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Liv Ullmann, a goddess
of acting and directing!
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Everyone talks about Liv’s eyes, and
my God you could just fall into them.
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It’s because she’s always
looking out at the world
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with sort of a face
of unconditional love.
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Nominated again for “Face to Face”.
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Ladies and gentlemen,
it’s Liv Ullmann!
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There’s a very,
very short list of actors
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who can affect you
the way Liv Ullmann did,
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which is just as if to invite you
right into their emotional life.
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I don’t know what that magic was,
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but it was very hypnotic
and compelling.
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I was in love with her
before I even met her.
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She plays female characters
who feel human.
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They’re complex,
and there can be some flaws.
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She celebrates brokenness, in a way,
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because when something breaks
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and it’s healed,
it’s far more beautiful.
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That has given me
tremendous richness in my life,
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that I have never been “a star”,
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and I have never had
a need to be a star.
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But I’ve been in the most
incredible companies of people.
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We are telling our stories,
and where we connect,
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that’s what it is about
to be a human being.
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I know Liv will be saying:
“Why am I getting this now?”
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“I mean,
I have so much more to do.”
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She should’ve won an Oscar
a long time ago.
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She should have
multiple Oscars on her shelf.
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For those few who claim
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she would never have been called
one of our greatest actors
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without Ingmar Bergman,
I would answer:
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Bergman would probably never been
called one of our greatest filmmakers
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without Liv Ullmann.
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Thank you!
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Thank you.
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Liv, we are looking at something.
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It’s strange, it’s...
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In our family, when we were
confirmed in our religion,
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mother and father
made a book together
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called “Your childhood”.
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And my mother finished it,
I was 15 when I was confirmed,
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because my father
died when I was...
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When I was...six.
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And I’m shivering,
and I didn’t know then
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that one day some old lady
is going to look at this
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and come completely
close to who I was,
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and that’s part of,
I think, to be old.
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Childhood really comes back.
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I was born in Japan because
my father was an engineer there.
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I know when I was born
the nurses said to my mother:
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“It is a girl.
Shall we tell your husband?”
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And it’s still that way today.
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When people ask me: “Why are
you doing what you are doing?”
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“What man was Ingmar Bergman,”
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“the one who kind of gave you all
your thoughts and all your fantasy?”
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It’s still like that, I’m afraid.
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It’s a girl, but you know
men can help her.
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Before Pearl Harbour,
we got out of Japan.
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In the Second World War.
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And we went to
a training camp for pilots
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who went back
to the war in Europe.
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And my father was a teacher there.
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And I’m looking at
the first page here,
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and I’m writing to my daddy:
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“Look at you, Papa!”
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“Don’t forget me,
and keep this letter.”
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And it was in 1944,
and little did I know
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that half a year later
he was no longer there.
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A long time ago, in 1976...
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I wrote in my book “Changing”:
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“When I was little,
I was fascinated by the Moon.”
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“Never constant,
but faithful, it looked in on me.”
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“If I woke during the night,
there it hung, pale and mysterious.”
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“If I had been having bad dreams,
I would ask the Moon”
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“that no one I loved would leave me.”
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“Papa had. I remember sitting alone
with him before the operation”
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“that was to be his last. Doctors
and nurses kept coming and going.”
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“There was bustle
and preparation around us.”
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“Yet, I felt as if we were alone.”
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“When he said goodbye
in a strange voice,”
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“I knew that we
were sharing a secret.”
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“I was six, and I was
trying to be brave and not to cry.”
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“My father,
who was in my life for six years”
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“and did not leave me
with one real memory of him.”
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“Just a great hole.”
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“The void Papa’s death left in me”
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“became a kind of cavity,”
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“into which later experiences
were to be laid.”
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I was awkward, thin and...
You know, and didn’t talk.
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I wasn’t especially
interesting for people.
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And I read this story
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about the little girl
who had nothing,
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and I wanted to tell that story to
my mother’s friends, she had a party.
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And my mother was good,
and she asked her friends:
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“My daughter, she wants to
tell us a story, would you like to?”
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They said, they wanted to have
their drinks, but they said okay.
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And then I came,
and I told them the story.
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And I had beautiful music
that I put on, and I said:
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“You know,
Hans Christian Andersen,”
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“he wrote this story
about the little match girl.”
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“And it was New Year’s Eve,”
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“and it was so cold,
and she was freezing.”
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But they became quiet,
and they listened,
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and people are listening,
not to me, but to a story,
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a story that says something about
who we are, why we are and so on.
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And I thought:
“So, this is something like acting.”
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“I want to be an actress.”
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I went to Oslo
to try out for the theatre school,
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and I was still not 18.
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And I was so sure.
“I will get in.”
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You know you do a try-out,
and it’s fantastic.
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And then I came in, and it was
incredible what I had thought out.
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It’s when she takes poison
because she hears that Romeo is dead.
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And then you know I want to die, too.
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And it’s my long monologue
from Shakespeare about that.
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And then I start to die, and you know
I go like this towards the floor.
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And I’m dying as I’m also trying
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to recite Shakespeare,
but it was more about me dying.
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And suddenly, while I’m doing
this incredible thing,
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I was sure,
I hear from the audience,
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because the jury was of six people,
and one was a very famous director,
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very old,
and she said: “Thank you!”
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“What was it... Liv Ullmann!
That’s enough.” I didn’t get in.
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And I couldn’t understand it,
that they didn’t see I’m a talent.
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I went to my grandmother and cried.
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I was lying in her bed
telling her: “They didn’t let me in!”
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And she embraced me, and she was...
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And I felt loved.
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That was so much more beautiful
than the rejection.
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I was... It really was.
Again, it’s the feelings,
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it’s not the knowledge of seeing
the list of people who came in,
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and everybody I saw who came in,
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I’ve followed
their careers until now.
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None of them are sitting
doing a movie about themselves.
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And then the next day,
a man called me and said:
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“I heard from somebody who was
there, watching you doing Juliet,”
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“he said I should call you.” He was
the head of a provincial theatre,
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and he said: “Would you
come and be an actress with us?”
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And I went to
a province of Norway, Stavanger,
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and I had, instead of theatre school,
I had three incredible years,
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being part of an ensemble,
acting immediately.
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I’m so honoured to
be able to introduce – for me –
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not just one of the greatest actors
of her generation,
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but perhaps of any generation:
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Miss Liv Ullmann.
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My best friend in life,
Bibi Andersson,
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we had done a movie,
a Swedish movie, in Norway.
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I went to visit Bibi in Stockholm,
because we became so close.
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We were walking on the street,
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and there comes the genius,
Ingmar Bergman.
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He had heard about me, I think,
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because he stopped
and talked to Bibi,
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and looked at me, you know.
“I know who you are.”
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And suddenly he said: “Would you like
to be in one of my movies?”
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He was going to do another movie,
and then he went into the hospital,
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which he usually did when
he didn’t want to do a movie.
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And there he saw a lot of pictures
of Bibi and me, and asked for them,
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and he got the idea
to make this movie
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about a woman who was so far
into middle age, and I was only 25.
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And the nurse who helped her
to come back to life,
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because she didn’t
want to deal with life anymore.
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But I had no lines,
I was this middle-aged woman at 25,
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but I knew one thing,
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I knew that so much that Ingmar felt,
he was 21 years older than me...
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That was something that he thought
my face could express.
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I think I was someone
who was talking about Ingmar,
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what Ingmar felt at that time,
already being the genius in films.
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We never discussed it,
but I really thought that then,
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and later on, the rest of his life,
and why he used me all the time,
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was that I could express
so much of what he was working with,
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and had troubles with.
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We shot “Persona” in Stockholm
for just one week,
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and he said: “No, no,
we have to go to the island of Fårø”,
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“Gotland, and we continue
the movie there.”
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And I could see sometimes...
When it was in the camera,
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I could see he was sitting
watching me and so, but only that.
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And then towards
the end of the movie,
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we were walking on the beach.
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And we sat down,
and then he said:
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“You know I had a dream last night,
that you and I...”
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“We are painfully connected...”
And that was so incredible.
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And that was a meeting too,
and he was right.
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For the rest of our lives
we were painfully connected.
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We had some years where we lived
together because we fell in love.
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And then the most beautiful
thing of course, I got a daughter,
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who is incredible,
I love her so much.
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And she doesn’t always realise that,
but I didn’t realise it
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with my mother either,
so that’s a family thing.
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And every work we did
was somehow tied to the other.
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“I love close-ups.
To me they are a challenge.”
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“The closer a camera comes,
the more eager I am”
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“to show a completely naked face.”
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“Show what is behind the skin.”
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“The eyes inside the head
show the thoughts that are forming.”
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“To work with Ingmar
is to go on a journey of discovery”
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“within my own self.”
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“To be able to realise all the things
I dreamt of as a girl.”
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“Discard the mask
and show what is behind it.”
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Those long, slow
camera movements into her face
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that Bergman would do,
there is so much life there.
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So much joy,
so much sorrow, so much pain.
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We all contain that
in different ways,
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but in order for it to show,
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there has to be an openness
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for the camera to see through.
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And Liv is a master at that.
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It’s almost like she has no skin.
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So you feel the emotions as
she feels them, there’s no middleman.
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It’s not like she’s in a scene
and she thinks:
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“OK, my character is supposed to
do this.” And then it happens.
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It just happens, there’s no thought.
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And she works from
this place of childlike wonder
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and innocence and purity.
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I was to tell a man who was
in love with me, that once,
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with my husband, I lived
this beautiful, beautiful love story.
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And he died in a traffic accident
where I was driving the car.
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And Ingmar said to me: “You know,
she’s guilty of that accident.”
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I said: “No, no...”
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And that’s the only time in my life
I disagreed with him,
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because I didn’t feel
what she was doing after or before
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had to do with her
killing her husband.
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And he said: “Well, if you don’t
agree with my manuscript,”
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“and you’re going to say
those words,”
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“it’s going to be a long close-up...”
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“Maybe 10 minutes. And I won’t
give you any instructions”
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“because you were innocent, and you
are going through the whole movie”
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“carrying your sorrow.”
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“Then I just want to
tell you one thing.”
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“In the middle of
you telling about the accident...”
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“On these words I just want you
to lean back and take a long pause,”
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“and think about the end
before the accident happens.”
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“Give it a pause.”
And camera goes...
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And I’m telling the story of
this man that I loved so much,
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and I know my longing for him
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and my love will always live
within me... Aha, here’s the pause.
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And because it is living within me,
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in that pause I get to
think about...it was actually I.
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And I’m seeing myself, and
I feel it is happening in my body.
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I’m driving, and my husband
has just told me
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that he’s going to leave me.
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And I don’t understand,
because I know he loves me,
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and I feel while I’m acting
that things are happening within me,
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and at the same time I feel...
“Oh my God, this is incredible.”
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“What is going on?” And it’s
happening, I’m like two people,
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the actress and then
the feeling happening inside of me.
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And suddenly,
there are all these stones,
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and I will go into those stones,
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because he’s leaving me!
