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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:11,083 WE'RE IN THE BACK OF THE STORE. 2 00:00:11,125 --> 00:00:14,000 DAD HAS JUST GIVEN ME TWO PENNIES. 3 00:00:14,041 --> 00:00:15,375 I LIKED TO HIDE THEM 4 00:00:15,417 --> 00:00:17,792 IN THIS BIG CRACK IN THE FLOORBOARDS. 5 00:00:17,834 --> 00:00:21,041 I'M SAVING THEM SO I CAN BUY A TOWN. 6 00:00:24,083 --> 00:00:27,417 THAT'S WHAT I TELL MY BIG BROTHER DEREK ANYWAY. 7 00:00:30,792 --> 00:00:32,458 TWO GUYS COME IN. 8 00:00:34,083 --> 00:00:35,625 THEY'D ALREADY PULLED A GUN. 9 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:38,333 THEY'D ALREADY TAKEN THE MONEY. 10 00:00:38,375 --> 00:00:40,875 AND NOW THEY WANT HIS WATCH. 11 00:00:53,417 --> 00:00:55,834 HEY, COOP. 12 00:01:00,083 --> 00:01:01,375 AMELIA? 13 00:01:01,417 --> 00:01:03,041 MORNING, ADDIE. 14 00:01:03,083 --> 00:01:05,375 LET ME GRAB SOME COFFEE, THEN I'LL BE BACK. 15 00:01:05,417 --> 00:01:07,500 I HAVE NEWS. 16 00:01:08,625 --> 00:01:10,667 HEY, EVERYBODY. 17 00:01:10,709 --> 00:01:13,834 COFFEE. I NEED COFFEE. 18 00:01:22,083 --> 00:01:26,417 OKAY, I TOOK ALL THE COFFEE, BUT I WILL MAKE A FRESH POT. 19 00:01:28,875 --> 00:01:30,041 WOW. 20 00:01:30,083 --> 00:01:31,625 OKAY, HI. 21 00:01:31,667 --> 00:01:32,875 SHELDON. 22 00:01:32,917 --> 00:01:34,709 SHELDON. 23 00:01:36,917 --> 00:01:38,500 WHAT? 24 00:01:38,542 --> 00:01:41,500 DO YOU GUYS KNOW ALREADY? WAS RYAN HERE OR SOMETHING? 25 00:01:41,542 --> 00:01:43,041 I'M ENGAGED. 26 00:01:43,083 --> 00:01:45,041 HELLO! 27 00:01:46,291 --> 00:01:47,917 WHOA. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? 28 00:01:47,959 --> 00:01:48,917 WE CALLED THE POLICE. 29 00:01:48,959 --> 00:01:50,208 AND EVERY HOSPITAL IN L.A. 30 00:01:50,250 --> 00:01:51,208 AND THE MORGUE. 31 00:01:51,250 --> 00:01:52,291 WHY? 32 00:01:52,333 --> 00:01:53,417 BECAUSE WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. 33 00:01:53,458 --> 00:01:55,041 WHY WOULD YOU THINK I WAS DEAD? 34 00:01:55,083 --> 00:01:57,208 BECAUSE NO ONE HAS SEEN YOU. 35 00:01:57,250 --> 00:01:58,834 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 36 00:01:58,875 --> 00:02:00,667 I MISS A COUPLE OF DAYS OF WORK AND SUDDENLY I'M-- 37 00:02:00,709 --> 00:02:02,667 12. 38 00:02:02,709 --> 00:02:03,667 WHAT? 39 00:02:03,709 --> 00:02:04,667 YOU MISSED 12 DAYS OF WORK. 40 00:02:04,709 --> 00:02:08,375 NO ONE HAS SEEN YOU IN 12 DAYS. 41 00:02:08,417 --> 00:02:09,792 12 DAYS? 42 00:02:09,834 --> 00:02:12,041 AMELIA. 43 00:02:12,083 --> 00:02:13,041 WHAT ARE YOU ON? 44 00:02:13,083 --> 00:02:14,291 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 45 00:02:14,333 --> 00:02:15,709 ARE YOU HIGH RIGHT NOW? 46 00:02:24,542 --> 00:02:26,125 LOOK, OKAY... 47 00:02:26,166 --> 00:02:27,375 I WAS... 48 00:02:27,417 --> 00:02:29,083 ON DRUGS. I WAS. 49 00:02:29,125 --> 00:02:30,166 I SLIPPED. 50 00:02:30,208 --> 00:02:32,000 I WENT ON KIND OF A BENDER, AND IT... 51 00:02:33,291 --> 00:02:34,542 WELL, IT WAS SCARY. 52 00:02:34,583 --> 00:02:35,750 IT WAS REALLY SCARY. 53 00:02:35,792 --> 00:02:37,291 FOR A MINUTE, I THOUGHT, UM, 54 00:02:37,333 --> 00:02:38,917 I THOUGHT I WAS GOING OVER THE EDGE. 55 00:02:38,959 --> 00:02:41,375 AND THEN EVEN RYAN GOT WORRIED ABOUT ME. 56 00:02:41,417 --> 00:02:43,375 HE SAYS THERE'S PARTYING AND THEN THERE'S... 57 00:02:43,417 --> 00:02:46,208 WHAT I WAS DOING WAS SCARY. 58 00:02:47,959 --> 00:02:49,709 SO HE DRAGGED ME TO A MEETING-- 59 00:02:49,750 --> 00:02:51,792 MANY MEETINGS, A LOT OF MEETINGS-- 60 00:02:51,834 --> 00:02:54,041 AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HIM FOR THAT 61 00:02:54,083 --> 00:02:55,959 BECAUSE HE HELPED ME. YOU KNOW, HE HELPED. 62 00:02:56,000 --> 00:02:58,709 AND I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT IT WAS 12 DAYS, 63 00:02:58,750 --> 00:03:00,625 AND I CAN JUST IMAGINE WHAT ALL OF YOU THOUGHT, 64 00:03:00,667 --> 00:03:02,625 AND I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU THOUGHT I WAS DEAD. 65 00:03:02,667 --> 00:03:05,041 ADDIE, I AM SO SORRY, BUT THAT'S WHAT I WAS DOING. 66 00:03:05,083 --> 00:03:06,208 I WAS GOING TO MEETINGS 67 00:03:06,250 --> 00:03:08,083 AND I WAS GETTING RIGHT WITH MY HIGHER POWER 68 00:03:08,125 --> 00:03:11,166 AND I WAS JUST BEING SOBER EVERY DAY. 69 00:03:12,792 --> 00:03:14,875 YOU'RE OKAY? 70 00:03:14,917 --> 00:03:16,750 I'M OKAY. 71 00:03:16,792 --> 00:03:19,041 I MEAN, I'M GONNA HAVE TO GO TO TWO OR THREE MEETINGS A DAY 72 00:03:19,083 --> 00:03:20,542 FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES, 73 00:03:20,583 --> 00:03:22,041 BUT I'M GOOD. 74 00:03:22,083 --> 00:03:24,166 I SWEAR. I WAS LUCKY. 75 00:03:24,208 --> 00:03:26,125 OH, I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU. 76 00:03:26,166 --> 00:03:28,333 I KNOW. THANK YOU FOR WORRYING. 77 00:03:28,375 --> 00:03:30,041 BUT YOU DIDN'T NEED TO. RYAN SAVED ME. 78 00:03:30,083 --> 00:03:31,792 I MEAN, HE HELPED. 79 00:03:31,834 --> 00:03:35,458 NOW APPARENTLY, I HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO CATCH UP ON, 80 00:03:35,500 --> 00:03:38,000 SO I WILL TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER. 81 00:03:41,250 --> 00:03:42,834 OH, THAT'S A RELIEF. 82 00:03:42,875 --> 00:03:44,083 I KNOW. 83 00:03:44,125 --> 00:03:45,291 I THOUGHT THAT, UH-- 84 00:03:45,333 --> 00:03:47,083 SHE'S LYING. 85 00:03:47,125 --> 00:03:48,291 SHE IS LYING. 86 00:03:48,333 --> 00:03:50,083 CHARLOTTE, SHE--SHE SEEMED OKAY TO ME. 87 00:03:50,125 --> 00:03:51,166 THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT AN ADDICT. 88 00:03:51,208 --> 00:03:52,917 SHE DIDN'T SEEM STRUNG OUT. 89 00:03:52,959 --> 00:03:54,291 YOU'D BE SURPRISED AT HOW ADEPT AN ADDICT CAN BE 90 00:03:54,333 --> 00:03:57,000 AT HIDING THEIR ADDICTION. 91 00:03:57,041 --> 00:03:59,041 I TOYED WITH THE IDEA OF SPECIALIZING IN ADDICTION 92 00:03:59,083 --> 00:04:00,792 BEFORE I CHOSE FERTILITY. 93 00:04:00,834 --> 00:04:02,166 WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING. 94 00:04:02,208 --> 00:04:04,041 IF SHE'S LYING. 95 00:04:04,083 --> 00:04:05,041 CHARLOTTE... 96 00:04:05,083 --> 00:04:06,166 IS IT... 97 00:04:06,208 --> 00:04:07,792 POSSIBLE-- I MEAN, IS IT JUST POSSIBLE, 98 00:04:07,834 --> 00:04:09,166 GIVEN YOUR HISTORY, 99 00:04:09,208 --> 00:04:11,166 THAT YOU'RE BLOWING THIS OUT OF PROPORTION? 100 00:04:11,208 --> 00:04:14,041 BECAUSE OF MY HISTORY, I KNOW THE GAMES, 101 00:04:14,083 --> 00:04:16,083 THE SECRETS, AND THE LIES. 102 00:04:16,125 --> 00:04:17,917 AND I AM TELLING YOU, 103 00:04:17,959 --> 00:04:19,709 THAT GIRL IS USING. 104 00:04:34,083 --> 00:04:36,208 I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE. 105 00:04:38,250 --> 00:04:40,458 I'VE LOVED... 106 00:04:40,500 --> 00:04:42,417 MY MOTHER, 107 00:04:42,458 --> 00:04:44,208 MY BROTHER, 108 00:04:44,250 --> 00:04:45,834 MY SISTERS, 109 00:04:45,875 --> 00:04:48,041 FRIENDS... 110 00:04:50,083 --> 00:04:51,458 MY FATHER. 111 00:04:53,083 --> 00:04:54,583 I'VE LOVED, I'VE BEEN LOVED. 112 00:04:56,333 --> 00:04:58,041 I MEAN, I'M NOT SAYING... 113 00:04:59,166 --> 00:05:01,041 I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS. I JUST... 114 00:05:02,500 --> 00:05:04,917 I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE. 115 00:05:04,959 --> 00:05:06,166 I'VE NEVER... 116 00:05:10,083 --> 00:05:11,041 I LOVE YOU. 117 00:05:19,709 --> 00:05:21,083 I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, OKAY? 118 00:05:23,959 --> 00:05:26,041 DON'T FREAK OUT OR LEAVE ME. 119 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:36,041 DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? 