00:31:38,980
That's just what I wanted
to share with you.
520
00:31:39,020 --> 00:31:40,590
I have feelings too.
521
00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:41,720
I am hurt too, you don't think
that I want to share things
522
00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,550
with my partner?
- Yeah, I don't think...
523
00:31:43,590 --> 00:31:47,070
And he chose his
career over everything else.
524
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:48,810
Just because I am
working long hours,
525
00:31:48,860 --> 00:31:49,950
it doesn't mean I'm
cheating on you.
526
00:31:49,990 --> 00:31:51,080
I am not an idiot!
527
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:52,860
- You're paranoid.
- You're pathetic!
528
00:31:52,910 --> 00:31:54,120
If this is your way of
trying to get my attention,
529
00:31:54,170 --> 00:31:55,520
it's ridiculous.
530
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,080
The only way you know how
to be close to someone,
531
00:31:57,130 --> 00:31:58,350
is to yell at them.
532
00:32:07,570 --> 00:32:08,790
Then came
the cancer.
533
00:32:18,370 --> 00:32:20,190
When she heard the
words, cancer free,
534
00:32:21,060 --> 00:32:22,410
she believed she had won.
535
00:32:35,910 --> 00:32:39,520
Mom and I had lived together,
just the two of us, for 8 years.
536
00:32:53,270 --> 00:32:54,790
We'd grown dependent
on one another.
537
00:32:56,930 --> 00:32:58,970
Oh I see someone finally
decided to come home.
538
00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:01,370
It's not like I wasn't waiting
for half an hour after school
539
00:33:01,410 --> 00:33:03,450
and finally had to call
Lucy to give me a ride.
540
00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:06,020
What's the point of a cell
phone if you never use it?
541
00:33:06,070 --> 00:33:07,680
I mean, really,
I called you five times.
542
00:33:07,940 --> 00:33:10,240
You know, these magic
little things in our pockets
543
00:33:10,290 --> 00:33:11,590
have multiple methods
of communication.
544
00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:13,550
A simple text wouldn't
have sufficed.
545
00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:33,880
Mom?
546
00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:36,970
I'm sorry.
547
00:33:39,450 --> 00:33:41,010
I'm sorry I left you at school.
548
00:33:41,840 --> 00:33:43,100
I am just a human being.
549
00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:45,500
I am trying to be strong.
550
00:33:45,540 --> 00:33:46,800
You are strong,
you're a badass.
551
00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:48,020
Stop it, Claudia!
552
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,420
I don't need you to
cheer me up right now.
553
00:33:58,250 --> 00:33:59,250
I'm sorry.
554
00:34:00,250 --> 00:34:01,250
It came back.
555
00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:05,390
It came back.
556
00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:10,520
But I just...
557
00:34:11,700 --> 00:34:13,520
I just needed a
minute to myself.
558
00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,620
- Mom.
- And I don't...
559
00:34:20,010 --> 00:34:21,580
I don't want to
talk about it yet.
560
00:34:22,970 --> 00:34:25,280
I don't want to be convinced,
I don't want to pretend to be
561
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,410
a superhero.
562
00:34:26,930 --> 00:34:27,930
I don't...
563
00:34:32,150 --> 00:34:33,590
It was okay
that Mom was afraid.
564
00:34:35,070 --> 00:34:36,850
I would be strong enough
for the both of us.
565
00:34:46,170 --> 00:34:47,820
Can I ask you something
about the itinerary?
566
00:34:48,390 --> 00:34:49,170
Yeah, what you got?
567
00:34:49,210 --> 00:34:50,690
Okay.
568
00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:53,350
So, right here on day 2,
there's an hour that's missing,
569
00:34:53,390 --> 00:34:55,310
and then again on days 4 and 5.
570
00:34:56,570 --> 00:34:58,870
That's not missing,
that's free time.
571
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,660
Free time?
572
00:35:00,700 --> 00:35:03,840
Yeah, you can, you
can go shopping or,
573
00:35:03,880 --> 00:35:05,400
I don't know, have some gelato.
574
00:35:05,450 --> 00:35:07,620
If you really want to see the
city the way it's meant to
575
00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:09,150
be seen though, you'll
take a bike ride.
576
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:10,280
I have a few
ideas about what we
577
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:11,580
could schedule in there instead.
578
00:35:11,630 --> 00:35:12,890
- Oh.
- In fact,
579
00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:16,500
I have some other ideas for
days 1 and 3 in Rome as well
580
00:35:16,540 --> 00:35:17,680
as day 6 in Genoa.
581
00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,240
I don't know who
made this thing, but
582
00:35:19,290 --> 00:35:21,160
there are some serious-
- I did.
583
00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:23,730
Sorry.
584
00:35:24,290 --> 00:35:26,290
There are some
serious oversights.
585
00:35:26,340 --> 00:35:28,380
It's not taking into account
temporary exhibitions
586
00:35:28,430 --> 00:35:29,910
or efficient
transportation routes.
587
00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:31,390
In fact, I did some mapping.
588
00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:34,260
And if we switch these
two things here, we could
589
00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:36,260
shave off half an hour of bus
time, which we can then tack
590
00:35:36,300 --> 00:35:37,910
onto an architecture
tour in the afternoon.
591
00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,180
I'm sorry, I
stopped listening.
592
00:35:40,220 --> 00:35:42,270
These buttons are
so hard to get in.
593
00:35:42,660 --> 00:35:44,530
Look, Claudia, why
don't you just,
594
00:35:44,570 --> 00:35:46,530
you know,
sit back and relax?
595
00:35:46,570 --> 00:35:48,530
I planned this whole thing
so that you wouldn't have
596
00:35:48,580 --> 00:35:50,750
to worry about it, you're kind
of hurting my feelings, so
597
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,060
if you could just take in the
sights, I'd be appreciative.
598
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:54,800
But you didn't plan enough.
599
00:35:55,060 --> 00:35:57,150
I can help you rework the
entire schedule if you want.
600
00:35:58,330 --> 00:35:59,630
That sounds terrible.
601
00:36:00,540 --> 00:36:03,200
Look, Claudia, I love
this about you, okay?
602
00:36:03,240 --> 00:36:05,590
You're super serious
about school,
603
00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:08,030
you're structured with your
homework and your studies.
604
00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:13,120
But this trip, the point of
this trip is spontaneity, okay,
605
00:36:13,170 --> 00:36:15,990
creativity, I don't know,
some adventure, right?
606
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,260
The whole reason that we
planned this trip is so that we
607
00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:22,780
could celebrate the fact
that you are only young once.
608
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:26,610
I also only go on my high
school trip to Italy once.
609
00:36:26,660 --> 00:36:27,700
I've got to make it count.
610
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,660
Okay, just try to
have fun, all right?
611
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:32,710
You sure you don't want this?
612
00:36:33,490 --> 00:36:35,970
No, and where did you
get so many post-its?
613
00:36:36,010 --> 00:36:38,020
Attention passengers
of Flight 8735,
614
00:36:38,060 --> 00:36:39,630
we are now ready for boarding.
615
00:36:39,670 --> 00:36:41,240
We'll begin with our pre-board.
- All right, I'm gonna round
616
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:42,280
up the troops.
617
00:36:42,630 --> 00:36:43,980
Come on, guys, let's go.
618
00:37:02,390 --> 00:37:04,300
I bet they saw Alcatraz
and Fisherman's Wharf,
619
00:37:04,350 --> 00:37:06,260
and now they're going to
tell their friends and family
620
00:37:06,310 --> 00:37:07,920
how amazing California is.
621
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,220
It's ironic, isn't it?
622
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:13,180
They see a little piece of it
and think it's so fascinating
623
00:37:13,230 --> 00:37:15,100
and we laugh at them, but
624
00:37:15,140 --> 00:37:17,490
we're going to their city
to do the exact same thing.
625
00:37:18,230 --> 00:37:20,540
See a few old churches and
say we've been to Florence.
626
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:22,580
Florence has some of the
best museums in the world.
627
00:37:23,150 --> 00:37:25,500
I doubt that's where
local Italian teenagers go.
628
00:37:26,240 --> 00:37:27,590
I wonder how different
their daily lives
629
00:37:27,630 --> 00:37:29,070
really are from ours.
630
00:37:29,110 --> 00:37:30,290
Maybe I'll go to
college in Italy.
631
00:37:31,770 --> 00:37:33,200
Really live there instead
of being some dumb tourist.
632
00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,460
That'd never work, we couldn't
go to Italy for college.
633
00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,470
Maybe you couldn't,
I'm talking about myself.
634
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:41,650
We can just do study abroad in
Italy while we're at Stanford.
635
00:37:42,780 --> 00:37:43,730
Stanford?
636
00:37:43,780 --> 00:37:44,740
Like we promised.
637
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:47,780
Oh my God, I can't
believe you remember that.
638
00:37:48,220 --> 00:37:50,520
We talked about that when
we were what, like, 11?
639
00:37:50,570 --> 00:37:51,700
Remember, I live by it.
640
00:37:52,090 --> 00:37:53,920
Claudia, I can't
go to Stanford.
