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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,750 --> 00:00:09,709 I THINK I'M DONE WITH THERAPY. 2 00:00:09,750 --> 00:00:12,291 I MEAN, I AM... SO, SO... 3 00:00:12,333 --> 00:00:13,917 SO GRATEFUL, 4 00:00:13,959 --> 00:00:16,417 YOU KNOW, BUT I HAVE... 5 00:00:16,458 --> 00:00:18,417 EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED. 6 00:00:18,458 --> 00:00:20,166 I MEAN, ISN'T THAT THE POINT OF THERAPY, 7 00:00:20,208 --> 00:00:22,166 TO MAKE YOUR LIFE INTO WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE? 8 00:00:22,208 --> 00:00:25,041 I HAVE EVERYTHING. I HAVE IT ALL. 9 00:00:31,083 --> 00:00:32,583 WHAT ARE WE, UH, WHAT ARE WE DOING? 10 00:00:32,625 --> 00:00:33,792 WE'RE MAKING OUT. 11 00:00:33,834 --> 00:00:36,041 THE SAME THING THAT WE HAVE BEEN DOING-- 12 00:00:36,083 --> 00:00:37,875 JUST MAKING OUT. 13 00:00:37,917 --> 00:00:39,041 MM. 14 00:00:40,667 --> 00:00:43,041 I SHOULD PROBABLY CLOSE THE BLINDS. 15 00:00:49,083 --> 00:00:50,458 OKAY. 16 00:00:50,500 --> 00:00:53,000 TO BE CONTINUED. 17 00:01:02,750 --> 00:01:04,458 HI. 18 00:01:04,500 --> 00:01:06,291 HI. 19 00:01:06,333 --> 00:01:08,083 I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU. 20 00:01:08,125 --> 00:01:09,333 OH, YOU'RE NOT BOTHERING... 21 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:12,041 ARE YOU OKAY? 22 00:01:12,083 --> 00:01:14,166 I'M HAVING A BABY WITH NO BRAIN. 23 00:01:14,208 --> 00:01:17,041 I'M FINE. I'M GREAT. 24 00:01:17,083 --> 00:01:19,041 I'M... HORRIBLE. 25 00:01:19,083 --> 00:01:22,041 I'M DEVASTATED... BUT OKAY. 26 00:01:22,083 --> 00:01:23,917 WE TALKED ABOUT THIS. 27 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:25,625 IT'S TRAUMATIC. 28 00:01:25,667 --> 00:01:27,041 AND SO IT'S PERFECTLY NATURAL, 29 00:01:27,083 --> 00:01:29,041 IN THE WEEKS PRIOR TO YOUR DUE DATE, 30 00:01:29,083 --> 00:01:32,041 TO... DEVELOP FEELINGS OF--OF FEAR AND DESPAIR... 31 00:01:32,083 --> 00:01:33,917 NO. AND-- 32 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:36,500 I'M--I'M HAVING THE BABY RIGHT NOW. 33 00:01:36,542 --> 00:01:39,000 I'M IN LABOR, JAKE. 34 00:01:49,333 --> 00:01:51,834 I DON'T NEED TO BE HERE YET. 35 00:01:51,875 --> 00:01:53,041 I'M BARELY DILATED. 36 00:01:53,083 --> 00:01:54,667 I COULD WAIT IT OUT AT HOME-- 37 00:01:54,709 --> 00:01:57,083 ACTUALLY, YOU, UH, YOU DO NEED TO BE HERE. 38 00:01:58,917 --> 00:02:00,291 YOU PAGED THEM? 39 00:02:00,333 --> 00:02:02,041 YEP. 40 00:02:02,083 --> 00:02:03,333 AND WHAT DID THEY SAY? 41 00:02:05,750 --> 00:02:08,166 I'M GOING TO GO TALK TO THEM AS SOON AS I LEAVE YOU. 42 00:02:08,208 --> 00:02:10,041 OKAY. 43 00:02:10,083 --> 00:02:11,667 NO DRUGS. 44 00:02:11,709 --> 00:02:14,083 NO EPIDURAL, NO PAIN MEDS, NO SEDATIVES. 45 00:02:14,125 --> 00:02:16,041 I MEAN IT. OKAY. 46 00:02:16,083 --> 00:02:17,959 I WANT YOU TO MOVE ME OFF THE O.B. FLOOR 47 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:19,333 THE MINUTE I'M DONE DELIVERING. 48 00:02:19,375 --> 00:02:20,542 I-I DON'T WANT TO BE ON THIS FLOOR. 49 00:02:20,583 --> 00:02:21,917 OKAY. 50 00:02:21,959 --> 00:02:23,500 AND WRAP HIS HEAD RIGHT AWAY. 51 00:02:23,542 --> 00:02:25,041 I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT. 52 00:02:25,083 --> 00:02:27,041 OKAY. 53 00:02:27,083 --> 00:02:29,583 JUST TAKE HIM AWAY... BEFORE I CAN SEE HIM. 54 00:02:29,625 --> 00:02:31,041 I-I DON'T WANT TO HEAR HIM CRY. 55 00:02:31,083 --> 00:02:32,875 JUST--BEFORE HE CRIES. 56 00:02:32,917 --> 00:02:34,542 AMELIA... 57 00:02:34,583 --> 00:02:37,291 RIGHT. 58 00:02:37,333 --> 00:02:39,625 A BABY WITHOUT A FRONTAL LOBE CAN'T CRY. 59 00:02:42,083 --> 00:02:43,917 I SAW ONE ONCE 60 00:02:43,959 --> 00:02:45,917 WHEN I WAS AN INTERN. 61 00:02:45,959 --> 00:02:49,166 THEY MAKE THIS KIND OF SQUEAKING NOISE. 62 00:02:49,208 --> 00:02:51,041 BRAINLESS BABIES SQUEAK. 63 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:52,709 I MEAN, IT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN DESCRIBE 64 00:02:52,750 --> 00:02:55,333 THE NOISE THEY MAKE, BUT... 65 00:02:55,375 --> 00:02:56,959 I MEAN, YOU'D THINK THAT IT WOULD BE AWFUL, 66 00:02:57,000 --> 00:02:59,542 BUT ACTUALLY, IT'S KINDA... 67 00:03:01,083 --> 00:03:03,500 LIFE WILL OUT, YOU KNOW? 68 00:03:03,542 --> 00:03:07,000 I KNOW. 69 00:03:07,041 --> 00:03:10,041 ANYWAY... 70 00:03:10,083 --> 00:03:12,583 TAKE HIM AWAY BEFORE HE SQUEAKS. 71 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:23,041 SO PETE'S JUST GONNA ADMIT 72 00:03:23,083 --> 00:03:24,667 THAT HE TOOK HIS PATIENT OFF THE VENTILATOR? 73 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:26,041 YEP, HE'S CONVINCED HE DID THE RIGHT THING. 74 00:03:26,083 --> 00:03:27,667 IT'S GONNA MAKE IT HARD FOR HIS LAWYER. 75 00:03:27,709 --> 00:03:29,417 WHAT'S GOING ON? IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH PETE? 76 00:03:29,458 --> 00:03:31,041 NO. AMELIA'S IN LABOR. 77 00:03:31,083 --> 00:03:32,250 OH, GOD. 78 00:03:32,291 --> 00:03:33,959 OKAY, I-I'M GONNA GO SEE-- 79 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:36,041 JAKE SAYS WE SHOULD ALL STAY HERE. 80 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:39,000 WELL, HE MIGHT NEED A CONSULT. AMELIA MADE IT CLEAR THAT SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU IN THERE, SO-- 81 00:03:39,041 --> 00:03:40,166 REALLY, SAM? HEY, HEY. 82 00:03:40,208 --> 00:03:42,041 IS SHE IN LABOR? YEAH. 83 00:03:42,083 --> 00:03:43,208 WHERE'S COOP? 84 00:03:43,250 --> 00:03:44,834 HE'S WITH VIOLET. 85 00:03:44,875 --> 00:03:46,208 WOMAN NEARLY BROKE DOWN OUR DOOR AT THE CRACK OF DAWN, 86 00:03:46,250 --> 00:03:48,000 WANTING TO SCREAM ABOUT PETE. HOW IS SHE? 87 00:03:48,041 --> 00:03:49,834 HOW DO YOU THINK SHE IS? 88 00:03:49,875 --> 00:03:52,417 TERRIFIED, BLAMING EVERYONE BUT PETE. 89 00:03:52,458 --> 00:03:54,417 JAKE... 90 00:03:54,458 --> 00:03:56,834 JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE. 91 00:03:56,875 --> 00:04:00,041 OKAY, FIRST I WANT TO SAY, THAT AS AMELIA'S DOCTOR, 92 00:04:00,083 --> 00:04:01,458 NO ONE GOES NEAR HER 93 00:04:01,500 --> 00:04:03,083 UNLESS YOU'RE SURE YOU CAN BE SUPPORTIVE. 94 00:04:03,125 --> 00:04:04,917 WHY WOULDN'T WE BE SUPPORTIVE? 95 00:04:04,959 --> 00:04:06,500 JAKE, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 96 00:04:06,542 --> 00:04:09,709 AMELIA WANTS TO DONATE HER BABY'S ORGANS. 97 00:04:12,083 --> 00:04:13,917 HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN ABOUT THIS? 98 00:04:13,959 --> 00:04:16,041 SINCE SHE CHOSE ME AS HER O.B. THAT'S MURDER. 99 00:04:16,083 --> 00:04:17,333 SAM, PLEASE, DO NOT GET RELIGIOUS ON ME HERE. 100 00:04:17,375 --> 00:04:18,750 THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH RELIGION. 101 00:04:18,792 --> 00:04:20,917 THE AMERICAN ACADEMY OF PEDIATRICS STATES... 102 00:04:20,959 --> 00:04:22,083 I KNOW WHAT IT STATES. 103 00:04:22,125 --> 00:04:23,917 THAT A DECLARATION OF BRAIN DEATH HAS TO BE MADE 104 00:04:23,959 --> 00:04:25,500 BEFORE PROCURING THE ORGANS. 105 00:04:25,542 --> 00:04:28,041 AND SINCE THERE'S NO BRAIN IN A CHILD THAT'S ANENCEPHALIC-- 106 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:29,667 AND STILL MEDICAL ETHICISTS ARE SPLIT 107 00:04:29,709 --> 00:04:32,083 ON WHETHER IT'S ACCEPTABLE TO RETRIEVE ORGANS FROM THEM. 108 00:04:32,125 --> 00:04:33,917 WHY NOT JUST WAIT TILL THE BABY DIES? 109 00:04:33,959 --> 00:04:35,750 BECAUSE BY THEN, IT'LL BE TOO LATE. 110 00:04:35,792 --> 00:04:37,125 THE ORGANS WILL DETERIORATE, 111 00:04:37,166 --> 00:04:39,041 AND THEY WILL NO LONGER BE VIABLE FOR TRANSPLANT. 