Original subtitles

Hey, everyone.

During outdoor education,

we will enjoy the beautiful nature as we learn

to become creative and cooperate in order to survive.

Let's find lots of qualities in our fellow classmates

that we couldn't find just by being in the same class.

Let's make this three-day two-night trip

into something memorable.

- Okay. - What? Is he sleeping?

- I think he is. - You think so?

What should we do if he's really sleeping?

All right, let's break up into groups and start the walk rally.

We'll be meeting back at 4:00.

Don't be late.

Okay.

- Let's go. - Yeah.

- Let's go. - Hurry.

They left.

This is tiring.

- This way? - Where should we go?

Mizumoto, did you cut your hair for this?

You look good with short hair too.

Thank you.

Take a picture of us too!

Sure. Come on over.

The girls should get in too.

- Come on. - Come here, Miyata and Mizumoto.

Ready?

Cheese.

Are the girls a little nervous?

Smile!

Give us a big smile! Ready?

Cheese!

- Okay. Got it. - Thank you.

Thank you.

Don't go to areas that aren't on the map.

This area looks more fun.

You're the group leader, so you should be more firm.

They won't listen to me.

Oh man, I was put in the lame group.

The decoration for the Star Festival that we all made

has been destroyed.

I'm very sad.

It's you, right, Fujino?

What? You've got to be kidding.

Hey.

You're the only one who would do this.

We won't be pointing fingers at anyone.

Oh no, she's crying now.

Mika worked on it the most.

Now's the time to apologize.

- I didn't do it! - Then, who did it?

How would I know?

It's okay.

By the way, we only answered two of the quizzes.

It's because somebody went on a different route.

- Oh, but we're-- - Look, Makino is sleeping.

- No way! - He's not pretending? He's really asleep?

- Hey, Takuma. - Ouch!

- Oh, he woke up. - Sorry. It was a person?

Of course, it's a person.

You already knew that.

- Takuma, you're hilarious. - Why are you sleeping?

You're supposed to be our doctor.

I've been forced to endlessly

- do some work-- - Oh, number seven!

It's mine!

No, seven is mine. Wait up.

- Congrats. - This way.

You almost tripped back there.

My feet hurt because you kicked me.

It might be a fracture of the fifth metatarsal.

Doctor, did you break your bone?

- Yeah. - You're lying. I only tapped on it.

- What happened? - I fractured my bone.

- Fracture? - Yeah, fracture of the fifth metatarsal.

Everyone.

It's past the meeting time.

Hurry up.

OUTDOOR ACTIVITY CENTER AKAI YANE

- It makes me so curious. - Who could it be?

It's scary that it was never solved.

What were you talking about?

The incident about the Star Festival decoration that was destroyed.

We were telling Kei about it.

I see.

Someone from the newspaper committee stayed behind that day.

So, there are rumors that it might be one of them.

But you know,

someone from Class 1 went back to school to retrieve something

and saw Fujino and Mizumoto there.

We're not suspecting you,

- Mizumoto. - Yeah.

Can I just ask you this?

Why were you still at school?

I was studying at the library.

See? It has to be Fujino.

Why would he do such a thing?

Reika, do you have lipstick on?

Isn't it cute?

- It's this one. - How cute.

I have the same one.

- Really? - Yeah.

- It's so cute. - Everyone has it too?

Don't tell our teacher though.

Hey.

You're not even going to say a greeting?

What?

Aren't you worried about the rain?

According to weather reports, it'll stop in an hour.

Even if it stops raining,

if the ground is unstable, the kids might hurt themselves.

I guess.

Dr. Makino.

What?

Why are you like that?

"I'm so bored."

That's the message you're sending.

Being a doctor at a school infirmary

might be something against your will,

but the truth is, this is where you belong right now, Dr. Makino.

Those students

don't see you as the substitute doctor at the infirmary anymore.

They see you as Dr. Makino.

How do you feel about the students?

You have the ability to face them and understand them.

