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[Breathing]

[Waves Breaking]

I always wondered what death was like.

My name is Mickey.

And this is my story.

The reoccurring dream,

The dream that you hate,

because it was just a dream.

♪ Family ♪

When I was a child, I didn't have a care in the world.

I remember being truly happy,

from head to toe.

My older brother Jimmy was my best friend.

We did everything together.

My father Allen was a police officer.

[Family Playing]

I thought he was the toughest man on the planet.

He owned the most beautiful car in the world.

A 1969 cherry red Buick Skylark convertible.

He promised me that one day, that car would be mine.

[Beeping]

[Karen] Time to take your medicine.

My mom, Karen, had a smile that could cure anything.

I'll never forget her hands.

She had the most elegant hands.

Every day before dinner she would give me and my brother piano lessons.

On Sunday's we would go to the Arcade on the Pier.

Me and my brother, Jimmy, we were Ski-ball champions.

[Jimmy] Go! Go! Hurry!

I had the perfect family.

[Arcade Sounds]

Thank you sir,

Thank you so much. Have you tried the cheese pizza here?

It's delicious.

[Ringing]

[Allen] Hello?

[Allen] Hello?

[Allen] Mickey?

[Allen] Mickey.

[Button Click]

Don't lie to me Karen! What the hell you doing around the house,

all day long while I'm out there putting my ass on the line!

You're being paranoid!

Paranoid of what?

[Police Scanner]

She's gone, honey.

She took your brother.

[Dialing Beeps]

[Operator] Rescue 911.

Hi, this is an emergency.

[Operator] What is your emergency, sir?

Yeah, I heard some screams coming from 317 Bentley Avenue.

[Operator] Sir, we have that listed as the location that you're calling from.

Yeah, well I know that is where I'm calling from.

[Operator] Okay.

Look, I'm gonna slit my wrists.

So can you be here in, I don't know, approximately 30 minutes?

[Operator] Sir, I don't know what's going on.

[Operator] But slitting your wrists is not the answer.

Well that's-that's, uh-peachy.

[Operator] Okay. Sir.

Alright, have a nice day.

[Operator] Sir, I need you to stay on the line with...

[Click, dial tone]

[Cutting]

[Cutting]

[Ambulance Siren]

Now look Mickey,

Some people feel like they have no control over their lives,

When they actually have control over everything.

Everybody makes mistakes.

Trust me, I have.

But you gotta learn how to pick yourself up off the ground.

Keep going.

I know what you've been through can have a crippling effect on a man.

I want you to know that you can always come back to the center.

[Leroy] The door is always open.

Alright, here you go.

Take care of yourself, Mickey.

What a crock of shit.

♪ Lone Runner ♪

[Cars on Freeway]

[Honking and Screeching]

[Honking and Screeching]

Hey! Stop!

[Crossing Bells]

[Train Horn] Hey! Hey! What are you doing?

Holly shit!!

[Mickey yelling]

[Thud against cement]

[Bones cracking]

[Woman] Oh my god! Someone call 911!

After all of the times I had tried to end my life,

I had finally realized that I needed help.

I couldn't do it alone.

I needed to find someone who would do anything for money.

Someone who didn't care about anything anymore.

And that's when I met...

Drake.

[gurgling] Ahhhh!!! Fucking help me!

[Drake] Please, I need money for my medicine. Please!

- Help! Please help me! - Hang on. Here.

I'm fucking dying here! I need some money for my medicine, man!

Here's twenty bucks. Here's twenty bucks.

Jesus. Here, let me help you up.

Get your fucking hands off of me! What the fuck is wrong with you?!

- Fucking asshole! - What's wrong with me?

Fuck you! Mother fucker!

You fucking son of a fucking bitch!

Fucking asshole.

♪ Summer Bummer ♪

[Mickey] Let me get a beer.

[indistinct chatter]

[Drake] Let's play a little man pool. Huh? A little money game.

Ten bucks.

[Biker] Ten bucks? What is this, high school?

I'll take the first ten and then we'll do another ten

and so on and so forth until you're fucking broke.

[Biker] Get a partner.

Hey numb legs, you wanna play some pool?

[Biker] Let's go. Let's do it. Come on.

I'd love to.

Alright! It's the cripples versus the big, bad, bikers.

Hey, uh, I need you to, uh, I need you to shoot me.

Yeah, yeah. You can break. Here.

Get your money down!

[Biker] Roller Derby in town.

Get that money on the table. Stop squawking.

[Biker] Come on. Let's play.

[Drake] I almost forgot. I saw a sweet looking 1200

outside. Gotta be one of yours. Whose bike?

