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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,585 --> 00:00:03,922 We thought we were going to paradise, but the drama just escalated. 2 00:00:04,005 --> 00:00:06,383 Put him in the [bleep] box tonight. 3 00:00:06,466 --> 00:00:08,260 The people inside this Ukiah home 4 00:00:08,343 --> 00:00:10,887 fear for the lives of their family in Guyana. 5 00:00:11,471 --> 00:00:14,933 Concerned relatives started writing Congressman Ryan, 6 00:00:15,016 --> 00:00:16,518 so he went to Guyana. 7 00:00:16,601 --> 00:00:19,229 I'm here to find out more about your operation here. 8 00:00:19,312 --> 00:00:21,606 I thought, this is my chance to get out of here. 9 00:00:22,357 --> 00:00:25,235 And all of a sudden, other people said, we want to go, 10 00:00:25,318 --> 00:00:27,904 and you could see the anger on Jones' face. 11 00:00:27,988 --> 00:00:32,826 We've got these defectors, so we take off to the airstrip. 12 00:00:32,909 --> 00:00:35,537 Then a tractor pulls out of Jonestown after them. 13 00:00:35,620 --> 00:00:38,164 There's a number of men on it. All armed. 14 00:00:38,248 --> 00:00:40,625 Get on the plane, get on the plane! 15 00:00:40,709 --> 00:00:42,335 All of a sudden, there's this noise. 16 00:00:46,506 --> 00:00:47,424 WELCOME TO JONESTOWN 17 00:01:08,737 --> 00:01:13,533 It does not even register to me that it's guns going off. 18 00:01:15,243 --> 00:01:18,955 I see Ryan running. All of a sudden, I'm hit. 19 00:01:23,084 --> 00:01:24,794 I looked out the window. 20 00:01:24,878 --> 00:01:27,297 I said they're killing everyone, they're killing everyone. 21 00:01:27,380 --> 00:01:30,884 And I turned to Larry and he shot me twice... 22 00:01:31,593 --> 00:01:36,348 ...point blank, one in each side, once in the leg. 23 00:01:36,431 --> 00:01:39,893 And then Larry shot Monica twice in the back. 24 00:01:41,645 --> 00:01:43,605 I think he had one bullet left, 25 00:01:43,688 --> 00:01:46,274 and he took and pointed it right into Dale Park's face... 26 00:01:47,984 --> 00:01:50,570 ...and pulled the trigger and the gun misfired. 27 00:01:50,654 --> 00:01:53,448 And so, we had the fight for the gun. 28 00:01:59,829 --> 00:02:03,458 I'm lying under the plane, pretending I'm dead. 29 00:02:09,339 --> 00:02:11,716 And I look down at the right side of my body 30 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:15,261 and my whole right leg is just blown up. 31 00:02:16,763 --> 00:02:18,598 And I realize that I'm dying. 32 00:02:21,518 --> 00:02:24,437 The adrenaline was running. I felt no pain. 33 00:02:25,397 --> 00:02:29,234 I was in survival mode and I overpowered Larry Layton. 34 00:02:29,818 --> 00:02:33,446 I went out through the pilot's door. 35 00:02:34,197 --> 00:02:36,282 I could still hear the gunshots, 36 00:02:36,366 --> 00:02:42,080 and I ran to the side of the runway until I collapsed. 37 00:02:42,163 --> 00:02:45,041 And I just started calling for help. 38 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:50,213 There are other people grievously wounded. 39 00:02:50,797 --> 00:02:54,259 Some younger people who were part of the group run into the jungle. 40 00:02:54,342 --> 00:02:58,054 Other people are slightly wounded, trying to hide in the grass. 41 00:02:59,180 --> 00:03:02,559 The gunmen make certain that Leo Ryan is dead. 42 00:03:04,436 --> 00:03:07,981 They could have continued hunting for the wounded, finished them off, 43 00:03:08,064 --> 00:03:12,861 but instead they get on the tractor and return to Jonestown. 44 00:03:14,863 --> 00:03:19,325 Eventually, Guyanese locals get to the airstrip 45 00:03:19,409 --> 00:03:22,412 and place me on the side of the airstrip. 46 00:03:23,872 --> 00:03:26,958 Unfortunately, I am placed on top of an ant hill. 47 00:03:27,041 --> 00:03:29,836 So all of a sudden, I have these ants crawling over my body, 48 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:31,880 and I oftentimes say, 49 00:03:31,963 --> 00:03:34,382 you don't sweat the small stuff when you're dying. 50 00:03:37,927 --> 00:03:41,264 I don't recall how big the group of assassins were. 51 00:03:41,347 --> 00:03:43,308 I don't know, four, five, six. 52 00:03:43,391 --> 00:03:46,728 They were all people I knew for many years. 53 00:03:48,229 --> 00:03:49,856 All the assassins... 54 00:03:51,441 --> 00:03:53,151 including Larry as well. 55 00:03:54,194 --> 00:03:55,570 I knew everyone. 56 00:03:56,237 --> 00:03:57,822 GUYANA AIRWAYS 57 00:03:57,906 --> 00:03:59,908 There are five dead on the tarmac. 58 00:04:01,576 --> 00:04:05,747 The five dead include Ryan, members of the media, 59 00:04:05,830 --> 00:04:07,040 and one woman 60 00:04:07,123 --> 00:04:09,709 who had been at Jonestown and was trying to escape. 61 00:04:16,633 --> 00:04:19,052 Meanwhile, back at Jonestown, 62 00:04:19,135 --> 00:04:20,970 a voice comes on the speaker 63 00:04:21,054 --> 00:04:23,306 saying everyone needs to come to the pavilion. 64 00:04:24,182 --> 00:04:27,936 Jim Jones realizes it's no longer a matter of if, but when. 65 00:04:28,019 --> 00:04:30,814 He's not gonna be able to go back to the States. 66 00:04:30,897 --> 00:04:34,943 What was going to be left to him was to tell his followers that 67 00:04:35,026 --> 00:04:39,113 now is the time. We're committing a revolutionary act. 68 00:04:40,198 --> 00:04:42,784 The congressman's dead. They've killed people. 69 00:04:42,867 --> 00:04:46,329 So, my dad at this point, he knows he's gone. 70 00:04:46,412 --> 00:04:50,500 So he knows he's going out and now he doesn't want to go alone. 71 00:04:52,085 --> 00:04:56,256 As people were walking up from the cottages, 72 00:04:56,339 --> 00:04:58,341 it was very quiet, it was very somber. 73 00:04:59,217 --> 00:05:02,512 I see Jones in this conversation, and it's very animated, 74 00:05:02,595 --> 00:05:05,515 and it's obvious that something is going on. 75 00:05:05,598 --> 00:05:09,269 He's saying that there are people coming right now to attack us. 76 00:05:09,352 --> 00:05:11,646 They're going to take us out. This is our final stand. 77 00:05:12,939 --> 00:05:17,443 Maria Katsaris comes up, whispers something in Jones' ear. 78 00:05:18,194 --> 00:05:21,990 Maria Katsaris was one of Jones' true quote unquote lieutenants... 79 00:05:22,991 --> 00:05:25,827 one of the people that was closest to Jim Jones. 80 00:05:25,910 --> 00:05:29,539 Jim looks at her and he goes, "Is it supposed to be quick?" 