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TR's REMEMBER? AS MY YOUTH

REMEMBER THREE? AS MY YOUTH

TR's SOUVENIR? AS MY YOUTH

My friend worked the Embassy of Fran? a.

He is? returning to Paris.

His name is Paul D? Dalus.

A small crate to be? enough.

S? O mainly books and documents.

Thanks.

Right.

No to be? problems the alf? buttock.

? Diplomas luggage? tica.

Thanks.

The crate arrive? l? here three weeks.

?thymus.

When you have found a flat

? s? call this n-mer

to report their new addresses? o and you occupy? o

to deliver your stuff.

I love organized women.

It's part of my job, Professor D? dalus.

Are you sure I want to come back?

I will miss you.

I paid, Ulysses! Come back home!

No am Ulysses. No I feel the longing for my pa? S.

Ent? O ... to come back?

I suppose it's necessary? River.

I always knew would return one day.

? a dream world what am I doing.

- Irina? - I callus.

No chore.

I want fa? A one m? magic.

So esque you? A, immediately.

Go!

Desapare? To!

I would like to remember you? when I am very old.

I remember ...

I remember ...

1. INF? INSTANCE

I remember ...

Get out! Get out of here, you crazy!

Why come here to meddle?

- The Fa what you want, little king?. -? night,

and you? opens up the doors. S? To 400 times, 400 times,

that opens our door. Stop spy on us!

I have the right to enter wherever you want.

Leaves our floor. I'm sending.

Why are you talking like that? ? s s? a child a.

Stop! Stop, Paul!

Here in the ? your home, ? my father's house.

Your home ? with crazy. Get out!

V? You are, right? And I have a knife.

If climb over, tuck in your heart ?? the. Interest!

- You want to kill me? - No. rise more here?.

I'll tell Dad!

Stop it! No the come mam? E! He'll tell Dad.

Oh, nothing dir? S Dad.

I look at my hands.

- I will stain your blood. - Stop it! Stop it!

You? makes me crazy!

You? in here?

Its sibling the n? Est? The at home?

Yes, but I wanted visit you ?.

Come in.

Go? make your bed in the room.

Right. You? picks?

Well, that? for... to draw.

Has a book to you? copy the images ...

Plan to stay long here?

No want more I live with my hand and.

? 's hard to Jeanne.

My nephew est? in here.

And the m? And do not care for it?

Paul left the house.

Will live here for a while.

I prepared a ch? for you? s.

I owe everything to Ivan.

He lifts me and I after? io.

We are a s body ?, with two fit? the.

I will break with you ?!

Take that!

And it anymore!

We received a complaint!

His sibling,

He took the bike a colleague and smashed against the wall.

He do not want done for.

- You? I was together? - N o, sir.

Ivan told Paul which stole a folder?

- At the... - What do you? stole?

Cash.

- No. I am bab? him. - WHA?? What did you say?

- Fuck, No? - Yeah, what the hell.

When you coming home?

When mam? And go away.

I arrived ? Fran? A in 1950.

My husband was c? Nsul, in Marseille.

And one day, Sasha received the order to return to Moscow.

Ent? O I said to my husband I do not come back, ever.

In Moscow, I s? there was known hunger and cold.

The lack of everything.

If volt? Ssemos, be? masters processed.

Result, the deports ?? or death.

My husband said he would obey because it was required.

Men always s? The "obliged to".

And the women, "they run away."

And so, my husband returned Moscow alone,

It was tried ...

... and run.

God, if you? love me, do not trim? to me.

I do not want to see? It.

I beseech Him, fa? With that I do not believe in the Lord.

Ivan, but what's? doing here?

I was praying.

Very good... Very good.

I also? M pray with frequ? INSTANCE by your hand and.

And how's your dad?

- Resumed work? - Yes, he is! traveling.

Dir? "ol?" to him for me?

1...

2...

3!

You saw those notes?

What son would his father notes as well?

- As p? - I do not know.

No bring me the notes as well. No it to me!

If at least you? was stupid, or delayed.

No one want lazy? Oso at my place.

And do not give me that look!

You? or passed the entrance exam!

Because I married your hand and.

She was sick and then gr? life.

And I had to work like a shit for you ?!

And now I'm alone with you? s tr? s.

And I'm not getting it. You? I do not see that?

Ent? O, my wife died and you? go to work!

? s? find another woman!

- WHA?? - At the!

Come, come c ?!

- J? I'm at? here with you ?! - Stop it!

My father beat me and I do not feel anything.

What do not d? i, I do not feel anything.

My lord!

Sorry, but h? a problem with your passport.

I do not understand.

I'm tired, I do not sleep on the trip ...

When was your last visit ? Fran? A?

I think that's there's ... eight years ...

- 10 years? - What ? Your domic? lesson?

I live with my sibling, in Roubaix.

- And will live there ?? - No. I'll install me in Paris.

Tomorrow ?, return my fun ?? es the Ministry? river from abroad.

- Has arrived? - Yup...?

Was drafted into the service? The secret this morning ?.

Look.

Very chic! He became a spy? The?

No what I know.

And then? A ...? Who ? you ??

N do not know more ...

2. R? RUSSIA

Paul?

What's the problem with my passport?

H? something very boring.

You have a hom? Nimo in Austr? lia.

No s found another Paul D? Dalus.

I imagine it's a name quite common.

His hom? Nimo born in the same place and on the same date

than you.

? one coincid? INSTANCE 's hard to imagine.

- Oh ... it?. - So the you agree?.

? a case which complicates identifies the ??, I agree.

- May I ask who? the Lord? - No. I'm allowed to say.

I received a list of your domic? aids in? last 20 years.

You travel a lot.

- Doushanbe? - That.

Before, was in Boukava, Tachrous,

- Atamirat? - It is in the Turquemenist?.

He lived in Go ?, 1984?

Yes, I accompanied rituals funer? rivers in the south for six months.

Perhaps I am wrong, I'm a man and homemade.

And I'm anthropologist? Logo. Doing research.

And now he returned.

We learned that est? entering the Quai D'Orsay.

Yup.

? one ministry? river perst? gio.

I speak several l? LANGUAGES.

Could you tell me where you were 1987?

No remind him, I think it was in Fran? a.

We found a request of ?? renews your wallet

identity at the Consulate Tel Aviv in 1987.

I never visited Israel, must be false.

Here it is?, ? the photo of his sibling g? m.

Mr. D? Dalus, citizen? The franc? S resident in Melbourne.

Someday, had stolen his identity papers?

No what I remember ...

It is ? one declares the theft ?? the Russian Customs,

signed by Mr. when I was 16.

Your signature yet? Children, but ? its for sure.

My trip to Minsky.

Est? suspicious I am a Communist agent?

What were you doing in Minsky?

A school trip in time of col? transom.

Was a friend of col? Gio, Zil, who had the idea.

Zil?

Marc Zilberberguer.

With parents, he was part a organizes the ??

who helped Jewish refugees.

Perfect.

The guys in Strasbourg They arrived yesterday.

- Still want Found them? - Yup.

If so, no conversation. They're the in a hurry, right?

You can take it.

Excuse me.

No s have friends that est? the captive in the USSR

and want to go to Israel.

We want Bailout? Them.

J? They heard of these people?

- The misiorabinos. - The otkasniks.

And who told them about n? S?

Serge told me.

And you??

I read in the newspapers, but it was Marc who told me.

Serge told me that you? S go? The Minsky, soon.

