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We had it figured out, didn't we?
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What we needed from the other, our
proper roles, a less dictatorial
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approach to the coven as embraced by my
love.
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A dreamy kind of balance.
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Ah, July 1949.
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The reading room.
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We broke into the same library every
night that month.
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Hypnotized security, as one does.
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Flipped the lights, laid our backs on
long tables, stared up at the ceiling.
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Hot. Iron pillars holding up terracotta
domes. A light trick that made the
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ceiling appear higher than it was.
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And why not pass a month that way?
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An effortless, eternal life ahead of us.
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Funny thing.
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Trying to remember what occupied one's
time when one was ignorant of the
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plotting around him.
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Grab that.
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Santiago had broken into our park.
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I'm sorry.
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Grab what?
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Hmm? Oh, it's just a note to my
assistant. It's nothing.
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What did you want to grab, Daniel?
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It's a thing with syntax. I see it a
lot. The impersonal pronoun.
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One. One's time.
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One didn't.
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Becomes the third person. Him.
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Stops being I or me.
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And that indicates what?
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You're circling something.
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You're getting close to something you
want distance from.
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Language as a chicken exit on a roller
coaster.
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Or it's daytime.
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And the vampire of Louis' age is
fighting the narcoleptic pull of the
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sun.
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Or that.
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Ah.
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Is this Malik?
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It is, sir.
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You're the guy.
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You're going to chase me down in your
little Jimmy Choo sneakers, sir.
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Shall we take our business to the living
room?
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Who are they?
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They are not your concern.
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Hey!
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Who are you?
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Friends. If you'll excuse us.
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Your friend here is a hot-headed young
man.
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Good thing to be.
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Tell him to buy a bouquet.
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Crash it into the guardrails.
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What was that?
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Armand rarely eats.
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So when he does, he prefers to hunt for
it. Does Malik know he's lunch?
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Are you recording? No.
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Malik knows if he makes it on foot.
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to Jumeirah Mosque by evening, he'll be
paid enough crypto to, well,
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most anything he wants.
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Has anyone ever cashed in?
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Often it's someone carefully chosen for
the harm he does the world with his
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chosen profession.
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And when he can't find an arms dealer
dumb enough to answer his ad?
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Someone half in love with an easeful
death.
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He's ditching us.
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We don't have Malik begging for it in an
hour.
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His methodology, it's never violent, I
assure you.
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Follow up with the vampire Armand about
diet and exercise.
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And once again, Louis alone with
himself.
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So, everything in its right place before
the theater burns down.
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In middle school.
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You stole your dad's Playboy magazine,
sold them at retail.
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I'm sorry.
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A little dirty, a little deceitful, but
it's enterprising. Is that what makes
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you fascinating?
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The girl! In high school, you told a
girl you'd only do her.
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Yes. She had a paper bag over her head.
She agreed, and you did it. Daniel.
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How long?
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Is your boyfriend's lunch again?
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An hour? Two at most?
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Let's change it up. I was going over my
notes last night. Something he said on
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his initial flight to the bookshelves
caught my ear.
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This time I won't save your life.
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Armand saved you from me in 1973.
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Yeah, you bit me, I blacked out, he
ripped you off me, dumped me in a drug
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den. Yes.
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500 years, hundreds of thousands of
kills.
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How often has Armand spared a life?
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Armand could see I was partial to you.
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Armand preserves my happiness, even when
I don't or can't.
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He had a hunch you might prove fruitful
in later times.
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Okay, sure.
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Let's go with that.
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Our first interview, the fog, I mean,
it's the 70s,
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all a blur.
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Woke up in a parking lot in Milwaukee,
once don't know how I got there. What's
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the question, Daniel?
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We had drinks. You paid.
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We kept to your place in Divisadero. You
paid.
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That's right.
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Did we?
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I like what you've done with the place.
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Getting some bail, boss, man.
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Who's the fourth?
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Five.
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I want a few of these places.
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Oh, yeah?
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How many?
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Many.
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Are you a real estate mogul?
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Oh, a lot of things.
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Does that scare you, boy?
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So you climb in it, close the lid, and
bang?
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Sometimes.
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Okay.
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I mean, I'm into countercultures.
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So am I the first guy that you brought
back here?
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The pit?
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Backgammon?
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Well, that's wholesome.
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Old-timey bun from the Sasanian Empire.
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Oh.
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Cheeseburgers or chicken chow mein? Take
your pick.
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Oh, well.
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All of your slickness at the bar, all
that's gone.
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What do I seem like now, boy?
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The veteran of many wars?
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It's yours.
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Cocaine's a fun boy's drug.
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I'm not fun.
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All right, so yourself.
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I prefer you like the all dark and real.
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Maybe I could cheer you up.
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What are you doing?
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Fulfilling my side of the social
contract.
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Do you normally interview your subjects
with your shirt on?
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Huh?
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So, we didn't.
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No.
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I really, I really thought we did.
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Do you want to now?
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He sometimes lingers when boats come
into harbor.
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San Francisco.
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Psychedelics, disco biscuits, angel
powders, and young men.
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Just about every night I lived there,
you offered something off the menu.
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Louis de Pointe de Lac from New Orleans.
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You specialize in low-end real estate.
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I like predicting what overlooked
product will flourish in time.
