All language subtitles for 02.The Dark Side of Porn 2of9 Diary of a Porn Virgin (eng)

Frankie is a corporate manager
earning more than fifty

thousand pounds a year.

Sahara is a successful textile
manager with French Connection.

This is a film about two women
embarking on a career change

with a difference.

They're going to
become porn stars.

Oh, God.

I feel free, and I feel happy,

for the first time probably ever in
doing something that I wanted to do.

A lot of people say that I'm not
Muslim by what I've been doing.

Taking your clothes in front of strangers
and doing stupid naughty things.

It's just not on.

I think it just stopped
by giving me a kiss.

Over the next six months,

we'll follow them on a
journey into the unusual and sometimes

dark world of pornography.

What are you gonna do now?

Yeah. Are you gonna fuss out?

I am cracking myself.

I can't talk about it.

What is morality
in the end of day?

This is Frankie.

Today is her last day on
the corporate treadmill.

For me, it's the end of me being
something for fifteen years that,

I've never really wanted to be,
but I've just tried to fit in,

earn good money,
work really hard,

but it's always been a struggle.

I've always found it really
difficult to conform,

and, I guess now I
don't have to, do I?

Frankie is giving up the
security of a well paid job

with BT in Newcastle to
enter an unknown world.

At thirty eight, she's
an unlikely candidate.

I'm married.

I've been, with my
partner for fifteen years,

and I have a twelve
year old daughter.

And I guess that's it. So
it's a little bit unique.

I'm not a twenty one year old
without a family or without any

baggage, but, it's just
something I want to do.

I feel that it's right,

and I know that I absolutely know
whilst I won't make fifty grand a year,

that that it will give me absolute
opportunities for something else.

I've always had, I guess, an
interest in the sex industry.

I know that, men and women are always
going to want to pay for sex or to

see sex as they will always want
to eat food and have a drink.

Three weeks ago, Frankie
decided to test the water.

She sent these photos taken by her
husband to two glamour agencies.

They've already contacted
her with the promise of work.

Now Frankie's porn journey
is just a phone call away.

I want to get some work,

and I wanna get active and to
know whether, a, I can do it,

and b, whether I'll
be any good at it.

I'm quite happy to do
absolutely anything as long as

I'm comfortable,

and as

long as

it's not

at my bottom.

After three years
working in fashion,

Sahara began to ask herself if
there might be a world beyond

life as a textile manager.

I really can't see myself
doing this next chair,

sitting at the same
desk, doing the same job,

measuring the same garment.

It was a good job, but it
wasn't making me happy.

A friend suggested she try
glamour modeling on the side.

She enjoyed it and has now
quit her full time job.

The extra money came in helpful.

I sort of thought, oh,
maybe I could do this.

Sahara has a unique
selling point.

She's one of only two Asian girls
working in the UK porn industry,

and this is a woman who is
determined to exploit her looks.

Short term plan, first of all,

is to have a good
time and make money.

That is my major aim.

And then hopefully,

make enough money because I want
to buy a house or have

enough money to get deposit
in a house at some point.

That is the main reason
behind it as well.

So far, Sahara has only done saucy
phone ins and adult magazines.

Today is a big step up,

shooting a porn video
for a cable TV channel.

You're supposed to be a
sort of housewife type,

which I know is difficult
considering you're quite young.

Right.

And you you thought you might
like to try out a bit of,

you know, erotic
sort of modeling.

Okay.

Sahara.

In the business, this is
called a continental shoot,

which means she'll be expected to
use sex toys in front of the camera.

Sahara was brought up a Muslim.

Only two years ago,

she was still wearing a hijab
and regularly attending a mosque.

No. He didn't teach
me nothing about sex.

He didn't even tell me nothing.

When I first came on my
period, it was like, here.

Here's a book. Read
it. I was like, okay.

We don't talk about sex at home.

Where did you tell them not?

Where did you tell them not
when you pop the question to me

in the countryside of Essex?

I was trying to be saucy
when I said that. No.

I said you'd tie these
cock up or something.

My parents said they'd call
their choices for me and I'd be

like married off by now with
having like four kids in tow.

I can't help noticing that
your hands are wandering. Oh.

Feverishly over your world.
You like playing them yourself?

I do.

Do you? Mhmm. Yeah.

I haven't given myself a title.

I just call myself
self employed.

I'm self employed in the
adult entertainment industry.

Despite being a novice, she's keen to
make fast progress in the industry.

Just when you do it, just
get your hand. Just yeah. No.

