All language subtitles for Mistresses.US.S01E02.The.Morning.After.1080p.WEB-DL.DD5.1.H.264-BS.eng

If anyone finds out that you
were sleeping with your patient,

Karen, you could lose
your license.

I need a favor,
big sister.

You always said I could move
into the pool house

Thank you. Thank you.
Thank you.

I knew your husband.
We were in love.

And I was pregnant
when he died.

Abnormal sperm has defects

That can affect the ability
to reach and penetrate an egg.

You can stop worrying
that having a baby

Is gonna prevent you
from making partner.

Stop. Stop!
You're the one
who wanted to talk!

It's okay to let go,
savannah.

(sobbing)

(door opens)

Really?

What? Thor's girlfriend.

In retrospect though,
that hammer was a bad mistake.

It's very difficult
to dance with.

So... The glass bottles
were playing

At this warehouse thing
downtown.

Have I played them
for you yet?

Totally genius.

Mmm.

We go, right?
And damien is there.

Do you remember damien?

No.

No. I have a picture.
(clicks tongue)

Damien.

That is not his face.

But it is his best feature.

You do realize this is not
the guest house, right?

This is my dance space,

And that outside is
your dance space.

My dance space had no juice.

I said you could crash here,
but if you're gonna wander

Into the kitchen at 6:00
in the morning, totally drunk--

Whoa.
What is wrong with you?

Nothing is wrong with me.

I have to go to work.

And this is not how
I want to start my day.

Duly noted.
Will not happen again.

Thank you.

Pfft.

(telephone rings)

(beep)

Dr. Kim? It's sam grey.

(whispers) oh, come on.

When you get a chance, would you
mind giving me a call back?

Thanks.

Savi, it's me.
I'm sorry to call you so early,

But, um, do you think
you can meet me at the shop

Before work this morning?
It's important.

(horn honks)

Lucy! Carpool's here!

Ready for your test?

6 times 8 is 48.
Ain't that great?

6 times 9 is 54.
What a bore. 6 times--

You're ready.
Okay. Mwah. Love you.

Karen, hey, it's me.

I need your help.

(horn honks)

Hey, savi.

Do you know
what this is about?

I don't,
and she's not here yet.

Listen, sam called me
this morning.

Sam who?

Oh, sam grey?

I don't know.
I didn't pick up.

Good. Don't.

So don't even call him back?

I wouldn't.

I told you they're investigating
tom's death.

Our firm is taking it
seriously,

And I really think
you should, too.

I am, but sam doesn't have
anything to do with that.

Well, I mean, he's the son of
the man you were sleeping with,

Who was married,

Who was your patient,

To whom you prescribed
lethal doses of morphine.

Stop staying "lethal doses
of morphine."

Lethal doses of morphine.

Fine.
I won't call him back.

Good.

Hey. You okay?

No, I'm not, actually.

(April) savi. Karen.

(keys jangle)
hi.

Paul had a baby
with another woman.

My thing can wait.

And then she tells me
that they were in love

And that she was pregnant
when he died.

That's why she kept calling
and hanging up--

But apparently, it's hard
to tell someone

Over the phone that your entire
marriage was a sham,

So she decided to do it
in person,

Which would've been
a classy move

If she wasn't
such a gigantic whore.

I'm confused.

I'm confused, too.
How did she know where you live?

That's what's bothering you
about this?

The fact that she knew
my address?

Did you ask her
how she found out?

It didn't occur to me to ask.

I mean, she showed up
with the kid.

She brought the kid?

Oh, yes,
she brought the kid.

And after she told me
how she and paul were in love,

I just knew
I was gonna throw up,

So I shut the door in her face,

Ran upstairs, and cried
for the next six hours,

Which is why I'm so puffy.

Oh, no, sweetie.
You're not puffy.

(crying) I am.

I'm puffy, and my husband was
a lying sack of ass!

And all I want to do right now
is just punch him in the face,

You know, but I can't.
I can't,

Because he's dead.

He's a dead,
lying sack of ass!

Okay, sweetie, before
we go down this road--

Which, by the way, I am
completely prepared to do--

But before we do,

Maybe we should actually
find out if this is all true.

What? What are
you talking about?

After you deposited
the life insurance check, right?

