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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:32,083 --> 00:00:34,208 I KNOW YOU'RE SCARED. 2 00:00:34,250 --> 00:00:37,041 BUT IT'S JUST 50 DAYS. 3 00:00:37,083 --> 00:00:39,250 IT'S THE BEST THING FOR YOU. 4 00:00:49,083 --> 00:00:51,542 I'M AMELIA SHEPHERD. 5 00:00:51,583 --> 00:00:54,417 I'M CHECKING IN. 6 00:01:00,208 --> 00:01:02,583 AMELIA'S MOM, 7 00:01:02,625 --> 00:01:04,583 SHE'S AS GOOD AS IT GETS. 8 00:01:04,625 --> 00:01:07,041 SHE IS AS GOOD AS A MOTHER GETS. 9 00:01:07,083 --> 00:01:10,500 AND IT'S HARD TO FATHOM THAT YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING RIGHT, 10 00:01:10,542 --> 00:01:13,792 AND YOU STILL CAN'T CONTROL WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR KID. 11 00:01:13,834 --> 00:01:16,709 THEY COULD STILL END UP IN STAGGERING AMOUNT OF PAIN, 12 00:01:16,750 --> 00:01:20,125 IN REHAB, FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIFE. 13 00:01:21,709 --> 00:01:23,667 IT'S JUST HARD TO WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND 14 00:01:23,709 --> 00:01:25,917 WHEN YOU THINK YOU MIGHT BE PREGNANT. 15 00:01:27,583 --> 00:01:29,041 YOUR RECOVERY EXPERIENCE... 16 00:01:29,083 --> 00:01:30,542 IS OUR TOP PRIORITY. 17 00:01:30,583 --> 00:01:32,834 WE PROVIDE A POSITIVE AND A NURTURING ENVIRONMENT 18 00:01:32,875 --> 00:01:35,291 AS YOU EMBARK ON YOUR ADDICTION TREATMENT. 19 00:01:35,333 --> 00:01:36,750 YOU'LL START IN THE DETOX WING, AND THEN WE'LL MOVE YOU 20 00:01:36,792 --> 00:01:38,291 TO A REGULAR ROOM, 21 00:01:38,333 --> 00:01:39,750 AND YOU'LL BE ASSIGNED A THERAPIST 22 00:01:39,792 --> 00:01:42,709 SEPARATE FROM GROUP THERAPY, WHICH MEANS EVERY AFTERNOON. 23 00:01:45,333 --> 00:01:46,875 AMELIA? 24 00:01:48,792 --> 00:01:49,709 AMELIA. 25 00:01:50,792 --> 00:01:53,875 AMELIA, CAN YOU HEAR ME? 26 00:01:53,917 --> 00:01:56,542 IT'S GONNA GET WORSE BEFORE IT GETS BETTER. 27 00:01:56,583 --> 00:01:58,750 BUT I SWEAR, IT GETS BETTER. 28 00:01:58,792 --> 00:02:00,500 OKAY? 29 00:02:00,542 --> 00:02:02,000 AND IF YOU'RE HIDING ANY OTHER DRUGS, 30 00:02:02,041 --> 00:02:03,959 NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO HAND THEM OVER. 31 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:07,000 THEY'RE GONNA FIND THEM ANYWAY WHEN YOU HIT THE DETOX BED. 32 00:02:19,500 --> 00:02:21,709 THE MAN I LOVE DIED. 33 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:25,834 HE DIED. 34 00:02:41,083 --> 00:02:42,041 OKAY, EAT. 35 00:02:42,083 --> 00:02:43,041 MORNING. 36 00:02:43,083 --> 00:02:44,125 HE SAID "PANCAKE." 37 00:02:44,166 --> 00:02:45,709 PANCAKE? REALLY? 38 00:02:45,750 --> 00:02:47,000 YEAH. 39 00:02:47,041 --> 00:02:48,792 WELL, IT ACTUALLY SOUNDED MORE LIKE "PA-KAY," 40 00:02:48,834 --> 00:02:50,417 BUT HE WAS DEFINITELY GOING FOR PANCAKE. 41 00:02:50,458 --> 00:02:51,917 PANCAKE. 42 00:02:51,959 --> 00:02:53,208 GOOD JOB, PAL. 43 00:02:53,250 --> 00:02:55,250 YEAH. 44 00:02:56,875 --> 00:02:57,917 YOU HEADING TO-- 45 00:02:57,959 --> 00:02:59,000 YEAH. 46 00:03:04,125 --> 00:03:05,917 WE TALK ABOUT LUCAS. 47 00:03:05,959 --> 00:03:07,792 WE'RE GOOD WITH LUCAS. 48 00:03:07,834 --> 00:03:09,583 WE'RE WARM WITH LUCAS. 49 00:03:09,625 --> 00:03:10,792 WE'RE... 50 00:03:10,834 --> 00:03:13,125 WE'RE US WITH LUCAS. 51 00:03:13,166 --> 00:03:15,041 WHAT ABOUT YOU AND SAM? 52 00:03:15,083 --> 00:03:16,792 OH, WE'RE DOING GREAT. 53 00:03:16,834 --> 00:03:18,625 YEAH, AS LONG AS WE DON'T TALK ABOUT PREGNANCY 54 00:03:18,667 --> 00:03:20,250 OR ANYTHING BABY RELATED. 55 00:03:22,375 --> 00:03:24,333 ALL RIGHT, WILL YOU MAKE SURE AND TELL ME AS SOON AS YOU KNOW 56 00:03:24,375 --> 00:03:25,458 IF YOU'RE PREGNANT? I WILL. 57 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:26,750 OKAY, AND, YOU KNOW, 58 00:03:26,792 --> 00:03:28,000 IF YOU EVER WANT SOMEONE TO COMPLAIN TO, 59 00:03:28,041 --> 00:03:29,041 I'M JUST--I'M DOWN THE HALL. 60 00:03:29,083 --> 00:03:30,041 THANK YOU. 61 00:03:30,083 --> 00:03:32,333 YAY! 62 00:03:36,291 --> 00:03:37,250 DOES THIS HURT? 63 00:03:37,291 --> 00:03:38,792 OW! 64 00:03:38,834 --> 00:03:40,834 OKAY. SORRY. I KNOW THIS PART'S NO FUN. 65 00:03:40,875 --> 00:03:42,667 HOW ABOUT HERE? 66 00:03:43,917 --> 00:03:45,667 WHEN DID THE STOMACH PAIN START? 67 00:03:45,709 --> 00:03:47,041 JUST AFTER DINNER. 68 00:03:47,083 --> 00:03:48,792 A FEW HOURS LATER, THE NIGHT ATTENDANT REPORTED 69 00:03:48,834 --> 00:03:50,041 HE DEVELOPED A FEVER. 70 00:03:51,041 --> 00:03:52,041 ALL RIGHT, TOBY. 71 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:54,041 YOU'RE ALL DONE. LET'S GET YOU DRESSED. 72 00:03:54,083 --> 00:03:55,250 HERE YOU GO. 73 00:03:55,291 --> 00:03:56,834 OKAY, I'M GONNA STEP OUTSIDE, 74 00:03:56,875 --> 00:03:58,500 TALK TO MR. DAVIES FOR A SECOND. 75 00:04:00,667 --> 00:04:02,166 WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME, JIM? 76 00:04:02,208 --> 00:04:03,875 I MEAN, THE GROUP HOME'S ONLY A FEW MILES FROM MY HOUSE. 77 00:04:03,917 --> 00:04:05,041 I COULD'VE JUST COME RIGHT OVER. 78 00:04:05,083 --> 00:04:06,667 COME ON, COOPER. 79 00:04:06,709 --> 00:04:08,667 I HAVE 43 OTHER KIDS JUST LIKE TOBY. 80 00:04:08,709 --> 00:04:10,458 IF I CALLED A DOCTOR EVERY TIME ONE OF 'EM SNEEZED... 81 00:04:10,500 --> 00:04:12,083 LOOK... 82 00:04:12,125 --> 00:04:14,458 I WISH I COULD DO MORE. 83 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:15,917 I'VE PLACED HIM IN NINE DIFFERENT FOSTER HOMES 84 00:04:15,959 --> 00:04:17,041 IN THOSE FOUR YEARS. 85 00:04:17,083 --> 00:04:18,875 NOBODY WANTS A SICK KID. 86 00:04:18,917 --> 00:04:20,125 LITTLE GUY DESERVES BETTER. 87 00:04:20,166 --> 00:04:22,417 SO HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH THE LUPUS FOUR YEARS AGO, 88 00:04:22,458 --> 00:04:23,417 AND THAT COULD EXPLAIN 89 00:04:23,458 --> 00:04:24,959 THE ABDOMINAL PAIN AND THE FEVER, 90 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:26,917 BUT I'M GONNA HAVE TO DO SOME MORE TESTS JUST TO MAKE SURE. 91 00:04:26,959 --> 00:04:29,041 DR. FREEDMAN, I DON'T FEEL TOO GOOD. 92 00:04:29,083 --> 00:04:31,041 GIVE ME THOSE TISSUES. COME HERE. 93 00:04:31,083 --> 00:04:32,917 HAVE A SEAT. YOU HAVE A BLOODY NOSE, TOBY. 94 00:04:32,959 --> 00:04:34,041 LEAN FORWARD. 95 00:04:34,083 --> 00:04:35,333 LEAN FORWARD. HERE. 96 00:04:35,375 --> 00:04:37,542 OKAY, JUST HOLD THAT. THIS WILL STOP IT. 97 00:04:38,583 --> 00:04:39,917 LET ME SEE. 98 00:04:42,959 --> 00:04:44,250 OH. OKAY, OKAY. YOU'RE OKAY. 99 00:04:44,291 --> 00:04:45,917 YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 100 00:04:53,333 --> 00:04:55,041 JUST SAY IT. 101 00:04:55,083 --> 00:04:57,000 EITHER WAY, JUST SAY IT. 102 00:04:58,291 --> 00:05:00,250 YOU'RE NOT PREGNANT. 103 00:05:00,291 --> 00:05:02,375 I'M... 104 00:05:06,166 --> 00:05:07,208 OKAY. 105 00:05:09,333 --> 00:05:12,041 LOOK, I, UH, I KNOW YOU'RE A DOCTOR, 106 00:05:12,083 --> 00:05:14,959 BUT I'M--I'M STILL GOING TO GIVE YOU THE SPEECH, 107 00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:17,333 BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS STUFF INTELLECTUALLY, 108 00:05:17,375 --> 00:05:19,709 YOU NEED TO PROCESS IT EMOTIONALLY. 109 00:05:19,750 --> 00:05:21,041 YOU DON'T HAVE TO GIVE ME THE SPEECH. 110 00:05:21,083 --> 00:05:23,959 I DO. SO HERE IT GOES. 111 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,917 SOMETHING LIKE 6% OF WOMEN YOUR AGE 112 00:05:26,959 --> 00:05:29,041 GET PREGNANT USING I.V.F., OKAY? 113 00:05:29,083 --> 00:05:30,959 IT'S A--IT'S A SMALL NUMBER. 114 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:32,542 BUT BETWEEN YOUR COMMITMENT AND MY EXPERIENCE, 115 00:05:32,583 --> 00:05:35,041 WE CAN-- WE CAN MAKE THIS HAPPEN. 116 00:05:35,083 --> 00:05:37,041 ALL RIGHT? THERE ARE A NUMBER OF OTHER OPTIONS. 117 00:05:37,083 --> 00:05:40,917 SO WHEN YOU DECIDE THAT YOU'RE READY TO DO THIS AGAIN, 118 00:05:40,959 --> 00:05:43,166 WE'LL GET INTO IT. 119 00:05:43,208 --> 00:05:45,333 IT'S NOT OVER, ADDISON, 120 00:05:45,375 --> 00:05:47,041 UNLESS YOU WANT IT TO BE. 121 00:05:47,083 --> 00:05:48,083 ALL RIGHT? 