That that's good there.

I have this thing about work.

If you gotta do work, you have
to be good at what you do.

Otherwise, don't do it.

It's like this industry now.

If I'm gonna do this industry,

I have to be good
at what I'm doing.

And if I don't see myself going
anywhere or the work starts

coming through, I will then
just do something else.

So have you ever
done this before,

sort of anything in
the adult industry,

or are you quite new to it?

How old are you? Thirty six.

But then once another,
like, about thirty. Okay.

There's no shortage of women
making a career from porn,

but it's estimated that only one in
fifty men who try it will make it.

While there are plenty who see
getting paid to have sex with

beautiful women as the
perfect profession,

very few can perform on demand.

Some of the guys that are the
best guys in the industry,

their their dick
works really well,

and that's what's what's
what's most important.

You know?

I mean, it's no good being the best
looking guy in the world with a

completely nonworking cock.

I wanna work And a working cock is
exactly what Phil is looking for today.

He's staging an audition for
would be male porn stars.

Hello, Ben. It's
Phil Barry. Oh, hi.

It's, Phil Barry calling.

You're you're quite
new to it, are you?

Experience has taught Phil
that hopefuls often don't show.

So to be safe, he's overbooking.

So you're looking for your
career in the adult industry.

Well, I definitely
wanna use you.

I've got a that blue guy in the petrol
station the other day, actually.

That I've got a ring. He
wants to be a porn star.

He might be the man.

Hello.

Hello, Lee? Hello.

Are you sort of interested
in doing a film for us? Yeah.

I don't want Come on outside.
You're a pain in the ass.

Go on.

Meet Lee from the
petrol station.

Maybe he'll be Phil's
new rising star.

I still got plenty of time yet.

At the moment,

I'm working in a workshop
that fits in car entertainment

into sort of Japanese cars.

This will be the first time you
have potentially had sex on camera?

Yeah.

How do you feel about that?

Bit apprehensive, but kind
of taking it in my stride.

Did he say what would
happen in the casting?

No.

It wasn't entirely clear.

So I'm just gonna go and
suck it and see, so to speak.

Right then. I'm ready to go.

The audition is
just an hour away.

You yourselves.

For Lee, it's an attractive
proposition on paper,

but he's unaware few
ever make the grade.

I'd be amazed if I get a
success rate out of the guys,

to be honest with you.

The preferred method of travel.

There's hardly any guys in the
country that are good at the job.

I mean, a handful, really.

Five weeks after
sending in her photos,

Frankie's got her first break.

Three men she's never met have
hired her for a hardcore shoot.

She'll meet them at
Derby train station,

travel to an unknown address,

and be told what's
expected of her.

I feel really shaky.

I was awake at four
o'clock this morning,

and I just thought I'll
have sleep on the train,

but it's more nerve
wracking than I thought.

I kept thinking last night,
oh, it'll be alright.

It's only a couple of hours.

The men will film
Frankie having sex.

In return, she'll get
three hundred pounds.

In the industry, it's
known as an amateur shoot.

She's been told the film is
for the men's private use only.

Heavy German service now
arriving at Norway Station,

and we're in terminates.

Thank you. Cheers.

What'd you what'd you
actually know about this car?

Nothing.

Nothing. Does that worry you?

No. Not really because
it came to the agency.

And, let's be fair.

If if if you were going out and
you're you're doing something

where you'd arrange it yourself,

I think I'd be more wary.

Frankie's first pawn job.

She doesn't know who she's
meeting, where she's going,

or what she's going
to be asked to

do.

Frankie is on her first
hardcore pawn shoot and has

been gone all morning.

She's been hired
by three men and is

being filmed having
sex with one of them.

After three hours, she
returns to Derby Station.

It was really good.
I'm smiling. Yeah.

I I'm still shaking.

It was, wasn't what I expected.

They were really nice.

It was just kinda like we went
into the room that they were

filming and, essentially just started
off really with, fully clothed.

And basically, I got his kit off
before you got anywhere near me.

And it was just really just
kinda like a boy girl stuff.

It was nothing nothing strange.

It was just kinda
like having sex.

The cum shop. Yeah.

Hey, I learned that's
my first bailingo.

Yeah, that was that
was a difficult thing.

It kept just telling
him to call back.

I went, oh, not near
my eyes on my hair.

So I was like, that
was a bit hard.

On the eighteenth of August
two thousand and four, God,

no longer a porn virgin.

Be glad to get home,
though. Go to bed.

