All language subtitles for The L Word - S02E01

Previously on The L Word.

Why is it important
for you to believe everyone's...

- ...sleeping with everyone else?
- Because they are.

You know the neighbours next door,
are they a gay couple?

Yeah, they are.

Because I saw them having sex
in their pool.

We're having a party tomorrow night.

Jenny, this is Marina.

You guys should totally take
the Cosmo romance quiz.

- Where are you?
- I'm right here.

You're getting married?

- Are you happy?
- Don't ask me that.

Why couldn't you stop it?
Why was it so hard?

- What happened with us was a mistake.
- Did you hear what she said?

We need to get a divorce.

- Are you free on Saturday night?
- I have a date.

Has she told you she's a dyke yet?

- I should probably go.
- Gene, no. I should go.

I don't want either of you to leave.

Ever notice that every time Shane walks
into a room, someone leaves crying?

I don't do relationships.

- Tell me what you want.
- What you can do for me?

- Are you in love with her?
- Yeah.

You gotta keep it in your pants.

- Open the gate!
- I never wanna see you again!

- It was a delusion.
- You felt it too.

That kind of love does not exist.

- What does Shane have that I don't?
- Nipple confidence.

Hey!

You don't understand
what it means to be me.

I'm Tonya, guest liaison.
I'm here to take care of all your needs.

I'm about to go down
on Dana Fairbanks.

That girl has bad fucking vibes.

Make up your mind,
dick or pussy.

I'm looking for
the same qualities in a man...

- ...as I am in a woman.
- Big tits.

We're getting married.

You can't marry Tonya.

If you ever need to talk,
give me a call.

She wants to be your husband.

If you were a man,
you would be the perfect man.

Let's make a baby.

I have found the perfect donor.

How could you not tell me
that Marcus Allenwood is black?

We're gonna have a baby.

I was unable to locate a heartbeat.

I was only 12 weeks, but I feel like
I lost someone I was with all my life.

All I wanted to do
all day long is kiss you.

- I can't.
- You can't what, babe?

Take me somewhere.

- I saw it.
- I'm sorry.

Fuck you! Fuck you!

I can't believe this is happening.

When I did this, I thought
I had a certain amount of security.

Whether it worked or not...

...I thought Bette and I were solid.

- When were you planning to tell Bette?
- Right about now.

If everything looked like
it was going to go well...

...and nothing was gonna
go wrong like last time.

I didn't think Bette
could handle another miscarriage.

No?

Oh, my.

Well, look at you.

Yeah, it just sort of... Just popped.

I'm not ready to tell anybody.
I wanna keep it to myself for a while.

Well, that's not
gonna be easy, my dear.

Looks like I'm having this baby
on my own.

- Now, that's a shame, Tina.
- Don't say that.

People do it all the time.

And you're okay with that?

I want this baby more than ever.

I was so happy to have you here.

Hello?

Hi.

Hey, where did you go?

What's going on?

Damn it.

Why did I get this assignment?
I'm so not a knitter.

Well, it's crazy popular,
and all the fags I know are doing it.

- Even some of the straight boys too.
- Right, see?

Men should knit and women should
run the world. That's how I see it.

That's what I'm gonna write
for LA Magazine. That's good.

Yeah, go for it. They'll love it.

How's Tina?

Well, Bette still hasn't called her.

It's wrong when God lets people who
are meant to be together come apart.

You believe in God?

What?

This coffee tastes like poopy shit.

Where's Marina?

I haven't seen her for days.
I have no idea.

Yeah, me neither.

So listen, do you...

...wanna talk about anything or...?

Because that's what friends are for,
if you'd like to talk.

I've got nothing to talk about.

- Shane.
- What?

Oh, quit being such a lez.

Well, that? You're just
back from Cherie Jaffe Land?

Nothing's changed. I'm still me.

Oh, so you still live by the code.

You don't do relationships.

It's not a code. it's me.

Oh, shit.

Oh, no. I cannot take
Cruella De Vil this morning.

Do some... Pretend I'm upset.
Put your arm around me.

I'll just start sobbing, and, obviously,
it'll be a really intimate moment.

I mean, no halfway sensitive person
would ever dream of interrupting.

Oh, you guys.

This place is falling apart.

- You hear what happened to Marina?
- What?

A nervous breakdown,
complete and total.

- She had to be hospitalized.
- She tried to off herself?

She slit her wrists at the Bel-Air Hotel
in the penthouse suite.

That's horrible!

