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[rock music playing]
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♪ Come on, everybody ♪
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♪ Rock and roll, gonna save my soul ♪
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♪ Sing it, hallelujah ♪
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♪ Hallelujah... ♪
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[Karamo] We are in it to win it, honeys.
Let's go.
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You guys, our hero this week is Tim Keel.
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[Karamo] Hey, Tim Keel.
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"He's possibly one of the biggest
KISS superfans of all time."
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-Oh.
-Wow.
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-Wait a second. I have the perfect thing.
-[Tan] Oh.
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-[Jonathan] Yes!
-Ah!
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-[Tan] Tina Turner.
-Yes.
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He's a KISS fan!
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-Yay!
-What's that?
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-Is KISS, like, that heavy, heavy metal?
-Yes.
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And Gene Simmons is known for his tongue.
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-Yes, very long tongue.
-Is he the guy from the workout videos?
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-No. That's Richard Simmons.
-Oh.
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{\an8}♪ Whoa! ♪
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{\an8}I've been accumulating KISS merchandise
since 1974.
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I've been a fan
since the first album came out.
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♪ Whoa! ♪
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Every piece of space
on every wall has got something on it.
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-I have no idea what songs they sing.
-I've no idea either.
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[Tan] No idea what they look like.
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They paint their faces and have that hair.
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-They're the black-and-white gang!
-[Bobby] Yeah. Yeah.
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They stick their tongue out and go, "Ah!"
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"Tim's house has been overrun
by his greatest loves,
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KISS memorabilia and pets."
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Something about just the word "pets"
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and the lack of specificity
makes me just a tad nervous.
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I have a spur-thighed tortoise.
I have about 15 reptiles.
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A bunch of fish.
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Oh, and I also have a pigeon.
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[coos]
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It's a 12-year-old boy's house, man.
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[chuckles]
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-When it comes to fashion...
-Yeah.
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...if it doesn't have a KISS logo on it,
honey, Tim doesn't want it!
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-I don't want it either! I love KISS!
-[Bobby] Yeah.
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-Ah!
-[laughing]
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{\an8}My dad has worn a KISS shirt
and cargo pants, only,
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for the past 40 years.
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Never anything else... ever.
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[Tim] I have about 350 KISS shirts.
That's what I'm known for.
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It's my signature.
I'm a rock-and-roll outlaw, man.
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[laughs]
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-Okay, now we're going into the story.
-[Antoni] Okay.
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"More than 30 years ago,
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Tim's brother Tommy, aka Doody,
was in a terrible car accident
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leaving him paralyzed
with severe brain damage."
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"Since that day,
Tim has been Doody's sole caretaker."
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[Tim] All right, Dood.
You ready to get up?
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My brother, Doody Keel,
he had a closed head injury.
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He's paralyzed on his left side.
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So I've been taking care of him
since, like, '86.
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It's been him and I.
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My dad's whole life
has been taking care of his brother.
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[Doody] Where are we going?
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[Tim] Just getting you back.
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My dad is lonely.
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"Tim was married to his high school
sweetheart, Kim, for 23 years."
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"The challenge of caring for Tim's brother
combined with Tim's lack of self-care
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put too much strain on the marriage."
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So he has been through a divorce, honey.
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Kim and I had two daughters,
Lilly and Melody.
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We had a really good time raising them.
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And that's why we're
such good friends today,
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because of our kids.
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My mom really kept my dad
focused and together.
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When they got divorced, he let a lot
of his self-care fall to the wayside
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and he really spiraled into a depression.
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[Jonathan] "Last year,
he lost his job as a welder."
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-Oh my God.
-Oh.
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"Since being unemployed,
he's spiraled down further."
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-I can understand that.
-[Antoni] Oh my God.
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When it rains, it pours!
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[Tan] Even if he's not
taking care of himself,
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the fact that he's doing so much
for his brother is beautiful.
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-Yes.
-It's a lot of sacrifice.
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[uplifting music playing]
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[Melody] I hope this experience
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gives my dad
some self-confidence and self-worth,
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and that he sees that there's more to him
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than just a caregiver
and a KISS fan and an animal lover.
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My dad is in the lowest point of his life.
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He needs outside help
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of someone to lift him out
and, like, give him a boost
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and get him back, like, moving and shaking
and being the person he once was.
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"Our mission this week is to
help Tim Keel do what it takes to heal!"
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Yeah!
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Ah!
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Yes, healing journey. We're upon you.
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♪ Things just keep getting better
Down in New Orleans ♪
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[heavy metal music playing]
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♪ Whoo! ♪
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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! ♪
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[Bobby] Here? Whoo!
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-[Antoni] All right, let's go!
-Let's do it.
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I'll knock.
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[guys laugh]
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-Trick or treat!
-[laughing]
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[guys] Hi!
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[Jonathan] How are you, buddy?
Nice to meet you! Aw.
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-You really do always wear KISS outfits.
-Hey, how are you?
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-I'm Antoni. Nice to meet you.
-What's going on?
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Hello. I'm Tan. Nice to meet you.
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How are you?
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[Karamo] Come on.
Show me around your home.
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-It's not a home. It's a museum.
-Wow.
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[royal music playing]
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[Jonathan] This is the epicenter
of KISS memorabilia.
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Is it for me? No, but I understand,
because if I could,
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I would turn my house
into Michelle Kwan Central.
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KISS, Michelle Kwan. Basically the same.
You know? I get it.
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[guitar shred]
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-Thanks for letting us into your home.
-Sure. Sure.
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-Yes.
-Great.
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-Can I say hello to Doody?
-Try. Sure.
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-[Jonathan] Hi, Doody.
-Hi, Doody.
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[Karamo] Hi, Doody.
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[Tim] Hey, man. We're gonna talk about you
for a minute, all right?
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We grew up together.
He's seven years older than I am.
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We were always close, always hung out,
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and then he had a bad car accident.
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They didn't think he was gonna live.
He was in a coma for three months.
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-Wow.
-[Tim] But he woke up.
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And then we got him home
as soon as we could.
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So he's been with us ever since.
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Was he kind of your idol?
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Are you that kind of family where
your older brother was your person?
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Yeah, I mean, he's the one who introduced
me to all this stuff. All this music.
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You did this, Doody? [clicks tongue]
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Yeah! [laughs]
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[Antoni] What is it about them
that you love so much?
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-Hair and makeup.
-[laughs]
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-[Jonathan] Right?
-Well...
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Just the whole mystique of it all.
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I mean, I grew up in the '70s,
and they were big in the '70s.
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-And they were my friends.
-Yeah.
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I literally just saw
an aquarium full of turtles.
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-[Karamo] Oh my gosh.
-There's full turtles.
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-Oh!
-[Karamo] So cool.
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[Jonathan] Oh, look at that fish.
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[Antoni] Oh my gosh. It's an albino snake.
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My Achilles tendons feel numb,
and my taint is tingling.
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-I just got a chill in... my whole body.
-[Tan] Wait! I wanna see!
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That is gorgeous.
Oh my God. It's a real one. Oh!
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What? What? What? What? What? What?
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[laughing]
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[Antoni] Reptiles just terrify me.
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There's just something about them
that reminds me of dinosaurs.
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I feel like they're from another planet,
and they make me terribly uncomfortable.
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I would rather
snuggle up to a New York City street rat
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than I would be ten feet away
from the smallest snake in the world.
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[Tim] That's Oswald right here.
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-[Bobby and Karamo] Oswald.
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[Tim] She's going through a procedure.
She's got a feeding tube now.
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[Tan] Aw.
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Blood transfusion turtle!
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Minding its own business
in the middle of a hectic busy place.
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[Bobby] Let's see
the rest of the KISS stuff.
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-[Antoni] Look at the boot.
-[electric guitar playing]
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Yeah, put 'em on.
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-[Tan] How did you walk in these?
-[Tim] I was walking good.
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[Bobby] A sensible heel!
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And then I fell once and I said,
"I think I've had enough."
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-[Tan] They are insane.
-[Karamo] My gosh.
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-[Tan] Ah! I have never felt better.
-[Antoni] They're so good.
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-Look how tall you are.
-Bam!
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[Karamo] It's freaking me out.
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-[upbeat music playing]
-[laughs]
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Open wide!
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I don't have Covid. I don't need that.
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[Tan] Drink your juice!
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[Antoni] Let's see your kitchen.
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[coos]
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[Antoni] What's this guitar?
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[Tim] Lilly made that when she was a baby.
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-Little girl.
-[Antoni] Aw.
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{\an8}I noticed that where you have
a thousand pieces of KISS memorabilia,
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there's always a photo of your daughters
or your family there.
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[Tim] Yeah.
I'm always thinking about 'em.
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What was your favorite time
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when you think back
about what life used to be like?
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Well, when all four of us were together,
hanging around here, cooking.
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You're a sentimental man.
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Yeah, I am.
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Do you make food
for you and your brother?
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I do. It's simple things now.
I don't go through all the trouble.
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I used to come home from work,
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get in this kitchen, and make a big meal
when we were together.
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Did you enjoy doing that?
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-[Tim] I loved it.
-Okay.
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Yeah. I mean, I cooked in restaurants
for years and stuff.
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When did it stop?
That's what I'm curious about.
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Well, it stopped maybe six months after,
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you know,
it was just him and I in the house.
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I was just kind of like, "Well,
why am I sitting in here for two hours?"
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He's, like, "Hey, man.
Whatever you got, I'll eat."
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If it doesn't matter
to your brother as much,
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then maybe it's a little opportunity
to think about you.
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-Yeah...
-[Antoni] And nourishing yourself.
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-Right.
-Well, let's see what's going in here.
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-Where you at?
-This big ol' fridge.
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-This is it.
-This is it.
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This is all food for the tortoise.
Don't think I eat this.
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So all the veggies are for the tortoise...
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-[Tim] Right.
-...but not for you...
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-[Tim] No.
-...a living, breathing, human being,
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who's taking care of someone...
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-[Tim] Right.
-...and has a life to live.
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-Right.
-Got it.
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-[Tim] No veggies for me.
-[Antoni] I wanna know about you.
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-[Tim] We got pancake mix for me.
-[Antoni] Okay.
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[Tim] And I love these.
These are the best.
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[Antoni] 'Cause why have the crust?
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[Tim] You're eating and done
in about a minute and a half.
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-[Antoni] You eat a lot of hot dogs.
-[Tim] I do.
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What's in the freezer?
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-[Antoni] Oh my.
-[Tim] We got some mice for the snake.
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-There are mice in there? Oy!
-[Tim] Yeah.
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-[Antoni] Oh, Beauties.
-[Tim] I feed the other one live mice.
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And then I... I have frozen...
big, jumbo, frozen rats for the big one.
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-Where do you buy rats from?
-[Tim] Pet store.
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Ah, okay. You're a fascinating man.
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[laughs]
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[Karamo] Oh, that's cool.
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Oh my God.
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[Tan] Join me, my love.
Frankly, I've already had a look.
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00:10:12,820 --> 00:10:14,530
{\an8}-Impressive, huh?
-It's... [laughs]
234
00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:16,699
{\an8}I love... Yes.
235
00:10:16,782 --> 00:10:17,867
It's a beautiful thing.
236
00:10:17,950 --> 00:10:22,913
I do love that you have a passion,
but there's got to be something more.
237
00:10:22,997 --> 00:10:25,750
I'm just so used to wearing them, man.
It's all I've worn.
238
00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:26,792
For how long?
239
00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:29,295
-Just KISS shirts every single day?
-Yeah.
240
00:10:29,378 --> 00:10:31,672
I don't know, 20 years, maybe?
241
00:10:31,756 --> 00:10:34,300
When I put these on, I just feel good
about myself.
242
00:10:34,383 --> 00:10:37,511
If you feel good in it
and it makes you feel passionate
243
00:10:37,595 --> 00:10:39,221
or happy or whatever, wear it.
244
00:10:39,305 --> 00:10:40,973
And if you've found that, wonderful.
245
00:10:41,057 --> 00:10:43,809
I do think you're limiting yourself,
'cause there's other things
246
00:10:43,893 --> 00:10:45,519
that might make you feel good. So...
247
00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:46,437
Yeah, I'm with you.
248
00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:48,814
I would like to explore that
with you also,
249
00:10:48,898 --> 00:10:50,191
but we ain't getting rid of this.
