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[manager]
How you feeling? Are you excited?

[Molly-Mae] I'm literally so excited.
When I woke up this morning,

I actually, like… And then I saw
your story and you were like,

"I've got a really exciting week"
I was like, "I'm just so excited."

I know. I can't wait.

I don't know why, I just feel like
I've waited for it for just so long,

and now I just can't believe
it's actually here.

[Erin] I know.

For me, this has got to be
I think probably the biggest thing

in my career so far.

I've worked on this for three years.

And put, like, my heart and soul into it.

[Molly-Mae squeals]

[kisses]

I'm so ready for this.
Like, it's literally been so long coming.

-It's gonna be so good.
-[Molly-Mae] Yeah, I can't wait.

This is the first face-to-face event
I've hosted or done really ever.

I normally just avoid
high-pressure situations

and I do get quite nervous.

Like, I'm not the best
with public speaking,

or sometimes I get a bit
mumbo jumbo with my words

when I feel a bit under pressure.

Just need to sign all of the little slips
that are going in the bags for the pop-up.

But I think if I do them all
I will be here until next year,

because there's so many.

I'm gonna be honest, some of them,
when I got a bit tired,

-they just started going a bit wibbly.
-They won't care though. It's just nice--

No, I know. But these… I can't give them,
'cause they just went wrong.

I really don't know
how the pop-up's gonna go,

but I just hope it goes okay.

[horn honks]

All right, mate. Why you tooting at me?

I had a really amazing childhood
in Hitchin

and even when I go back occasionally,
now walking back down the streets, it lit…

It does still kind of feel like home,
but I would never move back there,

or I don't miss it enough
to want to go back there.

God, this is mad, you know?

Like, I used to spend so much time
in this town.

That's my Boots.

I was on the fragrance counter at Boots.

Selling perfumes,
I was completely untrained,

just sort of winging it.

But I never stuck in a job for too long,
because I get bored really easily.

And then this was the gym
I worked at here.

So I was always kind of switching it up.

So, yeah, this is Hitchin's swimming pool.

This is where I worked many a shift.

I did love working here.
This was probably my favourite job.

It was so easy as well. Like,
in the whole time I worked here,

I never had to jump in
the swimming pool once.

[Bambi] Nana.

[Molly-Mae] Nana's house. Are you ready?

[Bambi] Yeah.

-Hello, darling.
-[Molly-Mae exclaiming]

I can't believe we made it.

You made it. Get down. Who is it?

[Molly-Mae] My mum, if she could
have it her way, she'd have me living

in the house next door,
working in a local shop down the road.

Shall we go and see Nana?

Just living a really nice,
little simple, normal life,

just so that she can
have her eye on me at all times.

-You look gorgeous.
-Thank you.

Give Nan a kiss.

Aw.

She's lovely.

[Bambi] Nana.

Nana. Nana. Nana.

[Nana] What have you been up to?

So recently
I just launched a new business.

-Now, I've heard about that.
-Yeah.

Very, very nice sexy clothes.

Okay. Yeah.

If you ever have any spare bits…

-I'll send them your way.
-Please.

Mama.

I remember Love Island,
all that sexy business and a whole lot…

[laughing]

I said to Debbie, "I'm not going
to watch Love Island, Molly's in it."

Having… Doing sexy things?

I don't care.

And then I watched them that night.

I thought, "Oh, my goodness."

-I didn't do anything.
-You… Well, we didn't know that.

Yeah, but I didn't.

-[Nana] I don't know.
-[Molly-Mae] Anyway.

We love you to bits, Molly.

Thank you, Nana. That's lovely.

I can't say more than that.

[Molly-Mae] You used to call me vain.

Yes, she did.

Oh, how dare I?

[Molly-Mae] You used to say, like,

"Oh, stop being so vain
looking in the mirror all the time."

[mum] Yes, she did.

-"And stop taking pictures and…"
-Oh.

-[mum] Do you think-- Can I--
-I'm sorry, Molly.