641
00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:55,570
You better not be
screwing with me right now.
642
00:37:59,180 --> 00:38:01,230
Oh, you're serious,
aren't you?
643
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:02,880
You think our future's a joke?
644
00:38:24,430 --> 00:38:28,430
♪ It's the way that
you walk in the room ♪
645
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,000
♪ Your heart is a beacon
646
00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:38,400
♪ Don't need a reason to
love you, it's easy to do ♪
647
00:38:39,220 --> 00:38:44,360
♪ I'm lost in your smile,
it's been a while ♪
648
00:38:45,140 --> 00:38:48,890
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
649
00:38:50,020 --> 00:38:53,670
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
650
00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:59,900
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
651
00:39:03,420 --> 00:39:06,860
♪ The sunrise,
found me with you ♪
652
00:39:07,950 --> 00:39:12,740
♪ The light hit the window,
outlined your shadow ♪
653
00:39:12,780 --> 00:39:17,000
♪ A picture,
the way that you move ♪
654
00:39:17,830 --> 00:39:23,050
♪ All of my places now
left with a trace of you ♪
655
00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:26,790
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
656
00:39:28,230 --> 00:39:31,930
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
657
00:39:33,020 --> 00:39:38,280
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
658
00:39:51,860 --> 00:39:55,390
♪ Who knows what
time is gonna do ♪
659
00:39:56,650 --> 00:40:00,310
♪ All I know is
a simple truth ♪
660
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:05,220
♪ I like watching
the days go by ♪
661
00:40:06,180 --> 00:40:10,010
♪ I like watching
the days go by ♪
662
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:16,020
♪ I like watching the
days go by with you ♪
663
00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:22,110
Hey, did we see
Venus of Urbino
664
00:40:22,150 --> 00:40:23,940
before Michelangelo's
David today?
665
00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:30,600
Not again.
666
00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:31,820
Come on, we're going out.
667
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:33,340
I can't go out.
668
00:40:33,380 --> 00:40:35,470
You can't not go out,
it's the last night.
669
00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:36,730
The others are waiting
in the lobby in 15.
670
00:40:36,780 --> 00:40:38,130
It's against the rules.
671
00:40:38,170 --> 00:40:40,350
The legal age to get
into bars here is like 16.
672
00:40:40,390 --> 00:40:42,780
It's against the
school rules, Luce.
673
00:40:42,830 --> 00:40:45,090
Look, if you didn't want to
experience nightlife in Italy,
674
00:40:45,130 --> 00:40:47,700
you could have picked the
Galapagos Biodiversity Trip.
675
00:40:47,740 --> 00:40:50,790
I didn't travel 6,000
miles to get wasted and make
676
00:40:50,830 --> 00:40:52,660
an ass out of myself,
I could do that at home.
677
00:40:52,710 --> 00:40:54,880
Yeah, like you've ever
done that, like, even once.
678
00:40:54,930 --> 00:40:56,930
You know what, you can
squander your mornings here,
679
00:40:56,970 --> 00:40:59,630
sleeping in and hiding your
hangover from the teachers,
680
00:40:59,670 --> 00:41:01,670
I'm joining the 7 a.m.
walking tour tomorrow.
681
00:41:02,370 --> 00:41:04,460
Oh my God, Claudia,
another one?
682
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:05,850
You're as boring and repetitive
683
00:41:05,890 --> 00:41:07,590
as your stupid
fucking guidebooks.
684
00:41:10,330 --> 00:41:11,250
Bitch.
685
00:42:03,300 --> 00:42:04,340
Lucy was right.
686
00:42:05,910 --> 00:42:08,390
I did need to go out,
but not to go clubbing.
687
00:42:10,830 --> 00:42:12,660
To connect with the
genius of Florence.
688
00:42:14,610 --> 00:42:15,750
To connect with Jobs.
689
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,570
Claudia, what a
pleasant surprise.
690
00:42:58,610 --> 00:43:01,230
Where you heading on this
beautiful evening in Firenze?
691
00:43:03,100 --> 00:43:05,230
To be honest,
I don't actually know.
692
00:43:07,010 --> 00:43:10,710
I think that's the first time
I've ever heard you say that.
693
00:43:12,020 --> 00:43:13,020
Me too.
694
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:16,150
Where'd you ride?
695
00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,680
Oh, I did a 10-mile loop
around the entire city.
696
00:43:19,420 --> 00:43:20,940
That's productive,
697
00:43:20,980 --> 00:43:22,770
getting to see what you want
while getting some exercise.
698
00:43:22,810 --> 00:43:25,470
Yeah, I mean, killing
two birds and all that,
699
00:43:25,510 --> 00:43:27,380
but that's, that's
not why I do it.
700
00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:30,250
I just think the best way
to explore a new place,
701
00:43:30,820 --> 00:43:33,780
is on two wheels, always been
that way, I don't know why.
702
00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:38,610
It just quiets all
the noise, in here.
703
00:43:40,050 --> 00:43:41,220
You should try it sometime.
704
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:46,920
I really should go,
I don't want to bother you.
705
00:43:48,270 --> 00:43:50,620
You seem a little more
preoccupied than usual,
706
00:43:50,670 --> 00:43:51,750
what's on your mind?
707
00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:54,320
It's nothing.
708
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,630
I shouldn't, it's... it's rude.
709
00:43:59,020 --> 00:43:59,890
Too personal.
710
00:43:59,940 --> 00:44:01,760
I'm an open book.
711
00:44:04,330 --> 00:44:05,640
Well...
712
00:44:06,070 --> 00:44:07,640
You're so smart.
713
00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:10,730
And you're kind of quirky and
particular, you have all the
714
00:44:10,770 --> 00:44:13,650
right ingredients,
like, I'm just confused.
715
00:44:14,430 --> 00:44:15,430
About?
716
00:44:16,740 --> 00:44:18,350
Why on earth would
you settle for teaching
717
00:44:18,390 --> 00:44:19,700
high school as a career?
718
00:44:19,740 --> 00:44:21,220
Oh, I'm sorry, I...
719
00:44:21,260 --> 00:44:22,790
I can't believe I
said that.
720
00:44:22,830 --> 00:44:24,050
I'm sorry, I can't, I'm sorry.
721
00:44:24,090 --> 00:44:25,880
Ooh, ingredients, huh?
722
00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:28,660
Well, I didn't settle.
723
00:44:30,270 --> 00:44:33,190
I chose this, you know,
it might sound corny, and
724
00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:37,500
you might not appreciate it
at this stage in your life but,
725
00:44:37,540 --> 00:44:40,890
teaching is the most rewarding
thing that I could ever
726
00:44:40,930 --> 00:44:41,940
think of doing.
727
00:44:43,110 --> 00:44:44,720
Really? I mean,
didn't you go to MIT?
728
00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,500
Yeah, I crushed MIT.
729
00:44:46,770 --> 00:44:48,590
But is that supposed
to mean that I need
730
00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:50,640
to get a Nobel Prize
in engineering?
731
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:52,250
Yeah.
732
00:44:52,290 --> 00:44:55,300
Oh, I know
you're obsessed
733
00:44:55,340 --> 00:44:57,520
with guys like Steve Jobs,
734
00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:58,870
and I get it,
735
00:44:58,910 --> 00:45:01,910
but everyone's definition
of success is different.
736
00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:06,000
You just seem
better than that.
737
00:45:06,050 --> 00:45:07,050
Whoa.
738
00:45:07,610 --> 00:45:09,350
I'm not a saint, okay?
739
00:45:10,010 --> 00:45:11,310
I am not a wizard,
740
00:45:11,830 --> 00:45:13,920
even though that would
be super cool, could you
741
00:45:13,970 --> 00:45:16,670
imagine me in, like,
matching robes head to toe?
742
00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:20,630
I'm not special, I'm just like
every other privileged kid,
743
00:45:20,670 --> 00:45:22,760
thrown on the hamster
wheel, you work hard,
744
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,720
and I made my first
million before I was 30.
745
00:45:26,890 --> 00:45:28,240
Well, that's what
I'm talking about.
746
00:45:28,290 --> 00:45:29,900
Well, I mean, I
thought it would give me
747
00:45:29,940 --> 00:45:31,640
a sense of accomplishment,
you know?
748
00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,070
Not because I wanted the
money to buy anything
749
00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:40,780
specifically, but because, I
achieved the goal, I made it.
750
00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:47,910
But, as soon as I
did, the needle moved.
751
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:50,920
I felt trapped.
752
00:45:52,700 --> 00:45:53,880
So what happened?
753
00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:57,230
Well, I realized that the
only time I was really happy
754
00:45:57,270 --> 00:46:00,620
was when I was back in Boston
in college working as a TA.
755
00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:04,890
So, I got back into teaching,
and I haven't looked back since.
756
00:46:05,930 --> 00:46:07,150
Well, I know what I want.
757
00:46:07,850 --> 00:46:09,760
I always have, I want
to be Steve Jobs.
758
00:46:09,810 --> 00:46:11,070
Yeah, which is impossible.
