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Previously on The Way Home.

This one key is always a little bit sticky.

I think we should take a step back.

Don't confuse confidence with carelessness.

Del!

It's you.

You remember me?

- A Landry and a Goodwin. - So what's in a name?

You have to follow your gut.

New York. I can't do it.

You're going to live your little life

with your fritter franchise king and never leave!

Tessa Futura?

I think this is my mom.

Mom, stop! I'm your son.

Mind if I join you?

Uh... I usually play alone.

I know. Maybe mix it up for a change?

Bishop's opening, huh?

It's my signature move, you must know your chess.

Look. I didn't come here for a game.

I need your legal expertise.

Um, sorry, have we met?

Sam Bishop? Casey Goodwin.

There. Now we've met.

So here's the thing.

I found this legal document,

and it's, like, hundreds of years old,

but I need to know if it will still hold up in court.

And I need to know, like... now.

Uh, yeah, I'm retired from practising law,

there's a firm in town...

No. It has to be you.

And...

checkmate.

How did you do that in so few moves?

It's all about the Bishop's Opening.

But you knew that, right?

Okay. How do you know my name?

My profession?

Not to mention my chess moves?

Because I learned from you.

I don't know you.

Not yet.

Scar on your left heel?

Rusty nail you stepped on when you were six.

All your pals in Toronto?

They thought you were nuts for retiring early and moving here.

Secretly, you hate the city and always dreamed of owning a farm.

And now there's a certain neighbour you haven't been able

to get off your mind,

and she's the reason you now take your coffee with honey.

How could you possibly know any of that?

'Cause I'm from a future where I know you both.

A future where you told me I could count on you any place,

any time.

So, here I am needing your help to save Del's farm.

Of course, I'd... I'd do anything to help Del.

Wait.

You say you know us both in the future.

Does that mean Del and I are together?

Quite the tragic figure, sitting here all alone.

Want some company?

Not a lot to smile about, kiddo.

I'm losing confidence by the day

in this future you promised me.

It's my fault.

This is why you never tell someone their future,

it just messes with their head.

And in your case, your entire relationship.

So, it's really over, then.

Del and I don't end up together anymore?

Listen.

You know what happens will always happen. Just...

don't take it all for granted?

I may have told you your future

but that doesn't mean you should stop trying to earn it.

Good luck, Sam.

You have somewhere else you'd rather be?

Yes. Mr. Capone doesn't take kindly to a change of plans.

And this one is gonna cost me dearly, all thanks to you.

We thought you were in trouble.

Your son thought that he was saving you.

And nobody even bothered to mention that

you were the boss running the whole operation.

So now you know.

What are you gonna do about it? Are you gonna turn me in?

The thought's crossed my mind.

Expecting Cliff home any time soon?

If and when Monsieur Temperance Inspector arrives,

I'll handle him.

- Don't bother. I was just leaving.

Mm. Leaving again, how original.

You're up.

How are you feeling?

- Head's still pounding but... I'm okay.

How about we take a walk, huh?

It's just a deferral.

Only a semester or two?

Leaving right now just feels wrong.

Plus, mom and Elliot are still MIA,

so it's not like I have a ride to New York tomorrow anyway.

Travel logistics aside,

I'm worried you're shying away from the unknown...

Seems like I'm not the only one.

I'm sorry.

Weren't we talking about you and your future here?

Why are you avoiding Sam after everything he did?

You could have died out there in the field, alone,

but he found you and carried you home.

I'll have you know I'm planning on calling Sam

as soon as we finish talking.

Well, we are finished because I have to get to work.

So, call him!

Don't you think telling me first is going to get you

off the hook from telling your parents.

Hmm.

Uh... I have a question for you.

When you were working for Lewis,

did you ever meet his daughter?

The golden child marketing exec? No.

She stuck to Toronto. Why?

She's in town now.

We had a moment last night.

Now, I'm not sure if I should call her, text,

or wait for her to text me.

Honestly, modern dating eludes me.

Modern dating?

Yeah, yeah... in the community I grew up in,

we had really traditional customs.

If you were interested in someone,

you went straight to her father and made your intentions known.

Well, you definitely can't do that with Abby Goodwin.

No. I suppose not.

Look. I still don't know how you got off so easy

after trying to burn down Lewis's vineyard,

but if you want my advice, don't go poking that bear again.