112 00:04:39,083 --> 00:04:40,917 I NEED TO GO CONSULT OUR LAWYER. 113 00:04:40,959 --> 00:04:42,917 CHARLOTTE, CHARLOTTE... 114 00:04:42,959 --> 00:04:45,041 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT AMELIA HERE. 115 00:04:45,083 --> 00:04:46,458 I KNOW IT'S AMELIA, 116 00:04:46,500 --> 00:04:48,291 WHICH IS WHY I'M NOT REVOKING YOUR PRIVILEGES 117 00:04:48,333 --> 00:04:49,959 AND THROWING YOU OUT OF HERE. 118 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:51,917 THIS IS A PERSON I LOVE. 119 00:04:51,959 --> 00:04:53,709 I NEED TO CONSULT THE LAWYERS THAT REPRESENT THIS HOSPITAL 120 00:04:53,750 --> 00:04:55,291 TO SEE WHAT THEY THINK, 121 00:04:55,333 --> 00:04:57,000 BECAUSE I THINK THIS IS KILLING A BABY. 122 00:05:08,083 --> 00:05:10,041 CALLING THE CASE OF PETER WILDER. 123 00:05:10,083 --> 00:05:11,250 COUNSELORS. 124 00:05:11,291 --> 00:05:13,166 THE STATE CONTENDS THAT DR. WILDER SHOWED 125 00:05:13,208 --> 00:05:15,083 RECKLESS DISREGARD BOTH FOR THE LIFE OF HIS PATIENT 126 00:05:15,125 --> 00:05:16,500 AND FOR THE LAWS OF THIS STATE WHEN HE INTENTIONALLY-- 127 00:05:16,542 --> 00:05:18,041 HE PULLED A KEVORKIAN? 128 00:05:18,083 --> 00:05:19,709 MY CLIENT FOLLOWED THE INSTRUCTIONS-- A KEVORKIAN? ARE YOU SERIOUS? 129 00:05:19,750 --> 00:05:21,709 PETE. DR. WILDER. 130 00:05:21,750 --> 00:05:23,625 MY PATIENT DID NOT WANT TO BE KEPT ALIVE BY LIFE SUPPORT. STOP TALKING. 131 00:05:23,667 --> 00:05:26,083 YOUR CLIENT KILLED A GUY. HE DOESN'T LOOK TOO SORRY. 132 00:05:26,125 --> 00:05:27,792 YOUR HONOR, IF YOU-- I'M NOT SORRY. 133 00:05:27,834 --> 00:05:29,709 OH, PETE. I AM NOT SORRY. 134 00:05:29,750 --> 00:05:32,166 GOOD. YOU MADE THIS EASY. BAIL IS DENIED. 135 00:05:55,125 --> 00:05:56,417 YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY 136 00:05:56,458 --> 00:05:58,959 OR ARE YOU JUST GONNA WATCH ME? 137 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:01,125 'CAUSE THIS GOWN IS BACKLESS, 138 00:06:01,166 --> 00:06:03,125 SO WHEN I TURN AROUND TO GO THAT WAY, 139 00:06:03,166 --> 00:06:05,333 YOU'RE GONNA GET A REALLY GREAT VIEW OF MY MATERNITY PANTIES. 140 00:06:05,375 --> 00:06:07,792 THAT WAS QUITE A BOMBSHELL JAKE DROPPED ON US TODAY 141 00:06:07,834 --> 00:06:10,333 ABOUT YOU DONATING THE BABY'S ORGANS. 142 00:06:10,375 --> 00:06:12,125 I'M LIKE THAT... 143 00:06:12,166 --> 00:06:15,417 ALL BOMBSHELL-Y. 144 00:06:15,458 --> 00:06:19,041 I WAS WONDERING HOW YOU CAME TO YOUR DECISION. 145 00:06:19,083 --> 00:06:21,041 TO MY DECISION? 146 00:06:21,083 --> 00:06:23,875 MY DECISION TO DONATE THE ORGANS 147 00:06:23,917 --> 00:06:25,625 OF MY BRAINLESS BABY? 148 00:06:27,458 --> 00:06:29,000 AMELIA. 149 00:06:30,542 --> 00:06:33,041 I'M... HAVING... 150 00:06:33,083 --> 00:06:35,041 A CONTRACTION. 151 00:06:35,083 --> 00:06:36,375 IS THERE... 152 00:06:36,417 --> 00:06:38,417 CAN I DO ANYTHING? 153 00:06:38,458 --> 00:06:39,583 IT HURTS. 154 00:06:41,709 --> 00:06:43,709 DON'T TOUCH ME. 155 00:06:55,458 --> 00:06:56,917 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? 156 00:06:56,959 --> 00:06:58,834 I'M FINE. 157 00:06:58,875 --> 00:07:00,291 CONTRACTIONS COME AND GO. 158 00:07:00,333 --> 00:07:02,917 THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BABY, 159 00:07:02,959 --> 00:07:05,041 EVEN A UNICORN BABY. 160 00:07:05,083 --> 00:07:06,417 A UNICORN BABY? 161 00:07:06,458 --> 00:07:08,041 WELL, THAT'S AN INTERESTING CHOICE OF WORDS. 162 00:07:08,083 --> 00:07:10,083 SHELDON, I'M DOING A THING HERE. 163 00:07:10,125 --> 00:07:12,959 WHAT DO YOU WANT? 164 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:15,709 SOMETIMES PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN CIRCUMVENT THE GRIEVING PROCESS 165 00:07:15,750 --> 00:07:18,291 BY FOCUSING ON AN EXTERNAL GOAL. 166 00:07:18,333 --> 00:07:20,959 AND... WHILE CONCENTRATING 167 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,208 ON THE BENEFITS OF ORGAN DONATION 168 00:07:23,250 --> 00:07:26,041 IS A PERFECTLY VALID SHORT-TERM COPING MECHANISM, 169 00:07:26,083 --> 00:07:27,542 IT CAN'T REPLACE THE WORK YOU NEED TO DO 170 00:07:27,583 --> 00:07:29,542 TO DEAL WITH YOUR OWN PROFOUND LOSS. 171 00:07:29,583 --> 00:07:31,417 THE WORK I NEED TO DO? 172 00:07:31,458 --> 00:07:32,542 THE... 173 00:07:32,583 --> 00:07:36,166 ARE YOU FREAKIN' KIDDING ME? 174 00:07:36,208 --> 00:07:37,959 LOOK AT ME. 175 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,959 THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. 176 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:42,959 I'M HAVING A BABY. I'M IN LABOR. 177 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,917 YAY. I AM DEALING WITH MY LOSS, SHELDON. 178 00:07:45,959 --> 00:07:49,041 I AM SWIMMING IN IT. 179 00:07:49,083 --> 00:07:51,041 I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE YOU THOUGHT THIS THROUGH. 180 00:07:51,083 --> 00:07:53,875 I... I JUST WANT TO HELP YOU-- 181 00:07:53,917 --> 00:07:56,000 NO, YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO FEEL GUILTY. 182 00:07:56,041 --> 00:07:59,000 GET OUT. PLEASE. 183 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:05,959 HOW DO YOU EVEN DECLARE BRAIN DEATH 184 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,458 IN AN ANENCEPHALIC CHILD? 185 00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:10,125 LACK OF REFLEXES, PUPILLARY RESPONSES. 186 00:08:10,166 --> 00:08:12,959 NO. THOSE CRITERIA DON'T APPLY HERE. 187 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,291 THEY INDICATE AN ABSENCE OF BRAIN STEM ACTIVITY. 188 00:08:15,333 --> 00:08:17,750 AMELIA'S BABY HAS A RUDIMENTARY BRAIN STEM. 189 00:08:17,792 --> 00:08:19,083 IT'LL NEVER GAIN CONSCIOUSNESS. 190 00:08:19,125 --> 00:08:20,333 EXACTLY. 191 00:08:20,375 --> 00:08:21,750 THERE IS ZERO CHANCE IT WILL EVER HAVE 192 00:08:21,792 --> 00:08:23,083 ANY KIND OF MEANINGFUL LIFE. 193 00:08:23,125 --> 00:08:25,041 WILL YOU STOP SAYING "IT"? 194 00:08:25,083 --> 00:08:27,709 BECAUSE THE BABY WILL BE ALIVE. 195 00:08:27,750 --> 00:08:30,583 IT'S NOT A LIFE I'D WANT, BUT IT'S NOT A LIFE I'D KILL. 196 00:08:30,625 --> 00:08:33,083 STOP SAYING "IT." SAY "HE." 197 00:08:33,125 --> 00:08:35,917 SAY "HIM." 198 00:08:35,959 --> 00:08:38,542 YOU HAVE TO KILL HIM TO RECOVER THE ORGANS. 199 00:08:38,583 --> 00:08:40,125 LOOK, SAM, I NEED YOUR HELP 200 00:08:40,166 --> 00:08:42,166 TO HARVEST THE HEART AND THE LUNGS. 201 00:08:42,208 --> 00:08:45,208 AMELIA NEEDS YOUR HELP. 202 00:08:52,792 --> 00:08:56,041 I WANT TO HELP, AND I-I DON'T KNOW HOW. 203 00:08:56,083 --> 00:08:57,542 SHOULD I CALL DEREK? 204 00:08:57,583 --> 00:08:59,542 NO, SHE EXPRESSLY ASKED ME NOT TO CALL HER FAMILY. 205 00:08:59,583 --> 00:09:01,208 SHE WANTS TO DO THIS ON HER OWN. 206 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:02,834 WELL, I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. I CAN'T JUST-- 207 00:09:02,875 --> 00:09:04,834 I-I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. YOU WANT TO HELP? 208 00:09:04,875 --> 00:09:07,000 SAM IS THE BEST CARDIO GUY AT ST. AMBROSE. 209 00:09:07,041 --> 00:09:10,000 GET HIM TO HARVEST THE HEART AND LUNGS. 210 00:09:16,750 --> 00:09:18,041 DO YOU NEED ANYTHING? 211 00:09:18,083 --> 00:09:19,583 NO. 212 00:09:19,625 --> 00:09:22,792 I MADE MY CELL MATE MY BITCH, SO I'M GOOD. 213 00:09:24,667 --> 00:09:27,000 LITTLE PRISON HUMOR. SORRY. 214 00:09:28,333 --> 00:09:30,041 ROBERTA'S GONNA APPEAL THE JUDGE'S DECISION. 