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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,083 --> 00:00:08,083 "I, PETE WILDER, 2 00:00:08,125 --> 00:00:10,291 "BEING OF SOUND MIND AND BODY, 3 00:00:10,333 --> 00:00:12,834 "ATTEST THAT THESE ARE MY WISHES UPON MY DEATH. 4 00:00:12,875 --> 00:00:14,500 "IN THE EVENT I PREDECEASE MY WIFE, 5 00:00:14,542 --> 00:00:18,000 I LEAVE ALL MY TANGIBLE PERSONAL PROPERTY TO HER." 6 00:00:20,583 --> 00:00:24,542 "I DO NOT VIEW MY DEATH AS AN END BUT RATHER A BEGINNING, 7 00:00:24,583 --> 00:00:28,375 A TRANSITION TO A NEW STATE OF BEING." 8 00:00:30,709 --> 00:00:33,333 "I DO NOT WANT A LAVISH FUNERAL. 9 00:00:33,375 --> 00:00:36,041 "I DO NOT WANT MY FAMILY TO UNDERGO THAT EXPENSE 10 00:00:36,083 --> 00:00:39,041 "OR DISTRESS. 11 00:00:39,083 --> 00:00:42,417 "I HEREBY DIRECT THAT MY BODY BE CREMATED 12 00:00:42,458 --> 00:00:45,458 AND MY ASHES SCATTERED IN THE OCEAN." 13 00:01:00,083 --> 00:01:02,041 "AND AFTER MY CREMATION, 14 00:01:02,083 --> 00:01:04,041 "I DO NOT WANT MOURNING. 15 00:01:04,083 --> 00:01:06,583 "I WANT A PARTY, 16 00:01:06,625 --> 00:01:09,917 "A BALINESE SEND-OFF. 17 00:01:09,959 --> 00:01:13,041 "I WANT SINGING AND LAUGHTER AND STORIES 18 00:01:13,083 --> 00:01:15,250 "TO CELEBRATE MY LIFE. 19 00:01:15,291 --> 00:01:18,375 "I WILL BE AT PEACE. 20 00:01:18,417 --> 00:01:22,834 I HOPE THESE WISHES WILL ALSO BRING PEACE TO MY LOVED ONES." 21 00:01:24,250 --> 00:01:26,250 IS HE KIDDING? 22 00:01:37,083 --> 00:01:39,417 I AM SO GLAD YOU GUYS ARE HERE. 23 00:01:39,458 --> 00:01:40,542 AND THANK YOU FOR HOSTING. 24 00:01:40,583 --> 00:01:42,083 OH, OF COURSE. 25 00:01:42,125 --> 00:01:44,041 I WOULD'VE DONE IT AT MY PLACE, BUT, UH, 26 00:01:44,083 --> 00:01:46,291 THE REALTOR HAS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE LINED UP TO SEE THE HOUSE 27 00:01:46,333 --> 00:01:47,917 SINCE I DROPPED THE PRICE, SO... 28 00:01:47,959 --> 00:01:50,083 YEAH, SHOULD YOU... I MEAN, ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANNA 29 00:01:50,125 --> 00:01:51,709 JUST, YOU KNOW... TAKE A MINUTE 30 00:01:51,750 --> 00:01:53,417 BEFORE YOU MAKE, UH, ANY BIG CHANGES? 31 00:01:53,458 --> 00:01:54,667 I MEAN, JUST TAKE A SECOND TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH. 32 00:01:54,709 --> 00:01:57,041 NO, NO, NO. LUCAS AND I NEED TO MOVE FORWARD. 33 00:01:57,083 --> 00:02:00,542 AND I'M GONNA LOOK AT SOME HOUSES TOMORROW, SO... 34 00:02:03,166 --> 00:02:04,291 WELL... IT'S A GOOD TURNOUT. 35 00:02:04,333 --> 00:02:05,667 YEAH. YES. 36 00:02:05,709 --> 00:02:06,917 YEAH. YEAH. 37 00:02:06,959 --> 00:02:09,333 I THINK PETE WOULD'VE LIKED IT. 38 00:02:09,375 --> 00:02:12,917 I MEAN, WHO KNOWS, RIGHT? 39 00:02:12,959 --> 00:02:15,500 THIS IS WHAT THE WILL SAID HE WANTED. 40 00:02:15,542 --> 00:02:18,667 YEAH, HE WENT TO A FUNERAL ONCE IN BALI, I GUESS, 41 00:02:18,709 --> 00:02:20,166 AND THE WHOLE VILLAGE CAME OUT TO CELEBRATE. 42 00:02:20,208 --> 00:02:22,375 YOU KNOW, LIKE, DRESSED UP LIKE IT WAS A PARTY, 43 00:02:22,417 --> 00:02:24,041 TOLD STORIES AND SANG AND... 44 00:02:24,083 --> 00:02:25,959 WAIT, WAIT. ARE WE GONNA HAVE TO SING? 45 00:02:26,041 --> 00:02:28,041 THE--HE DID REQUEST SINGING, YES. MM-HMM. 46 00:02:28,083 --> 00:02:29,125 MM-HMM. THAT'S WHY WE HAVE THE KARAOKE MACHINE. 47 00:02:29,166 --> 00:02:30,750 PERHAPS YOU COULD GET IT STARTED? 48 00:02:30,792 --> 00:02:33,375 OHH. RIGHT. I'M GONNA NEED A FEW DRINKS. 49 00:02:33,417 --> 00:02:34,625 YES. WOULD YOU LIKE ONE? 50 00:02:34,667 --> 00:02:37,041 NO. NO, NO, BUT I HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU. 51 00:02:37,083 --> 00:02:38,208 UH... YEAH. 52 00:02:40,083 --> 00:02:41,959 UM... 53 00:02:43,625 --> 00:02:46,166 PETE GOT THIS IN INDIA A FEW YEARS AGO. 54 00:02:46,208 --> 00:02:47,917 HE WAS, UH, THERE WORKING WITH A SPIRITUAL LEADER 55 00:02:47,959 --> 00:02:50,417 WHO--WHO HUGS PEOPLE. THAT'S HER THING. 56 00:02:50,458 --> 00:02:52,333 SHE'S HUGGED, LIKE, 30 MILLION FOLLOWERS. 57 00:02:52,375 --> 00:02:53,500 SHE MUST BE EXHAUSTED. 58 00:02:53,542 --> 00:02:55,500 AND THIS.. 59 00:02:55,542 --> 00:02:57,959 IS FOR YOU. 60 00:03:01,458 --> 00:03:03,041 OH. WEAR IT IN GOOD HEALTH. 61 00:03:07,792 --> 00:03:10,000 I'LL BE--I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 62 00:03:11,792 --> 00:03:13,166 OH. HE WOKE UP? 63 00:03:13,208 --> 00:03:15,750 YEAH, HE WAS JUST HANGING OUT IN HIS CRIB, GUMMIN' A RATTLE. 64 00:03:15,792 --> 00:03:17,250 AW. DOES HE NEED HIS DIAPER CHANGED? 65 00:03:17,291 --> 00:03:18,625 UH, ALREADY TOOK CARE OF IT. 66 00:03:18,667 --> 00:03:21,041 OHH. GOOD. DOES THAT FEEL GOOD? 67 00:03:21,083 --> 00:03:22,834 I THOUGHT YOU SAID VIOLET WOULD BE SAD. 68 00:03:22,875 --> 00:03:24,125 SHE IS SAD. 69 00:03:24,166 --> 00:03:27,458 THERE'S MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO HONOR SOMEONE'S MEMORY. 70 00:03:27,500 --> 00:03:29,750 YEAH, BUT... THIS IS WEIRD. 71 00:03:29,792 --> 00:03:31,041 YEAH. 72 00:03:31,083 --> 00:03:34,041 I MEAN, NOT AS WEIRD AS WATCHING THE CREMATION. 73 00:03:34,083 --> 00:03:35,667 AND THE KIDS COULDN'T BE MORE BORED. 74 00:03:35,709 --> 00:03:37,458 WHY DON'T I TAKE THEM TO YOUR PLACE FOR A WHILE? 75 00:03:37,500 --> 00:03:38,875 I DON'T DO TOO WELL 76 00:03:38,917 --> 00:03:41,041 IN SITUATIONS WHERE PEOPLE ARE FEELING ONE WAY 77 00:03:41,083 --> 00:03:42,458 AND PRETENDING TO FEEL ANOTHER. 78 00:03:42,500 --> 00:03:44,375 I TEND TO SAY INAPPROPRIATE THINGS. 79 00:03:44,417 --> 00:03:45,583 AND SHOOT UP. 80 00:03:45,625 --> 00:03:48,000 SO... 81 00:03:48,041 --> 00:03:49,083 IF ANYBODY HAS ANY DRUGS... 82 00:03:49,125 --> 00:03:51,083 OKAY, YEAH. TOLD YOU. 83 00:03:51,125 --> 00:03:52,667 INAPPROPRIATE THINGS. YEAH, GO--GO TAKE 'EM. 84 00:03:52,709 --> 00:03:53,875 ALL RIGHT, I'M JUST GONNA GET HENRY'S BOTTLE. 85 00:03:53,917 --> 00:03:58,000 KARAOKE? FOR REAL? 86 00:04:02,083 --> 00:04:04,667 SO THEN I JOINED THIS RUNNING GROUP, 87 00:04:04,709 --> 00:04:07,834 FIGURING THAT WOULD BE A GREAT WAY TO MEET PEOPLE, BUT... 88 00:04:07,875 --> 00:04:09,041 BUT? 89 00:04:09,083 --> 00:04:11,792 UM, I LOOK AROUND AND... 90 00:04:11,834 --> 00:04:14,333 AND I SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE-- 91 00:04:14,375 --> 00:04:16,917 AT WORK, IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD. 92 00:04:16,959 --> 00:04:19,291 I MEAN, THEY JUST... 93 00:04:19,333 --> 00:04:22,417 I--THEY JUST SEEM LIKE AVERAGE JOES, 94 00:04:22,458 --> 00:04:23,625 YOU KNOW? YEAH. 95 00:04:23,667 --> 00:04:24,834 THEY DON'T SEEM TO HAVE SUPERPOWERS 96 00:04:24,875 --> 00:04:26,041 OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 97 00:04:26,083 --> 00:04:29,500 BUT, UM, THEY'RE HAPPY. 98 00:04:29,542 --> 00:04:30,750 AND I THINK, 99 00:04:30,792 --> 00:04:33,291 HOW DO THEY DO IT, YOU KNOW? 100 00:04:33,333 --> 00:04:35,208 WHAT'S THE SECRET? 101 00:04:35,250 --> 00:04:36,667 WELL, THERE'S NO SECRET, NICK. 102 00:04:36,709 --> 00:04:38,291 AND SOME PEOPLE ARE MORE NATURALLY DISPOSED TO HAVE 103 00:04:38,333 --> 00:04:40,208 A POSITIVE OUTLOOK. 104 00:04:40,250 --> 00:04:42,333 BUT HAPPINESS CAN ALSO BE DERIVED 105 00:04:42,375 --> 00:04:43,959 FROM INTENTIONAL ACTIVITIES, YOU KNOW, 106 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,250 VOLUNTEERING AND MAINTAINING CLOSE RELATIONSHIPS. 107 00:04:47,291 --> 00:04:50,542 WELL, THAT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE. 108 00:04:53,125 --> 00:04:56,041 OKAY, THAT SEEMS LIKE A GOOD PLACE TO START OUR NEXT SESSION. 109 00:04:56,083 --> 00:04:57,291 OH, SORRY. 110 00:04:57,333 --> 00:05:00,458 I'M, UH, I'M NOT GONNA BE HERE NEXT WEEK. 111 00:05:00,500 --> 00:05:01,583 OKAY. NO PROBLEM. WE CAN RESCHEDULE. 