And I go into the stones.
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And Ingmar was right,
she is a murderer.
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But he allowed me
to find it out myself,
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because that’s
the kind of actress he knew I was.
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Once I get a pause,
and don’t just go with the feelings,
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but get a pause to think,
I am seeing what he wrote.
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That series of films
she did with Ingmar Bergman,
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they changed the industry,
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they changed
how we thought about films.
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And because she was
very much Bergman’s muse,
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she sort of embodied everything
that Bergman meant to people.
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She was a very beautiful woman,
but it went way beyond that.
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It was just something about
her openness,
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and what she,
in collaboration with Bergman,
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brought to the whole transaction
with an audience.
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It was like a group of two people
who knew each other.
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And a lot of things we knew about
each other we didn’t even talk about
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because we knew it,
we recognised each other.
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When you left Fårø eventually,
what brought that on?
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A lot was beautiful,
we would lie in bed
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and look over,
and Russia was close,
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and we wondered...
“We are very close to Russia.”
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And we would make stories.
We were very childish.
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But then we were different, too,
because he loved it.
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The stones and the barren earth,
and the trees that were like this,
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and I missed my friends.
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And he didn’t want visitors.
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We were to have like three months
thinking about it,
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and I hate departures.
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But Ingmar understands departures,
because that’s part of who he is.
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And I got a letter saying
maybe this is the best way for us,
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and it wasn’t a goodbye, it was...
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Something that was
so right for me, too.
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“I found respect
when I became independent.”
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“Ceased to cling,”
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“ceased to rely so desperately
on others for my own happiness.”
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“Sorrow turned,
if you like, into joy.”
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“I no longer believe in
a constant state of happiness.”
285
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“I think it is good to recognise
what the moment is about,”
286
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“and accept it as a gift.”
287
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“I give birth
to a child for the first time.”
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“This boundless
event I shall never have again,”
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“but it enhances
everything I will later feel.”
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“Gifts are not happiness only.
I think I accept that.”
291
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“I believe this is
my most important change.”
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I was very surprised when I was asked
to do Kristina in “The Emigrants”,
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because it’s such a national
book in Sweden, and I’m Norwegian.
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It is what I’m seeing
even more now today,
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it’s the story of the refugees.
You are in one country you love,
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you have your family there, who you
love, and you still have to leave
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because the earth
is not giving you the food you need.
298
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For me it was a change because it
took a full year to make that movie.
299
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And I often say
maybe it is my favourite movie
300
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because it’s such a love story
between him and her.
301
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It’s everything
that I wanted when I was young,
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to have one man and many children,
and I got to live that life.
303
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Live: The 45th annual
Academy Awards presentation!
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Liv Ullmann,
a nominee for “The Emigrants”.
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I was nominated for an Oscar,
and I felt wonderful.
306
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My mother was with me,
and my sister, and it was incredible.
307
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And everybody said: “Oh!”
308
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This was Hollywood...
“Oh, you’re going to win the Oscar.”
309
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“You’re so sweet,
you’re so charming.”
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And I believed every word.
“I’m really sweet and charming!”
311
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And my sewing circle was with me,
my best friends stayed in a hotel.
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And it was a party just before
we went into the auditorium,
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and again everybody said:
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“You will win it, you’re so lovely!
Is it possible to be so lovely?”
315
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Liza Minelli!
316
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And I didn’t win.
317
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It was sad, but it wasn’t like
when I was young
318
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and didn’t
get into the theatre school.
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OK, there are winners and losers,
it didn’t matter that much.
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Can I ask you a bit about your time
going to 70s Hollywood,
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and doing I guess
more light-hearted films,
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- trying to do something different.
-I got all film offers,
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which I maybe didn’t really fit to.
A musical, “Lost Horizon”.
324
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I couldn’t sing, I couldn’t dance.
“You’re so lovely, you do that.”
325
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And you know “40 Carats”,
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to play a 40-year-old
woman from New York,
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and I was 35 and from Norway,
with this accent.
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You spent one wonderful
night in Greece...
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Of course, it became a comedy,
but maybe a different kind of comedy.
330
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I did four movies
and maybe closed down a studio,
331
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but you know, even
Greta Garbo didn’t do that.
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Time Magazine called her
“Hollywood’s new Nordic star”.
333
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Producers stood
in line to sign her up,
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everybody wanted a part in creating
a new Greta Garbo or Ingrid Bergman.
335
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But Hollywood wasn’t
quite sure how they would do it.
336
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“You must cut your hair,
said one producer.”
337
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“No. I’ll make you the biggest star
if you dress a little differently.”
338
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“I’m used to dressing this way.”
339
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:14,318
“Perhaps you should
wear some more makeup?”
340
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“Send the beauty parlour bill to me.”
341
00:30:17,558 --> 00:30:20,720
“Certainly not!”
342
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“And then they left me alone.”
343
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“After all I enjoyed
the status of a serious actor.”
344
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“I had soul and depth
and was European.”
345
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“I didn’t use makeup;
I came from Norway.”
346
00:30:42,038 --> 00:30:46,038
Rock Hudson... When my
sewing circle came over to Hollywood,
347
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he took them to Disneyland
and everywhere, and he was wonderful.
348
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And yes, a very famous actor
did ask me to come and visit him,
349
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and Rock Hudson said:
“Don’t go there.”
350
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“A lot of people want to
welcome you to Los Angeles.”
351
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:04,519
“Don’t go there.” I go, of course,
Rock Hudson, what does he know?
352
00:31:04,598 --> 00:31:08,680
And so I go to this famous actor,
there was no one there.
353
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What is going on?
And the doorbell rings,
354
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and outside is Rock Hudson.
“I knew you would go, come with me.”
355
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And he knew.
“She’s naive, she’ll do anything.”
356
00:31:21,558 --> 00:31:23,358
“We’ll have to go and get her out.”
357
00:31:23,358 --> 00:31:24,200
“We’ll have to go and get her out.”
358
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:27,440
A Bridge Too Far
359
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All were men,
the most famous actors in the world.
360
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“A Bridge Too Far”
361
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Starring Dirk Bogarde,
James Caan, Michael Caine,
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Sean Connery, Gene Hackman.
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I was the only woman,
it was with Laurence Olivier.
364
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Of course I said yes!
365
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:49,118
-Liv Ullman.
-Take cover!
366
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My part wasn’t
the biggest part in the world,
367
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but I was with Laurence Olivier,
and I was very nervous,
368
00:31:55,358 --> 00:31:58,440
and I forgot my lines,
I never forget my lines.
369
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He said: “I’m like that too
when I’m nervous, I forget my lines.”
370
00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:06,160
And I was walking there,
and it was an important movie,
371
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a wonderful director
and...James Bond,
372
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and we were friends, and...
All of them! It’s incredible.
373
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She had a great sense of humour
about her own status as a film star.
374
00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,200
She never
thought of herself that way.
375
00:32:25,278 --> 00:32:28,680
She was always kind of surprised
that people treated her that way.
376
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I was successful, but I didn’t
really know how successful I was
377
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because I was going
from one area of my life to another.
378
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And I live in Hollywood,
379
00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:52,759
and I have a beautiful house
and swimming pool,
380
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and Linn learns to swim there,
my daughter. At the same time,
381
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:03,240
I go to Sweden to do “Scenes
from a Marriage” with Ingmar.
382
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And there we are
living in very poor cottages,
383
00:33:09,838 --> 00:33:13,759
and have outdoor toilets,
and I meet with Erland Josephson,
384
00:33:13,838 --> 00:33:17,798
who I played with each morning
at four. So it’s that reality.
385
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:22,278
I think God was kind of good to me,
so it wouldn’t go to my head.
386
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:44,759
I think probably the one
that crystalised her incredible gift,
387
00:33:44,838 --> 00:33:47,759
and her profound
generosity as a performer,
388
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was “Scenes from a Marriage”,
because... Erland Josephson and her,
389
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the way they worked together,
was like they were one organism.
390
00:34:06,078 --> 00:34:10,599
You knew that it was filmed
literally in the corner of a set.
391
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And the way they went through,
392
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often in one shot
with very little coverage,
393
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you were transported
into a relationship
394
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that you felt lost on a foreign
island with these people,
395
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:25,840
but yet in a place
that felt so familiar.
396
00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:29,400
And I think I was,
it was an acting masterclass,
397
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and I watched it
at drama school,
398
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:35,480
and it really changed what
I thought was even possible
399
00:34:35,559 --> 00:34:38,320
in terms of veracity and truth
in performance.
400
00:34:46,159 --> 00:34:49,280
Women’s liberation was
starting to get really strong,
401
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:52,360
and all the very famous
women’s liberation people,
402
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,119
they wanted to see
“A Doll’s House”
403
00:34:55,199 --> 00:34:59,360
because that is an author
who talks about women’s liberation,
404
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,119
who leaves the husband and children,
405
00:35:01,199 --> 00:35:07,880
and goes out as a strong soldier
in the world for women.
406
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:10,920
You’re turning your back
on your most sacred duties!
407
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,880
And what, in your opinion,
are my most sacred duties?
408
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,199
You don’t have to ask me that.
409
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:20,880
Before anything else,
you are a wife and a mother.
410
00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:24,000
I don’t believe that anymore.
411
00:35:24,079 --> 00:35:29,320
I believe that before anything else,
I am a human being.
412
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:33,079
Just the same as you are, Thorvald.
413
00:35:33,159 --> 00:35:37,239
Or at least that’s what
I’m going to turn myself into.
414
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,719
I loved doing Nora.
415
00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:48,320
And it even made me see
that I had to change
416
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:52,880
because I wanted everybody
to be happy with me.
417
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:56,400
So instead of always
saying this is what I feel,
418
00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:59,840
I said at times, quite often,
419
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what would you want me to say,
what would make you happy.
420
00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:07,280
And this is what Nora does
all the time.
421
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,440
The way I am now,
I’m not a wife for you, Thorvald.
422
00:36:11,518 --> 00:36:14,800
I’m strong enough to change.
423
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:20,199
Maybe, if the doll
is taken away from you.
424
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:24,159
To be separated from you, Nora,
I just can’t conceive of it.
425
00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:27,599
The more reason for it to happen.
426
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:59,400
“I know a woman
who walked out a door, Ibsen’s door.”
427
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:04,000
“I know what happened
to one Nora after she left.”
428
00:37:04,079 --> 00:37:08,599
“She walked out and continued
to let others make her choices.”
429
00:37:08,679 --> 00:37:16,599
“In search of my lost innocence,
I walked out a door.”
430
00:37:16,679 --> 00:37:20,800
“At the time I believed
I was looking for a purpose...”
431
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:29,679
“But I found instead
the meaning of choice.”
432
00:37:42,039 --> 00:37:45,480
If a man had done my career,
it would have been fantastic,
433
00:37:45,559 --> 00:37:48,239
even if he had a child at home.
But me doing it,
434
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,840
it’s always stressed that...