215 00:09:30,083 --> 00:09:31,500 SHE SAYS YOU SHOULD GET BAIL. 216 00:09:31,542 --> 00:09:33,667 SHE SAID THAT THE JUDGE WAS PREJUDICED. 217 00:09:33,709 --> 00:09:35,208 THAT JUDGE WAS AN ASS. 218 00:09:35,250 --> 00:09:37,041 HEY, PETE, I'M FREAKING OUT HERE, OKAY? 219 00:09:37,083 --> 00:09:38,417 I'M FREAKING OUT. I-- OKAY, OKAY. 220 00:09:39,959 --> 00:09:41,333 HEY. 221 00:09:43,291 --> 00:09:45,041 I LOVE YOU. 222 00:09:49,458 --> 00:09:50,709 HOW'S LUCAS? 223 00:09:50,750 --> 00:09:52,542 HE'S GOOD. HE MISSES YOU. 224 00:09:52,583 --> 00:09:54,917 I TOLD HIM THAT YOU WERE OUT OF TOWN FOR A WHILE. 225 00:09:54,959 --> 00:09:58,917 WE SHOULDN'T LIE. 226 00:09:58,959 --> 00:10:00,083 WE SHOULDN'T LIE? 227 00:10:00,125 --> 00:10:02,125 WHAT SHOULD I TELL HIM, PETE? 228 00:10:02,166 --> 00:10:03,709 REALLY, WHAT? 229 00:10:03,750 --> 00:10:05,417 DADDY'S IN JAIL BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE THEY PUT... 230 00:10:05,458 --> 00:10:06,625 ACCUSED MURDERERS? 231 00:10:06,667 --> 00:10:08,041 I DID THE RIGHT THING. 232 00:10:08,083 --> 00:10:09,250 YOU DID THE RIGHT THING BY YOUR PATIENT. 233 00:10:09,291 --> 00:10:11,750 YOU DID NOT DO THE RIGHT THING BY OUR FAMILY. 234 00:10:11,792 --> 00:10:14,458 YOU DID NOT DO THE RIGHT THING BY OUR SON. 235 00:10:18,250 --> 00:10:19,834 YOU NEED TO COOPERATE. 236 00:10:19,875 --> 00:10:21,959 I WILL NOT SAY THAT I'M SORRY. 237 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:23,375 PETE, I GET THAT YOU'RE NOT SORRY. 238 00:10:23,417 --> 00:10:26,041 I DON'T NEED YOU TO BE SORRY. I NEED YOU TO NOT BE IN PRISON. 239 00:10:26,083 --> 00:10:28,041 SO PLEASE SAY WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO SAY. 240 00:10:28,083 --> 00:10:29,583 COOPERATE. 241 00:10:32,208 --> 00:10:34,375 BAIL WAS DENIED ENTIRELY? 242 00:10:34,417 --> 00:10:36,291 YEAH, ENTIRELY. BUT THEY'RE APPEALING THAT, RIGHT? THEY CAN APPEAL THAT. 243 00:10:36,333 --> 00:10:38,709 THEY ARE. BECAUSE IT SEEMS A LITTLE EXTREME. 244 00:10:38,750 --> 00:10:40,000 WELL, HE DID KILL SOMEONE. 245 00:10:40,041 --> 00:10:41,875 S-SOMEONE WHO WASN'T GOING TO RECOVER, 246 00:10:41,917 --> 00:10:43,542 SOMEONE WHO'S PARTNER HAD ASKED HIM TO-- 247 00:10:43,583 --> 00:10:44,959 PETE KNEW THE LAW. HE BROKE THE LAW. 248 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:46,166 AND HE PUT HIMSELF 249 00:10:46,208 --> 00:10:47,500 AND THE HOSPITAL AT RISK WHEN HE DID IT. 250 00:10:47,542 --> 00:10:49,667 THIS IS NOT HELPFUL. CAN WE NOT-- 251 00:10:49,709 --> 00:10:52,875 CAN WE JUST NOT... DEBATE IT FOR ONCE? 252 00:10:52,917 --> 00:10:54,041 THIS IS A MISTAKE. 253 00:10:54,083 --> 00:10:56,041 AMELIA'S IN A VERY BAD PLACE. 254 00:10:56,083 --> 00:10:57,542 DID YOU JUST SEE HER? 255 00:10:57,583 --> 00:10:59,208 I COULDN'T STAY AWAY EVEN THOUGH IT'S JUST POSSIBLE 256 00:10:59,250 --> 00:11:01,125 THAT SHE HATES ME ENOUGH TO KILL ME. YEAH, IF I DON'T DO IT FIRST. 257 00:11:01,166 --> 00:11:04,083 I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO SEE HER IF YOU COULDN'T BE SUPPORTIVE. 258 00:11:04,125 --> 00:11:06,709 I WAS SUPPORTING HER. THE ARGUMENT IS POINTLESS. 259 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,834 THE HOSPITAL STILL HASN'T SIGNED OFF ON THE ORGAN PROCUREMENT. 260 00:11:08,875 --> 00:11:10,125 AND THEY SHOULDN'T. 261 00:11:10,166 --> 00:11:11,542 DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY BABIES DIE EVER YEAR 262 00:11:11,583 --> 00:11:13,333 WAITING FOR ORGAN TRANSPLANTS? CHARLOTTE, 263 00:11:13,375 --> 00:11:15,041 YOU HAVE TO FIGHT HERE. 264 00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:17,959 WHO THINKS THIS IS A GOOD IDEA? 265 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:20,041 WHO'S AGAINST? 266 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:22,041 WE KNOW HOW SAM FEELS. 267 00:11:22,083 --> 00:11:23,542 WE'RE SPLIT RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE. 268 00:11:23,583 --> 00:11:26,333 AREN'T WE A MICROCOSM OF THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY? 269 00:11:26,375 --> 00:11:29,208 I HATE MY JOB. 270 00:11:38,500 --> 00:11:41,667 SAM, THIS ORGAN PROCUREMENT HAS TO BE FLAWLESS. 271 00:11:41,709 --> 00:11:43,583 EVERY SURGERY HAS TO BE FLAWLESS. 272 00:11:43,625 --> 00:11:45,125 I KNOW. IT'S JUST... 273 00:11:45,166 --> 00:11:47,041 IT'S HER BABY'S HEART. 274 00:11:47,083 --> 00:11:51,375 IT'S A BABY'S HEART, AND WHEN WE GET ONE... 275 00:11:51,417 --> 00:11:53,041 LOOK, IF IT WERE ME, 276 00:11:53,083 --> 00:11:55,959 THERE'S NO ONE I'D RATHER HAVE HOLDING THE SCALPEL THAN YOU. 277 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:58,041 WELL, IT'S A GOOD THING IT ISN'T YOU, THEN, ISN'T IT? OH, SAM. 278 00:11:58,083 --> 00:12:01,542 LOOK, AMELIA'S SITUATION IS TRAGIC. 279 00:12:01,583 --> 00:12:04,375 BUT JUST BECAUSE HER BABY'S GOING TO DIE 280 00:12:04,417 --> 00:12:06,166 DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO... 281 00:12:06,208 --> 00:12:07,792 RUSH THE PROCESS. 282 00:12:07,834 --> 00:12:10,917 SAM, I KNOW I'M ASKING YOU TO DO THE HARD THING HERE, 283 00:12:10,959 --> 00:12:13,041 BUT WHEN PEOPLE WE LOVE NEED US, 284 00:12:13,083 --> 00:12:14,834 SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO COMPROMISE. 285 00:12:14,875 --> 00:12:16,375 TODAY'S LECTURE'S ON COMPROMISE? 286 00:12:16,417 --> 00:12:18,583 BECAUSE I REMEMBER THE LAST ONE, 287 00:12:18,625 --> 00:12:20,667 YOU SAID, UH, IF I WASN'T ALL IN, 288 00:12:20,709 --> 00:12:22,250 THEN I HAD TO JUST WALK AWAY. 289 00:12:22,291 --> 00:12:24,166 SO WHICH ONE IS IT, ADDISON? 290 00:12:24,208 --> 00:12:26,041 I KNOW YOU SAW ME AND JAKE, 291 00:12:26,083 --> 00:12:27,500 AND I PROBABLY OWE YOU AN EXPLANATION-- 292 00:12:27,542 --> 00:12:29,500 NO, NO, YOU DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN 293 00:12:29,542 --> 00:12:31,709 WHY YOU GAVE AN ULTIMATUM, 294 00:12:31,750 --> 00:12:35,041 AND WHEN I COULDN'T ANSWER FOR FIVE SECONDS, 295 00:12:35,083 --> 00:12:38,041 YOU IMMEDIATELY MOVED ON TO SOMEONE ELSE. 296 00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:41,208 THAT DEFINITELY, DEFINITELY DOESN'T DEMAND AN EXPLANATION. 297 00:12:41,250 --> 00:12:43,208 YOUR INABILITY TO ANSWER, SAM, 298 00:12:43,250 --> 00:12:44,750 THAT WAS MY ANSWER. 299 00:12:44,792 --> 00:12:46,041 LOOK, I DON'T WANT TO TALK-- 300 00:12:46,083 --> 00:12:47,542 I WILL RECOMMEND 301 00:12:47,583 --> 00:12:50,041 SEVERAL EXCELLENT CARDIAC SURGEONS TO JAKE. 302 00:12:50,083 --> 00:12:52,834 BUT BEYOND THAT, I CAN'T BE A PART OF THIS. 303 00:12:52,875 --> 00:12:55,542 I CAN'T. 304 00:13:02,291 --> 00:13:04,291 HEY, HANDSOME. 305 00:13:04,333 --> 00:13:05,959 HOW WAS PLAY PRACTICE? 306 00:13:08,667 --> 00:13:10,041 WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT? 307 00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:12,709 THERE WAS A MOTHER'S DAY LUNCH AT SCHOOL. 308 00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:14,250 ALL THE MOMS CAME IN, THE KIDS GAVE 'EM 309 00:13:14,291 --> 00:13:15,667 THESE SCRAPBOOKS THAT THEY MADE. 310 00:13:15,709 --> 00:13:17,166 YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME. 311 00:13:17,208 --> 00:13:19,000 WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? I WOULDA GONE. I DIDN'T KNOW. 312 00:13:19,041 --> 00:13:21,291 WELL, WE SPOKE TO HIS TEACHER. 313 00:13:21,333 --> 00:13:22,709 SHE SHOULDA SAID SOMETHING. 314 00:13:22,750 --> 00:13:25,709 SHE SENT AN INVITATION WITH A NOTE ON IT. 315 00:13:25,750 --> 00:13:27,041 MASON NEVER GAVE IT TO US. 316 00:13:27,083 --> 00:13:28,667 HE THREW IT OUT. 317 00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:40,542 I'M NOT PRAYING. 