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WE'RE IN THE BACK
OF THE STORE.
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DAD HAS JUST GIVEN ME
TWO PENNIES.
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I LIKED TO HIDE THEM
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IN THIS BIG CRACK
IN THE FLOORBOARDS.
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I'M SAVING THEM
SO I CAN BUY A TOWN.
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THAT'S WHAT I TELL
MY BIG BROTHER DEREK ANYWAY.
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TWO GUYS COME IN.
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THEY'D ALREADY PULLED A GUN.
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THEY'D ALREADY TAKEN
THE MONEY.
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AND NOW THEY WANT
HIS WATCH.
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HEY, COOP.
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AMELIA?
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MORNING, ADDIE.
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LET ME GRAB SOME COFFEE,
THEN I'LL BE BACK.
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I HAVE NEWS.
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HEY, EVERYBODY.
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COFFEE. I NEED COFFEE.
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OKAY, I TOOK ALL THE COFFEE,
BUT I WILL MAKE A FRESH POT.
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WOW.
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OKAY, HI.
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SHELDON.
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SHELDON.
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WHAT?
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DO YOU GUYS KNOW ALREADY?
WAS RYAN HERE OR SOMETHING?
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I'M ENGAGED.
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HELLO!
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WHOA.
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?
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WE CALLED THE POLICE.
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AND EVERY HOSPITAL IN L.A.
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AND THE MORGUE.
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WHY?
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BECAUSE WE THOUGHT
YOU WERE DEAD.
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WHY WOULD YOU THINK
I WAS DEAD?
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BECAUSE NO ONE HAS SEEN YOU.
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WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
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I MISS A COUPLE OF DAYS
OF WORK AND SUDDENLY I'M--
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12.
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WHAT?
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YOU MISSED 12 DAYS OF WORK.
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NO ONE HAS SEEN YOU
IN 12 DAYS.
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12 DAYS?
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AMELIA.
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WHAT ARE YOU ON?
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WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
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ARE YOU HIGH
RIGHT NOW?
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LOOK, OKAY...
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I WAS...
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ON DRUGS. I WAS.
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I SLIPPED.
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I WENT ON KIND OF A BENDER,
AND IT...
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WELL, IT WAS SCARY.
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IT WAS REALLY SCARY.
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FOR A MINUTE, I THOUGHT, UM,
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I THOUGHT I WAS
GOING OVER THE EDGE.
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AND THEN EVEN RYAN
GOT WORRIED ABOUT ME.
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HE SAYS THERE'S PARTYING
AND THEN THERE'S...
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WHAT I WAS DOING WAS SCARY.
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SO HE DRAGGED ME
TO A MEETING--
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MANY MEETINGS,
A LOT OF MEETINGS--
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AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HIM
FOR THAT
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BECAUSE HE HELPED ME.
YOU KNOW, HE HELPED.
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AND I DIDN'T REALIZE
THAT IT WAS 12 DAYS,
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AND I CAN JUST IMAGINE
WHAT ALL OF YOU THOUGHT,
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AND I AM SO SORRY
THAT YOU THOUGHT I WAS DEAD.
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ADDIE, I AM SO SORRY,
BUT THAT'S WHAT I WAS DOING.
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I WAS GOING TO MEETINGS
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AND I WAS GETTING RIGHT
WITH MY HIGHER POWER
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AND I WAS JUST BEING SOBER
EVERY DAY.
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YOU'RE OKAY?
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I'M OKAY.
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I MEAN, I'M GONNA HAVE TO GO
TO TWO OR THREE MEETINGS A DAY
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FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES,
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BUT I'M GOOD.
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I SWEAR. I WAS LUCKY.
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OH, I WAS SO WORRIED
ABOUT YOU.
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I KNOW.
THANK YOU FOR WORRYING.
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BUT YOU DIDN'T NEED TO.
RYAN SAVED ME.
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I MEAN, HE HELPED.
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NOW APPARENTLY, I HAVE
A LOT OF WORK TO CATCH UP ON,
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SO I WILL TALK
TO YOU GUYS LATER.
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OH, THAT'S A RELIEF.
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I KNOW.
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I THOUGHT THAT, UH--
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SHE'S LYING.
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SHE IS LYING.
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CHARLOTTE, SHE--SHE SEEMED
OKAY TO ME.
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THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT
AN ADDICT.
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SHE DIDN'T SEEM
STRUNG OUT.
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YOU'D BE SURPRISED
AT HOW ADEPT AN ADDICT CAN BE
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AT HIDING THEIR ADDICTION.
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I TOYED WITH THE IDEA
OF SPECIALIZING IN ADDICTION
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BEFORE I CHOSE FERTILITY.
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WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.
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IF SHE'S LYING.
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CHARLOTTE...
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IS IT...
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POSSIBLE--
I MEAN, IS IT JUST POSSIBLE,
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GIVEN YOUR HISTORY,
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THAT YOU'RE BLOWING THIS
OUT OF PROPORTION?
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BECAUSE OF MY HISTORY,
I KNOW THE GAMES,
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THE SECRETS,
AND THE LIES.
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AND I AM TELLING YOU,
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THAT GIRL IS USING.
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I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE.
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I'VE LOVED...
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MY MOTHER,
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MY BROTHER,
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MY SISTERS,
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FRIENDS...
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MY FATHER.
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I'VE LOVED, I'VE BEEN LOVED.
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I MEAN, I'M NOT SAYING...
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I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS.
I JUST...
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I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE.
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I'VE NEVER...
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I LOVE YOU.
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I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU,
OKAY?
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DON'T FREAK OUT
OR LEAVE ME.
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DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?
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ARE YOU SERIOUS?
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I MEAN,
WE CAN'T GET MARRIED.
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I MEAN, THAT'S INSANE.
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IT'S NOT.
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AMELIA,
I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU.
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I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, TOO.
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OH, MY GOD.
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WE'RE GETTING MARRIED?
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YOU HAVE TO SAY YES.
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YES. YES.
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YES. YES.
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COOP.
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YEAH.
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COME TAKE THESE
FROM ME, PLEASE.
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SHE'S IN THE PARKING LOT.
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HEY.
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MORNING.
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CAN WE TALK TO YOU
FOR A MINUTE?
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WHO'S WE?
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HELLO.
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HI, AMELIA. I'M LENNY.
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DOES SHE HAVE A BRAIN TUMOR,
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A GIANT CARCINOMA THAT SHE
WANTS ME TO EXCISE?
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THAT HAD BETTER BE WHAT IS
GOING ON HERE, BECAUSE--
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AMELIA, EVERYBODY HERE
CARES ABOUT YOU,
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AND THEY'D LIKE YOU TO STAY
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AND LISTEN TO WHAT
THEY HAVE TO SAY.
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WILL YOU DO THAT?
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AN INTERVENTION?
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AN INTERVENTION?
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OKAY. YOU KNOW WHAT?
I HAVE PATIENTS TO SEE.
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THERE ARE NO PATIENTS
COMING TODAY.
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TODAY IS ABOUT YOU.
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ARE YOU
FREAKING KIDDING ME?
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AMELIA--
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DOCTOR. DR. SHEPHERD, AND I KNOW
HOW AN INTERVENTION WORKS.
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YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO TALKS.
YOU ARE JUST THE PARTY PLANNER.
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ONE OF YOU--
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ONE OF YOU IS SUPPOSED TO HAVE
THE GUTS TO SPEAK UP
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INSTEAD OF HIDING
BEHIND THIS CHICK.
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ONE OF YOU HAS TO HAVE THE BALLS
TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME.
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DO YOU?
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ANY OF YOU?
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OKAY.
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GREAT INTERVENTION.
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I HAVE BEEN INTERVENED UPON.
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I WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW.
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I'M NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE.
SHELDON.
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I'M NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE.
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ADDISON.
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SHE'S UPSET. SHE HAS
A RIGHT TO BE UPSET.
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ADDISON--
SHE THINKS
SHE'S BEING AMBUSHED.
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I'M JUST SAYING
THAT I'M NOT SURE
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THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY
TO GO.
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DO YOU WANT TO DO THIS?
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THEN YOU CAN.
YOU CAN DO THIS.
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AMELIA, GET OFF THE ELEVATOR.
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SCREW BOTH OF YOU.
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IF YOU DON'T GET OFF
THE ELEVATOR, I WILL FIRE YOU.
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THEN I QUIT.
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AMELIA--
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AMELIA, GET OFF THE ELEVATOR,
OR I'LL CALL THE POLICE ON YOU.
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AND TELL THEM WHAT?
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AND TELL THEM YOU'VE BEEN
WRITING PRESCRIPTIONS
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FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL DRUG USE.
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YOU DON'T KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.
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YEAH, ACTUALLY, I DO.
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OKAY. FINE.
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I WILL STAY AT THE PRACTICE.
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AMELIA--
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I SAID I WOULD STAY
AT THE PRACTICE.
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I DID NOT SAY I WOULD
HANG OUT WITH YOU.
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THIS ISN'T WORKING.
A UNITED FRONT.
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SHE JUST WALKED OUT.
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SO GO AFTER HER.
YOU HAVE TO BE IN THIS.
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YOU CAN'T JUST COME ALONG
FOR THE RIDE.