120 00:05:39,083 --> 00:05:40,625 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 121 00:05:42,083 --> 00:05:44,041 I MEAN, WE CAN'T GET MARRIED. 122 00:05:44,083 --> 00:05:45,291 I MEAN, THAT'S INSANE. 123 00:05:45,333 --> 00:05:46,500 IT'S NOT. 124 00:05:46,542 --> 00:05:49,333 AMELIA, I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU. 125 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:51,291 I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, TOO. 126 00:05:56,792 --> 00:05:59,625 OH, MY GOD. 127 00:05:59,667 --> 00:06:00,834 WE'RE GETTING MARRIED? 128 00:06:00,875 --> 00:06:02,333 YOU HAVE TO SAY YES. 129 00:06:04,083 --> 00:06:06,625 YES. YES. 130 00:06:07,667 --> 00:06:10,041 YES. YES. 131 00:06:38,875 --> 00:06:40,041 COOP. 132 00:06:40,083 --> 00:06:41,041 YEAH. 133 00:06:41,083 --> 00:06:44,333 COME TAKE THESE FROM ME, PLEASE. 134 00:06:48,458 --> 00:06:50,500 SHE'S IN THE PARKING LOT. 135 00:06:53,208 --> 00:06:54,166 HEY. 136 00:06:54,208 --> 00:06:56,208 MORNING. 137 00:06:58,083 --> 00:06:59,625 CAN WE TALK TO YOU FOR A MINUTE? 138 00:06:59,667 --> 00:07:01,208 WHO'S WE? 139 00:07:13,917 --> 00:07:15,417 HELLO. 140 00:07:15,458 --> 00:07:17,250 HI, AMELIA. I'M LENNY. 141 00:07:20,750 --> 00:07:23,834 DOES SHE HAVE A BRAIN TUMOR, 142 00:07:23,875 --> 00:07:26,667 A GIANT CARCINOMA THAT SHE WANTS ME TO EXCISE? 143 00:07:26,709 --> 00:07:28,041 THAT HAD BETTER BE WHAT IS GOING ON HERE, BECAUSE-- 144 00:07:28,083 --> 00:07:30,500 AMELIA, EVERYBODY HERE CARES ABOUT YOU, 145 00:07:30,542 --> 00:07:31,959 AND THEY'D LIKE YOU TO STAY 146 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:33,208 AND LISTEN TO WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY. 147 00:07:33,250 --> 00:07:34,458 WILL YOU DO THAT? 148 00:07:37,375 --> 00:07:39,000 AN INTERVENTION? 149 00:07:43,417 --> 00:07:45,000 AN INTERVENTION? 150 00:07:46,542 --> 00:07:49,000 OKAY. YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE PATIENTS TO SEE. 151 00:07:49,041 --> 00:07:50,792 THERE ARE NO PATIENTS COMING TODAY. 152 00:07:50,834 --> 00:07:51,792 TODAY IS ABOUT YOU. 153 00:07:51,834 --> 00:07:53,125 ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? 154 00:07:53,166 --> 00:07:54,667 AMELIA-- 155 00:07:54,709 --> 00:07:57,041 DOCTOR. DR. SHEPHERD, AND I KNOW HOW AN INTERVENTION WORKS. 156 00:07:57,083 --> 00:07:59,333 YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO TALKS. YOU ARE JUST THE PARTY PLANNER. 157 00:07:59,375 --> 00:08:00,792 ONE OF YOU-- 158 00:08:00,834 --> 00:08:03,166 ONE OF YOU IS SUPPOSED TO HAVE THE GUTS TO SPEAK UP 159 00:08:03,208 --> 00:08:04,875 INSTEAD OF HIDING BEHIND THIS CHICK. 160 00:08:04,917 --> 00:08:07,917 ONE OF YOU HAS TO HAVE THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME. 161 00:08:07,959 --> 00:08:09,959 DO YOU? 162 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:13,041 ANY OF YOU? 163 00:08:14,333 --> 00:08:15,291 OKAY. 164 00:08:15,333 --> 00:08:16,709 GREAT INTERVENTION. 165 00:08:16,750 --> 00:08:18,041 I HAVE BEEN INTERVENED UPON. 166 00:08:18,083 --> 00:08:20,417 I WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW. 167 00:08:20,458 --> 00:08:21,417 I'M NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE. SHELDON. 168 00:08:21,458 --> 00:08:22,417 I'M NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE. 169 00:08:22,458 --> 00:08:23,542 ADDISON. 170 00:08:23,583 --> 00:08:25,291 SHE'S UPSET. SHE HAS A RIGHT TO BE UPSET. 171 00:08:25,333 --> 00:08:26,500 ADDISON-- SHE THINKS SHE'S BEING AMBUSHED. 172 00:08:26,542 --> 00:08:28,125 I'M JUST SAYING THAT I'M NOT SURE 173 00:08:28,166 --> 00:08:29,500 THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY TO GO. 174 00:08:29,542 --> 00:08:30,917 DO YOU WANT TO DO THIS? 175 00:08:30,959 --> 00:08:32,125 THEN YOU CAN. YOU CAN DO THIS. 176 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:36,291 AMELIA, GET OFF THE ELEVATOR. 177 00:08:36,333 --> 00:08:37,834 SCREW BOTH OF YOU. 178 00:08:37,875 --> 00:08:39,709 IF YOU DON'T GET OFF THE ELEVATOR, I WILL FIRE YOU. 179 00:08:39,750 --> 00:08:41,417 THEN I QUIT. 180 00:08:41,458 --> 00:08:43,041 AMELIA-- 181 00:08:43,083 --> 00:08:44,333 AMELIA, GET OFF THE ELEVATOR, OR I'LL CALL THE POLICE ON YOU. 182 00:08:44,375 --> 00:08:45,750 AND TELL THEM WHAT? 183 00:08:45,792 --> 00:08:46,750 AND TELL THEM YOU'VE BEEN WRITING PRESCRIPTIONS 184 00:08:46,792 --> 00:08:49,458 FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL DRUG USE. 185 00:08:49,500 --> 00:08:51,000 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. 186 00:08:51,041 --> 00:08:52,667 YEAH, ACTUALLY, I DO. 187 00:08:54,375 --> 00:08:56,542 OKAY. FINE. 188 00:08:56,583 --> 00:08:59,625 I WILL STAY AT THE PRACTICE. 189 00:08:59,667 --> 00:09:00,792 AMELIA-- 190 00:09:00,834 --> 00:09:02,041 I SAID I WOULD STAY AT THE PRACTICE. 191 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:03,583 I DID NOT SAY I WOULD HANG OUT WITH YOU. 192 00:09:03,625 --> 00:09:05,125 THIS ISN'T WORKING. A UNITED FRONT. 193 00:09:05,166 --> 00:09:06,333 SHE JUST WALKED OUT. 194 00:09:06,375 --> 00:09:08,750 SO GO AFTER HER. YOU HAVE TO BE IN THIS. 195 00:09:08,792 --> 00:09:10,333 YOU CAN'T JUST COME ALONG FOR THE RIDE. 196 00:09:10,375 --> 00:09:12,959 THERE ARE TIMES THAT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO STEER THE SHIP. 197 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:15,041 WE'RE USING SAILING... METAPHORS NOW? 198 00:09:15,083 --> 00:09:17,792 I MEAN, CAN I JUST-- WHAT ARE THE QUALIFICATIONS 199 00:09:17,834 --> 00:09:19,166 FOR THIS ANYWAY? 200 00:09:19,208 --> 00:09:21,375 ARE YOU EVEN--I MEAN, IS THERE A CERTIFICATION FOR THIS? 201 00:09:21,417 --> 00:09:23,000 ARE YOU QUALIFIED TO DO THIS? 202 00:09:23,041 --> 00:09:24,041 ADDISON-- 203 00:09:24,083 --> 00:09:25,208 WE ALL AGREED. 204 00:09:25,250 --> 00:09:26,667 FINE. I'LL GO. 205 00:09:39,083 --> 00:09:40,792 LOOK, I KNOW... 206 00:09:40,834 --> 00:09:42,959 THIS IS... 207 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:46,875 WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN TO WHAT EVERYONE HAS TO SAY? 208 00:09:46,917 --> 00:09:48,917 ADDISON, I GOT SOBER YOUNG. 209 00:09:48,959 --> 00:09:51,458 AND THEN I SPENT THE BULK OF MY 20s IN A LIBRARY, 210 00:09:51,500 --> 00:09:53,208 STUDYING MY ASS OFF-- 211 00:09:53,250 --> 00:09:57,041 COLLEGE, MED SCHOOL, RESIDENCY, NEURO FELLOWSHIP. 212 00:09:57,083 --> 00:10:00,208 SO NOW I WANTED TO HAVE SOME FUN. 213 00:10:00,250 --> 00:10:02,458 I MADE A MISTAKE, AND NOW I'M FINE. 214 00:10:02,500 --> 00:10:04,709 I WOULD THINK YOU'D GET THAT. 215 00:10:04,750 --> 00:10:06,500 I DO. I GET THAT. 216 00:10:06,542 --> 00:10:09,333 BUT... YOU ARE AN ADDICT, 217 00:10:09,375 --> 00:10:10,500 AMELIA. 218 00:10:10,542 --> 00:10:13,041 YOU DOWN A BOTTLE OF WINE WITH EVERY MEAL. 219 00:10:13,083 --> 00:10:14,500 YOU DRINK WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY 220 00:10:14,542 --> 00:10:16,500 AND WHEN YOU'RE SAD AND WHEN IT'S TUESDAY. 221 00:10:16,542 --> 00:10:18,917 SHOULD WE DO AN INTERVENTION ABOUT YOUR ALCOHOLISM? 222 00:10:18,959 --> 00:10:20,458 I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM. THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE HERE. 223 00:10:20,500 --> 00:10:22,083 I DON'T NEED TO DRINK. 224 00:10:22,125 --> 00:10:24,041 I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK IN MONTHS. 225 00:10:24,083 --> 00:10:25,875 YEAH, BECAUSE THE ONLY THING 226 00:10:25,917 --> 00:10:28,166 YOU'RE MORE ADDICTED TO THAN BOOZE IS HAVING A BABY, 227 00:10:28,208 --> 00:10:29,709 WHICH IS SAD, BECAUSE, HELL, 228 00:10:29,750 --> 00:10:31,792 YOU'RE FRIGGIN' BARREN. 