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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:44,519 Liv Ullmann, a goddess of acting and directing! 2 00:01:47,319 --> 00:01:53,319 Everyone talks about Liv’s eyes, and my God you could just fall into them. 3 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:56,438 It’s because she’s always looking out at the world 4 00:01:56,519 --> 00:01:59,640 with sort of a face of unconditional love. 5 00:01:59,718 --> 00:02:03,078 Nominated again for “Face to Face”. 6 00:02:03,159 --> 00:02:05,319 Ladies and gentlemen, it’s Liv Ullmann! 7 00:02:07,159 --> 00:02:10,080 There’s a very, very short list of actors 8 00:02:10,158 --> 00:02:14,318 who can affect you the way Liv Ullmann did, 9 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:19,718 which is just as if to invite you right into their emotional life. 10 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:21,758 I don’t know what that magic was, 11 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:24,598 but it was very hypnotic and compelling. 12 00:02:24,680 --> 00:02:27,000 I was in love with her before I even met her. 13 00:02:29,718 --> 00:02:33,038 She plays female characters who feel human. 14 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:37,479 They’re complex, and there can be some flaws. 15 00:02:37,560 --> 00:02:42,878 She celebrates brokenness, in a way, 16 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,960 because when something breaks 17 00:02:45,038 --> 00:02:47,360 and it’s healed, it’s far more beautiful. 18 00:02:50,758 --> 00:02:56,158 That has given me tremendous richness in my life, 19 00:02:56,240 --> 00:02:59,400 that I have never been “a star”, 20 00:02:59,479 --> 00:03:03,158 and I have never had a need to be a star. 21 00:03:03,240 --> 00:03:08,120 But I’ve been in the most incredible companies of people. 22 00:03:08,199 --> 00:03:11,360 We are telling our stories, and where we connect, 23 00:03:11,438 --> 00:03:16,318 that’s what it is about to be a human being. 24 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:21,680 I know Liv will be saying: “Why am I getting this now?” 25 00:03:21,758 --> 00:03:24,280 “I mean, I have so much more to do.” 26 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:26,919 She should’ve won an Oscar a long time ago. 27 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:31,718 She should have multiple Oscars on her shelf. 28 00:03:32,878 --> 00:03:34,280 For those few who claim 29 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:37,400 she would never have been called one of our greatest actors 30 00:03:37,479 --> 00:03:39,800 without Ingmar Bergman, I would answer: 31 00:03:39,878 --> 00:03:44,120 Bergman would probably never been called one of our greatest filmmakers 32 00:03:44,199 --> 00:03:47,199 without Liv Ullmann. 33 00:03:55,878 --> 00:03:58,318 Thank you! 34 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:01,598 Thank you. 35 00:04:24,759 --> 00:04:27,160 Liv, we are looking at something. 36 00:04:27,240 --> 00:04:29,800 It’s strange, it’s... 37 00:04:29,879 --> 00:04:35,759 In our family, when we were confirmed in our religion, 38 00:04:35,838 --> 00:04:38,560 mother and father made a book together 39 00:04:38,639 --> 00:04:41,560 called “Your childhood”. 40 00:04:41,639 --> 00:04:47,800 And my mother finished it, I was 15 when I was confirmed, 41 00:04:47,879 --> 00:04:50,639 because my father died when I was... 42 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:54,759 When I was...six. 43 00:04:55,759 --> 00:04:59,800 And I’m shivering, and I didn’t know then 44 00:04:59,879 --> 00:05:04,278 that one day some old lady is going to look at this 45 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:08,480 and come completely close to who I was, 46 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:12,399 and that’s part of, I think, to be old. 47 00:05:12,480 --> 00:05:14,639 Childhood really comes back. 48 00:05:17,480 --> 00:05:24,959 I was born in Japan because my father was an engineer there. 49 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:30,838 I know when I was born the nurses said to my mother: 50 00:05:30,920 --> 00:05:35,240 “It is a girl. Shall we tell your husband?” 51 00:05:35,319 --> 00:05:38,560 And it’s still that way today. 52 00:05:38,639 --> 00:05:43,879 When people ask me: “Why are you doing what you are doing?” 53 00:05:43,959 --> 00:05:45,879 “What man was Ingmar Bergman,” 54 00:05:45,959 --> 00:05:50,759 “the one who kind of gave you all your thoughts and all your fantasy?” 55 00:05:50,838 --> 00:05:52,920 It’s still like that, I’m afraid. 56 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:56,160 It’s a girl, but you know men can help her. 57 00:05:58,480 --> 00:06:02,480 Before Pearl Harbour, we got out of Japan. 58 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,120 In the Second World War. 59 00:06:10,040 --> 00:06:14,480 And we went to a training camp for pilots 60 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:18,079 who went back to the war in Europe. 61 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,360 And my father was a teacher there. 62 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:25,959 And I’m looking at the first page here, 63 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:28,560 and I’m writing to my daddy: 64 00:06:30,240 --> 00:06:33,000 “Look at you, Papa!” 65 00:06:33,079 --> 00:06:38,439 “Don’t forget me, and keep this letter.” 66 00:06:38,519 --> 00:06:42,560 And it was in 1944, and little did I know 67 00:06:42,639 --> 00:06:48,120 that half a year later he was no longer there. 68 00:06:59,439 --> 00:07:06,278 A long time ago, in 1976... 69 00:07:06,360 --> 00:07:10,720 I wrote in my book “Changing”: 70 00:07:12,560 --> 00:07:17,800 “When I was little, I was fascinated by the Moon.” 71 00:07:17,879 --> 00:07:23,199 “Never constant, but faithful, it looked in on me.” 72 00:07:23,278 --> 00:07:30,519 “If I woke during the night, there it hung, pale and mysterious.” 73 00:07:30,600 --> 00:07:34,959 “If I had been having bad dreams, I would ask the Moon” 74 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:39,560 “that no one I loved would leave me.” 75 00:07:39,639 --> 00:07:46,879 “Papa had. I remember sitting alone with him before the operation” 76 00:07:46,959 --> 00:07:51,959 “that was to be his last. Doctors and nurses kept coming and going.” 77 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:55,079 “There was bustle and preparation around us.” 78 00:07:56,639 --> 00:08:01,759 “Yet, I felt as if we were alone.” 79 00:08:01,838 --> 00:08:05,959 “When he said goodbye in a strange voice,” 80 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:10,160 “I knew that we were sharing a secret.” 81 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:15,920 “I was six, and I was trying to be brave and not to cry.” 82 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:20,600 “My father, who was in my life for six years” 83 00:08:20,680 --> 00:08:26,040 “and did not leave me with one real memory of him.” 84 00:08:26,120 --> 00:08:30,000 “Just a great hole.” 85 00:08:30,079 --> 00:08:34,558 “The void Papa’s death left in me” 86 00:08:34,639 --> 00:08:37,360 “became a kind of cavity,” 87 00:08:37,440 --> 00:08:42,158 “into which later experiences were to be laid.” 88 00:08:56,320 --> 00:09:01,519 I was awkward, thin and... You know, and didn’t talk. 89 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:05,720 I wasn’t especially interesting for people. 90 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:08,720 And I read this story 91 00:09:08,798 --> 00:09:12,840 about the little girl who had nothing, 92 00:09:12,918 --> 00:09:18,158 and I wanted to tell that story to my mother’s friends, she had a party. 93 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:22,240 And my mother was good, and she asked her friends: 94 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:26,360 “My daughter, she wants to tell us a story, would you like to?” 95 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:31,480 They said, they wanted to have their drinks, but they said okay. 96 00:09:31,558 --> 00:09:35,200 And then I came, and I told them the story. 97 00:09:35,278 --> 00:09:41,480 And I had beautiful music that I put on, and I said: 98 00:09:41,558 --> 00:09:43,759 “You know, Hans Christian Andersen,” 99 00:09:43,840 --> 00:09:46,960 “he wrote this story about the little match girl.” 100 00:09:47,038 --> 00:09:50,519 “And it was New Year’s Eve,” 101 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:54,000 “and it was so cold, and she was freezing.” 102 00:09:56,360 --> 00:10:00,600 But they became quiet, and they listened, 103 00:10:00,678 --> 00:10:05,320 and people are listening, not to me, but to a story, 104 00:10:05,399 --> 00:10:09,600 a story that says something about who we are, why we are and so on. 105 00:10:09,678 --> 00:10:12,759 And I thought: “So, this is something like acting.” 106 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:14,678 “I want to be an actress.” 107 00:10:20,798 --> 00:10:25,399 I went to Oslo to try out for the theatre school, 108 00:10:25,480 --> 00:10:31,360 and I was still not 18. 109 00:10:31,440 --> 00:10:35,080 And I was so sure. “I will get in.” 110 00:10:35,158 --> 00:10:38,600 You know you do a try-out, and it’s fantastic. 111 00:10:38,678 --> 00:10:44,158 And then I came in, and it was incredible what I had thought out. 112 00:10:44,240 --> 00:10:50,720 It’s when she takes poison because she hears that Romeo is dead. 113 00:10:50,798 --> 00:10:53,918 And then you know I want to die, too. 114 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:57,960 And it’s my long monologue from Shakespeare about that. 115 00:10:58,038 --> 00:11:03,480 And then I start to die, and you know I go like this towards the floor. 116 00:11:03,558 --> 00:11:06,440 And I’m dying as I’m also trying 117 00:11:06,519 --> 00:11:09,558 to recite Shakespeare, but it was more about me dying. 118 00:11:09,639 --> 00:11:13,720 And suddenly, while I’m doing this incredible thing, 119 00:11:13,798 --> 00:11:17,678 I was sure, I hear from the audience, 120 00:11:17,759 --> 00:11:24,120 because the jury was of six people, and one was a very famous director, 121 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:27,278 very old, and she said: “Thank you!” 122 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:32,080 “What was it... Liv Ullmann! That’s enough.” I didn’t get in. 123 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:39,320 And I couldn’t understand it, that they didn’t see I’m a talent. 124 00:11:39,399 --> 00:11:42,120 I went to my grandmother and cried. 125 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:46,879 I was lying in her bed telling her: “They didn’t let me in!” 126 00:11:46,960 --> 00:11:50,558 And she embraced me, and she was... 127 00:11:50,639 --> 00:11:53,278 And I felt loved. 128 00:11:53,360 --> 00:11:59,278 That was so much more beautiful than the rejection. 129 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:05,678 I was... It really was. Again, it’s the feelings, 130 00:12:05,759 --> 00:12:09,038 it’s not the knowledge of seeing the list of people who came in, 131 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:11,960 and everybody I saw who came in, 132 00:12:12,038 --> 00:12:14,759 I’ve followed their careers until now. 133 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:19,519 None of them are sitting doing a movie about themselves. 134 00:12:24,918 --> 00:12:28,918 And then the next day, a man called me and said: 135 00:12:29,000 --> 00:12:34,798 “I heard from somebody who was there, watching you doing Juliet,” 136 00:12:34,879 --> 00:12:38,480 “he said I should call you.” He was the head of a provincial theatre, 137 00:12:38,558 --> 00:12:44,440 and he said: “Would you come and be an actress with us?” 138 00:12:44,519 --> 00:12:49,720 And I went to a province of Norway, Stavanger, 139 00:12:49,798 --> 00:12:54,720 and I had, instead of theatre school, I had three incredible years, 140 00:12:54,798 --> 00:12:58,879 being part of an ensemble, acting immediately. 141 00:13:05,080 --> 00:13:09,639 I’m so honoured to be able to introduce – for me – 142 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:13,158 not just one of the greatest actors of her generation, 143 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:16,519 but perhaps of any generation: 144 00:13:16,600 --> 00:13:19,278 Miss Liv Ullmann. 145 00:13:28,639 --> 00:13:32,480 My best friend in life, Bibi Andersson, 146 00:13:32,558 --> 00:13:37,240 we had done a movie, a Swedish movie, in Norway. 147 00:13:37,320 --> 00:13:43,840 I went to visit Bibi in Stockholm, because we became so close. 148 00:13:43,918 --> 00:13:45,558 We were walking on the street, 149 00:13:45,639 --> 00:13:48,399 and there comes the genius, Ingmar Bergman. 150 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:51,879 He had heard about me, I think, 151 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:54,840 because he stopped and talked to Bibi, 152 00:13:54,918 --> 00:13:58,320 and looked at me, you know. “I know who you are.” 153 00:13:58,399 --> 00:14:04,120 And suddenly he said: “Would you like to be in one of my movies?” 154 00:14:34,278 --> 00:14:38,320 He was going to do another movie, and then he went into the hospital, 155 00:14:38,399 --> 00:14:41,480 which he usually did when he didn’t want to do a movie. 