112 00:05:01,625 --> 00:05:04,041 ACTUALLY, WE CAN'T. 113 00:05:04,083 --> 00:05:06,000 I CAME TO SAY GOOD-BYE. 114 00:05:07,959 --> 00:05:09,959 I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF. 115 00:05:20,333 --> 00:05:22,417 YOU KNOW WHAT MIGHT MAKE PEOPLE FEEL BETTER? 116 00:05:22,458 --> 00:05:27,000 IS IF THEY KNEW THERE WAS A TRIO OF COOPLETS ON THE WAY. 117 00:05:27,041 --> 00:05:29,834 IF YOU WANNA KEEP THOSE HANDS, GET 'EM OFF MY UTERUS. 118 00:05:35,375 --> 00:05:36,917 HMM. 119 00:05:36,959 --> 00:05:38,750 IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU'VE GOT AN APPETITE. 120 00:05:38,792 --> 00:05:41,291 WHAT I'VE GOT IS A TAPEWORM. 121 00:05:41,333 --> 00:05:42,500 THREE OF 'EM, ACTUALLY. 122 00:05:42,542 --> 00:05:43,709 COME ON, CHARLOTTE. 123 00:05:43,750 --> 00:05:44,959 ISN'T IT AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT FUN 124 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:47,500 TO BE ABLE TO EAT WHATEVER YOU WANT? 125 00:05:47,542 --> 00:05:49,583 NO. IT'S NOT FUN. 126 00:05:49,625 --> 00:05:51,834 IT'S DISGUSTING. 127 00:05:51,875 --> 00:05:53,208 I'M HAVING A LITTER 128 00:05:53,250 --> 00:05:54,959 LIKE SOME KIND OF ANIMAL. 129 00:05:55,041 --> 00:05:56,041 OH. 130 00:05:56,083 --> 00:05:57,417 THESE BLOODSUCKING TICKS 131 00:05:57,458 --> 00:05:59,333 GROWING INSIDE OF ME HAVE TAKEN OVER MY BODY, 132 00:05:59,375 --> 00:06:00,542 SO I'M JUST A HOST NOW. 133 00:06:00,583 --> 00:06:01,875 THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING. 134 00:06:01,917 --> 00:06:04,333 THESE ARE THE SALAD DAYS BEFORE I START WADDLING AROUND 135 00:06:04,375 --> 00:06:07,959 WITH A VERITABLE "WIDE LOAD" SIGN ACROSS MY GUT. 136 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,125 WHICH, BY THE WAY, 137 00:06:09,166 --> 00:06:10,667 IS GONNA BE CRISSCROSSED WITH SO MANY STRETCH MARKS 138 00:06:10,709 --> 00:06:13,250 IT'LL LOOK LIKE A TOPO MAP OF YELLOWSTONE. 139 00:06:13,291 --> 00:06:16,458 I MEAN, A MIRACLE PREGNANCY, MY ASS. 140 00:06:16,500 --> 00:06:19,792 MY BIG, FAT, EVER-EXPANDING ASS. 141 00:06:19,834 --> 00:06:23,208 THE CAR KEPT STALLING OUT. 142 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:26,041 JANIE AND I, WE WERE SAVING EVERY CENT WE HAD FOR THE BABY, 143 00:06:26,083 --> 00:06:28,041 SO I PUT OFF GETTING A TUNE-UP. 144 00:06:28,083 --> 00:06:30,041 BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL, 145 00:06:30,083 --> 00:06:31,709 THE BABY WAS ALREADY COMING OUT. 146 00:06:31,750 --> 00:06:34,625 I WAS SO RATTLED, I CRASHED INTO THE AMBULANCE BAY. 147 00:06:36,125 --> 00:06:37,291 YEAH, BUT DR. WILDER-- 148 00:06:37,333 --> 00:06:39,291 HE ACTED LIKE HE SAW THAT KIND OF THING EVERY DAY. 149 00:06:39,333 --> 00:06:41,166 HE SMILED AT JANIE, 150 00:06:41,208 --> 00:06:45,041 TOLD HER SHE'D HAVE A GREAT STORY TO TELL OUR KID, 151 00:06:45,083 --> 00:06:47,041 AND DELIVERED OUR LITTLE MAYA RIGHT THERE. 152 00:06:47,083 --> 00:06:49,583 YOUR HUSBAND... 153 00:06:49,625 --> 00:06:54,041 HE MADE A BIG DIFFERENCE IN MY FAMILY'S LIFE. 154 00:06:54,083 --> 00:06:56,458 HE WAS THERE FOR US WHEN WE NEEDED HIM. 155 00:06:56,500 --> 00:06:58,667 AND NOT JUST... 156 00:06:58,709 --> 00:07:02,041 I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. 157 00:07:03,750 --> 00:07:07,041 I CALLED HIM, YOU KNOW, THE NIGHT BEFORE HE DIED. 158 00:07:07,083 --> 00:07:09,834 HE SOUNDED RELAXED. 159 00:07:09,875 --> 00:07:11,500 I WOULD'VE BEEN... 160 00:07:11,542 --> 00:07:13,750 SCARED AS HELL OF THAT TRIAL, BUT... 161 00:07:13,792 --> 00:07:15,083 MM. 162 00:07:15,125 --> 00:07:18,458 PETE KEPT ON CRACKING JOKES. 163 00:07:18,500 --> 00:07:20,709 IF I HAD KNOWN IT WAS GONNA BE THE LAST CONVERSATION 164 00:07:20,750 --> 00:07:23,959 I EVER WAS GONNA HAVE WITH HIM... 165 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:26,208 I DON'T KNOW. I WOULD'VE SAID SOMETHING ELSE. 166 00:07:26,250 --> 00:07:29,000 HE KNEW HE HAD YOUR SUPPORT. I'M SURE THAT MEANT A LOT. 167 00:07:30,542 --> 00:07:34,041 HE DESERVED BETTER THAN DYING IN A DITCH. 168 00:07:34,083 --> 00:07:37,041 I KNOW YOU KNOW THIS, BUT... 169 00:07:37,083 --> 00:07:38,583 YOU KNOW, ANYTHING YOU NEED, ANYTHING. 170 00:07:38,625 --> 00:07:40,041 I MEAN, YOU NEED ME TO STAY AT THE HOUSE, 171 00:07:40,083 --> 00:07:41,542 YOU NEED US TO TAKE LUCAS, WE CAN DO IT. 172 00:07:41,583 --> 00:07:45,166 I-I NEVER KNEW THAT... PETE WANTED THIS KIND OF CELEBRATION 173 00:07:45,208 --> 00:07:46,375 UNTIL I READ HIS WILL. 174 00:07:46,417 --> 00:07:49,542 I MEAN, BESIDES ONE CONVERSATION 175 00:07:49,583 --> 00:07:51,041 WHERE HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE CREMATED, 176 00:07:51,083 --> 00:07:52,542 WE NEVER TALKED ABOUT DEATH, 177 00:07:52,583 --> 00:07:54,291 AND WE SHOULD'VE TALKED ABOUT IT. 178 00:07:54,333 --> 00:07:55,291 IT'S A CONVERSATION MOST PEOPLE PUT OFF. 179 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:56,792 MAYBE. 180 00:07:56,834 --> 00:08:00,709 BUT I'M A SINGLE PARENT NOW, SO I HAVE TO BE PREPARED. 181 00:08:00,750 --> 00:08:03,041 IT WOULD BE GREAT IF YOU COULD TAKE LUCAS. 182 00:08:03,083 --> 00:08:05,709 SURE. NO PROBLEM. WE CAN TAKE HIM TONIGHT. 183 00:08:05,750 --> 00:08:08,625 NO, I MEAN, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME, 184 00:08:08,667 --> 00:08:10,083 I WANT YOU TO BE HIS GUARDIAN. 185 00:08:10,125 --> 00:08:12,375 OH. 186 00:08:12,417 --> 00:08:15,125 WOW. 187 00:08:17,750 --> 00:08:19,208 WOW. YOU-- I KNOW-- 188 00:08:19,250 --> 00:08:20,709 I KNOW IT'S A LOT TO ASK FOR, BUT--BUT-- 189 00:08:20,750 --> 00:08:22,083 BUT THEY--THEY-- THEY GET ALONG GREAT. 190 00:08:22,125 --> 00:08:23,792 AND--AND DON'T YOU THINK MASON WOULD BE HAPPY 191 00:08:23,834 --> 00:08:25,917 TO HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER? I CERTAINLY HOPE SO. 192 00:08:25,959 --> 00:08:27,083 THEY COULD SHARE A ROOM 193 00:08:27,125 --> 00:08:29,041 OR YOU COULD LIVE AT MY HOUSE, WHEREVER THAT WOULD BE. 194 00:08:29,083 --> 00:08:30,500 OH. VIOLET, YOU KNOW WHAT? 195 00:08:30,542 --> 00:08:33,500 I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT YOU BEING DEAD. NOT TODAY. 196 00:08:33,542 --> 00:08:35,709 BUT YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT. I NEED YOU TO THINK ABOUT IT. 197 00:08:35,750 --> 00:08:36,917 OKAY? 198 00:08:36,959 --> 00:08:38,709 AND TALK TO CHARLOTTE. 199 00:08:38,750 --> 00:08:40,375 OKAY? 200 00:08:40,417 --> 00:08:41,625 OKAY. 201 00:08:44,834 --> 00:08:47,750 WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. SHELDON. WAIT, YOU'RE NOT COMING? 202 00:08:47,792 --> 00:08:48,959 No, I am coming. 203 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,792 I-I JUST CAN'T LEAVE YET. 204 00:08:50,834 --> 00:08:52,333 Sheldon, we need a shrink here. 205 00:08:52,375 --> 00:08:53,750 I MEAN, VIOLET'S KEEPING IT TOGETHER, 206 00:08:53,792 --> 00:08:55,458 BUT WHO KNOWS HOW LONG THAT WILL LAST? 207 00:08:55,500 --> 00:08:57,041 YEAH, WELL, I'LL GET THERE AS SOON AS I CAN. 208 00:08:57,083 --> 00:08:58,000 OKAY. 209 00:09:01,500 --> 00:09:05,959 HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN CONSIDERING KILLING YOURSELF? 210 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:08,208 FEELS LIKE FOREVER. 211 00:09:08,250 --> 00:09:11,208 I'M SORRY I DIDN'T BRING IT UP BEFORE. 212 00:09:11,250 --> 00:09:14,250 I DIDN'T THINK YOU'D UNDERSTAND, BUT... 213 00:09:14,291 --> 00:09:16,375 IT REALLY IS FOR THE BEST, DR. WALLACE. 214 00:09:16,417 --> 00:09:18,041 WHAT'S YOUR PLAN? 215 00:09:18,083 --> 00:09:20,917 PILLS SEEM EASIEST. 216 00:09:20,959 --> 00:09:25,208 THAT WAY, I'LL GO TO SLEEP AND... 217 00:09:25,250 --> 00:09:28,041 IT'LL BE OVER. 218 00:09:28,083 --> 00:09:30,083 I'VE GOT TWO KINDS OF SEDATIVES. 219 00:09:30,125 --> 00:09:32,041 OKAY, NICK. 220 00:09:32,083 --> 00:09:34,583 I THINK WE SHOULD GO TO THE HOSPITAL. NO. 221 00:09:34,625 --> 00:09:35,875 I CANNOT LET YOU GO HOME. 222 00:09:35,917 --> 00:09:37,375 I'M NOT GOING TO THE HOSPITAL. 