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[The White Olive Tree]
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[Episode 16]
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[This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental.]
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Ran,
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delete that comment.
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And write a clarification statement.
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This way…
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I was just expressing my feelings.
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I didn't make any conclusions.
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The school shut me out.
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The TV station wants me to apologize.
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The victim's parents don't understand me.
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I spent the whole day outside fighting them.
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Do you know how I feel?
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Do you even care
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if I was wronged out there?
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You're my family.
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Why can't you support me?
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Fighting?
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Fighting who?
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You young people who just
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stepped into society
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still cling to your student mindset,
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always ready to fight.
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Having ideals is good,
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but you need to see reality too.
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All you do is shout slogans.
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You keep talking about
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fairness and truth.
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What do they really mean?
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I doubt
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you can answer that.
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I've been writing and keeping records
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since I was little
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just because I like it.
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I don't have any big dreams.
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But you—
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you keep filling my head with big ideas,
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saying writing can change society,
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and I have to stick to what I think is right.
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You said that, didn't you?
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Is all that
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just a way to gain fame?
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And once you have it,
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you'll just sit back and reap
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the benefits?
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You…
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Ran,
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ever since you got sick,
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you've become weirder
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and more extreme in your views,
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refusing to listen.
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The doctor said in your condition,
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you shouldn't work.
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I was too careless.
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You've been hiding it from the TV station for so long.
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It's time to let them know
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so you can take a proper break
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and focus on recovering.
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Hello,
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the person you are trying to reach
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is currently unavailable.
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Please…
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Hello,
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the person you are trying to reach
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is currently unavailable.
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Please try again later.
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Please try again later.
[Jiang Yu]
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[Jiang Yu]
Sorry…
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Song Ran.
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Where are you?
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Why are you calling?
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I care about you.
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Baixing Road Tunnel.
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Aren't you cold
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sitting here?
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You must have been exhausted these past few days.
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I figure you've been running around,
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interviewing people,
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and trying to uncover the truth.
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I saw
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a lot of people
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supporting you in the comments.
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They're just online strangers.
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No one around me…
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supports me.
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Have you found Jiang Yu?
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No.
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Jiang Yu…
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acts tough on the outside,
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but deep down, he's sensitive and fragile.
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When you saw him,
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he appeared completely unreasonable.
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But I could tell that
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inside,
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he was really hurting…
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and scared.
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Are you saying…
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I hurt Jiang Yu?
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That my comment hurt him?
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That my comment was wrong?
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No.
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There was nothing wrong with your comment itself.
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And I know your intention
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was to protect Wang Han,
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not to hurt Jiang Yu.
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From your perspective,
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Jiang Yu
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does have a lot of issues.
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But, Song Ran,
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having the right intention
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doesn't always lead to the right outcome.
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Li Zan.
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I trust my own eyes.
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I saw what happened
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outside the school that day.
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I saw that video too.
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I clearly saw how Jiang Yu
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treated Wang Han.
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You didn't see what Wang Han was like
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when he came to me.
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He was shaking the whole time.
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Yet when he talked about Jiang Yu hitting him,
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he sounded so sure.
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Even so,
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I never wrote anything
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to take a clear stance.
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I'm still waiting—
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waiting to see Jiang Yu
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and hear him explain what happened himself.
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But now you're telling me not to believe Wang Han,
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not to trust my own eyes,
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but to trust your judgment instead.
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You want me to believe that I was wrong
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and I hurt Jiang Yu.
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Song Ran,
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I'm not trying to force you
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to believe or disbelieve anyone or anything.
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I just want to find the truth.
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I want Jiang Yu to have a chance to speak for himself too.
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But right now, that video
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and your comment
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have put Jiang Yu
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in a vulnerable position.
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Now, he doesn't even dare
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to step forward and face this.
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At the end of the day,
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he's just
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a teenager.
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And that's my fault?
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Isn't it all because
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he hit someone first?
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Li Zan.
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Don't let Jiang Lin's death
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cloud your judgment.
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Don't view Jiang Yu through a distorted lens.
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The pain caused by Jiang Lin's death…
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shouldn't be something Wang Han has to carry.
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I've always known…
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this is the kind of girl you are.
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What do you mean?
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You seem soft,
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but inside, you're strong.
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I just never thought…
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you'd see me this way.