156 00:14:41,558 --> 00:14:46,240 And there he saw a lot of pictures of Bibi and me, and asked for them, 157 00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:49,440 and he got the idea to make this movie 158 00:14:49,519 --> 00:14:55,960 about a woman who was so far into middle age, and I was only 25. 159 00:14:56,038 --> 00:14:59,000 And the nurse who helped her to come back to life, 160 00:14:59,080 --> 00:15:01,678 because she didn’t want to deal with life anymore. 161 00:15:04,840 --> 00:15:10,278 But I had no lines, I was this middle-aged woman at 25, 162 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:12,080 but I knew one thing, 163 00:15:12,158 --> 00:15:18,720 I knew that so much that Ingmar felt, he was 21 years older than me... 164 00:15:18,798 --> 00:15:24,759 That was something that he thought my face could express. 165 00:15:30,600 --> 00:15:36,440 I think I was someone who was talking about Ingmar, 166 00:15:36,519 --> 00:15:41,960 what Ingmar felt at that time, already being the genius in films. 167 00:15:42,038 --> 00:15:48,480 We never discussed it, but I really thought that then, 168 00:15:48,558 --> 00:15:54,120 and later on, the rest of his life, and why he used me all the time, 169 00:15:54,200 --> 00:16:01,918 was that I could express so much of what he was working with, 170 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,320 and had troubles with. 171 00:16:10,558 --> 00:16:15,320 We shot “Persona” in Stockholm for just one week, 172 00:16:15,399 --> 00:16:18,918 and he said: “No, no, we have to go to the island of Fårø”, 173 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:23,798 “Gotland, and we continue the movie there.” 174 00:16:25,759 --> 00:16:30,840 And I could see sometimes... When it was in the camera, 175 00:16:30,918 --> 00:16:34,960 I could see he was sitting watching me and so, but only that. 176 00:16:35,038 --> 00:16:37,519 And then towards the end of the movie, 177 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:40,399 we were walking on the beach. 178 00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:44,080 And we sat down, and then he said: 179 00:16:44,158 --> 00:16:49,320 “You know I had a dream last night, that you and I...” 180 00:16:51,399 --> 00:16:57,879 “We are painfully connected...” And that was so incredible. 181 00:16:57,960 --> 00:17:01,759 And that was a meeting too, and he was right. 182 00:17:01,840 --> 00:17:05,838 For the rest of our lives we were painfully connected. 183 00:17:05,920 --> 00:17:11,318 We had some years where we lived together because we fell in love. 184 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:16,078 And then the most beautiful thing of course, I got a daughter, 185 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:20,038 who is incredible, I love her so much. 186 00:17:20,118 --> 00:17:23,920 And she doesn’t always realise that, but I didn’t realise it 187 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:27,759 with my mother either, so that’s a family thing. 188 00:17:27,838 --> 00:17:36,598 And every work we did was somehow tied to the other. 189 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:55,480 “I love close-ups. To me they are a challenge.” 190 00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:59,358 “The closer a camera comes, the more eager I am” 191 00:17:59,440 --> 00:18:02,519 “to show a completely naked face.” 192 00:18:02,598 --> 00:18:06,200 “Show what is behind the skin.” 193 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:15,558 “The eyes inside the head show the thoughts that are forming.” 194 00:18:19,038 --> 00:18:23,078 “To work with Ingmar is to go on a journey of discovery” 195 00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:26,519 “within my own self.” 196 00:18:26,598 --> 00:18:32,358 “To be able to realise all the things I dreamt of as a girl.” 197 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:37,598 “Discard the mask and show what is behind it.” 198 00:18:45,798 --> 00:18:51,558 Those long, slow camera movements into her face 199 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:56,400 that Bergman would do, there is so much life there. 200 00:18:56,480 --> 00:19:00,400 So much joy, so much sorrow, so much pain. 201 00:19:02,078 --> 00:19:05,358 We all contain that in different ways, 202 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:07,798 but in order for it to show, 203 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:09,880 there has to be an openness 204 00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:14,440 for the camera to see through. 205 00:19:14,519 --> 00:19:17,038 And Liv is a master at that. 206 00:19:18,759 --> 00:19:21,318 It’s almost like she has no skin. 207 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:25,400 So you feel the emotions as she feels them, there’s no middleman. 208 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:27,720 It’s not like she’s in a scene and she thinks: 209 00:19:27,798 --> 00:19:31,920 “OK, my character is supposed to do this.” And then it happens. 210 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:35,038 It just happens, there’s no thought. 211 00:19:35,118 --> 00:19:39,598 And she works from this place of childlike wonder 212 00:19:39,680 --> 00:19:42,480 and innocence and purity. 213 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:07,078 I was to tell a man who was in love with me, that once, 214 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:12,480 with my husband, I lived this beautiful, beautiful love story. 215 00:20:12,558 --> 00:20:20,278 And he died in a traffic accident where I was driving the car. 216 00:20:21,318 --> 00:20:27,640 And Ingmar said to me: “You know, she’s guilty of that accident.” 217 00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:29,400 I said: “No, no...” 218 00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:32,720 And that’s the only time in my life I disagreed with him, 219 00:20:32,798 --> 00:20:36,880 because I didn’t feel what she was doing after or before 220 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:41,038 had to do with her killing her husband. 221 00:20:42,078 --> 00:20:47,519 And he said: “Well, if you don’t agree with my manuscript,” 222 00:20:47,598 --> 00:20:50,038 “and you’re going to say those words,” 223 00:20:50,118 --> 00:20:54,160 “it’s going to be a long close-up...” 224 00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:59,680 “Maybe 10 minutes. And I won’t give you any instructions” 225 00:20:59,759 --> 00:21:05,038 “because you were innocent, and you are going through the whole movie” 226 00:21:05,118 --> 00:21:06,838 “carrying your sorrow.” 227 00:21:06,920 --> 00:21:12,078 “Then I just want to tell you one thing.” 228 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:15,598 “In the middle of you telling about the accident...” 229 00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:22,519 “On these words I just want you to lean back and take a long pause,” 230 00:21:22,598 --> 00:21:26,838 “and think about the end before the accident happens.” 231 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:30,480 “Give it a pause.” And camera goes... 232 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:43,318 And I’m telling the story of this man that I loved so much, 233 00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:46,640 and I know my longing for him 234 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:51,440 and my love will always live within me... Aha, here’s the pause. 235 00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:57,278 And because it is living within me, 236 00:21:57,358 --> 00:22:02,118 in that pause I get to think about...it was actually I. 237 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:06,598 And I’m seeing myself, and I feel it is happening in my body. 238 00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:10,078 I’m driving, and my husband has just told me 239 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:13,240 that he’s going to leave me. 240 00:22:13,318 --> 00:22:16,960 And I don’t understand, because I know he loves me, 241 00:22:17,038 --> 00:22:21,519 and I feel while I’m acting that things are happening within me, 242 00:22:21,598 --> 00:22:24,960 and at the same time I feel... “Oh my God, this is incredible.” 243 00:22:25,038 --> 00:22:29,078 “What is going on?” And it’s happening, I’m like two people, 244 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:33,038 the actress and then the feeling happening inside of me. 245 00:22:33,118 --> 00:22:35,720 And suddenly, there are all these stones, 246 00:22:35,798 --> 00:22:37,920 and I will go into those stones, 247 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:42,920 because he’s leaving me! And I go into the stones. 248 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:46,200 And Ingmar was right, she is a murderer. 249 00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:51,240 But he allowed me to find it out myself, 250 00:22:51,318 --> 00:22:54,680 because that’s the kind of actress he knew I was. 251 00:22:54,759 --> 00:22:59,480 Once I get a pause, and don’t just go with the feelings, 252 00:22:59,558 --> 00:23:04,278 but get a pause to think, I am seeing what he wrote. 253 00:23:08,278 --> 00:23:13,358 That series of films she did with Ingmar Bergman, 254 00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:16,278 they changed the industry, 255 00:23:16,358 --> 00:23:19,078 they changed how we thought about films. 256 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:24,318 And because she was very much Bergman’s muse, 257 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:28,838 she sort of embodied everything that Bergman meant to people. 258 00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:32,640 She was a very beautiful woman, but it went way beyond that. 259 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:36,200 It was just something about her openness, 260 00:23:36,278 --> 00:23:40,118 and what she, in collaboration with Bergman, 261 00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:44,960 brought to the whole transaction with an audience. 262 00:23:48,118 --> 00:23:54,598 It was like a group of two people who knew each other. 263 00:23:54,680 --> 00:23:58,318 And a lot of things we knew about each other we didn’t even talk about 264 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:03,798 because we knew it, we recognised each other. 265 00:24:09,759 --> 00:24:13,278 When you left Fårø eventually, what brought that on? 266 00:24:13,358 --> 00:24:17,598 A lot was beautiful, we would lie in bed 267 00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:20,720 and look over, and Russia was close, 268 00:24:20,798 --> 00:24:23,598 and we wondered... “We are very close to Russia.” 269 00:24:23,680 --> 00:24:27,720 And we would make stories. We were very childish. 270 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:32,519 But then we were different, too, because he loved it. 271 00:24:32,598 --> 00:24:39,160 The stones and the barren earth, and the trees that were like this, 272 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,838 and I missed my friends. 273 00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:46,160 And he didn’t want visitors. 274 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:57,558 We were to have like three months thinking about it, 275 00:24:57,640 --> 00:25:00,598 and I hate departures. 276 00:25:02,798 --> 00:25:08,798 But Ingmar understands departures, because that’s part of who he is. 277 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:16,078 And I got a letter saying maybe this is the best way for us, 278 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:19,519 and it wasn’t a goodbye, it was... 279 00:25:19,598 --> 00:25:22,318 Something that was so right for me, too. 280 00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:34,278 “I found respect when I became independent.” 281 00:25:34,358 --> 00:25:36,240 “Ceased to cling,” 282 00:25:36,318 --> 00:25:41,838 “ceased to rely so desperately on others for my own happiness.” 283 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:46,038 “Sorrow turned, if you like, into joy.” 284 00:25:47,038 --> 00:25:51,160 “I no longer believe in a constant state of happiness.” 285 00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:56,078 “I think it is good to recognise what the moment is about,” 286 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:59,038 “and accept it as a gift.” 287 00:25:59,118 --> 00:26:02,798 “I give birth to a child for the first time.” 288 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:05,759 “This boundless event I shall never have again,” 289 00:26:05,838 --> 00:26:10,440 “but it enhances everything I will later feel.” 290 00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:18,078 “Gifts are not happiness only. I think I accept that.” 291 00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:23,720 “I believe this is my most important change.” 292 00:26:35,358 --> 00:26:39,920 I was very surprised when I was asked to do Kristina in “The Emigrants”, 293 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:45,960 because it’s such a national book in Sweden, and I’m Norwegian. 294 00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:51,118 It is what I’m seeing even more now today, 295 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:56,200 it’s the story of the refugees. You are in one country you love, 296 00:26:56,278 --> 00:27:01,838 you have your family there, who you love, and you still have to leave 297 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:05,078 because the earth is not giving you the food you need. 298 00:27:07,480 --> 00:27:13,960 For me it was a change because it took a full year to make that movie. 