122 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:51,166 I WANT MY MOM. 123 00:05:51,208 --> 00:05:54,041 I NEED SOMETHING TO HELP. OH, MY GOD. I WANT MY MOMMY. 124 00:05:54,083 --> 00:05:55,083 HEY. 125 00:05:55,125 --> 00:05:57,041 OW. 126 00:05:57,083 --> 00:05:59,834 HEY. HEY, CAN YOU HEAR ME? 127 00:05:59,875 --> 00:06:01,041 IT HURTS. 128 00:06:01,083 --> 00:06:02,333 YEAH, I KNOW. 129 00:06:04,250 --> 00:06:06,041 WHAT'S YOUR NAME? 130 00:06:06,083 --> 00:06:07,792 HAILEY. 131 00:06:07,834 --> 00:06:09,041 I'M AMELIA. 132 00:06:09,083 --> 00:06:10,000 I WANT MY MOM. 133 00:06:10,041 --> 00:06:13,125 I KNOW. I KNOW. I WANT MY MOM, TOO. 134 00:06:13,166 --> 00:06:16,000 IT HURTS. AAH! AAH! 135 00:06:16,041 --> 00:06:18,041 AAH! AAH! THEY'RE ARE BUGS ON ME! 136 00:06:18,083 --> 00:06:19,250 OH, MY GOD. THEY'RE ALL OVER ME. LISTEN TO ME, HAILEY. THERE'S NO BUGS. 137 00:06:19,291 --> 00:06:21,375 THERE'S NO BUGS ON YOU. 138 00:06:21,417 --> 00:06:22,375 HAILEY. OH, MY GOD. 139 00:06:22,417 --> 00:06:23,667 HAILEY, LISTEN, I'M A DOCTOR 140 00:06:23,709 --> 00:06:25,041 AND I PROMISE YOU, THERE'S NO BUGS ON YOU. 141 00:06:25,083 --> 00:06:27,041 THERE ARE. YOU'RE JUST WITHDRAWING FROM THE DRUGS. 142 00:06:27,083 --> 00:06:28,041 OH, MY GOD. OH, MY GOD. OH, MY GOD. 143 00:06:28,083 --> 00:06:30,041 YOUR NERVES ARE FIRING ON THEIR OWN, 144 00:06:30,083 --> 00:06:31,834 AND IT FEELS LIKE ITCHY BUGS, BUT IT'S NOT. 145 00:06:31,875 --> 00:06:33,041 IT'S JUST A HALLUCINATION. 146 00:06:33,083 --> 00:06:34,792 THERE'S NO BUGS. IT'S NOT REAL. OKAY? 147 00:06:34,834 --> 00:06:36,500 THE PAIN IS GONNA STOP. 148 00:06:36,542 --> 00:06:38,709 THERE'S NO BUGS? 149 00:06:38,750 --> 00:06:40,041 NO. LOOK AT ME, HAILEY. 150 00:06:40,083 --> 00:06:41,417 DO YOU SEE ANY BUGS ON ME? 151 00:06:41,458 --> 00:06:43,041 BECAUSE MY SKIN IS CRAWLING, TOO. 152 00:06:43,083 --> 00:06:45,166 I WANT TO RIP MY SKIN OFF, IT IS CRAWLING SO BAD, 153 00:06:45,208 --> 00:06:46,375 BUT DO YOU SEE ANY BUGS ON ME? 154 00:06:46,417 --> 00:06:48,041 NO. OKAY. 155 00:06:48,083 --> 00:06:49,834 I'M GONNA MAKE YOU A DEAL. 156 00:06:49,875 --> 00:06:52,041 IF I SEE ANY BUGS ON YOU, I'M GONNA CALL A NURSE. 157 00:06:52,083 --> 00:06:54,667 AND IF YOU SEE THEM ON ME, YOU DO THE SAME. 158 00:06:54,709 --> 00:06:56,792 BUT IF WE DON'T SEE ANY, IT IS JUST OUR NERVES... 159 00:06:58,083 --> 00:07:00,041 HEALING FROM ALL THE CRAP WE SHOT INTO THEM, OKAY? 160 00:07:00,083 --> 00:07:02,125 AND THEY NEED--THEY NEED TO HEAL, JUST LIKE US. 161 00:07:02,166 --> 00:07:03,709 OKAY? 162 00:07:03,750 --> 00:07:05,000 OKAY. 163 00:07:06,667 --> 00:07:08,500 AH. 164 00:07:08,542 --> 00:07:10,041 OH. 165 00:07:24,917 --> 00:07:26,250 CAN I SIT? 166 00:07:27,750 --> 00:07:29,041 THAT DEPENDS. 167 00:07:29,083 --> 00:07:31,250 DID YOU BRING ME ONE OF THOSE? 168 00:07:38,333 --> 00:07:40,000 THINKING ABOUT RYAN AGAIN? 169 00:07:41,750 --> 00:07:43,250 ALL THE TIME. 170 00:07:43,291 --> 00:07:45,667 CAN'T STOP. 171 00:07:45,709 --> 00:07:48,041 DON'T WANT TO. 172 00:07:48,083 --> 00:07:49,375 YEAH. 173 00:07:51,125 --> 00:07:54,166 YEAH, I HAD A BOYFRIEND WHO DIED. 174 00:07:54,208 --> 00:07:56,041 AND A BEST FRIEND, TOO. 175 00:07:56,083 --> 00:07:57,709 THE BEST FRIEND WAS WORSE. 176 00:07:57,750 --> 00:07:59,166 YOU'RE 18. 177 00:07:59,208 --> 00:08:02,166 YEAH. WHY DO YOU THINK MY PARENTS SENT ME HERE? 178 00:08:04,917 --> 00:08:07,458 I MISS MY BEST FRIEND EVERY DAY. 179 00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:09,041 SHE WAS... 180 00:08:09,083 --> 00:08:10,125 STUPID. 181 00:08:10,166 --> 00:08:13,000 WE-- WE WERE STUPID TOGETHER. 182 00:08:14,625 --> 00:08:18,041 THE BOYFRIEND... 183 00:08:18,083 --> 00:08:20,000 HE WAS A BAD INFLUENCE. 184 00:08:21,333 --> 00:08:24,041 WAS RYAN A BAD INFLUENCE? 185 00:08:24,083 --> 00:08:27,000 NO. HE WAS... 186 00:08:27,041 --> 00:08:29,208 NO, RYAN WAS... 187 00:08:30,333 --> 00:08:33,291 I THINK I WAS THE BAD INFLUENCE. 188 00:08:33,333 --> 00:08:34,291 AMELIA. 189 00:08:34,333 --> 00:08:36,166 YOU HAVE A VISITOR AT RECEPTION. 190 00:08:36,208 --> 00:08:37,750 DR. SHELDON WALLACE. 191 00:08:41,583 --> 00:08:44,041 COULD YOU TELL HIM THAT I'M BUSY? 192 00:08:44,083 --> 00:08:45,041 OF COURSE. 193 00:08:45,083 --> 00:08:46,375 THANKS. 194 00:08:49,375 --> 00:08:52,041 WHO'S SHELDON? 195 00:08:52,083 --> 00:08:53,125 HE'S A FRIEND. 196 00:08:53,166 --> 00:08:56,166 THEN WHY WON'T YOU LET HIM IN? 197 00:08:56,208 --> 00:08:58,166 I SAID SOME THINGS. 198 00:08:58,208 --> 00:09:00,041 I, UH... 199 00:09:00,083 --> 00:09:02,208 I HURT SOME PEOPLE. 200 00:09:02,250 --> 00:09:04,166 BUT THEY STILL COME TO VISIT YOU. 201 00:09:04,208 --> 00:09:06,333 NO ONE COMES TO VISIT ME. 202 00:09:06,375 --> 00:09:09,000 YOU SHOULD LET YOUR FRIENDS IN. 203 00:09:10,875 --> 00:09:12,542 YOU'RE MY FRIEND. 204 00:09:12,583 --> 00:09:14,375 I'M 18. 205 00:09:14,417 --> 00:09:17,208 SO? 206 00:09:21,417 --> 00:09:24,291 HEY, IS THAT ONE OF THOSE H.D... THINGIES? 207 00:09:26,083 --> 00:09:28,375 IF BY "THINGIE," YOU MEAN SUPERCOOL CAMERA, THEN YES. 208 00:09:28,417 --> 00:09:30,458 I'M GONNA SHOOT MASON'S SCHOOL PLAY. 209 00:09:30,500 --> 00:09:32,625 AWW. WHICH ISN'T FOR THREE WEEKS. 210 00:09:32,667 --> 00:09:35,291 HOPEFULLY SPIELBERG HERE CAN GET THE CAMERA WORKING BY THEN. 211 00:09:35,333 --> 00:09:36,458 I WILL FIGURE IT OUT. 212 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:37,709 YOU'RE JUST GOING WITH THE BASIC EQUIPMENT? 213 00:09:37,750 --> 00:09:40,000 YOU'RE NOT BRINGING A TRIPOD OR A BOOM MIC? 214 00:09:43,041 --> 00:09:44,000 OH. 215 00:09:45,083 --> 00:09:46,208 BOOM MIC. 216 00:09:46,250 --> 00:09:47,291 OH, COOPER. 217 00:09:47,333 --> 00:09:48,291 HOLD ON. 218 00:09:48,333 --> 00:09:50,500 OH, COOPER. COOPER, I'M JUST KIDDING. OH. 219 00:09:54,083 --> 00:09:56,041 YOU KNOW, A LOT OF WOMEN DON'T GET PREGNANT THE FIRST TIME. 220 00:09:56,083 --> 00:09:58,959 I KNOW. YOU HAVE TOLD ME MANY TIMES. 221 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:00,250 AND I'M GONNA KEEP TELLING YOU THAT 222 00:10:00,291 --> 00:10:01,458 UNTIL YOU LOOK A LITTLE LESS-- 223 00:10:01,500 --> 00:10:03,208 LESS WHAT? 224 00:10:03,250 --> 00:10:06,041 MISERABLE? DESPERATE? 225 00:10:06,083 --> 00:10:07,333 I WAS GONNA SAY WISTFUL. 226 00:10:07,375 --> 00:10:09,041 OH. 227 00:10:09,083 --> 00:10:10,250 GOD. 228 00:10:10,291 --> 00:10:13,417 YEAH, I AM. I AM... WISTFUL. 229 00:10:13,458 --> 00:10:15,041 NO NEED FOR THAT. 230 00:10:15,083 --> 00:10:16,667 EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TRY AGAIN YOURSELF, 231 00:10:16,709 --> 00:10:18,291 THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO MAKE A FAMILY. 232 00:10:18,333 --> 00:10:20,041 HELL, MAYBE YOU'LL GET LUCKY, 233 00:10:20,083 --> 00:10:22,041 FIND OUT SAM KNOCKED SOMEONE UP TEN YEARS AGO. 234 00:10:23,625 --> 00:10:25,583 I'M GETTING USED TO THE LITTLE RUG RAT. 235 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:26,709 MM. 236 00:10:26,750 --> 00:10:28,000 YOU SOUND SURPRISED. 237 00:10:28,041 --> 00:10:29,500 WELL, IT WASN'T EXACTLY HOW I PLANNED IT. 238 00:10:29,542 --> 00:10:31,458 WELL, WHEN IS LIFE EVER? 239 00:10:31,500 --> 00:10:33,458 THE POINT IS, 240 00:10:33,500 --> 00:10:36,000 YOU HAVE CHOICES. 241 00:10:36,041 --> 00:10:38,417 NOT ALL OF US CAN SAY THAT. 242 00:10:40,125 --> 00:10:41,291 SO YOU THINK YOU'LL DO IT? 243 00:10:41,333 --> 00:10:42,917 I MEAN, TRY AGAIN? 244 00:10:42,959 --> 00:10:44,333 I DON'T KNOW. 245 00:10:44,375 --> 00:10:45,542 YEAH. I THINK I AM-- 246 00:10:45,583 --> 00:10:47,083 I AM. 247 00:10:47,125 --> 00:10:48,667 YOU KNOW, SAM... 248 00:10:48,709 --> 00:10:50,750 HAD THIS LOOK OF RELIEF 249 00:10:50,792 --> 00:10:52,750 WHEN IT DIDN'T TAKE THE FIRST TIME. 250 00:10:52,792 --> 00:10:54,750 PETE LOOKS RELIEVED EVERY TIME I LEAVE THE HOUSE. 