759
00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:13,850
We can agree on that,
I mean, it's not because
760
00:46:13,900 --> 00:46:15,250
you're not smart
enough or driven.
761
00:46:15,290 --> 00:46:16,860
Yeah, yeah, we already
have one Steve Jobs.
762
00:46:16,900 --> 00:46:19,210
We don't need another,
I mean, bullshit.
763
00:46:19,250 --> 00:46:20,770
It's not like we got Einstein
and said, you know what,
764
00:46:20,820 --> 00:46:22,040
we're good, we'll stop there.
765
00:46:23,510 --> 00:46:24,860
I'm not saying that you
can't be the next big thing,
766
00:46:24,910 --> 00:46:29,170
because, God knows you
are capable, but the glory
767
00:46:29,520 --> 00:46:32,350
shouldn't be the goal, because
if it is, you will just keep
768
00:46:32,700 --> 00:46:34,180
reaching and reaching.
769
00:46:34,220 --> 00:46:36,750
I just want to learn and
then dominate the way he did.
770
00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:37,790
Hmm.
771
00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:40,970
It's like I'm talking
to a mirror, honestly.
772
00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:47,630
Um, you will soon discover that
life is not a means to an end.
773
00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:50,370
It's... It's this.
774
00:46:51,590 --> 00:46:53,370
It's just being, you know?
775
00:46:53,890 --> 00:46:55,900
And for you, yeah, it sucks.
776
00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:59,940
You gotta be an adolescent,
smell funny and all the boys
777
00:46:59,990 --> 00:47:02,120
are stupid and you don't
know what you're doing,
778
00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:03,550
but, be open.
779
00:47:04,380 --> 00:47:06,170
The magic is
integrating all of it,
780
00:47:06,910 --> 00:47:08,560
not shutting the
door on any of it.
781
00:47:09,390 --> 00:47:10,470
Okay, Dumbledore.
782
00:47:11,170 --> 00:47:12,430
Thank you?
783
00:47:14,090 --> 00:47:17,660
I'm just... I'm sick of people
just telling me that I'm wrong.
784
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,480
I know who I am, I always have.
785
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,840
And, look Steve Jobs had to
swim against the tide too.
786
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,320
Yeah, he did.
787
00:47:27,540 --> 00:47:28,800
But he did it his way.
788
00:47:30,320 --> 00:47:33,370
I mean, we can agree that
he made a lot of mistakes,
789
00:47:34,020 --> 00:47:38,370
but man, he had fun doing it,
and he created a lot of cool
790
00:47:38,420 --> 00:47:40,940
shit along the way
for one reason.
791
00:47:41,810 --> 00:47:45,250
Steve Jobs is the
only Steve Jobs.
792
00:47:45,990 --> 00:47:47,120
He is an original.
793
00:47:54,300 --> 00:47:55,300
I'm hungry.
794
00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:58,000
Care to join me for a bite?
795
00:47:59,610 --> 00:48:00,960
I've got more studying to do.
796
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:04,700
Good night, Mr. Shine.
797
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:22,000
Lucy?
798
00:49:31,310 --> 00:49:32,790
Luce, you okay?
799
00:49:34,580 --> 00:49:35,580
Oh, God.
800
00:49:40,930 --> 00:49:42,890
How can you think
partying's worth this?
801
00:49:53,990 --> 00:49:55,200
What are you doing?
802
00:49:55,250 --> 00:49:56,900
Getting ready for the tour.
803
00:49:57,730 --> 00:49:58,730
The fuck?
804
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:00,690
You wanna come?
We meet in the lobby in 10.
805
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:05,170
I think I shit my
intestines out last night.
806
00:50:07,430 --> 00:50:08,960
You were up all night
helping me, you probably got
807
00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:11,480
2 hours of sleep, what is
with you and this schedule?
808
00:50:11,830 --> 00:50:15,010
Steve Jobs spent 7 months
living in an ashram in India.
809
00:50:15,050 --> 00:50:16,790
I'm immersing myself
in the Renaissance.
810
00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:18,920
I want to absorb
every last drop.
811
00:50:18,970 --> 00:50:21,230
You can't fit spiritual
enlightenment into jam-packed
812
00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:24,320
12-hour days with note-taking
like a little crack addict.
813
00:50:24,580 --> 00:50:26,890
People of accomplishment
don't sit back and let things
814
00:50:26,930 --> 00:50:29,800
happen to them, they go out
and they happen to things.
815
00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:31,070
Ugh.
816
00:50:31,110 --> 00:50:32,500
Leonardo da Vinci.
817
00:50:33,940 --> 00:50:35,460
I'm simply searching
for inspiration.
818
00:50:36,550 --> 00:50:37,550
Everywhere.
819
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:45,860
Thank you, you're doing great.
820
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,520
Oh, oh my God, lord almighty.
821
00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:51,870
- What happened?
- Claudia, hey,
822
00:50:51,910 --> 00:50:53,780
good morning, you
okay? What's going on?
823
00:50:53,830 --> 00:50:55,920
Coming out the front or the
back? What's your damage?
824
00:50:56,610 --> 00:50:58,490
- Damage?
- What do you mean?
825
00:50:58,530 --> 00:51:00,660
I got two kids in the
clinic getting an IV,
826
00:51:00,700 --> 00:51:03,100
I got a carpet that
might have to be redone,
827
00:51:03,140 --> 00:51:05,670
I got 3 soiled mattresses
and five of us,
828
00:51:05,970 --> 00:51:08,710
including myself, have had
shots in the old derriere.
829
00:51:09,100 --> 00:51:10,850
Everyone else here
is a shit hydrant.
830
00:51:10,890 --> 00:51:13,670
So are you telling me that
you and Lucy aren't sick?
831
00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:16,760
Lucy was throwing up, but I
think it's just from drinking.
832
00:51:16,810 --> 00:51:19,200
I was just going out to
get the walking tour.
833
00:51:19,770 --> 00:51:21,160
That is a bad idea.
834
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:23,340
No, I think that the
best medicine
835
00:51:23,380 --> 00:51:25,470
is fresh air and exercise.
836
00:51:29,650 --> 00:51:32,610
Oh, you're gonna be okay.
837
00:51:33,350 --> 00:51:35,570
Quentin, in the
trash can, buddy.
838
00:52:01,980 --> 00:52:03,510
Ooh, boy.
839
00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:07,510
Mr. Shine, we can't make
them stay here much longer.
840
00:52:07,770 --> 00:52:10,030
Yes, I'm well aware
of that, Mrs. DeWitt.
841
00:52:10,770 --> 00:52:11,820
- Asshole.
- Guys,
842
00:52:11,860 --> 00:52:12,950
it's gonna be okay, all right?
843
00:52:12,990 --> 00:52:15,260
I got good news
and I got bad news.
844
00:52:15,300 --> 00:52:18,170
Now, the bad news is we missed
our flight, we all knew that.
845
00:52:18,220 --> 00:52:20,960
Ah, but they won't let us
get on the next one.
846
00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:23,920
Apparently we are a threat
to the other passengers.
847
00:52:24,270 --> 00:52:26,790
But the good news is that
I informed the school,
848
00:52:27,180 --> 00:52:30,100
and your parents know,
so look, just sit tight,
849
00:52:30,360 --> 00:52:32,750
stay cool, and hang in there.
850
00:52:33,670 --> 00:52:35,280
Hmm, oh.
851
00:52:36,670 --> 00:52:37,670
I'll be back.
852
00:52:37,980 --> 00:52:38,980
Oh God.
853
00:52:47,380 --> 00:52:48,380
Hello?
854
00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:51,160
It's okay.
855
00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:55,820
Everything all right?
856
00:53:11,270 --> 00:53:12,920
Well, make sure you're
drinking enough fluids.
857
00:53:14,010 --> 00:53:15,880
Heard you were all shooting
like rockets out of
858
00:53:15,930 --> 00:53:17,190
both ends over there.
859
00:53:19,410 --> 00:53:21,110
Too soon, maybe?
860
00:53:23,540 --> 00:53:25,500
General McChrystal
just had his full
861
00:53:25,550 --> 00:53:26,760
complement of new
troops arrive...
862
00:53:27,200 --> 00:53:28,500
You know, the system
is state of the art.
863
00:53:29,240 --> 00:53:30,510
It's got streaming,
864
00:53:30,550 --> 00:53:31,810
full catalog of movies,
you don't have to
865
00:53:31,860 --> 00:53:33,160
surf cable.
866
00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:35,160
Sometimes it's easier
to have fewer choices.
867
00:53:37,470 --> 00:53:38,470
Sure.
868
00:53:43,740 --> 00:53:45,520
Can I ask you something?
Why did you look so shocked
869
00:53:46,220 --> 00:53:48,310
when you saw me with the
other parents at the airport?
870
00:53:49,310 --> 00:53:51,220
Did you seriously think that I
wasn't gonna care that you were
871
00:53:51,270 --> 00:53:52,830
sick in a foreign country?
872
00:53:58,230 --> 00:53:59,360
Good, yeah.
873
00:54:00,190 --> 00:54:01,190
Silent treatment.