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THERE ARE TIMES THAT YOU'RE
GONNA HAVE TO STEER THE SHIP.
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WE'RE USING SAILING...
METAPHORS NOW?
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I MEAN, CAN I JUST--
WHAT ARE THE QUALIFICATIONS
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FOR THIS ANYWAY?
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ARE YOU EVEN--I MEAN, IS THERE
A CERTIFICATION FOR THIS?
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ARE YOU QUALIFIED TO DO THIS?
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ADDISON--
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WE ALL AGREED.
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FINE. I'LL GO.
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LOOK, I KNOW...
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THIS IS...
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WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN TO
WHAT EVERYONE HAS TO SAY?
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ADDISON, I GOT SOBER YOUNG.
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AND THEN I SPENT THE BULK
OF MY 20s IN A LIBRARY,
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STUDYING MY ASS OFF--
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COLLEGE, MED SCHOOL,
RESIDENCY, NEURO FELLOWSHIP.
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SO NOW I WANTED TO HAVE
SOME FUN.
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I MADE A MISTAKE,
AND NOW I'M FINE.
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I WOULD THINK YOU'D GET THAT.
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I DO. I GET THAT.
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BUT... YOU ARE AN ADDICT,
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AMELIA.
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YOU DOWN A BOTTLE OF WINE
WITH EVERY MEAL.
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YOU DRINK WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY
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AND WHEN YOU'RE SAD
AND WHEN IT'S TUESDAY.
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SHOULD WE DO AN INTERVENTION
ABOUT YOUR ALCOHOLISM?
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I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM.
THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE HERE.
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I DON'T NEED TO DRINK.
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I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK
IN MONTHS.
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YEAH, BECAUSE THE ONLY THING
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YOU'RE MORE ADDICTED TO
THAN BOOZE IS HAVING A BABY,
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WHICH IS SAD,
BECAUSE, HELL,
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YOU'RE FRIGGIN' BARREN.
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YOU WAITED TOO LONG,
AND YOUR JUNK DRIED UP,
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AND YOU'VE RUINED ANY MAN
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WHO WOULD WANT TO EVEN CONSIDER
IMPREGNATING YOU.
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POOR DEREK. POOR MARK.
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YOU ABORTED HIS KID, RIGHT?
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AND NOW YOU'VE GOT SAM,
AND AT LEAST HE'S SMART ENOUGH
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TO NOT WANT TO TRY
AND BREED WITH YOU,
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BECAUSE LET'S BE HONEST--
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NOT EVEN ROSEMARY'S BABY
WOULD WANT TO LIVE
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AMONGST THE TUMBLEWEEDS
IN YOUR UTERUS.
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MM.
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AMELIA--
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DUDE, SERIOUSLY?
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I BARELY KNOW YOU.
WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE?
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YOU'RE RIGHT.
YOU DON'T KNOW ME.
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I'M HERE BECAUSE WE ALL AGREED
WE WOULD BE HERE.
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00:11:11,333 --> 00:11:12,834
AND I'M HERE BECAUSE
246
00:11:12,875 --> 00:11:16,041
YOU DON'T GET HOW LONELY
MOST PEOPLE ARE.
247
00:11:16,083 --> 00:11:17,417
SEE, MOST PEOPLE,
THEY JUST GO TO WORK.
248
00:11:17,458 --> 00:11:20,709
THEY GO TO WORK, THEY COME HOME,
MAYBE THEY HAVE FRIENDS.
249
00:11:20,750 --> 00:11:23,041
BUT ON ANY GIVEN DAY,
THEY'RE NOT SHARING AS MUCH
250
00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:25,291
OR CARING AS MUCH
OR GIVING AS MUCH
251
00:11:25,333 --> 00:11:27,083
AS ALL OF YOU GIVE
TO EACH OTHER ON A--
252
00:11:27,125 --> 00:11:30,041
ON AN AVERAGE WEDNESDAY.
253
00:11:30,083 --> 00:11:33,041
SO, YES, YOU'RE RIGHT,
I DON'T KNOW YOU.
254
00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:35,250
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE
A FAMILY HERE
255
00:11:35,291 --> 00:11:37,375
AND I SEE
THAT YOU'RE DESTROYING IT.
256
00:11:37,417 --> 00:11:39,667
IF YOU CONTINUE
DOWN THIS PATH,
257
00:11:39,709 --> 00:11:42,375
YOU WON'T JUST
GO DOWN ALONE, AMELIA.
258
00:11:42,417 --> 00:11:45,792
YOU'LL TAKE ALL THE PEOPLE
THAT LOVE YOU DOWN WITH YOU.
259
00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:00,834
WHAT DO WE DO NOW? DO WE
JUST, LIKE, LEAVE, OR IS IT--
COOP.
260
00:12:00,875 --> 00:12:02,041
NO, I'M JUST SAYING,
261
00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:04,041
SHE'S NOT LISTENING.
SHE'S NOT LISTENING.
262
00:12:04,083 --> 00:12:05,792
I'M NOT
IN FAVOR OF THIS.
263
00:12:05,834 --> 00:12:08,792
RESEARCH SHOWS THAT GROUP
CONFRONTATIONAL STRATEGIES
264
00:12:08,834 --> 00:12:10,834
WITH ALCOHOL AND DRUG ABUSERS
DO NOT WORK.
265
00:12:10,875 --> 00:12:13,000
SHE'S GOING TO GO
INTO WITHDRAWAL SOON.
266
00:12:13,041 --> 00:12:14,000
WHAT?
267
00:12:14,041 --> 00:12:15,291
SHE'S USING.
268
00:12:15,333 --> 00:12:16,917
AT A CERTAIN POINT, SHE'S
GOING TO GO INTO WITHDRAWAL.
269
00:12:16,959 --> 00:12:18,041
THAT'S OUR CHANCE.
270
00:12:18,083 --> 00:12:20,041
WE JUST HAVE TO KEEP HER HERE
TILL THAT HAPPENS.
271
00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,667
YEAH, BUT SHE'S NOT HIGH
RIGHT NOW.
272
00:12:21,709 --> 00:12:23,208
YES, SHE IS.
NO, SHE'S NOT.
273
00:12:23,250 --> 00:12:26,000
SHE IS. SHE IS.
274
00:12:26,041 --> 00:12:28,041
SHE'LL BE COMING THROUGH
THOSE DOORS ANY MINUTE.
275
00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:29,166
HER HIGH
WILL BE ON ITS WAY OUT,
276
00:12:29,208 --> 00:12:30,583
AND WE STAND BETWEEN HER
277
00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:32,875
AND GETTING OUT OF HERE
TO GET MORE DRUGS.
278
00:12:32,917 --> 00:12:36,458
SHE'LL BE A LITTLE BIT SWEATY,
IRRITABLE, TWITCHY, TWEAKING.
279
00:12:36,500 --> 00:12:38,041
MY GUESS IS,
SHE'S AN OXY GIRL?
280
00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:40,250
NOTHING LIKE OXYCODONE
TO TURN A NICE GIRL
281
00:12:40,291 --> 00:12:42,083
INTO BITCH ON WHEELS.
282
00:12:43,250 --> 00:12:44,625
ANY MINUTE...
283
00:12:44,667 --> 00:12:46,667
SHE'S COMING THROUGH
THOSE DOORS.
284
00:13:11,917 --> 00:13:14,166
WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO SAY,
SPIT IT OUT SO I CAN GO.
285
00:13:14,208 --> 00:13:15,709
I DON'T HAVE ALL DAY.
286
00:13:28,208 --> 00:13:31,041
MY WATCH?
NO. YOU HAVE THE MONEY.
287
00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:33,041
JUST TAKE IT AND GO.
288
00:13:33,083 --> 00:13:34,792
JUST... GO.
289
00:13:34,834 --> 00:13:37,166
SHH.
290
00:13:37,208 --> 00:13:39,458
MY MOM GAVE MY DAD
THAT WATCH.
291
00:13:39,500 --> 00:13:41,542
IT WAS A SYMBOL
OF THEIR LIFE TOGETHER...
292
00:13:41,583 --> 00:13:44,750
OF HOW MUCH SHE LOVED HIM.
293
00:13:48,041 --> 00:13:50,291
OKAY. OKAY.
294
00:13:50,333 --> 00:13:52,583
EVERYONE'S GONNA TAKE TURNS
TALKING NOW.
295
00:13:52,625 --> 00:13:54,709
AND THEY'RE ALL HERE
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO HELP YOU.
296
00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,041
SO TRY TO KEEP THAT IN MIND.
297
00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:58,166
THIS IS NOT ABOUT ANYONE
JUDGING YOU.
298
00:13:58,208 --> 00:13:59,375
THIS IS--
OKAY, LADY.
299
00:13:59,417 --> 00:14:01,041
YOU HAVE CLEARLY
NEVER MET THESE PEOPLE.
300
00:14:01,083 --> 00:14:02,750
AMELIA--
FINE.
301
00:14:02,792 --> 00:14:05,000
WHO'S TALKING FIRST?
302
00:14:09,542 --> 00:14:10,500
PERFECT.
303
00:14:10,542 --> 00:14:13,583
SHRINK TALK. MY FAVORITE.