229 00:10:31,834 --> 00:10:34,000 YOU WAITED TOO LONG, AND YOUR JUNK DRIED UP, 230 00:10:34,041 --> 00:10:35,166 AND YOU'VE RUINED ANY MAN 231 00:10:35,208 --> 00:10:37,125 WHO WOULD WANT TO EVEN CONSIDER IMPREGNATING YOU. 232 00:10:37,166 --> 00:10:40,000 POOR DEREK. POOR MARK. 233 00:10:41,333 --> 00:10:43,458 YOU ABORTED HIS KID, RIGHT? 234 00:10:43,500 --> 00:10:45,750 AND NOW YOU'VE GOT SAM, AND AT LEAST HE'S SMART ENOUGH 235 00:10:45,792 --> 00:10:47,542 TO NOT WANT TO TRY AND BREED WITH YOU, 236 00:10:47,583 --> 00:10:48,959 BECAUSE LET'S BE HONEST-- 237 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:50,959 NOT EVEN ROSEMARY'S BABY WOULD WANT TO LIVE 238 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:54,000 AMONGST THE TUMBLEWEEDS IN YOUR UTERUS. 239 00:10:57,792 --> 00:11:00,041 MM. 240 00:11:00,083 --> 00:11:01,208 AMELIA-- 241 00:11:01,250 --> 00:11:02,709 DUDE, SERIOUSLY? 242 00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:05,500 I BARELY KNOW YOU. WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE? 243 00:11:05,542 --> 00:11:08,291 YOU'RE RIGHT. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. 244 00:11:08,333 --> 00:11:11,291 I'M HERE BECAUSE WE ALL AGREED WE WOULD BE HERE. 245 00:11:11,333 --> 00:11:12,834 AND I'M HERE BECAUSE 246 00:11:12,875 --> 00:11:16,041 YOU DON'T GET HOW LONELY MOST PEOPLE ARE. 247 00:11:16,083 --> 00:11:17,417 SEE, MOST PEOPLE, THEY JUST GO TO WORK. 248 00:11:17,458 --> 00:11:20,709 THEY GO TO WORK, THEY COME HOME, MAYBE THEY HAVE FRIENDS. 249 00:11:20,750 --> 00:11:23,041 BUT ON ANY GIVEN DAY, THEY'RE NOT SHARING AS MUCH 250 00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:25,291 OR CARING AS MUCH OR GIVING AS MUCH 251 00:11:25,333 --> 00:11:27,083 AS ALL OF YOU GIVE TO EACH OTHER ON A-- 252 00:11:27,125 --> 00:11:30,041 ON AN AVERAGE WEDNESDAY. 253 00:11:30,083 --> 00:11:33,041 SO, YES, YOU'RE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW YOU. 254 00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:35,250 BUT I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A FAMILY HERE 255 00:11:35,291 --> 00:11:37,375 AND I SEE THAT YOU'RE DESTROYING IT. 256 00:11:37,417 --> 00:11:39,667 IF YOU CONTINUE DOWN THIS PATH, 257 00:11:39,709 --> 00:11:42,375 YOU WON'T JUST GO DOWN ALONE, AMELIA. 258 00:11:42,417 --> 00:11:45,792 YOU'LL TAKE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU DOWN WITH YOU. 259 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:00,834 WHAT DO WE DO NOW? DO WE JUST, LIKE, LEAVE, OR IS IT-- COOP. 260 00:12:00,875 --> 00:12:02,041 NO, I'M JUST SAYING, 261 00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:04,041 SHE'S NOT LISTENING. SHE'S NOT LISTENING. 262 00:12:04,083 --> 00:12:05,792 I'M NOT IN FAVOR OF THIS. 263 00:12:05,834 --> 00:12:08,792 RESEARCH SHOWS THAT GROUP CONFRONTATIONAL STRATEGIES 264 00:12:08,834 --> 00:12:10,834 WITH ALCOHOL AND DRUG ABUSERS DO NOT WORK. 265 00:12:10,875 --> 00:12:13,000 SHE'S GOING TO GO INTO WITHDRAWAL SOON. 266 00:12:13,041 --> 00:12:14,000 WHAT? 267 00:12:14,041 --> 00:12:15,291 SHE'S USING. 268 00:12:15,333 --> 00:12:16,917 AT A CERTAIN POINT, SHE'S GOING TO GO INTO WITHDRAWAL. 269 00:12:16,959 --> 00:12:18,041 THAT'S OUR CHANCE. 270 00:12:18,083 --> 00:12:20,041 WE JUST HAVE TO KEEP HER HERE TILL THAT HAPPENS. 271 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,667 YEAH, BUT SHE'S NOT HIGH RIGHT NOW. 272 00:12:21,709 --> 00:12:23,208 YES, SHE IS. NO, SHE'S NOT. 273 00:12:23,250 --> 00:12:26,000 SHE IS. SHE IS. 274 00:12:26,041 --> 00:12:28,041 SHE'LL BE COMING THROUGH THOSE DOORS ANY MINUTE. 275 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:29,166 HER HIGH WILL BE ON ITS WAY OUT, 276 00:12:29,208 --> 00:12:30,583 AND WE STAND BETWEEN HER 277 00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:32,875 AND GETTING OUT OF HERE TO GET MORE DRUGS. 278 00:12:32,917 --> 00:12:36,458 SHE'LL BE A LITTLE BIT SWEATY, IRRITABLE, TWITCHY, TWEAKING. 279 00:12:36,500 --> 00:12:38,041 MY GUESS IS, SHE'S AN OXY GIRL? 280 00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:40,250 NOTHING LIKE OXYCODONE TO TURN A NICE GIRL 281 00:12:40,291 --> 00:12:42,083 INTO BITCH ON WHEELS. 282 00:12:43,250 --> 00:12:44,625 ANY MINUTE... 283 00:12:44,667 --> 00:12:46,667 SHE'S COMING THROUGH THOSE DOORS. 284 00:13:11,917 --> 00:13:14,166 WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO SAY, SPIT IT OUT SO I CAN GO. 285 00:13:14,208 --> 00:13:15,709 I DON'T HAVE ALL DAY. 286 00:13:28,208 --> 00:13:31,041 MY WATCH? NO. YOU HAVE THE MONEY. 287 00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:33,041 JUST TAKE IT AND GO. 288 00:13:33,083 --> 00:13:34,792 JUST... GO. 289 00:13:34,834 --> 00:13:37,166 SHH. 290 00:13:37,208 --> 00:13:39,458 MY MOM GAVE MY DAD THAT WATCH. 291 00:13:39,500 --> 00:13:41,542 IT WAS A SYMBOL OF THEIR LIFE TOGETHER... 292 00:13:41,583 --> 00:13:44,750 OF HOW MUCH SHE LOVED HIM. 293 00:13:48,041 --> 00:13:50,291 OKAY. OKAY. 294 00:13:50,333 --> 00:13:52,583 EVERYONE'S GONNA TAKE TURNS TALKING NOW. 295 00:13:52,625 --> 00:13:54,709 AND THEY'RE ALL HERE BECAUSE THEY WANT TO HELP YOU. 296 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,041 SO TRY TO KEEP THAT IN MIND. 297 00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:58,166 THIS IS NOT ABOUT ANYONE JUDGING YOU. 298 00:13:58,208 --> 00:13:59,375 THIS IS-- OKAY, LADY. 299 00:13:59,417 --> 00:14:01,041 YOU HAVE CLEARLY NEVER MET THESE PEOPLE. 300 00:14:01,083 --> 00:14:02,750 AMELIA-- FINE. 301 00:14:02,792 --> 00:14:05,000 WHO'S TALKING FIRST? 302 00:14:09,542 --> 00:14:10,500 PERFECT. 303 00:14:10,542 --> 00:14:13,583 SHRINK TALK. MY FAVORITE. 304 00:14:13,625 --> 00:14:15,917 SO, UM, 305 00:14:15,959 --> 00:14:17,125 WE'RE NOT--WE'RE NOT CLOSE, 306 00:14:17,166 --> 00:14:19,041 SO I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING PERSONAL TO... 307 00:14:19,083 --> 00:14:22,583 UH, I WAS JUST GONNA ASK YOU IF YOU'RE FEELING OKAY. 308 00:14:22,625 --> 00:14:24,333 YOU'RE SWEATING 309 00:14:24,375 --> 00:14:26,041 AND YOUR FOOT IS SHAKING. 310 00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:27,583 AND YOU'RE AGING AND YOUR HUSBAND HATES YOU. 311 00:14:27,625 --> 00:14:30,041 SO, YOU KNOW, THINGS COULD BE WORSE FOR ME. 312 00:14:30,083 --> 00:14:31,750 A-AMELIA-- IT'S OKAY. PETE. IT'S OKAY. 313 00:14:31,792 --> 00:14:34,000 SHE'S SCARED. SHE'S LASHING OUT. 314 00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:35,625 I'VE HAD PATIENTS THAT ARE 315 00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:38,041 ANGRIER THAN YOU AND SICKER THAN YOU, 316 00:14:38,083 --> 00:14:39,542 SO I CAN TAKE IT. 317 00:14:39,583 --> 00:14:41,542 AWESOME. ARE YOU LOOKIN' FOR APPLAUSE, 318 00:14:41,583 --> 00:14:42,542 AS USUAL? 319 00:14:42,583 --> 00:14:43,542 AMELIA-- IT'S OKAY, PETE. 320 00:14:43,583 --> 00:14:44,750 NO, I-IT'S NOT OKAY. 321 00:14:44,792 --> 00:14:46,333 HONESTLY, PETE, ALL I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO THINK 322 00:14:46,375 --> 00:14:49,667 SINCE I SAVED YOUR PATHETIC LIFE IS, WAS IT WORTH IT? 323 00:14:49,709 --> 00:14:51,041 'CAUSE YOU'RE KIND OF A TOOL. 324 00:14:51,083 --> 00:14:54,083 I MEAN, MAYBE SAVING YOU WAS A WASTE OF MY ENERGY. 325 00:14:54,125 --> 00:14:57,250 MAYBE IT WAS A WASTE OF MY MAD, MAD SURGICAL SKILLS. 326 00:14:57,291 --> 00:14:58,834 MAYBE YOU'RE A WASTE OF LIFE. 327 00:14:58,875 --> 00:15:01,709 MAYBE ANGEL-OF-DEATH DUDE SHOULD CALL IT A DAY 328 00:15:01,750 --> 00:15:03,709 AND SWALLOW SOME PILLS YOURSELF. 329 00:15:03,750 --> 00:15:06,250 WHAT DO YOU SAY, CROSS ON OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE? 330 00:15:06,291 --> 00:15:08,250 IT'D GIVE YOUR WIFE SOME GREAT MATERIAL FOR HER NEXT BOOK, 331 00:15:08,291 --> 00:15:10,083 AND SHE'D LOVE THAT. 332 00:15:10,125 --> 00:15:11,250 THAT'S HER THING-- 333 00:15:11,291 --> 00:15:13,041 RAPING HER PERSONAL EXPERIENCES FOR ATTENTION. 