-It's okay, I forgive you.
-I'm sorry for what I said.

[laughing] I forgive you.

Do you think she was a little bit
pretentious when she was growing up?

Hello again. I hope you are very
interesting to watch Molly's documentary.

Molly's home-made documentary.

Here's Mum.

I think the difference is that

-I was confident.
-[mum] You was confident.

There's a difference
between confident and pretentious.

-[Bambi babbling]
-[Molly-Mae laughing]

You're funny.

I always knew that whatever
I ended up doing in the future,

it had to be something different.

-[Molly-Mae] Love you.
-[mum] Love you.

[Nana] She's gorgeous.

[young Molly-Mae]
Today we are going to be doing…

-Sorry.
-[Nana] Molly, shut up.

She's just told me to shut up.

-Say again.
-Molly, shut up.

Nobody likes me. I'm a loner.

[feigns crying]

I had huge dreams and huge ambitions
from a really early age.

And even my parents
used to say to me, like,

they didn't know where
I got all of these big ideas from,

because we were
just quite a chilled family

and they had like quite…
what would be deemed as ordinary jobs,

being police officers.

[Molly-Mae] Who's that?

[mum] It's your Mama.

I think I'd like her to have been a nurse.

Used to buy her loads of,
sort of, nurse dressing up things

in the hope that
she would go down that road.

[Molly-Mae] Aw. She just kissed it.

[mum]
But she knew her mind from the start.

Never gonna follow a traditional route.

Never.

I think I've always wanted to do
something a little bit

-in front of the camera, haven't I?
-Yeah.

I've always liked to perform.

I was never really particularly
that good at anything I did growing up.

In terms of school,
I was never really like the most academic,

was never the most sporty.

But one thing I can do
is take a good Instagram picture

and create a good feed.

Okay, so this was my bedroom.

Just through here.

It's now used as like a storage room,
so it's not really…

Well, I kinda guess it does look
how it used to look.

Same bed, same mirror.

These cushions really upset me.
They wouldn't have been here.

It was the bedroom that I really felt
like my career took off in.

I grew a lot of my audience in this space.

Hi, everyone. It's Molly-Mae.
Welcome back to my channel.

I hope you're all doing well.

I started posting on Instagram
when I was about 15

and I also started my YouTube
around that time as well.

This is where I used to film
my YouTube videos.

So I'd sit on the corner of the bed
here like this,

and then I'd set my camera
and ring light up here.

So then the background was kind of like
these wardrobes and this part of the bed.

So I felt like I kind of made it look
like I could've been in, like,

a bigger bedroom or a bigger house.

Here's another piece that I've been seeing
loads of people wearing on Instagram

at the moment. And when I saw it…

I'd just have like bags of clothes
all down here

that I'd have bought on
my mum's debit card. [laughs]

And I always would promise her
that I'd return them,

and then I'd keep half of them
and return half of the package

and she'd be like, "Why have I only
been refunded £200 of my £400?"

And I'm like, "Hmm, I'm not sure."

-Coming in to…
-All I've got to do is…

I just definitely spat
absolutely everywhere… Ew!

Even when I was at school,
I think I had about 8,000 followers.

[sighs]

I very quickly understood that
I wanted to make something of my platform

and I wanted it to become something more

than just a little place where
me and my friends were posting pictures.

I kind of realised, actually,
I think there's a gap here.

I feel like I've got a lot of make-up on.

This room is a really special room to me.

Because I do think
everything has a knock-on effect.

I think those videos and me posting
and me creating a platform

was what got Love Island to recognize me.

And then that pushed me even further,

so I feel like
everything has a knock-on effect.

[exclaims]

Hello.

[singsongy] Good morning.

So, basically, how I'm thinking
in my head,

it's gonna be like you come in
and there's gonna be a curtain here.

Yeah. So there's a clip…
So, see, along this beam…

Someone said that you have to
just push yourself and try new things.

Nothing good ever comes out
of a comfort zone.

I think that's the quote.
Maybe I've just made that up?