- Yup. - When?

Hence 15 days.

Ent? O, we will send money and documents

our friends that est? l ?.

- Want to help us? - Yup.

His parents s? The Communists?

My father enrolled in the party, but do not? militant.

No it can tell him.

The no one.

The no one, really.

What ? this bra on? the?

My hand and died.

I am so sorry.

It's all right, j? for more than five years.

Conhe? Minsky well.

I have a few questions both.

Marc, do you? smoke?

- And your friend, which he smokes? - Chesterfield or Camel.

L ?, do not smoke American cigarettes on the street.

V? Being immediately caught by police.

On the day that they visit

- The Museum of Fine Arts ... - No. I know it will?.

- Still No we know?. - Marc,

in packages whenever h? this museum.

Want ?, or you do not. Ended.

Have? One companion among the companions.

- Who ? he? - No. go? to know.

On this day go? The escape the Westerners to program.

On leaving the museum, go? the catch a tram.

H? one stop in front of him.

Go? At the? this ?? Gagarin.

And this addresses? O. Dimitri ...?

Here it is?. Read to me.

October street, No mere ...

5 - 7.

You have the ticket?

At the. Two round-trip ? Gagarin stop, please.

When you arrive, deliver this envelope? people.

It s? cont? m documents and money.

They take the same tram back, here ...

and return to the group of you? s.

Having? A one hour ...

They need to be back before the end of the visit.

Here's the money for the tram.

Before arriving in Minsky, should memorize well

the address? o, the path and the n-mer apartment.

- You? also? m? Jewish? - N o, sir.

- E est? willing to do that? - Yup.

By qu ??

Because Marc? my friend...

and the right of peoples ? freedom.

As this boy? s? river.

What ? your name?

Paul D? Dalus.

Give me? your passport.

We will ask you something, Paul.

You? could give your documents

when l ??

Fa? The face of Angel as if you were here.

Banque the poor. No the h? no risk.

The do not be two hours in a police station.

Could give your documents for them?

I give in My Documents.

If you change your mind, It does not hurt, you know well?

Yes I understand.

The fear ? human and you? to feel? fear when l ?.

Even without a passport you? come back?,

but being? able to deliver the envelope?

The envelope? important.

What? S the the "misiorabinos"?

S? O the refused.

And what was the word I said?

- Otkasnik? - No. I know it's the ones that refuse?

or that s? the rejected.

And this fashion?

No to laugh at me if they find.

Look passports and prepare.

We are coming ? border. Prepare passports.

Very good.

Staff! Passports, please.

- By qu ?? - We are coming. R? Fast!

In here. When return?

Because? Intends to run?

Marc, his passport.

When pass the border?

Hence 45 minutes.

There? S, customs through? the magazines

and perhaps pe? am to see what you? s t? m in backpacks.

Ouch...

The customs do not match money, looked over.

You? S were child? The.

In Minsky, escape during the visit to the museum.

Zil was much smarter that I.

Was located without difficulty.

I just followed him.

Paul Jean, lose passport I put in your pocket.

Stay for tr? S and des? am by the central staircase.

Underground in dressed? River H? two packages, s? the coats.

Good luck with that, be careful.

The dress? River, Paul. In here.

Wear this, r? Fast.

C'mon C'mon. R? Fast.

Go tear it.

Will the envelope.

- Where did you get that cigarette? - I picked up at the hotel this morning.

The tram went even in front of the museum.

The path was long.

Then we came to a house strange, in a neighborhood.

- What ? the name? - No. know?.

- Good day. - Good day.

The ladder come.

Elie was the one who sent you? S?

I am Efra? N Ilitsj. Come on in.

Take off your shoes, please.

Follow me.

Naoum, our guests est? here.

Have a seat.

Cookies? Ch ?? He ? a little strong.

No, thank you.

And then? The? What they brought n? S?

Ilia! You? be? always in my heart ?? the.

See. Look what I have.

First we tell. Let's count j ?.

This ? to you?.

Thank you.

When Uncle Eli est? in a good mood,

your heart beats ?? the best.

Why his comrade It does not say anything?

- What did he say? - Who asked you? ?.

Paul.

Take it.

What are you? doing?

Take it, ? for you.

Nathan?

I have a big surprise to you?.

This, ? his visa to Israel.

I present the new ...

Paul D? Dalus.

- Which one ? My sibling g? m? - What are you? in fear.

He liked his sibling?

Thank you. Thank you both.

- Viva Israel! - Now go to?.

- How far? in customs? - I'll find out.

Hey, foreigners. Come c ?. What are you doing here?

Let's take the tram. We are French tourists.

Your documents.

The documents, j? has said.

Please.

- Get out. - Right.

- V logo?. - All right, Mr. Police.

And more r? Fast that!

Straw? Them.

Come on though.

- Hit me now! - WHA??

Will tell you that I was assaulted and they stole my documents.

Will soon, hit me.

No the'll hit you ?, stop that.

Stop it.

What are you? doing, stop. Stop it!

S? I need a good black eye. Hit me.

- Let me go. - Go hit!

Loose!

But beat strong!

Beat again.

- Stronger. - N with you?.

Stop it.

What the fuck!

Damn it...

Shit!

- S the group franc s??? - Yup.

What are you doing here? Your Buses j? was.

- Where were? - We lost the group.

Military await them. Follow me.

After we arrived at the hotel.

You? come with me. He stays.

He said that? to you? stay.

Why Paul also? M do not come to the hotel?

Why would they? Sa museum rams?

Why U ask? They already? They reported that sa? ram.

- Calm you ?, please. - Shit!

Calm down.

What have they done with it?

Look at that coat. Cut and torn.

We were attacked at the museum by bandits.

And they stole the passport Paul.

Teachers held our hist? ria.

One was enough ?? declares the theft

and return to Fran? a.

come on let's go look for a nurse.

- Est? Hurting a lot? - N o, okay?.

No felt nothing.

THE? est ?.

It was heroic.

No it was something t? spectacular.

Two French teenagers, do not was t? risky as well.

Is your friend?

A year later, the parents of Marc They moved to Lion.

And we get lost of view.

But I'm glad

By my passport have served to somebody who needed it.

I do not know I had ag? m in Melbourne.

Currently, he is? dead.

We have a CertID? The? Scope dated two years hereinbefore's.

No est? ...

At the ? whenever I read My CertID? the? scope.

Thus you? I was dead, but est? very much alive.

It's life ? strange ...

I remember ...

I remember ...

Looking tra? the souvenir? the me and do not remember anything.

? s times, s? 3 or 4 crumbs.

A small excerpt.

- Hi. - Hi!

Long time est? waiting for me?

I was expecting an artist.

But could rise, anyway.

Est? get used in Paris?

It going.

- Many colleagues who have sex? - In the second year, as ??

S? They are changing m? them.

- I should have done Farm cia?. - Poor thing.

Will soon, do not want to find her father.

He do not est? this weekend.

- So it was that why you came. - I came because I came.

Come on ?, Kovalki.

What a ? that... Why are you here?

No it was to come this weekend.

I came to visit some friends.

What friends? Kovalki?

And the ?? What's wrong with Kovalki?

Kovalki do not deserve a trip?

- Sure sure. - All right, Kovalki

He came to piss me off.

A well-educated girl do not smoke on the street.

?, because ?.

To you?, I bought a package.

Where did you get all this money?

Scaphoid, homato, pyramidal and trapezoid.