299 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:19,720 And I often say maybe it is my favourite movie 300 00:27:19,798 --> 00:27:25,798 because it’s such a love story between him and her. 301 00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:31,078 It’s everything that I wanted when I was young, 302 00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:35,759 to have one man and many children, and I got to live that life. 303 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:42,278 Live: The 45th annual Academy Awards presentation! 304 00:27:42,358 --> 00:27:45,278 Liv Ullmann, a nominee for “The Emigrants”. 305 00:27:45,358 --> 00:27:48,880 I was nominated for an Oscar, and I felt wonderful. 306 00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:54,720 My mother was with me, and my sister, and it was incredible. 307 00:27:54,798 --> 00:27:57,000 And everybody said: “Oh!” 308 00:27:57,078 --> 00:28:00,078 This was Hollywood... “Oh, you’re going to win the Oscar.” 309 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:02,558 “You’re so sweet, you’re so charming.” 310 00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:07,400 And I believed every word. “I’m really sweet and charming!” 311 00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:14,160 And my sewing circle was with me, my best friends stayed in a hotel. 312 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:20,519 And it was a party just before we went into the auditorium, 313 00:28:20,598 --> 00:28:22,358 and again everybody said: 314 00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:26,558 “You will win it, you’re so lovely! Is it possible to be so lovely?” 315 00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:31,440 Liza Minelli! 316 00:28:31,519 --> 00:28:34,278 And I didn’t win. 317 00:28:34,358 --> 00:28:38,640 It was sad, but it wasn’t like when I was young 318 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,640 and didn’t get into the theatre school. 319 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:46,358 OK, there are winners and losers, it didn’t matter that much. 320 00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:54,318 Can I ask you a bit about your time going to 70s Hollywood, 321 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:57,278 and doing I guess more light-hearted films, 322 00:28:57,358 --> 00:29:02,038 - trying to do something different. -I got all film offers, 323 00:29:02,118 --> 00:29:06,920 which I maybe didn’t really fit to. A musical, “Lost Horizon”. 324 00:29:08,798 --> 00:29:12,880 I couldn’t sing, I couldn’t dance. “You’re so lovely, you do that.” 325 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:15,200 And you know “40 Carats”, 326 00:29:15,278 --> 00:29:18,000 to play a 40-year-old woman from New York, 327 00:29:18,078 --> 00:29:22,880 and I was 35 and from Norway, with this accent. 328 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,480 You spent one wonderful night in Greece... 329 00:29:25,558 --> 00:29:29,838 Of course, it became a comedy, but maybe a different kind of comedy. 330 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:36,000 I did four movies and maybe closed down a studio, 331 00:29:36,078 --> 00:29:41,118 but you know, even Greta Garbo didn’t do that. 332 00:29:43,278 --> 00:29:46,480 Time Magazine called her “Hollywood’s new Nordic star”. 333 00:29:46,558 --> 00:29:48,838 Producers stood in line to sign her up, 334 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:53,000 everybody wanted a part in creating a new Greta Garbo or Ingrid Bergman. 335 00:29:53,078 --> 00:29:55,720 But Hollywood wasn’t quite sure how they would do it. 336 00:29:57,318 --> 00:30:01,078 “You must cut your hair, said one producer.” 337 00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:06,598 “No. I’ll make you the biggest star if you dress a little differently.” 338 00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:11,118 “I’m used to dressing this way.” 339 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:14,318 “Perhaps you should wear some more makeup?” 340 00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:17,480 “Send the beauty parlour bill to me.” 341 00:30:17,558 --> 00:30:20,720 “Certainly not!” 342 00:30:20,798 --> 00:30:23,480 “And then they left me alone.” 343 00:30:23,558 --> 00:30:28,920 “After all I enjoyed the status of a serious actor.” 344 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:33,000 “I had soul and depth and was European.” 345 00:30:33,078 --> 00:30:36,358 “I didn’t use makeup; I came from Norway.” 346 00:30:42,038 --> 00:30:46,038 Rock Hudson... When my sewing circle came over to Hollywood, 347 00:30:46,118 --> 00:30:50,640 he took them to Disneyland and everywhere, and he was wonderful. 348 00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:55,680 And yes, a very famous actor did ask me to come and visit him, 349 00:30:55,759 --> 00:30:57,480 and Rock Hudson said: “Don’t go there.” 350 00:30:57,558 --> 00:31:00,400 “A lot of people want to welcome you to Los Angeles.” 351 00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:04,519 “Don’t go there.” I go, of course, Rock Hudson, what does he know? 352 00:31:04,598 --> 00:31:08,680 And so I go to this famous actor, there was no one there. 353 00:31:08,759 --> 00:31:12,640 What is going on? And the doorbell rings, 354 00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:16,440 and outside is Rock Hudson. “I knew you would go, come with me.” 355 00:31:16,519 --> 00:31:21,480 And he knew. “She’s naive, she’ll do anything.” 356 00:31:21,558 --> 00:31:23,358 “We’ll have to go and get her out.” 357 00:31:23,358 --> 00:31:24,200 “We’ll have to go and get her out.” 358 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:27,440 A Bridge Too Far 359 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:32,160 All were men, the most famous actors in the world. 360 00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,960 “A Bridge Too Far” 361 00:31:35,038 --> 00:31:39,118 Starring Dirk Bogarde, James Caan, Michael Caine, 362 00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,400 Sean Connery, Gene Hackman. 363 00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:44,640 I was the only woman, it was with Laurence Olivier. 364 00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:46,078 Of course I said yes! 365 00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:49,118 -Liv Ullman. -Take cover! 366 00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:51,519 My part wasn’t the biggest part in the world, 367 00:31:51,598 --> 00:31:55,278 but I was with Laurence Olivier, and I was very nervous, 368 00:31:55,358 --> 00:31:58,440 and I forgot my lines, I never forget my lines. 369 00:31:58,519 --> 00:32:02,160 He said: “I’m like that too when I’m nervous, I forget my lines.” 370 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:06,160 And I was walking there, and it was an important movie, 371 00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:11,318 a wonderful director and...James Bond, 372 00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:16,038 and we were friends, and... All of them! It’s incredible. 373 00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:22,400 She had a great sense of humour about her own status as a film star. 374 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,200 She never thought of herself that way. 375 00:32:25,278 --> 00:32:28,680 She was always kind of surprised that people treated her that way. 376 00:32:34,838 --> 00:32:40,759 I was successful, but I didn’t really know how successful I was 377 00:32:40,838 --> 00:32:46,440 because I was going from one area of my life to another. 378 00:32:46,519 --> 00:32:48,880 And I live in Hollywood, 379 00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:52,759 and I have a beautiful house and swimming pool, 380 00:32:52,838 --> 00:32:58,598 and Linn learns to swim there, my daughter. At the same time, 381 00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:03,240 I go to Sweden to do “Scenes from a Marriage” with Ingmar. 382 00:33:03,318 --> 00:33:09,759 And there we are living in very poor cottages, 383 00:33:09,838 --> 00:33:13,759 and have outdoor toilets, and I meet with Erland Josephson, 384 00:33:13,838 --> 00:33:17,798 who I played with each morning at four. So it’s that reality. 385 00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:22,278 I think God was kind of good to me, so it wouldn’t go to my head. 386 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:44,759 I think probably the one that crystalised her incredible gift, 387 00:33:44,838 --> 00:33:47,759 and her profound generosity as a performer, 388 00:33:47,838 --> 00:33:54,278 was “Scenes from a Marriage”, because... Erland Josephson and her, 389 00:33:54,358 --> 00:33:57,838 the way they worked together, was like they were one organism. 390 00:34:06,078 --> 00:34:10,599 You knew that it was filmed literally in the corner of a set. 391 00:34:10,679 --> 00:34:12,880 And the way they went through, 392 00:34:12,960 --> 00:34:16,480 often in one shot with very little coverage, 393 00:34:16,559 --> 00:34:19,800 you were transported into a relationship 394 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:23,159 that you felt lost on a foreign island with these people, 395 00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:25,840 but yet in a place that felt so familiar. 396 00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:29,400 And I think I was, it was an acting masterclass, 397 00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:31,639 and I watched it at drama school, 398 00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:35,480 and it really changed what I thought was even possible 399 00:34:35,559 --> 00:34:38,320 in terms of veracity and truth in performance. 400 00:34:46,159 --> 00:34:49,280 Women’s liberation was starting to get really strong, 401 00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:52,360 and all the very famous women’s liberation people, 402 00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:55,119 they wanted to see “A Doll’s House” 403 00:34:55,199 --> 00:34:59,360 because that is an author who talks about women’s liberation, 404 00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,119 who leaves the husband and children, 405 00:35:01,199 --> 00:35:07,880 and goes out as a strong soldier in the world for women. 406 00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:10,920 You’re turning your back on your most sacred duties! 407 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,880 And what, in your opinion, are my most sacred duties? 408 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,199 You don’t have to ask me that. 409 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:20,880 Before anything else, you are a wife and a mother. 410 00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:24,000 I don’t believe that anymore. 411 00:35:24,079 --> 00:35:29,320 I believe that before anything else, I am a human being. 412 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:33,079 Just the same as you are, Thorvald. 413 00:35:33,159 --> 00:35:37,239 Or at least that’s what I’m going to turn myself into. 414 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,719 I loved doing Nora. 415 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:48,320 And it even made me see that I had to change 416 00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:52,880 because I wanted everybody to be happy with me. 417 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:56,400 So instead of always saying this is what I feel, 418 00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:59,840 I said at times, quite often, 419 00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:04,199 what would you want me to say, what would make you happy. 420 00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:07,280 And this is what Nora does all the time. 421 00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,440 The way I am now, I’m not a wife for you, Thorvald. 422 00:36:11,518 --> 00:36:14,800 I’m strong enough to change. 423 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:20,199 Maybe, if the doll is taken away from you. 424 00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:24,159 To be separated from you, Nora, I just can’t conceive of it. 425 00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:27,599 The more reason for it to happen. 426 00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:59,400 “I know a woman who walked out a door, Ibsen’s door.” 427 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:04,000 “I know what happened to one Nora after she left.” 428 00:37:04,079 --> 00:37:08,599 “She walked out and continued to let others make her choices.” 429 00:37:08,679 --> 00:37:16,599 “In search of my lost innocence, I walked out a door.” 430 00:37:16,679 --> 00:37:20,800 “At the time I believed I was looking for a purpose...” 431 00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:29,679 “But I found instead the meaning of choice.” 