250
00:10:50,274 --> 00:10:55,071
We're going to find a way
to incorporate this... vibe,
251
00:10:55,154 --> 00:10:56,530
without it just being a KISS shirt.
252
00:10:56,614 --> 00:10:58,115
-I'm ready.
-Good. Me too.
253
00:10:58,199 --> 00:11:00,534
You're so sweet, little turtle.
254
00:11:00,618 --> 00:11:03,287
Do you hate having to be around
all these snakes, too?
255
00:11:03,371 --> 00:11:06,332
[in Australian accent]
We have an albino anaconda.
256
00:11:06,916 --> 00:11:08,959
It could... [yells]
257
00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:10,378
...at any moment.
258
00:11:12,088 --> 00:11:14,215
I love your memorabilia
and I love your passion.
259
00:11:14,298 --> 00:11:15,132
Thank you.
260
00:11:15,216 --> 00:11:17,885
I can see
how sweet and kind and loving you are.
261
00:11:17,968 --> 00:11:19,553
It actually radiates from you.
262
00:11:19,637 --> 00:11:21,931
{\an8}-Thank you.
-You love your brother so deeply.
263
00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:24,141
{\an8}-Right.
-But I want to know who you are.
264
00:11:24,225 --> 00:11:25,810
-I don't know who I am.
-[Karamo] Yeah.
265
00:11:25,893 --> 00:11:28,270
I don't have an identity
outside of those things.
266
00:11:28,354 --> 00:11:31,565
When was the last time
you remembered having an identity?
267
00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:34,026
Probably, when I was a kid, you know.
A teenager growing up.
268
00:11:34,110 --> 00:11:37,488
I would go to the park all day,
looking for reptiles.
269
00:11:37,571 --> 00:11:38,906
That just made me happy.
270
00:11:38,989 --> 00:11:40,449
That's how people knew me.
271
00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:42,284
Just like, a reptile guy, and...
272
00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:43,202
Fun guy.
273
00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:44,995
-Yeah, fun guy.
-Do you still have fun?
274
00:11:45,079 --> 00:11:47,707
It's very few and far in between.
275
00:11:48,249 --> 00:11:51,919
I could use a little more fun.
I need to live my life a little bit.
276
00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:53,587
Yeah. I got you, man.
277
00:11:53,671 --> 00:11:55,256
-We got this this week.
-[Tim] Thank you.
278
00:11:55,339 --> 00:11:56,465
Ooh.
279
00:11:58,134 --> 00:11:59,760
That's a lot of cobweb.
280
00:12:01,011 --> 00:12:02,805
So much stuff.
281
00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:10,187
I like there's just one little
patch of hairy skin poking out.
282
00:12:10,271 --> 00:12:12,732
-Just to show "I'm a man."
-Just a little peek at you.
283
00:12:12,815 --> 00:12:14,024
I'm a man in these boots.
284
00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:16,068
-[Karamo] Jonathan! I have a guest.
-Yes! Hi!
285
00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:18,154
[Tim] What are you doing
in my beautiful bathroom?
286
00:12:18,237 --> 00:12:20,573
-Being a gorgeous minx in it.
-[Karamo] Y'all have fun.
287
00:12:20,656 --> 00:12:21,949
-Love you!
-[Karamo] Love you too.
288
00:12:22,032 --> 00:12:22,908
-Honey.
-[Tim] Hey.
289
00:12:23,409 --> 00:12:24,410
-[Jonathan] Tell me.
-Okay.
290
00:12:24,493 --> 00:12:26,245
[Jonathan] You come in here
in the morning.
291
00:12:26,328 --> 00:12:28,581
{\an8}You're humming
a little KISS tune to yourself.
292
00:12:28,664 --> 00:12:30,750
{\an8}-[Tim] You got that right.
-And then what happens?
293
00:12:30,833 --> 00:12:32,960
-I'll jump in the shower.
-Might take a showee?
294
00:12:33,043 --> 00:12:35,296
-Brush my teeth.
-Oh, it's getting sexy.
295
00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:36,714
Then what happens?
296
00:12:36,797 --> 00:12:38,632
Then I leave. I'm out.
297
00:12:38,716 --> 00:12:39,884
What an abrupt ending!
298
00:12:39,967 --> 00:12:41,218
[laughs]
299
00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,345
You don't slather lotion
on those legs or arms?
300
00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:44,930
-[Tim] There's no lotions.
-No lotions?
301
00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:49,059
What about three of my favorite letters,
SPF?
302
00:12:49,143 --> 00:12:50,519
SPF?
303
00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:54,440
[Jonathan] If you are not
wearing sunscreen, you are incorrect.
304
00:12:54,523 --> 00:12:55,941
If you do not put on some sunscreen,
305
00:12:56,025 --> 00:12:58,194
I'm gonna take off my sandal
and I'm gonna chase you.
306
00:12:58,277 --> 00:13:01,739
I've had it! No more Mr. Nice Person!
307
00:13:01,822 --> 00:13:03,866
So what I'm going to do is just...
308
00:13:03,949 --> 00:13:06,327
We're gonna switch outfits.
I'll get you in this dress.
309
00:13:07,369 --> 00:13:09,330
And then I'm gonna take you over to Bobby.
310
00:13:09,413 --> 00:13:10,456
-Okay.
-[Jonathan] Let's go.
311
00:13:10,539 --> 00:13:12,833
-I'm kidding. We're not gonna switch.
-I don't mind.
312
00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:13,876
Would you want to?
313
00:13:13,959 --> 00:13:16,337
-Well, I...
-Should we give you this little dress?
314
00:13:16,420 --> 00:13:18,672
-[Tim] I'm game.
-Here. Let's strut to find our slut.
315
00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,424
Look right at the camera.
316
00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:21,675
-Ooh.
-Ooh.
317
00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:23,427
-No, you go, "Ooh!"
-Ooh!
318
00:13:23,511 --> 00:13:25,221
And then turn to the side like that.
319
00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:26,931
I gotta get this confidence now.
320
00:13:27,014 --> 00:13:29,725
I gotta get Tim
to drop into his sluttiness.
321
00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,227
-Then look at this.
-Oh, okay.
322
00:13:31,310 --> 00:13:32,686
-Ooh.
-Hey now! Hey!
323
00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:35,523
Yes, and then walk with gusto into there.
Walk in there.
324
00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:36,440
[Tim laughs]
325
00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:37,817
[Jonathan] Yeah, keep going.
326
00:13:37,900 --> 00:13:39,527
We did a modified slut drop.
327
00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:41,654
This is the season of sluts, apparently.
328
00:13:41,737 --> 00:13:44,782
{\an8}I'm glad we're on the same page.
You guys have fun. Love you both.
329
00:13:44,865 --> 00:13:47,743
{\an8}-[Tim] All right. Thank you.
-You doing okay?
330
00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,370
-Yeah? Good.
-Yeah, I'm fine.
331
00:13:49,453 --> 00:13:51,956
-So, this is Doody's room.
-Right. This is Doody's room.
332
00:13:53,332 --> 00:13:56,585
How is this particular room working out?
333
00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,380
Well, this is what you call
"just put it wherever you can."
334
00:13:59,463 --> 00:14:02,716
-Okay. This bed broken, it seems?
-Yes, it's definitely broken.
335
00:14:03,217 --> 00:14:05,219
The feet work, but the head doesn't work.
336
00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:08,681
Is this room, the...
good angle and stuff or...
337
00:14:08,764 --> 00:14:11,392
As long I have a floor,
I can turn him around.
338
00:14:11,475 --> 00:14:12,726
I'm pretty good at driving.
339
00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:14,687
I've been driving this thing a long time.
340
00:14:14,770 --> 00:14:18,357
I can put this bad boy through...
a space like that.
341
00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:20,401
Tim's not the only guy that lives here.
342
00:14:20,484 --> 00:14:25,614
Doody lives here too, and I think
getting the place more open and spacious
343
00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:27,533
to where he can get around better
344
00:14:27,616 --> 00:14:30,703
is really going to affect
both of their quality of lives
345
00:14:30,786 --> 00:14:31,620
in a very good way.
346
00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:32,621
[Tan] Two.
347
00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:33,956
Uh-huh.
348
00:14:34,039 --> 00:14:35,791
[Tan laughs]
349
00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:39,545
-Three. Open wide.
-[Antoni] Why are you sweating so much?
350
00:14:39,628 --> 00:14:40,546
You can go wider.
351
00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:42,047
You can go wider.
352
00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:44,258
-I know you can go wider.
-You are drenched.
353
00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:50,055
[Tan] The smell of this hot dog juice
is absolutely vile.
354
00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:54,518
I can't believe these two idiots are
willing to put this in their mouths.
355
00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:56,562
They are morons.
356
00:14:56,645 --> 00:14:58,731
[Tan laughs]
357
00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:02,318
Oh, what's that juice
that's falling off it? It's so gross.
358
00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:03,485
[chuckles]
359
00:15:03,569 --> 00:15:05,571
-Yeah!
-Good job!
360
00:15:05,654 --> 00:15:08,657
-[Antoni gags]
-[Karamo] I've said it a million times.
361
00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:11,076
Antoni, stop putting
everything in your mouth!
362
00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:12,578
[laughs]
363
00:15:12,661 --> 00:15:14,830
Frankly, I'm tired of everyone judging
364
00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:16,832
the fact that I put
everything in my mouth.
365
00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:19,168
How else are you gonna know
what something tastes like?
366
00:15:19,251 --> 00:15:20,920
Y'all didn't mess up my hot dogs?
367
00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:23,631
-You put 'em back?
-We promise we'll replenish hot dogs.
368
00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:26,550
And we'll be cooking those hot dogs
and eating them personally.
369
00:15:26,634 --> 00:15:28,052
We don't believe in food waste.
370
00:15:28,761 --> 00:15:32,431
So as we take you, who's going
to take care of your brother this week?
371
00:15:32,514 --> 00:15:33,724
-You have support?
-My family.
372
00:15:33,807 --> 00:15:35,184
Okay, great.
373
00:15:36,101 --> 00:15:38,896
How does that feel knowing you're gonna
take some time away from him?
374
00:15:38,979 --> 00:15:42,107
You know, it's a weird thing, but yeah.
He's in good hands.
375
00:15:42,191 --> 00:15:44,401
-[Melody] What's up, Daddy-O?
-Who is this gorgeous girl?
376
00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:45,319
Come in here!
377
00:15:45,402 --> 00:15:46,445
-Are you Melody?
-Yeah!
378
00:15:46,528 --> 00:15:49,365
Hi, Melody! I'm Tan. Nice to meet you.
How are you?
379
00:15:49,448 --> 00:15:50,699
-Come on in. Join us.
-Hi!
380
00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:53,619
-Hi!
-I'm gonna hug everyone. Hi!
381
00:15:53,702 --> 00:15:55,663
-How are you, honey?
-I'm good. How are you?
382
00:15:55,746 --> 00:15:58,040
-[Karamo] This your daughter?
-[Melody] Hi, Daddy!
383
00:15:58,123 --> 00:15:59,249
[laughs]
384
00:15:59,333 --> 00:16:00,584
[Jonathan] Hi, Daddy!
385
00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:02,544
Look at this gorgeous mug.
386
00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,297
We've already fallen in love with him.
He's a good man.
387
00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:06,340
[Melody] He is the best.
388
00:16:06,423 --> 00:16:08,717
Did someone get you
the Daughter-of-the-Year award?
389
00:16:08,801 --> 00:16:11,679
I can feel it. You're so cute.
390
00:16:12,596 --> 00:16:14,223
Well, my dad's the best.
391
00:16:14,306 --> 00:16:19,353
And just the sweetest and funniest
and I just love him the most.
392
00:16:19,436 --> 00:16:23,357
I mean, he's just, like,
the best dad in the world,
393
00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:26,986
but he could use
a little zhuzhing, to say the least.
394
00:16:27,069 --> 00:16:29,154
It's time for a little something new.
395
00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:31,240
We want to get him out the house.
396
00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:34,034
All my friends freaking love Tim.
397
00:16:34,118 --> 00:16:35,828
Like, Tim's the party monster.
398
00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:38,247
-Tim's coming to the party.
-Oh, really?
399
00:16:38,330 --> 00:16:40,582
He's wearing a costume. Like, he's there.
400
00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:42,751
-[Jonathan] He's the life of the party.