Yeah. So?
So maybe this person hacked
into your bank account,

Saw you made a recent deposit,
then googled your name,

And that's how she was able to
make up this entire sob story.

Why would anyone go through
so much trouble

Just to scam someone
they don't even know?

Money.
Money.

God, what am I gonna do?

You know what?
Let me help you.

And then we can see exactly
what we're dealing with.

(exhales deeply)

(car alarm chirps)

I'll call you later.

Okay.

Wait. You were gonna tell me
something before.

We're both running late.
It's cool.

Savi, stop.

What's going on?

(exhales deeply)

I, uh...

I cheated on harry last night.

You can be horrified.

I'm horrified.

How did it happen?

I-I mean, who?

This guy from work--dominic.

But it's not about him.

Okay.

What do you mean, "okay"?

Nothing. I-I don't know
what happened,

So I don't know how relevant
this person is.

He's not relevant.

I believe you.

Don't worry.
I'm gonna tell harry.

Yeah, of course.
Don't you think I should?

If that's what you wanna do,
absolutely,

But maybe take a beat.

My stomach I-is in knots.

I don't think
I can wait any longer.

It's just gonna get worse.
I know.

I just think it's important
that you understand

Why you did what you did before
you talk to harry about it.

Listen,

I know you want to make
this right, and you will,

But if you don't know
for certain why this happened,

How do you know
it won't happen again?

Okay, what are you doing
to that egg?

Scrambling it.

No, you're not. Give.

Okay, so savi isn't the only
control freak in the house.

Good to know.

What is up
with the house of sadness?

I just need to know if you guys
are always such bummers

'cause I cannot handle
this level of negative energy.

I'm, like,
a super upbeat person.

What are you talking about,
joss?

I did, and she was as delightful
as you're being right now,

Although bitchy looks better
on her.

Your sister and I had a bit
of a fight the other night.

Whose fault?

Mostly mine.

(gasps) tell me everything.

Okay. Tell me
the important parts.
No.

Dude, I can't help you
if you don't share.

I can accept that, joss.

Harry, I live here now.

No. No. No. No. No. No. No.
You live there, outside.

It's got its own bathroom
and everything.

Mm-hmm.

Point is, I can be an asset.

Nobody knows savi better
than I do,

And nobody has had more fights
with her than I have.

There are secrets to winning.

No, they are not.
Mm-hmm.

Okay, what kind of secrets?

The most important thing is
to move really quickly,

Because the longer my sister has
to think about something,

The deeper she digs in, and then
what started as a minor issue

Is now
this monumental situation.

Do you know, one time
she went an entire month

Without speaking to me
because I borrowed

Her archie bunker t-shirt
without asking?

Obviously, I plan on talking
to her about it, joss.

Really? When?

You guys are working
completely opposite schedules.

If somebody doesn't go out
of their way to make an effort,

It could be days before
you even see each other.

(cell phone rings)

Ooh.

Josslyn carver.

Hey, alex. What's up?

Sorry to bug you.

Oh, you're not bugging me.

Right. Well,

I hate to do this again,

But unfortunately, I think
we're gonna have to cancel

The appointment with you
this afternoon.

I know you had a few places
lined up, but--

Oh, that's okay.
I can reschedule.

Actually, I'm thinking we might
need to pause for a minute.

This whole house-hunting thing--
it's just turning out to be

More stressful than I thought.

I'm overwhelming you guys
with too many ideas.
No. No. No. No. No.

It's not you.
You've been great.

It's, um, s-sally's been in
a worse mood than usual lately,

And I think this might be
adding to her stress.

I just really want
to make her feel better.

Is that your job,
to make sally feel better?

Well, she is my girlfriend.

Yeah, but she's a grownup.
She controls her own happiness,

Doesn't she?

I'm--I am really sorry
for wasting your time.

Well, let me buy you lunch.
I cleared my afternoon already.

No. You're just gonna try
and convince me

To keep looking for houses.

Yes, but I'll do it
over a burrito,

Which will make my argument
much more effective.

(whispers) thank you.

(normal voice) come on.
I know a killer taco stand.

He's not here.

Do you know where he is?

Breakfast and then a depo.
He should be back around 3:00.

Did you need me
to get him on the phone?

No, thank you.

Coffee run. You want?

I'm good. Thanks.

Okay.

Hey, jacob.

Yeah?