304
00:14:13,625 --> 00:14:15,917
SO, UM,
305
00:14:15,959 --> 00:14:17,125
WE'RE NOT--WE'RE NOT CLOSE,
306
00:14:17,166 --> 00:14:19,041
SO I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING
PERSONAL TO...
307
00:14:19,083 --> 00:14:22,583
UH, I WAS JUST GONNA ASK YOU
IF YOU'RE FEELING OKAY.
308
00:14:22,625 --> 00:14:24,333
YOU'RE SWEATING
309
00:14:24,375 --> 00:14:26,041
AND YOUR FOOT IS SHAKING.
310
00:14:26,083 --> 00:14:27,583
AND YOU'RE AGING
AND YOUR HUSBAND HATES YOU.
311
00:14:27,625 --> 00:14:30,041
SO, YOU KNOW,
THINGS COULD BE WORSE FOR ME.
312
00:14:30,083 --> 00:14:31,750
A-AMELIA--
IT'S OKAY. PETE. IT'S OKAY.
313
00:14:31,792 --> 00:14:34,000
SHE'S SCARED.
SHE'S LASHING OUT.
314
00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:35,625
I'VE HAD PATIENTS THAT ARE
315
00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:38,041
ANGRIER THAN YOU
AND SICKER THAN YOU,
316
00:14:38,083 --> 00:14:39,542
SO I CAN TAKE IT.
317
00:14:39,583 --> 00:14:41,542
AWESOME. ARE YOU
LOOKIN' FOR APPLAUSE,
318
00:14:41,583 --> 00:14:42,542
AS USUAL?
319
00:14:42,583 --> 00:14:43,542
AMELIA--
IT'S OKAY, PETE.
320
00:14:43,583 --> 00:14:44,750
NO, I-IT'S NOT OKAY.
321
00:14:44,792 --> 00:14:46,333
HONESTLY, PETE,
ALL I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO THINK
322
00:14:46,375 --> 00:14:49,667
SINCE I SAVED YOUR PATHETIC LIFE
IS, WAS IT WORTH IT?
323
00:14:49,709 --> 00:14:51,041
'CAUSE YOU'RE
KIND OF A TOOL.
324
00:14:51,083 --> 00:14:54,083
I MEAN, MAYBE SAVING YOU
WAS A WASTE OF MY ENERGY.
325
00:14:54,125 --> 00:14:57,250
MAYBE IT WAS A WASTE OF
MY MAD, MAD SURGICAL SKILLS.
326
00:14:57,291 --> 00:14:58,834
MAYBE YOU'RE A WASTE OF LIFE.
327
00:14:58,875 --> 00:15:01,709
MAYBE ANGEL-OF-DEATH DUDE
SHOULD CALL IT A DAY
328
00:15:01,750 --> 00:15:03,709
AND SWALLOW SOME PILLS
YOURSELF.
329
00:15:03,750 --> 00:15:06,250
WHAT DO YOU SAY, CROSS ON OVER
TO THE OTHER SIDE?
330
00:15:06,291 --> 00:15:08,250
IT'D GIVE YOUR WIFE SOME GREAT
MATERIAL FOR HER NEXT BOOK,
331
00:15:08,291 --> 00:15:10,083
AND SHE'D LOVE THAT.
332
00:15:10,125 --> 00:15:11,250
THAT'S HER THING--
333
00:15:11,291 --> 00:15:13,041
RAPING HER PERSONAL EXPERIENCES
FOR ATTENTION.
334
00:15:13,083 --> 00:15:15,500
OOPS. DID I SAY RAPE?
335
00:15:15,542 --> 00:15:17,208
SORRY, CHARLOTTE.
336
00:15:56,333 --> 00:15:58,917
OH, MY GOD. ARE YOU OKAY?
337
00:15:58,959 --> 00:16:00,583
YEAH. ARE YOU?
338
00:16:00,625 --> 00:16:01,750
YEAH.
339
00:16:01,792 --> 00:16:02,959
OH.
340
00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:05,750
SHE'S LIKE A DOG.
341
00:16:05,792 --> 00:16:08,667
SHE'S LIKE...
SHE'S LIKE A CORNERED DOG.
342
00:16:08,709 --> 00:16:12,041
SHE'S LIKE A CORNERED,
INJURED--
343
00:16:12,083 --> 00:16:13,041
RABID...
344
00:16:14,125 --> 00:16:17,041
RABID DOG. OH.
345
00:16:17,083 --> 00:16:18,041
OH.
346
00:16:18,083 --> 00:16:19,792
OH.
OH.
347
00:16:25,417 --> 00:16:28,041
YOU TWO ALL RIGHT?
348
00:16:28,083 --> 00:16:29,166
YEAH.
349
00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:30,208
YEAH.
350
00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:31,834
DID SHE SHOOT ANYONE YET?
351
00:16:33,083 --> 00:16:34,625
NOT YET.
352
00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:35,834
LOOK, I CAN'T ASK EVERYONE,
353
00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,041
BECAUSE WE'RE
IN THE MIDDLE OF IT,
354
00:16:37,083 --> 00:16:38,750
BUT...
355
00:16:38,792 --> 00:16:41,208
I THINK IT'S TIME.
356
00:16:41,250 --> 00:16:42,750
VIOLET?
357
00:16:42,792 --> 00:16:44,333
WHY IS IT ALL ON ME?
358
00:16:44,375 --> 00:16:46,959
YOU'RE THE SHRINK.
359
00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:50,875
DO IT.
360
00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:57,750
IS THIS ALL THERE IS,
361
00:16:57,792 --> 00:16:59,750
YOUR BIG INTERVENTION--
JUST SCREWED UP PEOPLE
362
00:16:59,792 --> 00:17:01,542
TELLING ME HOW SCREWED UP
I AM?
363
00:17:01,583 --> 00:17:04,041
BECAUSE LAST I CHECKED,
I'M A WORLD-CLASS NEUROSURGEON
364
00:17:04,083 --> 00:17:05,583
WITH A NEAR-PERFECT
SURGICAL RECORD.
365
00:17:05,625 --> 00:17:08,041
SO IF YOU WANT TO INTERVENE,
FINE.
366
00:17:08,083 --> 00:17:10,000
I CAN GO ALL DAY.
CAN YOU?
367
00:17:10,041 --> 00:17:11,041
GO ALL DAY?
368
00:17:11,083 --> 00:17:12,875
ARE WE TALKING
IN RIDDLES NOW?
369
00:17:12,917 --> 00:17:14,041
ARE YOU THE RIDDLER?
370
00:17:14,083 --> 00:17:16,583
ARE YOU RIDDLING ME STUFF
RIGHT NOW?
371
00:17:16,625 --> 00:17:18,792
BECAUSE I MIGHT NEED A PEN
TO WRITE THIS DOWN.
I GOTTA ADMIT,
372
00:17:18,834 --> 00:17:20,583
I'M KIND OF LOVING YOU
RIGHT NOW.
373
00:17:20,625 --> 00:17:22,458
I AM LOVING YOU.
374
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:26,250
YOU ARE WINNING
BETTER THAN CHARLIE SHEEN...
375
00:17:26,291 --> 00:17:30,000
AS LONG AS I OVERLOOK THE FACT
THAT YOU'RE A GIANT OXY ADDICT
376
00:17:30,041 --> 00:17:31,583
WHO'S KILLING HERSELF.
377
00:17:31,625 --> 00:17:34,041
EVERYONE HERE
IS IN AGREEMENT.
378
00:17:34,083 --> 00:17:36,625
YOU WILL
NO LONGER BE ENABLED.
379
00:17:36,667 --> 00:17:38,041
ENABLED?
380
00:17:38,083 --> 00:17:40,709
IS THAT ONE OF YOUR SPECIAL
S.A.T. WORDS?
381
00:17:40,750 --> 00:17:42,875
I'LL CHANGE THE LOCKS.
382
00:17:42,917 --> 00:17:44,083
UNTIL YOU GET HELP,
I'LL CHANGE THE LOCKS.
383
00:17:44,125 --> 00:17:45,542
YOU CAN'T LIVE
AT MY HOUSE ANYMORE.
384
00:17:49,291 --> 00:17:51,834
I WILL CHANGE THE LOCKS.
385
00:17:51,875 --> 00:17:53,625
I WILL THROW YOU OUT.
386
00:17:53,667 --> 00:17:54,834
THEN I WILL
CALL IN YOUR MOTHER
387
00:17:54,875 --> 00:17:56,291
AND YOUR BROTHER
AND YOUR SISTERS,
388
00:17:56,333 --> 00:17:58,041
AND THEN I WILL CALL
THE MEDICAL BOARD
389
00:17:58,083 --> 00:18:00,166
AND REPORT YOU,
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, AMELIA,
390
00:18:00,208 --> 00:18:02,834
BUT I WILL NOT
LOVE YOU TO DEATH.
391
00:18:02,875 --> 00:18:04,291
WATER?
392
00:18:25,959 --> 00:18:27,917
BUPE.
393
00:18:27,959 --> 00:18:29,917
NICE LITTLE DRUG.
394
00:18:29,959 --> 00:18:31,417
YOU DISSOLVE IT IN WATER.
395
00:18:31,458 --> 00:18:34,625
IT'LL MAKE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS
GO AWAY IMMEDIATELY.