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Low-end property, little known art.
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Worth is often miscalculated because
of... You?
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Minor factors.
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You can squeeze profit out of that
margin.
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Did you gravitate to Sam Fran as a hub
for homophiles?
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Paris.
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In the 1940s.
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With its permissive, laissez-aller
sexual atmosphere was the more
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formative. Liberation for me.
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Take this seriously.
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I am.
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I forgot to put a tape in.
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I'm a vampire.
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Okay. I mean, I'm really interested to
know why you believe that.
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Are those fangs?
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Hi. Fuck, man.
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Are you the Zodiac Killer?
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Don't be afraid to start the tape.
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Okay.
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It's on now.
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Um, first question.
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You weren't always a vampire, were you?
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No. I was a 33-year-old man when I
became a vampire.
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How did it come about?
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There's a simple answer to that.
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I don't believe I want to give simple
answers.
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I want to tell the real story.
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You smoked shaky cigarette after shaky
cigarette.
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You shook more then than you do now.
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What I remember most, other than that
you were an alien five feet from me, was
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how eager you were to spill.
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No coaxing on my part. No journalism per
se. You were terrified of me, Daniel.
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You were lonely, Louie.
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It was gratifying to tell you what I was
after mingling with humans for so long.
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You weren't thrill-seeking.
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You were floundering, tape after tape of
emotional upshot. Where's this leading,
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Daniel?
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I have some outstanding questions about
1973.
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Like...
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Why you talk to me in the first place?
Yeah, curiosity, swagger. Nah. I would
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chat for a few hours, and then who would
come looking if another drug-addled
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homophile disappeared?
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The Berkeley Barb?
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Malik will be dead in two hours. You've
made me an accessory to murder, and
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you've had 13 sessions.
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I want 20 minutes.
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For me.
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I want to know, for me, what happened
between us.
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Okay? Okay.
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Okay.
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Then let me ask you this, Daniel Malloy.
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What's the next thing you remember?
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You eviscerating Lestat.
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He had a dark pull.
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A numbing affect on the senses. He was a
handsome statement. Yeah, I mean, I know
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the type. He stripped away his
superficial charms beneath his flimsy
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gentleman's veneer. The thought was
trivial,
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vapid, vulgar, maniacal, blind,
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and sterile, and contemptible. Big time
asshole.
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He appeared frail and stupid to me, a
man made of dried twigs with a thin,
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carping voice.
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And for all that Lestat boasted about
his love of music, he played without
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an iota of feeling.
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Nothing. No one home.
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Like an automaton, plunking away at the
notes with all the emotional acuity of a
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monster.
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Yeah, but you were suggestible. I mean,
he lured you in, you know.
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He's a faker, but you figured that out.
Just by then, you paid a biblical price
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for your first love.
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I'm sorry.
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I didn't mean to. No.
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That. was an astute boy.
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You see?
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You were nimble-minded even back then.
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I was a moron.
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Will you, uh, do the fang thing again?
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I love that, man. Just for reference,
that was Louis de Pointe de Lac just now
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making his fangs come out.
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Oh, shit.
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Tape ran out. It's a 30-minute thing. If
I had been an actual journalist and, you
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know, not fried on Coke and lewds, I
would have realized what a dangerously
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unstable psyche I was with. Because the
next thing that happened was you
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detonated.
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I sat on that bench in Jackson Square,
watched
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Claudia disappear into the night.
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I'm kind of with her.
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Get off that bench, brother.
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I pictured her on the platform, boarding
the train, carrying her off into her
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future. A future I would be absent from.
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Or you'd just pick yourself up.
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Stay behind with Lestat.
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And I knew within seconds it was the
only choice.
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The wrong choice.
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And then what?
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Then what?
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Nothing but the bench I was sitting on.
So I stayed on it for hours.
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All I had to do was watch the sun come
up, let it bleach my bones,
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purify the putrid soul.
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Are you kidding me? What, you were just
going to end it?
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I mean, what about life? Like joyride
and night swimming and marriage and
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cancer and all of that till the death
rattle.
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I mean, we gotta carry all this shit,
and you had to take it out, and you were
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just gonna throw it away?
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You've opened up now, boy. Listen, no,
obviously you didn't do it, but you were
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given the gift, and I've been hearing
you bitch the night away about it, and
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since you used the past tense about her,
I figured she... She what?
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Well, I could see where this is going,
and... And what?
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And... Give it to me.
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I won't waste it.
256
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I think you could use me. I think we
have an energy, you and me.
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I could be your Lestat, your Claudia,
but better. I mean, I got a little bit
258
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of both of them in me, plus a few things
they don't.
259
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This, after all I've told you, is what
you asked for, boy!
260
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Yeah, well, you don't know what human
life is like. I mean, you've forgotten,
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man. I mean, you don't understand the
meaning of your own story.
262
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Suicide hotline 101.
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Don't say to the person on the other end
of the line, hey, why don't you cheer
264
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the fuck up? I overreacted. Not sure
that killing me was a totally warranted
265
00:18:04,430 --> 00:18:07,770
response to my idiot thing? I took a
scoop out of your throat. I deserve to
266
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have my ass kicked.
267
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For the sheer number of times I said,
and then what?