I'm absolutely shattered.

Now her journey's begun,

Frankie has to separate her
life in porn from her life as a

mother and wife.

Her husband declined to take
part in this documentary,

but he is supporting her
radical change of career.

Derby station
still. It's alright.

I've got a house to go
pick the spell on it.

I'll see you then. Yeah?

I'll speak to you later.
Take care. See you. Bye.

That was my husband.

He said get the next one because
you've got a dog to walk.

You see? Glamour's
over with now, mate.

It's back to reality, isn't it?

While I was doing it,
I was really nervous.

I didn't really think
about anything at all.

At no point did I think about,

my family.

At no point did I think about,

my husband.

I think I just probably
wanted it all to be,

over with quite quickly.

Six weeks after
quitting her job,

Sahara is in constant demand.

Her unique look is working,

and she started to discover
porn is opening up worlds she

never knew existed.

Armed with six liters of
water, a mop and bucket,

and spare knickers,

she's hoping to make a big splash
in the world of water sports.

From a North London house,

tonight's unusual performance
will be broadcast across the

world in an interactive webcast.

Okay. Do you want to
do us a favor? Yeah.

Just look at the camera. In
fact, look at the screen.

The man in charge is Sky Mouse,

a webmaster also known as Phil.

About ten minutes time,
we put the microphone on,

then we tell them it
started, and then, obviously,

the interaction begins then.

Hello, guys.

My name is Sahara.

I'm here tonight. I am
got three hours with me.

So you get to see me doing lots
and lots and lots of peeing

tonight, hopefully.

So I've got dragged through
half a bottle of water already.

Text message is coming
through thick and fuzz.

I can feel it coming. I'm
gonna stand up peeing this one.

Here we go. I'm sure you can
see that dripping down my leg.

Can you let out a little bit to
make wet spot on your panties?

It's just amazing
what, you know,

some guys fall in with and
what they want to hear you say.

There. You can see wet spot.

And you sort of just tune in to

that.

Look at that. Look.
See? I can't stop now.

Because they wanna
talk really dirty.

That's what you talk about.

And you just talk in the
dirtiest of all good terms ever.

Have you ever rubbed
yourself when peeing, Sahara?

No. Things that I
normally wouldn't talk about. Wait.

For tonight's performance,

Sahara will wear a selection of the
porn industry's favorite costumes.

She will have those three
changes for for the Not sure.

It depends how it goes.

Right. Right.

Sky, he does it all. Right.

They come in, they ask, you
know, when they're online Yeah.

What? And she goes
and puts it on.

And then you might get to see
me having another pee in the

next forty five minutes.

I'm peeing my pants. It's
all dripping down my cheek.

Oh, I could hear it
dripping on the floor.

But thank you all guys
for all watching me,

and I will see you soon.

So good night everyone
and Brilliant.

Brilliant. Okay. Nice
one. Thank you. Excellent.

I'm sure there's people out
there that say, you know,

they like the the feel of
pissing or how it feels against

themselves or like the feeling
of wet clothing against them.

Themselves. I'm sure,
yeah, it's there.

But I personally don't find it.

It's a seriously glamorous job.

After peeing on the hour
for the last three hours,

her night's work is complete.

She'll get two hundred
and fifty pounds.

Be called Sahara's
quite ironic, isn't it,

for this sort of stuff?

In Bristol, Lee's ten minutes
away from his first porn casting.

I'm hoping he's looking for

a good good looking,

fit kind of guy.

That way, I got I'm
in with a chance.

Lee is the last to
arrive at the audition,

causing porn director Phil
Barry an unexpected problem.

Everybody's turned
out. Jesus Christ.

Far too many for his star
Vicky to handle on her own.

Oh, dear. We're gonna
have to get Laura.

Otherwise, Vicky's
pussy's gonna be worn out.

You're gonna have to do a scene.

Laura is the office runner.

We've We've actually got
too many guys here today,

so you you can do
a couple of scenes.

It is handy if
you've got, you know,

a spare pussy in the studio
just in case, you know,

there's an emergency like today.

I've got a lovely girl for
you to check today anyway.

So, do you want a tea or a
coffee? I'd love one. Yeah.

Yeah. Tea or something.

It's always good to make the guys
relax before they do a scene.

A nonworking dick
is never to us.

Lee's become aware of the
potential for flops and is

looking for medicinal support.

The booster,

eighteen Chinese
herbal extracts,

includes vitamins, basically,
like a herbal Viagra, I think.