334 00:15:13,083 --> 00:15:15,500 OOPS. DID I SAY RAPE? 335 00:15:15,542 --> 00:15:17,208 SORRY, CHARLOTTE. 336 00:15:56,333 --> 00:15:58,917 OH, MY GOD. ARE YOU OKAY? 337 00:15:58,959 --> 00:16:00,583 YEAH. ARE YOU? 338 00:16:00,625 --> 00:16:01,750 YEAH. 339 00:16:01,792 --> 00:16:02,959 OH. 340 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:05,750 SHE'S LIKE A DOG. 341 00:16:05,792 --> 00:16:08,667 SHE'S LIKE... SHE'S LIKE A CORNERED DOG. 342 00:16:08,709 --> 00:16:12,041 SHE'S LIKE A CORNERED, INJURED-- 343 00:16:12,083 --> 00:16:13,041 RABID... 344 00:16:14,125 --> 00:16:17,041 RABID DOG. OH. 345 00:16:17,083 --> 00:16:18,041 OH. 346 00:16:18,083 --> 00:16:19,792 OH. OH. 347 00:16:25,417 --> 00:16:28,041 YOU TWO ALL RIGHT? 348 00:16:28,083 --> 00:16:29,166 YEAH. 349 00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:30,208 YEAH. 350 00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:31,834 DID SHE SHOOT ANYONE YET? 351 00:16:33,083 --> 00:16:34,625 NOT YET. 352 00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:35,834 LOOK, I CAN'T ASK EVERYONE, 353 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,041 BECAUSE WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, 354 00:16:37,083 --> 00:16:38,750 BUT... 355 00:16:38,792 --> 00:16:41,208 I THINK IT'S TIME. 356 00:16:41,250 --> 00:16:42,750 VIOLET? 357 00:16:42,792 --> 00:16:44,333 WHY IS IT ALL ON ME? 358 00:16:44,375 --> 00:16:46,959 YOU'RE THE SHRINK. 359 00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:50,875 DO IT. 360 00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:57,750 IS THIS ALL THERE IS, 361 00:16:57,792 --> 00:16:59,750 YOUR BIG INTERVENTION-- JUST SCREWED UP PEOPLE 362 00:16:59,792 --> 00:17:01,542 TELLING ME HOW SCREWED UP I AM? 363 00:17:01,583 --> 00:17:04,041 BECAUSE LAST I CHECKED, I'M A WORLD-CLASS NEUROSURGEON 364 00:17:04,083 --> 00:17:05,583 WITH A NEAR-PERFECT SURGICAL RECORD. 365 00:17:05,625 --> 00:17:08,041 SO IF YOU WANT TO INTERVENE, FINE. 366 00:17:08,083 --> 00:17:10,000 I CAN GO ALL DAY. CAN YOU? 367 00:17:10,041 --> 00:17:11,041 GO ALL DAY? 368 00:17:11,083 --> 00:17:12,875 ARE WE TALKING IN RIDDLES NOW? 369 00:17:12,917 --> 00:17:14,041 ARE YOU THE RIDDLER? 370 00:17:14,083 --> 00:17:16,583 ARE YOU RIDDLING ME STUFF RIGHT NOW? 371 00:17:16,625 --> 00:17:18,792 BECAUSE I MIGHT NEED A PEN TO WRITE THIS DOWN. I GOTTA ADMIT, 372 00:17:18,834 --> 00:17:20,583 I'M KIND OF LOVING YOU RIGHT NOW. 373 00:17:20,625 --> 00:17:22,458 I AM LOVING YOU. 374 00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:26,250 YOU ARE WINNING BETTER THAN CHARLIE SHEEN... 375 00:17:26,291 --> 00:17:30,000 AS LONG AS I OVERLOOK THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A GIANT OXY ADDICT 376 00:17:30,041 --> 00:17:31,583 WHO'S KILLING HERSELF. 377 00:17:31,625 --> 00:17:34,041 EVERYONE HERE IS IN AGREEMENT. 378 00:17:34,083 --> 00:17:36,625 YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ENABLED. 379 00:17:36,667 --> 00:17:38,041 ENABLED? 380 00:17:38,083 --> 00:17:40,709 IS THAT ONE OF YOUR SPECIAL S.A.T. WORDS? 381 00:17:40,750 --> 00:17:42,875 I'LL CHANGE THE LOCKS. 382 00:17:42,917 --> 00:17:44,083 UNTIL YOU GET HELP, I'LL CHANGE THE LOCKS. 383 00:17:44,125 --> 00:17:45,542 YOU CAN'T LIVE AT MY HOUSE ANYMORE. 384 00:17:49,291 --> 00:17:51,834 I WILL CHANGE THE LOCKS. 385 00:17:51,875 --> 00:17:53,625 I WILL THROW YOU OUT. 386 00:17:53,667 --> 00:17:54,834 THEN I WILL CALL IN YOUR MOTHER 387 00:17:54,875 --> 00:17:56,291 AND YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR SISTERS, 388 00:17:56,333 --> 00:17:58,041 AND THEN I WILL CALL THE MEDICAL BOARD 389 00:17:58,083 --> 00:18:00,166 AND REPORT YOU, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, AMELIA, 390 00:18:00,208 --> 00:18:02,834 BUT I WILL NOT LOVE YOU TO DEATH. 391 00:18:02,875 --> 00:18:04,291 WATER? 392 00:18:25,959 --> 00:18:27,917 BUPE. 393 00:18:27,959 --> 00:18:29,917 NICE LITTLE DRUG. 394 00:18:29,959 --> 00:18:31,417 YOU DISSOLVE IT IN WATER. 395 00:18:31,458 --> 00:18:34,625 IT'LL MAKE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS GO AWAY IMMEDIATELY. 396 00:18:34,667 --> 00:18:35,875 IT'LL ALSO PREVENT ANY DRUGS 397 00:18:35,917 --> 00:18:37,250 FROM GETTING ME HIGH FOR 72 HOURS. 398 00:18:37,291 --> 00:18:38,834 EXCELLENT WORK. 399 00:18:38,875 --> 00:18:40,834 BIG PHARMA HAS DONE US ALL A FAVOR. 400 00:18:40,875 --> 00:18:43,041 AMELIA, PLEASE. IT COULD HELP YOU. 401 00:18:43,083 --> 00:18:44,291 IT'LL AT LEAST GIVE YOU 402 00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:45,709 A CHANCE TO HEAR US WITHOUT BEING HIGH, 403 00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:47,041 WITHOUT GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL. 404 00:18:47,083 --> 00:18:49,500 I TOLD YOU, I'M DRUG FREE. I HAVE BEEN FOR FIVE DAYS. 405 00:18:49,542 --> 00:18:51,083 I AM NOT GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL. 406 00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:53,000 I'M CLEAN. 407 00:18:53,041 --> 00:18:54,375 WELL, THEN TAKE THE BUPE. 408 00:18:54,417 --> 00:18:56,125 AMELIA, WE ALL LOVE YOU. IT-- 409 00:18:56,166 --> 00:18:58,125 IT'LL HELP YOU FEEL BETTER. GIVE IT A SHOT. 410 00:18:58,166 --> 00:19:01,709 THEN WE CAN TALK YOU THROUGH THIS. 411 00:19:01,750 --> 00:19:03,542 PLEASE. 412 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:14,041 YOU WANT ME TO STAY AND LISTEN SO THAT I CAN GET SOBER? 413 00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,959 YES. 414 00:19:19,083 --> 00:19:20,834 OKAY. 415 00:19:23,375 --> 00:19:24,875 FINE. 416 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:29,166 GET ME SOME OXY. 417 00:19:30,250 --> 00:19:32,583 SCORE ME SOME OXY... 418 00:19:32,625 --> 00:19:35,417 AND THEN I WILL STAY AS LONG AS YOU WANT. 419 00:19:43,250 --> 00:19:44,917 WHY DON'T YOU COME BACK TO BED? 420 00:19:44,959 --> 00:19:47,542 I WANT TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING... 421 00:19:47,583 --> 00:19:49,500 'CAUSE WE'RE ENGAGED. 422 00:19:51,083 --> 00:19:53,041 I DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANYTHING. 423 00:19:54,375 --> 00:19:56,375 YOU GIVE ME LOVE. 424 00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,667 AND YOU'LL GIVE ME A RING... 425 00:19:59,709 --> 00:20:01,041 AT SOME POINT, 426 00:20:01,083 --> 00:20:03,375 WHEN WE PUT ON CLOTHES AND LEAVE THIS ROOM. 427 00:20:05,208 --> 00:20:08,041 HERE IT IS. 428 00:20:12,083 --> 00:20:14,166 IT WAS MY DAD'S. 429 00:20:14,208 --> 00:20:16,875 MY MOM SAVED UP FOR THREE YEARS TO BUY IT. 430 00:20:18,083 --> 00:20:20,041 YOU LIKE IT? 431 00:20:20,083 --> 00:20:21,125 THIS IS AMAZING. 432 00:20:21,166 --> 00:20:23,041 I-I LOVE IT. 433 00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:25,417 AMELIA, YOU DON'T HAVE TO-- 434 00:20:25,458 --> 00:20:27,041 YOU GIVE ME LOVE. 435 00:20:27,083 --> 00:20:29,041 AND YOU DON'T JUDGE 436 00:20:29,083 --> 00:20:32,458 OR TRY TO CHANGE ME. 437 00:20:32,500 --> 00:20:35,041 AND YOU MAKE ME FEEL... 438 00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:36,875 BEAUTIFUL. 439 00:20:44,875 --> 00:20:47,000 COME BACK TO BED. 440 00:20:50,458 --> 00:20:52,417 LET'S GET HIGH FIRST, OKAY? 441 00:20:52,458 --> 00:20:54,667 OKAY. 442 00:21:13,041 --> 00:21:14,959 IF SHE GETS ON THAT ELEVATOR, IT'S OVER. 443 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,709 SHE CAN'T LEAVE. WE LOSE HER IF SHE LEAVES. 