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♫We're at the farewell station again♫
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♫I wait with you but don't want the train to come♫
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♫I can't find you♫
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♫You don't belong to me anymore♫
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♫We look at each other from afar♫
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♫Far away from each other♫
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♫Now, on other ends of the earth♫
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♫How many places do you want to go?♫
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♫When the flight and distance♫
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♫Are no longer problems♫
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But Song Ran,
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♫Unfortunately♫
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♫Unfortunately♫
having the right intention
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having the right intention
♫We lost contact long ago♫
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♫We lost contact long ago♫
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♫We lost contact long ago♫
doesn't always lead to the right outcome.
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♫We lost contact long ago♫
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And that's my fault?
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And that's my fault?
♫When love is buried deep♫
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♫When love is buried deep♫
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♫When love is buried deep♫
Don't let Jiang Lin's death cloud your judgment.
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♫When love is buried deep♫
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♫The castle piled up on the beach♫
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♫The castle piled up on the beach♫
The pain caused by Jiang Lin's death
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♫The castle piled up on the beach♫
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♫The castle piled up on the beach♫
shouldn't be something Wang Han has to carry.
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shouldn't be something Wang Han has to carry.
♫Time washes it away♫
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♫Time washes it away♫
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I've always known…
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♫Let me guess♫
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♫Let me guess♫
this is the kind of girl you are.
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this is the kind of girl you are.
♫Have you ever walked into♫
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♫Have you ever walked into♫
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♫The castle you built for me♫
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♫And disappeared at dawn?♫
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♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫
This is Wang Han's notebook.
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♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫
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♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫
Every time he was hit,
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♫Let me guess, have you ever walked into♫
he wrote it down in detail.
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he wrote it down in detail.
♫The castle you built for me♫
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♫The castle you built for me♫
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♫And disappeared at dawn?♫
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[Hengsheng Construction]
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[Hengsheng Construction]
You're the most rational person I know.
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[Hengsheng Construction]
Can you tell me
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[Hengsheng Construction]
whether Li Zan's judgment of Jiang Yu
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has been influenced by his emotions?
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I can't give you
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an answer
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because when it comes to Li Zan,
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I'm influenced by emotions too.
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If you think Li Zan is emotionally affected
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when it comes to Jiang Yu,
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then aren't you the same
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when it comes to Wang Han?
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You want to help him
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and speak up for him.
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Isn't that also an emotion?
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And could that emotion
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have been influenced by something else too?
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Do you feel a sense of guilt too?
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Then what am I supposed to do?
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Keep searching for the truth.
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Emotions aren't wrong.
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They can even drive you to find the truth.
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Wang Han,
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I know you can see my messages.
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I want to meet you again.
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I have too many questions to ask you.
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I'll be waiting for you on the bench in the neighborhood
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until you come out.
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Jiang Yu.
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I found the ones
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who bullied Wang Han.
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Stop!
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This jacket…
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The baseball jacket Jiang Lin gave you…
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isn't yours, is it?
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I got it back for you.
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I'll be waiting for you at the usual place.
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I'm alone.
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You said Jiang Yu kept bullying you,
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and I did see you two arguing.
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I don't know what really happened between you,
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but as long as you promise me
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that every word you told me is true…
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then even if Jiang Yu is the younger brother of my late friend,
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I'll still do whatever it takes to protect you,
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speak up for you,
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and make those who hurt you pay.
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Can you promise me that?
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I thought I was making amends.
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But it turns out…
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Sorry, Ms. Song.
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I was really scared back then.
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Jiang Yu and I used to be really close.
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Stop!
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He was the one
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who saved me from
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those bullies.
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Don't run!
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Stop!
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-Don't run!
-We used to go to school
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and go home together every day.
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At that time,
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I felt like as long as Jiang Yu was around,
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I had nothing to be afraid of.
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But one day, a few months ago,
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he suddenly stopped talking to me.
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I went to him,
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but he kept pushing me away,
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telling me to stop bothering him.
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So I started following him in secret.
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I wanted to know the truth.
280
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Get lost!
281
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I just wanted to know why.
282
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Jiang Yu, why are you crying?
283
00:21:12,730 --> 00:21:13,730
Let go of me!
284
00:21:16,510 --> 00:21:18,700
So you came to me and said he was bullying you?
