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Shit.

Shit.

Damn it.

Shit.

Okay, come on, Olive.

Come on, Olive.

God damn it!

I know where it is.

I know where it is.

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Nope.

Perfect.

Hello.

Where'd you come from?

Come on.

Pick up.

Stell, pick up, pick up, pick up, pick up.

Charlotte Street Veterinary Clinic.

I lost it.

What?

The thing.

The thing for Benny.

Olive, what are you talking about?

Why are you calling me at the clinic?

It's his anniversary present, Stell.

I can't find it.

Well he's not usually the type to freak out

over something like that.

Yeah, yeah, but you don't understand, it's special.

I would hope so.

What is it?

It's a...

It's a sign for his workshop.

How did you lose a sign?

I don't know, but it's...

It's gone though.

Okay, well, what does it look like?

I can come over after work and help you look.

Hello?

Are you still there?

Yeah, yeah.

Are you okay?

I'm not sure.

What?

I can't remember what's on the sign.

Hey, Liv, did we get new fridge magnets?

It's special, for our anniversary.

Yeah, I'm getting that,

but why can't you remember what it is?

I got it custom made for his shop.

It's...

It's what?

I can't remember.

What the fuck?

So you lost it and you don't know w..

Apparently, yeah.

Do you need me to call an ambulance or something?

Do you smell burnt toast?

Is Benny there, I wanna talk to him.

No.

No.

I'm...

I'm fine.

Everything's fine.

I can figure this out.

I'm not even sure why I called you.

I'm fine.

Well then what are you ..

Put Benny on the phone, I wanna talk to him.

No, I'll call you back in a little bit.

Everything's fine.

I'm fine.

I just, I need to find it.

I love you.

- Bye. - Wait.

Hey.

Hey.

You okay?

I'm not sure, it's been a weird morning.

I lost something.

Him?

Who's he?

I found it in the workshop.

It's not yours?

No.

It's weird, right?

You think Stella dropped it off or something?

In your workshop?

I doubt it.

Do we also need to thank her for the new fridge magnets?

Oh.

Oh.

You know what?

We need a reset.

I'm not gonna let mysterious plushies

and fridge magnets ruin our day.

It's not just that.

What else?

Nothing.

Nothing.

It's our day.

That's right.

Come on, let's get some fresh air.

Let's go for a walk.

It's nice out.

Quiet.

I like the rabbit.

He's cute.

Yeah?

Yeah.

I had something similar when I was a kid.

Actually, I had tonnes of stuffies.

I took them everywhere I went.

It's nice having stuff like that around.

Kid stuff, you know?

Have we been down this way before?

I think so.

I don't remember it.

It's familiar.

Maybe, yeah.

But most woods just kind of look like woods though.

Like that set of trees looks an awful lot like that one.

Or that one.

I can see how people get lost, you know?

Luckily you have a knack for keeping this place

straight in your head.

I have like no sense of direction.

Do you...

Benny?

Benny?

Hey.

Hey.

Are you...

What?

What was that about back there?

I thought I saw someone.

Who?

I don't know.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.

Just don't run off like that without saying something.

I think it's gonna rain soon.

Wanna head back?

Yeah.

Yeah, we probably should.

Quick swim first?

No, right now?

No. - See if the water's

cold enough. - No, Benny.

To shock us out of this morning.

Come on.

Come on, let's go.

Come on, let's go.

Olive, are you in here?

No.

Jesus Christ.

What are you doing, it's an open bar.

Are you crazy?

I think you just broke the door.

No, I didn't.

I can't believe you're in here hiding,

drinking this shit when you could be out there

drinking free shit and looking hot as hell.

I'm not hiding.

No?

Okay.

I think your door's broken.

I don't know anyone here.

And that's a bad thing?

I just don't

Olive, you gotta get back out there.

If you're gonna sulk, at least come sulk with me.

Okay?

- Okay. - Okay.

- Okay. - Okay.

Okay, okay, okay, okay, I'm leaving.

Okay.

Thank you.

So...

Is everyone here a veterinarian?

Erm, vet tech, specialist, zoologist.

You get the idea.

If you think this is a party you should see

what kinda stuff that happened in the school.

These people are fucked up.

Uh-huh.

Listen, you could hook up with basically anyone.