-Yeah. [laughs]
401
00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:45,379
Just want to like, pull out that old Tim.
402
00:16:45,462 --> 00:16:48,215
He can feel himself again
and, like, feel himself.
403
00:16:48,298 --> 00:16:51,677
-[Antoni] Yeah!
-I think we should get this week started.
404
00:16:51,760 --> 00:16:52,678
[Jonathan] Let's do it!
405
00:16:52,761 --> 00:16:56,015
So you should say goodbye to Dad,
'cause you'll be seeing a new man.
406
00:16:56,098 --> 00:16:57,850
-[Tim] I love you.
-[Jonathan] Aw, family.
407
00:16:57,933 --> 00:16:58,934
Have so much fun.
408
00:16:59,476 --> 00:17:02,062
-[Tim] Thank you.
-Come on. You're coming with us.
409
00:17:02,146 --> 00:17:04,773
-[Bobby] We're out of here.
-Bye! So great to meet you all!
410
00:17:04,857 --> 00:17:06,025
-Thank you!
-[Tan] Bye, Melody!
411
00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:07,484
-Bye, Doody!
-[Tan] Bye, Doody.
412
00:17:07,568 --> 00:17:10,446
-Lovely to meet you, sweetheart.
-Great to meet you, my friend.
413
00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:12,031
[Melody] Bye! Thank you so much!
414
00:17:12,114 --> 00:17:13,907
-[Tim] Later, man.
-[Jonathan] Bye, honey.
415
00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:16,410
You and me, Dood.
I'll be taking care of you.
416
00:17:16,493 --> 00:17:17,745
[laughs]
417
00:17:17,828 --> 00:17:19,038
Why is he called Doody?
418
00:17:19,121 --> 00:17:21,582
Doody. Like, Howdy Doody
was big back then.
419
00:17:21,665 --> 00:17:23,292
[guys] Oh.
420
00:17:23,375 --> 00:17:24,209
Yeah.
421
00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:26,086
[upbeat music playing]
422
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,384
{\an8}Tim is spending so much time,
understandably, focusing on his brother,
423
00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:35,387
who needs a lot of attention
and needs a lot of care.
424
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:37,306
He's kind of lost touch with who he is.
425
00:17:37,389 --> 00:17:39,516
I just want him
to take better care of himself.
426
00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:40,809
He knows that he wants to.
427
00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:43,604
He just doesn't really know
how to follow through.
428
00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:48,525
[Tan] He's been through so much,
and you can tell he's hit rock bottom.
429
00:17:48,609 --> 00:17:50,402
This is his rock bottom.
430
00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:52,738
And I'm going to help
pull him out. We all are.
431
00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:59,536
I'm here to make Tim realize
there's an inner sexiness to explore here.
432
00:18:00,162 --> 00:18:03,499
He's been so obsessed with KISS
and being literally a caretaker,
433
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,084
he forgot he's hot.
434
00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:08,629
And I'm here to tell him,
"You're cute, Tim!"
435
00:18:08,712 --> 00:18:12,091
[Karamo] Tim has stopped
celebrating his own life.
436
00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:16,386
There's a world outside that he needs
to still experience and live.
437
00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:20,933
[Bobby] I know he has been
the primary caregiver
438
00:18:21,016 --> 00:18:23,018
for his brother for almost 40 years,
439
00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:26,271
and that's gotta take
a lot out of a person.
440
00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,273
And he's kind of become a hermit.
441
00:18:28,357 --> 00:18:32,111
He is not finding any joy in life anymore.
442
00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:34,321
And I think this week, we need to show Tim
443
00:18:34,404 --> 00:18:37,658
that there is still joy out there
to be had.
444
00:18:37,741 --> 00:18:40,160
And this week,
we're going to show you that.
445
00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,579
[rock music playing]
446
00:18:57,970 --> 00:19:00,931
[Tan] So, Tim, this is our space.
447
00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:03,892
-Oh, wow.
-Isn't it so nice?
448
00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,519
-[Tim] It really is.
-[Tan] So lovely.
449
00:19:05,602 --> 00:19:07,521
-These are my people, right here.
-[Tan laughs]
450
00:19:07,604 --> 00:19:10,440
That's why I put him there.
I wanted you to feel at home.
451
00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:13,777
What were you like before
452
00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:17,239
all of this
that has really gotten you down?
453
00:19:17,322 --> 00:19:20,367
I guess I was
a little more happy-go-lucky.
454
00:19:20,450 --> 00:19:23,745
-Yeah.
-I lived a crazy lifestyle as a kid.
455
00:19:23,829 --> 00:19:25,956
What's your idea
of a crazy lifestyle as a kid?
456
00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:28,208
Well, I mean,
I grew up in New Orleans, so...
457
00:19:28,292 --> 00:19:31,295
-[Tim] I don't know what that means.
-We ran... we ran the streets, you know?
458
00:19:31,378 --> 00:19:33,297
[Tan] I don't know what that means.
I'm foreign.
459
00:19:33,380 --> 00:19:35,382
I don't know
what "running the streets" means
460
00:19:35,465 --> 00:19:36,508
in New Orleans.
461
00:19:36,592 --> 00:19:38,927
Partying. Constantly.
462
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:41,305
You know, and that's
just the way I lived for a long time.
463
00:19:41,388 --> 00:19:46,143
And then, when I went and met my ex-wife,
I calmed down. We had the kids.
464
00:19:46,226 --> 00:19:49,605
-Do you have friends to hang out with?
-I do. I do have a few friends.
465
00:19:49,688 --> 00:19:53,066
-But nobody really hangs out.
-And who doesn't want to hang out?
466
00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:55,110
-[Tim] Well...
-I don't mean go to a record store.
467
00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:56,945
I mean going for a drink on a night?
468
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,780
-I'm not saying...
-I've never done that.
469
00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:00,949
[Tim laughing]
470
00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:06,455
I... I mean, I've never just gone somewhere
with somebody and just,
471
00:20:06,538 --> 00:20:08,457
like, sat down at a table and had...
472
00:20:08,540 --> 00:20:10,459
-Tim!
-[Tim laughs]
473
00:20:10,542 --> 00:20:14,338
And had lunch. I mean,
or a drink or whatever. No.
474
00:20:14,421 --> 00:20:16,006
-Never happened.
-You have not lived.
475
00:20:16,089 --> 00:20:20,385
It's as if I'm meeting somebody
who just landed from another planet.
476
00:20:20,469 --> 00:20:21,845
That's wild.
477
00:20:21,929 --> 00:20:24,473
That's what they say about me.
I'm a little off.
478
00:20:24,556 --> 00:20:26,183
No, it's not off. You just...
479
00:20:26,266 --> 00:20:28,894
you haven't opened yourself up
to the things
480
00:20:28,977 --> 00:20:31,021
that could be really bloody fun.
481
00:20:31,104 --> 00:20:34,399
We need to find a way to bring you
back to life, like the old Tim.
482
00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:35,400
Yeah.
483
00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,778
Shall we... try on clothes?
484
00:20:37,861 --> 00:20:38,946
Makes sense to me.
485
00:20:39,029 --> 00:20:40,030
♪ Hey ♪
486
00:20:40,614 --> 00:20:43,158
All of this stuff that I've got...
so, it's John Varvatos.
487
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,910
-Wow.
-[Tan laughs]
488
00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:47,204
-Okay?
-Even I know who John Varvatos is.
489
00:20:47,287 --> 00:20:48,538
-Okay, good. I'm glad.
-Wow.
490
00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:50,374
♪ Hey, hey... ♪
491
00:20:50,457 --> 00:20:51,708
Tim, you ready?
492
00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:54,628
[gasps] You are ready.
493
00:20:54,711 --> 00:20:57,172
-Hey.
-Oh my gosh. Stand here for me.
494
00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,633
[gasps]
495
00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:02,177
Take a look at yourself.
496
00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:06,348
Yeah, that looks... That's all right.
This jacket's beautiful.
497
00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:08,016
-[Tan] Isn't it?
-It really is.
498
00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:10,185
[Tan] Can I do one little thing
real quick to tweak?
499
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:11,144
Sure.
500
00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:13,355
It's just kinda ruining the look.
I just wanna see.
501
00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:15,649
-[Tim] Starting to lose my hair.
-That's all right.
502
00:21:15,732 --> 00:21:17,943
So, I like the pant on you.
503
00:21:18,026 --> 00:21:21,154
I want to explain why I've given you
the pant instead of the short.
504
00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:24,992
So, your legs now look a regular size.
505
00:21:25,075 --> 00:21:27,744
It's elongated your leg. Great.
506
00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:31,331
This, if you were to go out
for a concert, a dinner,
507
00:21:31,415 --> 00:21:35,419
and you put this on,
you look cool, you look age-appropriate,
508
00:21:35,502 --> 00:21:40,549
and you look like a rocker,
without it looking like a costume.
509
00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:42,092
Yeah, this makes me feel good.
510
00:21:42,175 --> 00:21:44,052
-You look damn good.
-[Tim] Thank you.
511
00:21:45,053 --> 00:21:46,763
Next. Color.
512
00:21:46,847 --> 00:21:48,598
Yeah, this one's kind of weird, man.
513
00:21:48,682 --> 00:21:50,600
-There you go.
-[Tim laughs]
514
00:21:50,684 --> 00:21:54,730
So, it's a blazer with a granddad collar.
Really simple.
515
00:21:54,813 --> 00:21:56,356
Let's try it on. Let's see how you feel.
516
00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,482
-Okay.
-[Tan] Follow me.
517
00:21:57,566 --> 00:22:00,986
I feel hopeful
that by the time I leave him,
518
00:22:01,069 --> 00:22:04,740
he feels really good about trying on
clothes that aren't KISS clothes.
519
00:22:05,782 --> 00:22:08,035
-[Tim] Hey.
-[gasps] Okay.
520
00:22:08,118 --> 00:22:11,580
-Funny meeting you here. How you doing?
-Okay. All right. Hello, mate.
521
00:22:12,372 --> 00:22:13,498
Okay.
522
00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:15,792
-I like this shirt with this jacket.
-[Tan] Great.
523
00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:16,918
I'm becoming a fashion guy
524
00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:19,713
right in front
of your big, naked steaming eyes.
525
00:22:19,796 --> 00:22:21,673
[Tan laughs]
526
00:22:21,757 --> 00:22:24,384
Yeah, it's... the only thing
that makes me uncomfortable
527
00:22:24,468 --> 00:22:26,678
is that... the tuck in, man.
528
00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:29,181
-Yeah.
-Like, I'm self-conscious right here and...
529
00:22:29,264 --> 00:22:34,061
You look way slimmer in this
than you did in your oversized tee.
530
00:22:34,144 --> 00:22:36,396
I know that you
may be feeling self-conscious.
531
00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,815
As far as I'm concerned,
you look wonderful, Tim.
532
00:22:38,899 --> 00:22:39,775
[Tim] Thank you.
533
00:22:39,858 --> 00:22:42,486
The version of you
I would love to see going forward.
534
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:43,737
Yeah, I do like this.
535
00:22:43,820 --> 00:22:44,946
Well, you know the rule.
536
00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:47,949
Because you like it,
I've got something for you. Hit it!
537
00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:49,201
[heavy metal music playing]
538
00:22:49,284 --> 00:22:50,494
All right!
539
00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:51,661
[Tan] Does that feel better?
540
00:22:58,043 --> 00:23:01,004
-All right. Yeah!
-What's going on here?
541
00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:02,297
Hi!
542
00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:03,924
-Neon. How's it going?
-[Tim] Hey.
543
00:23:04,007 --> 00:23:04,883
-Hi, Neon!
-[Tim] Good.
544
00:23:04,966 --> 00:23:06,301
You look great. Is this linen?
545
00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,636
-[Tan] Hello.
-[Tim] Thank you.
546
00:23:07,719 --> 00:23:09,679
[Tan] What are you doing?
Why are you bugging us?
547
00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:11,640
-We're busy. We have stuff to do.
-[Tim] Uh-oh.
548
00:23:11,723 --> 00:23:13,058
[Tan] Okay, come on, dear.
549
00:23:13,141 --> 00:23:14,643
-[Tim] Thank you.
-Let's get changed.