396
00:18:34,667 --> 00:18:35,875
IT'LL ALSO PREVENT ANY DRUGS
397
00:18:35,917 --> 00:18:37,250
FROM GETTING ME HIGH
FOR 72 HOURS.
398
00:18:37,291 --> 00:18:38,834
EXCELLENT WORK.
399
00:18:38,875 --> 00:18:40,834
BIG PHARMA HAS DONE US ALL
A FAVOR.
400
00:18:40,875 --> 00:18:43,041
AMELIA, PLEASE.
IT COULD HELP YOU.
401
00:18:43,083 --> 00:18:44,291
IT'LL AT LEAST GIVE YOU
402
00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:45,709
A CHANCE TO HEAR US
WITHOUT BEING HIGH,
403
00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:47,041
WITHOUT GOING THROUGH
WITHDRAWAL.
404
00:18:47,083 --> 00:18:49,500
I TOLD YOU, I'M DRUG FREE.
I HAVE BEEN FOR FIVE DAYS.
405
00:18:49,542 --> 00:18:51,083
I AM NOT
GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL.
406
00:18:51,125 --> 00:18:53,000
I'M CLEAN.
407
00:18:53,041 --> 00:18:54,375
WELL, THEN TAKE THE BUPE.
408
00:18:54,417 --> 00:18:56,125
AMELIA, WE ALL LOVE YOU.
IT--
409
00:18:56,166 --> 00:18:58,125
IT'LL HELP YOU FEEL BETTER.
GIVE IT A SHOT.
410
00:18:58,166 --> 00:19:01,709
THEN WE CAN TALK YOU
THROUGH THIS.
411
00:19:01,750 --> 00:19:03,542
PLEASE.
412
00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:14,041
YOU WANT ME TO STAY AND LISTEN
SO THAT I CAN GET SOBER?
413
00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,959
YES.
414
00:19:19,083 --> 00:19:20,834
OKAY.
415
00:19:23,375 --> 00:19:24,875
FINE.
416
00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:29,166
GET ME SOME OXY.
417
00:19:30,250 --> 00:19:32,583
SCORE ME SOME OXY...
418
00:19:32,625 --> 00:19:35,417
AND THEN I WILL STAY
AS LONG AS YOU WANT.
419
00:19:43,250 --> 00:19:44,917
WHY DON'T YOU
COME BACK TO BED?
420
00:19:44,959 --> 00:19:47,542
I WANT TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING...
421
00:19:47,583 --> 00:19:49,500
'CAUSE WE'RE ENGAGED.
422
00:19:51,083 --> 00:19:53,041
I DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANYTHING.
423
00:19:54,375 --> 00:19:56,375
YOU GIVE ME LOVE.
424
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,667
AND YOU'LL GIVE ME A RING...
425
00:19:59,709 --> 00:20:01,041
AT SOME POINT,
426
00:20:01,083 --> 00:20:03,375
WHEN WE PUT ON CLOTHES
AND LEAVE THIS ROOM.
427
00:20:05,208 --> 00:20:08,041
HERE IT IS.
428
00:20:12,083 --> 00:20:14,166
IT WAS MY DAD'S.
429
00:20:14,208 --> 00:20:16,875
MY MOM SAVED UP
FOR THREE YEARS TO BUY IT.
430
00:20:18,083 --> 00:20:20,041
YOU LIKE IT?
431
00:20:20,083 --> 00:20:21,125
THIS IS AMAZING.
432
00:20:21,166 --> 00:20:23,041
I-I LOVE IT.
433
00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:25,417
AMELIA, YOU DON'T
HAVE TO--
434
00:20:25,458 --> 00:20:27,041
YOU GIVE ME LOVE.
435
00:20:27,083 --> 00:20:29,041
AND YOU DON'T JUDGE
436
00:20:29,083 --> 00:20:32,458
OR TRY TO CHANGE ME.
437
00:20:32,500 --> 00:20:35,041
AND YOU MAKE ME FEEL...
438
00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:36,875
BEAUTIFUL.
439
00:20:44,875 --> 00:20:47,000
COME BACK TO BED.
440
00:20:50,458 --> 00:20:52,417
LET'S GET HIGH FIRST, OKAY?
441
00:20:52,458 --> 00:20:54,667
OKAY.
442
00:21:13,041 --> 00:21:14,959
IF SHE GETS ON THAT ELEVATOR,
IT'S OVER.
443
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,709
SHE CAN'T LEAVE.
WE LOSE HER IF SHE LEAVES.
444
00:21:16,750 --> 00:21:17,875
ARE WE SERIOUSLY
CONSIDERING DOING THIS?
445
00:21:17,917 --> 00:21:19,500
OKAY, WHAT IF--WHAT IF
WE MAKE HER WORSE?
446
00:21:19,542 --> 00:21:21,041
WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S IN
HER SYSTEM ALREADY.
447
00:21:21,083 --> 00:21:22,625
WE COULD CAUSE AN OVERDOSE.
448
00:21:22,667 --> 00:21:25,041
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT GIVING HER
40 MILLIGRAMS OF OXYCODONE,
449
00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:26,625
NOT SHOOTING HER UP
WITH HEROIN.
450
00:21:26,667 --> 00:21:28,834
LOOK, WE'RE EIGHT DOCTORS
IN A MEDICAL OFFICE.
451
00:21:28,875 --> 00:21:30,041
SHE'LL BE MORE THAN MONITORED.
452
00:21:30,083 --> 00:21:31,375
NO, NO.
WE'RE NOT DOING THIS.
453
00:21:31,417 --> 00:21:33,542
WE'RE--WE'RE NOT SUPPORTING
HER DRUG HABIT.
454
00:21:33,583 --> 00:21:35,041
JUST BECAUSE
SHE LACKS DISCIPLINE
455
00:21:35,083 --> 00:21:36,667
AND--AND IS ACTING LIKE
A CHILD--
456
00:21:36,709 --> 00:21:38,041
SHE IS AN ADDICT.
457
00:21:38,083 --> 00:21:40,667
SHE HAS A DISEASE.
IT'S A DISEASE, SAM.
458
00:21:40,709 --> 00:21:42,709
OKAY, ALL RIGHT. WELL,
I THINK WE SHOULD TAKE A VOTE.
459
00:21:42,750 --> 00:21:46,291
ALL THOSE IN FAVOR
OF GIVING HER OXY?
460
00:21:48,208 --> 00:21:49,291
SERIOUSLY? JUST ME.
461
00:21:49,333 --> 00:21:52,000
I DON'T--
I SHOULDN'T VOTE.
462
00:21:53,291 --> 00:21:54,792
THANK YOU. WHO ELSE?
463
00:21:54,834 --> 00:21:56,542
I MEAN, I'M HERE
TO SUPPORT ADDISON.
464
00:21:56,583 --> 00:21:59,125
IF SHE VOTES FOR DRUGS,
I'LL VOTE FOR DRUGS.
465
00:21:59,166 --> 00:22:00,208
THANK YOU.
466
00:22:00,250 --> 00:22:01,208
WHO ELSE?
467
00:22:01,250 --> 00:22:02,333
I THINK IT'S DANGEROUS.
468
00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:04,041
YOU PEOPLE...
469
00:22:04,083 --> 00:22:06,041
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE
DOING TO HER. AND YOU.
470
00:22:06,083 --> 00:22:08,041
WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR ARE YOU?
471
00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:09,750
YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER.
472
00:22:11,875 --> 00:22:13,542
HEY.
473
00:22:15,083 --> 00:22:16,375
LOOK,
474
00:22:16,417 --> 00:22:18,291
WE HAVE A DIFFERENCE
OF OPINION, ALL RIGHT?
475
00:22:18,333 --> 00:22:19,917
IT HAPPENS
AROUND HERE ALL THE TIME.
476
00:22:19,959 --> 00:22:21,500
YOU'RE ABOUT A CENTURY BEHIND
IN YOUR THINKING.
477
00:22:21,542 --> 00:22:23,583
YOU THINK ADDICTS SHOULD,
WHAT, BE LOCKED UP,
478
00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:25,583
INSTITUTIONALIZED
INSTEAD OF TREATED?
479
00:22:25,625 --> 00:22:28,500
I THINK THAT AMELIA SHOULD TAKE
RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER ACTIONS.
480
00:22:28,542 --> 00:22:29,792
YOU THINK PETE
481
00:22:29,834 --> 00:22:31,000
SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
FOR HIS HEART ATTACK?
482
00:22:31,041 --> 00:22:33,041
UH, THAT'S NOT
THE SAME THING.
483
00:22:33,083 --> 00:22:34,917
WHY NOT?
BECAUSE PETE
HAS HEART DISEASE.
484
00:22:34,959 --> 00:22:36,083
AMELIA HAS A DISEASE, TOO.
485
00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:38,041
THAT'S YOUR OPINION.
LOOK...
486
00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:40,542
JAKE, WE BOTH KNOW THAT
THAT IS UP FOR DEBATE
487
00:22:40,583 --> 00:22:43,041
IN THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY,
ALL RIGHT?
488
00:22:43,083 --> 00:22:44,542
THE WHOLE DISEASE MODEL
COMES FROM A.A.,
489
00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:46,041
WHERE THE FIRST THING
THEY TRY TO DO
490
00:22:46,083 --> 00:22:47,333
IS GET PEOPLE TO ADMIT
491
00:22:47,375 --> 00:22:49,333
THAT THEY'RE POWERLESS
AGAINST THEIR ADDICTION.