285
00:21:20,790 --> 00:21:22,030
But what about that video?
286
00:21:22,650 --> 00:21:24,940
I saw him hitting you.
287
00:21:31,230 --> 00:21:33,190
I provoked him on purpose.
288
00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:40,140
Where's my jacket?
289
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They said if I didn't give them your jacket,
290
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they'd beat me up again.
291
00:21:45,330 --> 00:21:47,580
You gave my jacket to those punks?
292
00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:59,560
That kid shouldn't have acted tough.
293
00:22:00,380 --> 00:22:02,860
With this video, he will never be able
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to clear his name.
295
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Just do your job.
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Do you know
297
00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:15,270
why Wang Han listened to those punks
298
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and stole your jacket?
299
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Because he's weak.
300
00:22:23,210 --> 00:22:24,450
No one was there to protect him.
301
00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:26,140
Alone, he didn't dare to do anything.
302
00:22:27,190 --> 00:22:28,270
He didn't dare to fight back,
303
00:22:28,850 --> 00:22:30,000
so he just gave in.
304
00:22:33,580 --> 00:22:34,380
That's not it.
305
00:22:38,980 --> 00:22:40,830
I think it's because he felt…
306
00:22:42,570 --> 00:22:43,570
you abandoned
307
00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:46,150
and betrayed him.
308
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He was very angry,
309
00:22:48,890 --> 00:22:50,480
but he didn't know what to do,
310
00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:52,030
so he made mistakes.
311
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,160
Just like how I felt Jiang Lin betrayed
312
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and abandoned me.
313
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:06,880
I'm no different
314
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:08,470
from Wang Han—just as weak.
315
00:23:14,290 --> 00:23:16,120
There's nothing wrong with being weak.
316
00:23:19,150 --> 00:23:21,020
Humans are fragile by nature.
317
00:23:31,190 --> 00:23:33,120
But I'm not like Jiang Lin.
318
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,550
I got angry, and I lashed out.
319
00:23:35,550 --> 00:23:37,890
He had every reason to blame and hate me.
320
00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:39,910
But Jiang Lin…
321
00:23:40,790 --> 00:23:42,400
Jiang Lin is dead!
322
00:23:44,310 --> 00:23:46,390
How can I still blame him like this?
323
00:23:48,060 --> 00:23:49,720
Am I a horrible person?
324
00:23:49,890 --> 00:23:51,440
Am I awful?
325
00:24:03,750 --> 00:24:04,830
You're not awful.
326
00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:07,260
You're just hurting too much.
327
00:24:08,470 --> 00:24:09,810
He'd forgive you.
328
00:24:10,860 --> 00:24:12,310
He'd forgive us.
329
00:24:15,350 --> 00:24:16,110
Jiang Yu…
330
00:24:17,750 --> 00:24:19,440
Jiang Yu suddenly changed
331
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,010
because of his brother?
332
00:24:29,570 --> 00:24:31,090
Why didn't he tell me?
333
00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:34,190
I was his best friend.
334
00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:38,040
Yeah,
335
00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:40,810
why didn't he say anything?
336
00:24:42,570 --> 00:24:44,310
Humans are such strange creatures.
337
00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:48,620
Sometimes they do evil for no reason,
338
00:24:50,170 --> 00:24:51,520
and sometimes they do good things
339
00:24:52,060 --> 00:24:53,960
without any clear motive.
340
00:24:55,500 --> 00:24:57,500
They insist on doing the hardest things,
341
00:24:59,340 --> 00:25:00,620
yet when it comes to the simplest words,
342
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,460
they struggle to say them to the people closest to them.
343
00:25:25,130 --> 00:25:25,930
Song Ran.
344
00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,030
I have something to say…
345
00:25:29,030 --> 00:25:30,100
I lied.
346
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:33,800
These past six months have been awful.
347
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:37,680
I haven't been doing well at all.
348
00:25:49,140 --> 00:25:50,460
The smiles I gave you were fake.
349
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,450
When I said I was happy, that was a lie too.
350
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:57,240
All that talk about my family being great
351
00:25:57,270 --> 00:25:58,310
and my job going smoothly—
352
00:25:58,310 --> 00:25:59,350
none of it was real.
353
00:25:59,350 --> 00:26:00,500
I was pretending!