Big Bone and the five metacarpals.

J? dissected some cad? see?

-? clear. - That ? Horror? vel.

- Man or woman. - Both.

Never go? sleep with no one,

or find out? the love.

- Never. - According to you ?.

- Paul, what you do in Paris? - The course of anthropology.

- That ? what does he say. - Paris ? weird.

Est? getting used by l ??

I am.

He managed more than s? talk.

And I cultivate my mist? River.

Mist? River, well ... J? came in on the waiting list it?

Paul? Paul?

The pickpocket. Pickpocket poor.

Come c ?!

This what ??

- Your m and accepted? - She knows paragraph.

- Let's go?. - Bye, love.

Let's go?.

- Moloides. - J? I will, Paul.

- Yup. - Let's go.

You? called Esther and est? in the class my sister ?.

I'm Paul.

I know. I think do not saw I was looking at me?

Yes, I think you saw.

I was eating you? with the eyes.

You? always do this.

- True? -?.

This tease the boys.

You? He found me h? two years. I think that was it.

- Yup. - No. go? Forget me.

Never go? Forget me.

-? really? -?.

- Stay? tied. - By qu ??

Because I am someone? M exceptional.

No I am like her friends, Bobinhas.

P? N? Lope and my sister ??

What was?

- I am p ssimo l bia?. - Oh ...?

Always wonder what guys say

when d? on top of you ?.

They look at you ?, They say things,

you? s laugh.

No guessing with you what they say

what a ? t? the funny? ado.

They say any nonsense, ? what makes you laugh.

? super's hard to talk any bullshit.

I have a lot of the wonder ?? for these guys,

They should be fed.

- Sit afraid of me? - Yup.

At the.

- You think I'm beautiful? - Yes beautiful. Of course.

I feel a shock every time I see you.

No not think me beautiful, but I have a nice ass.

I think it has everything to mess? air col? entire transom.

When you? comes in sa? of col? gio,

first look at the ass from the girls

and s? then the face.

No it, I can look at your ass and their eyes at the same time.

And her breasts also? M.

I knew you? do not est? very free,

which has tr? s husband.

- No. I'm married. - What comes out with three guys s?.

- Who? - Michel, the face of glasses?.

Ninth. No it with him.

Actually I do not know, why he does not just run out.

But j? ended.

- It was fun with it. - ?, was...

- He ? Funny? ado. - Funny ado at all

Michel that do not-know-than. ? pretentious,

It must be a bag and both. It's over, why do not finished?

Because no, do not know.

And also exits? M with the face of football.

- I leave. - He ? very good.

?, I love him.

This est? getting increasingly's hard.

No am good with,

'm not very beautiful, do not fa? the jokes,

- No. I'll get nothing?. -?.

- And you go out with an old, also m?. - No. this long?.

- And No was older than you ?. - Yes, I was a little older.

- He ? impressive. - At the.

Your tr? S husbands n? s? very jealous?

At the... But I'm jealous.

If one meddle with another girl, I'll kill her.

This will be tr? Magic.

Topa come there? at home play soon.

- WHA?? - Soon.

? one chin game? s, I can teach you if you want.

Both do not know what? that j? I forgot the name.

- This means that No stumbles? - Yes, I'd love to.

- Today, after the almo? - Yup.

At? more...

For this reason God gave Open? O for killing his son

if I do not want to do that.

For Open? O obey him.

But if Open?'d disobeyed God

I would have done His will, then? By the qu ??

So I do not know.

But it proves what? always the will of God? made.

Then? Why He tells us to pray

so that his will be done.

In fact, I do not know anything.

Maybe it s? to be polished.

? as when they say "please" in col? gio,

but ? an order.

No one can go against God's will,

Because god ? Almighty.

- Or you? refers to men? - That.

A man do not may want to evil himself.

I get it.

- Hello ?! - Ol ?.

Want ch ??

He was a friend of my sister ??

You? screwed up in contact with them.

No it's me who do not like them, s? the ones who do not like me.

? part you ?, boys like me.

And still wants to play Logo?

That's why I came. The conversation her sister? It makes me sick.

This one ? the board and these s? the stones.

Each of p and in his turn,

but once placed they do not stir anymore.

The object of the game ? forming Territory? rivers ...

limited by stones.

No the'll learn all at the first time.

- So the, let's review us. - V holiday times?

- Yes, v holiday times. - S? to play soon?

In the early years, you? to be? awkwardly, but little by little ...

But I do not'll get tired of it?

Oh, no! At the, ? a lot of fun.

His sister? I do not want to believe that you? He had invited me.

She was disappointed.

You? come? at the party, tomorrow ??

N do not know for sure. We will see.

Pass it soon. Pass.

- Look at it. - WHA??

Look.

Saw? ? the necklace mam? e. It was Dad who gave me.

? beautiful.

You? remember?

No the good things.

Once you? left I'm afraid here at home.

Dad never est? and Jean loves it.

- What is he? doing? - Guess.

Est? praying.

Look, Ivan intend to do a robbery.

A robbery?

- With whom? - By myself.

- Mehdi was that tra or the plan?. - What plan?

- Assault to a bank, do you? - At the...

Is tr? S Thursday that v? O at? l? to prepare.

Look!

Wow!

Terr that idea? Vel.

- She told Dad? - No. I waited for you ?.

It's all right?

What were you thinking?

Was thanking.

Drug, Ivan. Stop her now ?? es.

So it does not use at all.

Give me? Your ros river.

Delphine told me that will make a robbery?

- Est? needing money? - At the.

At the, ? like what? mica in school.

At the ? because it came out with Mehdi tr? s Thursdays

that j? learned how a bank.

Makes a m? S we are preparing.

And at? I bought a pistol.

I know you? bought a gun. I know!

Damn Ivan. That do not like it.

- Mehdi est? forcing you? - At the.

Why did you stop reading?

I read yes. The b? BIBLE.

And the other books? Before, always lent me books.

Est? off quest? o you? attack whoever with this weapon.

- Damn, what's on it is up to? - Maybe I n the fa nothing?.

Calm.

- Give me ?. Give me ?. - Calm.

I will show you something.

Est? taking too long. No your going to get.

- How's the boring his parents! - No. l want to go? to help?

Get out of the car. Seeing niece, she will calm down.

Tell her I sent a kiss, all told.

It's because I?

Why you? likes me.

- But I n the will. - I also m No?.

THE?. At least.

D? place him.

- Hi cousin. - Let's go.

Let's go?.

- Bye, good luck with P n lope?. - Right.

- A? est ?. - Very good.

- Here it is? my. - N the wait, come back alone.

- Hi cousin. - Hi.

- So the back? - We? for the weekend.

- And the fam read, okay? - Yes all right.

You know where to find Francis Belkacem.

Francis.

To buy?

? in here.

Francis est ??

- Whether six bars? - For you ?, okay?

It depends. What far? With all that?

- Will smoking it alone? -? for v? rivers friends.

But? too much.

At the ? to resell. ? to a party.

The pr? Xima fa? It for 300. No I can download my pre? O.

- Or then the more expensive sale?. - No. want to take profit of it.

At where ? this party? Youssef, where ??

I do not know.

Why do not I'll also? M.

Seeing l commodity? with a higher profit.

You have weapons at this party?

No o ... But do not? Competition? INSTANCE. No it will sell the bars.

You? found the guy you need.

I spoke of the party because, in fact,

do not be? salesman.