492
00:22:49,375 --> 00:22:51,041
BECAUSE DRUGS FUNCTION
DIFFERENTLY IN THEIR BODIES.
493
00:22:51,083 --> 00:22:53,125
ADDICTION IS
A THREEFOLD DISEASE.
494
00:22:53,166 --> 00:22:54,959
IT'S A "DISEASE"
THAT DOESN'T FIRE UP
495
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,750
UNLESS YOU TAKE THE DRUGS.
496
00:22:56,792 --> 00:22:58,750
AMELIA HAS CONTROL
OVER THAT, RIGHT?
497
00:22:58,792 --> 00:23:00,041
I MEAN, SHE MADE A CHOICE
498
00:23:00,083 --> 00:23:01,583
THE FIRST TIME
SHE TOOK THOSE DRUGS,
499
00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:03,959
JUST LIKE SHE HAS
A CHOICE TODAY.
500
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:05,625
WOW.
501
00:23:05,667 --> 00:23:07,333
YOU THINK
PEOPLE CHOOSE THAT MISERY?
502
00:23:07,375 --> 00:23:09,041
YOU THINK THEY--YOU THINK
THEY CHOOSE THAT LIFE?
503
00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:10,333
YOU THINK THEY WANT TO BE
504
00:23:10,375 --> 00:23:12,041
LICKING DRUGS
OFF OF BATHROOM FLOORS
505
00:23:12,083 --> 00:23:14,834
AND NEGLECTING THEIR KIDS
AND DESTROYING THEIR HUSBANDS
506
00:23:14,875 --> 00:23:16,166
AND KILLING THEMSELVES?
507
00:23:16,208 --> 00:23:18,583
YOU THINK ANYONE WHO IS NOT
IN THE THROES OF A DISEASE
508
00:23:18,625 --> 00:23:21,041
WOULD CONSCIOUSLY DO THAT
TO THEMSELVES?
509
00:23:21,083 --> 00:23:23,041
IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK?
JAKE.
510
00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:24,041
WHAT?
511
00:23:24,083 --> 00:23:25,792
ARE YOU OKAY?
DO YOU WANT TO TALK?
512
00:23:25,834 --> 00:23:27,000
NO.
513
00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:28,625
YOU THINK IT'D BE ALL RIGHT
IF, UH...
514
00:23:28,667 --> 00:23:30,208
YEAH, YEAH, THERE'S
LOTS OF US IN THERE.
515
00:23:34,083 --> 00:23:35,875
I GUESS I HIT A NERVE.
516
00:23:35,917 --> 00:23:37,458
YEAH, WELL...
517
00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:40,083
THERE'S A LOT OF THOSE
FLYING AROUND TODAY.
518
00:23:40,125 --> 00:23:43,041
KINDA HARD TO AVOID.
519
00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:47,417
WE SHOULD PROBABLY
GET BACK IN THERE.
520
00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:49,750
DO WE HAVE TO?
521
00:23:49,792 --> 00:23:51,959
"YOU ARE
SOMEONE'S CHILD, AMELIA.
522
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:53,208
THAT'S ALL I KEEP THINKING."
523
00:23:55,083 --> 00:23:57,417
"I DON'T CARE HOW OLD YOU ARE,
YOU ARE ALWAYS SOMEONE'S CHILD.
524
00:23:57,458 --> 00:24:00,041
"I WORK WITH KIDS ALL DAY.
I SEE THAT LOVE.
525
00:24:00,083 --> 00:24:03,458
I HAVE TO GIVE NEWS
TO PARENTS EVERY DAY"...
I WANT MY DRUGS.
526
00:24:03,500 --> 00:24:05,875
"LEUKEMIA, CANCER,
KIDS WITH DISEASES"...
GIVE ME MY DRUGS.
I WANT MY DRUGS.
527
00:24:05,917 --> 00:24:08,917
GIVE ME MY DRUGS.
I WANT MY DRUGS.
528
00:24:08,959 --> 00:24:10,041
GIVE ME MY DRUGS.
"KIDS WITH DISEASES..."
529
00:24:10,083 --> 00:24:11,625
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
"THERE'S NO WORSE NEWS."
530
00:24:11,667 --> 00:24:14,041
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW.
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
531
00:24:14,083 --> 00:24:16,750
"IT'S KILLING ME TO SEE WHAT
THIS DISEASE IS DOING TO YOU."
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW.
532
00:24:16,792 --> 00:24:18,125
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
"THERE ARE THINGS THAT YOU COULD
DO TO TREAT YOUR DISEASE"...
533
00:24:18,166 --> 00:24:19,709
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW.
"AND GET YOUR LIFE BACK"...
534
00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:21,917
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
"AND YOU'RE NOT DOING THEM."
535
00:24:21,959 --> 00:24:23,792
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW.
"YOU OWE IT TO THE PEOPLE WHO
LOVE YOU TO TRY TO GET WELL."
536
00:24:23,834 --> 00:24:26,000
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW.
"YOU AT LEAST HAVE TO TRY,
537
00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:27,750
BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEONE'S KID
AND BECAUSE YOU'RE MY FRIEND."
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS.
538
00:24:27,792 --> 00:24:29,333
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW!
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS!
539
00:24:29,375 --> 00:24:31,250
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW!
540
00:24:31,291 --> 00:24:34,333
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS!
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW!
541
00:24:34,375 --> 00:24:37,542
WHAT DO WE WANT? DRUGS!
WHEN DO WE WANT 'EM? NOW!
542
00:24:37,583 --> 00:24:39,291
THANK YOU, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!
543
00:24:39,333 --> 00:24:40,458
MY NEXT SHOW
WILL BE IN FIVE MINUTES!
544
00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:41,875
ADDISON, WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
545
00:24:41,917 --> 00:24:43,250
WHAT DOES SHE WANT? DRUGS.
WHEN DOES SHE WANT THEM? NOW.
546
00:24:43,291 --> 00:24:45,041
WE AGREED THAT WE WOULDN'T.
547
00:24:45,083 --> 00:24:46,458
I DIDN'T. I DIDN'T AGREE.
548
00:24:46,500 --> 00:24:47,458
ADDISON--
549
00:24:47,500 --> 00:24:48,667
THAT--
THAT THING IN THERE?
550
00:24:48,709 --> 00:24:51,917
THAT USED TO BE
A PERSON, OKAY?
551
00:24:51,959 --> 00:24:53,625
AND SHE WAS SWEET
AND SHE WAS FUNNY,
552
00:24:53,667 --> 00:24:55,083
AND I TOOK HER TO GET
HER EARS PIERCED,
553
00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:57,625
AND I-I-I-I DID HER HAIR
FOR HER FOR PROM,
554
00:24:57,667 --> 00:24:59,333
AND I TOLD HER ALL ABOUT
BIRTH CONTROL
555
00:24:59,375 --> 00:25:01,709
WHEN SHE DIDN'T KNOW
WHO TO ASK,
556
00:25:01,750 --> 00:25:03,542
AND WE WERE SISTERS,
YOU KNOW?
557
00:25:03,583 --> 00:25:05,041
WE WERE CLOSER THAN SISTERS.
558
00:25:05,083 --> 00:25:07,375
NOW SHE'S...
559
00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:09,500
THAT USED TO BE
AMELIA SHEPHERD.
560
00:25:09,542 --> 00:25:11,625
THAT USED TO BE SOMEONE
THAT I LOVE,
561
00:25:11,667 --> 00:25:12,834
AND I WANT HER BACK.
562
00:25:12,875 --> 00:25:14,709
AND IF IT MEANS
ME GIVING HER SOME OXY
563
00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:16,041
SO SHE CAN
SHUT UP AND LISTEN,
564
00:25:16,083 --> 00:25:17,291
SO SHE DOESN'T
GET ON THAT ELEVATOR?
565
00:25:17,333 --> 00:25:19,917
GREAT. FINE.
I'LL BE HER DRUG DEALER.
566
00:25:19,959 --> 00:25:23,041
I JUST WANT HER BACK.
567
00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,750
WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
568
00:25:26,792 --> 00:25:28,500
TO GET THE KEYS
TO THE DRUG DISPENSARY.
569
00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,125
OUTTA MY WAY, SAM.
570
00:25:37,166 --> 00:25:38,542
YOU HAVE A TOUGH LIFE?
571
00:25:38,583 --> 00:25:40,750
EVERYBODY'S LIFE IS TOUGH.
572
00:25:40,792 --> 00:25:42,125
LIFE COMES WITH PAIN.
573
00:25:42,166 --> 00:25:44,750
SOMETIMES THAT PAIN
IS UNTHINKABLE,
574
00:25:44,792 --> 00:25:47,458
BUT THAT--THAT'S NO EXCUSE
TO THROW IT AWAY LIKE THIS.
575
00:25:47,500 --> 00:25:49,959
EVERYBODY HERE HAS BEEN
THROUGH HELL AND BACK--
576
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,625
PETE, VIOLET, CHARLOTTE.
577
00:25:52,667 --> 00:25:54,792
WE'RE NOT USING.