354
00:26:05,470 --> 00:26:06,680
Just like now,
355
00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:08,850
look,
356
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,250
I can tell you I had a great day and I'm really happy.
357
00:26:15,100 --> 00:26:16,430
But that's a lie.
358
00:26:19,110 --> 00:26:20,960
I've told so many lies.
359
00:26:22,620 --> 00:26:23,600
Today…
360
00:26:26,380 --> 00:26:29,220
I feel like I could die from how sad I am.
361
00:26:31,310 --> 00:26:34,240
Every day, I feel like I'm drowning in sadness.
362
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:35,230
I…
363
00:26:40,850 --> 00:26:42,090
I lied to you too.
364
00:26:47,340 --> 00:26:48,380
I told you…
365
00:26:50,550 --> 00:26:52,270
I was doing fine,
366
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:54,680
that I felt at ease,
367
00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:59,950
that bomb disposal was too dangerous
368
00:27:01,340 --> 00:27:03,100
so I didn't want to be a volunteer anymore,
369
00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:05,990
and that I didn't care anymore.
370
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,240
All lies.
371
00:27:08,900 --> 00:27:11,490
♫She is a white island♫
372
00:27:11,490 --> 00:27:12,290
♫She is a white island♫
The truth is…
373
00:27:12,290 --> 00:27:13,260
♫She is a white island♫
374
00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:20,060
♫The colorful wind rushes past♫
375
00:27:22,310 --> 00:27:25,610
♫Lonely waves, starlit glow♫
376
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:28,240
♫Quietly leaning together♫
377
00:27:28,930 --> 00:27:33,320
♫Autumn reflects in the water♫
378
00:27:33,420 --> 00:27:35,000
I'm a wreck now.
379
00:27:35,620 --> 00:27:40,010
♫He is a blue sailboat♫
380
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:43,630
♫Sailing alone♫
381
00:27:43,650 --> 00:27:46,630
♫Through the boundless night♫
382
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:51,830
♫His sails dancing in the wind♫
383
00:27:52,340 --> 00:27:54,670
♫Silently by her side♫
384
00:27:55,490 --> 00:27:57,480
♫Heading toward her shore♫
385
00:27:57,480 --> 00:27:59,280
♫Heading toward her shore♫
I was too harsh yesterday.
386
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:00,180
♫Heading toward her shore♫
387
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,340
I just wanted so badly to protect Jiang Yu.
388
00:28:02,610 --> 00:28:03,440
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
389
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:05,890
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
I should've seen things from your perspective.
390
00:28:06,290 --> 00:28:06,810
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
I should've supported you all along.
391
00:28:06,830 --> 00:28:08,160
I should've supported you all along.
♫The brilliant night♫
392
00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:08,880
♫The brilliant night♫
393
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:09,450
♫The brilliant night♫
I'm sorry, Song Ran.
394
00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:11,560
♫Has never shone so bright♫
395
00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:12,360
♫Has never shone so bright♫
No.
396
00:28:12,360 --> 00:28:13,340
♫Has never shone so bright♫
397
00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:14,380
I'm the one who should be sorry.
398
00:28:15,630 --> 00:28:17,160
I said things that were way too harsh.
♫A white island♫
399
00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:18,140
♫A white island♫
400
00:28:18,950 --> 00:28:20,970
Please don't be mad, okay?
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
401
00:28:20,970 --> 00:28:21,910
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
402
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:24,150
♫I wish I could pick it♫
I failed to control my emotions
403
00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:26,160
♫And give it to you♫
and was too stubborn to listen.
404
00:28:26,180 --> 00:28:27,290
♫And give it to you♫
That's what led to all this.
405
00:28:27,290 --> 00:28:28,180
That's what led to all this.
406
00:28:31,190 --> 00:28:32,630
But please, don't be angry.
407
00:28:34,820 --> 00:28:38,150
Let's not fight, okay?
408
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,160
Now…
409
00:28:42,390 --> 00:28:44,390
♫She is a white island♫
Now, you're all I have.
410
00:28:44,390 --> 00:28:45,950
♫She is a white island♫
411
00:28:45,950 --> 00:28:46,820
♫She is a white island♫
You're all I have.