444 00:21:16,750 --> 00:21:17,875 ARE WE SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING DOING THIS? 445 00:21:17,917 --> 00:21:19,500 OKAY, WHAT IF--WHAT IF WE MAKE HER WORSE? 446 00:21:19,542 --> 00:21:21,041 WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S IN HER SYSTEM ALREADY. 447 00:21:21,083 --> 00:21:22,625 WE COULD CAUSE AN OVERDOSE. 448 00:21:22,667 --> 00:21:25,041 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT GIVING HER 40 MILLIGRAMS OF OXYCODONE, 449 00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:26,625 NOT SHOOTING HER UP WITH HEROIN. 450 00:21:26,667 --> 00:21:28,834 LOOK, WE'RE EIGHT DOCTORS IN A MEDICAL OFFICE. 451 00:21:28,875 --> 00:21:30,041 SHE'LL BE MORE THAN MONITORED. 452 00:21:30,083 --> 00:21:31,375 NO, NO. WE'RE NOT DOING THIS. 453 00:21:31,417 --> 00:21:33,542 WE'RE--WE'RE NOT SUPPORTING HER DRUG HABIT. 454 00:21:33,583 --> 00:21:35,041 JUST BECAUSE SHE LACKS DISCIPLINE 455 00:21:35,083 --> 00:21:36,667 AND--AND IS ACTING LIKE A CHILD-- 456 00:21:36,709 --> 00:21:38,041 SHE IS AN ADDICT. 457 00:21:38,083 --> 00:21:40,667 SHE HAS A DISEASE. IT'S A DISEASE, SAM. 458 00:21:40,709 --> 00:21:42,709 OKAY, ALL RIGHT. WELL, I THINK WE SHOULD TAKE A VOTE. 459 00:21:42,750 --> 00:21:46,291 ALL THOSE IN FAVOR OF GIVING HER OXY? 460 00:21:48,208 --> 00:21:49,291 SERIOUSLY? JUST ME. 461 00:21:49,333 --> 00:21:52,000 I DON'T-- I SHOULDN'T VOTE. 462 00:21:53,291 --> 00:21:54,792 THANK YOU. WHO ELSE? 463 00:21:54,834 --> 00:21:56,542 I MEAN, I'M HERE TO SUPPORT ADDISON. 464 00:21:56,583 --> 00:21:59,125 IF SHE VOTES FOR DRUGS, I'LL VOTE FOR DRUGS. 465 00:21:59,166 --> 00:22:00,208 THANK YOU. 466 00:22:00,250 --> 00:22:01,208 WHO ELSE? 467 00:22:01,250 --> 00:22:02,333 I THINK IT'S DANGEROUS. 468 00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:04,041 YOU PEOPLE... 469 00:22:04,083 --> 00:22:06,041 YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO HER. AND YOU. 470 00:22:06,083 --> 00:22:08,041 WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR ARE YOU? 471 00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:09,750 YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER. 472 00:22:11,875 --> 00:22:13,542 HEY. 473 00:22:15,083 --> 00:22:16,375 LOOK, 474 00:22:16,417 --> 00:22:18,291 WE HAVE A DIFFERENCE OF OPINION, ALL RIGHT? 475 00:22:18,333 --> 00:22:19,917 IT HAPPENS AROUND HERE ALL THE TIME. 476 00:22:19,959 --> 00:22:21,500 YOU'RE ABOUT A CENTURY BEHIND IN YOUR THINKING. 477 00:22:21,542 --> 00:22:23,583 YOU THINK ADDICTS SHOULD, WHAT, BE LOCKED UP, 478 00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:25,583 INSTITUTIONALIZED INSTEAD OF TREATED? 479 00:22:25,625 --> 00:22:28,500 I THINK THAT AMELIA SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER ACTIONS. 480 00:22:28,542 --> 00:22:29,792 YOU THINK PETE 481 00:22:29,834 --> 00:22:31,000 SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS HEART ATTACK? 482 00:22:31,041 --> 00:22:33,041 UH, THAT'S NOT THE SAME THING. 483 00:22:33,083 --> 00:22:34,917 WHY NOT? BECAUSE PETE HAS HEART DISEASE. 484 00:22:34,959 --> 00:22:36,083 AMELIA HAS A DISEASE, TOO. 485 00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:38,041 THAT'S YOUR OPINION. LOOK... 486 00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:40,542 JAKE, WE BOTH KNOW THAT THAT IS UP FOR DEBATE 487 00:22:40,583 --> 00:22:43,041 IN THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY, ALL RIGHT? 488 00:22:43,083 --> 00:22:44,542 THE WHOLE DISEASE MODEL COMES FROM A.A., 489 00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:46,041 WHERE THE FIRST THING THEY TRY TO DO 490 00:22:46,083 --> 00:22:47,333 IS GET PEOPLE TO ADMIT 491 00:22:47,375 --> 00:22:49,333 THAT THEY'RE POWERLESS AGAINST THEIR ADDICTION. 492 00:22:49,375 --> 00:22:51,041 BECAUSE DRUGS FUNCTION DIFFERENTLY IN THEIR BODIES. 493 00:22:51,083 --> 00:22:53,125 ADDICTION IS A THREEFOLD DISEASE. 494 00:22:53,166 --> 00:22:54,959 IT'S A "DISEASE" THAT DOESN'T FIRE UP 495 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,750 UNLESS YOU TAKE THE DRUGS. 496 00:22:56,792 --> 00:22:58,750 AMELIA HAS CONTROL OVER THAT, RIGHT? 497 00:22:58,792 --> 00:23:00,041 I MEAN, SHE MADE A CHOICE 498 00:23:00,083 --> 00:23:01,583 THE FIRST TIME SHE TOOK THOSE DRUGS, 499 00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:03,959 JUST LIKE SHE HAS A CHOICE TODAY. 500 00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:05,625 WOW. 501 00:23:05,667 --> 00:23:07,333 YOU THINK PEOPLE CHOOSE THAT MISERY? 502 00:23:07,375 --> 00:23:09,041 YOU THINK THEY--YOU THINK THEY CHOOSE THAT LIFE? 503 00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:10,333 YOU THINK THEY WANT TO BE 504 00:23:10,375 --> 00:23:12,041 LICKING DRUGS OFF OF BATHROOM FLOORS 505 00:23:12,083 --> 00:23:14,834 AND NEGLECTING THEIR KIDS AND DESTROYING THEIR HUSBANDS 506 00:23:14,875 --> 00:23:16,166 AND KILLING THEMSELVES? 507 00:23:16,208 --> 00:23:18,583 YOU THINK ANYONE WHO IS NOT IN THE THROES OF A DISEASE 508 00:23:18,625 --> 00:23:21,041 WOULD CONSCIOUSLY DO THAT TO THEMSELVES? 509 00:23:21,083 --> 00:23:23,041 IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK? JAKE. 510 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:24,041 WHAT? 511 00:23:24,083 --> 00:23:25,792 ARE YOU OKAY? DO YOU WANT TO TALK? 512 00:23:25,834 --> 00:23:27,000 NO. 513 00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:28,625 YOU THINK IT'D BE ALL RIGHT IF, UH... 514 00:23:28,667 --> 00:23:30,208 YEAH, YEAH, THERE'S LOTS OF US IN THERE. 515 00:23:34,083 --> 00:23:35,875 I GUESS I HIT A NERVE. 516 00:23:35,917 --> 00:23:37,458 YEAH, WELL... 517 00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:40,083 THERE'S A LOT OF THOSE FLYING AROUND TODAY. 518 00:23:40,125 --> 00:23:43,041 KINDA HARD TO AVOID. 519 00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:47,417 WE SHOULD PROBABLY GET BACK IN THERE. 520 00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:49,750 DO WE HAVE TO? 521 00:23:49,792 --> 00:23:51,959 "YOU ARE SOMEONE'S CHILD, AMELIA. 522 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,208 THAT'S ALL I KEEP THINKING." 523 00:23:55,083 --> 00:23:57,417 "I DON'T CARE HOW OLD YOU ARE, YOU ARE ALWAYS SOMEONE'S CHILD. 524 00:23:57,458 --> 00:24:00,041 "I WORK WITH KIDS ALL DAY. I SEE THAT LOVE. 525 00:24:00,083 --> 00:24:03,458 I HAVE TO GIVE NEWS TO PARENTS EVERY DAY"... I WANT MY DRUGS. 526 00:24:03,500 --> 00:24:05,875 "LEUKEMIA, CANCER, KIDS WITH DISEASES"... GIVE ME MY DRUGS. I WANT MY DRUGS. 527 00:24:05,917 --> 00:24:08,917 GIVE ME MY DRUGS. I WANT MY DRUGS. 528 00:24:08,959 --> 00:24:10,041 GIVE ME MY DRUGS. "KIDS WITH DISEASES..." 529 00:24:10,083 --> 00:24:11,625 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. "THERE'S NO WORSE NEWS." 530 00:24:11,667 --> 00:24:14,041 WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW. WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. 531 00:24:14,083 --> 00:24:16,750 "IT'S KILLING ME TO SEE WHAT THIS DISEASE IS DOING TO YOU." WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW. 532 00:24:16,792 --> 00:24:18,125 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. "THERE ARE THINGS THAT YOU COULD DO TO TREAT YOUR DISEASE"... 533 00:24:18,166 --> 00:24:19,709 WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW. "AND GET YOUR LIFE BACK"... 