Hopefully, it might be
a little bit of help.

Now Lee and the three other
novices play a waiting game.

This twelve o'clock,
I'm due for another one.

You want to go first? Do
you wanna go firstly? Yeah.

Whatever. Yeah. Yeah.
You ready to go, are you?

Yeah. Just a bit, I
suppose. Alright then.

Washing up? No. I haven't
got ready ready yet. Okay.

Got a quick, Gotta
polish it down.

Polish it up and Yep. Get the
old, down in a good scrub.

Cool.

Most of the guys that
wanna go into doing poorly,

they they I think they probably
quite sort of fancy themselves

as being a being a bit of a jack
of the lamb and being the business.

Hey, this is Vicky.
Vicky Clinton. Hello.

But when it actually gets
down to it, you know,

they're the sort of people that aren't
aren't very good at the job, really.

It's very basic what I need you
to do. I need you to have sex.

Enjoy it.

Right. Find one of
these knop socks on.

Lee's lack of preparation has cost
him his place as first man on set,

but it gives him a chance to
watch his rivals from the wings.

Fun, guys, and
make it rude. Okay?

Right.

When you're up, why don't
that flatter on? Yeah.

Do you wanna go in there and
have a lick or something so you

get yourself nice and hard?

Bury your face in the pussy.

Oh, words. You wouldn't
have any long sticks.

Clinton's unable to
rise to the occasion.

Phil tells him to fake it.

We need lots lots of talking
to love your type pussy.

I love those big tits. Alright?

And why do you look like
being in the library?

This isn't happening
that we need you to make.

Like noises like on the camp.

That sort of thing.

Okay, guys. Coming on set.
This is the, lovely young lady.

Next up, Matt and
John, a double act.

Phil hopes they'll fare better.

Have fun, guys, and
make it rude. Okay?

Clinton's problem
seems to be catching.

I can't keep filming doing this,

Phil, honestly.

We might be lacking.
You never know.

In a bit, I'm gonna have

to

perform.

You don't want him
to let you down then.

Since her first hardcore
shoot four weeks ago,

Frankie has been getting a steady
flow of jobs on the amateur circuit.

Back home in Newcastle,

her husband seems to be coping
with her new life in porn.

No.

I don't feel guilty.
Why should I?

You've gotta have
complete trust.

You've gotta be very honest,

and you've gotta keep them
involved in everything that you do.

If they wanna be, sometimes
they might not wanna be.

His his absolute, for me is
making sure that I'm safe.

I think if if he withdrew the
support in terms of my doing

the hours, you know, and
and and and looking after,

you know, our daughter,
when I wasn't there,

then I wouldn't
be able to do it.

But things are about to change
for Frankie and her husband.

She's about to enter
porn's deep end,

her first professional
hardcore shoot.

I'm starting to get nervous.

I was really nervous
as you want them.

I just felt even when you come
at the escalators to get to the

studios, like, your hearts go
boom, boom, boom, boom, like, you

know.

Let's just see how it goes.

Hiya. Nice to meet you. No.

You don't.

Hi. I'm fine. Thank you.
Nice to meet you too. You.

Got here safe.

Gonna have some fun with us?

Absolutely. God. There you go.

This is Marino Franchi, a legend
in the British porn industry.

He's paying Frankie six hundred
pounds for an eight hour

hardcore shoot in Sheffield.

Thank you.

Farewell. Hi. Hello.

Frankie wants to know what time
she'll be able to return home.

Marino's not impressed.

One of the worst things you
could say to a producer is I

wanna know what
time I'm finishing,

and I wanna know call

it a good time.

Is it?

Yeah.

Because it's all you're thinking
about is what time you're leaving.

But it's like when
you're saying, oh,

I've got a job tomorrow.
I've got a job tomorrow.

Well, we don't care
about your job tomorrow.

We only pay Brett
as jobs today. Yeah.

Because if something goes wrong
or a boy doesn't get his willy

up, it can take I was there.

I've been there.

I've been there.

It could take
hours, mate. Hours.

Fortunately, there's so many blokes
in our crew that gets our willy up.

You'll have troubles trying
to find one that isn't.

That's good.

So it's a good crew
of erections. Yes.

Are you enjoying yourself?

Love it. Really love it.

Now whether everyone loves
me is a different matter,

but I really, really
like I'm really sure.

I'm not sure. We'll love you.

So, yeah, it's good.

Tried ours is sort

of gutta level for me.

Excellent. Low bad.