“Oh, she leaves her child,”
435
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,239
“It’s not good for the child that
her mother is working so much.”
436
00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:59,719
We can never do everything,
we can never be perfect mistresses,
437
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:04,440
mothers, women, human beings,
never all that perfect.
438
00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:08,400
Well, I wrote a lot in newspapers
439
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:12,000
and publishers saw it and said:
“You have to write a book.”
440
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:16,280
I wanted to show
that life is so full of changing,
441
00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:18,039
I’m part of the changes,
442
00:38:18,039 --> 00:38:23,079
And beware Liv, be aware of
what kind of choices you make.
443
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,360
“I sit in a basement
hammering on my typewriter”
444
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:32,480
“until bad conscience
drives me up to the kitchen.”
445
00:38:32,559 --> 00:38:36,360
“I read to Linn, and I’m
polite on the telephone,”
446
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:41,159
“and I talk to the nanny and tell her
she should be free tomorrow”
447
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:43,360
“because she needs rest.”
448
00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:47,000
“As if I had all the time
in the world to have rest.”
449
00:38:47,079 --> 00:38:50,079
“The whole time
I’m seething with anger.”
450
00:38:50,159 --> 00:38:54,079
“I doodle on a piece of paper,
and my conscience bothers me”
451
00:38:54,159 --> 00:38:56,239
“because I’m a bad mother.”
452
00:38:56,320 --> 00:39:00,360
“Because I’m inadequate,
don’t answer letters,”
453
00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:02,159
“don’t mend the faucets,”
454
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:05,800
“but allow them to go on dripping
for months on end.”
455
00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:08,679
“Have coffee with the neighbour
and make excuses”
456
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:12,960
“for everything I’m doing because I
know that she will never understand”
457
00:39:13,039 --> 00:39:15,280
“why this is important for me.”
458
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:19,440
“This terrible female guilt.”
459
00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:31,320
And suddenly,
all over the world,
460
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:36,400
I don’t know,
25–26 countries printed it.
461
00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:42,840
And I sat in every bookstore
in the United States,
462
00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:46,199
everywhere,
and the lines were enormous.
463
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:51,360
I’d never even thought about it,
never, never.
464
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:54,079
I became a famous writer.
465
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:01,039
The only place where
they didn’t come like that,
466
00:40:01,119 --> 00:40:05,559
that was in Trondheim in Norway,
where I am from.
467
00:40:05,639 --> 00:40:09,280
And they put me
in the window of the bookstore,
468
00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:12,320
so I sat in the window, and
people passing on the streets
469
00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:15,559
they would see
me sitting there to sign books,
470
00:40:15,639 --> 00:40:18,039
and nobody came with any books.
471
00:40:18,119 --> 00:40:20,760
Then I heard, because
I was sitting in the window,
472
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:23,119
I heard from the desk
in the bookstore
473
00:40:23,199 --> 00:40:25,760
a lady did come and buy my book,
474
00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:28,440
and then the lady of
the bookstore said:
475
00:40:28,518 --> 00:40:31,800
“She’s sitting there in the window,
you can go and get her signature.”
476
00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,599
“No, I don’t want her signature.”
477
00:40:34,679 --> 00:40:37,960
And at that time,
of course I got sad,
478
00:40:38,039 --> 00:40:41,000
but a month after
this is a wonderful story.
479
00:40:49,079 --> 00:40:53,199
I always had Norway...
480
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:57,960
They said: “You were on the list of
the worst dressed women this year.”
481
00:40:58,039 --> 00:41:02,760
Or I sit in a car, and then
there’s a parody on the radio,
482
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:06,800
who always is crying and
going on in films and like that,
483
00:41:06,880 --> 00:41:09,400
and I knew it was me.
484
00:41:13,599 --> 00:41:18,920
I had such an incredible
success outside of Norway,
485
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,039
but somehow,
sometimes in Norway,
486
00:41:22,119 --> 00:41:27,320
it’s difficult, because we have
something called the law of Jante.
487
00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:32,079
“You must never
believe that you are anyone,”
488
00:41:32,159 --> 00:41:35,119
“and don’t think you are anyone.”
489
00:41:35,199 --> 00:41:37,280
“And don’t believe
you are wiser than us.”
490
00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:40,159
You know what,
I don’t want to read it all.
491
00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:44,400
It’s ten negative things to you
to think about yourself.
492
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:48,239
It has never helped me.
And actually, the last one is:
493
00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:52,199
“You may think I don’t know
something bad about you.”
494
00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:56,360
This is known
by everyone in Norway,
495
00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:00,360
so be a little careful
with your success.
496
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,400
They came
with a big magazine in Norway
497
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:10,840
for women’s liberation. For once
I was on a cover in Norway,
498
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:14,639
but it was this
“unliberated Liv Ullmann”.
499
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:21,920
They wrote that article because
I had also done an ad for Lux soap.
500
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:26,639
That’s not what liberates you or
unliberates you, that you do ads.
501
00:42:26,719 --> 00:42:30,360
Sometimes, if you don’t have
that much money, you do ads as well,
502
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:34,280
I actually thought it was an honour
to do something for this soap.
503
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:39,760
But that was enough to
say “the unliberated Liv Ullmann”.
504
00:42:43,599 --> 00:42:47,719
And in the United States
I was accepted, this liberated woman,
505
00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:51,079
I did interviews and I did
Nora in “The Doll’s House”,
506
00:42:51,159 --> 00:42:55,518
and I was part of that group;
I knew that group.
507
00:42:56,760 --> 00:43:00,440
Another extraordinary thing about
Liv is that she been able to have
508
00:43:00,518 --> 00:43:04,679
such an enormous
international cultural impact
509
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,760
in a time where women
were just muses,
510
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:10,119
or their careers where confined.
511
00:43:10,199 --> 00:43:13,320
She’s kept moving
and changing and evolving,
512
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,000
not only as an artist,
but as a human being.
513
00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:38,960
Ingmar wrote “Fanny and Alexander”,
the big masterpiece, for me.
514
00:43:39,039 --> 00:43:42,280
And then I, when I got it, I said:
515
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:46,039
“But you said it would be a comedy,
and this isn’t a comedy.”
516
00:43:46,119 --> 00:43:49,320
“And by the way,
I’m going to do a Norwegian film.”
517
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:54,239
And for the only time in our life,
we weren’t friends.
518
00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:58,079
He wrote to me and called me
“Miss Ullmann” and said:
519
00:43:58,159 --> 00:44:01,239
“You have given up
your first-born rights.”
520
00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:04,320
It sounds very dramatic,
but he did write that.
521
00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:08,440
And for almost a year that happened.
522
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:14,480
And then, when Ingmar had
one of his first private showings
523
00:44:14,559 --> 00:44:18,079
of “Fanny and Alexander”,
I sat by his side,
524
00:44:18,159 --> 00:44:24,199
and I cried during the whole thing,
because it was a masterpiece.
525
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:27,480
I would have loved to be part of it,
526
00:44:27,559 --> 00:44:32,280
but it was also
important for me to...
527
00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:36,880
“OK, I can make my own choices.”
528
00:44:42,079 --> 00:44:46,599
I was asked
to do a script in Denmark,
529
00:44:46,679 --> 00:44:55,679
and write it on
a well-known novel by Nathansen.
530
00:44:55,760 --> 00:45:03,159
And I wrote the script, and it wasn’t
so much only about that book,
531
00:45:03,239 --> 00:45:06,518
it was really
so many thoughts I’d had,
532
00:45:06,599 --> 00:45:11,679
and this love story, and why are we
here on Earth? And what is love?
533
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:15,320
I went to Denmark and gave them
this script, and said:
534
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:22,000
“This is the script, there’s a lot of
me in it too, but it is Nathansen.”
535
00:45:22,079 --> 00:45:25,559
And then they phoned,
and they said:
536
00:45:25,639 --> 00:45:29,400
“Thank you.
Would you like to direct this movie?”
537
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:33,480
So it came to me. I didn’t even
know, and they didn’t know either,
538
00:45:33,559 --> 00:45:36,280
but suddenly they thought:
“Maybe she should direct it.”
539
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:40,679
And I called Ingmar,
and I said:
540
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:45,000
“Ingmar, I was writing this script,
and they’re asking me to direct it.”
541
00:45:45,079 --> 00:45:48,880
“It’s a big movie. Ingmar,
do you think I can direct?”
542
00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:52,719
And Ingmar said:
“Yeah, Liv. You can direct.”
543
00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:57,518
Oh! It came to me,
and I was so happy.
544
00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:07,760
But then, you see I have problems,
sometimes I feel I’m a nobody.
545
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,559
So the first day of shooting,
546
00:46:10,639 --> 00:46:16,119
I came and I went to
the cinematographer and I said:
547
00:46:16,199 --> 00:46:20,039
I’m going to have some coffee,
shall I get you some coffee?
548
00:46:20,119 --> 00:46:23,280
And I went to the script
and I said:
549
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:26,320
Tell me, you have a lot to do
reading your script,
550
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:30,320
maybe do you want some cake?
I will go.
551
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:34,440
And then my wonderful
colleague, Erland Josephson,
552
00:46:34,518 --> 00:46:38,039
I have done so many
movies with him, and he’s an actor,
553
00:46:38,119 --> 00:46:44,679
and he said: “Stop it.
You’re a grown-up woman.”
554
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:50,880
“Direct, and know what your place is.
Direct!” So I tried to direct.
555
00:46:58,599 --> 00:47:03,000
“At times, my conscience
no longer bothered me”
556
00:47:03,079 --> 00:47:08,199
“because of all that I did not do
and did not know.”
557
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:13,440
“I found pleasure in my newfound
ability to make my own decisions,”
558
00:47:13,518 --> 00:47:19,840
“even if they were bad. Took
delight in my work in being angry,”
559
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,360
“in weeping,
in laughing, in living.”
560
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:29,599
“Joy in allowing myself to be me;”
561
00:47:29,679 --> 00:47:32,440
“positive or negative.”
562
00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:43,599
I love the story
that Sigrid Undset has written.
563
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:47,639
I wrote the script,
I had great happiness with that.
564
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:53,440
I had Sven Nykvist
as the cinematographer,
565
00:47:53,518 --> 00:47:56,920
and I had all
the actors that I wanted,
566
00:47:57,000 --> 00:48:00,159
and they were
all magnificent and wonderful.
567
00:48:01,559 --> 00:48:06,000
I was very, very happy
doing the movie,
568
00:48:06,079 --> 00:48:08,719
specifically when
we were up in the mountains.
569
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:16,280
Not so much in the studio because
I didn’t have a place to really be.
570
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:20,360
I didn’t have my own office.
Can you imagine that?
571
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:26,360
I’m doing this multinational movie,
572
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:31,239
and it’s my second film,
and I didn’t have an office.
573
00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:35,079
I was treated as a woman.
574
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,880
We got a new leader of Norsk Film.
575
00:48:54,960 --> 00:49:00,480
He wanted me to edit it and cut it,
and I didn’t want to.
