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Think of an airplane
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drifting through a hurricane,
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not knowing it's about to crash.
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When you live a toxic life
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in a toxic environment,
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your body adjusts to the toxins.
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And goes into autopilot.
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Bonnie?
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What are you feeling?
What's happening?
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My boss said
that he would fire me
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if I cried so...
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I haven't in
a very long time.
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I thought I was
being strong.
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May I touch you?
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Your tears are your strength.
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And, transparently, that means
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the detox program is working.
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Thank you.
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Our bodies can be faster
than our minds,
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especially if our thoughts
are poisoned
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by S.C.'s,
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which is what I like to call
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"superficial crap."
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I want to hear
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from all of you.
Let's each of us
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name an S.C.
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that you haven't missed
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since you started
your journey with me.
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The answer might surprise you.
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Lydia?
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Um...
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my cell phone.
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Okay, Cathy?
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Processed food.
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Good. Ron?
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My private plane.
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There you go.
Sheryl?
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My therapist.
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Good, good. Weena?
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My followers on social media.
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Go deeper.
I think
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I might hate
all three million of them.
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Keep going.
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They're all S.C.'s.
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I'm deleting my accounts.
There you go.
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Good for you.
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Billy?
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How about you?
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Uh...
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pass.
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Billy asked
for his car keys again.
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I followed him this time,
just like you suggested.
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He's been so negative
and I can't pinpoint why.
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Tom.
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He keeps junk food in his car.
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I mean, he must be
binging on it every night.
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All those chemicals,
all at once.
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He's so lost.
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I'll talk to him.
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Thank you, Starlight.
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I appreciate you so much.
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Here.
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Drink this.
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Carrots contain
fat-soluble carotenoids
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that promote bile flow
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and-and dill has
antioxidant properties.
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It'll clean out all
the processed food
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you've been eating
in your car.
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Thanks, but I don't want
your juice.
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And, transparently...
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I was eating in my car because
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your overpriced detox program
has me starving.
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If you were
an active participant,
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your hunger would
transform into joy.
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Uh, yeah.
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I just, I really don't care.
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What do you
care about, Billy?
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I care about
what I rightfully deserve
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in life.
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Okay, good.
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And you haven't gotten it.
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I have this...
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...endless
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well of darkness
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in me.
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And it can't be healed by yoga
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or fasting or meditation.
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I need something more powerful.
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I need something off the menu.
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What did you have in mind?
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I want to see Midori.
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Kambo...
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or the poisonous
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venom of the monkey
tree frog, was used
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by ancient Amazonians
to treat depression,
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chronic pain,
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even cancer.
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Western medicine
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promotes pills
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and addiction
to turn a profit.
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But all we need
is nature.
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To be soothed by nature.
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We are nature.
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That's it.
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Yes, let it go.
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Let it go.
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Good.
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You're releasing your toxins.
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And your anger.
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Your pain.
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Trust the medicine.
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And let it go.
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Lay back.
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Good.
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I'm very proud of you, Billy.
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Stop calling me Billy.
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My name is Cole.
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Cole Campbell.
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Yeah.
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That Cole.
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June's little brother.
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I freaking knew
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you were too much of
a narcissist to recognize me.
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You were just a kid.
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I've been waiting 15 years
to avenge her death.
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Cole.
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What are you gonna do, kill me?
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Worse.
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Because now
I can prove everything
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and finally
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get what I deserve.
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My face feels puffy.
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We call that F.F.
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Frog face.
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It's a normal,
harmless reaction to the venom.
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It'll go down
in a few days.
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You sure
I can't change your mind?
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Shut up, Tom.
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You've grown up to become...
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...a very impressive young man.
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I promise to learn from this.
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Yeah.
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Mmm. Mmm.
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Drive safe.
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Hey.
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I haven't wanted
to pry about things
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that happened
to you before,
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but we should talk about this.
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Are you okay?
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How did these outlets get
your name mixed up in this?
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We should call
the New York View
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and tell them
they made a mistake.
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It's not exactly a mistake.
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There's no way you covered up
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what that man did
to his first wife.
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Right?
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I did the best I could
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with the information I had.
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These people are reporting
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that Van Ness's lawyers
suppressed
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his ex-wife's claims
of domestic abuse.
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Were you just a part of
a huge firm that did this?
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It's complicated.
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But, um...
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uh, no.
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I wasn't working
at the firm.
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I was brought on, uh,
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just for this case.
Look.
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I am having a very hard
time with this.
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You need to tell me
what happened.
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I can't. It's called
attorney-client privilege.
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I've been reading
about you,
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Ms. Tascioni.
Do you know why this judge
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in Chicago
unsealed these papers?
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Not yet, but I have known
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certain judges stick together.
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Keep me informed.
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In the meantime,
I need you on a case.
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A young man,
Cole Campbell,
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was found
deceased on the highway.
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His car ran off the road.
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Okay. Why me?
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The last place he was seen
was some fancy spa
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where celebrities
and the royals go to.
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The global press is already
trying to frame Meghan Markle
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and she wasn't even there.
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No quippy response
from either one of you?
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Okay then, Officer Blanke,
you go with her.
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Detective Smullen is
already at the crime scene.
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I think you can learn
some more from him.
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Is it just me or is his face
really, really puffy?
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Looks like
too much Botox.
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Mm, report's pending,
but M.E. says
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most likely
an allergic reaction.
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From what?
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Could be anything.
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Pollen,
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bee sting, meds.
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Or car snacks.
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Huh, ooh,
I love powdered donuts.
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Wet here.
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Smells like, uh...
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oh, fruit punch.
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But the straw is still intact.
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And the straw hole
hasn't been pierced.
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So how did it spill?
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Weird.
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Oh, look.
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There's an epinephrine pen
in here.
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If he was having a
severe allergic reaction,
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why wouldn't he just
reach for this?
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My mother's allergic to nuts.
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She always forgets
where she puts hers.
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I checked
the GPS.
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It was routed
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to the nearest
diagnostic lab,
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not to a hospital.
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That's weird.
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Where did Captain Wagner say
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he was coming from?
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Some kind of spa?
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The Heiwa Zen Center.
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It's about 20 minutes
outside the city.
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What do "heiwa" and
"zen" mean, exactly?
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Let's see.
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According
to Google,
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"heiwa" is Japanese
for "peace"
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and "zen" means both
"peaceful" and "calm."
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So "peaceful peace."
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That sounds like the most
relaxing place on Earth.
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Yes.
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Yes!
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Beautiful!
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Purge all that negative energy.
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Release it from your body.
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Good.
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Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Good.
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Where's Billy?
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Where's Billy?
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One moment. One moment.
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Where...
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Sheryl has asked about Billy.
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Billy is on a different journey
right now.
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But let's send him
some positive energy.
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Shall we?
Mm-hmm.
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Like this.
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Hah...
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Hah...!
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Wow...
It's just like summer camp.
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Except way more luxurious...
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and even more expensive.
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People pay upwards of
three grand a night here
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to meditate
and do yoga.