534 00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:21,917 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. "AND YOU'RE NOT DOING THEM." 535 00:24:21,959 --> 00:24:23,792 WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW. "YOU OWE IT TO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU TO TRY TO GET WELL." 536 00:24:23,834 --> 00:24:26,000 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW. "YOU AT LEAST HAVE TO TRY, 537 00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:27,750 BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEONE'S KID AND BECAUSE YOU'RE MY FRIEND." WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS. 538 00:24:27,792 --> 00:24:29,333 WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW! WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS! 539 00:24:29,375 --> 00:24:31,250 WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW! 540 00:24:31,291 --> 00:24:34,333 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS! WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW! 541 00:24:34,375 --> 00:24:37,542 WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS! WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW! 542 00:24:37,583 --> 00:24:39,291 THANK YOU, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! 543 00:24:39,333 --> 00:24:40,458 MY NEXT SHOW WILL BE IN FIVE MINUTES! 544 00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:41,875 ADDISON, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 545 00:24:41,917 --> 00:24:43,250 WHAT DOES SHE WANT? DRUGS. WHEN DOES SHE WANT THEM? NOW. 546 00:24:43,291 --> 00:24:45,041 WE AGREED THAT WE WOULDN'T. 547 00:24:45,083 --> 00:24:46,458 I DIDN'T. I DIDN'T AGREE. 548 00:24:46,500 --> 00:24:47,458 ADDISON-- 549 00:24:47,500 --> 00:24:48,667 THAT-- THAT THING IN THERE? 550 00:24:48,709 --> 00:24:51,917 THAT USED TO BE A PERSON, OKAY? 551 00:24:51,959 --> 00:24:53,625 AND SHE WAS SWEET AND SHE WAS FUNNY, 552 00:24:53,667 --> 00:24:55,083 AND I TOOK HER TO GET HER EARS PIERCED, 553 00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:57,625 AND I-I-I-I DID HER HAIR FOR HER FOR PROM, 554 00:24:57,667 --> 00:24:59,333 AND I TOLD HER ALL ABOUT BIRTH CONTROL 555 00:24:59,375 --> 00:25:01,709 WHEN SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHO TO ASK, 556 00:25:01,750 --> 00:25:03,542 AND WE WERE SISTERS, YOU KNOW? 557 00:25:03,583 --> 00:25:05,041 WE WERE CLOSER THAN SISTERS. 558 00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:07,375 NOW SHE'S... 559 00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:09,500 THAT USED TO BE AMELIA SHEPHERD. 560 00:25:09,542 --> 00:25:11,625 THAT USED TO BE SOMEONE THAT I LOVE, 561 00:25:11,667 --> 00:25:12,834 AND I WANT HER BACK. 562 00:25:12,875 --> 00:25:14,709 AND IF IT MEANS ME GIVING HER SOME OXY 563 00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:16,041 SO SHE CAN SHUT UP AND LISTEN, 564 00:25:16,083 --> 00:25:17,291 SO SHE DOESN'T GET ON THAT ELEVATOR? 565 00:25:17,333 --> 00:25:19,917 GREAT. FINE. I'LL BE HER DRUG DEALER. 566 00:25:19,959 --> 00:25:23,041 I JUST WANT HER BACK. 567 00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,750 WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 568 00:25:26,792 --> 00:25:28,500 TO GET THE KEYS TO THE DRUG DISPENSARY. 569 00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,125 OUTTA MY WAY, SAM. 570 00:25:37,166 --> 00:25:38,542 YOU HAVE A TOUGH LIFE? 571 00:25:38,583 --> 00:25:40,750 EVERYBODY'S LIFE IS TOUGH. 572 00:25:40,792 --> 00:25:42,125 LIFE COMES WITH PAIN. 573 00:25:42,166 --> 00:25:44,750 SOMETIMES THAT PAIN IS UNTHINKABLE, 574 00:25:44,792 --> 00:25:47,458 BUT THAT--THAT'S NO EXCUSE TO THROW IT AWAY LIKE THIS. 575 00:25:47,500 --> 00:25:49,959 EVERYBODY HERE HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK-- 576 00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,625 PETE, VIOLET, CHARLOTTE. 577 00:25:52,667 --> 00:25:54,792 WE'RE NOT USING. I SWEAR TO GOD, SAM-- 578 00:25:54,834 --> 00:25:57,041 SHUT UP! YOU WANT TO STOP BEING A DRUG AD--YOU-- 579 00:25:57,083 --> 00:25:59,041 THIS IS HOW YOU STOP BEING A DRUG ADDICT. 580 00:25:59,083 --> 00:26:01,792 STOP USING DRUGS! 581 00:26:01,834 --> 00:26:05,875 GROW UP! TAKE SOME RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF. 582 00:26:07,542 --> 00:26:09,041 THAT'S MY GIRL. 583 00:26:09,083 --> 00:26:10,041 ADDIE... 584 00:26:10,083 --> 00:26:12,041 GOTTA LOVE THAT WOMAN OF YOURS, SAM. 585 00:26:12,083 --> 00:26:13,291 OF COURSE, WE ALL KNOW YOU CAN'T COMMIT, 586 00:26:13,333 --> 00:26:15,166 SO MAYBE YOU DON'T GOTTA, BUT I DO. 587 00:26:15,208 --> 00:26:17,917 ADDISON-- WE TALKED ABOUT THIS. ABSOLUTELY NOT. 588 00:26:17,959 --> 00:26:19,250 WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING? 589 00:26:19,291 --> 00:26:20,667 SHE'S THINKING THAT AMELIA'S IN TROUBLE, 590 00:26:20,709 --> 00:26:22,834 AND IF WE LET HER LEAVE-- THANK YOU, ADDISON. 591 00:26:22,875 --> 00:26:25,000 OH, NO. HERE. 592 00:26:26,333 --> 00:26:27,625 WHAT? 593 00:26:27,667 --> 00:26:29,041 YOU WANT TO DO YOUR DRUGS, YOU DO 'EM HERE, 594 00:26:29,083 --> 00:26:30,500 IN FRONT OF ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU. 595 00:26:30,542 --> 00:26:32,458 SHOW THEM WHO YOU REALLY ARE. 596 00:26:32,500 --> 00:26:35,625 OR DON'T DO THE DRUGS AT ALL, 597 00:26:35,667 --> 00:26:37,208 AND SHOW THEM WHO YOU WANT TO BE. 598 00:26:37,250 --> 00:26:39,000 IT'S YOUR CHOICE. 599 00:27:25,917 --> 00:27:27,041 AHH. 600 00:27:36,750 --> 00:27:39,208 SURE AS I'M SITTING HERE, 601 00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:41,083 IF YOU KEEP UP AT THIS, 602 00:27:41,125 --> 00:27:44,041 YOU'RE GONNA KILL SOMEONE. 603 00:27:44,083 --> 00:27:46,041 YOU'RE GONNA WALK INTO SOME O.R., 604 00:27:46,083 --> 00:27:49,542 YOU'RE GONNA GET BEHIND THE WHEEL OF A CAR... 605 00:27:49,583 --> 00:27:52,125 YOU'RE GONNA KILL SOMEONE, AMELIA. 606 00:27:52,166 --> 00:27:54,959 THAT'S WHERE THIS GOES. 607 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,417 AND WHEN YOU DO... 608 00:27:56,458 --> 00:27:58,625 WHEN YOU DO THAT, 609 00:27:58,667 --> 00:28:00,041 YOU DON'T COME BACK FROM IT. 610 00:28:00,083 --> 00:28:02,041 MAYBE YOU GET SOBER... 611 00:28:02,083 --> 00:28:04,542 BUT YOU DON'T COME BACK. 612 00:28:04,583 --> 00:28:08,333 YOU SPEND EVERY DAY TRYING TO BE A BETTER PERSON, 613 00:28:08,375 --> 00:28:10,041 TRYING TO SAVE A LIFE, 614 00:28:10,083 --> 00:28:12,041 TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT. 615 00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:14,041 BUT YOU CAN'T GIVE THAT MOTHER BACK HER CHILD 616 00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:16,834 OR THAT HUSBAND BACK HIS WIFE. 617 00:28:16,875 --> 00:28:20,166 YOU WALK AND YOU TALK AND YOU BREATHE, 618 00:28:20,208 --> 00:28:24,041 AND SOMETIMES YOU EVEN SMILE OR LAUGH... 619 00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:27,208 BUT YOU DON'T COME BACK. 620 00:28:30,083 --> 00:28:32,375 OKAY, I GOTTA ASK. 621 00:28:32,417 --> 00:28:33,792 WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS NOW? 622 00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:35,333 SHE'S SO HIGH, SHE CAN'T EVEN LISTEN TO US. 623 00:28:35,375 --> 00:28:36,583 I'M LISTENING. 624 00:28:39,417 --> 00:28:41,792 WHAT CHARLOTTE SAID WAS VERY BEAUTIFUL... 625 00:28:44,083 --> 00:28:46,083 AND REAL. 626 00:28:48,083 --> 00:28:50,875 AND I WORRY ABOUT THAT. 627 00:28:50,917 --> 00:28:52,291 I DO. 628 00:28:56,667 --> 00:28:58,625 JUST GIVE US 30 DAYS-- 629 00:28:58,667 --> 00:29:00,500 30 DAYS TO GET YOU CLEAN AND SOBER-- 630 00:29:00,542 --> 00:29:02,583 THEN YOU CAN START OVER AGAIN. 631 00:29:02,625 --> 00:29:05,041 A CLEAN SLATE. 632 00:29:06,709 --> 00:29:08,875 THAT SOUNDS NICE, BUT I... 633 00:29:08,917 --> 00:29:10,875 I DON'T THINK I CAN DO IT. 634 00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:12,000 OH, YOU CAN. 635 00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:13,500 YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU CAN. 636 00:29:13,542 --> 00:29:15,834 WE'LL HELP YOU. I'LL HELP YOU. 637 00:29:15,875 --> 00:29:17,208 AMELIA, PLEASE. 