[Biker] That's my bike.

[Drake] That's your bike? Man.

[Drake] Who the fuck colors their bike that way?

You god damn must be some kind of faggot. You a faggot?

[Biker] What? Have you lost your mother fucking mind?

You're a faggot mother fucker!

Nice shot cripple.

Who the fuck you calling cripple mother fucker!

Fucking God damn!

Fuck you! Yeah! Get him!

Hey! Get off him!

Fuck you mother fucker!

Take that you fat mother fucker.

Get off Chino's table.

Get the fuck off Chino's table! God damn it!

[Drake] You do not get on his fucking table!

[Drake Laughing]

That was fucking great!

Yeah. You got a bad cut on your face. You should get that looked at.

Ah, shit happens.

Hey, I'll give you five hundred dollars if you shoot me.

Where's the gun?

Where do you want it?

I want you to shoot me in the head.

Shit.

You really want me to kill you?

Yeah, man. What did you think I meant?

I thought maybe wound you.

Come on, man.

Will you help me out?

Okay.

What's your name?

Mickey.

Okay, Mick. My name is Drake.

What are you doing?

I am going to shoot you in the face, what do you think I'm doing?

No, No. I don't want my face to get messed up. Shoot me in the back of the head.

Your face is gonna explode if I shoot you in the back of the head.

No, it won't.

Look, the bullet enters the back of the head clean, when it comes out the front

your head explodes, and huge chunks of brain and skull come flying out.

Okay, look.

I just don't want to see it coming. OK. So just shoot me in the back of the head.

Okay.

Here we go.

Wait a second.

Where's the money?

Just shoot me, then take the money and go.

No. I need to see the money.

You might not even have it!

Or you do have it and then I shoot you and then what?

I am searching through your brains and skull for the money,

and then I find it and it's soaked in blood!

I'm not gonna just give you the money, and then

you wound me in the leg and just take off!

What the fuck good would it do if I wounded you in the leg?

My arm, my leg, whatever.

What's stopping me from taking your God damn money right now?

Okay. Alright.

Look. I have the money.

I'll hold it in my hand.

You shoot me, the money falls our of my hand, and

then you just pick it up. And then you just take off.

Okay. I like that. Okay.

Do you want to pray or something? - No.-

[BANG]

Ah! It burns!

What the fuck just happened?

I don't know, just finish me off.

[BANG]

Stop it. Something's wrong, stop it. Something's wrong! Stop it!

These are fucking blanks, man. You idiot!

Give me my money!

Screw you, buddy!

[BANG, BANG]

Seriously dickhead! There's blanks in that gun!

I know that!

What are we gonna do now, huh?

You owe me at least 100 bucks for the attempted execution.

There's no execution, there's no money.

I went through the same premeditation as if I had killed you.

You didn't even stop and think!

There was a hesitation.

I tell you what. I'm sorry you're not dead, okay?

I'll tell you something else, I'm a make this up to you.

I know this great place with these En Vogue prostitutes.

I don't want prostitutes. They have HIV clusters.

30 seconds ago you were gonna have me shoot you in the back of the fucking head.

Where is this place?

So you're telling me, you've never been with a prostitute?

Yeah, that's a no.

These are En Vogue prostitutes.

Amazing.

Want to hit this?

No, thanks. I'm good.

Maybe it's past your bedtime. You better get home.

Alright. Give me some of that.

[Coughing]

Thanks for jumping in back there.

Yeah, you got it.

So how'd you end up in the chair?

I was putting up Christmas lights.

[Allen] Easy, easy, easy.

My legs. Dad. My Legs.

It's okay, don't move.

You fell off a roof?

Yeah.

Fuck. I'm sorry, man.

It's okay. What about you? What happened to you?

Oh my!

Oh my God, you are feeling the Drake!

God damn it!

Oh shit!

Son of a bitch.

[BANG]

[Screams]

Fucking bitch.

Fortunately, the guy missed my nuts and only hit me in the spine.

Did your dick get all fucked up?

No! Fuck no!

I just said I didn't get hit there.

I can still fuck with the best of em!

So what do I do? I just hand them the money, or...

- Yeah, you just... [Intercom] Hello?

Hey! It's your favorite vet.

[Intercom] Come on in, soldier.

[Buzz]

Showtime, Mick.

So yeah, you just hand them the money.

Oh! And they think I was shot saving some guy.

Should I make something up?

Yeah, if you want to.

Like I was a police officer and I was shot, or something?

No, no. That's too common, it's been done before.

Think of something more original.

So how do I look?

- Good. - Huh? Yeah?

[Door Unlocking]

[Woman] Hello, hero.