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You can do
those things at home.
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Yeah. There's some
other stuff here, too,
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but I don't know what
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"transformative moon
journaling" means.
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If you want to find out,
let me know.
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Welcome to the
Heiwa Zen Center.
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I'm Starlight.
How can I help you?
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Oh, Starlight!
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That's such a pretty name.
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I'm just Elsbeth Tascioni.
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This is Detective Smullen.
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And this is Officer Blanke.
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We were hoping you could
answer a few questions
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about Cole Campbell.
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He checked out last night.
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Uh...
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Transparently, we've never had
a participant of that name.
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Recognize this man?
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Oh, that's Billy.
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Sheryl's journey partner.
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Or, well...
former journey partner.
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Everyone here works in pairs.
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Oh, like a buddy system.
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It's more than that.
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00:13:11,848 --> 00:13:13,951
It takes two
279
00:13:14,051 --> 00:13:16,019
to know one.
280
00:13:16,152 --> 00:13:18,254
That's a core
philosophy of mine.
281
00:13:18,354 --> 00:13:20,289
And your teres
minor is suffering
282
00:13:20,389 --> 00:13:21,892
under the weight
of these tote bags.
283
00:13:21,992 --> 00:13:23,192
My what?
284
00:13:23,292 --> 00:13:24,460
Oh...
285
00:13:24,561 --> 00:13:26,495
Why are you carrying
all of this heaviness?
286
00:13:27,531 --> 00:13:29,566
Why are you afraid
of letting it go?
287
00:13:31,969 --> 00:13:33,904
What are you
looking at?
288
00:13:34,004 --> 00:13:35,438
Your secretions.
289
00:13:35,539 --> 00:13:36,907
Yeah, don't do that.
290
00:13:37,007 --> 00:13:39,509
Try cutting out legumes.
291
00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:40,911
Mm.
292
00:13:41,011 --> 00:13:43,013
Nope. Absolutely not.
293
00:13:43,179 --> 00:13:44,615
I respect your boundaries.
294
00:13:46,016 --> 00:13:48,518
Are you all here
because of Cole Campbell?
295
00:13:48,619 --> 00:13:49,920
How did you guess?
296
00:13:50,020 --> 00:13:51,420
Such a troubled young man.
297
00:13:51,521 --> 00:13:53,189
And, between us,
298
00:13:53,222 --> 00:13:55,191
I don't think he's been well
299
00:13:55,291 --> 00:13:58,595
ever since his sister June
passed away here
300
00:13:58,695 --> 00:13:59,963
over a decade ago.
301
00:14:00,063 --> 00:14:01,397
"Here" as in
302
00:14:01,497 --> 00:14:02,766
at the center?
Mm-hmm.
303
00:14:02,866 --> 00:14:04,935
Did something happen
during your program?
304
00:14:05,035 --> 00:14:06,202
Oh, no, no, no.
No, uh...
305
00:14:06,302 --> 00:14:07,571
June tragically died
306
00:14:07,671 --> 00:14:09,405
of an unrelated
gallstone infection.
307
00:14:09,506 --> 00:14:12,075
Cole said he hoped
that by taking
308
00:14:12,208 --> 00:14:14,611
my program,
he'd feel closer to her.
309
00:14:15,812 --> 00:14:17,213
But he just
wasn't stable enough.
310
00:14:17,246 --> 00:14:19,215
He-he left last night.
311
00:14:19,281 --> 00:14:20,817
Is he in some kind of trouble?
312
00:14:21,985 --> 00:14:23,020
He...
313
00:14:23,120 --> 00:14:24,554
He, um...
314
00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:26,455
No.
315
00:14:26,556 --> 00:14:27,456
Yeah.
316
00:14:28,992 --> 00:14:31,094
How? He was so young.
317
00:14:31,227 --> 00:14:32,663
Autopsy pending.
318
00:14:32,763 --> 00:14:35,599
His body was found near
an off-ramp of the Van Wyck.
319
00:14:36,533 --> 00:14:38,434
I'll have to inform
the participants.
320
00:14:38,535 --> 00:14:42,005
Starlight, would you gather
everyone for a healing circle?
321
00:14:42,105 --> 00:14:43,907
On it.
322
00:14:44,007 --> 00:14:45,676
I'll have to call
Steve and Stacey.
323
00:14:45,776 --> 00:14:47,678
His parents.
If you wouldn't mind,
324
00:14:47,778 --> 00:14:49,913
I'd appreciate it
if you'd give me a little space.
325
00:14:50,013 --> 00:14:52,716
Oh, yeah. By all means.
326
00:14:54,084 --> 00:14:55,118
Oh, you mean we go.
327
00:14:55,251 --> 00:14:56,520
Mm-hmm.
I just have the one
328
00:14:56,620 --> 00:14:57,821
landline.
329
00:14:57,921 --> 00:14:59,089
Unless you have
a warrant of some kind?
330
00:14:59,255 --> 00:15:01,725
Or, um, another reason to stay?
331
00:15:01,825 --> 00:15:02,893
No.
332
00:15:06,429 --> 00:15:08,799
I don't like it here.
333
00:15:08,899 --> 00:15:10,967
Air's too clean.
334
00:15:11,835 --> 00:15:13,469
What are you doing,
Ms. Tascioni?
335
00:15:13,570 --> 00:15:15,672
Tom called Cole
by his real name,
336
00:15:15,772 --> 00:15:18,008
even though he checked in
under the alias "Billy."
337
00:15:18,108 --> 00:15:20,043
Well, how do you know he
checked in under the fake name?
338
00:15:20,143 --> 00:15:24,114
Because Starlight only
recognized Cole as Billy.
339
00:15:24,280 --> 00:15:26,049
And Cole wasn't famous.
340
00:15:26,149 --> 00:15:29,186
So why would he feel the need
to disguise himself?
341
00:15:29,285 --> 00:15:33,289
And it's also suspicious Tom
was so forthcoming about June.
342
00:15:33,355 --> 00:15:35,291
It's almost
like he knew
343
00:15:35,391 --> 00:15:36,693
the police would
eventually find out
344
00:15:36,793 --> 00:15:38,028
and he wanted to
get ahead of it
345
00:15:38,128 --> 00:15:39,162
to seem less guilty.
346
00:15:39,295 --> 00:15:40,697
Maybe you should
track down
347
00:15:40,797 --> 00:15:42,465
whoever was
June's old "journey partner."
348
00:15:42,566 --> 00:15:43,767
Good call.
349
00:15:43,867 --> 00:15:44,935
I would like to find out
350
00:15:45,035 --> 00:15:46,737
what really happened
to her here.
351
00:15:47,738 --> 00:15:50,306
Uh, can I help?
352
00:15:50,406 --> 00:15:53,844
Captain Wagner said
I could learn more from you.
353
00:15:53,944 --> 00:15:54,878
He said that?
354
00:15:54,978 --> 00:15:56,412
Mm-hmm.
Hmm.
355
00:15:58,749 --> 00:16:00,717
You coming?
