All language subtitles for alone_-_s01e03

I have no way to defend myself. I'm not
sleeping here under a piece of canvas

with a bunch of wolves behind me. That
was scary. That was enough for me.

Yes, I'm water.

So, built a boat out of a tarp and
sticks. I hear some water running. Fresh

water, mountains, green.

Oh, yeah.

Hello, bear.

You stay on your side.

I got a big problem.

I lost my fair rod.

If that's the case, I have to keep this
fire going indefinitely.

Rude. I don't know what to do.

This is going to be a bit... We have to
film it, and we're totally alone.

Nobody knows what it's like here.
There's 10 guys out here doing it. I'm

going to get sheltered. There's nobody
here but me.

It's so hard doing this.

I'm scared to death right now.

I feel like I'm starving.

I'm ready to try to stop hoovering.

The last man standing wins $500,000.

I don't want to go home. I want to win.

It's the chance in a lifetime, but it's
not worth dying over.

It's funny how time works here.

I don't think about clocks or the hour
of day, but I look out at the ocean and

the tide now has become a clock.

So I'm starting to get into a rhythm.
The first couple of days have been

challenging trying to find my groove out
here and get in it and just fit into the

flow of nature.

We'll make the rounds here at the
supermarket.

Let's see if we have seaweed.

The upper portion is the most palatable.

In my area where I live geographically,
a lot of people come to me to learn

about plants and things like that.

Satisfying.

During my time here, being in an area
that I'm totally unfamiliar with, I

don't know a thing about the plants, and
I'm going to have to rely heavily on my

instincts about things and just observe
and study and make decisions on what's

going on in that world.

Bullcrap.

Hmm.

Tastes slimy.

Yes, substantial.

Lucky for me, I'll eat about anything
until you just get tired of it and say,

I want to go home.

Would you like green tea tropical or
organic African nectar?

I'm going to go with the green.

Like I said, it's not a competition.

Against people, it's a competition
against myself.

I think that's something that's common
among everybody that goes to the woods.

That's why you go there.

It's our church. That's our temple.

That's where we get in touch with
creation, creator, self.

And when you strip everything away, it
gets pretty real.

This stuff is good, but...

They don't have anything on Nana's
cookie.

So,

I

need to get some firewood, and I also
want to build a cabin.

So I think it's time we do some serious
work.

So let's drop the big tree.

Now I'm building the cabin.

I really want four walls around me that
I can feel secure in.

If Big Bad Bear is going to come
knocking on my door, I'm going to have a

few moments to be able to grab my axe,
my spear, or whatever.

So close.

I found clay.

I scored.

It says right here.

There's a deposit of clay.

There's so much I can do with clay. I
can make vessels. I can make... I can

chink in between a fireplace if I want
to have an indoor fireplace, if I get

that far.

So I would be able to have a fire
indoors with some stone and clay mix.

I'd be able to eat food in there and
feel safe.

Plus, I'd just be able to dry out.

I think the real challenge is the
psychology of being here, alone.

And if I can get four walls around me
and a little fireplace, I know I can

last longer.

Woo!

Perfect.

Oh, my God.

That was a lot of work.

The first time I hauled logs out of the
wood was with my pop.

We'd get firewood on weekends.

I was like eight years old.

And all I wanted to be doing was, like,
watching Ninja Turtles.

I despised it.

Now I really like it.

But he did teach me how to move logs on
my shoulder.

A couple times, a couple first times I
did it, it was the most painful

experience. And then after a while, he's
like, you know, there's a muscle on your

back that you can kind of balance stuff
on.

And it isn't so bad as long as you have
good footing.

And one day I found it and something
clicked. I was like, oh, yeah.

Okay.

I just need to adjust it.

I got fire going, I got water boiled up,
and that was great.

And I got some food in me.

And then after that, my plan was to
start building my shelter. And I turned

around, and where I had set my fire
steel on top of my jacket, I must have

grabbed my jacket without noticing my
fire steel was there, and it went into

the sand or into the water, and the tide
came up. And by the time I noticed, it

was completely gone. I searched for two
hours for that fire steel, and it's just

not here.

It's just super wet.

Without a fire steel, what am I going to
do?

I just can't believe I lost it.

I'm so frustrated with myself right now.
It's such a stupid thing to happen.

There's a question fire here.

It's not even in the question.

It won't work.

All the wood is soaked.

So my options are stay here.

and drink water from the river without
purifying or boiling it and risk getting

giardia or whatever else, I'll go home.

That said, I'm not going to have any
fire to cook my food either.

I don't know what to do.

This is the worst.

I'd rather go home because I was missing
my family or...

Anything else other than this, this is
just stupidity.

I can't believe it.