-Oh, my God!
-It looks so cute in here.

[Molly-Mae] Oh, my God.

These look so good.

A lot more goes into doing something like
this than I could've ever anticipated.

I think if someone had told me
three years ago

what it was going to entail
to get to this point,

I probably wouldn't have even started,
because it's kind of petrifying

and, like, it's too much
to even comprehend

of like how much you have to sort.

-Uh, why is it so dark?
-[colleague] 'Cause the video's dark.

Should I ask if he can do one
where he can up the exposure?

Ask him.

Because it's so dark.

I just want it…
just hopefully that it all comes together.

We've got a bit of a situation
with the projector.

Um, we've bought a projector,
but it's not the best quality

and I feel like anything that we're doing,
I just want it to look absolutely perfect.

I'd rather do no projector
than a projector that looks bad.

Yeah, it's not big candles at all.

They're li… There's only mini…
No, there's only mini candles

and I really wanted
like big townhouse ones.

At least, like, you know,
one on each table type thing.

Like I'm very particular with how anything
has to be done when it comes to my work.

I want to make sure
I get everything right.

I'm a huge perfectionist and
sometimes that can be a bit frustrating

when it comes to posting my content

because I find it really hard
to not take control.

I'm like literally so particular
with how I like things on Instagram.

Like, I could take this picture a
thousand times and I still won't like it.

I would be embarrassed to disclose
how many pictures it takes to get the one.

Sometimes it can be an unhealthy amount.

And then if it gets to that point where
it's getting to an unhealthy amount,

we normally just call it a day.

Okay, this looks nice.

The number of photos in my camera roll
right now is 211,000.

And I think I probably only had this phone
for about… Probably less than a year.

It's really bad, isn't it?

I mean, I was taking pictures of my bath
last night and even that alone…

I've just got a camera roll
full of pictures of my bath, because…

And that's just of my bath.

Like, why am I stood there
taking that many pictures of my bath

before I get in the bath?

They all look the same as well.

You can actually see
it's the identical picture, but…

That doesn't… If that does not sum me up,
I don't know what does.

-All of this?
-Yeah.

-[chattering]
-It's so good.

Happy with that.

One done, a hundred to go. [laughs]

There is a lot of people here,
but really I'm the only one

that can actually… Like, everyone's like,

"What about this? Final call this.
Do you like this?"

Which is exactly how I want it,

because I don't want anything to happen
without me saying yes, 'cause…

One thing that's my pet peeve
is that when things happen

without me giving like a final call on it.

Yeah, I think I like…
I actually like this rug.

I feel like once
it's like got things on it.

Fingers crossed.

In the next couple of hours,
things will just start to come together.

At least it will smell nice.

That's one positive.

Someone said to me,
it's all about the five senses.

Smell, sight…

And the rest…
The rest aren't coming to me.

Guys, this is really making me anxious,
this projector.

Is it gonna work?

It works, but it's small.

-Very stressed.
-Yeah.

Like as of right now,
we don't have a pop-up.

Yeah, I mean
it's absolute carnage here, like…

like 90% not done.

I'm telling you now, if we get this done,
it will be a miracle.

-Oh, my God.
-[chattering]

There's like so many people in the room,

but, like, nothing…
things are just not getting done, like…

There's been curtain guys here,
like literally all day.

And like the curtains are still not up.
I just don't know… I honestly, like…

I've only got four more letters to go.

I've only done one.

That's something
I need to work on, I think.

Is getting a bit more comfortable
with accepting

that I'm not gonna get control over
every single thing that goes out of me.

Do you know what? That'll have to do,

because it's taken me three to five
business working days to do that.

It's ridiculous.

When it comes to work,
I'm a complete perfectionist.

When it comes to content,
and how I like to portray myself

and how I like to come across,
I'm a perfectionist.

But when it comes to everyday life
at home,

my house would not represent
that I'm a perfectionist,

because it doesn't look
that way most of the time.

I do love this room a lot.
I spend a lot of time in here.

We've got pyjamas.