81 00:05:29,622 --> 00:05:32,166 And she goes, "Yes, it's supposed to be quick." 82 00:05:32,250 --> 00:05:34,085 And he said, "Does it taste okay?" 83 00:05:34,168 --> 00:05:36,379 She goes, "Yes, it's supposed to taste good." 84 00:05:36,462 --> 00:05:39,841 FL-VOR-AID INSTANT DRINK MIX 85 00:05:39,924 --> 00:05:41,885 Somewhere in Jonestown, 86 00:05:41,968 --> 00:05:44,637 human guinea pigs were testing cyanide 87 00:05:44,721 --> 00:05:47,682 that was mixed in a vat of Flavor Aid. 88 00:05:49,434 --> 00:05:52,270 Flavor Aid was a cheap Kool-Aid knockoff. 89 00:05:53,730 --> 00:05:57,150 And I'm thinking, my God, how do I get out of here? 90 00:05:57,233 --> 00:06:00,570 How do I get Gloria and Malcolm out of here with me? 91 00:06:08,036 --> 00:06:14,334 As people are gathering in the pavilion, Jones took the stage, 92 00:06:14,417 --> 00:06:18,004 and we don't have to wonder what was said that day. 93 00:06:18,087 --> 00:06:22,342 There was a tape running. It's known now as the death tape. 94 00:06:24,344 --> 00:06:26,471 How very much I've loved you. 95 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:31,976 How very much I've tried my best to give you the good life. 96 00:06:40,318 --> 00:06:42,987 But in spite of all I've tried, 97 00:06:44,197 --> 00:06:51,162 a handful of our people with their lies have made our lives impossible. 98 00:06:52,288 --> 00:06:55,500 There's no way to detach ourselves from what's happened today. 99 00:06:59,420 --> 00:07:02,799 And we are sitting here waiting on a powder keg. 100 00:07:03,383 --> 00:07:07,720 It was said by the greatest of prophets, from time immemorial... 101 00:07:08,763 --> 00:07:12,392 "No man takes my life from me, I lay my life down." 102 00:07:13,851 --> 00:07:17,730 If we can't live in peace, then let's die in peace. 103 00:07:30,493 --> 00:07:33,788 ON NOVEMBER 18TH, JIM JONES JR. AND HIS BROTHER STEPHAN 104 00:07:33,871 --> 00:07:39,585 ARE IN GEORGETOWN FOR A BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT. 105 00:07:41,671 --> 00:07:45,883 On November 18th, my brothers went to go see a movie. 106 00:07:47,135 --> 00:07:48,636 I stayed at the compound. 107 00:07:53,057 --> 00:07:57,437 Early evening, I was called to the radio room by Sharon Amos. 108 00:07:59,522 --> 00:08:02,483 I never liked Sharon. She was a fanatic. 109 00:08:05,945 --> 00:08:07,238 My father was on the radio, 110 00:08:08,906 --> 00:08:13,619 and he said, "Jimmy, we're visiting Mr. Frazier," which was a code. 111 00:08:15,621 --> 00:08:19,709 Then he said, the avenging angels have visited Leo Ryan 112 00:08:19,792 --> 00:08:24,839 and we need you to avenge our actions. 113 00:08:25,465 --> 00:08:30,386 In code, to break that up, was we're gonna commit revolutionary suicide. 114 00:08:31,054 --> 00:08:32,972 The congressman has been killed. 115 00:08:33,056 --> 00:08:35,183 We need you to avenge our deaths, 116 00:08:35,266 --> 00:08:39,729 so kill anybody in town and kill yourself. 117 00:08:43,357 --> 00:08:46,027 I know when I was in Jonestown 118 00:08:46,110 --> 00:08:48,029 and they were having these white night drills 119 00:08:48,112 --> 00:08:52,200 and long meetings about dying for the cause, 120 00:08:52,283 --> 00:08:53,701 I never took it serious. 121 00:08:54,410 --> 00:08:57,455 I never thought we were gonna die for the cause. 122 00:08:59,123 --> 00:09:00,458 I broke out of code. 123 00:09:01,417 --> 00:09:03,252 "Dad, we're not going to kill ourselves. 124 00:09:03,336 --> 00:09:04,962 The people in Jonestown can't die." 125 00:09:05,797 --> 00:09:11,135 But, "No, no, no, Jim." Meanwhile, I'm like, "Go get my brothers." 126 00:09:12,345 --> 00:09:15,223 So, they went and got them and Sharon Amos is like, 127 00:09:15,306 --> 00:09:17,433 "We gotta figure out how to kill ourselves. 128 00:09:17,517 --> 00:09:18,935 Do we have piano wire? 129 00:09:19,018 --> 00:09:24,023 Do we have, you know, thin wire?" She's kinda tweaking out. 130 00:09:25,650 --> 00:09:29,195 We quickly made our way back the headquarters in Georgetown. 131 00:09:29,737 --> 00:09:32,698 I knew that things were far worse than they had ever been before 132 00:09:32,782 --> 00:09:35,493 and I'm trying to manage the situation. 133 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:39,580 I told someone, do not let Sharon Amos out of your sight. 134 00:09:39,664 --> 00:09:41,415 I knew she had to be watched 135 00:09:41,499 --> 00:09:44,544 and that she was volatile and capable of terrible things. 136 00:09:46,796 --> 00:09:49,090 We ran over to the U.S. Embassy 137 00:09:49,173 --> 00:09:52,677 and we're talking to a little squawk box, and they won't let us in. 138 00:09:53,344 --> 00:09:55,805 We're saying, "Send us into Jonestown. 139 00:09:55,888 --> 00:09:58,141 We can stop it. We don't know what's going on, 140 00:09:58,224 --> 00:10:00,143 but you need to send us out there right now." 141 00:10:00,226 --> 00:10:02,812 And they're saying, surely the embassy, 142 00:10:02,895 --> 00:10:04,856 if nothing else, we can get a helicopter. 143 00:10:04,939 --> 00:10:08,651 If we can get back to Jonestown before anything happens, 144 00:10:08,734 --> 00:10:10,236 we can stop it. 145 00:10:10,319 --> 00:10:12,947 And they're trying to call in, you know, "This is an emergency, it's..." 146 00:10:13,030 --> 00:10:16,200 "No, we're closed." You know, "It's Saturday." 147 00:10:18,870 --> 00:10:21,247 So, we go back to the house. 148 00:10:22,665 --> 00:10:24,959 Everyone's screaming and yelling. 149 00:10:25,042 --> 00:10:27,545 Sharon Amos had tooken her kids... 150 00:10:30,006 --> 00:10:32,675 ...into the bathroom with a guy named Chuck Brightman 151 00:10:32,758 --> 00:10:36,262 and he took our niece inside, Stephanie, 152 00:10:36,345 --> 00:10:38,723 and cut the children's throats. 153 00:10:40,641 --> 00:10:44,353 What I came upon is not something that I want to describe, 154 00:10:44,437 --> 00:10:45,771 but it was horrible. 155 00:10:48,149 --> 00:10:50,234 You could still hear people gurgling. 156 00:10:51,194 --> 00:10:54,655 Our friend Calvin Douglas busted into the bathroom 157 00:10:54,739 --> 00:10:56,282 and pulled Stephanie out. 158 00:10:57,867 --> 00:10:59,118 She still has the scar. 159 00:11:00,119 --> 00:11:01,370 We called the police. 160 00:11:03,539 --> 00:11:05,291 And the police came. 161 00:11:05,374 --> 00:11:07,752 By then, the gurgling had stopped. 