251 00:10:54,792 --> 00:10:56,208 DOESN'T STOP ME FROM COMING HOME. 252 00:10:56,250 --> 00:10:59,041 WOW. 253 00:10:59,083 --> 00:11:01,041 THAT IS DARK. 254 00:11:01,083 --> 00:11:04,041 ARE YOU AWARE OF HOW DARK THAT SOUNDS? 255 00:11:04,083 --> 00:11:06,333 FOR SOME REASON, I'M VAGUELY COMFORTABLE WITH THE DARK. 256 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:08,291 OKAY. 257 00:11:08,333 --> 00:11:11,041 I'LL HOLD YOUR HAND. 258 00:11:11,083 --> 00:11:13,625 IF YOU WANT TO DO IT, AND SAM DOESN'T WANT TO, 259 00:11:13,667 --> 00:11:15,834 I WILL. 260 00:11:17,417 --> 00:11:19,917 THANK YOU. 261 00:11:21,458 --> 00:11:23,917 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? 262 00:11:23,959 --> 00:11:26,792 LIMITED LOSS OF WALL FUNCTION. CARDIAC OUTPUT IS GREAT. 263 00:11:26,834 --> 00:11:28,041 I'M LIKING WHAT I'M SEEING, PETE. 264 00:11:28,083 --> 00:11:29,208 YOU SOUND SURPRISED. 265 00:11:29,250 --> 00:11:31,000 WELL, YOUR B.P.'s NORMAL, 266 00:11:31,041 --> 00:11:32,375 NO DYSRHYTHMIAS, 267 00:11:32,417 --> 00:11:34,750 YOUR COGNITIVE SKILLS POST BYPASS--COMPLETELY INTACT. 268 00:11:34,792 --> 00:11:36,333 YOU ARE BACK, PETE. 269 00:11:36,375 --> 00:11:39,041 BACK TO COUNTING THE TEN YEARS I HAVE LEFT. GREAT. 270 00:11:39,083 --> 00:11:41,333 OH, NO, NO. THAT'S NOT WHERE YOU'RE AT. 271 00:11:41,375 --> 00:11:43,333 I MEAN, THERE ARE TONS OF BYPASS PATIENTS THAT LIVE 20, 272 00:11:43,375 --> 00:11:45,000 25 YEARS PAST SURGERY. 273 00:11:45,041 --> 00:11:47,000 AND WITH THESE NUMBERS, I DON'T SEE WHY YOU CAN'T EITHER. 274 00:11:47,041 --> 00:11:49,041 SAVE IT, SAM. I'M A DOCTOR. I'VE READ THE LITERATURE. 275 00:11:49,083 --> 00:11:51,208 OKAY, BUT AS A CARDIOLOGIST, I'M TELLING YOU, 276 00:11:51,250 --> 00:11:53,208 DON'T GO PICKING OUT HEADSTONES. 277 00:11:53,250 --> 00:11:55,208 ALL RIGHT, YOU'VE GOT A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE A LONG LIFE. 278 00:11:55,250 --> 00:11:57,875 LIVE IT. ALL RIGHT? YOU'RE LUCKY. 279 00:11:59,500 --> 00:12:00,542 THANKS. 280 00:12:00,583 --> 00:12:02,041 ALL RIGHT. 281 00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:04,417 I GOT YOUR MESSAGE. 282 00:12:04,458 --> 00:12:05,625 HOW BAD IS IT? 283 00:12:05,667 --> 00:12:06,875 HE'S A LOT WORSE OFF THAN LAST WEEK. 284 00:12:06,917 --> 00:12:08,458 HIS TEMPERATURE KEEPS SPIKING, 285 00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:10,083 AND HE'S SHOWING SIGNS OF LIVER FAILURE. 286 00:12:10,125 --> 00:12:11,500 WHAT HAPPENED? 287 00:12:11,542 --> 00:12:13,000 UM... 288 00:12:13,041 --> 00:12:15,000 I DID A BLOOD COUNT, I DID A LIVER BIOPSY, 289 00:12:15,041 --> 00:12:17,291 AND, UM... THE LUPUS HAS TRIGGERED 290 00:12:17,333 --> 00:12:22,375 A DISEASE CALLED HEMOPHAGOCYTIC LYMPHOHISTIOCYTOSIS. 291 00:12:22,417 --> 00:12:24,208 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 292 00:12:24,250 --> 00:12:27,041 IT MEANS THAT HIS IMMUNE CELLS ARE ATTACKING HIS OWN BODY. 293 00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:28,917 IT'S VERY AGGRESSIVE. HE'S GONNA NEED A ROUND OF CHEMO, 294 00:12:28,959 --> 00:12:30,917 HE'S GONNA NEED A STEM CELL TRANSPLANT, 295 00:12:30,959 --> 00:12:32,875 HE'S GONNA HAVE TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL FOR SEVERAL WEEKS. 296 00:12:32,917 --> 00:12:34,625 A STEM CELL TRANSPLANT? YEAH. 297 00:12:34,667 --> 00:12:36,667 IT'S VERY SERIOUS, AND HE COULD DIE. 298 00:12:36,709 --> 00:12:39,750 WE NEED TO FIND A STEM CELL MATCH AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. 299 00:12:39,792 --> 00:12:41,291 THIS--THIS IS, UH... 300 00:12:41,333 --> 00:12:42,750 WELL, OKAY, IF IT'S AN INSURANCE QUESTION, 301 00:12:42,792 --> 00:12:44,458 I'VE ALREADY CONTACTED MEDICAID. 302 00:12:44,500 --> 00:12:45,625 BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, JIM, 303 00:12:45,667 --> 00:12:47,500 YOU NEED TO FIND THIS KID A FOSTER FAMILY. 304 00:12:47,542 --> 00:12:48,750 HE CAN'T GO THROUGH THIS ALONE. 305 00:12:48,792 --> 00:12:50,291 WE'VE GONE OVER THIS, COOPER. 306 00:12:50,333 --> 00:12:52,083 LOOK, I-I KNOW. OKAY, HE NEEDS SOMEBODY. 307 00:12:52,125 --> 00:12:53,458 I'M DOING EVERYTHING I CAN, OKAY? 308 00:12:54,458 --> 00:12:56,959 I'LL BE HERE WHENEVER I CAN. 309 00:12:58,542 --> 00:13:00,959 I NEED YOU TO SIGN SOME CONSENT FORMS. 310 00:13:13,583 --> 00:13:14,792 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 311 00:13:16,083 --> 00:13:18,458 UH... I'M JUST SPYING ON MY WOMAN 312 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:19,458 AND YOUR WIFE. 313 00:13:19,500 --> 00:13:20,709 WHAT ARE THEY DOING? 314 00:13:20,750 --> 00:13:22,375 WELL, IF I HAD TO GUESS, I WOULD SAY THAT ADDISON 315 00:13:22,417 --> 00:13:24,542 IS TALKING ABOUT DOING ANOTHER ROUND OF I.V.F. 316 00:13:24,583 --> 00:13:27,000 WHILE VIOLET IS... 317 00:13:27,041 --> 00:13:29,041 I'M SORRY, MAN, 318 00:13:29,083 --> 00:13:31,375 BUT YOU ARE SCREWED. 319 00:13:31,417 --> 00:13:33,041 WHAT? WHY? 320 00:13:33,083 --> 00:13:36,375 VIOLET DOESN'T DO ANYTHING HALFWAY GENERALLY. 321 00:13:36,417 --> 00:13:38,375 AND BOTH OF US ARE LOOKING FOR ANYTHING TO DISTRACT US 322 00:13:38,417 --> 00:13:40,667 FROM THE VAST MORASS OF EMPTINESS 323 00:13:40,709 --> 00:13:43,375 OUR MARRIAGE HAS BECOME, SO... 324 00:13:43,417 --> 00:13:45,208 MY MAN... 325 00:13:45,250 --> 00:13:47,542 DO YOU KNOW HOW DARK YOU SOUND RIGHT NOW? 326 00:13:47,583 --> 00:13:50,291 LOOK, MY POINT IS, FILLING ADDISON'S UTERUS 327 00:13:50,333 --> 00:13:52,542 IS GONNA BECOME LIKE AN EXTREME SPORT WITH VIOLET. 328 00:13:52,583 --> 00:13:54,041 GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. 329 00:13:54,083 --> 00:13:57,041 WELL, EVERYTHING YOU SAID MAKES TOTAL SENSE. 330 00:13:57,083 --> 00:13:58,625 SO YOU THINK-- 331 00:13:58,667 --> 00:14:01,208 YES. I THINK YOU SOUND FOCUSED AND POSITIVE AND ENERGIZED, 332 00:14:01,250 --> 00:14:03,500 AND THAT MEANS, FOR YOU, YOU'RE MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION. 333 00:14:03,542 --> 00:14:05,208 OKAY. 334 00:14:06,291 --> 00:14:07,583 DO YOU WANT ME TO GO WITH YOU? 335 00:14:07,625 --> 00:14:09,333 NO, NO, I-I'LL BE OKAY. THANK YOU... 336 00:14:09,375 --> 00:14:10,333 OKAY. 337 00:14:10,375 --> 00:14:11,750 FOR OFFERING. 338 00:14:13,458 --> 00:14:14,709 HEY. HEY. 339 00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:16,083 SO YOU'RE, UH-- 340 00:14:16,125 --> 00:14:17,750 ON MY WAY TO SEE JAKE. RIGHT. 341 00:14:19,083 --> 00:14:20,750 OKAY. 342 00:14:20,792 --> 00:14:22,041 OKAY. 343 00:14:26,500 --> 00:14:28,583 L-ARGININE INCREASES BLOOD FLOW TO THE UTERUS, 344 00:14:28,625 --> 00:14:30,542 FOLIC ACID, WHICH IS OBVIOUS, 345 00:14:30,583 --> 00:14:31,542 PABA, WHICH IS A B-COMPLEX VITAMIN-- 346 00:14:31,583 --> 00:14:33,792 I-I-I KNOW WHAT THAT IS. 347 00:14:33,834 --> 00:14:35,750 I'M NO STRANGER TO VITAMIN THERAPIES. 348 00:14:35,792 --> 00:14:37,041 BUT YOU DON'T THINK, IN CONJUNCTION WITH METFORMIN-- 349 00:14:37,083 --> 00:14:39,041 WE USE METFORMIN FOR POLYCYSTIC OVARY SYNDROME. 350 00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:42,041 YES, BUT IT CAN ALSO HELP WITH INSULIN RESISTANCE. 351 00:14:42,083 --> 00:14:44,041 WHICH THERE'S NO EVIDENCE YOU HAVE. 352 00:14:44,083 --> 00:14:45,750 OKAY, BUT VITAMIN THERAPY, 353 00:14:45,792 --> 00:14:46,667 PLUS METFORMIN, 354 00:14:46,709 --> 00:14:48,792 PLUS H.G.H. SHOTS-- 355 00:14:48,834 --> 00:14:51,000 EQUALS CRAZY. 356 00:14:51,041 --> 00:14:53,041 LOOK, ADDISON, YOU DON'T NEED TO BE DOING ALL OF THIS, ALL RIGHT? 357 00:14:53,083 --> 00:14:54,250 AT LEAST NOT YET. 358 00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:55,709 YOU HAVE--YOU HAVE TWO FROZEN EMBRYOS LEFT. 359 00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:57,291 NO, I WANT FRESH EGGS, FRESH SPERM. 360 00:14:57,333 --> 00:14:59,041 I'M TAKING ONE LAST SHOT AT THIS, JAKE, 361 00:14:59,083 --> 00:15:00,917 AND I WANT THE BEST POSSIBLE ODDS. 362 00:15:00,959 --> 00:15:02,041 YOU WANT THE BEST POSSIBLE ODDS? 363 00:15:02,083 --> 00:15:03,083 YES! 364 00:15:03,125 --> 00:15:04,083 RELAX. 365 00:15:04,125 --> 00:15:05,333 I AM RELAXED! 