268
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All the drugs in your blood, it all went
back into me. Probably why I can't
269
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remember anything else. Prize winning
journalism.
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00:18:16,410 --> 00:18:17,410
And then what?
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I, um...
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Daniel? Yeah.
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A hesitation.
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I have a surprise for you. Kind of a
curveball, which will seem like less of
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a surprise and more like an ambush.
276
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Is that our original interview?
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Turns out I had a copy saved in the
cloud.
278
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You're a liar, Dad. So are you, Louie.
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Whether you know it or not.
280
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You remember the last nine minutes at
the end?
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Betty Hutton drowning out the
indecipherable moaning and yelling?
282
00:19:22,260 --> 00:19:26,020
Yes. Well, um... My researcher
assistant.
283
00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:29,820
She's a bit of an audiophile.
284
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And, well, she cleaned it up a bit.
285
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Press pause on the betrayal of it all
and listen.
286
00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:57,620
That wet thud?
287
00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:00,460
That's Armand saving me.
288
00:20:05,740 --> 00:20:06,740
What?
289
00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:15,800
What? Morning!
290
00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:17,620
I lost time.
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00:20:19,040 --> 00:20:22,200
Things got a little heated. With a boy!
Things got heated with a boy!
292
00:20:22,890 --> 00:20:27,050
I was at home picking lint off the sofa.
I said to join us. The night's gone. The
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room's soiled. And once again, I'm here
with mop and mindlessness to clean it
294
00:20:31,190 --> 00:20:35,210
up. So the room got dirty. So what? I
clean it up. No, I clean it up.
295
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You make the mess and I clean it up.
296
00:20:37,890 --> 00:20:41,910
Mark it on the calendar. Align it with
Ursa Major. Louise, try annual. Fuck off
297
00:20:41,910 --> 00:20:44,350
and find me with apologies to follow.
I'm sorry.
298
00:20:44,610 --> 00:20:48,350
But seek comfort in the arms of low life
and unfortunate and broken children.
299
00:20:48,410 --> 00:20:52,890
Fine. Fine. Fine. It doesn't sound like
fine. But revealing... nature to a
300
00:20:52,890 --> 00:20:56,330
reporter. You met in a bar ten hours
ago. What if it was published?
301
00:20:56,670 --> 00:20:59,750
I was having so much fun. I was in the
middle of ending things.
302
00:21:00,150 --> 00:21:03,450
You already passed out on the floor next
to him, Louis.
303
00:21:04,210 --> 00:21:06,770
Out on your feet from the drugs you
suffered. This is boring.
304
00:21:07,690 --> 00:21:08,730
You're boring.
305
00:21:09,510 --> 00:21:11,790
You are so boring.
306
00:21:12,010 --> 00:21:13,010
And here come the drugs.
307
00:21:24,300 --> 00:21:28,460
By the world's softest, beigest pillow.
308
00:21:28,860 --> 00:21:34,840
The ten hours I spent with that boy were
more exciting,
309
00:21:35,040 --> 00:21:40,260
more fascinating than decades with you.
310
00:21:44,620 --> 00:21:46,220
Oh, there it is.
311
00:21:46,640 --> 00:21:52,340
The half-blank, half-apocalyptic look.
But what does it mean tonight?
312
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:13,240
But am I as boring as the blather
committed onto the ferric tapes of your
313
00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:14,780
fascinating boy?
314
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:20,060
Oh, it's so hard to beat me. Picking
lint? It's so hard to kill humans.
315
00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:27,960
Everyone I know
316
00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:28,960
wrongs me.
317
00:22:29,060 --> 00:22:30,060
Okay, okay.
318
00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:32,840
Let's wake the boy up and let's try you.
319
00:22:33,340 --> 00:22:36,220
I'm the vampire Armand and my daddy...
320
00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:42,440
me into a little bitch. My daughter
321
00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:48,560
was my sister, was my throw pillow. When
he would look at me kindly,
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I'd talk shit about him the whole time.
The
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name, the name unuttered in our home for
23
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00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:06,260
years said over and over again until it
was pounding in my brain.
325
00:23:06,460 --> 00:23:11,700
Like a hammer. Our problems aren't about
him. And you threw her name around just
326
00:23:11,700 --> 00:23:13,540
for cover, but it always circled back to
him.
327
00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:17,160
I loved her. But she didn't love you.
328
00:23:17,940 --> 00:23:18,940
Not like he did.
329
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:20,240
Not like I have.
330
00:23:40,460 --> 00:23:42,620
It's, uh, Harris.
331
00:23:43,500 --> 00:23:44,500
Harris.
332
00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:45,880
Can you hear that?
333
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:49,100
Can you hear that? Can you hear her?
334
00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:51,180
She's calling me.
335
00:23:58,740 --> 00:24:00,940
I think that's you running out of the
room.
336
00:24:01,900 --> 00:24:02,900
Hear that?
337
00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:06,380
Second door slam, farther off.
338
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:08,920
What's that second door slam?
339
00:24:10,700 --> 00:24:13,420
Remember, I don't remember any of that.
First door open.
340
00:24:14,540 --> 00:24:15,540
Slam.
341
00:24:16,020 --> 00:24:17,020
Footsteps.
342
00:24:18,420 --> 00:24:19,740
Second door slam.
