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discuss his IRA account with the bank. He thinks they're stealing money from

account. Anyway, Sugar, Haley and Brian are riding with us. Two less cars will

have to park.

See you later. Love you.

Excuse me?

Are you Colby?

Yes, I am.

Hi.

I'm Amy.

I was on Mrs. VanPoe's caseload.

Come in.

Mrs. VanPoe was the best counselor I ever had.

My parents made me go to six of them.

She was the only one who really listened.

Who cared.

She really helped me.

If it wasn't for her, I... Well... That doesn't matter.

Because... I'm okay now.

I just wanted to come by and say that I'm very sorry for your loss.

She was a very special person to me.

I should go.

Amy?

Annabelle always believed that even one person could make a difference.

And now I see that she's right.

Thank you for coming by.

You're welcome.

It's something I felt I had to do.

Have a good day, Mr. Bambo.

That's the big thing.

I am proud to report that I was a full team member of Mr.

Van Post's dive crew.

And it wouldn't be right for me to divulge his secrets, but he's on to

really big.

Annabelle VanPoe, Diver's Log of October 11th, 2006.

Well, more of a personal log.

They're always personal logs now, aren't they?

We haven't been down since the last try.

I don't think he knows that it's just as hard on me as it is on him to see him

fail.

I know how it makes him feel.

But now this thing with his ear, I mean, they say it's an infection, that it

will get better, but... I can't believe I'm admitting that, but...

It might be psychosomatic.

I think he's punishing himself and even I can't help him.

Annabelle Van Poe, former diving log of December 1st, 2007.

He's gotta be here, right?

He better be.

Happy birthday!

I bet he was just taking one of his patented birthday naps.

Here, Michelle.

Brian, I need your help.

Where's

Jonathan?

I think he's on his way.

Are you okay?

Colby. Are you okay?

I hope your scuba divers do it in deep water coffee mug wasn't a prized

possession or anything.

Colby?

It's just a coffee mug.

Don't worry about it, Mom.

Colby brought the wounded grasshopper home and kept it in his room.

He made a bed for it out of a tablecloth and put some water in a quarter

teaspoon and some breadcrumbs by it so it could eat.

But the next day it died. He was so sad. I felt so sorry for him. Why haven't I

ever heard this story?

Colby always did stuff like that when we were kids.

He just had a big heart and strong convictions.

Still does.

I see that Jonathan's not gonna make it again this year.

Jonathan's on some other planet or something.

Why is your car parked down the street?

Sliding gate's broke.

You want me to fix it?

No, don't.

Don't worry about it.

You want your old man to fix it?

I'll fix it.

You forgot to lock the other gate too, sweetie.

I knew you guys were coming.

Clean up?

I'll too.

What do you want to tell me about those?

What?

Do you need some help?

I'll be okay.

I know that look, Colby.

Ever since you were a little boy, whenever something had happened, you'd

that same look on your face.

You wouldn't talk and say a word to anyone.

You'd go into this world of silence.

Haley was the only one who could ever cheer you up.

And once she did, you'd just snap out of it like nothing ever happened.

to talk to people, Colby.

Don't hold all of it inside.

Please.

I grew out of that mall.

Did you?

Well, you tell us if you need help, okay?

Because we could figure something out.

Things are pretty tight for us too now.

There were some unexpected medical bills.

Medical bills?

Oh, it's nothing.

I shouldn't have brought it up.

So, are you going to repaint?

Repaint?

Well, I don't know. It might freshen things up around here for you.

Annabelle loved pink.

Yeah, she did.

What about the two rooms upstairs? Are you going to redecorate them?

Don't leave us here. Save us.

Save us.

Save us.

Did you miss me or something?

Of course I did.

You were so right about Steven.

I'm sorry.

I know how much you liked him.

And sometimes we just have to move on, right?

Honestly, I didn't really miss you.

I just miss movie night.

That's because I let you watch R -rated movies.

I am old enough to watch R -rated movies.

Yeah, but you haven't always been.

True. And then you'd make me watch PG -13 movies.

I checked out your gate.

Everything mechanical looks fine.

Hey, kiddo.

I know that voice.

Tomorrow. I'm holding you to that.

What's tomorrow night?

Movie night again?

Mom and Dad know you let her watch R -rated movies.

I'm allowed to watch R -rated movies, Brian. Gee whiz.

We're old.

I guess we had something to do with that.

I guess we did.

Where's Dad?

Is he in the bathroom again?

A man spends more time in the bathroom than a plumber.

I have a tumor, Cole.

Doctors don't know how long I have.

I don't win.

Hey, son, you might want to wait a minute or two before going in there.

That was Annabelle's bathroom, Dad.

Oh.

I'm sorry, son.

I...

So

what are you gonna do?

You know, you closed down the business pretty quickly.

Maybe after everything up here, I... I know. I know.

When this happened, I believed that I would never be able to go to work again.

I got through it, though.

It was a lot of suffering and pain, but I got through it.

I proved to myself.

that I could go back to work.

Son, what I'm trying to say is that at one point in everyone's

life, the world seems to kick their ass.

It's what you do to get through it that counts.

There are good things in all worlds.

It's just...

Sometimes you have to look around all the bad things to find them.

Let's go see if there's any more of that cake, yeah?

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I have to go.

I think I'm ready to give up on having a baby with Colby.

I think it's what we both wanted, but we keep trying and trying and nothing.