Ent? O will sell for me

this party where ? rabe do not enter.

Will sell the drug for me.

No the care, 'm not nobody seller? m.

It was a joke, d? 300 and get out.

Youssef, prepare for him.

In fact, I think sold something to my sibling.

No him, no, do not. Calm.

No him, no, do not ...

Ivan do not est? good, at the time.

He do not will need this gun.

- No. I am a social worker?. - Of course, keep the money.

At the ? an offense, cousin.

I need to take care My sibling.

Never call me cousin.

Thank you.

No it will tell you that came here a certain girl yesterday? afternoon?

No it, do not I'll tell.

No the likes talking about her?

? one ?? the superstition.

Esther. It comes, do not ??

For? M, she j? ? mine.

Class!

It kills.

- Is there a?? - Est? busy.

No'm asking for anything, s? to use the bathroom.

- Wait a minute. - 10 minutes.

Wait a minute.

They assume that neither has a beard.

Ent? O, do not drink at all, or a cigarette later.

You? smokes and drinks because est? unhappy. I'm happy.

Paul D? Dalus est? happy.

- Paul never mind. - Never.

See that look hideous.

- Hideous! - You ?, to control.

- I'm happy, No? - No. I see you every day,

- But I believe you ?. -? because I believe in God.

I'm like Ivan, n? t? the believer as he,

but I believe in happiness.

You? lives in terror moving away from God.

Nothing to see, I am an atheist.

You? at the ? atheist, either. No you know what you're talking.

He told the whole truth, your soul ? small and frightened.

Esther?

- Est? Masquerade? ado? - Saw?

It fell well!

- V? atr? s it. - At the.

- She came because of you. V? l ?. - N fills?.

Want to meet in your room?

No fa? The way.

- You? worth more than that. '- But No I'm sure.

Why would she do not come alone, the piranha?

No to believe he wanted to come along.

? her game.

Who ? the guy? You? you know him?

At the.

It's all right?

- Want to do something about it? -? N, paragraph want anything.

- J? has arrived? - Yup.

I warned you. No it has too much noise?

No it, I'm glad you people at home.

How will Paul. He returned to Paris?

?, but you? the know. He never tells anything.

- They're the having fun? - I think so.

And Ivan?

-? he who chooses the m? ns. - Ah, that's good.

- Need something? - No. I'm fine?.

?thymus. Come c ?.

And you?? Why up?

- No. I was having fun? - N o, really?.

? what you say when others have.

Daddy, why I'm ugly?

You? He went crazy?

You? at the ? no way ugly. You? ? very beautiful.

No it, I know I'm not beautiful.

? 's hard to know.

They say I'm sweet, or clever,

to avoid to say I'm ugly.

Wait a minute...

H? some guy I you? like, l? below?

? that! No break it to fit a. ? why you do not have a boyfriend.

His two sibling the They take up much space? o, n? o?

A little.

Be patient. ? necessary? river be patient.

Tell ?, your friend ... No the h? a way to ...

- Who? - Guess.

What hist? Laugh? That?

P? N? Lope. Today? night, I will go out with her.

- You? You do not want more. - E est? asking permission? the?

No you, she do not want to know me. Tell her you ?.

Say wha ??

For her fuck me.

And I'll want to hold his dick, also? m?

- Yup. - You? ? disgusting.

Disgusting.

Go, let's get out.

No want to go now.

We go to a nightclub.

No it, do not want to go. No it's worth it.

Since the advent stuck in me.

And I do not like the way that you? dance to,? annoying.

-? boring, I am ashamed. - I'm boring?

-? Yup. - In this case, goodbye.

Bye.

I think your guy took off.

He went to a nightclub look for friends.

- No. should have gone with him? - N o, n the?.

I'll be upset if you? have problems.

No'll have problems.

Later, Esther dance or with other boys.

She was looking for Paul and he for her.

Sitting, whispering with Delphine and P? n? lope.

- Want dan air? - That ? a beautiful and large.

- WHA?? - A beautiful and great hope to?.

Get lost.

Then, as she was wearing the coat ...

Paul appeared in the hall.

Will return home?

You want me to go? with you??

He asked her You could accompany? -la.

J? was dawning.

About m? S ...

My m? And died when I was 11,

But do not? very important for me.

In col? Gio, 16 years

I had a friend that I liked.

His name was Marc Zilberberguer. No s been? R? Russia together.

Then the fam? Read it was for Lion and never saw him again.

I'm talking about him, because I do not know what to say.

- I knew I had the depression? - Yes I know.

I interned in a cl? Nica for 3 months.

I felt so embarrassed that.

- How was l ?. - It was well rid century?.

Sess? S design, consultations with nurses.

Then I went back to the col? Transom.

The guys helped me to kill? tica

- And I passed the entrance exam. - You? He was cured?

I've never been sick.

- It was a crisis. -, Desperate crisis.

Est? seeing. No am good thing for you ?.

No the phallus from their parents because it does not interest me.

I know.

It's all right.

- Has the sister? - I am a single daughter?.

- And your parents? - I'm the favorite of the house.

? in here.

You? est? ice cold.

I return to Paris tomorrow ?.

Going to call me?

Will write to me?

- At? soon? - At? soon.

Again. Stronger.

Someone j? I loved you? more than pr? own lives?

At the.

I would love you so.

Bye.

Paul kissed Esther at the entrance of her parents' house.

And then came home to p.

Hi!

You have some guys? out. I think est? The looking for you.

Come see.

They come break your face

White because? o walks with Esther.

- I want my help? - N o, I manage.

Hello? ...?

- Esther took home yesterday? - Was.

I'm sorry, but I think that you? has lost.

- Why, had sex with her? - Ask her. She ? adult.

She was filled with you ?. And I also? M.

We not met and j? filled me with you ?.

Damn, that hurt.

Ivan, bring it here.

Sit down here.

- All right, Paul? - No. I felt nothing.

- Shall I tell you? Esther? - N o, n the?.

Pe? To her to write me.

- Looking for Dr. B hanzin.?. - Do you have an appointment?

No the, I do not have.

No I can incomod? -la, without an appointment.

I came from Lille, at the ? a simple query.

H? two years, I met her.

My future It depends on this meeting.

Wait here.

I came transferred from another university.

That ? the paperwork.

Paris chose to take the course with you.

- By qu ?? - From what I read what happens

with girls from Benin.

Oh, that book.

- J? read "The Bar"? - A little.

"Bases Elementary Kindred "?

- Yes, that I read. - Very good.

Sit there and draw for me a group cl? s.

- Do you understand Greek? - At the.

- By qu ?? - Because No studied Greek '.

Yes, but qu ??

Want to go to Benin, one day.

And j? I have many difficulties in college.

No I can acceptors? It does a course I do not go? follow.

- Need new elements. - What does that mean?

- Your students s the brightest? - Yes, I am.

I was a student less bright.

Do they feel even better.

Here three weeks, I one of the first translates ?? p? gina.

We'll see how it works.

But do not I acceptor? It does among my students.

- I'll be right here ...? - On Monday, same time here.

At? soon.

What was?

During the week, Paul is in Paris.

It? poor. Most often sleeping in youth hostels.

Will? college carrying luggage.

- Ol ?. - Ol ?.

You know have? a free bed for today ? night?

H? a group of English coming today? afternoon.

On Wednesday, may take place.

- You have correspondence to me? - In whose name?

- D dalus?. - I'll check.

- Here it is?. - Thank you.