Can I ask you a question?

Well, normally I charge
$250 an hour,

But for you,
I'll make an exception.

Okay.
Hypothetically speaking...

(laughs)

Uh...

Sorry. I thought you were
kidding. Continue.

Hypothetically speaking,

If you knew someone
had a crush on you,

But you didn't reciprocate
those feelings,

How would you handle it?

Are you trying to tell me
something?

'cause I generally
prefer blondes.

No offense.
Never mind.

Ah, look, I'm--I'm kidding.
I'm sorry.

Um, seriously,
what's the question?

How do you handle
an unrequited crush?

Say a girl keeps calling you,

But you don't have any interest
in pursuing the relationship.

I would, um,
I'd call her back

And be honest
about my feelings

To avoid any confusion,

And I'd do it nicely,
'cause my mom raised me right.

What if calling the person back
could be perceived

As a conflict of interest
in a larger matter?

Is there any way
it would be okay

To just not call
the person back?

Okay? Yeah.

Mature? No.

And in my experience,

It's--it's best to deal
with things head-on,

And praying
it all goes away.

Your mom
teach you that, too?

She's a very smart lady.

I'm getting you
a coffee anyway.

(chuckles) okay.

(cell phone rings)

(ring)

You called me back.

Sam.

Yes. Hello.
What can I do for you?

Nothing. Just wanted to follow
up on that coffee idea.

(dog barking)
walter, chill.

I'm sorry.
Can you hold on a second?

Hi.

Sorry. It's just my dog.

If now is a bad time,
I can call you later.

No, it's okay. He's fine.

He's still--still getting used
to me walking him.

Oh, that's weird.

What's weird?

My dad. Like I said,
we didn't talk that much,

But whenever he did
call me,

It was always when he was out
walking walter.

We'd have these
10-minute conversations.

Never about
much of anything.

(walter panting)

I just realized this won't
be happening anymore.

When are you
going back to school?

Next week,

Which is why I wanted to get
our coffee on the books.

I'm almost outta here, doc.
What do you say?

Ten minutes of your time?

My treat?

First report
on our mystery woman.

Her name is
miranda nickleby.

She's 35 years old,

She's from
rochester, minnesota.

She's a white girl.

Okay. Good to know.

She moved to orlando in 2005.

Looks like she bounced around
a few retail jobs.

She's been working reception

At the coconut grotto
since 2007.

What?

Paul's firm has
a satellite office in orlando.

It's where most of the software
programmers are based.

He'd go there once,
sometimes twice a month

And he always stayed
at the coconut grotto.

Oh, that doesn't--
paul's--

That doesn't necessarily
mean anything.

Right? I mean, if she was
a receptionist there,

This could be how she fabricated
the entire story.

I mean,
maybe he knew her.

Or maybe he was living
a secret life.

Can I take those home?

They're yours.

I hate that you're going
through this right now.

(scoffs) I don't even know
what I'm going through yet.

To be honest with you, I'm not
sure what I'm hoping for.

I mean, either I'm dealing
with a sleazy con artist

Looking to make a buck off

The worst thing
that's ever happened to me,

Or she's a tramp stamp slut
who's ruined my life forever.

No, but even if that's the case,
it won't be forever.

It already is.

Paul is dead. I mean,
if she's telling the truth,

Then all my memories,

My marriage,
my daughter's father--

It's all gone, lost forever.

And I-I just don't understand

How anyone can do this
to another person.

Do what?

Cheat. Betray the one person
you promised you wouldn't.

Yeah. Maybe we shouldn't
go down this road.

And it's not even
that it's selfish.

I mean,
it is just so damn reckless

To destroy that many lives

Because, what--what,
you can't help yourself? Please.

I cheated on harry
last night.

I wanted to tell you,
but, uh,

Obviously, it didn't seem...
Appropriate.

You're right.
It's not appropriate.

How could you--

You--we don't have to talk
about this right now.

I don't want to talk about it
at all.

Frankly, I wish
you hadn't even told me.

Okay.

You should've kept that
to yourself.

Really.

I'm telling you,
she hates me.

She doesn't hate you. She's
in a fragile state right now.

I'm in a fragile state!

You don't see me
yelling at my friends.

You're yelling
at me right now.

(sighs)

Well, that's because
you messed with my head.