576
00:49:00,559 --> 00:49:03,518
And every director
who has to cut their movie,
577
00:49:03,599 --> 00:49:10,840
they feel somehow they cut out some
of the bloodlines that are important.
578
00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:15,960
When we talk about it now, we
remember two very different stories.
579
00:49:16,039 --> 00:49:22,079
Today he’s one of my best friends
in the world, that’s Tom Remlov.
580
00:49:22,159 --> 00:49:24,320
She’s demanding.
581
00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:28,159
When I tell her
that she is, she says:
582
00:49:28,239 --> 00:49:33,320
“Why? No, not at all!”
But she is demanding, and she knows.
583
00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:37,440
She is literally a prima donna.
584
00:49:37,518 --> 00:49:40,840
In the actual sense of that word.
585
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:44,480
In other words,
the first among equals, if you like.
586
00:49:44,559 --> 00:49:51,119
The one who has the courage
to insist on her sense of quality,
587
00:49:51,199 --> 00:49:54,159
on her sense of what matters.
588
00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:57,599
And as a producer working
with that is a challenge,
589
00:49:57,679 --> 00:50:03,000
because you have to really believe
that even that little small request,
590
00:50:03,079 --> 00:50:07,280
which puts everybody at...
591
00:50:07,360 --> 00:50:11,360
You know, the sharp
end of a wedge, matters.
592
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:17,400
Maybe if I could do it once more,
593
00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:22,679
I’d know things that I would
have taken maybe better care of,
594
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:25,760
but I’m proud of the movie.
595
00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:31,079
These experiences also teach you,
596
00:50:31,159 --> 00:50:35,440
and then you become better,
or do things differently.
597
00:50:35,518 --> 00:50:38,199
I’m not a good pupil
on those things,
598
00:50:38,280 --> 00:50:44,320
because if I’m humiliated,
I’m not a good pupil, unfortunately.
599
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:47,920
Because it continues
to stay within me,
600
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:55,119
and it grows, and I make it worse,
and it doesn’t enrich me.
601
00:50:55,199 --> 00:50:59,760
-Do you get angry?
-Yes, I have a lot of anger in me.
602
00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:05,518
A lot of anger.
And when it comes out, it’s big.
603
00:51:13,119 --> 00:51:16,320
The last time we met
we were talking about this industry,
604
00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:19,159
and motherhood and being a woman,
605
00:51:19,239 --> 00:51:23,400
I mean all of these
incredible insights she has.
606
00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:25,960
For example, we talked
about “A Doll’s House”,
607
00:51:26,039 --> 00:51:30,280
and I told her I was working on it.
608
00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:34,719
And I said something
about how Nora,
609
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:37,518
famously at the end
of the play leaves Thorvald,
610
00:51:37,599 --> 00:51:40,599
and it’s this door shutting
and how controversial it was,
611
00:51:40,679 --> 00:51:46,199
and what
a feminist act of theatre it was
612
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:49,199
at the time when it was written.
613
00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:54,480
And Liv’s response was to me:
“Oh no, she doesn’t leave.”
614
00:51:54,559 --> 00:51:58,518
It was... I was like: “What do you
mean? She leaves, it’s written,”
615
00:51:58,599 --> 00:52:02,119
“it’s a very famous thing;
Nora leaves Thorvald, walks out,”
616
00:52:02,199 --> 00:52:05,800
“and she leaves her children,
and she goes to find out who she is”
617
00:52:05,880 --> 00:52:08,880
“separate from
this life she’s lived.”
618
00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:12,199
And then she looks at me,
and she goes: “She comes back.”
619
00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:18,719
Even though this idea has been
written about by great minds
620
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,960
who say: “The slam of the door
was heard all around the world,”
621
00:52:23,039 --> 00:52:26,880
Liv offers up:
“She comes back for her children.”
622
00:52:26,960 --> 00:52:29,320
I don’t agree
with this women’s liberation:
623
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:33,679
“She’s strong, she leaves,
leaves her children and...”
624
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:39,840
“Walks out and becomes
a free woman.” No, not this Nora.
625
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:44,559
I would have to leave
the husband or leave the whole...
626
00:52:44,639 --> 00:52:49,039
appearance of who I am
and who I have been in this family.
627
00:52:49,119 --> 00:52:55,000
But I will come back, and
I will have my office in this house.
628
00:52:57,639 --> 00:53:00,760
That is true, you will
have your office, I’m convinced,
629
00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:03,400
it will be a good one as well.
630
00:53:09,599 --> 00:53:13,760
People who don’t know her work
as a director or as a writer,
631
00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:19,360
or haven’t meet Liv, can think about
her as being Bergman’s muse.
632
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:23,960
But I mean she is
a force of nature unto herself.
633
00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:29,599
No woman has ever directed
an Ingmar Bergman script,
634
00:53:29,679 --> 00:53:32,039
- and you have done two.
-Yeah.
635
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:37,599
until I had edited it.
636
00:53:37,679 --> 00:53:41,760
Then I went over to his island
with my editor
637
00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:45,760
and showed him the finished film,
and he liked it. He said:
638
00:53:45,840 --> 00:53:48,199
“But I have some suggestions.”
639
00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:53,400
And of course, he had written the
script, of course he has suggestions.
640
00:53:53,480 --> 00:54:00,000
And then he wanted to change
the ending, and I loved the ending.
641
00:54:00,079 --> 00:54:03,199
And I wanted it to be like that.
642
00:54:03,280 --> 00:54:07,079
And then he said: “Well, this is not
like it was in the script,”
643
00:54:07,159 --> 00:54:13,599
“that she’s walking down a street
and thinks about the life that was,”
644
00:54:13,679 --> 00:54:16,239
“and suddenly
she’s this young girl.”
645
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:25,880
“But Ingmar, that’s really
how I want to have this ending.”
646
00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:32,559
He said: “Well... I wrote it,
and you have to listen to me.”
647
00:54:32,639 --> 00:54:35,360
And then I did what many
women have done before,
648
00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:41,400
I started to cry. And I cried,
and he said: “OK then, OK.”
649
00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:46,079
And I got the ending that I wanted.
650
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:10,480
He felt he had done one
bad thing in his life, only one,
651
00:55:10,559 --> 00:55:14,119
that he had not
been faithful to a woman,
652
00:55:14,199 --> 00:55:18,360
long before Ingrid and me
and Käbi and everybody.
653
00:55:21,518 --> 00:55:25,440
And I said: “But Ingmar,
this movie is about you.”
654
00:55:25,518 --> 00:55:29,239
-“No, not at all.”
-“But you have called him Bergman.”
655
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:34,000
“Yeah, a lot of people are called
Bergman.” OK, so it was Bergman.
656
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:43,559
Lena Endre,
she was fantastic in this movie.
657
00:55:43,639 --> 00:55:46,840
She falls in love.
658
00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:53,960
And she decides to leave her husband
and live with this lover.
659
00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:01,760
And she has a little
child that comes into her bed.
660
00:56:01,840 --> 00:56:05,599
And when she had done
this scene, Lena Endre,
661
00:56:05,679 --> 00:56:09,159
the whole floor applauded.
662
00:56:09,239 --> 00:56:14,518
And I said: “You are incredible...
But I just want you to know”
663
00:56:14,599 --> 00:56:18,159
“that when you’re telling
this story to other people,”
664
00:56:18,239 --> 00:56:22,239
“there’s one thing that will
always be part of your memory,”
665
00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:26,800
“and that’s the sight
of that thin, little girl,”
666
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:30,719
“jumping down from your bed
and walking on the floor.”
667
00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:34,199
“You never tell the story
without that glimpse”
668
00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:38,440
“that we have
already seen with your daughter.”
669
00:56:38,518 --> 00:56:41,000
And then she did it again.
670
00:57:02,039 --> 00:57:05,400
When you see that,
and you don’t tell them what to do,
671
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:08,440
how can you tell them
what to do or what to feel?
672
00:57:08,518 --> 00:57:15,920
You just give a suggestion.
And they take it and make it real.
673
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:23,320
And I go home, and I think: “This is
even better than being an actress.”
674
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:28,360
“Because they can do,
sometimes, what you can’t do.”
675
00:57:32,119 --> 00:57:38,480
She taught me a lot, like:
“Be brave. Go your own way.”
676
00:57:38,559 --> 00:57:44,239
“Don’t think about
the consequences too much.”
677
00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:48,280
“Because otherwise
you will stop yourself through life.”
678
00:57:48,360 --> 00:57:53,079
With Liv, when you look at her,
she’s so carefree.
679
00:57:53,159 --> 00:57:55,320
In a way she’s like...
680
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:59,079
Wait now, how?
Everything you went through...
681
00:57:59,159 --> 00:58:03,280
You’re standing here
with such love and happiness
682
00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:07,239
and...no problems?
683
00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:10,039
How? What are you made of?
684
00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:30,280
In the movie it’s the old Ingmar
Bergman, which was Erland Josephson,
685
00:58:30,360 --> 00:58:35,159
and then the young Bergman.
He looks back at his life
686
00:58:35,239 --> 00:58:39,518
and looks back at the time
when he was bad to this woman.
687
00:58:39,599 --> 00:58:42,039
And then there’s a long monologue,
688
00:58:42,119 --> 00:58:46,000
and he said
it to a mirror in the script.
689
00:58:46,079 --> 00:58:48,280
And then when I did the scene,
690
00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:50,159
he didn’t say it to a mirror,
691
00:58:50,239 --> 00:58:52,559
he came into
Ingmar’s working room,
692
00:58:52,639 --> 00:58:56,360
where the old Ingmar is sitting...
693
00:58:56,440 --> 00:59:00,079
And he tells
the old Ingmar: “I did this.”
694
00:59:00,159 --> 00:59:04,760
“And I feel so bad about this,
I feel so bad about this.”
695
00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:10,239
And then the old Ingmar
stretches out his hand...
696
00:59:10,320 --> 00:59:13,400
And he forgives himself.
697
00:59:19,119 --> 00:59:21,079
And I loved it.
698
00:59:21,159 --> 00:59:23,760
When he saw it, he said:
“It’s going out!”
699
00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:30,880
“No, it’s not going out, I’m
the director.” And so, it stayed.
700
00:59:38,760 --> 00:59:42,440
I was in Norway,
and I heard he’s not well.
701
00:59:42,518 --> 00:59:47,679
And for the first time in my life,
I took a private airplane from Oslo
702
00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:54,000
and came to the island,
and I came into his house.
703
00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:57,159
And there were two nurses there.
704
00:59:57,239 --> 01:00:01,199
I went into the bedroom,
and he was lying there in the bed,
705
01:00:01,280 --> 01:00:06,119
and he was already on his...way.
706
01:00:07,320 --> 01:00:12,800
And I just sat there, and he talked,
I don’t know what he talked about.
707
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:17,079
Then I thought: “Maybe he wonders
why I’m here, if he knows I’m here.”