- Has caf ?, you? - Yeah, help yourself.

Paul:

Today, Monday, I feel good alone.

Though I know you? do not est? More here.

I was at? his home yesterday and his sister? still a boring.

When you? do not est ?, people despise me.

The printing? The? to be an? nima.

Of do not have anything to say or do with them.

I lost the patience? INSTANCE.

They believed that this is due ? my natural aggressiveness.

And you ?, still quiet?

Esther, you? and there? t? the strong as a mountain.

For me? as if do not exist

those r? s making noise in the see? o.

It makes me feel safe.

If you must use me, be damned.

If you? there,

means that'm not trapped inside a dream.

In front of you ?, your p? s ...

I deposit my beliefs? the.

? as if the wall ca? iff for yourself.

? inacredit? vel.

Paul, look at me. Why still looks sad?

I am a sad face.

What hist? Laugh? That? That ? joyful.

I remember what j? I spent.

Was his trip? R? Russia.

Once he was Minsky with his friend.

The Zilberberguer.

They returned with a day and a half delay and a black eye.

Black eye? What happened to you ??

- He never told. - N have the right to tell?.

I know where I Found? -la?

You know? I think Esther arranged another guy.

- I j? He suspected. - Take care, the sister?.

Where they were yesterday ? night?

- You think he also go ?? m? - At the.

- You? est? in here? - N fills?.

No fills, you ?.

- Will stay? - J? I said, I will stay here.

Then? The stick with this straw? O. I'm out.

Bye.

- No. comes? - At the.

Bye, Esther.

Come here.

Look, I summarized my week.

How I do not know what to write, I copied some parts of a book.

I will read...

Later.

Catch me.

Turn off the lights. -? a m? e? -?.

She was beautiful?

I do not know.

My friend.

My friend.

You? He left once? Twice?

I did wha ??

Left.

S? O men v? M, but the woman she leaves.

Now tell, how many times you? left?

I refuse to answer.

- Has arrived? Once? - More, be quiet.

Good day.

Perd? The ... Ms.

Good day.

It was his father.

I love this picture.

Do you think he looks like me?

No to think he looks like me?

J? I like him so much.

- Yup. - By qu ??

I spoke nonsense?

Ninth.

I will tell you why it seems with you?

and why you? ? a wonderful woman.

? Hubert Robert one frame, painted in s? XVIII century.

? a landscape in It? lia where everything seems abandoned.

Below the est picture? ru in? in,

as a tornado Time had passed.

I think you? like what overthrew those columns.

Wild, violent ...

I'm like the man with the red cover.

A red spot as his mouth.

But you? have fun as those two women there.

By far the? Water from that source. ? you? fleeing through my fingers.

L? upon est? all my time

it seems simple and straightforward as a Latin text.

But what ? also violent? m, as Acteon.

I'm like Acteon, Outsider? alhado by c? es.

And you? ? as Diana.

But also? M? sweet as Venus.

Or as Nosika that welcomed Ulysses.

Completely naked and wounded,

while the other women They fled.

Thats it, ? your frame.

Here is? The your forehead, their superc? aids,

and his blue eyes like the sky.

Because his face cont? M

the whole meaning of the world in their tra? them.

- You? He speaks very well. - Thank you.

- But you? You think? - In qu ??

In my exceptional sex?

?, It was exceptional.

Ent? O, I love you.

? Sometimes to find a place where to sleep,

he roamed the library

trying to find somebody that the invite.

It was a life of loneliness it.

Look here...

That ? the secret.

Sorry incomod? Them.

Usually I sleep at the hostel, but it has no place.

I tell you that? S t? m a free place.

J? can take that away.

- Est? looking Trotsky? - Yup.

- Here is ?, you have a towel. - Thank you.

What time raises morning ??

- Together with you s. ? - S 7: 00.

- Good evening. - Thank you.

Paul, wanted: How I've missed you,

I went to sleep at his house.

Your father do not was.

Your sister? welcomed me without the m? nima goodwill.

What the hell.

His father's bed est? one's dirt ?.

Another night, ate a p PEACH and cleaned the m? in the len? ol.

I pictured with his father one stroke ahead? girl

he disdains and he crawled into his bed.

He v ?, in peace.

If you do not bother me, also? m do not bother with it.

Est? calling me the same cabin?

N? o, I'm near the Luxembourg.

What v? the ??

A balc? full of fruit.

A poor beggar wearing boots.

- H? people passing, also? m. - No. I can imagine.

In front of h? one? empty bus

and the bar where I left my stuff.

- You? here, honey? - Yup.

-? Paul? -?.

Tell me when you return.

If I know when, I can count the days.

No I have money for passage.

I send the money.

Esther, do not want your money.

- And ride? -. No. want more

Tired of pederasts stopping because I have 19 years.

And do not insist too much with me, it bores me.

Esther: I just got off and j? I am writing you.

When will we see us?

No it can accept the idea that My uncertainties poison you.

I wanted you? give in before me.

I would like ... N I do not know, it gives me? fear.

I think you? I would like to bind to me,

but blame myself for do not be safe enough.

Writing, I think how much I am stupid.

I was so afraid of being an asshole

you do not bother to be safe.

I'm going to hate me all the time to be weak.

No'm ready.

And security? n? I can offer because I myself.

S? I can offer you superficialities.

How admire each of your smiles when he plays.

Ent? o me? The what? the little you offers small meeting? o.

You? makes me laugh.

Be angry, desagrad? Vel or? optimal, you? make me laugh.

S been? superficialities with you?.

And I am t? The disguise? Ado ...

and sinister. You? do not realize that night.

You? I had reason? o, do not want to wait for me.

No it should count on me.

My life ? too austere for this.

Paul.

Paul: No be afraid.

No regrets. You? You worry too much.

I am simpler than that.

? quite simple, I'm happy when I see you.

There's BITOS AND SEXUALITY IN OCEANIA.

Paul!

One day Paul crosses with Gilberte, near to? the Sorbonne.

I was she who took for one night.

She prop? s him of almo? air. Her boyfriend was missing.

What? Thymus.

- What was this? - I was securely fastened!

Excuse me.

Well, be kind to me.

Gilberte was older than him and that was

against the princess? pious him.

Thank you.

You? are invited to come for strange house

and then disappears?

? barely slept because the mattress? o.

- It was a level Horror night? - Was. So not thanked.

But she had a body surprising.

They ate macaroni? o and then went to bed.

Come c ?.

Paul and Gilberte continued meeting,

hidden from the leg boyfriend? thymus.

One is located ?? the scabrous.

Paul told about the situation the ?? Esther

and asked for her to accept.

Esther accepted.

That brave soldier!

Some nights, Paul would work in the student's home

Letters, whose apartment It was much space? oso.

- You mean wha ?? - But in what way?

Optional mode.

Or the future of this, or Black? perfect rite.

I could you do not seduce my wife?

Telephone.

Gilberte and her partner They had phone.

Esther've come to call Paul the home lover.

Al ?, Gilberte. Oh, Esther!

In his letters, Esther wrote: "Say hi? Gilberte for me."

Est? studying Greek.

The two women joined forces, without the slightest m? Goa.

Yes, you? S t? M lucky.

The week was good?

How life? strange, Paul thought.

Now, Paul lives a maid's room.

Through the window he can see the Eiffel Tower.

? Sometimes Esther sends pictures of her.

One of her womb, another one of his legs.

A photo with chap? u.