I'm starting to think it's like that old saying, you can't get blood from a

dome.

oh no no no no

I'm leaving you.

I will never be able to give you what we

want.

I'm going to go stay with Tracy for a couple of weeks.

Okay?

No.

This is Annabelle VanPoe, Tiber's log of December 7th, 2007.

A day of infamy for us.

The doctors say that Colby's sperm count is far too low.

If we can't create new life together, I'm not sure I can go on living.

Did you kill my wife?

In here.

So,

what have you been up to?

Nothing.

I'm thirsty.

So, is your car in the garage?

No.

No, no.

Your ears are still bugging you?

The pills help.

The quiet helps.

Want me to shut up?

What's wrong with your leg?

Nothing, it's just bruised.

Mom and dad know your power's out?

No.

Typical of this family. Nobody tells anyone anything, especially me.

You.

They wouldn't even tell you you're sick.

Someone's sick?

You are the least informed person in the family.

Great.

If you want to know, I'll tell you everything.

No, it's okay.

I'll do it.

I know you will.

And that's enough for me, actually.

You're a smart girl.

Yeah, smart enough to get into UCLA.

Really?

I'm so proud of you, Haley.

Well, don't get too excited. I'm not sure if we can afford it.

Mom and Dad will find a way.

Yeah, I don't know.

I guess three older brothers has its downside, too.

You mean like scaring off all the boys that want to date me?

That was Brian.

You scared off the Weissman kids.

He was a jerk, and you know it.

Should have scared off Steven, too.

Touche.

So are college guys any better?

Yes.

And no, they should know a few more things and be less susceptible to

stupid peer pressure stuff.

I hear about coming.

Well, dorms tend to be breeding grounds for sex and drugs.

And rock and roll? You can listen to all the rock and roll you want. Yes.

There's plenty of time in your life to be grown up.

Don't rush it.

I guess.

What happened?

I just dropped the card.

Hey.

You know you can tell me anything, right?

I know.

Do you think there's other worlds around us?

Maybe. Why?

Oh.

Nothing.

You know, there could be other dimensions.

Like, right now, there could be this whole other world going on around us

we don't even know about.

So, you gonna make me a drink now?

My car was repoed.

It was a piece of junk anyway.

There were some good times in that car.

Colby.

Colby.

Colby.

Are you okay?

Yeah. I'm fine.

Gas costs too much anyway, so no big loss.

You're about as much help as Christian.

Christian? I miss him.

What did he say you should do?

He suggested I sell stuff on eBay.

Or make money selling sperm.

And the award for the least sensitive man in California goes to... Do you

say that?

Always wanted a little girl.

There's always adoption.

All the scuba stuff's gone?

Well, while we're on the subject of getting rid of things...

Maybe... Maybe you should think about getting rid of Annabelle's things.

At least think about it, Colby.

I know it's hard, but it might be better not to have that stuff around reminding

you.

I miss her too, Colby.

Of as long as you ever had.

Hobie, there's something in the bedroom downstairs.

Something? Yeah, something.

Oh, what if it's a rat? Yuck.

Thank you.

How many of them?

I gotta go.

Are you gonna be okay?

I'll be fine.

Whatever's going on, it's only in your mind.

It'll go away just like it always does.

Get some rest.

I'll come back checking on you tomorrow.

I love you.

Ever since the first day I saw you, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my

with you.

When we got married, I dreamed that we would have a strong little boy and a

beautiful little girl.

I always believed we would grow old together.

And after we got the news from the doctors, every day since then I felt the

darkness grow around you. And I knew...

lose you.

I didn't want to, but I knew.

The day after you left, I saw them.

I couldn't let them take away my memories, my thoughts, my dreams.

They were all I had left of you.

I never wanted it to be like this.

Please remember the good times.

I'm sorry, Kobe.

What are you doing?

Nothing. What are you doing?

Nothing.

Nothing. Meditating.

Meditating? I got something for you. Oh, that's pretty.

I was doing some thinking.

Oh, I'm in trouble. No, no, no, no, no. Every time you say something like that,

I... i know i'm in trouble i was thinking i was thinking for the living

know you don't want any colors but white but i really think white is so rosé i

think we should like go purple or yellow no no no no yellow let's go yellow

yellow reminds me of just my childhood just my foster family and it just brings

nice memories and i just want to bring our child into that kobe junior what do

you think of that name huh and then i was thinking

Tahiti, maybe if you save enough and I save enough.

I mean, I just would really love to see you.

You shouldn't have

gone any deeper.

Your ears would be fine.

You shouldn't have done this to me.

Colby Van Pelt?

Who are you?

I'm with Brother Jonathan, man.

That so?

Was he here?

No, I haven't seen him, man. I haven't seen him in a while.

That so?

Yeah.

Yeah, as a matter of fact, man, I didn't even see him on his birthday.

Well, when you see him...

You tell him Misket from Dead Collect was here to see him, yeah?

Yeah. If I see him, dude, you know, I'll tell him bye -bye.

Take my hand.

Well, thank you for inviting me in.

And thank you for the kind words.

Annabelle gave this to me.

She told me that it magically appeared lying on the street one day when she was

thinking of me.

She told me it was a sign.

But it wouldn't be long until I overcame the inner demons that haunted me.

I now know she was right.

Have a good day, Mr. Popo.

What on earth is going on here?

Yes.

Get under the bed.

Please, Haley.

Please, just take me.