223 00:09:37,417 --> 00:09:41,041 AH, GOD, I'M SORRY. 224 00:09:41,083 --> 00:09:43,542 I DIDN'T MEAN TO YELL. I... 225 00:09:47,291 --> 00:09:49,041 WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE THAT TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT? 226 00:09:49,083 --> 00:09:50,208 I MEAN... 227 00:09:50,250 --> 00:09:52,250 DID SOMETHING HAPPEN? 228 00:09:52,291 --> 00:09:53,834 I THINK YOU WANT MY HELP, NICK. 229 00:09:53,875 --> 00:09:55,917 I THINK THAT'S WHY YOU TOLD ME YOUR PLAN. 230 00:09:55,959 --> 00:09:59,000 BUT I CAN'T GIVE IT UNLESS YOU'RE GONNA BE HONEST WITH ME. 231 00:10:05,250 --> 00:10:08,542 TRIPLE GRANDE LATTE WITH ONE SUGAR. 232 00:10:08,583 --> 00:10:11,709 THAT'S GAIL'S ORDER. 233 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:14,041 I SEE HER GETTING COFFEE MOST MORNINGS. 234 00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:15,709 UM... 235 00:10:15,750 --> 00:10:19,250 LAST WEEK, SHE FORGOT HER WALLET, SO I PAID, 236 00:10:19,291 --> 00:10:21,083 AND WE GOT TO TALKING. 237 00:10:21,125 --> 00:10:22,875 SHE WAS... 238 00:10:22,917 --> 00:10:26,000 SHE WAS NICE, SO I ASKED HER OUT. 239 00:10:28,125 --> 00:10:30,250 W-WHAT DID SHE SAY? 240 00:10:30,291 --> 00:10:32,375 YES. 241 00:10:32,417 --> 00:10:34,542 CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? 242 00:10:36,750 --> 00:10:38,667 UM, WELL, WE WENT OUT TO DINNER 243 00:10:38,709 --> 00:10:41,125 AND THEN BACK TO HER PLACE, 244 00:10:41,166 --> 00:10:44,583 AND, UM, NEXT THING I KNEW, 245 00:10:44,625 --> 00:10:46,625 OUR CLOTHES WERE OFF. 246 00:10:50,041 --> 00:10:53,041 AND... 247 00:10:53,083 --> 00:10:56,041 I'VE BEEN SO LONELY. 248 00:10:56,083 --> 00:10:59,291 BUT LOOKING AT GAIL, 249 00:10:59,333 --> 00:11:01,583 I FELT NOTHING. 250 00:11:03,250 --> 00:11:07,583 SO... 251 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:09,625 I STARTED THINKING ABOUT STELLA, 252 00:11:09,667 --> 00:11:12,917 HER CREAMY SHOULDERS 253 00:11:12,959 --> 00:11:15,041 PEEKING OUT FROM A TANK TOP, 254 00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:19,250 HER SMOOTH LITTLE COLT LEGS. 255 00:11:21,125 --> 00:11:23,166 AND THEN IT WAS OKAY. 256 00:11:23,208 --> 00:11:24,375 IT'S NOT UNUSUAL 257 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:26,625 FOR MEN TO THINK ABOUT OTHER WOMEN DURING SEX. 258 00:11:26,667 --> 00:11:28,250 STELLA'S NOT A WOMAN. 259 00:11:28,291 --> 00:11:30,375 NO. SHE... 260 00:11:32,500 --> 00:11:34,583 SHE'S MY GODDAUGHTER. 261 00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:39,000 SHE'S 8. 262 00:11:47,250 --> 00:11:49,250 DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE PEED SINCE WE'VE BEEN HERE? 263 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:50,375 FIVE. 264 00:11:50,417 --> 00:11:52,250 FIVE TIMES. 265 00:11:52,291 --> 00:11:54,667 GOD, I'D SELL MY SOUL FOR A GOOD OLD FASHIONED U.T.I. 266 00:11:54,709 --> 00:11:58,166 I CAN BITCH SLAP INTO SUBMISSION WITH SOME SIMPLE ANTIBIOTICS. 267 00:11:59,917 --> 00:12:02,917 SO, UH, VIOLET ASKED ME THIS THING. 268 00:12:02,959 --> 00:12:05,041 THIS, UM, FUNNY THING. 269 00:12:05,083 --> 00:12:06,667 CRAZY, CLEARLY, 270 00:12:06,709 --> 00:12:09,417 GIVEN WHAT WE'RE, UH... 271 00:12:10,667 --> 00:12:11,834 YOU KNOW, SHE'S GRIEVING, 272 00:12:11,875 --> 00:12:13,041 SO YOU WANNA GIVE HER WHAT SHE WANTS. 273 00:12:13,083 --> 00:12:15,041 WHAT'D SHE ASK? 274 00:12:15,083 --> 00:12:17,875 UM... IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER, 275 00:12:17,917 --> 00:12:20,000 SHE ASKED IF WE WOULD TAKE LUCAS. 276 00:12:22,250 --> 00:12:23,417 WE HAVE MASON... 277 00:12:23,458 --> 00:12:25,041 WHO IS AMAZING. 278 00:12:25,083 --> 00:12:27,041 ABOUT WE'RE ABOUT TO HAVE THREE MORE. 279 00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:28,208 YAY, US! 280 00:12:28,250 --> 00:12:30,250 AND YOU WANNA ADD A FIFTH CHILD 281 00:12:30,291 --> 00:12:33,041 SO WHAT, WE CAN FIELD OUR OWN VOLLEYBALL TEAM? 282 00:12:33,083 --> 00:12:35,250 OKAY, AREN'T YOU A TEENSY BIT FLATTERED 283 00:12:35,291 --> 00:12:38,458 THAT SHE RECOGNIZES WHAT AN INCREDIBLE MOTHER YOU ARE? 284 00:12:38,500 --> 00:12:39,917 WELL, THEN LET'S NOT STOP THERE. 285 00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:42,875 HELL, WHY NOT THROW HENRY INTO THE MIX, TOO? 286 00:12:42,917 --> 00:12:44,667 MAKE IT AN EVEN HALF-DOZEN, 287 00:12:44,709 --> 00:12:46,709 'CAUSE WHEN I SAID I NEVER WANTED CHILDREN, 288 00:12:46,750 --> 00:12:48,834 WHAT I REALLY MEANT WAS, 289 00:12:48,875 --> 00:12:52,041 "I WANT ALL THE CHILDREN." 290 00:12:54,333 --> 00:12:58,041 I NEVER TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE... WITH ANYONE. 291 00:12:58,083 --> 00:13:01,625 NICK, HAVE YOU EVER HAD ANY SEXUAL CONTACT WITH STELLA? NEVER. 292 00:13:01,667 --> 00:13:04,041 ANY PHYSICAL CONTACT THAT COULD BE PERCEIVED AS SEXUAL 293 00:13:04,083 --> 00:13:05,417 WITH ANY CHILD? 294 00:13:05,458 --> 00:13:07,291 NO. 295 00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:10,041 SO YOU'VE NEVER ACTED ON YOUR DESIRE FOR YOUNG GIRLS? 296 00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:12,542 NO. 297 00:13:12,583 --> 00:13:14,750 BUT I THINK ABOUT IT. 298 00:13:14,792 --> 00:13:16,583 A LOT. 299 00:13:16,625 --> 00:13:19,583 I HAVE TO DRIVE PAST THIS ELEMENTARY SCHOOL 300 00:13:19,625 --> 00:13:21,041 ON THE WAY TO WORK, 301 00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:23,250 AND I TRY TO GET DOWN THE STREET AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE, 302 00:13:23,291 --> 00:13:27,083 BUT... SOMETIMES THE CROSSING GUARD STOPS ME. 303 00:13:27,125 --> 00:13:31,917 SO... I SIT THERE, 304 00:13:31,959 --> 00:13:35,333 AND I WATCH THE KIDS WALK PAST. 305 00:13:39,709 --> 00:13:44,917 HAVE YOU EVER REALLY LOOKED AT AN 8-YEAR-OLD GIRL? 306 00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:48,375 I MEAN... 307 00:13:49,875 --> 00:13:53,041 MY GOD. 308 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:55,000 THEY'RE SO BEAUTIFUL. 309 00:13:56,875 --> 00:13:58,834 SO INNOCENT. 310 00:13:58,875 --> 00:14:02,542 AND THEIR BODIES ARE LIKE ABSOLUTE PERFECTION. 311 00:14:06,750 --> 00:14:08,542 YOU THINK I'M DISGUSTING, DON'T YOU? 312 00:14:08,583 --> 00:14:10,709 NO. I'M NOT HERE TO JUDGE YOU, NICK. 313 00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:12,417 I'M JUST TRYING TO UNDERSTAND. 314 00:14:12,458 --> 00:14:15,041 IT'S SIMPLE. I'M A MONSTER. 315 00:14:15,083 --> 00:14:18,208 AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I CAN'T CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL. 316 00:14:18,250 --> 00:14:20,542 HOW--HOW DO YOU CONTROL THESE URGES? 317 00:14:20,583 --> 00:14:24,041 I GO HOME AND... 318 00:14:24,083 --> 00:14:26,583 I, UH... 319 00:14:26,625 --> 00:14:28,041 I RELEASE THE TENSION. 320 00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:29,417 YOU MASTURBATE? 321 00:14:29,458 --> 00:14:30,625 YES. 322 00:14:30,667 --> 00:14:32,834 THAT WAY, NO ONE GETS HURT. 323 00:14:32,875 --> 00:14:36,333 THAT'S A GOOD SOLUTION, RIGHT? 324 00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:37,792 MY CONCERN IS THAT 325 00:14:37,834 --> 00:14:40,041 CONTINUAL FANTASIZING ABOUT SEXUAL ACTS WITH YOUNG GIRLS 326 00:14:40,083 --> 00:14:42,417 CAN MAKE THAT SEEM NORMAL. 327 00:14:42,458 --> 00:14:46,041 AND ONCE THAT TABOO IS REMOVED, 328 00:14:46,083 --> 00:14:49,041 SELF-RESTRAINT CAN BECOME VERY DIFFICULT. 329 00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:50,083 I KNOW, 330 00:14:50,125 --> 00:14:54,083 WHICH IS WHY THE ONLY SOLUTION IS FOR ME TO DIE. 331 00:14:54,125 --> 00:14:56,041 I SHOULD BE DEAD. 332 00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:58,208 I WAS DEAD. 333 00:14:58,250 --> 00:15:00,542 I WAS STANDING IN MY KITCHEN, CHOPPING GARLIC, 334 00:15:00,583 --> 00:15:04,041 TALKING TO MY HUSBAND, AND THEN I STARTED CONVULSING. 