But whatever you do, you'll be okay, Jake.

Things always seem to work out for you. Right?

Right.

My brother and I grew up believing

the pond was our family secret.

My parents, my grandparents,

if they knew Auntie Coop was a time traveller,

they never breathed a word of it to me.

I feel like a fool for not seeing it.

The books she'd bring me,

she always knew which ones were going to be bestsellers.

Heck, she made her living predicting the future.

The future she was from.

I loved her like family, Kitty Kat.

How could she abandon her own son?

- Or be willing to kill him. Or me.

She also had no qualms

dragging you into criminal activities.

Oh, she didn't drag me into any of this.

I idolized her.

She's the only woman I've ever known

who didn't answer to any man.

And I wanted the excitement. The intrigue.

The chance to make something of myself.

Hm. What about the film?

If it happens.

Grayson's investors want Mary Pickford for the role now.

He thought a private acting coach in Saint John

might help change minds, but...

So that's where you disappeared to.

Not that it did any good.

About your engagement to Grayson.

I would hate to see you go through with it

just because you felt like you owed him.

Hmm.

At this point in life,

all I want is a fellow to rely on.

I used to feel so safe here.

Surrounded by family.

Now, I'm alone, haunted by memories.

I know how that feels.

To lose a parent. A brother.

And to look around this farm and still see them everywhere.

How tragic!

We're more alike than I thought.

You do have family, Fern.

You know, the pond didn't bring me here just to find Tessa.

It brought me to you.

I guess technically this is the last place we were together.

Seems fitting for our reunion.

I know what you did. How you left.

Do you what happened to Griffin?

No. I don't.

What about dad? You wanna know what happened to Vic?

Or what I've done with my life for the last 40 years?

- I can't do this right now. There's too much to do.

There's way too much at stake.

I don't think you and Kat understand

the mess you've made of everything.

We made the mess? Really?

Really.

You have thrown everything into question.

And what's worse, you have put everyone in danger.

And now it's up to me to fix.

You obviously don't understand how many people rely on me here.

Maybe not.

But I can name two people

who should have been able to rely on you back there.

Why did you do it? Why?

Because I thought it was the best choice at the time.

Thank you for meeting me.

I'm always happy to hear from you.

My accident and the aftermath, there's a lot I don't remember.

Alice told me what you did, how you got me home.

I wanted to say thank you.

Oh. So you don't remember what you said to me

after I found you?

No... well, you were only half-conscious,

I was trying to keep you talking, keep you awake.

I feel awful.

I'm so sorry I put you in that position.

- No, I was glad I was there. Glad I could help.

So you just wanted to say thank you?

I think so.

Well, if you remember anything else...

you know where to find me.

What is taking them so long?

I gotta go find Elliot.

Well, good luck Kitty Kat.

Mm-hmm.

Inspector Kane! There you are.

You've been out burning the midnight oil, I see.

Chasing my own tail is more like it.

Missed a big bust down at The Cove last night.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

I heard that the deal fell through, anyways.

Now, I hope you don't mind...

How do you know the deal fell through?

- Well, it's a small town. People talk.

People like your fiancé?

How convenient that he asked me to look after you

during the circus when this all went down.

Hey now. What are you getting at?

He's using you as some kind of pawn, can't you see that?

Listen, mister.

I have two perfectly good eyes.

I can see it for myself if I'm being used!

Not if you're being kept in the dark, and you are!

Fern, you're a sweet girl.

You're the only light in this crooked town,

I'll be damned if I'm gonna see you get hurt in all this...

You barely know me!

Why are you so twisted in knots over my welfare?

I'd have thought that was pretty obvious by now.

Forgive me, Miss Landry.

You may be engaged to a scoundrel,

but you're engaged all the same.

Hey. There you are.

Where's... where's Tessa?

She took off.

I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

Let's... let's go home.

- I need answers. This can't be it.

I get it, okay?

I'm supposed to be driving Alice to college.

Right.

And, look! This isn't the end.

And we know from the screen test that I come back,

so we'll just... we'll come back together.

Okay, you'll have more time with Tessa.

You're right. I will.

Time to go home.

Okay.

One, two, three.

Kat, wait!

No! When am I?

1979!

Kitty Kat, oh!

You've come back to me.

Fern. Please.

I just left Elliot in 1925.

You were there.