Now, one thing about me,
is that pyjamas are a sacred part of life.

Like, you spend half your life in bed,

so you spend half your life
in your nightwear.

So you actually
need to invest in your nightwear

just as much as you invest
in your day-to-day clothes.

I love my vests.

Vests, cropped vests, bodies.

Oh, my gosh.

That is disgusting. Sorry.

I know what that is.

I slipped on an avocado skin,
fully onto my bum.

Why is that hanging up in my wardrobe?

Basically, what you're learning
about me right now

is that deep down
I'm just one scuzzy girl.

That's a really crap drawer, to be fair.

Toothpicks and belts.

That's the worst drawer I've ever seen.

I wanna shut that.
It's really embarrassing.

My gym clothes, which is really ironic,
because I don't go to the gym.

So why that drawer exists, I don't know.

I do love my wardrobe
and I do love my clothes

and it's where it all started
for me really.

I've got a lot of archived stuff
on my Instagram.

I found this old message and it was like,

"Um, hey, I was wondering
if you're interested in collabing.

I'm currently charging £30 a post.
Like, let me know if you're interested."

Most of the time they'd say no.
Like, absolutely not.

But £30 back then for a post.
Like, if I got paid that, I was like,

"Mum, made it."

You're getting free clothes and £30,
you're thinking "This is an absolute win."

The bun's bigger than my actual head.
I don't know what's going on there.

[squeals]

Oh, dear.

I kinda was really lucky and I jumped on
it just as things were starting to turn.

And there was a real, like,
career opportunity in that.

I feel like now
it's so incredibly hard because

every mum, cat, dog, sister's auntie
twice removed is… wants to do it.

Emily Shak. Lissy Roddy.
They were my inspo.

When I was living at home,
and I looked at all these girls

and they were doing exactly
what I dreamt of doing.

But for me, it happened really quickly.

I think I am going to do an Instagram post
in this outfit today.

In the space of about a year, I probably
went up to about 150,000 followers.

Which just from organic growth,
back then, was quite good.

And bigger brands were starting
to get in touch with me.

That's when I first started working
with PrettyLittleThing.

They weren't paying me at the time.
They were just gifting me.

But at that time PLT was,
like, the pinnacle.

Like, if you were
getting gifted from them,

it was, like, "Oh, my gosh."
Like, "You've made it."

[person] We have a huge influencer team,
and they pointed her out pre-Love Island.

[shutter clicking]

She's just got that fine balance between

making everything so polished
and so aesthetically pleasing,

but then it feeling normal
to an everyday girl.

This was the first paid post I did.

[laughing]

Okay, so this is it here.
This is the paid post.

It got 676 likes. It got 30 comments.

This was in 2017, so I would have been 17.

So you can see, from doing that,

there's other brands
that then get in touch.

'Cause when… That's how it works.

Once one brand sees
that you're doing something,

it's then like a bit of catapult.

And the others start messaging. I didn't
really know where it was gonna take me.

I was kind of going on Love Island

because I knew the line of work
that I was in, it was gonna help me.

I did go in Love Island
as a business move.

But I did end up finding love.

Tommy and Molly-Mae, everyone.

[Nicki] We worked with her pre-Love Island
and then when she finished on the show,

it was a natural next step for us
to continue that relationship.

And that's when it evolved
and became something a lot bigger.

[laughs] Look at me.
Anyway, this is the first look.

[Nicki] There's so many girls

that enter the fashion space
that come off Love Island,

but they kind of halt at a certain stage.

Whereas Molly just continued to grow,
so we knew there was something special.

Every single outfit for my new
PLT X Molly-Mae edit

and it's such a good feeling.

[Nicki] It was multiple launches
over multiple years,

which then spanned
into her becoming a creative director.

Full day ahead at PLT. We've got so much
going on. I've got a full day of meetings…

I think she's extremely driven
and she knows exactly what she wants.

[grunts]

-Hello.
-Are you ready for me in a minute?

-Yeah.
-Yeah? Just to go through the interview.