That's why we're here.

We are here to celebrate the newly pronounced

Mr. and Mrs. Rodriguez.

Liv, I'm putting my reputation on the line to get you here.

What reputation?

You've literally told everyone here you've brought along

your sad, lonely, single sister.

Yeah, but you you won't be for long.

Just like sit here and sulk, but look sexy about it.

People will flock to you.

Just wait.

Like...

You, you'd hook up with my sister, right?

Stella, oh my God.

Okay, bad example.

Yeah.

Yes, thank you for that.

Oh, I was just trying to get your con..

Fuck that guy.

You go, I'll sulk here.

Go get us some...

Shots. - Shots.

Try that sexy sulk thing again, but maybe cast a wider net.

Go, go.

Hey.

What gives, man?

I'm sorry, I didn't know what to say.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Stella can be a little intense.

She's my sister.

She brought me here as her plus one,

because she feels bad for me.

You wanna know why?

She thinks I'm sad and alone.

Oh.

Okay.

But I'm not.

I'm not sad and alone.

I'm fine.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Is there a reason you wouldn't be fine?

She thinks I'm taking a breakup badly.

But I'm not.

Oh.

What's your name?

Uh, Benny.

Hi, Benny.

I'm Olive.

Nice to meet you.

Have you ever been through a break up before Benny?

They're all a little different, but, at the end of the day,

they're basically the same

One moment someone is in your life

and they're the most important person you've ever met.

And then the next moment, poof.

They're gone.

Maybe there's been some lead up to it,

maybe there hasn't been.

I don't know.

Maybe they don't even disappear ri..

Like...

Like you gotta still live with them

until you find your own place, or some bullshit.

That's, erm...

That's not my case.

Alex, they took the shit that was theirs

and was gone the next day.

But the relationship, okay, the glue

that holds people together, it's scrubbed away.

And it's not just like something been erased, it's like...

It's...

It's like the life you lived togeth..

And so you start to forget, like the little details

and it becomes just this blanket memory.

And even that's a little fuzzy.

And it just gets fuzzier

and fuzzier until it's less of a blanket

and more of a fuzzy, fuzzy thing

that sits quietly in the back of your mind.

I'm sick of going through this, you know?

I'm just tired.

I'm...

I'm tired of them all being the sa..

Is this normal?

What?

Is this normal?

Cause it's my first shift.

Is this gonna happen every time?

A drunk woman ranting at you about relationships?

Probably, yes.

Erm... yes.

Yes what?

Yes, to your sister's question.

Oh my God.

Really?

Even after my rant?

Do you wanna get out of here?

I don't think I can.

Right. First shift.

We can hang out here until you're done.

I think I have to stay the whole time.

I don't really know.

They didn't really say.

Fuck the job.

How much is there to clean up anyway?

Um, I do need my tray.

Hey, as a patron of this wedding, I order you

to come hang out with me.

Erm...

Come on.

Oh my God, this guy.

He's taking a break

and he's joining us.

Well, erm...

Oh, yeah.

To hooking up with Olive.

Cheers to that.

I gotta get back to work.

When you're drunk?

That's unprofessional.

I'm not drunk, just...

What?

Shit.

Who's that?

My boss.

You wanna get outta here?

Yeah.

It's not exactly what I had in mind.

It's quieter here, more my speed.

It's pretty.

Did you set it up?

No.

It's for an event tomorrow.

Not sure what.

So big aspirations, serving at weddings?

I'm kind of doing a shit job at it.

What would you rather be doing?

Oh, erm, I don't know.

Come on.

I went to trade school for carpentry.

Okay.

Like...

Like the construction kind, or the c..

Craft.

I would love to own my own shop one day.

So you're an artist?

I guess so, yeah.

What do you do?

This could be a fun game.

What do you think I do?

And you get three guesses.

Come on.

Based on what you know about me.

I don't know anything about you.

Yeah, but if you had to guess.

Are you a lawyer?

Ew.

Do I seem like a lawyer?

Thinking of jobs is kind of hard outta the blue, you know?

Do you want a hint?

Sure.

Okay, I work in one of the many underfunded,

unappreciated, but staple institutions of our society.

You got two guesses.

A librarian.

Underfunded and unappreciated but, I'm...

I'm not much of a reader.