I don't know what to do.

I don't want to go home, that's for
sure.

It was a rough start for me.

Losing that fire still really got to me.

I don't know.

Maybe I'm just exhausted, but I just
lost my will to be here.

I think I'm done.

I'm sorry to everybody I let down.

Sorry to my wife and my daughter and my
friends and my mom.

I didn't realize what it was going to be
like here.

It sucks.

I really didn't want to quit, but it's
hard for me.

I think I hear my ride coming.

That's it, guys.

Sorry I couldn't last longer.

I've done such more than this. This is
nothing.

Three days is nothing.

I guess I wasn't ready, you know?

That's it.

Obviously, if I can't even...

Keep track of me.

What am I doing over here?

Getting ready for this thing.

I constantly said I'll be fine as long
as I'm not the first person to tap out.

And I'll guarantee you I am.

None of those other guys have tapped out
yet.

Today's my first big shelter day, so I'm
going to really get going on that

primary shelter.

And I'm excited. It's going to be a good
day.

Okay, buddy.

Time to fall now, eh?

If you talk Canadian to it, it goes
faster.

Hey, buddy.

Time to fall now.

This whole wilderness living skills.

bushcrafting. This is one of my main
hobbies and career paths.

This is pretty awesome.

But in the back of my head, there's
always just missing my wife and soon-to

-be child.

My wife is pregnant.

I made her pregnant. It's my fault.

The hardest part is not being able to
talk to you.

No one's going to be laughing at you.
Yeah, no one's going to be laughing at

me. The bugs aren't going to laugh for
you.

It's a tough crowd, I hear you.

There's just a lot that I'm going to
have to do by myself, but that's okay.

That's the big mental struggle that I
should be doing more to provide for my

family and not just for myself.

The fact that I'm gone for a very
significant part of home life is a big,

big deal.

I've been preparing myself mentally for
this, but it's always hard.

Got the shelter looking okay, I think.

I'm just going to put up a quickie roof
here. It's going to be kind of an A

-frame style.

It should shed the rain pretty well.

You can just tell we've got a huge front
coming in.

So now is the time to prepare.

I think my biggest challenge will be
mental.

But the animals, mountain lion, wolf,
bears, cougar, I've always

been, you know, a little deterred about
animals.

I've never had any problems with them,
but that's going to be on my mind.

I've just been washed up right out in
front of my camp.

What would you do with it?

I'm not starving right now, and I have
no idea how it died.

So, I'm going to take it by the feet.

Look at it. I don't see any blood
anywhere.

Well, birds can have parasites and
disease.

I am not taking a chance of eating it,
that's for sure.

Look at that.

It's a jellyfish.

So, I am whipping this.

over there behind those rocks because I
don't want something coming along and

thinking it's a meal and right out in
front of my campsite.

Actually, since I had him out of the
water, he is actually starting to stink

a little bit.

I like being able to look across there
and not see

bears.

Yeah.

That has me a little bit nervous. I got
to admit.

I'm building a cabin.

I want to put time into making a really
good structure because I know that out

here it's going to get cold.

it's nearing the end of the day and um i
had this premonition

to check the clay source uh in the creek
to see

how well it fires now the reason i was
building the cabin was because on the

inside i could make a fireplace and with
enough clay could fill in between the

stones and also make the wall fireproof
you could add like a thick layer of clay

and it would never fire the logs

And I just did some preliminary testing
on the clay. I made a few basically like

shapes and tossed them in the fire.

And it looks like it's inferior.

It's just not going to work.

Which basically means my cabin idea
isn't going to work.

All these logs behind me, all that work.

I'm feeling pretty crushed right now.

Man, I worked so hard today.

I need a hug.

My mother was really concerned that
coming out here I'd get crazy.

And I reassured her that that had
already long since happened.

Nights here are long. That means more
and more time sitting here in the dark.

$500,000 is a lot of money, but how much
is the time away from your family worth?

Hey, Bear.

I'm just so discouraged right now
because I can't find a place to put up

shelter.

Right now, it's not raining, but I
believe it's supposed to rain for like

the next five days.

And this here was the time that would
have gave me the opportunity to get a

shelter built these last two days.

And I haven't found a place to even
build a shelter yet.

This is probably the crappiest shelter
I've ever put up. It's just because I

don't have time. I could not find two
trees that there wasn't, you know, a

bunch of stuff in the way. It's just...
You can see here.

Here's the water.

There's my camp.

I'm about two feet up above that water
line.

I'm kind of hoping it stops.

So...

Try to figure out something here.

The trees are huge.

Bushes, bushes, great big giant trees.

Everywhere. I don't even know where I
would drop a tree in here.