Hey, hey, hey gorgeous.

[Loud Electronic Music]

So, who's the cutie?

He's a friend of mine. Yeah, he's an ex stunt man.

Well, nice to meet you, Hollywood.

It's nice to meet you.

You must be here for my roommate.

Hold on a second.

Oh, man. You are going to love this.

What the fuck am I supposed to do?

I'm still wearing my catheter, and I think it's full.

Good luck.

She'll be ready in a minute.

You ready, baby?

Oh yeah!

Go get 'em champ!

[Door shuts]

Hi.

Don't turn around.

What's your name?

My name is Mickey.

Well, Mickey, I...

Oh my God, what happened to your face?

Here. Get on the bed, we'll get you cleaned up.

You know, I've had plenty of wounds.

Yeah.

I was a stunt man.

That's fancy.

I am gonna put this on your chin, it's probably gonna sting a little bit.

I'm sorry, did that hurt?

No, it felt good.

You're funny.

Let me get you bandaged up.

You should be as good as new.

Cuite Pie.

Yeah, well. It's $100 an hour.

Okay.

No problemo.

You want some coke?

No, thank you. I'm not thirsty.

Never heard that one before.

Okay.

Yeah?

Okay, great. Here you go.

Just inhale as deeply as you can.

Very good job.

I gotta win this game, right?

So I wind back, I cock back, like a shotgun and I just

explode these pool balls, and they go all over the place.

These guys are big. They're big.

Are you gonna do that line? Or...

I take a look at them, dead square in the face and I said-

Fuck you, pal.

Once you take Mickey out of the cage,

he's tough to get back in.

[Banging on Door]

[Drake] I'm finished, let's go!

[Janet] Fuck you! You fucking dick-less prick!

[Drake] You're being a fucking bitch!

I'll see you around?

[Drake] Let's go!

What's your name?

Janet.

Alright look.

Mick, I'm not gonna fuck with you on this one, okay?

Here's the deal.

You stay calm.

You don't look him in the eye.

And most importantly, you don't say anything stupid, and we will be fine.

What would I say that's stupid?

Alright, what you're saying right now, is stupid.

This guy will end us, in two fucking seconds, okay,

if you make a Faggedy Andy comment like that.

- Do you hear me? - Yeah, I hear you.

Just keep your mouth shut. Alright, And let me do the talking.

Now, give me the money.

What for?

Mick, weren't you paying attention?

Yeah, I was paying attention.

Okay, if you were paying such close attention.

- What do we need the money for? - You need it for drugs.

Ding! Ding! Ding! Mickey's the big fucking winner!

And what has he won, Drake? Oh! An all expenses paid

trip to Heroine Land! The most happiest place on Earth!

I don't want to do any Heroine.

We're doing speed balls.

What's a speed ball?

Coke and Heroine. The best there is.

Look, it's not all for us. 200 for the smack,

150 for the coke. Keeps the girls happy.

It's gonna keep the girls happy?

You want Janet to like you, right?

Yeah.

OK. Look. We buy the stuff, we both try it. And then we party with the girls,

and then later on tonight, I'll go home and get a bullet

I'll off you myself personally.

For free this time.

- Yeah? - Okay.

Let's do this.

[Buzz]

[Buzz]

Alright, give me the money before he gets here.

Just give me the fucking money.

[Elvis] Who's the new guy?

Well, I wanted you to meet colleague of mine. This is Mickey.

[Elvis] Right.

No, not you. I don't know you.

[Elvis] You want a doughnut? We got sprinkles, chocolate.

You must be outta your fucking mind, bringing someone to my house.

[Drake] Nah man, he's cool.

[Elvis] You know I miss when you used to wear a suit.

[Elvis] What do we got here?

[Drake] 350 cash.

[Elvis] Interesting.

[Elvis] That and no bundle right?

[Drake] Both.

We've already been through this, you can't have both.

Both.

Ah!!

[Elvis] You can't have both.

You can have your bundle.

Or you can have that.

Let her go.

Come on in.

Hey, I have a gift for you. Brand new rig.

So you live here?

Fuck no, man. I have house in the hills with a pool,

view of the city.

I just use this as my station.

Shit, go ahead. It's little primer, little primer.

Yes, come on lil' precious, come out.

You have a pet rabbit.

Aw yeah, this is Maritza, let's meet Mickey.

Rabbits are fucking cool.

Fuck yeah they are.

Ya know, if anyone ever hurt this little baby,

I'd take this knife and cut out their eyes.

Isn't that right my little baby? Yes I would, I'd fucking kill 'em.

[Radio static]

♪ Hypnotized Narcissist ♪

Feel that?