162 00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:19,096 Back in Jonestown, Jim Jones is on the stage. 163 00:11:19,180 --> 00:11:20,389 I don't know who fired the shot. 164 00:11:20,473 --> 00:11:22,016 I don't know who killed the congressman. 165 00:11:22,099 --> 00:11:24,477 But as far as I'm concerned, I killed him. 166 00:11:25,228 --> 00:11:27,521 You understand what I'm saying? I killed him. 167 00:11:28,648 --> 00:11:31,525 He had no business coming. I told him not to come. 168 00:11:31,609 --> 00:11:35,821 And as soon as the word gets out, the army's gonna be parachuting in, 169 00:11:35,905 --> 00:11:37,907 they're gonna come for us, they're gonna kill us all, 170 00:11:37,990 --> 00:11:41,118 they're gonna get our kids. We can't let that happen. 171 00:11:41,202 --> 00:11:44,914 We need to commit revolutionary suicide. 172 00:11:45,706 --> 00:11:48,793 We can't go back. They won't leave us alone. 173 00:11:49,460 --> 00:11:53,422 They're now going back to tell more lies, which means more congressmen. 174 00:11:53,506 --> 00:11:56,467 And there's no way, no way we can survive. 175 00:11:58,678 --> 00:12:02,265 As they are in the pavilion getting ready to commit suicide, 176 00:12:02,348 --> 00:12:05,810 a woman by the name of Christine Miller begins to question 177 00:12:05,893 --> 00:12:09,480 what the logic is behind letting 14 people 178 00:12:09,563 --> 00:12:13,859 who defect cause the deaths of over 1,000 people. 179 00:12:13,943 --> 00:12:15,695 Yes, Christine? 180 00:12:16,404 --> 00:12:17,780 Not that I'm afraid to die... 181 00:12:17,863 --> 00:12:20,199 I don't think you are, I don't think you are. 182 00:12:20,283 --> 00:12:23,536 But, I look at our babies and I think they deserve to live. 183 00:12:23,619 --> 00:12:27,039 -I agree. -But also, they deserve peace. 184 00:12:30,334 --> 00:12:33,170 I'm completely schizophrenic at this time, 185 00:12:33,254 --> 00:12:37,300 because one part of me is saying, everybody's gonna die, 186 00:12:37,383 --> 00:12:38,676 you're going to die. 187 00:12:38,759 --> 00:12:41,887 And another part of me is saying, this doesn't make any sense. 188 00:12:42,763 --> 00:12:44,724 You don't kill everybody. 189 00:12:53,983 --> 00:12:55,192 Everybody dies. 190 00:12:57,778 --> 00:13:00,239 I haven't seen anybody yet that didn't die. 191 00:13:00,323 --> 00:13:03,868 And I'd like to choose my own kind of death for a change. 192 00:13:03,951 --> 00:13:07,371 I'm tired of being tormented to hell, that's what I'm tired of. 193 00:13:08,372 --> 00:13:09,623 Tired of it. 194 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:14,211 By this time, the pavilion is filled up with people. 195 00:13:15,087 --> 00:13:17,298 There's armed guards around the pavilion. 196 00:13:17,381 --> 00:13:19,759 But the energy there was just... 197 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:22,261 TIM CARTER JONESTOWN SURVIVOR 198 00:13:22,928 --> 00:13:25,681 I don't even know how to describe it. Defeated? 199 00:13:26,766 --> 00:13:28,017 I'm ready. 200 00:13:29,060 --> 00:13:32,188 It was kind of like people had been crushed. 201 00:13:35,232 --> 00:13:37,651 At this point, I'm kind of intellectual. 202 00:13:37,735 --> 00:13:39,236 It's like, well, how is this gonna come down? 203 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:42,531 How am I gonna die? What's gonna happen? 204 00:13:42,615 --> 00:13:44,700 Because I'm not gonna go down without a fight... 205 00:13:45,910 --> 00:13:47,828 when there's a tap on my shoulder. 206 00:13:47,912 --> 00:13:50,664 He's been tapped on the shoulder by Maria Katsaris. 207 00:13:50,748 --> 00:13:51,957 So is his brother, Mike. 208 00:13:52,041 --> 00:13:55,669 "Jim has a job for you. Come with us." 209 00:13:56,587 --> 00:14:01,217 And they're taken to a back cabin and there are three suitcases. 210 00:14:02,259 --> 00:14:04,762 She goes, "We have suitcases of money "that need to be delivered" 211 00:14:04,845 --> 00:14:06,722 to the Russian Embassy in Georgetown. 212 00:14:06,806 --> 00:14:10,434 Will you take them?" She gave us each a gun. 213 00:14:10,518 --> 00:14:12,311 She said, "If you're successful, 214 00:14:12,395 --> 00:14:15,481 take what you need to live on and have a good life... 215 00:14:17,024 --> 00:14:19,443 but under no circumstances are you to be taken alive. 216 00:14:19,527 --> 00:14:21,487 You're to kill yourselves if you're caught." 217 00:14:22,822 --> 00:14:24,907 As to why he wanted it to go to the Russians, 218 00:14:24,990 --> 00:14:27,660 I don't know if it was Jim Jones' final "eff you" 219 00:14:27,743 --> 00:14:30,496 to the United States government. I don't know. 220 00:14:31,205 --> 00:14:32,373 But I said yes. 221 00:14:32,456 --> 00:14:36,710 And in my mind, I was buying time, 'cause I couldn't catch up. 222 00:14:36,794 --> 00:14:39,797 I could not catch up with what was going on. 223 00:14:42,341 --> 00:14:45,052 Who wants to go with their child has a right to go with their child. 224 00:14:45,719 --> 00:14:48,806 I think it's humane. I want to see you go, though. 225 00:14:48,889 --> 00:14:51,434 I don't want to see you go through this hell no more. 226 00:14:52,393 --> 00:14:54,520 No more, no more, no more. 227 00:14:56,981 --> 00:15:01,694 As the vats of cyanide-laced Flavor Aid are brought out, 228 00:15:01,777 --> 00:15:05,865 they are instructed to give the drink to the children first, 229 00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:10,369 because, of course, once the children have been poisoned, 230 00:15:10,453 --> 00:15:14,915 how can any adult live after having watched their own children die? 231 00:15:15,749 --> 00:15:18,085 Hurry, my children. Hurry. 232 00:15:18,169 --> 00:15:20,963 All I think... Let's not fall into the hands of the enemy. 233 00:15:21,046 --> 00:15:22,631 Hurry, my children. 234 00:15:23,299 --> 00:15:24,967 They have syringes, 235 00:15:25,050 --> 00:15:28,846 and they're gonna squirt this stuff in the babies' mouths. 236 00:15:30,139 --> 00:15:31,682 No more pain now. 237 00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:34,560 No more pain. 238 00:15:36,187 --> 00:15:37,730 No more pain. 239 00:15:39,523 --> 00:15:45,446 MORE THAN 300 CHILDREN ARE GIVEN FATAL DOSES OF CYANIDE. 240 00:15:45,529 --> 00:15:47,990 If you adults will stop some of this nonsense. 241 00:15:48,073 --> 00:15:50,826 Adults... Adults... 242 00:15:50,910 --> 00:15:53,787 Adults, I call on you to stop this nonsense. 