Yeah, let's have it.

Head of Showbiz, Daily Mail is coming
to have an informal chat.

Talk about the collection.
Wants to see the clothes.

Obviously, they'll be the first
to see them ahead of the pop-up.

[Molly-Mae] Mm-hmm.

I think if you're in this world

and you don't have relationships
with the press, it can be detrimental.

I want you to guide her and be, like,

"Do you want to have a look
at some of the pieces?"

-Nice.
-Just make it about the clothes.

-Fine. Yeah. Fine.
-Yeah?

I don't want her to approach you at all
about anything that's gone on.

If you do feel like they're saying that,
please just shut it down.

I won't even entertain it.

-Good.
-I'll say "Nice try, Sarah."

-[laughs] Nice try, Sarah. Not today.
-Nice try. Not today, love.

I have made it clear that we're only here
to talk about maebe.

-[gasps] Hello.
-[Molly-Mae] Hi. Good morning.

-How are you doing, sweetheart?
-I'm good. How are you?

-I'm well, thank you.
-Nice to see you.

-It's nice to see you.
-Do you want to sit over there, Sarah?

-Yeah. Molly, you sit there.
-Go on.

-Thank you.
-That's okay.

I think we don't do a lot of interviews.

We don't put Molly in a position
where she can have things twisted.

I know you've spoken a lot about it being

like, the start of a new chapter,
so what do you mean by that?

I have learned the hard way from that,
over the years,

that actually it's better
just to sometimes…

keep your mouth quiet.

I have definitely had to learn that
over the years.

I think I was just really ready
to sink my teeth into something new.

I feel like everything's
sort of just aligning

and just happening
how it's meant to happen.

-I can show you. I can show you. Okay.
-Go on. That's what I'm dying to see.

[Francesca] I think it's important,
your relationship with the press because

it works both ways.

There's things that we have
to celebrate, you know?

There's things that we want the press
to document in her life.

Obviously, you're on the cusp now
of people being able to shop this,

so it must be so exciting,
but do you feel any nerves at all?

Yeah, definitely. I think,
at the minute, it's all so positive

because there's nothing for anyone
to really complain about or moan about.

But I'm obviously prepared that, you know,
there will be hiccups along the way.

That's the pressure that I feel.

To get it all right and make it perfect
for, like, eight million followers.

[Francesca] Is there anything else that
you wanted to run through, or…

-Um…
-You're gonna come to the pop-up?

-Of course. Can't wait.
-[Francesca] Yeah.

They've always been kind about her.
Not, maybe, at the very start,

but once they saw her for who she was,
they have been kind about her.

-Right. That's all your press done.
-[Molly-Mae] Great.

-Easy day. [laughs]
-Yeah.

[Molly-Mae] I am a worrier.

But with this, obviously because I care
so much about what people think,

it kind of makes that worse.

[Francesca] Right. Plan is down the queue,

-around the clothes…
-All right. Yeah. Knew it. Knew--

…straight through, down, out.

[Molly-Mae] Should we just sack it all off
and go watch Mrs. Doubtfire?

-"Help is on the way, dear."
-"Help is on the way."

-"Help is on the way."
-"Help is on the way."

I can barely contain myself, to be honest.
I'm gonna be there in a couple of hours.

I'm actually going
to the Molly-Mae maebe pop-up store today.

Wild and crazy. I can't believe
I managed to get a ticket.

-[montage of fans]
-Hopefully go and meet Molly-Mae.

-Queen Molly-Mae!
-Can't contain the excitement.

We're kind of here, like, first thing
in the morning just to get a photo.

[Molly-Mae] Big social settings give me
a lot of anxiety

because I want them to go so perfectly.

-[montage continues]
-…watched all of her videos as well.

Know anyone who would want
to get tickets to see her?

The vibes are buzzing.

The pleated jeans,
they're just so attractive.

Does anyone else get this uncontrollable
over things like this, or is it just me?

Like, it's Molly-Mae.