You were on the farm, so can... can you tell me, is he okay?

So, you're in the middle of all that then.

How curious that the pond should bring you here.

Maybe because you know when I go back there? To Elliot?

Give the boy some time with his mother.

There's never enough of it.

How much time, Fern?

I mean, I can't just leave him there!

But you already did!

Now, it's up to the pond, isn't it?

Sometimes it's a gift, and sometimes it's not.

Right, Kitty Kat?

- Fern? - Mm-hmm?

After everything went sideways with Auntie Coop,

you and I sat on the porch and we talked.

Do you remember that?

You were wishing for someone that you could rely on.

Did you find him?

Landry are women are cursed when it comes to true love.

You were a true friend. I've missed you.

And I'm still grateful to the pond for that.

If nothing else.

Wait. Fern, I don't know what I'm supposed to do now!

You will.

The key is the key, Kitty Kat.

Remember that?

Jacob. Hi.

I... I was gonna say hi but you looked busy.

Yeah.

Busy making a mess of this

Goodwin's Good Wine presentation...

Well, hey, maybe I can help.

I don't pretend to understand marketing, but...

I'm pretty familiar with that vineyard.

Arguably a little too familiar.

Wow...

But, okay.

We're looking for a hook.

Something to make us stand out from the crowd.

But my dad, a purist, he just wants to drone on

about the land and his exciting innovations

and natural soil fertilization. I mean...

I'm with him.

New Brunswick soil is special. Tells its own story.

So you want me to write a marketing pitch on soil?

It's... it's not so easy as to put into words.

Alright. Show me then.

The pond won't let me go back.

It's all my fault, Mom. I let go of him.

If anything happens to Elliot back there...

You're always saying that

the pond takes you someplace for a reason,

and Fern gave you one.

Maybe Elliot just needs to spend time with his mother.

But I'm supposed to leave tomorrow with Ally for New York.

You two should really talk when she gets home from work.

Is everything alright?

Oh. Oh sure.

Mom, you just sat here listening to all of my woes.

Can I at least return the favour?

It's just Sam.

I can't keep him at arm's length forever.

Well, then, don't.

I care for him.

And he was there for me during the accident.

But in the haze of it all,

your father kept coming to me in a dream, a vision.

And he still gave me butterflies.

Nobody can compete with a dream, Mom.

Don't shy away from future happiness.

Dad would never have wanted that for you.

Hey! Casey!

What are you doing here?

Haven't quite figured that out yet.

But the pond always has a reason, right?

I did what you said, and I deferred my acceptance.

So, now I'm just freaking out about telling my parents.

I didn't tell you to defer, Alice.

All I said was that

you wouldn't regret following your gut.

Wait. Did I make the wrong choice?

Honestly, you are almost as bad as Grandma Fern and her riddles!

You know, sometimes,

I wish you'd never caught me in that pond.

When everyone knows you're a time traveller,

they ask too many questions and expect sage wisdom.

Right. I will drop it.

But, hey, do you wanna come inside and stay for dinner?

Casey! It's nice to see you again.

Sorry I'm late everyone,

I got a little caught up at The Point.

By anyone in particular?

Um... Abby Goodwin, actually.

Lewis Goodwin's daughter?

Huh.

- We ran into each other. That's all.

I would suggest that the next time, you just keep walking.

Is everything alright with you?

Mm. Well.

Elliot is trapped in 1925,

the pond won't take me to him,

and I was really hoping that

Casey could give me a little intel, but...

Mom! Casey is here to enjoy

a nice family dinner with all of us. That's it.

- I'm sorry, Casey. - Yeah.

And I'm sorry to you, Alice,

this is your last night before you leave,

and we really should just enjoy it as much as we can.

Mm.

Am I missing something?

Actually, Mom, I...

decided to defer my acceptance and stay here.

But please don't freak out.

Ally. This is your dream school!

This is the path that feels right to me!

And Casey told me I wouldn't regret following my gut, so...

Hold on.

So, you can't even tell me if Elliot is all right,

but you can tell my daughter to blow off college?

Look at the time, I should go.

Casey, wait.

No, Mom. Let me go.

Casey!

I'm sorry for putting you in the middle of all that.

It's always about you and your problems, Alice.

Have you ever thought about how these trips affect me?

How I see things in my time?

It's kind of hard to imagine

since I don't know anything about your time.