243 00:15:53,871 --> 00:15:56,415 I call on you to quit exciting your children, 244 00:15:56,499 --> 00:15:59,043 when all they're doing is going to quiet rest. 245 00:15:59,126 --> 00:16:03,214 I call on you to stop this now if you have any respect at all. 246 00:16:04,715 --> 00:16:08,093 Meanwhile, the adults are about to have their turn. 247 00:16:08,886 --> 00:16:12,264 Where's the vat, the vat, the vat? Where's the vat with the green C's? 248 00:16:12,348 --> 00:16:16,268 Bring it here so the adults can begin. 249 00:16:16,852 --> 00:16:20,481 People are lining up and some of them refused to do it, 250 00:16:20,564 --> 00:16:23,025 and they're held down and forcibly injected. 251 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:27,655 And we know this because later with the bodies, 252 00:16:27,738 --> 00:16:32,493 some of them had abscesses on their neck, on their arms, on their skull, 253 00:16:32,576 --> 00:16:35,829 anywhere a needle could get jammed. That's where the needles went in. 254 00:16:36,789 --> 00:16:39,291 And everybody else is lined up to die. 255 00:16:41,544 --> 00:16:45,130 So while Maria's getting the gold, I went to get water. 256 00:16:45,673 --> 00:16:47,800 You don't go into the jungle without water. 257 00:16:47,883 --> 00:16:50,511 As I'm approaching the back of the pavilion, 258 00:16:50,594 --> 00:16:52,388 it's when people started dying, 259 00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:56,475 and I cannot go through the rest of it today, I just can't, 260 00:16:56,559 --> 00:17:02,731 but needless to say, my wife and son were dying. 261 00:17:06,944 --> 00:17:09,613 It was just darkness. 262 00:17:09,697 --> 00:17:13,867 There was no light anywhere in my life. 263 00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:18,330 As I'm walking back to Jones' cottage, 264 00:17:18,414 --> 00:17:21,542 Carolyn Layton was coming up and she said, "What's wrong, Tim? 265 00:17:21,625 --> 00:17:22,626 Why are you crying?" 266 00:17:23,836 --> 00:17:24,837 All I could say is, 267 00:17:24,920 --> 00:17:26,589 "They've murdered my son, they've murdered my son, 268 00:17:26,672 --> 00:17:28,048 they've murdered my son." 269 00:17:30,301 --> 00:17:31,552 FL-VOR-AID INSTANT DRINK MIX 270 00:17:31,635 --> 00:17:34,138 Jones says it's going to be easy. 271 00:17:35,389 --> 00:17:40,269 But death by cyanide is one of the worst ways to go possible. 272 00:17:40,352 --> 00:17:43,856 It keeps your body from absorbing oxygen. 273 00:17:43,939 --> 00:17:46,025 You suffocate slowly. 274 00:17:46,775 --> 00:17:49,069 I tell you, I don't care how many screams you hear, 275 00:17:49,153 --> 00:17:50,738 I don't care how many anguished cries. 276 00:17:50,821 --> 00:17:55,659 Death is a million times preferable to ten more days of this life. 277 00:17:56,327 --> 00:17:58,912 The sounds I was hearing were screaming. 278 00:17:58,996 --> 00:18:04,001 People were screaming in fear, in pain, in death. 279 00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:06,420 There was nothing joyous going on. 280 00:18:06,503 --> 00:18:09,548 There was no grand hallelujah for Jim Jones. 281 00:18:09,632 --> 00:18:14,845 Marceline Jones was screaming, "Stop this! Stop this! Stop this!" 282 00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,806 People were being massacred. 283 00:18:19,475 --> 00:18:22,061 Mother, please, please, please. 284 00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:25,564 Don't do this. Don't do this. 285 00:18:26,982 --> 00:18:28,484 People have painted this picture 286 00:18:28,567 --> 00:18:30,736 that my mother was up there doling out the poison, 287 00:18:30,819 --> 00:18:33,697 but that runs contrary to what I know about my mother. 288 00:18:33,781 --> 00:18:38,911 She came from a stand by and slightly behind your man era, 289 00:18:38,994 --> 00:18:44,333 but she was also very strong-willed, and my father ordered her restrained 290 00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:47,086 and she struggled until the last child died. 291 00:18:51,507 --> 00:18:54,885 At that point in time, I just wanted the nightmare to stop. 292 00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:56,345 I wanted to die. 293 00:18:57,262 --> 00:19:00,808 And there was a voice in my head that said, you cannot die, you cannot die, 294 00:19:00,891 --> 00:19:02,601 you must go on, you cannot die. 295 00:19:05,062 --> 00:19:10,859 We went back to the cottages, got the suitcases, and left Jonestown. 296 00:19:17,408 --> 00:19:20,828 At this point in time, I didn't even know if I wanted to live. 297 00:19:20,911 --> 00:19:23,706 But I knew I wanted nothing to do with Jim Jones, 298 00:19:23,789 --> 00:19:27,000 I wanted nothing to do with Russians, I wanted nothing to do with money. 299 00:19:27,918 --> 00:19:31,130 So I said, we can't do this. We need to dump the suitcases. 300 00:19:37,177 --> 00:19:42,474 And there's a part of me that doesn't even believe 301 00:19:42,558 --> 00:19:44,601 that I just saw what I saw. 302 00:19:46,812 --> 00:19:50,149 One thousand people say we don't like the way the world is. 303 00:19:52,484 --> 00:19:56,697 Take our life from us. We laid it down, we got tired. 304 00:19:59,825 --> 00:20:01,201 We didn't commit suicide, 305 00:20:01,285 --> 00:20:03,495 we committed an act of revolutionary suicide 306 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:07,374 protesting the conditions of an inhumane world. 307 00:20:29,313 --> 00:20:31,440 BY THE EVENING OF NOVEMBER 18TH, 308 00:20:31,523 --> 00:20:34,276 WORD OF THE SHOOTING AT THE AIRSTRIP 309 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:36,820 HAS REACHED OFFICIALS IN GEORGETOWN. 310 00:20:37,905 --> 00:20:44,912 THE GUYANESE ARMY IS SENT TO JONESTOWN TO INVESTIGATE. 311 00:20:52,377 --> 00:20:54,922 There's been a monsoon the day before. 312 00:20:55,839 --> 00:20:59,885 Steam is rising up off the ground. It's like fog. 313 00:21:06,308 --> 00:21:07,392 And finally... 314 00:21:09,186 --> 00:21:11,939 the fog, the mist is clearing a little bit. 315 00:21:14,566 --> 00:21:16,568 And what they see, 316 00:21:16,652 --> 00:21:20,531 they find almost impossible to describe over the radio 317 00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:24,535 to the superiors waiting back in Georgetown. 318 00:21:25,911 --> 00:21:29,832 They start describing, there's just heaps of them. 319 00:21:29,915 --> 00:21:32,709 And, of course, in Georgetown, "Heaps of what?" 320 00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:36,046 "Dead people." 