Why are you trying to avoid them?

I'm not trying to avoid them.

If your attitude leads to misunderstandings,

it can create problems.

As a doctor, my job is to deal with their injuries and illnesses.

Your job is to deal with kids who aren't injured or ill.

Is it really that easy to draw a line in the sand?

Saejima

looks a lot happier now.

I'm sure it's because she confided in you, Dr. Makino.

That's a very simplistic view.

Forget it.

Don't try to avoid me.

I'm not avoiding you.

Stop that fake smile. I know your true character.

Did you tell anyone

about that?

I didn't tell anyone.

Why? Did someone say something to you?

You really didn't tell anyone?

I told you that I didn't.

Everyone, work together and cooperate.

Ready?

Very nice!

Mizumoto, you're really good.

You must be helping out at home.

Very good.

When you place the knife down, place the blade

away from you because it's dangerous.

You can put in the vegetables soon.

Okay.

- I'll put it in. - Thank you.

- Want me to take over? - Sure.

Be careful.

Okay.

The culprit behind the Star Festival decoration is Mizumoto.

What? It's Mizumoto?

Despite how she appears to be, she's super crazy.

We have to tell everyone!

Yay! Two points for me.

Rock paper scissors.

Rock paper scissors.

It's so good.

Rin, you should try it too.

- Can I? - It's really good.

It's hot, so be careful.

Mizumoto.

Taste this.

Okay.

- It's delicious. - Yeah, it's pretty good.

Ready, set, go.

This is the worst.

Let's go to the other side.

What were you talking about

- with Mimoto a while ago? - Huh?

I didn't tell her.

Hey, everyone. It's time to gather together.

- Come back here. - Okay.

Come back here.

This stone will skip pretty far.

Who did this?

Don't I always tell everyone

to be nice and get along?

We're good friends.

- We're friends. - We're friends.

That's impossible! It's just lip service.

- Why are you being like that? - Because it's a lie.

- Everyone can get along. - I don't understand.

Well, I don't understand you, Fujino.

Mizumoto, what are you doing by yourself?

Were you bored of watching us trying to have fun?

Why?

Why do you blame me for having fun?

The Star Festival decoration. Was it you, Hana?

- We were looking forward to it. - Why?

I didn't think you'd…

- Why did you… - Why?

Mizumoto, are you the one that destroyed all of us?

That's right.

Hey!

Are you okay?

Take my hand.

Why did you…

I slipped…

and bumped into him.

I'm sorry.

It's my fault for being so clumsy.

Dr. Makino, may I have a word with you?

WELCOME TO MOMOZAWA

Why are you lying?

- It's not a lie. - You pushed me on purpose.

You thought I'd snitch on you about the Star Festival decoration.

What is it all of a sudden?

I don't know if someone said something to you,

but if you have something to say, say it to them directly.

- I don't understand-- - Shut up!

Shut up, shut up!

I can't control myself.

What am I supposed to do?

Mizumoto did that?

No way…

Are you sure that's what you saw?

She wouldn't do anything like that.

She's quiet and calm--

That's why she wouldn't cause any problems?

Is that right?

I'm just telling you what I saw.

You couldn't control yourself that time either?

I get so irritated.

When I see everyone working together to complete a project.

Or when everyone

is laughing except for me.

That makes you want to destroy things?

And…

you're afraid that everyone will hate you if I tell them the truth?

I think that's all your imagination.

You'd never understand, Fujino.

Yeah, I don't understand.

It's a hassle to even think about it.

What are you doing?

When things get boring, you just have to go where it's fun.

I understand.

I will talk directly with Mizumoto.

Huh?

What?

They escaped?

Where are we going?

- I don't know. - What?

It's more exciting to go somewhere that's not on the map.

Fujino, do you do things like this

- because you want to stand out? - What?

Why do you do pointless things like this,

even when you know you'll get in trouble?

How annoying.

Then what's the point of feeling irritated all on your own?

Don't you get excited when you think that something might happen?