318 00:13:40,583 --> 00:13:43,333 THIS IS THE ONLY POSITION THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME INSANE. 319 00:13:43,375 --> 00:13:47,041 WHOEVER DECIDED A BABY IS SUPPOSED TO TUNNEL ITS WAY 320 00:13:47,083 --> 00:13:49,125 OUT OF MY BODY THROUGH MY VAGINA, 321 00:13:49,166 --> 00:13:51,166 I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE A SERIOUS CONVERSATION WITH THEM. 322 00:13:51,208 --> 00:13:53,041 I THINK THE ONLY WAY TO ACTUALLY HAVE THAT CONVERSATION 323 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:54,625 IS IN FACT BY PRAYING. 324 00:13:54,667 --> 00:13:58,041 DON'T BE A WISEASS. 325 00:13:58,083 --> 00:14:00,500 AMELIA, YOU UNDERSTAND THAT WITHOUT ANY DRUGS, 326 00:14:00,542 --> 00:14:03,291 ANY INTERVENTION, YOU.. 327 00:14:03,333 --> 00:14:06,917 YOU COULD BE IN LABOR FOR ANOTHER 20, EVEN 30 HOURS? 328 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,041 AT LEAST LET ME HELP YOU. 329 00:14:12,750 --> 00:14:14,083 RIGHT THERE? 330 00:14:16,041 --> 00:14:17,750 NO. STOP. 331 00:14:17,792 --> 00:14:19,375 DON'T TOUCH ME. 332 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,041 AMELIA-- 333 00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:25,041 IF YOU TOUCH ME, I WILL CRY. 334 00:14:25,083 --> 00:14:26,875 I KNOW I WILL. 335 00:14:26,917 --> 00:14:29,625 IT'S STUPID AND IT'S WEAK, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT, 336 00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:33,250 AND IF I START CRYING... 337 00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:36,458 I WANT TO BE STRONG. 338 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:38,166 I WANT TO BE STRONG 339 00:14:38,208 --> 00:14:41,000 AND I WANT TO GET THROUGH THIS 340 00:14:41,041 --> 00:14:44,208 AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL TOO MUCH. 341 00:14:44,250 --> 00:14:46,375 I DON'T WANT TO CRY. 342 00:14:46,417 --> 00:14:49,041 YOU'RE IN PAIN. 343 00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:51,875 PLEASE, JUST DON'T. 344 00:15:00,417 --> 00:15:02,083 OHH. 345 00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:10,041 AAH. 346 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:12,583 SCREW IT. CRY, AMELIA. 347 00:15:12,625 --> 00:15:14,000 NO. 348 00:15:14,041 --> 00:15:17,208 I'M NOT LETTING GO. I'VE GOT YOU. 349 00:15:18,875 --> 00:15:20,500 I'VE GOT YOU. 350 00:15:24,083 --> 00:15:25,208 IT'S OKAY. 351 00:15:47,709 --> 00:15:51,125 I'M SHOCKED. 352 00:15:51,166 --> 00:15:55,041 I'M SHOCKED. GENUINELY JUST... 353 00:15:55,083 --> 00:15:58,959 JUST SHOCKED BY HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. 354 00:16:01,375 --> 00:16:03,375 I WANT TO TAKE HIS PAIN AWAY. 355 00:16:03,417 --> 00:16:05,375 AND I KNOW I CAN'T. 356 00:16:05,417 --> 00:16:08,542 AND IT KILLS ME. IT JUST... 357 00:16:08,583 --> 00:16:11,000 IT KILLS ME. 358 00:16:14,709 --> 00:16:16,166 YOU TAKE MY PAIN AWAY. 359 00:16:34,166 --> 00:16:37,000 AW. I REMEMBER KISSING, 360 00:16:37,041 --> 00:16:40,041 BACK FROM WHEN MY HUSBAND WASN'T SEPARATED FROM ME BY GLASS. 361 00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:42,333 MM. ANY NEWS FROM THE LAWYER? 362 00:16:42,375 --> 00:16:43,542 UH, YEAH. 363 00:16:43,583 --> 00:16:45,041 THE LAWYER'S TRYING THE BEST SHE CAN. 364 00:16:45,083 --> 00:16:47,208 BUT PETE IS... I DON'T KNOW. 365 00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,208 I'M AFRAID HE'S GONNA DESTROY HIMSELF. 366 00:16:49,250 --> 00:16:51,500 I MEAN, HE'S STUBBORN. HE'S SO STUBBORN. 367 00:16:51,542 --> 00:16:53,583 I'M AFRAID HE'S GONNA STUBBORN HIMSELF INTO A LIFE SENTENCE. 368 00:16:53,625 --> 00:16:55,041 HE'LL COME AROUND. 369 00:16:55,083 --> 00:16:56,625 WELL, HIS MOTHER WENT TO PRISON. 370 00:16:56,667 --> 00:16:58,959 I MEAN, FAMILIES PERPETUATE PATTERNS. 371 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:01,458 UNINTENTIONALLY, UNCONSCIOUSLY, WE REPEAT PATTERNS. 372 00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:04,875 WHAT AM I GONNA TELL MY SON? 373 00:17:12,083 --> 00:17:13,125 HEY. 374 00:17:13,166 --> 00:17:14,542 HEY. 375 00:17:14,583 --> 00:17:15,750 ADDISON. 376 00:17:15,792 --> 00:17:16,959 HMM? 377 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,458 STOP TRYING TO READ AMELIA'S CHART. 378 00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:21,458 HOW IS SHE? 379 00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,542 SHE HAVE ANY DECELS ON THE FETAL MONITOR? 380 00:17:23,583 --> 00:17:25,041 IS SHE PROGRESSING? 381 00:17:25,083 --> 00:17:26,125 I KNOW SHE SAYS SHE DOESN'T WANT DRUGS, BUT I THINK-- 382 00:17:26,166 --> 00:17:27,417 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I'M ASKING. 383 00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:29,041 YOU KNOW I CAN'T TELL YOU ANYTHING. 384 00:17:29,083 --> 00:17:30,208 I JUST WANT TO HELP HER. 385 00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:31,834 I TOLD YOU, YOU WANT TO HELP HER, 386 00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:33,208 GET SAM TO HARVEST THE HEART AND THE LUNGS. 387 00:17:33,250 --> 00:17:34,417 SAM SAID NO. 388 00:17:34,458 --> 00:17:36,041 I TRIED. 389 00:17:36,083 --> 00:17:38,041 BUT HE SAID NO. 390 00:17:38,083 --> 00:17:39,792 OH. 391 00:17:39,834 --> 00:17:41,041 WHAT? 392 00:17:41,083 --> 00:17:44,083 THERE ARE NINE CARDIOTHORACIC SURGEONS IN THE AREA 393 00:17:44,125 --> 00:17:47,041 CERTIFIED TO DO THIS KIND OF PEDIATRIC PROCEDURE. 394 00:17:47,083 --> 00:17:49,041 I'VE BEEN REJECTED BY EIGHT OF THEM. 395 00:17:49,083 --> 00:17:51,291 SAM MAKES NINE. 396 00:17:51,333 --> 00:17:53,625 I'VE BEEN CALLING SURGEONS ALL DAY LONG. 397 00:17:53,667 --> 00:17:55,291 NOBODY WANTS TO DO THIS BECAUSE THEY'RE COWARDS 398 00:17:55,333 --> 00:17:57,208 OR THEY'RE... I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS. 399 00:17:57,250 --> 00:17:58,625 BUT I SAID THAT I WOULD. 400 00:17:58,667 --> 00:18:00,917 I TOLD HER I WOULD DO THIS FOR HER. 401 00:18:00,959 --> 00:18:02,208 DAMN IT. SHE'S IN THERE 402 00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:05,458 DOING THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN, AND I... 403 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,834 I PROMISED HER. 404 00:18:26,750 --> 00:18:29,458 YOU BEEN IN TO SEE HER YET? 405 00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:30,834 SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME. 406 00:18:30,875 --> 00:18:32,041 HUH. 407 00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:33,750 WHAT? 408 00:18:33,792 --> 00:18:35,709 THE ADDISON I KNOW IS A PUSHY BITCH 409 00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:38,083 WHO WOULD'VE GIVEN THAT FANCY-PANTS, SNOOTY, 410 00:18:38,125 --> 00:18:40,709 "DOUBLE BOARD CERTIFIED NEONATAL SURGEON" SPEECH 411 00:18:40,750 --> 00:18:42,041 AS AN EXCUSE 412 00:18:42,083 --> 00:18:43,709 AND SHOVED HER WAY INTO THAT ROOM NO MATTER WHAT. 413 00:18:43,750 --> 00:18:46,041 I JUST--I JUST... 414 00:18:46,083 --> 00:18:47,500 EVERY TIME I TRY-- 415 00:18:47,542 --> 00:18:51,250 I MEAN, I'VE DEALT WITH CASES SO MUCH WORSE THAN THIS, BUT... 416 00:18:51,291 --> 00:18:53,250 EVERY TIME I TRY TO GO IN THERE, I JUST-- 417 00:18:53,291 --> 00:18:55,792 I JUST... 418 00:18:55,834 --> 00:18:57,875 CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DO IT. 419 00:18:57,917 --> 00:19:00,000 I CAN'T DO IT EITHER. 