335 00:15:04,083 --> 00:15:05,709 HE CALLS 9-1-1, 336 00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:07,500 AND BY THE TIME THE PARAMEDICS GOT THERE, 337 00:15:07,542 --> 00:15:09,041 MY HEART HAD STOPPED. 338 00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:13,625 THEY SHOCKED ME THREE TIMES AND TOOK ME TO THE E.R., AND... 339 00:15:13,667 --> 00:15:16,166 DR. WILDER. HE BROUGHT ME BACK. 340 00:15:16,208 --> 00:15:18,417 HE DID 20 MINUTES OF C.P.R., 341 00:15:18,458 --> 00:15:20,625 SHOCKED ME THREE MORE TIMES. 342 00:15:20,667 --> 00:15:23,959 HE DIDN'T GIVE UP ON ME. HE JUST... 343 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,041 WOULDN'T. 344 00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:27,458 YOUR HUSBAND NEVER GAVE UP. 345 00:15:27,500 --> 00:15:29,542 EXCUSE ME, LADIES, BUT I NEED TO STEAL VIOLET. 346 00:15:29,583 --> 00:15:31,458 HER SON'S LOOKING FOR HER. OH. SURE. 347 00:15:31,500 --> 00:15:32,875 WHERE'S LUCAS? 348 00:15:32,917 --> 00:15:35,041 I DON'T KNOW, BUT I THOUGHT YOU NEEDED A BREAK. 349 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:40,208 HEY. 350 00:15:40,250 --> 00:15:43,667 JAKE SAID I SHOULD GIVE THIS THING A TEST DRIVE, SO... 351 00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:47,542 SAM... 352 00:15:47,583 --> 00:15:50,417 I WAS PLANNING ON TELLING YOU THAT JAKE MOVED IN. 353 00:15:50,458 --> 00:15:51,625 OH, THAT'S FINE. THAT'S FINE. 354 00:15:51,667 --> 00:15:53,291 THIS IS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD ESPRESSO. 355 00:15:53,333 --> 00:15:54,917 I-I DIDN'T MEAN TO BLINDSIDE YOU OR-- 356 00:15:54,959 --> 00:15:56,041 IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 357 00:15:56,083 --> 00:15:58,917 DID JAKE TELL YOU WHERE HE GOT THESE BEANS? 358 00:15:58,959 --> 00:16:00,417 NO. NO? 359 00:16:00,458 --> 00:16:02,625 OH. 360 00:16:04,417 --> 00:16:05,583 LOOK, UM... 361 00:16:07,291 --> 00:16:10,792 THERE ARE NO BOOKS ON THIS. I LOOKED. 362 00:16:10,834 --> 00:16:12,166 WHAT? 363 00:16:12,208 --> 00:16:14,291 ON HOW TO STAY FRIENDS WITH YOUR EX-WIFE'S BEST FRIEND 364 00:16:14,333 --> 00:16:17,166 WHO REJECTED YOUR MARRIAGE PROPOSAL 365 00:16:17,208 --> 00:16:18,792 AFTER ADOPTING A CHILD... 366 00:16:18,834 --> 00:16:22,750 AND THEN MOVING IN WITH YOUR COWORKER. 367 00:16:22,792 --> 00:16:25,333 THERE ARE NO BOOKS ON IT, SO... 368 00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:30,041 I FIGURED WE COULD JUST STICK TO SMALL TALK ABOUT THE ESPRESSO. 369 00:16:30,083 --> 00:16:32,000 OH. 370 00:16:33,083 --> 00:16:34,625 ARE WE? 371 00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:35,834 HMM? 372 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,000 EVER GONNA BE FRIENDS AGAIN? 373 00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:44,041 THE KEY TO A GOOD ESPRESSO IS THE QUALITY OF THE GRINDER. 374 00:16:44,083 --> 00:16:45,792 OH. 375 00:16:45,834 --> 00:16:49,041 THAT IS AN INTERESTING FACT. 376 00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:50,583 GRINDER. 377 00:16:50,625 --> 00:16:52,625 OUR FATHER DIED TWO YEARS AGO. 378 00:16:52,667 --> 00:16:54,917 IT PRETTY MUCH TOOK THE STARCH OUT OF MOTHER, 379 00:16:54,959 --> 00:16:57,000 SO WE FIGURED SHE WAS JUST GRIEVING. 380 00:16:57,041 --> 00:16:59,083 UM, SHE DIDN'T TELL US ABOUT THE PAIN. 381 00:16:59,125 --> 00:17:02,083 BY THE TIME WE NOTICED IT, WELL... 382 00:17:02,125 --> 00:17:05,041 WITH PANCREATIC CANCER, THERE'S NOT MUCH YOU CAN DO. 383 00:17:05,083 --> 00:17:07,333 AND SHE WANTED TO DIE AT HOME, 384 00:17:07,375 --> 00:17:08,750 AND SHE MADE US PROMISE. 385 00:17:08,792 --> 00:17:11,041 BUT THAT LAST DAY, 386 00:17:11,083 --> 00:17:15,792 HER BREATHING GOT SO LABORED, AND SHE LOOKED SO SCARED, 387 00:17:15,834 --> 00:17:17,583 THAT I WANTED TO TAKE HER TO THE HOSPITAL. 388 00:17:17,625 --> 00:17:18,834 YEAH, WE BOTH DID. 389 00:17:18,875 --> 00:17:20,041 BUT DR. WILDER, 390 00:17:20,083 --> 00:17:22,458 HE SAID WE SHOULD HONOR HER WISHES. 391 00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:24,875 AND WHEN HE CAME INTO THE ROOM, 392 00:17:24,917 --> 00:17:27,333 HE HAD SUCH A CALMING EFFECT ON HER. 393 00:17:27,375 --> 00:17:30,041 SO SHE GOT TO DIE IN HER OWN BED, 394 00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:32,542 LOOKING OUT AT HER GARDEN, SURROUNDED BY HER CHILDREN... 395 00:17:32,583 --> 00:17:34,875 AND DOGS. 396 00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:36,500 AND IT WAS SO PEACEFUL. 397 00:17:36,542 --> 00:17:39,166 I WILL BE GRATEFUL FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE 398 00:17:39,208 --> 00:17:40,792 THAT SHE DIDN'T DIE ALONE. 399 00:17:57,709 --> 00:18:00,291 ARE YOU GONNA HURL? 400 00:18:00,333 --> 00:18:01,583 WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE? 401 00:18:01,625 --> 00:18:03,625 LUCAS WANTED TO WATCH "THE MUPPETS" MOVIE, 402 00:18:03,667 --> 00:18:05,125 FOR, LIKE, THE BILLIONTH TIME. 403 00:18:07,667 --> 00:18:09,041 WHAT ABOUT YOU? 404 00:18:09,083 --> 00:18:10,458 I... 405 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,333 UM... 406 00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:16,083 IT'S GETTING HOT IN THERE. 407 00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:22,625 PETE WAS NICE. IT REALLY SUCKS THAT HE DIED. 408 00:18:22,667 --> 00:18:24,625 YEAH. 409 00:18:24,667 --> 00:18:26,959 IT DOES. 410 00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:34,250 HE'LL BE OKAY, THOUGH. 411 00:18:34,291 --> 00:18:35,458 MY MOM SAYS WHEN YOU DIE, 412 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:37,041 IT'S LIKE GOING TO A BIG REUNION. 413 00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:40,750 YOU GET TO HANG OUT WITH EVERYONE YOU REALLY LOVE. 414 00:18:40,792 --> 00:18:43,083 OH, I BET MY MOM WILL INTRODUCE PETE TO MY GRANDMA. 415 00:18:43,125 --> 00:18:45,583 GRAM'S REALLY COOL. 416 00:18:50,083 --> 00:18:53,709 IT'S--IT'S LONELY, THOUGH, BEING LEFT BEHIND. 417 00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:57,709 I-I FELT LONELY WHEN MY MOM DIED. 418 00:18:57,750 --> 00:19:00,667 ARE YOU LONELY? 419 00:19:00,709 --> 00:19:03,917 YEAH. 420 00:19:05,083 --> 00:19:06,583 YOU WANT SOME? 421 00:19:18,250 --> 00:19:20,375 I WAS RAISED CATHOLIC. 422 00:19:20,417 --> 00:19:21,583 DID I TELL YOU THAT? 423 00:19:21,625 --> 00:19:23,000 YEAH. 424 00:19:23,041 --> 00:19:26,959 YEAH, I WAS TAUGHT THAT GOD NEVER MAKES MISTAKES. 425 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:28,750 WELL... 426 00:19:28,792 --> 00:19:30,542 IT'S PRETTY CLEAR THAT'S NOT TRUE, HUH? 427 00:19:32,750 --> 00:19:35,375 HE OBVIOUSLY HAD AN OFF DAY WITH ME. 428 00:19:35,417 --> 00:19:38,041 WHY COULDN'T I HAVE BEEN A DRUG ADDICT 429 00:19:38,083 --> 00:19:40,166 OR AN ALCOHOLIC? 430 00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:42,000 I MEAN, GOD. 431 00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:43,375 MY LIFE WOULD'VE BEEN SO MUCH DIFFERENT 432 00:19:43,417 --> 00:19:45,792 IF THE THING I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH OF WAS BOOZE. 433 00:19:45,834 --> 00:19:48,208 I MEAN, I-I COULD JOIN A 12-STEP PROGRAM. 434 00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:50,458 PEOPLE WOULD ACTUALLY WANNA HEAR MY STORY. 435 00:19:50,500 --> 00:19:56,250 THEY'D TRY TO HELP ME AND SAY HOW BRAVE I WAS TO COME CLEAN. 436 00:19:56,291 --> 00:19:58,041 BUT THEY DON'T HAVE SUPPORT GROUPS 437 00:19:58,083 --> 00:19:59,500 FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME. 438 00:20:03,083 --> 00:20:04,834 I CAN'T TELL ANYONE WHAT I AM. 439 00:20:04,875 --> 00:20:06,041 BUT YOU TOLD ME, 440 00:20:06,083 --> 00:20:08,375 AND THAT'S A GOOD FIRST STEP. 441 00:20:08,417 --> 00:20:10,959 AND THE FACT THAT YOU HAVEN'T ACTED ON YOUR IMPULSES, 442 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:12,125 WE CAN BUILD ON THAT. 443 00:20:12,166 --> 00:20:15,375 DON'T PLAY ME, DR. WALLACE. 