321 00:21:39,758 --> 00:21:43,470 As soon as these pictures from Jonestown cleared our newsroom, 322 00:21:43,554 --> 00:21:46,181 everybody, even a lot of hardened news people, 323 00:21:46,265 --> 00:21:48,225 reacted in horror and disbelief. 324 00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:52,646 The word on everybody's lips was "shades of Auschwitz." 325 00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:59,695 As you can see, bodies are strewn all over the place. 326 00:22:02,906 --> 00:22:05,325 The bodies seemed awful and orderly, 327 00:22:05,409 --> 00:22:08,829 not flung about like corpses after a battle but neat, 328 00:22:08,912 --> 00:22:12,666 hand-in-hand sometimes, arms about each other's shoulders. 329 00:22:15,836 --> 00:22:17,504 The death ritual was methodical. 330 00:22:17,588 --> 00:22:21,592 Some of the syringes contained poison, the rest had tranquilizers. 331 00:22:22,467 --> 00:22:23,635 Marcia, you have more. 332 00:22:23,719 --> 00:22:24,970 Yeah, of course, there's a lot we don't know, 333 00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:27,347 but this we do know, the Reverend Jim Jones, 334 00:22:27,431 --> 00:22:28,974 the founder of Peoples Temple, is dead, 335 00:22:29,057 --> 00:22:34,021 and he died as a result of a gunshot wound to the head, not of poisoning. 336 00:22:34,104 --> 00:22:36,773 Jim Jones they find on the pavilion, 337 00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:41,153 bloated, dead, a gunshot wound to the head. 338 00:22:42,279 --> 00:22:44,031 You can suspect that Jim Jones, 339 00:22:44,114 --> 00:22:48,327 having seen the terrible deaths his followers were suffering, 340 00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:51,204 at the last minute didn't want it for himself. 341 00:22:52,414 --> 00:22:55,250 Police believe that most of the people went willingly, 342 00:22:55,334 --> 00:22:57,294 but others were forced by armed guards. 343 00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:59,755 When the poison was being passed out, 344 00:22:59,838 --> 00:23:03,008 men were around this auditorium area here with crossbows. 345 00:23:03,091 --> 00:23:04,676 They were acting as guards. 346 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:08,472 Clayton, 28, of Oakland, is one of four known eyewitnesses 347 00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:10,057 to the suicide-murders. 348 00:23:10,140 --> 00:23:14,561 He got away after more than 700 had died by slipping past a guard. 349 00:23:14,645 --> 00:23:17,522 A lot of people didn't want to die. They was just sitting there. 350 00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,984 Frightened. Afraid. 351 00:23:21,068 --> 00:23:25,906 In one case, she struggled pretty hard, 'cause she didn't want to die. 352 00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:28,325 And how did they kill her? 353 00:23:28,909 --> 00:23:32,162 They injected her in the arm. 354 00:23:40,128 --> 00:23:43,423 The soldiers, they're asked, can you count 'em? 355 00:23:44,883 --> 00:23:46,218 And they try. 356 00:23:49,012 --> 00:23:52,265 Four hundred suicides and killings, 357 00:23:52,349 --> 00:23:56,395 one of the most astonishing stories of our time, perhaps of any time. 358 00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:05,237 Well, there's at least 900-something people in Jonestown. 359 00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:09,199 That must mean that there's 500 people who are still alive. 360 00:24:09,282 --> 00:24:10,951 Maybe they've run into the jungle. 361 00:24:11,994 --> 00:24:15,205 LESLIE WAGNER-WILSON AND HER SON TRAVELED 30 MILES 362 00:24:15,288 --> 00:24:19,459 THROUGH THE JUNGLE BEFORE THEY WERE PICKED UP BY LOCAL AUTHORITIES. 363 00:24:19,543 --> 00:24:23,422 The morning that we left, my plan was to escape, 364 00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:27,050 come back and get my sister and brother and my niece and nephew. 365 00:24:28,010 --> 00:24:31,054 So, once we realized that the tragedy happened, 366 00:24:31,138 --> 00:24:34,766 I'm just praying that one of my family members ran into the jungle, 367 00:24:34,850 --> 00:24:35,976 if not all of them. 368 00:24:38,061 --> 00:24:40,939 But the body count was wrong from the beginning. 369 00:24:46,445 --> 00:24:47,529 Good evening. 370 00:24:47,612 --> 00:24:49,156 The searching American soldiers 371 00:24:49,239 --> 00:24:52,826 have finished counting the bodies in Jonestown, Guyana. 372 00:24:52,909 --> 00:24:55,037 Nine-hundred-ten died 373 00:24:55,120 --> 00:24:58,081 in the poison ritual of the Peoples Temple last week. 374 00:24:59,666 --> 00:25:03,503 Why in the world would so many people agree to kill themselves? 375 00:25:03,587 --> 00:25:06,757 What kind of a leader could order mass suicide and be obeyed? 376 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:10,260 The mass suicides happened in this heavily forested area, 377 00:25:10,343 --> 00:25:12,054 down there, in the compound. 378 00:25:12,763 --> 00:25:15,849 The narrative is mass suicide. 379 00:25:15,932 --> 00:25:20,103 Sheep. Drinking the Kool-Aid. Voluntarily drinking the Kool-Aid. 380 00:25:21,146 --> 00:25:24,608 And yet, a lot of people were murdered. 381 00:25:26,860 --> 00:25:30,947 And if you've just seen your child murdered, 382 00:25:31,031 --> 00:25:33,825 besides wanting to kill the [bleep] that did it, 383 00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:35,452 would you want to live? 384 00:25:36,036 --> 00:25:38,497 The answer is probably no. 385 00:25:39,873 --> 00:25:41,875 If you believe that the only choice you have 386 00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:45,545 is dying by drinking a poison or getting shot... 387 00:25:46,296 --> 00:25:50,050 are you committing suicide, or are you taking the easiest way out 388 00:25:50,133 --> 00:25:52,219 'cause you know that you're gonna die anyway? 389 00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:58,016 The bottom line is, what happened in Jonestown, Guyana, was murder. 390 00:26:03,063 --> 00:26:05,774 I lost my entire immediate family in Jonestown. 391 00:26:06,817 --> 00:26:10,570 I lost my mother, Inez, who was 50. 392 00:26:10,654 --> 00:26:13,198 I lost my brother, Mark, who was 16. 393 00:26:13,281 --> 00:26:15,784 I lost my sister, Michelle, who was 24. 