708
01:00:17,159 --> 01:00:23,039
And I said: “Ingmar, I’m here
because you called for me.”
709
01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:26,880
And he was still there,
and I left, and it was night.
710
01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:33,320
And he died that...late, late night.
711
01:01:07,559 --> 01:01:11,719
I feel people
that have gone from this Earth,
712
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:14,880
they are not there as people
the way we know them...
713
01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:23,159
But their energy, who they are,
I don’t feel I’m unseen.
714
01:01:23,239 --> 01:01:26,320
My father died
when I was six years old,
715
01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:28,960
and then I said
as a joke on the stage:
716
01:01:29,039 --> 01:01:33,760
“He’s still sitting there
in the gallery, watching.”
717
01:01:33,840 --> 01:01:40,000
And now I can say:
“That gallery is so full of people.”
718
01:01:40,079 --> 01:01:46,719
No, people don’t leave us. They are
not there in the same way anymore.
719
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:07,599
“I do not want to
arrive at the end of life”
720
01:02:07,679 --> 01:02:14,920
“and then to be asked what I made
of it and have to answer: I acted.”
721
01:02:16,679 --> 01:02:24,639
“I want to say that I loved,
and I was mystified,”
722
01:02:24,719 --> 01:02:29,840
“it was a joy sometimes,
and I knew grief.”
723
01:02:31,119 --> 01:02:34,679
“And I would like to
do it all again.”
724
01:02:48,679 --> 01:02:51,719
My husband and I, Andrew Upton,
took over the Sydney Theatre Company,
725
01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:55,039
and we were talking about
directors we’d love to work with.
726
01:02:55,119 --> 01:02:58,079
And obviously I wanted to
work with Liv for a long time,
727
01:02:58,159 --> 01:03:02,039
but it’s so hard to approach someone
you’ve admired for so long, saying:
728
01:03:02,119 --> 01:03:05,440
“Would you work with me?
Would you work with us?”
729
01:03:05,518 --> 01:03:07,880
And we were in London, I think,
730
01:03:07,960 --> 01:03:11,400
and we were talking about plays,
and of course about Ibsen,
731
01:03:11,480 --> 01:03:13,760
who has a lot of weight and depth.
732
01:03:13,840 --> 01:03:17,400
Then all of a sudden, me and
my husband just had this inspiration.
733
01:03:17,480 --> 01:03:22,559
He said to Liv: “You would have
made an extraordinary Blanche.”
734
01:03:22,639 --> 01:03:28,880
That was fantastic. “A Streetcar
named Desire” by Tennessee Williams.
735
01:03:28,960 --> 01:03:31,920
With Cate Blanchett.
We finally got to work together.
736
01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:39,119
She’s got this wonderful belief that
you shouldn’t sit around a table,
737
01:03:39,199 --> 01:03:44,840
you must get up and do it and exist
in that humiliating, embarrassing,
738
01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:48,599
often hilarious space, where no one
knows what they’re doing, so you can
739
01:03:48,679 --> 01:03:52,239
find your way together. Her focus
is connections between people.
740
01:03:52,320 --> 01:03:54,679
From the first minute
we were up on the floor,
741
01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:59,639
it was important. It was life
and death, and we had to live.
742
01:03:59,719 --> 01:04:03,239
Liv wanted us to live each moment.
743
01:04:03,320 --> 01:04:06,119
So that was a very
profound memory for me,
744
01:04:06,199 --> 01:04:10,920
and one huge takeaway
for me about just...
745
01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:13,920
You have to have the courage
to throw yourself against it.
746
01:04:14,000 --> 01:04:18,039
And then the courage
to think you’re enough.
747
01:04:18,880 --> 01:04:20,800
We did it in Sydney,
748
01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:25,400
and then we went to New York,
the place of Tennessee Williams,
749
01:04:25,480 --> 01:04:30,199
and it was sold out, you couldn’t get
a ticket, and people talked about it,
750
01:04:30,280 --> 01:04:33,920
and they would sell a ticket
for a thousand dollars.
751
01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:35,840
It was incredible.
752
01:04:35,920 --> 01:04:38,239
Amazingly well done.
Really moving.
753
01:04:38,320 --> 01:04:43,079
-The whole cast is so perfect.
-I loved it.
754
01:04:43,159 --> 01:04:47,360
Nothing will ever be
like working with you.
755
01:04:47,760 --> 01:04:51,400
You gave me this opportunity
I wouldn’t have had
756
01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:54,760
if you didn’t want to
work with me. I am so...
757
01:04:54,840 --> 01:04:57,639
Isn’t it amazing,
you’re going through life,
758
01:04:57,719 --> 01:05:01,480
and suddenly you have Liv Ullmann
saying that to you.
759
01:05:01,559 --> 01:05:04,518
People say: “Beware of
working with your heroes.”
760
01:05:04,599 --> 01:05:09,840
“What is you fall out or have an
argument, or you’re disappointed?”
761
01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:12,000
Liv never disappoints.
762
01:05:12,079 --> 01:05:17,159
But I feel like the creative
conversation is not over.
763
01:05:17,239 --> 01:05:20,800
And... It’s not over, Liv!
764
01:05:28,760 --> 01:05:33,119
I felt quite intimidated. I was
trying to pretend that I wasn’t.
765
01:05:33,199 --> 01:05:35,159
So to be with Liv for two weeks,
766
01:05:35,239 --> 01:05:38,480
in the rehearsal room with
Liv and Colin and Samantha,
767
01:05:38,559 --> 01:05:43,840
it was a very exciting experience.
That was probably my favourite part.
768
01:05:46,960 --> 01:05:51,480
I was doing something,
and I remember I just kept thinking:
769
01:05:51,559 --> 01:05:54,639
“Liv Ullmann is right there
watching me.”
770
01:05:54,719 --> 01:05:56,840
I went to talk to her, and I said:
771
01:05:56,920 --> 01:06:02,079
“I’m getting distracted that you’re
there.” She was so sweet, she goes:
772
01:06:02,159 --> 01:06:05,639
“I want to be with you,
and I want you to feel my energy.”
773
01:06:05,719 --> 01:06:08,199
Thank you!
774
01:06:10,639 --> 01:06:12,320
Lovely!
775
01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:19,000
For a long time,
Miss Julie had been played
776
01:06:19,079 --> 01:06:24,079
in a way that she was observed
by this masculine culture
777
01:06:24,159 --> 01:06:27,000
rather than being
inside of the character.
778
01:06:27,079 --> 01:06:29,719
And I think Liv has done that
in her storytelling,
779
01:06:29,800 --> 01:06:33,199
the parts that she’s chosen to play,
and the way she plays them.
780
01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:36,199
And also, in the things
that she’s directed.
781
01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:42,760
She celebrates brokenness, in a way,
because when something breaks
782
01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:45,199
and is healed,
it’s far more beautiful.
783
01:06:51,159 --> 01:06:56,079
Did you ever feel like giving up
or feel like: “This is enough.”
784
01:06:56,159 --> 01:07:00,360
No. But that is maybe
because I’m a woman,
785
01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:06,840
and I’m not used to always getting it
my way. In work or in any place.
786
01:07:06,920 --> 01:07:11,440
But life for me has always
been to create something,
787
01:07:11,518 --> 01:07:15,440
and until I don’t even
know what I’m doing anymore,
788
01:07:15,518 --> 01:07:18,719
which happens sooner or later
if I live that long,
789
01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:22,679
there will be something I know,
790
01:07:22,760 --> 01:07:25,159
because I will never, never leave
791
01:07:25,239 --> 01:07:31,039
this wonderful opportunity
792
01:07:31,119 --> 01:07:34,360
to create and to be a storyteller.
793
01:07:41,599 --> 01:07:45,559
“I want to express something
about humanity in my work,”
794
01:07:45,639 --> 01:07:48,320
“something with which
one can identify,”
795
01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:51,000
“and which will convey the message”
796
01:07:51,079 --> 01:07:54,920
“that it is possible for people
to belong.”
797
01:07:55,679 --> 01:08:00,440
“That it is possible
to long for that, to belong.”
798
01:08:00,518 --> 01:08:05,119
“So that those who have
always felt on the outside,”
799
01:08:05,199 --> 01:08:11,440
“can understand
that we experience it together.”
800
01:08:27,038 --> 01:08:29,720
In this area, more than
2,000 Viet Cong guerrillas
801
01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:33,840
were killed only three months ago.
The fighting today...
802
01:08:42,439 --> 01:08:48,439
I knew about it, and I was on
the side of those who protested,
803
01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:52,238
but I wasn’t active.
I had so much to do,
804
01:08:52,319 --> 01:08:59,319
and I felt I’m doing
what is important in life.
805
01:08:59,399 --> 01:09:02,520
And I had forgotten a lot of
what I’d learnt when I was a child,
806
01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:07,920
and I saw Vittorio De Sica’s movies.
That we are not alone in this world.
807
01:09:16,640 --> 01:09:17,880
It was a big party,
808
01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:21,198
and they called me and said: “Would
you like to go with Kissinger,”
809
01:09:21,279 --> 01:09:23,319
“because he says
he wants to go with you?”
810
01:09:23,399 --> 01:09:27,118
I was the big thing
in Hollywood then,
811
01:09:27,198 --> 01:09:30,880
and he was
the Foreign Minister of Nixon.
812
01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:34,238
And I even got
a telegram from the Prime Minister
813
01:09:34,319 --> 01:09:37,800
of Sweden saying: “We know
you are going to meet Kissinger.”
814
01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:40,279
“Say I didn’t mean
what it said in the paper.”
815
01:09:40,359 --> 01:09:43,760
Something about Kissinger,
I don’t even know what that was.
816
01:09:43,840 --> 01:09:46,920
It was so fun, because
then suddenly he stopped being
817
01:09:47,000 --> 01:09:49,399
whatever he was with Nixon,
818
01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:53,359
and I stopped being
the famous film star,
819
01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:55,158
and we started to talk.
820
01:09:55,238 --> 01:10:00,198
And he told about his father who had
a scrapbook with all his pictures
821
01:10:00,279 --> 01:10:02,000
and was so proud of him.
And I said:
822
01:10:02,078 --> 01:10:05,960
“My mother just went home,
and she was here for my Oscar.”
823
01:10:06,038 --> 01:10:10,000
It was so lovely.
824
01:10:10,078 --> 01:10:15,640
And I was invited to the White House,
and Brezhnev was there.
825
01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:18,198
And Brezhnev said:
“I love all your films.”
826
01:10:18,279 --> 01:10:20,880
Which wasn’t true, I don’t
think he’d seen any.
827
01:10:20,960 --> 01:10:24,880
“Oh, what I am experiencing in life!”
828
01:10:26,479 --> 01:10:28,720
Liv is incredibly naïve.
829
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:32,078
At the same time
she’s extremely perceptive.
830
01:10:32,158 --> 01:10:34,880
Even though she doesn’t
understand politics,
831
01:10:34,960 --> 01:10:37,680
she understands
human beings very well.