I mean, I thought
I had it all figured out,

What I was supposed to say
to harry,

And then you--
you got me thinking.

I apologize.

I will never ask you to think
about anything again.

No, I'm serious.

The more I think about
what happened,

The more I can't believe
I did what I did.

♪

It wasn't me, karen.

It was some other...

Like, part of me that allowed
this to happen.

Some deeper part that
I-I don't fully understand...

Do you wanna talk about it?

No.

Yes.

Okay. Let's start
with the fight.

What was it about exactly?

(sighs) I mean,
a million things.

Does it matter? I--
(cell phone rings)

Just give me a sec.

Hi. This is savi.

Oh, okay. Great. Yeah.

Uh, I'll be right in. Okay.

I gotta go.
Dominic's back in the office.

Are you sure
you're comfortable

Having that conversation
with him?

No, I am not,
but do I have a choice?

I mean, I see the guy
every day. Right?

(bills rustle)
the only thing more moronic

Than cheating on your husband is
doing it with a guy from work.

Could've been worse.

To whom you prescribed
lethal doses of morphine.

That's funny.

Sick, but funny.

Bye. (kisses)

♪

Look, I don't want
to insult you,

But you're obviously
doing something wrong.

I'm not.

I'm an excellent girlfriend.

No. No. No. No. That's not
what I'm talking about.

You should be running things,

And you're all backseat charlie.
It doesn't make any sense.

Why should I be
running things?

Sally brings home the bacon

And she's better at making
decisions than I am.

Yeah, but you're hotter,

Who's usually the hot one
in the relationship.

(horn honks)

So you have relationships?

Yeah, I have relationships,

For about 24 to 48 hours,

And I always have the power.

Because you have no intention
of staying.

Then you can pretty much
do whatever you want.

You're kinda like
a terrorist.

What are you doing
tomorrow at noon?

No.
Come on.

It's a brand-new house.
It's not even on the market yet.

There's a caravan for realtors
only, but I can get you in.

And how can you do that?

Because I'm a terrorist.

(youth) ♪ ...On the place
that you left ♪

♪ our minds are troubled
by the emptiness ♪

♪ destroy the middle

♪ it's a waste of time

♪ from the perfect start

♪ to the finish line

I'm losing it.

♪ ...To our insides for fun

♪ to distract our hearts
from ever missing them ♪

♪ but I'm forever missing him

♪ and you caused it

♪ and you caused it

Oh. It's you.

Oh. Such a charmer you are.

Are you waiting
for my sister?

Uh, yeah, I was,
but now I'm gonna be late.

Oh, my god.
Harry, you took my advice.

That is so awesome.

(laughs) how did this suddenly
become about you again?

Sorry.

You want me to text her?
She might be on her way home.

Uh, no. No. No. Don't text her.
It'll keep.

I don't mind,
no. No. Don't. No. No.
Don't. Don't.

Seriously, leave it.

Last night was a mistake.

And hello to you, too.

I just feel like I need
to be clear with you.

I-I didn't realize I was
gonna be out all day.

I wanted to talk to you
about it.

No. There's nothing
to talk about,

Because it will
never happen again.

Okay.

Look, I realize

That this kinda thing
probably happens a lot for you,

And that it's no big deal--

Have sex with a colleague
in the office?

No, that's a--
it's a first for me.

I also don't make it a habit
of sleeping with married women.

Uh, it--it's irrelevant.

It was a mistake.

You said that already.

I'm serious.

Serious.

I love my husband.

I respect that.

But for the record,
you kissed me, savannah.

Yeah, I never thought

I'd be looking forward
to going back to school,

But I guess it would be nice
to feel normal again.

Structure and routine
can be very soothing.

Are you ever not a shrink?

(laughs)

Why don't you normally
look forward to being in school?

Because I am an econ major.

How excited can I get
about math?

Plus,
my roommate smokes cloves.

God, I don't miss being 20.

Thank you
for admitting it sucks.

It doesn't all suck.
It just...

A lot of it sucks.

♪

Wait. I know you have to go,

But I wanted
to show you something.

It's actually part
of the reason I called you.

Is this from that game?

Ever since you told me
that story about my dad,

I couldn't stop thinking
about it.

I always used to make fun of my
mom for hanging onto this junk,

But now I'm just...
Glad she did.