394 00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:18,120 I lost Joe, who was 24. 395 00:26:18,787 --> 00:26:22,666 Yeah, I lost them all in one moment. 396 00:26:27,003 --> 00:26:31,216 MORE THAN 300 BODIES WERE NEVER IDENTIFIED. 397 00:26:31,299 --> 00:26:35,804 ALMOST ALL OF THEM WERE CHILDREN. 398 00:26:39,266 --> 00:26:44,729 They didn't want me to keep my hopes up for John Victor, 399 00:26:44,813 --> 00:26:49,943 but finally one of the survivors said that they had personally seen John 400 00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:54,489 and that he had evidently been taken to... he was in Jim's cabin... 401 00:26:55,824 --> 00:26:58,660 and he had been injected and they actually saw. 402 00:27:00,203 --> 00:27:02,873 So I knew, for sure... 403 00:27:05,417 --> 00:27:08,879 ...that he was deceased, so... 404 00:27:22,642 --> 00:27:25,937 AFTER SURVIVING THE ATTACK ON THE PORT KAITUMA AIRSTRIP, 405 00:27:26,021 --> 00:27:30,358 VERNON GOSNEY WAS AIRLIFTED TO A MILITARY HOSPITAL IN PUERTO RICO. 406 00:27:31,318 --> 00:27:37,199 I was shot once in each side, my diaphragm, my stomach. 407 00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:39,993 My liver. My pancreas was removed. 408 00:27:40,660 --> 00:27:42,829 When I came out of ICU, 409 00:27:42,913 --> 00:27:46,958 I found out what had happened in Jonestown, 'cause I did not know. 410 00:27:47,042 --> 00:27:51,087 The psychiatrist just came into my room and opened the paper like this, 411 00:27:51,171 --> 00:27:54,007 to show me the pictures of the dead bodies. 412 00:28:01,139 --> 00:28:06,311 I think at the moment when I knew that my son was dead 413 00:28:06,394 --> 00:28:09,981 and being asked to describe his clothing, 414 00:28:11,024 --> 00:28:12,943 I think my mind just snapped. 415 00:28:13,818 --> 00:28:18,240 I just think I just had a mental breakdown. 416 00:28:18,323 --> 00:28:23,954 I didn't function really well for a very long time. 417 00:28:24,037 --> 00:28:26,206 DAD 418 00:28:26,289 --> 00:28:29,042 CHLORAL HYDROGEN USP 419 00:28:30,001 --> 00:28:31,878 How are you gonna handle this nightmare? 420 00:28:33,505 --> 00:28:34,589 I don't know. 421 00:28:36,007 --> 00:28:37,092 I don't know. 422 00:28:38,718 --> 00:28:39,970 It's a nightmare. 423 00:28:43,139 --> 00:28:46,351 For the survivors, things were only gonna get worse. 424 00:28:47,185 --> 00:28:49,479 The cultists try to forget, but 425 00:28:49,562 --> 00:28:54,192 all know they can never escape the stigma of what happened at Jonestown. 426 00:29:04,869 --> 00:29:07,205 My name is Tim Carter, but I really don't want to talk right now. 427 00:29:07,289 --> 00:29:09,958 Tim, please, this is very important. I lost two friends here, too. 428 00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:12,752 I lost my wife and my son. I don't want to talk right now. 429 00:29:14,129 --> 00:29:15,714 We get to the airport, 430 00:29:15,797 --> 00:29:20,802 and all of a sudden, there's just reporters everywhere. 431 00:29:23,138 --> 00:29:29,060 So that was the beginning of 36 hours straight of media interviews. 432 00:29:29,144 --> 00:29:32,856 You claim you had no role in the actual deaths of other people? 433 00:29:32,939 --> 00:29:35,400 -Absolutely, not at all. -No, 'cause we didn't see it. 434 00:29:35,483 --> 00:29:36,985 We gotta go. 435 00:29:38,153 --> 00:29:39,237 Stay back. 436 00:29:39,321 --> 00:29:41,698 But the very first reporter said, 437 00:29:41,781 --> 00:29:46,077 this is going on the evening national news saying that you guys are hitmen. 438 00:29:46,161 --> 00:29:48,246 You can respond if you want or not. 439 00:29:49,039 --> 00:29:50,540 WHO PLACED KIDS WITH CULTISTS? 440 00:29:50,623 --> 00:29:51,833 APPEARS JONES' GUARDS TERRIFIES GUYANA SURVIVORS 441 00:29:51,916 --> 00:29:53,585 You were an elite. 442 00:29:54,544 --> 00:29:57,964 You had a better life inside Jonestown, 443 00:29:58,048 --> 00:30:00,175 so that you could have saved people. 444 00:30:00,258 --> 00:30:02,635 Wait a second. Wait a second. 445 00:30:05,472 --> 00:30:08,725 There was no place for us to go or hide. 446 00:30:08,808 --> 00:30:09,976 Stay with them. 447 00:30:10,060 --> 00:30:12,520 -Hey, hey, this is all private, okay? -This is private. 448 00:30:12,604 --> 00:30:14,397 Okay, stay back. 449 00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:17,650 After everyone died, the media was everywhere. 450 00:30:18,610 --> 00:30:22,113 It wasn't mass suicide, you know? It was mass murder. 451 00:30:22,197 --> 00:30:24,866 I wanted to stop it. All of those people are my life. 452 00:30:24,949 --> 00:30:27,243 All my 19 years, I've known no one else, right? 453 00:30:27,327 --> 00:30:28,661 What am I gonna do? 454 00:30:28,745 --> 00:30:31,164 You see what's happened when a few people tried to leave. 455 00:30:31,247 --> 00:30:34,709 I didn't know what could happen. I'm doing the best I can. 456 00:30:35,377 --> 00:30:38,254 There were many people within the community that I loved. 457 00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:41,216 We had just lost everything. We were devastated. 458 00:30:41,299 --> 00:30:42,801 I know I felt complicit. 459 00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:49,891 I felt terrified, horrified, grief stricken, hopeless, and ashamed. 460 00:30:50,767 --> 00:30:54,396 I can almost say that I hate this man for doing what he's done, 461 00:30:54,479 --> 00:30:57,273 because he has destroyed everything I've lived for. 462 00:30:58,316 --> 00:31:01,361 Moments after the latest 17 survivors arrived 463 00:31:01,444 --> 00:31:03,113 at Kennedy Airport last night, 464 00:31:03,196 --> 00:31:05,949 FBI agents escorted them onto buses 465 00:31:06,032 --> 00:31:09,702 for the most intense questioning yet of returning survivors. 466 00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:13,915 Included in the group, the Reverend Jim Jones' adopted son, Jim. 467 00:31:13,998 --> 00:31:15,667 To me, he was sick. 468 00:31:15,750 --> 00:31:18,962 I'm not no medical person, but if I was to look at him, 469 00:31:19,045 --> 00:31:21,131 I would look at him and say, that's a sick man. 470 00:31:22,674 --> 00:31:25,635 We arrived penniless and hungry 471 00:31:25,718 --> 00:31:29,389 and, you know, traumatized by our whole experience, 472 00:31:29,472 --> 00:31:31,558 and then they kept up the questioning. 