Low bad. Yeah.

Filthy, dirty swearing.

Is it? Can you because
that's the other thing.

Some of them don't actually
seem to be a dirty twig dirty.

Lots of spitting and
swearing and filthy at all.

And yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Kind of straight on.

It's just learning, aren't you?

Because you don't know.

You And then And lots of fun.

You can laugh with all
the crew, don't you?

Yeah. Literally.

I'm

excited then.

Frankie will have to perform a
girl on girl lesbian scene in

the morning followed
by a three guy,

two girl gang bang
in the afternoon.

Fantastic. On some yeah.
I'm alright with that.

Yeah.

I'll do it now.

Actually, we obviously
do a foster throw away.

She's entering a new world.

I am cracking myself. Really?

I'm gonna go back and
work in the call center.

Lucy, a former
post office worker,

has worked for Marino
Franchi before.

So I guess we'll be working

together then?

Not being used in
a dungeon today.

There's no spiders down.
Oh, don't say that.

Oh, he's thinking that oh, I
gotta think about that now.

So, ladies, we're gonna have you
two down here for girl girl because

there's lots of things to lie
on and sit on with your legs

open, so you have plenty of
things doing things to each other.

So often then, we've got
me past the hour and time,

and you're gonna stick
out hot to the reality of

yours.

At Le Chambre in Sheffield,

Frankie's about to get
a briefing for her first

professional pawn shoot.

Oh, it smells nice down here.

I know.

There it is. Church, you can
wee and pooing. Is it? Nice.

I bet there's been
some fluid in here.

It's about.

Yeah.

Well, you gotta remember
when you're shooting porn,

the viewer has to have time.

It's really important to get
his trousers and pants down,

put his tissues to the side,

and sit down and
prepare to wank.

He must be doing that while
he's looking at that shot.

Mhmm.

If it all changes, it
puts him off his wank.

Mhmm.

So you keep it.

So, right, you got him up in three
to four minutes in his position,

and then he changed position.

Don't bother.

Do you wanna see my
certificates and stuff?

Before any sex can take place,

each performer has to show
their HIV certificate.

Frankie's uncomfortable
about the girl girl scene.

She's not naturally bisexual.

The next hour is going
to be a challenge.

Shit. I just feel nervous.

Tuesday, ladies.

I think we need to get you
both on a double ender.

I'm feeling depression
with him a bit.

Good. I'm a bit open moly. Okay?

We'll maybe lifting a leg up
with some adidas or raises.

Some positions are slightly
uncomfortable because you're

fucking for the camera
and not for yourself.

Sure.

So that is the tail
end. I have my period.

So don't run
anything in too hard.

That's right back Yeah.

Where your breast can hang down
from here but get light under it.

Your your vagina's on
show. Your phone's on show.

It's times like this to
think I've chosen the wrong fucking

If you've got a
spot on your ass,

we don't worry about
stuff like that.

We it's we want our women to
be women. You know what I mean?

Let's have a mess,
so don't give a fuck.

I don't think
you'll put me again.

If you have a
beautiful young lady

you're made up at the beginning of
a scene and at the end of it

she's got a lipstick on her
face and she's covered in spite

of her eyes and that looks
like I think it's good as well.

I could myself like it.
It is though isn't it?

Because it's not real to
to have it like perfect.

Because I haven't
done much girl, girl.

It's only second one.

Lucy, take the lead and
I'll just follow tonight.

I'm able to do what's
what's natural.

Standing by Juan, Sarah,
we won't sing for.

Get one in one first. Would
it? One in one woman first.

Oh. No. No. And get
it in Frankie first.

I'll shove it in Frankie,

and then Lucy knows
what she's doing.

Is that there?

Oops.

I'm

with the youngsters.

I don't know. Too
big for me, mate.

I'm glad I'm not fucking
lesbian. I can't be doing this.

Frankie, you have
left leg on the floor.

I will, but can I just Alright?

Cool. Remind me in
case you got it wrong.

I can't get

it

This afternoon,
we've got me, Pascal,

and Tony gonna stick our cocks
in every holes you've dodged.

The banks know I'm making a
fuss of things now, girls.

Oh god.

As long as it's it's just early
days and there's so much to learn.

I know.

I

didn't enjoy that really at all.

Not because of the girl,
it's just not my bag.

But, you know, you
gotta try to do it.

And I guess that if they're
not doing girl, girl,

you're gonna lose work,

but I think you just gotta be
comfortable with what you're

doing, aren't you?