420 00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:03,875 BEEN AVOIDING IT. 421 00:19:03,917 --> 00:19:06,375 I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY, AND THEN... 422 00:19:06,417 --> 00:19:09,000 THIS MORNING, 423 00:19:09,041 --> 00:19:12,375 I WAS LOOKING AT MASON, AND I REALIZED-- 424 00:19:12,417 --> 00:19:15,500 YOU'RE A MOTHER. 425 00:19:15,542 --> 00:19:18,041 WE CAN'T GO IN THERE BECAUSE WE'RE MOTHERS. 426 00:19:18,083 --> 00:19:20,750 MASON'S CHANGED ME. 427 00:19:20,792 --> 00:19:23,959 HENRY'S CHANGED YOU. 428 00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:27,709 WE'RE SOFTER. 429 00:19:29,125 --> 00:19:31,041 I JUST REALIZED, THIS PAST YEAR, THAT YOU AND I 430 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:32,417 BOTH BECAME MOTHERS 431 00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:36,041 WITHOUT EVER GIVING BIRTH. 432 00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:38,041 AND SHE'S GONNA GIVE BIRTH... 433 00:19:38,083 --> 00:19:40,000 NOT GET TO BE A MOTHER. 434 00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,208 DID VIOLET SEND YOU TO TELL ME TO COOPERATE? 435 00:19:45,250 --> 00:19:47,041 NO. TO TELL ME TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT... 436 00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:48,166 NO. OR BETTER YET, TO TELL ME TO APOLOGIZE? 437 00:19:48,208 --> 00:19:51,041 MY SON'S MOTHER DIED. 438 00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,041 I KNOW. I-I WAS THERE. 439 00:19:56,083 --> 00:19:58,417 SHE DOESN'T GET TO GO TO ANY SPECIAL LUNCHES AT SCHOOL, 440 00:19:58,458 --> 00:20:00,417 OR SEE THE SCIENCE PROJECTS HE BRINGS HOME, 441 00:20:00,458 --> 00:20:04,041 OR SEE HIM IN THE SCHOOL PLAY, OR DROP HIM OFF AT BOY SCOUTS. 442 00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:06,000 AND WHAT DO YOU THINK SHE'D DO 443 00:20:06,041 --> 00:20:07,959 JUST FOR A CHANCE TO BE THERE, 444 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,041 TO SEE ALL THAT? 445 00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,834 YOU THINK MAYBE SHE'D SWALLOW HER PRIDE? 446 00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:13,041 DO YOU THINK SHE'D KEEP HER MOUTH SHUT? 447 00:20:13,083 --> 00:20:15,834 DO YOU THINK MAYBE SHE'D EVEN APOLOGIZE 448 00:20:15,875 --> 00:20:18,625 EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T THINK SHE DID ANYTHING WRONG? 449 00:20:18,667 --> 00:20:21,166 I HEAR THAT, COOPER, BUT-- 450 00:20:21,208 --> 00:20:22,792 THERE'S NO BUTS, PETE. 451 00:20:22,834 --> 00:20:24,041 THE-- 452 00:20:24,083 --> 00:20:26,041 I GET YOU. 453 00:20:26,083 --> 00:20:27,458 I AM YOU. 454 00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,041 I'M PROUD TO A FAULT, I'M STUBBORN AS HELL, 455 00:20:29,083 --> 00:20:30,875 I'M WILLING TO DO THE WRONG THING FOR THE RIGHT REASON. 456 00:20:30,917 --> 00:20:34,041 I GET YOU, MOSTLY. 457 00:20:34,083 --> 00:20:37,041 BUT... 458 00:20:37,083 --> 00:20:39,041 YOU HAVE A WIFE WHO LOVES YOU 459 00:20:39,083 --> 00:20:40,875 AND A SON WHO NEEDS YOU, 460 00:20:40,917 --> 00:20:43,000 AND YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO BE THERE 461 00:20:43,041 --> 00:20:45,750 WITH THEM, FOR THEM. 462 00:20:47,083 --> 00:20:50,834 I DON'T GET YOU THROWING AWAY THAT CHANCE. 463 00:20:52,667 --> 00:20:55,917 DON'T THROW THEM AWAY. 464 00:20:59,291 --> 00:21:02,041 HOW MUCH TIME DO I HAVE? 465 00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:03,917 YOU'RE GOING TO HELP? 466 00:21:03,959 --> 00:21:05,750 I'M GONNA PULL IN SOME FAVORS AND GET YOU SOME SURGEONS. 467 00:21:05,792 --> 00:21:08,041 I'M GONNA FIGHT THE LAWYERS, BUT I CAN'T PROMISE ANYTHING. 468 00:21:08,083 --> 00:21:09,333 THANK YOU. 469 00:21:09,375 --> 00:21:11,041 YOU STILL NEED A CARDIOTHORACIC SURGEON. 470 00:21:11,083 --> 00:21:13,500 YOU STILL NEED SAM BEFORE I CAN DECLARE A FULL TRANSPLANT TEAM. 471 00:21:13,542 --> 00:21:15,458 OKAY. LAWYERS MAY STILL SAY NO. 472 00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:17,041 BUT YOU ARE GOING TO FIGHT? 473 00:21:17,083 --> 00:21:19,750 BUT I AM GONNA FIGHT. 474 00:21:25,542 --> 00:21:27,959 SO I JUST WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHY... 475 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:31,041 WHY I CAN'T BE A PART OF YOUR TRANSPLANT TEAM. 476 00:21:31,083 --> 00:21:32,875 I UNDERSTAND. 477 00:21:32,917 --> 00:21:34,792 OKAY, BECAUSE, UM-- 478 00:21:34,834 --> 00:21:36,458 YOU'RE GONNA SAY IT'S BECAUSE, TECHNICALLY, 479 00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,250 A CHILD WITH A WORKING BRAIN STEM 480 00:21:38,291 --> 00:21:40,041 CAN'T BE DECLARED BRAIN DEAD 481 00:21:40,083 --> 00:21:42,125 EVEN THOUGH HE'LL NEVER WALK OR TALK 482 00:21:42,166 --> 00:21:43,959 OR MOVE OR EAT, 483 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:46,041 EVEN THOUGH HE'S MISSING THE PARTS OF HIS BRAIN 484 00:21:46,083 --> 00:21:49,250 THAT HE NEEDS TO HAVE A LIFE. 485 00:21:49,291 --> 00:21:52,500 NOT JUST BE ALIVE, BUT HAVE A LIFE... 486 00:21:52,542 --> 00:21:55,041 TO LOVE, 487 00:21:55,083 --> 00:21:56,959 TO THINK, 488 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,041 TO KNOW WORDS AND FEELINGS, 489 00:21:59,083 --> 00:22:01,458 TO BE CONSCIOUS. 490 00:22:01,500 --> 00:22:03,792 YOU'RE GONNA TALK TO ME ABOUT MEDICINE AND TECHNICALITIES 491 00:22:03,834 --> 00:22:06,375 AND THE FAILINGS OF SCIENCE. 492 00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:10,041 YEAH. 493 00:22:10,083 --> 00:22:12,333 BUT THE THING IS, THAT'S NOT WHY YOU WON'T DO THE HARVEST. 494 00:22:12,375 --> 00:22:15,125 WELL, UNTIL WE KNOW, UH, WITH... 495 00:22:15,166 --> 00:22:16,625 MEDICAL CERTAINTY, 496 00:22:16,667 --> 00:22:18,041 YOU KNOW, UNTIL THE LAW-- 497 00:22:18,083 --> 00:22:19,375 IT'S BECAUSE IT'S UNIMAGINABLE. 498 00:22:21,333 --> 00:22:26,041 WHAT I'M ASKING YOU TO DO IS UNIMAGINABLE. 499 00:22:26,083 --> 00:22:29,208 IT'S HORRIBLE. IT'S EXCRUCIATING. 500 00:22:29,250 --> 00:22:34,000 I'M ASKING YOU TO HELP DISMANTLE MY BABY FOR PARTS. 501 00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:38,125 AND THERE'S NO PIECE OF ANYONE'S SOUL 502 00:22:38,166 --> 00:22:41,041 THAT CAN HOLD THAT AND FEEL OKAY. 503 00:22:41,083 --> 00:22:45,041 BUT I'M ASKING. 504 00:22:45,083 --> 00:22:48,667 I'M ASKING YOU. 505 00:22:48,709 --> 00:22:51,041 I'M HIS MOTHER. 506 00:22:51,083 --> 00:22:53,875 AND I'M ASKING YOU TO DO THIS. 507 00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:58,041 AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? 508 00:23:00,333 --> 00:23:02,834 IT'S BECAUSE I DID A LITTLE RESEARCH, SAM. 509 00:23:02,875 --> 00:23:05,000 SCIENCE. 510 00:23:05,041 --> 00:23:07,375 IN CHICAGO, THERE'S THIS BABY GIRL, 6 WEEKS OLD, 511 00:23:07,417 --> 00:23:11,041 WITH PULMONARY HYPERTENSION WHO NEEDS NEW LUNGS. 512 00:23:11,083 --> 00:23:13,166 OUTSIDE DETROIT THERE IS A 10-DAY-OLD BOY 513 00:23:13,208 --> 00:23:16,291 WHO WAS BORN BLIND, BUT COULD SEE IF HE HAD NEW CORNEAS. 514 00:23:16,333 --> 00:23:18,458 I READ THIS BLOG ABOUT 515 00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:21,875 THIS 14-MONTH-OLD KID NAMED GIDEON IN SAN DIEGO 516 00:23:21,917 --> 00:23:23,875 WHO'S BEEN ON A HEART-LUNG MACHINE FOR MONTHS 517 00:23:23,917 --> 00:23:26,250 BECAUSE HE NEEDS ONE TINY VALVE IN HIS HEART. 518 00:23:26,291 --> 00:23:29,041 THERE'S BURNED BABIES WHO NEED SKIN. 519 00:23:29,083 --> 00:23:30,834 THERE'S INFANTS WHO NEED LIVERS, 520 00:23:30,875 --> 00:23:32,709 AND TODDLERS WHO NEED KIDNEYS, 521 00:23:32,750 --> 00:23:35,291 AND THERE'S EVEN THIS ONE 4-MONTH-OLD GIRL NAMED LULU 522 00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:37,959 WHO NEEDS A MULTIPLE-ORGAN TRANSPLANT. 