366 00:15:19,250 --> 00:15:20,208 OH. 367 00:15:20,250 --> 00:15:22,041 AH! OKAY. SORRY. 368 00:15:22,083 --> 00:15:23,208 SORRY. 369 00:15:23,250 --> 00:15:24,458 OW! DONE. 370 00:15:24,500 --> 00:15:26,750 WHY DOES THIS PART NEVER GET EASIER? 371 00:15:26,792 --> 00:15:28,959 IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP OR-- 372 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:30,500 WE'RE AT THE END OF THE SECOND WEEK, SAM. 373 00:15:30,542 --> 00:15:31,959 YOU WANT TO HELP NOW? 374 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,250 NO, I KNOW THAT YOU 375 00:15:33,291 --> 00:15:35,041 AND ADDISON ARE DOING THIS TOGETHER. 376 00:15:35,083 --> 00:15:37,041 WELL, 'CAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO, RIGHT? 377 00:15:37,083 --> 00:15:39,709 NO. I MEAN, YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE 378 00:15:39,750 --> 00:15:41,333 OR HEAR OR TALK ABOUT 379 00:15:41,375 --> 00:15:43,458 THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN HER LIFE RIGHT NOW-- VIOLET. 380 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:45,875 WHY ARE YOU MAD AT ME? 381 00:15:45,917 --> 00:15:47,875 BECAUSE I THINK WHEN YOU'RE IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP, 382 00:15:47,917 --> 00:15:50,041 PUTTING YOUR HEAD IN THE SAND IS COMPLETE AND UTTER BULL-- 383 00:15:50,083 --> 00:15:51,542 VIOLET. 384 00:15:51,583 --> 00:15:53,250 SAM WAS JUST TRYING TO BE NICE. 385 00:15:53,291 --> 00:15:55,750 RIGHT. 386 00:15:55,792 --> 00:15:57,041 I'M SORRY. 387 00:15:57,083 --> 00:16:00,792 I WAS PROJECTING MY OWN MARRIAGE ON TO YOUR LOVE LIFE. 388 00:16:00,834 --> 00:16:03,041 SO, UH, YOU AND PETE... 389 00:16:03,083 --> 00:16:05,917 WE SUCK. WE JUST-- WE FLAT-OUT SUCK. 390 00:16:05,959 --> 00:16:09,041 AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT HOW WE GOT HERE, I WISH... 391 00:16:09,083 --> 00:16:11,041 WELL, I MEAN, I WISH A LOT OF THINGS, 392 00:16:11,083 --> 00:16:13,041 BUT MOSTLY I WISH 393 00:16:13,083 --> 00:16:16,583 THAT WE HADN'T LET IT GET TO THIS PLACE, 394 00:16:16,625 --> 00:16:18,166 BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, Y-- 395 00:16:18,208 --> 00:16:20,166 YOU'RE ANGRY AND THEN YOU'RE RESENTFUL, 396 00:16:20,208 --> 00:16:22,166 AND THEN THINGS START TO CHANGE BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU, 397 00:16:22,208 --> 00:16:24,875 AND THEN BEFORE YOU REALIZE IT, YOU ARE SO FAR 398 00:16:24,917 --> 00:16:27,041 FROM THE COUPLE THAT YOU USED TO BE, 399 00:16:27,083 --> 00:16:30,750 YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET BACK THERE, OR IF YOU CAN. 400 00:16:30,792 --> 00:16:32,959 AND THAT'S JUST... 401 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:34,166 YEAH, YOU DON'T WANT THAT. 402 00:16:34,208 --> 00:16:35,959 VIOLET, HAVE YOU AND PETE 403 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:37,917 EVER TRIED GOING TO COUPLES THERAPY? 404 00:16:37,959 --> 00:16:39,959 UH, NO, NO, BECAUSE THAT WOULD REQUIRE 405 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,375 ACTUALLY SPEAKING TO ONE ANOTHER. 406 00:16:42,417 --> 00:16:44,792 I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE. 407 00:16:44,834 --> 00:16:46,500 I LIKE IT HERE. 408 00:16:46,542 --> 00:16:48,792 WHY CAN'T MY PARENTS BE RICH DOCTORS 409 00:16:48,834 --> 00:16:50,792 SO I CAN STAY HERE LONGER? 410 00:16:50,834 --> 00:16:52,542 OR WHY CAN'T I HAVE BETTER INSURANCE? 411 00:16:52,583 --> 00:16:54,041 IT'S SAFE HERE. 412 00:16:54,083 --> 00:16:55,917 BUT IT'S NOT REAL. 413 00:16:55,959 --> 00:16:57,375 I MEAN, STAYING SOBER HERE 414 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:58,834 IS LIKE... 415 00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:00,667 FEELING HAPPY AT DISNEYLAND. 416 00:17:00,709 --> 00:17:02,583 IT'S EASY. 417 00:17:02,625 --> 00:17:05,041 YOU GOTTA GO OUT THERE TO SEE WHAT YOU REALLY GOT HERE. 418 00:17:05,083 --> 00:17:06,542 YOU KNOW, FOR A GIRL WITH ALL THE ANSWERS, 419 00:17:06,583 --> 00:17:08,834 YOU'RE AWFULLY QUIET ABOUT YOUR OWN CRAP. 420 00:17:08,875 --> 00:17:10,750 WOW. 421 00:17:10,792 --> 00:17:11,750 OKAY. 422 00:17:11,792 --> 00:17:14,583 YOU WANT TO BE MAD? FINE. BE MAD. 423 00:17:14,625 --> 00:17:15,792 I'M NOT MAD. 424 00:17:15,834 --> 00:17:17,875 I'M JUST SAYING, YOU DO AN AWFUL LOT OF PREACHING 425 00:17:17,917 --> 00:17:19,041 AND NOT MUCH SHARING. 426 00:17:19,083 --> 00:17:20,834 YOU KNOW, JUST 'CAUSE YOU'RE A DOCTOR 427 00:17:20,875 --> 00:17:22,792 DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT ONE OF US. 428 00:17:24,792 --> 00:17:26,542 OKAY. 429 00:17:26,583 --> 00:17:27,750 WHATEVER. 430 00:17:27,792 --> 00:17:30,041 I THINK HAILEY HAS A POINT, AMELIA. 431 00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:32,166 YOU HAVEN'T BEEN OPENING UP MUCH. 432 00:17:32,208 --> 00:17:33,667 I OPEN UP. 433 00:17:33,709 --> 00:17:35,000 NOT TO US. 434 00:17:35,041 --> 00:17:36,792 YOU ALWAYS HAVE AN OPINION ABOUT OUR STUFF. 435 00:17:36,834 --> 00:17:38,458 WOW. WHAT IS THIS, A GROUP PILE ON? 436 00:17:38,500 --> 00:17:40,458 YOU DIDN'T KILL RYAN. 437 00:17:40,500 --> 00:17:41,834 EXCUSE ME? 438 00:17:41,875 --> 00:17:42,875 YOU DIDN'T KILL HIM. 439 00:17:42,917 --> 00:17:43,875 YOU MIGHT HAVE WROTE THE PRESCRIPTIONS, 440 00:17:43,917 --> 00:17:44,875 BUT HE TOOK THE DRUGS HIMSELF. 441 00:17:44,917 --> 00:17:46,041 SHUT UP, HAILEY. 442 00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:47,667 AND THAT GUILT? THAT'S GONNA KILL YOU. 443 00:17:47,709 --> 00:17:49,083 THAT'S WHAT KILLED MY BEST FRIEND. IT WAS GUILT. 444 00:17:49,125 --> 00:17:50,250 BECAUSE HER MOM WAS SO FREAKED, SHE HAD A BREAKDOWN 445 00:17:50,291 --> 00:17:52,041 AND HER DAD LEFT... HAILEY. 446 00:17:52,083 --> 00:17:53,875 SO SHE WAS... YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. 447 00:17:53,917 --> 00:17:56,000 YOU'RE A CHILD, AND YOU NEED TO SHUT UP. 448 00:17:56,041 --> 00:17:57,000 AMELIA-- 449 00:17:57,041 --> 00:17:58,041 YOU DIDN'T KILL HIM. 450 00:17:58,083 --> 00:18:00,041 OKAY? HE TOOK THE DRUGS HIMSELF. 451 00:18:00,083 --> 00:18:02,792 YOU DIDN'T MAKE HIM TAKE THEM. HE TOOK THEM HIMSELF. 452 00:18:02,834 --> 00:18:04,041 YOU GOTTA GET THAT. 453 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:06,250 BEFORE I LEAVE HERE, YOU HAVE TO GET THAT, 454 00:18:06,291 --> 00:18:08,166 'CAUSE IF YOU DON'T, YOU'RE NOT GONNA MAKE IT. 455 00:18:08,208 --> 00:18:10,458 AND I NEED YOU TO MAKE IT. 456 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,041 I KNOW YOU LOVED HIM. 457 00:18:12,083 --> 00:18:14,041 AND I KNOW HE LOVED YOU. 458 00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:18,834 BUT HE TOOK THE DRUGS HIMSELF. 459 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:30,875 OKAY. 460 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,333 NOW I CAN LEAVE. 461 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:46,875 HEY. 462 00:18:49,709 --> 00:18:50,667 LUCAS? 463 00:18:50,709 --> 00:18:53,041 HE'S NAPPING. 464 00:18:53,083 --> 00:18:54,583 OH. 465 00:19:01,750 --> 00:19:05,000 WELL, I'M GONNA... GO JUMP IN THE SHOWER. 466 00:19:06,083 --> 00:19:07,792 YEP. 467 00:19:09,041 --> 00:19:11,041 "WHERE ARE YOU GOING? STOP." 468 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,333 KEEP FLYING. KEEP FLYING. 469 00:19:12,375 --> 00:19:14,083 THAT'S... YOU'RE A NATURAL. 470 00:19:14,125 --> 00:19:16,041 OKAY, YOU TWO, ENOUGH REHEARSING FOR TODAY. 471 00:19:16,083 --> 00:19:17,375 YOU HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO. 472 00:19:17,417 --> 00:19:20,041 WHAT IF I GET NERVOUS AND FORGET MY LINE TO THE SEAGULLS? 473 00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:22,208 ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LOOK AT ME, 474 00:19:22,250 --> 00:19:23,709 AND IT'LL FEEL JUST LIKE IT DOES RIGHT NOW, 475 00:19:23,750 --> 00:19:24,959 JUST THE TWO OF US HERE TOGETHER. 476 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:26,542 WHAT IF I CAN'T FIND YOU IN THE AUDIENCE? 