[Molly-Mae] She's had a lot going on
with maebe and with Tommy,

and I think she needs
to be protected more than ever

because she's really vulnerable.

And you don't know
what's round the corner.

[Molly-Mae] It feels strange to be
launching maebe without Tommy by my side

but I know I just have to put a brave face
on and get on with it.

I'm gonna get out
and be like, "Hi, everyone."

You do feel a bit sorry
for yourself in those moments

but it's just part of it.

[onlooker] It's Molly-Mae!

[Molly-Mae]
There's a million and one things that

could go wrong with the pop-up.

Especially with my brain
and how it kind of catastrophises things.

Like people leaving feeling like they have
come for no reason and it was pointless.

And them not being happy with the
experience they've had inside the pop-up.

That for me is the scariest thing.

Hi! How is everyone? Are you okay?

Thank you so much for coming, guys.
Nice to meet you.

Thank you so much for coming. I'll see
you guys inside. Thank you so much.

Hi. Afternoon.

-Is it okay if we grab a picture?
-Yeah, course you can. Yeah.

That's all right. I can take it
of us together if you want.

-Yeah, sure.
-Yeah?

So nice to meet you, ladies.
Thank you so much for coming.

See you soon.

-Can we have a picture?
-Yeah, course you can. Yeah.

Do you want me to take it? Perfect. Yeah.

There you go, girlies.
Nice to meet you. Thank you so--

-So sorry. Can I get a picture?
-Yeah, course you can. Yeah.

-Thank you so much.
-It's so nice to meet you. Thank you--

-Yeah, course you can. Yeah.
-Is that okay?

There you go, girls.

There you go, girls. Thank you so much.
Have a nice afternoon.

Hello. Course you can.

There you go. There you go.

Nice to meet you. Lovely to meet you. Have
a nice afternoon, girlies. See you soon.

Course you can. Yeah.

There you go. Thank you so, so much.

I've never done anything
as big as this before

and I do get quite nervous sometimes.

Thank you so, so much to meet you. It was
so lovely to see you guys. See you later.

Because I'm not actually a very social
person, much to everyone's surprise.

Nice to meet you.
Have a nice afternoon. See you later.

Nice to meet you. Course you can. Yeah.

Lovely to meet you. Thank you so much
for coming. Yeah, course you can.

There you go. Thank you.
Have a nice afternoon.

It still shocks me
how invested people are in my life

and I don't really understand why.

I'll be back up soon. Thank you so much
for coming, everyone.

I really appreciate it. Thank you so much.

I'll be back up soon. Thank you.

The queue's looping round
but everyone's, like, really excited.

There's a girl that's flown
from South Africa.

-No, there's not.
-There is.

She doesn't do a lot of meet-and-greets

and she doesn't realise
quite how big she is.

Moll, you can't say hello to everyone.
You can't.

I'm having slightly a more
vulnerable time in my life

and I'm feeling not as confident.

Maybe like a period of time now

where, like, things are
kind of a bit up in the air.

What do you want to do?
Do you want to say no pictures?

[Molly-Mae] No, I don't want to say that.

We can put you at the back door
so you can literally, "Hi. Bye."

Yeah, I think that might be a good idea.

-You need to stand at the end.
-'Cause then people will leave.

'Cause if I stand by the door,
then people will go.

They can't get a picture
and they come back in.

I can put on a brave face
in certain situations

but underneath I can feel really anxious.

-[Molly-Mae] There you go.
-Thank you.

-There you go, girls.
-Thank you so much.

Nice to meet you both. Hello.

It's so nice to meet you. How are you?
Thank you for coming.

-Where are you from? Wow.
-We're from New Zealand.

-Where are you from? Wow.
-New York.

-That's unreal. Thank you so much.
-We love you in New York.

Honestly, I really want to get pictures
with everyone, so I'll do my best.

I don't want anyone to not get one.

It's because we just want you guys
to experience the brand

and it isn't a meet-and-greet.
But I really want to meet you all.

'Cause I'm so grateful for you all coming,
so thank you so much.