Well, let me tell you.

My Landry family loves to go on about the good old days,

but I'm not seeing a lot of good here.

It's all just fighting and secrets!

No era is perfect.

Especially not in the moment for the people living it.

I just wanted to have a little fun before everything changed.

What's about to change?

Everything is a countdown to something, Alice.

Casey, wait!

Cheers, you two.

Anywhere in the world I could be

to ring in the new decade.

I wanted to be with family.

Funny, when you spent so little

of the last decade with us.

Perhaps this one will be different.

- It'll be so much better. I can't see what the '80s bring.

Hard to believe that anything can top this past decade.

Forget decade, Jay, I mean, this moment tops them all.

Excuse me, I need some air.

- Hey, hey Dellie, wait. Was it something I said?

No. Cole...

It was the best day of my life too.

What...

But now that footage, it just reminds me of

all the hopes and dreams we had five years ago.

Dreams that haven't come true.

We should be home right now, with our baby,

counting down to the future as a family.

I know that!

You think I don't know that?

It's killing me too, Dellie.

I'm sorry.

We can't lose each other in this. Okay?

We'll get through it.

One day we'll look back on tonight as...

our worst New Year's ever.

Go warm up in the truck, I'll grab our coats, huh?

Thanks.

Uh, hey, sorry to duck so early,

but yeah, we're not much in a celebratory mood tonight, so...

What happened to you two was... awful.

Grandma wrote me.

You didn't think she knew either.

She knows everything that goes on inside that house.

I came home as soon as I heard.

Thanks. For caring enough to be here.

But I gotta get Del home, so...

I'm here for you, Cole.

And if you wanna talk, don't burden Del with it.

The last thing she needs is to take on your hurt too.

It's like when dad died.

Mom and grandma needed us to be strong.

And you weren't.

You took off first chance you got.

And I was the one who had to stay and pick up the pieces.

You're right.

Yeah. You're stronger than me.

Now go be strong for her.

Aren't you Colton's friend?

Hey, found another stray outside.

Alice!

You're really here! Oh my goodness.

And looking like you haven't aged a day!

You must tell me your skincare regime.

I am so glad to be back, I... I really needed this.

Well, don't get too comfortable.

Jasper's shutting the place down.

Ever since Carter pardoned the draft dodgers,

I've been feeling it's time to head home.

Why do things have to change?

Heck of a good run we had here.

Look at us! Just a couple of kids.

Wait. I know her!

Hey. You doing alright?

Nope.

I was already worried enough about Elliot,

and now, Alice isn't answering my calls,

so I can only guess where she is.

Or... when she is.

I'm sure she'll be home soon.

You'll feel better when you talk to her.

You know, I sat in this exact same spot once

waiting for Alice.

It was after we both tried to save you,

the night of the fall carnival.

But Elliot was with me.

He's my person, Jake. And I left him behind.

I can't imagine that

the pond would keep you two apart for long.

So says the boy that

the pond kept from us for 25 years.

For good reason.

Now you have to trust that the pond has its reasons

with Elliot too.

Hey.

Play it again, Jasper?

She was here. At Coyle's.

Jay, do you know her?

Yeah, I got to know her a little that summer. 1974.

Her name's Kat.

Kat? Alice, the portrait that we found in my attic?

My Katherine? Kat?

They're the same person. That's her!

Um, maybe there's a vague resemblance?

Vague? They... they're identical.

But isn't Kat your mom, Alice?

I could have sworn you two were together.

Uh, no, you... you must be misremembering,

I've never seen her before in my life.

But maybe we were both around that summer?

That woman is the White Witch.

She is the one who saved me when I nearly drowned as a kid.

There's no way I would not remember her face!

Wasn't it the fairies that saved you that night, Evie?

You always did have a crazy imagination.

Glad to see some things never change.

No! She's real!

And this is proof that she's been in this town

for hundreds of years!

Do you mind if I hold on to that footage, Jay?

Sure.

Hey, drop the witch talk, Evie.

Introduce me to your cute friend instead?

Ugh, she's already taken, Griff.

Hi. Sorry we're late.

Don't apologize. This party desperately needs new blood.

Griffin. Welcome back, man.

This is Tessa Cooper. My fiancée.

Hi.

Lucky man, Vic.

You two arrived just in the nick of time.

