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- Hey. - Hey.

- I'm Macy.

This is Pippa and Bree from across the hall.

- I'm Lucy.

I'm really happy you're my roommate.

- Me too.

- You look really uncomfortable in that dress.

- Uh, who are you?

- I'm Stephen DeMarco.

PIPPA: That guy Stephen is really into you.

- Do you wanna come out? There's a party off campus.

I'll be the boring designated driver.

- Yeah, I think I'm just going to stay in tonight.

What's going on?

- Did you not hear what happened?

Macy got in an accident last night.

- Will you stay with me?

I really don't want to be in here alone.

- Have you hooked up with anyone else since we broke up?

STEPHEN: I haven't wanted to. No.

[ringing] Come on.

What? WRIGLEY: Hey, dude.

Can you get over here right now? Drew's freaking out.

It's about that girl that died, Macy.

- Tell me what happened.

[sighs]

- I think I really fucked up.

- It's okay. It's okay. It's Stephen.

- You can say anything right now.

- The other night when, um,

when Macy died,

I was at a party,

and they needed someone to go on a beer run.

And I'm the only one with an ID.

- He uses my old one.

DREW: But when I was, I was driving back,

this other car came out of nowhere,

and I, I swerved at the last minute, and so did they.

[sobs]

[sighs] The car crashed into the tree.

I... then I should have gotten out, but

I drove off.

I should have called someone.

But I was, I was panicking.

I, I didn't know it was Macy.

I didn't know it was her.

Not until the next day, when they found her.

- You know, I didn't, I didn't know what to do when he told me.

And you know I'm not, you know I'm not good with this big shit.

- Okay. Alright. Okay.

I'm assuming you haven't told anyone else?

- No. - No.

Drew, was there anyone else on the road?

Anyone that might have seen you?

No?

And you said you swerved.

Did you make contact with her car at all?

No? - No.

- Well, then, if you didn't hit her,

it's not a hit-and-run, right?

- It doesn't work like that.

You can't leave the scene of an accident.

- I should have called for help.

Maybe they could have gotten her-- - Yes, you were in shock though, Drew.

You were in shock, right? - No.

I was, I was... I drank a little at the party.

[sniffling]

And the ID, I didn't want to call the cops.

- Okay.

Okay. - You know, maybe it'll be better if I--

- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, no.

Listen to me.

Everybody right now thinks this was just an accident.

- It was an accident. - No, I know, I know.

But nobody knows what you just told me

except for us.

So you can't bring Macy back.

Okay?

But ruining your own life isn't going to undo this.

You're human. You panicked.

[exhales] This entire thing can go away.

But you have to want it to.

You have to talk to me. You have to talk to Wrigley first.

Okay? You can't go anywhere with this, Drew.

This has to stay right here.

- Yeah.

Okay. [sniffles]

- You're going to be okay.

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[inhales]

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WOMAN: There are many ways

to navigate through the gates of grief.

This circle is here to teach us how others are doing,

to provide a context for our own experience.

Lucy, you knew Macy best.

Would you like to share first?

- Oh, I, I didn't know her that well.

- It says here that loss can be felt

even when you didn't know someone at all.

- Yeah, I think death is kind of a personal experience.

You can go to the next person.

WOMAN: Well, I'm pretty sure--

- Please go to the next person.

- Lucy, quick chat.

- I actually have class I got to--

- I just wanted to give you a heads up.

The dean will be escorting Macy's parents