473 00:31:32,350 --> 00:31:35,353 They were suspected of being part of the plot. 474 00:31:36,104 --> 00:31:39,566 People all think they're nuts, they might be murderers. 475 00:31:40,358 --> 00:31:42,527 They're all scarred in that way. 476 00:31:44,279 --> 00:31:45,488 We were followed. 477 00:31:46,156 --> 00:31:50,160 I would go to work, I'd have a plainclothes car following me. 478 00:31:50,243 --> 00:31:52,871 I think some of that was like, what the hell's going on with him? 479 00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:54,247 What is he gonna do? 480 00:31:55,123 --> 00:32:00,753 After I escaped Jonestown, I was still in Jonestown in my mind. 481 00:32:01,588 --> 00:32:03,339 There was a lot of paranoia. 482 00:32:05,300 --> 00:32:07,760 I saw a man from the back with black hair, 483 00:32:07,844 --> 00:32:09,971 I thought it was Jim Jones and I would start running. 484 00:32:13,016 --> 00:32:15,101 One of the hardest things to deal with, 485 00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:19,689 among many, were Kool-Aid jokes, Jonestown jokes. 486 00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:24,152 I was treated by people that thought I was very stupid. 487 00:32:25,904 --> 00:32:29,157 We all felt like we had been made fools of, in a way, 488 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:32,911 because we had believed so totally in what Jim Jones was saying. 489 00:32:36,289 --> 00:32:41,711 Jim Jones was a cult leader who was maniacal 490 00:32:41,794 --> 00:32:48,384 and who was allowed to pursue this horrific cause 491 00:32:48,468 --> 00:32:50,720 for his personal aggrandizement. 492 00:32:52,347 --> 00:32:55,892 He had used the word "church" 493 00:32:55,975 --> 00:33:01,272 in sanitizing his grotesque behavior. 494 00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:06,986 Absolute power corrupts absolutely. 495 00:33:07,862 --> 00:33:11,407 Jim went into the deep, dark recesses of his mind 496 00:33:11,491 --> 00:33:13,785 and what came back out was scary. 497 00:33:14,577 --> 00:33:16,120 It was terrible. 498 00:33:18,831 --> 00:33:22,835 Jones put himself in the position where no one could tell him no. 499 00:33:24,003 --> 00:33:26,548 He was enabled. This is what demagogues do. 500 00:33:27,507 --> 00:33:32,053 And so, gradually, the worst part of his nature took over 501 00:33:32,136 --> 00:33:34,764 until finally it consumed him 502 00:33:34,847 --> 00:33:38,393 and, sadly, it consumed all the people who had believed in him. 503 00:33:46,734 --> 00:33:49,320 I felt it was my responsibility 504 00:33:49,404 --> 00:33:52,532 to attend as many funerals as possible. 505 00:33:52,615 --> 00:33:55,535 Especially for my friends, friends of mine. 506 00:33:57,328 --> 00:33:59,706 One of my friends, I went to her funeral, 507 00:33:59,789 --> 00:34:02,709 and I remember the mother coming out of the hallway 508 00:34:02,792 --> 00:34:06,504 with a .38 caliber pistol and pointing it at me 509 00:34:06,588 --> 00:34:10,174 and saying why are you alive when my daughter's not? 510 00:34:11,801 --> 00:34:14,220 And then everyone grabbing her, 511 00:34:14,304 --> 00:34:19,726 and me kind of sitting there going, pull the trigger. 512 00:34:21,394 --> 00:34:23,104 You know? It was... 513 00:34:23,187 --> 00:34:24,897 At that point, 514 00:34:27,358 --> 00:34:28,526 I didn't want to live. 515 00:34:36,993 --> 00:34:39,704 ONE YEAR AFTER THE MASSACRE 516 00:34:40,747 --> 00:34:43,291 Little has changed in the settlement itself. 517 00:34:43,374 --> 00:34:46,419 There are police guards patrolling to keep visitors away. 518 00:34:47,462 --> 00:34:49,589 The chair in which Jim Jones sat 519 00:34:49,672 --> 00:34:52,592 when he called on his people to die is still there, 520 00:34:52,675 --> 00:34:55,511 along with the benches where they sat and listened and obeyed. 521 00:34:56,721 --> 00:35:01,768 AFTER YEARS OF MAINTAINING THE COMPLEX, 522 00:35:01,851 --> 00:35:04,187 THE GUYANESE GOVERNMENT ABANDONED JONESTOWN. 523 00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:10,401 IN JUST A FEW YEARS, THE SETTLEMENT WAS COMPLETELY LOST TO THE JUNGLE. 524 00:35:11,611 --> 00:35:13,529 My name is Larry Layton. 525 00:35:13,613 --> 00:35:17,158 LARRY LAYTON, WHO TOOK PART IN THE PORT KAITUMA AIRSTRIP SHOOTINGS, 526 00:35:17,241 --> 00:35:18,910 SERVED 18 YEARS IN PRISON. 527 00:35:18,993 --> 00:35:23,247 NO ONE WAS EVER CHARGED WITH THE DEATHS IN JONESTOWN. 528 00:35:23,331 --> 00:35:25,958 Most of the Temple survivors and defectors 529 00:35:26,042 --> 00:35:29,170 who returned from Guyana have settled in San Francisco. 530 00:35:29,253 --> 00:35:31,339 The Peoples Temple building was sold. 531 00:35:31,422 --> 00:35:34,217 It is now a Korean Presbyterian Church. 532 00:35:35,051 --> 00:35:37,929 Doctors say that almost all the former Temple members 533 00:35:38,012 --> 00:35:40,556 live with anxiety, fear, and guilt. 534 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:44,310 I think that they will be able to build a life for themselves. 535 00:35:44,394 --> 00:35:49,357 The fears, the memories, and some of the scars, for many of them, 536 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,568 it'll be a lifelong process trying to deal with that. 537 00:35:54,070 --> 00:35:57,573 For many years, I wasn't healing. 538 00:35:57,657 --> 00:36:00,702 I was battling demons on a daily basis, 539 00:36:00,785 --> 00:36:05,331 using everything I could to quiet the noise inside me. 540 00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:09,460 And around that time, my daughter was born. 541 00:36:10,712 --> 00:36:13,005 That little baby cracked my heart open in a way 542 00:36:13,089 --> 00:36:18,386 that pushed me toward life instead of choosing the easy way out. 543 00:36:18,469 --> 00:36:20,012 STEPHAN JONES LIVES IN NORTHERN CALIFORNIA 544 00:36:20,096 --> 00:36:21,597 AND WRITES ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCES IN PEOPLES TEMPLE. 545 00:36:21,681 --> 00:36:25,893 HIS ESSAYS CAN BE FOUND ONLINE. 546 00:36:29,856 --> 00:36:32,275 I went by James for a long time... 547 00:36:33,651 --> 00:36:38,322 and it wasn't until many years after that I even went by Jim Jones again. 548 00:36:41,951 --> 00:36:46,748 After 40 years, I've lived two lifetimes outside Peoples Temple. 549 00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:52,545 I'm grateful that, I survived. 550 00:36:54,338 --> 00:37:00,261 JIM JONES JR. IS MARRIED AND HAS THREE SONS AND A GRANDDAUGHTER. 