I SWEAR TO GOD, SAM--
578
00:25:54,834 --> 00:25:57,041
SHUT UP! YOU WANT TO STOP
BEING A DRUG AD--YOU--
579
00:25:57,083 --> 00:25:59,041
THIS IS HOW YOU STOP
BEING A DRUG ADDICT.
580
00:25:59,083 --> 00:26:01,792
STOP USING DRUGS!
581
00:26:01,834 --> 00:26:05,875
GROW UP! TAKE SOME
RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF.
582
00:26:07,542 --> 00:26:09,041
THAT'S MY GIRL.
583
00:26:09,083 --> 00:26:10,041
ADDIE...
584
00:26:10,083 --> 00:26:12,041
GOTTA LOVE THAT WOMAN
OF YOURS, SAM.
585
00:26:12,083 --> 00:26:13,291
OF COURSE, WE ALL KNOW
YOU CAN'T COMMIT,
586
00:26:13,333 --> 00:26:15,166
SO MAYBE YOU DON'T GOTTA,
BUT I DO.
587
00:26:15,208 --> 00:26:17,917
ADDISON--
WE TALKED ABOUT THIS.
ABSOLUTELY NOT.
588
00:26:17,959 --> 00:26:19,250
WHAT THE HELL
ARE YOU THINKING?
589
00:26:19,291 --> 00:26:20,667
SHE'S THINKING THAT AMELIA'S
IN TROUBLE,
590
00:26:20,709 --> 00:26:22,834
AND IF WE LET HER LEAVE--
THANK YOU, ADDISON.
591
00:26:22,875 --> 00:26:25,000
OH, NO. HERE.
592
00:26:26,333 --> 00:26:27,625
WHAT?
593
00:26:27,667 --> 00:26:29,041
YOU WANT TO DO YOUR DRUGS,
YOU DO 'EM HERE,
594
00:26:29,083 --> 00:26:30,500
IN FRONT OF ALL THESE PEOPLE
WHO CARE ABOUT YOU.
595
00:26:30,542 --> 00:26:32,458
SHOW THEM WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
596
00:26:32,500 --> 00:26:35,625
OR DON'T DO THE DRUGS
AT ALL,
597
00:26:35,667 --> 00:26:37,208
AND SHOW THEM
WHO YOU WANT TO BE.
598
00:26:37,250 --> 00:26:39,000
IT'S YOUR CHOICE.
599
00:27:25,917 --> 00:27:27,041
AHH.
600
00:27:36,750 --> 00:27:39,208
SURE AS I'M SITTING HERE,
601
00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:41,083
IF YOU KEEP UP AT THIS,
602
00:27:41,125 --> 00:27:44,041
YOU'RE GONNA KILL SOMEONE.
603
00:27:44,083 --> 00:27:46,041
YOU'RE GONNA
WALK INTO SOME O.R.,
604
00:27:46,083 --> 00:27:49,542
YOU'RE GONNA GET BEHIND
THE WHEEL OF A CAR...
605
00:27:49,583 --> 00:27:52,125
YOU'RE GONNA KILL SOMEONE,
AMELIA.
606
00:27:52,166 --> 00:27:54,959
THAT'S WHERE THIS GOES.
607
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,417
AND WHEN YOU DO...
608
00:27:56,458 --> 00:27:58,625
WHEN YOU DO THAT,
609
00:27:58,667 --> 00:28:00,041
YOU DON'T COME BACK
FROM IT.
610
00:28:00,083 --> 00:28:02,041
MAYBE YOU GET SOBER...
611
00:28:02,083 --> 00:28:04,542
BUT YOU DON'T COME BACK.
612
00:28:04,583 --> 00:28:08,333
YOU SPEND EVERY DAY
TRYING TO BE A BETTER PERSON,
613
00:28:08,375 --> 00:28:10,041
TRYING TO SAVE A LIFE,
614
00:28:10,083 --> 00:28:12,041
TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT.
615
00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:14,041
BUT YOU CAN'T GIVE
THAT MOTHER BACK HER CHILD
616
00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:16,834
OR THAT HUSBAND BACK
HIS WIFE.
617
00:28:16,875 --> 00:28:20,166
YOU WALK AND YOU TALK
AND YOU BREATHE,
618
00:28:20,208 --> 00:28:24,041
AND SOMETIMES YOU EVEN
SMILE OR LAUGH...
619
00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:27,208
BUT YOU DON'T COME BACK.
620
00:28:30,083 --> 00:28:32,375
OKAY, I GOTTA ASK.
621
00:28:32,417 --> 00:28:33,792
WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS NOW?
622
00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:35,333
SHE'S SO HIGH,
SHE CAN'T EVEN LISTEN TO US.
623
00:28:35,375 --> 00:28:36,583
I'M LISTENING.
624
00:28:39,417 --> 00:28:41,792
WHAT CHARLOTTE SAID
WAS VERY BEAUTIFUL...
625
00:28:44,083 --> 00:28:46,083
AND REAL.
626
00:28:48,083 --> 00:28:50,875
AND I WORRY ABOUT THAT.
627
00:28:50,917 --> 00:28:52,291
I DO.
628
00:28:56,667 --> 00:28:58,625
JUST GIVE US 30 DAYS--
629
00:28:58,667 --> 00:29:00,500
30 DAYS TO GET YOU
CLEAN AND SOBER--
630
00:29:00,542 --> 00:29:02,583
THEN YOU CAN START OVER AGAIN.
631
00:29:02,625 --> 00:29:05,041
A CLEAN SLATE.
632
00:29:06,709 --> 00:29:08,875
THAT SOUNDS NICE, BUT I...
633
00:29:08,917 --> 00:29:10,875
I DON'T THINK
I CAN DO IT.
634
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:12,000
OH, YOU CAN.
635
00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:13,500
YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU CAN.
636
00:29:13,542 --> 00:29:15,834
WE'LL HELP YOU.
I'LL HELP YOU.
637
00:29:15,875 --> 00:29:17,208
AMELIA, PLEASE.
638
00:29:17,250 --> 00:29:20,917
THERE'S A GREAT REHAB FACILITY.
THEY HAVE A BED WAITING FOR YOU.
639
00:29:20,959 --> 00:29:23,208
IT'S... IT'S RIGHT NEAR
THE OCEAN.
640
00:29:27,375 --> 00:29:29,000
WILL YOU COME, TOO?
641
00:29:30,875 --> 00:29:33,417
I'LL COME SEE YOU
EVERY DAY.
642
00:29:33,458 --> 00:29:35,041
I'LL... I WILL.
643
00:29:35,083 --> 00:29:36,417
I'LL BE THERE.
644
00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:39,792
I'LL BE THERE.
YEAH, I WILL.
645
00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:51,458
RYAN.
646
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:54,667
OOF.
647
00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:56,750
OH!
648
00:30:14,083 --> 00:30:15,917
YOU NEED TO GO.
649
00:30:15,959 --> 00:30:16,917
SAM--
650
00:30:16,959 --> 00:30:17,917
NO. HE'S GOTTA GO.
LEAVE.
651
00:30:17,959 --> 00:30:19,250
RYAN AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED.
NOW.
652
00:30:19,291 --> 00:30:20,583
DON'T SPEAK TO HIM
LIKE THAT.
YOU REALIZE
653
00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:22,458
YOU'LL NEVER GET SOBER
IF YOU STAY WITH HIM, EVER.
654
00:30:22,500 --> 00:30:24,250
AMELIA'S ADDICTION
IS NOT RYAN'S FAULT.
655
00:30:24,291 --> 00:30:26,750
AS A MATTER OF FACT, RYAN,
IF YOU WANT TO GET SOBER,
656
00:30:26,792 --> 00:30:28,792
WE'LL HELP YOU, TOO.
NO, NO, WE WON'T.
657
00:30:28,834 --> 00:30:30,333
YES, WE WILL,
IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES.
658
00:30:30,375 --> 00:30:32,959
NO, OUR COMMITMENT,
OUR CONCERN IS FOR AMELIA.
659
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:34,125
I KNOW, AND SHE WILL DO BETTER
660
00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:35,917
IF THE PERSON SHE LOVES
IS ALSO IN THE PROGRAM,
661
00:30:35,959 --> 00:30:37,083
IS GETTING SOBER AS WELL.
662
00:30:37,125 --> 00:30:38,542
THERE'S STUDIES ON THIS.
SHELDON, BACK ME UP.
663
00:30:38,583 --> 00:30:40,333
OKAY, I JUST THINK WE NEED
TO DISCUSS THIS BEFORE WE S--
664
00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:42,333
I THINK WHAT VIOLET
AND LENNY SAID IS RIGHT.
665
00:30:42,375 --> 00:30:44,750
I BELIEVE WE CAN HELP ANYONE
WHO WANTS TO GET SOBER.
666
00:30:44,792 --> 00:30:47,625
HE DIDN'T SAY
HE WANTS TO GET SOBER.
667
00:30:50,583 --> 00:30:55,041
YOU GAVE HIM
YOUR FATHER'S WATCH?
668
00:30:55,083 --> 00:30:56,417
AMELIA.
669
00:30:56,458 --> 00:30:57,959
AMELIA, LOOK AT ME.
670
00:30:58,000 --> 00:30:59,375
IT'S HIS ENGAGEMENT PRESENT.
671
00:30:59,417 --> 00:31:01,458
IT'S YOUR FATHER'S WATCH.