356
00:16:00,817 --> 00:16:03,987
Tom said I would need
another reason to stay here.
357
00:16:04,087 --> 00:16:05,589
What if I check in?
358
00:16:05,689 --> 00:16:06,857
Find out more information
359
00:16:06,957 --> 00:16:09,325
on Tom
and Cole's journey partner.
360
00:16:09,358 --> 00:16:10,794
Well, if you're up
for the cost...
361
00:16:10,894 --> 00:16:12,129
Honestly?
362
00:16:12,229 --> 00:16:14,765
Think I could use
a place like this right now.
363
00:16:14,865 --> 00:16:16,332
Well, this place
bans cell phones.
364
00:16:16,365 --> 00:16:18,135
How do we get in touch?
365
00:16:18,235 --> 00:16:19,836
The only landline?
366
00:16:19,936 --> 00:16:21,337
All right.
367
00:16:21,370 --> 00:16:23,940
Just make sure that you're alone
when you report in.
368
00:16:26,977 --> 00:16:27,978
Good luck, Kaya.
369
00:16:29,079 --> 00:16:31,347
You too, Elsbeth.
370
00:16:34,383 --> 00:16:35,919
As you inhale,
371
00:16:36,019 --> 00:16:39,589
imagine yourself
in the bamboo forest of Kyoto.
372
00:16:41,892 --> 00:16:44,694
As the macaque monkeys
swing playfully by,
373
00:16:44,795 --> 00:16:47,597
bow your head deeply.
374
00:16:48,364 --> 00:16:50,200
Arigato
375
00:16:50,366 --> 00:16:51,802
gozaimas.
376
00:16:52,869 --> 00:16:54,571
This...
377
00:16:54,671 --> 00:16:57,674
is all the stimulation I need.
378
00:16:58,809 --> 00:16:59,709
Wow.
379
00:16:59,810 --> 00:17:01,745
You must really love Japan.
380
00:17:01,845 --> 00:17:03,713
I healed myself in Asia
381
00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:06,382
after living
a toxic life in finance.
382
00:17:06,482 --> 00:17:08,685
Healed yourself?
How did you do that?
383
00:17:08,785 --> 00:17:10,386
You'll see,
Elsbeth.
384
00:17:10,452 --> 00:17:11,655
Welcome.
385
00:17:11,755 --> 00:17:13,123
Take off your shoes
386
00:17:13,223 --> 00:17:15,692
and go sit with
your journey partner, Sheryl.
387
00:17:17,393 --> 00:17:18,728
Hi.
Oh, hi.
388
00:17:23,432 --> 00:17:24,868
Hi.
389
00:17:24,968 --> 00:17:26,402
Elsbeth.
390
00:17:26,468 --> 00:17:29,739
Olm...
391
00:17:34,410 --> 00:17:36,546
That was amazing.
392
00:17:36,646 --> 00:17:38,148
I feel sort of...
393
00:17:38,248 --> 00:17:40,984
light and-and... tingly,
394
00:17:41,084 --> 00:17:42,586
but in a good way?
395
00:17:42,686 --> 00:17:46,022
Tom's guided meditations got me
through my second divorce.
396
00:17:46,122 --> 00:17:47,123
Ugh.
397
00:17:47,224 --> 00:17:48,558
One was
more than enough for me.
398
00:17:48,658 --> 00:17:50,660
I was
399
00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:54,297
numbing out
with, um, Western medications.
400
00:17:54,430 --> 00:17:57,067
But then Tom
made me realize
401
00:17:57,167 --> 00:18:01,238
that I can free myself
of toxic men with nature.
402
00:18:01,437 --> 00:18:02,772
Ah.
He is
403
00:18:02,873 --> 00:18:04,241
a certified expert
404
00:18:04,341 --> 00:18:06,676
on practically every
healing practice there is,
405
00:18:06,776 --> 00:18:08,812
and there is nothing
he does not know
406
00:18:08,912 --> 00:18:11,181
about holistic nutrition.
407
00:18:11,281 --> 00:18:12,448
That's incredible.
408
00:18:12,481 --> 00:18:13,783
But...
409
00:18:13,884 --> 00:18:17,721
I mean, it's not
all natural here, right?
410
00:18:19,222 --> 00:18:20,456
They offer Botox.
411
00:18:20,557 --> 00:18:21,725
Don't they?
412
00:18:21,825 --> 00:18:23,126
Oh, I'm sorry.
I don't mean to be rude.
413
00:18:23,226 --> 00:18:25,262
I've just noticed a lot of...
puffy faces.
414
00:18:25,362 --> 00:18:28,531
I would never put that
kind of poison in my body.
415
00:18:28,632 --> 00:18:29,966
Really?
416
00:18:30,066 --> 00:18:33,670
What kind of poison
would you put in, then?
417
00:18:34,470 --> 00:18:38,275
You know, we should go
to our next practice.
418
00:18:38,375 --> 00:18:39,609
Is that like an activity?
419
00:18:41,044 --> 00:18:44,147
Follow my lead,
journey partner.
420
00:18:44,247 --> 00:18:45,282
Come on.
421
00:18:45,382 --> 00:18:46,482
Okay.
422
00:19:07,804 --> 00:19:11,141
Today we are going to cover
one of my favorite topics...
423
00:19:11,241 --> 00:19:13,543
seed cycling.
424
00:19:31,795 --> 00:19:34,064
That was so neat.
Right?
425
00:19:34,164 --> 00:19:36,700
And I know this
sounds crazy, but...
426
00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:38,935
I think I felt
your vibrations
427
00:19:39,035 --> 00:19:40,236
during the
sound bath.
428
00:19:40,337 --> 00:19:41,671
'Cause I was sending
them to you.
429
00:19:41,771 --> 00:19:43,740
No way! I knew it.
430
00:19:44,908 --> 00:19:47,844
Look. I know it's toxic
to speak ill of the dead...
431
00:19:47,944 --> 00:19:49,813
but I have to say it.
432
00:19:49,913 --> 00:19:51,548
You are
so much more fun
433
00:19:51,648 --> 00:19:53,717
than my old
journey partner.
434
00:19:53,817 --> 00:19:55,318
Oh, Billy, right?
435
00:19:55,418 --> 00:19:56,820
What-what was he like?
436
00:19:56,920 --> 00:20:00,256
He would
stare at Tom
437
00:20:00,357 --> 00:20:04,327
during meditations
with this horrible energy.
438
00:20:04,427 --> 00:20:06,162
Oh, and during yoga,
439
00:20:06,262 --> 00:20:08,565
he stayed in shavasana
the entire time.
440
00:20:08,665 --> 00:20:09,766
No!
441
00:20:09,866 --> 00:20:11,701
I don't know why
he paid all this money
442
00:20:11,801 --> 00:20:13,236
if he didn't want
to do the program.
443
00:20:13,336 --> 00:20:15,805
Unless he was here
for some other reason.
444
00:20:15,905 --> 00:20:17,407
It's time for truth ball.