551 00:37:03,765 --> 00:37:06,809 I was hospitalized for two months. I had a lot of time to think. 552 00:37:06,893 --> 00:37:10,229 I was so badly wounded that they thought 553 00:37:10,313 --> 00:37:12,982 they were gonna have to amputate my arm and/or my leg. 554 00:37:13,065 --> 00:37:15,818 I had gas gangrene through my body. 555 00:37:18,404 --> 00:37:20,031 I just made a commitment to myself 556 00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:22,617 that I did not want to spend the rest of my life 557 00:37:22,700 --> 00:37:26,579 as a victim or survivor of Guyana, and I made a commitment 558 00:37:26,662 --> 00:37:28,790 then to spend the rest of my life in public service, 559 00:37:28,873 --> 00:37:31,501 to continue Congressman Ryan's legacy. 560 00:37:31,584 --> 00:37:36,422 JACKIE SPEIER WAS ELECTED TO U.S. CONGRESS IN 2008. 561 00:37:36,506 --> 00:37:41,302 SHE REPRESENTS LEO RYAN'S DISTRICT. 562 00:37:43,888 --> 00:37:47,433 When I came back to the United States, I was shattered. 563 00:37:48,559 --> 00:37:51,187 Came back with survivor's guilt and I wasn't diagnosed. 564 00:37:51,854 --> 00:37:54,565 Every day I was like, why did I survive? 565 00:37:54,649 --> 00:38:00,238 Why was I allowed to survive? Inside, I was so broken. 566 00:38:01,322 --> 00:38:04,116 I didn't start healing until 20 years later. 567 00:38:06,410 --> 00:38:10,248 My son, Jakari, calls me his, you know, warrior queen. 568 00:38:10,957 --> 00:38:13,751 He understands the sacrifice that I made. 569 00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:17,171 He knows every step of the way, I'm there. 570 00:38:18,589 --> 00:38:19,590 I'm just not going anywhere. 571 00:38:19,674 --> 00:38:22,969 And I know a lot of it is because of Jonestown. 572 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,889 LESLIE WAGNER-WILSON LIVES IN ARIZONA. 573 00:38:26,973 --> 00:38:31,811 IN 2009, SHE PUBLISHED A BOOK ABOUT HER EXPERIENCE. 574 00:38:35,773 --> 00:38:39,902 I call Leslie Wagner my hero 575 00:38:39,986 --> 00:38:43,573 because she left with her son. 576 00:38:43,656 --> 00:38:46,701 I see her as a person of great courage, 577 00:38:46,784 --> 00:38:49,829 that she was able to do that, she was able to get her son out, 578 00:38:49,912 --> 00:38:52,832 and she was able to risk death. 579 00:38:55,376 --> 00:39:00,256 I've come to peace with my journey, except around my son. 580 00:39:01,716 --> 00:39:04,969 That will be something that's always with me. 581 00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:09,432 I still struggle to forgive myself. 582 00:39:11,893 --> 00:39:14,979 VERNON GOSNEY SERVED AS A POLICE OFFICER FOR 30 YEARS. 583 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:20,276 HE IS RETIRED AND LIVES PEACEFULLY IN HAWAII. 584 00:39:22,236 --> 00:39:24,989 The former Temple members try to comfort each other 585 00:39:25,072 --> 00:39:27,241 and their Temple past is their bond. 586 00:39:27,325 --> 00:39:29,744 Whatever their thoughts about Jim Jones, 587 00:39:29,827 --> 00:39:33,122 they are all trying to rebuild shattered lives. 588 00:39:34,498 --> 00:39:38,586 All of us, if we allow ourselves to step into that story, 589 00:39:38,669 --> 00:39:40,588 there's something there we can use. 590 00:39:42,465 --> 00:39:44,508 And I pray that anyone watching this... 591 00:39:45,635 --> 00:39:49,013 can take away from it whatever is valuable to them 592 00:39:49,096 --> 00:39:51,974 as a way of honoring those we lost. 593 00:39:56,812 --> 00:40:00,149 There are many lessons to be learned from Jonestown. 594 00:40:00,232 --> 00:40:05,321 I look at the world today, I look at the environment that we're in, 595 00:40:05,404 --> 00:40:08,407 and I see this parallel. 596 00:40:09,325 --> 00:40:12,328 And I look at how Peoples Temple began. 597 00:40:12,411 --> 00:40:16,499 It began in a time when there was a socio-political change, 598 00:40:16,582 --> 00:40:18,793 but it was also based on fear. 599 00:40:19,877 --> 00:40:23,005 We are in the same type of environment, if not worse, 600 00:40:23,089 --> 00:40:29,011 that could generate something much, much more dangerous than Jonestown. 601 00:40:29,971 --> 00:40:31,681 It could happen again. 602 00:40:36,602 --> 00:40:40,648 I put the blame for what happened in Jonestown on my father. 603 00:40:42,942 --> 00:40:46,153 But I don't think the story is Jim Jones. 604 00:40:46,237 --> 00:40:51,409 I think the story is the people who followed Jim Jones to Jonestown. 605 00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:53,411 PEOPLES TEMPLE 606 00:40:53,494 --> 00:40:54,578 You know, I always said, I go, 607 00:40:54,662 --> 00:40:57,373 how appropriately named was Peoples Temple? 608 00:40:57,456 --> 00:41:00,793 Because it was really the people that made that church. 609 00:41:01,419 --> 00:41:05,172 Some of the best years of my life were in Peoples Temple. 610 00:41:06,340 --> 00:41:09,635 It wasn't Peoples Temple, it was a sense of community. 611 00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,012 A sense of belonging. 612 00:41:11,804 --> 00:41:15,725 A sense of doing the right thing when no one was looking. 613 00:41:17,268 --> 00:41:20,938 It's just really too bad that we couldn't have gone down in history 614 00:41:21,022 --> 00:41:25,609 as this great, wonderful humanitarian group that we were. 615 00:41:27,361 --> 00:41:29,864 We could've been a force to be reckoned with. 616 00:41:29,947 --> 00:41:33,325 JONESTOWN 617 00:41:33,409 --> 00:41:34,535 THE BIG QUESTION: 618 00:41:34,618 --> 00:41:39,540 I wish that there was an easy answer around Peoples Temple and Jonestown. 619 00:41:39,623 --> 00:41:41,876 But there are no easy answers. 620 00:41:41,959 --> 00:41:45,671 Anybody that has taken the time to get to know the story 621 00:41:45,755 --> 00:41:51,969 has discovered that, my gosh, these were, like, real folks, you know? 622 00:41:54,096 --> 00:41:57,141 Nothing special about us, nothing unspecial about us. 623 00:41:58,350 --> 00:41:59,810 Maybe even like me. 624 00:42:00,895 --> 00:42:03,606 And I might have actually joined something like that. 625 00:42:15,534 --> 00:42:19,413 DEDICATED TO THE 918 MEN, WOMEN AND CHILDREN 626 00:42:19,497 --> 00:42:24,168 WHO DIED IN THE TRAGEDY IN GUYANA ON NOVEMBER 18TH, 1978. 627 00:42:28,422 --> 00:42:31,550 Subtitles: Plint www.plint.com 53911

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