She was wearing that
fabulous Dolce & Gabbana suit.

- We should see her.
- Too late.

Her mother put her on a plane
to Milan. She's a contessa.

I know, she's a contessa.
Marina's a contessa.

Honey! Honey.

Honey, honey, come here. Hi.

I was just telling the girls how I almost
became your future ex-wife last night.

I freaked out
with the wedding planners.

Excuse me, we need
a green tea. lced.

Are you okay?

Yeah. I'm freaked out about Marina.

Oh, yeah. Thank God for the bellboy.
He came in as she was about to jump.

- Wait, you said she slit her wrists.
- Look at you, all sweaty.

Isn't it cute how
she perspires so much?

So how's Tina? Has Bette called yet?

Apparently, she walked in on them
in their very own bedroom.

Okay, Ms. inside Story,
how did Tina find out?

Well, actually, Tonya, she guessed.

Because she saw them touching hands,
and then she knew everything.

- She could tell by seeing them touch?
- Women can do that.

Yeah, especially dykes.

I don't know
what Bette was thinking.

I mean, you don't step out
on a woman like Tina...

...for somebody
who hammers planks for a living.

Are you saying that it would've been
okay if Candace had a better job?

- It's not our business.
- Look, Bette loves Tina.

- There's no doubt about it.
- So then why can't they work it out?

It's a sex thing,
and Bette can't help it.

So if it's just a sex thing then
you can get it under control, right?

Women can control it.
Men are controlled by their peckers.

There's no difference
between men and women.

This is a perfect example
or she'd have called it off.

Bette is still schtupping
the carpenter?

- I feel so awful for Tina.
- Guys...

Bette better get
that pecker under control.

Guys!

You know those
skinny Japanese ones?

They don't really look
like mushrooms, you know?

They kind of look more like
noodles or something.

I never know what to do with them.

What?

Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
What were you saying?

- I was talking about mushrooms.
- Right, right.

- Do you like mushrooms?
- Selectively.

You?

They... They really do scare me.

God, I remember in third grade
there was this beautiful girl.

God, gorgeous.

Her name was Miriam,
and she had this wild mushroom...

...and was in hospital for three weeks,
you know, this allergic reaction...

...and, God,
she missed the relay race.

Wow, I've never actually
seen onions on a stem before.

- Do they taste different?
- Smell them.

Oh, that's very strong.

You wanna fuck her right here...

...or you both
wanna come back to my place?

Gene!

- I don't think my roommate's home.
- No, no... I'm sorry.

Okay, what's going on?

I didn't pressure you
into this, all right?

You said you wanted
to keep seeing me, so...

- Yeah, I know.
- What is it?

- And I said that I like you.
- That's really nice, you know.

I like you too,
but we don't have sex.

Okay? There it is.

I'd like to be having sex
with the woman I cook for.

Make mix tapes for you...
You don't wanna have sex.

And I know why.
It's because you're gay, all right?

That's it. I'm sorry to break it to you,
you are a girl-loving, full-on lesbian.

- I don't think that's for you to say.
- Well, deal with it, all right?

Good luck.

- Are we ever gonna talk about this?
- Talk about what?

- Okay.
- Hold on.

It was a mistake, right?

- If you say so.
- Well, what about you?

- Do you have anything to say?
- You were the one who kissed me first.

I kind of remember you
kissing me back.

After you started it.

So if I was to kiss you again...?

Oh, you know.

You know.

Oh, Alice will know.
Alice, what's the...?

A booking agency,
not Smashbox, but...

Fred Segal hair and makeup?

Tonya, it's cool. The agency is fine.
They got me a job.

Who's the client?

- Arianna someone.
- Arianna Huffington?

Yeah. She... She wrote a book.

She's doing all these TV talk shows.

David Letterman,
Jay Leno, Bill O'Reilly?

Arianna Huffington is 50. She's not
really your type. She's kind of fancy.

I'm doing her hair, Al,
not fucking her.

Oh, because the old Shane would've.

Well, in that case, if she's hot...

Honey, Shane is doing
Arianna Huffington.

You're doing Arianna Huffington?
She's 50, Shane.

Her hair.

Look, it's great, Shane. it is.

If things go well with Arianna,
maybe you can get some film clients.

You could go on location.
You could travel.

- That would be cool.
- That's great.

I gotta go, you guys.

Don't worry, I'm not going
to ask to join you.

I know that you all probably
think I'm a monster.

I just... I have something
that I need to say to Tina.