523 00:23:40,458 --> 00:23:42,417 MY BABY... 524 00:23:42,458 --> 00:23:44,667 COULD SAVE ALL OF THOSE BABIES. 525 00:23:44,709 --> 00:23:47,417 HE COULD BE RESPONSIBLE FOR KIDS LEAVING THE HOSPITAL 526 00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:49,875 AND GOING HOME AND GROWING UP 527 00:23:49,917 --> 00:23:52,250 AND FALLING IN LOVE AND HAVING SEX 528 00:23:52,291 --> 00:23:53,875 AND ARGUING WITH THEIR BOYFRIENDS 529 00:23:53,917 --> 00:23:56,125 AND MAKING MISTAKES AND LIVING 530 00:23:56,166 --> 00:23:59,125 AND MAYBE NOT RUINING THEIR LIVES WITH DRUGS. 531 00:23:59,166 --> 00:24:01,875 WHAT I'M ASKING YOU TO DO 532 00:24:01,917 --> 00:24:04,542 IS UNIMAGINABLE. 533 00:24:06,083 --> 00:24:07,417 BUT IT'S ALSO EVERYTHING 534 00:24:07,458 --> 00:24:10,083 THOSE OTHER MOTHERS COULD EVER IMAGINE. 535 00:24:13,333 --> 00:24:15,333 I'M HIS MOM. 536 00:24:15,375 --> 00:24:18,250 AND I'M ASKING YOU TO DO THIS. 537 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,041 IF I CAN GET THERE, WHY CAN'T YOU? 538 00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:36,041 I MEAN, DOES IT OCCUR TO YOU 539 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,875 THAT SOMEBODY ELSE MIGHT WANT SOME OF THOSE? 540 00:24:37,917 --> 00:24:41,166 NO. I MEAN, THE HAND TO THE MOUTH TO THE BOX, IT'S... 541 00:24:41,208 --> 00:24:42,709 ANY NEWS-- BABIES, BAIL? 542 00:24:42,750 --> 00:24:44,583 YOU THINK WE'D BE STANDING HERE IF THERE WAS ANY NEWS? 543 00:24:44,625 --> 00:24:47,125 AMELIA'S STILL IN LABOR, PETE'S STILL IN JAIL. 544 00:24:47,166 --> 00:24:48,583 OH, COOKIES FOR BREAKFAST? 545 00:24:48,625 --> 00:24:50,041 IT WAS HIS IDEA. 546 00:24:50,083 --> 00:24:51,458 HEY. 547 00:24:51,500 --> 00:24:53,166 HEY. 548 00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:56,709 IS THAT YOURS, ADDISON? NO. 549 00:24:56,750 --> 00:24:58,500 NO, THAT'S ME. VIOLET? 550 00:24:58,542 --> 00:25:01,583 CHARLOTTE. AMELIA'S 6 CENTIMETERS DILATED. 551 00:25:01,625 --> 00:25:03,000 BABY'S ON THE WAY. 552 00:25:04,875 --> 00:25:06,458 ARE YOU COMING? 553 00:25:08,875 --> 00:25:11,208 THE HOSPITAL LAWYERS HAVEN'T SIGNED OFF ON THIS YET. 554 00:25:11,250 --> 00:25:12,834 I CAN STILL DO THE DELIVERY. 555 00:25:12,875 --> 00:25:14,834 I'M JUST SAYING, YOU CAN'T HARVEST ANY ORGANS 556 00:25:14,875 --> 00:25:16,208 UNTIL WE GET EXPLICIT PERMISSION. 557 00:25:16,250 --> 00:25:17,625 FINE. 558 00:25:17,667 --> 00:25:19,041 SO YOU'RE NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING-- 559 00:25:19,083 --> 00:25:20,417 CHARLOTTE, I HEARD YOU. 560 00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:22,542 JAKE, I WANT TO GO IN WITH YOU. 561 00:25:22,583 --> 00:25:23,959 NO. JAKE-- 562 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,875 UNTIL SHE ASKS FOR YOU, THE ANSWER IS NO. 563 00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:29,000 SORRY, ADDISON. 564 00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,333 JAKE. 565 00:25:37,375 --> 00:25:38,792 I'M RIGHT HERE. 566 00:25:38,834 --> 00:25:41,375 JAKE. 567 00:25:41,417 --> 00:25:42,959 AAH! 568 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:44,041 AH! 569 00:25:47,083 --> 00:25:48,125 OH, WELL, WE SHOULD CALL VIOLET, 570 00:25:48,166 --> 00:25:50,000 LET HER KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. 571 00:25:50,041 --> 00:25:53,417 YEAH. 572 00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:58,041 YOU KNOW, WOMEN WHO USE COCAINE 573 00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,041 ARE AT GREATER RISK THAN THE REST OF THE POPULATION 574 00:26:00,083 --> 00:26:02,041 FOR ALL SORTS OF COMPLICATIONS. 575 00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:03,291 YOU KNOW, THERE'S PLACENTAL ABRUPTION, 576 00:26:03,333 --> 00:26:06,458 AND--AND--AND... 577 00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:09,250 WHY DO YOU KNOW THAT? 578 00:26:09,291 --> 00:26:10,667 I DID A LOT OF RESEARCH 579 00:26:10,709 --> 00:26:12,375 AFTER AMELIA TOLD ME SHE WAS PREGNANT. OH. 580 00:26:12,417 --> 00:26:14,917 IT WAS MY WAY OF BEING SUPPORTIVE. 581 00:26:14,959 --> 00:26:17,458 NOT THAT SHE WANTS MY SUPPORT ANYMORE. 582 00:26:17,500 --> 00:26:20,041 MM. 583 00:26:20,083 --> 00:26:21,625 IT WAS OXY. 584 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:23,041 WHAT? 585 00:26:23,083 --> 00:26:24,625 AMELIA'S DRUG OF CHOICE... 586 00:26:24,667 --> 00:26:26,417 SHE WAS DOING OXY, NOT COCAINE. 587 00:26:26,458 --> 00:26:27,709 SO? 588 00:26:27,750 --> 00:26:31,208 SO MAYBE EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT ALL RIGHT. 589 00:26:31,250 --> 00:26:36,041 WELL, SURE, BECAUSE OXY'S LIKE A PRENATAL VITAMIN. 590 00:26:36,083 --> 00:26:39,000 PRENATAL-- 591 00:26:50,375 --> 00:26:53,041 SOMEBODY REALLY SHOULD REDECORATE THIS WAITING ROOM, 592 00:26:53,083 --> 00:26:55,125 YOU KNOW? 593 00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:57,291 COME HERE. 594 00:26:59,709 --> 00:27:01,500 I'M SORRY YOU HAVE TO BE HERE. 595 00:27:01,542 --> 00:27:03,417 I DON'T MIND. 596 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,542 OH, GOD! 597 00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:10,333 OH, MAKE IT STOP! 598 00:27:10,375 --> 00:27:12,542 NO, I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS. 599 00:27:12,583 --> 00:27:14,041 I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE. 600 00:27:14,083 --> 00:27:15,166 YOU'RE DOING GREAT, OKAY? 601 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:17,041 BUT I-I NEED YOU TO STOP PUSHING FOR A WHILE. 602 00:27:17,083 --> 00:27:19,000 I HAVE TO. IF I DON'T PUSH, IT HURTS TOO MUCH. 603 00:27:19,041 --> 00:27:21,542 THIS IS A UNICORN BABY. 604 00:27:21,583 --> 00:27:23,583 I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THIS WITH A UNICORN BABY. 605 00:27:23,625 --> 00:27:24,875 I WANT THIS TO BE OVER. 606 00:27:24,917 --> 00:27:26,041 RYAN SHOULD BE HERE. I WANT RYAN. 607 00:27:26,083 --> 00:27:27,959 AMELIA, YOU'RE ALMOST THERE. 608 00:27:28,041 --> 00:27:29,041 NO. 609 00:27:29,083 --> 00:27:30,750 NO, THIS IS TOO HARD. I HAVE TO PUSH. 610 00:27:30,792 --> 00:27:32,166 NO, NO, NO. NOT YET. NOT YET. 611 00:27:32,208 --> 00:27:34,166 OH, GOD! IT HURTS! I WANT SOME DRUGS. 612 00:27:34,208 --> 00:27:35,709 HANG IN THERE. I CAN'T. 613 00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:37,125 I CAN'T DO THIS. YES, YOU CAN. 614 00:27:37,166 --> 00:27:38,333 ADDISON-- 615 00:27:38,375 --> 00:27:39,834 I DON'T WANT HER HERE. 616 00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:41,333 YES, YOU DO. 617 00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,834 I DON'T. I DON'T. I DON'T WANT YOU HERE. 618 00:27:43,875 --> 00:27:45,166 YES, YOU DO, AMELIA. 619 00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:50,917 ADDIE... 620 00:27:50,959 --> 00:27:52,917 ADDIE... 621 00:27:52,959 --> 00:27:54,750 MY BABY'S GONNA DIE. 622 00:27:54,792 --> 00:27:56,166 I KNOW. 623 00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:59,208 I AM SO, SO SORRY. 624 00:27:59,250 --> 00:28:01,500 I'M CALLING HIM A UNICORN BABY. 625 00:28:01,542 --> 00:28:03,333 YOU ARE? 626 00:28:03,375 --> 00:28:05,041 THAT'S GREAT. 627 00:28:06,542 --> 00:28:08,542 I HAVE TO PUSH. IF I DON'T PUSH, IT HURTS TOO MUCH. 628 00:28:08,583 --> 00:28:10,083 WE NEED TO CONTROL HER LABOR. 