343
00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:21,960
Metal door.
344
00:24:23,620 --> 00:24:26,000
Armand calls your name.
345
00:24:27,700 --> 00:24:29,360
He runs after you.
346
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:31,340
Metal door opens.
347
00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:32,760
It screws.
348
00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:35,560
A few more seconds.
349
00:24:37,260 --> 00:24:38,640
Tape runs out.
350
00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:43,060
Where does Armand follow you, Louie?
351
00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:45,080
It's morning.
352
00:24:46,780 --> 00:24:48,080
You went out of the room.
353
00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:52,160
Door open.
354
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:55,600
Slam.
355
00:24:56,180 --> 00:24:57,180
Step.
356
00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:00,880
Metal door.
357
00:25:40,430 --> 00:25:41,450
Into the sun.
358
00:25:44,530 --> 00:25:45,830
You remember that?
359
00:25:53,430 --> 00:25:55,230
I'm remembering it now.
360
00:25:58,550 --> 00:26:01,190
Let me ask you a really loaded question,
Louie.
361
00:26:02,750 --> 00:26:03,930
And then what?
362
00:26:06,750 --> 00:26:10,090
My skin burnt to the color of...
363
00:26:13,610 --> 00:26:14,670
Coming off me.
364
00:26:15,070 --> 00:26:16,070
The pain.
365
00:26:16,970 --> 00:26:18,270
Like a siren.
366
00:26:18,810 --> 00:26:22,430
Like a noise in my body.
367
00:26:24,170 --> 00:26:26,350
I walked out into the sun.
368
00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:28,970
I think so.
369
00:26:29,570 --> 00:26:30,930
Pieces of my life.
370
00:26:31,730 --> 00:26:32,730
Gone.
371
00:26:34,130 --> 00:26:37,370
I knew who I was without those pieces.
Wait.
372
00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:39,610
Sidestep the big picture.
373
00:26:40,030 --> 00:26:41,950
Get the story straight first.
374
00:26:55,740 --> 00:26:56,740
The pain.
375
00:26:58,620 --> 00:26:59,820
Must be exquisite.
376
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:03,680
What happened?
377
00:27:05,340 --> 00:27:06,760
You drained a drug fiend.
378
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,800
You said the worst things you've ever
said to me.
379
00:27:10,220 --> 00:27:11,640
And then you ran outside.
380
00:27:12,180 --> 00:27:14,420
And now you're a convalescent.
381
00:27:18,350 --> 00:27:19,350
What is it?
382
00:27:19,830 --> 00:27:20,830
I'm sorry.
383
00:27:22,010 --> 00:27:23,010
Meaningless word.
384
00:27:24,890 --> 00:27:25,890
Meaningless.
385
00:27:27,190 --> 00:27:29,750
The floor slants slightly north.
386
00:27:30,250 --> 00:27:32,050
The boy's blood flowed that way.
387
00:27:32,390 --> 00:27:35,550
We should fix that before we sell.
388
00:27:37,250 --> 00:27:38,250
He's alive?
389
00:27:40,410 --> 00:27:41,410
The boy.
390
00:27:42,470 --> 00:27:44,450
The fascinating boy.
391
00:27:45,750 --> 00:27:46,750
He's fine.
392
00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:52,480
Don't. He's just fine.
393
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:55,080
Don't. No, he's fine.
394
00:27:55,620 --> 00:28:00,000
You're fine. This is fine. We're all
fine.
395
00:28:01,220 --> 00:28:04,120
You two kept me in that apartment for
how long?
396
00:28:04,340 --> 00:28:06,260
He was there, Daniel. I don't remember.
397
00:28:06,660 --> 00:28:08,500
That's why I'm asking.
398
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,860
I can remember a few things.
399
00:28:13,700 --> 00:28:15,300
Like... He's just fine.
400
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:17,300
There's someone else there.
401
00:28:17,500 --> 00:28:18,500
He's fine.
402
00:28:23,660 --> 00:28:25,280
A cellophane corpse on the floor.
403
00:28:26,360 --> 00:28:27,360
Meaningless word.
404
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:29,520
Meaningless.
405
00:28:30,620 --> 00:28:34,000
A neighbor saw you while he was taking
out the trash. I had to chase him down.
406
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:42,000
Floor slants slightly north.
407
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:43,900
The boy's blood flowed that way.
408
00:28:49,550 --> 00:28:52,490
There's a TV in the corner near the
corpse.
409
00:28:52,790 --> 00:28:55,470
Some kind of sock or shoe commercial.
410
00:28:55,890 --> 00:28:59,990
These sheets of plastic tarp, some duct
tape, bleach.
411
00:29:01,930 --> 00:29:03,370
Surely I'm next.
412
00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:10,910
I can see him walking out of the
413
00:29:10,910 --> 00:29:14,210
bedroom. I can hear you, but I can't see
you.
414
00:29:14,710 --> 00:29:16,230
Door frame is blocked.
415
00:29:16,670 --> 00:29:17,970
Okay, yeah.
416
00:29:18,730 --> 00:29:25,650
Armand looks at the table back and finds
the recorder under the
417
00:29:25,650 --> 00:29:29,190
TV, brings it to the table.
418
00:29:30,850 --> 00:29:37,490
He ejects the tape, flips it over, and
419
00:29:37,490 --> 00:29:40,370
practices play.