- Do you want us to go?
- No.

If you have something to say,
say it here.

Tina...

...l didn't try to see you
or call you until now...

...because I wanted to make sure
that I could do what you asked of me.

I promise I am not ever
going to see her again.

I am not ever going
to speak to her again.

I am not ever going
to think about her again.

I miss you.

More than that, I need you.

I don't think that I can...
I don't think that I can live without you.

It is completely and totally over.

When did you end it?

This morning. I told her
you were the love of my life...

...and I didn't know what I was doing,
and I must've gone temporarily insane.

Did you tell her in person
or on the phone?

Why does that matter?

Because I drove by the house at 2 a.m.
and your car wasn't there.

Did you fuck all night before
you told her I was the love of your life?

Rentals are the cash cow
of the business...

...but my real love is picture cars.

- Picture cars?
- Yeah, for the movies.

Oh, yeah.

A director will come in and tell me...

...he wants Billy Bob in the souped-up,
Hemi Under Glass Bob Riggle drove...

...in the stock car races in Jersey
when he was a kid, you know?

He'll want the slicks and the scoops
and the Pink Panther flames...

...exactly like he remembers it
in his head.

Ivan, you are speaking
a foreign language to me.

And you know what that
does to a girl.

Let's go inside. I got something
I wanna show you. Come on.

By driving into the wall
of the hotel parking garage?

Doesn't sound like
a very serious suicide attempt to me.

Yeah, but that's the talk
at the Planet.

You know, I feel so bad...

...because I didn't know
she was hurting that much.

I know, I know. Let go and let God.

Oh, " lvan Aycock:
vintage restorer to the stars."

That's the bomb. I had no idea.

This is your office.

Look, I invited you here
because I have a little present for you.

- Oh, lvan, I ca...
- it's not what you think.

Open it.

Okay...

This is the key to my apartment.
I live two blocks from the Planet.

I just want you to feel free to stop by
anytime you need a break from work.

Oh, lvan, it's not a done deal yet.

I still have to go to the bank tomorrow,
and have my meeting, and then...

...l have a lot to work out
with Marina's family.

Her mom is some kind of
damn contessa.

She may be a contessa,
but as far as I'm concerned...

...Kit, you're a queen.
Don't you forget it.

What's this one for?

That looks like my car.

Sort of.

I did a little work on it.

A little?

A little restoration to help you
celebrate getting your license restored.

No one's ever done
anything like that for me.

I don't know how to thank you.

Not yet.

Why?

Because you're not sure,
and I want you...

...to be sure.

Come on, gorgeous,
let's go take it for a spin. Come on.

Oh, yes.

Oh, my God. it looks fabulous.

So Oberlin's supposed to be
a really great school.

Yeah, it's a great team.

Coach Haspel.

They want me there
a week from Monday...

...so I'll give myself
five days to drive to Ohio.

Right.

Hey, are you still gonna get
your teaching certificate?

Maybe. Did you find
an apartment yet?

No. it's so depressing, Tim.

You should stay here.
Take over the lease.

Oh, no.

I can't afford the rent on this house.

What about your new job?

Waitresses at Hank-59
do not get paid that much.

Think about it. The rent's paid up
through the end of the month.

Are you serious?
You'd actually let me stay here?

Yeah, what, I'm gonna
kick you out on principle?

Are you serious, Tim?

That would be amazing.

The thing is, I just... I need to focus
right now, because I'm just, like...

And... Okay, Charlotte Birch
is teaching this master class at CU...

...and I'm just trying to get in,
you know.

Whatever. I'm just having the worst
time with my writing. I'm just...

I don't know,
I'm just feeling kind of blocked.

" How every time one person
has sex with another person...

...each of their previous
sexual encounters is evoked...

...how that links us all into an infinite
network of human connections."

" Each of their previous
sexual encounters is evoked...

...how that links us into an infinite
network of human connections."

What Jane understood was that
her parents were fighting again.

Their human connection,
tenuous the night before...

...now wearing dangerously thin.

Don't leave.

Hey.

Hey, Bette.

Hi, Tim.

- I just wanna say goodbye.
- Oh, yeah? You going somewhere?

Ohio.

- Ohio? Really? For how long?
- I took a job there.

I'm leaving the day after tomorrow.

So good luck.

Shit, wait. Tim, I'm sorry.

- I didn't know you were moving away.
- Don't worry about it. it's fine.

You're...? Wait, you're
moving to Ohio for good?