874
00:54:01,710 --> 00:54:02,840
Nice.
875
00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:07,850
You know, my parents fought
like animals when I was
876
00:54:07,890 --> 00:54:10,460
growing up, there was not a
single thing that went unsaid
877
00:54:10,500 --> 00:54:11,680
in that house.
878
00:54:13,030 --> 00:54:14,590
But they never got divorced.
879
00:54:15,940 --> 00:54:17,250
And I hated them for it.
880
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:21,120
Some people take
their vows seriously.
881
00:54:25,870 --> 00:54:26,820
Where are you going?
882
00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:28,480
Bed.
883
00:54:28,520 --> 00:54:31,050
Well, can I just, hang on?
I wanna keep talking.
884
00:54:31,310 --> 00:54:32,830
I can feel one of
your lectures coming,
885
00:54:33,180 --> 00:54:34,400
and I'm not in the mood.
886
00:54:35,180 --> 00:54:36,270
Just wait a minute.
887
00:54:37,700 --> 00:54:38,180
Actually, you know what?
I just want to go home.
888
00:54:38,970 --> 00:54:40,140
This is your home, too.
889
00:54:40,750 --> 00:54:43,280
It's not, actually,
you left our home.
890
00:54:44,230 --> 00:54:46,100
All right, well, you can't
go back to your mom's right now
891
00:54:46,150 --> 00:54:48,320
because we haven't gotten
the results back on whatever
892
00:54:48,370 --> 00:54:50,720
you all picked up over there,
and she's immunocompromised.
893
00:54:50,760 --> 00:54:53,070
So, I guess you're just gonna
have to suffer here with me.
894
00:54:53,680 --> 00:54:56,330
A man covering up his broken
home with all his possessions?
895
00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:00,940
I'm not gonna apologize
for what I've worked for.
896
00:55:01,470 --> 00:55:02,730
Of course you're not.
897
00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:05,990
These,
passive-aggressive remarks,
898
00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,780
they're childish, you
might want to join reality,
899
00:55:09,340 --> 00:55:11,350
where if there is something
that you don't like, you fix
900
00:55:11,390 --> 00:55:12,430
it or you move on.
901
00:55:13,830 --> 00:55:15,090
You can just bend the
whole world to your will?
902
00:55:15,870 --> 00:55:17,830
Oh, my God, you sound
just like your mom.
903
00:55:18,350 --> 00:55:20,620
Look, I grew up
poor, and I hated it.
904
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:23,790
So I chose to make
a career for myself.
905
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,360
I chose to be happy.
906
00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,020
I choose to wake up every
day like it is the best
907
00:55:28,060 --> 00:55:30,410
goddamn day to be
alive on the earth.
908
00:55:32,890 --> 00:55:37,070
So that's your priority,
the mansion over the family.
909
00:55:40,290 --> 00:55:42,990
My marriage to your
mom was built
910
00:55:43,030 --> 00:55:45,770
on love and
mutual respect.
911
00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:48,560
We were partners
until we weren't.
912
00:55:50,390 --> 00:55:52,520
And we became enemies,
and we tried to fix it,
913
00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:56,480
but we... we couldn't,
so we moved on.
914
00:55:58,130 --> 00:56:00,130
I think it is time for you
to accept reality and do
915
00:56:00,180 --> 00:56:01,350
the same thing.
916
00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:03,790
Fine.
917
00:56:03,830 --> 00:56:05,230
Hate me for the divorce.
918
00:56:05,530 --> 00:56:07,970
Judge the excesses in my life.
919
00:56:08,010 --> 00:56:10,320
Be as spiteful as
you want, but whether
920
00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:13,760
you like it or not, I am the
dad that you are stuck with.
921
00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:17,670
Whatever you do
or say, I'm not...
922
00:56:18,460 --> 00:56:19,890
I'm not gonna stop loving you.
923
00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:22,810
Well, I wish I
could say the same.
924
00:56:26,810 --> 00:56:27,810
Hmm.
925
00:56:31,380 --> 00:56:32,470
This um...
926
00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:35,260
friction...
927
00:56:37,390 --> 00:56:38,690
It is temporary.
928
00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:41,390
You got that?
929
00:56:43,220 --> 00:56:46,090
Because I, do not fail.
930
00:56:47,620 --> 00:56:49,400
We do not fail.
931
00:56:53,060 --> 00:56:54,060
Not at this.
932
00:57:07,900 --> 00:57:09,510
Okay, listen up.
933
00:57:09,550 --> 00:57:12,770
The cadaver brought to us
today was a human being.
934
00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:17,560
They had a family, they were a
productive member of society.
935
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,470
So, I think it's
really important
936
00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:21,220
that we take a moment to
937
00:57:21,260 --> 00:57:25,260
give thanks for the opportunity
that they have given us
938
00:57:25,310 --> 00:57:27,440
by donating their
body to science.
939
00:57:28,570 --> 00:57:29,570
Everybody,
940
00:57:31,310 --> 00:57:34,840
please say hello, to Jane Doe.
941
00:57:36,270 --> 00:57:37,540
Here we just call her Jane.
942
00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,580
She was a 72-year-old
woman who died
943
00:57:40,630 --> 00:57:42,670
of sepsis from a
viral infection.
944
00:57:44,630 --> 00:57:46,980
Hey, are you okay over here?
945
00:57:48,370 --> 00:57:49,770
Just trying to
get a better look.
946
00:57:50,850 --> 00:57:52,290
It's okay to be upset.
947
00:57:53,330 --> 00:57:54,340
I'm not.
948
00:57:54,770 --> 00:57:55,820
Hey.
949
00:57:57,290 --> 00:57:59,380
You know, it's
totally normal, okay,
950
00:57:59,430 --> 00:58:01,520
especially for those of
us who have been exposed
951
00:58:01,560 --> 00:58:03,820
to the possibility of
death at a very young age.
952
00:58:03,870 --> 00:58:06,040
I mean, it's really
overwhelming.
953
00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:08,220
No, the sterility of
this place is just messing
954
00:58:08,260 --> 00:58:09,390
with my eyes.
955
00:58:09,440 --> 00:58:11,350
- Right
- They must keep it really dry
956
00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,920
in here to preserve Jane.
957
00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:16,440
Hmm. Well you know that's
not really Jane Doe, right?
958
00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:18,490
Yeah, I know they're
protecting her identity.
959
00:58:19,010 --> 00:58:21,140
No, what I mean to
say is that, that is,
960
00:58:21,190 --> 00:58:24,020
it's just the body that
Jane Doe inhabited.
961
00:58:24,370 --> 00:58:25,630
It's not really her.
962
00:58:28,150 --> 00:58:29,460
Hey, you know what I think?
963
00:58:30,330 --> 00:58:33,200
I think that Jane's soul
is still alive somewhere.
964
00:58:36,460 --> 00:58:37,990
That's...
965
00:58:38,030 --> 00:58:39,820
that's pretty
sentimental hoodoo stuff
966
00:58:39,860 --> 00:58:41,820
for a biology teacher
in distress.
967
00:58:42,380 --> 00:58:45,470
Well, not all scientists
are cold and calculated.
968
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:49,610
Vulnerability is a gift.
969
00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:52,920
It makes us better.
970
00:58:57,350 --> 00:59:00,440
I'm gonna step outside before
I do any damage to my corneas.
971
00:59:11,020 --> 00:59:12,020
- I want one...
- Free bites?
972
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:12,940
...of the apple slices.
973
00:59:12,980 --> 00:59:14,150
Team.
974
00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:15,330
Like a fair trade
975
00:59:15,370 --> 00:59:16,330
Hey Mr. S.!
976
00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:17,720
Hey.
977
00:59:18,110 --> 00:59:19,200
You guys better bulk up.
978
00:59:19,250 --> 00:59:21,510
My test is gonna
melt your brains.
979
00:59:21,550 --> 00:59:22,510
Bring it on.
980
00:59:22,550 --> 00:59:24,900
Oh, see you after lunch.
981
00:59:25,380 --> 00:59:26,380
Bye.
982
00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:52,370
Good afternoon.
983
00:59:52,410 --> 00:59:55,200
Please join us in the
gymnasium for an emergency
984
00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,280
mandatory school-wide assembly.
985
00:59:58,460 --> 00:59:59,460
Thank you.
986
01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:11,730
Thank you for being here.
987
01:00:14,210 --> 01:00:20,790
It is with immeasurable grief
and regret, that I share
988
01:00:20,830 --> 01:00:22,610
this very tragic news with you.
989
01:00:26,180 --> 01:00:29,100
Mr. Shine was biking off
of campus this afternoon
990
01:00:29,140 --> 01:00:30,450
during lunch period,
991
01:00:31,190 --> 01:00:32,800
and...
992
01:00:32,840 --> 01:00:36,450
he was involved and killed in
a tragic automobile accident.
993
01:00:39,150 --> 01:00:41,630
As a member of the Oaks
family for the past 7 years,
994
01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:45,940
Mr. Shine was more than a
beloved biology teacher.
995
01:00:47,250 --> 01:00:48,640
He was a trusted mentor.