432 00:37:42,039 --> 00:37:45,480 If a man had done my career, it would have been fantastic, 433 00:37:45,559 --> 00:37:48,239 even if he had a child at home. But me doing it, 434 00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,840 it’s always stressed that... “Oh, she leaves her child,” 435 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,239 “It’s not good for the child that her mother is working so much.” 436 00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:59,719 We can never do everything, we can never be perfect mistresses, 437 00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:04,440 mothers, women, human beings, never all that perfect. 438 00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:08,400 Well, I wrote a lot in newspapers 439 00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:12,000 and publishers saw it and said: “You have to write a book.” 440 00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:16,280 I wanted to show that life is so full of changing, 441 00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:18,039 I’m part of the changes, 442 00:38:18,039 --> 00:38:23,079 And beware Liv, be aware of what kind of choices you make. 443 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,360 “I sit in a basement hammering on my typewriter” 444 00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:32,480 “until bad conscience drives me up to the kitchen.” 445 00:38:32,559 --> 00:38:36,360 “I read to Linn, and I’m polite on the telephone,” 446 00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:41,159 “and I talk to the nanny and tell her she should be free tomorrow” 447 00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:43,360 “because she needs rest.” 448 00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:47,000 “As if I had all the time in the world to have rest.” 449 00:38:47,079 --> 00:38:50,079 “The whole time I’m seething with anger.” 450 00:38:50,159 --> 00:38:54,079 “I doodle on a piece of paper, and my conscience bothers me” 451 00:38:54,159 --> 00:38:56,239 “because I’m a bad mother.” 452 00:38:56,320 --> 00:39:00,360 “Because I’m inadequate, don’t answer letters,” 453 00:39:00,440 --> 00:39:02,159 “don’t mend the faucets,” 454 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:05,800 “but allow them to go on dripping for months on end.” 455 00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:08,679 “Have coffee with the neighbour and make excuses” 456 00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:12,960 “for everything I’m doing because I know that she will never understand” 457 00:39:13,039 --> 00:39:15,280 “why this is important for me.” 458 00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:19,440 “This terrible female guilt.” 459 00:39:29,239 --> 00:39:31,320 And suddenly, all over the world, 460 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:36,400 I don’t know, 25–26 countries printed it. 461 00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:42,840 And I sat in every bookstore in the United States, 462 00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:46,199 everywhere, and the lines were enormous. 463 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:51,360 I’d never even thought about it, never, never. 464 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:54,079 I became a famous writer. 465 00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:01,039 The only place where they didn’t come like that, 466 00:40:01,119 --> 00:40:05,559 that was in Trondheim in Norway, where I am from. 467 00:40:05,639 --> 00:40:09,280 And they put me in the window of the bookstore, 468 00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:12,320 so I sat in the window, and people passing on the streets 469 00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:15,559 they would see me sitting there to sign books, 470 00:40:15,639 --> 00:40:18,039 and nobody came with any books. 471 00:40:18,119 --> 00:40:20,760 Then I heard, because I was sitting in the window, 472 00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:23,119 I heard from the desk in the bookstore 473 00:40:23,199 --> 00:40:25,760 a lady did come and buy my book, 474 00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:28,440 and then the lady of the bookstore said: 475 00:40:28,518 --> 00:40:31,800 “She’s sitting there in the window, you can go and get her signature.” 476 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,599 “No, I don’t want her signature.” 477 00:40:34,679 --> 00:40:37,960 And at that time, of course I got sad, 478 00:40:38,039 --> 00:40:41,000 but a month after this is a wonderful story. 479 00:40:49,079 --> 00:40:53,199 I always had Norway... 480 00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:57,960 They said: “You were on the list of the worst dressed women this year.” 481 00:40:58,039 --> 00:41:02,760 Or I sit in a car, and then there’s a parody on the radio, 482 00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:06,800 who always is crying and going on in films and like that, 483 00:41:06,880 --> 00:41:09,400 and I knew it was me. 484 00:41:13,599 --> 00:41:18,920 I had such an incredible success outside of Norway, 485 00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,039 but somehow, sometimes in Norway, 486 00:41:22,119 --> 00:41:27,320 it’s difficult, because we have something called the law of Jante. 487 00:41:28,480 --> 00:41:32,079 “You must never believe that you are anyone,” 488 00:41:32,159 --> 00:41:35,119 “and don’t think you are anyone.” 489 00:41:35,199 --> 00:41:37,280 “And don’t believe you are wiser than us.” 490 00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:40,159 You know what, I don’t want to read it all. 491 00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:44,400 It’s ten negative things to you to think about yourself. 492 00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:48,239 It has never helped me. And actually, the last one is: 493 00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:52,199 “You may think I don’t know something bad about you.” 494 00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:56,360 This is known by everyone in Norway, 495 00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:00,360 so be a little careful with your success. 496 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,400 They came with a big magazine in Norway 497 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:10,840 for women’s liberation. For once I was on a cover in Norway, 498 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:14,639 but it was this “unliberated Liv Ullmann”. 499 00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:21,920 They wrote that article because I had also done an ad for Lux soap. 500 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:26,639 That’s not what liberates you or unliberates you, that you do ads. 501 00:42:26,719 --> 00:42:30,360 Sometimes, if you don’t have that much money, you do ads as well, 502 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:34,280 I actually thought it was an honour to do something for this soap. 503 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:39,760 But that was enough to say “the unliberated Liv Ullmann”. 504 00:42:43,599 --> 00:42:47,719 And in the United States I was accepted, this liberated woman, 505 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:51,079 I did interviews and I did Nora in “The Doll’s House”, 506 00:42:51,159 --> 00:42:55,518 and I was part of that group; I knew that group. 507 00:42:56,760 --> 00:43:00,440 Another extraordinary thing about Liv is that she been able to have 508 00:43:00,518 --> 00:43:04,679 such an enormous international cultural impact 509 00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,760 in a time where women were just muses, 510 00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:10,119 or their careers where confined. 511 00:43:10,199 --> 00:43:13,320 She’s kept moving and changing and evolving, 512 00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,000 not only as an artist, but as a human being. 513 00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:38,960 Ingmar wrote “Fanny and Alexander”, the big masterpiece, for me. 514 00:43:39,039 --> 00:43:42,280 And then I, when I got it, I said: 515 00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:46,039 “But you said it would be a comedy, and this isn’t a comedy.” 516 00:43:46,119 --> 00:43:49,320 “And by the way, I’m going to do a Norwegian film.” 517 00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:54,239 And for the only time in our life, we weren’t friends. 518 00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:58,079 He wrote to me and called me “Miss Ullmann” and said: 519 00:43:58,159 --> 00:44:01,239 “You have given up your first-born rights.” 520 00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:04,320 It sounds very dramatic, but he did write that. 521 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:08,440 And for almost a year that happened. 522 00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:14,480 And then, when Ingmar had one of his first private showings 523 00:44:14,559 --> 00:44:18,079 of “Fanny and Alexander”, I sat by his side, 524 00:44:18,159 --> 00:44:24,199 and I cried during the whole thing, because it was a masterpiece. 525 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:27,480 I would have loved to be part of it, 526 00:44:27,559 --> 00:44:32,280 but it was also important for me to... 527 00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:36,880 “OK, I can make my own choices.” 528 00:44:42,079 --> 00:44:46,599 I was asked to do a script in Denmark, 529 00:44:46,679 --> 00:44:55,679 and write it on a well-known novel by Nathansen. 530 00:44:55,760 --> 00:45:03,159 And I wrote the script, and it wasn’t so much only about that book, 531 00:45:03,239 --> 00:45:06,518 it was really so many thoughts I’d had, 532 00:45:06,599 --> 00:45:11,679 and this love story, and why are we here on Earth? And what is love? 533 00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:15,320 I went to Denmark and gave them this script, and said: 534 00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:22,000 “This is the script, there’s a lot of me in it too, but it is Nathansen.” 535 00:45:22,079 --> 00:45:25,559 And then they phoned, and they said: 536 00:45:25,639 --> 00:45:29,400 “Thank you. Would you like to direct this movie?” 537 00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:33,480 So it came to me. I didn’t even know, and they didn’t know either, 538 00:45:33,559 --> 00:45:36,280 but suddenly they thought: “Maybe she should direct it.” 539 00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:40,679 And I called Ingmar, and I said: 540 00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:45,000 “Ingmar, I was writing this script, and they’re asking me to direct it.” 541 00:45:45,079 --> 00:45:48,880 “It’s a big movie. Ingmar, do you think I can direct?” 542 00:45:48,960 --> 00:45:52,719 And Ingmar said: “Yeah, Liv. You can direct.” 543 00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:57,518 Oh! It came to me, and I was so happy. 544 00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:07,760 But then, you see I have problems, sometimes I feel I’m a nobody. 545 00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,559 So the first day of shooting, 546 00:46:10,639 --> 00:46:16,119 I came and I went to the cinematographer and I said: 547 00:46:16,199 --> 00:46:20,039 I’m going to have some coffee, shall I get you some coffee? 548 00:46:20,119 --> 00:46:23,280 And I went to the script and I said: 549 00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:26,320 Tell me, you have a lot to do reading your script, 550 00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:30,320 maybe do you want some cake? I will go. 551 00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:34,440 And then my wonderful colleague, Erland Josephson, 552 00:46:34,518 --> 00:46:38,039 I have done so many movies with him, and he’s an actor, 553 00:46:38,119 --> 00:46:44,679 and he said: “Stop it. You’re a grown-up woman.” 554 00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:50,880 “Direct, and know what your place is. Direct!” So I tried to direct. 555 00:46:58,599 --> 00:47:03,000 “At times, my conscience no longer bothered me” 556 00:47:03,079 --> 00:47:08,199 “because of all that I did not do and did not know.” 557 00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:13,440 “I found pleasure in my newfound ability to make my own decisions,” 558 00:47:13,518 --> 00:47:19,840 “even if they were bad. Took delight in my work in being angry,” 559 00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:23,360 “in weeping, in laughing, in living.” 560 00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:29,599 “Joy in allowing myself to be me;” 561 00:47:29,679 --> 00:47:32,440 “positive or negative.” 562 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:43,599 I love the story that Sigrid Undset has written. 563 00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:47,639 I wrote the script, I had great happiness with that. 564 00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:53,440 I had Sven Nykvist as the cinematographer, 565 00:47:53,518 --> 00:47:56,920 and I had all the actors that I wanted, 566 00:47:57,000 --> 00:48:00,159 and they were all magnificent and wonderful. 567 00:48:01,559 --> 00:48:06,000 I was very, very happy doing the movie, 568 00:48:06,079 --> 00:48:08,719 specifically when we were up in the mountains. 