412
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:53,490
♫Maybe the world has long forgotten her♫
413
00:28:55,550 --> 00:28:58,900
♫Lonely waves, city lights♫
414
00:28:58,930 --> 00:29:01,620
♫Drifting softly apart♫
415
00:29:02,250 --> 00:29:07,050
♫Longing lingers in the reflection♫
416
00:29:07,390 --> 00:29:08,180
I know.
417
00:29:08,850 --> 00:29:13,030
♫He is a blue sailboat♫
418
00:29:13,030 --> 00:29:13,760
♫He is a blue sailboat♫
I know.
419
00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:16,860
♫He once lost♫
420
00:29:16,890 --> 00:29:17,680
♫The warmth of the harbor♫
421
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,950
♫The warmth of the harbor♫
I know you can't talk to anyone about it.
422
00:29:22,290 --> 00:29:23,810
♫No more words are needed♫
Because I can't either.
423
00:29:23,810 --> 00:29:24,980
♫No more words are needed♫
424
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:26,830
♫Just quietly gazing♫
Because in this world,
425
00:29:26,850 --> 00:29:28,300
♫Just quietly gazing♫
there's no such thing as true empathy.
426
00:29:28,820 --> 00:29:30,130
♫Heading toward her shore♫
427
00:29:30,130 --> 00:29:31,990
♫Heading toward her shore♫
Because when you say it out loud, it feels like—
428
00:29:31,990 --> 00:29:33,600
♫Heading toward her shore♫
429
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,510
why am I the only one this fragile?
430
00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:37,270
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
431
00:29:37,270 --> 00:29:39,160
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
Why am I the only one this useless?
432
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:40,250
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
433
00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:41,970
♫The brilliant night♫
Other people will either
434
00:29:41,970 --> 00:29:42,610
♫The brilliant night♫
435
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:43,340
gawk in curiosity
436
00:29:43,830 --> 00:29:45,110
♫Has never shone so bright♫
437
00:29:45,110 --> 00:29:46,350
♫Has never shone so bright♫
or scoff in disdain.
438
00:29:46,350 --> 00:29:47,170
♫Has never shone so bright♫
439
00:29:48,030 --> 00:29:48,920
They can't see
440
00:29:48,970 --> 00:29:51,160
the excruciating pain beneath that scar.
♫A white island♫
441
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:51,760
♫A white island♫
442
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:53,680
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
They don't know
443
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:54,350
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
444
00:29:54,350 --> 00:29:55,220
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
that even when it looks healed,
445
00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:56,460
♫I wish I could pick it♫
446
00:29:56,460 --> 00:29:57,540
♫I wish I could pick it♫
it still causes me intolerable pain on rainy days.
447
00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:59,460
it still causes me intolerable pain on rainy days.
♫And give it to you♫
448
00:29:59,460 --> 00:30:01,400
♫And give it to you♫
449
00:30:01,970 --> 00:30:03,830
And after all this time, tonight,
♫A white island♫
450
00:30:03,830 --> 00:30:04,860
♫A white island♫
451
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,720
I finally met someone
452
00:30:08,590 --> 00:30:10,070
with the same scar,
♫A blue sailboat♫
453
00:30:10,070 --> 00:30:10,930
♫A blue sailboat♫
454
00:30:10,930 --> 00:30:11,670
♫A blue sailboat♫
who feels that same pain night after night.
455
00:30:11,690 --> 00:30:13,520
who feels that same pain night after night.
♫Heading toward her shore♫
456
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,140
♫Heading toward her shore♫
457
00:30:16,140 --> 00:30:18,980
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
Just like that white olive tree we saw that day.
458
00:30:18,980 --> 00:30:20,850
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
459
00:30:20,850 --> 00:30:21,840
♫The sky turns a deeper blue♫
People who've never seen it
460
00:30:22,410 --> 00:30:23,320
♫The night has never been so dazzling♫
461
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:24,950
♫The night has never been so dazzling♫
will never believe
462
00:30:24,970 --> 00:30:27,300
♫The night has never been so dazzling♫
such a breathtaking sight ever existed in this world.
463
00:30:27,300 --> 00:30:28,370
♫The night has never been so dazzling♫
464
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,510
And they'll never understand
465
00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:35,600
the gentleness in that fleeting moment.