445
00:20:17,507 --> 00:20:18,575
Oh! This is fun.
446
00:20:18,675 --> 00:20:19,642
This is...
Oh. Okay.
447
00:20:19,743 --> 00:20:21,211
Gather round, everybody.
448
00:20:21,978 --> 00:20:23,980
Elsbeth...
Yes.
449
00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:25,348
...meet Makoto,
450
00:20:25,448 --> 00:20:27,784
named for the Shinto concept
of honesty,
451
00:20:27,884 --> 00:20:29,519
truthfulness,
and conscientiousness.
452
00:20:29,619 --> 00:20:31,454
I thought those were
universal concepts--
453
00:20:31,554 --> 00:20:32,956
In truth ball,
454
00:20:33,056 --> 00:20:35,725
you only speak when
Makoto is passed on to you.
455
00:20:35,825 --> 00:20:37,227
And the rule
is simple:
456
00:20:37,327 --> 00:20:38,395
when you hold him,
457
00:20:38,495 --> 00:20:40,597
you tell a truth
that you've observed
458
00:20:40,697 --> 00:20:41,898
about yourself,
459
00:20:41,998 --> 00:20:44,534
or another person here
at the center. Got it?
460
00:20:47,103 --> 00:20:48,772
Oh!
461
00:20:48,872 --> 00:20:49,806
Okay.
462
00:20:49,906 --> 00:20:52,575
Well,
the truth is,
463
00:20:52,675 --> 00:20:54,310
Cole checked in as Billy.
464
00:20:54,411 --> 00:20:57,013
But when we met,
you called him "Cole."
465
00:20:57,113 --> 00:20:59,249
And I keep wondering why.
466
00:21:00,450 --> 00:21:02,318
I...
467
00:21:03,820 --> 00:21:06,356
I recognized Cole right away.
468
00:21:06,456 --> 00:21:08,526
But if he wanted
to go by "Billy,"
469
00:21:08,625 --> 00:21:09,893
it was my job to honor
470
00:21:09,993 --> 00:21:14,030
his beautiful and specific
identity journey.
471
00:21:14,998 --> 00:21:16,699
Sheryl.
472
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:19,537
Um, my truth is...
473
00:21:19,636 --> 00:21:21,037
Hey!
474
00:21:22,540 --> 00:21:25,275
Apple, ginger,
475
00:21:25,375 --> 00:21:27,777
and something
called valerian.
476
00:21:27,877 --> 00:21:29,245
Oh. That helps you sleep.
477
00:21:29,345 --> 00:21:31,181
But I could just talk
to you all night long.
478
00:21:31,281 --> 00:21:33,716
I feel the same.
About you.
479
00:21:33,817 --> 00:21:34,851
So, tell me.
480
00:21:34,951 --> 00:21:36,853
How are you feeling emotionally?
481
00:21:36,953 --> 00:21:38,388
I noticed during partner yoga
482
00:21:38,488 --> 00:21:41,124
that your throat
chakra was blocked.
483
00:21:41,224 --> 00:21:42,659
It-it is?
No, no, no.
484
00:21:42,692 --> 00:21:44,260
No judgment, of course.
485
00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:46,996
Journey partners are supposed
to share these things.
486
00:21:47,097 --> 00:21:48,364
Okay? But...
487
00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:51,502
that is your body's
communication hub.
488
00:21:51,668 --> 00:21:52,802
It's associated
489
00:21:52,902 --> 00:21:56,106
with clarity,
responsibility and truth.
490
00:21:58,675 --> 00:22:00,578
Sheryl...
Mm-hmm?
491
00:22:03,346 --> 00:22:06,082
I don't want to lie to you.
492
00:22:09,587 --> 00:22:12,523
I'm here to investigate
Billy's death.
493
00:22:12,689 --> 00:22:15,024
Oh.
494
00:22:15,825 --> 00:22:16,926
Does this mean
495
00:22:17,026 --> 00:22:18,928
that, uh, you don't actually
496
00:22:19,028 --> 00:22:20,697
care about any of this at all?
497
00:22:20,730 --> 00:22:21,698
No!
498
00:22:21,731 --> 00:22:23,501
You must think that I'm crazy.
499
00:22:23,601 --> 00:22:24,701
No, no.
500
00:22:24,767 --> 00:22:27,103
I would never
judge or dismiss
501
00:22:27,203 --> 00:22:29,573
other people's experiences.
502
00:22:29,706 --> 00:22:31,107
Especially yours.
503
00:22:31,207 --> 00:22:34,277
To be honest,
I-I like it here.
504
00:22:34,377 --> 00:22:38,448
Thi-Things aren't going very
well for me back in the city.
505
00:22:41,184 --> 00:22:43,119
You can tell me.
506
00:22:43,219 --> 00:22:45,788
It takes two to know one.
507
00:22:48,626 --> 00:22:50,760
When I first got here,
Tom said that I was
508
00:22:50,860 --> 00:22:54,731
carrying around some
heaviness, and he was right.
509
00:22:54,797 --> 00:22:56,866
I, um...
510
00:22:59,903 --> 00:23:02,506
I made a lot of money
511
00:23:02,606 --> 00:23:05,609
working for some bad people.
512
00:23:05,742 --> 00:23:07,744
And okay,
it's part of the job.
513
00:23:07,777 --> 00:23:08,912
I know that.
514
00:23:09,012 --> 00:23:12,215
But then I found out
I didn't know the extent
515
00:23:12,315 --> 00:23:14,083
of the harm that I was
participating in
516
00:23:14,184 --> 00:23:16,853
because I was tricked.
517
00:23:16,953 --> 00:23:19,523
And I do not like being tricked.
518
00:23:20,757 --> 00:23:21,791
And so now
519
00:23:21,891 --> 00:23:24,761
I am so angry
and I'm embarrassed
520
00:23:24,861 --> 00:23:27,297
because...
521
00:23:29,232 --> 00:23:32,570
I don't usually end up
in that position.
522
00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:38,174
But it happened and, um...
523
00:23:40,076 --> 00:23:41,679
...the damage was done.
524
00:23:41,778 --> 00:23:44,615
And now I-I can't find
the right way
525
00:23:44,781 --> 00:23:48,985
to explain things
to my friends.
526
00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:52,922
I don't know
how to ask for help.
Come here.
527
00:23:53,022 --> 00:23:55,491
Oh. Come here.
528
00:23:57,126 --> 00:23:58,795
Listen to me.
529
00:24:00,664 --> 00:24:02,899
If your friends love you,
530
00:24:02,999 --> 00:24:04,801
they will want to help.
531
00:24:04,901 --> 00:24:08,438
You just have to be
transparently honest.
532
00:24:08,539 --> 00:24:09,806
Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay.
533
00:24:09,906 --> 00:24:12,610
And in the meantime...
534
00:24:12,710 --> 00:24:17,013
I think I know just the thing
that'll make you feel lighter.
535
00:24:17,113 --> 00:24:18,881
Do you remember
536
00:24:18,982 --> 00:24:20,651
when you asked me
what kind of poison
537
00:24:20,817 --> 00:24:22,819
I would put in my body?