832
01:10:37,760 --> 01:10:40,680
He couldn’t stand my politics,
833
01:10:40,760 --> 01:10:44,118
because it was very
different from his politics.
834
01:10:44,198 --> 01:10:50,840
She sometimes has
unfeasible ideas
835
01:10:50,920 --> 01:10:53,520
of what should be done.
But that isn’t interesting,
836
01:10:53,600 --> 01:10:57,038
I meet many people who have
feasible and unfeasible ideas.
837
01:10:57,118 --> 01:11:00,238
She has a clear perception
of what the nature of the problem is,
838
01:11:00,319 --> 01:11:06,520
and there she is not naïve,
and I can learn from her.
839
01:11:06,600 --> 01:11:10,118
Because she has a range
of human sensitivities
840
01:11:10,198 --> 01:11:12,399
that eludes me very often.
841
01:11:12,479 --> 01:11:15,439
And I knew
I could ask him things,
842
01:11:15,520 --> 01:11:18,760
political things
that I needed to know.
843
01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:22,479
And once when I was asked
to go on that Freedom March
844
01:11:22,560 --> 01:11:26,198
for International Rescue Committee,
my agent said: “Maybe you shouldn’t.”
845
01:11:26,279 --> 01:11:28,800
“I think they are CIA.”
“Oh,” I said.
846
01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:33,680
“I think I will call Kissinger
and find out.”
847
01:11:33,760 --> 01:11:36,880
I called, and apparently
my number always went through,
848
01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:42,038
and he took the phone,
and he was with Mao in China!
849
01:11:42,118 --> 01:11:45,920
He was with Mao!
I... “Hello!” And he was laughing.
850
01:11:46,000 --> 01:11:50,118
And he bragged, because he could be
like a normal person with me.
851
01:11:50,198 --> 01:11:53,520
“I’m with Mao
and looking at his pictures.”
852
01:11:53,600 --> 01:11:56,158
And I said:
“OK, I’m just calling to find out”
853
01:11:56,238 --> 01:12:01,198
“if International Rescue Committee
is with CIA.”
854
01:12:01,279 --> 01:12:03,720
He laughed and said:
“Only you can be so stupid”
855
01:12:03,800 --> 01:12:07,560
“that you’re asking Nixon’s
Foreign Minister if they are CIA.”
856
01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:10,960
First of all, that was like
giving me a decoration.
857
01:12:11,038 --> 01:12:13,880
Because if it had been
a CIA front organisation,
858
01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:18,920
I would have been just about
the worst person normally to ask.
859
01:12:19,000 --> 01:12:21,640
On the other hand,
I was the right person to ask.
860
01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:25,960
Because if it had been,
I would have told her not to do it.
861
01:12:26,038 --> 01:12:28,720
He said I’m completely naive,
862
01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:32,840
but of course for him I’m naïve,
because I don’t agree on
863
01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:38,479
anything that he talks about,
except that he’s also human.
864
01:12:47,399 --> 01:12:52,158
“And then
I wrote ‘Choices’, my second book.”
865
01:12:52,238 --> 01:12:55,399
“In English first, not Norwegian.”
866
01:12:55,479 --> 01:13:00,279
“Linn and I still
lived in the United States.”
867
01:13:00,359 --> 01:13:05,560
“I was simply
an immigrant from Norway.”
868
01:13:08,399 --> 01:13:11,600
“Am I a human being
only through my work?”
869
01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:15,319
“Is there something I give in acting
that I’m unable to possess”
870
01:13:15,399 --> 01:13:18,399
“as a private person?
Allowing others through me”
871
01:13:18,479 --> 01:13:22,078
“to recognise
what they have known before?”
872
01:13:22,158 --> 01:13:26,279
“Is that Liv leading her human life?”
873
01:13:27,640 --> 01:13:30,560
“Too often recently I find
what I’m doing in the theatre,”
874
01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:33,960
“or in a film studio, a cheat.”
875
01:13:34,038 --> 01:13:36,520
“It has become an effort
just to move my feet”
876
01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:39,158
“from one side of the stage
to the other.”
877
01:13:40,439 --> 01:13:46,640
“Laurence Olivier once told me he had
a similar feeling when saying lines.”
878
01:13:46,720 --> 01:13:48,680
“It became a strain,”
879
01:13:48,760 --> 01:13:51,760
“and he started to dread
not remembering the next line”
880
01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:55,158
“while still saying the line before.”
881
01:13:56,600 --> 01:14:00,279
“Maybe it is a midlife question.”
882
01:14:00,359 --> 01:14:02,439
“Maybe it has no name.”
883
01:14:02,520 --> 01:14:06,920
“Maybe it is simply
awareness of choice.”
884
01:14:12,439 --> 01:14:18,399
I was doing a musical
on Broadway, “I Remember Mama”.
885
01:14:21,920 --> 01:14:25,279
And it was a lot of great plays
on Broadway at that time,
886
01:14:25,359 --> 01:14:28,760
and we were asked to collect money
from the audience,
887
01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:34,000
because Pol Pot in Cambodia did
great horrors to the people there,
888
01:14:34,078 --> 01:14:36,158
killing, murdering them.
889
01:14:36,238 --> 01:14:41,118
Nobody came over the borders,
but a march would go there.
890
01:14:41,198 --> 01:14:46,920
They needed money and would have 50
truckloads of medicines and doctors.
891
01:14:47,000 --> 01:14:50,439
Fantastic.
So we all collected money,
892
01:14:50,520 --> 01:14:54,118
and I was the one to
give it to the head of IRC,
893
01:14:54,198 --> 01:14:59,319
one of my mentors later in life.
894
01:14:59,399 --> 01:15:03,840
And his name was Leo Cherne,
I’d never heard of him before.
895
01:15:03,920 --> 01:15:07,038
And I’m the Broadway person
who gives it to him,
896
01:15:07,118 --> 01:15:09,840
and he was kind of an old man.
897
01:15:09,920 --> 01:15:15,840
And I say: “This is for you, and it’s
going to be a wonderful march,”
898
01:15:15,920 --> 01:15:18,000
“and congratulations.”
899
01:15:18,078 --> 01:15:21,238
Then I said, because
my mother taught me that,
900
01:15:21,319 --> 01:15:25,038
you know a good girl says:
“Is there something more I can do?”
901
01:15:25,118 --> 01:15:28,158
He’s standing with
a star of Broadway.
902
01:15:28,238 --> 01:15:34,600
And then he just looked at me,
Leo Cherne, and he said:
903
01:15:34,680 --> 01:15:39,520
“Yeah. Why don’t you come with us?”
904
01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:45,600
Oh... And I said:
“Is it going to be a long travel?”
905
01:15:45,680 --> 01:15:51,640
“Yes. For the rest of your life.”
906
01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:04,880
And we tried to get into Cambodia,
and they started to shoot at us
907
01:16:04,960 --> 01:16:08,960
when we came close to
the border of Cambodia.
908
01:16:09,038 --> 01:16:10,920
We had to stop,
and Bayard Rustin,
909
01:16:11,000 --> 01:16:14,560
who walked at
the side of Martin Luther King,
910
01:16:14,640 --> 01:16:17,720
just went even closer to the border,
911
01:16:17,800 --> 01:16:22,520
and he sang:
“We shall overcome.”
912
01:16:22,600 --> 01:16:25,038
And it was fantastic.
913
01:16:27,600 --> 01:16:29,560
And we continued to travel.
914
01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:31,720
It’s a march for freedom.
915
01:16:31,800 --> 01:16:34,238
And for once in my life,
916
01:16:34,319 --> 01:16:38,600
I’m not talking about theatre
or film or Ingmar or anybody,
917
01:16:38,680 --> 01:16:42,560
for once in my life I felt...
918
01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:44,680
“This is where I am.”
919
01:16:44,760 --> 01:16:47,640
And this is where I still am.
920
01:16:54,840 --> 01:16:58,680
A new teacher came into my life,
921
01:16:58,760 --> 01:17:01,640
and he was the head
of UNICEF, Jim Grant.
922
01:17:01,720 --> 01:17:08,118
And he said: “We would really like
you to be an ambassador for UNICEF,”
923
01:17:08,198 --> 01:17:11,600
“and we’ve never had
a woman ambassador for UNICEF.”
924
01:17:13,399 --> 01:17:18,720
I looked at misery in the world
sometimes as statistics,
925
01:17:18,800 --> 01:17:23,680
or outside of my borders.
Not because I’m a bad person,
926
01:17:23,760 --> 01:17:28,000
just because my life was
filled with so much happiness
927
01:17:28,078 --> 01:17:31,000
and excitement and whatever.
928
01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:38,399
This is really what Liv
is supposed to do,
929
01:17:38,479 --> 01:17:43,479
to meet these people who have
nothing, and they are statistics,
930
01:17:43,560 --> 01:17:45,880
and it’s my opportunity.
931
01:17:45,960 --> 01:17:49,439
People are listening to me.
They didn’t always listen to me,
932
01:17:49,520 --> 01:17:53,800
but now they were listening to me
because I got stories.
933
01:17:53,880 --> 01:17:58,158
With UNICEF I think I was in
forty different countries,
934
01:17:58,238 --> 01:18:01,560
and incredible things happened.
935
01:18:01,640 --> 01:18:06,680
But the incredible things that
happened were beautiful, generous,
936
01:18:06,760 --> 01:18:11,439
wonderful people
who had no choice in life.
937
01:18:11,520 --> 01:18:15,680
And children,
who were incredible children,
938
01:18:15,760 --> 01:18:18,479
but who had no future in life.
939
01:18:18,560 --> 01:18:23,279
And children were dying by the
thousands and thousands every day.
940
01:18:38,520 --> 01:18:43,600
“I see her standing lost in agony
with a tiny baby in her arms.”
941
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:48,920
“The area of her camp
is severely affected by drought.”
942
01:18:49,000 --> 01:18:53,760
“Her child
is dying quietly of thirst.”
943
01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:59,000
“In front of her, a waterhole
with thick, polluted water.”
944
01:18:59,078 --> 01:19:04,800
“She has a choice to let
her only baby die from dehydration”
945
01:19:04,880 --> 01:19:07,960
“or to let him
drink of poisoned water.”
946
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:12,840
“I watch her make the choice.”
947
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:22,399
“She bends, her hand is cupped
and filled with mud.”
948
01:19:24,000 --> 01:19:29,118
“She lifts it
slowly to her baby’s mouth.”
949
01:19:43,960 --> 01:19:48,520
An artist is a citizen
with a megaphone.
950
01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:53,238
So, I don’t think it’s that an artist
has a special obligation.
951
01:19:53,319 --> 01:19:56,760
I think it’s that everybody
has an obligation.
952
01:19:56,840 --> 01:20:03,920
So, if anybody was given
an opportunity and had a megaphone
953
01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:09,319
and had seen something
that needed to be attended to,
954
01:20:09,399 --> 01:20:12,279
they’d be crazy
not to use the megaphone.