The afternoon's main event,
the gang bang, is looming.

From the moment Frankie
decided to go into porn,

she made a pledge
never to do anal sex,

but Marino expects her to
perform and isn't happy.

Then, he's just told me,
you know, you don't do it,

so you don't do it at all.

No. Okay. That problem?

It's because my movie entitled
Super Marino's Road Trip's

Angel Away Days forty one
disappear if you want.

Well, no.

I don't want because it loses
it fucks up my seat completely.

But, I mean, that's
not my fault.

I've told them, you know,

that's the agents that need
to get their arse kicked,

isn't it, really?

Yeah. I can't blame that.
That's a bit of a bugger.

It isn't, literally. Yeah.

So to speak. Yeah.

So we know where
it's going. Lovely.

Can we kiss it?

Oh, yes.

Well, don't not do it on ours and
then go and do it on your next

one because I'll
be fucking pissed.

I'm gonna get a cup
further if that's alright.

Yes. You can. Honestly,
mine is designed for anal.

Most of the girls all
done their first anal

scenes in the old days
when I was working with me.

I've never heard a girl
doing boxing sex in my life.

It's two in the afternoon.

Frankie still has a three
hour hardcore scene to get through.

Freida.

You're on this.

As the new girl, she's starting
to feel out of her depth.

Oh, yeah. More intimidating.

I think if I can do
this, I can do anything.

Sahara's porn journey is taking
her to a far more glamorous

location than Sheffield.

A month into her career, she's
won work on films, magazines,

and adult TV channels.

Now she's being flown to Portugal
on an all expenses paid contract.

That's all beach.

All the way along there is
one complete length of Barry is an

old school glamour professional.

He'll shoot Sahara for an
American set, meaning open leg,

top shelf with no toys.

Hey. It's really nice, actually.

I've never been to
Portugal before,

but it's bloody well

hot.

I don't do cold water.

It's cold.

Oh, no way.

Sahara's new life is a world
away from her strict Muslim

upbringing in the
northwest of England.

She found her childhood
oppressive and felt overprotected.

Her new career seems to be
giving her a sense of freedom

and independence.

I've never thought
when I was, said, two,

three years ago that I'd be
doing top shelf magazine work

and things like that.

Now I actually saw in joy.

I'll see you on the
step. That's nice. Good.

Just show me a little
bit of beep now.

I have to always make sure
I had my legs covered.

Show me something that
shouldn't be there. That's it.

Good.

I wore a jeans that had to
wear a longer top with it.

It showed your ass off.

That's a good girl. I think.

I was reading these, like,

Jackie Collins and
Sydney Sheldon books.

I was like, yeah. Wow.

Good.

That's what I learnt about
sex. I want these birds.

That looks good.

Good, super. Good. That's
lovely. That's a Good girl.

Lovely.

Understandably, Sahara has been keeping
her new career a secret from her

family, but it was only a matter
of time before they found out.

Her brother has been told
recently Sahara was spotted on

an interactive adult TV channel.

Brother sort of spoke to me,
and then he sort of said,

you know, what
were you you know,

what are your reasons behind it?

And I sort of said to him,
well, at the end of the day,

I've decided to change
to a career path.

I'm interested in doing this,

and I'm not sort
of hurting anybody.

But, obviously, I'm hurting my

parents in the process of it.

They sort of know,

but they don't know I do
any of the hard stuff.

They don't just do TV stuff,

so I will have to speak to them
at some point and tell them.

And they will not be very happy.

Like a nice Muslim girl
called two schemes like that.

Frankie's moment has arrived.

Over the next three hours,

she'd experienced the full
reality of being a porn star.

Will you still be fucking
all the way through?

Sure.

I'm just when I'm standing.

All you've gotta do is

I think I'm just still too new.

So, just don't wanna
let them down, you know.

I want to have a fucking set because
I've been filming it for two days.

I want to. What do we
got today? I don't know.

I don't care. Okay.

She'll have to perform in a variety
of positions for three hours.

There you go.

Isn't it great eating

at my place?

After fifteen minutes, the
scene takes on a life of its

own, the director rarely
giving instruction.

I'm really I'm really looking
forward to being my own person,

eventually, the final, and
not having to be normal.

It's marvelous.

Frankie is roasted,

dog eat, and cow goed.

It's the final scene.

Unlike Frankie, Lucy agrees
to have anal sex and will get

As the man withdraws from Lucy,

he puts his penis
into Frankie's mouth in one

continuous shot.