538
00:24:22,885 --> 00:24:24,954
Yes, I do.
539
00:24:30,126 --> 00:24:34,297
Tell Tom you want to see Midori.
540
00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:42,506
Hello, Elsbeth.
541
00:24:44,173 --> 00:24:45,743
How did you know it was me?
542
00:24:45,842 --> 00:24:47,243
My third eye.
543
00:24:47,343 --> 00:24:52,115
The restless pitter-patter
of your tiny feet in the grass.
544
00:24:52,215 --> 00:24:53,850
A slight crunching noise
545
00:24:53,950 --> 00:24:55,318
in your knees.
546
00:24:55,418 --> 00:24:57,688
It's not a real problem now
but it will be in a few years
547
00:24:57,854 --> 00:25:00,857
if you don't up
your calcium and vitamin D.
548
00:25:00,957 --> 00:25:03,059
How else can I help you?
549
00:25:07,665 --> 00:25:09,899
I want to see Midori.
550
00:25:11,568 --> 00:25:12,869
I'm sorry, Elsbeth.
551
00:25:12,935 --> 00:25:15,972
I have no idea
what you're talking about.
552
00:25:17,874 --> 00:25:20,443
And I know you don't either.
553
00:25:29,952 --> 00:25:31,921
The monkey tree frog
releases a waxy substance
554
00:25:32,021 --> 00:25:34,257
as a defense mechanism
when they're stressed.
555
00:25:34,357 --> 00:25:38,261
Some Amazonian tribes will
inject it into human skin
556
00:25:38,361 --> 00:25:41,565
to heal physical
and psychological ailments.
557
00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:44,267
Tom was one of the first
to bring this practice
558
00:25:44,367 --> 00:25:47,470
of kambo ceremonies
to the East Coast.
559
00:25:47,571 --> 00:25:48,971
When we went to Heiwa,
560
00:25:49,072 --> 00:25:51,174
Tom became
this instant role model.
561
00:25:51,274 --> 00:25:53,544
We would have followed him
to the ends of the Earth.
562
00:25:53,644 --> 00:25:54,778
You were both 22 at the time?
563
00:25:54,911 --> 00:25:57,046
And Tom was almost 40.
564
00:25:57,146 --> 00:25:58,515
He was our leader.
565
00:25:58,615 --> 00:26:00,718
That's why we felt confident
staying at the center
566
00:26:00,818 --> 00:26:02,919
when June started feeling sick.
567
00:26:03,654 --> 00:26:05,556
Unfortunately,
unbeknownst to anyone,
568
00:26:05,656 --> 00:26:08,057
June had an infected gallstone.
569
00:26:08,157 --> 00:26:12,261
And then, when she started
feeling really sick,
570
00:26:12,362 --> 00:26:15,799
that's when Tom performed
a kambo ceremony on her.
571
00:26:15,932 --> 00:26:19,335
Instead of taking her
to the hospital?
572
00:26:20,470 --> 00:26:23,640
Tom reached a private
settlement with the family.
573
00:26:23,741 --> 00:26:25,576
I don't know the exact details,
574
00:26:25,676 --> 00:26:28,679
but June's parents went
on a long cruise
575
00:26:28,779 --> 00:26:31,515
when the dust settled, leaving
Cole with his grandmother.
576
00:26:31,615 --> 00:26:33,851
Sounds like they really
turned their backs on him.
577
00:26:33,950 --> 00:26:35,753
Maybe that's why Cole
checked into the center
578
00:26:35,853 --> 00:26:37,855
using his fake name.
579
00:26:37,954 --> 00:26:41,457
So he could get his revenge,
incognito.
580
00:26:41,558 --> 00:26:42,959
So Cole
581
00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:45,529
and June's parents reached
a private settlement,
582
00:26:45,629 --> 00:26:47,330
keeping the whole thing secret.
583
00:26:47,430 --> 00:26:48,632
That's what Cole's lawyer said.
584
00:26:48,732 --> 00:26:51,568
Officer Blanke found her
in Cole's call logs.
585
00:26:51,668 --> 00:26:53,469
So Cole made
two calls from his car
586
00:26:53,570 --> 00:26:54,838
right before time of death.
587
00:26:54,971 --> 00:26:57,240
One to the diagnostic lab
requesting blood work,
588
00:26:57,340 --> 00:27:00,376
and one to his lawyer,
leaving a voicemail saying,
589
00:27:00,476 --> 00:27:02,178
"I have everything I need."
590
00:27:02,278 --> 00:27:04,080
Clearly he had
something in his system
591
00:27:04,180 --> 00:27:05,649
that he wanted
to tell her about.
592
00:27:05,749 --> 00:27:07,684
I think I know what it is.
593
00:27:11,988 --> 00:27:13,990
Oh. Hi, Tom.
594
00:27:14,892 --> 00:27:16,359
Whoa.
595
00:27:16,459 --> 00:27:19,262
It is really, really,
really hot in here.
596
00:27:19,362 --> 00:27:21,063
Perspiration is
597
00:27:21,164 --> 00:27:24,100
a natural way
to eliminate arsenic,
598
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,068
pesticides, various toxins.
599
00:27:26,169 --> 00:27:29,506
What are toxins, exactly?
600
00:27:29,606 --> 00:27:31,875
Elsbeth.
601
00:27:32,008 --> 00:27:33,443
I could go on and on
602
00:27:33,544 --> 00:27:36,245
about how bitter almonds
contain amygdalin,
603
00:27:36,345 --> 00:27:39,449
while the sweet ones are
lower in it due to breeding,
604
00:27:39,550 --> 00:27:42,719
but something tells me
that's not why you're here.
605
00:27:42,820 --> 00:27:45,354
Your knowledge is so impressive.
606
00:27:46,824 --> 00:27:49,827
In fact, you're impressive
607
00:27:49,927 --> 00:27:52,395
in so many ways,
608
00:27:52,495 --> 00:27:55,364
which is probably why June's
parents ended their lawsuit
609
00:27:55,465 --> 00:27:57,033
in a private settlement.
610
00:27:58,367 --> 00:28:01,037
Steve and Stacey are
very dear to me.
611
00:28:01,103 --> 00:28:03,105
I remember you called them
612
00:28:03,206 --> 00:28:05,074
when you found out
about Cole's passing.
613
00:28:05,174 --> 00:28:08,377
I wanted them to know
how much I cared about Cole.
614
00:28:08,478 --> 00:28:10,046
Poor guy.
615
00:28:10,079 --> 00:28:11,447
God knows what kind of junk
616
00:28:11,548 --> 00:28:13,216
they're gonna find
in his system.
617
00:28:13,316 --> 00:28:15,819
Junk as in monkey tree
frog venom?
618
00:28:15,919 --> 00:28:17,220
Isn't that what was
619
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,623
in June's system
before she passed?
620
00:28:19,723 --> 00:28:25,127
And I noticed that Cole's face
was pretty puffy, too.