466
00:30:42,210 --> 00:30:44,990
♫A white island♫
467
00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:48,580
♫Blooms in the vast sea♫
468
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,080
♫I wish I could pick it♫
469
00:30:51,370 --> 00:30:52,240
♫And give it to you♫
Please, come in.
470
00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,940
♫And give it to you♫
471
00:30:55,520 --> 00:31:02,240
♫And she will remember you and me♫
472
00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:03,200
♫And she will remember you and me♫
No need to change your shoes.
473
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:04,690
♫And she will remember you and me♫
474
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:07,710
You…
475
00:31:09,810 --> 00:31:10,730
live alone?
476
00:31:13,550 --> 00:31:16,220
This was my grandparents' house.
477
00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:20,280
They passed away.
478
00:31:23,250 --> 00:31:24,050
Come in.
479
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,330
Sit on the sofa for a bit.
480
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:32,840
Warm yourself up.
481
00:31:34,970 --> 00:31:35,470
Alright.
482
00:31:39,190 --> 00:31:40,510
I'll go wash my face.
483
00:32:49,810 --> 00:32:50,880
Did you wait long?
484
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:56,200
I couldn't get through to your phone.
485
00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:58,890
I waited for a while.
486
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:01,880
My battery died.
487
00:33:10,440 --> 00:33:11,770
What brought you here today?
488
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:16,430
I found the ones who bullied Wang Han.
489
00:33:17,660 --> 00:33:18,980
I've turned them over to the police.
490
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:21,510
I wanted to let you know.
491
00:33:23,180 --> 00:33:24,210
How did you find them?
492
00:33:25,610 --> 00:33:27,350
Based on the times and locations
493
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,350
in Wang Han's notebook,
494
00:33:31,060 --> 00:33:33,580
I checked those places one by one and found them.
495
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,590
You read his notes once that day
496
00:33:41,660 --> 00:33:42,910
and remembered everything?
497
00:33:46,540 --> 00:33:48,130
Not everything.
498
00:33:49,530 --> 00:33:50,960
Just parts.
499
00:33:53,590 --> 00:33:55,110
Maybe I got lucky.
500
00:33:57,560 --> 00:34:00,990
Honestly, I've always believed in Jiang Yu.
501
00:34:02,450 --> 00:34:04,780
It's not only because I don't think he's that kind of person,
502
00:34:05,910 --> 00:34:07,110
but also because of that notebook.
503
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:09,820
It helped me a lot.
504
00:34:11,190 --> 00:34:12,070
I remember
505
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:14,190
one note about him being beaten
506
00:34:14,770 --> 00:34:17,770
on March 7th at 5 PM.
507
00:34:18,750 --> 00:34:21,940
But at that time, Jiang Yu was at the police station
508
00:34:22,610 --> 00:34:23,920
for causing trouble.
509
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:28,100
I picked him up with Mr. Fu.
510
00:34:29,130 --> 00:34:30,330
So there's no way
511
00:34:31,699 --> 00:34:33,370
Jiang Yu could have hit Wang Han then.
512
00:34:41,639 --> 00:34:42,639
Why…
513
00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:45,400
didn't you tell me?
514
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:47,880
I'm sorry.
515
00:34:49,580 --> 00:34:51,630
By then, you had already posted your comment.
516
00:34:52,710 --> 00:34:54,360
And with just that one contradiction,
517
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:57,810
I couldn't be sure.
518
00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:01,310
Besides…
519
00:35:07,660 --> 00:35:09,620
you were really mad back then.
520
00:35:13,210 --> 00:35:14,070
So was I.
521
00:35:15,350 --> 00:35:16,850
Even if I had told you,
522
00:35:17,380 --> 00:35:18,940
you might not have believed me.
523
00:35:19,790 --> 00:35:21,270
So I kept it to myself.
524
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:23,610
I didn't handle it well.
525
00:35:28,110 --> 00:35:28,990
So,
526
00:35:30,450 --> 00:35:32,280
I made you really mad, didn't I?
527
00:35:40,030 --> 00:35:40,820
Yeah.
528
00:35:42,550 --> 00:35:43,670
I'm usually pretty good
529
00:35:45,290 --> 00:35:47,250
at keeping my emotions in check.
530
00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:50,520
But with you…
531
00:35:57,850 --> 00:35:58,820
it feels impossible.
532
00:36:31,850 --> 00:36:32,860
You ear…
533
00:36:35,860 --> 00:36:36,740
Is it okay?