444 00:20:15,417 --> 00:20:16,792 I'M NOT STUPID. 445 00:20:16,834 --> 00:20:18,333 AS A TEENAGER, 446 00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:21,959 I USED TO JUST HOPE THAT I WOULD OUTGROW THIS. 447 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:23,375 BUT... 448 00:20:23,417 --> 00:20:24,583 NO. 449 00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:26,041 THAT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN. 450 00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:30,041 RIGHT? 'CAUSE THERE'S NO MAGIC PILLS THAT I CAN TAKE 451 00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:32,041 THAT MAKE ME STOP FANTASIZING ABOUT LITTLE GIRLS. 452 00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:34,417 THERE'S NO SURGERY 453 00:20:34,458 --> 00:20:37,834 TO REMOVE THIS DEVIANT PART OF MY BRAIN, RIGHT? 454 00:20:40,041 --> 00:20:42,166 RIGHT? 455 00:20:42,208 --> 00:20:44,000 NO, THERE ISN'T. 456 00:20:44,041 --> 00:20:47,375 THEN WHAT DO WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT? 457 00:20:50,417 --> 00:20:53,834 DID PETE EVEN LIKE KARAOKE? 458 00:20:53,875 --> 00:20:56,500 I DON'T KNOW. I NEVER... 459 00:20:56,542 --> 00:20:59,208 HEARD THE MAN SO MUCH AS WHISTLE. 460 00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:02,208 YOU DID NOT MISS MUCH. 461 00:21:02,250 --> 00:21:04,458 I LOVED PETE. 462 00:21:04,500 --> 00:21:07,250 WE WEREN'T IN LOVE, WE WEREN'T SOUL MATES, 463 00:21:07,291 --> 00:21:09,041 BUT, YOU KNOW, WE FIT TOGETHER FOR A WHILE. 464 00:21:09,083 --> 00:21:12,041 YOU KNOW, THAT TIME THAT WE HAD WHERE WE... 465 00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:13,959 TOOK CARE OF LUCAS. 466 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,041 EVEN FOR THAT SHORT TIME BEFORE VIOLET CAME BACK, 467 00:21:16,083 --> 00:21:17,917 THAT'S... THAT'S WHEN I KNEW 468 00:21:17,959 --> 00:21:19,667 THAT I COULD RAISE A CHILD ON MY OWN. 469 00:21:19,709 --> 00:21:21,917 PETE DID THAT FOR ME. 470 00:21:21,959 --> 00:21:23,041 MM. 471 00:21:23,083 --> 00:21:25,041 I WISH I COULD'VE TOLD HIM THAT. 472 00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:28,333 YOU KNOW, VIOLET ASKED ME TO BE LUCAS' GUARDIAN 473 00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:30,500 IN CASE ANYTHING HAPPENS TO... 474 00:21:30,542 --> 00:21:32,375 DID YOU TELL HER ABOUT THE TRIPLETS? 475 00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:33,583 IN CASE YOU HADN'T NOTICED, 476 00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,041 CHARLOTTE'S A LITTLE SCARY RIGHT NOW. 477 00:21:35,083 --> 00:21:37,333 YEAH, I GOT THAT. 478 00:21:37,375 --> 00:21:39,750 I MEAN, I'D LOVE TO SAY YES FOR VIOLET, 479 00:21:39,792 --> 00:21:42,250 AND FOR PETE. 480 00:21:42,291 --> 00:21:44,583 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONVINCE CHARLOTTE. 481 00:21:47,041 --> 00:21:48,792 HONESTLY, I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD CONVINCE CHARLOTTE. 482 00:21:48,834 --> 00:21:52,166 I MEAN, WITH THESE BABIES COMING, 483 00:21:52,208 --> 00:21:54,333 MY FAMILY HAS TO BE MY PRIORITY, RIGHT? 484 00:21:54,375 --> 00:21:56,917 YES. 485 00:21:58,333 --> 00:22:00,834 ANY ADVICE ON THAT? 486 00:22:02,792 --> 00:22:04,000 HAVE ANOTHER DRINK. 487 00:22:06,625 --> 00:22:10,041 I WAS IN THE KITCHEN LAST WEEK. PETE WAS READING THE PAPER. 488 00:22:10,083 --> 00:22:12,083 TRAVEL SECTION, ABOUT HAWAII. 489 00:22:12,125 --> 00:22:15,542 SAID HE WAS THINKING ABOUT TAKING VIOLET AND LUCAS THERE 490 00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,792 ONCE THE TRIAL WAS OVER, 491 00:22:16,834 --> 00:22:19,583 LIKE HE WAS CERTAIN IT WAS GONNA GO HIS WAY. 492 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:20,792 HMM. 493 00:22:20,834 --> 00:22:23,291 SAID HE ALWAYS WANTED TO LEARN HOW TO SURF. 494 00:22:24,542 --> 00:22:25,709 MM. 495 00:22:25,750 --> 00:22:27,000 I TOLD HIM, "HEY, I, UH, I HAVE AN EXTRA BOARD. 496 00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:30,083 I CAN--I CAN TEACH YOU." 497 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:33,792 THAT'S THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE. 498 00:22:33,834 --> 00:22:38,583 YEAH, HE WAS ONE OF THE GOOD ONES. 499 00:22:38,625 --> 00:22:42,375 AFTER ALL THE TIME HE SPENT MAKING DEATH EASIER FOR PEOPLE, 500 00:22:42,417 --> 00:22:45,041 I WISH SOMEBODY COULD'VE DONE IT FOR HIM. 501 00:22:45,083 --> 00:22:48,000 YEAH. YOU KNOW, I COULDN'T DO WHAT HE DID. 502 00:22:48,041 --> 00:22:50,166 I NEED TO BE AROUND PEOPLE CREATING LIFE, 503 00:22:50,208 --> 00:22:52,375 HELPING THEM START A FAMILY. 504 00:22:52,417 --> 00:22:56,041 YOU KNOW, NO MATTER HOW HARD THE JOURNEY IS, 505 00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:58,000 I'VE NEVER ONCE HAD A MOTHER TELL ME THAT IT WASN'T WORTH IT 506 00:22:58,041 --> 00:22:59,625 ONCE SHE HELD HER CHILD. 507 00:22:59,667 --> 00:23:02,458 HAS ADDISON BEEN TALKING TO YOU? 508 00:23:02,500 --> 00:23:04,291 ABOUT WHAT? 509 00:23:10,083 --> 00:23:11,709 DO ME A FAVOR. 510 00:23:11,750 --> 00:23:13,083 DON'T TELL ME ANY STORIES ABOUT PETE 511 00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:14,625 OR TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. 512 00:23:14,667 --> 00:23:17,709 HEY. I JUST WANTED A COOKIE. 513 00:23:21,667 --> 00:23:25,041 THAT JACKET LOOKS GOOD ON YOU. 514 00:23:25,083 --> 00:23:26,583 YEAH. 515 00:23:26,625 --> 00:23:28,041 I FIGURED I'D GET THE MOTORCYCLE TO GO WITH IT NEXT. 516 00:23:32,500 --> 00:23:34,291 OHH. 517 00:23:34,333 --> 00:23:36,500 UH, OR PERHAPS A LIGHTER. 518 00:23:36,542 --> 00:23:38,834 HOLY CRAP. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WAS IN THERE. 519 00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:40,375 VIOLET? 520 00:23:40,417 --> 00:23:44,083 I'M AARON COLVIN. I WORKED WITH PETE IN EL SALVADOR. 521 00:23:44,125 --> 00:23:45,500 OH. THANK YOU FOR COMING. 522 00:23:45,542 --> 00:23:46,709 I'M SURE THAT WOULD'VE MEANT A LOT TO PETE. 523 00:23:46,750 --> 00:23:48,041 I'M NOT SO SURE ABOUT THAT. 524 00:23:48,083 --> 00:23:52,041 PETE AND I, WE HAD A FALLING OUT 525 00:23:52,083 --> 00:23:53,500 15 YEARS AGO. 526 00:23:53,542 --> 00:23:55,417 IT ENDED IN A FISTFIGHT. 527 00:23:55,458 --> 00:23:59,959 FOR THE LIFE OF ME, I-I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS ABOUT. 528 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,083 I ALWAYS FIGURED OUR PATHS WOULD CROSS AGAIN 529 00:24:02,125 --> 00:24:04,458 AND WE'D SIT DOWN AND HAVE A BEER 530 00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:08,542 AND LAUGH ABOUT IT. 531 00:24:08,583 --> 00:24:11,834 BUT NOW IT'S TOO LATE. 532 00:24:11,875 --> 00:24:13,959 AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I WASTED ALL THIS TIME, 533 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,750 NURSING SOME RIDICULOUS, ANCIENT GRUDGE THAT-- 534 00:24:17,792 --> 00:24:19,000 COULD YOU PLEASE EXCUSE ME? 535 00:24:26,083 --> 00:24:28,083 THERE'S A LOT THAT WE DON'T KNOW ABOUT PEDOPHILIA, 536 00:24:28,125 --> 00:24:30,333 ABOUT HUMAN SEXUALITY IN GENERAL. 537 00:24:30,375 --> 00:24:34,083 BUT WHAT I CAN TELL IS THAT BY THE TIME WE'RE 8 OR 9 YEARS OLD, 538 00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:35,291 WE'VE BEEN DEALT A CARD, 539 00:24:35,333 --> 00:24:37,041 AND THAT DETERMINES WHAT TURNS US ON. 540 00:24:37,083 --> 00:24:39,375 AND IN THE PERFECT WORLD, 541 00:24:39,417 --> 00:24:43,041 SATISFYING THOSE URGES, IT DOESN'T HURT ANYBODY. 542 00:24:43,083 --> 00:24:45,500 I OBVIOUSLY DON'T LIVE IN THAT WORLD. 