She do not be too emerald Paul and admire it.

- Finished? - Still No?.

Can I ask you who's from the parents?

My hand and died. Committed suicide when I was 11.

It was a final l? Logical, expected.

? what I think.

His father is still? alive?

Yes, but I see very little.

- What does he do in life? -? salesman.

? Representative of things. Now this, now that.

Why is t? The little your father?

He never speaks of work.

When you go there? at home, he...

He was depressed with his wife's death.

I j? I think he was so h? times.

And I do not want him to talk the depression? his.

I think we do not want to hear it why do not I do anything.

? Paul?

Maybe, I will see.

Who ??

Ol ?, lady.

Ol ?. Robert est? a ?, in your home?

-? your hand and. - Oh, No! She do not.

Damn, this boring!

Tell him down j ?. Now!

He j? comes.

Mam? And I'm right.

We are f? Rias and ? s? bado? night.

No obligates me up to ?!

George est? in here. We are waiting.

SOS? 10: 00, he has the reason?. Are parents at least once.

No is the goal of it.

At the ? one that will brat teach me to educate my son.

At the ? poss? vel be t? fits? a-hard!

- N o v o talk to her??? - Oh, No!.

- Nothing to say. - I also m No?.

No talk to the crazy.

Never mind l ?. They do not see? Help.

You? ? one m? and possessive too, Ms. Christien.

No to talk to me in that tone!

- You? It could be my daughter. - Good thing paragraph am.

You? ? t? the educated evil.

Yet this wash your mouth at? arrive at the c? rebro.

And your coat? Give me? his coat, already ?!

What does she think? I'll steal his coat?

Where is? his coat?

Picks up ?!

His sons v? The desert you!

Station wagon!

- Take care of your ass. - Shut up!

I beg, shut up.

Scream at home do not in front of friends.

His parents do not realize which has a brothel to ??

You? ? rude, get out or I'll call the pol? cia.

They know that their husbands eat you? The??

- The hill j? ate you? - I'm going to die of shame!

Robert! ? you? that est? being deceived.

- Robert? - He ran-away.

No run you over.

No run you over!

- Robert? - Go away from here!

Go back already? to c ?!

Robert!

If do not go back now You will find your bag packed!

He understood well?

- A bag packed! - You? kill me!

That boy kills me!

Bob?

Where you? est ??

- Bob? Ivan! -. I'm going

- I thought! - Damn, that cold.

Vista, will get sick. J? ended.

In the morning ?, ap? s Bob came back home, the p?

found your stuff out the door.

Me?

The windows closed.

Me? Shit!

Mam? E!

Bob took everything and went to his cousins ​​

to ask to live with them from then? o.

Bob?

- Do you live here now? -? you ??

I fought with my parents and put me out.

Scored.

And Ivan, how are you? No more bullshit did?

No it, okay with your sibling.

And Delphine?

The worst not? Cia? hers.

Est? going out with a guy Escabane of the class.

- She dreamed find Valjean. - Who?

?, They traveled all a weekend.

She wanted to have sex with him, but he does not found it.

- Poor thing. - But now she j? found.

She is? very happy.

- Want your bed? - No. I'll Esther in the house.

- Remembered ... - WHA?.

? the other not? cia. I fuck with Esther.

What do you mean?

- I think we had sex a little. - Oh, No!

Damn it, why do it?

I come home, you? est? in my bed,

and even sex with my wife?

- Calm down, it s? love you ?. - I know.

- It was out of pity. - Of course it was out of pity.

I'm kind of angry, ? Horror? vel it.

ROSE DEDALUS 1905 - 1987

V? find his father.

- Rose? - Yes my Darling.

- I thought you? He was dead. - Yup,

I am dead.

- So the I m also died? - No. I think?.

- No. live in Paris now? - Yup.

I came to do a little visit to you ?.

That's good.

But you need to go help your father.

He still cries the aus? Wife INSTANCE.

I wonder if he still marry? again.

He should feel very s ?.

- I never loved my mother and?. - At the.

- Esther? - I'm glad you came.

- What happened? - Anything.

No denies. Something happened. Look at you ?.

- I do not know. - What you did today?

No the'll tell you. I am very distressed.

- By qu ?? - No. I can not explain.

Perhaps do not explain, but talk.

We had gloomy ideas?

I felt very afraid that you? died.

- No. I'm dead. - But I thought so.

- And he gave me very afraid. - But ? nonsense.

Death do not impress me. Look, I'm very much alive.

Est? See? Ap? Ie in me.

? you? that est? weakened. No eats, smokes too much.

Est? feeble.

I remembered my grandmother? who died.

One day it will stop and then it's all over.

? too scary.

But...

I was afraid for my death or his?

I am a fool.

I thought about it all day and I am very distressed.

It must be because of my grandmother ?.

- Do you miss her? - At the.

S? a little, but it distresses me.

But j? passed on, come.

- What did you do all day? - No. I want to tell.

By qu ??

- Shame. - From Quality ??

That find me Horror? Vel.

- Damn, what are you? did? - I n the sa ?.

- Why No left walk? - Because I wanted to No?.

Est? crying all the time, feeling bad.

Seems to be acting mechanically.

- What can I do? - No. I know, go see your friends.

No I have friends.

V? see P? n? lope and my sister ?. J? be? the two people.

They do not like me.

? s? be kinder to them.

Be damned. S? The two pit vipers.

? thymus, very well. Get? v? rivers such friends.

V? you? see your friends. J? I filled. It does not matter to me.

I wish I to feel normal around here.

- Are you ashamed of me. - Yes, I have.

At the ? ashamed of you ?, ? do not show shame me.

? s? and get out? surrenders the first idiot that appears.

Or insults my sister ?.

No I am glad seeing you treat my fam? read like shit.

No the deal, s? I do not like to talk to them.

No I am rude with no one.

And be damned your fam? lia and his friends.

I feel my life going forward and tr? s.

Come c ?.

Honey.

I want you.

- I know. - I want you? stay.

At the.

At the.

No I Want It ?, v I'm going to die.

- Honey, you? do not will die. - I guess so.

I feel short of breath. Lack air.

Lack air.

J? done it before, at the ? the first time.

I am afraid of losing you.

Paul Each-way It was a pain.

? Sometimes, she said she felt fear when he do not was.

In front of this ?? o,

Jean Pierre and Bob were waiting, but do not could consol? -la.

I feel scared when you? go away.

You? go? to the cinema Jean Pierre, Jean right?

Yup.

No want to talk to him. No to want you? v ?.

No want to be alone.

Will rise or do not?

- Why Go? - I write tonight.

- Miss, please. - Get lost. Get out.

- Get out! Get lost! - Stop it!

- Stop it. Need to go. Stop it! - Get out!

I must go now. I'm sorry.

Stop this...

It's all right?

I am writing you to tell a strange case,

related to Jean Pierre.

Ap? s leave you? in this ?? o, We talk in the car.

For the first time, he was sadder than me.

- We are abandoned. - You? at the.

Since it was Paris, Paul turns away from me.

- It was fatal. - Lie, it? Your Friend.

Eat? Or when you? S eat? plow out together.

No te want evil. I love them both.

Before he went to see me, Now you will see ?, when it comes.

I am a burden to him. A weight of the Interior.

Est? with dark ideas.

I also? M have these ideas.

What will happen ? what a all my friends go? the left.

Now? Paul then be? you ?, then Bob, Ivan ...