I don't know if it's for good,
but yeah.

Look, I just...

I'm glad I got to know you.

Well, I'm glad I got
to know you too, Tim.

I'll miss you.

Yeah, who knows,
maybe some other poor sucker...

...will move in here with
his sexually confused girlfriend...

...and you can introduce them
to one of your predatory friends...

...and she can seduce her,
and his whole life can fall apart.

She tried to kill herself.

She tried to drive her car
off the P.C.H. or something.

- Marina?
- I mean, I can't blame you...

...if you're not sorry for her.

No, I mean...
I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

You just... You never expect your life
to throw you so totally off plan.

You know what I mean?

Yeah. I think I do.

Is Tina around?
I'd like to say goodbye to her.

No, she's not here.

Well, if I don't see her,
would you tell her I said goodbye?

Yeah, sure.

Hey.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- I'm Shane.
- Hi, Shane. I'm Arianna.

Hey, Arianna.

- I like what you're wearing.
- Thank you.

Who do you dress for?

Myself.

And a girlie sometimes,
but mostly me.

- So you're gay?
- Totally, yes.

I was at a dinner the other night...

...and someone said that
dykes are the new fags.

What do you think about that?

I think people like
to categorize things too much.

So, what's your book about?

- This country, politics.
- Yeah?

My ideas about
how to make the world better.

Good for you.

What about you, Shane?
What do you want?

Well, I haven't really
thought about it.

What about love?

No, love's a bitch.

I'd rather have a good time
and move on.

All right, Ms. Huffington.
Here's your soy latte.

- Can I get you anything?
- No, thank you.

Just let me know
if you change your mind.

I'm Carmen.

- Hey, Carmen. I'm Shane.
- Hi.

See you.

- Hey, sorry.
- Hi.

Don't worry, I'll be fine.

- But I should be here for you.
- Go.

So anyway, this is my day job.

Last week, I PAed
at a Fischerspooner video.

- Cool.
- I know.

I DJ too.
I do Little Temple on Fridays...

...and then I do a night of old-school
body wave and electro...

...at MRX every other Wednesday.

Very cool.

So, what about you? What do you do
when you're not doing hair?

What do I do?

Nothing much.

- Hang out.
- Yeah.

Whatever.

Oh, yeah, yeah. Okay.

Got it.

We need final touches
on Ms. Huffington.

- Catch you later.
- All right.

Hey, Shane.

Do you wanna listen
to something really cool?

So I heard this mix
at the Knitting Factory last week...

...and, I mean, this is exactly where
I wanna be in, like, five years from now.

- I like a girl with ambition.
- Fuck you.

Okay, if you want.

Where does this lead?

Oh, it was for my father.

I never met him...

...but supposedly he was some kind of
Mayan medicine man.

And how come you never met him?

He died in a motorcycle crash
before I was born.

Look, I don't want
any talking in here, all right?

What's going on?
Can somebody get me a 20 on Shane?

Bob, go to two for me.

That's because I called
final touches five minutes ago.

So where's hair?

He'll do a large-scale painting
for one of the lobby walls...

...based on Japanese anime.

- It's an illicit exterior...
- Go on. I'm listening. I'm listening.

An illicit exterior installation...

...just below
the Sawtelle 405 freeway overpass.

You know, I saw Noble's performance
piece where he crawled naked...

...across a table, ranting about his
weakness and perfidy.

Who do you think's gonna fund that?

I applied to
the Ahmanson Foundation.

Never gonna happen.
They're way too conservative.

- This is the fifth time she's called.
- You tell her to fucking stop calling.

Apply to the Peabody Foundation.
They might fund a Noble project.

So you do number three,
and I will take two and five. Okay?

- Okay. Are you...?
- Yes.

All right.

Hello. How are you?

May I please take your order?

A few questions. Are the burgers made
with New Zealand or American beef?

I'd like to substitute feta cheese
for the American cheese...

...and mixed greens for the fries.

Will you please excuse me
for a second? I will be right back.

- We'd like to order.
- Okay.

- Hi. What's going on?
- I wanted to make sure you were okay.

I'm okay. I mean, I'm gonna be
a shitty waitress, but I'm okay.

- You haven't heard, obviously.
- Haven't heard what?

Marina tried to commit suicide.

Yeah. She checked into
the Bel-Air Hotel, the presidential suite.

You said she tried.
She didn't kill herself?

No. Apparently, the people
across the hall heard shouting.

They thought a woman was getting hurt,
so they called the front desk.