So basically, I just

Wanted to thank you again
for everything.

You don't have to.

Please. You helped me.

I don't think
you know how much.

I'm glad I could make
a difference.

Okay.

Oh! (laughs)

Oh, my god.

I am so sorry.

No, it's okay.
Um, here.

No, it's okay. It's okay.

Don't worry.
It's--it's okay.

Oh.

Now I'm really
gonna be late.

It was so nice
to see you again, sam.

Yeah, you, too.

Good luck with everything.

Okay. Bye.

(exhales deeply)

Okay. You got it.

(knock on door)

(whispers) hey.

I need to call you back.

Okay. Thanks.

Hi.

Thought I could take you
to lunch.

I, uh...

Tried to wait up for you last
night, but I-I fell asleep.

Yeah. I should've waited
for you to come home.

Savi, it's not your fault our
schedules are like this. Okay?

I'm really sorry.

For what?

For acting like an ass
the other night.

I mean,
I handled everything wrong,

And I-I-I hate that we fought.
(knock on door)

Sorry.
Oh, no. It's--it's fine, mate.

It's dominic, right?

Yeah.

Yeah. Uh, it's great
to see you, man.

Yeah.

Um, elizabeth grey
will be here in five.

Great. Great.
I'll be right there.

All right.

Not a good time, huh?

I'm sorry. It's just
kinda crazy around here.

Yeah.

Uh, I'm really sorry

That you--you drove
all the way down here.

And you're right.
We do have to talk.

Oh, it's all right. I just--
I mostly wanted to apologize

And tell you that I spoke
to the doctor again.

You did?

Yeah. I called him this morning
just to clarify a few things.

You may have noticed I wasn't
exactly paying attention

When we were in his office.

Well, you were surprised.
I think we both were.

Yeah, well, it turns out it's
not nearly as dire as I thought.

They're not even
recommending I.V.F.

Apparently, I've got
enough good swimmers in me

That we can keep trying
the old-fashioned way.

I mean, it might take us
a bit longer than we expected,

But...

I can't do this right now.

No. No. I know.
I know. It's okay.

I just--just want you to know
that we're good.

Okay? We're good.
Okay.

(whispers)
hey. Come here. I love you.

(alex) this place is
enormous.

Are those
tiny shrunken heads?

Ooh. They appear to be, yes.

Wow.

Whose house did you say
this was again?

Some banker dude
who's crazy rich,

But possibly crazy crazy.

Ooh. Let's see. Hmm?

Mm. Yep. Crazy crazy.

Technically, I could be
checking the drawer space.

Hello. Crazy and kinky.
My kind of guy.

I might be wrong, but that looks
like a japanese bondage rope.

A what?

It's a form
of sexual foreplay.

It's actually
really, really beautiful

When it's done properly.

(laughs) do you know
how to do it?

Kind of. It's like...

(woman) ♪ ...Make
the heart okay ♪

♪ the woman in the heels

Turn around.
My head is literally exploding
right now.

How do you know how to do this?

(speaks indistinctly)

♪

Okay.
One.

♪

Something like...

Is that too tight?

(laughs) uh, no.

♪

Dale wilson, at your service.

Hi. Um, my name is
April malloy.

I'm wondering if you, um,
ever remember doing business

With my husband paul malloy.

It would've been
at least three years ago.

Did he buy a car from me?

Well, that's what
I'm trying to figure out.

You know what?
I'm so sorry. This--

I'm so sorry to bother you.
This is so silly.

Now hold on there, darling.
If paul malloy walked

Onto my lot, I can guarantee you
he left with a car.

Let me just look.

Well, there he is.
Paul malloy.

Came in March '09.

Bought an '01 yellow escape.

Thank you.

Aah!
(glass shatters)

(crying)

(savi) slow down, mrs. Grey.

This officer
walks into my house

And starts asking
all these intrusive questions.

I thought the firm was
handling all of this.

We are. We are.

The--the man you spoke to
is not a police officer.

His name is...

Anthony newsome,

And he's an investigator hired
by the life insurance company.

To what end?
What do they expect to find?

It's just
a routine investigation.

Denying the autopsy
raised a red flag,

And if there's any way
for them to prove

That your husband didn't die
of completely natural causes,

They don't have to pay
the policy.