And I am alone here.

Suffering from a curse ?? the.

The guardian be? O a inf? INSTANCE

do they? s do not need more.

It was completely upset.

He confessed that friendship of you? s two was over.

That you I do not had no desire

v? it does, to talk to him.

He sees a bleak future.

All friends go? From the little by little.

And he? by myself living here.

He told me You need from you.

He asked me to do not tell, but I will tell you that he cried.

A strange and disturbing fact. Let it cry in my arms.

It was Horror? vel. What to do?

In the meantime, he recovered, but it continues l.

Why? m, Paul ..

This disturbed me greatly.

- Paul? - Yup?

- Like m sic? - Yes, a lot.

Can by a disc.

- I came to save you. - I save by qu ??

Why you? est? weak and defenseless.

Stop talking. I never understand what you? says.

I hope you do not have sa? of trouble with Bob.

Kovalki want to see you ?.

See me qu ?? No I have nothing to talk to him.

Close that door!

No to call me tyrant.

When I returned, Esther told me do you? s two had sex.

I kept the line, even hurting, I kept the line.

Why you? ? my friend.

And because I love you? rolling in the Deep.

Now I try to forget it,

think'm not police, that was a slip, but ...

Esther do not est? more with you ?! Now est? with me.

And the game has changed.

No Want more she with you ?. This means...

When you come back here, Kisses? -la and all this is over.

Esther, you? He decided that?

Yup.

Est? even out with this guy?

Yup.

She ? unhappy with you ?.

Let her live a little.

No one comes. We are busy.

- Bob, could leave us a s s? - Yes, get out.

No the talk like that with my cousin.

What I fa? The?

Bob, get out of here!

I desconfort? Vel here. Or discuss s? paragraphs two,

and you? remains silent.

Like a slave.

Or Esther come sit here. Come, sit here.

And we discussed the tr? S together as adults,

our quest? s marriage.

- And it makes me throw up so much ... - Ended!

Esther, tell him, please.

I am now with Jean Pierre.

He understood well?

This means... I think I will die.

I want you? skirt from my home.

It was his sibling who invited us.

You? do not live here anymore, at the ? over your house.

Will dance air with this guy and then qu ??

- It's all right? - Bad.

What a pity.

Random ? thank you Jean Pierre and Esther

stay here during the week?

They do not come here anymore!

And where am I?

I'm a whore? that?

? bitch because Kovalki the asshole's.

Would come barely talk to me?

I ended up fighting with him.

- You? ? argumentative, right? - I am.

- No. stand it?. - You? ? insuport? vel.

I am. And V? be damned.

V? be damned, also? m.

No to hurt me.

I thought without me you? It would be worse.

Less beautiful, less insolent, less you? same.

And he believes me.

? something I regret nonstop.

- Without you? I'm worse. - Sure No?.

At the.

? sometimes do not know what to do with me.

You? did not even bother.

Kovalki it? ...

? s? a guy.

And when you? I do not was here he pasted me.

- You know, No'm kind of ...? - House and have children.

How do you know that?

Conhe you so well, Mr. D? Dalus.

What to go? do ap? s high school?

I will let you down.

? little.

- He was pleased with me here? - Yup.

That eye pain, drug.

- How d i. - Wait a minute.

Come on.

- Take off the m?. - Yes my dear.

Now.

- Got better. - Yes Yes.

"With you? I became he wanted to be.

"No to know what else? My and what are you? gave me.

God knows.

I'm happy to be so, because we get pr? ximos. "

- At the. -? Yup.

Before you? I do not feel over time.

- Because I'm ugly. - Oh, No!. At the.

I am, but you? love me even so.

No it was a compliment.

In princess? Hoot, do not like of Intelig? NCIA in women.

I find it too common.

But you ?, how of Intelig? INSTANCE do not account.

Because you know I do not I'll use my is? a to crush you.

- Good morning, honey. - At the.

- Esther? - Good day.

At the!

- What is it, my treasure. - No. know more?.

- It was because of this trip? - No. I know how to count.

Paul, had to leave the col? Gio

due to a misunderstanding with the teacher of German? o.

No taste of Germany or l? ngua them arrives.

How to explain? ...

Ent? O, ap? S leave the room, I found her in sa? of col? transom.

I told you do not would more ? her class. It was enough.

Tomorrow? I see it, you? will see s?.

She suspended me from the col? Gio at? the end of the year.

This woman do not like me for real.

No problem with my parents, I will do the entrance exam.

Esther passed, to the surprise of their parents.

As Paul do not had phone,

she cabled to college it.

The secret? ria interrupted the class and did deliver the telegram,

under the embara eyes? ed other students,

who feared a not? cia death.

Paul opened the telegram, was not good? Esther cia.

Why ?? the shakes?

I PASSED IN VESTIBULAR. ESTHER.

- What happened ? - At the, ? good not? cia.

Est? all right.

A week later,

it was time for Paul to receive the final result.

Teacher?

Paul? Why are you here?

Ol ?. I came to see Dr. B? hanzin.

Paul ... Paul, I do not know not of? ce?

At the.

I'm sorry.

Dr. B? Hanzin died before yesterday.

What happened to her?

She had a sa? Fr? Gil, It was sudden.

Where is she ??

The body was in the hospital,

but it was sent to Benin, today in the morning ?.

Where to be? buried the fam? lia.

Perd? O. Please forgive me.

No wanted to see the end result their evidence?

You? was accept. To receive? it by mail.

My parab? Ns!

Thank you.

I was with this not? Cia, under paragraph flies pain,

Paul made his matr? cannula the doctorate.

No it was to spare no souvenir? to that,

to do not be that this day on he was? rf? o.

He never would for Benin.

It was a bitter year.

Esther and Paul still together.

looked like 10 years, but only 2 had passed.

Alone, my sibling them in Lille. And now ...?

Esther remains in Lille to study.

I work in his parents' store and goes into crisis.

The s? the almost daily letters.

Paul,? sure I will again write you a letter ...

You? I find myself feeling miss you.

Consider that every time Think of you ?,

or that I write, the tears They appear unintentionally.

I know you? love me and when I think about it,

I feel pain for joy and both crying.

You? ? the? nico who always will.

When you? come, maybe...

Go? knock down my door with an ax.

No the'll scream of fright.

I will shout for joy because I'm crazy about you ?.

I shall faint smile.

Esther.

Each time, Paul rushes to answer? aus? INSTANCE

e? longing v? o growing.

But the letters do not arrive r? fast enough

to comfort Esther.

You know,'m not any better.

N do not know what h? with me.

I'm afraid of something. For you ?, indeed.

A few days ago that'm not normal.

No to talk to no one. I'm alone.

I'm sorry it all, but s? I can talk with you.

I feel so alone.

N do not know how to consist? NCIA to this letter.

But do not stop with to write you.

Want to know how? when you? do not est? in here?

? as if inside my head I wrote you, all the time.

I think of the last time in that fight.

And yet I'm afraid.

I wanted everything to stop. But I love you and nothing to.

And my fear grows.

? So I have puffy eyes.

The head? Full.

I am very ugly. At the end I imagine ...

I do not welcome the no one, sen? o do not be s ?.

I wish you? write me r? fast.

I wait for your letter.

You need to do something for me.

Esther.

Before, whatever it was,

Paul always found one gra? a in Esther.

He thought she was fun, noble, trivial or accurate.

I loved all the words she wore.

Today, her words Hurt? your soul.