569 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:16,280 Not so much in the studio because I didn’t have a place to really be. 570 00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:20,360 I didn’t have my own office. Can you imagine that? 571 00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:26,360 I’m doing this multinational movie, 572 00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:31,239 and it’s my second film, and I didn’t have an office. 573 00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:35,079 I was treated as a woman. 574 00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,880 We got a new leader of Norsk Film. 575 00:48:54,960 --> 00:49:00,480 He wanted me to edit it and cut it, and I didn’t want to. 576 00:49:00,559 --> 00:49:03,518 And every director who has to cut their movie, 577 00:49:03,599 --> 00:49:10,840 they feel somehow they cut out some of the bloodlines that are important. 578 00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:15,960 When we talk about it now, we remember two very different stories. 579 00:49:16,039 --> 00:49:22,079 Today he’s one of my best friends in the world, that’s Tom Remlov. 580 00:49:22,159 --> 00:49:24,320 She’s demanding. 581 00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:28,159 When I tell her that she is, she says: 582 00:49:28,239 --> 00:49:33,320 “Why? No, not at all!” But she is demanding, and she knows. 583 00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:37,440 She is literally a prima donna. 584 00:49:37,518 --> 00:49:40,840 In the actual sense of that word. 585 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:44,480 In other words, the first among equals, if you like. 586 00:49:44,559 --> 00:49:51,119 The one who has the courage to insist on her sense of quality, 587 00:49:51,199 --> 00:49:54,159 on her sense of what matters. 588 00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:57,599 And as a producer working with that is a challenge, 589 00:49:57,679 --> 00:50:03,000 because you have to really believe that even that little small request, 590 00:50:03,079 --> 00:50:07,280 which puts everybody at... 591 00:50:07,360 --> 00:50:11,360 You know, the sharp end of a wedge, matters. 592 00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:17,400 Maybe if I could do it once more, 593 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:22,679 I’d know things that I would have taken maybe better care of, 594 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:25,760 but I’m proud of the movie. 595 00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:31,079 These experiences also teach you, 596 00:50:31,159 --> 00:50:35,440 and then you become better, or do things differently. 597 00:50:35,518 --> 00:50:38,199 I’m not a good pupil on those things, 598 00:50:38,280 --> 00:50:44,320 because if I’m humiliated, I’m not a good pupil, unfortunately. 599 00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:47,920 Because it continues to stay within me, 600 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:55,119 and it grows, and I make it worse, and it doesn’t enrich me. 601 00:50:55,199 --> 00:50:59,760 -Do you get angry? -Yes, I have a lot of anger in me. 602 00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:05,518 A lot of anger. And when it comes out, it’s big. 603 00:51:13,119 --> 00:51:16,320 The last time we met we were talking about this industry, 604 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:19,159 and motherhood and being a woman, 605 00:51:19,239 --> 00:51:23,400 I mean all of these incredible insights she has. 606 00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:25,960 For example, we talked about “A Doll’s House”, 607 00:51:26,039 --> 00:51:30,280 and I told her I was working on it. 608 00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:34,719 And I said something about how Nora, 609 00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:37,518 famously at the end of the play leaves Thorvald, 610 00:51:37,599 --> 00:51:40,599 and it’s this door shutting and how controversial it was, 611 00:51:40,679 --> 00:51:46,199 and what a feminist act of theatre it was 612 00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:49,199 at the time when it was written. 613 00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:54,480 And Liv’s response was to me: “Oh no, she doesn’t leave.” 614 00:51:54,559 --> 00:51:58,518 It was... I was like: “What do you mean? She leaves, it’s written,” 615 00:51:58,599 --> 00:52:02,119 “it’s a very famous thing; Nora leaves Thorvald, walks out,” 616 00:52:02,199 --> 00:52:05,800 “and she leaves her children, and she goes to find out who she is” 617 00:52:05,880 --> 00:52:08,880 “separate from this life she’s lived.” 618 00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:12,199 And then she looks at me, and she goes: “She comes back.” 619 00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:18,719 Even though this idea has been written about by great minds 620 00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,960 who say: “The slam of the door was heard all around the world,” 621 00:52:23,039 --> 00:52:26,880 Liv offers up: “She comes back for her children.” 622 00:52:26,960 --> 00:52:29,320 I don’t agree with this women’s liberation: 623 00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:33,679 “She’s strong, she leaves, leaves her children and...” 624 00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:39,840 “Walks out and becomes a free woman.” No, not this Nora. 625 00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:44,559 I would have to leave the husband or leave the whole... 626 00:52:44,639 --> 00:52:49,039 appearance of who I am and who I have been in this family. 627 00:52:49,119 --> 00:52:55,000 But I will come back, and I will have my office in this house. 628 00:52:57,639 --> 00:53:00,760 That is true, you will have your office, I’m convinced, 629 00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:03,400 it will be a good one as well. 630 00:53:09,599 --> 00:53:13,760 People who don’t know her work as a director or as a writer, 631 00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:19,360 or haven’t meet Liv, can think about her as being Bergman’s muse. 632 00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:23,960 But I mean she is a force of nature unto herself. 633 00:53:25,719 --> 00:53:29,599 No woman has ever directed an Ingmar Bergman script, 634 00:53:29,679 --> 00:53:32,039 - and you have done two. -Yeah. 635 00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:37,599 until I had edited it. 636 00:53:37,679 --> 00:53:41,760 Then I went over to his island with my editor 637 00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:45,760 and showed him the finished film, and he liked it. He said: 638 00:53:45,840 --> 00:53:48,199 “But I have some suggestions.” 639 00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:53,400 And of course, he had written the script, of course he has suggestions. 640 00:53:53,480 --> 00:54:00,000 And then he wanted to change the ending, and I loved the ending. 641 00:54:00,079 --> 00:54:03,199 And I wanted it to be like that. 642 00:54:03,280 --> 00:54:07,079 And then he said: “Well, this is not like it was in the script,” 643 00:54:07,159 --> 00:54:13,599 “that she’s walking down a street and thinks about the life that was,” 644 00:54:13,679 --> 00:54:16,239 “and suddenly she’s this young girl.” 645 00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:25,880 “But Ingmar, that’s really how I want to have this ending.” 646 00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:32,559 He said: “Well... I wrote it, and you have to listen to me.” 647 00:54:32,639 --> 00:54:35,360 And then I did what many women have done before, 648 00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:41,400 I started to cry. And I cried, and he said: “OK then, OK.” 649 00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:46,079 And I got the ending that I wanted. 650 00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:10,480 He felt he had done one bad thing in his life, only one, 651 00:55:10,559 --> 00:55:14,119 that he had not been faithful to a woman, 652 00:55:14,199 --> 00:55:18,360 long before Ingrid and me and Käbi and everybody. 653 00:55:21,518 --> 00:55:25,440 And I said: “But Ingmar, this movie is about you.” 654 00:55:25,518 --> 00:55:29,239 -“No, not at all.” -“But you have called him Bergman.” 655 00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:34,000 “Yeah, a lot of people are called Bergman.” OK, so it was Bergman. 656 00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:43,559 Lena Endre, she was fantastic in this movie. 657 00:55:43,639 --> 00:55:46,840 She falls in love. 658 00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:53,960 And she decides to leave her husband and live with this lover. 659 00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:01,760 And she has a little child that comes into her bed. 660 00:56:01,840 --> 00:56:05,599 And when she had done this scene, Lena Endre, 661 00:56:05,679 --> 00:56:09,159 the whole floor applauded. 662 00:56:09,239 --> 00:56:14,518 And I said: “You are incredible... But I just want you to know” 663 00:56:14,599 --> 00:56:18,159 “that when you’re telling this story to other people,” 664 00:56:18,239 --> 00:56:22,239 “there’s one thing that will always be part of your memory,” 665 00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:26,800 “and that’s the sight of that thin, little girl,” 666 00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:30,719 “jumping down from your bed and walking on the floor.” 667 00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:34,199 “You never tell the story without that glimpse” 668 00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:38,440 “that we have already seen with your daughter.” 669 00:56:38,518 --> 00:56:41,000 And then she did it again. 670 00:57:02,039 --> 00:57:05,400 When you see that, and you don’t tell them what to do, 671 00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:08,440 how can you tell them what to do or what to feel? 672 00:57:08,518 --> 00:57:15,920 You just give a suggestion. And they take it and make it real. 673 00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:23,320 And I go home, and I think: “This is even better than being an actress.” 674 00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:28,360 “Because they can do, sometimes, what you can’t do.” 675 00:57:32,119 --> 00:57:38,480 She taught me a lot, like: “Be brave. Go your own way.” 676 00:57:38,559 --> 00:57:44,239 “Don’t think about the consequences too much.” 677 00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:48,280 “Because otherwise you will stop yourself through life.” 678 00:57:48,360 --> 00:57:53,079 With Liv, when you look at her, she’s so carefree. 679 00:57:53,159 --> 00:57:55,320 In a way she’s like... 680 00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:59,079 Wait now, how? Everything you went through... 681 00:57:59,159 --> 00:58:03,280 You’re standing here with such love and happiness 682 00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:07,239 and...no problems? 683 00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:10,039 How? What are you made of? 684 00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:30,280 In the movie it’s the old Ingmar Bergman, which was Erland Josephson, 685 00:58:30,360 --> 00:58:35,159 and then the young Bergman. He looks back at his life 686 00:58:35,239 --> 00:58:39,518 and looks back at the time when he was bad to this woman. 687 00:58:39,599 --> 00:58:42,039 And then there’s a long monologue, 688 00:58:42,119 --> 00:58:46,000 and he said it to a mirror in the script. 689 00:58:46,079 --> 00:58:48,280 And then when I did the scene, 690 00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:50,159 he didn’t say it to a mirror, 691 00:58:50,239 --> 00:58:52,559 he came into Ingmar’s working room, 692 00:58:52,639 --> 00:58:56,360 where the old Ingmar is sitting... 693 00:58:56,440 --> 00:59:00,079 And he tells the old Ingmar: “I did this.” 694 00:59:00,159 --> 00:59:04,760 “And I feel so bad about this, I feel so bad about this.” 695 00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:10,239 And then the old Ingmar stretches out his hand... 696 00:59:10,320 --> 00:59:13,400 And he forgives himself. 697 00:59:19,119 --> 00:59:21,079 And I loved it. 698 00:59:21,159 --> 00:59:23,760 When he saw it, he said: “It’s going out!” 699 00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:30,880 “No, it’s not going out, I’m the director.” And so, it stayed. 700 00:59:38,760 --> 00:59:42,440 I was in Norway, and I heard he’s not well. 701 00:59:42,518 --> 00:59:47,679 And for the first time in my life, I took a private airplane from Oslo 702 00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:54,000 and came to the island, and I came into his house. 703 00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:57,159 And there were two nurses there. 704 00:59:57,239 --> 01:00:01,199 I went into the bedroom, and he was lying there in the bed, 705 01:00:01,280 --> 01:00:06,119 and he was already on his...way. 706 01:00:07,320 --> 01:00:12,800 And I just sat there, and he talked, I don’t know what he talked about. 707 01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:17,079 Then I thought: “Maybe he wonders why I’m here, if he knows I’m here.” 708 01:00:17,159 --> 01:00:23,039 And I said: “Ingmar, I’m here because you called for me.” 709 01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:26,880 And he was still there, and I left, and it was night. 710 01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:33,320 And he died that...late, late night. 