621
00:28:25,228 --> 00:28:27,463
Isn't that a symptom of kambo?
622
00:28:28,431 --> 00:28:30,266
I have a confession to make.
623
00:28:31,467 --> 00:28:34,303
Cole brought kambo
to the premises
624
00:28:34,403 --> 00:28:36,573
and asked me to perform
a ceremony on him.
625
00:28:36,673 --> 00:28:38,241
I refused.
626
00:28:38,341 --> 00:28:41,945
After June's death, I
banned it from the center
627
00:28:42,078 --> 00:28:43,981
despite its amazing
healing properties
628
00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:45,281
and mental health benefits.
629
00:28:45,381 --> 00:28:48,184
That's such a shame because...
630
00:28:48,284 --> 00:28:49,753
I hear you're really good at it.
631
00:28:49,853 --> 00:28:51,153
Well...
632
00:28:51,955 --> 00:28:54,390
My empathy was
bigger than my ego.
633
00:28:54,490 --> 00:28:58,127
And I knew the family
needed something to blame,
634
00:28:58,227 --> 00:29:00,096
kambo seemed
the natural scapegoat.
635
00:29:00,196 --> 00:29:02,633
I radically accepted that.
636
00:29:04,100 --> 00:29:06,202
I admire your humility.
Hmm.
637
00:29:06,302 --> 00:29:08,404
It's dangerous if
you're not a shaman.
638
00:29:08,505 --> 00:29:10,239
I wish...
639
00:29:10,339 --> 00:29:14,310
I'd been able to do it
for him one last time.
640
00:29:14,410 --> 00:29:17,681
One last time
because you loved him.
641
00:29:17,781 --> 00:29:20,651
Like I love all
of my participants.
642
00:29:20,751 --> 00:29:22,118
Even you.
643
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:24,120
Me?
644
00:29:26,757 --> 00:29:28,759
I love you, Elsbeth.
645
00:29:28,859 --> 00:29:32,563
Even though you don't
think you deserve love.
646
00:29:32,663 --> 00:29:35,699
What makes you say that?
647
00:29:39,536 --> 00:29:41,304
Can I touch you?
648
00:29:45,241 --> 00:29:46,977
Whatever is weighing you down
649
00:29:47,143 --> 00:29:48,912
is manifesting in your body.
650
00:29:49,012 --> 00:29:50,614
I can see it.
651
00:29:50,714 --> 00:29:52,583
I can feel it.
652
00:29:52,683 --> 00:29:54,751
Just remember,
653
00:29:54,851 --> 00:29:57,386
you have to forgive yourself
654
00:29:57,486 --> 00:30:01,223
to receive forgiveness
from others.
655
00:30:06,863 --> 00:30:07,931
You all right?
656
00:30:08,031 --> 00:30:09,465
Yeah.
657
00:30:11,501 --> 00:30:14,571
It's just really, really...
658
00:30:14,671 --> 00:30:16,640
really hot in here.
659
00:30:35,358 --> 00:30:36,627
Officer Blanke went
through Cole's laptop
660
00:30:36,727 --> 00:30:37,828
and found the terms
661
00:30:37,928 --> 00:30:39,096
of the Campbell
family settlement.
662
00:30:39,195 --> 00:30:41,230
Tom paid the family $200,000,
663
00:30:41,330 --> 00:30:43,567
but it says if he ever
administered kambo again,
664
00:30:43,667 --> 00:30:45,902
he'd have to pay the Campbells
another two million.
665
00:30:46,003 --> 00:30:46,970
Wow.
666
00:30:47,070 --> 00:30:48,639
So if Cole could prove
667
00:30:48,739 --> 00:30:51,108
that Tom was still
doing kambo at the center,
668
00:30:51,207 --> 00:30:52,341
he would have to pay up.
669
00:30:52,441 --> 00:30:53,777
That's why Cole was headed
670
00:30:53,877 --> 00:30:55,045
to the diagnostic lab.
671
00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:56,647
To prove to his lawyer
that kambo,
672
00:30:56,747 --> 00:30:58,649
administered by Tom,
was in his system.
673
00:30:58,749 --> 00:31:01,250
He must have used kambo
to kill him, right?
674
00:31:01,350 --> 00:31:03,520
Actually,
blood and tox came back.
675
00:31:03,620 --> 00:31:05,589
Kambo was in Cole
Campbell's system,
676
00:31:05,689 --> 00:31:07,658
but it wasn't
the cause of death.
677
00:31:07,758 --> 00:31:08,959
What? It wasn't?
678
00:31:09,059 --> 00:31:10,894
He died of anaphylactic shock.
679
00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:14,931
And what Cole was deathly
allergic to was sesame oil.
680
00:31:15,032 --> 00:31:16,600
Sesame oil?
681
00:31:16,700 --> 00:31:19,770
What does that have to do
with Amazonian tree frogs?
682
00:31:50,834 --> 00:31:53,269
Detective Smullen,
you look well-rested.
683
00:31:53,369 --> 00:31:54,805
Take a vacation without asking?
684
00:31:54,905 --> 00:31:56,606
He wouldn't have
gotten that past me.
685
00:31:56,707 --> 00:31:58,975
Well, if you must know,
my skin is glowing
686
00:31:59,076 --> 00:32:01,477
because I've cut out legumes.
687
00:32:01,578 --> 00:32:03,814
Tom Murphy may be a
stone-cold criminal,
688
00:32:03,914 --> 00:32:05,448
- but he knows his stuff.
- Tom Murphy
689
00:32:05,549 --> 00:32:08,051
is a criminal? For sure?
690
00:32:08,151 --> 00:32:10,286
Mm-hmm. Mm.
Please, explain.
691
00:32:10,386 --> 00:32:11,888
I went through
the local hospital records
692
00:32:11,988 --> 00:32:13,523
- near the Heiwa Zen Center...
- I know that place.
693
00:32:13,623 --> 00:32:16,727
They shamelessly appropriate
Asian culture.
694
00:32:16,827 --> 00:32:18,995
Right? I thought that, too.
Heiwa means "peace,"
695
00:32:19,096 --> 00:32:22,099
but my partner told me
that the kanji on their website
696
00:32:22,199 --> 00:32:23,800
means "emptiness."
697
00:32:23,900 --> 00:32:25,401
Your partner?
My ex-partner,
698
00:32:25,502 --> 00:32:27,470
actually, who broke my heart.
699
00:32:27,571 --> 00:32:29,338
Uh, there's more to the story.
700
00:32:29,438 --> 00:32:30,841
Oh, I'm sorry, Officer Blanke.
701
00:32:30,941 --> 00:32:33,744
Please, go on.
Okay, so, hospital
records indicate
702
00:32:33,844 --> 00:32:35,746
that more than a dozen
medical emergencies happened
703
00:32:35,846 --> 00:32:39,616
at Heiwa under Tom's care
in the past two years alone.
704
00:32:39,716 --> 00:32:41,551
More than a dozen?
Why didn't we know about this?