The bellboy found Marina
alone in the room...

...with, like, three bottles of pills,
totally out of her skull.

- Oh, poor Marina.
- They called me.

I don't know why.
I guess my number was in her purse.

I found her mother. I remembered
Marina telling me she lives in Umbria.

In a villa.

Jen, I feel like maybe
I shouldn't say this...

...but when I got to the hospital...

...she was calling your name.

Miss, we'd like to order.

Pookie, you won't believe this.

Look at this.

- That?
- Isn't this beautiful?

"The Jura-Capresso S8 Espresso
coffeemaker"? $1999?

Tonya, we can't register for that!

Well, a few people
might chip in together.

Dana, do not second-guess
the generosity of our friends.

Now, look, I wanna
show you something at Gearys.

Hello.

- This is Dana Fairbanks.
- Hi. Yeah, hi.

I think we should talk.

It's Robbie, my old tennis partner
before Harrison.

- I'd love to see you. Where? When?
- Honey, look.

- We need to think about cut crystal.
- Okay.

All right.

How about tomorrow
at Runyon Canyon?

How about I meet you
at the gate at 10:30?

- It's a little early.
- Okay.

- 11? 11 is fine.
- Okay, but, you know...

...with traffic, it might... The 405...

4:00 is good. Four in the afternoon.
I'll see you at four in the afternoon.

- Okay.
- Okay, bye.

That's okay. No, no, knit away.
Just talking.

- Talking on the phone.
- Dear...

...l don't think you're gonna be able to
get anybody's head through that thing.

You know, though, I think this
would make a really good harness...

...for a strap-on dildo.

We could at least
pretend to be human.

- Let me talk to Tina.
- What would you say?

That my sister
is a pootie-chasing dog...

...who deserves to be tied down
and whooped upside the head...

...but it doesn't change the fact that
she loves you more than her own life...

...and that you should finish punishing
her, and get back to figuring out...

...how to live with one another
for the next 50 years or more.

You could give it a try.

Now, don't you go
and pull a Marina on me now.

- Kit.
- I'm just saying.

I read your business plan. it's solid.

I'm happy to cosign on the loan.

- Well, what about the down payment?
- Kit, I don't have $50,000. Not liquid.

Not that I can get my hands on.

- Ivan's the only one who could poss...
- lvan is not a good idea.

Why is that?

It further confuses
an already complicated situation.

You invite lvan to be your partner,
lvan takes that as a broader invitation.

That is so typical of you.

I have an impossible task to do...

...and I come up with one possible
solution, and you diss my solution.

- I'm not dissing you.
- What do you call it then?

I'm pointing out a considerable flaw...

...in what may or may not be
a solution in the first place.

Well, what makes you think
I don't wanna make that invitation?

Because, Kit...

- ...you're straight.
- Who says?

- You're not?
- I am.

But I don't need you to tell me that.

Ivan is the one who gets to say
whether he's a man or a woman...

...and he's telling me
he's more of a man.

It doesn't work that way.

Maybe in the world
according to Bette...

...but your world doesn't have
the same props it once did.

You know what I'm saying, sis?

You didn't do anything, Jen.
She wasn't right.

I knew it from the moment
I met her, you know?

Scoot over.

Are you sure you don't need
to go to the hospital?

- Oh, my God, I'm fine.
- Yeah?

Yeah, I'm fine. I fainted.
I do that sometimes. it's fine.

- I hope someone's looking after her.
- Someone's looking after you.

How's that?

My mom used to put
these compresses on my forehead.

Don't tell me I remind you
of a dysfunctional mother.

I don't know if she was dysfunctional.
Who can say if a mom's good or bad?

- How's your apartment hunt coming?
- So shitty.

For practically, like, $1000, I can live
in a hovel underneath the freeway.

And Tim was like,
"You could take over the lease"...

...but there's no way
that I could afford it, so...

I have a proposition for you.

Why don't you move in with me?

You know, it's totally
rent-controlled, two bedroom.

I afford it easily.
You won't have to pay.

I can't.

I think we could be happy, Jen.

So, what's up?

I wanted to ask...

...if you could be out of the house
for a couple of hours tonight.

Because Tina needs to come by
and pick up some of her things.

- She's running out of clothes.
- It's her house.

She can come by
anytime she wants.

You know that's not true.

You know, what I did, Alice,
I couldn't help myself.

How does that work?

Because it's kind of
an act of free will.

You know, I exhausted
every ounce of will I had...