420
00:29:42,110 --> 00:29:44,750
I hear a muffler on the recorder.
421
00:30:13,629 --> 00:30:14,910
Right. Curious.
422
00:30:15,530 --> 00:30:16,990
Armand stands over you.
423
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:18,880
He commandeered your body.
424
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:20,280
Rise.
425
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:27,640
Armand.
426
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:31,140
From Polynesian Marys, I was with Louis.
427
00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:34,160
I can't move. Move your body.
428
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:36,920
Yeah.
429
00:30:41,340 --> 00:30:43,320
I don't want to die.
430
00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:46,300
On that item.
431
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:49,600
I think I know something you don't.
432
00:30:55,860 --> 00:30:58,500
I'm told you've lived a fascinating
life.
433
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,120
I never said that. No, Louie did.
434
00:31:01,420 --> 00:31:03,400
Leave him alone, Ahmad.
435
00:31:07,680 --> 00:31:10,900
Ahmad! You held Louie's attention.
436
00:31:12,340 --> 00:31:15,000
He confessed his innermost secret to
you.
437
00:31:15,380 --> 00:31:16,560
I want a drug.
438
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:19,120
We didn't even have sex.
439
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:24,720
128 boys he's brought here. And you're
the first he didn't consummate and
440
00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:27,060
drain. That makes you special.
441
00:31:28,460 --> 00:31:31,920
That warrants investigation.
442
00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:34,000
I could be on my knees in a second.
443
00:31:35,500 --> 00:31:38,480
Bartering with desire, is that what
makes you fascinating?
444
00:31:38,980 --> 00:31:40,520
He didn't even want me in the end.
445
00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:42,540
I mean, look at my neck.
446
00:31:42,780 --> 00:31:44,960
I'm fucking bleeding down to my ankles.
447
00:31:49,410 --> 00:31:50,410
Vera?
448
00:31:50,770 --> 00:31:54,270
She's a fickle mother, lives in a titty
bar on Market Street.
449
00:31:54,830 --> 00:32:00,230
Kevin? She's a Vietnam vet who lives in
the Castro with his Vietnamese 52
450
00:32:00,230 --> 00:32:01,330
boyfriend with no legs.
451
00:32:01,630 --> 00:32:05,450
You think in all these fools you've
arrived at some ineffable truth?
452
00:32:05,710 --> 00:32:08,850
No. It's all bullshit. An instinct to
sell her face.
453
00:32:09,130 --> 00:32:10,890
Is that what makes you fascinating?
454
00:32:11,550 --> 00:32:12,550
Yes.
455
00:32:14,530 --> 00:32:16,150
I'm good at getting angles.
456
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:19,460
Getting people to open up.
457
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:23,200
I can't feel my body. It's freaking me
out.
458
00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:25,740
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
459
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:34,120
Armand! You're going to teach me how to
be fascinating.
460
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:36,780
Leave him be, Armand!
461
00:32:39,100 --> 00:32:43,720
In middle school, you stole your dad's
Playboy magazine, sold them at recess.
462
00:32:43,980 --> 00:32:48,210
A little dirty, a little deceitful. But
it's enterprising. Is that what makes
463
00:32:48,210 --> 00:32:49,210
you fascinating?
464
00:32:49,490 --> 00:32:54,770
In high school, you told a girl you'd
only do her if she had a paper bag over
465
00:32:54,770 --> 00:32:58,250
her head. She agreed, and you did it
even as she cried.
466
00:32:58,550 --> 00:33:02,990
A splinter of coldness in you. Is that
what makes you fascinating?
467
00:33:03,510 --> 00:33:07,690
My legs are starting to cramp. Even if
transgressions are ordinary, Louis, the
468
00:33:07,690 --> 00:33:10,110
pinhole's closing back up. Okay, it's
you who's fascinating.
469
00:33:11,490 --> 00:33:12,830
You can read minds, right?
470
00:33:13,090 --> 00:33:14,710
Louis thinks I'm boring.
471
00:33:15,470 --> 00:33:17,590
Do you find me boring?
472
00:33:21,170 --> 00:33:23,670
Do you
473
00:33:23,670 --> 00:33:29,070
want to hear my story?
474
00:33:30,110 --> 00:33:31,710
Yes. Yes.
475
00:33:34,870 --> 00:33:38,910
My first memory.
476
00:33:40,890 --> 00:33:43,070
I'm being run down by slavers in Delhi.
477
00:33:45,260 --> 00:33:46,260
My second.
478
00:33:57,440 --> 00:33:58,860
An eager black hole.
479
00:34:05,540 --> 00:34:06,540
I'll keep digging.
480
00:34:09,020 --> 00:34:10,060
But I'm late.
481
00:34:11,159 --> 00:34:14,719
Not hopeful there's much more to you,
Daniel, other than a hole.
482
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:26,320
I was in Zeliznogorsk to interview an
operative for the KGB.
483
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,400
Halfway through, I tried to go to the
bathroom. He'd locked me in.
484
00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:34,179
I was the one being interviewed.
485
00:34:34,739 --> 00:34:35,739
Your point?
486
00:34:37,420 --> 00:34:38,420
I don't know.
487
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:40,239
No point.