I mean, yeah, look right here. I could
make a shelter out of that. Sure I

could. I don't know how.

But... Look at the bear path right here.

Would you sleep on a bear path?

I, sir, as hell ain't going to.

And every damn thing in here is bear
fat.

Yeah, look at this, guys.

Bear.

If this didn't have bears and cougars
and, you know, the highest population in

North America, it might not bother me as
bad.

I don't know.

I could start constructing something
right here.

I would hear, you know, there's still
bushes and stuff. If anything came

around, I would hear.

I guess.

Yep, this ought to be fun.

I'm out of my element.

There's no flat ground. It's all six
inches of QE moss.

We can raise dead out of that.

It will keep me dry, keep me warm.

Won't keep me safe, but I don't think
really much will out here.

I'll hear something scratching at the
canvas or something does come along.

I got a lot of brush here. I like that.

You'll hear them coming to the brush.

And if it's a bear, kind of hoping I
just have to say, hey, bear, and he'll

hear me and hear a human voice go away.

But I'm hoping.

I'm running out of daylight.

There's the sun.

And it's about to go behind that
mountain. I have less

than a hand.

So that means that...

Less than an hour.

It's going to be dark here.

I don't know. That sun probably ruined
that whole thing.

Been climbing around this island for a
little while now.

Never ends.

There's a balsam fir in front of me.

It has these blisters.

See the humps?

They have resin in them.

And this resin is a good topical
medicine.

I have all these little cuts and
scrapes.

I'll try over it and seal it.

And the wounds won't be exposed anymore.

Spilling your guts on this camera plays
hell with you.

It's volatile.

It brings you down so far.

And quite honestly, I don't know if I
can bring it back up. I don't know.

You know, I thought maybe it's because I
can't start a fire in this bush and this

moisture. But I think it might be
something more than that. I don't know.

Maybe it's just, you know, missing home,
missing my family.

I don't have any interaction whatsoever
except for me and this camera.

And it's freaking me out. It's like I've
never been alone like this.

Let's shut this off for a little while.

Been a pretty successful day.

Kind of getting into a groove.

Taking it day by day.

I went down this evening and ate more
limpets and more seaweed. I'm going to

try to vary my diet a little bit.

I'm going to work on a cooking camp
somewhere else, I guess.

And then I'll break out the net and the
fishing gear and maybe even trap some.

Still missing home.

Still thinking about home a lot.

Hey, bear.

Hey, bear.

I'm sitting in here.

I was just charged by a bear.

I said, hey, bear.

And it just looked at me. I said, hey,
bear.

And it just keeps on coming at me.

He just kept coming. He just kept
coming.

I just backed away and backed into the
woods.

I'm scared.

I don't know where he is. He could be
into the woods circling behind me.

I don't know.

I'm just hoping he hears my voice and he
won't come up here.

I don't know. He might come up here. He
might.

I don't know.

All I can do is sit and wait.

I'm sitting in here.

I was just charged by a bear.

I don't know where he is. He could be
into the woods circling behind me.

I don't know.

The big bear, too.

I just sent a distress call.

I hope it gets to them.

All I can do is sit and wait until I
hear from them.

I'm scared.

My heart's still thumping.

Hello. I'm still here. I hear the bear
back there somewhere.

He's out there somewhere. I don't know
where.

I don't know if he's circling me or not.

I'm done, dude.

Yes,

yes, I'm tapping out.

Come get me.

Are you still there?

I hope they come.

So we've just hit the logging road out
to Holberg, and we're going to dive off

that down to go and find Wayne.

Knowing that Wayne's in immediate
danger, we have to go and search for him

now. There is no access by boat or
plane. No one's willing to fly out at

nighttime. So we took the chance of the
road.

You guys brought the flares, right?

Yeah, we have flares, spray, all that
stuff.

Yeah.

Dan's GPS says this is going to take
over three hours.

Yeah.

Heard him out back there at Crunch.

I don't know if he's circling around,
what he's doing.

I don't know.

Hope they get here quick.

Sorry, whoever I disappoint.

Time to work.

lifetime, it really is.

But when you fear for your life, I mean,

quite a difference.

It's not worth dying over.

I think this is the easy part.

Once we get there, we have a pretty
dense forest to get through.

Find him.

To be honest, I don't even truly know
how we're even going to find him or give

him directions to find us.

I only have a tarp attached to me.

I've got pepper spray and a flare.

You know, that could do something, but
I'd rather have a friggin' rifle.

I want out of here.

I don't know.

I just keep on talking to you because it
eases my mind a little bit.

I'm just hoping he hears my voice and he
won't come up here.

I don't know. He might come up here. He
might.

I don't know.

All I can do is sit and wait.

All right.

This bit comes back.

Got you.