When I'm excited,

I can forget all the bad things.

Hey.

I'm sorry about what happened earlier.

It's okay. I'm used to getting hurt.

Run!

Why the hell do I have to do this?

Was it the other way?

Are you okay, Mizumoto?

Ouch.

What's wrong?

You hurt your foot?

You might be right, Fujino.

It's exciting.

- What? - This moss

is sparkly and cute.

This is cute?

Don't you get it?

Nope.

Hey! Don't run!

- Is she heavy? - Hey!

Yeah.

Why did you do that?

The two of us were just playing together.

I'm sorry.

Let me ask once again.

Why did you do it?

Are the two of you responsible for everything?

We're away from our daily routine,

so I understand that you might feel irritated and trapped--

Yes, so what?

I'm sorry.

I…

What are you afraid of?

I'll bandage your foot.

Raise your foot.

You okay?

I don't get it.

Why do we have to smile

at the camera?

Why do we have to cooperate and have fun with the walk rally?

Yeah.

This outdoor education is nothing but torture for me.

During the first semester,

I destroyed

the Star Festival decoration that everyone made.

Fujino

caught me in the act.

I thought everyone found out.

So, I was afraid.

But…

what I was afraid of the most…

was myself.

I'm…

afraid of myself.

Did Fujino do something to you?

No, I slipped on my own.

How dare he cause trouble to our group leader?

But…

Fujino fell into the river, right?

I couldn't help but feel

like he deserved it.

Just a little.

You missed out on the free time, so here you go.

It's matching.

Thank you.

- It's so cute. - Yeah, isn't it?

Tomorrow's the last day.

It went by so fast.

Yeah.

I'm craving my mom's omelet with rice.

I want to eat curry.

We had curry today.

I like my mom's curry.

They escaped?

I'm very sorry.

It was my fault for taking my eyes off of them.

I'm just glad we found them right away.

Can you imagine what would've happened if it had taken longer?

I'm very sorry.

I'm also glad her injury was just a sprain and nothing more serious.

Dr. Makino, are you listening?

I'm sorry.

Did he just apologize?

Yeah, he did.

- Right? - Yeah.

Dr. Makino.

There's still something

that's bothering you about those two kids, right?

I've never seen those two play together until now.

I just can't believe they escaped together.

Did those two

tell you anything?

If they're facing some problems

and you have the power to help them deal with it,

there's nothing better than that.

But still…

I'll tell you all the facts I've gathered.

Keep it confidential.

There were scars

on her left ankle.

It's most likely

scars from self-harm.

They were healed scars.

The destructive impulses that one can't control

can be aimed at oneself at times.

If that's the case,

there must be an issue that's causing these behaviors.

FIRST-AID KIT

But the truth is,

this is where you belong right now, Dr. Makino.

Those students

don't see you as the substitute doctor at the infirmary anymore.

They see you as Dr. Makino.

OUTDOOR EDUCATION LET'S FIND SOMETHING NEW ABOUT EACH OTHER!

LIST OF EMERGENCY CONTACTS

Hello.

I'm Makino, a doctor at Higashitama Daihachi Elementary.

Are you Hana Mizumoto's father?

Did something happen to Hana?

She hurt her foot during outdoor education.

It's a minor sprain, but we will go back to school--

She can't walk?

She can walk.

- I see. I'm glad. - But she has her luggage.

Then please tell her to use a taxi.

Sorry for causing you trouble.

Welcome home.

I heard you hurt your foot.

Does it still hurt? Let me take a look.

Hey, Hana, at outdoor education…

What are you doing?

Stop it!

Your beautiful hair…

Hana.

Hana.

It's been a while since you had short hair.

Hey, Hana.

If things happen,

would you like to come with me?

I guess you wouldn't, huh?

Mom won't be back for a while.

It's sudden, so I'm sure it might be hard for you to come to terms with it.

I'm sure everyone made lots of new discoveries at outdoor education.