488
00:34:40,679 --> 00:34:42,260
other than fuck your boyfriend.
489
00:34:42,659 --> 00:34:45,080
Raid is an imprecise emotion.
490
00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:49,760
I'd hurt him, but I was fragile, an
invalid.
491
00:34:51,260 --> 00:34:52,940
Spiro Agnew.
492
00:34:53,739 --> 00:34:54,739
Daniel?
493
00:34:55,199 --> 00:34:59,420
Daniel? Washington insiders are claiming
this Saturday evening that Vice
494
00:34:59,420 --> 00:35:00,700
President Spiro T.
495
00:35:00,900 --> 00:35:04,920
Agnew may be close to resigning in light
of ongoing investigations.
496
00:35:06,450 --> 00:35:10,430
Prosecutors will soon present evidence
to a Baltimore grand jury over the vice
497
00:35:10,430 --> 00:35:13,270
president's allegedly receiving
illegal... Saturday.
498
00:35:13,710 --> 00:35:16,550
It was Saturday. But we met on Tuesday.
499
00:35:16,970 --> 00:35:20,370
So I was the house pet for... What?
500
00:35:20,750 --> 00:35:23,770
One, two, three more days.
501
00:35:25,610 --> 00:35:28,690
Your boyfriend... I'm with him now.
502
00:35:29,110 --> 00:35:31,930
...was in a trance of some sort. I won't
tell you why.
503
00:35:32,210 --> 00:35:35,530
I don't know. I can't. No. Lunch is
almost over. Try.
504
00:35:36,490 --> 00:35:39,290
You fucking try. You were there. Go back
to the chair.
505
00:35:39,570 --> 00:35:40,570
There's a TV.
506
00:35:43,370 --> 00:35:45,170
Feet in the box shit is bullshit.
507
00:35:45,430 --> 00:35:47,330
You're in the chair. The TV is on.
508
00:35:48,270 --> 00:35:52,150
I can't get up. It hurts.
509
00:35:52,690 --> 00:35:53,910
Put me in the coffin.
510
00:35:55,110 --> 00:35:56,110
Coffin.
511
00:35:57,730 --> 00:35:58,970
Yeah, it's you.
512
00:35:59,210 --> 00:36:00,710
You keep saying coffin.
513
00:36:03,350 --> 00:36:04,750
My nose is bleeding.
514
00:36:05,450 --> 00:36:07,830
Come on, can you come?
515
00:36:08,110 --> 00:36:13,390
Where are you? The painted bag is like
I'm still burning.
516
00:36:13,710 --> 00:36:16,270
Come on, put me in the coffin.
517
00:36:17,550 --> 00:36:20,130
Please. Thank you.
518
00:36:21,650 --> 00:36:22,650
Red.
519
00:36:46,570 --> 00:36:47,570
I listened to the tapes.
520
00:36:49,170 --> 00:36:50,210
All of them twice.
521
00:36:51,210 --> 00:36:53,630
What? The starts, the starts.
522
00:36:54,410 --> 00:36:57,530
Claudia, the starts, the starts.
523
00:36:58,230 --> 00:37:00,350
I thought that Ronald was trash.
524
00:37:00,770 --> 00:37:02,490
Yes, you said that. But why?
525
00:37:05,790 --> 00:37:07,870
Not exactly how you've talked about him
to me.
526
00:37:08,630 --> 00:37:12,530
Did I catch you in a fantasy where the
boy somehow fumbles his way to
527
00:37:12,530 --> 00:37:13,530
publication?
528
00:37:14,730 --> 00:37:20,650
Well, if that strolls past a bookstore,
your book displayed in the shop window
529
00:37:20,650 --> 00:37:26,290
where he buys himself a copy, reads your
nasty embellishments and comes chasing
530
00:37:26,290 --> 00:37:27,290
after you again.
531
00:37:34,010 --> 00:37:40,230
If you want the insanity back, if you
want to escape from this prison of
532
00:37:40,230 --> 00:37:42,890
empathy, I've locked you away in.
533
00:37:44,490 --> 00:37:46,510
All you had to do was ask, Louis.
534
00:37:52,210 --> 00:37:58,910
A final act of service I'd like to
perform before I... I leave you to
535
00:37:58,910 --> 00:37:59,910
yourself.
536
00:38:01,550 --> 00:38:03,270
I know where he is.
537
00:38:06,910 --> 00:38:08,570
I found his voice among the many.
538
00:38:10,390 --> 00:38:11,390
No.
539
00:38:11,610 --> 00:38:12,990
I told him I was with you.
540
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:24,920
No.
541
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:29,440
I told him you were thinking of him
again.
542
00:38:31,060 --> 00:38:32,058
It's dark.
543
00:38:32,060 --> 00:38:33,060
No.
544
00:38:34,380 --> 00:38:35,840
I'm here.
545
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:40,200
He's waiting for you.
546
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:42,160
I'm with him now.
547
00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:44,360
He cannot hear you.
548
00:38:44,940 --> 00:38:46,280
He has injured himself.
549
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:48,200
Louis.
550
00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:52,300
No. This is your chance, Louis. I am
your maker's voice.
551
00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:56,200
Louis. Louis.
552
00:38:57,660 --> 00:38:58,660
Mon cher.