672
00:31:01,500 --> 00:31:03,208
LEAVE ME ALONE.
673
00:31:03,250 --> 00:31:04,834
MAYBE JUST GIVE HER
A LITTLE BIT OF SPACE--
674
00:31:04,875 --> 00:31:06,583
THIS IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!
I AM SPEAKING TO MY SISTER!
675
00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:07,667
I'M NOT YOUR SISTER.
LOOK AT THIS.
676
00:31:07,709 --> 00:31:09,375
YOU TOOK THIS
FROM YOUR MOTHER?
677
00:31:09,417 --> 00:31:12,000
DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT'S
GONNA MAKE HER FEEL?
678
00:31:12,041 --> 00:31:13,375
OKAY,
LET'S, EVERYONE, CALM DOWN.
679
00:31:13,417 --> 00:31:15,041
WHAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE
OF THE WATCH?
680
00:31:15,083 --> 00:31:17,041
NOTHING. IT'S A WATCH.
AMELIA.
681
00:31:17,083 --> 00:31:19,208
MY MOM GAVE IT TO MY DAD
FOR THEIR ANNIVERSARY ONE YEAR.
682
00:31:19,250 --> 00:31:21,208
THAT IS NOT THE SIGNIFICANCE.
ADDISON--
683
00:31:21,250 --> 00:31:23,208
IT'S NOT,
AND YOU KNOW IT'S NOT, SAM.
684
00:31:23,250 --> 00:31:25,750
AMELIA.
685
00:31:25,792 --> 00:31:28,041
TWO GUYS CAME INTO
HER FATHER'S STORE
686
00:31:28,083 --> 00:31:29,041
WHEN SHE WAS 5 YEAR--
SHUT UP!
687
00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:30,041
WHOA.
688
00:31:30,083 --> 00:31:31,542
YOU DO NOT TELL THAT STORY!
689
00:31:31,583 --> 00:31:33,041
THAT IS NOT YOUR STORY!
HE WAS NOT YOUR DAD!
690
00:31:33,083 --> 00:31:35,041
HE WAS MY DAD!
691
00:31:35,083 --> 00:31:36,875
YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH!
692
00:31:36,917 --> 00:31:38,417
SHUT UP,
693
00:31:38,458 --> 00:31:41,250
YOU STUPID,
IGNORANT MONSTER BITCH!
694
00:31:41,291 --> 00:31:44,041
YOU DO NOT TELL THAT STORY.
695
00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:46,667
YOU DO NOT EVER
TELL THAT STORY.
696
00:31:46,709 --> 00:31:50,041
YOU EVER TELL THAT STORY
TO ANYONE...
697
00:31:50,083 --> 00:31:52,917
AND I WILL KILL YOU
WITH MY BARE HANDS.
698
00:31:54,291 --> 00:31:56,458
LET'S GO. I WANT TO GO.
699
00:31:59,709 --> 00:32:03,291
COME ON. PLEASE...
STAY.
700
00:32:03,333 --> 00:32:04,667
SHELDON...
701
00:32:04,709 --> 00:32:07,250
I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK.
702
00:32:07,291 --> 00:32:09,875
YOU GET THAT, RIGHT?
703
00:32:15,583 --> 00:32:16,709
IT WAS NICE TO SEE YOU ALL.
704
00:32:16,750 --> 00:32:18,709
HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN
REAL SOON
705
00:32:18,750 --> 00:32:21,291
WHEN THINGS CALM DOWN.
706
00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:28,041
WE'RE IN THE BACK OF THE STORE.
707
00:32:28,083 --> 00:32:30,125
DAD HAS JUST GIVEN ME
TWO PENNIES.
708
00:32:30,166 --> 00:32:31,875
TWO GUYS COME IN.
709
00:32:31,917 --> 00:32:33,500
WE CAN HEAR THEM TALKING.
710
00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:36,333
BUT WE DON'T PAY ATTENTION
UNTIL DAD YELLS.
711
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,000
SHH.
712
00:32:43,083 --> 00:32:46,041
TWO GUYS SHOT MY DAD
FOR HIS WATCH.
713
00:33:23,375 --> 00:33:25,375
YOUR--YOUR FRIENDS, UM...
714
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:30,041
NO ONE'S EVER TRIED
TO SAVE ME LIKE THAT.
715
00:33:30,083 --> 00:33:31,625
NO ONE'S EVER CARED ENOUGH.
716
00:33:31,667 --> 00:33:35,917
AND I'VE NEVER BEEN AROUND
ANYONE LIKE YOU BEFORE.
717
00:33:35,959 --> 00:33:38,000
YOU MAKE ME WANT...
718
00:33:40,375 --> 00:33:42,333
YOUR MOM GAVE YOUR DAD
THIS WATCH
719
00:33:42,375 --> 00:33:44,000
FOR THEIR ANNIVERSARY.
720
00:33:45,166 --> 00:33:47,875
I WANT TO HAVE ANNIVERSARIES
WITH YOU,
721
00:33:47,917 --> 00:33:50,166
LOTS OF 'EM,
722
00:33:50,208 --> 00:33:52,208
AND KIDS.
723
00:33:57,083 --> 00:34:00,667
IF WE WERE SOBER,
WE COULD HAVE KIDS
724
00:34:00,709 --> 00:34:02,041
AND A LIFE.
725
00:34:02,083 --> 00:34:03,375
WE COULD HAVE A LIFE, TOO.
726
00:34:05,875 --> 00:34:07,417
YOU WANT KIDS?
727
00:34:07,458 --> 00:34:09,583
WE'D HAVE TO BE CLEAN.
728
00:34:09,625 --> 00:34:11,333
MY FATHER WAS A COKEHEAD,
729
00:34:11,375 --> 00:34:14,041
AND I WON'T--I...
730
00:34:14,083 --> 00:34:16,041
I CAN'T.
731
00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:17,792
WE HAVE TO BE CLEAN.
732
00:34:19,041 --> 00:34:21,500
OKAY.
733
00:34:21,542 --> 00:34:24,417
DO YOU WANT TO GET SOBER
WITH ME?
734
00:34:24,458 --> 00:34:26,834
YEAH.
735
00:34:28,750 --> 00:34:30,667
LET'S GET SOBER TOGETHER.
736
00:34:35,083 --> 00:34:36,500
THIS IS GREAT.
737
00:34:36,542 --> 00:34:37,917
THIS IS GONNA BE SO GREAT.
738
00:34:37,959 --> 00:34:39,917
IT IS. I CAN GET THE NAMES
OF SOME REHAB PLACES,
739
00:34:39,959 --> 00:34:41,291
AND WE GO IN TOGETHER
AND WE GO OUT TOGETHER.
740
00:34:41,333 --> 00:34:43,500
THIS IS A COMMITMENT.
THIS IS IMPORTANT.
741
00:34:43,542 --> 00:34:46,375
CAN YOU DO THIS? 'CAUSE IF
YOU CAN'T, WE CAN AL--
742
00:34:46,417 --> 00:34:47,583
I CAN DO IT. I CAN.
743
00:35:00,083 --> 00:35:02,041
WE SHOULD PROBABLY
FLUSH THESE.
744
00:35:02,083 --> 00:35:04,750
YEAH. YEAH.
745
00:35:04,792 --> 00:35:07,208
OR...
746
00:35:07,250 --> 00:35:09,041
ONE LAST TIME?
747
00:35:09,083 --> 00:35:11,041
I DON'T--I DON'T KNOW.
748
00:35:11,083 --> 00:35:14,000
OKAY. OKAY, FLUSH 'EM.
749
00:35:23,709 --> 00:35:25,125
ONE LAST TIME.
750
00:35:33,625 --> 00:35:36,917
SO HOW MANY KIDS
DO YOU WANT?
751
00:35:36,959 --> 00:35:39,458
THREE.
752
00:35:39,500 --> 00:35:41,250
TWO BOYS...
753
00:35:41,291 --> 00:35:43,291
AND A GIRL.
754
00:35:45,083 --> 00:35:46,792
HOW ABOUT FOUR?
755
00:35:48,125 --> 00:35:52,375
TWO BOYS, TWO GIRLS--THAT WAY,
NO ONE GETS LONELY.
756
00:35:52,417 --> 00:35:54,166
DEAL?
757
00:35:56,125 --> 00:35:58,000
DEAL.
758
00:36:27,375 --> 00:36:31,959
YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS.
759
00:36:40,083 --> 00:36:41,750
WHAT NOW?
760
00:36:41,792 --> 00:36:43,125
NOW YOU
HAVE TO CUT HER OFF.
761
00:36:43,166 --> 00:36:45,000
WHEN AMELIA CALLS,
AND SHE WILL CALL,
762
00:36:45,041 --> 00:36:49,041
UNLESS SHE'S READY FOR HELP,
YOU DON'T GIVE HER A RIDE.
763
00:36:49,083 --> 00:36:50,458
YOU DON'T GIVE HER MONEY
764
00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:53,125
OR A PLACE TO STAY
OR HER JOB BACK.
765
00:36:53,166 --> 00:36:55,208
THE ONLY CALL
YOU CAN RESPOND TO
766
00:36:55,250 --> 00:36:57,250
IS AMELIA CALLING YOU FOR HELP
TO GET OFF DRUGS.