543 00:24:45,542 --> 00:24:48,750 I'M A FREAK. YOU CAN'T FIX ME. 544 00:24:48,792 --> 00:24:51,000 I CAN'T CURE YOUR SEXUAL ATTRACTION TO CHILDREN. 545 00:24:51,041 --> 00:24:53,000 THAT'S TRUE. 546 00:24:53,041 --> 00:24:54,792 BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE INAPPROPRIATE FANTASIES, 547 00:24:54,834 --> 00:24:58,625 AND THE PROBLEM ONLY ARISES WHEN THEY TRY TO ACT ON THEM. 548 00:24:58,667 --> 00:25:00,875 WE CAN WORK ON YOUR IMPULSE CONTROL. 549 00:25:00,917 --> 00:25:03,041 IT'S NOT EASY. IT'S A LIFELONG STRUGGLE. 550 00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:05,041 BUT WE CAN PROTECT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. 551 00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:07,375 WAIT. 552 00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:08,792 YOU'RE SAYING I CAN CHANGE? 553 00:25:08,834 --> 00:25:12,583 WHAT I'M SAYING IS, THERE ARE THINGS WE CAN TRY. 554 00:25:12,625 --> 00:25:14,375 AVOIDING MOOD SWINGS IS KEY. 555 00:25:14,417 --> 00:25:17,041 AND YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO BE DILIGENT ABOUT KEEPING BUSY, 556 00:25:17,083 --> 00:25:21,041 ABOUT MAINTAINING STRUCTURE IN YOUR LIFE. 557 00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:22,750 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. 558 00:25:22,792 --> 00:25:25,041 YOU ACTUALLY WANNA HELP ME? 559 00:25:25,083 --> 00:25:27,208 I'M YOUR DOCTOR. NICK? NICK? 560 00:25:28,458 --> 00:25:29,583 NICK, ARE YOU OKAY? 561 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,583 NICK, WHAT DID YOU DO? WHAT DID YOU TAKE? 562 00:25:34,625 --> 00:25:36,041 NICK? 563 00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:38,166 THIS IS DR. SHELDON WALLACE. 564 00:25:38,208 --> 00:25:40,959 I NEED AN AMBULANCE AT 4000 OCEAN PARK. 565 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,625 IT'S A POSSIBLE OVERDOSE. 566 00:25:42,667 --> 00:25:45,583 I'M SORRY. I DIDN'T WANNA DIE ALONE. 567 00:25:50,208 --> 00:25:51,583 VIOLET? 568 00:25:51,625 --> 00:25:55,041 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? 569 00:25:55,083 --> 00:25:56,375 VIOLET, YOU'VE BEEN UP HERE A WHILE. 570 00:25:56,417 --> 00:25:58,917 I'M STARTING TO GET WORRIED. 571 00:26:02,625 --> 00:26:04,834 OKAY, I'M COMING IN. 572 00:26:06,458 --> 00:26:07,667 HEY. 573 00:26:08,834 --> 00:26:10,667 ARE YOU... 574 00:26:14,417 --> 00:26:16,041 ARE YOU... GETTING HIGH? 575 00:26:26,417 --> 00:26:28,917 OH, MY GOD. YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! 576 00:26:28,959 --> 00:26:30,375 THIS IS A REALLY BIG TUB. 577 00:26:30,417 --> 00:26:32,750 YOU GUYS CANNOT DO THIS. I HAVE A--I HAVE A KID DOWNSTAIRS. 578 00:26:32,792 --> 00:26:34,625 OH, COME ON. WE ALL HAVE KIDS, AND THEY'RE ALL NEXT DOOR. 579 00:26:34,667 --> 00:26:37,041 GET IN THE TUB, COOP. COME ON! 580 00:26:37,083 --> 00:26:39,542 YOU KNOW YOU WANNA DO IT. COME ON! GET IN THE TUB. 581 00:26:39,583 --> 00:26:41,041 YOU DON'T HAVE TO. I DIDN'T. 582 00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:42,709 YOU JUST GIVE HER A MINUTE, SHE'LL FORGET SHE ASKED. 583 00:26:42,750 --> 00:26:44,500 WHAT, YOU'RE NOT HIGH? WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE? 584 00:26:44,542 --> 00:26:46,542 I DIDN'T THINK THAT SHE SHOULD BE ALONE. 585 00:26:46,583 --> 00:26:47,875 MY HUSBAND IS DEAD. 586 00:26:47,917 --> 00:26:50,041 YESTERDAY, I PUSHED A BUTTON AND WATCHED HIM BURN, 587 00:26:50,083 --> 00:26:51,458 SO I GET WHATEVER I WANT TODAY. 588 00:26:54,291 --> 00:26:56,041 COME ON, COOPER. 589 00:26:56,083 --> 00:26:58,500 I REALLY NEED SOMEONE IN THE TUB WITH ME. 590 00:27:01,834 --> 00:27:03,500 NO. 591 00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:07,000 WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO LAY DOWN FOR A LITTLE WHILE? 592 00:27:07,041 --> 00:27:09,709 LET'S LIVE HERE, IN THE TUB. 593 00:27:14,083 --> 00:27:15,333 DRUGS ARE BAD. 594 00:27:15,375 --> 00:27:16,875 MM. 595 00:27:16,917 --> 00:27:18,041 DRUGS ARE BAD. 596 00:27:18,083 --> 00:27:19,667 THEY MAKE MY TONGUE FEEL LIKE CHEESE. 597 00:27:19,709 --> 00:27:22,375 CHEESE? I WISH WE HAD SOME CHEESE HERE. 598 00:27:22,417 --> 00:27:24,041 ADDISON? 599 00:27:24,083 --> 00:27:25,250 YES? ADDISON? 600 00:27:25,291 --> 00:27:26,458 WHAT? ADDISON? 601 00:27:26,500 --> 00:27:27,792 STILL HERE. CHEESE? 602 00:27:27,834 --> 00:27:29,041 WHERE DOES CHEESE COME? HOW DO WE GET CHEESE? 603 00:27:29,083 --> 00:27:30,917 IS THERE A CHEESE MAN? 604 00:27:30,959 --> 00:27:33,667 OHH! 605 00:27:33,709 --> 00:27:35,041 I THINK WE NEED A COW. 606 00:27:35,083 --> 00:27:37,250 OH, LET'S BUY A COW. BUY A COW! I COULD TOTALLY BUY A COW! 607 00:27:39,542 --> 00:27:41,792 OR... I COULD ORDER A PIZZA. 608 00:27:41,834 --> 00:27:44,625 I HAVE A PHONE. WE CAN. 609 00:27:50,458 --> 00:27:52,375 CHARLOTTE'S NOT GONNA LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS 610 00:27:52,417 --> 00:27:53,583 MUCH LONGER, COOPER. 611 00:27:53,625 --> 00:27:54,792 CHARLOTTE'S NOT THE BOSS OF ME, MAN. 612 00:27:54,834 --> 00:27:55,834 NO. 613 00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:57,041 CHARLOTTE IS THE MOTHER OF MY TRIPLETS, 614 00:27:57,083 --> 00:27:58,792 BUT NOT THE BOSS OF ME. TRIPLETS? WHAT TRIPLETS? 615 00:28:00,542 --> 00:28:02,000 HMM? 616 00:28:02,041 --> 00:28:03,041 OH! OHH! 617 00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,000 WHOO! 618 00:28:05,041 --> 00:28:06,041 OKAY. 619 00:28:06,083 --> 00:28:07,792 OH, MY GOD. OKAY. 620 00:28:07,834 --> 00:28:09,333 OKAY. 621 00:28:09,375 --> 00:28:11,041 PLEASE DON'T BE MAD. I'M SORRY. 622 00:28:11,083 --> 00:28:13,166 I KNOW THAT IS THE KIND OF THING 623 00:28:13,208 --> 00:28:14,625 YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TELL YOUR BEST FRIEND, 624 00:28:14,667 --> 00:28:16,375 BUT CHARLOTTE WOULD NOT LET ME TELL YOU. 625 00:28:16,417 --> 00:28:19,000 I SO WANTED TO TELL YOU! TRIPLETS! 626 00:28:19,041 --> 00:28:22,125 AND ADDISON ONLY KNOWS BECAUSE SHE IS HER DOCTOR. 627 00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:24,166 YEAH. AND IT FELT REALLY WEIRD TO TALK ABOUT BABIES 628 00:28:24,208 --> 00:28:25,166 ONCE I FOUND OUT PETE WAS DEAD. 629 00:28:25,208 --> 00:28:26,375 OH, YEAH. 630 00:28:26,417 --> 00:28:29,041 AND ALSO, I'M LIKE... 631 00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,041 I'M SO HAPPY. 632 00:28:31,083 --> 00:28:34,208 AND CHARLOTTE IS... SO NOT HAPPY. 633 00:28:48,083 --> 00:28:50,208 OH. HEY, I-I THINK YOU HAVE THE WRONG HOUSE. 634 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:52,417 HI. OH, NO, NO, NO, NO. NO, HE DOESN'T. 635 00:28:52,458 --> 00:28:53,834 HERE YOU GO. KEEP THE CHANGE. 636 00:28:53,875 --> 00:28:55,041 THANK YOU. 637 00:28:55,083 --> 00:28:56,375 WHOA, ADDISON, 638 00:28:56,417 --> 00:28:57,875 YOU'VE ALREADY GOT MORE THAN ENOUGH FOOD FOR EVERYBODY. 639 00:28:57,917 --> 00:29:00,542 UH, NO, THIS ISN'T FOR THE PEOPLE DOWNSTAIRS. 640 00:29:00,583 --> 00:29:02,041 WHO'S IT FOR? 641 00:29:02,083 --> 00:29:04,083 OH. ARE YOU SERIOUS? 642 00:29:04,125 --> 00:29:06,625 CHEESE MEN. CHEESE MEN. HEY! 643 00:29:06,667 --> 00:29:08,208 HEE HEE HEE HEE! 644 00:29:08,250 --> 00:29:10,041 OKAY, WE ARE GOING TO NEED MORE PIZZAS. 645 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:13,625 PEOPLE ARE DOWNSTAIRS, TRYING TO PAY TRIBUTE TO PETE, 646 00:29:13,667 --> 00:29:15,166 AND YOU GUYS ARE UP HERE GETTING HIGH? 647 00:29:15,208 --> 00:29:17,041 LIGHTEN UP, MAN. LIGHT UP, SAM. 648 00:29:17,083 --> 00:29:20,041 OH, NO, HE'S NOT GONNA DO IT. HE'S NEVER DONE THAT. 649 00:29:20,083 --> 00:29:21,500 IS THAT TRUE? REALLY? 650 00:29:21,542 --> 00:29:23,041 LIKE, FROM A CHICKEN THING? 651 00:29:23,083 --> 00:29:24,041 NO, I'M NOT CHICKEN. 