711 01:01:07,559 --> 01:01:11,719 I feel people that have gone from this Earth, 712 01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:14,880 they are not there as people the way we know them... 713 01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:23,159 But their energy, who they are, I don’t feel I’m unseen. 714 01:01:23,239 --> 01:01:26,320 My father died when I was six years old, 715 01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:28,960 and then I said as a joke on the stage: 716 01:01:29,039 --> 01:01:33,760 “He’s still sitting there in the gallery, watching.” 717 01:01:33,840 --> 01:01:40,000 And now I can say: “That gallery is so full of people.” 718 01:01:40,079 --> 01:01:46,719 No, people don’t leave us. They are not there in the same way anymore. 719 01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:07,599 “I do not want to arrive at the end of life” 720 01:02:07,679 --> 01:02:14,920 “and then to be asked what I made of it and have to answer: I acted.” 721 01:02:16,679 --> 01:02:24,639 “I want to say that I loved, and I was mystified,” 722 01:02:24,719 --> 01:02:29,840 “it was a joy sometimes, and I knew grief.” 723 01:02:31,119 --> 01:02:34,679 “And I would like to do it all again.” 724 01:02:48,679 --> 01:02:51,719 My husband and I, Andrew Upton, took over the Sydney Theatre Company, 725 01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:55,039 and we were talking about directors we’d love to work with. 726 01:02:55,119 --> 01:02:58,079 And obviously I wanted to work with Liv for a long time, 727 01:02:58,159 --> 01:03:02,039 but it’s so hard to approach someone you’ve admired for so long, saying: 728 01:03:02,119 --> 01:03:05,440 “Would you work with me? Would you work with us?” 729 01:03:05,518 --> 01:03:07,880 And we were in London, I think, 730 01:03:07,960 --> 01:03:11,400 and we were talking about plays, and of course about Ibsen, 731 01:03:11,480 --> 01:03:13,760 who has a lot of weight and depth. 732 01:03:13,840 --> 01:03:17,400 Then all of a sudden, me and my husband just had this inspiration. 733 01:03:17,480 --> 01:03:22,559 He said to Liv: “You would have made an extraordinary Blanche.” 734 01:03:22,639 --> 01:03:28,880 That was fantastic. “A Streetcar named Desire” by Tennessee Williams. 735 01:03:28,960 --> 01:03:31,920 With Cate Blanchett. We finally got to work together. 736 01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:39,119 She’s got this wonderful belief that you shouldn’t sit around a table, 737 01:03:39,199 --> 01:03:44,840 you must get up and do it and exist in that humiliating, embarrassing, 738 01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:48,599 often hilarious space, where no one knows what they’re doing, so you can 739 01:03:48,679 --> 01:03:52,239 find your way together. Her focus is connections between people. 740 01:03:52,320 --> 01:03:54,679 From the first minute we were up on the floor, 741 01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:59,639 it was important. It was life and death, and we had to live. 742 01:03:59,719 --> 01:04:03,239 Liv wanted us to live each moment. 743 01:04:03,320 --> 01:04:06,119 So that was a very profound memory for me, 744 01:04:06,199 --> 01:04:10,920 and one huge takeaway for me about just... 745 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:13,920 You have to have the courage to throw yourself against it. 746 01:04:14,000 --> 01:04:18,039 And then the courage to think you’re enough. 747 01:04:18,880 --> 01:04:20,800 We did it in Sydney, 748 01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:25,400 and then we went to New York, the place of Tennessee Williams, 749 01:04:25,480 --> 01:04:30,199 and it was sold out, you couldn’t get a ticket, and people talked about it, 750 01:04:30,280 --> 01:04:33,920 and they would sell a ticket for a thousand dollars. 751 01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:35,840 It was incredible. 752 01:04:35,920 --> 01:04:38,239 Amazingly well done. Really moving. 753 01:04:38,320 --> 01:04:43,079 -The whole cast is so perfect. -I loved it. 754 01:04:43,159 --> 01:04:47,360 Nothing will ever be like working with you. 755 01:04:47,760 --> 01:04:51,400 You gave me this opportunity I wouldn’t have had 756 01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:54,760 if you didn’t want to work with me. I am so... 757 01:04:54,840 --> 01:04:57,639 Isn’t it amazing, you’re going through life, 758 01:04:57,719 --> 01:05:01,480 and suddenly you have Liv Ullmann saying that to you. 759 01:05:01,559 --> 01:05:04,518 People say: “Beware of working with your heroes.” 760 01:05:04,599 --> 01:05:09,840 “What is you fall out or have an argument, or you’re disappointed?” 761 01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:12,000 Liv never disappoints. 762 01:05:12,079 --> 01:05:17,159 But I feel like the creative conversation is not over. 763 01:05:17,239 --> 01:05:20,800 And... It’s not over, Liv! 764 01:05:28,760 --> 01:05:33,119 I felt quite intimidated. I was trying to pretend that I wasn’t. 765 01:05:33,199 --> 01:05:35,159 So to be with Liv for two weeks, 766 01:05:35,239 --> 01:05:38,480 in the rehearsal room with Liv and Colin and Samantha, 767 01:05:38,559 --> 01:05:43,840 it was a very exciting experience. That was probably my favourite part. 768 01:05:46,960 --> 01:05:51,480 I was doing something, and I remember I just kept thinking: 769 01:05:51,559 --> 01:05:54,639 “Liv Ullmann is right there watching me.” 770 01:05:54,719 --> 01:05:56,840 I went to talk to her, and I said: 771 01:05:56,920 --> 01:06:02,079 “I’m getting distracted that you’re there.” She was so sweet, she goes: 772 01:06:02,159 --> 01:06:05,639 “I want to be with you, and I want you to feel my energy.” 773 01:06:05,719 --> 01:06:08,199 Thank you! 774 01:06:10,639 --> 01:06:12,320 Lovely! 775 01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:19,000 For a long time, Miss Julie had been played 776 01:06:19,079 --> 01:06:24,079 in a way that she was observed by this masculine culture 777 01:06:24,159 --> 01:06:27,000 rather than being inside of the character. 778 01:06:27,079 --> 01:06:29,719 And I think Liv has done that in her storytelling, 779 01:06:29,800 --> 01:06:33,199 the parts that she’s chosen to play, and the way she plays them. 780 01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:36,199 And also, in the things that she’s directed. 781 01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:42,760 She celebrates brokenness, in a way, because when something breaks 782 01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:45,199 and is healed, it’s far more beautiful. 783 01:06:51,159 --> 01:06:56,079 Did you ever feel like giving up or feel like: “This is enough.” 784 01:06:56,159 --> 01:07:00,360 No. But that is maybe because I’m a woman, 785 01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:06,840 and I’m not used to always getting it my way. In work or in any place. 786 01:07:06,920 --> 01:07:11,440 But life for me has always been to create something, 787 01:07:11,518 --> 01:07:15,440 and until I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore, 788 01:07:15,518 --> 01:07:18,719 which happens sooner or later if I live that long, 789 01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:22,679 there will be something I know, 790 01:07:22,760 --> 01:07:25,159 because I will never, never leave 791 01:07:25,239 --> 01:07:31,039 this wonderful opportunity 792 01:07:31,119 --> 01:07:34,360 to create and to be a storyteller. 793 01:07:41,599 --> 01:07:45,559 “I want to express something about humanity in my work,” 794 01:07:45,639 --> 01:07:48,320 “something with which one can identify,” 795 01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:51,000 “and which will convey the message” 796 01:07:51,079 --> 01:07:54,920 “that it is possible for people to belong.” 797 01:07:55,679 --> 01:08:00,440 “That it is possible to long for that, to belong.” 798 01:08:00,518 --> 01:08:05,119 “So that those who have always felt on the outside,” 799 01:08:05,199 --> 01:08:11,440 “can understand that we experience it together.” 800 01:08:27,038 --> 01:08:29,720 In this area, more than 2,000 Viet Cong guerrillas 801 01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:33,840 were killed only three months ago. The fighting today... 802 01:08:42,439 --> 01:08:48,439 I knew about it, and I was on the side of those who protested, 803 01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:52,238 but I wasn’t active. I had so much to do, 804 01:08:52,319 --> 01:08:59,319 and I felt I’m doing what is important in life. 805 01:08:59,399 --> 01:09:02,520 And I had forgotten a lot of what I’d learnt when I was a child, 806 01:09:02,600 --> 01:09:07,920 and I saw Vittorio De Sica’s movies. That we are not alone in this world. 807 01:09:16,640 --> 01:09:17,880 It was a big party, 808 01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:21,198 and they called me and said: “Would you like to go with Kissinger,” 809 01:09:21,279 --> 01:09:23,319 “because he says he wants to go with you?” 810 01:09:23,399 --> 01:09:27,118 I was the big thing in Hollywood then, 811 01:09:27,198 --> 01:09:30,880 and he was the Foreign Minister of Nixon. 812 01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:34,238 And I even got a telegram from the Prime Minister 813 01:09:34,319 --> 01:09:37,800 of Sweden saying: “We know you are going to meet Kissinger.” 814 01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:40,279 “Say I didn’t mean what it said in the paper.” 815 01:09:40,359 --> 01:09:43,760 Something about Kissinger, I don’t even know what that was. 816 01:09:43,840 --> 01:09:46,920 It was so fun, because then suddenly he stopped being 817 01:09:47,000 --> 01:09:49,399 whatever he was with Nixon, 818 01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:53,359 and I stopped being the famous film star, 819 01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:55,158 and we started to talk. 820 01:09:55,238 --> 01:10:00,198 And he told about his father who had a scrapbook with all his pictures 821 01:10:00,279 --> 01:10:02,000 and was so proud of him. And I said: 822 01:10:02,078 --> 01:10:05,960 “My mother just went home, and she was here for my Oscar.” 823 01:10:06,038 --> 01:10:10,000 It was so lovely. 824 01:10:10,078 --> 01:10:15,640 And I was invited to the White House, and Brezhnev was there. 825 01:10:15,720 --> 01:10:18,198 And Brezhnev said: “I love all your films.” 826 01:10:18,279 --> 01:10:20,880 Which wasn’t true, I don’t think he’d seen any. 827 01:10:20,960 --> 01:10:24,880 “Oh, what I am experiencing in life!” 828 01:10:26,479 --> 01:10:28,720 Liv is incredibly naïve. 829 01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:32,078 At the same time she’s extremely perceptive. 830 01:10:32,158 --> 01:10:34,880 Even though she doesn’t understand politics, 831 01:10:34,960 --> 01:10:37,680 she understands human beings very well. 832 01:10:37,760 --> 01:10:40,680 He couldn’t stand my politics, 833 01:10:40,760 --> 01:10:44,118 because it was very different from his politics. 834 01:10:44,198 --> 01:10:50,840 She sometimes has unfeasible ideas 835 01:10:50,920 --> 01:10:53,520 of what should be done. But that isn’t interesting, 836 01:10:53,600 --> 01:10:57,038 I meet many people who have feasible and unfeasible ideas. 837 01:10:57,118 --> 01:11:00,238 She has a clear perception of what the nature of the problem is, 838 01:11:00,319 --> 01:11:06,520 and there she is not naïve, and I can learn from her. 839 01:11:06,600 --> 01:11:10,118 Because she has a range of human sensitivities 840 01:11:10,198 --> 01:11:12,399 that eludes me very often. 841 01:11:12,479 --> 01:11:15,439 And I knew I could ask him things, 842 01:11:15,520 --> 01:11:18,760 political things that I needed to know. 843 01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:22,479 And once when I was asked to go on that Freedom March 844 01:11:22,560 --> 01:11:26,198 for International Rescue Committee, my agent said: “Maybe you shouldn’t.” 845 01:11:26,279 --> 01:11:28,800 “I think they are CIA.” “Oh,” I said. 846 01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:33,680 “I think I will call Kissinger and find out.” 847 01:11:33,760 --> 01:11:36,880 I called, and apparently my number always went through, 848 01:11:36,960 --> 01:11:42,038 and he took the phone, and he was with Mao in China! 849 01:11:42,118 --> 01:11:45,920 He was with Mao! I... “Hello!” And he was laughing. 850 01:11:46,000 --> 01:11:50,118 And he bragged, because he could be like a normal person with me. 851 01:11:50,198 --> 01:11:53,520 “I’m with Mao and looking at his pictures.” 852 01:11:53,600 --> 01:11:56,158 And I said: “OK, I’m just calling to find out” 853 01:11:56,238 --> 01:12:01,198 “if International Rescue Committee is with CIA.” 854 01:12:01,279 --> 01:12:03,720 He laughed and said: “Only you can be so stupid” 855 01:12:03,800 --> 01:12:07,560 “that you’re asking Nixon’s Foreign Minister if they are CIA.” 856 01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:10,960 First of all, that was like giving me a decoration. 857 01:12:11,038 --> 01:12:13,880 Because if it had been a CIA front organisation, 858 01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:18,920 I would have been just about the worst person normally to ask. 859 01:12:19,000 --> 01:12:21,640 On the other hand, I was the right person to ask. 860 01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:25,960 Because if it had been, I would have told her not to do it. 861 01:12:26,038 --> 01:12:28,720 He said I’m completely naive, 862 01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:32,840 but of course for him I’m naïve, because I don’t agree on 863 01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:38,479 anything that he talks about, except that he’s also human. 