955
01:20:12,359 --> 01:20:16,479
When you have seen suffering
956
01:20:16,560 --> 01:20:21,439
or hideous injustice first hand,
957
01:20:21,520 --> 01:20:24,920
then you can’t unsee that,
you can’t unsay it.
958
01:20:25,000 --> 01:20:27,800
And so therefore,
you have the responsibility,
959
01:20:27,880 --> 01:20:33,760
in whatever way you can, to try
and bring that to public attention.
960
01:20:33,840 --> 01:20:40,880
I have brought...
It’s only four lines.
961
01:20:40,960 --> 01:20:46,319
And it’s not something I said,
but it’s something that I read.
962
01:20:46,399 --> 01:20:54,399
It’s almost my favourite
writer, Leo Tolstoy.
963
01:20:54,479 --> 01:20:56,600
He wrote this:
964
01:20:57,800 --> 01:21:01,960
“I sit on a man’s back,”
965
01:21:02,038 --> 01:21:07,720
“choking him
and making him carry me.”
966
01:21:07,800 --> 01:21:10,960
“And yet assure myself and others”
967
01:21:11,038 --> 01:21:17,238
“that I am sorry for him
and wish to lighten his load”
968
01:21:17,319 --> 01:21:24,680
“by all possible means,
except getting off his back.”
969
01:21:25,920 --> 01:21:28,640
I think it can’t be said better,
970
01:21:28,720 --> 01:21:34,920
and it goes for all of us,
it goes for all of us every day.
971
01:21:45,118 --> 01:21:49,479
Before I met Liv, I was living
972
01:21:49,560 --> 01:21:53,479
in a home for disabled children
973
01:21:53,560 --> 01:21:58,680
called Freetown Cheshire Home,
in Sierra Leone.
974
01:21:58,760 --> 01:22:03,158
And I was one of the few kids
975
01:22:03,238 --> 01:22:09,158
whose parents literally left them
there and never visited them again.
976
01:22:09,238 --> 01:22:15,038
I was like four years old,
my parents dropped me at the home,
977
01:22:15,118 --> 01:22:19,720
and I never saw them again.
978
01:22:28,038 --> 01:22:33,600
We were in an orphanage
for disabled people
979
01:22:33,680 --> 01:22:37,038
that had trouble with walking,
or for other reasons.
980
01:22:37,118 --> 01:22:43,680
And I met somebody called John,
and he was
981
01:22:43,760 --> 01:22:45,920
sitting there on the floor.
982
01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:49,238
He was lonely.
983
01:22:49,319 --> 01:22:53,198
And I somehow recognised
that loneliness.
984
01:22:53,279 --> 01:22:56,560
He didn’t tell me,
what I learned later,
985
01:22:56,640 --> 01:23:00,439
that nobody
came and visited him.
986
01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:03,279
But I knew he was lonely.
987
01:23:03,359 --> 01:23:07,800
I identified with him
because I’m lonely myself often.
988
01:23:11,960 --> 01:23:16,600
It was my one in a billion chance.
989
01:23:16,680 --> 01:23:19,720
I’m an orphan.
I have no one.
990
01:23:19,800 --> 01:23:27,479
But I have this dream of actually
studying technology in the UK.
991
01:23:27,560 --> 01:23:31,118
I had this booklet from a college.
992
01:23:31,840 --> 01:23:35,319
And I heard myself saying:
993
01:23:35,399 --> 01:23:39,680
“Would you like to leave?”
994
01:23:39,760 --> 01:23:46,399
“Are you going to have an education?
Maybe I can help you?”
995
01:23:46,479 --> 01:23:51,198
I don’t know why I said it.
I was kind of young myself.
996
01:23:51,198 --> 01:23:56,319
The whole idea of actually
getting into this college
997
01:23:56,399 --> 01:23:59,399
was bordering
on ridiculous, you know.
998
01:23:59,479 --> 01:24:02,520
Yeah, it was
never going to happen.
999
01:24:02,600 --> 01:24:07,359
So, there Liv was,
and she asked me,
1000
01:24:07,439 --> 01:24:10,560
and I just told her: “This is
what I want to do.”
1001
01:24:11,279 --> 01:24:14,000
Maybe I just thought
he needed a mum.
1002
01:24:14,078 --> 01:24:18,720
Maybe I had bad conscience because
I was here in Sierra Leone,
1003
01:24:18,800 --> 01:24:22,960
and it was a revolution there
and people were in agony.
1004
01:24:23,038 --> 01:24:25,920
I made him come to England.
1005
01:24:26,000 --> 01:24:30,640
He went to school
and he was incredibly brilliant.
1006
01:24:33,680 --> 01:24:40,078
The only time I realised
that she’s a celebrity
1007
01:24:40,158 --> 01:24:44,279
was when I came
to Gatwick Airport.
1008
01:24:44,359 --> 01:24:50,640
The immigration officer said:
“You are a very lucky young man.”
1009
01:24:50,720 --> 01:24:56,118
And that’s when I knew that
“Oh, maybe Liv is somebody”,
1010
01:24:56,198 --> 01:24:58,800
because I didn’t know, obviously.
1011
01:24:58,880 --> 01:25:05,319
I mean I’d never heard of her,
and we don’t watch Bergman movies
1012
01:25:05,399 --> 01:25:09,038
where I come from.
1013
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:17,680
She’s been by my side since 1987.
1014
01:25:17,760 --> 01:25:23,359
My kids call her Grandma Liv,
and my daughter is called Liv too.
1015
01:25:23,439 --> 01:25:27,118
How many
black African kids are called Liv?
1016
01:25:27,198 --> 01:25:31,560
But we didn’t spent hours
looking through baby books.
1017
01:25:31,640 --> 01:25:35,960
We knew. It’s a girl.
It has to be called Liv.
1018
01:25:36,038 --> 01:25:40,800
So, there you have it.
1019
01:25:40,840 --> 01:25:45,439
It was just meant to be. It wasn’t
that I stretched out my hand to him
1020
01:25:45,520 --> 01:25:53,078
and helped him and so on.
No, it’s... He just needed a mum.
1021
01:26:03,399 --> 01:26:10,238
“The question is not:
Are we guilty for their plight?”
1022
01:26:10,319 --> 01:26:16,198
“Although the silent bystander is
often as guilty as the offender,”
1023
01:26:16,279 --> 01:26:19,640
“but guilt is a prison for emotions,”
1024
01:26:19,720 --> 01:26:24,920
“and stops the process of
change and commitment.”
1025
01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:29,920
“The question is: What opportunity
exists for those of us”
1026
01:26:30,000 --> 01:26:33,279
“who witness misery?”
1027
01:26:33,359 --> 01:26:37,479
“I want to know more, I want to
find out what life is to all of us”
1028
01:26:37,560 --> 01:26:41,680
“and how we use it, and
whether there is joy in having it,”
1029
01:26:41,760 --> 01:26:45,158
“and what we are for,
and what friends are for,”
1030
01:26:45,238 --> 01:26:48,840
“and why there are lonely people?”
1031
01:26:50,840 --> 01:26:55,680
“I want to discover
the feeling of life as it begins.”
1032
01:26:55,760 --> 01:27:03,158
“I want to discover the feeling
of life as it approaches its end.”
1033
01:27:05,238 --> 01:27:12,439
“I want to discover because
we want to be discovered.”
1034
01:27:24,560 --> 01:27:26,680
First of all, she’s my aunt.
1035
01:27:26,760 --> 01:27:30,118
She’s a warm person
who loves her family.
1036
01:27:30,198 --> 01:27:32,840
My mother is her only sibling.
1037
01:27:32,920 --> 01:27:36,439
So of course they were very
close and very connected.
1038
01:27:36,520 --> 01:27:41,479
That made us be very close to
her from the beginning, I would say.
1039
01:27:42,600 --> 01:27:48,198
When I was 23, I came out
as a gay young man.
1040
01:27:48,279 --> 01:27:52,158
And she was the first one
in my family I told I was gay.
1041
01:27:52,238 --> 01:27:56,880
And I remember we were sitting
in her car on the way to the airport.
1042
01:27:56,960 --> 01:28:00,000
I was really upset, and I cried,
1043
01:28:00,078 --> 01:28:04,399
and I think it took us five minutes
and we laughed and we laughed.
1044
01:28:04,479 --> 01:28:08,038
Because I have the same name
as my father. She said:
1045
01:28:08,118 --> 01:28:12,560
“Just imagine when the rumour starts,
they’ll think it’s your father.”
1046
01:28:12,640 --> 01:28:14,960
And then we laughed
and laughed.
1047
01:28:18,520 --> 01:28:21,600
She was the one that actually...
1048
01:28:22,920 --> 01:28:28,640
Made me realise
that first moment that...
1049
01:28:28,720 --> 01:28:31,319
I don’t know why I get so emotional.
1050
01:28:31,399 --> 01:28:36,520
She made me realise that I had
a future with love and happiness,
1051
01:28:36,600 --> 01:28:39,198
and people that supported me.
1052
01:28:39,279 --> 01:28:41,640
And that was of course crucial
1053
01:28:41,720 --> 01:28:45,560
and very important for
a young, insecure guy.
1054
01:28:45,640 --> 01:28:48,880
And it must have helped,
I became the leader
1055
01:28:48,960 --> 01:28:53,359
of the gay movement in Norway, so
somehow that gave me a flying start.
1056
01:29:00,399 --> 01:29:05,038
When you read Liv’s books,
it’s apparently clear
1057
01:29:05,118 --> 01:29:09,720
how much compassion
and empathy she has for everyone.
1058
01:29:09,800 --> 01:29:14,399
And that she
fights for everyone.
1059
01:29:15,439 --> 01:29:22,600
We are together, there is
no difference, there is no other.
1060
01:29:22,680 --> 01:29:27,720
And we can’t do a lot of things,
but we can always be together
1061
01:29:27,800 --> 01:29:35,319
and know that what I choose
has to do with what they are given.
1062
01:29:35,399 --> 01:29:41,198
Without my choice, since they have
no choice, they are given nothing.
1063
01:29:51,319 --> 01:29:57,600
We women sometimes see things that
men don’t see in in camps.
1064
01:29:57,680 --> 01:30:04,760
Four of us went to Hong Kong, and
there was a big refugee camp there,
1065
01:30:04,840 --> 01:30:07,479
and there was a lot of talk
of what was going on there.
1066
01:30:07,560 --> 01:30:13,479
And this was while the English
still were in charge of Hong Kong.
1067
01:30:15,840 --> 01:30:18,960
They didn’t want us there.
They didn’t want people in there.
1068
01:30:19,038 --> 01:30:24,000
They looked at us: “Looks like
innocent women, we’ll let them in.”
1069
01:30:24,078 --> 01:30:30,640
And that’s when we saw it. Sometimes,
when they had to say hello
1070
01:30:30,720 --> 01:30:35,680
to the chief of the staff,
the women had to kneel down.
1071
01:30:35,760 --> 01:30:39,960
All kinds of orders were there.