Huh, sweet.

Alright Mick, time to get your sea legs.

How can I explain it?

When you're at the bottom, you can only go up.

I have been looking for a reason to kill myself.

And as twisted, and as messed up as it sounds,

now I've finally found a reason to live.

If I could compare heroin to anything,

I would compare it

to being able to walk again.

[Karen] Mickey?

[Train Whistle]

Wake up.

Wake up.

Wake up.

What!?

Now can I get some sleep, dickhead?

Fuck!

Fuck you.

I'll fuck you up.

You get some fucking sleep dickhead.

What the fuck are you doing? I'm gonna burn you alive! Fucking "A" motherfucker!

You limp dick mother fucker. Ah!

Motherfucker! Fucking asshole!

- Fuck! - Fuck you!

You fucking piece of shit!

You fucking cocksucker!

Alright, alright, alright! E-fucking-nough man!

The fucks wrong with you?

Where's the gear?

It's in the pack.

You're fucking psychotic Mick.

♪♪

I'm tired of this small time shit.

We need to hookup with Elvis' connection.

Do we have anymore gear?

Done Dada.

Oh, you're sick man.

Elvis will hook us up.

We give him the cash and don't fuck it up-

[Mickey Pukes]

Fuck!

How the fuck do you expect me to eat now?!

Alright, come on Mick.

Let's get you to the bathroom.

It's okay. It's okay.

I thought you said that you were out?

I always have a little for a rainy day.

And it's fucking raining.

I'm gonna take care of you lil' Mick.

Hey, you hear me?

Let's go.

More.

Alright, it's your funeral man.

That's good. That's fucking good, right there.

♪ Christmas Music ♪

I love you so much, Mickey.

That's why I'm gonna tell you the truth.

I hate to tell you this.

But I know you can handle it.

You're growing up into a fine young gentleman and you're ready.

You remember,

that piano set you wanted?

The one with the little keys and the tambourine thing and

you hit it with your feet and it went ding! Remember that?

It was the last present Santa brought to a child in the world.

He was coming down the chimney

with that piano set and that piano set made a lot of noise, it woke me up.

You remember,

the shotgun daddy keeps under his bed for burglars?

Yeah, you remember.

He came down that chimney,

and I shot him.

In his fat pudgy face,

and killed him.

Santa's dead little Mickey.

I shot Santa and buried his carcass,

in the backyard under your rope swing.

I feel just terrible about that.

But if you hadn't wanted that piano set,

Santa wouldn't be dead...

would he?

[Drake] Whoa, had a good one there.

Passed out for a second.

Come on, let's get you to the girls place.

I'm gonna go hit up Elvis.

Let's go.

[Janet] Okay, well, these need to be cleaned.

Oh, you have another pair that you left here the other week.

I washed them for you.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Do you want some company for bath time?

I don't think that's a good idea.

I have to wash my hair anyway.

It's just, you know, I can't.

I'm sorry.

I just think, you know we should,

we should give it a try sometime.

What? Wash your hair?

- Hey! - Oh!

I'm in my clothes.

Yeah, we'll save you some on the laundry bill.

Whoa!

Oh no!

Oh no!

[Drake] He broke my fucking hand, where's Mick?

I've been wheeling around for hours in circles, man.

Elvis broke my fucking hand, that motherfucker!

He wouldn't even give it to me.

You didn't get the shit?

I got the fucking shit.

Hey! Hey!

Hey!

♪ Skeleton Key ♪

- Okay, so I burst in... - [Lisa] Right.

And I look him dead in the eyes and I said, Elvis,

I want your fucking connection.

Right now. And bang!

Gave me that connection.

Guess where the hookup is?

Mexico!

We'll get like a little hacienda in Mexico.

With a farm and lots of cocaine.

We have to get the cash first.

How are we gonna get the cash?

Do you not fucking listen? See, I say something

and you're fucking fourteen steps ahead.

There's like thousands, of millions, of hundreds, of ways to make money.

Parking lots!

There's a lot of money in parking lots. We take my blank gun and we-

Fucking brilliant!

Can I finish my fucking plan!?

This one guy I know, I knew this one guy right,

he was in the hospital when I was in there,

And his arm got stuck in the thing and it got

ripped right the fuck off man, I'm telling you,

it's dangerous, you can make a lot of money. Lot of money.

That's the stupidest fucking thing I've ever heard in my life, man.

I just want gold. Can I have like, gold faucets, and-

We're gonna have so much stuff, it's going to be like a bakery.

Only instead of flour, yak!

I want piles of cocaine, and then surrounded by gold.