Have a discussion with your group, choose a theme,

and feel free to research whatever you want.

- Yes. - Good.

Group two, let's all go to our group leader.

Group one, over here, please.

What should we do?

What was memorable for all of you?

The walk rally.

- Yeah. - The quizzes were lots of fun.

Yeah, that was fun.

Mizumoto.

Stop yelling.

You're not leaving yet?

I'll leave once I finish my homework.

Why here? Just do it at home.

Leave me alone.

Are you still worried about something?

You looked fine back there.

Shut up. Just leave me alone!

I'm sorry.

Oh, I thought you were going to push me again.

I promised myself not to do anything rough like that anymore.

I see. But it was so interesting.

What?

To see your true character.

I'm home.

Why?

Why do you blame me?

You took after your dad's horrible traits.

That's what I hate about you.

I don't need it.

That's why I destroy it.

Unnecessary things need to be destroyed and thrown away.

It smells really sweet.

Oh, you're hollowing it out?

You're not chopping that up?

I called you, but you didn't wake up.

Eat that.

Dad.

- Amazing. - Right?

I sprained my ankle

at outdoor education.

It really hurts.

I want to stay home tomorrow.

Then you should stay home.

It's amazing how much work goes into this.

INFIRMARY

Hana Mizumoto was absent today.

Was it possible for that sprain to get any worse?

Highly unlikely.

I…

did some research on self-harm.

They hurt themselves

to ease their mental and emotional pain,

such as anger and anxiety, right?

I never knew that she was in that much pain.

You have no idea what's going on?

The emergency contact list for outdoor education

had her dad's cell phone number on it.

Yeah.

Her mom's number was usually on the emergency contact lists up until now.

I see.

Dr. Makino.

Can you please talk with Mizumoto one more time?

Isn't that your job as her homeroom teacher?

It is.

If I had the choice, I would want to be the one to do it.

But…

she told you about Fujino

and the Star Festival decoration.

She told you all the things

she didn't want to tell anyone else.

So, please lend her an ear.

Even so, that's not my job--

Are you going to draw a line in the sand like that again?

Yeah, she's not physically sick.

But…

I'm afraid

that she's just one step away from falling off the edge.

Dr. Makino,

are you going to sit back and watch until she crosses that line?

Wait for me.

Why isn't Mizumoto here today?

Not sure.

She seemed to be fine yesterday.

Yeah.

Shut up. Leave me alone.

Are you talking about Mizumoto?

What?

She's really weird these days.

Do you guys know anything?

You have foreign language class coming up. Hurry up.

Whoa, you guys are so secretive. How suspicious.

Teachers are always talking secretively.

You're probably thinking that we'll never be able to understand,

but do you even know anything about us?

Mizumoto told me

that she pushed you on purpose.

The Star Festival decoration too.

She told you

everything.

No one's picking up.

I destroyed the Star Festival decoration that everyone made.

I thought everyone found out.

So, I was afraid.

But what I was afraid of the most

was myself.

I'm…

afraid of myself.

I'll go to her house.

You still have classes to teach.

You're home, right?

Hey.

It's me, Makino.

You're home, right?

Mizumoto.

Yes.

You're there, right?

Why did you come here?

Why?

Why do you even bother with me?

You're going to care about me for a bit

and then push me away.

Once you don't need me anymore,

you'll just destroy and throw me away.

If I'm an annoyance to you, just be honest and tell me.

I feel stupid

for feeling a little happy and expecting something.

I know…

that you came

because I'm being weird,

and I'm dangerous.

Because leaving me alone would cause you trouble.

That's…

your job after all.

The scar…

on your leg.

It's not that you want to hurt yourself.

You just can't control your destructive impulses, right?

Just like you said,

I came because this is a problem.

I want to find out the source of this problem.

But I don't know anything.

I don't know who you are,

what happened to you, or what's going through your mind.

Let me hear it.

In your own words.

I want to be of help.

I want to help you.

Subtitle translation by: Lili Morita