It's called ATM,

Ass to Mouth.

The

true you shine through, Anthony.

Frankie's been on
set for three hours.

Marino's happy, but
she's exhausted.

This is the reality of
hardcore pornography.

Tell you what you have.

You know what you can sort of
feel your stomach just then.

But you wouldn't know. You'd
never really inside you.

I hope, but god.

I was hurt.

And his stomach swells,

which was why I was trying
to hand to my stomach.

I could feel it just
swelling. It's like, oh god.

It's hurting now.

Anyone thinks coming into this
glamorous is well mistaken.

It's just my view, like.

Despite her physical discomfort,

a day with Marino has shifted
Frankie's sexual boundaries.

And can I just say next
time with you, I'll do anal?

Okay.

I'll have a go.

You're really gentle.
Yeah. I'll be serious.

Yeah. There's a technique
for being an anal as well.

Anal as well.

Yeah.

Because if you
listen clumsy twat I

mean, I've done it before.

It was fine, but I trusted it.

Gentle. I treat you well.

I And one of the easiest ways,
if you're a little woman,

that's just as the
vet is about to go in,

and you've back on to me,
I don't push in there.

Got you.

I'll get I'll bring it out to
you and open up and sort of

stack much so you
know where I am.

Right.

And then you back on
at your foot pleasure.

And what it is, it
did get slipped,

but you push out to
keep another ship.

Right. I got you.

You push Push out
with devouchers,

get into the poo and it opens up your
thing and you can just sleep over.

And then you stay there for a
moment. You don't what happens?

Right. Yeah. I see.

And they tend to just

like, no.

Stop there. Are you
okay? You know, I'm okay.

So we he's full.

Then Until it's right in,
and then we come back.

And then if you relax and if
it doesn't work, then we pull out.

Excellent. Listen.
Thanks for that.

No problem.

Brilliant. Be good.
I'm a stallion.

Hi. Are you there?

Just finished, so I'm just gonna
get a a cab to the station.

Frankie keeps her promise to call
her husband after every shoot.

So I'll I'll ring you as soon
as I know that I'm on a train.

Okay?

I am knackered. Oh, it's
brilliant. Really good.

Oh, everyone.

So I'll give you a
ring when I get there.

Yeah?

Okay. See you later.
Okay. We'll do. Bye.

Do you want what they do? I
know I'm starving and all.

See you later.
Bye. Bye. See you.

Frankie's got mixed feelings
about how the day went,

but she's adamant she doesn't
want to do girl girl again.

I said I was intimidated
this morning.

I felt really crap because
when you're doing something for

somebody that's experienced
that you don't particularly

wanna do anyway,
it just feels crap.

So I've definitely decided
I'm gonna do that again.

And I was just
talking to him now.

I'm just gonna sort
of build it out,

the confidence with
the boy girl stuff,

and then decide
from there really.

Just like a home
now. I'm not good.

It's been a month since
Frankie's hardcore shoot in

Sheffield.

The offers of work
have begun to dry up.

She'd been warned
this might happen.

When a newcomer joins
the porn circuit,

they're much in demand until
the novelty of a new face

starts to wear thin.

But Frankie's self imposed limits
are making her less employable.

She won't do girl, girl, work
during her monthly cycle,

and still refuses to do anal.

It's been absolutely dead.

I had one job opportunity,

you know, in the
last four weeks.

I've rang the agency
several times, you know,

just really to, make
sure it isn't me,

you know, because you do I
don't care what anyone says yet.

It's normal to start
thinking, oh, you know,

I've done my first
four weeks and

I must have been absolutely

crap.

You tend to spend quite a lot
of time alone and one thing

that you can't do is, you know,

be dwelling on things
that have happened.

You just gotta move forward.

This last four weeks for me
has been quite a soul search.

She's self conscious about her
appearance in a world where

looks are everything.

At thirty eight years old,

Frankie is pushing herself hard to
keep up with the younger competition.

The hardest thing for me when
I did my first shoot was taking

my skirt off and I kept
thinking, oh my god.

I know my bum
looks bloody awful.

But this week, I've only probably
been in do you reckon it's Saturday?

I've probably been in
three times. That's it.

And normally it would
be at least six.

The minute all I'm working on
is getting rid of my fat layers.

You start to see it.

See what I mean? Well, you
can you still can you see it?

Or am I just lying?

The past four weeks have given
Frankie time to reflect on why

she entered the porn industry,
raising some old demons.