477 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:27,792 YOU'LL BE ABLE TO FIND ME, 478 00:19:27,834 --> 00:19:29,166 BECAUSE I WILL BE SITTING IN THE FRONT ROW. 479 00:19:42,667 --> 00:19:44,917 DON'T USE DRUGS. 480 00:19:47,083 --> 00:19:48,959 LET YOUR FRIENDS IN. 481 00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,583 I WANT A BABY AND SAM DOESN'T. IT'S THAT SIMPLE. 482 00:20:11,625 --> 00:20:14,000 NOW WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT, WE CAN TALK AROUND IT, 483 00:20:14,041 --> 00:20:15,041 WE CAN SAY THINGS LIKE, 484 00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:17,041 "WE'LL DEAL WITH IT WHEN THE TIME COMES," 485 00:20:17,083 --> 00:20:19,041 BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW WE GET AROUND THE SIMPLE FACT 486 00:20:19,083 --> 00:20:21,041 THAT I'M IN, AND SAM'S OUT. 487 00:20:21,083 --> 00:20:23,041 WELL, YOU TOOK THE FIRST STEP BY BRINGING HIM HERE. 488 00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:25,625 SAM, WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS? 489 00:20:25,667 --> 00:20:27,083 UH, WELL... 490 00:20:27,125 --> 00:20:30,625 HONESTLY, I DON'T THINK THIS IS USEFUL... 491 00:20:30,667 --> 00:20:32,041 FOR ME, AT LEAST. 492 00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:34,625 I DON'T WANT A BABY, AND I DON'T KNOW, 493 00:20:34,667 --> 00:20:37,250 I'VE--I'VE NEVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT HONEST ABOUT THAT. 494 00:20:37,291 --> 00:20:39,041 SO-- 495 00:20:39,083 --> 00:20:40,375 SO WHAT? 496 00:20:40,417 --> 00:20:42,250 SO THIS ISN'T MY PROBLEM. 497 00:20:42,291 --> 00:20:44,583 IT'S--NO, MY PROBLEM IS THAT I FEEL LIKE 498 00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:46,583 YOU WANT TO HAVE A BABY SO BADLY 499 00:20:46,625 --> 00:20:49,208 THAT YOU'RE WILLING TO RISK ANYTHING FOR IT-- 500 00:20:49,250 --> 00:20:52,041 YOUR HEALTH, UH, YOUR SANITY, 501 00:20:52,083 --> 00:20:53,458 MY SANITY-- OKAY, IF IT HAD BEEN... 502 00:20:53,500 --> 00:20:54,458 LET--LET ME-- 503 00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:55,792 EASIER TO-- IF IT HAD BEEN EASIER, 504 00:20:55,834 --> 00:20:57,625 IF I HAD GOTTEN PREGNANT IMMEDIATELY, 505 00:20:57,667 --> 00:20:58,875 WOULD THAT HAVE BEEN BETTER? 506 00:20:58,917 --> 00:20:59,875 IF... 507 00:20:59,917 --> 00:21:01,125 NO, BUT-- RIGHT. 508 00:21:01,166 --> 00:21:02,959 WAIT. NO. LISTEN TO ME. 509 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:04,125 I LOVE YOU. 510 00:21:04,166 --> 00:21:07,041 I LOVE YOU. I SUPPORT YOU. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. 511 00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:09,041 I WANT US TO HAVE A LIFE TOGETHER. 512 00:21:09,083 --> 00:21:11,875 THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO IS GIVE UP BECAUSE OF A PROBLEM 513 00:21:11,917 --> 00:21:13,083 THAT WE DON'T EVEN HAVE YET. 514 00:21:13,125 --> 00:21:14,917 YEAH, BUT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IT, SAM, SOON. 515 00:21:14,959 --> 00:21:16,250 THERE IS GOING TO BE A BABY, 516 00:21:16,291 --> 00:21:18,041 AND EVEN THOUGH I'M THE ONE DOING ALL THE FEEDING 517 00:21:18,083 --> 00:21:19,041 AND THE WAKING UP 518 00:21:19,083 --> 00:21:20,250 AND EVERYTHING ELSE THERE IS TO DO AT THE BEGINNING, 519 00:21:20,291 --> 00:21:22,250 IT DOESN'T END THERE. IT STARTS THERE. 520 00:21:22,291 --> 00:21:24,208 YOU KNOW THAT. YOU'RE A PARENT. I-- 521 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:27,041 YOU HAVE TO WANT TO DO IT. 522 00:21:27,083 --> 00:21:29,458 I DO, MORE THAN ANYTHING. YOU DON'T. 523 00:21:29,500 --> 00:21:31,041 SO I-I DON'T KNOW HOW IT COULD WORK. 524 00:21:31,083 --> 00:21:32,792 I DON'T KNOW HOW WE COULD WORK. 525 00:21:32,834 --> 00:21:33,917 WELL, I WANT YOU. 526 00:21:33,959 --> 00:21:35,083 SO LONG AS I DON'T HAVE A BABY. 527 00:21:35,125 --> 00:21:37,875 WELL, I WANT YOU, ADDISON. 528 00:21:37,917 --> 00:21:39,041 THAT'S WHAT I WANT. 529 00:21:50,333 --> 00:21:53,000 I'M GLAD YOU WERE WILLING TO SEE ME. 530 00:21:55,083 --> 00:21:56,375 WHY DON'T YOU HATE ME? 531 00:21:58,291 --> 00:22:01,500 AFTER THE THINGS I SAID, YOU SHOULD HATE ME. 532 00:22:01,542 --> 00:22:03,041 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HATE YOU. 533 00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:04,792 I-I... 534 00:22:04,834 --> 00:22:07,000 I COULDN'T IF I TRIED, SO... 535 00:22:09,959 --> 00:22:12,166 WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? 536 00:22:12,208 --> 00:22:14,291 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 537 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,166 I MEAN, I BUILT THIS LIFE 538 00:22:16,208 --> 00:22:18,166 WITH ALL OF YOU, WITH THE PRACTICE, 539 00:22:18,208 --> 00:22:20,333 AND THEN I BURNED IT DOWN. 540 00:22:22,834 --> 00:22:25,083 SO WHEN I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS PLACE, I... 541 00:22:25,125 --> 00:22:27,125 I DON'T KNOW WHERE I GO FROM HERE. 542 00:22:30,125 --> 00:22:32,041 I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO TRY TO MAKE AMENDS, 543 00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:33,417 BUT I'M NOT THERE. I'M NOT READY. 544 00:22:33,458 --> 00:22:35,041 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE EVERYONE. 545 00:22:35,083 --> 00:22:39,125 AND, I MEAN, HONESTLY, SHELDON, I CAN BARELY EVEN LOOK AT YOU. 546 00:22:39,166 --> 00:22:42,417 THERE'S A SIGN IN BACK OF YOU. 547 00:22:42,458 --> 00:22:44,125 THAT SEEMS AS GOOD AN ANSWER 548 00:22:44,166 --> 00:22:46,041 AS ANY I COULD COME UP WITH. 549 00:22:52,417 --> 00:22:53,375 HEY, CHARLOTTE. 550 00:22:53,417 --> 00:22:55,250 DO YOU HAVE PATIENTS THIS AFTERNOON? 551 00:22:55,291 --> 00:22:56,875 NO. WHY? 552 00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:58,166 I NEED YOU TO GO TO MASON'S SCHOOL 553 00:22:58,208 --> 00:22:59,792 AND SAVE ME A SEAT AT HIS PLAY 554 00:22:59,834 --> 00:23:01,083 IN--IN THE FRONT ROW. 555 00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:03,041 SORRY, COOP. CAN'T DO IT. 556 00:23:03,083 --> 00:23:05,208 WELL, YOU HAVE TO. I JUST GOT PAGED TO THE HOSPITAL. 557 00:23:05,250 --> 00:23:08,041 COOP, I ATE PIZZA WITH MASON. I PLAYED VIDEO GAMES WITH HIM. 558 00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:10,125 I EVEN HELPED THE KID WITH HIS LONG DIVISION HOMEWORK, 559 00:23:10,166 --> 00:23:13,083 BUT I DRAW THE LINE AT SITTING IN THE FRONT ROW 560 00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:14,667 OF "JAMES AND THE GIANT PEACH" 561 00:23:14,709 --> 00:23:16,041 WITH A CHILD THAT'S NOT EVEN MINE. 562 00:23:16,083 --> 00:23:18,041 I WILL MEET YOU THERE. I PROMISE. 563 00:23:18,083 --> 00:23:19,458 WHY CAN'T ERICA SAVE YOU A SEAT? 564 00:23:19,500 --> 00:23:21,083 BECAUSE SHE'S WORKING BACKSTAGE WITH THE KIDS 565 00:23:21,125 --> 00:23:22,917 ON THE COSTUMES. I'M BEGGING YOU. 566 00:23:22,959 --> 00:23:25,166 MY SON. FIRST PLAY EVER. 567 00:23:25,208 --> 00:23:26,917 FINE. 568 00:23:26,959 --> 00:23:28,166 BUT YOU OWE ME. 569 00:23:28,208 --> 00:23:29,709 BIG-TIME. 570 00:23:29,750 --> 00:23:31,041 YEAH. 571 00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:36,041 HEY. 572 00:23:36,083 --> 00:23:38,041 YOU LOOK LIKE 10 MILES OF BAD ROAD. 573 00:23:38,083 --> 00:23:40,000 CHARLOTTE. 574 00:23:43,208 --> 00:23:44,583 YOU DO LOOK A LITTLE PEAKED. 575 00:23:44,625 --> 00:23:45,792 YOU OKAY? 576 00:23:45,834 --> 00:23:48,333 I'M FINE. I JUST SKIPPED BREAKFAST. 577 00:23:48,375 --> 00:23:50,041 HI. DID YOU SEE AMELIA? HOW'S SHE DOING? 578 00:23:50,083 --> 00:23:51,959 SHE'S MAKING SOME REAL PROGRESS. 579 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,959 THAT'S GOOD NEWS. IT IS, 580 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,750 ESPECIALLY SINCE SOME PEOPLE DON'T RESPOND WELL TO THERAPY. 581 00:23:56,792 --> 00:23:59,083 WELL, I HOPE ALL OF YOU DO, BECAUSE EVENTUALLY, 582 00:23:59,125 --> 00:24:01,583 SHE'S GONNA NEED US TO JOIN HER FOR A GROUP THERAPY SESSION. 583 00:24:01,625 --> 00:24:04,333 SHE NEEDS TO MAKE AMENDS AND... 584 00:24:04,375 --> 00:24:06,291 ADDISON! ADDISON! 