652 00:29:24,083 --> 00:29:26,041 MNH. BOK BOK BOK. 653 00:29:26,083 --> 00:29:27,500 DID YOU JUST CLUCK AT ME? 654 00:29:27,542 --> 00:29:30,458 BOK BOK BOK. SEE--SEE, THAT'S WHY DON'T DO IT. 655 00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:33,834 IT'S GOT YOU GUYS ACTING LIKE IDIOTS, 656 00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,834 GROWN ADULTS MAKING ANIMAL SOUNDS. BOK! 657 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:38,333 NOT TO MENTION IT'S ILLEGAL. NOT WHEN MEDICALLY PRESCRIBED IN THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA. 658 00:29:38,375 --> 00:29:40,041 I'M A DOCTOR. 659 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:41,750 VIOLET, I PRESCRIBE YOU MARIJUANA. 660 00:29:41,792 --> 00:29:43,125 COOPER, I PRESCRIBE YOU MARIJUANA. 661 00:29:43,166 --> 00:29:45,542 JAKE, SHALL I PRESCRIBE YOU MARIJUANA? 662 00:29:45,583 --> 00:29:47,083 I'M GOOD, THANKS. BESIDES, 663 00:29:47,125 --> 00:29:49,041 NOBODY'S GONNA TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE. 664 00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:50,959 IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE. 665 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,667 OH. THERE EITHER. DOCTOR'S ORDER, SAM. 666 00:29:53,709 --> 00:29:56,041 I'M SORRY. I JUST CARE ABOUT WHAT I PUT INTO MY BODY. 667 00:29:56,083 --> 00:29:58,041 I CARE ABOUT MY SHORT-TERM MEMORY. 668 00:29:58,083 --> 00:30:01,083 MARIJUANA ABUSE HAS ALSO BEEN TIED TO CANCER, BRAIN DAMAGE, 669 00:30:01,125 --> 00:30:02,792 DEPRESSION. IT'S ALSO BEEN TIED 670 00:30:02,834 --> 00:30:04,709 TO RELIEVING SYMPTOMS OF ALL THOSE THINGS, SAM. 671 00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,041 YOU'RE DEFENDING THEM RIGHT NOW? 672 00:30:06,083 --> 00:30:07,500 IF YOU'RE SUCH A FAN, HOW COME YOU'RE NOT SMOKING? 673 00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:09,583 BECAUSE THE ONE TIME I SMOKED POT, 674 00:30:09,625 --> 00:30:11,542 I FELT LIKE MY LUNGS WERE MELTING. 675 00:30:11,583 --> 00:30:13,333 AND I GOT SO PARANOID 676 00:30:13,375 --> 00:30:14,750 I HID IN THE CLOSET FOR THREE HOURS 677 00:30:14,792 --> 00:30:16,125 AND I MIGHT'VE PEED MY PANTS. 678 00:30:17,792 --> 00:30:19,750 JAKE? 679 00:30:19,792 --> 00:30:20,834 NOT FOR ME. 680 00:30:23,542 --> 00:30:25,291 YOU KNOW, IT'S PETE'S GANJA, SAM. 681 00:30:25,333 --> 00:30:27,375 IT'S LIKE A SIGN. 682 00:30:27,417 --> 00:30:29,375 I MEAN, PETE IS THE REASON WE'RE ALL HERE. 683 00:30:29,417 --> 00:30:33,834 AND WE'RE ALL HERE, AND PETE IS GONE? 684 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:37,000 THAT'S WRONG. IT--IT'S JUST ALL KINDS OF WRONG. 685 00:30:37,041 --> 00:30:40,041 I DON'T KNOW. IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. 686 00:30:40,083 --> 00:30:42,709 AND IT JUST FEELS BAD. AND WHO WANTS TO FEEL BAD? 687 00:30:42,750 --> 00:30:44,834 WHO WANTS TO FEEL WHEN FEELING FEELS THIS BAD? 688 00:30:46,875 --> 00:30:48,417 WHAT HE SAID. 689 00:30:48,458 --> 00:30:50,041 VIOLET? 690 00:30:52,041 --> 00:30:53,125 DO YOU WANT ME TO GO DOWNSTAIRS 691 00:30:53,166 --> 00:30:56,041 AND TELL THOSE PEOPLE TO GO HOME? 692 00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:57,375 I CAN DO THAT. 693 00:30:57,417 --> 00:31:01,041 CAN WE JUST STAY HERE A LITTLE BIT LONGER? 694 00:31:01,083 --> 00:31:02,125 A LITTLE BIT, ALL OF US? 695 00:31:02,166 --> 00:31:04,375 THEN I'LL GO BACK TO BEING A WIDOW. 696 00:31:04,417 --> 00:31:06,625 WHATEVER YOU WANT. 697 00:31:12,667 --> 00:31:16,417 HE NEVER ATE THE CRUST OFF HIS PIZZA. 698 00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:20,125 BUT HE LOVED CHOCOLATE CHIP MINT ICE CREAM. 699 00:31:20,166 --> 00:31:23,583 AND HE COULDN'T PARALLEL PARK TO SAVE HIS LIFE. 700 00:31:27,083 --> 00:31:29,041 HE HAD REALLY AWESOME HAIR. 701 00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:31,166 MM. 702 00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:52,291 I'M ALIVE. 703 00:31:52,333 --> 00:31:53,500 BARELY. 704 00:31:53,542 --> 00:31:55,166 THE E.R. DOC SAID THE ACETAMINOPHEN LEVEL 705 00:31:55,208 --> 00:31:58,166 IN YOUR BLOOD PUT YOU AT RISK FOR LIVER FAILURE. 706 00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:02,041 ANOTHER FEW HOURS, YOUR LIVER MIGHT'VE COMPLETELY SHUT DOWN. 707 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:05,250 I SWALLOWED THE WHOLE BOTTLE BEFORE I CAME TO SEE YOU. 708 00:32:08,083 --> 00:32:10,000 ARE YOU GONNA DO THAT AGAIN, NICK? 709 00:32:12,166 --> 00:32:14,625 I DON'T KNOW. 710 00:32:14,667 --> 00:32:18,041 I STUDIED BUDDHISM FOR A WHILE. 711 00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:19,041 NOT TO CONVERT. 712 00:32:19,083 --> 00:32:20,208 I JUST WANTED TO UNDERSTAND 713 00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:22,333 A RELIGION WHOSE GOAL WAS TO END SUFFERING. 714 00:32:22,375 --> 00:32:25,083 YOU KNOW THE INTERESTING THING? 715 00:32:25,125 --> 00:32:27,458 SUFFERING IS A GREAT TEACHER, 716 00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:29,458 BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MIGHT BECOME 717 00:32:29,500 --> 00:32:31,208 AFTER YOU WORK THROUGH IT, 718 00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:35,709 WHICH IS WHY EVERY LIFE IS WORTH SAVING. 719 00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,041 EVEN MINE? 720 00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:40,542 YES. 721 00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:44,542 DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU CAN HELP ME? 722 00:32:44,583 --> 00:32:47,458 THAT'S UP TO YOU. 723 00:32:47,500 --> 00:32:52,041 BUT IF WE DO WORK TOGETHER, YOU CANNOT KEEP ANY SECRETS FROM ME. 724 00:32:52,083 --> 00:32:54,959 I DON'T HAVE ANY MORE TO KEEP. 725 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,333 WELL, THEN I'LL BE BACK IN THE MORNING. 726 00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,500 HEY. 727 00:33:13,542 --> 00:33:15,792 I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY. 728 00:33:15,834 --> 00:33:19,917 OKAY, I'M GONNA SAY IT, AND YOU'RE GONNA LISTEN. 729 00:33:19,959 --> 00:33:22,333 HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO VIOLET? 730 00:33:22,375 --> 00:33:24,583 I MEAN, WHAT KIND OF PERSON 731 00:33:24,625 --> 00:33:27,208 WOULD LEAVE A LITTLE BOY PARENTLESS, 732 00:33:27,250 --> 00:33:28,834 OUT IN THE STREET? 733 00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:30,750 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, COOPER. 734 00:33:30,792 --> 00:33:35,000 OF COURSE WE'LL TAKE LUCAS IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO VIOLET. 735 00:33:36,166 --> 00:33:37,750 WE WILL? 736 00:33:37,792 --> 00:33:40,041 MY LIFE AS I KNOW IT IS OVER. 737 00:33:40,083 --> 00:33:43,709 WE'VE ALREADY GOT FOUR KIDS. WHAT'S ONE MORE? 738 00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:45,959 I'M GONNA NEED SOME HELP PARENTING THAT BROOD. 739 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,250 I'D PREFER IT IF YOU WEREN'T STONED. 740 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,792 OH, CAKE. 741 00:34:02,166 --> 00:34:04,625 AND DR. WILDER WAS THERE FOR ME ALL THROUGH MY CANCER. 742 00:34:04,667 --> 00:34:07,166 NOTHING WORKED ON THE NAUSEA I HAD FROM THE CHEMO 743 00:34:07,208 --> 00:34:09,333 UNTIL HE TRIED ACUPUNCTURE. 744 00:34:09,375 --> 00:34:10,959 EXCUSE ME. 745 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:12,333 IT'S DEREK. 746 00:34:12,375 --> 00:34:15,417 HE GAVE ME MY LIFE BACK. 747 00:34:15,458 --> 00:34:17,041 I'M SO GRATEFUL. 748 00:34:17,083 --> 00:34:20,000 STOP CRYING. MY HUSBAND WANTED A CELEBRATION. 749 00:34:20,041 --> 00:34:22,250 I'M SORRY. I JUST... 750 00:34:25,417 --> 00:34:27,041 THEY, UH... 751 00:34:27,083 --> 00:34:30,375 THEY TOOK MARK SLOAN OFF LIFE SUPPORT. 752 00:34:31,625 --> 00:34:33,208 HE'S DEAD. 753 00:34:33,250 --> 00:34:35,792 NO, NO, NO. NO. NO. NO, WE DON'T CRY TODAY. 