629 00:28:10,125 --> 00:28:12,041 OKAY, AMELIA, LOOK, I KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO PUSH, 630 00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:13,375 BUT YOU HAVE TO WAIT. 631 00:28:13,417 --> 00:28:14,625 NO. AMELIA, YES. 632 00:28:14,667 --> 00:28:16,041 OHH! HOLD ON TO ME. 633 00:28:16,083 --> 00:28:18,625 ADDIE... 634 00:28:18,667 --> 00:28:20,041 ADDIE, I WANT TO PUSH. I KNOW. 635 00:28:20,083 --> 00:28:21,208 I WANT TO PUSH. I WANT TO PUSH. JUST WAIT. 636 00:28:21,250 --> 00:28:22,417 WAIT. 637 00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:25,333 WAIT. SHH. WAIT. 638 00:28:25,375 --> 00:28:28,041 OKAY, NOW, AMELIA. PUSH. 639 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:30,125 AAH! AAH. PUSH. 640 00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:43,458 OH, MY GOD. 641 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:44,875 HOW DID YOU-- WHY AREN'T YOU-- 642 00:28:44,917 --> 00:28:46,250 BAIL. I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT. 643 00:28:46,291 --> 00:28:47,709 I COOPERATED. 644 00:29:00,792 --> 00:29:02,250 YOU DID A GOOD JOB. 645 00:29:02,291 --> 00:29:05,041 IS HE... 646 00:29:05,083 --> 00:29:07,041 HOW IS HE? 647 00:29:07,083 --> 00:29:08,291 HE'S OKAY. 648 00:29:08,333 --> 00:29:09,917 WE'RE GOING TO TAKE HIM NOW. 649 00:29:09,959 --> 00:29:11,291 AND I'M GOING TO MOVE YOU OFF THE OBSTETRICS FLOOR 650 00:29:11,333 --> 00:29:12,917 AS FAST AS I CAN MANAGE IT, OKAY? 651 00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,417 WAIT. 652 00:29:14,458 --> 00:29:16,208 I WANT TO SEE HIM. 653 00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:18,417 ARE YOU SURE? 654 00:29:18,458 --> 00:29:21,041 I WANT TO SEE HIM. 655 00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:37,500 ARE YOU READY? 656 00:29:37,542 --> 00:29:39,041 YEAH. 657 00:29:51,917 --> 00:29:54,083 HE'S BEAUTIFUL. 658 00:30:13,291 --> 00:30:16,458 HE'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABY I'VE EVER SEEN. 659 00:30:20,208 --> 00:30:22,041 SHH. 660 00:30:22,083 --> 00:30:24,375 IT'S OKAY. 661 00:30:24,417 --> 00:30:26,375 IT'S OKAY. 662 00:30:31,041 --> 00:30:33,125 HEY. 663 00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:34,959 ARE YOU... 664 00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:37,625 UH, WAITING FOR CHARLOTTE, JUST LIKE YOU ARE. 665 00:30:37,667 --> 00:30:40,083 WHAT CHANGED YOUR MIND? 666 00:30:40,125 --> 00:30:41,709 I DON'T KNOW. 667 00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:44,041 I JUST... I GOT THERE. 668 00:30:44,083 --> 00:30:45,792 HEY, CHARLOTTE. 669 00:30:45,834 --> 00:30:47,834 DID THEY SAY-- DID THEY AGREE TO DO IT? 670 00:30:47,875 --> 00:30:49,500 NO. YOU'RE KIDDING ME. 671 00:30:49,542 --> 00:30:51,041 I'M NOT. 672 00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:53,625 SCREW IT. WE'RE GONNA DO IT ANYWAY. 673 00:31:03,208 --> 00:31:05,250 THIS IS MY SON. 674 00:31:08,917 --> 00:31:11,041 WHAT'S HAPPENING? WHAT--WHAT'S WRONG? 675 00:31:11,083 --> 00:31:13,583 HE'S IN RESPIRATORY DISTRESS. 676 00:31:13,625 --> 00:31:17,625 NO. NOT YET. I'M NOT READY. 677 00:31:19,083 --> 00:31:22,041 IT'S OKAY TO CHANGE YOUR MIND. 678 00:31:22,083 --> 00:31:24,208 IF YOU WANT TO JUST HOLD YOUR BOY FOR AS LONG AS HE HAS, 679 00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:26,834 WE'LL DO THAT. 680 00:31:26,875 --> 00:31:29,041 IF NOT, WE, UH, 681 00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:31,875 WE NEED TO GIVE HIM TO THE TRANSPLANT TEAM RIGHT NOW. 682 00:31:40,834 --> 00:31:43,917 YOUR FATHER'S WAITING FOR YOU. 683 00:31:43,959 --> 00:31:46,041 HIS NAME IS RYAN, AND HE'S WAITING FOR YOU. 684 00:31:46,083 --> 00:31:48,041 SO YOU WON'T BE LONELY. 685 00:32:18,291 --> 00:32:20,458 THIS IS FOR SACRAMENTO. 686 00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:22,041 SACRAMENTO. 687 00:32:22,083 --> 00:32:23,667 SACRAMENTO. 688 00:32:25,083 --> 00:32:27,917 THIS ONE'S FOR SAN DIEGO. 689 00:32:27,959 --> 00:32:29,750 SAN DIEGO. 690 00:32:29,792 --> 00:32:31,041 SAN DIEGO. 691 00:32:32,959 --> 00:32:36,083 THIS IS FOR BOSTON. 692 00:32:36,125 --> 00:32:37,500 BOSTON. 693 00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:40,125 BOSTON. 694 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,792 SYRINGE. 695 00:32:56,500 --> 00:32:58,041 TURN THAT THING OFF. 696 00:33:11,542 --> 00:33:13,041 THAT'S FOR CHICAGO. 697 00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:15,041 CHICAGO. 698 00:33:15,083 --> 00:33:16,542 CHICAGO. 699 00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:21,208 WE SHOULD TELL AMELIA. 700 00:33:21,250 --> 00:33:22,417 WE SHOULD STAY-- 701 00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:24,041 NO, I GOT THIS. 702 00:33:26,208 --> 00:33:27,625 THANK YOU. 703 00:33:45,041 --> 00:33:46,166 THANK YOU. 704 00:34:08,083 --> 00:34:11,375 I JUST WANT TO GO HOME... 705 00:34:11,417 --> 00:34:14,041 AND HUG MY KID. 706 00:34:14,083 --> 00:34:16,041 YEAH. 707 00:34:17,166 --> 00:34:19,959 YOU--YOU KNEW WHAT SHE MEANT WHEN SHE, UH, 708 00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:22,917 WHEN SHE CALLED IT A-A UNICORN BABY? 709 00:34:24,500 --> 00:34:26,709 WHEN SHE WAS 12 YEARS OLD, SHE WAS... 710 00:34:26,750 --> 00:34:29,208 SHE WAS OBSESSED WITH UNICORNS BECAUSE THEY WERE MAGICAL 711 00:34:29,250 --> 00:34:31,417 AND THEY COULD DO GREAT THINGS, YOU KNOW? 712 00:34:31,458 --> 00:34:34,625 THIS BABY, ITS, UH... 713 00:34:34,667 --> 00:34:38,041 ITS ORGANS ARE GONNA GO ALL OVER THE COUNTRY 714 00:34:38,083 --> 00:34:39,375 AND DO GREAT THINGS. 715 00:34:39,417 --> 00:34:41,250 IT'S--IT'S MAGICAL. IT'S... 716 00:34:43,083 --> 00:34:45,417 IT'S HER UNICORN BABY. 717 00:35:24,083 --> 00:35:26,917 SO YOU, UM... 718 00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:28,375 YOU MAYBE WANNA... 719 00:35:28,417 --> 00:35:30,000 YOU WANNA GET SOMETHING TO EAT? 720 00:35:30,041 --> 00:35:33,208 I MEAN... IF YOU'RE HUNGRY. 721 00:35:35,375 --> 00:35:37,333 YEAH, I AM. 722 00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,041 UM... 723 00:35:39,083 --> 00:35:40,375 I HAVE TO GET BACK 724 00:35:40,417 --> 00:35:42,041 TO SEE HENRY AND RELIEVE MY NANNY. 725 00:35:42,083 --> 00:35:44,041 YEAH, I HAVE SOME STUFF I CAN TAKE CARE OF HERE, TOO, 726 00:35:44,083 --> 00:35:47,083 BUT, UM... 727 00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:51,041 I CAN, UH, I CAN MEET AT YOUR PLACE. 728 00:35:51,083 --> 00:35:54,125 SAY AN HOUR AND A HALF, BRING CHINESE? 729 00:35:54,166 --> 00:35:55,834 YEAH, I'D LIKE THAT. 730 00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,625 DID YOUR DAD TELL YOU WHAT WAS GOING ON? 731 00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:15,375 HE SAID A BABY WAS BEING BORN MOSTLY DEAD. 732 00:36:15,417 --> 00:36:19,000 SO THEY'RE DONATING HIS ORGANS SO OTHER BABIES CAN LIVE. 733 00:36:19,041 --> 00:36:21,041 THAT'S RIGHT. 734 00:36:21,083 --> 00:36:24,417 THAT BABY OVER THERE, SHE WAS BORN SO PREMATURE, 735 00:36:24,458 --> 00:36:27,959 HER LUNGS NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO FORM PROPERLY. 736 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,000 AND BECAUSE OF SCIENCE, BECAUSE OF MEDICINE, 737 00:36:31,041 --> 00:36:32,375 SHE GOT SOME NEW LUNGS, 738 00:36:32,417 --> 00:36:35,125 AND NOW SHE'S GONNA LIVE A WHOLE LIFE. 739 00:36:35,166 --> 00:36:38,041 SHE SHOULDA BEEN DEAD. 740 00:36:38,083 --> 00:36:40,417 IF SHE WAS BORN TEN YEARS AGO, SHE WOULD'VE BEEN DEAD. 741 00:36:42,083 --> 00:36:44,959 AND NOW SHE'S ALIVE. 742 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,041 MIRACLE. 