996
01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:50,820
His classes and,
997
01:00:55,950 --> 01:00:59,170
his classes and peer group
will be temporarily taken over
998
01:00:59,220 --> 01:01:03,520
by Mr. Dotnick, and we will
be hosting a memorial service
999
01:01:04,440 --> 01:01:08,530
where students and faculty will
have an opportunity to speak.
1000
01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,620
They said
it was impossible.
1001
01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:14,930
It cannot last.
1002
01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:17,970
It will never work.
1003
01:01:19,580 --> 01:01:23,280
Where others see the past,
we imagine the future.
1004
01:01:24,590 --> 01:01:27,240
And it is always
better than before.
1005
01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:38,600
History is made by those who
dare to see another world.
1006
01:01:39,130 --> 01:01:40,080
Not the world...
- Shit,
1007
01:01:40,130 --> 01:01:40,910
you really freaked me out.
1008
01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:43,390
Not the world as it is...
1009
01:01:43,430 --> 01:01:45,830
- Never seen you this upset.
- But the world is...
1010
01:01:45,870 --> 01:01:47,180
He was my favorite teacher.
1011
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:50,220
- The world that we deserve...
- I'm gonna get through this.
1012
01:01:50,920 --> 01:01:51,920
I'm...
1013
01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:53,970
gonna need to be
surrounded by positivity.
1014
01:01:56,230 --> 01:01:58,360
Dare to ask, what if we could?
1015
01:01:58,410 --> 01:02:00,320
Spare me that
bullshit today, please.
1016
01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:05,500
Somebody died, I'm allowing
you to not think positively.
1017
01:02:06,020 --> 01:02:08,890
If we just dare to believe...
1018
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,770
Look, I know you don't
like to talk about your mom,
1019
01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:21,340
but, I can sort of relate to
what you're going through.
1020
01:02:23,300 --> 01:02:24,520
Are you scared?
1021
01:02:26,170 --> 01:02:28,300
Steve Jobs had pancreatic
cancer and they cured him.
1022
01:02:29,830 --> 01:02:30,870
My mom will be fine.
1023
01:02:32,180 --> 01:02:33,530
I'm not sure it's that simple.
1024
01:02:35,620 --> 01:02:37,530
The doctors cured her
once, they'll do it again.
1025
01:02:39,970 --> 01:02:41,490
Yeah, definitely.
1026
01:02:43,020 --> 01:02:44,020
Maybe.
1027
01:02:47,630 --> 01:02:48,720
Look, it...
1028
01:02:51,150 --> 01:02:52,890
You don't want to get
caught off guard, either.
1029
01:02:53,630 --> 01:02:56,380
Might be smart to consider
all possibilities.
1030
01:02:59,770 --> 01:03:01,770
Why are you always
so pessimistic?
1031
01:03:02,030 --> 01:03:03,510
I'm realistic.
1032
01:03:14,920 --> 01:03:15,960
Good evening.
1033
01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:19,660
Tonight, I can report
to the American people
1034
01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:23,140
and to the world, that the
United States has conducted
1035
01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:26,670
an operation that killed
Osama Bin Laden, the leader of
1036
01:03:26,710 --> 01:03:30,410
Al Qaeda, and a terrorist who's
responsible for the murder
1037
01:03:30,450 --> 01:03:34,630
of thousands of innocent
men, women, and children.
1038
01:03:36,110 --> 01:03:37,330
It was nearly 10 years ago.
1039
01:03:38,850 --> 01:03:42,340
Look at you. Ah!
1040
01:03:42,900 --> 01:03:44,860
Oh, honey.
1041
01:03:45,210 --> 01:03:46,380
Do you like it?
1042
01:03:46,430 --> 01:03:48,120
I love it.
1043
01:03:48,170 --> 01:03:50,520
Last week, I determined
that we had enough
1044
01:03:50,560 --> 01:03:54,130
intelligence to take action
and authorized an operation
1045
01:03:54,170 --> 01:03:57,220
to get Osama Bin Laden
and bring him to justice.
1046
01:03:57,610 --> 01:03:58,790
Can you believe this?
1047
01:03:58,830 --> 01:04:00,350
- Today, at my direction...
- Hmm?
1048
01:04:00,610 --> 01:04:01,660
- Yeah.
- ...The United States
1049
01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:03,100
launched a targeted...
- I mean,
1050
01:04:03,140 --> 01:04:05,790
do you understand the
gravity of what's going on?
1051
01:04:05,840 --> 01:04:08,540
This is a significant
moment in history.
1052
01:04:09,010 --> 01:04:10,750
I knew we were gonna get him.
1053
01:04:11,930 --> 01:04:14,280
You knew we'd get
Osama Bin Laden?
1054
01:04:14,630 --> 01:04:16,850
I wasn't holding my breath,
it was just a matter of when.
1055
01:04:16,890 --> 01:04:18,940
He evaded capture
for 10 years,
1056
01:04:18,980 --> 01:04:21,460
I don't think anyone
thought it was a sure thing.
1057
01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:26,770
Senior prom,
graduation, Stanford,
1058
01:04:27,380 --> 01:04:28,640
it was all coming up, Claudia.
1059
01:04:30,380 --> 01:04:31,560
Though, even I had to admit
capturing Bin Laden was
1060
01:04:31,600 --> 01:04:32,600
icing on the cake.
1061
01:04:37,610 --> 01:04:40,350
♪ Come on, come on,
here we go now ♪
1062
01:04:40,390 --> 01:04:43,610
♪ Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
1063
01:04:43,960 --> 01:04:46,920
♪ Here comes a good life,
here we go now ♪
1064
01:04:48,360 --> 01:04:48,970
To the real prom!
1065
01:04:49,530 --> 01:04:51,140
This is it.
1066
01:04:51,190 --> 01:04:53,190
Topping off the list of perfect
high school accomplishments.
1067
01:04:53,540 --> 01:04:55,190
You really think all of
high school is perfect?
1068
01:04:55,500 --> 01:04:56,800
I've got one more
chance to get everything
1069
01:04:56,840 --> 01:04:58,060
I wanted from high school.
1070
01:04:58,110 --> 01:04:59,110
It's the last thing on the list.
1071
01:05:00,410 --> 01:05:01,590
I'm losing my virginity
tonight, prom night.
1072
01:05:01,980 --> 01:05:03,240
Ooh!
1073
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,200
No, high school boys
are so selfish in bed.
1074
01:05:05,240 --> 01:05:06,680
I'd wait till college
if I were you,
1075
01:05:06,720 --> 01:05:07,940
till they know
what they're doing.
1076
01:05:07,990 --> 01:05:09,550
Maybe you're just
sick of boys in general.
1077
01:05:09,860 --> 01:05:10,990
To college guys.
1078
01:05:11,550 --> 01:05:13,030
Yeah, to giving girls a shot.
1079
01:05:13,820 --> 01:05:14,820
Shot.
1080
01:05:15,990 --> 01:05:17,780
Well, I can't go
to college a virgin.
1081
01:05:18,690 --> 01:05:20,090
Fucking classic.
1082
01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:24,220
Okay, looks like someone's
had too much to drink.
1083
01:05:24,830 --> 01:05:26,480
You can pack everything
you want into those neat
1084
01:05:26,530 --> 01:05:28,480
little boxes in your head,
but you can't control me.
1085
01:05:29,310 --> 01:05:31,530
Well, I guess it's good you're
learning your limits now, this
1086
01:05:31,570 --> 01:05:33,750
way you won't be one of those
kids that goes too hard freshman
1087
01:05:33,790 --> 01:05:35,190
year, it's not
good for your rep.
1088
01:05:37,100 --> 01:05:38,360
I never applied.
1089
01:05:41,540 --> 01:05:42,930
When were you planning
on telling me that?
1090
01:05:43,630 --> 01:05:44,940
We're not married.
1091
01:05:45,850 --> 01:05:47,760
God, you're like a
human straitjacket.
1092
01:05:48,810 --> 01:05:50,120
Then what was the point?
1093
01:05:51,730 --> 01:05:53,640
Of all the opportunities we were
given, of all our hard work,
1094
01:05:54,420 --> 01:05:56,770
you go to a good university,
that's what you do.
1095
01:05:56,820 --> 01:05:58,690
Half the people you look
up to dropped out of college.
1096
01:05:58,730 --> 01:06:00,650
You sound
seriously delusional.
1097
01:06:00,690 --> 01:06:01,740
You think if I want
to be successful,
1098
01:06:01,780 --> 01:06:02,870
I shouldn't go to Stanford?
1099
01:06:04,260 --> 01:06:06,650
You're just some pawn
in this giant experiment.
1100
01:06:07,260 --> 01:06:08,480
There's no paradise, Claudia.
1101
01:06:08,830 --> 01:06:10,740
I know this place
isn't perfect.
1102
01:06:10,790 --> 01:06:12,090
I'm talking about you.
1103
01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:14,100
You have imperfections.
1104
01:06:14,140 --> 01:06:15,180
Oh, yeah, like what?