I'm more of like a thinker, you know.

Not really.

Final hint?

I help the next generation find their way.

You're a teacher.

Close.

I'll have you know I provide both guidance

and counselling services.

You're a guidance counsellor?

You?

What?

I don't seem like the type?

I'm sorry, I guess that's not fair of me to say.

I...

I don't really know you.

Yet.

You don't know me yet.

Is that why you brought me here, Benny?

To get to know me.

Well my boss is looking for us.

We're hiding from her.

You're gonna get in trouble.

Probably.

And that's the only reason you brought me here?

Whoa.

What's happening?

I don't know, you work here, you tell me.

Come on.

I'm gonna hop in the shower, and get warmed up,

and then I'm ready to do absolutely nothing all day today

Nothing weird can happen to us

if we're just sitting on the couch, right?

Are you in?

Yeah.

Oh, hey.

Earlier, before we went out, you said you lost something.

What was it?

I don't know.

It couldn't have been important.

Hey, Liv.

Yeah?

Can you come here for a second?

Is it an emergency?

I don't know...

I'll be quick.

Just gimme like five minutes.

What the fuck?

Okay, Benny, what's up?

Benny?

I thought I might find you in here.

Are we in trouble?

We didn't do it.

No, you're not in trouble.

There was just extra cake in the staff room.

Mrs. Brown's birthday.

Okay.

So if I'm not mistaken,

it's somebody else's birthday today too.

What, do you like check our files?

I might have mentioned it this morning.

Happy birthday, Charlie.

Nice, you got pity cake.

It's not pity cake.

They just mentioned...

No, it's okay.

Thank you.

If the district only knew about this blatant favouritism.

Hey, you are also invited.

Nay, heavily encouraged, to come visit me as well.

- Pass. - Uh-huh.

I'll see you on Friday?

Birthdays are important, okay?

People are worth celebrating.

Celebrate your friend.

Every day.

What's up?

What'd you want?

Something's wrong.

What?

The magnet's back.

Oh, that's weird.

You didn't get new magnets?

There's something else.

Where'd it come from?

I don't know.

You're telling me someone broke into our house

and left a wagon?

Benny?

Hey, stay with me here, man.

It's...

It's probably just someone playing a ..

Stella has the spare key, remember?

Isn't she at work?

There's a tag.

It says, "To Cece, happy birthday."

Cece?

Well, there you have it, mystery solved.

It's obviously Cece's birthday.

Who's Cece?

Beats me.

It's getting mad out there.

Yeah.

It really came out of nowhere.

Like the beautifully crafted wagon?

And the plush rabbit.

And your magic magnets.

How is it so dark already?

Well, let's get something to eat and then we can...

Benny?

Nope, no, don't like that.

Benny?

Benny?

Hello?

Olive?

What's wrong?

Jesus Christ, Stella.

Shit's been weird here.

Yeah, the storm's just supposed to get worse.

You're breaking up a bit.

Are you and the girls safe?

Benny straight up disappeared.

He was in the living room and then he wasn't.

I'm starting to freak out.

Who's Benny?

What the fuck, Benny?

Where were you?

I don't know.

I was calling for you.

I didn't hear you.

I didn't hear anything.

Okay.

Okay, this is officially way messed up.

Come with me.

Let's get some candles or something.

One moment we're talking

and then the next moment you're gone, and it was dark.

Fuck.

Okay.

Okay, what do we know?

Something's happening.

We just have to figure out what.

You disappeared earlier too, in the woods.

You said you saw someone, but I didn't see anyone.

And then there's Cece's waggon and the magnets.

Shit.

The magnets, come on.

It's counting down.

To what?

I don't know.

Look.

Yeah, those definitely weren't there before.

What are you doing?

Do you remember taking that photo?

Yeah, of course.

Where was it?

It was at...

Uh...

I don't remember either.

Stop, you're scaring me

So we don't forget.

What?

Is there anything else?

Nope.

The conspiracy fridge is a nice touch.

Did you hear that?

Yeah.

Cece?

Are you okay?

No.

No, what the hell was that?

You saw it too?

Yeah.

Yeah, the kitchen was all different.

What?

What?

That's not what I saw.

What did you see?

Benny, what did you see?

Hey!

Yeah, you.