550
00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:15,894
♪ Hey! ♪
551
00:23:15,977 --> 00:23:18,438
[heavy metal music playing]
552
00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:21,608
♪ Girl, you've got me hypnotized ♪
553
00:23:21,691 --> 00:23:23,819
♪ I'm out of my mind... ♪
554
00:23:23,902 --> 00:23:26,863
My biggest fear this week
is that Tim is gonna walk into his house
555
00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:30,200
and have a meltdown
because all the KISS stuff is gone.
556
00:23:36,123 --> 00:23:40,919
I want him to see himself
through the lens that we see him through,
557
00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:44,381
which is that he's a really cool guy
with a really cool hobby,
558
00:23:44,464 --> 00:23:46,675
and he has a lot to share with people.
559
00:23:48,051 --> 00:23:50,053
[rock music playing]
560
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:01,690
-Welcome to my kitchen.
-Oh, beautiful.
561
00:24:01,773 --> 00:24:05,235
I really wanted to think of
the perfect dish.
562
00:24:05,318 --> 00:24:06,862
The thing I wanted to make with you,
563
00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:09,906
especially knowing that
you used to cook for your family.
564
00:24:09,990 --> 00:24:11,408
-And for your daughters.
-Right.
565
00:24:11,491 --> 00:24:13,910
[Antoni] And there was just something
about you when I met you,
566
00:24:13,994 --> 00:24:17,581
-I just felt like... just like chicken soup.
-[Tim] Okay.
567
00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:21,168
[Antoni] It's, like, the ultimate thing
that feeds the soul.
568
00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:23,462
And I just think this is
something that's comforting.
569
00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:25,630
It's something you can make
in a large batch.
570
00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,592
You can put it in your freezer
next to those frozen...
571
00:24:28,675 --> 00:24:30,260
-Frozen rats?
-[Antoni] Uncrustables.
572
00:24:30,343 --> 00:24:33,722
Frozen rats? Frozen rats
and Uncrustable sandwiches.
573
00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:37,017
-Gotcha. Gotcha.
-Look, I love to eat junk food. Okay?
574
00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:40,187
I have my day of the week
where I allow myself to have it.
575
00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:43,940
But if I eat like that every day,
I don't feel good about myself.
576
00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:45,984
-[Tim] You're right.
-It affects my mental health.
577
00:24:46,067 --> 00:24:49,029
It affects my mood,
my motivation, everything.
578
00:24:50,071 --> 00:24:51,823
You're right. I do believe that.
579
00:24:51,907 --> 00:24:53,366
-So we're starting today.
-Okay.
580
00:24:53,450 --> 00:24:57,537
A blank slate, a tabula rasa, if you will.
That's "blank slate" in Latin.
581
00:24:57,621 --> 00:24:58,997
-Ready to cook with me?
-[Tim] Sure.
582
00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:00,081
Perfect. Okay.
583
00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:03,126
I'm gonna do the slightly messy part
of starting with the chicken.
584
00:25:03,210 --> 00:25:05,128
And I'm gonna let you
get started over here.
585
00:25:05,712 --> 00:25:07,839
Here's a towel
in case you get a little messy.
586
00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:10,926
These, we're literally
just going to cut into quarters.
587
00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:13,637
That knife is also very sharp,
so be careful.
588
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:17,182
Okay. All right,
you're getting right into it. [laughs]
589
00:25:17,265 --> 00:25:18,099
[Tim] Yeah.
590
00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:20,644
[Antoni] I barely have to tell Tim
what to do.
591
00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:23,230
It's like riding a bike.
He's in his element.
592
00:25:23,313 --> 00:25:25,982
I'm taking a shocking amount of parsley,
593
00:25:26,483 --> 00:25:28,735
and I'm gonna to shove it
right into the cavity.
594
00:25:28,818 --> 00:25:32,280
The olive oil,
we don't need too much. Perfect.
595
00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:33,615
Onions.
596
00:25:34,282 --> 00:25:37,786
I'm going to ask you
to peel some garlic cloves. Perfect.
597
00:25:37,869 --> 00:25:40,539
Two stalks of celery and two carrots.
598
00:25:41,122 --> 00:25:42,666
I already rinsed them earlier.
599
00:25:42,749 --> 00:25:46,253
And then, my favorite.
Have you ever had fennel?
600
00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:47,170
[Tim] Nope.
601
00:25:47,254 --> 00:25:51,424
It has kind of a licorice-iness to it
and a really nice sweetness.
602
00:25:51,508 --> 00:25:54,010
-Oh, yeah. Yeah.
-[Antoni] Throwing in my fennel.
603
00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:56,972
-[Tim] Throw it in there?
-[Antoni] Yep, you can just plop those in.
604
00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:00,600
And now we have our little aromatics.
605
00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:01,726
-Thyme.
-[Tim] Okay.
606
00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,396
Peppercorns, bay leaves. Yep.
607
00:26:05,438 --> 00:26:08,233
And then do
a little double-knot situation.
608
00:26:08,316 --> 00:26:13,029
That goes into the pot.
Plop. Perfect. Pour all that water in.
609
00:26:13,113 --> 00:26:15,240
I love that I don't have
to complete sentences with you
610
00:26:15,323 --> 00:26:17,534
and you know exactly
what's happening next.
611
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:22,289
There seems to be, you know, the you
612
00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:26,793
from the past, who was
making all these meals for his family
613
00:26:26,876 --> 00:26:28,587
and very involved in the kitchen.
614
00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:32,882
Is it different because the family isn't
what it kind of used to be?
615
00:26:32,966 --> 00:26:34,426
Yeah, I mean, I'm just...
616
00:26:34,509 --> 00:26:37,721
I'm not gonna sit here and do this
when I'm sitting staring at myself.
617
00:26:37,804 --> 00:26:39,931
It's all about getting together
in the kitchen
618
00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:42,350
and hanging out and laughing
and joking and cooking.
619
00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:44,436
It's just something
you do with your family.
620
00:26:44,519 --> 00:26:47,022
-Doesn't it feel good to make something...
-It sure does!
621
00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:49,232
-You're a caretaker.
-I like it. I'm back. I'm back.
622
00:26:49,316 --> 00:26:50,442
Yeah. It's great.
623
00:26:50,525 --> 00:26:53,153
It's nice to even do it for yourself
and for your brother
624
00:26:53,236 --> 00:26:55,363
or even to make something
when your daughters come over
625
00:26:55,447 --> 00:26:56,740
to have something ready for them.
626
00:26:56,823 --> 00:26:57,657
Yeah. Yeah.
627
00:26:57,741 --> 00:26:59,618
Nothing makes me happier
628
00:26:59,701 --> 00:27:04,414
than reminding someone of something
that used to bring them so much joy.
629
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:08,043
-How do you feel about ginger?
-Um, I kind of like Marianne better.
630
00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:09,085
[chuckles]
631
00:27:09,169 --> 00:27:10,170
-[laughs]
-That was a joke.
632
00:27:10,253 --> 00:27:11,588
-There he is!
-Yeah.
633
00:27:11,671 --> 00:27:14,799
[both laughing]
634
00:27:14,883 --> 00:27:18,553
And I'm really starting to think
that he just misses that life.
635
00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:19,888
He misses the past.
636
00:27:19,971 --> 00:27:21,890
-Doesn't that smell great?
-[Tim] Yeah, it does.
637
00:27:21,973 --> 00:27:23,558
[Antoni] You have some tongs right there.
638
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:26,186
If you don't mind
grabbing the little herb...
639
00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:28,938
-[Tim] You want it on...
-Perfect. Right on that, like, platter.
640
00:27:29,564 --> 00:27:30,774
Ooh, he's left his legs.
641
00:27:30,857 --> 00:27:31,941
[Tim laughs]
642
00:27:33,193 --> 00:27:36,529
-Aren't we the animal lovers, huh?
-[Antoni] Yep.
643
00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:41,326
Then, I'm just going to ask you
to fish out all of the stuff.
644
00:27:41,409 --> 00:27:44,329
-[Tim] There you go.
-Perfect. Take this over here.
645
00:27:44,412 --> 00:27:45,246
[Tim] Mm-hmm.
646
00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:49,125
All right. We have our bird.
Are you ready to get dirty?
647
00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:51,711
Ready. You want me
to tear it up with my hands?
648
00:27:51,795 --> 00:27:53,713
-Okay.
-You wanna use tongs or something?
649
00:27:53,797 --> 00:27:56,007
-No, I'm a hands kind of guy.
-I'm all about the hands.
650
00:27:56,091 --> 00:27:57,926
[cheerful music playing]
651
00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:01,137
That's perfect, though.
You really took apart this whole thing.
652
00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:02,722
I'm gonna plop this in here.
653
00:28:02,806 --> 00:28:05,016
-And I cooked some rice here.
-[Tim] Oh, yeah.
654
00:28:05,100 --> 00:28:07,727
[Antoni] I know it's a bowl of soup,
but it's so beautiful.
655
00:28:07,811 --> 00:28:10,563
-[Tim] It really does look good.
-I'm gonna move on over here.
656
00:28:10,647 --> 00:28:12,315
[Antoni] Let's see how this worked out.
657
00:28:16,945 --> 00:28:17,779
Mmm.
658
00:28:17,862 --> 00:28:19,823
-Better than a can?
-Definitely.
659
00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:21,199
I like those flavors.
660
00:28:21,282 --> 00:28:23,952
It was good to get back
in the kitchen a little bit.
661
00:28:24,035 --> 00:28:26,204
You know?
Kind of thought I lost it a little bit,
662
00:28:26,287 --> 00:28:28,456
but I mean, I could still do it.
663
00:28:28,540 --> 00:28:31,251
If you feel like, "Oh, man.
I'm doing the same thing again,"
664
00:28:31,334 --> 00:28:33,086
you feel like you're kind of in a rut,
665
00:28:33,169 --> 00:28:35,922
just know that this is
one of many tools that are out there.
666
00:28:36,005 --> 00:28:38,133
-Right.
-This was great. You're awesome.
667
00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:40,218
[heavy metal music playing]
668
00:28:45,724 --> 00:28:46,850
♪ Hoo! ♪
669
00:28:48,143 --> 00:28:49,602
♪ Oh ♪
670
00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:52,105
♪ Every time I'm feeling sick inside ♪
671
00:28:52,188 --> 00:28:55,233
♪ Just a little taste
And you'll bring me back to life... ♪
672
00:28:55,316 --> 00:28:57,944
I don't know if anyone told you,
this is Hoochie Daddy season.
673
00:28:58,027 --> 00:29:00,363
By the time you're done,
your shorts are gonna be this short.
674
00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:02,157
-Just letting you know
-Got a long way to go.
675
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:03,199
Got a long way to go.
676
00:29:03,283 --> 00:29:06,828
I remember you saying
you love reptiles, alligators, turtles.
677
00:29:06,911 --> 00:29:10,623
So I thought let's go on a cool little
swamp tour just to get out the house.
678
00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:11,958
-Have a little fun.
-Excellent.
679
00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:15,253
-I haven't been out in nature in a while.
-Hey! But you like nature, right?
680
00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:17,422
-I do. Love it.
-Boom. Let's do it, then.
681
00:29:19,674 --> 00:29:21,885
Tim needs to start experiencing more joy.
682
00:29:22,469 --> 00:29:26,681
Yes. He's had a lot of loss, but there's
so much ahead of him that he can gain.
683
00:29:27,265 --> 00:29:29,517
{\an8}-[man] Now here we go, guys.
-[Tim] All right.
684
00:29:30,518 --> 00:29:32,312
-Check him out.
-[Karamo] Oh, wow.
685
00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:34,314
[man] Little baby right there.
686
00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:35,982
That's pretty extraordinary.
687
00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:38,026
There you go.
688
00:29:38,109 --> 00:29:40,320
♪ Well, I was born ♪
689
00:29:40,403 --> 00:29:42,530
♪ Without a last name... ♪
690
00:29:43,865 --> 00:29:45,950
[Tim] This is perfect, man. This is great.
691
00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:49,788
[Karamo] Feels good.
692
00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:52,290
-Oh, yeah. That's beautiful, man.
-[Karamo] Right?
693
00:29:53,458 --> 00:29:54,626
Oh, man.
694
00:29:55,585 --> 00:29:59,923
♪ Can't take away my rebel soul ♪
695
00:30:00,507 --> 00:30:02,550
♪ Yeah ♪
696
00:30:03,343 --> 00:30:05,261
♪ My rebel soul ♪
697
00:30:05,762 --> 00:30:08,306
[man] We got one big alligator
that likes to hang back in here.