1105
01:06:16,490 --> 01:06:17,930
No, seriously, tell me
what's so wrong with me.
1106
01:06:17,970 --> 01:06:19,490
You buy into all of it.
1107
01:06:19,540 --> 01:06:21,280
You're blind to how
good you've got it.
1108
01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:23,410
I mean, I used to
look up to you,
1109
01:06:23,450 --> 01:06:26,370
it turns out you're just some
spoiled brat in designer clothes
1110
01:06:26,410 --> 01:06:29,110
who isn't smart or ambitious
enough to accomplish anything.
1111
01:06:29,150 --> 01:06:31,900
You wouldn't do anything on
your own if it weren't for me.
1112
01:06:31,940 --> 01:06:34,200
I'm going to change the world
while you float by aimlessly
1113
01:06:34,250 --> 01:06:35,730
on someone else's credit card.
1114
01:06:35,770 --> 01:06:37,470
You say you're
destined for greatness,
1115
01:06:37,510 --> 01:06:38,860
you don't even know who you are.
1116
01:06:38,900 --> 01:06:40,770
- What are you talking about?
- You're some fake
1117
01:06:40,820 --> 01:06:42,990
fucking robot who's scared
shitless all the time.
1118
01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:45,430
And I'm done
throwing you a line.
1119
01:06:54,700 --> 01:06:56,180
I was the
one with the plan,
1120
01:06:56,220 --> 01:06:58,840
the focus, the future.
1121
01:06:59,400 --> 01:07:00,970
I refused to give up.
1122
01:07:12,550 --> 01:07:13,550
Innovate.
1123
01:07:13,850 --> 01:07:15,160
What are you doing?
1124
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:17,680
Nothing.
1125
01:07:25,730 --> 01:07:27,040
Let's get out of here.
1126
01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:31,520
Come on.
1127
01:07:34,830 --> 01:07:35,920
Look at you.
1128
01:07:45,620 --> 01:07:47,580
You looked really
pretty tonight.
1129
01:07:48,150 --> 01:07:49,100
Thanks.
1130
01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:04,250
Congratulations on getting
into Carnegie Mellon.
1131
01:08:05,640 --> 01:08:06,640
Thanks.
1132
01:08:07,170 --> 01:08:08,470
Way to go on Stanford.
1133
01:08:08,950 --> 01:08:10,120
Wow.
1134
01:08:11,650 --> 01:08:12,520
As long as I've known you,
you haven't stopped talking
1135
01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:13,210
about wanting to get in there.
1136
01:08:14,390 --> 01:08:15,560
You actually made
your dream come true.
1137
01:08:16,480 --> 01:08:18,220
Not a dream, it was a plan.
1138
01:08:18,740 --> 01:08:19,960
Right.
1139
01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:21,440
Hey, we'll both be
studying engineering.
1140
01:08:21,830 --> 01:08:22,830
That's fun.
1141
01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:24,490
What are you talking about?
1142
01:08:25,920 --> 01:08:26,580
Carnegie Mellon has a
great engineering program.
1143
01:08:27,710 --> 01:08:28,710
I'm sure you'll do
really well there.
1144
01:08:29,970 --> 01:08:31,930
Oh, I'm... actually
done with all that.
1145
01:08:33,230 --> 01:08:35,110
Yeah, I'm gonna
major in philosophy.
1146
01:08:36,280 --> 01:08:38,760
But numbers and coding
always come easily to you.
1147
01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:40,720
You were always on
the advanced track.
1148
01:08:40,760 --> 01:08:42,420
I had to work my ass
off just to keep up.
1149
01:08:43,290 --> 01:08:44,850
So?
1150
01:08:44,900 --> 01:08:46,200
So you have the potential
to become the next Zuckerberg
1151
01:08:46,250 --> 01:08:47,420
and you're squandering it.
1152
01:08:48,380 --> 01:08:50,560
You even sort of look like him.
1153
01:08:52,120 --> 01:08:53,950
Who gives a fuck? What?
1154
01:08:53,990 --> 01:08:56,080
I'm not defined by that
and I don't want to be.
1155
01:08:56,130 --> 01:08:58,650
This is my one life, I want
to do something that I enjoy.
1156
01:09:00,830 --> 01:09:02,520
Do you even like coding?
1157
01:09:04,220 --> 01:09:06,140
Nobody actually likes coding.
1158
01:09:06,180 --> 01:09:09,180
Yes, many actually do.
1159
01:09:11,660 --> 01:09:13,410
The technology
we've grown up with,
1160
01:09:14,230 --> 01:09:17,580
it's serving humanity,
I wanna do that, to build that.
1161
01:09:18,540 --> 01:09:19,540
It does.
1162
01:09:21,060 --> 01:09:22,720
Sometimes, sure.
1163
01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:26,070
But, okay, remember
in the 1950s,
1164
01:09:26,110 --> 01:09:28,460
tobacco companies paid
doctors to tell people that
1165
01:09:28,510 --> 01:09:29,990
smoking was good for them.
1166
01:09:30,810 --> 01:09:32,510
We are the new guinea
pig generation,
1167
01:09:32,550 --> 01:09:34,820
and trust me, this
shit is toxic.
1168
01:09:35,470 --> 01:09:36,990
Wow, jaded much?
1169
01:09:39,260 --> 01:09:41,130
I just can't wait
to get out of here.
1170
01:09:41,170 --> 01:09:42,220
Don't say that.
1171
01:09:46,790 --> 01:09:48,530
I've liked you
for a long time.
1172
01:09:50,310 --> 01:09:54,360
I thought you were kind
and smart and funny.
1173
01:09:57,450 --> 01:09:58,930
But you already knew that.
1174
01:10:12,510 --> 01:10:14,340
Whoa, whoa, what are you doing?
1175
01:10:15,210 --> 01:10:16,640
Don't you want to do it?
1176
01:10:16,990 --> 01:10:18,430
Not like this.
1177
01:10:20,560 --> 01:10:22,340
Hold on, slow down.
1178
01:10:22,820 --> 01:10:23,950
Can you just
put it in already?
1179
01:10:25,260 --> 01:10:25,910
Why are you rushing
this all of a sudden?
1180
01:10:26,220 --> 01:10:27,570
Why aren't you?
1181
01:10:29,260 --> 01:10:31,400
Look, you've waited forever to
make a move, I'm taking charge.
1182
01:10:31,440 --> 01:10:33,310
Taking charge of what?
1183
01:10:34,140 --> 01:10:36,970
Does this, does this mean
anything to you?
1184
01:10:37,970 --> 01:10:39,140
Of course it does.
1185
01:10:41,140 --> 01:10:43,060
It's my first time,
I'll always remember it.
1186
01:10:44,450 --> 01:10:46,110
Claudia, I love you.
1187
01:10:52,940 --> 01:10:54,290
Do you even like me?
1188
01:10:58,680 --> 01:11:00,030
I went to prom with you.
1189
01:11:00,820 --> 01:11:02,250
Now I'm begging you to fuck me.
1190
01:11:02,780 --> 01:11:03,910
What else do you need?
1191
01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:09,390
Let's cap off senior year
the way we're supposed to.
1192
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:11,780
Stop.
1193
01:11:11,830 --> 01:11:15,530
I was wrong to think
that you and this place
1194
01:11:15,570 --> 01:11:16,700
weren't one and the same.
1195
01:11:17,790 --> 01:11:20,270
Just another
Silicon Valley knockoff.
1196
01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:22,840
- Quentin.
- You can't treat
1197
01:11:22,880 --> 01:11:25,710
me like just another thing
to check off your to-do list.
1198
01:12:01,960 --> 01:12:02,970
Shit!
1199
01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:04,360
Goddamn.
1200
01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:07,320
Honey,
I waited up for you.
1201
01:12:08,450 --> 01:12:09,710
How was it?
1202
01:12:10,150 --> 01:12:11,930
Fan-fucking-tastic.
1203
01:12:13,190 --> 01:12:14,980
Okay, talk to me.
1204
01:12:15,850 --> 01:12:17,020
Hey.
1205
01:12:19,460 --> 01:12:20,810
Is this what
failing feels like?
1206
01:12:22,070 --> 01:12:23,070
It's horrible.
1207
01:12:23,120 --> 01:12:24,200
What did you fail at?
1208
01:12:26,690 --> 01:12:27,950
Had it all mapped out.
1209
01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:29,690
Perfect prom night.
1210
01:12:29,730 --> 01:12:30,730
Uh-huh.
1211
01:12:30,990 --> 01:12:32,470
I was going to
have sex with him
1212
01:12:32,520 --> 01:12:33,950
and then we were gonna go
to different schools and I'd
1213
01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:35,040
never have to see him again.
1214
01:12:35,080 --> 01:12:36,650
- Oh, boy.
- But I can fix this.
1215
01:12:37,220 --> 01:12:38,870
Skinny dipping, that'll work,
need to get him to come here.
1216
01:12:38,910 --> 01:12:41,050
Hey, come on, come on,
let's slow down, okay?
1217
01:12:41,920 --> 01:12:44,140
Okay, okay, come on, let it go,
it's over.