754 00:34:37,083 --> 00:34:39,041 WE DON'T CRY TODAY. THIS IS NOT WHAT PETE WANTED. 755 00:34:39,083 --> 00:34:40,792 WAS I NOT CLEAR? 756 00:34:40,834 --> 00:34:44,083 HE WANTED A PARTY. HE WANTED--HE WANTED SINGING. 757 00:35:21,792 --> 00:35:25,750 WHAT ARE YOU ALL STARING AT?! 758 00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:28,500 THIS IS WHAT HE WANTED. ALL RIGHT? 759 00:35:28,542 --> 00:35:31,166 THIS IS ALL HE WANTED THOSE LAST MONTHS, 760 00:35:31,208 --> 00:35:34,041 JUST TO HAVE A GOOD TIME. 761 00:35:34,083 --> 00:35:35,500 WHY TALK ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS 762 00:35:35,542 --> 00:35:37,333 WHEN YOU CAN PRETEND THEY DON'T EXIST? 763 00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,583 JUST ENJOY YOURSELF! BE HAPPY! 764 00:35:39,625 --> 00:35:41,000 WHICH IS IRONIC 765 00:35:41,041 --> 00:35:44,166 BECAUSE HE WAS THE ANGRIEST GUY I HAVE EVER KNOWN. 766 00:35:44,208 --> 00:35:47,500 THIS--THIS MAN THAT YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT, 767 00:35:47,542 --> 00:35:49,750 "MR. THERE WHEN YOU NEED HIM," "MR. NEVER GIVE UP," 768 00:35:49,792 --> 00:35:50,875 THAT WAS NOT PETE. 769 00:35:50,917 --> 00:35:52,250 HE DID GIVE UP. 770 00:35:52,291 --> 00:35:56,291 HE DIED BEFORE HE COULD TELL ME WHAT WENT WRONG IN OUR MARRIAGE. 771 00:35:56,333 --> 00:35:59,792 HOW DARE HE LEAVE ME TO RAISE LUCAS ON MY OWN?! 772 00:35:59,834 --> 00:36:02,542 HOW DARE HE DEMAND THAT I THROW HIM A PARTY 773 00:36:02,583 --> 00:36:07,667 WHEN ALL PEOPLE WANNA DO IS SCREAM AND CRY?! 774 00:36:13,875 --> 00:36:18,291 THAT SELFISH SON OF A BITCH. 775 00:36:19,417 --> 00:36:20,709 WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE TONIGHT? 776 00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:35,041 WHERE WERE YOU? 777 00:36:35,083 --> 00:36:37,625 I HAD A PATIENT EMERGENCY. 778 00:36:37,667 --> 00:36:39,834 I'M SORRY. 779 00:36:39,875 --> 00:36:41,375 WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU? 780 00:36:41,417 --> 00:36:43,041 BRING MY HUSBAND BACK. 781 00:36:43,083 --> 00:36:47,458 IF IT WERE IN MY POWER, YOU KNOW I WOULD. 782 00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:50,000 TELL ME EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 783 00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,125 VIOLET. 784 00:36:51,166 --> 00:36:53,208 JUST... 785 00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:55,125 JUST TELL ME. 786 00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:56,625 PLEASE? 787 00:36:59,166 --> 00:37:01,458 EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 788 00:37:04,083 --> 00:37:05,667 AND EVEN THOUGH 789 00:37:05,709 --> 00:37:07,291 YOUR UNCLE PETE WON'T BE AROUND WHEN YOU GROW UP, 790 00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:09,917 HE'LL STILL BE WATCHING OUT FOR YOU. 791 00:37:09,959 --> 00:37:12,625 NOW YOU HAVE YOUR VERY OWN GUARDIAN ANGEL... 792 00:37:12,667 --> 00:37:14,625 KEEPING YOU SAFE. 793 00:37:14,667 --> 00:37:17,083 YOU DO. 794 00:37:19,917 --> 00:37:23,250 I LIKE THE THOUGHT OF PETE LOOKING OUT FOR HIM. 795 00:37:24,709 --> 00:37:28,208 THANK YOU FOR, UH, TAKING CARE OF HIM TODAY. 796 00:37:28,250 --> 00:37:31,375 OF COURSE. YOU HAD YOUR HANDS FULL. 797 00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:33,417 HUH? 798 00:37:33,458 --> 00:37:35,583 I LIED TO YOU. 799 00:37:35,625 --> 00:37:36,792 ABOUT WHAT? 800 00:37:36,834 --> 00:37:39,250 WHEN I TURNED YOU DOWN TO BE MY SURROGATE, 801 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:42,709 I TOLD YOU IT WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE NEWLY SOBER 802 00:37:42,750 --> 00:37:45,041 AND YOU NEEDED TO FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE, 803 00:37:45,083 --> 00:37:47,000 AND THAT WAS PART OF IT, BUT... 804 00:37:48,166 --> 00:37:51,041 I ALSO DIDN'T THINK YOU WERE GOOD ENOUGH. 805 00:37:51,083 --> 00:37:53,041 WELL, I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT. 806 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:54,875 I WAS WRONG. 807 00:37:54,917 --> 00:37:57,417 YOU ARE... 808 00:37:57,458 --> 00:37:59,333 SUCH A GOOD THING IN MY SON'S LIFE. 809 00:37:59,375 --> 00:38:01,917 HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH. 810 00:38:01,959 --> 00:38:05,208 AND YOU LOVE HIM. 811 00:38:05,250 --> 00:38:07,041 IF ANYTHING, UH... 812 00:38:08,709 --> 00:38:11,875 IF ANYTHING EVER HAPPENED TO ME, WOULD... 813 00:38:11,917 --> 00:38:13,542 WOULD YOU TAKE HENRY? 814 00:38:16,333 --> 00:38:18,291 YEAH. 815 00:38:26,750 --> 00:38:29,041 I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING 816 00:38:29,083 --> 00:38:30,792 ABOUT MARK. 817 00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:40,375 MIND IF I GRAB COOP FOR A MINUTE? 818 00:38:40,417 --> 00:38:41,750 NOT AT ALL. 819 00:38:56,583 --> 00:39:00,792 HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP, SHELDON? 820 00:39:04,417 --> 00:39:06,041 I SAVED THE LIFE OF A MAN TONIGHT 821 00:39:06,083 --> 00:39:07,750 I'M NOT SURE SHOULD LIVE. 822 00:39:09,208 --> 00:39:12,041 AND PETE--YOU KNOW, HE WAS A HUSBAND, A FATHER, 823 00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:15,333 A GOOD MAN, JUST WANTED TO MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE. 824 00:39:15,375 --> 00:39:18,166 THAT RIGHT THERE-- 825 00:39:18,208 --> 00:39:20,041 THAT'S WHY I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD. 826 00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:27,542 YOU OKAY? 827 00:39:27,583 --> 00:39:29,792 YEAH. 828 00:39:29,834 --> 00:39:31,041 WHY DO YOU ASK? 829 00:39:31,083 --> 00:39:33,375 YOU LOST A SPOUSE, TOO. 830 00:39:33,417 --> 00:39:36,041 YEAH. 831 00:39:36,083 --> 00:39:37,667 TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, THOUGH, 832 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,875 I'M--I'M FEELING A LITTLE GUILTY. 833 00:39:39,917 --> 00:39:41,041 WHY? 834 00:39:41,083 --> 00:39:43,417 VIOLET'S GOT A HARD ROAD AHEAD OF HER, AND... 835 00:39:43,458 --> 00:39:47,041 THAT'S NOT MY LIFE ANYMORE. 836 00:39:47,083 --> 00:39:49,041 I'M IN LOVE. 837 00:39:49,083 --> 00:39:50,041 I'M HAPPY. 838 00:39:50,083 --> 00:39:54,458 THEN DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME FEELING GUILTY. 839 00:39:54,500 --> 00:39:56,834 JUST BE GRATEFUL. 840 00:40:06,917 --> 00:40:10,917 SO I'M GONNA HEAD HOME AND CALL DEREK. 841 00:40:10,959 --> 00:40:12,041 OKAY. 842 00:40:12,083 --> 00:40:13,041 SAM. 843 00:40:15,750 --> 00:40:19,041 UH... 844 00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:21,875 THE ESPRESSO BEANS ARE ETHIOPIAN, 845 00:40:21,917 --> 00:40:24,166 SPECIALLY ROASTED. 846 00:40:31,959 --> 00:40:34,417 YEAH, WE ARE. 847 00:40:34,458 --> 00:40:36,041 WHAT? 848 00:40:36,083 --> 00:40:38,834 PETE'S DEAD. 849 00:40:38,875 --> 00:40:41,041 MARK IS DEAD. 850 00:40:41,083 --> 00:40:43,542 THEY DIED. 851 00:40:43,583 --> 00:40:45,041 THEY'RE DEAD. 852 00:40:45,083 --> 00:40:47,875 THERE'S NO TIME TO... 853 00:40:50,083 --> 00:40:53,709 SO YEAH, WE ARE GONNA BE FRIENDS... 854 00:40:53,750 --> 00:40:56,458 EVENTUALLY. 855 00:40:56,500 --> 00:40:58,959 SOMEDAY, JUST... 856 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,625 JUST NOT YET. 857 00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:03,750 OKAY. 858 00:41:06,166 --> 00:41:07,542 OKAY. 859 00:41:24,709 --> 00:41:27,542 THIS IS WHAT THEY GAVE ME AFTER THE CREMATION. 860 00:41:27,583 --> 00:41:30,917 I THOUGHT ABOUT GETTING A NICE URN FOR HIS ASHES. 861 00:41:33,875 --> 00:41:37,208 THERE SHOULD BE MORE TO THE END OF A MAN'S LIFE, HUH? 862 00:42:04,750 --> 00:42:07,041 WE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME. 863 00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:08,834 I KNOW. I KNOW. 60558

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