864 01:12:47,399 --> 01:12:52,158 “And then I wrote ‘Choices’, my second book.” 865 01:12:52,238 --> 01:12:55,399 “In English first, not Norwegian.” 866 01:12:55,479 --> 01:13:00,279 “Linn and I still lived in the United States.” 867 01:13:00,359 --> 01:13:05,560 “I was simply an immigrant from Norway.” 868 01:13:08,399 --> 01:13:11,600 “Am I a human being only through my work?” 869 01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:15,319 “Is there something I give in acting that I’m unable to possess” 870 01:13:15,399 --> 01:13:18,399 “as a private person? Allowing others through me” 871 01:13:18,479 --> 01:13:22,078 “to recognise what they have known before?” 872 01:13:22,158 --> 01:13:26,279 “Is that Liv leading her human life?” 873 01:13:27,640 --> 01:13:30,560 “Too often recently I find what I’m doing in the theatre,” 874 01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:33,960 “or in a film studio, a cheat.” 875 01:13:34,038 --> 01:13:36,520 “It has become an effort just to move my feet” 876 01:13:36,600 --> 01:13:39,158 “from one side of the stage to the other.” 877 01:13:40,439 --> 01:13:46,640 “Laurence Olivier once told me he had a similar feeling when saying lines.” 878 01:13:46,720 --> 01:13:48,680 “It became a strain,” 879 01:13:48,760 --> 01:13:51,760 “and he started to dread not remembering the next line” 880 01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:55,158 “while still saying the line before.” 881 01:13:56,600 --> 01:14:00,279 “Maybe it is a midlife question.” 882 01:14:00,359 --> 01:14:02,439 “Maybe it has no name.” 883 01:14:02,520 --> 01:14:06,920 “Maybe it is simply awareness of choice.” 884 01:14:12,439 --> 01:14:18,399 I was doing a musical on Broadway, “I Remember Mama”. 885 01:14:21,920 --> 01:14:25,279 And it was a lot of great plays on Broadway at that time, 886 01:14:25,359 --> 01:14:28,760 and we were asked to collect money from the audience, 887 01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:34,000 because Pol Pot in Cambodia did great horrors to the people there, 888 01:14:34,078 --> 01:14:36,158 killing, murdering them. 889 01:14:36,238 --> 01:14:41,118 Nobody came over the borders, but a march would go there. 890 01:14:41,198 --> 01:14:46,920 They needed money and would have 50 truckloads of medicines and doctors. 891 01:14:47,000 --> 01:14:50,439 Fantastic. So we all collected money, 892 01:14:50,520 --> 01:14:54,118 and I was the one to give it to the head of IRC, 893 01:14:54,198 --> 01:14:59,319 one of my mentors later in life. 894 01:14:59,399 --> 01:15:03,840 And his name was Leo Cherne, I’d never heard of him before. 895 01:15:03,920 --> 01:15:07,038 And I’m the Broadway person who gives it to him, 896 01:15:07,118 --> 01:15:09,840 and he was kind of an old man. 897 01:15:09,920 --> 01:15:15,840 And I say: “This is for you, and it’s going to be a wonderful march,” 898 01:15:15,920 --> 01:15:18,000 “and congratulations.” 899 01:15:18,078 --> 01:15:21,238 Then I said, because my mother taught me that, 900 01:15:21,319 --> 01:15:25,038 you know a good girl says: “Is there something more I can do?” 901 01:15:25,118 --> 01:15:28,158 He’s standing with a star of Broadway. 902 01:15:28,238 --> 01:15:34,600 And then he just looked at me, Leo Cherne, and he said: 903 01:15:34,680 --> 01:15:39,520 “Yeah. Why don’t you come with us?” 904 01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:45,600 Oh... And I said: “Is it going to be a long travel?” 905 01:15:45,680 --> 01:15:51,640 “Yes. For the rest of your life.” 906 01:15:59,920 --> 01:16:04,880 And we tried to get into Cambodia, and they started to shoot at us 907 01:16:04,960 --> 01:16:08,960 when we came close to the border of Cambodia. 908 01:16:09,038 --> 01:16:10,920 We had to stop, and Bayard Rustin, 909 01:16:11,000 --> 01:16:14,560 who walked at the side of Martin Luther King, 910 01:16:14,640 --> 01:16:17,720 just went even closer to the border, 911 01:16:17,800 --> 01:16:22,520 and he sang: “We shall overcome.” 912 01:16:22,600 --> 01:16:25,038 And it was fantastic. 913 01:16:27,600 --> 01:16:29,560 And we continued to travel. 914 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:31,720 It’s a march for freedom. 915 01:16:31,800 --> 01:16:34,238 And for once in my life, 916 01:16:34,319 --> 01:16:38,600 I’m not talking about theatre or film or Ingmar or anybody, 917 01:16:38,680 --> 01:16:42,560 for once in my life I felt... 918 01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:44,680 “This is where I am.” 919 01:16:44,760 --> 01:16:47,640 And this is where I still am. 920 01:16:54,840 --> 01:16:58,680 A new teacher came into my life, 921 01:16:58,760 --> 01:17:01,640 and he was the head of UNICEF, Jim Grant. 922 01:17:01,720 --> 01:17:08,118 And he said: “We would really like you to be an ambassador for UNICEF,” 923 01:17:08,198 --> 01:17:11,600 “and we’ve never had a woman ambassador for UNICEF.” 924 01:17:13,399 --> 01:17:18,720 I looked at misery in the world sometimes as statistics, 925 01:17:18,800 --> 01:17:23,680 or outside of my borders. Not because I’m a bad person, 926 01:17:23,760 --> 01:17:28,000 just because my life was filled with so much happiness 927 01:17:28,078 --> 01:17:31,000 and excitement and whatever. 928 01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:38,399 This is really what Liv is supposed to do, 929 01:17:38,479 --> 01:17:43,479 to meet these people who have nothing, and they are statistics, 930 01:17:43,560 --> 01:17:45,880 and it’s my opportunity. 931 01:17:45,960 --> 01:17:49,439 People are listening to me. They didn’t always listen to me, 932 01:17:49,520 --> 01:17:53,800 but now they were listening to me because I got stories. 933 01:17:53,880 --> 01:17:58,158 With UNICEF I think I was in forty different countries, 934 01:17:58,238 --> 01:18:01,560 and incredible things happened. 935 01:18:01,640 --> 01:18:06,680 But the incredible things that happened were beautiful, generous, 936 01:18:06,760 --> 01:18:11,439 wonderful people who had no choice in life. 937 01:18:11,520 --> 01:18:15,680 And children, who were incredible children, 938 01:18:15,760 --> 01:18:18,479 but who had no future in life. 939 01:18:18,560 --> 01:18:23,279 And children were dying by the thousands and thousands every day. 940 01:18:38,520 --> 01:18:43,600 “I see her standing lost in agony with a tiny baby in her arms.” 941 01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:48,920 “The area of her camp is severely affected by drought.” 942 01:18:49,000 --> 01:18:53,760 “Her child is dying quietly of thirst.” 943 01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:59,000 “In front of her, a waterhole with thick, polluted water.” 944 01:18:59,078 --> 01:19:04,800 “She has a choice to let her only baby die from dehydration” 945 01:19:04,880 --> 01:19:07,960 “or to let him drink of poisoned water.” 946 01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:12,840 “I watch her make the choice.” 947 01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:22,399 “She bends, her hand is cupped and filled with mud.” 948 01:19:24,000 --> 01:19:29,118 “She lifts it slowly to her baby’s mouth.” 949 01:19:43,960 --> 01:19:48,520 An artist is a citizen with a megaphone. 950 01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:53,238 So, I don’t think it’s that an artist has a special obligation. 951 01:19:53,319 --> 01:19:56,760 I think it’s that everybody has an obligation. 952 01:19:56,840 --> 01:20:03,920 So, if anybody was given an opportunity and had a megaphone 953 01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:09,319 and had seen something that needed to be attended to, 954 01:20:09,399 --> 01:20:12,279 they’d be crazy not to use the megaphone. 955 01:20:12,359 --> 01:20:16,479 When you have seen suffering 956 01:20:16,560 --> 01:20:21,439 or hideous injustice first hand, 957 01:20:21,520 --> 01:20:24,920 then you can’t unsee that, you can’t unsay it. 958 01:20:25,000 --> 01:20:27,800 And so therefore, you have the responsibility, 959 01:20:27,880 --> 01:20:33,760 in whatever way you can, to try and bring that to public attention. 960 01:20:33,840 --> 01:20:40,880 I have brought... It’s only four lines. 961 01:20:40,960 --> 01:20:46,319 And it’s not something I said, but it’s something that I read. 962 01:20:46,399 --> 01:20:54,399 It’s almost my favourite writer, Leo Tolstoy. 963 01:20:54,479 --> 01:20:56,600 He wrote this: 964 01:20:57,800 --> 01:21:01,960 “I sit on a man’s back,” 965 01:21:02,038 --> 01:21:07,720 “choking him and making him carry me.” 966 01:21:07,800 --> 01:21:10,960 “And yet assure myself and others” 967 01:21:11,038 --> 01:21:17,238 “that I am sorry for him and wish to lighten his load” 968 01:21:17,319 --> 01:21:24,680 “by all possible means, except getting off his back.” 969 01:21:25,920 --> 01:21:28,640 I think it can’t be said better, 970 01:21:28,720 --> 01:21:34,920 and it goes for all of us, it goes for all of us every day. 971 01:21:45,118 --> 01:21:49,479 Before I met Liv, I was living 972 01:21:49,560 --> 01:21:53,479 in a home for disabled children 973 01:21:53,560 --> 01:21:58,680 called Freetown Cheshire Home, in Sierra Leone. 974 01:21:58,760 --> 01:22:03,158 And I was one of the few kids 975 01:22:03,238 --> 01:22:09,158 whose parents literally left them there and never visited them again. 976 01:22:09,238 --> 01:22:15,038 I was like four years old, my parents dropped me at the home, 977 01:22:15,118 --> 01:22:19,720 and I never saw them again. 978 01:22:28,038 --> 01:22:33,600 We were in an orphanage for disabled people 979 01:22:33,680 --> 01:22:37,038 that had trouble with walking, or for other reasons. 980 01:22:37,118 --> 01:22:43,680 And I met somebody called John, and he was 981 01:22:43,760 --> 01:22:45,920 sitting there on the floor. 982 01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:49,238 He was lonely. 983 01:22:49,319 --> 01:22:53,198 And I somehow recognised that loneliness. 984 01:22:53,279 --> 01:22:56,560 He didn’t tell me, what I learned later, 985 01:22:56,640 --> 01:23:00,439 that nobody came and visited him. 986 01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:03,279 But I knew he was lonely. 987 01:23:03,359 --> 01:23:07,800 I identified with him because I’m lonely myself often. 988 01:23:11,960 --> 01:23:16,600 It was my one in a billion chance. 989 01:23:16,680 --> 01:23:19,720 I’m an orphan. I have no one. 990 01:23:19,800 --> 01:23:27,479 But I have this dream of actually studying technology in the UK. 991 01:23:27,560 --> 01:23:31,118 I had this booklet from a college. 992 01:23:31,840 --> 01:23:35,319 And I heard myself saying: 993 01:23:35,399 --> 01:23:39,680 “Would you like to leave?” 994 01:23:39,760 --> 01:23:46,399 “Are you going to have an education? Maybe I can help you?” 995 01:23:46,479 --> 01:23:51,198 I don’t know why I said it. I was kind of young myself. 996 01:23:51,198 --> 01:23:56,319 The whole idea of actually getting into this college 997 01:23:56,399 --> 01:23:59,399 was bordering on ridiculous, you know. 998 01:23:59,479 --> 01:24:02,520 Yeah, it was never going to happen. 999 01:24:02,600 --> 01:24:07,359 So, there Liv was, and she asked me, 1000 01:24:07,439 --> 01:24:10,560 and I just told her: “This is what I want to do.” 1001 01:24:11,279 --> 01:24:14,000 Maybe I just thought he needed a mum. 1002 01:24:14,078 --> 01:24:18,720 Maybe I had bad conscience because I was here in Sierra Leone, 1003 01:24:18,800 --> 01:24:22,960 and it was a revolution there and people were in agony. 1004 01:24:23,038 --> 01:24:25,920 I made him come to England. 1005 01:24:26,000 --> 01:24:30,640 He went to school and he was incredibly brilliant. 1006 01:24:33,680 --> 01:24:40,078 The only time I realised that she’s a celebrity 1007 01:24:40,158 --> 01:24:44,279 was when I came to Gatwick Airport. 1008 01:24:44,359 --> 01:24:50,640 The immigration officer said: “You are a very lucky young man.” 1009 01:24:50,720 --> 01:24:56,118 And that’s when I knew that “Oh, maybe Liv is somebody”, 1010 01:24:56,198 --> 01:24:58,800 because I didn’t know, obviously. 1011 01:24:58,880 --> 01:25:05,319 I mean I’d never heard of her, and we don’t watch Bergman movies 1012 01:25:05,399 --> 01:25:09,038 where I come from. 1013 01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:17,680 She’s been by my side since 1987. 1014 01:25:17,760 --> 01:25:23,359 My kids call her Grandma Liv, and my daughter is called Liv too. 1015 01:25:23,439 --> 01:25:27,118 How many black African kids are called Liv? 1016 01:25:27,198 --> 01:25:31,560 But we didn’t spent hours looking through baby books. 1017 01:25:31,640 --> 01:25:35,960 We knew. It’s a girl. It has to be called Liv. 1018 01:25:36,038 --> 01:25:40,800 So, there you have it. 1019 01:25:40,840 --> 01:25:45,439 It was just meant to be. It wasn’t that I stretched out my hand to him 1020 01:25:45,520 --> 01:25:53,078 and helped him and so on. No, it’s... He just needed a mum. 1021 01:26:03,399 --> 01:26:10,238 “The question is not: Are we guilty for their plight?” 1022 01:26:10,319 --> 01:26:16,198 “Although the silent bystander is often as guilty as the offender,” 1023 01:26:16,279 --> 01:26:19,640 “but guilt is a prison for emotions,” 1024 01:26:19,720 --> 01:26:24,920 “and stops the process of change and commitment.” 1025 01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:29,920 “The question is: What opportunity exists for those of us” 1026 01:26:30,000 --> 01:26:33,279 “who witness misery?” 