698
00:30:08,389 --> 00:30:09,682
[Karamo] How big?
699
00:30:09,766 --> 00:30:11,434
-[man] About 12 and a half foot.
-Wow.
700
00:30:11,518 --> 00:30:15,188
He's a big ol' boy. We're gonna go knock
on his front door, see if he's here now.
701
00:30:16,981 --> 00:30:17,816
[Karamo] You see him?
702
00:30:20,235 --> 00:30:21,152
[man] There he is.
703
00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:23,613
Oh, I see him going under.
704
00:30:24,447 --> 00:30:26,449
[man] This bad mamma jamma over here,
this is Alex.
705
00:30:26,533 --> 00:30:29,160
-Man.
-[man] Alex is about 450 pounds.
706
00:30:29,244 --> 00:30:30,495
[Karamo] Wow.
707
00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:32,622
Look how big it is.
708
00:30:33,289 --> 00:30:36,209
[Tim] He looks well-fed. The amount of fat
on the back and on the tail.
709
00:30:36,292 --> 00:30:38,628
-[man] Big ol' boy.
-You know a lot about alligators, Tim.
710
00:30:38,711 --> 00:30:40,213
-I am a reptile guy.
-[Karamo] Yeah.
711
00:30:40,296 --> 00:30:41,840
[Tim laughs]
712
00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,968
[Karamo] Wow.
Tim, I'm gonna get a photo of this.
713
00:30:45,718 --> 00:30:48,137
-[Tim] There you go.
-[Karamo] Captain, I got you in there too.
714
00:30:48,221 --> 00:30:50,348
-[Tim] Hey, now.
-[Karamo] Yeah. You look good.
715
00:30:50,431 --> 00:30:51,933
[both laugh]
716
00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:53,893
-Got a baby alligator.
-[Karamo] Wow. Look.
717
00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:55,478
-[man] So look. Yeah, see.
-What?
718
00:30:55,562 --> 00:30:57,647
-Hey.
-[man] This guy's name is Mojo.
719
00:30:57,730 --> 00:31:00,066
-[Tim] Beautiful, man. Wow.
-[Karamo] What?
720
00:31:00,149 --> 00:31:01,484
[Karamo] Can we hold Mojo?
721
00:31:01,568 --> 00:31:04,571
Under his neck like that.
Just watch the business end.
722
00:31:04,654 --> 00:31:08,199
[Tim] Wow, man. Can I put him in my pocket
and take him home?
723
00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,326
[laughs]
Did you think you'd be doing that today?
724
00:31:10,410 --> 00:31:13,121
I did not.
No idea I'd be doing this today.
725
00:31:13,788 --> 00:31:14,998
That's the beauty of life.
726
00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,125
Telling you, when you show up
and you don't know
727
00:31:17,208 --> 00:31:19,002
what's gonna happen
but you just go with it...
728
00:31:19,085 --> 00:31:20,086
Right.
729
00:31:20,169 --> 00:31:21,629
[Karamo] I know I'm not the only one.
730
00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:23,923
Do you see the light
coming back in this man?
731
00:31:24,007 --> 00:31:27,010
He is happy. He is joyful.
He is having a good time.
732
00:31:27,844 --> 00:31:30,346
[Tim] You forget
all about this kind of stuff.
733
00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:34,100
It doesn't even enter my mind
to get out, you know? This is what I love.
734
00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:37,437
[Karamo] I know it has to be a lot,
taking care of your brother.
735
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,273
Of course, I'm sure you hear it
all the time, you're amazing,
736
00:31:40,356 --> 00:31:42,692
but that doesn't mean
it didn't stop your own life.
737
00:31:42,775 --> 00:31:44,611
Well, it did stop my life a lot.
738
00:31:44,694 --> 00:31:46,821
When he had that accident,
it just stopped.
739
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:50,033
You stopped taking care of yourself
and making sure you were healthy.
740
00:31:50,116 --> 00:31:51,868
Right. Yeah, I sacrificed.
741
00:31:51,951 --> 00:31:55,496
My kids have had to take care of me
over the years and that's a shame.
742
00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:58,082
Do you think about yourself
and about doing more things?
743
00:31:58,166 --> 00:31:59,792
[Tim] It's just a hard road, man.
744
00:31:59,876 --> 00:32:02,128
When you're dealing
with my brother all the time,
745
00:32:02,211 --> 00:32:05,715
and God bless his soul,
it wears... it wears you down, man.
746
00:32:05,798 --> 00:32:09,052
So, you know,
you gotta get through that one.
747
00:32:09,135 --> 00:32:11,512
[Karamo] I see you're tearing up.
What are you thinking about?
748
00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:16,476
That. You know, taking care of him
and just losing myself and all that.
749
00:32:16,559 --> 00:32:18,645
-Thank you, man.
-[Karamo] Yeah.
750
00:32:18,728 --> 00:32:21,856
I don't know.
It's hard to see your brother like that.
751
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:24,025
-It brings you down every day.
-[Karamo] Yeah.
752
00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:26,402
-You think this is what he wants?
-[Tim] No.
753
00:32:26,486 --> 00:32:30,239
But I just think I'm worn out.
I'm done with emotion.
754
00:32:30,740 --> 00:32:34,035
I don't want to feel hurt.
I don't want to feel... sad.
755
00:32:34,118 --> 00:32:35,536
I don't want to feel anything.
756
00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:38,122
What you're doing is...
it's actually a natural human trait.
757
00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:40,416
It's what we do to protect ourselves,
758
00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:43,711
but when you start
building walls around yourself,
759
00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:48,508
you get trapped with all of the negative
thoughts and feelings inside of that box.
760
00:32:48,591 --> 00:32:52,261
You start to forget that there is
life to live and that you do get wins
761
00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:53,304
and you do deserve wins.
762
00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:55,682
Right. Right.
763
00:32:55,765 --> 00:33:00,186
I saw you having fun today
just looking out here, being on the boat.
764
00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:01,562
-[Tim] Right.
-It's a win for you.
765
00:33:01,646 --> 00:33:05,108
Mm-hmm. It kind of opens my lungs up
a little bit, you know?
766
00:33:05,191 --> 00:33:07,360
Yeah. But it's your turn.
767
00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:10,446
It's your turn
to swim out of this negativity.
768
00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:11,531
Yeah.
769
00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:13,408
By the next time I see you,
770
00:33:13,491 --> 00:33:16,285
I just want you write down
ten things that make you a winner.
771
00:33:16,369 --> 00:33:19,163
Then I want you to write
ten things that you want to do,
772
00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:22,000
things that you deserve to do
that's gonna make you happy and smile.
773
00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:23,042
I can do that.
774
00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:26,838
And the reason I'm doing this
is because sometimes,
775
00:33:26,921 --> 00:33:30,341
when things get up here,
it can stay foggy.
776
00:33:30,425 --> 00:33:34,012
If you actually can visually see it,
you can start to remind yourself.
777
00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:34,971
[Tim] Right.
778
00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:38,391
Just for me, before we get off this boat,
I need you to scream,
779
00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:40,643
"I deserve to be happy."
780
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:42,770
I deserve to be happy!
781
00:33:42,854 --> 00:33:44,856
-[Karamo] You can go louder than that.
-I don't know.
782
00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:47,400
[Karamo] I think you can.
I'll do it with you. All right?
783
00:33:47,483 --> 00:33:49,402
-I'll do it.
-You ready? One more time?
784
00:33:49,485 --> 00:33:51,863
[both] I deserve to be happy!
785
00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:53,197
[Karamo] You do, brother.
786
00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:56,826
Give you a hug, man. Oh.
787
00:33:56,909 --> 00:33:57,994
You're gonna be all right.
788
00:33:58,077 --> 00:34:00,371
-Thank you, man. Thank you.
-[Karamo] Yeah.
789
00:34:00,455 --> 00:34:02,081
-I appreciate it.
-[Karamo] All right.
790
00:34:03,416 --> 00:34:05,626
[rock ballad playing]
791
00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:10,798
♪ Ah ♪
792
00:34:12,175 --> 00:34:17,096
♪ Ah ♪
793
00:34:17,180 --> 00:34:21,309
[Bobby] So...
today I'm taking you to an art shop.
794
00:34:21,392 --> 00:34:26,647
I want to combine your love of KISS
and your love of reptiles together.
795
00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:30,193
-Right.
-You have two very cool hobbies.
796
00:34:30,276 --> 00:34:33,404
I think you would agree that KISS is
one of the coolest things in the world.
797
00:34:33,488 --> 00:34:34,739
-[Bobby] Right?
-Well, to me.
798
00:34:34,822 --> 00:34:37,241
-Love 'em or hate 'em.
-Not just to you!
799
00:34:37,325 --> 00:34:41,996
There are millions of people out there
that feel exactly the way you do.
800
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:42,914
Uh-huh.
801
00:34:42,997 --> 00:34:47,085
I kind of want you to start thinking about
how you can use your passion of KISS
802
00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:50,630
and what we're about to do today
with snakes to connect with people.
803
00:34:50,713 --> 00:34:54,801
How cool would it be to find a buddy
that was also into the same things?
804
00:34:54,884 --> 00:34:56,260
Yeah. Yeah.
805
00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:58,096
-[Bobby] This will be fun today.
-[Tim] Cool.
806
00:34:58,179 --> 00:34:59,680
[rock music playing]
807
00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:06,646
So I am obviously
not a, um, snake-habitat expert,
808
00:35:06,729 --> 00:35:08,397
so I didn't know exactly what to get.
809
00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:10,817
-So I got a bunch of random stuff.
-Yeah.
810
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:12,026
♪ Bring it on ♪
811
00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:13,653
♪ Bring it on ♪
812
00:35:13,736 --> 00:35:15,238
♪ Bring it on... ♪
813
00:35:15,321 --> 00:35:18,741
[Bobby] Is there anything
that spark your creative juices?
814
00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:20,660
-We can start there.
-Black gravel? All right.
815
00:35:20,743 --> 00:35:22,912
-Sure.
-Let's get a base. [grunts]
816
00:35:22,995 --> 00:35:25,373
-Let's see about some of these rocks.
-[Bobby] Okay. Yeah.
817
00:35:25,456 --> 00:35:27,291
-Thought the black ones were cool.
-[Tim] Yeah.
818
00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:29,210
-[Bobby] We've got some metal here.
-[Tim] Okay.
819
00:35:29,293 --> 00:35:32,213
-This could be a cool stage.
-Yeah, this would be perfect.
820
00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:33,965
They have platforms,
821
00:35:34,048 --> 00:35:36,467
so you would have, like,
a piece of the PVC cut,
822
00:35:36,551 --> 00:35:38,761
and then they go up on risers.
823
00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:42,723
-[Bobby] It's like Lady Gaga, right?
-Right. Exactly. She was a big KISS fan.
824
00:35:42,807 --> 00:35:43,933
-That makes sense.
-So yeah.
825
00:35:44,016 --> 00:35:46,769
She gets some of her theatrics,
I would imagine.
826
00:35:46,853 --> 00:35:48,729
That definitely makes sense then.
I can see that.
827
00:35:48,813 --> 00:35:50,606
-Little monsters?
-There you go.
828
00:35:50,690 --> 00:35:52,483
[heavy metal music playing]
829
00:35:59,073 --> 00:36:02,577
A nice little bit of metallic to it.
Very rock and roll.
830
00:36:02,660 --> 00:36:03,870
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
831
00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:08,958
What I really wanted Tim to see
about himself today is he has talents,
832
00:36:09,041 --> 00:36:12,170
and he can use those to really do things
833
00:36:12,253 --> 00:36:14,338
that make him happy
and that he's passionate about.
834
00:36:14,422 --> 00:36:16,799
-Who wouldn't know that's a cat, right?
-[laughs]
835
00:36:17,550 --> 00:36:20,261
-It's kind of a ghost cat, you know?
-Ooh! [meows]
836
00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:21,387
[both laugh]
837
00:36:22,930 --> 00:36:24,974
[Bobby] We're gluing the guys in.
838
00:36:25,057 --> 00:36:27,351
-Do we wanna put him on a rock?
-That's what I was thinking.