1218
01:12:44,180 --> 01:12:46,710
- Give it to me, give it to me.
- Let it go, it's over.
1219
01:12:47,270 --> 01:12:48,490
It's over.
1220
01:12:48,710 --> 01:12:51,010
Honey, you need to stop
with this pressure.
1221
01:12:51,060 --> 01:12:52,060
I had a plan.
1222
01:12:52,100 --> 01:12:53,490
We plan, God laughs.
1223
01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:56,190
Do I look amused?
1224
01:12:56,240 --> 01:12:58,410
Hey, things happen when
they're supposed to happen.
1225
01:12:58,460 --> 01:13:00,280
You have to learn to let go.
1226
01:13:01,110 --> 01:13:03,240
That spiritual crap is
for people that don't have
1227
01:13:03,290 --> 01:13:05,250
the willpower to go out
and make things happen.
1228
01:13:05,290 --> 01:13:07,200
Hey, don't take a shot at me!
1229
01:13:14,120 --> 01:13:15,470
Tonight was really important.
1230
01:13:15,950 --> 01:13:20,570
You can't just bend the
entire world to your will,
1231
01:13:20,610 --> 01:13:22,650
especially something like this.
1232
01:13:24,260 --> 01:13:25,870
Relationships are intimate.
1233
01:13:26,570 --> 01:13:27,790
They should have real meaning.
1234
01:13:27,830 --> 01:13:29,230
Mom, I didn't want
to marry him,
1235
01:13:29,270 --> 01:13:32,930
I just needed a nice guy
to, pop my cherry
1236
01:13:32,970 --> 01:13:34,190
and get it over with.
1237
01:13:34,230 --> 01:13:35,970
Wow.
1238
01:13:36,840 --> 01:13:39,240
Not everything has
to be so sentimental.
1239
01:13:39,850 --> 01:13:42,150
Well, some things
should have sentiment.
1240
01:13:44,810 --> 01:13:46,070
Hey.
1241
01:13:47,680 --> 01:13:49,160
You know how I went to that
city council meeting tonight?
1242
01:13:49,510 --> 01:13:51,290
Yeah, why'd you go to that?
1243
01:13:51,900 --> 01:13:53,420
Well, Apple announced
they were building their new
1244
01:13:53,470 --> 01:13:54,990
headquarters and they
wanted to talk about its
1245
01:13:55,030 --> 01:13:56,560
impact on the community.
1246
01:13:56,600 --> 01:13:58,560
The building they designed
looks like a giant spaceship,
1247
01:13:58,600 --> 01:14:03,260
but guess who showed up
to make the presentation?
1248
01:14:07,000 --> 01:14:08,000
No.
1249
01:14:08,440 --> 01:14:09,480
- Yeah.
- He was there?
1250
01:14:09,530 --> 01:14:10,880
- Yeah.
- You knew
1251
01:14:10,920 --> 01:14:12,230
this and you didn't tell me?
- No, I didn't know.
1252
01:14:12,270 --> 01:14:14,310
We all thought it was
gonna be Apple execs.
1253
01:14:14,360 --> 01:14:16,270
We were shocked when he
walked through the front door.
1254
01:14:17,580 --> 01:14:18,580
Claudia!
1255
01:14:18,880 --> 01:14:20,410
How could this happen?
1256
01:14:20,930 --> 01:14:23,580
He's the single most
important person in my life.
1257
01:14:23,630 --> 01:14:26,110
Well, that's lovely
to hear as your mother.
1258
01:14:26,150 --> 01:14:27,590
I love you and Dad, but...
1259
01:14:30,070 --> 01:14:31,590
you've got to understand
what he's done for us,
1260
01:14:31,640 --> 01:14:32,940
for the world.
1261
01:14:32,990 --> 01:14:35,340
- What?
- I need to be him!
1262
01:14:37,380 --> 01:14:39,250
Why can't you just be you?
1263
01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:44,340
I'm not good enough.
1264
01:15:02,710 --> 01:15:05,230
One day we'll look
back on this and laugh.
1265
01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:09,980
Do you think I could
still meet him one day?
1266
01:15:11,370 --> 01:15:13,160
You're gonna have a lot
of chances to meet him.
1267
01:15:13,200 --> 01:15:14,850
He's a very young man.
1268
01:15:34,260 --> 01:15:35,260
Hey.
1269
01:15:35,740 --> 01:15:36,960
It's the graduate.
1270
01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:38,830
Looking for you.
1271
01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:41,840
Ready for all this?
1272
01:15:43,190 --> 01:15:45,190
I've wanted to go to
Stanford my entire life.
1273
01:15:48,360 --> 01:15:50,410
Yeah, just um...
1274
01:15:54,590 --> 01:15:57,550
Don't go into college
with some preconceived
1275
01:15:57,590 --> 01:15:58,850
notion of what you
1276
01:15:59,460 --> 01:16:01,250
think you should be doing.
1277
01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:04,030
You know what I'm saying?
1278
01:16:04,900 --> 01:16:05,770
Just...
1279
01:16:06,600 --> 01:16:07,990
I want you to be happy.
1280
01:16:10,080 --> 01:16:11,650
I'm living the dream.
1281
01:16:13,430 --> 01:16:14,430
Yeah.
1282
01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:17,310
Okay.
1283
01:16:51,250 --> 01:16:54,260
At long last,
Mecca.
1284
01:17:12,930 --> 01:17:14,630
Epic, failure.
1285
01:17:16,320 --> 01:17:18,020
My very first computer
science lecture
1286
01:17:18,060 --> 01:17:19,760
may as well have been
taught underwater.
1287
01:17:20,850 --> 01:17:23,290
I told myself, if I just
worked harder than anyone else,
1288
01:17:23,720 --> 01:17:24,720
I could survive.
1289
01:17:26,200 --> 01:17:27,250
But that was a lie.
1290
01:17:29,420 --> 01:17:30,420
The truth?
1291
01:17:31,380 --> 01:17:32,770
I hated computer science.
1292
01:17:37,740 --> 01:17:39,690
I even took a
goddamn calligraphy class
1293
01:17:39,740 --> 01:17:41,560
just like the one
Steve Jobs took.
1294
01:17:44,050 --> 01:17:45,260
I was horrible at it.
1295
01:18:16,250 --> 01:18:17,250
No.
1296
01:18:22,780 --> 01:18:23,910
Oh my God.
1297
01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:25,170
No, no, no, no, no.
1298
01:18:27,570 --> 01:18:28,700
Fucking iPhone!
1299
01:18:42,670 --> 01:18:45,240
When one is buried,
are they not truly in the
1300
01:18:45,280 --> 01:18:46,760
presence of possibility?
1301
01:18:48,370 --> 01:18:51,850
Wasn't it Emerson who wrote,
It is not the length of life,
1302
01:18:51,900 --> 01:18:53,250
but the depth of life.
1303
01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:56,340
He who is not every day
conquering some fear
1304
01:18:56,380 --> 01:18:58,080
has not learned
the secret of life.
1305
01:18:58,950 --> 01:19:00,030
In this depth,
1306
01:19:00,080 --> 01:19:01,730
one is evergreen like a seed.
1307
01:19:03,390 --> 01:19:05,520
Indeed, I am a future flower.
1308
01:19:19,660 --> 01:19:20,660
Hey.
1309
01:19:21,140 --> 01:19:22,360
I've never seen you here before.
1310
01:19:23,320 --> 01:19:24,360
I'm a freshman.
1311
01:19:25,710 --> 01:19:27,020
Oh, no, I meant at our
creative writing group.
1312
01:19:28,540 --> 01:19:30,460
Oh, I just stumbled
in, it was an accident.
1313
01:19:32,280 --> 01:19:34,420
Well, I mean, if you
believe in accidents.
1314
01:19:36,850 --> 01:19:38,070
Is it cool if I sit?
1315
01:19:40,340 --> 01:19:41,640
Yeah, sure.
1316
01:19:46,210 --> 01:19:47,210
So...
1317
01:19:48,470 --> 01:19:49,480
what's your story?
1318
01:19:51,480 --> 01:19:52,870
I don't really have one.
1319
01:19:53,350 --> 01:19:54,790
Well, I mean, we all do.
1320
01:19:57,740 --> 01:19:59,530
Why don't you read me something?
1321
01:20:00,140 --> 01:20:01,270
Like what?
1322
01:20:01,310 --> 01:20:02,310
Anything.
1323
01:20:02,750 --> 01:20:04,060
Oh, I'm not a writer.
1324
01:20:04,970 --> 01:20:06,620
Then what are you studying?
1325
01:20:11,670 --> 01:20:12,670
I don't know.
1326
01:20:14,630 --> 01:20:15,460
I thought I did,
1327
01:20:15,850 --> 01:20:16,810
but,
1328
01:20:17,760 --> 01:20:19,370
now everything's changed.
1329
01:20:21,860 --> 01:20:23,200
Can't believe Steve Jobs died.
1330
01:20:25,510 --> 01:20:26,510
He did?
1331
01:20:28,080 --> 01:20:29,080
Are you kidding me?