I'm gonna buy Maritza a gold fucking cage.

We're going to Mexico, man.

He hasn't given me the exact fucking address, but

we're going to Mexico. I know it's in Mexico. Fuck!

What?

Do they have addresses in Mexico?

So I think I should hold onto the money.

You are not good with money.

I'm great with money, what are you talking about?

I'm the best one with money.

You're fucking good at spending money.

We fuck this up we're dead, I told you motherfuckers that.

Dude, there is a lot of uselessness with this attitude.

Do you know how much coke you do when you're dead, none!

We go to like one of these water parks, right.

And we have them fucking load us up at the top.

And it dumps us down the slide and we get to the bottom

and we're like fuck man your slide paralyzed me and shit.

The lifeguard comes and boom water park money.

A fucking lawsuit, are you fucking stupid?

You know how long it takes to fucking get money from a lawsuit?

At least I'm coming up with ideas.

You're not coming up with ideas, you're coming up with bullshit.

You take my blank gun from my backpack, right.

You getting shot is not a good idea, man.

We just team 'em up man. Fucking just rack 'em.

Pande-fucking-monium!

And then we score Rolexes and cash and like fucking wallets.

That's the way we're gonna make the money, right there.

We are gonna need a fucking dump truck for all the money we're gonna make.

[Birds Chirping]

♪ Colette ♪

Get out of the fucking car bitch!

[Tires Screeching]

Where do you think you're fucking going?!

What?

What the fuck are you doing?

Shit! I told you to wait until opens the fucking cash register!

Take this. Take it!

I got it!

Give me some money!

Come on Mick, hurry the fuck up!

Alright, that's about it.

You got the cash right?

Yeah, Maritza's watching over everything.

By sundown tomorrow, we will be back and it's gold fucking cage time.

Hey, cowboy!

I made you lunch.

Come on Janet. Choppity, chop, chop.

Come on tough guy.

I'm trying.

♪ Spanish Music ♪

Mickey get in the tub.

I don't want to get in the tub.

Get in the tub.

But Mommy, he's wearing clothes.

He's gonna be fine.

We're all gonna take a bath today.

- [Karen] Mickey. - Mickey! Wake up.

Are we there yet?

No, we're getting gas. You should probably handle your business.

All yours, Mick.

[Drake] Hey, Maritza!

Maritza, come here.

Maritza, come here.

Goddammit.

Hey Lisa, help me with Maritza.

Get your own fucking rabbit.

[Drake] Maritza baby. Maritza.

Oh, here let me help you with that.

I can... I can get it.

Dammit.

It's not like you're going to mess this place up.

Not very sexy, is it?

Why are you so good to me?

I'm not that good to you.

You should really give this shit up.

What are you, my mom?

[Faucet Running]

Don't. Don't do that.

What's wrong?

Listen to me for a second, okay?

Lisa and I were out,

and we met Drake and

he wanted to pay Lisa to have sex with him.

And he can't have sex.

But he kept coming, and kept paying.

I asked Drake, I said you know you have any paraplegic friends,

have them come over.

I would never have sex for money.

I'm not a whore.

So this is about money?

No.

No.

Is it because I'm crippled?

Look, at first is was about money, but things changed.

Please forgive me.

[Rain and Thunder]

Thanks loser, ha!

Hey. Hey!

Don't you dare! Hey!

Get the fuck back here! You fucking bitches!

Hey! Hey!

Fuck you! Get back here!

Fuck! Fuck, Mick! Where the fuck were you?!

Motherfucker!

[Drake] They got all our fucking money!

[Drake] God Damn it! Where were you?

[Drake] What were you doing?

[Drake] Fuck man!

[Drake] Fuck, fuck, fuck!

Elvis is gonna fucking kill us.

Fucked up his connection.

Those fucking cunts.

I can't take it anymore, Mick.

I mean what's the fucking point.

I'm gonna tell you something that they don't tell you in the story books.

Everybody knows this rule, but nobody will talk about it.

Some people are born to do great things.

Some people are born to walk on the moon.

Or to become president.

Everyone else,

No matter how hard they try,

The world will not let them ever, ever,

have their dream.

You only have one choice, Mick. The choice to die.

And you had it right the first time I met you.

Just speeding up the process is all.

[Allen] You get everything you wanted for Christmas?

I miss Mommy.

I know.

Hey, buddy.

It's from your mom.

It's from Mommy!

It's better to look at the card first.

Dear Mickey.

Use this brick when you build your first house.

Love Mom.

Why did Mommy give me a brick for Christmas?

You girls are fucking dead.

What the fuck?

Lisa! You twat!