839
00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,313
You gotta make sure
they're good and strong,
840
00:36:30,396 --> 00:36:32,899
because, you know, the snake's
gonna curl around them and all.
841
00:36:32,982 --> 00:36:35,610
[Bobby] Gonna curl up
and love them just like you do.
842
00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:37,028
Yeah. Right.
843
00:36:37,111 --> 00:36:39,614
Do you see this as something
that you can start utilizing?
844
00:36:39,697 --> 00:36:42,617
You know when you have those moments
we talked about? Where you're...
845
00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:44,785
-When I feel like I'm sliding a little?
-[Bobby] Yeah.
846
00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:46,829
Just doing this, I can just feel better.
847
00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,289
-Feels good, right?
-Yeah, it does.
848
00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:53,002
You might find your best friend out there
who also has made a KISS aquarium.
849
00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:54,629
Yeah. Yeah. Thank you.
850
00:36:54,712 --> 00:36:56,088
-Of course.
-Definitely.
851
00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:57,590
-Good job, man.
-[Tim] All right.
852
00:36:57,673 --> 00:36:58,674
Let's get out of here.
853
00:36:58,758 --> 00:37:00,760
[rock music playing]
854
00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:06,641
[Jonathan] Welcome to the Bearded Lady.
855
00:37:06,724 --> 00:37:08,559
-Hi!
-How are you, guys?
856
00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:09,477
[Jonathan] Good!
857
00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:12,563
Been a long time
since I was sat in a barber's chair.
858
00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:15,191
-I know. Can I take your hat off?
-[Tim] Sure.
859
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:17,985
I have a plan for you, honey.
860
00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:19,362
-Wanna hear about it?
-Sure.
861
00:37:19,445 --> 00:37:23,241
We need to get rid of this hair.
We're gonna take this down. Ooh.
862
00:37:23,324 --> 00:37:26,369
Who's he?
863
00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:28,746
I'm gonna lose my job
as Santa Claus this December.
864
00:37:28,829 --> 00:37:31,707
Bye! You're not available.
You're booked and busy.
865
00:37:31,791 --> 00:37:34,377
You don't have time
to be Santa when you're this hot.
866
00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:39,298
I also have one more idea where I think
I'm gonna color your beard a bit darker.
867
00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:40,258
Really?
868
00:37:40,341 --> 00:37:42,927
In the words of Saint Cher,
"Turn back time."
869
00:37:43,010 --> 00:37:44,679
-There you go.
-Know what I'm saying?
870
00:37:44,762 --> 00:37:46,180
-I hear you.
-Just a smidge.
871
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:48,557
-Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
-I have a really important question.
872
00:37:48,641 --> 00:37:49,517
Okay.
873
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,978
Who gave you permission to be so cute?
874
00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:54,355
-My mother.
-Do you know how cute you are?
875
00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:55,314
No, I don't know.
876
00:37:55,398 --> 00:37:58,651
I feel like men have a hard time
celebrating their own beauty sometimes.
877
00:37:58,734 --> 00:38:00,111
You're probably right. Yeah.
878
00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:02,488
'Cause beauty can mean so many things.
879
00:38:02,571 --> 00:38:05,116
It's a beautiful thing
when we take care of ourselves.
880
00:38:05,199 --> 00:38:06,158
Right. You're right.
881
00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:08,244
Does KISS have any lyrics about that?
882
00:38:08,327 --> 00:38:11,706
"Live life like you're on vacation."
How's that?
883
00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:15,543
-That's all about taking care of yourself!
-[laughs]
884
00:38:15,626 --> 00:38:18,462
So what would Mr. Gene Simmons say
885
00:38:18,546 --> 00:38:22,258
to know that you are not living life
like you're on a vacation, honey?
886
00:38:22,341 --> 00:38:24,885
-We're going to take our tops off.
-Oh. Hey, now.
887
00:38:24,969 --> 00:38:25,970
-You ready?
-[Tim] Yeah.
888
00:38:26,053 --> 00:38:28,055
♪ All I wanna say to you ♪
889
00:38:29,515 --> 00:38:32,018
♪ Is I'll do me and you do you ♪
890
00:38:32,101 --> 00:38:34,645
I haven't been to a barber
in I couldn't tell you when.
891
00:38:34,729 --> 00:38:35,563
[Jonathan] Why?
892
00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:38,607
'Cause I just shave my head
with one of those, you know?
893
00:38:38,691 --> 00:38:40,276
It's nice
for the community aspect of it,
894
00:38:40,359 --> 00:38:45,239
like just getting to get out of the house
and go see your friend, your barber.
895
00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:49,076
It's just like kind of nice culturally
to be around folks and see what's up.
896
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,329
My old man used to hang out
in a barbershop
897
00:38:51,412 --> 00:38:52,872
with all his buddies, you know?
898
00:38:52,955 --> 00:38:55,875
-Yeah.
-♪ You know I got to be true... ♪
899
00:38:55,958 --> 00:38:57,418
[Jonathan] Oh my God, your upper lip.
900
00:38:57,501 --> 00:39:00,171
What's it like to feel
the sun and wind on there?
901
00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:01,547
What am I going to chew on?
902
00:39:01,630 --> 00:39:04,592
-Honey, we'll have to find something else.
-[laughs]
903
00:39:04,675 --> 00:39:10,181
My auntie's single.
Should you date my aunt? My Aunt Julie?
904
00:39:10,264 --> 00:39:12,725
-You could be my uncle.
-Oh, yeah?
905
00:39:12,808 --> 00:39:14,393
I'm obsessed with that for us.
906
00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:15,644
Three, two, one. Ah!
907
00:39:15,728 --> 00:39:18,397
♪ Ah, na, na, na, na, na... ♪
908
00:39:19,398 --> 00:39:21,400
Mmm! It's gonna look good, honey.
909
00:39:23,110 --> 00:39:26,072
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na... ♪
910
00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:28,074
[Jonathan] Okay,
now we're going to get your nose.
911
00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:30,701
-You're gonna put wax in my nose?
-[Jonathan] I am.
912
00:39:30,785 --> 00:39:31,952
Wow.
913
00:39:32,036 --> 00:39:35,998
Honey, if you saw what I saw,
you'd understand. Any last thoughts?
914
00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:37,541
-[chuckles]
-[Tim] Uh...
915
00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:38,459
[Jonathan chuckles]
916
00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,212
Three, two, one! Parkour!
917
00:39:41,962 --> 00:39:42,797
[Jonathan sighs]
918
00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:43,714
Wow.
919
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,008
Let me see. What is that?
920
00:39:46,092 --> 00:39:48,260
-[Jonathan] The hair from your nose.
-Damn.
921
00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:50,513
-That's a long-ass hair.
-[Jonathan] I know.
922
00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:54,809
When's the last time you, like,
looked in the mirror and were like,
923
00:39:55,810 --> 00:39:57,478
"Yeah, I like how I look?"
924
00:39:57,561 --> 00:39:58,938
In my 20s. I guess.
925
00:39:59,021 --> 00:40:00,272
-[Jonathan] Twenties!
-Yeah.
926
00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:03,567
I'm about getting Tim
to experience joy in different ways,
927
00:40:03,651 --> 00:40:06,153
getting him out of his head
and into his body
928
00:40:06,237 --> 00:40:08,322
so that he knows
that his best days are ahead of him.
929
00:40:08,406 --> 00:40:12,743
You have an amazing life.
You have a family that loves you.
930
00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:16,038
-[Tim] Right.
-You have passions that drive you.
931
00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:19,333
There's so much that can give you
so much confidence there.
932
00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:23,504
And you are a really attractive man,
and I'm not just saying it.
933
00:40:23,587 --> 00:40:24,713
Inside and out.
934
00:40:24,797 --> 00:40:27,800
-Your best days are ahead of you.
-[Tim] Thank you.
935
00:40:27,883 --> 00:40:30,302
[Jonathan] No more putting
our joy on hold. Because what?
936
00:40:30,386 --> 00:40:32,805
Our best time is...
937
00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:37,685
-[Tim] Now.
-Yes! Smack! Smack! You are gorgeous.
938
00:40:37,768 --> 00:40:39,770
-Are you ready?
-[Tim] I'm ready.
939
00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:43,482
Three, two, one. Meet the new Tim.
940
00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:45,568
[upbeat music playing]
941
00:40:45,651 --> 00:40:47,820
Oh, wow. Man!
942
00:40:49,196 --> 00:40:50,156
[chuckles]
943
00:40:50,656 --> 00:40:53,200
Wow. I look totally different.
944
00:40:54,034 --> 00:40:55,953
[Jonathan]
Do you wanna put your glasses on?
945
00:40:58,205 --> 00:40:59,165
Hey, Tim.
946
00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:01,500
How you doing?
947
00:41:01,584 --> 00:41:03,085
Oh!
948
00:41:03,169 --> 00:41:06,630
Look at that little
flirtation-station man in there.
949
00:41:06,714 --> 00:41:07,882
Give me a hug!
950
00:41:07,965 --> 00:41:09,300
Aw!
951
00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:11,385
[rock music playing]
952
00:41:17,391 --> 00:41:19,935
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
953
00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:22,021
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
954
00:41:22,688 --> 00:41:25,232
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
955
00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:27,318
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
956
00:41:29,737 --> 00:41:31,447
-[Bobby] You ready to see it?
-[Tim] Yeah.
957
00:41:31,530 --> 00:41:33,157
-[Bobby] Yeah? Are you sure?
-[Tim] I am.
958
00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:35,284
Promise you won't punch me.
959
00:41:35,367 --> 00:41:36,994
[laughs]
960
00:41:37,077 --> 00:41:38,329
[Bobby laughs]
961
00:41:38,412 --> 00:41:40,414
-All right, we good?
-Don't think you have to worry.
962
00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:41,832
Okay. Okay.
963
00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,751
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh... ♪
964
00:41:43,834 --> 00:41:45,628
-[Antoni] I see them!
-[Tan] I'm coming.
965
00:41:45,711 --> 00:41:49,256
-Move, Jackie. Get out of my way.
-Yeah, Tanny.
966
00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:50,174
-[Tan] Hi!
967
00:41:50,257 --> 00:41:52,092
[Karamo] Oh my gosh!
You look super handsome!
968
00:41:52,176 --> 00:41:54,303
-Hey.
-So gor... wow.
969
00:41:54,386 --> 00:41:56,138
-What a difference.
-[Karamo] How do you feel?
970
00:41:56,222 --> 00:41:57,598
-[Tim] I feel good.
-Oh my gosh.
971
00:41:57,681 --> 00:41:58,933
-You look great.
-Good.
972
00:41:59,016 --> 00:42:00,684
Okay. Here we go.
973
00:42:02,061 --> 00:42:03,687
Oh, wow!
974
00:42:03,771 --> 00:42:05,814
[upbeat music playing]
975
00:42:05,898 --> 00:42:06,899
Wow.
976
00:42:08,108 --> 00:42:10,110
This does not even look like my house.
977
00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:12,905
-[Bobby] Right?
-[Tan] It absolutely does not.
978
00:42:18,118 --> 00:42:20,996
-But it sure does look like a home now.
-[Karamo] It does.
979
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,832
Looks like a place that people
would want to come and hang now, right?
980
00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:25,751
[Tim] Wow, those look cool.
981
00:42:26,418 --> 00:42:28,212
[Bobby] There's still KISS everywhere.
982
00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,215
-[Tim] Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Just in more digestible bites.
983
00:42:31,298 --> 00:42:32,466
I love digestion!
984
00:42:33,676 --> 00:42:34,927
[Tim] Dude, this is crazy.
985
00:42:35,010 --> 00:42:36,512
[Karamo] It's amazing, right?
986
00:42:37,763 --> 00:42:40,683
[Tan] Are you doing okay
with the less KISS?
987
00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,351
Yeah, I love this.
988
00:42:42,434 --> 00:42:44,353
-I've been preparing him all week.
-Okay, good.
989
00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:47,106
-A new chair for Doody.
-Yeah. Yeah, man.
990
00:42:47,189 --> 00:42:50,734
Black, matching the rock-and-roll theme.
He's got a new rock-and-roll chair.
991
00:42:50,818 --> 00:42:53,696
-Yeah, this is crazy, man.
-[Bobby chuckles]
992
00:42:53,779 --> 00:42:54,655
Thank you so much.
993
00:42:54,738 --> 00:42:58,617
-What do you think the girls will think?