585 00:24:06,333 --> 00:24:07,750 OH, MY GOD. ADDISON, WHAT'S GOING ON? 586 00:24:07,792 --> 00:24:09,834 ALL RIGHT. DON'T MOVE. GET JAKE, SHELDON. 587 00:24:09,875 --> 00:24:11,500 YEAH, YEAH. I'LL... GET JAKE. 588 00:24:11,542 --> 00:24:13,208 NO, I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS! 589 00:24:13,250 --> 00:24:14,500 WHAT'S GOING ON? 590 00:24:14,542 --> 00:24:16,041 I NEED TO SEDATE HIM BEFORE WE CAN 591 00:24:16,083 --> 00:24:17,750 PUT IN THE CENTRAL LINE FOR THE STEM CELL INFUSION. 592 00:24:17,792 --> 00:24:19,291 TOBY HATES NEEDLES. 593 00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:21,709 TOBY, DID DR. BERMAN EXPLAIN TO YOU WHAT SHE WAS DOING? 594 00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:23,125 YES, BUT I'M SCARED 595 00:24:23,166 --> 00:24:25,875 IF SHE PUTS ME TO SLEEP, I'LL NEVER WAKE UP. 596 00:24:25,917 --> 00:24:27,667 I-I HAD THE SAME FEELING WHEN I HAD MY APPENDIX TAKEN OUT. 597 00:24:27,709 --> 00:24:29,166 OKAY? I WAS ABOUT YOUR AGE. 598 00:24:29,208 --> 00:24:31,041 MAN, I WAS-- I DON'T WANT TO DIE. 599 00:24:31,083 --> 00:24:32,250 HEY, WHO SAID YOU WERE GONNA DIE? 600 00:24:32,291 --> 00:24:33,250 YOU DID. 601 00:24:33,291 --> 00:24:35,500 I HEARD YOU TELL JIM. 602 00:24:35,542 --> 00:24:36,792 NO, I DID-- 603 00:24:36,834 --> 00:24:38,917 TOBY, I'M SORRY YOU HEARD THAT, 604 00:24:38,959 --> 00:24:41,041 BUT YOU DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. YOU ARE NOT GONNA DIE. 605 00:24:41,083 --> 00:24:45,250 JIM WAS ASKING ME ABOUT SOME RISKS AND--AND... 606 00:24:45,291 --> 00:24:47,041 YOU ARE NOT GONNA DIE. 607 00:24:49,083 --> 00:24:51,333 WILL YOU STAY WITH ME? 608 00:24:53,083 --> 00:24:55,709 WELL, I-I COULD. I KNOW, UH, JIM WANTS TO STAY. 609 00:24:55,750 --> 00:24:58,750 HE HAS A MILLION OTHER KIDS TO TAKE CARE OF. 610 00:25:01,041 --> 00:25:02,041 UM... 611 00:25:02,083 --> 00:25:03,375 MAYBE WE'LL BOTH STAY? 612 00:25:06,083 --> 00:25:10,166 ARE WE READY TO DO THIS NOW? 613 00:25:10,208 --> 00:25:11,959 YEAH. OKAY? WE'RE READY? 614 00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:13,792 YEAH, WE'RE READY. 615 00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:23,083 SAM, WHAT HAPPENED? I HEARD ADDISON COLLAPSED. 616 00:25:23,125 --> 00:25:25,166 I DON'T KNOW. IT'S SOME KIND OF A SIDE EFFECT WITH THE HORMONES. 617 00:25:25,208 --> 00:25:27,000 YOU DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD BE IN THERE? 618 00:25:27,041 --> 00:25:28,417 NO. THERE'S NO ROOM FOR ME IN THERE. 619 00:25:28,458 --> 00:25:30,208 SHE DOESN'T WANT ME IN THERE. 620 00:25:30,250 --> 00:25:32,125 VIOLET'S... IN THERE WITH HER. 621 00:25:32,166 --> 00:25:34,750 THIS IS LIKE HER-- HER PROJECT. 622 00:25:34,792 --> 00:25:37,208 IS SHE PLANNING ON RAISING THE BABY WITH ADDISON, TOO? 623 00:25:37,250 --> 00:25:39,041 THAT'D MAKE MY LIFE A LOT EASIER. I'LL JUST TAKE LUCAS... 624 00:25:39,083 --> 00:25:40,542 THAT'S NOT FUNNY, MAN. 625 00:25:40,583 --> 00:25:42,458 DARK HUMOR'S ALL I GOT. 626 00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:44,041 NO, IT'S NOT. 627 00:25:44,083 --> 00:25:46,041 YOU GOT A KID THAT YOU LOVE, 628 00:25:46,083 --> 00:25:48,875 YOU GOT A WIFE THAT YOU LOVE. 629 00:25:53,917 --> 00:25:55,875 YOU TOLD ME I HAD ANOTHER 25 YEARS, 630 00:25:55,917 --> 00:25:58,041 AND THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT WAS, 631 00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,917 I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO DANCE AT MY SON'S WEDDING. 632 00:26:00,959 --> 00:26:02,834 IT MADE ME HAPPY. 633 00:26:02,875 --> 00:26:04,834 AND THEN I THOUGHT... 634 00:26:04,875 --> 00:26:09,291 THAT MEANS I HAVE ANOTHER 25 YEARS WITH VIOLET. 635 00:26:12,291 --> 00:26:15,250 I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT THAT. 636 00:26:18,083 --> 00:26:20,250 I'M SORRY, MAN. 637 00:26:22,208 --> 00:26:24,458 I WON'T LEAVE. 638 00:26:26,083 --> 00:26:28,500 I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO LEAVE. 639 00:26:37,333 --> 00:26:39,333 HEY. 640 00:26:39,375 --> 00:26:41,333 HEY. HEY, BUDDY. 641 00:26:41,375 --> 00:26:43,208 HOW'D IT GO? 642 00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:45,500 HE WAS TERRIFIC. MISSED HIS DAD, THOUGH. 643 00:26:45,542 --> 00:26:46,500 WE ALL DID. 644 00:26:46,542 --> 00:26:49,542 MASON, I AM... REALLY, REALLY SORRY. 645 00:26:49,583 --> 00:26:51,458 YOU PROMISED YOU'D BE THERE... 646 00:26:51,500 --> 00:26:52,458 IN THE FRONT ROW. 647 00:26:52,500 --> 00:26:53,959 I KNOW. SOMETHING HAPPENED AT WORK-- 648 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:55,709 I FORGOT MY LINE TO THE SEAGULL 649 00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:57,125 'CAUSE I COULDN'T FIND YOUR FACE. 650 00:26:57,166 --> 00:26:59,709 OH, HONEY, YOU COVERED SO WELL, NOBODY EVEN NOTICED. 651 00:26:59,750 --> 00:27:03,041 EVERYONE NOTICED. THEY ALL LAUGHED AT ME. 652 00:27:03,083 --> 00:27:04,083 OH. 653 00:27:04,125 --> 00:27:05,333 OH, BUDDY. 654 00:27:05,375 --> 00:27:07,500 SHOULD WE GO GET SOME PIZZA? 655 00:27:07,542 --> 00:27:09,375 JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, COOPER. 656 00:27:09,417 --> 00:27:11,583 OH. IT'S OKAY. 657 00:27:11,625 --> 00:27:13,792 I'M SORRY. 658 00:27:17,709 --> 00:27:21,333 SO MY ABDOMEN FILLED WITH FLUID... 659 00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:23,583 SECONDARY TO THE FERTILITY TREATMENT? 660 00:27:23,625 --> 00:27:25,333 IT'S RARE, BUT IT-- IT DOES HAPPEN. 661 00:27:25,375 --> 00:27:27,041 YOU CAN STILL IMPLANT, THOUGH, RIGHT? 662 00:27:27,083 --> 00:27:28,375 WELL, I NEED TO ASPIRATE THE FLUID. 663 00:27:28,417 --> 00:27:29,875 YOU NEED TO REST FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS, 664 00:27:29,917 --> 00:27:32,291 BUT THEN... IF YOU'RE READY TO GO AGAIN-- 665 00:27:32,333 --> 00:27:34,000 I WILL BE. 666 00:27:39,125 --> 00:27:41,166 YOU HAVEN'T GONE IN YET? 667 00:27:41,208 --> 00:27:43,083 OH, NO. SHE'S STILL TALKING TO JAKE. 668 00:27:43,125 --> 00:27:46,041 HE SAYS, UH, SHE'S GONNA BE FINE 669 00:27:46,083 --> 00:27:48,041 AND THAT IT WAS A COMPLICATION. 670 00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:49,417 WELL, COMPLICATIONS HAPPEN. 671 00:27:49,458 --> 00:27:51,000 YEAH. YEAH. 672 00:27:53,792 --> 00:27:55,333 SO YOU CAN, UH, 673 00:27:55,375 --> 00:27:57,000 YOU CAN TALK TO HER NOW. 674 00:27:57,041 --> 00:27:59,917 I'LL LET HER GET HER REST. SHE KNOWS I'M HERE. 675 00:27:59,959 --> 00:28:01,041 SAM-- 676 00:28:01,083 --> 00:28:03,041 SHE KNOWS I'M HERE. 677 00:28:08,792 --> 00:28:12,208 ADDICTION IMPACTS ENTIRE FAMILIES. 678 00:28:12,250 --> 00:28:13,709 STRONG FAMILIES ARE ESSENTIAL COMPONENTS 679 00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:16,375 OF SUCCESSFUL RECOVERY PLANS. 680 00:28:16,417 --> 00:28:18,041 IN THIS CASE... 681 00:28:18,083 --> 00:28:21,041 AMELIA HAS NAMED ALL OF YOU 682 00:28:21,083 --> 00:28:22,458 AS HER FAMILY. 683 00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:28,583 I DON'T KNOW... 684 00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:31,875 HOW TO APOLOGIZE. 685 00:28:31,917 --> 00:28:34,417 I DON'T KNOW HOW. 686 00:28:36,917 --> 00:28:40,041 I WANT TO TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I SAID. 687 00:28:40,083 --> 00:28:42,625 I KNOW I CAN'T. 688 00:28:42,667 --> 00:28:46,417 I WAS SICK AND I WAS SCARED 689 00:28:46,458 --> 00:28:48,041 AND I DIDN'T MEAN... 690 00:28:52,333 --> 00:28:54,417 I WANTED TO HURT YOU. 691 00:28:54,458 --> 00:28:57,208 I WAS TRYING TO HURT YOU. 692 00:28:57,250 --> 00:28:59,500 AND I THINK I SUCCEEDED. 693 00:29:01,041 --> 00:29:02,667 AND IF I COULD CHANGE THAT, 694 00:29:02,709 --> 00:29:04,667 IF I COULD GO BACK AND UNSAY-- 695 00:29:04,709 --> 00:29:07,208 IF I COULD GO BACK AND UNDO... 696 00:29:09,542 --> 00:29:11,041 THE DRUGS, UM, 697 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:13,458 SOME PEOPLE THINK THAT ALCOHOL AND DRUGS, 698 00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:16,500 UH, BRING OUT THE TRUTH. 