From being sort of
seventeen, eighteen,

I've all I've never
ever, you know,

sort of I never really liked what
I saw when I looked in the mirror.

It took me a long time to sort
of overcome a lot of what I

had, but I feel a big
deep regret that I didn't

have the the
opportunity to sort of

really like and say, I
can't talk about this.

Sorry. I can't.

Oh, I'm sorry, honey.

Everyone does this, don't they?

I just shit I've
had a shit time.

I can't really talk about it.

Okay. Okay.

Yeah. Sorry.

I used to self harm because I
used to hate myself so much.

It's just I don't know.

I just didn't like
looking at myself.

It's takes it's taken such
a lot to get this far.

The obvious tensions within her
own family have led Sahara to

find a new one in
the porn community.

As one of the very few Asian
Muslims in the business,

she can cherry pick
the jobs she wants.

Not many Asian girls doing it.

So once I've done a few Yeah.

I'll probably put that
price up a little bit.

Right.

It's a like a specialty.

Yeah. Yeah.

If you want me,
you can pay for me.

That's how it is.

Well, if, you know, there's
lots of blonde girls out there.

There's lots of big blue
blonde girls out there.

There's not many Asian girls.

So if you want to work,
you've got to pay.

Her

sexual boundaries are changing.

She treats porn as a career and is
realistic about the way to succeed.

The first few people say,
you still do boy girl.

I was like, I did say
I never gonna do it.

But as time sort of got around,
I thought, yeah. Possibly.

Yeah. Okay.

So I've decided to give Boy
Girl a chance and see if I what

I think of it. Trips
you around with it.

Oh, I just put it.

And I'll probably do one shoot,

which will be in
two or three weeks'

time and see how that goes.

And if that goes okay,
I could do some more.

If it doesn't go okay,
then I'll at least try it.

And that's that.

I still see myself
as a Muslim woman.

I've just see myself as
having made choices that,

other people may
not have haven't.

Oh, look. Oh, yeah.

As long as I'm not killing
anybody, that's the main thing.

So that's what parents
sort of need to understand.

I think that's the thing
people sometimes forget.

So,

it's all to do with
morality and but

what is morality at
the end end of day?

In Bristol, three of the four
male porn virgins have flopped.

At the end of the day,

we've had more failures
than we've had successes,

so don't feel bad about it.

I can't.

There's no blood in
that bloody thing.

Lee is the last to go
and is Phil's last hope.

Now,

I

never did it happen.

That's why I wanted to do that.

Yeah.

Working now, Nick. Good
boy. Oh, look at that.

Look at that.

Look at that.

Boy.

Have you got a
taxi anytime soon?

Thank you.

Bye

bye.

One coming for you now. Alright?

Nora, can you get all these
condoms and shit off of there?

You can touch it. You've
already been touching a cock.

Don't keep putting my coffee
in there and use condoms.

As the others leave to go
back to their day jobs,

Lee can bask in the spoils of
the victor and the possibility

of a career in porn.

I was just focusing on her.

I mean, I was just staring at her
ass, focusing on her like, yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. It was alright. I
was like, ah, here we go.

I'm up to speed now.

Like, I'm alright.

I'll tell you what.

Near the end, he actually
had a raging fucking hard on,

which is, pretty good.

If he, continues like
that, I mean, you know,

he's gonna be the boy.

I mean He would've said
it was to get a rough and

I mean, he's you know,
to be honest with you,

he could do a little bit
more time in the gym,

but then can we all?

Yeah. Yeah.

I carry on doing this.
Yeah. Yeah. It was all good.

All good.

See if I could do it
again tonight later on.

Frankie has come to the
realization she does not want

to make a career from
being a porn star.

The work is too volatile,

and she has boundaries that do
not sit well with an industry,

but is forever
trying to push them.

She's decided to bring forward
her plans to launch a website

specializing in pin up erotica.

But it's clear Frankie
has taken something

from her journey into porn.

Do you know what? I
don't I I don't regret.

I have to say this,
I had brilliant fun.

I have I really don't regret
a single thing that I've done.

I've learned something really
important about myself.

Now, when I first
came and did this,

one of the first things I
said is that I had to bury the

demons I had about my image,
about my my bodily image,

for all of those years that
I've carried that, and,

I've done it.

I've

achieved exactly
what I wanted to do,

and I'm bloody well
chuffed about that.

Do you know what?

Now I'm actually

I'm okay with how I am.

Anyway, I'll speak to you soon.

Oh. I can't get it.

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