Come here.

You're up, man.

I'm out of here.

What?

The power going out didn't mess anything up?

The power didn't go out.

Hey, good luck tonight.

These people are crazy.

Good tips, but at what cost.

Fucking open bar man.

Wait, erm...

Hey, look at me.

You're the bartender now.

Congrats on the promotion.

I don't know how.

Oh, crazy first day.

I feel like I'm gonna get fired.

We just gotta do a killer job, you know?

They can't fire you if you're a stellar employee.

Get back here.

Everyone here is wasted.

So if you fuck up any drinks, it won't matter.

You're a guidance counsellor?

Mm-hmm.

The fuck?

What can I get ya, love?

Tequila, for the three of us.

- Ooh, well I- - Coming right up.

Something is...

Wrong.

What were we doing?

You were gonna get fired.

Because of you.

Well, I'm drunk.

Was drunk.

You didn't have to listen to me.

You were a hurricane.

You loved it.

Does the nameCece mean anything to you?

No.

I don't think so.

Look, we're both a little on edge,

but we need to keep drinking.

It's free.

I'm good, thanks.

You know what?

Me too.

You wanna dance?

Why not?

Who's gonna man the bar?

I think it'll be fine.

- Oh. - Come on.

♪ Once the weather warms ♪

♪ We can lie under the stars ♪

♪ Witness distant moments ♪

♪ That passed years ago ♪

♪ Time goes by so strangely now

♪ January melted into May ♪

So who are you, Benny?

Not sure yet.

Still figuring it out, I guess.

Who are you?

That's a good question.

Don't take this the wrong way,

but you're kind of a whirlwind of a person.

And you're like a summer breeze.

Okay, sure.

No, I just mean you seem to go with the flow.

You know?

Hmm.

Well you're very persuasive.

What are you thinking?

I'm not sure.

Everything is clogged, jumbled up, and pieces are missing.

Yeah.

There's just this feeling that I'm gonna be gone soon.

Like, like your death is imminent?

Just gone.

Benny?

Are you fucking kidding me right now?

Are you serious?

It's my fault.

I seduced him.

I give you this one shot and this is how you take it?

Get out.

I'll be complaining to the hotel.

I'll tell them that the woman who runs the weddings

is a cruel and hateful person.

Okay.

Hey, I'm sorry.

I'm not sure it was my calling.

You would've been great.

Can I be real with you for a second?

I have a room booked here and 'd like to invite you up.

But I'm a second away from puking my guts out,

but you can still come with me.

I just wanted to paint you an accurate picture

of what's to come.

Oh, we didn't make it to the bed.

Oh, no.

I am the embodiment of death.

Do you think I could reach the tap from this position?

I need water.

I...

I don't think so.

We could get up.

The world doesn't exist outside of this bathtub.

Probably not, no.

Crazy first date.

Was that what that was?

Either that or a fever dream.

There you are.

I was wondering how you made out last ..

Server guy, good to see you again.

What the fuck?

Stella, how...

How are you okay?

What animal healer magic do you possess?

It's called drinking water, ding-dong.

Now come on, we're past checkout.

What time is it?

How'd you...

How'd you get in here?

You gave me your card last night

and it's noon, and we have to meet mom for lunch.

It's noon?

Stella, help me up.

Okay, where are my clothes?

My bag?

I need my stuff.

Did you lose your job last night?

Sorry about that.

Was it worth it?

Hey, sorry, I'm late.

Traffic?

Let's chalk it up to that, sure.

So what's up?

I don't know.

Not really sure why I have to keep coming back here.

We went through my courses, talked about my future,

and in three months I'm outta here.

Are you excited?

Yeah, I guess.

Nervous?

Sure.

That's normal.

Stop therapizing me.

You're just supposed to help me pick classes and shit.

Sorry.

Any decisions on what you're taking next year?

I don't know, man.

There's too many options.

I guess I don't even know where to start.

It's hard, yeah.

All right, so like when I was little my piece of shit...

Sorry.

Dad got me to pick between piano

and this like theatre class I did.

Right?

And like I loved them both so much,

but he made it very clear I could only do one of them.

So I cried for a little bit

and then I picked up my little bootstraps

and said, "Charlie, you gotta pick!"

Knowing him, if you don't make a decision

they're both gone.