638 00:29:17,250 --> 00:29:20,917 THERE'S A GREAT REHAB FACILITY. THEY HAVE A BED WAITING FOR YOU. 639 00:29:20,959 --> 00:29:23,208 IT'S... IT'S RIGHT NEAR THE OCEAN. 640 00:29:27,375 --> 00:29:29,000 WILL YOU COME, TOO? 641 00:29:30,875 --> 00:29:33,417 I'LL COME SEE YOU EVERY DAY. 642 00:29:33,458 --> 00:29:35,041 I'LL... I WILL. 643 00:29:35,083 --> 00:29:36,417 I'LL BE THERE. 644 00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:39,792 I'LL BE THERE. YEAH, I WILL. 645 00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:51,458 RYAN. 646 00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:54,667 OOF. 647 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:56,750 OH! 648 00:30:14,083 --> 00:30:15,917 YOU NEED TO GO. 649 00:30:15,959 --> 00:30:16,917 SAM-- 650 00:30:16,959 --> 00:30:17,917 NO. HE'S GOTTA GO. LEAVE. 651 00:30:17,959 --> 00:30:19,250 RYAN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED. NOW. 652 00:30:19,291 --> 00:30:20,583 DON'T SPEAK TO HIM LIKE THAT. YOU REALIZE 653 00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:22,458 YOU'LL NEVER GET SOBER IF YOU STAY WITH HIM, EVER. 654 00:30:22,500 --> 00:30:24,250 AMELIA'S ADDICTION IS NOT RYAN'S FAULT. 655 00:30:24,291 --> 00:30:26,750 AS A MATTER OF FACT, RYAN, IF YOU WANT TO GET SOBER, 656 00:30:26,792 --> 00:30:28,792 WE'LL HELP YOU, TOO. NO, NO, WE WON'T. 657 00:30:28,834 --> 00:30:30,333 YES, WE WILL, IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES. 658 00:30:30,375 --> 00:30:32,959 NO, OUR COMMITMENT, OUR CONCERN IS FOR AMELIA. 659 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:34,125 I KNOW, AND SHE WILL DO BETTER 660 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:35,917 IF THE PERSON SHE LOVES IS ALSO IN THE PROGRAM, 661 00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:37,083 IS GETTING SOBER AS WELL. 662 00:30:37,125 --> 00:30:38,542 THERE'S STUDIES ON THIS. SHELDON, BACK ME UP. 663 00:30:38,583 --> 00:30:40,333 OKAY, I JUST THINK WE NEED TO DISCUSS THIS BEFORE WE S-- 664 00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:42,333 I THINK WHAT VIOLET AND LENNY SAID IS RIGHT. 665 00:30:42,375 --> 00:30:44,750 I BELIEVE WE CAN HELP ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GET SOBER. 666 00:30:44,792 --> 00:30:47,625 HE DIDN'T SAY HE WANTS TO GET SOBER. 667 00:30:50,583 --> 00:30:55,041 YOU GAVE HIM YOUR FATHER'S WATCH? 668 00:30:55,083 --> 00:30:56,417 AMELIA. 669 00:30:56,458 --> 00:30:57,959 AMELIA, LOOK AT ME. 670 00:30:58,000 --> 00:30:59,375 IT'S HIS ENGAGEMENT PRESENT. 671 00:30:59,417 --> 00:31:01,458 IT'S YOUR FATHER'S WATCH. 672 00:31:01,500 --> 00:31:03,208 LEAVE ME ALONE. 673 00:31:03,250 --> 00:31:04,834 MAYBE JUST GIVE HER A LITTLE BIT OF SPACE-- 674 00:31:04,875 --> 00:31:06,583 THIS IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! I AM SPEAKING TO MY SISTER! 675 00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:07,667 I'M NOT YOUR SISTER. LOOK AT THIS. 676 00:31:07,709 --> 00:31:09,375 YOU TOOK THIS FROM YOUR MOTHER? 677 00:31:09,417 --> 00:31:12,000 DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT'S GONNA MAKE HER FEEL? 678 00:31:12,041 --> 00:31:13,375 OKAY, LET'S, EVERYONE, CALM DOWN. 679 00:31:13,417 --> 00:31:15,041 WHAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE WATCH? 680 00:31:15,083 --> 00:31:17,041 NOTHING. IT'S A WATCH. AMELIA. 681 00:31:17,083 --> 00:31:19,208 MY MOM GAVE IT TO MY DAD FOR THEIR ANNIVERSARY ONE YEAR. 682 00:31:19,250 --> 00:31:21,208 THAT IS NOT THE SIGNIFICANCE. ADDISON-- 683 00:31:21,250 --> 00:31:23,208 IT'S NOT, AND YOU KNOW IT'S NOT, SAM. 684 00:31:23,250 --> 00:31:25,750 AMELIA. 685 00:31:25,792 --> 00:31:28,041 TWO GUYS CAME INTO HER FATHER'S STORE 686 00:31:28,083 --> 00:31:29,041 WHEN SHE WAS 5 YEAR-- SHUT UP! 687 00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:30,041 WHOA. 688 00:31:30,083 --> 00:31:31,542 YOU DO NOT TELL THAT STORY! 689 00:31:31,583 --> 00:31:33,041 THAT IS NOT YOUR STORY! HE WAS NOT YOUR DAD! 690 00:31:33,083 --> 00:31:35,041 HE WAS MY DAD! 691 00:31:35,083 --> 00:31:36,875 YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH! 692 00:31:36,917 --> 00:31:38,417 SHUT UP, 693 00:31:38,458 --> 00:31:41,250 YOU STUPID, IGNORANT MONSTER BITCH! 694 00:31:41,291 --> 00:31:44,041 YOU DO NOT TELL THAT STORY. 695 00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:46,667 YOU DO NOT EVER TELL THAT STORY. 696 00:31:46,709 --> 00:31:50,041 YOU EVER TELL THAT STORY TO ANYONE... 697 00:31:50,083 --> 00:31:52,917 AND I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS. 698 00:31:54,291 --> 00:31:56,458 LET'S GO. I WANT TO GO. 699 00:31:59,709 --> 00:32:03,291 COME ON. PLEASE... STAY. 700 00:32:03,333 --> 00:32:04,667 SHELDON... 701 00:32:04,709 --> 00:32:07,250 I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK. 702 00:32:07,291 --> 00:32:09,875 YOU GET THAT, RIGHT? 703 00:32:15,583 --> 00:32:16,709 IT WAS NICE TO SEE YOU ALL. 704 00:32:16,750 --> 00:32:18,709 HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN REAL SOON 705 00:32:18,750 --> 00:32:21,291 WHEN THINGS CALM DOWN. 706 00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:28,041 WE'RE IN THE BACK OF THE STORE. 707 00:32:28,083 --> 00:32:30,125 DAD HAS JUST GIVEN ME TWO PENNIES. 708 00:32:30,166 --> 00:32:31,875 TWO GUYS COME IN. 709 00:32:31,917 --> 00:32:33,500 WE CAN HEAR THEM TALKING. 710 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:36,333 BUT WE DON'T PAY ATTENTION UNTIL DAD YELLS. 711 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,000 SHH. 712 00:32:43,083 --> 00:32:46,041 TWO GUYS SHOT MY DAD FOR HIS WATCH. 713 00:33:23,375 --> 00:33:25,375 YOUR--YOUR FRIENDS, UM... 714 00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:30,041 NO ONE'S EVER TRIED TO SAVE ME LIKE THAT. 715 00:33:30,083 --> 00:33:31,625 NO ONE'S EVER CARED ENOUGH. 716 00:33:31,667 --> 00:33:35,917 AND I'VE NEVER BEEN AROUND ANYONE LIKE YOU BEFORE. 717 00:33:35,959 --> 00:33:38,000 YOU MAKE ME WANT... 718 00:33:40,375 --> 00:33:42,333 YOUR MOM GAVE YOUR DAD THIS WATCH 719 00:33:42,375 --> 00:33:44,000 FOR THEIR ANNIVERSARY. 720 00:33:45,166 --> 00:33:47,875 I WANT TO HAVE ANNIVERSARIES WITH YOU, 721 00:33:47,917 --> 00:33:50,166 LOTS OF 'EM, 722 00:33:50,208 --> 00:33:52,208 AND KIDS. 723 00:33:57,083 --> 00:34:00,667 IF WE WERE SOBER, WE COULD HAVE KIDS 724 00:34:00,709 --> 00:34:02,041 AND A LIFE. 725 00:34:02,083 --> 00:34:03,375 WE COULD HAVE A LIFE, TOO. 726 00:34:05,875 --> 00:34:07,417 YOU WANT KIDS? 727 00:34:07,458 --> 00:34:09,583 WE'D HAVE TO BE CLEAN. 728 00:34:09,625 --> 00:34:11,333 MY FATHER WAS A COKEHEAD, 729 00:34:11,375 --> 00:34:14,041 AND I WON'T--I... 730 00:34:14,083 --> 00:34:16,041 I CAN'T. 731 00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:17,792 WE HAVE TO BE CLEAN. 732 00:34:19,041 --> 00:34:21,500 OKAY. 733 00:34:21,542 --> 00:34:24,417 DO YOU WANT TO GET SOBER WITH ME? 734 00:34:24,458 --> 00:34:26,834 YEAH. 735 00:34:28,750 --> 00:34:30,667 LET'S GET SOBER TOGETHER. 736 00:34:35,083 --> 00:34:36,500 THIS IS GREAT. 737 00:34:36,542 --> 00:34:37,917 THIS IS GONNA BE SO GREAT. 738 00:34:37,959 --> 00:34:39,917 IT IS. I CAN GET THE NAMES OF SOME REHAB PLACES, 739 00:34:39,959 --> 00:34:41,291 AND WE GO IN TOGETHER AND WE GO OUT TOGETHER. 740 00:34:41,333 --> 00:34:43,500 THIS IS A COMMITMENT. THIS IS IMPORTANT. 741 00:34:43,542 --> 00:34:46,375 CAN YOU DO THIS? 'CAUSE IF YOU CAN'T, WE CAN AL-- 742 00:34:46,417 --> 00:34:47,583 I CAN DO IT. I CAN. 743 00:35:00,083 --> 00:35:02,041 WE SHOULD PROBABLY FLUSH THESE. 