553
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:00,080
Mon cher.
554
00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,840
You wanted to say something to me.
555
00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:07,580
You wanted to say something to me.
556
00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:09,780
Why are you ill?
557
00:39:10,260 --> 00:39:11,380
What's happened to you?
558
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:13,020
Why are you ill?
559
00:39:13,700 --> 00:39:14,800
What's happened to you?
560
00:39:21,550 --> 00:39:22,850
Tell him I love you, Mahmoud.
561
00:39:25,090 --> 00:39:26,570
I love you, Louie.
562
00:39:28,430 --> 00:39:29,850
Tell him, Mahmoud.
563
00:39:32,190 --> 00:39:33,190
Tell him.
564
00:39:35,010 --> 00:39:36,010
Louie?
565
00:39:37,150 --> 00:39:38,150
Louie?
566
00:39:38,970 --> 00:39:39,970
Louie?
567
00:39:53,420 --> 00:39:54,420
It's not the more.
568
00:39:55,260 --> 00:39:56,540
You left me to death.
569
00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:04,480
Will I be on suicide watch for the next
thousand years?
570
00:40:07,060 --> 00:40:10,240
Have I atoned for my part?
571
00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:15,580
Paris, have I crawled an inch forward?
572
00:40:16,140 --> 00:40:18,580
Or am I a reminder of the worst of it?
573
00:40:32,230 --> 00:40:33,270
I'll finish cleaning up.
574
00:40:36,030 --> 00:40:37,030
Rest.
575
00:40:39,310 --> 00:40:40,770
Rest. Rest.
576
00:40:44,530 --> 00:40:46,130
He said that to me too.
577
00:40:46,610 --> 00:40:47,610
Rest.
578
00:40:48,450 --> 00:40:50,990
Rest now.
579
00:40:51,430 --> 00:40:52,690
A bunch of words.
580
00:40:54,770 --> 00:40:56,490
But it started with rest.
581
00:40:57,550 --> 00:40:59,130
Rest. And then?
582
00:41:09,870 --> 00:41:11,270
I've been calling to you for some time.
583
00:41:13,350 --> 00:41:14,810
From every bad fix.
584
00:41:15,870 --> 00:41:18,910
From the unnamed malaise you feel Sunday
afternoons.
585
00:41:21,390 --> 00:41:23,410
And now here I am and you can rest.
586
00:41:25,810 --> 00:41:27,110
I don't want to rest.
587
00:41:28,630 --> 00:41:30,770
I am the quiet you've been longing for.
588
00:41:33,470 --> 00:41:35,610
After all the garishness of life.
589
00:41:35,950 --> 00:41:36,970
The jostling.
590
00:41:37,670 --> 00:41:38,710
The clawing.
591
00:41:39,210 --> 00:41:45,050
The dull thrum of desperation in you.
Will I get the fixes I need?
592
00:41:46,130 --> 00:41:47,430
Will I be somebody?
593
00:41:48,610 --> 00:41:55,490
Will I get the fixes I need to be
somebody? But Daniel, you already
594
00:41:55,490 --> 00:41:56,630
know who you'll be.
595
00:41:58,250 --> 00:42:00,550
An ugly duplex back in Modesto.
596
00:42:01,870 --> 00:42:05,470
A job in an office with drab carpets and
flickering lights.
597
00:42:05,750 --> 00:42:07,810
A woman in the mold of your mother.
598
00:42:08,890 --> 00:42:15,870
vacuuming on Valium, a genteel drinking
problem like your father, your wife
599
00:42:15,870 --> 00:42:21,650
counting down your thrusts, your
children shying away from you,
600
00:42:21,770 --> 00:42:27,410
all the confidence and hope of your
youth replaced
601
00:42:27,410 --> 00:42:33,770
by a seething, boiling regret until one
day
602
00:42:33,770 --> 00:42:37,010
you're at a traffic light.
603
00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:39,820
The light turns green.
604
00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:42,140
Horns honking.
605
00:42:43,100 --> 00:42:44,340
You don't move.
606
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:46,840
Horns honking.
607
00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:48,700
You don't move.
608
00:42:50,020 --> 00:42:52,160
Everything happening in the city.
609
00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:59,520
Break on the border with a point of
view. Shh. A comfortable chair.
610
00:43:00,180 --> 00:43:02,440
In a room that slants to the north.
611
00:43:03,760 --> 00:43:05,340
An easeful death.
612
00:43:06,260 --> 00:43:07,260
Rest.
613
00:43:25,670 --> 00:43:27,450
It is the comfort we all long for.
614
00:43:29,790 --> 00:43:30,790
The end.
615
00:43:31,910 --> 00:43:32,910
Rest.
616
00:43:34,550 --> 00:43:35,550
Rest.
617
00:43:39,030 --> 00:43:40,030
Come.
618
00:43:40,650 --> 00:43:42,490
Come. I'll hold you.
619
00:43:43,370 --> 00:43:44,370
You rest now.
620
00:43:56,790 --> 00:43:58,010
Stop, my mouth.
621
00:44:05,270 --> 00:44:06,530
I'm cleaning up the mess.
622
00:44:07,550 --> 00:44:08,590
Doesn't need cleaning.
623
00:44:09,870 --> 00:44:12,490
After what you've put me through here, I
deserved it.