Right?

After mom left it seemed like there was a lot decided

for me, you know?

So take the initiative while you can, right?

Which one do you like more?

And I didn't know.

I mean, I still don't really know,

I just didn't wanna pick the wrong thing.

What'd you pick?

Piano.

Not that it really mattered.

He made me quit a year later.

We have so little control over our lives when we're young,

but that's the best part of growing up,

of graduating high school.

It's your life now, Charlie.

You get to choose whatever you want.

But what if I choose wrong?

What if I should have picked the theatre class?

Maybe then he would've let me stick with it.

But now we'll never know for sure, right?

What if I choose the wrong school?

The wrong major?

What if I choose the wrong things?

Whoa.

Hold on to your butt, kid.

You're gonna fly away.

Sorry.

This is stupid, I know.

It's not stupid.

It's not.

Whatever decision you make, it's the right choice.

Because every decision you make leads to who you are.

There are no right or wrong choices,

there's just things you do, things that happen.

And those things, they can come and go

but you, you are the constant.

So you're saying it doesn't matter what I pick.

It matters.

But the path you choose is your own, nobody else's.

If you wanna change it, you just, you change it.

I hate this.

I know.

It gets better.

Everybody says that.

Everybody's been saying that my whole fucking life

and I'm so sick of it.

Okay.

Why'd you bring me that piece of cake?

I thought you might have needed it.

Well it was really fucking nice.

Sorry for swearing.

It's okay.

Between you and me, I also fucking swear.

You're good at this.

Thanks.

I hope so.

That's why I'm here, to bestow my wisdom

upon young, impressionable minds

I've been saying to Benny,

not enough students are coming in here

and being positively impacted by my very presence.

Who's Benny?

My partner.

I haven't mentioned him before?

I thought your partner's name was Ada?

Does the name Ada mean something to you?

Has this always been blue?

Yeah.

What do you think is happening?

If I had to guess?

Yeah.

I think we died.

Or...

Or maybe we're in some sort of communal coma.

Why does it look like that outside?

It's definitely weird.

Do you ever wish that things were different?

Right now?

Yeah.

I mean, about your life.

Have today's events made you philosophical?

Sometimes, yeah.

But I like our life.

Do you?

It looks great, doesn't it?

Oh, love.

What a cruel and fickle thing it is.

It tempts us with promises of passion and devotion,

only to leave us heartbroken and alone.

I've loved and lost so many times.

Each time believing it was the real thing,

only to have my heart shattered once again.

But is it too much to ask for?

Am I destined to forever be searching

for something that may never come?

Or worse, to settle for something less than true love

all for the sake of not being alone?

Love is a guiding light in this vast and bewildering world.

I will embrace euphoria.

Relish

This monologue is painful.

The writing's painful, but the performance is mwah.

Standby, LX2.

Guess what?

What?

Someone in this show might ..

What?

Oh my God, what's happening?

Sal has a date tonight.

We have been here all day

and you don't mention it until now?

I know, right?

The restraint on my part.

Tell me literally everything, you goon.

LX2, go.

You can maybe both discuss this later.

It's a tech run, Paul.

Get over yourself.

He's an Aquarius.

Oh,

What is that supposed to mean?

Sal's on deck, stand by LX3.

How's that gonna work?

What do you mean, "How is that gonna work?"

We can work through any issue, I can mould him.

Are you sure?

I haven't even met him in person yet

and you're already dooming it.

The gall.

And to think I could trust to open up to you and...

And you're fucking with me.

It's gonna go great.

LX3, go.

Sal, enter stage left.

Go.

Go, go, go.

As long as the date goes well.

Oh, so now you're interested.

Yeah.

Well, knowing Sal, they'll probably self-sabotage.

Drink too much, profess their love.

Mm.

But who knows?

Maybe this time will be different.

Stand by, LX4.

You coming out tonight?

Jane said she'd buy the first round for everyone.

I actually have plans tonight, believe it or not.

Going to my cousin's wedding.

The night before our preview?

I think we're gonna be a little dead

upon arrival, don't you?

Yeah.

LX4, go.

What's the bar situation?

Open.

Dangerous.

What? Why?

I thought you'd be jealous.

Bit of a recipe for chaos.

I will never stop loving you.