Esther est? withering

e? a shame let that happen.

- Bus. - Over there.

4 years have passed and they loved each other madly.

Esther alcan? or fortnight lovers,

while Paul had, honestly, 7 lovers.

Then he managed funds Search to go to Dushanbe.

A few months after? s he party,

Esther announced by phone I had decided to terminate.

- He left with a guy? - Of course sa? with a guy.

- Do you need a protector. - Wha ??

No it can live without one. You? ? a whore.

An insecure bitch you tell? "I will give my heart to you ?? a?".

- No. say that, Paul . - No more talk my name.

I was you? who left, do not I.

- You? never loved me. - No.? truth.

You know I love you, but you? est? too far.

Finished between us. I hate having said that,

but I will shut down. I'm hanging up.

They got tired of each other.

If to cross the street avoid if they find.

For friendship the passion? o was intact?

- And then the either one ?? ch? - I want.

- The moral est? low? - A little.

Everything's over with my mate.

- Am sorry. - No. mourn, j? It was over.

Twice Ivan told the sibling

Esther I was broke.

There was changed to Paris and was experiencing difficulties.

Paul had a job

and twice He sent 1,000 francs to her.

Next he sent a poem by Yeats,

on which made long Comments.

He read books of this author in? poca.

Esther ran at? he smiling, but I do not had changed,

very hot, but unclear.

EP? LOGO

Thus Paul reunited with Fran? a.

I settled in Paris and living alone.

Work on What D'Orsay do not consume much of your time.

Your life goes quiet and it feels full of energy.

In morning Sunny,

he receives a letter Jean Pierre Kovalki.

Your old friend, Now surgeon? o.

He asked the address? the Esther.

Paul's anger do not there gone.

Kovalki, the see? The spent r? fast as an arrow.

J? we are in January and...

say here sending you Happy New Year votes.

If I write you today ? because these days reli

the letters of Esther.

Ten years of correspondence? Stances ...

No it reached the end due ? emo ?? the.

Appalled at my mistakes.

It seems to me that Esther and I ...

We managed to recover in to have been together.

A esp? Cie utopia.

I wished it.

And I believe that Esther also? M, in his way, he wished ...

Our league never got ?? to an end.

N do not know, but for me for the better.

Without it do not would be nothing, Without her...

My life do not care.

Ap? s our break ...

I live in terror that to her was worse.

Since our break my 19, defy fear

to do not to have been correct with her.

The certainty that I was looking for, still try, to be ...

smart nice, It was what she liked.

In? the time, I wondered why you? No? sa? with ...

M? tips, surgeon? s bright ...

There must have been beautiful girls in college.

"Why would he stoop so much?"

Today I think it was because Esther It seemed very safe.

For you? it represented aus? INSTANCE of ?? the ambi.

Esther impressed me. That contempt ...

She triumphed to see that I It does not stop a pick? -la

of all its rivals.

The chosen for six years,

eyes open, trembling with fear.

Bob and you ?, Esther do not represent danger.

And I do not want to be protected and serve me.

What are you? s thought I was?

How could I Deix? Them play t with something? precious?

And he could not stop it. Lived 200 km.

Esther was t? The young ethos?.

S? I now realize that? branches a couple of poor youth.

I hate being this friend good pr? tico,

which it? s lent the woman

because they do not have curiosity the female world.

Paul never finished the letter response to Kovalki.

A few months later

I crossed with him in sa? of a concert.

Paul? No to believe it.

- Kovalki ... - It was just

thinking of you ?.

It was he who made me discover golf.

In our adolesc? INSTANCE.

I present you Vitorina. My wife.

- Pleasure. - Pleasure.

- Mrs. - Ol ?.

Let's go back to the hotel.

- Hinterland visit. - That's good.

No the like something to drink?

Where were you during that time?

In Dushanbe, the Tajiquist? O.

? an old rep? Republic Sovi? tica.

It is also? M? doctor.

I think I found never no one who was that pa? s.

In my research,

I was also? m in Cazaquist? o, Uzbequist? O ...

and at? the Go ?.

-? fascinating! - At the.

One day we had a patient uzbequense in cl? nica.

He was hospitalized pulmonary problem.

He was very upset

by do not power on to his wife.

He feared that she got restless.

- I loaned him the phone ... - Courtesy ...

and upon returning home I look where he called,

and I do not have a clue.

Pedejarisaw?

I wrote to you? last year.

Your sibling must have made a mistake with the address? o, n? o?

At the! I received your letter.

But I do not wanted Respond? -la.

I started writing, but then I stopped ...

What do you? wanted was the address? the Esther.

I figured you? would get the by other means.

And who ? Esther?

No I understood of what is? Speaking.

WHA?? Because of her We are obliged

the do not talk about Esther?

It was to have not? Ences it who wrote me, do not?

I said think of Esther, do not was that?

Please friend. At the ? the place or the time.

Of course, Jean Pierre Kovalki the always correct.

? you too? back to that, at the?

When he returned to Paris who accompanied Esther

to consol? -la By my aus? INSTANCE?

It was you? or Bob?

Who consoled since she retribu? iff the favor?

J? arrives. Est? talking nonsense.

I was 19 and 16 Esther!

I reviewed her letters. It tells how the persuaded.

The invited to go to the movies, to the restaurant.

I was away, It does not was confi? vel.

My aus? INSTANCE away from us, I was t? f? cil for both.

And I do not want Esther alone.

Ent? O she had sex with you ?, with Bob,

with P? n? lope, and others.

? prom? scuo. ? a shame.

While you? "took care" of it, I was in uncertainty.

And today you? says do not? nor place nor time for that?

Jean Pierre, you? stayed taking advantage

that the lies ?? for 4 years!

- 4 years! Around it. - That ? true?

I regret you? hear it.

I thought it was over, ap? s all these years.

I see you after? S our? Last I am meeting you? He does not calmed down.

? last? In Paris, h? 8 years?

I remember very well I was rude, drug.

It was a mistake of giving d ?. You? silent.

Silence for compassion it. Compassion to the Cock!

And you? contact me again ...

Saying he thinks of Esther ...

And I answer with the same previous excess,

that you? I loved Esther, but I object.

Enough, Paul. Stop now.

Like me, you? You know the c? say.

Est? All films Old West, police,

novels that v? masters on TV when? branches child? the.

Then? Why ignore morals they taught you

and to me also? m by different means?

Esther and I never had comfort

to have a place to live.

She leaves me, but have f? rias do not gave.

It was bad neg? Cio, but I was happy, I think.

Intact this? the word, an intact love.

One m? Goa intact.

An intact wrath.

Translating, "If you think God exists'm not an atheist. "

Thats it?

That letter? as in Russian, an "F".

?,? one "fi".

- This phrase ? to you?. - What she says?

"You? Divine regarding the speech. "

Oh, Paul D? Dalus!

And this one, what does it mean?

"Anyway, where v? S you are now?"

Why stopped studying Greek? It seems to be good at it.

In in? Cio interested me because the alphabet.

It looked like a c? Say secret I could use.

But then filled me. You know wha ??

S? O her now.

- No. go? use more? - No. this life?.

One day I donated my identity.

For whom?

The one guy. It was in the USSR.

Now I know that somewhere World h? a C? pia me.

WHA??

As a teenager I donated my identity to a face.

N do not know if I'm more the truth.

I know you? ? the gifted.

Tests to see if I am myself?

Yes my love.

Confirmed.

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