767
00:36:57,291 --> 00:36:58,667
THAT'S IT.
768
00:36:58,709 --> 00:37:00,041
IT'S UP TO HER NOW.
769
00:37:00,083 --> 00:37:01,959
THIS WAS A BAD IDEA.
770
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,750
THIS IS WHAT WORKS.
BUT IT DIDN'T WORK.
771
00:37:03,792 --> 00:37:04,750
SHE'S OUT ON THE STREET.
772
00:37:04,792 --> 00:37:05,750
DOING GOD KNOWS WHAT.
773
00:37:05,792 --> 00:37:06,750
YEAH, WITH RYAN.
774
00:37:06,792 --> 00:37:07,709
WE LOST HER.
775
00:37:07,750 --> 00:37:09,083
NO, I LOST HER.
776
00:37:09,125 --> 00:37:11,375
I LOST HER.
777
00:37:11,417 --> 00:37:14,041
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT. WE STARTED
SOMETHING FOR HER TODAY.
778
00:37:14,083 --> 00:37:16,041
PROGRESS WAS MADE.
779
00:37:16,083 --> 00:37:18,709
YOU MAY NOT SEE IT.
SOMETIMES IT TAKES TIME.
780
00:37:18,750 --> 00:37:20,625
RESULTS AREN'T ALWAYS
IMMEDIATE.
781
00:37:20,667 --> 00:37:24,834
SOMETIMES... AN ADDICT
ACTUALLY HAS TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM.
782
00:37:24,875 --> 00:37:27,792
AMELIA SNORTING OXYCODONE
783
00:37:27,834 --> 00:37:31,000
OFF THE RECEPTION DESK
DOESN'T QUALIFY AS ROCK BOTTOM?
784
00:37:39,083 --> 00:37:42,667
15 YEARS, 3 MONTHS,
AND 4 DAYS AGO,
785
00:37:42,709 --> 00:37:45,250
I TOOK MY 5-YEAR-OLD SON
TO THE PARK.
786
00:37:45,291 --> 00:37:47,333
HE WAS ON THE SWINGS,
HAVING SO MUCH FUN.
787
00:37:47,375 --> 00:37:49,041
IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY.
788
00:37:49,083 --> 00:37:50,834
THE SUN WAS SHINING.
789
00:37:50,875 --> 00:37:52,458
HE HAD OTHER KIDS
TO PLAY WITH.
790
00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:54,083
WE HAD ALL AFTERNOON.
791
00:37:54,125 --> 00:37:57,250
HE WAS ON THE SWINGS.
HE WAS OKAY.
792
00:37:57,291 --> 00:37:59,875
I KNEW HE WAS, 'CAUSE I COULD
HEAR HIM LAUGHING
793
00:37:59,917 --> 00:38:03,834
AS I WAS SHOOTING THE TENNER
OF HEROIN I HAD ON ME.
794
00:38:03,875 --> 00:38:04,959
I PASSED OUT.
795
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:07,250
I CAME TO
AN HOUR OR SO LATER,
796
00:38:07,291 --> 00:38:09,041
AND MY SON WAS GONE.
797
00:38:09,083 --> 00:38:11,250
THEY NEVER FOUND HIM.
798
00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:15,667
HONEY, THAT IS ROCK BOTTOM.
799
00:38:19,792 --> 00:38:21,125
SHE CALLED LAST WEEK
800
00:38:21,166 --> 00:38:23,250
AND INVITED ME TO COME
FOR A VISIT.
801
00:38:23,291 --> 00:38:26,250
AND SHE ACTUALLY SUGGESTED
THAT I-I STAY IN THE DORM ROOM
802
00:38:26,291 --> 00:38:27,875
DOWN THE HALL.
803
00:38:27,917 --> 00:38:29,250
CAN YOU SEE IT?
804
00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:31,583
ME AND A BUNCH OF
COLLEGE FRESHMEN DOING WHAT,
805
00:38:31,625 --> 00:38:33,709
BEER BONGS?
806
00:38:33,750 --> 00:38:35,083
I TOLD HER, LOOK, I'LL COME,
807
00:38:35,125 --> 00:38:38,000
BUT I'M GONNA STAY
AT THE FOUR SEASONS.
808
00:38:39,709 --> 00:38:43,000
SHE MISSES YOU.
809
00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:45,041
BUT...
810
00:38:45,083 --> 00:38:47,750
I DON'T WANT YOU TO WORRY,
'CAUSE I'M TAKING CARE OF HER.
811
00:38:47,792 --> 00:38:49,125
AND I KNOW SHE'S YOURS,
812
00:38:49,166 --> 00:38:51,041
I KNOW THAT...
SHE'S NOT MINE.
813
00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:53,500
SHE HAS A REAL DAD.
814
00:38:53,542 --> 00:38:56,709
BUT...
815
00:38:56,750 --> 00:39:00,208
THAT GUY, LILY, MAN...
816
00:39:00,250 --> 00:39:04,041
THERE'S NOTHING REAL
ABOUT HIM.
817
00:39:04,083 --> 00:39:06,000
I MISS YOU.
818
00:39:07,166 --> 00:39:09,375
I MISS YOU, TOO.
819
00:39:09,417 --> 00:39:11,542
STILL.
820
00:39:11,583 --> 00:39:12,959
EVERY DAY.
821
00:39:15,083 --> 00:39:18,333
BUT, YOU KNOW,
FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE YOU...
822
00:39:18,375 --> 00:39:21,000
SINCE YOU LEFT,
823
00:39:21,041 --> 00:39:23,792
I FOUND SOME PEOPLE THAT, UM...
824
00:39:23,834 --> 00:39:25,750
WELL, I GOT A JOB THAT...
825
00:39:25,792 --> 00:39:27,125
I LIKE IT.
826
00:39:27,166 --> 00:39:28,542
I LIKE THESE PEOPLE.
827
00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:31,625
I LIKE THIS JOB.
828
00:39:31,667 --> 00:39:34,750
I'M LESS...
829
00:39:34,792 --> 00:39:36,667
I FEEL LESS ALONE.
830
00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,041
I HOPE YOU'RE NOT ALONE, BABY.
831
00:39:42,083 --> 00:39:44,166
I HOPE THAT, UH...
832
00:39:46,041 --> 00:39:50,041
I HOPE YOU FOUND
SOME PEACE.
833
00:39:52,458 --> 00:39:54,250
I REMEMBER THAT...
834
00:39:54,291 --> 00:39:59,083
WHENEVER YOU WERE TRYING
TO GET CLEAN, YOU...
835
00:39:59,125 --> 00:40:00,208
YOU USED TO EAT CRULLERS--
836
00:40:00,250 --> 00:40:02,417
A LOT OF CRULLERS.
837
00:40:07,125 --> 00:40:08,667
I HOPE YOU'RE CLEAN, BABY.
838
00:40:12,458 --> 00:40:14,834
I BROUGHT YOU SOME CRULLERS.
839
00:40:41,125 --> 00:40:42,709
RYAN.
840
00:40:44,291 --> 00:40:45,250
RYAN?
841
00:40:45,291 --> 00:40:47,250
RYAN?
842
00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:54,083
RYAN?
843
00:40:54,125 --> 00:40:56,041
RYAN?
844
00:40:56,083 --> 00:40:57,625
RYAN!
845
00:40:57,667 --> 00:40:59,625
RYAN! RYAN!
846
00:40:59,667 --> 00:41:03,000
RYAN!
847
00:41:05,375 --> 00:41:07,083
RYAN!
848
00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:09,792
MA'AM,
DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE?
849
00:41:09,834 --> 00:41:11,083
CAN YOU GIVE ME YOUR NAME?
850
00:41:13,083 --> 00:41:14,500
FOUR KIDS.
851
00:41:14,542 --> 00:41:16,083
TWO BOYS, TWO GIRLS.
852
00:41:16,125 --> 00:41:17,792
YOU CAN'T DIE,
BECAUSE WE'RE GETTING CLEAN
853
00:41:17,834 --> 00:41:18,792
AND WE'RE HAVING A FAMILY.
854
00:41:18,834 --> 00:41:21,667
RYAN? RYAN?
RYAN? RYAN?
855
00:41:23,291 --> 00:41:24,792
RYAN!
856
00:41:24,834 --> 00:41:26,792
RYAN!
857
00:41:30,500 --> 00:41:31,959
RYAN!
858
00:41:39,542 --> 00:41:41,208
DON'T TOUCH HIM!
859
00:41:41,250 --> 00:41:43,166
WE'RE GETTING MARRIED.
860
00:41:43,208 --> 00:41:45,291
WE'RE GETTING MARRIED.
861
00:41:48,083 --> 00:41:51,000
TWO GUYS SHOT
MY DAD FOR HIS WATCH.
862
00:41:51,041 --> 00:41:53,542
I'VE NEVER
TOLD ANYONE THAT BEFORE.
863
00:42:09,083 --> 00:42:11,583
MA'AM, IS THERE ANYONE
YOU WANT ME TO CALL?
864
00:42:13,083 --> 00:42:17,750
CALL
DR. ADDISON FORBES MONTGOMERY.
865
00:42:17,792 --> 00:42:20,834
TELL HER I SAID I'M READY
TO GO TO REHAB.
59458
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