...and I still couldn't stop myself.

- Did you fall in love?
- No, I love Tina.

- Tina's the only one I'm in love with.
- But you're sitting on Candy's face?

I'm not. I told you,
I ended it as soon as I could.

As soon as you could?
What are you, like, a sex addict now?

No, I'm not a sex addict.
Jesus, Alice.

I think calling sex an addiction
is an excuse for bad behaviour...

...and I know that I behaved badly,
but I'll take responsibility for it.

- No, you behaved really badly.
- I know that it sounds like an excuse...

...but the fact is
she disappeared on me.

She was depressed
and completely wrapped up in herself.

I tried to talk to her about it,
but she completely shut me out.

- For how long?
- Two or three months.

Out of seven years?
I think you could've waited.

She abandoned me as much as
I abandoned her. We both did it.

Yeah, but only one of you
was having an orgasm.

Fuck you, Alice.

Just be out of the house.

Ivan, it's me.

I'm a little early.

In fact, I'm a lot early.

I wanted to talk to you about something
that I'm very nervous about...

...because you've been so generous.

Ivan.

Ivan, I am so sorry.
Look, I didn't see anything.

- Kit...
- I'll wait for you in the other room.

Kit, I think you should go.

Ivan, I will wait
until you get dressed, okay?

I really need to talk to you,
because this thing that happened...

Kit! Listen, okay?
I want you to leave.

Do you understand? Go.

Fuck!

So you were saying...?

Well, I was saying it's obvious there's
something going on between us.

- What do you think it is?
- I don't know.

Do you have any ideas?

Maybe. I don't know.

Maybe we're attracted to each other.

Yeah, maybe. Yeah.

Yeah, okay.

Maybe if we admit
that we're attracted to each other...

You know, sometimes admitting a taboo
takes the power out of it.

I admit it. I'm attracted to you.

- How long have you been?
- I don't know.

I never realized it before.

Okay, go on. it's your turn.

I admit I'm attracted to you.

What does it mean?

Well, it doesn't
have to mean anything.

I mean, being attracted to someone
is no big deal.

- It's just an attraction.
- Right.

We just... We have to agree
not to act on it.

Okay, how do we do that?

Well, we just took the first step.
We took the power out of it.

I think we need to take
the second step.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Okay.

- We need to counteract it.
- All right.

We just need to avoid all situations
where we find each other attractive.

We need, like, rules of un-attraction.

Okay, like never be alone together...

...in places like
the bathroom at the Planet.

Right. Never be alone together.

Especially never be alone together...

...in places where there's,
like, a bed or a couch.

Right, or a table.

- Or a floor.
- Yeah.

- Or the back seat of a car.
- That'd be good. That wouldn't be good.

Okay, you need to stop showing up
at the Planet after you've worked out...

...when you're all sweaty and your
veins are popping all over the place.

You like that? Tonya hates that.

- You can't wear those shirts anymore.
- What shirts?

You know, the ones where...

...they cling to you in some places
and fall off you in others.

- Fuck you.
- Okay, that's totally against the rules.

- Come on, Al.
- Wait!

Come on, Al. Catch up, Al.
Come on, Al.

- Where am I going?
- Wait.

Tim.

Thanks.

I'd like to keep this one.

I don't want the memory of us
to evanesce.

Let's not evanesce.

I needed to see you.

You don't wanna give me
anything I need. Okay, that's fair.

Nothing's fair, Bette. You broke
everything that meant anything to me.

- Let me fix it.
- No.

- I won't accept that.
- Too bad.

Look, I overestimated myself,
all right?

Supporting us both financially,
and then...

And then when we lost the baby,
I thought that...

...l had to take on the whole burden.

I thought that I had to absorb
your pain and ignore my own.

Well, I hope you had fun blowing off
some steam with the carpenter.

Tina!

Hey.

- Hi.
- How are you doing?

To tell you the truth, not too good.

Yeah.

Look, I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry, you know.
Tell me what's going on.

I wanted to have a good time tonight.
I didn't think I'd see you.

Okay, but here I am.

You don't think you could've
changed your plan a little?

I don't have a plan.
That's the point.

Okay.

Jen.

- Come on.
- No.

I don't... This seems wrong.

I don't think this is the way
we should...

it's not the way...

- That feel good?
- Yeah.

What are you doing?

I'm gonna go.

I don't wanna wait until morning.

Tim.

Please.

Don't leave.

Fuck! Fuck!