624
00:44:13,090 --> 00:44:14,090
I know.
625
00:44:15,190 --> 00:44:16,610
But I need this one to live.
626
00:44:18,430 --> 00:44:21,610
It's a testament to our companionship.
627
00:44:22,050 --> 00:44:23,050
Of its endurance.
628
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,540
this boy to live out the night.
629
00:44:35,860 --> 00:44:37,640
Are you asking, Maître?
630
00:44:39,060 --> 00:44:40,380
No, our Lord.
631
00:44:41,940 --> 00:44:43,080
I'm not asking.
632
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:26,280
Daniel?
633
00:45:39,780 --> 00:45:42,360
Page 484.
634
00:45:42,720 --> 00:45:49,460
Listen as though I'm the voice of God or
an angel talking to you, telling you
635
00:45:49,460 --> 00:45:52,820
this room doesn't matter, this night
doesn't matter.
636
00:45:53,390 --> 00:45:57,110
You're not inconsequential or a junkie.
637
00:45:57,630 --> 00:46:00,970
You're a bright, young reporter with a
point of view.
638
00:46:01,250 --> 00:46:03,910
There are stories that need to be told.
639
00:46:04,430 --> 00:46:09,530
If things ever get bad again, these are
the words you'll hear in your mind like
640
00:46:09,530 --> 00:46:14,050
a tape playing over and over, like a
song stuck in your brain.
641
00:46:14,390 --> 00:46:18,170
These words will hold you up and carry
you.
642
00:46:20,190 --> 00:46:21,810
They are your lifeline.
643
00:46:31,259 --> 00:46:35,180
That's a freebaser I befriended for a
few days at the drug den.
644
00:46:38,860 --> 00:46:43,000
He told me to get my shit together, and
then he Richard Pryor'd right in front
645
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:44,000
of me.
646
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:47,300
Everyone scrambled, but I stuck around,
watched him burn.
647
00:46:47,780 --> 00:46:50,460
What always confused me was that...
648
00:46:50,460 --> 00:46:57,340
You know, he said those words
649
00:46:57,340 --> 00:46:58,340
to me...
650
00:46:59,630 --> 00:47:01,450
And he was already all burnt up.
651
00:47:02,770 --> 00:47:04,790
Figured I'd conflated the two events.
652
00:47:06,550 --> 00:47:07,670
But I didn't.
653
00:47:10,590 --> 00:47:11,850
Because it was you.
654
00:47:17,590 --> 00:47:23,650
I destroyed two marriages.
655
00:47:25,610 --> 00:47:28,250
I fucked up two daughters.
656
00:47:30,570 --> 00:47:31,990
But I stayed a journalist.
657
00:47:33,910 --> 00:47:39,630
I... I was never so lost. I couldn't
hold down a job.
658
00:47:46,490 --> 00:47:50,050
We, I think, gave you more drugs.
659
00:47:51,690 --> 00:47:54,670
Distorted it all in your mind. You woke
up in a drug tank.
660
00:47:54,910 --> 00:47:56,190
Fed you a truncated version.
661
00:47:56,630 --> 00:47:57,468
He bit you.
662
00:47:57,470 --> 00:47:58,470
He bit me.
663
00:47:58,570 --> 00:47:59,570
You blacked out.
664
00:48:00,060 --> 00:48:01,060
I blacked out.
665
00:48:01,220 --> 00:48:04,620
You woke up in a drug den. I woke up in
a drug den.
666
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:06,700
He bit you. He bit me.
667
00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:07,960
You blacked out.
668
00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:09,180
I blacked out.
669
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:12,560
You woke up in a drug den. Armand
clogged my brain.
670
00:48:12,780 --> 00:48:13,780
He bit you.
671
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,720
Redacted himself, which accounts for why
I didn't remember.
672
00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:18,040
Yes.
673
00:48:18,900 --> 00:48:20,940
And what accounts for why you didn't?
674
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:23,400
I was disfigured.
675
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:24,960
I was in pain.
676
00:48:25,160 --> 00:48:27,680
But you remember right up until when you
bit me.
677
00:48:28,140 --> 00:48:30,400
And I remember right up until when you
bit me.
678
00:48:32,300 --> 00:48:35,320
And then both our memories cut out.
679
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:38,840
Same precise edit on two brains.
680
00:48:52,860 --> 00:48:54,180
How was your lunch?
681
00:48:55,140 --> 00:48:56,140
Entertaining.
682
00:48:56,650 --> 00:48:58,270
He made it all the way to Burj Khalifa.
683
00:48:59,810 --> 00:49:00,810
How's Paris?
684
00:49:01,390 --> 00:49:02,550
We paused Paris.
685
00:49:03,290 --> 00:49:04,610
Reminisced about San Francisco.
686
00:49:06,110 --> 00:49:08,570
And? What started with Daniel.
687
00:49:08,970 --> 00:49:11,490
He asked why you saved him in 1973.
688
00:49:14,170 --> 00:49:18,710
I could see you were partial to him.
689
00:49:19,310 --> 00:49:22,250
I preserve your happiness even when you
don't or can't.
690
00:49:22,730 --> 00:49:23,730
I had a hunch.
691
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:28,360
Daniel might prove fruitful in later
times.
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