Wayne's location is pretty inaccessible
at the moment because it's dark.

We can't get to him by air or sea, so
we're going to have to go in and hack

through the woods as best we can.

We do have an approximate location of
where he is from his GPS tracking

device. Whether we can get to him or not
is a different matter.

It's pretty rough terrain out here.

I hope Wayne's okay.

We're going to have him for ages.

We need to get there as quick as we can.

And make sure he's alive.

See, I feel like if we, if the low tide,
if we get... We're going to take a... If

we can't walk on this, we're going to
hit another river and it might not be as

raging as the other one. We can just
follow that. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. That'd

be perfect.

So maybe do that and then we can hand
rail off that one. Yep. Just straight

down.

No update from Wayne in 35 minutes.

It's been a very slow grinding day, but
we persevered.

I'm just maintaining, just doing it one
day at a time.

Definitely missing some folks, missing
home, but can't dwell on that.

You got to stay focused.

time it is.

Nights here are long.

And that means more and more time
sitting here in the dark with nothing

but time to think about everything.

Think about life. Think about my wife
and my family.

You know, my dogs.

You know, I mean, $500,000 is a lot of
money.

But How much is the time away from your
family worth?

We're on a rescue mission to go and find
Wayne.

Wayne said he was charged by a big black
bear.

He said it got within 20 feet of his
camp, so he left his fire area and

stayed in his tent.

We haven't heard from him for ages, so
we're a bit concerned.

I think that's our best option at the
moment. It's clearer.

We've just got to be careful with our
feet.

He's going to be straight out, and then
we've got to look to the left.

We're still about a half mile from
wherever he is.

Thank you. Bye.

Bye. There he is.

Yeah.

He's just out to my 12 o'clock now.

Wait!

Hello?

I was wondering if you're going to wait
until morning.

How you doing?

Well, before you guys came, it's like,
holy, I hope they come because it

sounded like there's something walking
up in the bush up in there.

That bear is here.

I think he wants his beach back and he
can have it.

I'm letting a lot of people down.

That sucks.

It does. It sucks.

But I know my family wants me back home,
too.

Not happy to go home, no.

I feel that I am a survivor, but not
when it comes to animals that can

chew me up and spit me out.

I don't want to be food.

And saying hey bear does not work.

Let's go.

Hey bear. Hey bear.

So it's the middle of the night. I just
woke up.

and my fire almost went out.

It scared the crap out of me. I looked
over, and there was nothing but just

barely embers.

I got up, and I sawed some wood, put
some on. It looks like it's going to be

okay.

But what's not okay is there's a storm
heading somewhere.

I'm not sure yet where. I see the
flashes of light in the sky, and then I

hear the rumbles.

That's not good.

Hopefully the other guy's got the
shelters up.

And I'm shutting this thing off.

Rain's just coming down.

And I'm realizing that this canvas is
not at all waterproof in the slightest.

It's just a sponge waiting to get rained
on. And it doesn't make for a very good

shelter.

The structure's not going to hold under
any real rain.

So the last two choices to make depends
on how much it rains.

But for now, it'll do.

Just barely.

The rain really restricts me to staying
in camp. And it seems the more I stay in

camp all day, like the more I'm just,
you know, inside my own head the whole

time. I have a lot of time out here to
think why I'm here.

What's my goal?

Why did I come out here in the first
place?

And I think

it's strange that I don't have an answer
100% right now

that's really the truth, that's really
the

core reason why I'm here.

I'll keep you posted on that.

I'll keep you posted.

I'm either tired or I'm starting to
relax, one or the other.

I just turned 40.

You look back at your life and think,
where did it go? Just poof, here I am,

40 years old.

Next to a log in British Columbia.

How did it all happen that fast?

You want to be a good father, you want
to be a good husband.

It's like when you get alone, you know,
all of it comes up. Every mistake you've

ever made, you sit and analyze it,
analyze yourself, and you just...

It's hard to strike that balance, you
know, to live a life that's where you

feel like you do justice to everything.

My thoughts fluctuate between what's got
to be done now and, you know, back

home.

I really miss my family.

You know, I start to question myself.

You

wonder

if the people in your life really know
how much you love them.

to push my own limits. This is stupid.

It's just monotonous. The tide comes in,
tide goes out. It's making me absolutely

crazy.

It's really easy in this type of
environment to just become your own

worst enemy.

That was a weird sound. I didn't like
that sound at all. If Bill wasn't a

predator, I'd just take everything and
run. I don't even care.

Have you ever seen anything so
delectable in your life?

My biggest problem is getting fire out
here. I don't think I can close my eyes

again in this place.

Guys, I'm pretty sure I just saw a
cougar about 10 feet from my front door.