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Kristen, what's your favorite?

If you're real for dinner.

I'm not eating.

Come on, Kristen.

You have to eat. Come on.

Come with the choo -choo train.

Open up.

You know what?

Mom's going to be home tomorrow with the passports and the IDs.

Is Mona going to be visiting wherever we are?

I don't know.

Maybe.

Some time passes and we're safe.

Why does this go with the flow?

I mean, Robbie couldn't come and visit you after maybe a year or two?

After a year or two?

There's a warrant out for your arrest, you know that?

It's only going to matter a time before they find out that I killed Dad.

We're doing everything that we can to make sure that that doesn't happen.

Why won't you come around?

Can't you see that we're risking everything for you?

I never asked for your help. I have Robbie.

Robbie called me.

Told me that he's done everything that he could for you.

But he had to return back to his family.

You think you know everything about that kid.

You think you're in love with him. But he's dishonest.

How could you say that after he protected me?

So he did.

But I went to school with him.

He's gonna want something in return. That's just how he is.

He saw me before we left, dork. And he didn't turn me in.

My arm feels all tingly like it's going to fall off.

different we are.

It hurts.

Can you just take it off?

I mean, I'm not going to try and run away. And even if I did, you'd be able

catch me.

Please.

There.

Does that feel better?

What did you mean by a word that was similar and different?

I was listening you talk. Mona, you're

touched by sex.

You feel it intimately as if love and sex are one.

I see it as separate.

I mean, Robbie and I soloed are one, but intercourse.

Sometimes I think it's more of a need than a casual pleasure.

I mean, I think we need touch as much as we need food or water.

I guess that's why sometimes we see couples that are perfectly in love stray

from one another.

You make it sound like we're possessed by some uncontrollable beast inside of

us.

I don't think so.

You've always been so proper.

Always following what people tell you what to do, how they tell you to think.

No.

I see an uncontrollable beast within you.

In fact, I see him staring right at me through your eyes.

I suppose you think he's silent.

Yes.

He's been there for a couple of years now.

And if you're being honest with yourself, I'm sure you hear him trying

to you.

Get you to follow your impulses versus your obligations.

Well, it's evil.

It's mine, even.

The way that you describe it.

Maybe a little.

But now he speaks of love.

He tells me that you're falling in love with Mona.

She loves you.

I can tell.

She doesn't know me that well.

And I really like her.

I wouldn't have made love to her if I knew that you were listening.

I liked listening.

It helped me escape this room for a little while.

I closed my eyes and imagined my love touching me.

And for a moment, I was in his arms.

You're a strange girl, Kirkman.

What am I going to do with you?

What will you do with me if I don't cooperate like Mom said?

I guess we'll leave you.

Though it would kill us to leave you.

I can't imagine that would happen.

But all of our sacrifices would be for nothing.

But I want.

Yeah, I know.

You insist on it.

It's probably going to come down to who's going to get found out.

You or us.

I'm not going down for you. And neither should Mom.

Then I can't wait for you to leave me. Get me out of this room and give me my

chance of pure happiness with Robbie.

Why can't you see this as like an adventure?

You used to love adventures.

We could say use our new identities and start a whole new life.

It would be exciting for you.

That's crazy.

No, it's not.

I see the hate in her eyes like I did in Dad's.

I mean, maybe there's some love in there, but there's also a strange mix of

love, resentment, possession, and hate.

I mean, she always loved Dad even after he beat her.

Even after he beat you.

Would you... Would you help hide my body if Mom killed me?

What?

No, no, there's no killing.

No, there's been enough killing and covering up in the family for a

Can I tell you a secret and promise you won't be mad?

I remember the moment I killed him.

I wasn't blacked out like I thought I was.

You planned it?

He threatened me.

And I've already killed him so many times in my dreams that acting it out in

real life was easy.

I killed him for you.

What? And I was scared.

Because I knew he wanted to impose himself on me.

I thought about you.

And all those years that you took the brunt of his fifth.

I did it for you.

I did it for mom. I did it for all of us.

I was lucid when he took his last breath.

I hadn't panicked yet.

I looked him in the eyes and I told him he would never hurt you again.

I'm not sorry.

I'm only sorry that you're involved in it all.

But we should compromise.

Bring me Robbie.

I just want to have him.

I'll talk to him.

I can't promise anything.

Thor.

Listening to you made me wonder.

Your behavior is very unladylike.

And being confined to a room with a bare mattress is respectful?

No. If you're going to treat me like an animal, don't be surprised if I act like

one.

beast is trying to speak to me, but I can't make it out.

I have to confess, I can't fully love Mona.

My heart's always belonged to you.

And so you've always wanted me to kiss you.

How will you ever convince me to choose you?

Your neck is so simple.

I could snap it like a reed with my beard.

Let me play with it.