The man had lung cancer.

Like I said, it's probably
just a fishing expedition.

He'll make the rounds,
he'll ask some basic questions

Centering around your husband's
mental state prior to his death.

To rule out suicide.

Exactly.

And once they get
a consensus

From the family and the doctors,
this will all go away.

And what if it doesn't?

Well, if they deny the claim,
we can always sue.

And what would that entail?

Uh, we would offer
to exhume the body

So the coroner can confirm that
he did die of natural causes.

(sighs)

Uh...

Mrs. Grey, I'm your lawyer,

Which means anything
that you tell me

Is completely confidential.

Thank you, mrs. Davis,

But I have absolutely nothing
to tell.

Okay, then.

Let's go through the list
of potential witnesses.

(intercom beeps)

Yeah?

There's a man named
anthony newsome here to see you.

Does he have an appointment?

He says he's an investigator
from huxley life insurance.

He's here to talk to you
about thomas grey.

Nice office.

Did you decorate it
yourself?

So how long have you been
a therapist?

I'm a psychiatrist.

Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know
there was a difference.

But I get
that I insulted you.

I used to get pissed off when
someone didn't know my rank.

Am I supposed to be
intimidated

By the fact that you were
a police officer?

Just making conversation.

So you were
thomas grey's psychiatrist.

That's correct, mr. Newsome.

Oh, you can call me anthony,

But I'm guessing you won't.

So it says here
that thomas grey

Was seeing you
for almost three years.

What was he seeing you for?

I'm not sure
that's relevant.

Well, it might not be, but I
won't know until you tell me.

He was referred to me by
his, uh, general physician.

He was having trouble
sleeping.

Well, three years is a long time
to go without sleep.

He came in initially to work
through his insomnia.

Things evolved from there.

I want to skip
to the important stuff,

As I can--I can tell
you're a busy woman.

Uh, how would you describe
the mental state

Of your patient, thomas grey,

In the weeks leading up
to his death?

I would say he was accepting
of what was about to come.

Really? Do most people accept
that they're dying?

'cause I sure as hell
wouldn't.

Everyone reacts differently.

So he wasn't suicidal?

In my opinion?

No, he was not.

All righty.

(papers rustle)

Works for me.

Thanks for your time,
dr. Kim.

Oh, if my bosses need
some type of verification,

You have notes on this stuff,
right?

Notes?

Your sessions
with mr. Grey--

If I need them,

Which I'm sure I won't.

Have a good day.

I was wondering
when you'd come.

Scottie's not here.

He's staying with my sister
in san diego.

What do you want from me?

I've been watching you
for a while now, April.

You got a really nice life.

If you're trying to scare me,
it's not gonna work.

I'm not trying to threaten you.
I'm--I'm trying to explain--

What do you want?

I want my son to have
what your daughter has.

I want money.

Do you know if tanen is still
on the schedule for today?

Not sure. I'll find out.

(folders thud)

Hey.

What are you doing here?

Glad I caught you. I wasn't sure
how late you worked.

What do you want, sam?

Uh, well, I-I felt bad about
your skirt.

It looked like it was
probably expensive,

And I realized I should've
offered to pay for dry-cleaning,

But you rushed off so quickly.
I don't want your money.

Please. I don't mind.

This is
completely inappropriate.

I don't want you bothering me
anymore. Do you understand?

You're not to contact me.

You're not to show up
in my place of business!

Whoa. Whoa. Whoa.
You're way overreacting.

I don't want to see you again,
sam. Do you understand?!

No problem.

(kimbra's "good intent" playing)

Is this, like,
a "50 shades" thing?

Shh. Shh. Shh. Shh.
Try not to talk.

(cell phone rings)

Oh. This will just take a sec.

(ring)

Seriously?

Hey, you. What's up?

(alex) so I did it.

I convinced sally to look
at the beach house again,

And I think
she's gonna go for it.
Yay, you!

That's fantastic! So you told
her how much you loved it?

I did. And I told her
that I thought

She was being very unreasonable
and not taking my opinion

Into consideration,
and she agreed.

Oh, that is so awesome.
I'm so happy for you.

Thanks. Uh, you know,

Thank you for listening to me
ramble on and on today.

I know that
that's not your job.

By the way,
it's totally my job,

But with you,
I don't mind so much.