-Oh. [chuckles]
994
00:42:58,701 --> 00:43:01,579
-Speechless, kind of like me right now.
-[guys laugh]
995
00:43:01,662 --> 00:43:04,999
I never in a million years
would imagine that you get...
996
00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:06,458
you'd do all this.
997
00:43:06,542 --> 00:43:08,752
-[Bobby] We still got more. Keep going.
-[Tan] Much more.
998
00:43:10,462 --> 00:43:11,964
[Jonathan] Oh my God.
999
00:43:12,047 --> 00:43:13,591
[Tim] Oh man. This is crazy.
1000
00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:15,884
[Bobby] No more hot dog station.
1001
00:43:15,968 --> 00:43:18,470
I put in a dining room table
so you can start entertaining.
1002
00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:20,222
The girls can come over for dinner.
1003
00:43:20,306 --> 00:43:22,016
[Antoni] It's ready for you to cook in.
1004
00:43:22,099 --> 00:43:24,518
Can you start imagining yourself, though,
1005
00:43:25,561 --> 00:43:28,897
entertaining, being more social,
having friends and family over?
1006
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,524
-I would have to.
-Yeah.
1007
00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:32,860
This would be a shame to waste.
That's for sure.
1008
00:43:32,943 --> 00:43:35,029
-Good way to look at it! I like that.
-[Bobby] Amen!
1009
00:43:35,112 --> 00:43:38,866
-Do you feel like you deserve this?
-Well, after this week, I'm starting to.
1010
00:43:38,949 --> 00:43:39,908
-Good.
-[Tim] Yeah.
1011
00:43:39,992 --> 00:43:42,911
-Yes! Perfect.
-[Jonathan] Aw!
1012
00:43:42,995 --> 00:43:45,456
-You deserve all of this.
-Thank you.
1013
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,208
[Bobby] Now let's head
to your new bedroom.
1014
00:43:48,292 --> 00:43:49,376
Wow.
1015
00:43:49,460 --> 00:43:52,087
Holy crap. Man! Man!
1016
00:43:53,714 --> 00:43:55,132
That's an all-new bed?
1017
00:43:55,215 --> 00:43:56,342
-[Karamo] Yeah.
-[Bobby] Yes.
1018
00:43:56,425 --> 00:43:58,844
[Jonathan] Take it for a test spin.
Why don't you get on there?
1019
00:43:58,927 --> 00:44:00,971
Yes. Oh, yes, just lay down your...
1020
00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:02,848
-[laughing]
-[Karamo] Yeah!
1021
00:44:02,931 --> 00:44:04,266
Can I be your first cuddle?
1022
00:44:04,350 --> 00:44:07,186
[Tan] Aw! That's nice!
1023
00:44:07,269 --> 00:44:08,437
[Tim] Yeah, this is beautiful.
1024
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,940
[Bobby] I really felt that you needed
some space to breathe.
1025
00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:13,484
Me too, honey.
1026
00:44:13,567 --> 00:44:15,653
[Bobby] And give you a space
where you can recharge.
1027
00:44:15,736 --> 00:44:17,237
Yeah, this is unbelievable.
1028
00:44:19,281 --> 00:44:23,786
I can't even imagine how weird it must be
to think about putting a look together
1029
00:44:23,869 --> 00:44:27,247
when mostly all you've done
is wear KISS T-shirts.
1030
00:44:27,331 --> 00:44:29,541
Now, it's gonna take
a little more consideration,
1031
00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:31,335
but it's still going to be easy.
1032
00:44:31,418 --> 00:44:32,878
All your pants are on this side.
1033
00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:36,090
Really simple pants, simple jeans
1034
00:44:36,173 --> 00:44:38,258
that should make you feel
perfectly comfortable.
1035
00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:41,011
-You can wear that with a KISS shirt?
-Absolutely, 100%.
1036
00:44:41,095 --> 00:44:42,262
And I wouldn't be upset.
1037
00:44:42,346 --> 00:44:44,723
I didn't want to turn you
into a boring corporate guy.
1038
00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:45,974
You don't live that life.
1039
00:44:46,058 --> 00:44:48,102
-No.
-There's nothing dull about you.
1040
00:44:48,185 --> 00:44:50,521
-[Tim] No.
-I want you to show that in your wardrobe.
1041
00:44:50,604 --> 00:44:51,438
[Tim] Right.
1042
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:55,150
[chanting] Timmy! Timmy! Timmy! Timmy!
1043
00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:58,320
♪ All we want to do is rock and roll... ♪
1044
00:44:58,404 --> 00:44:59,822
[cheering]
1045
00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:01,448
-Love this.
-I love this color.
1046
00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:02,408
[Karamo] This is good!
1047
00:45:02,491 --> 00:45:04,827
-That's a damn good shirt...
-This green is great.
1048
00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:08,872
This is a version of, like, a band tee
without it necessarily having to be KISS.
1049
00:45:08,956 --> 00:45:11,375
-Right.
-Your body language is very different.
1050
00:45:11,458 --> 00:45:13,085
-[Tim] I know. I feel different.
-Yeah.
1051
00:45:13,168 --> 00:45:16,422
♪ All we wanna do is lose control... ♪
1052
00:45:16,505 --> 00:45:19,508
Oh, I like it how you went, like,
"Spank me. I'm a naughty boy,"
1053
00:45:19,591 --> 00:45:20,676
with that pose.
1054
00:45:20,759 --> 00:45:22,177
[laughing]
1055
00:45:22,261 --> 00:45:24,555
-Yes.
-It's funny what some clothes can do.
1056
00:45:24,638 --> 00:45:27,015
[Tan] It really is.
I've been saying it all along.
1057
00:45:27,099 --> 00:45:30,060
-The pants are giving me power down here.
-Yeah!
1058
00:45:30,144 --> 00:45:31,437
-Power pants.
-[Tan] Yeah!
1059
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,981
Just the way they fit, you know?
Makes you wanna jump up.
1060
00:45:34,064 --> 00:45:35,441
Yes!
1061
00:45:37,609 --> 00:45:39,695
Who would've thought
this would happen to me?
1062
00:45:39,778 --> 00:45:42,072
You know, you got me sitting up straight.
1063
00:45:42,573 --> 00:45:44,658
You know what I mean?
I appreciate that, man.
1064
00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:47,536
-This is going to be a new mindset.
-[Tan] Good.
1065
00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:51,582
You opened my eyes up to a lot of
feelings that were definitely shut down.
1066
00:45:51,665 --> 00:45:56,295
I'm going to try to start thinking
positive and working on my inside.
1067
00:45:57,212 --> 00:45:59,006
The way that we take care of ourselves
1068
00:45:59,089 --> 00:46:01,508
is not about a physical appearance
for other people.
1069
00:46:01,592 --> 00:46:03,635
-It's really showing up for ourselves.
-Mm-hmm.
1070
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:05,345
And you're worth showing up for.
1071
00:46:05,929 --> 00:46:08,682
Yeah. Yeah, I appreciate that. Yeah.
1072
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,978
I don't know what to say.
1073
00:46:13,061 --> 00:46:14,980
[emotional music playing]
1074
00:46:17,274 --> 00:46:18,192
Um...
1075
00:46:19,777 --> 00:46:21,945
Yeah, it feels great. It really does.
1076
00:46:23,363 --> 00:46:24,573
So thank you.
1077
00:46:24,656 --> 00:46:26,241
So we've kept you
a little bit in the dark
1078
00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:28,494
about what's gonna happen after we leave.
1079
00:46:28,577 --> 00:46:29,411
Okay.
1080
00:46:29,495 --> 00:46:32,915
The moment I walked in, I was very
impressed by your KISS collection.
1081
00:46:32,998 --> 00:46:37,252
So I contacted a local art gallery
and a curator,
1082
00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:38,378
and they came in,
1083
00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:41,131
and they chose their favorite pieces
from your collection.
1084
00:46:41,215 --> 00:46:44,301
And tonight, we have them displayed
in an art gallery on Magazine Street.
1085
00:46:44,384 --> 00:46:46,470
[laughs]
1086
00:46:46,553 --> 00:46:49,807
You and your family are gonna go.
We found some other KISS fans.
1087
00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:51,683
-[chuckles]
-[Tan] Ain't that something?
1088
00:46:51,767 --> 00:46:54,102
You know, it's something
for you to share and use
1089
00:46:54,186 --> 00:46:56,772
as a way to put yourself out there
and meet people
1090
00:46:56,855 --> 00:46:59,274
that are just as much
in love with KISS as you are.
1091
00:46:59,358 --> 00:47:01,735
So this night is all about you and KISS.
1092
00:47:01,819 --> 00:47:04,905
Wow, that's... that's crazy, man.
You guys are insane.
1093
00:47:04,988 --> 00:47:07,783
When you've been down and sad,
there's no magic wand.
1094
00:47:07,866 --> 00:47:09,660
You just don't turn happy the next day.
1095
00:47:09,743 --> 00:47:10,953
Have fun tonight.
1096
00:47:11,578 --> 00:47:14,706
[Karamo] You have to do the work of
understanding when life throws you a win,
1097
00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:17,167
you gotta accept it
and know that it's not a one-off,
1098
00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:18,961
that you're gonna have more of these.
1099
00:47:19,044 --> 00:47:19,920
Thank you!
1100
00:47:20,003 --> 00:47:21,713
-[Karamo] We love you!
-[Tim] Take care!
1101
00:47:21,797 --> 00:47:22,714
[Karamo] Rock on!
1102
00:47:22,798 --> 00:47:24,174
-Rock on, baby.
-[Karamo chuckles]
1103
00:47:24,258 --> 00:47:26,260
[rock music playing]
1104
00:47:30,264 --> 00:47:33,267
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
1105
00:47:33,350 --> 00:47:36,895
♪ You can run at night
But you're gonna feel the thunder ♪
1106
00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:43,277
[uplifting music playing]
1107
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:44,570
[horn honks]
1108
00:47:50,826 --> 00:47:52,244
-[woman] Oh God!
-[girl] Oh my gosh!
1109
00:47:52,828 --> 00:47:54,288
Oh my God!
1110
00:47:54,371 --> 00:47:56,164
[giggles]
1111
00:47:56,248 --> 00:47:57,624
[laughing]
1112
00:47:58,500 --> 00:48:00,711
{\an8}-[girl] Oh my God!
-[Melody] Oh my God!
1113
00:48:00,794 --> 00:48:02,379
{\an8}[laughing]
1114
00:48:02,462 --> 00:48:04,882
-Look at your face!
-Oh my God!
1115
00:48:04,965 --> 00:48:08,010
-Are you 24? Oh my God.
-[Tim] Hey.
1116
00:48:08,093 --> 00:48:10,178
{\an8}-So good.
-[Tim laughs]
1117
00:48:10,262 --> 00:48:12,055
{\an8}-[Lilly] I love the jacket.
-Look at that, huh?
1118
00:48:12,139 --> 00:48:14,099
-Got a green jacket.
-[Melody] Look at that jacket!
1119
00:48:14,182 --> 00:48:15,934
[laughing]
1120
00:48:16,018 --> 00:48:17,853
Holy shit! [laughs]
1121
00:48:17,936 --> 00:48:19,146
[chuckles]
1122
00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:20,522
[Tim] Y'all come on in.
1123
00:48:22,900 --> 00:48:24,443
-Look at that.
-[Lilly] Can't wait.
1124
00:48:24,526 --> 00:48:28,196
Oh my God. Oh my God! [gasps]
1125
00:48:29,031 --> 00:48:30,324
-Oh my God!
-What?
1126
00:48:30,407 --> 00:48:32,576
Oh my God! Oh my God! This is so cool!
1127
00:48:32,659 --> 00:48:33,785
[Kim] Oh my God!
1128
00:48:34,328 --> 00:48:35,412
[Tim] What do you think?
1129
00:48:35,495 --> 00:48:36,872
[Melody] Daddy!
1130
00:48:36,955 --> 00:48:38,707
[laughing]
1131
00:48:39,207 --> 00:48:40,834
It's beautiful!
1132
00:48:41,793 --> 00:48:44,004
-Y'all wanna check out Doody's room?
-[women] Yes.
1133
00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:46,381
-Hey.
-Doodlebug!
1134
00:48:46,465 --> 00:48:47,841
Look who's... Look who's home?