Alright, gang. Let's bring in the 1980s in... 10...

Nine, eight, seven, six,

five, four, three, two, one!

Happy New Year!

♪ Should old acquaintance be forgot ♪

♪ And never brought to mind ♪

♪ Should old acquaintance be forgot ♪

♪ For auld lang syne ♪

♪ For auld lang syne my dear ♪

♪ For auld lang syne ♪

Alice! What are you doing?

I... I can explain.

Why you're leaving so early without even saying goodbye?

I never know when I'm going to see you again,

and your visits are so rare these days.

I'm sorry, there's just...

there's somewhere I have to be,

and I didn't want to interrupt,

you guys were all having so much fun.

- We used to have so much fun. Summer of '74...

Man, that feels like lifetimes ago now.

Don't you wish that we could go back to that?

I do.

And I wish time wasn't passing so quickly.

But it does.

Evelyn?

Everything is a countdown to something.

So don't forget to stop and enjoy the here and now,

because, someday, you're gonna look back at this time

as the golden days.

Yeah? You think so?

More than think. I know.

'Cause they're mine too. Always.

You slept in late. Big night?

I may have jumped in the pond to avoid your wrath?

But it brought me to New Year's. 1979.

Well that does sound more fun than arguing with your mother

about your future.

It was definitely a reminder

that we can't cling to the good old days forever.

So does that mean you changed your mind about New York?

No, Mom, I'm... staying here.

Please don't hate me!

Ally! Come on. I could never.

Look, I just... I worry.

Mom. I am excited about my future.

But I'm still figuring out who I am and what matters to me,

and I feel like the best place to do that is here.

And to think... three years ago I had to drag you here,

kicking and screaming.

Look, I love that you love this place,

but at the risk of sounding like my own mother,

you're gonna need a plan.

You know, you can't just hang around doing nothing.

Oh, and...

your dad's not gonna be so understanding.

You might wanna get that call out of the way.

I will.

But Mom, first,

there's something else that happened in 1979

that I think you should know about.

Evelyn recognized you in one of Jasper's old film reels.

She what?

But don't worry, I... I took care of it.

Are you expecting anyone?

No.

Sorry, no one told me that you were coming to fix this thing.

Well, the appointment was made last week by...

Elliot Augustine?

Is he here?

Uh, no. No, he's not.

Shouldn't take long.

He said there was a sticky key he wanted to fix?

Sure.

This field was the first one cleared and planted by my family

back in 1790.

And here you are,

carrying on the family legacy hundreds of years later.

Farming's always been less of a choice for me

and more of just a given. It's in my blood.

But you clearly love it.

I do.

It's... it's tangible. It's logical.

You put in the work, you get something back.

It's timeless, too.

I find that reassuring.

I also love being outside,

breathing in the fresh air, hands in the soil.

Oh. That soil talk again.

So?

What's so special about this New Brunswick dirt, huh?

'Cause...

It seems like standard, generic stuff to me.

Well, it's actually notoriously bad for farming.

It's... naturally acidic.

It's low in organic matter.

It's prone to erosion.

But... when I hold it, I'm holding our history.

I can feel the perseverance of generations before us,

the love that's gone into this land.

All that from a handful of dirt?

You don't believe me, do you?

I want to believe you!

So try it.

What do you think?

- Um. I definitely feel... something special.

There we go.

This guy's the culprit.

Yeah.

Looks like something got wrapped around this key.

Strange.

Do you mind?

This was hidden in Fern's piano.

This is the intro page that was missing from my Alice book.

Yeah.

The book that Tessa gave Fern.

I mean, I saw it there in 1925.

I mean, look, that's her inscription.

But this wasn't there before.

What are these words?

There doesn't seem to be any connection.

The letter comes after.

"Dear Fern, I lie alone every night in this house, your home,

dreaming of you.

Yearning for the day when we can share a life together

and call this home for the both of us.

Forever yours, Cliff."

Cliff loved Fern?

I think she loved him too.

The key is the key.

Maybe she meant this is the key to her heart?

Or her love story?

So Cliff could be Colton's grandfather?

Well, if he is

, then why hide his love note in a piano?

Why keep it a secret?

Col? Jacob?

Del!

Wake up. Wake up, Del.

We're just gonna get you home, okay? Alright.

I love you.

Come on, boy.