1332
01:20:29,120 --> 01:20:30,390
Have you not seen the news?
1333
01:20:30,430 --> 01:20:31,430
No, I...
1334
01:20:32,260 --> 01:20:33,260
I don't...
1335
01:20:33,300 --> 01:20:34,740
I don't believe in cell phones.
1336
01:20:37,700 --> 01:20:38,740
Fantastic.
1337
01:20:40,090 --> 01:20:41,610
Bet you think you're too
good for a laptop, too.
1338
01:20:42,400 --> 01:20:44,360
What do you write your stories
with a quill and parchment?
1339
01:20:44,400 --> 01:20:45,400
Oh.
1340
01:20:46,310 --> 01:20:47,320
Okay.
1341
01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:49,360
Steve Jobs.
1342
01:20:50,750 --> 01:20:52,190
The King of Silicon Valley.
1343
01:20:53,840 --> 01:20:55,450
He was way more than that.
1344
01:20:56,760 --> 01:20:57,760
Really?
1345
01:20:58,810 --> 01:20:59,980
You want to know what I think?
1346
01:21:00,020 --> 01:21:01,460
I think,
1347
01:21:01,500 --> 01:21:05,160
that his whole act, changing the
world for the better,
1348
01:21:05,200 --> 01:21:08,820
not caring about the
money, it's all bullshit.
1349
01:21:10,510 --> 01:21:11,470
I mean,
1350
01:21:12,250 --> 01:21:14,130
he was a complete genius.
1351
01:21:15,690 --> 01:21:16,910
Most cult leaders are.
1352
01:21:17,820 --> 01:21:19,570
So, you're so convinced
that you need these
1353
01:21:19,610 --> 01:21:21,870
things to transcend your life.
1354
01:21:23,440 --> 01:21:25,440
It's almost impossible to
live without his little
1355
01:21:25,480 --> 01:21:28,440
inventions because every 30
seconds your brain craves the
1356
01:21:28,490 --> 01:21:30,920
dopamine hit it gets from
that little flash of light.
1357
01:21:31,970 --> 01:21:34,930
And if that wasn't enough, you
feed off likes, comments, posts,
1358
01:21:34,970 --> 01:21:37,150
tags, like a bunch of
little validation addicts.
1359
01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:41,940
You don't understand.
1360
01:21:43,150 --> 01:21:44,980
I grew up in the valley,
he was everything.
1361
01:21:46,770 --> 01:21:48,640
My... my whole world.
1362
01:21:54,730 --> 01:21:57,340
Well, what was it like
growing up in his shadow?
1363
01:22:09,830 --> 01:22:12,660
I finally realized it wasn't
Steve Jobs I was obsessed with.
1364
01:22:13,880 --> 01:22:16,540
It was his ability to envision
something out in the ether
1365
01:22:16,580 --> 01:22:18,100
beyond our wildest dreams.
1366
01:22:20,020 --> 01:22:23,590
And, to create one
thing after another,
1367
01:22:24,540 --> 01:22:28,290
out of nothing and share it
fearlessly with the world.
1368
01:22:29,900 --> 01:22:31,550
I mean, isn't that what
we're all here to do?
1369
01:22:35,160 --> 01:22:36,250
To contribute,
1370
01:22:38,170 --> 01:22:39,380
be brave,
1371
01:22:42,470 --> 01:22:44,780
and try to connect to
this very moment.
1372
01:22:46,480 --> 01:22:49,310
Our creations can
take infinite forms.
1373
01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:52,270
Thoughts.
1374
01:22:53,530 --> 01:22:54,620
Relationships.
1375
01:22:57,050 --> 01:22:58,100
Hopes and dreams.
1376
01:23:00,230 --> 01:23:01,230
Music.
1377
01:23:02,710 --> 01:23:03,710
Babies.
1378
01:23:06,760 --> 01:23:07,760
Memories.
1379
01:23:11,550 --> 01:23:14,160
People migrate to Silicon Valley
because they believe that
1380
01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:15,200
they can change the world.
1381
01:23:16,380 --> 01:23:17,900
There's something
unmistakable in the air.
1382
01:23:18,290 --> 01:23:19,770
A buzz, a belief.
1383
01:23:20,600 --> 01:23:23,690
A floating mist of
optimistic spirit.
1384
01:23:24,820 --> 01:23:27,130
And a desperate tangible
fear of failure.
1385
01:23:28,690 --> 01:23:31,040
Throughout history, we've
learned repeatedly that
1386
01:23:31,390 --> 01:23:34,440
people who blindly
follow their leaders,
1387
01:23:35,660 --> 01:23:38,050
folks who take
scripture too literally,
1388
01:23:38,100 --> 01:23:39,660
are the dangerous ones.
1389
01:23:40,360 --> 01:23:41,750
That's where I went off course.
1390
01:23:44,100 --> 01:23:45,840
It's not Silicon Valley
that's the problem.
1391
01:23:47,060 --> 01:23:49,020
It's what I did with it
that made it so perverse.
1392
01:23:50,240 --> 01:23:52,110
Silicon Valley only
looks to the future.
1393
01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,550
So here I am, turning back.
1394
01:24:02,950 --> 01:24:05,340
I no longer wish to
become Steve Jobs,
1395
01:24:07,820 --> 01:24:09,470
but to become, me.
1396
01:24:13,040 --> 01:24:14,040
So here it is.
1397
01:24:15,180 --> 01:24:16,180
This is mine.
1398
01:24:19,140 --> 01:24:20,270
And it's an original.
1399
01:24:23,180 --> 01:24:24,180
Any questions?
1400
01:25:17,190 --> 01:25:21,370
♪ Was lost inside
of my head ♪
1401
01:25:21,760 --> 01:25:25,460
♪ All my dreams were
a means to winning ♪
1402
01:25:27,290 --> 01:25:30,730
♪ Got too close to the edge
1403
01:25:31,340 --> 01:25:35,690
♪ Always eager to
know what was next ♪
1404
01:25:36,690 --> 01:25:40,830
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1405
01:25:41,260 --> 01:25:44,740
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1406
01:25:46,050 --> 01:25:47,180
♪ Take
1407
01:25:47,220 --> 01:25:50,310
♪ Take a breath in
1408
01:25:50,750 --> 01:25:54,670
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1409
01:25:56,100 --> 01:25:57,710
♪ And learn to let go
1410
01:25:57,760 --> 01:26:01,370
♪ Planned out every move
1411
01:26:01,720 --> 01:26:06,200
♪ But I was just
avoiding the truth ♪
1412
01:26:07,160 --> 01:26:10,990
♪ Sometimes we
all got to lose ♪
1413
01:26:11,380 --> 01:26:16,040
♪ Not everything's
shiny and new ♪
1414
01:26:16,640 --> 01:26:20,820
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1415
01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:24,700
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1416
01:26:26,000 --> 01:26:27,180
♪ Take
1417
01:26:27,220 --> 01:26:30,220
♪ Take a breath in
1418
01:26:30,790 --> 01:26:34,660
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1419
01:26:36,100 --> 01:26:38,710
♪ And learn to let go
1420
01:26:40,840 --> 01:26:43,190
♪ And learn to let go
1421
01:26:46,110 --> 01:26:47,110
♪ Let go
1422
01:26:48,500 --> 01:26:50,550
♪ Ooh
1423
01:26:53,030 --> 01:26:55,160
♪ Ooh
1424
01:26:58,340 --> 01:27:00,340
♪ Ahh
1425
01:27:02,600 --> 01:27:08,260
♪ I can't keep on
treading water ♪
1426
01:27:10,740 --> 01:27:18,400
♪ 'Cause I know I'm
slipping under ♪
1427
01:27:18,920 --> 01:27:24,060
♪ Spin in circles
going nowhere ♪
1428
01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:34,810
♪ So might as well surrender
1429
01:27:35,460 --> 01:27:40,340
♪ Now that I'm not in the way
1430
01:27:48,430 --> 01:27:52,740
♪ Girl, open your eyes up
1431
01:27:53,090 --> 01:27:56,740
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1432
01:27:57,790 --> 01:27:59,090
♪ Take
1433
01:27:59,140 --> 01:28:02,450
♪ Take a breath in
1434
01:28:02,490 --> 01:28:06,360
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1435
01:28:07,320 --> 01:28:11,590
♪ Oh, open your eyes up
1436
01:28:11,930 --> 01:28:15,370
♪ Lose your grip and
swallow the sun ♪
1437
01:28:16,590 --> 01:28:17,900
♪ Take
1438
01:28:17,940 --> 01:28:21,030
♪ Take a breath in
1439
01:28:21,290 --> 01:28:25,600
♪ Let the pieces fall
where they might ♪
1440
01:28:26,690 --> 01:28:29,080
♪ And learn to let go
1441
01:28:31,390 --> 01:28:33,780
♪ And learn to let go
1442
01:28:36,130 --> 01:28:38,530
♪ And learn to let go
1443
01:28:40,790 --> 01:28:43,230
♪ And learn to let go
1444
01:28:45,450 --> 01:28:47,930
♪ And learn to let go
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