I love weddings.

I'll have what she's having.

I'll have vodka soda.

Hey.

Yeah?

Can I get your opinion on something?

What vibe am I giving off?

Right now?

Mhmm.

Drunk and a little sad.

Exactly.

I'm in no condition to be here.

What's your name?

Olive.

Nice to meet you, Olive.

I'm Ada.

All right. I'll bite.

Why are you in no condition to be here?

Have you ever been through a break up before?

They're all a little different,

but at the end of the day, they're exactly the same.

I don't know if that's true.

I mean, is that true?

All breakups are the same?

Okay, no.

But...

But...

But I had a point I was going to m..

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, it was a really impressive..

Revolutionary.

Well it's probably best we get all our weird

breakup baggage out now, so we know what we're dealing with.

I don't wanna sleep with you

and then find out you're a sociopath.

I'm kidding.

No.

It's okay if you're kidding. - I me..

- Are you... - Are you...

- Are you flirting with me? - A sociopath?

Yes, I'm flirting with you.

Wow.

I'm actually working on a show right now about breakups.

A show?

"Peter: Cruel, fickle love."

It's awful.

I'm a stage manager.

What's that like?

I could show you.

You wanna get outta here?

Erm...

You're so forward.

Uh...

Erm...

Yeah.

I'll get a cab.

Are we allowed to be in here?

Not really, but I won't tell if you won't.

So...

So you pull the strings from behind the scenes?

Yeah, pretty much.

Do things ever go like horribly wrong?

Not when I'm around.

So what does the play have to say about breakups?

That you never really get over them.

It's not a good play.

If they broke up, then they weren't meant to be.

Hm, I don't know about that.

Are you a big believer in fate?

Soulmates and all that?

Well, I thought I was.

Now I'm not so sure.

Hmm.

I think there's a million reasons why people split.

Same as there's a million reason

why people end up together.

Erm...

Why'd they break up?

One of them wants a kid, and the other doesn't.

- Wow. - Yeah.

I see.

Do you like kids?

Yeah.

Yeah, I do.

Me too.

You know there is one fun part in the play.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Come on, get up here, we'll act it out.

- Okay. - I know the whole thing.

Okay.

Okay, so the two characters, they're in the..

Of a huge fight.

- Oh. - So you are furious at me.

I hate you.

That's perfect.

You already know the line.

Okay, so then I say...

Well if you hate me so much, then why are you still here?

- Spicy? - Yeah.

Then what do I say?

Your character just gets super flustered

and doesn't say anything.

Easy, done.

And then out of nowhere you just kiss me.

Oh.

Yeah, I mean it's a little unexpected, but...

Oh, shit.

- Hello? - Hi.

Are you Benny?

Your place isn't the easiest to find.

Sorry about that.

Can I see it?

It's beautiful.

I love it.

I have the cash on me, but I didn't really think through

how I'm going to get it in the truck.

I can help you.

Do you have kids?

Probably saved a fortune building all your own stuff.

Well, no.

We're real busy, you know.

Don't be scared if it happens.

You won't lose this when you disappear.

What?

I said, don't be scared if it happens.

The first couple years are a little nutty,

but your workshop's not going anywhere.

So you sold the cradle?

Yeah.

That's really nice.

You did a really good job.

Thanks.

That's something you're gonna

do more of, you think?

Yeah, if there's a demand for it.

Yeah.

I would buy that cradle.

Okay.

Okay.

Well that's it?

Well it's a pretty loaded thing for you to say.

It's not loaded.

It's my...

It's my clever way of bringing it up

without scaring you off.

You think I get scared off that easily?

Well ideally there would be a second half

of this conversation, but you're clearly

intent on sidestepping it, so...

I don't think that's true.

Benny, I tiptoe around this

because every time I bring it up you shut down.

I'm just saying, it's a conversation we could have.

Why are you yelling at me?

I'm not fucking yelling at you

Having a conversation isn't an attack.

Okay?

I'm not ambushing you.

I am not pressuring you.

I...

I just wanna talk about it.

I'm sorry, I don't think I want a kid.

That's fine.

But every time I bring it up, you get all defensive.

You're allowed to change your mind.

You think we would be good parents?

Yes, of course.

Do you think you would be a good mom?