[Dog Howls]

[Engine Starting]

[Drake] My leg!

Fuck!

Are you okay?

I ran over your leg?

What are you doing under my car man?

We're gonna get you to a hospital okay?

Fuck your hospital!

[Drake] That's right motherfucker.

Where's the fucking money?

- I've got my wallet in the car. - [Drake] Bullshit.

Bullshit.

Want me to get it?

Fucking go get the wallet. Go get the wallet.

[Drake] Keys.

Give him the keys.

I'll take the fucking keys you asshole.

- [Mickey] Move slowly. - [Drake] Track him.

I'm fucking tracking him.

No you're not, you've got to get around and follow him.

I fucking tracking him, stop yelling at me!

I can fucking see where he's coming from, alright?

Just go around the fucking truck!

I can fucking see him. I'm up ere, you're down there! Alright?

My peripheral I can see him.

You can't see him over the fucking truck man!

[Drake] You can't see. [Man] You want my wallet?

Yes. Toss me the wallet. Shut up! Toss me the wallet.

[Drake] What do we got, Mick?

[Mickey] Drake, Drake, we've got some good money.

[Drake] Mickey!

Mickey!

You motherfucker!

[Drake] Fuck you!

Mickey?

Mickey?

Mickey? Oh fuck!

I'm sorry.

Mick. I'm sorry. I'm sorry buddy.

Oh fuck. I'm sorry.

We need a place to sleep, man.

- Those fucking whores, man. - Where are we gonna sleep?

Those fucking cunts man, I trusted that bitch.

The fuck was I thinking?

We need a hit.

Fuck!

You know what I'm saying? We need a hit Drake.

That doesn't fucking matter anymore, Mick.

It just doesn't fucking matter.

I don't want to get sick.

Why don't you shut the fuck up? You get sick even when we do have the shit!

Drake, we need to keep it together bro. We need to...

Hey! Keep your fucking hands off me.

Don't fucking touch me!

You're a fucking punk man.

You're a fucking punk.

You're the fucking punk.

What? Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Hey, you want a piece of me, motherfucker?

Come on you crippled fuck.

Fuck you say to me?

Something I've been needing to ell you for a long time, Mickey.

They didn't leave son.

I don't wanna hear it.

I don't know what you're trying to tell me. I mean...

I need to tell you the truth.

Stop it. Stop it!

You made them leave!

Stop it!

[Thud]

[Seagulls]

Drake!

Drake!

Drake!

[Splash]

Drake!

Drake!

Go the fuck back!

Drake.

Let's go back, come on.

Hey. Let the fuck go of me! Fuck!

- Let's go back! - I said, let the fuck go of me!

We're gonna fucking die out here.

Don't you get it?

I really miss her.

I love her so much.

We'll find her buddy.

I'm not talking about Lisa.

You know, before, before I was paralyzed.

I used to own this old model spider.

Thing was a cherry.

I used to drive it down the coast.

I remember...

that smile. Ah.

[Drake] That beautiful smile.

I killed her, Mick.

I fucking killed her.

I was drunk driving and I hit a car.

I killed my wife.

[Drake] God she was beautiful.

That's why I can't walk.

[Drake] She died.

And I'm paralyzed as punishment.

The worst part of it was,

She was pregnant.

Pregnant.

With my daughter.

[Drake] My beautiful daughter, Maritza.

I killed my wife and baby, Mick.

Drake.

Let's go home.

Let's go home.

I'm gonna stay out here for awhile.

I deserve to die for what I did.

Look, I ain't had a best friend

until you.

You ain't dying on me.

You got that?

I won't let you.

Look how far out we are, Mick.

We can't make it back.

Come on. We're going back, buddy.

I'm taking you back.

I'm taking you back. I'm taking you back.

Give me your hand, Mick.

How come you need to make it so bad? Huh?

Mr. Suicide. Fuck.

I didn't fall off of a roof, Drake.

My dad pushed me off.

I wanna kill him, Drake.

I can't do it alone.

Okay. Then I need you to do something for me.

I need to get something back.

And then I want to come back here...

And you let me die in peace.

Okay?

Okay?

We'll come out here,

and we'll do it together.

Promise me.

I swear.

Okay.

[Bells]

[Spanish]

[Spanish] Are you crazy?

What are you doing?

[Spanish rambling]

No, no, no, no!

[Train horn]

[Drake screaming]

[A train roars past]

[Drake screaming]

I'll fucking blow it up!

I'm gonna burn the fucker! Hurry up!

Help!

Someone!

Why are you stealing my car?

[Drake] Because God hates you.

[Woman] Help me please! Someone!

[Drake] Open the trunk.