705
00:32:41,651 --> 00:32:43,553
Because after
June Campbell's death,
706
00:32:43,653 --> 00:32:45,956
Tom hired a private
ambulance company
707
00:32:46,056 --> 00:32:47,524
owned by the town sheriff.
708
00:32:47,624 --> 00:32:50,326
Meaning, he's been paying off
law enforcement
709
00:32:50,392 --> 00:32:52,596
to keep these incidents
from getting out.
710
00:32:52,696 --> 00:32:54,698
Yeah, he also consulted
with his lawyer after he settled
711
00:32:54,798 --> 00:32:57,100
with the Campbell family,
changing the language
712
00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:00,137
on the Heiwa waivers
to prevent any participant
713
00:33:00,237 --> 00:33:03,206
from suing or going public
if he harmed them.
714
00:33:03,339 --> 00:33:05,542
We have every reason
to believe he's dangerous.
715
00:33:05,642 --> 00:33:07,778
And with the settlement
terms, he definitely
716
00:33:07,878 --> 00:33:09,713
had a motive to murder Cole
before Cole
717
00:33:09,813 --> 00:33:11,848
could prove he was doing kambo.
718
00:33:11,948 --> 00:33:13,349
So maybe
719
00:33:13,415 --> 00:33:16,352
he was responsible for Cole's
fatal allergic reaction.
720
00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:18,588
The question is how.
721
00:33:18,688 --> 00:33:20,590
Maybe Ms. Tascioni has a lead.
722
00:33:20,690 --> 00:33:22,592
Wait. She's still there?
723
00:33:22,692 --> 00:33:24,060
What do you mean "unavailable"?
724
00:33:24,161 --> 00:33:25,729
Ma'am, we're the police.
725
00:33:25,829 --> 00:33:27,363
That patient
is in the R.U. phase
726
00:33:27,429 --> 00:33:28,497
of her treatment.
727
00:33:28,598 --> 00:33:30,600
And what does R.U. stand for?
728
00:33:30,700 --> 00:33:32,269
"Rest University"?
729
00:33:32,368 --> 00:33:35,071
"Radical unplugging." No contact
with the outside world.
730
00:33:35,172 --> 00:33:36,206
Goodbye.
731
00:33:36,372 --> 00:33:38,041
I was close.
732
00:33:38,141 --> 00:33:39,209
No, you weren't.
733
00:33:39,375 --> 00:33:40,644
Yes, I was. Radical unplugging
734
00:33:40,744 --> 00:33:42,579
is "rest university" in spirit.
735
00:33:42,679 --> 00:33:44,413
I was gonna say
"remarkable undoing."
736
00:33:44,514 --> 00:33:46,817
That's closer.
It really isn't.
737
00:33:46,917 --> 00:33:48,484
Am I correct to understand
Ms. Tascioni
738
00:33:48,585 --> 00:33:50,386
is at that strange place alone
739
00:33:50,452 --> 00:33:52,556
with a man we now believe
to be a murderer?
740
00:33:52,656 --> 00:33:53,957
Mm-hmm.
And he is keeping her
741
00:33:54,057 --> 00:33:56,425
from contacting
the outside world?
742
00:33:56,526 --> 00:33:57,727
Well, technically...
743
00:33:57,828 --> 00:33:59,896
May I ask why you're still here?
744
00:33:59,996 --> 00:34:02,431
Sorry, Captain,
I didn't mean to overstep.
745
00:34:02,532 --> 00:34:03,900
That was unprofessional.
746
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:05,602
Honestly, Lieutenant, it was.
747
00:34:05,702 --> 00:34:07,804
But you're right.
Smullen, go find Tascioni
748
00:34:07,904 --> 00:34:09,906
and bring her back now.
749
00:36:22,539 --> 00:36:24,140
Elsbeth. Elsbeth. Elsbeth.
750
00:36:24,240 --> 00:36:26,576
Can you hear me?
What's happening?
751
00:36:26,676 --> 00:36:29,045
Oh...
How long have I been out?
752
00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:30,747
Oh, I feel funny.
753
00:36:30,847 --> 00:36:33,049
At least 20 minutes.
754
00:36:33,149 --> 00:36:35,051
You should not be in here.
755
00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:38,621
Okay.
And we need to get you
a B12 shot right away.
756
00:36:38,722 --> 00:36:39,756
Can you stand up?
757
00:36:39,856 --> 00:36:42,092
I think so.
Okay, let's try.
758
00:36:43,226 --> 00:36:44,561
Let's go get Tom.
759
00:36:44,661 --> 00:36:47,030
He's the only one who has access
to the hypodermics.
760
00:36:47,130 --> 00:36:49,632
What did you say? Hypodermics?
761
00:36:49,733 --> 00:36:52,569
Yeah.
As in, hypodermic needles?
762
00:36:52,602 --> 00:36:54,170
Like you use for shots?
763
00:36:54,270 --> 00:36:55,138
And injections.
764
00:36:55,238 --> 00:36:57,340
And-and only Tom has access?
765
00:36:57,440 --> 00:36:59,109
We keep them away
from the participants
766
00:36:59,209 --> 00:37:01,811
in case they've struggled
with the disease of addiction,
767
00:37:01,911 --> 00:37:04,014
so only Tom has the keys.
768
00:37:04,114 --> 00:37:06,016
And we should get you
a mustard-seed oil bath,
769
00:37:06,116 --> 00:37:07,617
to help lower
your body temperature.
770
00:37:07,717 --> 00:37:09,953
Mustard seed?
771
00:37:10,053 --> 00:37:11,855
I'll get one ready
for you, right away.
772
00:37:11,955 --> 00:37:16,960
Good. And how did the cleanse
make you feel mentally, Ron?
773
00:37:17,060 --> 00:37:18,928
Very clear, Tom.
774
00:37:19,029 --> 00:37:20,697
Hey, can my friends
775
00:37:20,797 --> 00:37:22,599
play truth ball with us?
776
00:37:22,699 --> 00:37:24,100
You don't mind, do you?
777
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:28,972
This is an open space,
and I am an open book.
778
00:37:29,072 --> 00:37:32,142
Okay. Well...
779
00:37:32,242 --> 00:37:36,846
my truth is, you murdered Cole.
780
00:37:38,281 --> 00:37:41,084
The truth is
I tried to save Cole.
781
00:37:41,184 --> 00:37:43,521
Just because I didn't
doesn't make me a murderer.
782
00:37:43,620 --> 00:37:45,622
Have some empathy. Sheryl.
783
00:37:45,722 --> 00:37:47,791
Ah. I do have empathy.
784
00:37:47,891 --> 00:37:50,794
Otherwise, I wouldn't want
to fix the things
785
00:37:50,894 --> 00:37:52,162
I did in the past.
786
00:37:52,262 --> 00:37:55,098
But you don't seem
to have any guilt.
787
00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:59,903
Because you put your own
wellness before anyone else's.
788
00:38:01,337 --> 00:38:05,041
Cole was gonna expose you
for doing kambo.