743 00:36:48,083 --> 00:36:51,041 YOU THINK IF MY MOM GOT SICK TEN YEARS FROM NOW, 744 00:36:51,083 --> 00:36:52,792 SHE'D STILL BE ALIVE? 745 00:36:52,834 --> 00:36:55,125 I DON'T KNOW. 746 00:36:55,166 --> 00:36:57,834 BUT I THINK THAT IDEA'S WHAT MIGHT MAKE YOU 747 00:36:57,875 --> 00:36:59,542 AN INCREDIBLE DOCTOR ONE DAY. 748 00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:01,667 YOU THINK I COULD BE A DOCTOR? 749 00:37:01,709 --> 00:37:03,375 I KNOW YOU COULD. 750 00:37:09,083 --> 00:37:12,083 I'M NOT GOOD WITH NATURE OR SOCCER 751 00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:13,667 THE WAY YOUR MAMA WAS. 752 00:37:13,709 --> 00:37:15,667 BUT YOU'RE A GOOD DOCTOR. 753 00:37:15,709 --> 00:37:17,000 I AM. 754 00:37:19,083 --> 00:37:22,709 IS THIS WEIRD THAT I TOOK YOU TO SEE THE SICK BABIES? 755 00:37:22,750 --> 00:37:25,000 NO, IT'S NOT WEIRD. 756 00:37:27,333 --> 00:37:30,041 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL YOU. 757 00:37:30,083 --> 00:37:31,917 I ALREADY HAVE A MOM. 758 00:37:31,959 --> 00:37:36,417 AND I DON'T WANT TO TAKE YOUR MAMA'S PLACE, MASON. 759 00:37:36,458 --> 00:37:38,417 BUT I AM HAPPY TO STAND IN FOR HER 760 00:37:38,458 --> 00:37:41,750 ANY TIME YOU WANT TO LET ME. 761 00:37:43,750 --> 00:37:46,041 HOW ABOUT MAMA? 762 00:37:46,083 --> 00:37:48,041 WHAT'S THAT? 763 00:37:48,083 --> 00:37:49,417 I ALREADY HAVE A MOM, 764 00:37:49,458 --> 00:37:52,041 BUT HOW ABOUT I CALL YOU MAMA, 765 00:37:52,083 --> 00:37:55,041 LIKE YOU CALL YOUR MOM? 766 00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:58,500 THAT SOUNDS, UH... 767 00:37:58,542 --> 00:38:00,417 YEAH. 768 00:38:00,458 --> 00:38:02,000 OKAY. 769 00:38:02,041 --> 00:38:04,041 ALL RIGHT. 770 00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:14,750 HEY. 771 00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:18,125 WHAT TIME IS IT? 772 00:38:18,166 --> 00:38:23,000 UH, IT'S... 00. 773 00:38:28,291 --> 00:38:30,041 YOU KNOW, I'VE BEEN HERE ALL DAY, 774 00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:32,875 JUST IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING. 775 00:38:32,917 --> 00:38:34,542 WORRYING ABOUT ME? 776 00:38:34,583 --> 00:38:36,041 WELL, YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND, 777 00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:38,792 WHICH IS SAD, BECAUSE YOU'RE 8 YEARS OLD 778 00:38:38,834 --> 00:38:42,041 AND... YOU DON'T RETURN MY AFFECTIONS, 779 00:38:42,083 --> 00:38:45,291 BUT AH, WELL, THERE IT IS. 780 00:38:45,333 --> 00:38:47,875 YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND. 781 00:38:51,250 --> 00:38:53,625 IT'S OKAY TO LAUGH. 782 00:38:53,667 --> 00:38:56,625 IT HAPPENS. 783 00:38:59,875 --> 00:39:02,041 I HAD A BABY, SHELDON. 784 00:39:04,083 --> 00:39:07,542 FOR A FEW MINUTES THERE... 785 00:39:07,583 --> 00:39:09,834 I WAS SOMEONE'S MOM. 786 00:39:11,250 --> 00:39:13,125 YOU'RE STILL SOMEONE'S MOM. 787 00:39:13,166 --> 00:39:15,417 HE'S JUST NOT-- NOT HERE ANYMORE. 788 00:39:19,208 --> 00:39:21,041 I MISSED YOU. 789 00:39:27,875 --> 00:39:30,041 IT'S OKAY TO CRY. 790 00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:31,625 IT HAPPENS. 791 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:46,417 ARE YOU OKAY? 792 00:39:49,250 --> 00:39:50,542 WHAT IF I BLEW IT? 793 00:39:52,875 --> 00:39:55,500 WHAT IF I HAVE TO GO BACK TO PRISON... 794 00:39:55,542 --> 00:39:58,458 LIKE, FOR A LONG TIME? 795 00:40:03,333 --> 00:40:05,417 WHAT IF I BLEW IT, VIOLET? 796 00:40:12,125 --> 00:40:13,625 HEY. 797 00:40:13,667 --> 00:40:15,041 HEY. 798 00:40:15,083 --> 00:40:16,417 WHERE'S KEISHA? 799 00:40:16,458 --> 00:40:17,709 I SENT HER HOME. 800 00:40:17,750 --> 00:40:19,083 WHY? 801 00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:20,917 BECAUSE AFTER THE KIND OF DAY THAT I HAD-- 802 00:40:20,959 --> 00:40:22,083 THAT WE'VE HAD... 803 00:40:22,125 --> 00:40:23,834 HI, BABY. 804 00:40:23,875 --> 00:40:25,208 YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR KID. 805 00:40:25,250 --> 00:40:26,875 WELL, HE'S NOT YOUR KID, REMEMBER? 806 00:40:26,917 --> 00:40:29,041 OOH, BOY. YOU ARE GONNA MAKE THIS 807 00:40:29,083 --> 00:40:31,041 AS DIFFICULT AS POSSIBLE, AREN'T YOU? 808 00:40:31,083 --> 00:40:32,875 YOU KNOW WHAT? WE'RE BOTH EXHAUSTED, SAM. 809 00:40:32,917 --> 00:40:34,041 IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG DAY, 810 00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:35,667 AND I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO FIGHT. 811 00:40:35,709 --> 00:40:36,875 WELL, I DO. SAM-- 812 00:40:36,917 --> 00:40:39,041 ALL RIGHT, I HAVE THE ENERGY TO FIGHT FOR YOU. 813 00:40:39,083 --> 00:40:41,125 I'M--I'M FIGHTING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. 814 00:40:41,166 --> 00:40:42,458 WHAT? 815 00:40:42,500 --> 00:40:44,041 WHEN YOU ASKED ME IF-- IF I WAS ALL IN, 816 00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:45,458 I-I SHOULD'VE SAID YES, 817 00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:47,291 SO I'M--I'M SAYING YES NOW. 818 00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:49,041 WELL, IT'S TOO LATE. I LOVE YOU. 819 00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,542 YOU KNOW, I JUST TOLD YOU, IT'S TOO LATE. 820 00:40:50,583 --> 00:40:52,625 I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU. IT'S NOT TOO LATE. NO-- 821 00:40:52,667 --> 00:40:54,041 IT'S NEVER TOO LATE. 822 00:40:54,083 --> 00:40:55,333 WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE, YOU DIDN'T WANT ME, 823 00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:56,542 YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY, 824 00:40:56,583 --> 00:40:57,750 BUT THEN YOU SEE ME WITH JAKE, AND THEN-- 825 00:40:57,792 --> 00:40:58,959 I DON'T CARE ABOUT JAKE. 826 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,041 YOU'VE BEEN WITH HIM, WHAT, TWO MINUTES? 827 00:41:00,083 --> 00:41:01,208 LOOK, YOU WERE RIGHT. 828 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:02,959 I... I DIDN'T WANT A BABY. 829 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:06,291 AND I DON'T. I DON'T WANT A BABY. 830 00:41:06,333 --> 00:41:08,875 I WANT THIS BABY. 831 00:41:08,917 --> 00:41:10,041 I WANT HENRY. 832 00:41:10,083 --> 00:41:11,750 AND... I WANT YOU 833 00:41:11,792 --> 00:41:14,166 AND ME AND HENRY TO BE A FAMILY. 834 00:41:14,208 --> 00:41:16,709 I WAS AFRAID OF THAT BEFORE. I JUST-- 835 00:41:16,750 --> 00:41:18,750 I COULDN'T IMAGINE BEING A NEW FATHER 836 00:41:18,792 --> 00:41:21,166 AND HAVING A WHOLE NEW FAMILY. 837 00:41:21,208 --> 00:41:23,750 IT WAS UNIMAGINABLE, BUT... 838 00:41:25,291 --> 00:41:27,875 BUT I CAN IMAGINE IT NOW. 839 00:41:27,917 --> 00:41:30,333 I CAN SEE IT. 840 00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:31,917 SO... 841 00:41:31,959 --> 00:41:33,291 I'M ALL IN. 842 00:41:33,333 --> 00:41:35,250 I'M ALL IN AND I'M FIGHTING FOR YOU. 843 00:41:35,291 --> 00:41:38,041 LOOK... I KNOW THAT THIS IS, UH-- 844 00:41:38,083 --> 00:41:39,208 SAM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 845 00:41:39,250 --> 00:41:40,917 WAIT. WAIT A MINUTE. 846 00:41:40,959 --> 00:41:43,041 THIS IS NOT, AS, UH, TRADITIONAL, 847 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:44,291 BUT FOR NOW... 848 00:41:48,083 --> 00:41:50,834 UH, ADDISON FORBES MONTGOMERY, 849 00:41:50,875 --> 00:41:53,041 I LOVE YOU. 850 00:41:53,083 --> 00:41:55,208 WILL YOU MARRY ME? 58182

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