Hey

What the fuck does that mean?

I didn't mean it like that.

No, no, Benny, how'd you fucking mean it?

Not like that!

I would be a good mom.

Look Cece, that's mama's friend, Olive.

Hi, Cece.

It's so nice to finally meet you.

Okay.

Okay.

Oh, okay, okay, okay.

What the fuck, you lost it and ..

Stella.

There are no right or wrong choic..

There's just things we do and things that happen.

They can come and go, but you, you are the constant.

And even that is a little fuzzy,

and it just gets fuzzier

and fuzzier until it's less of a blanket

and more of a fuzzy, fuzzy...

Thing.

Yeah, I remember.

So that you remember.

What is this?

That's something, all right.

Where'd you get off to?

I'm not sure.

You?

I've been here.

I think.

Hm.

That's beautiful.

I think I made it for you.

Hm.

That's not my house.

It's not your house.

It's yours though.

It's nice.

It is.

Cece is Ada's daughter.

She's my daughter.

Yeah.

They're beautiful.

Yeah.

Hey, Liv.

I don't want to disappear.

[organ playing}

I love that.

The carols.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Mom used to take Stella and I to mid..

I didn't think you were

Religious?

We weren't.

I think that's the only time we went to ..

I hated it.

The carols, I like that part.

You wanna go?

Right now?

Yeah.

I think I'm feeling kind of nostal..

Oh, you're serious.

Come on.

We were about to head home.

Yeah, no, that's fair.

Would you hate it if I went anyway?

By yourself?

Yeah.

You can do whatever you want,

but if you're set on going, I'll go with you.

No, it's okay.

Go home.

Go to bed.

I'm not tired yet.

Are you sure?

How you gonna get back?

I'll crash at Stella's.

You can come pick me up in the morning.

It feels weird leaving you like this.

I'm a big girl, Benny.

I'll be all right.

Okay.

Okay.

Yeah.

I'll see you in the morning.

Hey.

Hey.

This isn't what happened.

You never came.

I know.

This is it.

It's okay.

I don't wanna choose wrong.

I know.

Tell me about Ada and Cece.

Well Ada is...

Ada is my rock.

It may sound weird, but I think you two

would've really gotten along.

As for Cece, she's eight years old and a handful.

I love her.

I love her more than I could ever imagine

was possible to love something in this world.

She loves fairies, and exploring, and playing pretend.

What else?

She loves when I make her pancakes

with chocolate chips,

and the chocolate chips are smiley faces.

She loves the outdoors.

And the magnets on the fridge, those are hers.

Okay.

I don't wanna make you disappear.

I don't know.

If it never happened then it's not like disappearing.

Will we miss each other?

I think so.

Yeah.

I think so.

I am gonna sulk here, and you are gonna go get some...

- Shots. - Shots.

If in another life I'm still me

and you're still you, then that's okay I think.

I'm sorry.

Hey.

Yeah?

Can I get your opinion on something

Benny?

It's okay.

If you wake up one morning

and remember a man from your dream

that you can't quite place,

I hope you have the thought that he woke up

from his dream and thought of you.

I love you.

I love you too.

I love you.

We're home.

Mama.

Oh, I'm sorry, who are you?

That's not funny.

Well there's this girl,

she's celebrating her birthday today.

I don't know if you've...

Have you seen her?

Have you seen her?

Who, the birthday girl?

- Yeah. - Can't say that I have.

- Stop. - Oh, okay.

Did you have a fun morning with Mama?

Yeah, we brought lunch.

You did?

After lunch you said I get to take my wagon out.

I said that?

I guess we have to then.

Okay, yeah.

Look, it's a wishing rock.

Hello?

Hi.

What makes it a wishing rock?

Erm...

I don't know, it just is.

Okay, so I've heard great things about this place.

I need your help.

I'll see what I can do.

You throw it in the water

and you get to make a wish.

Wow.

Well you'd better make a wish then.

No, this one's for you.

You don't want to?

Okay.

I have a soon to be eight year old,

she's obsessed with the woods behind our house,

and I was thinking we could get her her very own wagon.

Something sturdy that she can pull her stuff around.

But none of that rinky dinky shit.

You know?

I think I have something you'll like.

You have to make a wish.

My wish is already granted.

It's perfect.