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okay yeah I'm fine just you know I'm
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okay yeah I'm fine just you know I'm
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okay yeah I'm fine just you know I'm
just emotional marine yeah well I wanted
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just emotional marine yeah well I wanted
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just emotional marine yeah well I wanted
to go over some stuff for the peer
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to go over some stuff for the peer
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to go over some stuff for the peer
Oversight Committee but if it's a bad
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Oversight Committee but if it's a bad
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Oversight Committee but if it's a bad
time I know well please come in please
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well I'm putting the house up for sale
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well I'm putting the house up for sale
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well I'm putting the house up for sale
so lucky and I can make a down payment
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so lucky and I can make a down payment
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so lucky and I can make a down payment
on its property we found you want to
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on its property we found you want to
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on its property we found you want to
build a house of our own
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Elizabeth you don't have tying anything
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Elizabeth you don't have tying anything
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Elizabeth you don't have tying anything
Nikolas told me about your affair here
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Nikolas told me about your affair here
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Nikolas told me about your affair here
is no place to make life-altering
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is no place to make life-altering
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is no place to make life-altering
decisions it's great I'm sure you think
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decisions it's great I'm sure you think
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decisions it's great I'm sure you think
highly of me
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highly of me
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highly of me
I'm aged too lucky and this lady's
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I'm aged too lucky and this lady's
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I'm aged too lucky and this lady's
brother you're a good and kind person I
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brother you're a good and kind person I
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brother you're a good and kind person I
know that you wouldn't get involved with
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know that you wouldn't get involved with
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know that you wouldn't get involved with
Nikolas on the whim I know what we're
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Nikolas on the whim I know what we're
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Nikolas on the whim I know what we're
doing is wrong and I want to stop but I
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doing is wrong and I want to stop but I
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doing is wrong and I want to stop but I
just can't
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just can't
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just can't
I'm trying to control my thoughts and my
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I'm trying to control my thoughts and my
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I'm trying to control my thoughts and my
feelings but it's like I've become
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feelings but it's like I've become
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feelings but it's like I've become
obsessed with him and I know that's not
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obsessed with him and I know that's not
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obsessed with him and I know that's not
an excuse in fact it makes it worse I
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an excuse in fact it makes it worse I
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an excuse in fact it makes it worse I
know it's just horrible and it's
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know it's just horrible and it's
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know it's just horrible and it's
deceitful and I'm wrong and hey being
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deceitful and I'm wrong and hey being
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deceitful and I'm wrong and hey being
yourself up for a sec I hate myself for
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yourself up for a sec I hate myself for
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yourself up for a sec I hate myself for
allowing this to happen listen to me
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allowing this to happen listen to me
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allowing this to happen listen to me
okay if there's anything that I learn
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okay if there's anything that I learn
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okay if there's anything that I learn
from the whole postpartum depression
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from the whole postpartum depression
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from the whole postpartum depression
thing instead being ashamed just makes
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thing instead being ashamed just makes
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thing instead being ashamed just makes
everything worse you had a medical
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everything worse you had a medical
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everything worse you had a medical
condition I'm just a cheater and a liar
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condition I'm just a cheater and a liar
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condition I'm just a cheater and a liar
Elizabeth it's not like you woke up one
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Elizabeth it's not like you woke up one
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Elizabeth it's not like you woke up one
morning and decided to ruin your life
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morning and decided to ruin your life
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morning and decided to ruin your life
it's the last thing I wanted to happen
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it's the last thing I wanted to happen
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it's the last thing I wanted to happen
can I ask how it happened how are those
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can I ask how it happened how are those
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can I ask how it happened how are those
dry one scene so shallow
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dry one scene so shallow
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dry one scene so shallow
why nothing between you and Nikolas is
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why nothing between you and Nikolas is
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why nothing between you and Nikolas is
shallow
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shallow
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shallow
in front for a really long time which is
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in front for a really long time which is
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in front for a really long time which is
exactly why I took me by surprise I'm
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exactly why I took me by surprise I'm
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exactly why I took me by surprise I'm
winded Nicholas and I kissed it was a