699 00:29:16,542 --> 00:29:18,500 AND MAYBE THAT'S THE CASE WITH NORMAL PEOPLE. 700 00:29:18,542 --> 00:29:20,458 I DON'T KNOW. 701 00:29:20,500 --> 00:29:22,041 I WON'T EVER KNOW. 702 00:29:22,083 --> 00:29:24,000 BUT I KNOW THAT WITH ME... 703 00:29:25,583 --> 00:29:28,041 THE DRUGS BRING OUT LIES. 704 00:29:28,083 --> 00:29:29,750 THEY BRING OUT HATE 705 00:29:29,792 --> 00:29:33,208 AND THEY BRING OUR CRUELTY AND VICIOUSNESS, 706 00:29:33,250 --> 00:29:37,041 AND THOSE THINGS ARE NOT ME. 707 00:29:37,083 --> 00:29:38,542 THEY'RE NOT THE REAL ME. 708 00:29:38,583 --> 00:29:43,458 THE REAL ME IS THE PERSON THAT YOU KNEW BEFORE THE DRUGS. 709 00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:47,500 THE REAL ME IS THE PERSON THAT IS SITTING HERE NOW. 710 00:29:47,542 --> 00:29:50,041 AND I HOPE... 711 00:29:50,083 --> 00:29:52,333 THAT YOU BELIEVE ME... 712 00:29:52,375 --> 00:29:55,125 WHEN I SAY HOW SORRY I AM. 713 00:29:59,166 --> 00:30:00,333 BUT EVEN IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME, 714 00:30:00,375 --> 00:30:03,875 I HAVE TO SAY IT ANYWAY, BECAUSE... 715 00:30:03,917 --> 00:30:07,083 I WANT TO LIVE. 716 00:30:07,125 --> 00:30:10,709 THE MAN I LOVE DIED, AND I THINK THAT HE WOULD BE... 717 00:30:12,166 --> 00:30:14,125 I THINK THAT HE WOULD BE SO PISSED AT ME IF I DIED, TOO, 718 00:30:14,166 --> 00:30:16,250 SO I'M SAYING I'M SORRY 719 00:30:16,291 --> 00:30:21,000 AND... I'M SAYING THAT I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME. 720 00:30:21,041 --> 00:30:24,000 I HOPE I CAN FORGIVE MYSELF. 721 00:30:27,083 --> 00:30:29,583 I CAN'T TAKE IT BACK, 722 00:30:29,625 --> 00:30:31,917 BUT I'M GONNA TRY TO MOVE FORWARD 723 00:30:31,959 --> 00:30:35,709 AND I'M GOING TO TRY TO DO BETTER. 724 00:30:37,333 --> 00:30:43,000 I'M GONNA TRY TO NEVER HURT ANY OF YOU EVER AGAIN. 725 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:52,583 HEY. 726 00:30:52,625 --> 00:30:54,041 YOUR MOM SAID YOU WERE DOING YOUR HOMEWORK. 727 00:30:54,083 --> 00:30:55,542 YOU NEED ANY HELP? 728 00:30:55,583 --> 00:30:57,125 I CAN DO IT MYSELF. 729 00:30:57,166 --> 00:30:58,583 ALL RIGHT. 730 00:30:58,625 --> 00:31:01,625 UH, MAYBE WHEN YOU'RE DONE, WE CAN GO TO THE BATTING CAGES, 731 00:31:01,667 --> 00:31:03,208 TAKE SOME SWINGS? 732 00:31:03,250 --> 00:31:05,000 THIS MIGHT TAKE A WHILE. 733 00:31:07,208 --> 00:31:09,417 MASON. 734 00:31:12,709 --> 00:31:15,250 I KNOW YOU'RE MAD AT ME BECAUSE I MISSED THE PLAY. 735 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:19,125 AND I WOULD LOVE TO TELL YOU THAT I'M NEVER GONNA MISS 736 00:31:19,166 --> 00:31:22,166 ANOTHER SCHOOL PLAY OR A SOCCER GAME, BUT... 737 00:31:22,208 --> 00:31:25,041 I'M A DOCTOR FOR KIDS, YOU KNOW, LIKE YOU. 738 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:27,041 AND SOMETIMES, THOSE KIDS NEED ME 739 00:31:27,083 --> 00:31:29,458 WHEN THEY'RE REALLY SICK. 740 00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:31,083 MORE THAN ME? 741 00:31:33,083 --> 00:31:34,458 SOMETIMES. 742 00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:36,041 BUT... 743 00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:38,208 LOOK... 744 00:31:38,250 --> 00:31:40,500 I KNOW YOU MUST HAVE BEEN SCARED 745 00:31:40,542 --> 00:31:42,000 UP THERE ON THAT STAGE, 746 00:31:42,041 --> 00:31:44,041 BUT I KNEW YOU WERE SAFE. 747 00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:45,500 I KNEW YOU WERE OKAY. 748 00:31:45,542 --> 00:31:47,625 BUT I WASN'T SO SURE ABOUT TOBY. 749 00:31:47,667 --> 00:31:50,709 HE NEEDED A-A PROCEDURE TO SAVE HIS LIFE, 750 00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:53,500 AND UNLIKE YOU, WHO'S GOT YOUR MOM AND ME AND YOUR FRIENDS, 751 00:31:53,542 --> 00:31:56,625 HE DOESN'T HAVE ANYBODY. 752 00:31:56,667 --> 00:32:00,000 DO YOU UNDERSTAND? 753 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:03,500 ALL RIGHT. 754 00:32:03,542 --> 00:32:05,291 I'LL LET YOU DO YOUR WORK. 755 00:32:05,333 --> 00:32:07,542 I LOVE YOU. 756 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,458 PETE AND I, 757 00:32:11,500 --> 00:32:12,917 IT'S JUST, WE... 758 00:32:12,959 --> 00:32:15,291 WE JUST COEXIST. 759 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:17,208 AND INTELLECTUALLY, I GET IT. 760 00:32:17,250 --> 00:32:19,417 THERE ARE STAGES TO PETE'S RECOVERY 761 00:32:19,458 --> 00:32:21,291 THAT--THAT MIRROR THE STAGES OF GRIEF, 762 00:32:21,333 --> 00:32:24,208 AND THAT CAN BE VERY HARD FOR A COUPLE TO GET THROUGH. 763 00:32:24,250 --> 00:32:28,417 I HAVE WALKED MANY PATIENTS THROUGH THIS EXACT SAME THING, 764 00:32:28,458 --> 00:32:31,208 AND I'VE SEEN IT SHRED COUPLES, SHRED FAMILIES. 765 00:32:32,250 --> 00:32:33,458 BUT? 766 00:32:33,500 --> 00:32:35,458 BUT I'VE ALSO SEEN IT GO THE OTHER WAY. 767 00:32:35,500 --> 00:32:38,083 I-I'VE SEEN GRIEF BRING FAMILIES TOGETHER. 768 00:32:38,125 --> 00:32:40,959 THAT'S THE STAGE THAT I'M WAITING FOR... 769 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:44,041 THE STAGE WHERE WE SAY, "OH, MY GOD THAT WAS HARD, 770 00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:48,333 BUT--BUT WE'RE BETTER OFF FOR IT," YOU KNOW? 771 00:32:48,375 --> 00:32:51,959 OR WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH MORE BECAUSE WE STUCK. 772 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:53,709 THAT'S WHAT I'M WAITING FOR. 773 00:32:55,083 --> 00:32:57,041 BUT I DON'T SEE ANY SIGN THAT 774 00:32:57,083 --> 00:32:59,750 THAT'S WHAT HE'S HOPING FOR OR WORKING TOWARD. 775 00:32:59,792 --> 00:33:02,750 IT'S JUST... 776 00:33:02,792 --> 00:33:04,250 OH, MY GOD. 777 00:33:04,291 --> 00:33:06,709 OH, MY GOD. OH, MY GOD. 778 00:33:06,750 --> 00:33:08,000 WHAT? 779 00:33:08,041 --> 00:33:10,125 I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO IT. 780 00:33:10,166 --> 00:33:11,583 THE EMBRYO TRANSFER-- 781 00:33:11,625 --> 00:33:13,667 I DON'T--I DON'T WANT YOU TO TRY AGAIN. 782 00:33:13,709 --> 00:33:14,667 I'M GONNA GO. 783 00:33:14,709 --> 00:33:15,625 WAIT. ARE YOU OKAY? 784 00:33:15,667 --> 00:33:17,959 YES, YES. I JUST NEED TO TALK TO PETE. 785 00:33:20,667 --> 00:33:21,834 HEAR ME OUT. 786 00:33:21,875 --> 00:33:24,083 UM... 787 00:33:24,125 --> 00:33:26,083 LOOK, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, 788 00:33:26,125 --> 00:33:28,792 UH, IT REALLY-- IT REALLY SCARED ME. 789 00:33:28,834 --> 00:33:30,333 AND I KNOW THAT--THAT-- THAT THERE WAS A COMPLICATION 790 00:33:30,375 --> 00:33:31,750 OR--OR WHATEVER, 791 00:33:31,792 --> 00:33:34,083 BUT IT REALLY--IT-- I WAS REALLY SCARED. 792 00:33:34,125 --> 00:33:37,041 SO FOR YOU TO TRY TO DO IT AGAIN, 793 00:33:37,083 --> 00:33:39,542 I... 794 00:33:39,583 --> 00:33:41,166 I LOVE YOU. 795 00:33:41,208 --> 00:33:42,625 ALL RIGHT? AND I'M ASKING YOU, PLEASE-- 796 00:33:42,667 --> 00:33:45,041 I ALREADY DID IT. 797 00:33:45,083 --> 00:33:47,792 THIS MORNING, JAKE TRANSFERRED TWO OF MY FROZEN EMBRYOS. 798 00:33:47,834 --> 00:33:50,333 I WAS GONNA TELL YOU TONIGHT. 799 00:33:50,375 --> 00:33:52,667 BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW, 800 00:33:52,709 --> 00:33:54,041 SAM, THIS IS IT. 801 00:33:54,083 --> 00:33:56,041 OKAY? NO MORE HORMONES, NO MORE I.V.F., 802 00:33:56,083 --> 00:33:58,041 NO MORE SPERM DONORS. 803 00:33:58,083 --> 00:34:01,583 I'M EITHER PREGNANT OR I'M NOT. 804 00:34:06,500 --> 00:34:08,041 OKAY. 805 00:34:13,667 --> 00:34:16,041 I DON'T WANT TO BE ANNA. 806 00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:17,041 WHAT? 807 00:34:17,083 --> 00:34:18,792 YOUR WIFE. YOUR FIRST WIFE. 808 00:34:18,834 --> 00:34:20,667 YOU HATED HER, BUT YOU STUCK. 809 00:34:20,709 --> 00:34:22,709 I DON'T WANT YOU TO HATE ME BUT STICK ANYWAY. 810 00:34:22,750 --> 00:34:24,041 I DON'T--I DON'T-- I DON'T WANT TO BE ANNA. 811 00:34:24,083 --> 00:34:25,709 AND I KNOW WE TOOK VOWS, 812 00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:27,792 AND I KNOW YOU PRIDE YOURSELF ON STICKING TO YOUR WORD. 813 00:34:27,834 --> 00:34:30,041 I KNOW YOU'LL STAY, PETE. YOU'LL STAY NO MATTER WHAT. 814 00:34:30,083 --> 00:34:32,500 BUT... I DON'T WANT THAT. 815 00:34:32,542 --> 00:34:35,792 THAT IS NO LIFE FOR ME OR FOR LUCAS. 