1027 01:26:33,359 --> 01:26:37,479 “I want to know more, I want to find out what life is to all of us” 1028 01:26:37,560 --> 01:26:41,680 “and how we use it, and whether there is joy in having it,” 1029 01:26:41,760 --> 01:26:45,158 “and what we are for, and what friends are for,” 1030 01:26:45,238 --> 01:26:48,840 “and why there are lonely people?” 1031 01:26:50,840 --> 01:26:55,680 “I want to discover the feeling of life as it begins.” 1032 01:26:55,760 --> 01:27:03,158 “I want to discover the feeling of life as it approaches its end.” 1033 01:27:05,238 --> 01:27:12,439 “I want to discover because we want to be discovered.” 1034 01:27:24,560 --> 01:27:26,680 First of all, she’s my aunt. 1035 01:27:26,760 --> 01:27:30,118 She’s a warm person who loves her family. 1036 01:27:30,198 --> 01:27:32,840 My mother is her only sibling. 1037 01:27:32,920 --> 01:27:36,439 So of course they were very close and very connected. 1038 01:27:36,520 --> 01:27:41,479 That made us be very close to her from the beginning, I would say. 1039 01:27:42,600 --> 01:27:48,198 When I was 23, I came out as a gay young man. 1040 01:27:48,279 --> 01:27:52,158 And she was the first one in my family I told I was gay. 1041 01:27:52,238 --> 01:27:56,880 And I remember we were sitting in her car on the way to the airport. 1042 01:27:56,960 --> 01:28:00,000 I was really upset, and I cried, 1043 01:28:00,078 --> 01:28:04,399 and I think it took us five minutes and we laughed and we laughed. 1044 01:28:04,479 --> 01:28:08,038 Because I have the same name as my father. She said: 1045 01:28:08,118 --> 01:28:12,560 “Just imagine when the rumour starts, they’ll think it’s your father.” 1046 01:28:12,640 --> 01:28:14,960 And then we laughed and laughed. 1047 01:28:18,520 --> 01:28:21,600 She was the one that actually... 1048 01:28:22,920 --> 01:28:28,640 Made me realise that first moment that... 1049 01:28:28,720 --> 01:28:31,319 I don’t know why I get so emotional. 1050 01:28:31,399 --> 01:28:36,520 She made me realise that I had a future with love and happiness, 1051 01:28:36,600 --> 01:28:39,198 and people that supported me. 1052 01:28:39,279 --> 01:28:41,640 And that was of course crucial 1053 01:28:41,720 --> 01:28:45,560 and very important for a young, insecure guy. 1054 01:28:45,640 --> 01:28:48,880 And it must have helped, I became the leader 1055 01:28:48,960 --> 01:28:53,359 of the gay movement in Norway, so somehow that gave me a flying start. 1056 01:29:00,399 --> 01:29:05,038 When you read Liv’s books, it’s apparently clear 1057 01:29:05,118 --> 01:29:09,720 how much compassion and empathy she has for everyone. 1058 01:29:09,800 --> 01:29:14,399 And that she fights for everyone. 1059 01:29:15,439 --> 01:29:22,600 We are together, there is no difference, there is no other. 1060 01:29:22,680 --> 01:29:27,720 And we can’t do a lot of things, but we can always be together 1061 01:29:27,800 --> 01:29:35,319 and know that what I choose has to do with what they are given. 1062 01:29:35,399 --> 01:29:41,198 Without my choice, since they have no choice, they are given nothing. 1063 01:29:51,319 --> 01:29:57,600 We women sometimes see things that men don’t see in in camps. 1064 01:29:57,680 --> 01:30:04,760 Four of us went to Hong Kong, and there was a big refugee camp there, 1065 01:30:04,840 --> 01:30:07,479 and there was a lot of talk of what was going on there. 1066 01:30:07,560 --> 01:30:13,479 And this was while the English still were in charge of Hong Kong. 1067 01:30:15,840 --> 01:30:18,960 They didn’t want us there. They didn’t want people in there. 1068 01:30:19,038 --> 01:30:24,000 They looked at us: “Looks like innocent women, we’ll let them in.” 1069 01:30:24,078 --> 01:30:30,640 And that’s when we saw it. Sometimes, when they had to say hello 1070 01:30:30,720 --> 01:30:35,680 to the chief of the staff, the women had to kneel down. 1071 01:30:35,760 --> 01:30:39,960 All kinds of orders were there. 1072 01:30:40,038 --> 01:30:42,920 If you had your menstruation, 1073 01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:47,760 you had to show the old thing before you could get a new. 1074 01:30:47,840 --> 01:30:52,319 Things that are very humiliating and very bad. 1075 01:30:52,399 --> 01:30:56,038 And if you are to have a baby, you have to tell them 1076 01:30:56,118 --> 01:31:00,920 when you are seven months pregnant. Then they will take you in a car, 1077 01:31:01,000 --> 01:31:05,760 out of the camp and take you to a prison, 1078 01:31:05,840 --> 01:31:09,479 and you will be in that prison and you will give birth. 1079 01:31:09,560 --> 01:31:14,319 That is the ritual for a woman who is pregnant 1080 01:31:14,399 --> 01:31:19,158 and has done nothing wrong in her life except being a refugee. 1081 01:31:19,238 --> 01:31:22,319 While we were there, she must have forgotten it. 1082 01:31:22,399 --> 01:31:27,880 She was probably more than seven months pregnant. Eight months, maybe. 1083 01:31:27,960 --> 01:31:34,920 Then she starts to give birth, and we see that. 1084 01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:38,520 And instead of doctors coming, they’re all coming. 1085 01:31:38,600 --> 01:31:44,760 And they are tying around her legs, 1086 01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:47,560 so she will be closed. 1087 01:31:47,640 --> 01:31:53,560 And then the car comes and gets her. It’s a two-hour drive to the prison. 1088 01:31:53,640 --> 01:32:00,118 That child never got a number because that child never escaped. 1089 01:32:00,198 --> 01:32:03,319 We went to the Senate and to the Congress 1090 01:32:03,399 --> 01:32:07,158 and other places in the United States and talked about it. 1091 01:32:07,238 --> 01:32:10,760 I have seated to my right one of the people 1092 01:32:10,840 --> 01:32:15,520 who has been most impassioned and has worked hardest 1093 01:32:15,520 --> 01:32:17,238 to bring to the world’s attention 1094 01:32:17,319 --> 01:32:20,118 the particular struggles of refugee families. 1095 01:32:20,479 --> 01:32:23,640 It’s my pleasure to introduce Liv Ullmann. 1096 01:32:26,520 --> 01:32:29,840 Then I did something that I’ve never done in my life, 1097 01:32:29,920 --> 01:32:34,359 I was one of the founders of a new organisation called 1098 01:32:34,439 --> 01:32:38,158 “Women for refugee women and children”. 1099 01:32:38,238 --> 01:32:44,800 We started it. In the beginning, we were 4–5 people having this idea, 1100 01:32:44,880 --> 01:32:47,479 and today it’s incredible, it’s all over the world. 1101 01:32:47,560 --> 01:32:51,840 And I’m not practical, but I was part of founding something. 1102 01:32:51,920 --> 01:32:55,279 And I feel very proud of that. That’s personal pride. 1103 01:32:55,359 --> 01:32:59,238 I’m allowed to do that, too. So, that’s what I did. 1104 01:32:59,319 --> 01:33:05,640 There are millions of silent children who never make the headlines. 1105 01:33:05,720 --> 01:33:09,800 There are voices of children who in their short lives 1106 01:33:09,880 --> 01:33:12,680 lack not only food and health care, 1107 01:33:12,760 --> 01:33:16,158 but love and touch and dreams and eagerness 1108 01:33:16,238 --> 01:33:20,640 and faith and happiness. They lack it all. 1109 01:33:22,720 --> 01:33:26,840 “During these days my anger grows.” 1110 01:33:26,920 --> 01:33:29,000 “I want to be angry.” 1111 01:33:29,078 --> 01:33:34,840 “Anger allows action. The possibilities of change.” 1112 01:33:34,920 --> 01:33:41,439 “The choice to protest. Why is it that I, like many other women,” 1113 01:33:41,520 --> 01:33:45,800 “have been brought up to deny my right to express anger?” 1114 01:33:45,880 --> 01:33:51,038 “Why is anger considered unfeminine?” 1115 01:33:51,118 --> 01:33:55,439 “Small wonder that so many women are afraid of presenting their beliefs” 1116 01:33:55,520 --> 01:33:59,198 “exactly the way they feel them” 1117 01:33:59,279 --> 01:34:03,198 “or even frightened by their own feelings of anger.” 1118 01:34:06,038 --> 01:34:12,000 “I am angry. I am furious watching children suffer” 1119 01:34:12,078 --> 01:34:14,560 “while I know that billions of dollars are going” 1120 01:34:14,640 --> 01:34:20,399 “to the machinery of war and designs of destruction.” 1121 01:34:20,479 --> 01:34:24,800 “I am learning that if I just go on accepting the framework for life” 1122 01:34:24,880 --> 01:34:30,399 “that others have given me, if I fail to make my own choices,” 1123 01:34:30,479 --> 01:34:35,118 “the reason for my life will be missing.” 1124 01:34:35,198 --> 01:34:40,479 “I will be unable to recognise that which I have the power to change.” 1125 01:34:42,600 --> 01:34:49,840 “I refuse to spend my life regretting the things I failed to do.” 1126 01:34:58,279 --> 01:35:01,960 I love the colours of America. 1127 01:35:02,038 --> 01:35:05,118 Not just the red, white and blue, 1128 01:35:05,198 --> 01:35:09,560 but the red, white, black, brown and yellow. 1129 01:35:09,640 --> 01:35:14,479 I love this rainbow that is America. 1130 01:35:14,560 --> 01:35:18,479 Except for the Native Americans, 1131 01:35:18,560 --> 01:35:25,880 we are all immigrants or descendants of immigrants or abolitionists. 1132 01:35:25,960 --> 01:35:29,279 It’s his first day as a president, 1133 01:35:29,359 --> 01:35:33,800 I’m sure he hoped to be a good president. 1134 01:35:34,680 --> 01:35:42,078 And the energy that we draw from our diversity can light up the world. 1135 01:35:42,158 --> 01:35:46,680 I had some beautiful words to say, 1136 01:35:46,760 --> 01:35:52,078 and while I said those words, that we are all alike and we belong together, 1137 01:35:52,158 --> 01:35:56,439 I thought: “How wonderful, I get to say this.” 1138 01:35:56,520 --> 01:36:00,319 And the incredible gratefulness. 1139 01:36:00,399 --> 01:36:04,600 Everything that I had been doing that also allowed me 1140 01:36:04,680 --> 01:36:12,198 to say these words that are so important, and that is art. 1141 01:36:12,279 --> 01:36:16,279 When you talk to people, and they understand it 1142 01:36:16,359 --> 01:36:19,720 and you are part of a whole thing. 1143 01:36:19,800 --> 01:36:23,319 And then I was proud that I could do my art. 1144 01:36:23,399 --> 01:36:27,198 Everybody couldn’t do that. I could. 1145 01:36:32,760 --> 01:36:35,359 Liv has an incredible authority 1146 01:36:35,439 --> 01:36:42,800 because she’s had a lifetime’s work of baring her soul to people 1147 01:36:42,880 --> 01:36:47,479 and speaking honestly and directly to cinema audiences. 1148 01:36:47,560 --> 01:36:54,399 There’s a trust in Liv’s authenticity and her desire to tell the truth. 1149 01:37:00,720 --> 01:37:03,000 Congratulations on the Oscar, by the way. 1150 01:37:03,078 --> 01:37:05,880 You should have gotten it a long time ago. 1151 01:37:05,960 --> 01:37:09,560 You’ve been my favourite actor all my life. 1152 01:37:09,640 --> 01:37:11,359 Thank you very much, it’s an honour. 1153 01:37:11,439 --> 01:37:15,960 I’m trying to become an actress and I just love your films. 1154 01:37:16,038 --> 01:37:18,560 -Wish you all the best. -Thank you. 1155 01:37:22,279 --> 01:37:25,840 There comes a time, I think, when the Academy feels: 1156 01:37:25,920 --> 01:37:32,038 “Now, who are the great actors who have had great careers,” 1157 01:37:32,118 --> 01:37:39,520 “who have given so much to cinema, who have never won an Academy Award?” 1158 01:37:39,600 --> 01:37:43,520 And of course, Liv’s name should be there. 1159 01:37:43,600 --> 01:37:49,000 And I hope it fires her to do more and more interesting and great 1160 01:37:49,078 --> 01:37:55,800 humanitarian and cinematographic work, because she is a jewel. 1161 01:37:59,680 --> 01:38:02,560 Liv has heightened awareness of the plight 1162 01:38:02,640 --> 01:38:06,198 of refugees all over the world. 1163 01:38:06,279 --> 01:38:11,279 In this cause, she has never ceased to follow the concise rule 1164 01:38:11,359 --> 01:38:17,920 she has forged for herself: don’t turn away. 1165 01:38:18,000 --> 01:38:21,479 It’s a phrase that could be used with equal accuracy 1166 01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:24,840 to describe the profound artistry of Liv Ullmann. 1167 01:38:30,800 --> 01:38:34,279 Thank you. 1168 01:38:34,359 --> 01:38:36,920 Thank you. 1169 01:38:47,880 --> 01:38:52,920 “During our short time on earth, we exercise and follow choices” 1170 01:38:53,000 --> 01:38:56,198 “with all their ambiguities.” 1171 01:38:56,279 --> 01:39:00,319 “We learn that little is clear cut.” 1172 01:39:00,399 --> 01:39:05,680 “A long time ago, I played in Brecht’s ‘Caucasian Chalk Circle’.” 1173 01:39:07,000 --> 01:39:09,600 “My name was Grusha.” 1174 01:39:10,960 --> 01:39:16,000 “I’m sitting beside a baby whose mother has abandoned it.” 1175 01:39:16,078 --> 01:39:19,760 “I’m very poor and very frightened.” 1176 01:39:19,840 --> 01:39:26,198 “As I bend down to pick up the child, I’m filled with doubts.” 1177 01:39:26,279 --> 01:39:29,520 “The child would be a hindrance in my life.” 1178 01:39:29,600 --> 01:39:33,680 “I barely have food and clothing for myself.” 1179 01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:39,359 “I walk away, then I stop.” 1180 01:39:39,439 --> 01:39:41,840 “I return.” 1181 01:39:41,920 --> 01:39:47,960 “Reluctantly I sit down close to the infant again.” 1182 01:39:49,359 --> 01:39:53,920 “I look at it, then look away.” 1183 01:39:54,000 --> 01:40:01,118 “Finally, I pick it up, rebuke it for the difficulties” 1184 01:40:01,198 --> 01:40:03,640 “I will now be faced with,” 1185 01:40:03,720 --> 01:40:09,238 “laugh to it, because it is so pitiful and helpless.” 1186 01:40:11,238 --> 01:40:16,960 “I am the one who passed by and was able to help.” 106596

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