1135
00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:49,217
-Dood!
-Doody.
1136
00:48:50,886 --> 00:48:54,389
[Melody] Are you freaking kidding me?
Are you living in luxury right now?
1137
00:48:55,015 --> 00:48:56,975
[Tim] Check out the bed. Brand-new bed.
1138
00:48:57,059 --> 00:48:59,311
[Kim] He looks like
he's sleeping on a cloud now.
1139
00:48:59,394 --> 00:49:02,397
-[Tim] You like it, man?
-[Melody] Give him a Gene Simmons tongue.
1140
00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:04,900
-Yeah!
-Oh, yeah. Yay!
1141
00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:06,568
[Melody laughs]
1142
00:49:06,652 --> 00:49:08,278
[Tim] You got my KISS shirt on, man.
1143
00:49:08,362 --> 00:49:10,113
I think we're... I guess I'm gonna give you
1144
00:49:10,197 --> 00:49:12,616
some of my KISS shirts now,
since I gotta wear the...
1145
00:49:12,699 --> 00:49:15,410
-[Lilly] Yeah!
-[Melody laughs]
1146
00:49:16,995 --> 00:49:19,873
[Tim] Let's let him rest,
'cause he looks like he needs it.
1147
00:49:21,291 --> 00:49:24,586
You guys want to come in here?
I got some food. Have a seat.
1148
00:49:24,670 --> 00:49:26,171
[Lilly] It's beautiful in here.
1149
00:49:26,254 --> 00:49:29,549
-Take some soup.
-[gasps] Ooh!
1150
00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:31,301
That looks delicious.
1151
00:49:33,345 --> 00:49:34,596
-Mmm.
-[Lilly] It's good.
1152
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:35,806
Oh my gosh.
1153
00:49:35,889 --> 00:49:37,182
That's delicious.
1154
00:49:37,265 --> 00:49:40,310
While we're all sitting around here,
I got some things written down here
1155
00:49:40,394 --> 00:49:42,062
that Karamo and I talked about.
1156
00:49:42,145 --> 00:49:43,730
He wanted me to make a list.
1157
00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:46,692
Try to get me on the right page,
so to speak.
1158
00:49:46,775 --> 00:49:49,152
Okay, I gotta think about
things that I've done
1159
00:49:49,236 --> 00:49:51,363
that I feel like I've won at in life.
1160
00:49:51,905 --> 00:49:52,823
You two guys.
1161
00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:56,827
You know, keeping my brother comfortable
has been quite a chore,
1162
00:49:56,910 --> 00:49:58,787
and I think I did
a pretty good job of it.
1163
00:49:58,870 --> 00:50:01,123
-You did a great job.
-[Tim] Yeah.
1164
00:50:01,206 --> 00:50:03,583
I'mma tell you guys some things I deserve.
1165
00:50:04,292 --> 00:50:06,128
It was kind of hard
to come up with these,
1166
00:50:06,211 --> 00:50:07,754
because of the way I am.
1167
00:50:08,964 --> 00:50:11,258
But, um, I worked at it. And I got 'em.
1168
00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:14,219
Um, I think I deserve to be happy.
1169
00:50:14,302 --> 00:50:16,138
-Yes. Yes.
-Yes.
1170
00:50:17,973 --> 00:50:20,308
Um, I deserve the love of others,
1171
00:50:20,392 --> 00:50:23,437
which, you know... that's hard.
1172
00:50:24,646 --> 00:50:26,440
Uh, that's a hard one.
1173
00:50:28,108 --> 00:50:31,403
I deserve some time for myself.
I gotta start carving that out, you know?
1174
00:50:31,486 --> 00:50:33,363
-[Melody] Mm-hmm.
-[Kim] Yes.
1175
00:50:33,447 --> 00:50:35,574
That's gonna really help my mind.
1176
00:50:35,657 --> 00:50:38,118
Get me out of here.
Get me out of the funk, you know?
1177
00:50:38,201 --> 00:50:40,037
Get me... thinking clear.
1178
00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:43,790
I want to start trying to have a life
outside of my house.
1179
00:50:43,874 --> 00:50:47,210
I think I deserve to keep trying
to get out and meet some folks.
1180
00:50:47,294 --> 00:50:48,211
[Melody] Yeah.
1181
00:50:49,171 --> 00:50:52,841
Last but not least, I deserve
to rock out with my... [beep] ...out.
1182
00:50:52,924 --> 00:50:54,926
-[laughing]
-[Tim] You know what I'm saying?
1183
00:50:55,886 --> 00:50:57,137
Not expecting that one.
1184
00:50:57,220 --> 00:51:00,807
Hey. You know me.
I gotta come out of left field somewhere.
1185
00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:06,146
-[Melody] Give me a hug, Dad.
-[Tim] Thank you, Melody.
1186
00:51:06,229 --> 00:51:08,607
[Melody] I love you so much.
You deserve it all.
1187
00:51:09,608 --> 00:51:12,986
-[Kim] I love you. I'm so proud of you.
-[Tim] Thank you, Kim.
1188
00:51:14,446 --> 00:51:15,405
-Hey, baby.
-[Lilly] Hey.
1189
00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:19,076
I'm gonna be doing better now, so...
1190
00:51:20,202 --> 00:51:21,912
A lot more laughing to go.
1191
00:51:21,995 --> 00:51:23,121
[Melody laughs]
1192
00:51:23,205 --> 00:51:26,374
I mean, we're gonna have to hit the road
here and get to the showing of...
1193
00:51:26,458 --> 00:51:28,710
-The exhibition! Yes!
-...of my goodies!
1194
00:51:29,294 --> 00:51:30,962
[Lilly] Let's go see your collection!
1195
00:51:31,046 --> 00:51:32,923
[heavy metal music playing]
1196
00:51:45,310 --> 00:51:47,062
♪ Ha, ha, ha... ♪
1197
00:51:47,145 --> 00:51:47,979
Oh my God.
1198
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:49,940
-Yes. [laughs]
-[Kim] Nice.
1199
00:51:51,274 --> 00:51:52,317
Oh.
1200
00:51:53,860 --> 00:51:54,694
Wow.
1201
00:51:57,739 --> 00:51:59,616
-Oh my gosh.
-That's what I made.
1202
00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:00,700
[Kim] That's awesome.
1203
00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:02,160
-[Lilly] You made the...
-[Kim] Wow!
1204
00:52:02,244 --> 00:52:03,703
-Yeah, I made all that.
-Wow!
1205
00:52:03,787 --> 00:52:06,456
With Tim and his love of all things KISS,
1206
00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:09,209
for now, it's all been
within the walls of his home.
1207
00:52:09,793 --> 00:52:11,586
For him to put himself out there
in the world
1208
00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:13,088
and share his passion with others...
1209
00:52:13,171 --> 00:52:14,798
Are the boots your favorite?
1210
00:52:14,881 --> 00:52:17,217
[Tim] Yeah. Yeah, definitely.
I used to wear those.
1211
00:52:17,300 --> 00:52:18,885
I had a lot of good times in those boots.
1212
00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:22,097
It's a way of connecting with others,
a way of letting other people in.
1213
00:52:22,180 --> 00:52:25,684
-How many times have you seen KISS?
-Forty-five. Forty-five. Yeah.
1214
00:52:25,767 --> 00:52:27,811
I think it'll make him
a little less lonely.
1215
00:52:30,313 --> 00:52:33,275
My only hope is
that Tim continues to be vulnerable
1216
00:52:33,358 --> 00:52:36,486
and put himself out there
to continue to find joy in his life.
1217
00:52:37,279 --> 00:52:41,158
He deserves to be happy,
and he deserves to continue living.
1218
00:52:41,241 --> 00:52:43,285
And this is
the first step on that journey.
1219
00:52:43,368 --> 00:52:44,911
-This is awesome.
-Thank you.
1220
00:52:44,995 --> 00:52:46,955
I'm glad that you got this
to happen for you.
1221
00:52:47,038 --> 00:52:49,749
Nothing like I've ever...
would ever think would happen to me.
1222
00:52:49,833 --> 00:52:53,795
When I think about how sweet Tim is
and what a hard worker he is
1223
00:52:53,879 --> 00:52:55,964
and what an all-around good person,
1224
00:52:56,047 --> 00:52:59,926
good brother, good dad, good human...
1225
00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:01,803
-[Lilly] I'm proud of you.
-Thank you, baby.
1226
00:53:01,887 --> 00:53:03,847
I hope this is
a love letter to caretakers.
1227
00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:06,641
And so if you can, like,
show somebody a little love,
1228
00:53:06,725 --> 00:53:08,727
let Tim's story be
a reminder for you to do that.
1229
00:53:08,810 --> 00:53:10,979
[Lilly] You deserve it. You deserve it.
1230
00:53:11,062 --> 00:53:13,356
♪ Na, na, na, na, na, wow! ♪
1231
00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:15,859
[curious music playing]
1232
00:53:19,362 --> 00:53:21,281
Ever wondered
who should take the selfie?
1233
00:53:21,364 --> 00:53:22,574
The most artistic one!
1234
00:53:22,657 --> 00:53:24,367
-The one with the best...
-No.
1235
00:53:25,076 --> 00:53:26,411
-No.
-Hairdressers!
1236
00:53:26,494 --> 00:53:28,163
-[Antoni] Definitely not me.
-Is it me?
1237
00:53:28,246 --> 00:53:30,081
The one who knows
how to find the emotion.
1238
00:53:30,165 --> 00:53:31,917
-No, Karamo!
-The one with the best...
1239
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,961
Stop! Stop!
It's the one with the longest arm.
1240
00:53:35,045 --> 00:53:36,546
-Know what I always wondered?
-What?
1241
00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:37,923
[Jonathan] Whose is longest?
1242
00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:40,258
[suspenseful music playing]
1243
00:53:42,344 --> 00:53:44,137
-It's you.
-Yeah!
1244
00:53:44,221 --> 00:53:46,181
The one with the longest arm. Go!
1245
00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:48,183
I knew my arms would come in handy.
1246
00:53:48,266 --> 00:53:50,685
-Say, "Cheese."
-[Jonathan] Cheese.
1247
00:53:50,769 --> 00:53:52,187
[Tan] Gorge! You got it.
1248
00:53:52,687 --> 00:53:54,689
[heavy metal music playing]
1249
00:54:04,991 --> 00:54:06,618
♪ Lets me tell you now ♪
1250
00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:13,041
{\an8}♪ Wow! ♪
1251
00:54:13,124 --> 00:54:16,044
{\an8}♪ I walk in from the pouring rain ♪
1252
00:54:16,127 --> 00:54:18,838
{\an8}♪ To the neon light on the stage ♪
1253
00:54:20,257 --> 00:54:22,842
{\an8}♪ You were there
In your snakeskin boots ♪
1254
00:54:22,926 --> 00:54:25,845
♪ With that dangerous look on your face ♪
1255
00:54:26,972 --> 00:54:29,766
♪ They on you
What you wanted to do ♪
1256
00:54:29,849 --> 00:54:32,102
♪ But you didn't tell me the score ♪
1257
00:54:32,185 --> 00:54:33,019
♪ Oh no ♪
1258
00:54:33,728 --> 00:54:36,690
♪ I had a chance, I couldn't escape ♪
1259
00:54:36,773 --> 00:54:39,484
♪ Now I keep coming back for more ♪
1260
00:54:40,568 --> 00:54:41,778
♪ I shouldn't run ♪
1261
00:54:41,861 --> 00:54:43,405
♪ Was bitter now ♪
1262
00:54:43,488 --> 00:54:45,240
♪ I'm blind ♪
1263
00:54:45,740 --> 00:54:48,285
♪Snakeskin seduction ♪
1264
00:54:48,785 --> 00:54:50,370
♪ You're out of control ♪
1265
00:54:50,453 --> 00:54:52,706
♪ Make me come alive ♪
1266
00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:55,041
♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪
1267
00:54:55,125 --> 00:54:57,252
♪ You make my blood run cold ♪
1268
00:54:57,335 --> 00:54:59,587
♪ While you blow my mind ♪
1269
00:54:59,671 --> 00:55:02,299
♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪
1270
00:55:09,556 --> 00:55:10,974
♪ Snakeskin ♪
1271
00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:14,019
♪ Snakeskin ♪
1272
00:55:16,354 --> 00:55:19,149
♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪
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