1072
01:30:40,038 --> 01:30:42,920
If you had your menstruation,
1073
01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:47,760
you had to show the old thing
before you could get a new.
1074
01:30:47,840 --> 01:30:52,319
Things that are very
humiliating and very bad.
1075
01:30:52,399 --> 01:30:56,038
And if you are to have a baby,
you have to tell them
1076
01:30:56,118 --> 01:31:00,920
when you are seven months pregnant.
Then they will take you in a car,
1077
01:31:01,000 --> 01:31:05,760
out of the camp
and take you to a prison,
1078
01:31:05,840 --> 01:31:09,479
and you will be in that prison
and you will give birth.
1079
01:31:09,560 --> 01:31:14,319
That is the ritual for a woman
who is pregnant
1080
01:31:14,399 --> 01:31:19,158
and has done nothing wrong in
her life except being a refugee.
1081
01:31:19,238 --> 01:31:22,319
While we were there,
she must have forgotten it.
1082
01:31:22,399 --> 01:31:27,880
She was probably more than seven
months pregnant. Eight months, maybe.
1083
01:31:27,960 --> 01:31:34,920
Then she starts to give birth,
and we see that.
1084
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:38,520
And instead of doctors coming,
they’re all coming.
1085
01:31:38,600 --> 01:31:44,760
And they are tying around her legs,
1086
01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:47,560
so she will be closed.
1087
01:31:47,640 --> 01:31:53,560
And then the car comes and gets her.
It’s a two-hour drive to the prison.
1088
01:31:53,640 --> 01:32:00,118
That child never got a number
because that child never escaped.
1089
01:32:00,198 --> 01:32:03,319
We went to the Senate
and to the Congress
1090
01:32:03,399 --> 01:32:07,158
and other places in the United States
and talked about it.
1091
01:32:07,238 --> 01:32:10,760
I have seated to my right
one of the people
1092
01:32:10,840 --> 01:32:15,520
who has been most impassioned
and has worked hardest
1093
01:32:15,520 --> 01:32:17,238
to bring to the world’s attention
1094
01:32:17,319 --> 01:32:20,118
the particular
struggles of refugee families.
1095
01:32:20,479 --> 01:32:23,640
It’s my pleasure to
introduce Liv Ullmann.
1096
01:32:26,520 --> 01:32:29,840
Then I did something that
I’ve never done in my life,
1097
01:32:29,920 --> 01:32:34,359
I was one of the founders
of a new organisation called
1098
01:32:34,439 --> 01:32:38,158
“Women for
refugee women and children”.
1099
01:32:38,238 --> 01:32:44,800
We started it. In the beginning,
we were 4–5 people having this idea,
1100
01:32:44,880 --> 01:32:47,479
and today it’s incredible,
it’s all over the world.
1101
01:32:47,560 --> 01:32:51,840
And I’m not practical,
but I was part of founding something.
1102
01:32:51,920 --> 01:32:55,279
And I feel very proud of that.
That’s personal pride.
1103
01:32:55,359 --> 01:32:59,238
I’m allowed to do that, too.
So, that’s what I did.
1104
01:32:59,319 --> 01:33:05,640
There are millions of silent children
who never make the headlines.
1105
01:33:05,720 --> 01:33:09,800
There are voices of children
who in their short lives
1106
01:33:09,880 --> 01:33:12,680
lack not only food and health care,
1107
01:33:12,760 --> 01:33:16,158
but love and touch
and dreams and eagerness
1108
01:33:16,238 --> 01:33:20,640
and faith and happiness.
They lack it all.
1109
01:33:22,720 --> 01:33:26,840
“During these days my anger grows.”
1110
01:33:26,920 --> 01:33:29,000
“I want to be angry.”
1111
01:33:29,078 --> 01:33:34,840
“Anger allows action.
The possibilities of change.”
1112
01:33:34,920 --> 01:33:41,439
“The choice to protest. Why is it
that I, like many other women,”
1113
01:33:41,520 --> 01:33:45,800
“have been brought up to deny my
right to express anger?”
1114
01:33:45,880 --> 01:33:51,038
“Why is anger
considered unfeminine?”
1115
01:33:51,118 --> 01:33:55,439
“Small wonder that so many women are
afraid of presenting their beliefs”
1116
01:33:55,520 --> 01:33:59,198
“exactly the way they feel them”
1117
01:33:59,279 --> 01:34:03,198
“or even frightened
by their own feelings of anger.”
1118
01:34:06,038 --> 01:34:12,000
“I am angry. I am furious
watching children suffer”
1119
01:34:12,078 --> 01:34:14,560
“while I know
that billions of dollars are going”
1120
01:34:14,640 --> 01:34:20,399
“to the machinery of
war and designs of destruction.”
1121
01:34:20,479 --> 01:34:24,800
“I am learning that if I just go on
accepting the framework for life”
1122
01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:30,399
“that others have given me,
if I fail to make my own choices,”
1123
01:34:30,479 --> 01:34:35,118
“the reason
for my life will be missing.”
1124
01:34:35,198 --> 01:34:40,479
“I will be unable to recognise that
which I have the power to change.”
1125
01:34:42,600 --> 01:34:49,840
“I refuse to spend my life regretting
the things I failed to do.”
1126
01:34:58,279 --> 01:35:01,960
I love the colours of America.
1127
01:35:02,038 --> 01:35:05,118
Not just the red, white and blue,
1128
01:35:05,198 --> 01:35:09,560
but the red, white,
black, brown and yellow.
1129
01:35:09,640 --> 01:35:14,479
I love this rainbow that is America.
1130
01:35:14,560 --> 01:35:18,479
Except for the Native Americans,
1131
01:35:18,560 --> 01:35:25,880
we are all immigrants or descendants
of immigrants or abolitionists.
1132
01:35:25,960 --> 01:35:29,279
It’s his first day
as a president,
1133
01:35:29,359 --> 01:35:33,800
I’m sure he hoped
to be a good president.
1134
01:35:34,680 --> 01:35:42,078
And the energy that we draw from
our diversity can light up the world.
1135
01:35:42,158 --> 01:35:46,680
I had some beautiful words to say,
1136
01:35:46,760 --> 01:35:52,078
and while I said those words, that we
are all alike and we belong together,
1137
01:35:52,158 --> 01:35:56,439
I thought: “How wonderful,
I get to say this.”
1138
01:35:56,520 --> 01:36:00,319
And the incredible gratefulness.
1139
01:36:00,399 --> 01:36:04,600
Everything that I
had been doing that also allowed me
1140
01:36:04,680 --> 01:36:12,198
to say these words that
are so important, and that is art.
1141
01:36:12,279 --> 01:36:16,279
When you talk to people,
and they understand it
1142
01:36:16,359 --> 01:36:19,720
and you are part of a whole thing.
1143
01:36:19,800 --> 01:36:23,319
And then I was proud
that I could do my art.
1144
01:36:23,399 --> 01:36:27,198
Everybody couldn’t do that. I could.
1145
01:36:32,760 --> 01:36:35,359
Liv has an incredible authority
1146
01:36:35,439 --> 01:36:42,800
because she’s had a lifetime’s work
of baring her soul to people
1147
01:36:42,880 --> 01:36:47,479
and speaking honestly
and directly to cinema audiences.
1148
01:36:47,560 --> 01:36:54,399
There’s a trust in Liv’s authenticity
and her desire to tell the truth.
1149
01:37:00,720 --> 01:37:03,000
Congratulations on the Oscar,
by the way.
1150
01:37:03,078 --> 01:37:05,880
You should
have gotten it a long time ago.
1151
01:37:05,960 --> 01:37:09,560
You’ve been
my favourite actor all my life.
1152
01:37:09,640 --> 01:37:11,359
Thank you very much,
it’s an honour.
1153
01:37:11,439 --> 01:37:15,960
I’m trying to become an actress
and I just love your films.
1154
01:37:16,038 --> 01:37:18,560
-Wish you all the best.
-Thank you.
1155
01:37:22,279 --> 01:37:25,840
There comes a time, I think,
when the Academy feels:
1156
01:37:25,920 --> 01:37:32,038
“Now, who are the great actors
who have had great careers,”
1157
01:37:32,118 --> 01:37:39,520
“who have given so much to cinema,
who have never won an Academy Award?”
1158
01:37:39,600 --> 01:37:43,520
And of course,
Liv’s name should be there.
1159
01:37:43,600 --> 01:37:49,000
And I hope it fires her to do more
and more interesting and great
1160
01:37:49,078 --> 01:37:55,800
humanitarian and cinematographic
work, because she is a jewel.
1161
01:37:59,680 --> 01:38:02,560
Liv has
heightened awareness of the plight
1162
01:38:02,640 --> 01:38:06,198
of refugees all over the world.
1163
01:38:06,279 --> 01:38:11,279
In this cause, she has never
ceased to follow the concise rule
1164
01:38:11,359 --> 01:38:17,920
she has forged for herself:
don’t turn away.
1165
01:38:18,000 --> 01:38:21,479
It’s a phrase that could be used
with equal accuracy
1166
01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:24,840
to describe
the profound artistry of Liv Ullmann.
1167
01:38:30,800 --> 01:38:34,279
Thank you.
1168
01:38:34,359 --> 01:38:36,920
Thank you.
1169
01:38:47,880 --> 01:38:52,920
“During our short time on earth,
we exercise and follow choices”
1170
01:38:53,000 --> 01:38:56,198
“with all their ambiguities.”
1171
01:38:56,279 --> 01:39:00,319
“We learn that little is clear cut.”
1172
01:39:00,399 --> 01:39:05,680
“A long time ago, I played in
Brecht’s ‘Caucasian Chalk Circle’.”
1173
01:39:07,000 --> 01:39:09,600
“My name was Grusha.”
1174
01:39:10,960 --> 01:39:16,000
“I’m sitting beside a baby
whose mother has abandoned it.”
1175
01:39:16,078 --> 01:39:19,760
“I’m very poor and very frightened.”
1176
01:39:19,840 --> 01:39:26,198
“As I bend down to pick up the child,
I’m filled with doubts.”
1177
01:39:26,279 --> 01:39:29,520
“The child would be
a hindrance in my life.”
1178
01:39:29,600 --> 01:39:33,680
“I barely have food
and clothing for myself.”
1179
01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:39,359
“I walk away, then I stop.”
1180
01:39:39,439 --> 01:39:41,840
“I return.”
1181
01:39:41,920 --> 01:39:47,960
“Reluctantly I sit down close
to the infant again.”
1182
01:39:49,359 --> 01:39:53,920
“I look at it, then look away.”
1183
01:39:54,000 --> 01:40:01,118
“Finally, I pick it up,
rebuke it for the difficulties”
1184
01:40:01,198 --> 01:40:03,640
“I will now be faced with,”
1185
01:40:03,720 --> 01:40:09,238
“laugh to it, because it is
so pitiful and helpless.”
1186
01:40:11,238 --> 01:40:16,960
“I am the one who passed by
and was able to help.”
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