[Horn beep]

[Spanish] Please!

The fuck are you doing?

I've never driven before.

Please sir.

Get in the fucking car.

You've got to start planning this shit better, man.

Please God, help me!

I'm in. Let's get the fuck out of here!

Get up here and work the pedals!

You go fucking work the pedals!

We don't have time for this shit!

[Woman] Please don't take my car.

What's going on with this crazy bitch?

[An] You look like you love god. Lease don't take my car!

It's just water!

[Drake] You dumb bitch!

[Lady] Where the fuck am I?

[Bill] Doctors said he drank some paint thinner, window cleaner.

[Bill] Why would he drink these things?

[Allen] I don't know, Bill.

[Bill] He had some bruises on his left clavicle. Did you two have a fight this morning?

My son almost died, you think I had something to do with this?

- I would never! - Take it easy.

Do you know what this is like?

Maybe we should just finish it down at the station. Is that better?

I'm not leaving my boy.

Let's go.

I don't wanna leave my boy.

- AI. Let's go. - Get back!

Take him down.

I don't want to leave Mickey!

You have the right to remain silent.

Any thing you say, can and will be used against you, in a court of law.

You have the right to an attorney. If you can not afford...

[Transmission grinding]

Wake up.

Are we there?

This it?

This is it.

Just wait, hold on a second.

What are you doing?

Put the fucking brick away.

- What do you mean wait? - Wait.

Wait for what?

Just put it away for a second.

What are we here for? You said let's do this.

- Wait. - This is the spot.

- Will you just fucking wait. - We get in, we don't know...

Wait.

Mickey?

I've missed you so much.

This is my friend.

Drake.

It's good to meet you, Drake.

What?

It's good to meet you.

Why don't you boys come in? I just put some coffee on.

Are you fucking kidding me with this guy?

Let's get him now. Get him, Mick.

Let's go.

Put the brick away.

Fucks wrong with you, man?

Mickey?

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Fuck.

Mick. Hey Mick.

Mick!

We gonna fucking do this shit or what?

Yeah, I will just give me a second, okay?

Alright, well my bag is full.

I'm gonna go powder my nose.

Where the fuck do I go?

It's down the hall on the right.

Remember to sit up straight, Mickey.

♪ Piano ♪

[Music fade]

You remember that song I taught you.

Mom taught that to me.

Lots of cream, lots of sugar.

I see you still have that brick I gave you?

Mom gave that to me.

No.

It was supposed to be a gift for her.

A commitment to the

new house we were gonna build together.

I had the perfect family.

Two trouble making boys,

a beautiful wife.

All I have left of that now is you.

And she's still taking that away from me.

Don't blame her for what you did to me.

I blame myself.

I was away at work. When I should have been taking care of my boys.

But I thought if I could

just build her dream house,

your mother would get well.

You boys were my life.

I didn't take care of her, I didn't take care of you.

You still can't admit it.

I've done everything, Mickey.

The doctors,

have done everything.

There's nothing I can say or do,

that will help you walk again.

You pushed me off a fucking roof.

No, Mickey.

You used to have,

such a light about you when you were a little boy.

You could light up a room.

When your mother started making you sick,

that light went out.

[Karen] Time to take your medicine.

My mom, she did not make me sick.

Yes she did, Mickey.

The doctor said he drank so paint thinner, window cleaner.

I didn't push you off the roof.

That's a lie.

No it's not.

That's a lie!

That's a lie!

You paralyzed me!

Stop it, Mickey! Stop it!

[Gasping for air]

You're okay. You're okay.

You're okay. It's okay.

Oh Mickey. Oh Mickey.

You okay?

Why did she do it?! What was she thinking?!

She's gone, honey.

She took your brother.

[Gasping for air]

Dad.

Dad.

Dad?

[Drake] Holy shit, Mick.

You killed him.

Call a doctor!

Can't believe you fucking killed him.

[Operator] Rescue 911.

Let's go, Mick.

[Alan Gasping]

[weak gasp]

[Fading soft breathes]

[Garage door opening]

He promised me one day, that car would be mine.

[Engine turns off]

We're gonna get shit from Elvis?

If we get high, we're never gonna go out and do it.

Let's go to the ocean.

I ain't here for no gear.

Here.

It's the last cigarette.

Take it.

I'll be back before you're done smoking it.

Save it.

We'll share it when we get out.

I'm coming in with you.

♪ My young child ♪

[Glass breaking]

♪ Time to set sail ♪

♪ Where dreams are ♪

♪ Never ending ♪

Alright, Drake, I'm in!