816 00:34:35,834 --> 00:34:37,792 AND--AND I KNOW YOU ARE MORE COMFORTABLE STICKING 817 00:34:37,834 --> 00:34:39,792 THAN BEING THE GUY WHO LEAVES, 818 00:34:39,834 --> 00:34:41,917 SO, UM... 819 00:34:41,959 --> 00:34:45,375 SO I'LL--I'LL LEAVE YOU. 820 00:34:45,417 --> 00:34:47,000 IF YOU CAN'T DO IT 821 00:34:47,041 --> 00:34:49,709 BUT THAT'S REALLY WHAT YOU WANT, 822 00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:51,750 IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME... 823 00:34:54,875 --> 00:34:57,709 IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE, 824 00:34:57,750 --> 00:34:59,667 THEN ASK ME TO LEAVE... 825 00:34:59,709 --> 00:35:02,291 AND I WILL. 826 00:35:02,333 --> 00:35:04,625 I'LL DO THAT FOR YOU, 827 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:06,875 FOR US. 828 00:35:06,917 --> 00:35:08,125 AND WE'LL... 829 00:35:10,583 --> 00:35:13,166 WE'LL FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE IT OKAY FOR LUCAS. 830 00:35:14,750 --> 00:35:17,333 I DO LOVE YOU. I STILL LOVE YOU. 831 00:35:17,375 --> 00:35:19,667 BUT I DON'T WANT THIS FOR US. 832 00:35:19,709 --> 00:35:21,041 SO THINK ABOUT IT. 833 00:35:21,083 --> 00:35:22,917 TAKE A WEEK. TAKE--TAKE YOUR TIME. 834 00:35:22,959 --> 00:35:26,917 BUT... KNOW THAT I MEAN IT. 835 00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:28,500 I'LL LET YOU OUT. 836 00:35:28,542 --> 00:35:30,792 I'LL BE THE ONE WHO LEAVES. 837 00:35:30,834 --> 00:35:32,166 OKAY? 838 00:35:36,625 --> 00:35:39,208 CAN YOU NOD IF IT'S OKAY? 839 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:54,000 OKAY. 840 00:36:33,208 --> 00:36:35,500 SORRY TO BOTHER YOU. 841 00:36:35,542 --> 00:36:36,875 IT'S NO BOTHER. 842 00:36:36,917 --> 00:36:38,667 MASON WAS HOPING TO FIND COOPER. 843 00:36:38,709 --> 00:36:40,959 AH, COOPER'S AT THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW. 844 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:42,250 HE'S THERE A LOT. 845 00:36:42,291 --> 00:36:43,458 WELL, HE HELPS A LOT OF KIDS THERE. 846 00:36:45,208 --> 00:36:47,166 COME ON. I WAS JUST HEADING OVER. 847 00:36:47,208 --> 00:36:49,458 I BET WE COULD FIND HIM TOGETHER. 848 00:36:50,667 --> 00:36:52,166 SAY THANK YOU. 849 00:36:52,208 --> 00:36:53,542 THANK YOU, CHARLOTTE. 850 00:36:53,583 --> 00:36:55,083 YOU BET. 851 00:37:10,750 --> 00:37:13,125 DID YOU THINK ABOUT IT? 852 00:37:19,917 --> 00:37:23,041 I'M SO SORRY, VIOLET. 853 00:37:28,083 --> 00:37:30,333 OKAY. 854 00:37:43,542 --> 00:37:46,083 HEY. HEY, TOBY. HOW YOU FEELIN'? 855 00:37:46,125 --> 00:37:48,667 I'M TIRED, BUT LESS THAN YESTERDAY. 856 00:37:48,709 --> 00:37:51,500 GETTING STRONGER EVERY DAY, THOUGH, RIGHT, BUDDY? 857 00:37:51,542 --> 00:37:53,041 OKAY. SO THIS IS GREAT. 858 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:56,041 YOUR T-CELL COUNT IS RETURNING TO NORMAL. 859 00:37:57,375 --> 00:37:59,041 HEY. 860 00:37:59,083 --> 00:38:02,041 MASON, COME IN. 861 00:38:02,083 --> 00:38:05,041 I WANT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY SON. 862 00:38:05,083 --> 00:38:06,625 MASON, THIS IS TOBY. TOBY, THIS IS MASON. 863 00:38:06,667 --> 00:38:07,750 HI. 864 00:38:07,792 --> 00:38:09,250 HI. 865 00:38:09,291 --> 00:38:10,625 DO YOU LIKE POKEMON? 866 00:38:10,667 --> 00:38:12,041 'CAUSE I BROUGHT MY CARDS IN CASE YOU WANTED TO PLAY. 867 00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:13,542 I'VE NEVER PLAYED. 868 00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,458 WELL, THEY'RE REALLY COOL. HERE, I'LL SHOW YOU. 869 00:38:15,500 --> 00:38:18,125 THERE'S SIMISAGE, COTTONEE, SIMIPOUR, 870 00:38:18,166 --> 00:38:21,083 PIKACHU, SCRAGGY. 871 00:38:21,125 --> 00:38:23,750 YOU'LL BE BETTER SOON, 'CAUSE MY DAD FIXED YOU. 872 00:38:25,917 --> 00:38:28,125 THERE'S SCRAGGY, SUICUNE, SEADRA, 873 00:38:28,166 --> 00:38:29,959 EEVEE. 874 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:37,750 SO HE'S ASLEEP. 875 00:38:39,041 --> 00:38:40,750 I'M GONNA GO TO THE HOTEL, 876 00:38:40,792 --> 00:38:43,542 BUT I'LL BE BACK IN THE MORNING IN TIME FOR BREAKFAST. 877 00:38:43,583 --> 00:38:45,542 I'LL MAKE HIM HIS PANCAKES. YOU CAN GO FOR YOUR RUN. 878 00:38:45,583 --> 00:38:48,083 WE'LL SET HIM UP WITH THE NANNY, AND, UH... 879 00:38:48,125 --> 00:38:49,875 WE'LL MAKE IT NORMAL FOR HIM, 880 00:38:49,917 --> 00:38:51,583 AS NORMAL AS IT CAN BE. 881 00:38:51,625 --> 00:38:53,166 AND, UH, I FEEL-- 882 00:38:53,208 --> 00:38:55,750 I-I THINK THAT WE SHOULD STILL 883 00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:57,583 GO TOGETHER TO, UM, 884 00:38:57,625 --> 00:38:59,083 ADDISON'S FOR THANKSGIVING TOMORROW, 885 00:38:59,125 --> 00:39:01,834 'CAUSE... THAT'S WHAT WE WERE PLANNING TO DO, 886 00:39:01,875 --> 00:39:04,750 SO FOR LUCAS, IT'LL BE, YOU KNOW... 887 00:39:05,792 --> 00:39:09,041 WE SHOULD DO IT FOR LUCAS. 888 00:39:09,083 --> 00:39:12,041 AND THEN WE'LL TALK. 889 00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:15,542 WE'LL TALK ABOUT HOW WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT WORK NOW. 890 00:39:44,625 --> 00:39:46,458 DON'T DO DRUGS. 891 00:39:51,083 --> 00:39:53,458 THE FIRST TIME I GOT SOBER, I WAS ABOUT YOUR AGE. 892 00:39:53,500 --> 00:39:55,917 AND I JUST 'CAUSE I SLIPPED, IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT... 893 00:39:57,291 --> 00:39:59,208 I BECAME A DOCTOR, 894 00:39:59,250 --> 00:40:01,917 AND I'VE SAVED A LOT OF LIVES, 895 00:40:01,959 --> 00:40:03,709 AND I AM GONNA SAVE MORE IF I STAY CLEAN. 896 00:40:03,750 --> 00:40:05,083 AND IF YOU STAY CLEAN, 897 00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:07,792 YOU CAN DO AND BE ANYTHING YOU WANT. 898 00:40:07,834 --> 00:40:09,834 ALL RIGHT? YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. 899 00:40:09,875 --> 00:40:11,875 INSIDE AND OUT, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. 900 00:40:11,917 --> 00:40:14,083 YOU ARE SMART AND YOU ARE CAPABLE 901 00:40:14,125 --> 00:40:17,166 AND YOU CAN DO AND BE WHATEVER YOU WANT. 902 00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:20,000 AND I'LL HELP. 903 00:40:20,041 --> 00:40:23,041 OKAY? I'M YOUR FAMILY NOW, AND I WILL HELP. 904 00:41:00,834 --> 00:41:02,959 THAT'S MASON. FIX THAT ONE. 905 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:04,375 MM. IT MEANT A LOT TO COOPER 906 00:41:04,417 --> 00:41:05,750 TO HAVE MASON HERE FOR THANKSGIVING. 907 00:41:05,792 --> 00:41:07,000 YEAH. 908 00:41:07,041 --> 00:41:09,083 THANK YOU. SHALL WE? 909 00:41:09,125 --> 00:41:10,959 OH. THIS ONE? 910 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:11,959 YEAH. 911 00:41:13,959 --> 00:41:15,041 SEEMS JUST LIKE A MINUTE AGO, 912 00:41:15,083 --> 00:41:17,458 I WAS PLAYING WITH MAYA LIKE THAT. 913 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:18,917 WELL, WITH ANY LUCK, 914 00:41:18,959 --> 00:41:21,583 ADDISON WILL GET TO EXPERIENCE THE SAME THING, RIGHT? 915 00:41:24,375 --> 00:41:26,000 THIS IS NICE, 916 00:41:26,041 --> 00:41:27,250 BEING HERE, 917 00:41:27,291 --> 00:41:28,792 EVERYONE ALL TOGETHER. 918 00:41:31,834 --> 00:41:33,709 ARE THERE ASSIGNED SEATS, OR, UH-- 919 00:41:33,750 --> 00:41:34,959 OH, ANYWHERE'S FINE. ANYWHERE'S FINE. 920 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:36,500 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO SIT? 921 00:41:36,542 --> 00:41:39,041 ACROSS FROM YOU. ALL RIGHT. HERE YOU GO. 922 00:41:42,083 --> 00:41:45,041 IS THERE ROOM AT THE TABLE FOR ONE MORE? 923 00:41:46,834 --> 00:41:48,834 WE'LL MAKE ROOM. 924 00:41:48,875 --> 00:41:50,125 ABSOLUTELY. 925 00:41:50,166 --> 00:41:52,542 THERE'S AN OPEN SEAT RIGHT NEXT TO ME. 926 00:41:52,583 --> 00:41:54,583 YEAH, YOU'RE JUST IN TIME. 927 00:41:54,625 --> 00:41:56,959 DINNER IS READY. 928 00:42:00,709 --> 00:42:03,041 WAIT. WH-WHERE'S ADDISON? 63756

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