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winded Nicholas and I kissed it was a
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winded Nicholas and I kissed it was a
silly impulse we had been drinking at
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silly impulse we had been drinking at
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silly impulse we had been drinking at
Jakes and then out of the blue I started
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Jakes and then out of the blue I started
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Jakes and then out of the blue I started
to want him find a pattern I think
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to want him find a pattern I think
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to want him find a pattern I think
Elizabeth only agreed to get me and Mary
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Elizabeth only agreed to get me and Mary
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Elizabeth only agreed to get me and Mary
because I pushed it I asked her to marry
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because I pushed it I asked her to marry
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because I pushed it I asked her to marry
me she asked me for more time she told
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me she asked me for more time she told
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me she asked me for more time she told
me she was afraid of repeating all the
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me she was afraid of repeating all the
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me she was afraid of repeating all the
mistakes we've made in the past you know
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mistakes we've made in the past you know
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mistakes we've made in the past you know
I can understand that
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I can understand that
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I can understand that
even while you've been through
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my drug addiction affair with Maxine her
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my drug addiction affair with Maxine her
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my drug addiction affair with Maxine her
affair with Jason why should all about
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affair with Jason why should all about
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affair with Jason why should all about
change but once we agreed to give you
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change but once we agreed to give you
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change but once we agreed to give you
marriage and guilt just came crashing in
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marriage and guilt just came crashing in
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marriage and guilt just came crashing in
on her again Elizabeth has forgiven me
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on her again Elizabeth has forgiven me
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on her again Elizabeth has forgiven me
but she hasn't forgiven herself she's
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but she hasn't forgiven herself she's
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but she hasn't forgiven herself she's
scared to death she's gonna do something
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scared to death she's gonna do something
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scared to death she's gonna do something
wrong to destroy everything we're in the
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wrong to destroy everything we're in the
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wrong to destroy everything we're in the
process of rebuilding reassuring
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process of rebuilding reassuring
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process of rebuilding reassuring
that's what I've been trying to do man
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that's what I've been trying to do man
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that's what I've been trying to do man
over and over
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I just maybe at this point the only way
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I just maybe at this point the only way
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I just maybe at this point the only way
to make this right
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they call off the wedding
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I don't know if you know this but lucky
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I don't know if you know this but lucky
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I don't know if you know this but lucky
my Rebecca digging it for like a blink
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my Rebecca digging it for like a blink
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my Rebecca digging it for like a blink
of an eye
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of an eye
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of an eye
how did Nikolas feel about that he was
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how did Nikolas feel about that he was
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how did Nikolas feel about that he was
jealous and so he kissed me to make sure
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jealous and so he kissed me to make sure
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jealous and so he kissed me to make sure
they saw it and I figured why not cuz in
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they saw it and I figured why not cuz in
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they saw it and I figured why not cuz in
a way I wanted lucky to be jealous too
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a way I wanted lucky to be jealous too
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a way I wanted lucky to be jealous too
mm-hmm
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mm-hmm
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mm-hmm
it worked yeah yeah I did
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it worked yeah yeah I did
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it worked yeah yeah I did
lucky Rebecca stop seeing each other and
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lucky Rebecca stop seeing each other and
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lucky Rebecca stop seeing each other and
then later Nikolas and I met up at Jake
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then later Nikolas and I met up at Jake
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then later Nikolas and I met up at Jake
so we can discuss what had happen and we
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so we can discuss what had happen and we
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so we can discuss what had happen and we
decided to kiss again just to see what
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decided to kiss again just to see what
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decided to kiss again just to see what
it would be like and I've never been
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it would be like and I've never been
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it would be like and I've never been
kissed like that ever and afterwards I
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kissed like that ever and afterwards I
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kissed like that ever and afterwards I
couldn't stop thinking about it and I
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couldn't stop thinking about it and I
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couldn't stop thinking about it and I
know it's crazy it doesn't make sense
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know it's crazy it doesn't make sense
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know it's crazy it doesn't make sense
because Nikolas should be the one person
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because Nikolas should be the one person
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because Nikolas should be the one person
that is totally off-limits to me but I