789
00:38:06,643 --> 00:38:08,945
Which would've resulted
in a $2 million penalty
790
00:38:09,045 --> 00:38:11,714
as per your private settlement
with the, uh, Campbell family.
791
00:38:11,815 --> 00:38:12,849
This is preposterous.
792
00:38:12,949 --> 00:38:15,385
Uh, in truth ball,
793
00:38:15,485 --> 00:38:18,522
we only speak when Makoto
is passed to us.
794
00:38:18,655 --> 00:38:20,390
The truth is,
795
00:38:20,490 --> 00:38:23,393
kambo had nothing to do
with Cole's death.
796
00:38:23,493 --> 00:38:27,531
You used mustard-seed oil
to kill him.
797
00:38:27,664 --> 00:38:30,266
Sheryl and I,
we loved
798
00:38:30,366 --> 00:38:31,935
your class on seed cycling.
799
00:38:32,035 --> 00:38:34,270
We both took notes.
800
00:38:34,370 --> 00:38:36,473
And so, when Starlight suggested
801
00:38:36,574 --> 00:38:38,741
that I take
a mustard-seed oil bath,
802
00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:40,276
that's when I remembered,
803
00:38:40,376 --> 00:38:43,880
it's in the same familyas sesame-seed oil.
804
00:38:43,980 --> 00:38:47,684
Someone who's allergic to one
is also allergic to another.
805
00:38:47,784 --> 00:38:51,087
But you knew that.
You're a certified expert.
806
00:38:51,187 --> 00:38:54,558
And although there is no
sesame-seed oil on the premises,
807
00:38:54,691 --> 00:38:57,293
there is a lot
of mustard-seed oil
808
00:38:57,393 --> 00:38:59,162
used in the healing baths.
809
00:38:59,262 --> 00:39:02,832
So, taking one
of the hypodermic needles
810
00:39:02,932 --> 00:39:05,603
that only you have access to,
811
00:39:05,702 --> 00:39:07,704
you injected
812
00:39:07,804 --> 00:39:11,975
mustard-seed oilinto all the snacks and drinks
813
00:39:12,075 --> 00:39:14,244
inside Cole's car.
814
00:39:14,344 --> 00:39:17,380
I could not stop thinking
about that pouch
815
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:19,749
with the straw intactthat had no liquid inside.
816
00:39:19,849 --> 00:39:21,251
And now I know,
817
00:39:21,351 --> 00:39:24,754
the juice must have drained
from the injection site.
818
00:39:26,256 --> 00:39:28,291
Elsbeth, you have no proof
819
00:39:28,391 --> 00:39:31,294
for these really kind of
hurtful allegations.
820
00:39:31,394 --> 00:39:32,462
Actually,
821
00:39:32,563 --> 00:39:34,532
all of the remaining snacks
822
00:39:34,632 --> 00:39:36,432
in Cole's car
823
00:39:36,534 --> 00:39:39,736
tested positive for
mustard-seed oil.
824
00:39:40,638 --> 00:39:42,872
And when we pulled
the hypodermic needle
825
00:39:42,972 --> 00:39:45,208
from the center's medical waste,
826
00:39:45,308 --> 00:39:48,978
it not only had traces
of mustard seed,
827
00:39:49,078 --> 00:39:51,214
but also, your fingerprints.
828
00:39:55,818 --> 00:40:00,558
I am radically disappointed
in you.
829
00:40:00,658 --> 00:40:02,759
Tom Murphy,
you are under arrest...
830
00:40:04,528 --> 00:40:06,296
...for the murder
of Cole Campbell.
831
00:40:06,396 --> 00:40:08,231
Starlight, call my lawyer.
832
00:40:08,331 --> 00:40:13,203
I'll send you positive energy,
in jail.
833
00:40:13,303 --> 00:40:15,071
Follow me, everybody.
834
00:40:15,171 --> 00:40:16,940
Let us heal from this.
835
00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:18,808
You have the right
to remain silent.
836
00:40:18,908 --> 00:40:22,212
Anything you say
can and will be used...
837
00:40:30,588 --> 00:40:33,289
Gosh, you were so impressive
during this case.
838
00:40:33,389 --> 00:40:35,792
I think you taught Detective
Smullen a thing or two.
839
00:40:35,892 --> 00:40:38,629
Thanks.
840
00:40:39,630 --> 00:40:41,231
Are we okay?
841
00:40:45,134 --> 00:40:47,203
I'm not sure.
842
00:40:50,340 --> 00:40:51,941
Can I be transparently honest?
843
00:40:52,041 --> 00:40:53,176
Mm-hmm.
844
00:40:53,276 --> 00:40:55,311
I need your help.
845
00:40:59,650 --> 00:41:01,417
Okay.
846
00:41:01,518 --> 00:41:05,723
But I need you
to tell me everything.
847
00:41:11,695 --> 00:41:13,496
Captain Kershaw.
848
00:41:13,597 --> 00:41:15,832
Captain.
849
00:41:15,898 --> 00:41:18,301
Ah, that was a classic.
850
00:41:18,401 --> 00:41:21,204
Fun to watch, even when
you know who wins.
851
00:41:21,304 --> 00:41:23,406
Yeah, I like it better.
852
00:41:24,140 --> 00:41:25,842
Two of whatever she's having.
853
00:41:29,078 --> 00:41:31,114
So...
854
00:41:31,214 --> 00:41:35,852
your precinct covered the,
uh, Andy Mertens case, right?
855
00:41:35,918 --> 00:41:36,953
Don't remind me.
856
00:41:37,053 --> 00:41:38,454
That woman definitely
did that man in
857
00:41:38,555 --> 00:41:39,657
with that baseball bat.
858
00:41:39,757 --> 00:41:41,692
No one could believe
she was acquitted.
859
00:41:41,858 --> 00:41:45,194
But I guess with New York
juries, you never know, right?
860
00:41:45,295 --> 00:41:47,063
Yeah, I'd agree.
861
00:41:47,163 --> 00:41:49,999
But I can't get past one thing.
862
00:41:51,769 --> 00:41:55,905
Why would a Red Sox fan
own a bat from a New York team?
863
00:41:56,873 --> 00:41:58,408
Under any circumstance?
864
00:41:58,509 --> 00:41:59,876
Wait, I never heard that.
865
00:41:59,909 --> 00:42:01,944
Because Judge Crawford
kept it out.
866
00:42:02,045 --> 00:42:04,682
A Red Sox fan would never buy
a New York bat.
867
00:42:04,782 --> 00:42:07,050
That seems like
a huge oversight.
868
00:42:07,150 --> 00:42:11,555
If I were you,
I'd reopen that case.
869
00:42:11,655 --> 00:42:14,758
Yeah. It's a bad look
to leave it unsolved.
870
00:42:22,599 --> 00:42:24,635
Think about it.
871
00:42:26,770 --> 00:42:28,706
Hey, how did you
know all that?
872
00:42:28,806 --> 00:42:30,674
Did you study the transcripts?
873
00:42:30,774 --> 00:42:32,975
Something like that.
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