534
00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:41,030
Besides your ear,
535
00:36:42,260 --> 00:36:44,550
do you feel unwell anywhere else?
536
00:36:46,900 --> 00:36:49,860
I can still hear fine,
537
00:36:50,930 --> 00:36:53,820
but I occasionally get tinnitus and muffled sounds.
538
00:36:55,660 --> 00:36:56,580
Is it serious?
539
00:36:59,430 --> 00:37:00,240
Not really.
540
00:37:02,510 --> 00:37:03,670
It's just that
541
00:37:05,260 --> 00:37:07,410
I probably can't handle explosives anymore.
542
00:37:17,580 --> 00:37:18,890
What did the doctor say?
543
00:37:22,010 --> 00:37:23,580
Post-traumatic stress disorder.
544
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,130
After being caught in a blast,
545
00:37:28,260 --> 00:37:29,930
my body developed a natural aversion to it.
546
00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:39,310
Does it…
547
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:44,160
have to do with Jiang Lin?
548
00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:51,940
I think so.
549
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,120
But I didn't tell the doctor
550
00:37:59,390 --> 00:38:01,110
anything about Jiang Lin.
551
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:06,340
Why not?
552
00:38:13,840 --> 00:38:15,320
I feel like Jiang Lin's death…
553
00:38:16,690 --> 00:38:17,840
might have something to do with me.
554
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,910
Maybe I caused his death.
555
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,550
But now, I don't remember anything.
556
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:41,250
Zan.
557
00:38:44,170 --> 00:38:45,460
Do you want to remember?
558
00:38:52,110 --> 00:38:53,190
I don't know.
559
00:39:00,390 --> 00:39:01,990
The doctor told me
560
00:39:02,630 --> 00:39:04,870
about a theory that
561
00:39:04,900 --> 00:39:06,780
if you want to get better,
562
00:39:07,300 --> 00:39:09,010
you have to stay away from the trigger.
563
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:11,430
Stay away?
564
00:39:13,350 --> 00:39:15,940
Pain comes from wanting something but not getting it.
565
00:39:16,790 --> 00:39:19,500
If you stop wanting, you can escape the pain.
566
00:39:20,620 --> 00:39:21,920
But if you stop wanting,
567
00:39:23,230 --> 00:39:24,420
then the pain disappears,
568
00:39:25,850 --> 00:39:27,040
but so does the joy.
569
00:39:32,740 --> 00:39:34,830
I also think that's nonsense.
570
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:38,320
The fact that you said that
571
00:39:39,130 --> 00:39:42,480
means you already have your answer,
572
00:39:43,630 --> 00:39:44,450
right?
573
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:50,370
You're just…
574
00:39:53,980 --> 00:39:55,060
a bit scared,
575
00:39:56,540 --> 00:39:57,220
right?
576
00:40:09,370 --> 00:40:10,340
Very scared.
577
00:40:23,060 --> 00:40:23,870
It's okay.
578
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:29,000
No matter what happens, good or bad,
579
00:40:30,190 --> 00:40:31,000
I'll be here.
580
00:40:35,180 --> 00:40:37,410
I'll face it with you.
581
00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:10,330
I want…
582
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:21,730
I want to keep volunteering.
583
00:41:23,460 --> 00:41:25,550
I want to work at Luo Zhan's company.
584
00:41:26,810 --> 00:41:28,520
I want things to go back to how they used to be.
585
00:41:32,210 --> 00:41:32,830
I really…
586
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:36,800
really want that.
587
00:41:50,710 --> 00:41:52,250
Everything will be fine.
588
00:42:11,430 --> 00:42:13,250
That reassurance sounded half-hearted.
589
00:42:16,370 --> 00:42:17,330
I mean it.
590
00:42:18,650 --> 00:42:21,170
If you truly, truly want something,
591
00:42:22,590 --> 00:42:23,550
you can
592
00:42:25,550 --> 00:42:27,000
definitely get it.
593
00:42:34,290 --> 00:42:35,100
Says who?
594
00:42:36,410 --> 00:42:37,050
You?
595
00:42:42,820 --> 00:42:45,330
I speak from experience.
596
00:42:51,510 --> 00:42:54,000
Everything I really, really wanted…
597
00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:58,000
has come true.
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