Honestly, I don't want you to think
I don't wanna meet everyone,

'cause I really do.

It's just like it's a full meet-and-greet,
but it's not meant to be a meet-and-greet.

But then people are getting really upset

when I'm not taking pictures
with them, but it's like…

-You can't do it for everyone.
-…it's not meant--

I think you're just gonna have
to stay on the move.

Also, if we planned to it outside
like that, I'd have put flowers up…

-Yeah.
-I know.

I'm standing in crisp packets
and cigarettes

on the street next to a trap door.

It doesn't look good.

-I think you're overwhelmed.
-Yeah, but I'm also really… I am.

I feel a bit sick and I feel like crying
'cause I'm not enjoying myself at all.

-No, I'm not.
-Let's go and have a little wander.

And just say, like,
"I can't wait for you to see the clothes."

Just see people in here.

Honestly, you need to get
your confidence back. You're fine.

I've not got any. Honestly,
I feel like nothing I'm doing is working.

[Francesca] I think Molly puts
so much pressure on herself

for everything to be perfect

that she doesn't want to let anyone down,
particularly not the fans.

But sometimes she puts herself
in situations where I worry about her.

I think she cares too much
about what people think

and we have this battle of,

"Molly, you just need to let it go now."

[Molly-Mae] Hello, everybody. Hi, guys.

Hello, everybody. Thank you so much
for coming, guys. So nice to meet you all.

Hope you have a really nice time in here.
I'll see you soon.

I can't do that. That was the most
embarrassing thing of my entire life.

I'm never doing that ever again.

No, no. That does not work. That does…
It's silence. I go out and it's silence.

Right. No, they're--

No, no, no. I am never doing that again.
That was awful.

Move back. Move back.

I went out and "Hi, everybody.
So nice to meet you."

That was… No. I've actually
just been traumatised from that.

She has to accept
that something's got to give.

-We need to take a minute.
-I feel so stupid.

I can't just be down here all day.
That's just not working for me.

Don't get upset.

Please don't be sad.

-No, but I just feel like I'm--
-You can't do everything.

It's not going how I planned.

It is. It's going brilliant.

I just feel like
I can't even speak to anyone.

[Francesca] You can. You can.

No, but then I can't even
stay up there and talk.

I just feel like I'm just literally
down here all day.

-She can't do everything, though.
-Yeah, well, of course she can't.

I think given the speculation
at the moment,

with Molly, everything's heightened.

So no one's seen her do something
this big in the fashion space.

But, unfortunately,
when you're under the spectacle,

it's really difficult to get everything
perfect and spot on first time.

And Molly's the first to admit
that she's not perfect.

But all she wants is everyone to love her.

Today was… Like, I just…

The only word to really describe
the full day is just overwhelming.

I wanted to go around the room and make
sure that I spoke to every single person

so that everyone that
left the pop-up felt like,

"Do you know what? Like, she gave me her
time. That was a really good experience."

If I didn't give them my time, I would
have felt like I let them down a bit.

For me, it did push me
out my comfort zone a bit,

but I'm really, really proud of myself.

This keeps happening in terms
of we get one thing done

and then you forget
actually we've got this whole…

Like, I keep forgetting that actually
on the 29th, the clothes need to sell.

I can tell it's already
gonna look unbelievable.

-There's 60,000 people live right now.
-[screams]

The blazer's sold out.

[cheering]

When things are going really well,
and things are like really good,

I always get really apprehensive
that something bad's around the corner.

I honestly can't talk about it right now.

I'm literally on a shoot
in front of, like, ten people. Bye-bye.

[Elisha]
There was a fault with the fabric.

[Molly-Mae] No one really understands

the, like, immense amount of pressure
my whole entire career is literally under.

[call ends]

[Zoe] You just seem really sad.

I literally thought you were
about to burst into tears earlier.

[sighs]

I just feel like everything this week's
been building up and it's just… [sniffles]

…just kind of realising that, like, maybe…

these problems are just not gonna go away.