♪ Children Sleeping ♪

♪ Beds of silence ♪

♪ Pillow Cases ♪

♪ Will catch the breeze ♪ - Let's do this!

♪ My Young Child ♪

♪ The ship is departing ♪

♪ A waterfall pouring ♪

♪ Into starlight ♪

♪ Notes are floating ♪

♪ Tide rising around them ♪

♪ Their eyes are shining ♪

♪ Like Stars ♪

♪ That are drifting ♪

♪ They turn to ♪

♪ Their own horizon ♪ - [Drake] Hey, what the fuck?

- Don't yell at me! - Shut the fuck up!

♪ The celebration ♪ - Keep looking!

♪ Of joy and happiness ♪

♪ Awaits you ♪

♪ My Young Child ♪

♪ There's nothing to fear now ♪ - Shit! Where is it?!

♪ I'll be here to hold you ♪ - It's got to be here!

♪ Forever ♪

♪ Dancing in twilight ♪ - Fuck.

♪ The ocean is calling ♪

♪ The children are smiling ♪ - Ah. Fuck!

♪ The shore it fades ♪ - Mick. Mick.

♪ A-way ♪

I got it!

[Music Fades]

[Distant train bell]

[Car Engine]

Elvis.

[Car door slams shut]

Let's get the hell out of here.

Go!

Go ahead, I'm right behind you. Go!

I'm right behind you.

[Train bell]

[lock clicks]

Drake.

Drake.

[Drake] Mickey, run!

Drake! Drake!

[Drake] Mick, just go!

Drake, come on.

[Drake] I don't want him getting both of us. Now go!

[Jimmy] Go! Run, Mickey!

[Drake] Mick, I'll take care of it.

Come on, I'm not leaving without you, brotha.

I'm not leaving without you, brotha. Come on.

[Drake] Mick, just go Mick.

[Drake] Please just fucking go.

[Karen yelling]

[Drake] Elvis!

[Drake] I'm in here you motherfucker!

Drake come on.

[Drake] Ah!

[Drake getting beaten up]

[Drake] Ah!

Mickey, get in the tub.

I don't want to get in the tub.

[Karen] Get in the tub.

[Jimmy] But Mommy, he's wearing clothes.

[Karen] He's gonna be fine.

We're all gonna take a bath today.

[Door opening]

[Foot steps]

[Karen] Now Mickey, we're gonna wash your hair.

You have to hold your breath, okay?

Okay.

[Violent splashing]

My beautiful boy.

Mom, let him go!

Run Mickey!

Mickey!

[Glass breaking]

[Mickey crying]

[Gunshot]

[Drake] Ah!

[Drake] Ah! This is fucked! You sick fuck!

[Drake yelling]

[Crashing and breaking glass]

[Gunshot]

[Alan] The doctors have done everything.

I know what you've been through can have a crippling affect on a man.

There's nothing I can say or do,

That'll help you walk again.

[Drake] So, how'd you end up in the chair?

You fell off a roof?

[Mickey] I didn't fall off a roof, Drake.

My dad pushed me off.

I didn't push you off the roof.

That's a lie!

No, it's not.

[Mickey] That's a lie!

[Mickey] You paralyzed me!

They didn't leave son.

Bullshit! You made them leave!

Stop it! Stop it!

[Gunshot]

She killed your brother.

And then she killed herself.

Mickey?

Mickey? What's wrong, stand up.

I can't hold you up.

Mickey, what's wrong?

It's okay. It's okay.

It's okay Mickey. It's okay.

Come on breath.

[Leroy] Some people feel like they have no control over their lives.

When they actually have control over everything.

You're okay.

You're okay.

♪ Music coming from bedroom ♪

[Nails and screws falling]

[Music stops]

[Door opens]

[Door closes]

[Gurgling]

Drake.

Drake. Drake!

No. No. No!

- Drake! - No!

Mick. Mick. Mick.

[Drake coughing]

Get me out of here Mick. Mick.

Take me, take me to the ocean.

Take me to the ocean, Mick.

[Children playing]

Almost there.

This is it.

Come on, brother.

We're almost there.

This is it.

The most beautiful,

thing in the world, isn't it?

The most beautiful place, right where you wanted to be.

Fact.

Everyone dies.

Everyone that you've ever loved,

or known,

will die.

Your parents,

your friends,

even your children.

I knew that one day,

I would die.

I figure,

why not today?

[Jimmy] There's one. Go, go!

Get up for real. Okay. Alright.

And when they find the honey.

So what's death like?

I wouldn't know.

I want to live.

Ah!

Ah!

♪ Piano ♪

[Engine starts]

♪♪

♪ Cigarettes and sunshine ♪