You're just saying that.

No. Seriously.

You're a cool person, alex.

Well, thank you. So are you.

Okay, tell me exactly
what you said to her.

I want all the details.

I still can't believe paul
would do something like this.

I honestly thought...

I'm so sorry, April.

I don't know what to say.

I am pretty sure
there's nothing you could say

That'll make me feel
any better.

I'm just happy you're here.

Savi couldn't come over?

I didn't call her.

I can't... Deal with her
right now.

I get it.

Actually, I don't.

Not to draw attention
to the obvious,

But if you should be angry
at anyone right now, it's me.

I slept with a married man.

I know, but I'm just

Not as angry with you
as I am with savi.

I don't know why. Maybe it's
because we're the married ones.

It's, like, we took
the oath together,

And she broke it.

For what it's worth, I still
feel guilty about what I did.

More than that, I'm...

Embarrassed.

I risked everything for tom.

I'm still risking it.

I even lied to a--
to an investigator today.

You what?

It doesn't matter.

The point is, I still...

Miss him.

But I feel like
I don't have the right,

Like it's not my place
to grieve.

(voice breaks)
I have all these feelings,

And nowhere to put them.

It's exactly how I feel.

Right now,
all I want to do is

Rip every picture of paul
off the wall,

Throw his crap on the lawn,
and just light it up.

(scoffs)

But I can't.

Because of lucy?

As much as I hate him
for what he did,

She doesn't need to know.

I don't want her to lose
her father again.

(sighs)

Hand me that bottle,
please.

I'm sorry. I promise not
to steal your food every night.

It's okay.
Take what you need.

Ooh. You and harry haven't
made up yet, huh?

He told me you had a fight.

For the record, you can talk
to me about that kind of stuff.

I know you don't think I'm good
at relationshippy things, but--

I never said that.

Well, I'm not,
but I'm a good listener.

Okay, I'm not that either,
but I would be, for you.

I know.

And thank you.
Mm-hmm.

You have enough pasta
for the both of you?

He doesn't do carbs.

Oh. Of course he doesn't.

No strangers
at the breakfast table, please.

As if I'd let him stay over.
Come on.

(door closes)

Hello.

(earring clatters)

Thought it was time
I took a night off.

We need to talk, harry.

Mmm. Absolutely.
Let's talk.

Mmm.

There's something
I have to tell you.

Okay.

Uh...

(exhales deeply)

I haven't been honest
with you.

I think you were right

When you said that I didn't
really want a baby.

I was looking at my calendar
today, and an alert popped up.

S.W.H.

What's s.W.H.?

Sex... With... Harry.

I mean, do you--

Do you realize we've been
scheduling our love life

For the past six months?

(chuckles) lots of couples
do that, savi.

I just never thought we would be
one of those couples.

Right. Okay. Well, you know,

Sorry for disappointing you
again, savi.

Harry, please don't do this.
Please.

'cause this is how it starts,
right?

Someone gets defensive,
and then we fight,

And we never actually
wind up talking.

W--

We're in a rut.

Okay. Yeah.
Yeah, you're right.

But I don't think
it's the end of the world.

No.

Of course it's not.

It's not the end
of the world.

But if I'm being totally honest
with myself,

It all started when we decided
to try to have a baby.

Yeah, I thought I wanted
to have a baby, too, harry.

But the more
we kept talking about it,

The more books you brought home,
and the more blogs I read--

Well, I told you
not to read the blogs.

They're impossible to avoid.

I don't know.

Harry, kids--
they change everything.

And there'll be a lot less time
for you and me.

The thought of losing
even more of us--

We wouldn't have to lose us.

It's taken us two full days to
have this conversation, harry.

I didn't realize
you were so unhappy.

I'm not unhappy.

I'm just--

I'm not ready to move on to
this next phase in our lives.

Well, if you're not ready,

We'll wait.

(whispers) oh, god.

(normal voice) I'm so sorry.

No, don't be. Come on.
Come here.

Is that all of it?

That's all of it.

(richard ashcroft) ♪ don't drink
me, I'm like turpentine ♪

I love you.

♪ make you blind,
burn you inside ♪

♪ I ain't running away
from my mind this time ♪

(cell phone rings)

(laughs) do you need
to get that?

(ring)

No.

(ring)

♪

(ring)