744 00:35:02,083 --> 00:35:04,750 YEAH. YEAH. 745 00:35:04,792 --> 00:35:07,208 OR... 746 00:35:07,250 --> 00:35:09,041 ONE LAST TIME? 747 00:35:09,083 --> 00:35:11,041 I DON'T--I DON'T KNOW. 748 00:35:11,083 --> 00:35:14,000 OKAY. OKAY, FLUSH 'EM. 749 00:35:23,709 --> 00:35:25,125 ONE LAST TIME. 750 00:35:33,625 --> 00:35:36,917 SO HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? 751 00:35:36,959 --> 00:35:39,458 THREE. 752 00:35:39,500 --> 00:35:41,250 TWO BOYS... 753 00:35:41,291 --> 00:35:43,291 AND A GIRL. 754 00:35:45,083 --> 00:35:46,792 HOW ABOUT FOUR? 755 00:35:48,125 --> 00:35:52,375 TWO BOYS, TWO GIRLS--THAT WAY, NO ONE GETS LONELY. 756 00:35:52,417 --> 00:35:54,166 DEAL? 757 00:35:56,125 --> 00:35:58,000 DEAL. 758 00:36:27,375 --> 00:36:31,959 YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS. 759 00:36:40,083 --> 00:36:41,750 WHAT NOW? 760 00:36:41,792 --> 00:36:43,125 NOW YOU HAVE TO CUT HER OFF. 761 00:36:43,166 --> 00:36:45,000 WHEN AMELIA CALLS, AND SHE WILL CALL, 762 00:36:45,041 --> 00:36:49,041 UNLESS SHE'S READY FOR HELP, YOU DON'T GIVE HER A RIDE. 763 00:36:49,083 --> 00:36:50,458 YOU DON'T GIVE HER MONEY 764 00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:53,125 OR A PLACE TO STAY OR HER JOB BACK. 765 00:36:53,166 --> 00:36:55,208 THE ONLY CALL YOU CAN RESPOND TO 766 00:36:55,250 --> 00:36:57,250 IS AMELIA CALLING YOU FOR HELP TO GET OFF DRUGS. 767 00:36:57,291 --> 00:36:58,667 THAT'S IT. 768 00:36:58,709 --> 00:37:00,041 IT'S UP TO HER NOW. 769 00:37:00,083 --> 00:37:01,959 THIS WAS A BAD IDEA. 770 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,750 THIS IS WHAT WORKS. BUT IT DIDN'T WORK. 771 00:37:03,792 --> 00:37:04,750 SHE'S OUT ON THE STREET. 772 00:37:04,792 --> 00:37:05,750 DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT. 773 00:37:05,792 --> 00:37:06,750 YEAH, WITH RYAN. 774 00:37:06,792 --> 00:37:07,709 WE LOST HER. 775 00:37:07,750 --> 00:37:09,083 NO, I LOST HER. 776 00:37:09,125 --> 00:37:11,375 I LOST HER. 777 00:37:11,417 --> 00:37:14,041 YOU DON'T KNOW THAT. WE STARTED SOMETHING FOR HER TODAY. 778 00:37:14,083 --> 00:37:16,041 PROGRESS WAS MADE. 779 00:37:16,083 --> 00:37:18,709 YOU MAY NOT SEE IT. SOMETIMES IT TAKES TIME. 780 00:37:18,750 --> 00:37:20,625 RESULTS AREN'T ALWAYS IMMEDIATE. 781 00:37:20,667 --> 00:37:24,834 SOMETIMES... AN ADDICT ACTUALLY HAS TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM. 782 00:37:24,875 --> 00:37:27,792 AMELIA SNORTING OXYCODONE 783 00:37:27,834 --> 00:37:31,000 OFF THE RECEPTION DESK DOESN'T QUALIFY AS ROCK BOTTOM? 784 00:37:39,083 --> 00:37:42,667 15 YEARS, 3 MONTHS, AND 4 DAYS AGO, 785 00:37:42,709 --> 00:37:45,250 I TOOK MY 5-YEAR-OLD SON TO THE PARK. 786 00:37:45,291 --> 00:37:47,333 HE WAS ON THE SWINGS, HAVING SO MUCH FUN. 787 00:37:47,375 --> 00:37:49,041 IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY. 788 00:37:49,083 --> 00:37:50,834 THE SUN WAS SHINING. 789 00:37:50,875 --> 00:37:52,458 HE HAD OTHER KIDS TO PLAY WITH. 790 00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:54,083 WE HAD ALL AFTERNOON. 791 00:37:54,125 --> 00:37:57,250 HE WAS ON THE SWINGS. HE WAS OKAY. 792 00:37:57,291 --> 00:37:59,875 I KNEW HE WAS, 'CAUSE I COULD HEAR HIM LAUGHING 793 00:37:59,917 --> 00:38:03,834 AS I WAS SHOOTING THE TENNER OF HEROIN I HAD ON ME. 794 00:38:03,875 --> 00:38:04,959 I PASSED OUT. 795 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:07,250 I CAME TO AN HOUR OR SO LATER, 796 00:38:07,291 --> 00:38:09,041 AND MY SON WAS GONE. 797 00:38:09,083 --> 00:38:11,250 THEY NEVER FOUND HIM. 798 00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:15,667 HONEY, THAT IS ROCK BOTTOM. 799 00:38:19,792 --> 00:38:21,125 SHE CALLED LAST WEEK 800 00:38:21,166 --> 00:38:23,250 AND INVITED ME TO COME FOR A VISIT. 801 00:38:23,291 --> 00:38:26,250 AND SHE ACTUALLY SUGGESTED THAT I-I STAY IN THE DORM ROOM 802 00:38:26,291 --> 00:38:27,875 DOWN THE HALL. 803 00:38:27,917 --> 00:38:29,250 CAN YOU SEE IT? 804 00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:31,583 ME AND A BUNCH OF COLLEGE FRESHMEN DOING WHAT, 805 00:38:31,625 --> 00:38:33,709 BEER BONGS? 806 00:38:33,750 --> 00:38:35,083 I TOLD HER, LOOK, I'LL COME, 807 00:38:35,125 --> 00:38:38,000 BUT I'M GONNA STAY AT THE FOUR SEASONS. 808 00:38:39,709 --> 00:38:43,000 SHE MISSES YOU. 809 00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:45,041 BUT... 810 00:38:45,083 --> 00:38:47,750 I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORRY, 'CAUSE I'M TAKING CARE OF HER. 811 00:38:47,792 --> 00:38:49,125 AND I KNOW SHE'S YOURS, 812 00:38:49,166 --> 00:38:51,041 I KNOW THAT... SHE'S NOT MINE. 813 00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:53,500 SHE HAS A REAL DAD. 814 00:38:53,542 --> 00:38:56,709 BUT... 815 00:38:56,750 --> 00:39:00,208 THAT GUY, LILY, MAN... 816 00:39:00,250 --> 00:39:04,041 THERE'S NOTHING REAL ABOUT HIM. 817 00:39:04,083 --> 00:39:06,000 I MISS YOU. 818 00:39:07,166 --> 00:39:09,375 I MISS YOU, TOO. 819 00:39:09,417 --> 00:39:11,542 STILL. 820 00:39:11,583 --> 00:39:12,959 EVERY DAY. 821 00:39:15,083 --> 00:39:18,333 BUT, YOU KNOW, FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE YOU... 822 00:39:18,375 --> 00:39:21,000 SINCE YOU LEFT, 823 00:39:21,041 --> 00:39:23,792 I FOUND SOME PEOPLE THAT, UM... 824 00:39:23,834 --> 00:39:25,750 WELL, I GOT A JOB THAT... 825 00:39:25,792 --> 00:39:27,125 I LIKE IT. 826 00:39:27,166 --> 00:39:28,542 I LIKE THESE PEOPLE. 827 00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:31,625 I LIKE THIS JOB. 828 00:39:31,667 --> 00:39:34,750 I'M LESS... 829 00:39:34,792 --> 00:39:36,667 I FEEL LESS ALONE. 830 00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,041 I HOPE YOU'RE NOT ALONE, BABY. 831 00:39:42,083 --> 00:39:44,166 I HOPE THAT, UH... 832 00:39:46,041 --> 00:39:50,041 I HOPE YOU FOUND SOME PEACE. 833 00:39:52,458 --> 00:39:54,250 I REMEMBER THAT... 834 00:39:54,291 --> 00:39:59,083 WHENEVER YOU WERE TRYING TO GET CLEAN, YOU... 835 00:39:59,125 --> 00:40:00,208 YOU USED TO EAT CRULLERS-- 836 00:40:00,250 --> 00:40:02,417 A LOT OF CRULLERS. 837 00:40:07,125 --> 00:40:08,667 I HOPE YOU'RE CLEAN, BABY. 838 00:40:12,458 --> 00:40:14,834 I BROUGHT YOU SOME CRULLERS. 839 00:40:41,125 --> 00:40:42,709 RYAN. 840 00:40:44,291 --> 00:40:45,250 RYAN? 841 00:40:45,291 --> 00:40:47,250 RYAN? 842 00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:54,083 RYAN? 843 00:40:54,125 --> 00:40:56,041 RYAN? 844 00:40:56,083 --> 00:40:57,625 RYAN! 845 00:40:57,667 --> 00:40:59,625 RYAN! RYAN! 846 00:40:59,667 --> 00:41:03,000 RYAN! 847 00:41:05,375 --> 00:41:07,083 RYAN! 848 00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:09,792 MA'AM, DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE? 849 00:41:09,834 --> 00:41:11,083 CAN YOU GIVE ME YOUR NAME? 850 00:41:13,083 --> 00:41:14,500 FOUR KIDS. 851 00:41:14,542 --> 00:41:16,083 TWO BOYS, TWO GIRLS. 852 00:41:16,125 --> 00:41:17,792 YOU CAN'T DIE, BECAUSE WE'RE GETTING CLEAN 853 00:41:17,834 --> 00:41:18,792 AND WE'RE HAVING A FAMILY. 854 00:41:18,834 --> 00:41:21,667 RYAN? RYAN? RYAN? RYAN? 855 00:41:23,291 --> 00:41:24,792 RYAN! 856 00:41:24,834 --> 00:41:26,792 RYAN! 857 00:41:30,500 --> 00:41:31,959 RYAN! 858 00:41:39,542 --> 00:41:41,208 DON'T TOUCH HIM! 859 00:41:41,250 --> 00:41:43,166 WE'RE GETTING MARRIED. 860 00:41:43,208 --> 00:41:45,291 WE'RE GETTING MARRIED. 861 00:41:48,083 --> 00:41:51,000 TWO GUYS SHOT MY DAD FOR HIS WATCH. 862 00:41:51,041 --> 00:41:53,542 I'VE NEVER TOLD ANYONE THAT BEFORE. 863 00:42:09,083 --> 00:42:11,583 MA'AM, IS THERE ANYONE YOU WANT ME TO CALL? 864 00:42:13,083 --> 00:42:17,750 CALL DR. ADDISON FORBES MONTGOMERY. 865 00:42:17,792 --> 00:42:20,834 TELL HER I SAID I'M READY TO GO TO REHAB. 59458

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