In the spirit of market research,

everything is from local farms and shops.

I'd like the vineyard's menu to really celebrate the area.

- And this wine is from... Verona.

Okay, I love my dad.

But our family hasn't been running a vineyard

for seven generations.

- Well, cheers. To market research.

Cheers to... overcoming familial grudges.

You think it's possible?

Because to tell you the truth, Abby,

there's nothing I'd love more than to take you on a date.

But you already did.

Wait, so you asked me over for a sunset picnic on your farm

just to help me with a work presentation?

No. No, I mean...

I mean, yes, uh...

This is perfect. I just, I didn't want to assume.

Well, now would be the perfect moment to kiss me,

in case you were afraid of assuming that too.

Del.

Sam. I was just going to look for you.

Oh. Well, here I am.

Yes, you are.

And you're always here for me.

I love you.

I meant it when I said it before and I mean it now.

It sounds even better the second time.

And I love you.

I've been sure of that since we first met.

Maybe a little too sure.

Because you're right, it's a gift.

I don't want you to ever think that

I'm taking what we have for granted.

Come on. Hmm?

Oh. Sam!

Look, I know I'm a man of routine, oftentimes to a fault,

but I can be romantic.

You know, with a little nudging.

Oh, Sam. It's perfect!

So what are we going to watch?

The next film on our Criterion List, obviously.

Some Like It Hot.

Ah!

Of course!

Ah. I'll be right back.

I left a bottle of wine chilling inside.

Oh, okay.

Hang on.

So you took my advice, I see.

- You knew I would, didn't you? But thank you, kid.

You know, you mean a lot to me. In my time.

Well, that's something to look forward to.

No don't... don't go.

I feel like I'm getting a second chance here with Del.

And I'm not taking it lightly.

I wanna be completely honest with her this time.

I wanna tell her everything.

I know you do. Just... be careful with how much you share.

About the future and everything.

Point taken,

but I'm a bit surprised you're

not fighting me harder on this, after all this time.

I guess that time's up.

Mm.

I'm sure your parents are going ballistic about you deferring.

You always have a job here if you still want it, Alice.

- Thank you, Monica. What's in the box?

Oh, I have been collecting loads of memorabilia.

For our 45th anniversary party next month?

You know, photos, videos...

I thought it would be a fun salute

to the illustrious history of the café.

So wait, The Point opened in 1981,

a year after Jasper closed Coyle's?

Yeah.

Wow, I'm surprised that you know something that far back.

Oh, um, Del just told me all about it.

Sounds like it was a pretty cool spot back then.

Be right back.

Your dad's not taking it too well, I'm guessing.

He's probably calling back to yell at me again,

but at least I know he cares.

Alice, come on, you know I care.

I'm so happy you're staying.

Really? 'Cause with you gone now, we're still long-distance.

Yeah, but not New York long.

It's like medium distance.

It's fine, it's fine!

It's nothing we can't handle.

Alice, I know you're worried about everything changing,

but nothing has to. At least, not with us.

Mom?

Are you okay?

It still won't work.

I kept trying, but the pond won't take me.

What if he thinks that I'm not coming back?

- No, but... the screen test. Mom, you do go back.

We know that, Elliot knows that.

I know, but we don't know when in 1925 the test was filmed.

What if it's months from now?

I mean, anything could happen to him!

Grandma Fern said that

Landry women were cursed when it came to love.

I mean, I wonder if she was talking about me too.

Oh.

Oh my god.

Ally, this is the school calling Elliot!

I didn't even think to cover for him!

Hi, uh, this is... Kat, Elliot's girlfriend.

Yeah... he's super sick so he... he can't come to the phone,

I... Sorry?

His sabbatical was approved?

Um, wow, that's... no, that's good to know.

I will definitely... I'll tell him. Okay, thanks.

Elliot asked for this semester off.

Why would he do that?

Huh...

Oh...

These are all Fern's society columns.

Why? What was Elliot looking for?

Oh my god.

Mom, it's... Elliot!

Why is he being arrested as the Big Fish?

And why are they calling him Tom Buchanan?

I don't know.

But he... he knew about this photo, Ally.

Before we jumped.

The sabbatical.

Elliot planned to be gone.

What if I didn't leave him behind?

What if he let go on purpose?

He knew he was gonna stay there?

Even before he jumped?

He knew.

And he didn't tell me.