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that is totally off-limits to me but I
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that is totally off-limits to me but I
couldn't help myself and I know he feels
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couldn't help myself and I know he feels
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couldn't help myself and I know he feels
the same way but it didn't stop there
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the same way but it didn't stop there
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the same way but it didn't stop there
well we fought it I mean we made a point
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well we fought it I mean we made a point
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well we fought it I mean we made a point
of not being in the same places we were
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of not being in the same places we were
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of not being in the same places we were
just hoping that our feelings for each
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just hoping that our feelings for each
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just hoping that our feelings for each
other would subside and then the night
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other would subside and then the night
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other would subside and then the night
of the carnival when Jake had almost
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of the carnival when Jake had almost
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of the carnival when Jake had almost
been killed by the car he came by to
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been killed by the car he came by to
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been killed by the car he came by to
check on me and he ended up kissing
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check on me and he ended up kissing
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check on me and he ended up kissing
again and then he left and lucky showed
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again and then he left and lucky showed
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again and then he left and lucky showed
up and next thing I know like he's
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up and next thing I know like he's
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up and next thing I know like he's
asking me to marry him Wow dealing was a
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asking me to marry him Wow dealing was a
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asking me to marry him Wow dealing was a
lot
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lot
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lot
I don't lucky that I needed time to
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I don't lucky that I needed time to
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I don't lucky that I needed time to
think about it so I went to Nikolas
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think about it so I went to Nikolas
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think about it so I went to Nikolas
and we ended up losing control I thought
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and we ended up losing control I thought
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and we ended up losing control I thought
that it was just gonna be a one-time
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that it was just gonna be a one-time
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that it was just gonna be a one-time
thing that we would realize what we had
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thing that we would realize what we had
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thing that we would realize what we had
done that we have regretted and and then
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done that we have regretted and and then
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done that we have regretted and and then
we just move on and like he was still
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we just move on and like he was still
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we just move on and like he was still
waiting for an answer to his proposal I
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waiting for an answer to his proposal I
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waiting for an answer to his proposal I
just thought that if I committed to
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just thought that if I committed to
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just thought that if I committed to
lucky and all of this with Nikolas would
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lucky and all of this with Nikolas would
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lucky and all of this with Nikolas would
just go away but it didn't my feelings
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just go away but it didn't my feelings
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just go away but it didn't my feelings
just keep getting stronger
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just keep getting stronger
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just keep getting stronger
do you love Nikolas
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I love lucky but I can't stop wanting
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I love lucky but I can't stop wanting
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I love lucky but I can't stop wanting
Nikolas I kept thinking that once we
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Nikolas I kept thinking that once we
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Nikolas I kept thinking that once we
made that we turn to each other
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made that we turn to each other
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made that we turn to each other
Elizabeth would feel the same way but it
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Elizabeth would feel the same way but it
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Elizabeth would feel the same way but it
just seems like her fears are getting
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just seems like her fears are getting
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just seems like her fears are getting
worse works for us well hoping for every
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worse works for us well hoping for every
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worse works for us well hoping for every
time I consider calling off the
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time I consider calling off the
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time I consider calling off the
engagement I swing back the other way
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engagement I swing back the other way
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engagement I swing back the other way
and decided I need to have faith in us
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and decided I need to have faith in us
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and decided I need to have faith in us
until she feels it again
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until she feels it again
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until she feels it again
maybe that's your answer
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if Elizabeth only agreed to marry me
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if Elizabeth only agreed to marry me
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if Elizabeth only agreed to marry me
it'll make me happy I can't stomach back
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it'll make me happy I can't stomach back
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it'll make me happy I can't stomach back
that's not love don't even know what
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that's not love don't even know what
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that's not love don't even know what
that is but it's not fair to either one
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that is but it's not fair to either one
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that is but it's not fair to either one
of us
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